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terror-slut · 2 years

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Change of Heart

Chapter 06/?? Click HERE for this fics masterlist!

Reader is a troubled pediatrician at Hawkins lab when she crosses paths with this lovely orderly. Nothing will stand between Peter and his revenge. Not even really pretty distractions.

Pairing: Peter Ballard x f!reader

Word count: 1728

Ratings & warnings: SPOILERS, period typical sexism, violence, blood, torture, NSFW, swearing, no (Y/N), no described defining features for reader. Ratings may change as chapters are being added.

A/N: they’re so confused! They have so many feelings! I gobble it up like it’s the last supper. If being a swiftie since 2008 has taught me anything it’s the art of YEARNING

As adamant as he is, Peter sticks to the promise he made himself. He cannot afford any distractions, and he refuses to lose sight of what is most important; getting out of the constrictive makeshift prison Brenner locked him up in. Once he regains his mental and physical autonomy, the white haired man and his staff will pay for robbing him of his freedom. He is dead set on revenge, and despite his ongoing lapse of judgement when it comes to the pediatrician, she still answers to the man who is shaped after all of Peter’s demons.

It is hard to admit that the pediatrician pains him from the inside out, that she ruthlessly squeezes what is left of his humanity in the palm of her hand, yet remains so blissfully unaware of the turmoil she causes within him. She does not realize that her presence in Hawkins laboratory throws the blond off balance. His brain never fails to diligently remind him of her delicate beauty and the softness in her tone of voice when speaking with him. When the familiar subtlety of pomegranate and lemongrass seems to gain mastery over him, so elusive and fleeting amongst the intensity of the wonted chemical stench, Peter wonders if he could be losing his mind. Worst of all is the candor that sparks within her eyes when their gazes cross, threatening to overthrow his carefully constructed constitution.

And yet, the one thing he cannot see past is that she works for the man who stole Peter’s freedom from him and mentally imprisoned him in the name of control. The day Soteria was implanted in his neck was the day Peter vowed to take revenge on Martin Brenner and his team. When the older scientist created the nugatory copies, Peter vowed that they would meet their demise just as swiftly.

Rage has become his default, the burning need for revenge simmers strongly within the depths of his constitution. Losing the one thing that’s familiar to him could prove to be fatal to who he has become throughout the years. The pediatrician is nothing but a temporary hindrance in the great scheme of things, an obstruction that provokes scorching within his chest all the same, albeit so different from his familiar rage.

Had they met at another time and place, perhaps something could grow between them, luscious and thriving like climbing hedera. Something honest and true, a thing that the poets would refer to as love. They could be two lovers, so close that no room for any reservations between them would remain.

Fueled by his hunger for revenge, Peter blindly squashes the seedlings of possibility under the heel of his shoe as carelessly as he would a cigarette butt. The scientist is right about one thing; Peter Ballard is indeed number 001.

And so, he shuts the pediatrician out so sudden it gives her whiplash. Peter, who has been sending her kind smiles since the day she arrived, doesn’t give her the time of day now. His demeanor has shifted, from kind and caring to… radio silence. Nothing at all.

Before, the young orderly would take an extended route to the rainbow room; from his quarters past her office on the other side of the building, and then to his final destination. He never stopped to strike up a conversation with her, but he would smile so sweetly at her that the tips of her ears would turn crimson and an involuntary beam of a smile would be sent his way.

Despite her earlier decision to not let her feelings get in the way of Peter’s treatment, his sudden withdrawal tugs painfully at her insides. She wonders if it’s somehow her fault that he has begun to distance himself, if unbeknownst to herself she pushed him away. Perhaps she completely misread this between them, whatever this is, and it is all in her head. She can’t decide which is worse.

An even greater fear settles like a heavy stone at the base of her stomach. Could it be that he uncovered the skeletons in her closet, that he has learned who she really is? A misplaced sense of guilt wraps itself around her like a wet blanket that she can’t seem to shake off. Yes, she lies to him, but only for his own best interest.

In the years between Henry’s initial captivity and her arrival, Martin Brenner has attempted to help his captive in the best way he saw fit, capitulating Henry to half-assed attempts of healing his disturbed mind. If her time spent at university has taught her anything, it’s that psychological treatment never helps unless the patient wants to get better. When Dr. Brenner’s efforts inevitably proved to be futile, 001 was once again submitted to electroshock therapy to keep him docile. The pediatrician thinks highly of Dr. Brenner’s accomplishments, but why he still uses these barbaric tactics that have been sworn off by most doctors is beyond her.

It wasn’t long after Brenner’s failed attempts that the boy once named Henry Creel was now a man, going by the name of Peter Ballard. At an attempt to keep the young man busy and distracted, he got instated as an orderly, his sole job looking after the copies Brenner created. When his behavior wasn’t in tune with the rules the white haired man set for him, electroshock therapy would be used to keep him in line.

And then she came along. Since Henry has mostly been under her care, and Dr. Brenner has been promoted to overseer, electroshock therapy hasn’t been part of Henry’s treatment anymore for the past 6 months. If the blond man has questioned this drastic change in his daily life, he must’ve, she scolds herself, he doesn’t let it show.

Reminded of the positive change she has already made for Henry, her resolve strengthens. The pediatrician would not let him shut her out so easily.

“Peter,” Her voice bounces around the empty kitchen shrilly, even to her own ears. Just as she suspected, Peter is up bright and early, hours before his shift begins.

When he turns around to face her, his expression remains neutral, seemingy unsurprised by her out of place presence. She can’t decide if his indifference bothers her or not.

“Hello,” he politely greets her. “You’re here quite early.”

“Yes,” she audibly swallows, anxiety rising in her chest. Now that she is here, there is so much she wants to say to him that she threatens to burst at the seams. Instead, the words that leave her mouth sound foreign and distant. “I wanted to talk to you.”

“We’re talking,” he replies, the tone of his voice so flat it is hard for her to figure out what he is thinking. His long frame is propped up against the countertop, arms crossed over his chest. He seems quite relaxed, the exact opposite of how she feels.

“Yes,” she dumbly repeats herself. God, why does he insist on making this so difficult for her? Wondering how she is supposed to convey her emotional distress without sounding like a love struck teenager, a deep sigh wrestles it’s way out of her chest.

The sea of space between the two of them shrinks as the pediatrician takes a step towards him, distancing herself from the white door behind her.

“How have you been?” Deciding to refrain from an approach that may make him feel cornered, she settles for a neutral question.

“I’ve been well, doctor. How about yourself?” His counter-question is a simple one, one occurring out of simple politeness and good manners.

Instead of offering him an equally polite reply, she shoots another question at him.

“Then… Are you angry with me, Peter?”

“Angry?” This time, it is his turn to repeat her words back to her. To her surprise, his expression shifts from confused to amused and a cold laugh follows soon after.

“What could you have possibly done to upset me?” He says once his laughter has seized. Though the words falling from his mouth could be considered sweet in another situation, they are now tainted with a stinging venom.

“I…” her words rarely fail her, but now they seem frozen cold on her tongue. What power does this man hold over her? “I don’t know. You’ve been distant.”

The aftertaste of her accusation feels bitter, but Peter hardly seems to notice as his slender body moves towards the kitchenette at the rightside of the room, creating more space between them.

“Mmh. Is that so?”

Fucking fuck. His lackluster replies are responsible for the boiling within her veins, so she draws a breath to try and calm herself down.

“I thought we were…” something. More than… “Friends. What changed?”

“We are not friends,” Peter says, as he turns to her. Her blood runs cold. Does he know?

“We’re just colleagues. We share passion for our shared field of work, but we are not friends,” both the tone of voice as well as his face are so calm and indifferent, but his words slash angrily at her. The pediatrician tries to keep her cool while his statement gives her a whiplash.

“But you have been so kind to me,” she cannot stand the sound of her own voice, overcome by chagrin. She isn’t like this, this is not who she is.

“Don’t take it personally, doctor. I simply prefer to keep my personal life separated from my work and vice versa,” he says, his face a blank canvas, even upon seeing her own.

A blatant lie. The man who is the sole reason for her presence at Hawkin’s laboratory is lying right to her face and there is nothing she can say about it without exposing herself.

“Right,” is all she manages, unspoken words clawing at the base of her throat, begging to be released.

His cerulean eyes search her face, but even if he finds whatever he is looking for, he does not comment on it.

“Don’t make it a bigger deal than it actually is,” he concludes, cold and stern. He doesn’t spare her a second glance before leaving her behind in the empty kitchen.

And so, Peter sticks to the promise he made himself; no distractions, no matter how lovely they may seem. So why does leaving her behind to lick her wounds over his words pain him, too?

A/N: damn she got colleague zoned and this chapter sucks. But at least updates will be weekly again from now on!

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socialmediaevans · 2 years

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END GAME | 06 - chris evans x reader social media au

liked by fan23 and others

thetimegossip it’s Friday and we already have a lot to pack from today! recently our guy chris evans (41) filmed a zoom interview and according to fans his background was unsuao yet usual. what they meant was: the background was unusual to chris’ fans but very common to yn’s as, according to what we were led to believe, he was at her house. at the end of the interview he kept looking up smiling as if silently talking with someone and were guessing this someone is our style princess y/l/n. Y/n was seen the same day walking dodger at a park. does our cute dodger have a mom now? what you guys think about it?

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fansunited I think you should stop following people around (loved to see her fit tho)

⤷ worldwidevans she’s an icon, I already like her

royaltyransom theres a thread going around twitter showing that it is, in fact, yn’s house

sandcastles2 since you guys indicated his age this time I wanted to know why everyone is ignoring the fact that there’s a twelve years gap between then…

⤷ ynbeststylistever because she’s a 29 yo woman. they’re both consenting adults. get a life

prettyevans dodger seemed so happy with her in all the pictures 🥺 I think theyre being great for each other, her and chris

⤷ chocolatemarvel yeah he seemed so happy at today’s interview, I genuinely never saw him that bright

⤷ ynandthesun talk about miss y/l/n’s skin glowing 🥰

⤷ fan204 science says that good s*x helps your skin and hair… lol ynandthesun

queenyn I loved that for yn, she seems more relaxed lately, it’s like she finally can let her guard down and let someone takes care of her. this is so important because we’re always putting black girls as strong but sometimes we just wanna be taken care of 🥺

⤷ chriscapcicle yall turning me into a fan…she seems so precious

⤷ fantwenty she’s a swiftie, of course she is precious chriscapcicle

#black!reader #chris evans imagine #chris evans social media au #chris evans x reader #famous!reader #social media au #chris evans x y/n #steve rogers imagine #chris evans

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cupidsdivinity · 10 months

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── OC INTRODUCTIONS.

just in case anyone wants to learn more about my ocs! this turned into a bunch of rambling lol. all of them are pansexual unless stated otherwise ᵔᴗᵔ

don't see your fav yandere oc? just send a message in my inbox anytime, and i'll add them! i add ocs to this list based off popularity. this page is continually updated!

yandere! jock [ jake everett ]

visage links 01, 02, 03

backstory link

his birthday is july 16

his favorite color is dark green

jake's favorite hobby is fishing

he's 6'3 / 190.5 cm

he's the quarterback for his high school's football team

jake isn't the smartest, and he doesn't have the best gpa, but he's decent in spanish class

he uses old spice and irish spring soap

jake is completely covered in freckles

his hair is so fluffy; you'll pat him on the head and his hair bounces back up

he has blue/green eyes

jake is rich since his father's a doctor

he has a four-year-old brother named jonah who absolutely loves you

whenever you're at jake's house, jonah tends to steal your attention by begging you to play pretend cars or doctor

jake's irritated by his little brother's antics, but doesn't show it when you're around

he has two dogs: a golden retriever and a small crusty white dog he got from the shelter

speaking of dogs, jake LOVES DOGS

he is a "i love dogs, and i hate cats" person sorry

when he watches movies, he skips scenes where the dog dies

and cried while reading where the red fern grows

jake used to have a huge dinosaur and car obsession when he was little

he had a dinosaur onesie that he always wore, and it rarely got cleaned

jake has TERRIBLE taste in fashion

his go-to outfit is a camo sweatshirt with baggy cargo pants

jake's favorite artists are dolly parton and taylor swift; country is his favorite genre

he's a closet swiftie though, only you and his close friends know about his listening habits

yandere! worshipper [ michael robins ]

visage links 01, 02, 03, 04, 05, 06

his birthday is february 28

he's 5'11 / 180 cm on a good day

michael has a small beauty mark at the outward corner of his right eye

his favorite colors are blue and violet

he's always cold; it could be the peak of summer and michael will sleep with his comforter on top of him

romance movies are a guilty pleasure of his; he loves the notebook and la la land

he wants to major in something in artsy, like film, architecture, or photography

he's a nintendo switch guy; he loves zelda

he likes mario kart, but gets more and more irritated every time you beat him, which messes with his focus

michael smells like fresh linen with a hint of lavender

his favorite foods are strawberry shortcake and pho

he loves cooking and baking with you, even though you never get anything done

5 min prep time turns into a 30 minute prep time while the two of you talk about the most random things

also he eats the cake batter; he doesn't give one damn about salmonella

he has brown, almost black eyes

he likes alternative music, and he listens to jakob ogawa a lot

michael also listens to a lot of classical music, he loves frédéric chopin

he loves sending you his spotify playlists

he's an only child

michael has a pet white rabbit that he loves to death

he's played the piano since he was eight years old

his room is messy; not a single spot on his desk is neat

#cupidsdivinity #cupids.michael #cupids.jake

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spade-riddles · 2 months

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The pumpkin/TK theory makes a lot of sense. Taylor's been attached to sketchy people before (John Mayer, Calvin, etc) but never anything like this. I've been a Swiftie since 06 and this person is completely unrecognizable - but the surprise song choices & pumpkin show the real Taylor. I've missed her and can't wait for TTPD!

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animusiem · 10 months

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Billboard USA Exclusion Zone Episode 17 (06/24/2023)

Sorry for posting this late because this girl just graduated! Yes everyone now this is my full time job now /j. No but seriously this week had been a roller coaster and interesting. Certainly more interesting than our new entries here.

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1. "Take Two" by BTS

Seems like BTS is out of their hiatus? Anyways what I found most interesting about this song isn't the song itself, but where it debuted. In both global charts this song debuted at #1 meanwhile on the Hot 100 proper, it only debuted at #48. I think the whole top ten of even the Global 200 that included US numbers suggested that maybe America isn't really trusted anymore for worldwide smash hits or that other countries showed up to have bigger impact that a lot of people realized.

32. "Who Told You" by J Hus ft. Drake

With the rise of afrobeat, I was wondering about what's the early proginator of the genre are cooking up and capitalizing on the success of afrobeat. Well we have a cool and chill afrobeat song from J Hus with a surprisingly decent Drake verse (thank god he didn't do any accent here).

74. "Polaris" by Saiko, Feid & Quevedo ft. Mora

Something is happening in latin music scene and I'm excited for it. This song is one of the reasons as to why because the mix between reggaeton and drum & bass is so seemless. I hope this gets big stateside because man we need more of these.

102. "Grain of Sand" by Lim Young Woong

You know how in Japan, pop and rnb ballads are still big with artists like Back Number and Yuuri scoring multiple hits? Well seems like we have a K-Pop ballad and I'm plesantly surprised at how well produced this song is. Lim has such a great voice and perfect for this guitar driven ballad. Even the whistle isn't bad here. Highly recommended.

103. "Tuya" by Rosalia

I don't know what to make of this song. On one hand it's nice to hear more Rosalia material and even after Motomami she can make some catchy reggaeton song. But just like LLYLM, the song itself felt hollow and kinda checked out? I don't know but this song felt less vibrant than most if not all the songs on Motomami. We'll see what happened next though because I do love the ending portion of the song.

175. "Let Me In" by EXO

I...have never been a fan of EXO. That's partially due to when they were popular I was falling out of love for K-Pop since most of its bigger bands like Super Junior and Shinee were doing conscriptions. I do think EXO was supposed to be THE boyband than would crossover into the USA before BTS did. But the mismanagement and just Kris Wu in general really doesn't helped. But hey they have a new singles out and this is definitely a more subdued RnB comeback that I actually kinda like.

194. "Padam Padam" by Kylie Minogue

I think we need more retrospective deep dive into Kylie Minogue career because she's lowkey still churning out hits after hits even though she's less popular than Madonna. This song is no exception like holy crap she can adapt to the deep house trend that we are in right now. This song does give me clear skin thank you very much queer ally Kylie Minogue.

195. "Lover" by Taylor Swift

One of my favorite moments of 2023 is Swifties memeing Cruel Summer into an actual singles even if Midnights still have its own singles run with Karma.

I highly recommend everyone to listen to these songs

#billboard #billboard charts #music review #pop music #review #rap #pop #kpop #reggaetón #BTS #j hus #afrobeat #drake #lim young woong #rosalia #exo #kylie minogue #padam padam #taylor swift

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indeliblescarspivotalmarks · 5 months

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ME THROUGH THE ERAS

DEBUT - 2006, age 3

FEARLESS - 2008, age 5

SPEAK NOW -2010, age 7

RED -2012, age 9

1989 - 2014, age 11

reputation - 2017, age 14

LOVER - 2019, age 16

folklore - early 2020, age 16

evermore - late 2020, age 17

midnights - 2022, age 19

can't wait to update with TS 11 eeeeee!!!

#truly grown up in the world (Taylor's Version)#been a Taylor fan since 06 #yes even as that tiny lil girl #taylorswift #taylor #ts #taylor swift #swiftie #taylor swift eras #the eras tour #eras tour #taylornation

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clowningismyboyfriend · 8 months

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Is Taylor Swift announcing something MAJOR (again) at this years MTV VMAS?! 9/12…. 12/9 🤡🌌

Hi!

Welcome to the second post on my blog!

I figured the first had to be some kind of intro, I couldn’t just come waltzing in all clowned up, spitting my theories and rationalising whilst being irrational. That would be rude of me 😂

But I promised the juice so here is what’s been squeezin’.

In my last video on Tik Tok, I was happily headed off towards the direction of the ultimate clown missions of them all: The Karma “missing” album/era theory.

Thoughtfully shared below for your convenience!

In the relatively short time it’s been since I went from “Standard Swiftie” to full blown “Tay-Spiracy Theorist”, this missing album theory has been both the wildest AND most persistent Ive stumbled across.

The majority of the supporting clues do seem difficult to completely disprove or deny..

Deep in my clowning process of compiling all the piles, I think it was the 112 days theory that I’d JUUUSST started to unpack- I still haven’t wrapped my head around this 112 day theory but it certainly sounds juicy off the top of my head and I’m keen to go take a look later on-

BUT I GOT SIDETRACKED.

When reminded about the calculation of days between and months between, I cross checked my SwiftMath number crunching notes section if you will, where I had carefully and lovingly been documenting what was not immediately apparent to me.

(Sidenote: Although it’s mostly irrelevant now, there’s definitely some interesting SwiftMath on my first video where I somewhat incorrectly predict the release date for 1989- TV.)

So- I noticed that with all of the the Taylor’s Version albums, the re-release dates vs original release dates have been consecutively following a 12 year/9 year pattern- Check it out:

OR= Originally Released

ANN= Announcement date for Taylor’s Version

TV RD= Taylor’s Version release date

1.Fearless- OR- 11/11/2008- ANN- 11/02/21- TV RD- 9/04/21

Release Days apart- 4,532- 12 years, 4 months, 29 days

2.Red- OR- 22/10/2012- ANN- 18/06/21- TV RD- 19/11/21

Release Days apart- 3,315 - 9 years, 0 months and 28 days

3.Speak Now- OR- 25/10/2010- ANN- 5/5/23- TV RD- 7/7/23

Release Days apart- 4,638 - 12 years, 8 months and 12 days

4.1989-OR- 27/10/14- ANN- 9/8/23- TV RD- 27/10/23

Release Days apart- 3,287- 9 years, 0 months and 0 days

I figured ok surely I’m onto a clue here.. although my number crunching in my first video was somewhat skewed to an extent when it came to the upcoming release date of 1989 itself, ever since the announcement of 1989 TV, that repetition of 12 years and 9 years just seemed more than coincidental, although I’ve been proven wrong before with stuff like this.

I tried at first to apply it to the remaining two albums (Reputation and Self Titled) to absolutely no avail.. surely she wouldn’t be waiting that long to re-release Reputation (either 12 years or 9 years would mean 2029 or 2026) and the 12 year period meant that Debut would have had to be re-released before she even officially announced she would be re-recording.

So it was back to the drawing board but this time I was properly stuck and couldn’t move past it. It felt like I was taking a math test unprepared, but knowing I had learnt the formulas so why couldn’t I just figure it out?! Or better yet, your know those dreams when you try and punch something or someone and just can’t quite connect, like your hand is made of lead??

I was a Swiftie on a clue hunting mission with what felt like writers/hunters block. Easter Egg Block, if you will.

Until..

When doing my bit in casting my daily votes for this years MTV VMAS for Taylors 8 nominations (at the time she had 8.. it’s now up to 11 nominations and don’t think I am ignoring the significance of this number, I just delve deeper into it down further)

I was speculating on this Insta post by @taylornation .. I become sort of fixated on how it referenced her announcement of Midnights at last years VMAS.

… Then I realised the date of the upcoming VMA’s.

September 12th. 12/9. 12…9 🤡🤡🤡

….. WHAT?

So. Announcing a new album would be cliched for her at this point, I mean that’s what she did last year, but what if she’s announcing Reputation or Self-Titled?

Given all the Reputation TV eggs and theories based on so much solid evidence that is already out there, it makes sense.

Although becoming familiar with how Taylor operates (figuratively speaking) I wouldn’t put it past her if she comes out of left field and announces something like Self Titled TV to throw us all off our tracks..

Then again, thinking about the controversial VMAS back in 2009:

When Kanye West pulled this stunt, it was essentially the catalyst for the Reputation album as a whole, because without this first shot being fired by Kanye, there would not have been the ensuing on-again off-again beef between them.

So, I guess it would make sense that if there is any sort of announcement at the 2023 MTV VMAS, it fits that it would be the release date for Reputation- Taylor’s Version, or the release date for Self Titled.. or both?

Or what if it’s something completely different? Let’s take a look at some #SwiftMath!

🫶🏽 2009 was 14 years ago. 1 + 4 = 5.. 5th Taylor’s Version announcement?

🫶🏽 Taylor also currently holds an impressive record of 14 VMAS won overall…

🫶🏽 Taylor is currently the most nominated of the show, with an impressive 11 nominations.. 11 as in TS11?! Nah surely not, that would be too much of a coincidence.

.. But switching things up last minute isn’t a new concept for Taylor…

I mean, look at the VMA’s is when she announced the impending relapse date of Midnights like I mentioned earlier. Firstly, the scheduled date for release was on Kim Kardashians birthday, so you just know that it was bound to generate conversation. But curiously enough, she stated during the announcement that telling everyone that night depended on whether or not she won, so you know she had a back up plan in place.

Circling back to my original quest for Karma as a missing album and/or the next album.. here’s some of what I discovered amongst many more theories that are out there.

All signs and clues definitely keep pointing to Karma..

Whether it be the concept of Karma overall and how it has aptly applied to her major success of Re-recording her masters, or if it is being celebrated in the wake of some of her other big enemies suffering in many ways in their personal lives- including with their reputation! Think Scooter Braun and his divorce and FBI dramas.. Kanye and, well.. Basically take your pick with that hot mess and all his situations.

Although it certainly wasn’t the first, an intriguing clue is when Taylor starts laughing hysterically when announcing “Karma” for the Midnights Mayhem track listing announcement. The caption for this post on her Tik Tok also reads “been excited to announce this one”. It’s like she’s teasing something to do with Karma, outside of the fact that it’s a track title.. She notably also uses a galaxy (🌌) emoji.. We now know that the the emoji could have been a clue for the cosmic, celestial and mythological themes that featured throughout the video. These themes and associated imagery, clueing constellations, stars and planets have become more prominently featured over the last 2-3 eras. Definitely something to consider as a new topic of investigation.. from a brief scan online, there’s definitely theories brewing amongst the Swifties!

I do feel the need to point out the astronaut/moon man reference and connection with MTV here though, but again. This could be coincidental!

Another big clue that lies in the Karma music video is the reference to a Gold Taylor seemingly portraying the Greek Goddess of divine retribution and revenge, Nemisis. Gold Taylor is on a pedestal, which contains the Roman numerals that make up the year of her birth:

If the year of her birth in Roman numerals was an easter egg, as it’s officially since been confirmed that 1989 is out next, it definitely seems like there was duality with the reference; a multi-faceted hint.

1989 was and is her album of rebirth as it was symbolistic of her complete transition from country to pop. Karma is a central concept to the religious belief of rebirth…

So what can we possibly make of all these Karma hints and clues that have been popping up since at least 2016? For example, Taylor’s Vogue interview in which she states “Karma is real” with a capitalised K.

In my last video, at the time of uploading, when you entered in the URL for karmaonthewall.com, this website was redirecting to Taylor’s webpage with the first/previous pathway being “it happens after midnights”. The current redirect pathway now states “TS11”.. Taylor Swift 11, her potentially upcoming eleventh studio album?

For reference: “Karma on the wall” Stems from the theory in general that Karma was/is a missing album/era that was supposed to be released instead of Reputation based on a scene showing all her “lost” albums graffitied on the wall, with Karma on there (twice) next to a “missing” sign from “The Man” music video- Lover era

On one of the pillars in this scene, with visibility beginning at exactly 13 seconds into the video, you can see the graffitied word “Karma” in the same style as the “Karma” on the wall.

All the titles of her albums that were caught up in the masters controversy are graffitied on a wall, with a “missing” sign.. Karma is graffitied twice, Karma is in orange (rumoured to be or to have been the era colour) but also in black, which is the actual era colour for Reputation.

Sidenote: Interestingly, you can also see that 1989 is up there twice- When I first recognised this and thought about some other key clues, particularly in The Man video, it had me backflipping and cartwheeling into a spiral over this whole other theory my overthinking brain came up with.. Taylor, at the age of 22, started to receive all kinds of negative press about her dating life; the Karma album might have been something she wanted to release as a concept instead of Red, having had enough of dealing with the but was perhaps thwarted by Big Machine as a precaution given her bad press, the ongoing Kanye incident and so on. There’s so many little clues that seem to allude to this in “The Man” but I’ve had to put a pin in all that for now because that would be too wild to contemplate.. Wouldn’t it??…

..Back to Karma. As a concept, Karma is based on cause and effect. Good intentions/deeds means good karma and therefore happier rebirths. If the cycle of rebirth in these theories are what we are being directed to, did the orange colour graffiti signify fire and burning and the black colour graffiti represent ashes? I mean- this is hitting me right now as I type this, was it actually a possibility that Karma was supposed to come BEFORE Reputation, not in place of? Was it supposed to go 1989- Karma- Reputation?

What if she was on an entirely different trajectory with her albums and planned concepts, we all know she loves to plan sometimes years in advance.. but what if the entire Kanye/Kim controversy surrounding dishonest and partially leaked audio/video footage and the subsequent #TaylorSwiftIsCancelledParty caused her to change up everything?

The biggest hint at this definitely comes through in her lyrics from the Midnights Til Dawn vault track “You’re Losing Me”:

“Do I throw out everything we built or keep it? / I’m getting tired even for a phoenix / Always rising from the ashes”

A Phoenix is Gold. Taylor on the pedastal- Gold. A Phoenix is representative of rebirth, never ending life.

IS SHE SINGING ABOUT KARMA THE ALBUM?

There was speculation that this song was in reference to her and Joe Alwyns alleged breakup. But I mean, everyone will always try and tie a Taylor song to a boy or a breakup. I genuinely think Taylor is smarter than that, I mean she’s actually spoken on the record about this subject before and she certainly has a duality to the meaning of her songs.. I don’t always hear the boy and girl aspect of a song, and when I read the lyrics/listen to “You’re losing me” I’m even more certain it could be alluding to Karma.

“You’re losing me” was part of the ‘Til Dawn remixes, and Taylor announced that the album would only be available for purchase in person at the East Rutherford, New Jersey portion the US leg of the tour but this song wouldn’t be released for streaming.. It was also at these same shows that Taylor and Ice Spice performed their remixed version of “Karma”.. and debuted their music video! It was actually after these shows that Karma was added as the 44th and final track of the tour.

Okkk so before I continue any further, I need to bring up the other URL- In my last video, the url notalotgoingonatthemoment.com redirected to Taylor Swifts webpage with the added pathway of “theywouldntmedoitkarma”. Seemingly missing a word, maybe as obvious as “let” but maybe not…

For reference: “Not a lot going on at the moment” is a well known, now multi-faceted Taylor expression that appears to have originated from a slogan on a shirt she wore for the “22” music video during the Red era…

The most obvious fitting word be “let”. What if LET stands for Lost Eras Title.. Which the theories all refer to as Karma? Another fit would be Last Eras Track. This has the extra layer of being both the last track played on the Eras Tour set list, plus it fits with the speculation that Karma the song signifies the end of the Midnights era overall.

It could even stand for Last Eras Tour- Will she announce something major on the very last tour date? Could it be that her Karmic rebirth overall will be complete as she coincides the tour with the final re-releases of her albums?

If so, I hope she will be taking us down a completely different way of doing things as we know it, because evidently she is the epitome of genius levels of cleverness, with the perfect amount of class and sass.

I worry that based on Surely she would not be settling into reTAYermen anytime soon, I mean at the bare minimum I couldn’t imagine her never completing a 13th album for example. (Oh my gosh that ALBUM and the delivery going to be one for the books)

She’s made lots of comments and dropped lots of hints in interviews about how she feels like she’s considered too old for the industry in terms of being a pop star.. it does seem so ridiculous though considering she’s certainly at her peak in her career right now!

Although it’s somewhat going off tangent ever so slightly.. Let’s talk about the burning Lover house.

The Lover house that is portrayed as burning down during the Eras Tour- being symbolic of rising from the ashes and rebirth, this ties in with the karma theme Hindi Moksa and burning bad karma to purify..

But does this mean a new house? What will emerge from the ashes of the Lover house, to be rebirthed?

I have a theory on all of that.. I reckon She’s going back to an ex. But we shall see. I’ll not be saying another word…

Theories aren’t for me to speculate on when it comes to relationships.

That remains her privacy and I will always respect whatever she chooses to share with us or not!

❤️

So.. Taking into consideration all of this, plus the bonus below little quick and curious Google..

.. It’s safe to say no matter what happens at the VMAS, we are definitely headed in a fresh and brand new direction! Because no matter what @taylorswift does-She is absolutely golden.

I do have to say though that it can be a constant battle reminding myself that with Taylor… Anything can and will literally go. It’s been speculated that she reads all our theories and has literally implemented some before so that’s pretty cool! Generating and regenerating conversations by furthering the idealisms that we, as fans, have put out there ourselves.. Well, that’s just straight up Karmic and the best representation of the cycle of rebirth indeed.

If she is, it’s honestly the most genius marketing strategy I’ve ever seen. It’s not an approach that’s ever been adopted by a singer/song writer and I think it’s a major key contributing to her ongoing success and so think she does too- Hence why she is always so genuinely, down to earth humbled and grateful for us fans.

#Swifties of #Swiftnation and #Taylornation…

I hope you all voted for our girl!! 11 nominees… I could cry for her!

✨I hope she releases a super exclusive, mega detailed all access passes behind the scenes tour about The Eras Era… Manifesting this as the announcement✨

Please feel free to add and share and comment and discuss with me!

Until then,

.. I’m in exhile seeing you out..

Dani

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