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candied-peach · 1 year
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ao3: “into the wells of silence” rating: T warnings: anxceitmus, ableism, internalized ableism, medical neglect, crying genre: hurt/comfort description: Virgil’s not having a good day. His boyfriends intervene.
"I told you, I'm fine," Virgil snaps, one last time, as he exits the car, transferring into his new wheelchair awkwardly. His foot catches the foot plate and he nearly tumbles into the grass. The spot he hit throbs with pain. Great.
"Scare bear, you can tell us you're fine all you want, but we all know that's not true," Remus says, surprisingly serious. Janus nods in solemn agreement. Tears threaten to spill down Virgil's face, but he refuses to let them fall. Not while they're still outside.
"Inside," Janus murmurs in understanding. Virgil manages it up the ramp okay, but his arms burn and he feels utterly exhausted as Janus fumbles with the keys to open the door. It's not fair. It's been ten years. Ten years of being fobbed off. Ten years of having his issues blamed on anything and everything else. His mental health is a fun one. Ten years and it takes a hospital visit to open Pandora's vault and realize that oh hey! Maybe he hasn't been lying this whole time! Maybe- shockingly- it isn't anxiety!  Maybe- just maybe- the answer isn't go take a walk in the fucking sunshine!
Even before Virgil makes it over the threshold, tears blur his vision.
"Hey, Virge, can I push you the rest of the way?" Remus asks, waiting for a shaky affirmative before he does, helping Virgil into the house and to the bedroom. Their bed is big enough for all three of them, and Janus and Remus both stand by, just in case, as Virgil makes it onto the bed, collapsing amidst the pillows as tears soak his hair.
"I just-" Virgil's voice is wobbly. "I knew that something was wrong. But now- now I actually know what it is, and it's- it's awful. It's scary and it's awful and I don't- I'm not sure I want to know anymore." Fresh tears scald his cheeks as Janus and Remus gently wrap him up in their arms.
"It's better to know because now you have a treatment plan, but now you have a whole new round of challenges to deal with," Janus whispers. "And it's not fair, darling. I'm so sorry."
"Yeah," Virgil shakily agrees. "Like- like I'm glad I know what it is now, because now- now I can get some kind of help, but I- it's been ten years, Janus! Ten fucking years-" His voice wavers even more, becoming lost in his own sobs.
"I know, storm cloud, I know," Janus murmurs. Remus bear hugs him, just the way he likes, with just enough pressure to soothe him, but not enough to hurt. It's weird for Remus to be so quiet. Then again, Virgil's kind of relieved. He adores Remus the way he is, but he also knows that Remus's typical boisterousness would probably be a little too much right now, when it's so easy to overwhelm him. Remus is good at picking up on that.
"We're behind you in every way, babe," Remus says. "And if you need me to stuff a doctor's nipples down his nose, just say the word, and I'll look up his address." That surprises a watery giggle from Virgil, who should have been expecting it.
"Thank you," he says. "I know- I know it's a lot."
"It is," Janus admits. "But I can't imagine how much it is for you, sweetheart. We love you."
"We do!" Remus chimes in. Janus continues.
"We want you to be happy," Janus says, tucking a strand of purple-dyed hair behind Virgil's ear. "I want you to be taken care of, happy, and loved. And now that you know what's going on, we can work on that a little better."
"And Picani's there for the rest!" Remus exclaims. "So don't worry, scare bear. You're stuck with us!" Virgil smiles ruefully, one of the little worries in the back of his mind put to rest (at least for the time being).
"Thank you," Virgil says again. "I love you both so much."
"And we love you," Janus murmurs. He hesitates a moment, then continues. "I know that- they said there'd be a lot of grief. Let yourself mourn, okay? We'll be right there with you. I'll hold you when you cry, we can watch shitty horror movies together-"
"We can stalk your shitty former doctors-" Remus adds. Janus rolls his eyes fondly.
"No stalking," he says. "No illegal things."
"Fiiiine," Remus says, putting on an affected sulking expression, then winking at Virgil and making him laugh again.
"If you want us at your doctor's appointments, we'll come. If you don't want us there, that's fine, too," Janus continues.
"I do," Virgil blurts out. "Please," he adds. Janus's face softens.
"Always, storm cloud," he says. "You always have me."
"And me," Remus says. "Jokes about cannibalizing your ex doctors aside-"
"Wait, when did cannibalism get brought up?" Janus asks. Remus cheerfully ignores him.
"I love ya," Remus says. "And I'm here for ya. Always, Virge."
Virgil smiles, the tears in his eyes there for a whole new reason now.
"I love you," he says. "Stay with me? While I nap?"
"Of course," Janus promises. Remus nods, stretching out ostentatiously and adding a flamboyant yawn. Virgil smiles sleepily.
"Good," he says, and lets his eyes fall shut.
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Virgil- We got this, right?
Janus- Yeah. Definitely.
Remus- They're gonna be sorry they ever tried to mess with the Dark sides.
Source: She-ra
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jaratedeguadalupe · 1 year
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anxceitmus is just: what a romantic evening *leash gets pulled’ remus stop 
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every chance to get it right 
Thirty-Seven: Roman. Thirty-Eight: Roman. Thirty-nine: Logan. Forty: Remus. Forty-one: Janus.
Pairing: pre-romantic LAMP, platonic anxceitmus, romantic dukeceit
Word count: 4k~
Warnings: continuing the theme, and also virgil makes some poor taste suicide jokes he immediately regrets
Notes: hi aklsdjakjshdjkah so at the risk of sounding like one of Those Author's Notes i appreciate your patience while i adjusted my many many medications aksjdhakjh
have fun!
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an-organized-confusion · 11 months
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This can be platonic, romantic, sexual, or otherwise.
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Dragon Quest
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Roman is missing and Janus enlists Virgil and Remus' help to find him. Together they end up on a quest through the imagination, ultimately leading them to... a cuddle pile??
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Next Chapter ->
Warnings: none (that I'm aware of, but please lmk if i need to add any)
Pairings: romantic roceit, platonic anxceitmus, prinxiety and creativitwins
Word count: 2519
Notes: Yes, this is the dragon hoard cuddle pile fic we've been waiting for. Unfortunately, that will be happening in the second chapter, which I have not written yet because I'm tired and running low on creative juice. I promise I'll get to it soon though! Keep an eye on this one :D
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“Remus!” Janus called as he walked into the common room. Just as he expected, within the next five seconds there was a hole in the ceiling through which Remus was hanging upside down by his tentacles. 
“You called?” Remus asked, “Whassup?”
“Have you seen Roman?”
“Uh… don’t think so! But I’ve been in the imagination with Bessy all day-”
“I’ve definitely seen him in the last three days.” Janus interrupted, “And it’s totally not starting to worry me.”
“Ooh-” Remus said, wincing, “You’ve looked in his room?”
“Obviously not.”
“His imagination?” Remus suggested.
“I searched for four hours, but I couldn’t find him in the kingdom or the forest, or the dungeons, almost got killed by a pack of kobolds.”
“Jeez, you good?” Remus asked.
“I’m not fine, I’m more worried about Roman right now,” Janus said, waving him off, “Any other suggestions?”
“The subconscious?” Remus said, frowning.
“We would’ve felt it if he went there,” Janus shook his head, “And Remy visited yesterday, they would’ve said something.”
“Yeah, yeah,” Remus nodded, “...The light sides?”
Janus frowned, why the hell would Roman go up there? Last Janus checked he was still very much avoiding Patton and Logan. Besides, his room was still here, it’s not like he’d gone back properly. 
“He could just be visiting Virgil?” Remus suggested, probably seeing the look on Janus’ face, he dropped down from the ceiling to stand properly on the floor. 
“Perhaps…” Janus sighed, “Do you think we should summon Virgil and see if he knows anything?”
“Eh?” Remus said, shrugging and wandering off towards the kitchen, “Go ahead, I’ma make a sandwich.”
“Don’t you dare,” Janus said, “You know what happened last time you made a sandwich? I’m not having any more fires.”
“That was Roman!” Remus yelled, “Last time I made a sandwich was with the sentient condiment slime!”
“Which is better how exactly?” Janus said, raising an eyebrow, they stared at each other for a moment before Janus sighed, “If you can promise the mess wont leave the kitchen, you can make a sandwich.”
“Fuck yes!” Remus grinned, “Promise!”
Janus rolled his eyes, “I’m going to search for Virgil.”
“Lemme know if you find Ro!”
—-
“...Janus?” Virgil said through the crack in his door, looking a little perplexed, “The hell are you doing up here?”
“Have you seen Roman?” Janus asked, Virgil’s expression immediately morphed from confusion to panic.
“No?” Virgil said, opening his door properly, “Isn’t he with you guys?”
“Neither Remus or I have seen him for multiple days.” Janus explained, “I am totally not starting to get slightly frantic and I was wondering if he was with you for some reason.”
“I uh- no I haven’t seen him, but- I can help you guys look-if you want?” Virgil said, putting his hands in his pockets, “I mean- maybe?”
Janus shook his head, "Absolutely not, I don't want your help whatsoever, it's not like you've known Roman longer than we have or anything." 
Sighing, Virgil stepped out of his door and closed it behind him, "Where's Remus?" 
"Making a sandwich and hopefully wrecking my entire kitchen, why?" 
"Because he can navigate the imagination better than we can- if you've looked around the mindscape then he's probably in there," Virgil said, leading the way down the hallway. Janus would have suggested sinking out, but he suspected Virgil needed time to mentally prepare to go downstairs. Despite Remus' invitation, Virgil hadn't stepped a foot in the darkside's mindscape since he'd left.
"I've already checked the imagination." Janus said, possibly a little too haughtily. 
Virgil turned to stare at him for a second before sighing, "His imagination is infinite, dumbass, you couldn't have checked it all, and you wouldn't have found him, especially if he didn't want you to, which is why we need Remus." 
Frowning, Janus followed Virgil back downstairs where they found that Remus, luckily, hadn't completely destroyed the kitchen.
"Hi Vee!" Remus called, waving before he shoved half a sandwich in his mouth all at once. Janus winced.
"uh… hey Remus," Virgil said, narrowing his eyes at Remus, "What- is that?" 
"PB&J!" Remus grinned, waving the second half of the sandwich - which was dripping jam and something that looked far too runny to be peanut butter onto the floor, "With pickle juice!" 
That would be it. 
"Disgusting! Anyway," Virgil said, turning back to Janus, "Is there any reason you can think of that he might have gone off to hide?" 
Janus shared a look with Remus, who shrugged. Janus sighed, "Not that I noticed… Did anything happen at the last meeting?" 
“Other than Roman having grown horns out of nowhere? Not really,” Virgil said, before his eyes widened, “Wait- that’s probably it, isn’t it?”
“Whatever do you mean, Virgil?” Janus asked, confused.
“Remember how when I got mine I basically took over part of Remus’ forest?” Virgil said, crossing his arms.
“Some of the webs are still there!” Remus said, grinning, “I made some funky spiders to fill them!”
“Right, and Remus went off and hid in a la- ohh…” Janus said, realising what Virgil was implying.
“So, if we can figure out where Roman’s beastie would be likely to hide, we could probably find Roman there too,” Virgil said with an exasperated sigh, “Seriously you didn’t figure this out yourself, Jan?”
“I feel as though I’m being unnecessarily mocked because I was worried about my boyfriend’s disappearance,” Janus said, crossing his arms with an annoyed huff. Virgil sighed and waved him off.
“‘Kay well if Ro’s a dragon then he’s probably in a cave somewhere,” Remus said, before gasping, “Oh! He has this big mountain range where all the dragons in his imagination live, he’s probably gone there!”
Virgil shuddered, “Are the other dragons likely to try and eat us?”
“I guess we’ll find out!” Remus said, grinning.
“I suppose we don’t want set off as soon as possible, then?” Janus said, raising an eyebrow, “Virgil, will you be coming?”
“Sure why not,” Virgil said with a sigh, “I’ve got nothing better to do.”
“Hooray!” Remus cheered, chucking the rest of his sandwich onto the side and running off. 
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Virgil didn’t know what to expect when the three of them walked through the big red and gold doors to the imagination, but it certainly wasn’t to have his outfit changed, his hoodie was replaced with a long hooded cloak featuring the same patchy style. He’d gained what seemed to be arm guards that ended in fingerless gloves as well as a loose grey tunic and tight black trousers. He was also a little surprised to note that he had multiple weapons concealed on his person as well as a bow slung over his shoulder. Virgil didn’t have a single clue about archery, but whatever, at least he wasn’t Janus.
“You look like a victorian woman!” Remus said between snorting laughter whilst Janus crossed his arms over an elegant-looking black and gold bodice with a white off-the-shoulder shirt with long white gloves replacing his yellow ones. Not only that, but he also sported a loose cape jacket and a bell skirt that stopped just above his ankles, where Virgil could just about make out what looked like riding boots under the mass of ruffles. Janus sighed.
“Looks like we’re on a quest,” Janus said, sounding like he couldn’t be less excited about the fact.
“Yay!” Remus cheered, medieval knight’s armour clanking as he raised his Morningstar to the sky. 
“Wonderful,” Virgil deadpanned, “Will one of you explain what the hell this is?”
“This hasn’t happened to you before?” Janus asked, seeming mostly tired.
“...no?? Usually my clothes don’t randomly change into something else when I go into the imagination?” Virgil said, throwing his hands into the air. 
Janus sighed and shook his head, whilst Remus leant on his Morningstar and shook his head at Virgil.
“It’s basically like, y’know when Roman does daydream mode?” Remus said, Virgil nodded, “It’s like that but even more… daydreamy, and in the imagination, we call it quest mode.”
“More or less, we have been assigned roles, and while it totally matters if we don’t go along with whatever storyline we are presented with going forward, there will be a storyline that will likely lead us to Roman.” Janus explained, crossing his arms over the corset. Virgil couldn’t help but notice how much jewellery Janus was wearing compared to the rest of them, a gold bar necklace, a silver chain that housed what looked like a ruby pendant, and earrings, bracelets and rings. Virgil was only wearing a black choker with a small silver moon pendant and Remus was wearing no jewellery at all. 
“So we’re heading for the mountains but looking out for whatever this storyline is on the way?” Virgil asked.
“Basically, yes.” Janus nodded, “I have no idea how easy it’ll be to climb a mountain in this dress, though.”
“We’ll figure that out when we come to it.” Virgil sighed, “Remus?”
“Mmh?” Remus said, turning from where he was attempting to shove one of the whimsical forest mushrooms into his mouth.
“Don’t eat that,” Virgil sighed, “Do you know which way we gotta go?”
“Oh yeah,” Remus nodded, spitting out the mushroom and standing up, “North.”
“...Which way is north?” Virgil asked, crossing his arms. Remus rolled his eyes and pointed down the path that seemed to lead them through the woods, which were much more fairy-like than Virgil remembered. If this was some fantasy quest like Remus had described, Virgil wouldn’t even be surprised if they were in some kind of fairyland. 
“We totally shouldn’t stick together,” Janus spoke up the moment Remus went to leave the path.
“You don’t say,” Virgil said, taking a knife from a holder on his arm guard and flipping it mindlessly from hand to hand, “And don’t go off the path, Roman’s told me enough about fae lore to know that, at least.”
—-
They had been walking for maybe an hour - Virgil was finding it difficult to tell the time - before the trees around them began to thin. Once the three of them were free of the forest completely Remus excitedly pointed out the mountains they were headed towards in the distance. God that looked… far. 
“You think we should’ve packed like… food or something?” Virgil asked, frowning. He wasn’t tired yet, not from just an hour’s walk through what was really a fairly peaceful forest, but the hilly fields and river valleys didn’t look like they’d be much fun to traverse. 
“It totally wouldn’t have been wise.” Janus said, taking a few deep breaths, “How on earth did Victorian women wear this every day? This dress totally isn’t incredibly heavy.”
“Jan just doesn’t like dressing like a girl,” Remus said, “Sexist.”
“I’m not sexist, you dunce,” Janus huffed, “I definitely have qualms about ‘dressing like a girl’ These clothes are just… incredibly practical for the amount of walking we have ahead of us.”
“Awee poor Janny, stuck in a big poofy dress,” Remus taunted, “This armour’s all hot and sticky but you don’t see me complaining!”
“Yes, because ‘hot and sticky’ totally isn’t something that you’ve mentioned you enjoy being multiple times in the past,” Janus huffed. 
“Guys shut up,” Virgil said, raising a hand, “Do you hear that?”
“Hear what?” Remus asked, Virgil glared.
“If you shut up you might- woah!” Virgil yelped, jumping back as something swept down from the sky and snatched Janus - who didn’t even get the chance to so much as yelp - up far too quickly for him too see more than a red, white and gold blur. Once he’d realised what had happened, though, Virgil shaded his eyes, squinting up into the sky to try and get a look at the kidnapper. He could make out what looked like dragon wings, though they were much smaller than any of the other dragons he’d seen in Roman’s imagination before…
“Was that fucking Roman?” Remus yelled, gesturing wildly at the sky. 
“I don’t- that was- that happened too quickly for me to tell!” Virgil cried in confusion. 
“Welp we’re fucked, there goes the brain cell,” Remus said, putting his head in his hands in what Virgil was pretty sure was mock sorrow.
“Wait hold up- Roman has wings?? ” Virgil said, "Also excuse you! I have a braincell!"
“Uh, yeah Virgil, he’s a dragon, haven’t we gone over this?” Remus asked, raising an eyebrow at him. 
“You never told me he has wings!” Virgil cried, throwing his hands up into the air before sitting down on a large outcropping rock, “What the hell are we supposed to do now.”
“Uh, duh, we go follow them?” Remus said, gesturing his hand in that direction.
“It’ll take us hours to walk!” Virgil yelled, head in hands, “What if that wasn’t even Roman that took him! What if it was that- I don’t know- that Dragon Witch character he created ages ago and Janus is actually in trouble?”
“Woah dude, ok first of all no-ones gonna get hurt here, this is Ro’s imagination, so it’s not even fun like mine, Jan has object impermanence plot armour bullshit like Logan does too,” Remus said, picking his nails, “So even if that wasn’t Roman, Jan’ll be fine, and if it was or not we should still go after them because of the storyline Janus mentioned earlier, remember?”
Virgil shook his hands out, “Yeah, yeah, you’re right, that doesn’t change the fact that it’s gonna take us forever to get there.”
“Hey look,” Remus said in a mocking tone as two horses trotted out of the forest, “Horses that I totally didn’t just summon because I can do that too!”
Virgil eyed the horses suspiciously, “They’re not gonna like, attack me or- i don’t know turn into the demogorgon or something, are they?” He asked as Remus swung himself onto the back of the armoured black and white seemingly innocent shire horse. 
“Find out!” Remus cackled, “Now c'mon or you’ll be left behind!”
He thought that he’d rather potentially be attacked by a demon horse than be left totally alone in the imagination, so he - begrudgingly - climbed onto the back of the Andalusian and grabbed onto the saddle, suddenly realising that he had never ridden a horse in his life. Luckily the mare didn’t seem much bothered by his nervousness as she leaned down to graze the grass at her feet. 
“Remus?” Virgil said, awkwardly grabbing the reins. 
“Yeah, Virgin?” Remus called, having already started his own horse forward, “Are ya coming?”
“I uh- I don’t know how to ride a horse-” Virgil said, Remus rolled his eyes.
“Dumbass, it’s imaginary,” Remus said, “You can do whatever the fuck you want, you don’t gotta do it right .”
“Oh,” Virgil mumbled.
“Left-brained sides, I’ll never understand you dorks,” Remus mumbled as he urged his horse to continue walking. Virgil did the same - surprised to find that it actually worked - and together they set off to follow the speck in the distant sky that was Janus and probably-Roman.
Virgil really hoped that Janus, at least, was having a good time, wherever he was right now.
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Tags: @full-of-roman-angst-trash @reptilianrapscallion420 @your-local-random-dino @cutebisexualmess (if anyone wants to be added let me know1)
I'm also going to tag @doteddestroyer because you seemed to have a vested interest in this fic in particular. hehe
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Hi mangooo!
It's been a bit since I last read, but I just caught up with everything and wow....
I wanted to ask a few things lol
1. Would you be able to add me to the @ list? Or is that for specific people only?
2. Is LAMP canon? Or is it still just prinxiety, logically, and anxceitmus/demos?
Also please tell me my poor babies will make up and communicate ;-; they're all so bad at it kfbdkdbs
I hope you have a great day/night mango ^v^!
Welcome back, love! I thought i hadnt seen you around in a while haha
1. There isnt really a tag list unfortunately, i can never get it to function on a large scale. The ppl @ ed at the top of every update description are just those whp have an ask screenshotted at the top!
2. Romantic LAMP and queerplatonic Demus are the emdgames here! How they get there is mostly up to you guys, but that is where its going to be before the end.
"When will they make up and communicate" — Well, its up to yall to trigger those conversations! By virtue of the medium we're working wih, they wont talk unless you send an ask abt it and make them ;)
All six of them have some room to grow in communication skills, some more than others. It will take time and effort!
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starlocked01 · 1 year
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If you still wanted requests how about "I didn't know where else to go." with Anxceitmus? Up to you if its platonic or romantic, I'm happy either way
So, I know this has been sitting in my box forever..
I started writing this! And then I couldn't figure out how to finish it, so it got donated to the @tsspromptmonth fic swap! So that should be posted later this month. Very sorry about the delay and not technically writing it all 😅
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Virgil Ships💜🌩️
A Masterlist of my fics that feature a Virgil ship. For other ships or platonic ships, checkout my Masterlist Masterlist (I reached my link limit on my general Masterlist so I made some smaller ones)
AO3: LonelyThursday
Pairings:
Analogical:
You Can’t Spell ROMANCE Without ROMAN (But I’d Sure Like To), (Original Angst Draft) Oneshot | Word count: 3,081 | Canonverse | & Intruality, Roceit
They Call Me Wicked (<-Masterlist link) Multi-part | Incomplete | Descendants AU | & Moceit, Rosleep
Anxceit:
Quiet Day Cuddles Oneshot | Word count: 311 | Canonverse
Campfire Oneshot | Word count: 522 | High School AU
On Death’s Doorstep (<-ODD Masterlist link) Multi-part | Incomplete | Superpowers AU
Dukexiety:
Five Time Someone Mistook Roman and Remus (And One Time They Finally Met) Austin, Abuela, Virgil, Remy, Janus and Patton, They Finally Meet Multi-part | Complete | Human AU | & Logicality, Roceit
Moxiety:
A Pantheon A Matter For The Gods Series | Incomplete | Mythology AU
This Is Why I Left The Dark Sides Oneshot | Word count: 879 | Canonverse | Platonic or Romantic
Simply Meant To Be (tumblr exclusive) Roceit momceit blurb, Part 1, Part 2 Multi-part | Incomplete | Soulmate AU | & Intrulogical, Remile, Roceit
Setting Sail Rough Seas Ahead, Getting Out Of Hand Series | Incomplete | Pirate AU | & Intrulogical, Roceit
Moxiety Week (Masterlist)
AroAce Remus Perfectly Normal Follow Your Aro Twoshot | Middle School AU | College AU | & Roloceit, QPR Intrumoxiety
Prinxiety:
If love is a game, I’m going to win Oneshot | Word count: 3,652 | Canonverse | & Logicality
Polycules:
Anxceitmus:
Monsters All Oneshot | Word count: 3,003 | Fantasy AU
Soulmates? Oneshot | Word count: 2,701 | Soulmate AU | & Royalogicality, DLAMP
Moxieceit:
To Worship At Your Altar Devoted, Pray To Me A Little Longer: Part 1, Part 2.1, Part 2.2, Part 3 Series | Incomplete | Gods AU | & Intrulogince
Intrumoxieceit:
My Best Friend’s Brother Part 1, Part 2 (complete) Breakfast, Three’s A Crowd, Four’s A Party Janus’s 100% Foolproof Plan To Win Patton’s Heart: Step 1, Step 2, Step 3, Step 4, Step 5, Profit Series | Incomplete | High School AU | & Logince
LAMP:
Go To Bed. Make Me Oneshot | Word count: 540 | Canonverse | Platonic or Romantic
Compartmentalized (tumblr exclusive) Part 1 Multi-part | Incomplete | Human AU | & Dukeceit
Say the Word (I’m already here) Word count: 1,774 | Soulmate AU | & Dukeceit
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werewroammin · 1 year
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I FORGOT POLYCULES EXISTED <- is IN a polycule /lh
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okay so!! polycule ship opinions:
logan/remus/janus
patton/janus/logan
virgil/janus/remus
logan/patton/roman
i just woke up so forgive me if words fail me jsjdjdjf
intruloceit: i love the aesthetic :3 and honestly id prefer it if it was just logan dating remus and janus and not remus and janus dating each other (not a big fan of dukeceit)
moloceit: i have similar thoughts on this one tbh. good aesthetic, don’t like logicality so just the moceit and loceit part. they’d be great :D
anxceitmus: lowkey i prefer them being familial rather than romantic (sometimes i like romantic dukexiety but that’s like. not common lmao). i just feel like janus is virgils dad, which is part of why i don’t like anxceit i think
moralogince: such a good aesthetic even if i don’t like logicality jsjdjdjf i like the idea of them being in a relationship pre aa, and then after virgils name reveal he joins the relationship, even if i fucking despise moxiety ksjdjjcjc idk it’s cute!!!
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snowe-zolynn-rogers · 3 years
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Remus: *kisses Virgil in the heat of the moment after Thomas says he’s helpful*
Virgil: *completely dumbfounded*
Remus: Whoops. Bad touch day?
Virgil: Janus, I’m stealing your man.
Janus: More like my man is stealing you. Welcome to the relationship.
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cyanberry08-3 · 2 years
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Day 23 Anxceitmus
After this I’m not gonna be posting anymore days soo have this ig @sanders-spring
Ship: Anxceitmus (up to interpretation)
Pre-AA
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It was well known that none of the core sides wanted anything to do with the others. Going so far to the point where they were the “dark sides” of Thomas’ personality.
All three of them thought it was dumb but nonetheless they weren’t really able to go speak to the core sides about it.
Patton wanted nothing with Janus and Remus. For some reason, he had a softer spot for Virgil.
Roman wanted nothing from all of them. For a variety of reasons.
And they were too irrational for Logan according to the side himself.
So all they had were just the three of them together. It was just them against the small world of Thomas’ head.
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“No matter what, we’ll always have each other, right?” Virgil had asked.
“Of course n-“
“Duh! We’ll always be together like the human centipede!” Remus interrupted Janus.
“That’s such a wonderful analogy Remus,” Janus replied, “But yes, we’ll always be together Virgil.”
“Really?”
“No of course not, why would you ever think that?” Janus lied reassuringly.
“Only Jan-ass would lie to you! Not on purpose and not all the time.”
“If you still have doubts, what if we made a vow?” Janus suggested.
“Ooh! Like wedding vows? When’s our honey moon?”
“No Remus, not like that. He means like a promise.” Virgil corrected him.
“Oh! That’s a little vanilla but okay!” Remus agreed, “But how are we gonna go do that? We’re not gonna sign some boring contract are we?”
“Yes, that’s exactly what we’ll do. But I’m not entirely sure what either.”
“Um,” Virgil interjected, “this sounds so embarrassing, but what if we did… a pinky promise?”
“That sounds like a nice idea actually, let’s not do it.”
“What about you Remus?”
“Sure!” He held up his pinky.
Janus had taken off his glove and held up his pinky as Virgil held his up as well.
The three of them locked their pinkies awkwardly as Virgil began to speak.
“Promise to never leave each other’s sides no matter what?”
“We promise.” Janus and Remus said both at once.
“And if any of us breaks this promise I’ll break whoever-broke-it’s finger!” Remus continued without Janus.
They then unlocked their pinkies. Janus put his gloves back on before speaking.
“I’m sure you’ll have to do it sometime..”
“I’m sure you won’t either.” Virgil smiled. “Now that the sentimental stuff is over, who wants to watch a movie?”
“Me! Let’s watch something raunchy!”
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In the end, everything turned out fine.
Totally fine.
But that’s not a story for today.
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ao3: “paint it red” rating: T warnings: autistic remus, autistic logan, sympathetic deceit, sympathetic remus, anxceitmus genre: fluff description: Virgil paints everyone’s nails. (for anon prompt:  "Imagine your virgil who paints nails fic (I think it was anxceit) but virgil going around painting everyone's nails red to support an autistic side (which is up to you)")
"Remus," Virgil says, half-laughing as he carries his nail polish kit into the kitchen. "You have to sit down if you want me to paint your nails." His boyfriend looks up, red spreading across his cheeks, as he plops obediently into a kitchen chair. Deceit's already pulled up a chair, gloves neatly folded in his lap. His hands are demurely clasped, and Virgil can tell he's nervous about showing the scales dotted across his skin.
"We're gonna paint 'em red, right?" Remus asks, dragging Virgil's attention back to him. "Red like blood splattered on the road after an accident?"
"Yes," Virgil assures him. "No blue, no puzzle pieces, just red and anything else you want to add."
"A knife!" Remus says brightly. Virgil blinks.
"Why a knife?" He asks. Remus grins, his teeth looking pointier than ever.
"Virgil, love, are you sure you want that answer?" Deceit asks. Virgil laughs, his shoulders jerking in a lopsided shrug.
"Does it involve violence against supporters of Autism Speaks?" Virgil asks. Remus nods eagerly. Virgil ponders for a moment. "Eh, sure, I can try to draw a knife on one of your nails," he decides.
"Did someone say nail painting?" Roman's voice drifts into the kitchen, seconds before the rest of him appears.
"I'm painting Remus's and Dee's nails red for autism acceptance," Virgil explains. "You want in?"
"Do I!" Roman exclaims. "I'm sure the others would like it, as well."
"Even Logan?" Virgil asks skeptically. Roman nods.
"Nail polish isn't a bad texture," he says. "And the smell goes away pretty fast. I'll be right back." He clatters up the stairs, leaving the kitchen in relative peace.
"Well, I'll get started with you," Virgil tells Remus. "Let me see your nails, babe." Remus obediently splays both hands on the table. His nails are slightly ragged, but still more than adequate for Virgil's purpose.
"Creme polish or holographic?" He asks, holding up two bottles. Remus chose holographic without hesitation, a decision Virgil thought would be repeated, judging by the appreciative glances Deceit kept flicking his way.
"Try to stay still," he warns Remus. "You can jiggle your legs if you need to, but try to keep your hands still, so I can paint them. Is that okay?"
"Yeah!" Remus says. Virgil can already feel his right leg bouncing but true to his words, his hands remain steady as Virgil begins to apply the first coat. He's finished one hand and is working on the other by the time Roman enters the kitchen again, Patton and Logan in tow. Patton keeps bouncing on his toes, playing with his cardigan.
"Oooh, pretty!" Patton exclaims. "It's all glittery!"
"It's holographic," Virgil says absently. "Do you all want your nails painted red, too? It's for autism acceptance." A chorus of yeses answer him. He smiles as he finishes the last nail, blowing lightly on it.
"Thanks to the mind palace, they're already dry," he says. "So I can draw the knife now."
"Knife?" Patton questions, sounding alarmed. Virgil laughs.
"Chill, Pop Star," he says. "It's just some nail art." He chooses Remus's thumbnail, since it has the greatest surface area, and manages a silver knife, only slightly lopsided. Remus peers down at it and grins, happy flapping his hands in the air.
"I love it!" He squeals. Virgil beams, looking around the slightly crowded kitchen. He also notices that Logan has swapped his usual tie for a red striped one. When Logan notices his gaze upon him, a faint blush climbs up his neck.
"Good," Virgil says. "Now, who's next?"
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Chaos Rising (Pt.1)
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It was all a perfectly normal morning, no weird mishaps or anything. Well, there were mishaps, but Virgil was used to those at this point, after all, he considered himself the worlds biggest mishap, where else did he have to go from there?
Rain wasnt the issue, no, Virgil was used to rain, used to dragging his boots through puddles and tripping over his own feet, that was normal.
And it wasnt the behavior of the local strays either, cats usually gave him weird looks, and dogs were usually to busy seeking out children for head pats to notice him, so no, that wasnt it either.
Even work didnt seem to tip him off, uncomfortable conversations with his boss, bickering between offices, that was all normal, nothing weird there.
No, what finally made it clear that something had gone very much wrong, was the appearance of two very strange men in his home.
Both were tall, and both had brown hair. But one boy was dressed in shades of yellow, with a black jacket over a pastel yellow sweater, jeans, black boots, and a black cap, and he looked calm and in control. Whereas the second man had wild unkempt hair with a stark white streak down the center of it, crazed red eyes, and was dressed in tattered black and green rags.
Now, normally Virgil would have assumed he was being robbed by the worlds most contrasting crime agency, but there were two things that set him off this path fairly quickly.
One, the man in yellow had scales, and a slit on the side of his face, just across his mouth.
Two, the man in green had horns, and a tail that looked as if it belonged to a rat, and, was likely the cleanest thing about the man.
"And what the hell do you think you're doing?" Virgil made a grab for the knife he'd set on the dining room table that morning, he supposed it was lucky he'd forgotten to put it up after breakfast.
"Oh please- as if that measly hunk of metal and wood is going to do anything against two demons," said the man in yellow. Virgil felt a sudden urge to set the knife back down. He shook his head, as if he wanted any actual demons meddling in there with everything else.
"I mean it's not like he could fight us even if it did do something, I've seen rats bigger than he is!" Said the man in green with a cackle.
"I could skin you alive and use your organs as a designer scarf." Virgil snarled, tightening his grip on the knife as the thoughts of putting it down continued trying to overpower him.
"Aaawwww! You hear that Janny! I could be a scarf!" The man in greed let out a laugh and smiled at his partner.
"As if anyone would wear your organs as a scarf, they probably smell like rotting corpses," said the man nicknamed 'Janny'.
"Aaawww, dont be mean," the man in green pouted, playfully shoving Jan's arm.
"Are you gonna explain what you're doing here or am I going to have to chase you out myself." Virgil snarled.
"Ooohhh! Someone's getting his tits in a twist!" The man in green said, Virgil's arms went almost instinctively to cover his chest, the knife falling out of his hand in the process.
"Remus, what did we say about human-gender terminology." Said Jan. Virgil made a grab for the knife while the two were distracted, only to find it gone.
"Not to use it unless I know they dont care," Remus said, looking guilty.
"Normally, I dont, but, I make exceptions for strange men barging into my house and stealing my defense weapons," Virgil snarled, glaring at Janus, who he now noticed was holding the knife that had been in Virgil's possession only a few moments prior.
"Well we'll be out of your hair in just a pinch, just have to ask you a few questions first!" Remus said with a demented grin.
And then Virgil couldnt move. He was walking over to his couch, but he couldnt do it on his own.
"Now, as you can likely tell, we are not mortals," Janus said, sitting on the table across from the couch.
"Really? I had no clue! You look so realistic." Virgil snarled, trying to move his hands from their death grip on his couch.
"Hes a funny one isnt he?" Remus said with a snort. Janus rolled his eyes.
"Look, in case you havent noticed, and it's very doubtful you have otherwise there'd be no use in telling you this, your world is being overtaken, by demons," Janus continued.
Virgil stared at him for a few moments, and then he began to laugh, finally able to move his body and fall back onto the couch cushions. Janus and Remus exchanged now much more concerned glances.
"You- know we arent kidding, right?" Janus said, a look of pure bewilderment crossing his face.
"Oh of course not! If you were kidding I probably wouldve paid off my student loans and I wouldn't be living in a house thats constantly on the verge of collapse!" Virgil said, still laughing so hard he was nearly out of breath. This statement only seemed to intensify the worry on the demons' faces.
"What do you mean collapse? Surely you're not living in a faulty building?" Janus said.
"Oh dont get all sympathetic on me now. Like hell I'm gonna let you in on my tragic backstory so it's easier for you to impersonate me." Virgil said, suddenly regaining his composure.
"Oh I'm not going to impersonate you, I'm actually more inclined to keep you from being impersonated," Janus said.
"You- wh?" It was Virgil's turn to pull a confused face now.
"Oh yeah, Janny's not to big on the whole demonic invasion thing, I think hes just got a soft spot for the squishy meat people," Remus said.
"Remus I am begging you to call them anything other than that," Janus said. A sudden glint appeared in Remus' red eyes.
"No- no- not that either-" Janus held his hand up.
"Please tell me you're not planning on staying in my house." Virgil said.
"Oh of course not, we'll be taking you somewhere much safer," Janus said, raising a third hand, which Virgil really didnt want to think about for to long.
But luckily, he didnt have to, because almost immediately after, he passed out.
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Dragon Quest (chapter 2)
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Virgil and Remus find Roman and Janus. Virgil just happens to be accepted... again... by a group he never thought he'd get to be a part of again.
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| Ao3 |
<- Previous Chapter
Warnings: none
Pairings: romantic roceit, platonic anxceitmus, prinxiety and creativitwins
Word count: 1847
Notes:
It's been a while but it's finally here! You can thank @doteddestroyer for that honestly, this was requested, and I swear that's the only reason I've actually been able to sit down and do writing.
I swear, the people pleaser in me can be helpful sometimes.
Regardless this hasn't been edited but I hope you enjoy anyway!
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“What the fuck!” Janus yelled as he was hoisted into the air by arms secured tightly around his waist. He could barely hear a thing over the wind in his ears and the wingbeats above him. Looking down he could see Remus and Virgil becoming more and more speck-like by the second as he was lifted higher and higher. 
Looking up, his vision of the sky was obscured with all too familiar red wings.
“Roman?” Janus yelled, trying to keep his tone questioning, but voice loud enough to be heard over the winds, “What’s going on?”
He didn’t get an answer beyond Roman's arms around his waist tightening and a rumbling growl that Janus could feel from where his back was pressed to presumably Roman’s chest. 
A look back to the rocky outcropping that he’d been snatched from he found that he could barely see Remus and Virgil anymore. He hoped that they’d follow and ‘rescue’ him, considering the storyline of the quest now seemed pretty clear to Janus. A damsel in distress captured by a fearsome dragon - your typical fairytale.
Though he did hope that wasn’t exactly right, if Roman had characterised himself in that way they’d have to have another talk about his self image. 
Janus could think about that later, hopefully when he wasn’t dangling thousands of feet in the air, supported only by his dragon-boyfriend’s arms in a princess dress. 
He was taken to the mountains - well at least Virgil and Remus were headed to the right spot - and dumped quite unceremoniously into a rather large pile of plush blankets and duvets and pillows. When Roman landed - and he could confirm now that it was Roman who had kidnapped him thank goodness, Janus found that he looked more dragon that he had when he’d last seen him. 
There were red scales on his face and neck and his pupils were slits - almost like a cat. He had a tail, that swayed behind him as he walked, and Janus hated to think that he’d suffered without them here whilst it had grown in. He wasn’t speaking either, but that was understandable, Virgil and Remus had both acted much more like their animals during this period for them as well - both to the point where the hadn’t talked. 
Roman paced in the cave entrance for a while and eventually Janus thought he would entertain himself by testing the limits of his clear imprisonment. 
First he picked up a blanket and draped it over himself, earning no more than a warning glance from Roman. Next he stood up slowly, which did get his boyfriend’s attention, though he simply watched with narrowed eyes, almost daring him to push it further. 
The moment he attempted to step off of the blanket next, Janus found himself on his back in the fluffy nest, his boyfriend on top of him, pinning him down with hands on his chest. 
“Okay okay,” Janus said, despite Roman’s growl, “Don’t leave the nest, got it.”
Instead of letting him go properly, though, Roman just backed up and lifted Janus up - if you heard him yelp in surprise no you didn’t - and brough him back to the middle of the pile and sat down, placing Janus firmly in his lap and wrapping him up in a tight hug - wings included. 
To be fair, Janus didn’t mind all that much. Roman radiated heat like a lit hearth and the warmth enveloping him had him melting into Roman within a second. 
Roman, even with his dragon brain, seemed content enough to bury his face in Janus’ hair - left free by his costume’s annoying lack of hat - and near purr as he held him close. 
“You’re not a terrifying dragon at all, are you,” Janus murmured, gently running his fingers over the scales that coated Roman’s neck and half-exposed shoulders, “You’re just as much a cuddle-bug as normal Roman.”
A pleased purr escaped Roman in response as he wrapped Janus closer with his wings. Well, he could certainly get used to this for a short while. He just wondered how Virgil and Remus were doing right now. 
—-
It had taken them nowhere near as long as Virgil had expected for them to reach the mountains. 
Remus told him it was just the way the imagination worked, which he wasn’t particularly fond of the idea of though it made sense. Roman probably didn’t want them to take a week to get here. 
“So… we climb?” Virgil asked, dismounting his horse - who he’d grown kind of fond of throughout their journey. He’d been surprised that she hadn’t showed some more Remus-esque features during their journey, but that might just be Roman’s imagination messing with him. 
“Guess so,” Remus shrugged. 
“Oh-” Virgil said after actually taking a glance around, “Or we could take the path-”
Remus snorts, rolling his eyes, “Of course RoRo made a super-safe path, his quests are always so easy.”
Virgil almost punched him when they heard the rumble of thunder ahead. Almost, because he still needed his guide. 
It had begun to rain shortly after they’d started their trek up the mountain pass, making the path slippery and dangerous. Virgil constantly willing himself not to slip seemed to be doing well for him in this situation, and then the wind had picked up, pushing back his hood and giving him a facefull of rain and making Remus laugh. Virgil might’ve pushed him off the pass if they weren’t trying to find Roman, who would likely be upset if Virgil killed his brother. 
“Fuck you, Remus,” Virgil hissed, when the mountains started throwing rocks at each other, because Roman sure did enjoy his fanfiction. 
“What??” Remus yelled, “It isn’t my fault Roman likes the Hobbit??”
“You fucking jinxed us!” Virgil yelled back over te crash of thunder - and rocks - “You said this would be easy!!”
“It will be,” Remus yelled back, “We just gotta find- over there! A cave!”
“Thank god,” Virgil sighed, carefully making his way along the precarious path towards the cave. Crossing his fingers that the mountain giants were where the references to Tolkein would end. He might have a few weapons on him but he wasn’t sure he and Remus would be able to face off against a goblin kingdom alone.
—-
Virgil collapsed into the cave without looking around, sighing in relief to be out of the rain. He immediately unfastened the cloak he was wearing and dumped it, uncaring to the quest costume. He wasn’t wearing that soaked thing any longer than he had to. 
“Virge,” Remus whispered, poking him in the arm.
“What,” Virgil hissed back, before Remus gestured into the cave and Virgil finally looked, expression slowly morphing into something more fond as he looked at the scene in front of him. 
Roman had wrapped himself around Janus, who seemed to be alternating between playing games on his phone and petting Roman’s hair like he was an oversized cat. They looked incredibly peaceful in what looked to be a blanket nest, and Virgil and Remus shared a look and shrugged before starting to walk forward. 
As soon as Remus took a step, though, Roman’s head snapped up and his slit pupils narrowed as he stared at them. Janus looked over, startled, but he relaxed when he saw them and waved. Awkwardly, Virgil waved back. 
“Hey RoRo,” Remus said, tilting his head, “What’s up?”
Roman stood up from the nest and practically pounced Remus - grabbing him and dragging him back over to the nest. Virgil yelped in surprise at the sudden movement, stepping back and staring wide eyed as Roman dropped him next to Janus and settled down, wrapping his wings securely around both of them. 
Was Roman… purring? Virgil remembered, vaguely, when he had first ‘gone spider’ - hut he’d isolated himself and attacked anyone who tried to come into the forest. He knew he’d attacked Remus at one point, though he didn’t actually remember doing it. 
But even though his mind seemed to be taken over by the ‘beastie’, Roman still seemed content to cuddle up to his boyfriend and brother. Janus had an arm wrapped around him, no doubt revelling in the warmth, while Remus was uncharacteristically quiet as he leant up against his brother, but Virgil didn’t quite think it was a bad thing. 
“So um,” Virgil said, clearing his throat after about a minute of standing there awkwardly, “I just- I’ll be going, then?”
Roman looked up and huffed, a cloud of smoke filling the air in front of him which Remus waved away with a giggle before looking over at him. 
“The quest isn’t over,” Janus said, cryptically. 
“What?” Virgil asked, frowning.
Remus nodded, “Janny’s right, we’re all still dressed up, so it’s not over.”
“Well maybe it’ll end once I leave? You guys are pretty happy there…” Virgil said hesitantly as he frowned. If he was honest with himself, which he rarely was - especially when what he wanted was concerned - he’d really like to join the strange dragon cuddle pile. 
“Of course,” Janus said, “Because you can definitely just leave a quest.”
Virgil’s frown deepend, because what was he supposed to do then?
“Come join us!” Remus exclaimed, before everyone turned to look at Roman, who simply started purring again and pulled Remus closer, “I think that’s an agreement Virgie!”
“Uh- really?” Virgil asked, hesitant, “I dont…”
“Stop being gloomy and come over here,” Janus said, waving him over. Virgil still hesitated, but slowly walked over. When he attempted to step onto the blanket nest, though, Roman’s tail came out of nowhere and tripped him up, causing him to yelp and fall forwards. 
Instead of crashing unceremoniously into the ground like he expected, Virgil found himself caught by both Janus and Remus, who both helped to lower him more carefully onto the blanket pile. 
He sat there awkwardly, for a moment, before Roman reached out and grabbed him, pulling him properly into the pile of blankets and fluff. 
“I suppose he wants you here,” Janus said, shooting a knowing look at Virgil, who huffed and rolled his eyes. Silently grateful that Janus said anything at all. 
—-
Hours later, after Roman and Remus had both fallen asleep, Virgil felt a weird tingling as his quest outfit morphed back into his normal clothes. He glanced over at Janus, who looked embarrassed to be caught hugging his own hat, which he hastily placed back on his head. 
“This is nice, you know,” Janus whispered into the silence, “Truthfully.”
“Yeah it- it really is,” Virgil whispered back after a moments hesitation.
Another minute of silence passed, only broken up by Roman’s snoring - releasing puffs of smoke every time he breathed out - before Janus spoke again, “You definitely shouldn’t come visit us more often. I don’t think Roman would appreciate it at all.”
Virgil couldn’t find words to say for a long moment, eventually, he just sighed, “Do you guys do movie nights?”
Janus nodded, already smiling, “Every Friday, darling, like we always have.”
“I'll see you Friday, then.”
Janus nodded and relaxed into Roman's hold, "I'll be counting on it."
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