#so I added them to mine too

[bigbrainbiology]

If anyone ever writes an 'isekai-ed into baby Penny' AU, I totally give you permission to use this as a fic cover as long as you link me the fic! <3

No words version under the cut ->

This was so much fun!

#fanart #death is the only ending for a villainess #villains are destined to die #penelope eckhart #digital art #my art #There's so much I would like to tweak if I had time/different brush assets #like the golden flowers behind her #the brush I used is a honeysuckle brush #but I would have chosen red spider lilies bc of their connotations with death in Asia #but I'm still super happy with how this turned out! #I remembered the first manhwa cover had penny with jewels representing the MLs #so I added them to mine too #also the main title I totally traced from the official eng cover so no I didn't draw that font from scratch #bc I wanted it to look like an 'official' sort of fanart ^v^ #y'all went crazy over the sketch so I tried extra hard to render Penny nicely (◕▿◕✿) #ending July with a bang as Aug and Sep are prolly gonna be busy #but I have a few more wips scheduled for Aug and will be working on them in the bg #so by the time you see some of the wip stages they might already be completed ^v^

[sisaloofafump]

Stephanie and Jason in makeshift disguises (they forgot their masks) (still remembered their guns tho) (and their matching hoodie vests)

Bonus:

#glowing eyes because I believe in that post about Gotham giving them slightly cryptid features #I love adding blood to drawings lol I found an amazing way of blending it with this eyebrow hair brush? so fun #Jason running to their investigation destination: fuck I forgot my mask #Stephanie: how could you Forget your mask? what kind of rookie mistake is - oh wait I forgot mine too #both (nodding): no one can ever know #Jason looking at a wonderwoman costume: why can't she wear a mask? the things I would give to have a Wonder Woman mask rn #jason todd #stephanie brown #batfam #batgirl #red hood #batfamily #Batman #my art #dc comics

[alexisrosemullens]

Heartstopper Central’s 2022 Pride Celebration: Day 7

↳ If anyone needs me, I'll be reading. Please don't need me.

#hcpride22 #heartstoppercentral #heartstopperdaily #useroli #userrobin #underbetelgeuse #userelm #sheisraging #quintennyson #userlyra #usersamanne #romulusnuffles #usersunny #heartstopperedit #isaac henderson #mine #i too cuddle with books #i added some of these to my reading list and so excited to read them

[thelassoway]

Social Conditioned ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

#¯\_(ツ)_/¯ #this is 100% self-indulgent and nonsense so don't @ me about other cases....... #*mine: gif #in the end I agree with all the endings here but one.... #but at the same time the list of shows going against the leads getting together is getting longer #I just pick the ones that I had the most feels/watched and enjoyed #so I argue that social conditioning is now the above for creators...thinking about The Bear and is Abbott going that way too #this gifset brought to you by that one guy doing an ama and that one day driving home which added more nonsense #Fleabag #Normal People #Schitt's Creek #Ted Lasso #Phoebe Waller-Bridge #Andrew Scott #Annie Murphy #Dustin Milligan #Paul Mescal #Daisy Edgar-Jones #Jason Sudeikis #Hannah Waddingham #I thought about trying to get the timing lined up on these but then I remember tumblr will miss that up so don't worry/try to do it #something something about hands in all of theses #I really should've done a multi-gif layout gifset where they all ended with the silver lining scene over them #I just don't have those skills and real don't have the time to do that kind of gifset

[strawberryteabunny]

final day in Amsterdam last spring 💙

Blouse: vintage (I actually bought it on this trip!)

JSK: Alice and the Pirates ‘Scent of Rapunzel JSK I’

OTKs: Innocent World

I saw two last things this morning- the royal palace, and the Van Gogh museum. The royal palace was very lovely but I felt pretty limited in what we could see, compared to others I’d been to; it’s a lot of peering in through doorways at rooms instead of being able to go in. The Van Gogh museum is amazing though; they also provided drawing supplies to visitors which I thought was really neat and I did do my best to copy a painting I liked.

These photos were taken in the garden of the Rijksmuseum which I passed on the way (didn’t go in that day as I’d been in earlier in the trip). Then I hopped on the Eurostar to London!

#lolita fashion #classic lolita #alice and the pirates #lolita community #egl fashion #mine #finally getting around to posting old coord pics on here lol #but there’s a lot I really like so why not. and the format here is nicer than Instagram. if only it wasn’t for the image limit #the painting is not by Van Gogh btw #it’s Haymaking by Léon-Augustin Lhermitte #added that in the alt text too #quite a few art museums in Amsterdam provided sketching supplies which I thought was really cool of them I love to draw in art museums #the vintage/thrifting was really great too I also bought a dirndl

[shapeshiftinterest]

colors: vanilla, mocha, olive, waterfall

i made a bigger adult blanket!

really liked these colors but they only came in the large size so i decided to make a blanket a little smaller than the size of my bed

didn’t feel like making granny squares this time, wanted something i wouldn’t have to join afterwards

my dad says it would have made a cool shawl or i could have put a hood on it when i was around halfway done diagonally; he was right but my original goal was blanket so i kept going lol

@crazy-fangirl-probs-rants suggested blocking it (steaming the ends that were curling to flatten them out)

learned from THIS video and THIS video

#art mine #2023 art mine #crafts #crochet #blankets #made like 5 mistakes #cut the string too early 2 times and had to rejoin them and finish the last square to the edge #lost count of how many stitches i had so 3 of these squares have 1 less stitch #also FUCK undoing all the work just to fix it #i just added an extra when i found out to make up for it #it's fuckin curling at the edges but that'll probably go away as i keep washing it #a little smaller than me (might have stretched while drying) so around 5ft ish

[dimonds456-art]

Maladaptive daydreaming.

#daydreaming #maladaptive daydreaming #maladapting daydreaming disorder #maladaptive behaviors #maladaptive coping #dissociation #immersive daydreaming #dimond speaks #yeah so adding this to my list here lol #my therapist helped me realize i dissociate a LOT and the primary way i do it is through vivid daydreams #they usually happen at work but they also pop up if i'm having a bad day or... anytime really. #i've also come to the realization that i have at least one of these a day which is not good fgsjh #my therapist says they're not inherently bad especially since they do have a positive effect on my emotions (if its a good daydream) #but it's gotten to the point that it's affecting the way i work #and they can last for a LONG time too #i haven't timed them but i do know they've been over 30 minutes at work before #this is either due to ADHD autism PTSD or a mixture of the three lmao #weeeee #anyway. this post isn't really intended to be a vent post #it's more like a 'this is my experience' type post #it just kinda comes across as somewhat vent-y #but that was because i wanted to try and immerse the reader into what its like to have these daydreams #like mine look NOTHING like this but making it more generic would help others understand it #the void is the general dissociation from reality #then you emerge in the dream #i can feel things as if i'm there- the sun the wind and sometimes even physical touch #and i'll stay there until something snaps me out #strangely i can get my work done while i'm doing this- i just wont have any memory of doing so. it's like being on autopilot #anyway. I hope this post was helpful to someone out there #if you also maladaptive daydream YOU ARE NOT ALONE! it's valid and you're not 'faking' anything. it's a genuine trauma response.

[raininyourblackeyes]

My cousin, a published writer, a well-known poet in my country and a literature professor, for whom I've always been no.1 support ever since her first attempts at writing in high school, told me that I must stop writing as a hobby because that's her thing and since I'm writing fantasy mostly my writing could never have any important artistic value anyways.

#what happened was that i was feeling really down these past few days #like mental health dead in mariana trench #and i went to visit her because she lives like 10 minutes away and has a cat i can play with #but yesterday morning a friend of mine made a fanart (i guess i can call it that) of a fanfic i am writing for the five of them #she sent it to me and said she's also working on an actual painting on a camvas of her fave scene from my original story #and i was so surprised and exicted #that's actually a too mild description #and when i was visitting my cousin i showed her the pic of the drawing on my phone and explained it to her and she just said ....ehh.. #and started texting someone #i was sitting there feeling stupid and thinking wow you could have at least praised my friend's art sytle or something #and when i was getting ready to leave she asked me if i was aware my writing has no artistic merit and fantasy is trivial literature #so i should just stop wasting time on that and focus on developing my art style more for her future poetry collections #i do the art for her book covers #and added how we already have an established writer in the family so i should focus on my role - becoming a good pharmacist #and she knows how much i hate that i'm studying pharmacy like it's the no.1 cause of me hating the direction in which my life is going #finished it off by saying she feels like what she's doing in going to be really great and important on a large scale one day #and how she wants me to continue being her shadow that follows and supports her #i left went home and started at a wall for hours #i just feel so dumb for getting excited over a silly drawing of something not more than 5 people will ever read #i genuinely hate the idea of people reading anything i write so most likely writing will just remain a hobby for me #and now i feel like the most stupid person on earth and am this close to deleting all my word documents from both my laptops

[mildmayfoxe]

ok bad pic but here’s what i got done. got about ~14 “acceptable” vines plus words out of ~23 prints so better than half but not by much 😪 did some 8x10s too but didn’t look too close at those. i had TWO vines on this fancy confetti washi & those both came out ok thank god. did some plain with just text & then since i had the red out & wanted to print something that actually looked nice remembered i had this cute cute heart stamp i wanted to experiment with printing like a block (cause like why not) that i took from work & printed up a batch of those. i’m gonna carve something to put in the middle of them but not sure yet. so i printed about one million prints today but really mixed bag on success rate

#i’m eating a salad now 👍 #ive also GOT to buy a good baren bc all of mine suck shit & my favorite tea canister lid is completely fucked (not flat anymore) #the tea canister lid is the only one i like but since it’s not flat i really need to find a real tool to replace it #if anyone has any reccs please drop them below #i have such a headache and i’m in pain from standing over my desk lol. i need to like. idk. stand better #photo record #art tag #chatpost #the words are hard to read but i decided i liked what that added to the message so whatev #maybe some day in the far future i’ll do these in a different color way #i need to buy more paper soon too i’m down to my second to last pack #ugh i’m tired. i hate when a print day goes bad it’s so.. sad. lol

[goatsghost]

i’m not going to pretend to understand reverse robin AUs, but i do think it’s funny that when you add steph to the mix, tim just stays as red robin and that’s infinitely funnier to me

#also we’d get batgirl jason which i think should be explored more lol #mine #reverse robins #adding duke evens them out again but that’s less fun #it always seems to be the typical 4 robins; which does make it clean and easy #but i think the chaos would be interesting to rearrange #i think i just don’t understand if it’s the ages changing or the plot lines changing too? #like does jason still die? or does someone else die and become the red hood? and it’s about them reacting in their own way to that? #i still haven’t really read anything with reverse robins; usually just fan art so far

[lichtecht]

PART 20

of the dfk 2023 audiobook translation

@cnka

Narrator (audiobook): Robert puts another piece of wood on the trunk and swings the axe.

Bökh: „And you never wanted to get in touch?"

The Nichtraucher picks up a piece of wood.

Silence.

Nichtraucher: „Why should I? We didn’t see each other for the past ten years either.“

He rips the piece of wood apart with his bare hands. While holding eye contact with Justus.

Silence.

Justus lowers his head.

Jo: „Uh.. weren’t you-" Martina, quietly: „Jo, leave it. Lets go.“

Martina, louder: „We need to go! We still have something to do.“

The kids leave. Jo and Martina are holding hands as they walk away.

Bökh: „Yeah… Thank you, kids.“

Jo, whispering as they walk away: "What was that just now?!"

Robert picks up the chopped wood and walks back to his wagon. Justus looks after him.

Narrator (audiobook): If the two friends will find back together? Matze isn’t so sure of that.

Matze, sarcastically: „Well, that was a great success!“ Jo: „Yeah, so much for friendship between Internals and Externs.“

Narrator (audiobook): At least Robert granted Herr Bökh access to his wagon. He looks around lost in thought more or less, while Robert washes the dishes.

Dishes clatter. There is silence otherwise.

Justus stares wistfully at Robert while he washes the dishes.

Justus takes his eyes off Robert and starts looking around while Robert continues to ignore him.

Bökh: „I thought you were living in London.“ Nichtraucher: (silence) Bökh: „It's nice here.“ Nichtraucher: (silence)

Justus starts walking around.

Bökh: „I told the kids about our friendship.“ Nichtraucher: „As a cautionary tale?“ Bökh: (chuckles/scoffs) „No. Of course not.“

Narrator (audiobook): Bökh spots the poster of „the Bandits“, the same one hanging in his apartment.

Bökh: „The 'Wild Dog' that we always played in is still there.“

Nichtraucher: (silence)

Bökh: „Should we meet there sometime? For a beer?“

Robert looks up.

He lets out a small huff, almost like an incredulous laugh or a scoff.

He dries his hands on a towel and folds it.

Nichtraucher: (silence) Nichtraucher: „I don’t know what we would have to say to each other.“

Bökh: „Hm. Well. A lot of time has passed.“

Narrator (audiobook): Robert sits down at the table and lights himself a cigarette.

Justus turns as well and starts looking around again.

Nichtraucher: „Why didn’t you come to Marie’s funeral back then?“

Nichtraucher: „You didn’t even get in touch.“

[„You didn't even get in touch“ -> parallels to „And you never wanted to get in touch?“]

Justus is silent. He starts fiddling with his jacket and pulls it off his shoulder. He lets out a deep, shaky sigh and is silent for another few moments.

Bökh: „…I don’t know, you met her and… and suddenly you were gone.“

[Parallels to „suddenly your closest loved ones are gone“]

Bökh: „As if everything -our friendship, the band- as if that had all just been a dream.“

Justus turns around and looks at Robert.

Bökh: „Wir zwei. Wir hatten doch Pläne.“

Bökh: „That really hurt me.“ Nichtraucher: „It hurt you.“

Silence. Just the music.

Bökh: „Yes. Very much back then.“

The Nichtraucher lets out a soft incredulous laugh again, almost like a scoff.

Nichtraucher: „I see.“

Long silence. Justus stares out the window. Finally, he turns and walks to the door.

Bökh: „You know where to find me.“

Justus leaves the wagon. Robert nods to himself silently.

Narrator (audiobook): And with these words, Herr Bökh leaves his friend’s train wagon. If the two will ever see each other again?

#das fliegende klassenzimmer #dfk 2023 audiobook translation #dfk #das fliegende klassenzimmer 2023 #mine #this is the most scene of dfk 2023 to me. i am having so many feelings and thoughts about it #there is so much to unpack #i really hope this did it justice... the whole. silent staring obviously doesnt translate #the silence in general doesnt translate #i would recommend to actually watch the scene #the silence is so so pivotal #another addition; #ach gott ich nehm grad neue bilder auf weil diese szene hq wirklich wert ist #und ich komm immer noch nicht darüber hinweg dass justus den nichtraucher allen ernstes 7 SEKUNDEN LANG ANSTARRT WÄHREND DER SPÜLT #ich hab hier wirklich am image limit gekratzt #tbh mit dem foto von den kindern kann ich nichts anfangen aber es scheint nicht unwichtig zu sein so i included it #it cant be robert and justus cause these kids are waaayy too young #if robert and justus met in school #these kids are like. idk. 9?? #and i assumed they met when they were around the age of the kids in this movie #but maybe i got it wrong?? #its so funny at some point i dont even talk about the Main Things of this scene anymore and focus on the most miniscule details instead #thats probably bc ive watched it maybe 10 times now and literally know this scene by heart. but let us PLEASE talk about the Main Things #i am so ready to have endless discussions about justraucher #hopefully the last addition of tags; #ok honestly i made almost as many edits to the tags as i did to the post #cause i kept changing little things so my comments werent up to date anymore #i think this part will be my magnum opus out of them all. but who knows theres still 9 to come #i think it shows that this is my favourite 🙃 #oh yes i also added mentions to the parallels. felt like these were significant

[obscuritian]

i love cj!evelin they're so gender

#cloudjumpers #cloudjumpers au #warning for the next tags: i just start rambling #i saw vik post their ref sheet a while back somewhere and i just went oh em gee? new blorbo obtained? #i didnt read the comic at that time time though i didnt know jackshit about cjau im sorry im late to things #i bingeread it last night cuz i was bored as hell and was like hey. didnt i say i wanted to draw eve. hm. and so i got to scribbling #im not even into tmc anymore but some aus just get a grip on me help #i also havent been drawing much in recent months so i tried to get back into the groove #so i tried to use this absolutely iconic to my brand brush of mine again cuz coincidentally i haven't used it in a hot minute #but i kinda just. went insane with it i think. #ALSO I WAS LISTENING TO JJBA STONE OCEAN OST DURING THIS AND I THINK YOU CAN SEE IT IN THE ARTSTYLE CRYINFFFF #tbh though. i think eve would like jolyne as a character........... #sorry sorry my autism. i have a jojo's bizarre adventure special interest #btw i added some headcanons have fun looking for them #the wing isn't one of them though that was just a stylistic choice #like. yknow how some people make some part of the body lighter cuz it's like not in the front ? yeah i guess i was trying to do that #fyi im not posting this to twt :saluting_face: #maybe i will on priv or something idk i'll see #xerv signing out now i talked too much

[madegeeky]

Epic Free Game (til 23 May 2024, 10am)

You are the Inquisitor, tasked with saving the world from itself. But the road ahead is paved with difficult decisions. Thedas is a land of strife. Factions constantly war with each other even as a larger demonic invasion has begun. And you? You and your band of champions are the only ones who can hold it together. It’s your job to lead them...or fall.

#free games roundup #i've heard mostly good things about the dragon age series #i actually played one of them ages ago #not this one but a different one #and i did enjoy it quite a bit #either way this is normally a $40 game so snatch it if you're interested #also a while ago they added collections #and i've started using mine to keep track of what game i think i'll want to play in the future #so if you're like me and have way too many games from all their giveaways #it's probably worth making one of those for yourself

[binders-and-beanies]

Doin bad again folx

#might delete later I’m just wide awake and miserable #summer bill came out today and it’s $7100 not including housing which will be $2400 #literally dunno how im gonna pay for that and my dad is. adding to the emotional turmoil of it all #not able to get a loan at least not before the bill is due #able to get aid luckily but again who knows when or how much #my bday is tomorrow and for months I’ve been like please just let my bday be a good day i need one #i need some hope. not that I haven’t had good experiences lately bc I have. but nothing that lasts #nothing i get to feel good about for more than a day before a new problem drops #I need to enjoy my birthday without feeling this deep dark dread and fear and fucking guilt and hopelessness #I have fun plans for today And tomorrow and I’m grateful but honestly stressed about that too #bc it’s gonna be a lot + bc of all I need to do outside of that #+ I don’t get to spend my bday w friends the way I want like I have one friend Maybe coming w me #my bday is supposed to feel celebratory and instead it feels like absolutely forcing some illusion of choice or joy in my life #on top of it all. the most peaceful I usually ever feel is in bed w my partner and now my body won’t even let me hold or be held by them #currently laying next to them not touching them so I at least don’t keep them up w how physically miserable I am rn #I’m literally always physically miserable at this point and it feels like spring is never gonna come and provide any relief #but it’s like can I at least be cozy w them. nope instead I’m wide awake facing various horrors #despite being permanently exhausted and falling asleep in class after 40 ounces of coffee #Im just. so fucking unhappy in life rn dude I don’t want life to be like this forever with the constant threat of it getting much worse #fucking shred of joy in this godforsaken world: the sleep noises they r making rn #mine #txt #vent post #suicidal ideation tw #<- cry for help

[feelingthedisaster]

when i say i want to know the real you i dont mean "tell me your darkest secrets". i mean "give me a playlist with all the songs that marked a part of your life dont matter how embarrasing, overrated, underrated, bad, good or else they are"

#mine is +3 hours long #and still adding songs as i go through different phases #some of them are really embarasing #others are good or/and mainstream #playlist titled “breve introducción a mi persona” (yes i stole the from a cuarteto d nos song and no it isnt in the playlist) #music #music playlist #musicblr #love music #my playlist #spotify #spotify playlist #songs #favourite songs #not so fav songs too #song

[heavenly-eclipse]

back to warrior cats posting uhhh oops !!!

i did that old draw your favourite warriors thing from last year, technically a remake of mine from last year and i think i’ve improved a lot !!! :]

made em all little scenes cuz i thought it’d be cool !! :]] i have more favourites in a few of these categories but these are the ones i remembered off the top of my head/ones i enjoy a lot!!

#warrior cats #warriors #bluestar #crowfeather #tallstar #hollyleaf #yellowfang #willowshine #nightheart #gray wing #clear sky #i’m not gonna add every character to the tags that’s just tedious i’m adding the .. popular / major ones i guess #another favourite wlw ship of mine is leafpool x sorreltail :] they’re so sweet i love them together #also oakheart x bluestar fits into the other category i love them #ravenpaw x barley and puddleshine x alderheart for mlm ships too but shrewtall is my one and only #nightheart my beautiful emo son i love you