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#teeth shining and stained with blood. bared as she tears muscle from the bone. she’s hunched over the body like an animal and when she
trollbreak · 10 months
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I’m normal about Eat Your Young by hozier (Is imagining Ichour eating someone because they pissed her off while she was alive)
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quolafish · 11 months
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Place to Stay (Yandere!Shigaraki x Fem!Reader)
Warnings - SMUT to come, gentle? yandere, stalking, blood/wounds & sickness
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Part 1 / ? PART 2
Shigaraki climbed up to a random roof. Flopping onto the rough tiles, pain wracked his body and pinned him down.
His clothes were wet, and the smell of iron filled his senses as he forced himself to sit up. He hissed, clutching his hand to his stomach, barely able to look down at his fingers. He saw the blood on them in his peripherals, hot and sticky. The smell of iron filled him, causing bile to rise to his throat and a horrible tension behind his bloodshot eyes.
Lolling his head to the side, he was met with his night-blurred reflection. Moonlight didn’t shine over monsters like him. Not that he really cared nor wanted to see himself bleeding out.
The cool air bit his open wounds. The man was no stranger to pain, but he let out a pitiful cry as the cold sank its teeth into him.
He couldn’t die like this.
Gasping, he tried to lug his broken, bleeding body over to the window. It stung. Each bone, muscle, screamed at him. His limps were lead as he rolled over on his belly. He tasted vomit when the rough asphalt rubbed against his bare wound. He rose on shaky knees, dragging himself across the shingles until his bloody hands stuck to the glass.
Pain hit him like a truck, stealing his balance and causing his pounding head to slam against the glass. He groaned. Bile swirled in his mouth as he spat, whimpering as he peeled his bloody cheek off the glass… only to bang his head against the glass once more.
Somebody…
He started to knock using his head, until his failures sparked a fire in him, a deep hatred for himself and he was too weak to scratch the itch. He started to bange his head against the window. Head-banging. He screwed his eyes shut once he started to see spots.
When he opened them, he was met with another pair of eyes staring back at him. He blinked blearily, before the window opened and he toppled forward.
((Hit with a numbing quirk why the window didn’t decay))
His face was pressed up against something soft and plush. A sent other than iron wafted his feverish sensors. Suddenly the man was a child again, pressed up against his mother, who’d hold him and protect and love him…
…if he hadn’t decayed her…
A tear slipped down his cheek as everything went black.
He woke up to the sound of sirens. Everything hurt. He saw a woman, applying pressure to his wounds, several bloody gauzes over eachother as she pressed another one down.
“Help is coming,” she said softly to him. “I called 911. Help is almost here.”
The man nodded slowly. 911..
911.
He choked on a gasp, struggling to get away from her. Her pressure loosened, before applying enough to make his head swirl.
“Hey..! Please, don’t panic, you’re in good hands, okay? Just—!”
“No cops,” he managed, speaking through his teeth.
“You need to go to the hospital—“
“No hospital!” He hissed, voice cracking. She nearly dropped another gauze at his breathless scream.
A loud, sound of sparking blaze erupted, hot light spilling into the open window. The sirens were silenced. Screams filled the air, as the smell of smoke began to replace the blue light.
Hands were placed over his wound. The bloody gnash on his stomach. He made a soundness cry, screwing his eyes tight so hard his face ached. 
A warm feeling began to pour into him. His eyes slowly opened, as he watched with a soar neck the bloody flesh began to stich itself back together with a floating, golden thread. It vanished into the air, his skin stained with blood but his wounds no longer bleeding.
The warm feeling was stripped so fast he thought he was naked. Pain flooded him, filled him to the brim until he overflowed. Grimacing, he lurched to his side and threw up.
He flinched at the hand rubbing soothing circles into his back. The warm touch was nothing like the dead, palms and fingers of Father and the rest of his diseased kin. He wiped his mouth on his sleeve, tasting blood. The man was surprised he had the strength. When you touched him, that warm feeling began to course through his blood. Uncanny and strange..
I can’t do anything, he said, starting at his bloody hand prints on the window. He touched glass with all five fingers and it hadn’t decayed. Damn you, Overhaul…
You looked at him. You were trembling nearly as bad as him. He was so sick… your eyes were so gentle…
He asked for a place to stay, when he was a villain and he could just take it… if he had his quirk. The man was feverish, his head pounding and his stomach churning.
You nodded slowly. God, you didn’t look much older but you reminded him of his…
You gently pried his wrists away from his neck. “Don’t scratch, it’ll only make it worse…”
He shut his eyes as he bent over, feeling sick again.
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minsyal · 3 years
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The Fugitive (Finding Home), Pt. 1
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Karl Heisenberg x Reader
Warnings: strong language, Resident Evil-esque violence and descriptions of gore, and dark/sexual themes
Summary: A once-in-a-lifetime trip turned dark. You're quickly exposed to the sinister and mysterious world of a cursed village under the control of dark leaders. How long will you last and will you ever return home in one piece?
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Backpacking through Eastern Europe was not a top priority on your “to do” list. In fact, it was quite the opposite. Being one to preplan everything, you were completely caught off guard when your roommate sprung the idea of the trip out of the blue. You roommate, Jezebel Haine, was your first and only roommate from college onward. All legs, she was one of the stars of the track team but was most certainly not one of the brightest shining ones. She was considerably dim-witted, fanatical, and had a booming over-the-top personality that scared every potential boyfriend who had the disservice of meeting her. There were times, though, that she was rather endearing. Her childlike sense of self and emotional drivers consistently put her at a crossroads between what everyone else was doing and what she should be doing; she was, and always will be, a follower.
After four years of becoming “the bestest of friends,” you had a hard time imagining such a hard shift either into another roommate or living alone. Plus, her parents funded most everything she did and, in turn, funded the apartment the two of you shared.
“It’s an amazing opportunity!” She insisted, waving her hands in a simple manner as she rose from the condensed cushion of the leather-clad couch. “Think about it.” Gathering your hands in hers like a 20’s actress who had just met the man of her dreams, she pulled the bundle to her chest. “We frolic through the European countryside, it’s golden hour. My skin looks absolutely gorgeous… yours too, of course. The sun is just about to set, but alas!” She let out a dramatic gasp, removing one of her hands to cover her mouth. “It’s growing dark out!”
“That’s what happens when the sun sets.” You noted, causing her to drop the act for a moment only to immediately go back into character.
“We hear the crunching of leaves and twigs all around us as if something…” she drew close and lowered her voice to a whisper, “sinister is coming. Out of no where we’re ambushed! By what, I’m not sure. Then,” her eyes became glassy as she lay a delicate hand to her forehead, “two absolute studs… and I’m talking big bulging muscles, gorgeous trendy hair, captivating eyes… really everything a simple girl could ask for… seemingly drop from the sky! We’re saved!” She throws your hands into the air as if they’d fall like confetti. Drawing both her arms in, she sways back and forth in a waltz of one. “We’d be married by the next day! Hell, maybe we’d even end up as princesses.”
Oh, how utterly wrong she was.
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“I told you this was a stupid idea.” You groaned, haughtily holding your chin up while feeling your spirits low. A few miles back, on an asphalt road that quickly turned to dirt, sat the dingy red rental truck with a blown out engine and a deflating tire. With no cell service and the last town being over 100 miles back, your only choice was to walk.
“Don’t blame me!” Jezebel stopped walking, feet falling flat to the ground as she stomped her foot in a childish manner. “I,” her lip quivered as all the anger held in her body dissipated, “I just wanted to have a fun time with you.” Big tears flowed from her eyes quickly after finishing her proclamation, leaving smearing black lines down her face from the eyeliner she insisted was necessary in the Romanian countryside. God, if her parents weren’t funding this trip, you’d throw a fit for your money back.
“Jess, just,” reaching backward, you fished a rag from your backpack, “don’t cry. That’s not going to make this better.” Sniffling, she accepted the rag and wiped her eyes, further smearing black all over her face. You couldn’t help but feel a shred of sympathy for her. “Let’s just keep going. No use in wasting daylight. I really don’t want to get caught out here in the dark.”
“Where are we supposed to go, then?”
“I’m sure the next town will have some sort of inn or hotel. At the very least, they’ll have directions to the nearest city.”
After another five miles of walking, the sun was beginning to set and no gorgeous studs were waiting to save you. The blazing yellow ball inched slowly beyond the horizon. Its warming rays that had kept the snow from freezing the two of you in the day crept down below the snow peaked mountains that were nestled in the distance. Shadows began dancing between the trees, sending the forest into a theater of silent performers. The dirt road that was once large enough for two cars was now only a walking path so slim that Jezebel had to follow on your heels. Every now and again you were reeled back by the piece of rope that she had attached to your backpack that was firmly gripped in her hand. She claimed it made her feel safer.
“You think those two hunks are going to come save us now?” You joked, attempting to make light of this dark situation.
“I wish.” She huffed, frustration evading her voice as exhaustion took center stage.
Flickering light caught your eye. Hues of yellow and red mingled together in the distance, the outlines of rooftops and smoke-filled chimneys littered the ground below. “I think that’s a village.”
Another mile of downhill travel was all it took to reach the place where the once distant flickering of torches and lanterns grew into the quiet streets of a cluttered settlement. There was no clear indication of movement once you stepped foot in the village; the only evidence of any life came in the form of fresh boot prints, livestock, and the ever-blazing lanterns. Jezebel was all to happy to release your makeshift leash from her fingers, trotting mindlessly by to examine the street corners and homes. Your eyes continued wandering up the rooftops, finally landing upon the eerie looming castle situated on the mountainside above.
From around the bend, you heard Jezebel screech.
“What the fuck is wrong with you?” You threw caution to the wind, quickly rounding the corner to scold her like a parent would to a misbehaving child. “You don’t know if these people are violent or not. We can’t just go parading ourselves into the town center.”
“I think they’re violent.” She mustered the shaky words. Her hands covered her eyes and the majority of her face as she backed away from whatever had caused her distress.
“What?” The unpleasant squelch of snow beneath your feet caused your attention to draw downward. Dark snow surrounded your boot, an unnatural red hue stained the pure white. Gaze moving upward, your chest restricted feeling as if it had crushed inward on itself. The putrid smell finally fell upon your nostrils as you backed away from the scene. Severed animal heads hung lazily above you, their tongues flopping from their opened mouths.
“I want to go home.” Jezebel sobbed, rasping her cries into her cupped hand. Shaking her head as if to knock this moment from her brain, her short-lived façade of curiosity gave way to her immediate feeling of impending dread.
“That’s what I’m trying to do right now, Jess. Just, calm down.”
A low grumble had you standing further on edge, if that was possible at this point. The sound was clear as day and was anything but human. You weren’t even sure a human could get to an octave so low without the help of technology. Eyes darting upward once more, a chill ran from your shoulders to your toes.
Hauntingly yellowed eyes lingered upon the two of you. The beast-like figure was silhouetted by the moonlight, outlined like a ghost. It looked to be a man, but also anything but a man in the same sense. Its mouth was parted, baring old rotted teeth that looked to have dried blood caked between its gums. Its hands were bloodied as well, small cuts were painted across its forearms only hidden by the rags that clung to its chest.
Before you could process the situation, Jezebel let out another yelp. In an instant, the beast lunged down from its perch, landing with a ground shaking thud nearly five feet before you. “No!” Jezebel’s open palm collided with the space between your shoulder blades as she pushed you toward the monster. The last thing you saw was her backpack falling to the ground as she began running toward one of the homes. You landed face-first in the snow, groaning as all the air in your lungs were forced out. The beast snarled, once again showing its teeth as it hunched down to your level. This was, most certainly, not the way you envisioned dying. Things like this weren’t supposed to exist; this is myth, this isn’t real. It all felt like bad dream gone worse that you couldn’t wake from.
“Pesky creatures, aren’t they?” A new voice called out as the horrendous sound of metal crushing bone and muscle slithered through your ears. The disgusting feeling of gore instantly trickled down your hands. “Please,” the voice continued, “feel free to thank me anytime.”
A moment later, the stranger let out a scoff with the squishy suction of whatever he had used to quiet the monster. The tap of a boot on your elbow finally prompted you to uncover your eyes. “Or don’t.”
“I,” you started, opening and closing your mouth multiple times unable to find the right words, “thank you.”
“Oh.” He tiled the stiff rim of his frayed hat back, exposing a pair of circular sunglasses perched upon his nose. “Foreigners, eh?”
“Yeah, um.” You gathered yourself, finally pushing up to stand on your feet. “We got lost.”
“And ended up here, no doubt.” A stifled chuckle left his lips as he tilted his hat back in place and swung whatever he used to kill the beast over his shoulder. “If I were you, I’d get the hell out of here.”
Without another word, the stranger sauntered off with a backward wave of his hand. “Oh, and have someone clean this mess up.”
“Y/n!” Jezebel’s shrill voice called as she returned with a rather confused villager. He held a shotgun with both of his hands, Jezebel shone a flashlight in your eyes.
“Are you okay?” The villager moved forward with extreme caution after peering around you dumbfoundedly seeing the crumpled body.
“I’m fine, no thanks to her.” You spat, anger swelling in your throat causing a particular acidity to your words.
“All of you! Inside this instant.” A matronly holler came from behind Jezebel and the villager. “You know Miranda’s protection only runs so far as we grow closer to this time.”
Who is Miranda and, more importantly, who was the man who saved you?
The home you were ushered into was on the outskirts of town. It was one of the larger estates given the fact that some people seemed to live in one-room shacks. Upon entering, you were greeted with the warm glow of yellow light trickling in from what looked to be a formal living room. The sweet aromas of honeyed tea wafted through the air, drawing further in as the woman led the three of you deeper into the home. What was worse? You pondered. Being killed by that beast or potentially being murdered by the inhabitants of this home? You couldn’t decide. Thus far, the two gave no indication of malice.
“Please, sit.” The woman pulled out two of the chairs at her table, the wood scratching against the floor. “I’ll fetch the tea.”
Jezebel was so brainless. She smiled at you as if she hadn’t just offered you up as a midnight snack. Surely there was no hamster running on that squeaky track that powered her.
“What was that thing?” You turned to the man who was now seated to your right. “The monster.”
The man ignored your question, instead grabbing a piece of rounded bread from the plate at the center of table. Slathering butter on it, he looked to you. “How’d you kill it?”
“I didn’t.” You frowned, recalling the mysterious man who saved your life without even dropping his name. The villager raised his brows and kicked his foot up on the table. He was waiting for more information. “Some man came out of nowhere. He had some hammer-like weapon.”
As soon as he processed the words, his foot fell from the table and he leaned forward, uncomfortably close. You could smell the distinguishable bite of alcohol percolate from his lips. “Did he wear glasses? A hat?”
“He did.” The words slowly drifted from your mouth. “Hair to about here.” You motioned to the halfway point of your neck.
“Adelina,” the man called, presumably to the woman who guided you inside. He got up quickly, rushing to the other room leaving you and Jezebel alone.
“What the hell is going on here?” You whispered in a harsh tone, leaning forward to get closer to her. “Is this not weird at all to you?”
“I think they’re nice people.” Jezebel responded at full volume without a second of thought.
“That’s coming from someone who tried to feed their supposed best friend to a monster.”
“I was buying us time to get help.”
“Help? I almost died!”
“But you didn’t.”
“When we get back to the U.S. I never want to speak to you again.” You seethed. How could she be this bad? You knew there were a few… a considerable amount of screws missing from Jezebel, but how in God’s green earth does she justify her actions at this point? The thought of it accompanied by her dazed and empty stare only fueled the fire of anger more.
“Dear,” the woman, who you now knew was Adelina, reentered the room accompanied by the man with a tray of cups and a kettle in her hands. She set a delicate china glass in front of you, softly filling it with a reddish colored liquid that she assured you was Celestial Seasonings, a tea imported from Africa. “I hear that you’ve met Lord Heisenberg.” Placing a hand over her heart, she gave a warm smile that only sent another wave of dread through your body. There was something so alluring about this woman, yet so sinister.
“Lord, who?”
Adelina stiffened, craning her neck to the side as she plastered a forced smile upon her lips once more. You had upset her, that much was obvious. “One of the four Lords that rule here alongside our dear Mother Miranda.” She explained, pushing the cup of tea closer to your body. Jezebel had already finished her first glass. Warily, you lifted the cup in your hand and allowed the warm water to heat your frozen body. An elongated finger pointed to the framed painting that hung to the wall. “Mother Miranda protects us here.”
Mother Miranda. You could only focus on the image of the woman silhouetted by six black wings and a halo outlining her head. Her eyes were indistinguishable behind the raven-like mask that clung to her face. Adorned in a black garb, she looked to be a holy figure in this town. But like Adelina, something just wasn’t right with Miranda.
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The unsettling reverb of crickets and cicadas chirping grew louder and louder with each passing hour. You counted the seconds between waves of mass chorus; so far, it was roughly thirty seconds between each bleating scream of their nightly tune. You couldn’t sleep. Despite the somewhat comforting, but entirely unsettling welcome given by Adelina and Marion, you couldn’t help but feel like a caged animal in the tiny cupboard room they had given you. A curious thought tickled the back of your mind, willing you to remain as alert as possible after an exhausting day of hiking; where had they put Jezebel? Not that you particularly cared at this point. After the attack she had done a 180, dropping all suspicion of malice in this village. She simply flushed the pictures of hanging heads and wild beasts from her memory. You sometimes envied her lackadaisical memory accompanied by a fanatical view of the world. Living blissfully ignorant, especially in a situation like this, seemed to serve her best.
After a small dinner of fish that smelled of ammonia, of which you politely picked at, Adelina insisted the two of you stay the night. “The beasts will return!” She exclaimed, holding a firm hand over the intricately carved wood of the doorframe. “Early tomorrow we can arrange for a car to pick you up from the next town over.” Hushed murmurs climbing up from the cracked floors pulled you from your thought. The voices spoke in an incomprehensible argument.
“I’d quite like to keep...” the words faded in and out.
“No, no, no. Don’t be ridiculous...”
“What if....”
The floor spoke a soft squeak from beneath your feet as you shifted to get closer to the voices. Their conversation stopped, and you waited with bated breath for it to continue.
“We have to offer someone up tomorrow.” It was Adelina.
“I know, I know.” Marion sounded frustrated. “But you know Mother Miranda prefers only the purest. How are we supposed to know if either of them are-”?
The words faded once more as the two moved from room to room. Walking on the sides of your feet, you followed. Peeking around the corner, your eyes landed on Adelina and Marion illuminated by a flickering fire. They stood close to one another, keeping their tones low.
“Clearly, we offer the frumpy one. Take a look at her. There’s no doubt in my mind that she’s unexperienced.” Adelina snickered, taking a seat on the worn couch with her back to you. “She wouldn’t fit in here anyway.”
“The dumb one would get along nicely with our son.”
“I agree.”
A knock at the front door sent a shiver of adrenaline down your spine. Quickly scrambling to hide, you took in a deep breath as Marion passed by with his shotgun in hand. From the parted door, you could see the sun barely peeking over the horizon. Had it really been that long already?
“Are you sure she’s pure?” The new man stood in the doorway rushed past Marion, looking in the direction of the room they had put you in.
“I suppose we could check.” Adelina called, rising to join the others. “The both of them had that tea. They shouldn’t wake until the ceremony later today.”
“Is she in there?”
“Yes, the other one is upstairs.”
“Let’s check this one first.”
With heavy footsteps falling upon the rotting floorboards of the somewhat dilapidated home, you slunk further into the shadows of the room behind you. The glint of something metal caught your attention; a small handgun sat perfectly on a dresser as if set there intentionally for you to find. Holding your breath, you crept forward to it. You’d never shot a gun in your life, but you knew the basics... both hands, check for ammo, rack the slide, pull the trigger. At least, that’s what the movies told you.
“Out of bed so soon, are we?” The soft voice turned malevolent as Adelina appeared in the doorway of the room. “I wouldn’t use that if I were you.” She motioned to the gun that was aimed rather unskillfully for her chest.
“What the fuck is going on in this village?” You spoke with purpose now, tone wavering slightly as Marion stepped behind his wife.
“You don’t understand things around here, girl.” Adelina spat, moving aside as Marion began charging into the room. The loud blast of the gun echoed from the walls of the home followed by a harsh curse and the sound of a body crumpling to the floor. You had shot Marion in the leg; he’d live.
“No,” you started, re-racking the slide as Adelina’s other friend approached wielding a similar gun to your own. Adrenaline washed over your nervous system, your hands shook violently, but you attempted to remain composed. “You’re the one who doesn’t understand. This isn’t normal! Tell me what’s going on now or,” your eyes trailed down to Marion who was attempting to control the flow of blood from his wound.
“You wouldn’t.” She laughed bitterly.
“Like hell, I wouldn’t.” You exclaimed, training the gun onto her. “Now tell me, what’s happening here.”
“You’ll understand soon enough.” Adelina’s friend’s words were the last thing you heard before your ears rang and the sting of a bullet burnt white hot in your shoulder. You weren’t sure if your gun ever went off again.
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Despite being tied, bathed, dressed, and currently sitting on a freezing alter-of-sorts, you still hadn’t the slightest clue as to what was going on. A crowd of villagers surrounded from the south, all carrying on with a rumble of conversation. Adelina shot daggers at you, Marion as well, from a small, inclined hill at the edge of the crowd. The clothes you wore were your own, she had fished through your backpack claiming that it was of no use to waste a nice dress on “someone like her.” Jezebel was likely still fast asleep at their house.
A woman with the likeness of the framed photo you had seen appeared out of nowhere. So, this was the famous Mother Miranda that everyone regarded so deeply. She stood before you as the crowd’s voices hushed and their eyes became hazed with looks of admiration and devoted appreciation. Surely, she was a human, deities and gods didn’t exist in a physical form, you assured yourself.
Without a word, Miranda moved gracefully as if flowing across the ground to stand before Adelina. Taking her face between her hands, she whispered what you assumed to be praise as Adelina’s lips moved rapidly thanking Miranda. She then moved to Marion and grazed her hand against the wound on his thigh, speaking of how his steadfast devotion would quickly heal any injuries of cruelty spread by evil. When her attention finally fell back to you, she frowned. Stalking around you in circles, Miranda’s imposing figure made you want to shrivel to nothingness.
“Thank you.” She turned to the villagers as if to dismiss them. “When the time comes, I will return for another.”
The black wings you had seen in the photo sprouted from her back, shielding your sight of the villagers as they retreated to their homes. Hopeful cries and shouted blessings to Miranda echoed from the crowd as the village gate slammed. The only evidence of them once populating this empty square were flowers and offerings of fruit and grain left for the supposed goddess.
The world swiftly darkened once more.
Part 2 - Paths Meet
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I promise there's more Heisenberg in the next part..
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icylook · 3 years
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I Hold You
Pairing: Leon x Leri (MC)
Rating: Explicit; Word count: 1625; Read on AO3
Tags: Spoilers for the AMR demo; Not canon compliant - Leon and Leri (MC) started their relationship half a year before the final battle; Established Relationship; Angst and Fluff; Smut
A Mage Reborn demo 👑 ✨ @mage-parivir
Fic title inspo from the song - I Hold You by Clann 🎶 🤍
“Tickles.”
Wicked smile curls his lips, not that Leon can see it with his head thrown up, exposing his throat to the gentle assault of his mouth. Next kiss is even lighter and Leon squirms again but doesn’t tell him to stop. So he licks briefly over the pulse point, tasting the salt of his skin, breathing in the scent of soap and… tang of blood. Someone wasn’t as dutiful in his quick bath as he should be. 
But he knows why. Leon is tired. 
Every day a little more, his shoulders carrying the weight of the rebellion. 
Tired of the responsibility, and he’s ashamed of it, Leri being the only witness of a miserable confession, one dark, dark night ago. Murmured into his chest, breath wet with hot, unwanted tears. Guilt eating him alive because of the lives he’s lost, because he didn’t know what he should do with the faith of so many people in his hands. Terrified to the bone with the thought of disappointing those who believe in him and leading them to their cruel, unfair demise.
Leri sees the exhaustion with the line of his spine tauter with every speech he makes to rally his troops. He notices it in brief grimaces of pain, long hours in heavy armor with the weapon in his hand, constantly stained with crimson.
But after every nightmare of the day before, at every dawn, he gets up from his bedroll and faces what fate seems to throw at him. And Leri keeps being his shadow because of his resilience. 
Because Leon is his Sun.
And he’s the Moon.
Leon’s hand tangles in his braid when Leri nips lightly at the crook of his neck. Lets out a shuddering breath when his hand wanders down his waist, his fingers close over the fabric of his trousers, teasing the shape of his length. He’s quiet when he slowly makes him fill in his palm, a gasp here and there when he sneaks his hand in to take hold of him properly. Touching him as he likes, kissing his way up his throat and along his jaw. Feeling hotter in his own night clothes with every little noise and expression of pleasure the man in his arms makes. 
So subdued and quiet, so different than when out on the battlefield - commanding and unyielding in his strength. 
Here, he’s Leri’s.
Nights are the only time when they can be close to each other. Resting side by side in precious moments of calm. Rare are the days when they go to sleep at the exact same moment and wake up together and Leri cherishes them dearly. Collecting the memories before what little happiness they share is snached by the time.
In their shared bedroll Leon isn’t the king and a mighty warrior he serves, but a man he loves. And he isn’t a royal retainer and mage with eerie magic that most keep their distance from, but a man in love. 
Both of them take huge risks on the battlefield, and Ilya does what she’s able to with her healing, but some of Leon’s scars run deeper than his skin, even if he tries not to show it. 
There's no doubt the war takes its toll on everyone, mentally and physically. 
Every night Leri molds himself over Leon’s body as if it is their last. Leon’s embrace is as tight in return.
Nyx is merciful, but he can feel the growing hunger under his skin with every close dance with death, the cold fire in his veins harder to conceal. He doesn’t want to think what will happen when he pushes the line one time too many. Because he knows he can’t keep toeing it without consequences. 
They call him reckless, but what he’s doing is calculated. He makes light of the exhaustion of his body after every collapse when the spells take too much. Doesn't want them worrying about him when so much is at stake. 
He'll be fine, he’s fine. 
Teasing his companions when they scold him for being inappropriate on purpose, just to see the shadow of a smile on their face. Once, Saine told him that the sound of his laughter on the battlefield upon a spell going well is more terrifying than the spirits he summons. An impish thing to be amused but proud of, but Leri isn’t picky - he has a reputation to uphold.
The hold on Leri’s hair tightens when his wrist twists the way he knows Leon likes. Suddenly, the world tilts when his back meets the bedroll. Leon braced above him now.
“Leri...”
His breath hitches. Leon whispers his name like one of the gods in an hour of need. He almost drowns in the depth of an emerald that’s gazing at him like no one has ever before.
Any witty words stay stuck to his tongue with the shift in the mood. Leon’s eyes darken when he cups his face, leaning down, hot breath upon his lips. 
Hovering, waiting for him to meet him halfway. And he does, because he’s selfish and wants everything his Sun gives him. 
He’s good, Leri thinks, as Leon’s light kiss deepens and he parts his lips to let him in. The clumsiness of that first stolen kisses long gone, making him shiver with need. He hasn’t thought of Leon being a fast learner, eager and determined. Being focused on him now, as he is in battle. It’s both satisfying and frightening, but the thrill of it is something he seeks, over and over again.
Leri lets out an involuntary hiss when Leon hoists his left thigh, jostling his bad knee.
“Sorry,” Leon brushes his mouth over his, then over his cheeks and eyelids. Peppering his face with soft kisses and softer “sorry”, nestling himself between his legs and he opens them for his lover. Welcoming the weight of his warm body, pushing up when Leon pushes down. Drinking up his breathy moan with his lips, the tenderness of it making his heart clench. 
Slightly distracted by the way Leon licks into his mouth his hands stop at his sides, fingers digging into the hard muscles of his back. He pulls at the fabric of his shirt, impatient to get rid of it. But Leon doesn’t relent as Leri expects him to, too thirsty for a taste of his kisses. Making his head spin with the sensations of hunger mixing with affection he still tries to get used to.
Leon grunts when Leri bites at his lower lip and pulls back, tongue soothing the sting. The blush of his cheeks goes down his neck, gold hair messy, reddened lips plump and wet. Shirt hanging on one arm, the smooth skin of his collarbones and chest almost glowing. Green eyes full of want. Looking utterly debauched.
I did this, Leri thinks.
Somehow, they are able to push their trousers down enough to get a hold of their cocks. It shouldn’t feel as good as it does, the friction on the verge of uncomfortable. But they don’t stop and Leon is silent, unrelenting in the sensual flow of his body. It’s Leri who has trouble with keeping the noises in, biting at his fist.
The walls of the tent are thin and he could throw a silencing spell on them, but using his magic as it’s recovering will only botch the process. Leon catches his hand, holds down his wrist, then intertwines his fingers with Leri’s. Hot breath mingles with his, a gasp fans his skin when Leon shifts on his elbow, face twisted in quiet pleasure.
“Leri,” he speeds up the roll of his hips and the heel of Leri’s leg digs into the small of his back. Leon slows down to a drag, grinding and worrying at Leri’s neck, sucking at the skin and making Leri arch his back with a sobbing moan, barely stifled in the crook of his neck. 
“Stop teasing me, blondie, come on,” Leri’s low whisper makes Leon tighten his hold on him, light huffs of air leaving his throat when he sneaks his hand to grasp their cocks together. Leri’s hand closes over his and they keep at it in near perfect rhythm with their hips moving. Leri is first to feel the tug of pleasure low in his belly, spreading up his spine and the force of his thrusts increases with the urge of the chase, using Leon’s body to get to it. 
He curls into Leon with one long exhale when he nears his completion, hips jerking a few more times before he stills. Leri blinks as Leon’s shaky hand cups his face, kissing him sloppily, teeth latching at his bottom lip as Leon’s writhes above him. He rearranges both of Leri’s legs to wrap around his waist and rolls his hips again, still hard. Leri twists his hand up and down, rubbing the hot skin of his length and soon Leon’s back goes taut when it’s his turn to come, spilling over Leril’s fingers and his stomach, catching on his nightshirt. Silent in his climax, cherry lips opened in choked gasp hidden in Leri’s hair.
Both of them breathe hard and fast, Leon’s chest shining with sweat, strands of gold hair plastered to his temple, but green eyes are full of content. Leri reaches for him and Leon easily goes down, lips capturing Leri’s in slow and lazy kiss, full of satisfaction and affection. 
One more night.
He had him for one more night.
Leri wants to hold him again and again, wishing the moment to never end.
He didn't know that he was cold until he started basking in the warmth of his Sun. Because now, being without it, the cold seems unbearable. 
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I’ll Follow You Into the Dark
Harboring a fugitive means having to be careful, having to be smart about it. Because what terrible things might happen if someone were to find out? Unfortunately, being particularly clever is not one of Badd’s strong suits.
Written for @kaincuro​! Cut is for length, not for content.
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“Where have you been?”
Badd hasn’t even gotten in the door yet. He’s just opened it with his shirt covering his hand because it’s gross, because there are splashes of gore on his clothes. Showers are available at the Hero Association HQ, yes, but it would have meant being out even later. The chance to take advantage of the Class S wing’s amenities was outmatched by his desire to be home with Garou.
“I got sidetracked by two monsters when my shift was supposed to end.” Garou’s eyes shine in the dark like a cat, even when the rest of his face is obscured by shadow, and Badd gropes for a light switch. “Ya could have at least waited with a lamp on. Where’s Z—”
“She’s staying over with that one annoying girl from her class.” A hand grabs his wrist and pulls him. “Why didn’t you call? You’re always browbeating me about using the burner phone you got me.”
“I said I was—”
“After.”
“It died. Garou, let me get a damn light, ya fuckin’—”
There’s a mouth jamming into his, which isn’t really the best way to describe a kiss. This is more like he’s being berated, like it’s a scold in the form of affection that’s being taken rather than given. Garou licks his face, and that’s so fucking gross, he’s told him how gross that is, especially right now when he’s sweaty and dirty. 
That sharp nose presses in next to his, and his face is held by icy fingers. He can hear his lashes falling on his cheeks, and between their eyes is this singing . That’s the only way he can think of it as. A high-pitched energy.
I was worried, Garou is thinking into him so he doesn’t have to say it. 
“I’m sorry.” Despite the grime (clearly Garou doesn’t give a shit) Badd palms the back of Garou’s neck until their foreheads touch into a point of pain. “Hey. I’m sorry.”
“Mm.”
He puts on a little smile. “I’m real flattered that ya missed me so much, though. It’s nice to be missed. Kinda sweet, comin’ from you.”
“Shut the fuck up.” There’s not even an ounce of bitterness in those words; the only thing reflecting any hurt is the way he pinches his cheek.
“Ow.”
“What? You’re the one who liked being missed so much. I should show you all the things I miss. Like these stupid soft cheeks of yours.”
“You’re just jealous. You’re like all skin and bones and shit.”
It’s still dark, but Badd’s eyes have adjusted. He leans his bat against the wall by the coat stand, on the linoleum where he can take it out and hose it off later. It’s the only moment he takes his hands off Garou, and he returns them just as quickly to sweep over his chest. Garou’s shirt is just a little loose on him, which is a pretty big indicator that he’s borrowing one of his.
He leans up until he feels a little soft hair on his nose and the bump of Garou’s ear. “Why don’t you show me all the other things you missed in the shower with me?” he whispers, and damned if he isn’t dragged down the hall on the spot.
Garou hisses when he finally turns the bathroom light on, and Badd gets his eyes on him for the first time since that morning. God, he kind of looks awful. Not that he’s going to say that, but there is this worn quality to the skin on his face, his eyes are a little squinty (even after he gets accustomed to the light) and there’s just a fatigue that’s there that’s not normally there.
“G. I’m okay. See? None o’ this blood’s mine, yeah?”
Slim fingers pick at some dried blood on his collarbone, then practically tears his shirt off. 
“I’m really, really sorry. I promise I’ll try not to let it happen again. I—”
“I almost went out looking for you.”
Badd stops talking for a second. His heart squeezes uncomfortably. “Ya know ya can’t do that durin’ the day. You’re…” A wanted criminal. The only monster that has ever escaped from the Hero Association. “It’s not safe.”
Garou scowls, pulling back, his touch rescinded entirely. He bends his head to rub his face against his own shoulder like a cat, and it makes Badd wonder if he’s trying to spread his scent onto his cheek. “I didn’t, did I?”
"It won't be forever. And it's nice when we go out at night, yeah? To our special spot?"
On the hill that overlooks the river. The one that's two miles outside the city, where sometimes Garou will meet him after work or Badd will drag him out on evenings like this in a completely different outfit.
Sometimes they don't even get there at the same time. They even pretend they're strangers. To spice things up. Keep it interesting.
But Garou doesn’t seem to want to go anywhere. He’s kissing him again, grabbing for his pants, and those pale fingers are getting dirty on his buttons. Badd scrambles to try to undress him too, but Garou is like some unstoppable force when he’s like this. 
“No trips tonight,” he says when he gets to his neck, hand slapping out to start the water. It hits too hot, but Badd can’t get to it to adjust. “I need you here. I’ve needed you here. I don’t want to share you with anyone else, even if it’s just the fucking bugs and birds and shit.”
Badd chuckles and lets Garou pin him to the wall. The water is running murky right now, and this should be gross, he should be shoving him off, but denying Garou is like trying to stop a hurricane with a parasol. 
“Alright, babe. I’m not going anywhere.”
How does it happen?
They fuck up somewhere. It’s hard to say where, or when, or how.
Was it when Garou slinked along beside Badd when he went on a midnight grocery run?
Or the time Garou snarled at a guy who catcalled a girl as he was waiting for Badd to get off the train, and Badd grabbed his arm so he wouldn’t actually take off after the weasel? 
Or was it just chance? A suspicion, a hunch, and a window open a little too wide in the bedroom?
It doesn’t matter.
Garou had gone for a walk. Just a walk. It was fall, so the nights were getting longer, so while Badd dropped Zenko off at their cousin’s for the weekend, Garou went out into the crisp air, hat pulled down over his ears, Badd’s favorite jacket on with the embroidered tiger on the back (the hero had made the piece of clothing too tantalizing, always scolding that if he ripped it or stained it, he’d fucking kill him).
Although Garou’s walks always took him into a run, and then a leap, dashing up buildings until he could see for miles. And this one was different. His slippered feet propelled him from rooftop to rooftop, the smell of drying leaves and burning wood in his nostrils, air whistling.
His phone vibrated. ‘Gonna pick up food. What u want?’
He landed on one foot on the top of a stone cross erected on an empty church. Pigeons noisily swarmed from inside the belfry and out into the air. ‘Dumplings. Soup. Meat.’
‘lol, ok. See u soon.’
That’s the last one. The last text.
When he’s coming back, the noises make his ears twitch as much as his nerves. Anyone else wouldn’t notice, but he knows every inch of Badd’s house. He knows the furniture in it, the weight of it, and he knows what it’s like to fight inside (there were a few of those when he first started living there). 
There are people inside the house. There are people ransacking Badd’s house. 
The part of Garou that Badd always calls “the guard dog side” heats up to combustible levels. Usually it’s “cute” (again, something Badd says), when he glares at the door before he’s pushed off Badd and down the hallway out of sight. 
They’ve sprayed something on the windows so he can’t see. Fine. If they want to do this the painful way, he’ll oblige.
The window breaks as he goes through it so fast that he barely cuts himself, rolling into the bedroom. There are three men in suits, and the bed - their bed - is turned upside down. The nightstand is cracked, the drawer thrown open and turned out. Everything that they have worked to make theirs is ruined, and Garou roars. 
“He’s here! He’s—”
Garou grabs the man’s face and throws him through the broken window. The other two reach for guns on their belts, but the movement takes far too long compared to the speed with which Garou attacks, sending each of them flying into the walls. 
I’ll kill you. I’ll kill you. I’ll kill you all.
“Garou…”
It only takes a few sprinting steps to get to the stairs that lead to the living room, although it takes three (precious, few, too many) seconds to take out goons in the upstairs bathroom and in Zenko’s room. One manages to get a shot off, and the sound rings in Garou’s ears even as his fist breaks through his nose and jaw. He drops the bullet he caught onto the ground.
From the landing, he can see down into a black sea of men in suits, like the ones he’s dealt with upstairs. Badd is sitting up in a chair, and even from here Garou can see that his eyelids are heavy, a sagging in his cheeks and muscles. 
He’s been drugged with something.
One of the guys has his foot on his bat, which is on the floor, and there are several guns trained on Badd’s head.
He does the math.
Garou is fast, and if it was one person, only one, he could make it. But there isn’t one. There’s...twenty. They are crammed in here, and they all have guns, and there are too many for someone not to get lucky. And from the range they have on Badd, they don’t even need luck.
Run. 
It’s not a word that comes to his mind. It’s one silently mouthed by Badd.
Run, Garou.
Garou shakes his head. How can he run? How can he leave him? Now, at their worst point? That’s not just making him a coward. It’s making him a truer villain than he ever possibly could have conceived of himself to be. “No. Badd—”
So Badd is the one who moves. He sinks his teeth into his own hand, and Garou can feel as much as see how his Fighting Spirit flares. 
That’s when all hell breaks loose.
Shots fired at him, around the room. Ten men pile on Badd, and he disappears under their bodies. “Run, Garou! Get the fuck outta here! ”
Two shots hit him. In the side and in the shoulder. Too much happening. Too many distractions. Below him, he can see Badd struggling, and he knows he’s alive and if he’s alive he can find him, he can get him back.
“Take him down! Don’t let the Hero Hunter get away!”
The Hero Hunter.
That’s all he is to them. He’s still that version of himself that he had given up, the already-flimsy mask that had been torn off in that last fight.
Breaking into a run down the hall is like running through mud. Maybe not physically - physically he outpaces them all, a wild animal that knows the woods better than any clumsy human - but with every step he’s calculating when, where, why, how, will they, won’t they, what are you doing?
He doesn’t just go through the window; he takes half of the wall with him. This time, he barely touches the rooftops as he jumps from one to the next. Anything it takes to put as much distance as he can between himself and that house, those men.  
And Badd? A voice in his head asks.
He smothers it in his molten rage.
---
Who is he kidding? Garou can’t stay away. It doesn’t matter that it’s only been a few months. It doesn’t matter that they will probably check in on the house, or that they may be watching it now. He’s drawn back to it like a bird - like a chicken, that awful voice says again, rearing back, returning over and over no matter how much he ignores it - and in the dark he’s much harder to spot.
He waited a day. That’s as much as he can be expected to wait, isn’t it?
They’ve only put tarps over the holes, so he goes in the exact same way as he did that afternoon. 
Everything is still a mess. Any shelf that was standing or on the wall has been torn off, tipped over, emptied. Clothes have been pulled out and left scattered on the floor, or in piles. Nothing seems intact.
Even the bed has a gash running through it, clearly torn open by a knife. It nicked Badd’s pillow, and feathers are bleeding out onto the comforter. The sight makes him so angry that he picks up the whole bed and he’s about to throw it through the wall when two eyes shine up at him.
“Meow.”
Tama. She’s pushed herself into the tightest ball she can in the corner, somehow evading the terrible events of the afternoon. He puts the bed down, leaning it against Badd’s desk, and reaches down for her. She darts down the hallway into Zenko’s room.
The scene is the same. Granted, he always hated the posters and standees of Amai Mask, but seeing them ruined, torn off the wall (for what fucking purpose, those bastards) makes him nauseated. 
“Meow.” Now she’s under Zenko’s bed. He gets down on his stomach and pats the floor. She doesn’t move.
“Come on, Tama.” She backs up, and he kicks the door closed with his foot so she can’t run away again. “Come. On.”
She can survive. Cats are predators, and they can handle themselves. You’ve done enough— 
“Come on!” His fist lands on the floor. A piece of paper falls off the pink cork board over Zenko’s desk, fluttering to the floor. Not paper. A photo. Badd is grinning, with her up on his shoulders, and Zenko is making bunny ears over his head. Garou stares at it, not blinking, not moving. And then he realizes that he’s just barely in the picture. Half his face, the visible part of his smirk, and he recalls Zenko begging Badd to let her keep it. 
“Just that one. And it stays at home. Understand? No showin’ it to anyone at school.”
“I promise!”
He hates this feeling.
And it’s one he should be used to, isn’t it? Being on his own. He was on his own for so long, living in that shack, stealing food. And only a few times did it ache a little, to be away from the world, but it was worth it, because he had a goal.
What does he have now?
...nothing.
“I’m not going anywhere.”
Liar. Liar. Liar.
You could have stopped it. You should have died stopping it. 
No. No. No.
The bristles of Zenko’s carpet are making his face itch, but all the energy has gone from his body. It’s hard to tell how long he stays there, the silence so eerie. No television. No talking. No breathing. 
And then, there’s something. A gentle vibration. He glances up to find that Tama has occupied the space of his slightly-bent arm, where it had been outstretched. Her eyes are heavy, and she’s purring gently. When he picks her up, she lets it happen, and he pockets the photo as well.
For a moment, he considers taking more, but…
No. 
...better to let this chapter end. It’s easier to let it all go. He has the jacket, and Tama, and one picture of them together.
Yes. Look at where attachments have brought you.
---
Garou memorizes the address on the fridge, and rips it into tiny pieces. If they found it already, they have it, and if they don’t, they won’t now. It doesn’t look like anyone is watching the place, so far as he can tell.
He gently knocks on the window.
“Garou!” Zenko looks like she’s been crying, so she must have some idea what’s happened. That makes things easier, although who knows what they’ve told her. Her face is red, and she grabs his arm, trying to pull him in from where he’s crouching on the window sill. 
“No. I can’t stay.”
“You can’t go!” One of her fists punches his arm as her eyes start filling with tears again. “Don’t go, Garou!”
It hurts. He doesn’t...he wasn’t expecting it to hurt this much. “Here.” Reaching into his jacket with his free hand, he takes Tama out and hands it to her. She has to let him go to take the large cat in her arms.
“Tama…” Now she’s sobbing into the cat’s fur, and he remembers just how old Tama is. Old enough to have been there through losing their parents. Old enough for all Badd’s antics, all the things that led him to promise ‘no violence in front of her.’ 
Some good that did.
“Do you…” she hiccups and scrubs her eyes. “Do you know where he is?”
“I don’t know.”
“Do you know if he’s okay?”
“...I don’t know.”
“What do you know?!”
“Nothing!” Before he can stop it, his voice goes as sharp as hers. “I don’t know anything yet! Are you happy?!”
At first, in the moment he regrets it, he thinks she’ll start crying and then...what, is he going to try to comfort her? But instead she puts Tama down, jumps up and slaps him in the face. Which doesn’t really hurt all that much (physically, at least). Not as much as when she yells at him, “You’re the adult! You’re supposed to be able to deal with it!”
...he is, isn’t he.
He holds his hand out. “Give me your phone for a second.”
When she unlocks it and hands it over, Garou brings up the news and searches for ‘Metal Bat.’ Immediately, there are several articles about his “leave of absence” from the Hero Association, about “suspicions of misconduct,” and how he was currently staying in the Hero Association Headquarters where they would be investigating his involvement with “possible criminal monsters.”
A monster...
Garou hands the phone back to her. “You probably saw that he’s at the hero headquarters.”
She nods. “That doesn’t narrow it down much...the new one is huge. You can’t just— Garou!” Zenko pulls hard at his arm as he tries to jump away, like she can yank him inside. “You can’t just go in!”
“I don’t have much of a choice.”
“Take me with you!”
“No way.” She’s about to yell at him again, he can tell, but he gently, firmly pulls his arm out of her grasp. “Your brother will kill me if I get you in trouble. And who will take care of Tama then?”
Zenko hates it. He can tell, because the expression on her face is how his gut has felt all day: angry, grief-stricken, hurt. “Promise you’ll come back for me. That you’ll both come get me!”
He nods. “Fine. Call Tareo. He’ll be worried, and I don’t want you alone.”
He leaves after that without saying goodbye. There’s nothing more to say, and he can’t make any more promises he’s not sure if he’ll be able to keep.
---
Garou spends that night in the special spot. He curls up in the tall grass where he usually does, and below him he can hear the water gently lapping over the rocks. It’s dark, and there’s a breeze, but there are stars overhead. 
He takes Badd’s jacket off and balls it up under his head, where he can breathe it in.
“I love ya, Garou.”
“Is that right?”
“Yeah, it’s right, jerk.” Badd laughs and smacks his chest. He’s using him as a pillow, that night, and it’s warm yet cool enough that this is the first time they’ve been able to stand being out in it. In the distance, storm clouds are moving in. They’ll be forced home soon.
Garou is playing with his hair. He usually has it down when they go out. The pompadour is too much of a signature for him, too unique. Like this, Garou can pass his fingers through it without it getting caught in product. 
“You don’t have to say it back.”
“Good.”
Badd’s smiling into his flesh, and he traces the outline of one of his pecs. It makes goosebumps jump up across Garou’s shoulders. “You at least like me, don’t ya?” he teases, poking him near the armpit so he jumps. 
“God, no.” Garou rolls until he’s got Badd on his back and he’s looming over him, growling as he places several nipping bites down his throat. “Can’t stand you…”
“Yeah, I get that a lot from folks,” Badd laughs.
“No, you don’t. And that’s what I hate the most.” He follows the path of the bites with little kisses, faintly feeling Badd rubbing at his scalp. “You’re so damn likable...everyone fawning all over you...you’re like the neighborhood mutt everyone wants to give treats to.”
Badd sits up a bit until he can press his face into the soft space of skin under his eye, slotting his nose into the dip of his cheek. “Do ya wanna give me a treat?”
God. He wants to be annoyed, but Badd’s boyish face, his little smile, his hands, even the calluses on his fingers...every piece of him just endears him more and more. Does that mean that this is love? Is this what love is? It’s not like he’s ever felt this for someone before, this positive energy. The only things that he can think of that have fueled him are spite. Anger. Bitterness. At best: boredom.
Not that he hasn’t been kind to others (as kind as he has thought possible) but…
But he doesn’t know enough to say it.
You should have said it. You might never get a chance to tell him again. You knew at the time, and the only reason you didn’t say it was because you were a fucking coward.
Garou curls up tighter. 
Or.
An itch is beginning to cover his skin. His eyes actually hurt, like he’s been swimming with his eyes open, but it deepens into a worst burn.
Or you never loved him at all.
“No!” When Garou punches the ground, he can see that his skin is different. Harder, stony. Like that day. His head is on fire. The voice that comes up from his throat doesn’t even sound like his. It’s coming out of a smoking muzzle. 
When he gets up - on all fours, so tall now that the long, hard tail swinging behind him knocks two trees over - he picks up the jacket, the picture still in the pocket, and holds it against his chest. The armor shell that has been forming around him seems to swallow it up, and he can feel the material, feel Badd, pressed to him. Present. Protected.
It’s very possible that he won’t survive the night.
He accepts that.
And as he lets out a howl so long and so low, so reverberating and far-traveling that he can hear dogs on the far shore return his call, he turns away from the hill and begins to run back toward the city.
---
It’s like this was the only form he could take to quiet his mind.
Because when Garou gets to the Hero Association Headquarters, he doesn’t stop to think or consider his next plans. He’s not crafty or cunning (was he ever?). He’s a mad dog. No, a wolf. A rabid wolf, in form as much as action now.
And the Hero Association has never been good at actually defending itself against monsters.
The glass in the front of the huge building shatters as he goes through it. 
“Baaaaaadd!” It’s the only thing that comes out of his mouth where gray fangs make the darkness within look like a cave without an end. “Badd!”
The men inside are shooting at him, but this isn’t like inside the house. The bullets bounce off him, and he runs through them, into a door, another passage. His huge nose sniffs at the air, and even though they begin crumbling under his weight, he starts taking the stone stairs that lead up further into the building.
More security. This time, in the form of flying drones with both constant artillery as well as drugs, electricity, nets. 
Insects. All of them.
It’s not to say that Garou doesn’t feel their attacks. The rocky armor surrounding him cracks in places, pieces falling to the floor in small piles. But he’s being fueled by something greater than metal and energy.
They crunch like cans in his jaws. 
“Baaaadd!”
He tears through another door, clearly reinforced, having to dig through it with his claws. Cameras are watching him; sometimes he catches one out of the corner of his eye, and in the lens he can see his blood-red, burning eyes. 
He doesn’t waste time with them. Let them see.
More humans. More humans with guns, with long spears that end in shock cords, like the kind used to leash strays. Do they think it will be effective? They sting when they touch him, sure, when they manage to loop his ears but the moment he shakes his head he can hear their bodies make contact with the walls.
They keep trying to trap him, trying to close him between lock-down gates. It’s obvious they think he’ll try to go through the steel, but then he just turns and rips his way through the wall. 
More robots. More rolling, shielded automatons. They issue warnings he doesn’t heed, and the ones he can’t literally destroy he just ignores.
Then, it gets quiet.
And that is worse than any of the defense that he’s faced to this point as he’s climbed higher and higher in the building, following Badd’s scent, tracking him through corridors and stairs and firepower. 
When he gets to a large, open room, empty but for equipment and air ducts far up in the ceiling, he’s about to start scaling the wall when the door in front of him opens and a lone figure walks through.
“Ah...I just want to sleep...why do they want to put me to work so late?”
It’s him. Saitama. Again, here, at the end of everything, why, why, why .
He’s picking at his ear, his other hand in the pocket of his striped pajamas. “Didn’t even have time to change…”
Garou’s options are limited. He can go back the way he came, or he can charge forward. But then, would he make it either way? Saitama was fast last time. And Garou… 
He can’t help slumping. God, he’s tired. 
He’s no stronger than he was before…
“Oh, it’s you again. You look a bit different. So...you here to cause trouble, or…?
Garou growls. He’s talking to him like he’s a child that’s gotten somewhere he’s not supposed to be. On the tip of his nose, he can just barely smell Badd still. They’re moving him. Higher? Farther away? It’s hard to tell. “Badd…”
Saitama turns and looks up toward the ceiling, where Garou’s gaze is fixed. “Is that why you’re here? Are you two friends now or something?”
The growling intensifies. This isn’t a conversation he wants to have. This isn’t a moment he wants to share. Not with him. Not with the one person who could break him down so completely, who could ruin everything like it was nothing. 
“I don’t like that, you know. What they’re doing.”
Garou stops moving. 
“Everybody knows Metal Bat. He talks about his sister in every meeting. I don’t think he would do something that would endanger her.” He drops his fist in his hand, as though something has made sense to him. “It was you, wasn’t it? Who they think he’s associating with. You two are friends now. Good thing Genos isn’t here...that probably wouldn’t be enough to stop him.”
Garou watches as Saitama moves, shoving his hands in his pockets. “I think,” he says, cracking his bare feet against the floor, “this is better for you, you know. Doing more of the hero thing. The villain thing was kind of half-assed, you know.”
Saitama walks away from the door he came out of, leaning against the wall.
“And I’m sure I’m probably already in trouble, but it’s going to be worse for you if you don’t go get him now. Because they’ll probably send one of those other heroes after you...maybe that scary girl that flies around.”
Every instinct Garou has is telling him this is a trick. A trap. Not to trust anything he says, to stay and fight.
But what is there to gain? What would be smarter or better than just letting the strongest hero kill him right here, right now? 
...he’s still not going to thank him. He won’t give him that satisfaction. 
Garou just smashes through the door and keeps running.
Badd wonders if he’s having some kind of out-of-body experience.
He can’t focus on anything, he realizes. Not asleep. Not awake. 
At one point he thinks...is he at the dentist? Because there’s something in his mouth, keeping him from putting his teeth together...but they don’t cuff your hands to the bed at the dentist, do they?
Now and then, he hears people talking.
At this moment? People are talking much louder. More excitedly. Above him, lights are moving quicker. He can see them around the mask over his nose. 
He’s in a hallway.
And everything is starting to feel...bumpy. Like there’s an earthquake. Is it an earthquake? Are they taking him somewhere safe?
...somewhere safe...because...this place isn’t safe, is it?
People start screaming, and suddenly something huge is standing over him. He’s staring into gray dark, and there are four limbs over top of where he is laying. Somehow, in all of the fog, it’s like…
It’s like he knows he’s being protected.
“Hnngh…?” He can’t talk with the thing in his mouth. And his hands are still trapped.
This...god, yes, this has to be a dream. It’s the only thing that makes sense when all the sounds stop and the creature backs up and stares down at him. A wolf. But...a statue of a wolf? No, more like a gargoyle, because there are cracks in the stone, and that’s falling away, getting smaller until…
Garou.
Garou’s here.
He tries to reach his hands out to him, but...right, no, those have to stay where they are. Except then Garou breaks the thick cuffs, and he’s snapping the harness that’s around his head, holding what he sees now is some kind of bit. He takes the mask off him too.
Slowly, he begins to come back into the real world.
“Garou…Garou, I…” Arms go around him, holding him so suddenly, so tightly, that his muscles object because… “How long have I been here?”
“Two days. I love you.”
Badd blinks. “Garou, it’s—”
“This is my fault. It’s all my fault. I ruined your life. I ruined your life, and they took you away, and if I had lost you, I would have...I don’t know what I would have done. And you would have been gone without me having said it back.”
Badd pulls back enough to look him in the face. He doesn’t even know how to describe the expression that’s there. Garou looks like he’s the one who was coming close to death. “I love you too. Okay? I’m okay. They probably...fuck, they were probably keepin’ me under and all so I wouldn’t trigger my Fightin’ Spirit. If I accidentally bit my tongue ‘r somethin.’”
Garou kisses him, and he kisses back. He’s pretty sure they both know this is not what they should be doing right now, but… 
“Zenko. Fuck, Zenko, is she—”
“She’s okay. So’s Tama.”
Even in spite of the terrible condition they are in, as Garou helps him out of what seems to be a modified hospital bed, Badd has to laugh. “Ya went back for Tama, huh…”
Garou picks up something off the floor. His jacket, he realizes, and Garou puts it on him, over the sort of sterile gown they changed him into. He takes a step and almost falls, and Garou picks him up effortlessly in his arms.
“Ya know...I didn’t think that the first time you would carry me like this would be so...dire, ya know?”
Garou’s face is starting to soften, and as he hears approaching footsteps - running, quickly - he takes them through an empty room. The windows overlook the city beyond. It’s a long way down, but...they’ve both managed from higher places. “Ready?” he asks.
Badd tucks his face into Garou’s neck and steals one last kiss before bracing himself. “Yeah...yeah. Let’s do this.”
He’s not lying. The rest of the details aren’t important. He just closes his eyes as Garou carries him through the glass and the air, into whatever comes next for them, trusting that he’ll get them there, no matter what. 
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Wiztober Day 2- Shield
A/N: This is for my pod AU and features Cassandra Sandmask and Brahm Dawncaller. I love them so much I am so sorry for treating them like this.
TW: Death
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She should have used the tower shield.
It was such a dumb mistake. The heat had been beating down on them from all sides. She could feel the magic- the sheer power radiating from the presence of the slumbering titan. It was happening so fast and the pressure alone was threatening to make her explode. Everything was riding on this moment. Everyone was riding on this moment. She was Atlas, the world was heavy on her shoulders, and she had made the wrong play. She’d dropped the sky right on her own head and the only person she could blame was herself.
She should have used the tower shield.
She was running out of mana. She was running out of time. The weakness had started in the tips of her fingers so many rounds ago. Now it held tightly onto her very bones, her very soul. If he hit her again she was going to lose. She knew that. He knew that. She could see it in his dark eyes when he looked at her. The pain. The fear. He wasn’t better off himself. His knuckles were white and his fist tightly clenched the remains of his deck. She couldn’t tell if his grimace was from seeing his cards or from the pain. She should have known it was the pain.
She should have used the tower shield.
“I have a-” “No.” He’d told her no. His face had been set with determination and he looked so strong in that moment. She hadn’t noticed all of the sweat on his brow. She hadn’t noticed the way his hands shook as he spoke. “Take a heal. He hasn’t got much let in him.” He’d always known what to do. He was the smart one, she was the muscle. That’s how it had always been. She trusted him. She’d trusted his smile as he looked at her over his shoulder. “We’re gonna be okay, Cass. I promise.”
She should have used the tower shield.
It was so warm when the light of the healing spell washed over her. It was so different from the blistering fires that raged all around them. Her fingers were still stiff but it felt like new air had graced her lungs. She took a deep breath. It was hope renewed. She could do this. They could do this. They were going to be okay. Just like Brahm had said. He hadn’t lied to her before. She knew he wasn’t going to start now. She breathed out, a smile spreading across her face as she watched the green light shine from the sigil next to her. Her smile was cut short when the pixie appeared across from her.
She should have used the tower shield.
“Foolish boy.” His voice would’ve made her blood run cold if her heart hadn’t already stopped beating. “Brahm. Brahm!” The warmth was no wear near as comforting as it had been moments before. Her fingers flexed over her staff. “Brahm! Why?” She could hear him casting his spell from across the sigil but she couldn’t bring herself to look. The tears were already starting to blur her vision as she locked onto his eyes, dark as freshly turned soil. “You’re going to be okay, Cass. I love you.”
She should have used the tower shield.
“Brahm!” Her voice burned as she screamed his name, watching his dark skin slowly lose it’s rosy warmth, sucked away by the spell. What was the spell? How strong was it? How much life did he have- He dropped to his knees before slumping to the side. “No, no, no.” She couldn’t breath, her voice caught in her throat. The light drained from his circle, dissipating into the energy swirling throughout the dueling sigil. Cass tried to run to him, but the magic of her own circle pushed her back, holding her in place. She choked back a sob.
She should have used the tower shield.
“Stand down or end up like your foolish friend.” The dark wizard was standing a little bit taller. He had regained some energy from his attack. Her teeth pushed against each other, shaking as she held onto her staff for dear life. “No.” His staff struck the ground, the sound echoing throughout the chamber. “Then die.” She could barely see her cards through her blurred vision, but she already knew where the spell sat in her hand. She raised her staff, golden lights flickering against the hard silver of her eyes. “No.”
She should have used the tower shield.
She didn’t watch Malistatire fall. She didn’t care. She ignored the clatter of her staff and the way the stones scraped against her knees as she dropped to the ground next to him. None of it mattered. She pulled Brahm close, whispering pleads over and over into his unhearing ear. “Brahm, Brahm, please say something, Brahm.” “Cassandra.” Cyrus crouched down next to her as he spoke. “Cassandra you have to let him go.” “No- no-” He gently took Brahm out of her arms, laying him back on the cold stone. “I can’t- I should have-” “I know.” Cyrus pulled her into his chest, her tears staining his yellow robes. “I’m so sorry. We both lost someone that we loved today.” He stayed there with her, holding her as the embers died.
She should have used the tower shield.
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Hello hello! I was wondering if you can make a Erwin x f!reader x Mike (if you're comfortable with it.) Where the reader is a titan shifter and there was an expedition. The reader transforms into her titan saves Mike and Erwin from the titans attack.
A/N: Set before Eren joins the scouts
𝑻𝒓𝒖𝒔𝒕 𝑴𝒆 ❤️ 
A slender warm arm comes to wrap around Erwin’s waist as he attempts to get out of bed. It pulls him against him every time he moves.
“Stop moving” Y/N’s drowsy voice makes him chuckle, turning over onto his side he admires the scene before him. An orange glow peeking its way through the curtains, slowly spreading over the floor. Y/N is lying on her stomach, one leg hiked up around Erwin’s calf. arm propped under her pillow with Mike on her other side. His chin resting above her head with an arm draped over her back. They were the sleepier ones in their relationship, often still sleeping long after Erwin had gotten out of bed. It bothered Y/N, she always said he was too focused on work, too eager to start the day. She just wanted a few moments where they could cuddle and enjoy the silence before having to deal with whatever chaos the day would bring. Normally she would let him go, knowing that it was a losing battle but today he would indulge her just a bit.
Expeditions always had her on edge, made her more clingy and needy for them. Mike wouldn’t say it out loud but he also had a need to shower both of them in as much affection as possible just in case one of them didn’t make it back. They tried not to think about it much but it was a very real possibility, neither of them could predict or control anything that happened outside the walls; so instead of fighting with his lover he settled back under the blankets and pulled her against his chest. Mike shifted close to them, his arm coming to rest on Erwin’s hip, fingers absentmindedly tracing along his hip.
“As much as I’d love to stay here all day with you two we need to get ready” Y/N groans at this words leaning her head back against Mike’s chest she opens her eyes slowly, adjusting to the brightness of the room. Erwin feels a sudden surge of emotions course through his body, she always looked exceptionally beautiful in the morning. His lips connect with hers in an intimate kiss, her hand comes up to cup his jaw taking her time to memorize the feeling of his lips on hers. Mike trails his own kisses along her shoulders and up the side of her neck. There was nothing that made her feel more loved than being between her two men.
“Don’t die on me, I want to see both of you here tonight” Y/N sighs, she always said the same thing before every expedition and they had all been lucky to survive thus far. It wasn’t a promise they could make to her but she needed to at least hear them say it out loud to ease the anxiety in her stomach.
“You don’t need to worry about us princess, we’ll keep you safe” Mike chuckles exchanging knowing looks with Erwin.
“Please if anything, I’m the one who’s going to be protecting you” Y/N rolls her eyes playfully before climbing over Erwin’s body to get ready for the day.
“Mike!” Y/N’s scream echoes across the field. Everywhere she looked there were titans, she could feel the acidic taste of bile creeping up her throat. Rushing over to Mike’s side she struggled to keep his body upright, her breathing was coming out in panicked gasps as she attempted to stick her hooks into a rather high branch. The extra weight straining her muscles as she tried to keep her body stable. The blood dripping down his forehead staining her cloak. Erwin landed beside them shortly after, it was a disaster. Several soldiers had been left without horses leaving them to try and flee to the few trees surrounding them for safety. Most of them were either crushed or eaten. It was hard to block out the sounds of bones being crushed against the ground while focusing on bandaging her unconscious lover’s head.
“What happened?”
“An abnormal grabbed his wire, all I saw was him hitting the ground” her hands were shaking too much to tighten to piece of cloth she’d ripped from her cloak as a makeshift bandage. Erwin didn’t feel any better about their situation, their horses had been scattered by the sudden attack meaning that they were stranded until nightfall and even then their chances of making it back were slim. Mike probably wouldn’t last that long considering the gash on his head was still bleeding heavily. Y/N clenches her jaw, she had been keeping a big secret from the two men in front of her. And the entire scouting legion for that matter. Swearing that she would never use her cursed power unless there was no other option, Y/N didn’t have to think twice to know this was a do or die situation.
“I can save us” her eyes nervously meet Erwin’s.
“What are you talking about? How?”
“Do you trust me?” Her expression pleading with his silently, begging him to understand that there was no other way they were going to survive.
“Yes but what-“
“Don’t ask questions, just trust me” Cutting him off before she has second thoughts she pulls a short blade strapped to her leg hidden by her boots. Slicing the knife across her palm she jumps off the branch followed by a burst of heat and a blinding yellow light. Erwin’s eyes squeeze shut, one arm securing Mike to his chest the other shielding his face. The sight before him almost too ridiculous to be real. Y/N’s titan form was huge, nearly 20 meters. Her body much more defined than the other ones they were currently surrounded by. Her presence immediately had them drawn to her, she had taken them out in a matter of minutes. Her teeth ripping into their napes with precision.
 Titan blood quickly evaporating off her form as her hand comes up to Erwin, silently telling him to climb on. Erwin hesitates, unsure of whether he should entrust their safety to a Titan. But her eyes were pleading with him to listen to her as another group of titans begins to make their way over. Deciding it was their best shot at survival he climbs onto her hand. Erwin immediately tenses as her other hand comes to covers her neck but realizing that she was shielding them against her chest he relaxes slightly. His heart was hammering in his chest, it was unbelievable. His Y/N was a titan, and she had knowingly kept it a secret from them for God knows how long. Erwin didn’t know what to believe anymore, his head was swimming with doubts but for now their number one priority was getting back to the walls and keeping Mike alive.
Y/N’s entire body felt like she had quite literally been crushed by a titan when she woke up. She was so exhausted she could barely open her eyes, her memory was slowly coming back in pieces. Gentle strokes on her hand draw her tired eyes towards Mike’s form hunched over the side of her hospital bed. Turning her head to the side she saw Erwin dozed off in his chair at a weird angle, paperwork resting on his lap. Y/N felt both relief and guilt at the sight of her two lovers safe. The slight movement of her arm makes Mike immediately sit upright. Without hesitation he grabs her face in between his hands and nearly crushing her with a passionate kiss.
“Erwin told me what happened, fuck Y/N. If it hadn’t been for you we probably wouldn’t have made it back” the intensity in his eyes was so strong it almost made her want to look away.
“I didn’t have any other choice, I wasn’t going to just sit there and watch you die!” The memory of Mike being knocked unconsciously sits like a rock in the pit of her stomach. Tears sting her eyes blurring her vision.
“I didn’t know what else to do, I’m not a monster I swear!”
“I’m not mad baby, it’s a huge shock but what matters is that you’re safe. We’re all safe, because of you.” Her gaze shift towards Erwin, she knew Mike was softer on her but Erwin would definitely be pissed that she had kept this from them for so long.
“This is the first time he’s actually slept since we got back. He hasn’t left your side for the past two days” Mike comments almost like he can read the storm of insecurities running through her mind. Green eyes shining with nothing but affection for the two people in front of him he presses another kiss to the back of her hand. Mike’s reassurance was welcoming but she wasn’t looking forward to the mess following her reveal of being a titan shifter. Y/N hoped that Erwin would understand her reasons for hiding her ability, years of trust would undoubtedly be questioned but if he could forgive her they would be able to move past it.
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cupids arrow
“In Nordic/Scandinavian countries, "taking an arrow to the knee" meant that you are getting married/already got married”  ... basically cupid has Bad Aim
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She had such warmth and softness to her; such a mercy in her touch, that Amon couldn’t help but drag his eyes to her. It was a force; the echo in his ribcage, the blind man seeking the light, an inevitable moment like the tug of gravity but on his heartstrings. There was cascading hues in the way she said his name; tender and compassionate, that was only in wavelengths he believed the angels spoke. Something about her; the aura of life, the vibrancy of colors he’d never felt, what she held in her smile and eyes and in her very being seemed to burn away his every ache and doubt.
She was artful. The very incarnation of love. How her fingertips grazed his clothing left his very skin humming with awareness. Memories reflected not in visions, but in touch; it made his fingers clench tighter to the coolness of his blade’s handle longing for the protective sheath of her digits curling against his.
Then he looked at Essätha. Caught her eyes; the shining glimmer of gold and the quirk of her half-smile and the knit of concern in her brow. His heart stammered; the adrenaline from battle waning rapidly. The cold he usually felt after such fights; the numbness, did not come. The nobleman saw her face, and felt warm. All the racing in his mind, the anger, the twinges of fear, they vanished. The aches did not, however. Neither did the fall to reality, where suddenly the odor of sweat and blood met his nostrils. When the world came knocking once more, he realized just how tired he truly was; how his bones ached, how his jaw hurt from clenching, and the bloodstains on his clothes and matted mess of him must look.
But still she smiled at him. Her other hand reached for his face, caressing his cheek. The racing of his heartburn returned anew; caught alight by the streaks of dazzling fire where she touched him.
“Are you alright, m’lord Amon?” Essie inquired quietly.
Alright, he wanted to question with his parched throat and dry lips. He felt like he’d aged a decade in the span of a few minutes tussling with these criminals. Yet as sore and battered as he felt, it wasn’t the aftermath of the fight that left him dizzy and desperate for rest. It wasn’t the walloping he’d received that made him want to collapse to his knees before her, or beg for her bedside if only to wrap his arms around her and bury his face into her neck.
Why are you so good to me? He wanted to shout, his throat constricting around the question and so many more words he wanted to say. Instead Amon felt himself leaning into her touch, and into her glowing atmosphere. She was beautiful; wild eyes, tangled hair and all.
Her puzzled expression grew as the silence between them did. He was trying to find something to say on his lame tongue; a grunt even would suffice if he could only damn muster it. No one knew what he’d give just to hear her call to him again. It scared him; shook him to the core to understand that he had no limits when it came to her.
Then, with a suddenness, the innocence of her concern; the half-moon shape of her eyes, shifted in a fraction of a second. A pained hiss escaped her. The alarm seized him; tightened his muscles to see how her pupils became dagger-edge shards and her mouth contorted as she convulsed in a rippling motion of agony.
Her footsteps staggered uneasily to the right, and he shot out a protective arm on instinct to steady her.
Essätha swore quietly, her mouth contorted and face glazed over with anger and torment. From her side a bolt jutted out, but the width of it gave a very ominous indication of its depth beneath flesh.
Gasping, the nobleman’s vision tunneled. He whirled her to the side; a bit sudden from the way her teeth gritted and the way her breath caught unsteadily. With his teeth bared more animal than man, his gaze shot in a few predicted paths such a shot could come from.
There. A flicker of movement, briefly.
Instantaneously he was torn. The righteous vengeance; the fury of his hate and his anger frothed and rose up from its silent grave. Like a waiting old friend, it crept back in unexpectedly and held him. He wanted to see their blood spill. He wanted to see the fear in their eyes when they realized just how terrible of a mistake they made. He wanted them to suffer in agony for what they had done; for their last gasping pleas to be washed out by terrible screams as he crushed their windpipe and broke their bones to dust.
Let them feel true suffering. Their last thoughts would be their biggest regret for having ever raised their weapon with a whisper of a thought to hurt her.
Then his heart tore; pulling him in the opposite direction. The injury wasn’t likely to kill her. Their allies were nearby and she was not unconscious; a few mending words and prayers and she would be whole once more. But to leave her side; to leave her exposed to something else he may not have seen… To leave her perhaps feeling discouraged, as though his anger was more justifying and holy than to be by her side and comfort her…
“Nng- I’m fine,” Essie insisted, dragging his attention back to her. A well of red stained her lips and teeth; dribbling down her chin. A quivering hand clutched at the steam of the shaft, where a rapidly spreading dampness began to expand on her clothing.
Part of him was always going to regret not following through with his wrath, but between that or the choice of regretting leaving her trembling as she was now, only one of those he could bare a lifetime.
“Don’t pull it out yet,” Amon insisted; his voice thicker than he expected it to come out. Whirling his arm and by his extension, his cloak around her in a protective wrap, he ushered her gingerly towards the cleric beelining in their direction.
“Fuck.”
“You’re okay; I’ve got you Essie.”
Watching the way her eyes squinted, or how she grimaced in pain with each shuffle, made his gut wrench horribly. He could feel the boiling acid in his stomach. Fear and spite left a venomous taste in the back of his throat. He wanted to hit something.
With a trill, the cleric finally bounced up to them the remaining distance. Whatever they said first, the nobleman couldn’t hear from the furious roaring ringing in his ears. Then they reached to lay a hand on Essätha, and for the shaft of the bolt.
He grabbed Essie’s hand, and felt her fingernails bite and claw into the back of his hand as she hissed. A nauseating amount of blood came spilling out with the broadhead; tearing through more skin even as it exited the wound. Her expression grew paler. Amon grabbed her once more to keep her from collapse as the injury began to restitch itself beneath the clerics careful magic; healing even as blood gushed and bubbled to the surface.
“You’re okay,” he soothed, feeling the familiar jolt of life overtake his soul as she pressed her face into his shoulder. The heat of her breath fanned against his neck as she nuzzled her face against him, an agonized groan escaping her.
He swallowed the lump in his throat, and pulled her into the security of his arms. A promise. An unspoken vow.
She succumbed to his embrace with an unnerving amount of ease. She threw her arms around him, and allowed herself to be vulnerable. It allowed him a moment to catch his own breath, while resting his cheek upon the top of her head. It helped to hear her own breathing and heartbeat, even if both were still a little erratic.
“I’ve got you Essie, you’re safe.”
A faint whimper escaped her, and she nestled her face into his collarbone.
He kept his word, and held her, and her gentle heart, as carefully as he could in his calloused hands.
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The Transformation
My throat burned as air forced its way into my lungs. I gasped, eyes opening for a brief moment only to be blinded by the glaring sun overhead. I quickly shut my eyes as I recoiled. The sun felt warmer than usual. I lay there on the ground and only then do I notice the soft grass beneath me. 
Where am I?
As I gently glide my fingers through the grass, I slowly open my eyes to see my garment: a white dress that seems to have been torn to bits. Dark red splotches stain large portions of the dress. My bare feet and hands are covered in ash and soot and even more of what I can only assume is blood. Before I can continue my investigation, a shooting pain from my chest dominates my other senses, forcing me into a fetal position, clutching at the perceived pain. 
Once it passes and I can catch my breath, I look down at the area that the pain seemed to radiate from. A scar the size on a pen laid over my heart. More curious than the new scar is the fact it had already healed. Or it seemed to have healed by its appearance: thin, white, ribbon-like textured skin that lightly reflected the intense sun. I run my finger along the scar to ensure its existence. The skin is soft and the pain I felt only moments before seemed like a distant memory to this wound. 
Then why did it just hurt?
I look up from the scar to my surroundings. I am at the top of a hill looking over a small village. The swaths of grass over the hills hardly rustle in the hot, stagnant air. In fact, the whole area seems eerily quiet. Quaint cottages speckle the hillside, a view that would be picturesque if they were not so abandoned. I shiver in spite of the heat. I carefully push myself up from the ground and attempt to stand, only to be hit with another intense wave of pain starting from my heart, this time radiating throughout my whole body. I clutch my chest, steady my footing, and wait for it to pass. 
Before I open my eyes again, I feel a small tug from the bottom of my torn dress. I look down to see a small creature, human in nature, with skin like shadows. It is as if the creature simultaneously existed and did not, a misty trick to the eye. I look beyond the shadow of this being and see the glowing red rings, what I assume are its eyes. Although it is difficult to describe how a shadow creature expresses emotion, I can tell that this little one is conveying much emotion: a great sadness and concern. It opened a mouth-like hole, detailed only as a void deeper than its general being, and spoke to me in a small voice. 
“Are you okay, Regina?”
Regina, I thought, the name is familiar to me. Memories of an ivory throne looking over a grandiose ballroom filled my mind. The symphonious organ music plays behind the scene, making my hair stand on end and I smile.
Regina, not in name, but in title.
I gently hold the child’s hand and crouch down to meet their eye level.
“Of course I am my dear,” I smile, trying to front as much serenity and bravery as I possibly can. “What are you doing out here little one? It’s very dangerous,” I chide, scooping them up in my arms. The child feels solid and like mist all at once.
She wraps her tiny arms around my neck, “I had to run down once the big scary prince was gone! We thought you were a goner!” The last sentiment comes out with a whimper. She looks up to something behind my head and I turn to follow her gaze. A small gasp escapes my breath as the structure before me comes into view. A dark castle atop a hill lies in mostly ruins. A scattered spire or two stand above crumpling walls and doors to nothing. 
Over the edge of what is left of a balcony are creatures: dark, human-like creatures, malformed and grotesque while somehow familiar. Among their features are twisted horns, multiple eyes, one, or none, hooves, fangs, gnarly projections, and bat-like wings. Some are dark and misty like my shadow child, others are covered in leathery skin with colors ranging from a sickly gray, to orcish green, and devilish red. Other creatures still seemed to be reanimated corpses: nothing but bone covered in decaying patches of skin, if there is skin left at all. 
They stand on the balcony, peering over in varying degrees of despair and concern, only for their faces to twist into unsightly glee as I look up to them. A smile creeps into my lips as the memories flood my mind.
My people, my citizens, they’re safe.
I breathe a small sigh of relief as I carry the child up the hill so that we may join the masses. I push on the high castle door and the vast ballroom lays before me. Once a cavernous venue of debauchery, it is now overgrown and the relentless sun shines on the floor, no longer covered by a roof. I can see before me what once was, but I am crowded by concerned citizens before I can lose myself in the memories.
“Thank you for your concern,” I say with mock confidence, attempting to quell my trembling voice, “I am okay, I promise, and I am glad you are all too.” I scan the crowd and see a general sense of relief, although the air is still tangibly tense. 
“Although this may not be the end, we may rest for now.” The crowd seems unconvinced of my promise of fleeting safety but, with little choice otherwise, they disperse.
“But please,” I start, a little louder and whinier than I would’ve liked to, “stay in the castle. It is much easier for us to protect each other if we stay together.” At this point, my fear is showing plainly on my face. The villagers take note of my request, still dispersing, but staying within the decrepit castle walls. Beyond the crowd is a sight that sends another pang through my aching heart. I instinctively reach for my chest at the sight of the ivory throne, worn yet somehow standing, light reflecting off of its now yellowing surface. Beside it, a crumpling throne of obsidian, once standing at the same height as its sibling, now reduced to the weathered arms framing a seat worn in the middle, the back all but wasted away. 
I approach the pedestal that holds these two structures, hesitant and aching more with every step. I can just barely climb the few steps before I collapse before the two thrones. The pain is all-consuming, but the despair is evermore painful. I lay there gasping for breath beyond this feeling, the feeling evolving into something darker, more painful, more...physical. With my eyes tightly shut I feel an excruciating pain: it feels as though my head is splitting open, like my spine is breaking out of my skin and my teeth are falling out. 
After these moments that feel like a lifetime, I stir again, feeling just as I did when I awoke on the grass. This time, though, I felt different; stronger, more powerful. I pushed myself from the ground with ease, no heart ache to be felt. As I look down at my hands I see the first sign of my transformation: long claws where my fingernails once were. Following up my arm, twin snake tattoos, one on each side, covering the better parts of my arms. Looking down at my scar, the faint outline of a heart is etched in black on my skin. Something foreign tickles the back of my leg. I whip around only to see long black feathers arching from my back.
Wings.
I flex my back, attempting to articulate muscles previously nonexistent. The wings slowly, and shakily unfold and quickly retract as a new soreness washes over my back as I am made painfully aware of their immense weight. The throbbing in my head continues as I slowly reach towards its source and am met with a hard, wood-like structure, its shaping rounded and curling. I explosively reach up with the other hand, praying that my immediate thought is not true. Another twin growth is located symmetrically on the other side of my head. I recoil my hands in horror.
What a monster I’ve become.
I look out to the scattered beings on the floor of the ballroom, staring back at me with a combination of horror and awe. My eyes swell with tears, grief overcoming my very being as I reach towards my heart a final time, knowing what I would find. I lay my hand on my chest.
Lub-dub...
I rip my hand away from my chest in surprise. 
That can’t be right.
I tentatively place my hand back to my chest.
Lub-dub, lub-dub, lub-dub…
My eyes widen in glee, a smile almost cracking through my grief-ridden visage when a horrifying thought surfaces.
What am I?
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¤ Anonymous Asks: how is the day going? ( have this lil ask to help you get started!)
Such a simple and harmless question was asked by the grey demon, and if it were any other day it would have been received as such, however, today was no such mundane day. Oh no dear readers, it was the day after Ali was cursed by two vile grey demons to be reverted into a primal heat on that, accursed day of sin. Her pride, Her dignity...all taken away from her, making her nothing but a horny doe wanting to be dominated and claimed. Now no longer with the throes of rut clouding her mind, all that remained was the sheer unadulterated rage at those of the grey. and no matter who or what they said, they all would meet a terribly gruesome and violent end.
The demon spun on her heel, turning towards the grey face who dared speak with her. Not bothering to give the despicable creature a response. In a blur of bright red, did the doe vanish, reappearing behind the frightened and helpless demon. The sharp dagger-like claws dug into the tender flesh of their shoulders, drawing blood as they elicited a shrill and horrified scream. She would make them suffer.
Shadowed tendrils, slowly arose from the murky black pools of the shadows around them, ever so slowly advancing towards the demon. blackened strands, coiled and crept up to their legs. Others rising up and coiling about their arms as the demon struggled in vain to escape their impending doom.
A dark and distorted chuckle filtered through glitching static, as the tendrils obeyed their mistress’s silent command. Lifting up their victim Ali let their shoulders go, as they were stretched out, whimpers escaped the grey demon as it felt its limbs strain under the pressure and tension of the yanking; before it stopped at the threshold of dislocating their ligaments.
An eerie hum escaped through yellow fangs, as the soft telltale sounds of hooves clacking against the floor; Ali stalked around the petrified demon, like a predator stalking its prey. She wanted to make it sweat, she wanted to go about this at her own pace.
stopping in front of the bound creature, she appeared just inches from its face, smile wide and full of daggered teeth. Claws delicately caressed tear-stained cheeks leaving pinpricks of blood in their wake. A soft shushing came from the doe.
“shh, don’t you worry my poor sweet little lamb; it will all be over soon” her voice was tender and full of saccharine words, their eyes widened as their sobs grew louder. her smile lessened into more of a grimace, eyes shining with irritation. a hand shot into their mouth, slender claws sharply digging into the tender muscle that constituted their vocal cords and their larynx, The demons scream was bloodcurdling, as the sound of tearing and choking as a violent and loud tear escaped their victim's throat. With a harsh yank not only did the voice box come free but as did the now shredded and torn vocal cords. gurgling and muffled screams were all the sounds that came out of the grey demons mouth.
a sadistic chuckle was let loose as she waved her bloody trophy in front of their horrified and gaunt face, like some sort of sick medal. Before Ali plopped it into her mouth chewing purposely, savoring the tangy flavor as the muscle slid down her throat.
“you should really learn how to be quiet my dear, or you just might go speechless” she let out a chuckle at her pun, befoe bloodied hands tore through their shirt with ease; shreds of cloth floated to the floor. bloodied hands gashed into their chest before they entered with a squelch and crack. Fingers wrapped around the floating rib bone, and with barely any force she yanked it causing it to protrude out of the flesh, the hands continued their gruesome work. a quick spell to ensure the cretin was still very much awake and very much alive for what was to come next. Once all of the ribs had been broke and having torn through the chest of the demon, it looked like a macabre and bloody flower.
hoarse whimpers and sobs as the screams had turned into choking and shuddered gasps; body going into shock. but she wasn't done yet and with a snap of bloodied fingers, the tendrils that had held their, limbs in place, grew small veins about as thick as a needle; entered their tender and supple flesh, the small barbs making their way through their bloodstream, invading the demon's body, causing untold havoc within. if one were to look at the skin you could see the black invades making their way through the victim's body tearing and rending, their veins, and nerves. blood bursting and boiling through their pours. The screams of sheer agony pleasured her to no end, their tones a macabre symphony to her ears. They wouldn’t survive, the torture lasted for hours as the small black veins wreaked havoc within; eventually, their entire insides were crawling wit the parasites. blood leaking from every orifice, eyes dried like a raisin as black tendrils devoured the fleshy orbs.
The grey demons scream had soon ended a while back, a deathly silence filled the air only accompanied by the squelching and tearing of flesh, the dropping of liquid life dropping to the ground, creating rivulets of blood. Their body nothing but blood and black veins; the tendrils holding its limbs enveloped the body with a resounding slurp, as they retreated into their mistress giving her the nutrients and tenderized meat of the demons flesh. Ali let loose a shudder
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The Beginning of the Beginning
The sickly trail of ailing commoners stretched for acres outside the temple. With tapering marble towers and columns jutting over the edge of the sea, the castle’s walls were an inviting refuge from the fury of the hurricane.
A chilling wind bit through the crowd while curling waves smashed against the rocky beach nearby. The ocean was dark blue and frothing with foam. The storm howled closer, lashing at the sodden villagers as they shuffled in their miserable line. Sea spray doused the trail with every thunderous wave and weighed their dreary robes down; many of the ill were hunched over in exhaustion.
On the far side of the temple was a riot of thrashing bodies. Bricks shattered against the smooth stone walls, and torches blazed furiously in the icy wind. Soldiers in bright steel armor were holding the throng at bay, a wall of shields pressing back from the line of the ill. The screaming rioters hurled foul, outlandish words at the temple wall. Their eerie screeches echoed across the cliffside, a chorus begging for the destruction of what lied within. 
“Ghost! Demon!” The frenzied mob roared as they struggled to reach the great oaken doors. “Kill it! Kill the devil!”
Inside the temple, the air was quiet. The echoes of the fight reverberated through the air. The line led into a wide circular chamber. Adorned with tapestries and statues, a trail of steps lead  to a grand altar that gleamed with polished marble. Silver and gold etchings flashed in the firelight, faintly visible against the glossy stones.
 At the crest of the steps, a young girl knelt on the cold stone floor. Her head was bowed, and her face was obscured by a mane of wild black curls. The crowded line shuffled to the edge of the steps. One by one, the villagers were touched lightly on the forehead by the girl at the altar.
“Captain!” A guard burst through the far end of the line. His ill-fitting armor rattled on his person. Jerkily, he twisted his lopsided helm back into place. Water ran from his gear in rivulets as he approached the dais, his pants echoing through the chamber. “They’ve nearly reached the doors,” He gasped to the oldest guard; a withered codger with a thick velvet cape that brushed the floor. The old man held a tattered wide-brim hat in one hand, and a drawn dagger in the other. As the younger guard spoke, the old man shifted the hat into his other fist.
“We can’t hold them away from the line much longer. They’re after her again.” The guard dropped his voice to a furious hiss as he gestured to the lone girl on the altar. A malevolent glint flashed in his eye as he beheld her; the faint twist in his mouth was akin to a bitter snarl.
Defensively, the old guard snapped, “You think I don’t know that? They’ve come for the bitch before. We can hold them off again.”
“Sir, if I may…” The young guard adjusted the slipping strap of his loose armor. Shuffling his feet in obvious reluctance, he lowered his tone to a quiet whisper. “Is she really worth the trouble? Ever since we captured her, she’s brought us nothing but miserable fights like this. Not only that, but…” He paused. “You know what they say about her.” 
The old guard’s teeth flashed with his disgust. The hat in his fist rattled with a peculiar tinkling noise as he swung his fist towards the dais. Sneering, the codger growled, “That ain’t no demon or ghost. You’d have to be a moron to believe these local’s stupid legends. If she was a demon like they said, we’d already be dead, wouldn’t we? We’ve been campaigning with her for years now! And don’t forget about all the money she makes us!” He gave a furious shake of the hat, which procured a quiet chink chink. “You have some balls to come to me and spout this bullshit! After everything I’ve done for you, the life I’ve given you ungrateful brats…” Grinding his jaw, his milky blue eyes narrowed in disgust. “Stop whining and get back out to the line!”
With that, he shoved the other man’s helmet away, sending him stumbling down the steps. The man adjusted his helm once again before scurrying towards the direction of the doors.
The old guard’s shoulders dipped as the heavy door slammed shut. A hefty sigh escaped his cracked lips. He had kidnapped the girl, oh yes he had. Many moons ago it was. He could still see her mother, as fine as silky whiskey with eyes like orbs of gold. He remembered the woman’s dying breaths as he yanked her infant daughter from her arms. Those burning golden eyes, brimming with a thousand curses. 
“The gods… will bring you… your fate… I promise.” The seer gasped out. Her mane of curly hair was matted in blood. The old guard sneered down, for what was this but another victory? 
He couldn’t be certain of that anymore. Seventeen years later, and he lost a son by the day. The first was to scurvy, of all diseases. He hadn’t been brought overseas soon enough to be treated by his moneypot. The second died on the battlefield, right next to his old man. The third, the fourth, and the fifth, all were taken down by the most avoidable accidents that sent the old man’s head into peril at the mere memory. An infected sore from tripping on a rock. A trip over a wagon that ended in a split skull. Leaning too far over a well and slipping in… How could he have lost his eldest in that ridiculous of manners? The young guard’s words reverberated through his aged brain like the rhythm of a drum. Brings us nothing but trouble… A demon… Ghost… 
 A commoner climbing the stairs distracted him from his turbulent musingss. On trembling, unsteady legs, the man clambered the rest of the way on his hands and knees. The burly guards closed the line behind him by crossing their spears together.
Turning his attention to the sickly man, the old guard ordered, “Give thanks to our god, Orphgyes, with your honorful and selfless pittance.” An arrogant sneer had plastered across his leathery features as he held aloft the wide-brim hat. Inside the bowl, glittering coins lay nestled in the worn fabric like a king’s shining hoard. The sickly man’s eyes reflected the greed as he reluctantly lowered his fist into the hat. He released a cascade of small copper pennies that glinted in contrast to the blinding gold underneath. 
“Dearest Orphgyes, accept my pittance,” The sickly man murmured, a slight snarl bitterly hinting in his throat.
The man knelt in front of the healer. His skin was pale and glistening with sweat. Shaking violently, he lowered himself to a step below the young girl. His lips were blue, and his heavily shadowed eyes were sunken in. The weight of the healer’s gaze seemed to bore into him; he could feel a presence bearing down on him, almost as if two hot rays were burning into his forehead. Barely daring to lift his head, the man forced himself to look into the healer’s eyes.
The girl’s irises were liquid copper, glimmering in the light as metallic tears boiled down her cheeks. Around her eyes were darkened shadows of exhaustion. She was swaying on her knees as groggily as himself; one of her hands suddenly shot to the floor to steady herself. Her other hand trembled as it stretched towards the man. Her fingertips brushed against his forehead.
Like a shock, flickering warmth shot through the man from head to toe. His sunken eyes blinked as his skin brightened. The color returned to his features. Every ache and tremor in his sickly body had vanished; he felt born aknew. With hasty cries of happiness and gratitude, he was pulled from the girl, and the next ailing commoner was thrust forward. 
Dark metal casaded in rivulets down the girl’s face as she pressed her hands to the stone beneath her. The world was spinning. Vibrant, hot flashes of color burned in her vision, and her stomach churned as the effort of her healing threatened her with unconsciousness. Blinking rapidly, the girl struggled to recover before the next commoner stumbled up the steps and knelt before her. 
The healer clenched her hands to her gut. A wave of nausea rolled through her body, tightening into a knot in her throat. Through agony-dimmed vision, she glimpsed two steel boots stepping in front of her.
The world exploded with a fiery sting. The girl’s head jerked to the side. Violent tearing arced through the muscles in her neck; for several heart-wrenching moments, she thought her bones had snapped. Then the pain ebbed away, replaced with a throbbing across her right temple.
The guard captain had backhanded her across the face. 
The healer, swaying and dizzied from the blow, merely gritted her teeth together. This was not the worst injury he had given her; not by far. A backhand to the captured healer was like a mother’s gentle caress. She had withstood the guard’s torment for years now. A simple blow to the head was an expected norm. Focusing her energy, the healer willed the swiftly-forming bruise to fade away. 
This is what was expected of her, after all; to take their beatings, and heal the marks away as if it had never happened. But it had. And the entire chamber of clients had just been witness. 
The guard captain towered above, his face shiny with perspiration despite the chilly drafts. His shining steel armor had a velvet ribbon tied around the collar of his chest piece. On the velvet ribbon was pinned an elegant royal insignia that was marred with thick stains of red; a spoil of war. His round, distended belly protruded over her. He spat down at the healer, and it jostled with the movement. “Get yourself together. We have hundreds of patrons today. I won’t have you passing out on the job again; you’ve got work to do.” 
His demanding words did nothing to soothe the ever-present ache of nausea in her gut. The healer stared back, willing the bile in her stomach to rise in defiance. I’d like to see that snide look on your face when I pass out again, she thought. Who’s going to make your money then?
“But sir- shouldn’t you close the line?”
 A helmless guard-a girl with dark black hair- had approached the altar. 
“The  riot’s getting worse,” She continued. With a sidelong stare at the curly haired bundle on the floor, she added, “And I don’t think our healer can take much more, anyways. She looks ill.”
The nausea in the healer’s stomach twisted with dismay. From the way she darted her gaze between the healer and the captain, along with the fact she had no recollection of this stranger’s face, this was a new recruit. She obviously thought she was doing the healer a favor by standing up to the captain. This foolish, foolish girl! Didn’t she realize how sorely the healer would be punished for this? She wasn’t allowed sympathy. 
And as expected, the other guards chuckled with humorless laughter.  
“The girl’s been at this job since she was six,” A red-bearded guard scoffed. He had been part of the caravan for as long as she could remember. From the day she had met him, he had scorned, beat, and otherwise abused her with a hatred born from a religious upbringing. His yellow teeth bit the air as he gruesomely smiled. “If she couldn’t handle one long night, we would’ve sold her off years ago.” 
“There’s nothing to worry about, lady,” Smirked the guard captain. His milky blue eyes traced a perverted path down the new recruit’s body. 
The dark haired girl’s lip curled. “So, you mean to tell me she doesn’t look like she’ll pass out on the spot.” 
All eyes turned to the healer on the altar, who wished the floor would open up and send her body to the depths of hell. She wished this recruit-whoever this troublesome, clueless girl was- would shut her mouth and let her be. If she passed out, so be it. Now that the attention had been drawn to her fatigue, she had no doubt that she would continue to serve until she really had collapsed from exhaustion. 
“She’s fine,” The red bearded guard asserted. 
“She has words of her own,” Retorted the recruit. Without a pause, she turned to the altar, her eyebrows raised with an atypical authority. “How are you feeling?” She demanded, storming forward until the altar girl felt the need to shrink away. “Do you need a break?” 
She would’ve loved to lie, if only to prolong the secret punishment she was certain to receive later. Even now, she could see guards’ jaws clenching, see the grips on their cruel whips tightening. She opened her mouth to deliver the lie. 
Only in that instant, a small voice; a familiar, meddlesome whisper, mused in her mind that if she were to play into her fatigue, some miracle may happen. This new recruit would protect her. That’s nonsense, argued the other voice of her mind. Surely the other guards would turn up in the dead of night. 
Lie, said her mind. 
Tell the truth! Insisted the voice.
And she opened her mouth to speak. But before she could, a devastating crash echoed through the chambers, so loud and violent that it rattled her teeth. BOOM. An icy wind whistled through the castle in it’s wake.
“What the…” murmured the guards among themselves. 
The guard captain’s eyes darkened as he stated the obvious. “The riot must’ve broken through.” 
She had no idea, at the time, what this would mean for her. All she knew was that the guards were in trouble. And this, inspired by the new recruit’s savage disdain, sent her heart pounding with excitement. Something big was happening. Something was changing. 
“Get her out of here,” Growled the guard captain, fumbling with his sword and sheath. 
The new recruit reached her first. “Get up,” she snapped, but the sharpness of her voice was overridden with worry. Feeling as light as a feather, the healer shot to her feet. 
But as she did so, the world spun around her once again. Nausea swept over. The blackness in her vision was building, darkening the world around her until all she could see was the faintest glint of the fires. The blood roaring in her ears drowned out every other noise. She was slipping. 
There was a thundering in her head, pounding like the beat of a drum. What was that noise? Dimly, she left the cold ground lift away from her, and she could just register hands under her shoulders and legs. Someone had picked her up. 
“Take her behind those gates!” A voice, shouting with panic, was painfully loud in her ears. 
The howling of the mob grew closer until it was echoing within the temple itself. The roaring throng was pouring into the chambers like a flood, bricks smashing against the stone, and the thudding of feet drawing closer and closer. The riot burst through the oaken doors into the healing chamber, and the guards yelled and rushed to the entrance, the temple deteriorating into a frantic war zone. The healing girl heard the commotion from a distance, as if she were floating in empty space, observing the scene through a cloud of shadows. 
The healer blinked once, and the world vanished.
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She lay nestled in the shadows of a boulder. The scent of sweet lily flowers and moss drifted in the air. Underneath, the ground was spongy and moist, and a chill had crept into her bones. The sky was a deep blue that was partially hidden by the rock jutting overhead; she could just make it out through the tree branches above. Swaths of green forest and undergrowth surrounded her. As she raised her head, the sun spilled out from behind a white cloud above. It sent dazzling rays across the stream that whispered gently several feet away.
A girl had appeared from behind the boulder as she opened her eyes. 
“You’re awake!” The stranger rushed over to the healer. It took a moment to recognize her outside of the temple; she was missing the plated armor, red tunic, and black bandana that was the signature uniform of the guards. It was the new recruit. Dimly, she remembered resting in strong arms, and she guessed that it had been her. Where had she taken her? And why? 
The recruit had long, straight black locks, and now wore a simple tunic of blueish-grey and black design. Her eyes were piercing blue, and she had the resemblance of a mountain dryad; that is, she looked as if she were descended from the mysterious mountain spirits that lived in distant kingdoms. She had an elegant steel longsword hanging from her belt. 
The girl outstretched her hand and touched the healer on the forehead. No stranger to medical practices, she noted that she was checking for a fever. The healing girl lay quietly, studying the other girl’s face and the faint dots of freckles on her nose. Her clothing was clean and stitched with great skill. The fabric was soft and silky, a delicate garment that could not be found anywhere near the provinces where the healer lived. The recruit was from far away. 
“I dragged you away from the riot,” The girl with blue eyes explained as she lifted a wooden canteen. “Don’t worry. The mercs won’t find us; it was dark when I ran into the forest with you. I’m not even sure where we are now.” 
The healer sat up and took the cup from her gratefully. She sipped the water. It sang with strange earthy flavors and was cool on her tongue. Her aching skull gave her trouble to recall the temple and the guards. It seemed like a dream; there was no bell alerting her awake this morning. There was no banging on her chamber door, no calloused hands jerking her free of the blanket. Here she was, in the forest, something she hadn’t been allowed to view since she was a little girl. 
She… she saved me from them. 
“T-thank you.” Heart in her throat, the healer stumbled over her words. “I can’t tell you how much I owe you. I… I thought I’d never get away.” She gave a dry laugh. 
 The other girl tucked a long black strand of hair behind her ear. She studied the healer with her intense blue eyes; the healer shuffled her feet, aware that she was disheveled from the way her hair pressed to one side and the dirt and grime caught on her clothes. The other girl’s piercing gaze made her long for a thorough bath and clean, fitting clothing. Of course, the guards hadn’t allowed her that luxury, either. 
“Yeah, well…” the recruit’s voice drooped, and she had to lean closer to hear her words. “It wasn’t entirely charity.” Her piercing blue eyes seemed shadowed despite the sunlight. As if fate, a cloud drifted over their camp.
“What do you mean?” The healer’s mind whirled. 
The other girl glanced away quickly. She was passing a coin between her hands; a large, flat plate that was the size of her palm. The girl rubbed the metal thoughtfully, as if considering her words. “Have you heard of the Valitroths?”
Even in her isolated temple, the healer had heard legend of the ancient wilds far away, a land where men defended the natural kingdom on the mightiest beasts in their world. The stories said that the dragon riders, the Valitroths, slaughtered any human who dared to venture into the wilds. They were a revered legend; a myth to keep mischievous children from getting lost in the woods. The healer said, “I’ve heard stories. The Valitroths guard the forest, right? And they kill anyone they find trespassing.” 
The strange girl met her gaze with her white-blue eyes that bored almost painfully into her vision. “We spent the night in the trees. No dragons came to kill us.” 
The healer shifted uncomfortably. “I never said I believed any of it.” This was a lie; the healer had always believed the myths, and even now, and uncomfortable chill of foreboding had crept down her spine at the mention of the Valitroths. 
The girl smirked and said, “Then you’ll never believe what I’m about to show you.” She flipped the coin towards her in an elegant arc. The healer caught the metal plate. It was thick, yet light, and tiny grooves were carved into the surface, indistinguishable in the shadows of the boulder overhead. The healer held it out above the stream. She turned the coin in the light to reveal faint mystic inscriptions etched into the metal; it glimmered under the sun.
 “This is a veil coin,” The other girl told her. “It’s the currency of the sanctum. You have to pay to get in, which is why I was told to bring this for you.” 
The healer stared at her, mind in a vortex of confusion. What was this girl offering her? “What are you saying? Could you be a little more clear? I don’t… I’m bad at riddles.”
“It’s no riddle,” The dark haired girl sighed with exasperation weighing in her tone. “I’m in training to be a Valiroth. I was chosen from Oros Thequoias, eight months ago. I got a veil coin just like this. The Valitroths know who you are, too. They want you in their society.” 
 The girl’s offer was beyond incomprehensible. Join the Valitroths? This girl was claiming to be part of the nightmare of the wilds; the very reason traveling was outlawed. She boldly admitted that she hailed from Oros Thequoias, a a mere fable as well; the land was supposedly covered in mountainous trees that stretched taller than the highest winter ice clouds. This was a lie. This was a dream. Surely.
“That’s impossible.” 
The dark haired girl raised an arched eyebrow. “Your eyes fill with liquid metal and you can heal any injury with a touch. Yet you think tall trees and big lizards are impossible?” 
Her jaw seemed to lock. “Well, when you put it that way…” The healer felt silly; this girl was offering her the chance of a lifetime! The Valitroths knew her. The Valitroths had been watching her. She wasn’t a fool; she knew from the moment she had first healed that she was special. Special enough, even, to be part of the most legendary society to exist. 
She couldn’t pretend she hadn’t spent most of her evenings gazing out the temple windows, watching the green forest sway in the wind and debating whether she should take the plunge and vanish into the treeline forever. Even the myths of the Valitroths, gruesome tales of bloodshed and gore, hadn’t deterred her dreams of flight. In fact, she’d often imagined herself as one of them; she daydreamed about becoming stronger than her guards, more skilled, more deadly. She’d dreamed of cutting them down with effortless joy and flying away on the back of a mighty beast. The stories of the Valitroths didn’t frighten her, they only intrigued her.
The more she considered it, the more she wondered why she cared about the towns in the first place. They’d shown her nothing but cruelty. They already thought she was a demon in disguise, assuming her healing to be ‘ghost powers’ or witchcraft. They treated her like a nightmare; given the chance, any one of them wouldn’t hesitate to kill her on sight. The healer gripped the coin tighter in her hand. “I don’t know if it’s all true or not, but I want to come with you.” 
The other girl jumped with sudden excitement and exclaimed, “That’s great! I wasn’t looking forward to making the trip alone,” she added with a sudden shadow across her gaze. Her eyes gleamed as she added with a grin, “I realized I don’t even know your name! Mine’s Sira. Sira Kiaenithrius.” She extended her hand. 
“Kalensul.” She delicately gripped the other girl’s hand. “Just Kalensul.”
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dxmagedrose · 4 years
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@ninetyscnds sent:
nightmare.
SOME ONE WORD PROMPTS  ||  OPEN
Brilliant lights passed over head — a medley of white and gold shining from above, so heavenly, so divine from the nonexistent rafters above her childhood home. She stared above, watching, knowing something was watching her back when the twisted laughter of Thomas and Lauren Hauley echoed out, running through the house's hallways as Rosa rushed through, her hand trailing over nostalgic but oddly churning and unfamiliar knots in the wood paneling.
"  —  M o m ? "   She called out, the sound of her gentle ringing laughter an old song that sang her to sleep so, so many years ago. Her mom's voice echoed, wavering and slipping as she called her name, sounding so close and yet so, so far away. She sounded happy, a memory of Rosa's she clung to, but something was wrong, something was off.                                                                                                        ( She could feel it. )
"   I    l o v e    y o u ,   g i r l s ,   "  came the harsh whisper of her father's last words to her and her sister the night he left. The hair on the back of her neck stood straight up, the feeling of her being so lost and confused that day hitting her like a tsunami again, knocking her to the hardwood floors. The ground began to move quickly beneath her feet, shaking and crumbling in a whirlpool of creaking floors falling off into a slowly widening hole in the middle of where the living room used to be. The house no longer looked like theirs, the childhood artwork of hers on the wall turned black with scribbled circular crayon lines, desperately winding down further and further into the back hole. Their smiling faces, hers, her mothers, her fathers, the best friends in her siblings on their broken photographs scratched over, black goo leaking from their eyes and noses, too much, too much, spreading down the walls and pooling along the floor. Their furniture was rotten, moldy and dark, abandoned years ago.
" D A D !   Just tell me where you are!"  She cried out, trying to scramble to her feet and check the rest of the rooms as the house closed in on her— l o c k e d, locked, locked, locked,locked,lockedlockedlockedlockedlocked—
"  —   D A D  !  "  Rosa screamed harder, the handle of her own old bedroom door wiggling far more than the others had. The house was sinking, piece after piece behind her dropping off into an empty abyss she couldn't see the bottom of. Light shone brightly from the other side of the door, beckoning her forth if she could only, ONLY —
She burst through the dark room, light running in through the windows. Her old bedroom was empty, with nothing but a single empty journal open on the floor, a feather soaking in blood red ink poured into small droplets on the mildew-y pages.                                                                           ( Her dad wasn't here. )
She could, however, still hear their voices, their laughter, bright and happy from out the window. She slowly approached, shielding her eyes as best as she could from the heavenly lights, peering down to see her family standing around her body, her corpse, hiked up on a cross, talking and laughing among themselves as the flames licked against her feet. They basked in the warmth of her burning flesh, grinning and laughing to one another in the glee of seeing each other again.
She screamed, she screamed as loud as she could, and as such, watched herself scream, catching her own gaze as she simultaneously looked up at her horrified self in the bedroom window and down at the blackened eyes of her burning corpse. She squeezed her eyes shut, hands rushing to her face, thisisntrealthiscantbereal!  But she could still see it, could still see their  g r i n n i n g  faces as they watched her burn, could feel the heat scalding her ankles, bubbling up in blisters.
Harsh running footsteps came behind her and before she could turn around, crying out, her hair was pulled sharply and she was  d r a g  g e d  down the disappearing stairs, tumbling through the abyss until she saw tears in her eyes, gazing up again at another shining light, the only thing she was able to see in the emptiness. What's happening? A soft, broken cry of fear crawled through her throat again, staring up at the judgement of the heavenly light.
Y O U    D E S E R V E    I T  . . . 
The twisted black maws of distorted, indescribable creatures suddenly blocked her view, red hot scalding metal pokers gleaming in their thousands of empty eyes, yellowed rows of teeth twisting up into wicked grins of  H e l l. There were so, so many, and she tried to run, tried to hide, but she was frozen still, eyes widened in horror as her throat ran raw, horrible, nightmarish screams stopping in her throat as they shoved the metal through her skin, so broken it was lost to the blood bubbling through her lips, the sound of her cries just barely gurgling through. One after one they sank their unforgiving metal into her flesh, burning every square inch with an indescribable pain ripping through her.
In the darkness of their quiet motel room, the sharply twitching and frowning witch's restless sleep STOPPED with a bloodcurdling wail to wake both parties up, frantically ripping and clawing the sheets and clothes off of her skin as she tried to fight, tried to scramble her way out of their grip, to claw the metal rods out of her chest, to tear the raw fabric off her burning, torn flesh. She screamed, crying, tears in her eyes as she jumped awake. Her throat began to constrict in panic, and she quickly began to claw at her neck desperately, trying to pry the invisible force off of her as she began to hyperventilate, weeping at the fear paralyzing her entire body.
She saw it. She saw them. She saw where she was going. She saw kind of things they were going to do to her, felt the melting and piercing of her flesh beneath the heat, her voice rubbed so raw from the hellish screams ripping through her, pained croaks from the remnants of torture escaping her mouth...
She shakily placed her hands against her forehead, sobbing into the darkness of the motel room in pure horror, fingers trembling against her pale and sweaty face. She couldn't hear anything but her own wails in her ears, still couldn't see anything but her own burning body, the smell of the scorched fat in her nostrils, beaten and bloodied form beneath the monstrous figures. 
                                                                           ( She was paying the price. )
When the warm, calloused hands of the addict beside her reached out, her name called sharply from the dark, she shrieked louder at the figure next to her she couldn't make out yet. It took her a short minute of panting, gasping out and hyperventilating from absolute terror before she recalled that soft touch, the gentle warmth that was her companion.
" Luke, " Her mind reeled, reaching back out for his solid frame, her scream subsiding into soft shuddering cries as she recognized the safety of his arms — the motel bed beneath them, the locked door barring off any officers or dealers, warding sigils secretly hidden around the room — trembling as she pulled him close and buried her face into his shoulder, thin arms wrapping entirely around him. She gripped on to him tight, her breathing sharp and pained, quick and panicked against his ear, crying softly and weakly against his shoulder, her mind still reeling through the flashes of images, her parents laughing over her death in front of them, the sight of the gore and the carnage, the feeling of metal through her skin and muscles, bones snapped and lungs emptied...
That cold, hard-ass of a witch was gone in that moment. That lack of emotion in her dull eyes was replaced with the childlike fears of her bad dreams, so lost and scared all alone in the confines of her own mind
But she didn't know that it really was a dream. She didn't know how real it was, if she had actually been there beneath them, even momentarily, still imagining the trails of blood running down her form.
Her throat ached with effort, the sobs ripped through her labored panting still as she tried to order herself to be quiet, to pull away from him,  to   s h u t   u p  and silence her sniffles and sneezes; to cut her emotions up into those little pieces and organize them each in their own neat little boxes to be burned down on her own time, not on his.
But her eyes closed tightly shut as she drank in his gentle touch. His warm hands rubbing anxiously, cautiously against her back, her lungs hiccuping with uneven gasps and breaths as she groaned out her shuddering, horrified cries, listening in on his heartbeat to focus her attention on slowing down. Hatred for herself soaked into her momentarily as she bathed in his kindness, in his softness, burying a hand in his hair to grip him even closer to her. Completely ashamed of needing to be held, needing to be loved in that moment. It made her feel weak, pathetic, like that old little girl she used to be just wanting her dad to come back home to hug her again, not knowing why nobody wanted her anymore.
She sniffled against his steady form, holding him tightly.
"  T - thank  —  y-yo-u,  "  she barely managed to snort out, her chin wavering uncontrollably against him. She could feel her tears and snot staining his shirt, and, getting angry at herself, vehemently against the idea of needing someone, anyone to love her, to hold her, she sobbed harder, her iron grip squeezing him tighter. He didn't need to be here. She almost had preferred he wasn't. The idea of crying on his shoulder was so utterly humiliating, feeling like so much more of a low than the bone chilling cravings from sobriety in the morning of chemical dependence. She had never been touched like this. She'd never had her heart and stomach flip and churn against the still, comforting grasp of someone who knew her well enough, someone who was willing to be there with her through her worst nights. She nestled further into his chest, sniffling.
          "    I don't —                                                   — I don't w-want to die, Luke... "  she cried.
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Please Know You’re Not Invincibile
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Tim’s ocean blue eyes flicker over the documents displayed before him, fingers twitching over keys and plump lip being bitten by coffee-stained teeth. His brain evaluates, picking apart the information and putting them together again, just like picking apart a clock to scour all the innards and analysing how it all fit, how it all worked. It was nothing unusual to see him doing this. It was another case after all, another killer that needed to be off the street and in a cell as soon as possible. More blood on his hands the longer he took. So, Tim works and works until his back aches and eyes burn. Until he cracks the case.
Only when he makes a break in the case does he allow his shoulders to sag, to allow his posture hunch and let the leather couch hug his form from behind. He blinks, eyes burning with tears, easing the sting as his mind reels. Not about the case, he can’t bare to think of those dead children any longer, no, he thinks about his family. Their characterization, their moods. Maybe he was being paranoid, it wouldn’t be the first time, but the others were acting different, stranger. Stranger than usual at least.
Cass was still in Hong-Kong, nothing bizarre there. Barbara was on a mission with the birds of prey, meaning she was out of commission with the bats for a month at the latest. That wasn’t strange, the regret in her tone when she informed them all was, however. Stephanie was with Harper and Helena, claiming she craved some girl time. A smile quirks at his lips and he vaguely feels sorry for Helena and Harper. He doesn’t worry too much because despite Harpers bemoaning about shopping, she did enjoy dressing people up. His lips twitch with a soft exhale, a hum vibrating in the back of his throat. Jason, despite being on good terms with the family, was being, well, rather angsty. He left after a fight with Bruce about the man trespassing on his territory. Speaking about Bruce, the man has been going on patrols earlier than usual, taking the demon spawn with him. Tim wouldn’t find it strange per say, but what caught his attention was the desperately sorrowful looks he shot at Dick when the mans back was turned. Like he was treading on eggshells and didn’t know what to do, how to act.
Tim lets out a huff, rolling his shoulders and cringing at the crack that echoes in the quiet room. The sooner he gathers all the information, and plus some, on this bastard than the sooner the man, thing, can rot in a jail behind steel bars. And with new information, with each broken laws, with each detail explicitly written down then the longer he stays there. Where he rightfully belongs.
He knows the others glance at him as he buries himself into a case, how he worries over a report. They didn’t understand why he goes as far as he did for each case, why he scoured everything he had access to as much as he physically could. It didn’t get to him though, the looks. Not even Damian’s remarks and Jason’s teasing dug under his skin anymore. It wasn’t for him after all. It was for the victims who suffered, justice to those affected. It was the least he could do.
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Tim closes the laptop gently, the click reverberating in the room. He’s sent the case to B who was currently out on patrol and was the closer to the location of the criminal. He’d get it done and Tim was too exhausted to go out tonight. He’d be a liability on the field. Unlike what Damian might say, this was the better way to proceed. He wasn’t slacking off, not really, even if his brain told him he was. He knew the logistic of what could hypothetically happen if he donned the cape tonight with the exhaustion clinging to his frame and blocking all his senses. It wouldn’t end well.
A jaw cracking yawn escapes his lips and Tim knows its bedtime. Well, attempt at sleep at least, rest at the very minimum. A grunt leaves his lips and his gaze flickers over the mess decorating the glass coffee table. He could clean it now. He should. With a small frown, a pout if he was being honest with himself, he slides his laptop on the glass, regretting everything in his life as it squeals obnoxiously. He collects the mugs adorning the counter and walks to the kitchen and places them in the lukewarm water. Suds decorate his skin, water sliding between fingers and trailing down his arm as he places the glasses on the rack to drip dry.
“Okay, now its bedtime.” He tells himself. It was nearly four in the morning after all. B and the brat should be back soon and he really doesn’t want to deal with Damian’s taunts that are logically false but his brain will convince him that were true. That, and he truly did need to sleep.
Water sinks into the grey fabric of his boxers as he wipes them haphazardly, socked feet silent against shining wooden floorboards. A creak echoes down the hallway and he blinks, squinting in the distance at the figure in the hallway. The black blob was too short to be Alfred and too sturdy to be Damian, who was still out in patrol if Tim knew the boy. Dick? He says nothing, worrying his bottom lip at the hunched shoulders and the far off look on his older brothers face as light slips its way through cracked curtains. He looks out of it, really out of it.
“Dick?” He calls hesitantly, teeth digging into gum as Dick visibly startles, gaze snapping up and crystal blue eyes flickering to his in unrestrained shock. That wasn’t good. Dick was a bat, he didn’t startle like that. Not even in the comforts of the manor. The training ingrained into them didn’t allow it, they didn’t allow it and yet…
“Hey Timmy,” he whispers, voice quiet and raspy like he was far from hydrated, “was spaced out there, heh. Sorry.” Dick scratches at the hair on the back of his neck, forefinger and thumb pulling at the strands is a nervous tic. Something was really wrong.
Tim scans his form, sees no breaks or new bruises. Despite the hunch in those broad shoulders, he showed no pain as he walked over, bumping into Tim’s side with a strained smile. He wasn’t hurt so what was it?
He shrugs, going for casualness and just making it. “It’s alright Dick, we all get like that. Want to get some food? I was just about to have a small midnight snack before turning in for the night.”
It was a test. Tim clearly was heading towards his room, not towards the kitchen he’d just left. Worry claws at his gut as Dick nods, not calling him out on the fib. Or maybe he didn’t even notice it.
Dick stumbles ahead of him, incoherent agreement or teasing on his lips as his feet scuffle against wooden floorboards, moving as if he couldn’t wait to escape the cramped hallway. Tim blinks at him, returning to chew at his bottom lip as he turns back to the hallway. Dick hadn’t been moving. He was startled, caught off guard when Tim called out to him. He had been focusing on something.
The curtains flicker, blinds flowing in the cool breeze of the night. Moonlight dances across the walls and Tim swallows the constricting ball in his throat as best he can. How hadn’t he known? Slowly he gathers his bearings, follows the scuffling form of his brother. Together they leave the portrait of the small family smiling behind them, teeth whiter than the moonlight stretching across the hallway.
He was going to kill B. The man clearly knew but hadn’t helped, hadn’t done anything, for his eldest son. No soft-spoken words, no hand on an shoulder, not even silent company. Bruce wasn’t even here to lend silent support on the anniversary of Dick’s parents’ death.
Tim was going to kill him.
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Heart settling into his stomach he steps into the kitchen once again. For a second he just gazes at his older brother, watching the tightly drawn shoulders and trembling fingers as he pours the milk. Tim swallows, closes his eyes. He remembers the screams, the crying. The stench of oozing blood and kicked up dust invading his nostrils. He remembers the crunch of bones, skin ripping apart to make way for the splintered skeletons. The worst part, however? The worst part was hearing that utterly heartbroken cry of a young boy, seeing watery devastated eyes. How hadn’t he remembered that today was that day?
CRASH
Tim lets his eyes snap open, drinking in the gaze of the muscles shaking underneath his brothers’ shirt. He takes a breath, exhaling quietly through his nose as he toes through the milk and dodges broken glass. Dick’s muscles flex under the fabric when he rests a cool palm on his back. He winches, making soothing motions between his brothers’ shoulder blades as the man slowly sinks into his side.
Its silent for a second, then; “S-sorry Timmy.”
Tim blinks, sighs and shakes his head. Richard Fucking Grayson everyone.
“There’s nothing you need to apologise for,” Tim tells him, stressing the words to help his brother see that there truly was no need to say sorry. No need at all. Who cares about some spilt milk and a broken bowl? Not Tim and Dick definitely shouldn’t.
Truthfully, he wasn’t the best at comforting, but as Dick collapses into Tim’s side, whirling around to shove his face into his neck to curl his arms around him and full on sob, Tim knew he was going to do his damn best to try.
He returns the hold, throwing any hesitation out the goddamn window to hold his brother. He rocks them both, just like Dick used to do when their positions were reversed. His toes wrinkle and his body shivers at the coldness of the milk and disgust as it squelches between his toes.
Tim manages to turn his head, pressing a kiss to the locks tickling his neck. A hiccup is breathed onto the bare of his skin where shoulder meets neck and the sobs became harsher, wetter. A small sigh escapes him and Tim pulls him closer, arms tight because of course Dick still tries his absolute hardest to reign in his emotions even when its one of the worst days of his life.
"Come on, let's go to the couch." He murmurs quietly, somehow heard over the crying. Snot and tears are rubbed into his skin and his shirt as Dick nods but Tim could hardly care less.
Encouraging the man to lean his full weight against him, Tim somehow manages to shuffle them both to the couch. He avoids the leather one, the fabric not soft or comfortable enough to rest on, to go to the fluffy one. Tim lets go for a second to sit down, laying against the cushion and heart cracking at the broken whine leaving his oldest brother’s throat. He pats his thigh, grunting when Dick basically collapses into his lap to bury his head against his stomach, fingers curling into the fabric of his boxers.
Tim hums softly to a random song, fingers carding through soft locks and playfully tugging at random strands. He didn’t know if this was the right action to take but as Dick buries his face into his stomach as his shoulders tremble, he thinks it’s the only thing he can do for his brother right now. One hand abandons the hair, trailing down the back of an overheated neck to gently massage at a shoulder. Slowly, the crying dies down, the occasional wet hiccup breaking through Tim’s soft but gentle humming.
How was this fair? How was it fair for Dick to be all alone when all he needed was companionship? Sure, everyone was busy, doing their own thing but it just wasn’t fair that Dick got the shorthand of the stick. He was always there, hugs warm and words comforting whenever they needed him and yet Dick was stuck with Tim. Someone who wasn’t good at hugs, awkward at best and never quite knowing what to say. Yet he was here, instead of Bruce who decided Dick needed space of all things.
"Thanks Timmy," is murmured into his chest. His humming dies off, awkward and high pitched but he still cracks a smile. Without thinking he wiggles down, angling his head to press a small kiss to the mop of raven hair splayed across his chest. “I like your cuddles.”
An involuntary snort escapes Tim and he can feel Dick pressing his face into his shirt to hide the smile pulling at his lips. Tim doubted those words very much and he made a point of elbowing the man lightly. He was small and bony and Tim doubts anyone found his hugs comfortable. Too many sharp edges. “Thanks,” he says instead. “Your hugs are good too.”
His skin tickles at the small cheer and he smiles, making no move to escape the hold as Dick snuggles down, seemingly afraid he would escape at the first chance he got. He wouldn’t. Usually, he’d die before letting Dick know that but today his brother needed to know he wasn’t leaving anytime soon. So, he wiggles down to lay on the couch better. Dick relaxes, form relaxing as his eyes flutter closed.
Tim copies the action, making a mental note to tell the demon spawn about this. This way they can double the revenge on Bruce and even if Damian purely blamed it on him, well, he wouldn’t mind. Anything for Dick.
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Princess Slaughter Shy 2 (Page 6)
An original My Little Pony Creepypasta by Zaine McCartney
“Leave it up to me and my crew.” She replied with a vote of confidence. She looked around the room and gave a wary laugh, “but we may not get it all done in one day.”
     “That’s fine, just get it done.” She left Decora to do her thing and made her way over to Vextra. “Hold still while I perform a shrinking spell on you.” He tilted his head questioningly but obliged. His body trembled while the magenta aura spiraled around his body. Bit by bit his body shrunk down to the size of a full-grown German Shepard. “Now come, I’ll show you to your well deserved meal.” She took him to the room that harbored Amy’s decomposing body. Blood was still oozing from her chest, her color looked more greyish-blue now than its normal white color.
     Vextra instantaneously pounced onto the body and sank his wooden fangs into the chewy flesh. He wagged his tail with delight as he devoured the corpse. Fluttershy left him to enjoy his meal in peace and wandered aimlesley through the halls.
     “Yo! Fluttershy! What’s up?” Called out a vuagly familiar voice belonging to a mare. It sounded from behind her at a far distance.
     The Princess’s face contorted with anger and familiarity, she was very displeased with the incompetent pony’s use of her dead name but she also couldn’t shake trying to figure out whose voice that belonged to. When she turned around the sense of familiarity became ten times stronger as she saw a creamy white Unicorn with an electric blue mane and adorned in black-framed purple-lensed sunglasses, she had a very bright smile painted on her face. Princess felt frozen in place, she didn’t know how to react or feel about the whole situation. Her turquoise eyes shot a quick look at Pinkie Pie who seemed to also be frozen and unsure what to do.
     The mare came to a screeching halt before she wound up slamming into her. “Yo! It’s been a minute since we last saw each other. I see you’ve been doing well for yourself.”
     Futtershy just continued to stare at the mare unable to find her voice.
     Vinyl’s blue magic enveloped her glasses and placed them up on top of her head, her violet-red eyes looking back and forth between Fluttershy’s. “You remember me, don’t you? Vinyl Scratch? DJ Pon-3? We met on the train not to long ago and you helped me move my setup.”
     “Yeah. I remember you.” Princess finally said. “How have you been?”
     Vinyl took in a deep breath, her demeaner completely changed in the blink of an eye catching even Fluttershy off guard. “You know, not so good. After you came into power no pony has wanted to hire me for events.” Hurt was in her eyes now, “I can’t believe you… Why did you kill them? What in the world possessed you to pinch off the sweetest most caring ponies in the universe..?”
     “I… I…” She didn’t know why but her heart felt like it was being ripped apart. A knot caught in her throat that made it hard to breathe. Why was she feeling so guilty now? She didn’t give a fuck about the former Royals so why did she care now? It can’t possibly be because she cared about this common white pony and how hurt she is by Princess Slaughter Shy’s destruction, can it? She blinked multiple times to hold back the tears threatening to fall. She wanted to speak but the knot was far too large to allow the words to flow freely.
     Vinyl’s eyes narrowed with anger. “I know why, because you’re a pathetic selfish pony who only cares about herself. She was so obsessed with wanting the limelight to herself that she’d do anything to get it, even commit mass murder.” Her own tears were brimming her eyes. She grit her teeth with extreme hurt in her eyes. “Didn’t you care about your friends..? What am I saying… of course you didn’t because you killed them all, except for her.” She looked back at Pinkie for a second. “You probably don’t even care about me because you didn’t care to ask me how I felt in any of this…”
     “I do-do care…” Fluttershy replied though she wasn’t sure she actually meant it. Her dark side didn’t care about any of the shit she was saying but her former side really sympathized with Vinyl and her heartbreak. Her head was becoming muddied with overwhelming thoughts, her dark side and light side clashing inside was too much for her to handle, she felt as though her head was about to implode.
     “If you do care… then please resign from being the Princess… give Shining Armor the keys to Equestria. Turn yourself in and let these ponies see justice for the unlawful deaths of the Princesses and Elements of Harmony. Let the land go back to normal with the sunrise and moon rise.”
     The tears were streaming down her pale yellow cheeks and refused to letup. She shut her eyes tightly and shook her head. Her heavy grieving heart dropped completely down into the floor. The seeds of sorrow Vinyl was planting in there were growing like a rapid inferno.
     “Please, stop your tyranny while you still can. Stop before anypony else loses their life. The real you is still in there somewhere, I can see her. Let her out and step down.”
     Flashbacks from the night she killed Princess Celestia flooded into her brain, making the chaos in there become worse and brining on a migraine. The way she came face to face with herself in the mirror before she went on to murder the highest Princess, the way she smashed the mirror into a thousand pieces and used the biggest piece to kill over and over again. Her head began to twitch and her eyes went black to normal to black again in a rapid pace. She glared down at the floor, her ears folded back tightly and her body beginning to shake. She bared her teeth and growled lowly as the voice of her former self broke through her mind and started whispering to her. “Please, stop this. Do as your friend says and step down. We can still put the world right. Like Twilight would always say, friendship is magic.”
     “I’m still going to be your friend and see you through everything once you step down. So please, give up the throne, please.” Vinyl pleaded one last time.  
     She sqouze her eyes shut and slammed her hooves to her ears in an attempt to drown her their voices. “Shut up. Shut up. Shut up. SHUT UP!” She repeated over and over, her eyes were now completely black and she lunged forward, wrapping her front hooves around Vinyl’s neck. She trapped her in a chokehold and kept hissing “shut up” in her ear. Vinyl gurgled with fright as she struggled to breathe, she clawed at Fluttershy’s arms but they would not budge no matter how hard she pulled. Even punching her arms did nothing. Panic started to set in as she felt her head and neck start to twist to the left, she pounded her hind hooves on the floor as hard as she could, the shockwaves that shot up her leg bones was excruciating. The bones in her neck began to make a sickening crack that even she heard before her vision when dark and she could no longer hear the noise, the noise that bounced off the hall walls and penetrated everyone else’s ears that were there. Vinyl’s thrashing body ceased and went limp which brought Fluttershy back to her normal state. She looked down at the lifeless Unicorn in despair. She shook the pony in an attempt to rouse her. “Vinyl!? Vinyl Scratch!” She cried out in desperation and shook harder but the Unicorn remained unresponsive and limp. Fluttershy’s breathing became panicky and she looked over at Pinkie Pie. “HELP!”
     Pinkie was in shock at the whole situation. She had never seen the murderous pony this distraught over a death. She quickly rushed over though she wasn’t sure how much help she could provide. “What can I do? She’s dead, Slaughter Shy… She’s not coming back.”
     Fluttershy dipped her head and buried her face in the soft white fur. A chilling laugh began to radiate from her, a kind of laugh that made even Pinkie Pie uncomfortable and take many steps away. Fluttershy lifted up Vinyl’s head and looked into her dead eyes. She placed the glasses over the eyes and smiled sweetly. “I’m still here, Slaughter Shy. Don’t cry.” Fluttershy said in a crude imitation of the belated DJ’s voice. She lit up her horn and disappeared with the body, leaving Pinkie to look around the hallway with the most puzzled expression.
     “What… just happened?” She scratched her leg anxiously and sat down, she was getting a headache of her own now.
     Fluttershy popped into her old shed in Ponyville and got to work skinning Vinyl’s body. Tearing the skin from the muscle took an extreme amount of patience and concentration with a small fillaying knife. She tossed chunks of meat, organs, and bones into the corner of the room, her freshly cleaned shoes becoming stained in blood once again. She grabbed a scrubber and hot sudsy water so she could clean the hide, not leaving behind an drop of red. She took the clean hide into her cottage and proceeded to let it dry next to the lit fireplace while she hunted for her sewing kit and a large kitchen knife. She returned to the living room where she immediately began plunging the knife into her sofa cushions and pillow and ripped the stuffing out of them. Bit by bit she filled the hide with the stuffing all while stitching up parts that were ready to be closed. She wound up using every pillow cushion and parts of her old bed to fill the hide up enough to look as if it were now her normal body mass again.
     She placed the glasses back over the empty eye sockets and smiled at the stuffed doll, giving it a kiss on the snout. “There. Now you’re all better.”
     “Thanks, Slaughter Shy! You’re a real pal!” Replied Vinyl with Fluttershy’s imitation voice.
     “Should we go back home now?” She used her magic to make the doll’s head nod. She giggled and teleported them back to the castle. The two of them popped into Fluttershy’s room and she placed Vinyl’s body on her bed. The Princess was about to climb in bed with her when a bark at the door’s entrance stalled her.
     Vextra was there, barking and grumbling. “Are you ever going to return me to my normal size?”
     “Awe, but you look so cute at that size.” She giggled. Rolling her eyes when he growled in protest. “It’ll wear off in a couple of hours. Go back to your room. And don’t forget to close the door.” The door clicked shut and Fluttershy finally crawled into bed. All the teleporting she’s done today has left her pooped and it hasn’t even been two hours yet since she woke up. She pulled the doll into a tight embrace and batted her eyes at it. “I don’t think I’ve ever told you but I have the biggest crush on you.” She blushed and giggled.
     “Really? I was about to tell you the same thing.” Replied Vinyl.
     Fluttershy kissed the pony deeply, her mind filling in the gaps and creating the sensation that Vinyl was kissing back. Soon enough her libido kicked in and her abdomen heated up with a desire for lust. Her magic moved Vinyl down to her lower half and the front left hoof rubbed her pink clit. Princess let out small puffs of air, her face burning brightly like a firework. “Oh Vinyl! You dirty girl!” She opened up her nightstand and pulled out a dark blue strap on cock. “Look at what I found in Celestia’s nightstand. She’s not as innocent and ponies make her out to be. I can only imagine who used this on who.” She giggled and winked as she strapped the sex-toy onto the Unicorn’s hindquarters.
     They kissed deeply again as the Unicorn continued to stimulate Princess’s vagina, making it become moist. Fluttershy’s hind legs twitching each time her clit was touched by the tender white hoof. Vinyl prepped herself to push the cock inside Fluttershy’s marehood, the tip of it pushing against the opening. This caused the royal pony to blush harder and her heart to speed up. Even though she found out about masturbation not too long ago she still had never had full on sex with another pony before, she was still pretty much a virgin. She’s always heard that it’s painful the first time for girls because of their hymen so to be honest she was extremely nervous for it to enter her. She gripped Vinyl’s front legs hard and gave a wary smile. “Be gentle…” She closed her eyes and bit her bottom lip as she felt the full length push through her tight vagina, it did hurt but not that much, she made Vinyl stop when the base of the cock met her lips. “Ah… it stings… but I’m okay.”
     “Yeah. That’s to happen when the mare is still a virgin.” Explained Vinyl.
     She became flustered at the word. She hated that she was still a Virgin, or well was before the cock entered her. ‘But now after tonight that will no longer be a label that haunts me every day.’ She wiggled her lower half and wrapped her hind legs around the Unicorn’s waist. “Okay. I’m ready.”
     The tip of the blue cock pushed against her cervix and the squishy cylacone testicles slapped gently against her labias. Fluttershy was still blushing very hard, staring deep into the purple lenses and biting her bottom lip. Vinyl’s hips were moving slowly at first to ensure to let the vaginal muscles get used to the size inside of it. She pulled it all the way out and then back in causing the Princess to let out a series of low moans. The thrusts became quicker, the tip hitting harder against the cervix, and the balls slapping harder felt very pleasurable as well. She was now letting out squeaks and gasps while her eyes closed. Her head was spinning in circles from the whole experience. Masturbation was great but sex was even better. After a while they changed the position from missionary to Roman style (where you lie on your side and they are behind you.) This position felt even greater than the last, it made her open her mouth wider and stick out her tongue as she panted.
“Ah! Ahh! Yes! That’s even better!” Moaned out Fluttershy. Vinyl rocked her hips harder sending waves of bliss through the royal Princess.
     The next position they were in was the downward dog. Fluttershy groaned deeply and bit down on the bed sheets. Tears of ecstasy twinkled in her lust-filled eyes. The balls were able to smack against her clit at this angle brining on even more pleasure to her body. “Yes! Do me harder!” She had no idea she was so verbal, it kind of embarrasses her, but all the boasting Rainbow Dash did about her sex life seemed to actually be legit. Sex is just wonderful! It’s just a damn shame she had to wait this long to experience it. Rainbow Dash has been boasting about her sexual endevours since high school. Rainbow Dash… the damn mare whose husband left her with a nasty scar that will never heal. Rainbow Dash, the pony she watched die but is somehow alive and walking. ‘How the fuck did she come back..?’ She growled and started imagining how that whole family is going to suffer slow and painful deaths. All except for the baby, she’ll be taking it under her wing and raising it as her own. Just thinking about bow brutal their deaths are going to be sent powerful waves of lust to her genitals, thus causing her vagina to pulsate. Her body began to take over and rocked its hips back and forth with the timing of Vinyl’s thrusts.
     Vinyl pulled out and lied down on her back she put her hooves on Flutterhshy’s hips and carefully guided her so she was hovering above her. Slowly Fluttershy’s lower half eased down onto the squishy blue cock. Princess groaned loudly and bucked her hips. She placed her front hooves on Vinyl’s plush chest and bounced hard on the permanently erect cock.
     “Ahh! Ahh! Yes! YES!” Princess screamed out in full on ecstasy. Her body shook like an electric toothbrush until she was in full-blown orgasm then her body shook like a level seven earthquake. Her hind legs locked together instinctively while she continuously moaned until her climax mellowed out. Her front legs turned to rubber and she crashed against the soft unicorn body in heaps of heavy panting. When over half of her strength returned to her she pulled herself off of Vinyl and collapsed in the empty bed space next to her, pulling her into a tight embrace. Falling asleep as fast as she did previously.
     An infuriating puff of green light blinked into the dark room causing Fluttershy to groan with disdain and open her weary eyes to see where it originated from, a light-grey scroll lay on the floor just a few feet from her bed. She tilted her head and used her magic to levitate it and bring it over so she could read it.
     Dear newly crowned Princess of Equestria:
       I’m sure you’ll remember me, your highness. I’m Queen Chrysalis, ruler of the Changeling Kingdom. I must commend you for your ability to take out all four of those rechid good-for-nothing Princesses. And I also must say you’re the last pony on earth I’d expect to do that, you being the former Element of Kindness. You have my utmost respect, Princess Slaughter Shy. Anyway, the reason for me writing you is to ask if we could discuss a possible merger of both our kingdoms. Please get back to me soon, I loathe waiting.
                                                                                                                             -Queen Chrysalis
       Fluttershy had to read over the letter numerous times to fully grasp what it was trying to tell her. “A merger? She wants to combine the two kingdoms into one?” She screwed up her face with disinterest in the idea of sharing her beloved kingdom with someone else, which is why Sunset Shimmer met her fateful end. “Nah, we don’t need to discuss anything, Changeling Queen.” She grumbled to herself groggily, still peeved this stupid note disturbed her slumber. She found it in her to send a letter back to the Queen dismissing her proposal before attempting to climb back in bed and go back to sleep. Not two seconds after the letter had been sent to the Queen a menacing green electrical storm occupied the room, frightening the Princess a bit. She shielded her light sensitive eyes from it’s blinding light until it went away, when she looked back the tall and slender bug Queen with dark green eyes and transparent wings was standing there with a dissatisfied look on her face.
     The Queen glared down at the little pony that was rubbing the blinding light’s after effects out of her eyes so she could see properly. Their eyes met and Fluttershy looked a bit sheepish. “I’m not taking no for an answer, not without a civilized discussion, little pony.” Chrysalis hissed with a flick of her dark pink tongue. Her menacing echoed voice bouncing off the walls and making the air in the room grow cold.
     Sleep was still trying to pull Fluttershy back down into its sweet depths, she had to blink her eyes a multitude of times to just try and keep herself awake and alert. “Ugh… does it have to be now? I just barely got to bed after a long day’s work.”
     Chrysalis just scowled at her, “so you’re saying the time I took to actually come here is ill important to you?”
     Princess just rolled her eyes. “It doesn’t take too much to teleport yourself, so what’s the big deal?”
     This reply made her growl with anger. “I’m not going anywhere until we discuss the matters of a possible merger with our two kingdoms.”
     “Fine. Fine.” The multicolored Alicorn caved with irritation. She led Chrysalis down the hall to the conference room on the lower level. She took a seat in Celestia’s chair while Chrysalis took a seat in Luna’s. There was a few brief moments of awkward silence before anyone spoke.
     “So… what exactly do you want to get out of this kingdom merger you speak of?” Fluttershy was the first to ask.
     “So I can feed my subjects. The only food they live on is love, and who else has more love to give than ponies? You can’t expect me to just sit back and let them starve. Plus with the ponies you decide to kill why not let my subjects feed on what love they have left before they perish?”
     “Uh huh…” She commented boredly, even going as far as letting out a yawn. She still wasn’t keen on wanting to share her kingdom withy anyone. “And what’s in it for me?”
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lunarmadison · 7 years
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and carry me home in good health | 5.21.17
WHO: Madison McCarthy, ft. Éabha and a surprise special guest!  WHAT: Madison fights. She keeps fighting. And she lives to see another day. But is that enough? Is that all there is? WARNINGS: Violence, blood, injury, gore, child endangerment.
NOTES: This is PART TWO, continued from ‘deep in this sleeplessness’ posted yesterday. It is also quite long, so be advised of that! 
SUNDAY:
Dawn broke, and Madison stretched herself awake after a long night. She hadn’t slept much. Éabha’s questions -- her own questions -- spun circles through her mind, repeating themselves without answer, and spawning yet more questions. Two days hardly felt like enough time for Madison to put herself back together.
No, not back together.
A second EverEnergy bar and a bottle of water were her silent breakfast. Madison was still hungry, but she couldn’t find the third bar that she swore she’d packed. It was neither in the pages of her book nor in the bag itself. That was odd, but she probably just forgot how many she brought in her rush to pack. She put her trash back into her bag and swept up the campsite, leaving as little trace of her presence as possible. With a sigh, she looked ahead, into the woods. Long branches reached towards her, beckoning her to venture further in. There was adventure ahead. There was more waiting for her. The very concept of spending a full two weeks alone like this, now, with all that she had learned in the past several years, was enticing, but --
She had responsibilities back on campus. She had two classes, each with a full semester’s worth of work packed into the tight six weeks of summer term. She had a brother who was no doubt already worrying about her, and she had friends that she was trying desperately to reconnect with. As enticing as it was, she knew she couldn’t stay, so she turned to head back the way she came, and began walking. The path was clear, the sun was bright, and soft green leaves brushed her skin as the denizens of the forest flitted about her in their daily business. She almost thought she heard laughter -- and maybe she did. The Aether was strong here, although it had been stronger the last time she’d been here.  
So much had been so different the last time she’d left these woods.
Rain poured down on a cold and frightened little girl. Dark hair hung in wet strands around her face, and stained, torn clothing clung to her small body. Madison couldn’t remember when her last meal had been. The rations had been consumed days ago; how many days, she couldn’t be sure. She had lost count of how long she’d spent here. She’d measured days with notches sliced into the lower limb of her bow, with the intent to make them a reminder of how long she had survived this hell, a testament to the fact that she could certainly weather less tempestuous personal storms when she had this under her belt -- but her bow had broken.
So had her arm.
She’d patched it up to the best of her ability, with torn clothing keeping the wound closed, but she had nothing to replace the makeshift bandage, and nothing to keep it disinfected. Restorative magic was beyond her; she’d seen the way the healers at the compound simply laid on hands or applied healing salves, as the magic from their shining circles flowed into bodies and put together Slayers that had been in worse condition than this.
A broken arm and a broken bow meant she couldn’t hunt. Not hunting meant she couldn’t eat. Not eating meant she wouldn’t survive, even if the arm remained uninfected. Madison was loathe to succumb to the only guaranteed way out; she was put here because she was ready for the test, because her teachers knew that she was capable of survival in this forest on her own. Nonetheless, she pulled out the stone disk, roughly the size of her palm, with one side polished to a mirrored shine and the other inscribed with a complicated sigil. It was the only magical item that she was allowed to use on this test, and if she used it, she forfeited her grade. She’d be giving up if she activated it. She’d be admitting defeat. And that was unacceptable for the heir to the McCarthy clan.
Éabha glided down to rest on Madison’s shoulder as they covered a relatively facile stretch of the path. ‘Still not talking?’ she asked, teasing.
Madison hummed thoughtfully, pushing a bit of branch out of the way. “Still thinking,” she said, “about what you said last night.”
Éabha tutted audibly, mimicking the chastising call of a real raven. ‘You know I’m right.’
“Of course you are,” Madison replied, like there was never any question to the matter. Éabha was Madison’s familiar; she was a part of her soul made manifest by the Aether, so she knew all the things that Madison did, but hadn’t been able to articulate or admit to herself. She knew Madison better than even Mason did. Better than Madison herself did.
‘So -- did you find what you were looking for?’
“I --”
Wind brushed Madison’s skin. A shadow blotted the overhead light. Talons approached.
Madison jumped out of the way, drawing knives from her belt before she could even process the shape of the danger. She fell back into a defensive pose, surveying the creature that had landed in her path.
A huge feline, with sleek, green-black fur that shined in the patches of light that filtered through the leaves, it was larger than the panther that it seemed to resemble. Deadly bone spikes marched down its spine in twin rows, as sharp and threatening as the claws on its paws and teeth in its mouth.
Slaying without a contract was illegal. Slaying in self-defense was circumstantial. Madison tried to remind herself of that, but legality was the furthest thing from her mind as a giant paw swiped at her.
She dodged. She avoided another swipe with a tuck and roll, unfolding herself to standing behind the monster. A split second to discern a weakness. An attack from behind was unlikely. Above was plain stupid, with the spikes to deter enemies. Its long tail swished, brushing her knees, and the next thing Madison knew, it was facing her.
Long tendrils uncoiled from its shoulder blades, dancing above its head like thick green vines. The end of each was coated with translucent goo that dripped menacingly onto the forest floor and smelled like rotting fruit.
She’d smelled that before.
Young Madison had, thankfully, lost the not-cat in the dark shadows of the night, and she doubled over in her place, hands braced on knees as she tried to catch her breath. It had been a close fight, and she’d walked away with deep wounds on her arm and the kind of pain that she couldn’t ignore for too long. Her bow was gone, dropped in the thick of the fight and unrecoverable; it was nothing compared to Madison escaping and living to fight another day. A sickly sweet scent floated on the air, a spiky shadow loomed behind her, and she barely had time to register that it was the same monster before she felt a hot, sticky substance drip onto her skin. It burned where it met flesh, and then she felt nothing. Not even the pain of what was surely a broken arm. She didn’t pause to think, didn’t stop to strategize -- she ran. And kept running, kept moving, ignoring the sting of tears on her dirty face and the burning in her overworked muscles until she could find a place to stop and activate her sole ticket out of the forest. It was time to go home.
It’d paralyze her.
It was almost poetic, in a way, that the same type of monster that had forced Madison to give up all those years ago now stood blocking the way out. Running wasn’t an option this time. Running would only push her further into the forest, and the Vinecat no doubt knew the territory far better than she did.
<< Extend, >> Madison murmured, thumb pressed to the sigils on the hilts of each small knife. The blades lengthened in her hands, sharp steel growing to match the size of the threat. This was not the time for forgiveness. This was not the time for peace. Only one of them was going to walk away from this.
The vinecat charged forward, all four of its paralyzing tendrils aiming for Madison. She spun, she swerved, and she sliced clean through the head of one long tentacle, separating the poisonous gland from the limb. The vinecat howled, but the pain didn’t hinder it; a claw cut across Madison’s arm, but she held onto the knife. She raised her other hand to spear its shoulder and sliced through furry hide, black blood dripping from the wound, and she fell back again. She had a second to regroup. Breathe. Right.
Everything had a weakness. The tentacles were protecting something. The spines were defensive. Inside … gross, but maybe. << Sigil stones, to me, >> she summoned, and the small pack floated from the back of her bag, still slung tight over her shoulders, and hovered in the air beside her. She selected a few and dismissed the pouch.
That was all the time she had. “Hey, bet you can’t roar like me!” she taunted, laughing as she gave chase, daring the vinecat to follow her. “ROAR! ROOOAR!”
Her mother would call her an idiot. Madison could practically see Margaret’s disapproving glare, the way she’d fold her arms and shake her head at her impossible, potentially insane daughter. The way she’d wonder aloud to her husband how on earth these children could have possibly been born from their genes.
In the shadow of a deadly vinecat, dodging claws and tentacles alike, Madison Laurel McCarthy didn’t give a fuck. Another gland came off under her blade. Claws sank into her skin, and this time, she allowed it to happen, allowed the pain that came with torn flesh and the burning poison that dripped from the tendrils overhead. “Yeah, what’s that?” she asked. “You’re gonna eat me? Yeah, I bet you’d like to do that. I bet you think I’m delicious.”
She could smell its sickening breath looming closer, feel the weight of its sharp paw pinning her to the ground. The paralyzing poison hissed when it landed on her shoulder and rolled down her arm.
<< Explode, >> she cast, the green energy from her circle igniting the small sigil stone in her opposite hand. It glowed, radiating heat and magic, full of the power that came with Madison’s confidence. “Eat this.”
She tossed the sigil down the vinecat’s throat.
Madison heard the boom echo through the forest, and then she felt the explosion rip apart the beast on top of her from the inside. Flesh and guts scattered. Blood and poison goo sprayed and spattered. Half the monster was still on top of her, still warm, claws still pressing into her skin. Madison barely moved. Barely breathed. Waited until she knew that it was, without a doubt, completely dead. It felt like forever.
But then she was sure. Madison rolled and hefted the front half of the vinecat off of her body, wincing as she pulled the claws out of her skin, leaving puncture wounds in a wide arc across her chest. Her left arm hung limp at her side, already succumbed to the paralyzing poison.
She had to get out of here fast if she didn’t want that to be permanent.
Young Madison was still crying when the helicopter descended from above. She heard it before she saw it, cloaked as it was with McCarthy wards; even the noise it made was a dull echo of the sound it would make without the magic. The door opened, revealing the face of her father floating in the air above her, and at the sight of him a huge, thick lump rose in her throat. She’d failed. She’d failed and she needed to be extracted because she couldn’t cut it. A long chain ladder unfurled from the open door, and with one useless arm, Madison couldn’t climb it properly, so she held on with her good hand and allowed herself to be raised into the vehicle.
Her father’s strong arms encircled her tightly, and he pulled her into an embrace against his body. She could feel the heat radiating off of him, and hear his heart beating loud in his chest, racing like he’d been working out. Or scared. But that was impossible. In this embrace, in the helicopter, flying far away from this stupid forest, Madison felt her own body wracking with great sobs, her body heaving of its own volition, like there was too much emotion for her small frame to contain. Her father’s familiar magic circle lit up the small space, and she felt the familiar energy of his healing magic entering her body, stitching her wounds and pushing the toxin out of her system.
“Don’t cry, Maddie,” Shane said. It did nothing to calm the girl. “You’re going home.”
Madison willed herself to stop crying to the best of her ability, standing straight and pulling her quivering lip between her teeth. “I f-f- I failed,” she blurted, through sobs that try as she might, she couldn’t control. “I couldn’t make it until -- until the moon reappeared. After the, the new moon. I couldn’t. I --” The fear swallowed up her words, the lump in her throat choking her off.
“Madison,” Shane cautioned, but rested a gentle arm around her shoulder, putting enough distance between them that he could fix her with his eyes. “It was a survival test. You survived.”
She survived.
Looking up, she spotted Éabha swooping through branches, attempting to avoid a creature of her own -- but nothing so vicious as a vinecat. Madison didn’t recognize the critter, a fluffy little thing with big eyes and big ears, grabbing after her familiar’s feathers with tiny paws like a raccoon’s. “Éabha, quit playing! We’ve gotta go.”
‘It’s trying to eat me!’ Éabha insisted, but fluttered down to Madison’s shoulder all the same. At least near her witch she was protected.
“It’s not going to eat you,” Madison said. “The vinecat didn’t eat me. This little guy is definitely not going to eat you. Besides, you’re not even a real raven. And you could peck its eyes out if you wanted!”
‘I’m still going back in the book,’ Éabha insisted, and pulled open the clasp on Madison’s bag with her beak before wriggling inside.
The critter, such as it was, scampered down the tree trunk and towards Madison. It was about the size of a squirrel, and looked up at her with wide, adorable eyes, and something like a smile on its face. She’d never seen anything like it before in her life, even after a semester of cryptozoology and a lifetime of memorizing what could and couldn’t kill you in the magical world.
“You’re not going to eat my familiar, are you?” she asked, weary, like it could answer. Madison didn’t have time for this, anyway; she needed to find the portal back to NYADA as soon as possible. She looked up to make sure she was on the right path, and nodded as she forged ahead in the right direction.
When she looked again, the fuzzy little thing didn’t seem to be anywhere in sight. Éabha clearly wanted to sleep, and Madison needed to recover as well, so she kept walking until she got to the portal and finally, blessedly, made her way back to campus.
She needed a shower.
But before that, she needed healing and in a big way. Her items weren’t going to cut it, so she checked herself into the hospital, where she fully planned to spend the rest of the day.
She survived. Just like she’d survived back then. Just like she’d survived her first year: with her head above the water, dodging the threats, running between the trees. It wasn’t about plans or lack of them. It wasn’t about classes or friendships or boyfriends or any of the myriad things she’d fought like vicious vinecats over the twenty and a half years of her life.
There was more than just surviving.
It was time to live. 
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kurokoros · 7 years
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Title: Berserk | Chapter Six
Rated: T (language/violence)
Summary: Berserk. Out of control with anger. This is what Natsu was born to be. A warrior soaked in blood. A murderer. This is what Pergrande turned him into. Taken at a young age by the King, Natsu is a soldier of the Royal Army, a creature of rage and violence—a weapon. Lucy is a thief from Fiore with a price on her head. Natsu is sent to kill her. When they meet it isn’t pretty at all.
Word Count: 5064
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{i’ll ask of the Berserks, you tasters of blood}
 “Where are you from?” Lucy glances up at him, surprised by the sudden question. Her hands fall still in her lap, ceasing their endless cleaning of her knives. He’s been watching her for nearly twenty minutes and her hands haven’t stopped moving until just now. A nervous tick, he thinks, something to keep her hands busy to distract her. She’s restless, ready to run should she need to, that much is clear. Natsu can understand that. He’s been doing the same thing, rolling a smooth stone between his fingers and picking clumps of dirt from the bottom of his boots, anything to keep his mind off the King and his men—to stop himself from going back to the rings and the bloodshed.
Natsu stretches suddenly, his spine making a satisfying cracking sound as he twists himself around from where he’s lying on the ground. Lucy watches him, gaze following his movements, but she says nothing. He leaves her to her silence, staring up at the stars through the trees above them and wondering how long they’ll be able to last without finding trouble.
He’s finding it hard to believe nearly three days have past since he met her. He’s been gone from the capital for four days, free for almost three. It’s surreal, and Natsu’s been waiting for himself to wake up. It hasn’t happened yet, however, and Natsu is beginning to think that he’s found some hope. A miracle.
If he is dreaming he doesn’t want to wake up.
“What?” Lucy whispers, gaining his attention once more.
Natsu turns to her, registering the confusion in her eyes with a small smile. They haven’t spoken much, not since that first night. They’ve been too busy stumbling along since, both too exhausted and tense to make decent conversation. Last night, Lucy had fallen asleep mere moments after the pair of them had settled down for the night, mumbling a quiet goodnight before drifting off. He was glad for that, afraid that she would collapse if she didn’t start sleeping more.
She hasn’t said anything to him, but Natsu knows her ankle has been bothering her, especially at night, it seems. The first night had been tough for her. The brace dug into her leg uncomfortably and she was unable to lay on her side. He sat awake with her in silence that night, keeping an eye on her as she twisted in her sleep, little gasps and hisses leaving her as she slept. Come morning they were both exhausted and conversation was little.
Last night was better. Lucy managed to sleep through the night, at the very least. Hopefully, tonight will be similar.
He meets Lucy’s eyes, watching as she sets her knives to the side and shifts to pull her legs close to her chest, arms winding around them slowly. Her eyes shine gold in the firelight, reflecting a glint of the flames. He watches them flicker for a moment too long before tearing his eyes away, choosing instead to look up at the sky. “Where are you from?” he repeats, tracing the shape of Alturez, the Horned Serpent, with his eyes.
To his left, Lucy shuffles, sliding down onto her back in order to stare up at the sky like him. The fire crackles between them, little wisps of flame dancing through the blackness surrounding them. She swallows loud enough for him to hear, and when he looks at her she has her lower lip trapped between her teeth. He doesn’t press for an answer, unwilling to make her more uncomfortable than he assumes she must be. The silence stretching between them is comfortable and oddly familiar after such a short time.
Lucy rolls onto her side after several minutes, turning to face him. A flicker of pain crosses her eyes, but it’s gone before Natsu can be sure it wasn’t a trick of the light. Natsu finds his gaze suddenly drawn to the silvers bandages coiled around her shoulder, a product of a fall the previous day. He hadn’t seen it himself, but he had smelled the blood, not much, but enough that it was noticeable. When he asked she merely waved him off, telling him it was merely a scratch and nothing more. He shrugged it off, more concerned with what could be tailing the pair of them.
His eyes meets hers again, and her lips twist up into a half-smile. “All Faeborne hail from Enca,” she murmurs, voice barely a hum between them. She traces a circle in the dirt beside her, gaze suddenly far away. “However, Anna first came to Pergrande nearly one hundred years ago, searching for an adventure.” Her smile widens, but it’s sad, and Natsu’s heart aches to see such a familiar expression, silently wishing he could make it better. Lucy continues after a long moment, pulling the gemstone from her jacket. It glints in the light, pulsing with magic, and Natsu shivers as the raw energy from the stone creeps through his bones. “The king at the time, Aldebaran Centari, he stole the crystal from Anna and she ran.”  She shoves it back into her pocket, eyes locking with his. “I was born in Fiore.”
Natsu’s eyes widen just the slightest, his lips parting in shock. “You were born in Fiore?” he repeats, a sick feeling churning at his stomach. He’s been wondering where they’re headed, knowing it was far, but not how far. His teeth clench together tightly, a muscle jumping in his jaw, as his entire body goes rigid.
After a moment, he squeezes his eyes shut, not wanting to think of the years he spent in Fiore. Not wanting to think of the rings and Igneel, the night the Pergrande King came and slaughtered them all.
Lucy appears to notice his discomfort, shifting several inches closer to his side. A hint of worry flickers across her face as she stares at his pinched expression, his throat bobbing as he swallows and his eyes squeezing shut as if pained. “In Crocus,” she tells him quietly, as if it’s a secret she’s afraid someone may hear.
He thinks it may be. Nothing good comes from Crocus. It’s where the rich and powerful go to watch men slaughter each other for entertainment. Crocus is a black spot staining Fiore once the lights go out. He’s only seen the city in the daylight once, very briefly, but it was magnificent—full of life. The city was the most amazing things he had ever seen, and it would have continued to stay that way, had he not seen what happens when the shadows come.
Crocus is a breeding ground for monsters of men.
Natsu opens his eyes slowly, head lolling to the side in order to look at her. Lucy holds his gaze, something melancholy in her eyes. For a moment, her fingers twitch and he thinks she’s about to reach out for him, but she stills just as suddenly as she had moved, curling in on herself where she lies, only a few feet away. Natsu feels himself drawn back to the flickering light in her eyes, the warm amber and honey mixture appearing a brilliant gold in the darkness.
Gold, he thinks, must give him a loose tongue.
“I used to live there, in Crocus,” he tells her just as softly. The words stick in his throat, coming out gruff and shaky. “I was born in Alvarez,” Natsu explains, seeing her expression twist into one of confusion, “brought to Fiore by traders.” Here, she flinches at the sharpness of his words, the growl ripping from his throat. Natsu quiets once more, sending her an apologetic expression. He hadn’t meant to scare her.
Silence sweeps across them, Natsu turning back to the stars and Lucy appearing lost in thought beside him. He goes back to counting the stars, tracing the constellations with practiced ease. It’s been years since he’s been able to see them like this, the night so clear that none are masked by the city lights. He hasn’t been able to lie like this for many years now, not since before Pergrande and Igneel, before he was sold off and handed to traffickers.
He hears Lucy shift beside him, a cool gust of air coming to ruffle his hair gently, almost a ghostly hand curling through the bright strands. The breeze curls across his jaw, soft and slow, and Natsu wonders just how much she’s able to control the zephyrs. He smiles to himself, thin and broken, and the breeze suddenly disappears.
She’s silent for a long moment after her magic creeps back to her. “What happened?” she asks him softly, almost nervously. He can’t say that he blames her.
Sighing to himself, Natsu rolls onto his side to face her, preparing himself to tell her what little he remembers. It’s only fair after what she’s told him. He has no qualms with sharing his past. There’s nothing for him to hide.
“I was taught to fight in the arenas when I was young,” he starts, expression grim. “Maybe nine years old? I don’t like to remember.” Natsu’s lips twist into something bitter, but he softens when he looks at Lucy. “I was only there for a few years, if that. Time was hard to tell in the arenas.” He keeps Igneel to himself for the time being, his heart giving a sore ache as he thinks about his foster father. Maybe someday he’ll be able to talk about it, but not now. “Eventually the King came and took us away,” he finishes simply, his hands beginning to tremble before him. He avoids Lucy’s gaze.
She shifts, sliding in a bit closer. “You were sold to Pergrande,” she murmurs, breathing the words so only he can hear.
He’s shaking his head before she can finish. “Not sold,” he corrects, “taken by.” A snarl builds in his throat but he swallows it down, his hands beginning to shake wildly as he remembers that night. The scar on his throat throbs with phantom pains, and Natsu can almost feel the blade slicing through his skin once more. He can practically see the way Igneel’s chest gave one last shudder before falling eerily still.
Cool fingers brush against the back of his hand and Natsu’s eyes snap open wide. Lucy doesn’t pull back as he jerks wildly, merely tightens her soft grip on his fingers. His fingers tremble as he curls them around hers in return, mindful of his grip. She squeezes his fingers, so gently he almost doesn’t feel it, and Natsu sucks in a sharp breath through his teeth, forcing his hands to still.
Lucy’s thumb brushes across his knuckles soothingly, and Natsu finds himself speaking without meaning to. “I’m sorry,” he blurts, shame creeping through him. He hadn’t meant to panic like this, not in front of her. It’s not the emotion that scares him, however, it’s the searing feeling behind his eyes, the slow curl of the beast in his chest as it grows restless, agitated with his anger.
“Don’t apologize,” Lucy whispers back, drawing nonsensical shapes against his skin as she meets his eyes, searching them. He doesn’t know what she’s looking for, but he hopes she can find it. Her lips twist up at the edges, a faint smile ghosting across her face. He feels himself smiling back, hesitant and strained, but a smile nonetheless. “You have no reason to,” she continues, squeezing his hand tightly before releasing him.
Her hand snakes back to her torso, lying close to her face as she stares at him. The flames cast shadows on her face, her appearance ever shifting as the fire flickers.
Natsu shifts onto his back, eyes immediately finding Djarta, the Silver Crown of the Northern Sky. “Are the rings—” he starts suddenly, cutting himself off just as quickly. Perhaps, it’s best if he doesn’t know. He’s had hope all these years, praying that they may have been shut down after the Red Night, but he knows nothing for fact, only whispers and rumors, all conflicting.
Lucy hesitates only briefly. “Alive? Yes.” He can her swallow from where she rests. “People have tried, but—” Lucy sighs, shaking her head. He understands. The rings have become so ingrained in society he doubts they could be so easily shut down.
The Red Night was practically nothing to them. There are always more Berserks to steal from their homes. Always more to watch bleed for their own amusement. Natsu doubts even the King could have them disbanded entirely. There would always be those still lurking in the shadows, hid in the underground. At least if they’re legal they can be regulated, even if only a little.
Either way he thinks of it, it’s cruelty all the same.
“Tell me about Alvarez,” Lucy asks him suddenly, drawing his thoughts back to the present. He glances at her curiously, but she’s looking up at the stars, tracing their shapes with her eyes. Stardust sweeps through him, tickling his senses, and he finds himself smiling.
There’s a tinge of darkness in the air, nearly hidden beneath the scent of her and the stars above them, but there all the same. His stomach twists at the smell of decay, but he thinks nothing of it, sure that it’s only the wound on his chest battling infection. It’s been tickling his nose for days now, and he’s sure that must be it.
Lucy tried her best with washing it, but there’s only so much she could do.
“I don’t remember much,” he warns her, unsure he could spin the tale he thinks she might be looking for. Pergrande must be the farthest she’s ever been from home, he thinks, judging by how nervous she’s been, how her little ticks have lessened some since they’ve been getting closer to the border. Or, he frowns, she may just be growing more relaxed around him.
Not an easy feat, he’s been told. There are very few that he’s meet that can grow comfortable in the presence of a Berserk, least of all in only a handful of days. Usually they keep their guard up around him, ready to drive a blade through his chest should he give them the chance. It amazes him that Lucy is comfortable enough to sleep in his presence, sure that he won’t hurt her.
She twists back around to face him, a small smile on her lips, something amusement in her eyes. “But you do remember some things,” she prods gently, more to keep him talking than to force him to speak. He watches as her eyes grow heavy with sleep, the gold in her eyes growing cloudy—hazy—as the goddess Djerda pulls at her.
Her breathing grows slow as she relaxes, her heartbeat slow but strong. Natsu smiles, deciding to humor her as she drifts off.
“I remember how cold it was,” he starts, gazing up at the stars as his own eyes grow heavy, “how beautiful the ice and snow were.” His lips twist into a grin as he thinks about the winter, how it would creep through the land like a familiar ghost, suddenly there over night. “My family and I, we lived on the coast, far north.” Her breathing grows rhythmic, and Natsu thanks Djerda for letting her rest so soundly. “Everything smelled of salt and the air was so cold it burned in winter.” Lucy giggles, amused by the wonder in his wonders. “In the summer the ice would melt away. There was a valley full of wildflowers that my mother used to love.” His smile turns sad, a coldness creeping into his chest. “I’ve never seen anything like it since.”
Lucy hums lowly, and when Natsu glances at her, her eyes are shut, her expression soft. “Sounds nice,” she murmurs, a slur to her words as sleep tugs at her mind.
He smiles, warmth curling through his chest as he remembers his homeland. “It was.”
“What was your family like?” Lucy asks him, the words barely intelligible as she curls tighter around herself, her thin blanket wrapped around her tightly.
Natsu waits until she drifts off to answer her final question. “I don’t remember.”
The next morning, Natsu woke up first, unsurprising to him. From what he’d quickly gathered, Lucy appears to rise far after the sun, though she seems to hate this face. The previous day she had lamented rising so late, worried about their time. Natsu had merely snorted, reminding her that she needs rest more than she needs an early start.
He promised that he was going to get her home, and he intends to keep it, no matter how long it may take.
That morning, Natsu crouched above Lucy as she slept, brushing a light finger against her cheek as he stared down at her for only a moment. She stirred at the touch, but only groaned and curled into a small ball, wincing slightly as the movement pulled at her ankle, much to his concern. Natsu frowned then, reaching out to shake her shoulder gently a moment later. “Come on, Mae Ulska,” he murmured, glancing up at the rising sun and giving her arm a soft squeeze, “it’s time for us to go.”
Her eyes fluttered open after several heartbeats, squinting at the harsh morning light. At that moment he wished he could have let her sleep more, but his bones had been urging him to leave. Something had been following them, he knew, not close yet, but growing nearer everyday. The faster they can get to the border, the better for the both of them. He just hopes they can get there before the King’s men find them.
Lucy blinked up at him for a moment, confused, but allowed him to pull her to her feet with a gentle arm as she slowly remembered where she is.
They cleaned up camp quickly after that, shoving things into her bag and dousing what was left of the fire with water from a nearby creek. Natsu left her to bathe after that, choosing instead to destroy the remaining traces of their campsite.
Lucy came back after several long minutes, her hair still dripping down her neck, and Natsu watched as she caught her long hair in a fist, squeezing tightly. Water dripped onto her boots, sliding across the worn leather and leaving dark streaks behind.
He checked her ankle then, pleased to see the swelling has gone down considerably, the bruising dimming to a pale purple, green and yellow bleeding from the edges. Her throat had done the same, gone from near black to something lighter. The shape of his fingers had dulled to a sickly yellow, only noticeable if he was looking for them. The bruise still bleeds black in the center, where his palm had gripped her throat with the intent to suffocate her. It was still terrible to look at, but at least it no longer looked like his hand.
When he stood, her fingers ghosted across the mark on his chest, mindful of the ugly scab forming across his skin. She meet his eyes briefly, silently asking for permission to wipe more of the foul smelling paste across his chest. He gave her a jerky nod, turning away as she slipped the jar from the bag at her feet. He held her steady with a hand pressed to her spine, shivering as her cold fingers tickled his skin. The greenish salve was dabbed onto his flesh with a gentle hand, Lucy’s deft fingers smoothing over his chest softly. He winced as it burned at his skin, but held steady for her until she finished.
It gained him a small, beautiful smile from Lucy, and he thinks the pain may have been worth it.
It’s been hours since then, and they’ve been making good time. In only six days they’ve managed to make it over half way across Pergrande, the western mountains just barely visible in the distance. It’s then that he decides Lucy is something special. Not because she’s Faeborne or because she’s one of the few that’s ever trusted him, no, he’s simply amazed by her raw determination. Despite being injured, she hasn’t slowed down at all, only stopping to rest when he suggests it first. He isn’t quite sure if that’s a sign a strong will or arrogance, but he admires her strength regardless. Natsu doesn’t think he’s ever met someone with quite so much fire in them.
If he didn’t know better, he would have guessed her to be a fire elemental.
For a moment, he thinks about what little she’s told him about the Fae—about her ancestor Anna. He’s never heard much about Fae lore, Alvarez is clear across the world from Enca, and Igneel only knew tales from the northlands where he grew up. Natsu is relatively blind to the legends of Fae, only having heard snippets of conversations in Pergrande, mostly the same facts repeated among the guards.
Typically, those facts strayed more towards the otherworldly beauty of the Fae, how they could completely rapture a man with a single look and devour them with ease. Maneaters, he’s been told they are, though, he can’t be sure which way they devour men. He has no true interest in finding out. His lips press into a thin line as he recalls the few words he’d heard exchanged in front of his cell one morning, only a few months back. One of the guards had told another of his encounter with a Fae, a dark-skinned beauty with eyes so dark he was lost in them. Ethereal, he had called her, lamenting the way she disappeared soon after. Practically a goddess.
He glances sideways at Lucy, deciding that the legend must be true.
“Tell me about the Fae,” he asks her, suddenly curious about what she comes from. She glances up at his from his left, her eyes a bit wide as she processes his words. He bumps his hand against hers, oddly playful, as she manages to keep pace with him. The first day, he had tried to walk slower for her benefit, only to have his ear nearly chewed off as she berated him for it.
He still goes slow for her most times, though, that’s not something she needs to know about.
A pensive expression crossed Lucy’s face as she processes his words. Her lips twist into a small, thoughtful frown, her brow pinching together tightly. He bites his tongue to keep from warning her about wrinkles. “I don’t really know much,” she admits softly, kicking at a stray rock with her good leg. She wobbles slightly, her balance shifting, and Natsu catches her by the elbow to hold her steady. She flashes him a small grin and he releases her a moment later, though keeping close enough that his arm grazes hers with every step. “There are a few things that my Grandfather told me, but nothing that’s clear to me.”
Natsu shrugs, it’s more than he knows, surely. “That’s better than nothing,” he tells her, tilting his head down to meet her gaze. She rolls her eyes, but there’s something fond in her expression. Her lips quirk up at the edges and she shakes her head slowly.
“I suppose,” she muses a moment later. She’s nothing after that, and Natsu begins to think she won’t respond when she suddenly brushes her fingertips against his, drawing his attention down to his hand only briefly. “They have the power to grant gifts,” she tells him, glancing up at him for a second. “Or, they did,” she murmurs, something bitter in her words.
Natsu considers this. “Blessed objects,” he mumbles back, aware of their existence, though he’s never seen one himself. They’re rare, from what he’s gathered, typically passed through family lines, unseen by outsiders. He can understand why. To his understanding, Fae are picky about those they bless, only choosing those they find truly deserving to grant an object to.
Lucy’s head bobs. “And more than that,” she tells him, casting a look around the forest surrounding them. The whispering trees have died down, the Fae forest growing all too silent around them. Natsu hopes that’s a good thing. He hasn’t heard them whisper since the collar was ripped from his throat. Lucy mentioned that they warned her about him, and he can only pray to the Old Gods that they might do so again, at least for her sake.  Lucy continues suddenly. “When I was young, my mother told me that Fae can grant one gift to a human.”
A fallen tree blocks their path, thick and half as wide as Natsu is tall, far too high for Lucy to crawl over without possibly hurting her leg further. Without missing a beat, Natsu turns and curls an arm around Lucy’s waist, lifting her clear off the ground. She startles, arms coming up to curl tightly around his shoulders, lest he suddenly let go. Natsu snorts, gripping her tighter around her hips as he leans against the tree trunk, placing Lucy on top as gently as he can.
She sits there as he uncurls his arm from her back, her legs dangling off the side as she keeps him close with her hands on his shoulders. She releases him slowly, and Natsu has to look up to meet her eyes.
“What kind of gift?” He asks her, pausing to allow the both of them to catch their breaths. Lucy shrugs, kicking her legs slightly. Her knee brushes against the cold metal at his waist, drawing a shiver from her.
She shrugs as he pulls himself onto the trunk beside her, the muscles in his arms straining as he drags himself up awkwardly. The wound on his chest throbs, but doesn’t bleed, to which he’s grateful. Lucy places a hand on his arm to steady him as he shifts, her long hair tickling at his bicep as she leans into him. “I don’t know,” she tells him. “I never got the chance to ask.”
Natsu freezes as her magic picks up around them, the air beginning to swirl almost violently. There’s a dark tinge to the words, a sadness in her voice that he can understand all too well. He reaches out slowly, curling his hand around the one resting on his arm. Lucy glances up at him, the air calming. She smiles, but pulls away from him just as quickly.
He doesn’t tell her he’s sorry, but he thinks she understands regardless.
“I just know that it’s different from blessed objects,” she continues after a moment, watching in silence as Natsu twists himself around and slips off the trunk, landing on the ground with a soft thunk. She twists herself around as well, moving much slower than him. A soft hiss escapes her as she moves her ankle too quickly, and Natsu waits patiently in front of her, allowing her to ride out the pain.
After a moment, she nods jerkily, shoulders relaxing as lets out a shaky breath. He steps forward without hesitation, an arm wrapping around her back as the other goes to her bare leg, fingers curling around her tentatively as he prepares to lift her once more. Lucy sends him another small smile, her own arms going back to his shoulders as she becomes airborne once more.
“How are objects blessed, anyway?” he mumbles against her ear as he places her gently back on the ground. Her thigh slips from his hand slowly, as he lowers her down, making sure to keep her weight off her ankle. He keeps his hand pressed to her back as she steadies herself, careful not to let her fall.
Lucy blinks up at him slowly. “You’re curious about the collars,” she states simply, no hint of a question in her words.
Natsu snorts, untangling himself from her. “Aren’t you?” he asks, cocking a brow at her.
Lucy hesitates a moment, then turns around, heading in the direction they were going previously. “Fae can pour just a little of their magic into things they touch,” she tells him, shrugging as if it’s simply. To her it very well may be, but Natsu can hardly wrap his head around it. “Just enough to give them power. I’m not entirely sure how it’s done. I was never taught how,” she explains.
Natsu nods slowly, following along easily enough. “And the collars? That seems like more than a little magic,” he mumbles bitterly, a growl rumbling in his throat as he glances at the bag slung across Lucy’s back. even now, he can feel the dark twinges of magic reaching out for him, an icy hand curling around his heart and squeezing.
“It is.” Lucy wets her lips, catching her lower lip between her teeth and biting down gently. “Those collars seem to hold a large quantity of energy,” she continues softly, curling her arms around herself as if she too feels the dark magic pulsing behind her.
Suddenly, Natsu wants to take the bag from her, if only too keep that magic from pulling at her mind as it does his.
Lucy continues a moment later, her arms going slack at her sides. “Much more than a small vessel should, anyway.” She glances back at him, pausing for a moment until he’s beside her. “The Centari line has been stealing magic for years,” she tells him, exchanging a glance with him and continuing before he can ask. “It can be siphoned from their hosts, drained, so to speak.”
“How is that possible?” he growls, anger blooming in his chest. He swallows it down, taking a deep breath as he wills the beast in his chest to stay dormant, lest he scare her by going into a rage.
She hesitates, glancing up at him once more. “My grandfather told me an old legend.” She kicks a rock out of her path, fingers drifting down to play with the hilt of one of her knives. “There was a blade called Mamora,” she tells him, “a sword from the northlands made of diamond and ice. Supposedly it can cleave magic from a living host.” She lets out a shaky little breath and Natsu’s lips press into a thin line.
“At what cost?”
The look Lucy gives him sends an unpleasant feeling swirling though his chest.
“Their life.”
Glossary of World-building terms:
Djehl: Fire God from the northlands that granted the Berserks their strength/inner fire.
Djerda: Goddess of night and the mother of Djehl.
“Mae Ulska”: A term from the old Berserk tongue meaning something to the degree of “my darling,” though Mae Ulska is used for platonic relations and friendship, rather than the romantic “mae elska,” which is closer in meaning to “my love.”
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