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Red and Green Flags of Some of the Hazbin Hotel Cast
the title says it all! i'm just blurbing about some red/green flags they have when ur dating them :)
🥀Cw: nsfw mentions but nothing explicit, mostly crack and fluff and maybe the slightest angst when it comes to red flags
🥀Pairing(s): Adam x reader, Alastor x reader, Vox x reader
Adam
Green flags
INSANELY loyal. this man was cheated on twice and left for the same guy. if he's in a serious relationship with you i genuinely can not see him cheating bc this man is genuinely so devoted to you and only you. he's had his fair share of hookups but very very very rarely commits to a serious relationship, which means if he does, you're not only very special but he genuinely thinks you're "the one". when it comes to these serious actual relationships (not just hookups or situationships) he's very very loyal and would never think of cheating on you. he also dates to marry when it comes to serious relationships and will genuinely try to make the relationship last. this also means you get to see a side of him that most people don't get to, and he's generally very soft with you. he treats you so much better than everyone else and expects everyone else around you to do the same
adam is very supportive of you- he definitely gives off "THATS MY PARTNER‼️" vibes. while he likes to think he's in charge, if you change your tone towards him he immediately agrees with you like a hurt puppy. if you have any important decisions you want to make he's much more likely to compromise or agree with you than if anyone else was suggesting an idea. adam can be irritating, but when it comes to you, he's absolutely wrapped around your finger. your also the only person who can make him knock it off when he's patronizing someone and you're also the only reason sera has not attempted to strangle him because you've been keeping him in check since you both started dating
adam always has your back and is on your side no matter what. there is no devil's advocate for him, if his partner is in a fight with someone he's automatically on their side. adam is absolutely the type to tell someone off for shit talking you and is also the type to tell you if someone was being rude to you behind your back. he's also not the kind of guy to shit talk you behind your back and gets pissed at guys who complain about their wives and stuff like that. if he has an issue he tells you to your face and doesn't believe in hiding anything in your relationship.
Red Flags
adam is very insecure about his masculinity even if he doesn't want to admit it and this can be problematic in your relationship. he puts on a lot of appearances around others and acts much more confident when he is, and sometimes his fake persona can piss you off a bit because he genuinely treats you so differently in private versus in public. he also very rarely takes off his mask around you, especially early on into the relationship. in reality it's because he's insecure about how he looks, but he'd never actually admit that (at least early on) so you're stuck in a loop of asking him to take off the mask, him making up some bullshit lie about how he can't, you getting pissed at him and the mask, and him getting more insecure bc he thinks you don't like him anymore. eventually it ends with a conversation about how u love him regardless of what he looks like, but it takes time to get there that might be irritating for you
he is INCREDIBLY clingy, and also huge on PDA- but like even if its not the most appropriate time, he's pulling you onto his lap or slapping your ass or something like that. he also will make a lot of lewd and inappropriate jokes in public- we know he's childish and he is the embodiment of middle school boy humor. you guys could be out in public just trying to have a cute date but he always ruins the moment by making it sexual or making a shitty joke. adam is also very unaware of his surroundings and horrible at reading people so you could be extremely uncomfortable and he just... wouldn't notice unless you told him so. adam isn't great at expressing intimacy nonsexually (he was quite literally created for the sole purpose of populating earth, and a part of him still lowkey thinks he's only good for sex ☹️) so he ends up accidentally turning non-sexual moments sexual. he isn't trying to annoy you, but it can seem insensitive.
pisses you off on purpose. adam does care about you and your feelings but he also can be childish. he'll see that your pissed off and will make a joke only for you to get even more angry at him, but he'll get super defensive even if he was in the wrong saying he was just trying to make you laugh. he will feel very bad afterwards tho, especially if you cry or get really upset because, as i said before, he isn't great at expressing himself and genuinely doesn't mean to hurt you sometimes
Alastor
Green Flags
very respectful of your boundaries. relationships are new to him after all, and he isn't the most expressive lover, so alastor knows that dating him can be tough. he never pushes you too hard or forces himself on you, and he takes your opinion into consideration a lot when it comes to decisions or dealing with life in general. he always asks before taking your hand or kissing you, and he initiates most of the courting process, not wanting to put too much pressure on you. when you first caught feelings for him you were genuinely so scared that he wouldn't even want to be friends with you anymore, but once you found out he reciprocated your feelings, at least in his own way, you were elated. this lead to him being the one to initiate most dates and things like that, at least early on, so that he could show you he was serious about treating you well. you definitely recieve top tier princess treatment (regardless of gender)
protective, but not in a limiting way. if you're dating alastor, then you have to have been friends for at least a while before officially getting together, and he also has to trust you a lot. alastor always wants you to be safe, he knows how cruel hell can be, and he knows that others can use you to hurt him. however, he also trusts you and your strength, and he tries to keep a decent balance of protecting you but also letting you make decisions for yourself. you both definitely have conversations about him sending his shadow to watch over you when your away, and he prefers to have you by his side more than anything else
alastor is very emotionally intelligent and is great at reading people. this skill comes to use a lot and you both very rarely argue over anything because he's very quick to notice when something is bothering you. he's also great at communication, and isn't afraid to sit down and have a conversation with you about how you feel about him and how he feels about you. when it comes to your relationship he wants to make sure you both are on the same page, and yall are the type of couple to have monthly check-ins where you sit doen and just talk about what you're feeling. this leads to a lot of open conversations with alastor, and overtime it made your trust for him grow. he would never tell anyone anything confidential about you, and he genuinely views you as his equal.
Red Flags
alastor does not like change, which means he is not great at adjusting his own behaviors. this also means he refuses to catch up to modern technology and trends and is overall very outdated. he'll get irritated with you for using modern slang he doesn't understand, but will refuse to actually learn the slang terminology. while his class and refinement is attractive and well-meaning in most cases, in some situations it can definitely cause some friction between the two of you. he never wants to watch a movie with you, or go to a nightclub, or even attend concert with you because they're all "too modern" for his tastes. then he'll turn around and get pissed if you invite someone else! alastor also pretty much refuses to take photos with you and avoids most technology all together. i genuinely think he does have a phone, but its super outdated and he is the absolute dryest texter. he will just leave you on read most of the time and doesnt understand why its a big deal
he is not very physically attentive. while we know that alastor is definitely not a fan of being touched, there are moments where he will just randomly start being very touchy with you, but won't let you reciprocate. like he will completely invade your personal space at the most random lowkey inconvenient time and start showing you affection, but when you try to reciprocate he just gets icked out and pulls away. alastor doesn't even explain himself either, he will just... walk away. he doesn't understand that you have very different needs than him and is always confused as to why you're so touch starved. he's giving you attention, isn't that enough? he just doesn't get that theres a vast difference between him looming over you and practically leaning on you, and actually cuddling him and showing you affection. he also will randomly just disappear for days on end. like one day you'll be hanging out going on cute romantic dates to cannibal town and literally being fine and then the next he's gone with no note not information, you just wake up and he isn't there. alastor gets better at communicating his absences once he realizes how worried it makes you, but its certainly alarming in the beginning of your relationship because you think he's upset with you when in reality he's just fucking around and finding out doing god knows what. it takes time for the both of you to find a happy medium ground where you can satisfy your own physical needs while he can also take his own space, but once you do, your relationship goes a LOT smoother.
Vox
Green Flags
Very devoted to you. vox is the type of guy to be absolutely WHIPPED for everything his partner does, and he is not afraid of showering you in affection. while he does find public image important, in his mind, you're the most important and valuable thing in his life. he wants the world to know that you belong to him and that he belongs to you, and he is NOT the type of person to be embarrassed about his partners quirks
He prioritizes satisfying your needs and feelings. whether its sexually, physically, or emotionally, vox is always willing to provide you with comfort. he would never want you to be left unsatisfied or needy, and really wants to be enough for you. vox is self aware and knows that he isn't perfect, but he always gives you more than the bare minimum. his work schedule is a little wild and he always feels bad about not getting to spend time with you so he schedules out full days that are dedicated just to you. he's very attentive and is pretty good at noticing when something is wrong, and he has no qualms about approaching you about anything you might be facing.
trusts you. a lot. in the beginning of the relationship less so, but over time he gradually opens up to you more and more. you are definitely vox's favorite person without a doubt, and he makes sure you know it. early on in your friendship, before you even started dating, vox found himself falling for you. he really didn't want to fuck up what he had with you and wanted to make it clear that you meant more to him. in the beginning of your official relationship, especially during the honeymoon phase and first couple months, he's SOOOO nervous. vox very rarely lets his guard down around others, but with you, he feels his walls instantly shatter. he doesn't understand why he's so drawn to you, but he loves you because of it. he finds a lot of comfort in you and your one of the very few people who have seen him at his worst.
Red Flags
vox sometimes thinks he knows whats best for you, and will act on his own accord to make decisions for you, especially early into a relationship. vox knows hell is dangerous and he knows that there are people who would hurt you to get to him, and he wants to keep you safe more than anything. sometimes he'll watch you on security cameras without your consent, or he'll track you on your phone to know where you are. if you ever found out he wouldn't see the issue until you explained it, but if you really, really had a problem with it he'd stop.
he can be manipulative without even realizing it. vox is surrounded by cruel, nasty people most of the time and will take his own nastiness out on you unnecessarily. like you both will be in an argument and he won't even listen to your side because he just automatically assumes he's right. he'll be condescending and try to change your mind rather than hearing you out. this is obviously very frustrating on your end because, while vox isn't always aware of it, he's still treating you like shit and just trying to manipulate you. i also think he'd accidentally hypnotize you sometimes. like you both would be arguing and vox's hypnotism would just start and he wouldn't realize until he noticed that you were just staring blankly at him. he would feel SO guilty about it though, and it would probably eat at him for a while. you're the person he cares about the most and he genuinely doesn't mean to hurt you, and he definitely does not want to hypnotize you without your consent. vox loves you because youre YOU, not because you listen to his every word like everyone else in his life. it honestly makes him insecure, and he starts to worry that maybe it isn't the rest of hell that he should be worried about hurting you, and maybe its himself thats your biggest threat. PLEASE comfort him he has the emotional capacity of a brick and cares about you too much for his own good. over time his toxic manipulation and cruel behaviors stop, especially towards you, but it can be very, very tedious in the start of your relationship.
mansplains. this is moreso a personal pet peeve of mine and as much as i love and adore vox he absolutely would mansplain and would get pissed when you don't listen. he would also get pouty if you already understand what he's talking about or just brush him off. sometimes it can be kind of endearing though when he's infodumping, and over time his mansplaining slowly forms to infodumping to you. its kinda cute how his behavior changed to match yours, and how excited he gets over sharing shark facts with you.
loved writing this sm this was lowkey an excuse to just psychoanalyize my favs- will prob do a pt 2 once i finish all 500 of my other WIPS + requests lmao- this was originally gonna include luci but i couldn't think of enough red flags and i was also very tired so im sorrryyyyyy he'll probably be in pt 2 😭
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Pluto Aspects - part 2
this is part 2, check my first post for the other planets
Pluto aspecting jupiter - okay these guys are really likeable, frustratingly so. Because you notice there charisma and influence and you like instinctivaly wanna put them down a peg but then you too fall for there charm Its a power of the mind i think, they know how to work your mind to there advantage, and you let them because they do know what they doing so idk i guess.
Pluto aspecting saturn - trials and tribulations, so much has set these motherfuckers back which only increases there drive to overcome the obstacles in there way, they refuse to let anything dictate there life. but they are not flashy with it, they are silently strategising how to propel themselves in a better position into society
Pluto aspecting uranus - okay these guys are strange, but they know how to use it to there advantage, its an interesting combo because they can pull off breaking the rules so well. Also they are kind of silent geniuses, they always know how to work devices super well. I guess thats what gives them the confidence to behave so strangely? idk but everyone wants to be there friends because they are pretty cool.
Pluto aspecting neptune - okay these are the people that no-one understands, they can shapeshift all the time, they change who they are for them and not for anyone else. but thats what makes them so intriguing because they tapped into there souls desires/potential and everyone wanna know how thats even possible. such a deep understanding of what people want, because they know what they want, they'll achieve it no matter what, any mind game any lie, just to get what they want. Nothing is unachievable to them and its just inspiring honestly, but don't try to figure out what they want because itll change as soon as you do figure it out.
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Bonny could we get some insight on how did the first kiss between mc and detective yoongi went? Bc I'm really curious about who made the first step
You're boldly moving his arm from the keyboard of his laptop to make way for you to sit down in his lap- something you've started to do ever since confessing.
It's not yet set in stone what exactly you two are now- after all, not much has changed.
"I'm working." He simply states, and you just shrug, leaning against his chest before scooting just a bit closer, sneakily rubbing your cheek against his collarbone as you purr. It's cute to him how you're trying to hide these gestures even though there's no reason to- he knows that he himself makes no secret of his own growing possessiveness over you. He just doesn't have to do much to have you all covered up in his scent- you've been stealing his shirts since the start of your heat, after all.
"You know, I was thinking about your medication." He starts, a hand on your lower back keeping you close as he adjusts his legs, looking over your head at his laptop screen.
"Hmhm, I know I'm running out." You mumble, and he nods.
"What if we just leave them out all together?" He wonders. "If you're comfortable with that. I know our situation is still new, and you're free to tell me you're not ready for that yet." He makes sure to clear up, and at that, you lean back to look at him.
"Its funny how you're basically asking to fuck me when you've not even kissed me yet." You huff, arms crossed.
"Its not like you asked for it." He shrugs, a slightly amused smirk on his lips. "I'm just waiting for you." He shrugs.
"Thats a lie." You boldly exclaim. "You're secretly too shy, admit it." You challenge, though you're quickly shut up as he leans forwards to catch your lips. And his kiss is anything but shy.
It's confident, warm but not hot- it's like a small teaser for what you can have if you just asked for it.
But it stays just a small peck, nothing more, his face still close as you open your eyes again, hand reaching out to push the black hair back that's started to fall over his eyes, lack of styling giving him a more wild and untamed appearance.
And you decide that you're gonna start to give him those signs he's asking for, as you lean forward to peck his lips again, asking for more- and more he provides.
But its the bite he places on your bottom lip that makes your spine shiver, a single stray whimper escaping you, earning a soft chuckle from him.
"You're so cute when you're not trying to give me burnout." He teases, and you huff in dramatized annoyance, crossing your arms.
"Come on-" you tell him, fingers gripping the front of his shirt. "-your life was terribly boring without me." You say, and he can't help but nod.
"That much is true." He shrugs. "So?" He asks, referring to his earlier question. And you nod, a smile on your lips as your hands rest on his shoulders.
"I'm fine with you screwing me." You shrug, and he laughs, hands on your back securing you a little on his lap.
"I don't want to just 'screw you'." He explains, and you're genuinely confused for a second.
"What.. uh.." you stammer, unsure as he leans forward, none running along your neck, before his lips place a chaste kiss at your pulse.
"I want to make sure all you'll be able to think about.." he hums, cold tip of his nose a stark contrast to his almost burning hot tone of voice.
"Is me."
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I want to talk about something today. Something very important for younger people and newer people coming out.
Research with legitimate sources, aka scholarly articles and medical journals/studies. Wiki is not a good source, people can change info at any point true or untrue.
We want to look for articles with medical and area professionals clearly placing their name in and on the article, or the most reliable sources are called scholarly articles and medical journals/studies, also some gender affirming clinics lay out a lot of information on their websites, most clinics dont mind answering your questions or concerns via email or phone (they may get back to you at a later date). When looking for information, you want peer reviewed medical information. Google has these features that can help narrow down your search for more accurate results. Using quotes around exact words or phrases is a trick to narrow down to more on topic search results.
Also, use Google Scholar (just type "Google scholar" into the search bar to find only actual medical articles and studies. Even lawsuits.
This is the google search bar for scholarly information below:
****READ THE ARTICLE FROM START TO FINISH OR AT LEAST THE PART(S) THAT PORTAIN TO YOUR RESEARCH!(some articles can include more than one study)****
Don't only use one source for your information, find as many as you can until you feel confident in the field of medicines and your concolusions about them. Information you use should be verified by several responsibly written articles, journals, and/or studies.
Call surgeons' offices, ask questions.
Research doctors in your area or a doctor you really like, again don't be afraid to call or email clinics!
When it comes to surgery and your body, if you have a bad feeling, any bad gut feelings before they put you under, about the surgeron or their methods, even team. You can back out until you are knocked out. You can say no as soon as you walk into the surgical suite. You worry about you.
Please, when going onto transgender groups (facebook and stuff), that not everyone is being genuine with you. People can be anything or anyone on the internet, behind that screen. I see trans people spreading anti-transtional propaganda (not on purpose), and they don't notice or know better. The negative people tend to pick out their victims early, cling onto someone newer in transitioning or even just joining the group. They probably try getting chummy really fast, getting into a lot of detail very early. They will start bringing up [negative] transitional things when they have nothing to do with the conversation you are having. It's a red flag when you can't talk about anything but "transitioning," and its a sign you need to block if all they say are negative, things. Life happens, but you don't need to drown yourself in negativity. Beware of people on the internet. Their intent is not always good, anyone can lie, anyone can find fake pictures for their profile, anyone can pretend to be someone they are not. Some of us should know that well as trans folk. Some people are even legitimate and are perhaps mad/ unhappy about their results and tend to use way overly dramatic words to describe their results, these people usually aren't telling you the whole truth. People also tend not to want to put any blame on themselves. If you aren't being honest yourself about your results and what and where things went wrong thats not okay. That,or telling someone not to do something that prevents transitioning or calming their dysphoria, that's considered transphobia.
It's important to also know that Facebook, Twitter, etc. are often looked at by employers, so many people will not use their own profiles to be a imaginary person.
Edit: Yes, transgender people can be transphobic as well. Look up Caitlin Jenner and what she's said and tried to do. Let me tell you now, she said transwomen should not be allowed to compete in sporting events, claiming "allowing transwomen to compete destroys women's sports" . So please, if you use that card, put it back in the deck. It's not true, and it's just a wrong blanket statement altogether. There are people who finish their transition and forget they had the rights they want taken away.
I want you to know and it's important to know many end results almost solely rely on the person and how they take care of themselves pre-op and post-op (yes taking care of your body before matters for optimum results). If you are heavier, your body has a harder time healing. This can cause complications and less favorable results because of those complications. I do have a post on being larger and surgical complications that are involved with that. (Here are some links about plus sized risks and general risks: plus size, general risks)
From Dad Shadow: Remember, don't tell anyone online personal information, even if you have been talking for years. Also, do not place yourself (ex. "Im gunna to go to the Starbucks on fifth around the corner from my house." this is especially bad if they may know your partial location) Someone can figure out your identity/location. Don't reveal anything you'd be asked to use as an account recovery question. When I was a younger adult, I saw someone post an image of a girl he met on 'Omegle', saying, "They accidentally got disconnected." Within two hours, everything about this girl was on this thread... from her name, where she was attending school, her personal address, her Facebook. All of it. It was more than one person looking and posting as well. People can be like this... I know you know, but the Dad in me wants to remind you. Browse safely!
I hope you read this and found it helpful everyone. I felt this is a need and it doesn't need post secondary education classes to teach you how to properly find sourced information for reports (same as your knowledge on the subject you are talking about).
P.s keeping your skin elasticity is very important, so mosturize your pecks, let it dry, then put on your binder.
Stay Golden Everyone ✌️ 💙 💜
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re: your wig! im sorry, thats rough. i was just shocked at how realistic it looks! can i ask if it is fun for you deciding what wig to wear next like. a new haircut for every day ending in y?
It's cool, I'm used to it! I'm not going to lie and pretend it's been easy, or that I don't wish every day that it hadn't happened. Hair loss is not fun for anybody, regardless of age or gender. With that said, of all the times mine could have picked to fall out, a global pandemic was pretty convenient in terms of giving me ample opportunity to process the experience emotionally and also acclimate to wearing hair. Every time I catch myself feeling sorry for myself, I'm like, "It's just alopecia." I mean it's not JUST alopecia but the bummer in this situation is entirely cosmetic. I know women on Instagram going through this and cancer and chemotherapy and I try to keep that perspective in mind, that of all the reasons most of my hair could have fallen out, this is hardly the worst one.
There are some things about wigs that are definitely fun, like the ability to completely change your look without damaging your hair or spending a zillion bucks at a salon. Both human hair and synthetic wig options have gotten sooooo much better even just within the past 10-15 years or so, and there's a whole indie/secondhand market that has sprung up on social media that has made finding them and buying them that much more accessible. But for the most part it's kind of a drag, lol. It's still $1500-2000 out the door every year (wigs have a finite lifespan of about 1-3 years depending on the manufacturer/wear and tear) and in the summer it's extra annoying to have something sitting on your head, even though the wigs I wear are open-wefted and allow plenty of air circulation. I wish I gave less of a shit about the whole scalp situation and felt OK leaving the house without something covering it, but it is what it is. I may get there someday!
For now I'm just happy that I have the ability to throw a wig on with as much convenience and confidence as any article of clothing from my wardrobe, and when I do I look in the mirror and feel like myself again.
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I used to have a discourse account and still follow some people I followed there on my main, but I've recently (read: in the past year) had to unfollow about 3 of them because they'd turned either into terfs or just became transphobic in general, and I just can't help but wonder what happened? They were transmeds (whether they considered themselves part of the group or not idk, but their beliefs alligned) which makes me think, you were so close. You had it all right there. How did you turn from seeing it as a legitimate medical thing to seeing it as people with mental problems or attention seekers? It baffles me because I always thought knowing the medical side of being trans is something that keeps people as allies. That something like seeing it as most of tumblr does, a vague feeling or just not subscribing to gender roles or whatever, was something that makes it easy to turn to transphobia because it's so loose and undefined. But seeing my former mutuals who I knew to be trans allies and who had a decent grasp of what being trans is turn to transphobia leaves me sad and so very confused
Thats the thing about the internet, it's an amazing place to grow more and more radical ideas. And you'd be shocked at how similar radical ideas are to each other, especially when they claim to be opposites.
You have to be really careful online. It's not hard to go further and further down a rabbit hole to the point of being unable to climb out. A lotta people start with very clear and understandable ideas about the world and other people. But the more time you spend the more things you see. The more posts that are specially written to make you feel anger, that leave out details, that use the worst faith example imaginable, that just straight up lie. And we've always been a society built on trusting others. Built on being social. All someone has to do is wear you down enough with "not everyone in this group. But looks at this person. And this one. And this one" to shift your idea of right and wrong, push what you think a group stands for, make you angry at them. You see enough shitty examples and you start to think it's everyone.
It's similar to the representation discussion. How much it can help a child's confidence to actually see characters they can relate to doing good things. Part of discourse is talking to people with other viewpoints. And when they keep showing awful examples it's easy to start falling for them without realizing it.
That's why it's important to also talk to people that agree with you. Look for posts that are positive. Look for good examples. Bot online and irl it's important to step back and take a break from discourse. Because when you dig too deep it's easy to get buried by shitty people.
You said you're wondering how this could happen. And it probably happened something along the lines of getting worn down from all the negative trans stuff online and all the transphobic shit from TERFs and tucutes alike. It makes you tired. The more you see it the more you forget it's not accurate. Humans are very susceptible. And we tend to go to extremes. These old mutuals probably fell into that and kept shifting their ideals to one direction little by little until it was a whole new idea altogether.
Much like my other post about how you're not gonna stop making someone transphobic overnight, you can't make someone transphobic overnight either. Changing someone's mind takes time. And unfortunately, the internet is a great way to do it since your posts don't go away. Discourse is a very easy way to start to fall into this too, which doesn't help. It's important to be able to step away, know when to listen and when to call bullshit. Not everyone can tho. It sucks. But the fact that they used to be supportive means they might come back eventually. So that's something.
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Hello dear!
Here comes the rant😆
What a heck I just read? FB for sure made some strange choices.
First of all - why we should twist with new boys? Mc should be sent home - like there literally was a text "if you single - you'd be dumped". Our theory about Finn and Kat twisting if MC single had much more sense!
Secondly. Suresh, dude, are you for real? Still playing games instead of showing everyone were you stand. And Lulu seems really sweet, how dare he to use her like that? I mean it was obvious she's his safe choice to stay but FB making him such an asshole? Why he didn't tell her "I can bring you but that'll be friendship couple cuz I only want MC"? For someone who's talking"i care about you, MC" he's definitely makes her life much more complicated!
Gabi. I tried to be civil, all right? Why she suddenly thinks she has to show how important she was for Suresh? He's literally told you "it wasn't anything serious for me" and your answer "I think it's a lie"?? Piss off, woman! You've been a rebound, a replacement of a real girlfriend. And your wants won't change the reality.
Alfie. Dude, why are you still trying talk to MC when she made it clear that you are friends, nothing more?? My MC even told you to couple up with Meera and was ready to go home. And now you bringing Meera back and all she's doing - making a show "we're such a power couple" and glaring at MC even though my MC has been telling "you are great together!" Arlo #2 much?? And now I read that she wants to dump MC?? Not cool. MC isn't to blame if you not confident enough in your couple, stop being a bitch!
My poor MC doesn't have any girlfriends on this circus! Please Lulu, you are the last hope for a true friendship!
Finn. Weeell. You giving me Noah vibes with your uncertainty. I have a feeling he fancies MC more then Kat but Kat is an easy option, you know? it's like under all his flirting and bravado he's not confident enough in himself to be with someone so gorgeous and cool like MC. I mean - dude literally said "you are out of my league" to MC...🤔 But maybe it's wishful thinking 😃
And Nicolas... OMG, he's just male version of Kat! I knew there was something about him and playing the game but damn! My girl had enough drama in her life and doesn't need more. I don't fancy men who loves stirring the pot... Now I have even more doubts about him. I don't see him in solid couple with a girl if she's serious and not in all this drama/playing games. But he's definitely a good option make Suresh jealous 😆
Welp... At this point I don't even mind taking money and never seeing those people again 😆 but we'll see new islanders. Maybe FB will give us a dependable guy (maybe an old friend of MC who's always been in love with her and hated Suresh for hurting his favourite girl??)
First - YES!! This made NO SENSE the text said single islanders would be DUMPED and then wait NOT U MC! ur special! No we're not! U literally drag us through the mug every fucking episode
Second- babe thats not suresh...idk who that is but its not him. because the man that said all that stuff to us before he left for casa wouldnt be choosing grandma Lulu who he literally has no spark with over us.
Third - Gabi doesnt seem to understand that one sided relationships exist. One person can like another person more than the other. Sorry babe but this happens more often than not...just because he was around doesnt mean he was around.
Fourth - I personally didnt get the vibe that he was trying it on MC I got more friend vibes from him, but maybe that's how I played it. Meera was being such a bitch that I can't wait for me to not go home next week, but to rub it in her face that her bestie is tho
Fifth - I low-key loved Noah 2.0 and If I find out something shady happened between Gabi/Suresh on that terrace rooftop im jumping ship to Finn so fucking fast.
sixth - idk im getting the ick from Nicolas 🫣 hes too much with the gossip and drama he seems more into that than MC. and saying he needed to fake their connection 🙄 thats a no for me dog.
im staying on the suresh route until it becomes even more obvious that there is none left and then will be jumping ship to Finn.
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small vent about my school experience
this was brought on by reading a little ficlet that happened to hit EXTREAMLY CLOSE to home for me. Im afab living in the midwest in a small town, however the town I live in is NOT my hometown. so everyone in my graduating class had known eachother from diapers basicly. in fact when I did an internship thing at the public library(necessary to graduate) and the directer/woman in charge who was also from out of town agreed that we were called 'transplants'. I have lived here since I was 8. 11 years I have lived here and still don't feel welcomed
in the 8th grade I was in band and at the end of the year the teacher had decided to reveal what the words she had given us at the begining of the year was for. she called out a name and the first person to answer had gotten it wrong, ok big deal. HOWEVER WHEN I GOT IT WRONG I WAS OUT FOR THE REST OF THE CLASS. THE FUCKING BOY WASNT OUT AND WHEN I POINTED IT OUT SHE SAID THAT HE WAS OK OR SOMETING ALONG THOSE LINES AND I HAD REALLY LIKED THIS TEACHER BUT THIS FUCKING RUNINED HER IN MY EYES MY FUCKING GOD I JUST WANTED HER TO DIE I KNOW THATS NOT HEALTHY OR NORMAL BUT JUST CHRIST. I REALLY ONLY HAD MY INTELLANGCE FOR MY CONFIDANCE AND IT FELT LIKE SHE ATTACKED ME I DONT KNOW WHY
i hate history classes because of 2 teachers mrs. G and mrs. c. mrs. G was also the typing class teacher and was SUPER PICKY about the positioning of our hands and no joke i had never finished a typing lesson because of her. the only times I finished one was when she had retired the next year. that bitterness carried over to her history classes where she just was so boring. she barely decorated her room too it was shit. I dont know why anyone in the school liked her she was a bitch. So happy she retired wish she had done it sooner.
MRS C WAS SO MUCH WORSE. BITCH HAD 3 LESSONS AND THAT WAS IT NO VARITY JUST WORKSHEET AFTER WORKSHEET AFTER WORKSHEET THE ONLY CHANGE WAS WHEN WE HAD A STUDENT TEACHER AND HE MADE A PLAN. WISH THAT GUY A BRIGHT FUTURE. BUT C JUST FUCKING SUCKED. THEN SHE DECIDED TO LIE TO MY PARENTS AT MY IEP. WHAT THE FUCK.
I READ FANFIC IN CLASS, THIS WAS A KNOWN PROBLEM BECAUSE I DIDN'T WANT TO DO CLASS WORK JUST READ. I WOULD ALSO LISTEN TO MUSIC WHENEVER I COULD. C SAID THAT I HAD A PROBLEM WITH PUTTING MY EARBUDS IN DURING CLASS. LIKE WHEN SHE WAS TALKING AND THAT WAS BLATENTLY FALSE I PUT MY MUSIC ON AFTER SHE WAS DONE TEACHING AND HAD GIVEN US TIME TO WORK CUNT I HOPE SHE DIES SOMEONE TAKE AN AXE TO HER HEAD PLEASE THE WORLD WOULD BE BETTER
now again im afab and i likely have some nurodivergance that has led to a lot of unconscious masking. leading in to what was my biggest pet peeve of people acting dumber than what i know them to be. Notably the boys (one in particular really) and everytime someing stupid came out of his mouth i just wanted to cause bodily and psychological harm to him and his family.
the fic had remined me of a time where mrs C had pulled me into the hallway and told me to call my mom. i didn't want to obviously and this was very public for my sophomore peers to see. i had stomped a little and she told me to stop acting like a child and I just thought about how i never had really gotten a chance to act like a kid when it was appropriate because I was 'so mature for my age' and i just thought back to the guy the got on my nerves. and how he acts like hes fucking ten every day and doesnt get called out for it at all. but i do ONE childish act its stop acting like a kid your too old for that
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Wonder woman 2
I have many a thought about this movie. First is it looks great and it FEELS like a wonder woman oneshot comic. Mind you...not a A comic but more of a B or C plot. But still objectvely fun andcomicbooky XD. Colorful and fun.
This feeling was increased because they would appear and change location too easily at times. Like...forgot how they got that plane in the air so last minute, but how did they return so quickly? Or how did barbara so conviently get to the white house? When did diana double back for the armour? Ect.
Also why did wonder woman destroy the camerias? Everyone could see her! She kept acting lije she was keeping secerts with kids but there were other witnesses xD and we don't know WHY she wanted them to keep it secerts.
Also lowkey highkey my favorite character was that one little girl who got slid in the mall into the plushy. No one Talks about this but she looks EXACTLY LIKE this super hero who Diana has cross over with. I'll follow anyone who guesses her right. And it made me giddy. XD
I think a certain feeling the movie gives off hit really nicely...thought admittedly if I think too hard it can muddy it bit.
For example....teaching Diana not to lie or cheat as a kid was a good lesson and to accept the truth she did not follow the rules of the competition.....but they ARE a warrior race so it felt....odd i guess when Diana was punished for being creative....lije...i'd get if she did not win or if she had less points tallied andshe found that unfair but to stop her completely felt unfair towards HER...and since we didn't get the rules of the competition beforehand it would be easy to watch and just see it as unfairs towards her.
That said i feel extra kudis go to that little diana AND gal because they felt like ththe same person...especially Diana's stubborness later when told she has to give up Steve.
I love diana strait up saying she has been good and saved people and that she just wants this one thing and refusing Steve pointing out giving up the wish. She felt very relatable.
Though they didn't really adress the Steve is possesing another man's body aspect? Like consent aside even it felt....odd they didn't bring up more specifically that issue.
Ikindif felt they chose the most boring outfit of steve....in the 80's no less.
I love the switch around with Steve being the fish out of water this time....love the clothing montage and Diana and him having fun....but it felt like they didn't adress bigger questions a dead steve might have...lije what abour etta candy? His crew of dudes? Does he know about world war II or how does he feel he succeeded in stopping the poison? Did he get a proper funneral?
I feel a little mixed at the implication Diaba hasn'tbeen with anyone since Steve. I love steve saying he prays thats not true because he loves her and your loved ones woukd qant you to move on a be happy. Like...i live steve but they qere together once you know? She has had YEARS and sge is a very open person and she seemed motivated to not give up or close herself off at the end of the first movie.
On the other i definitly felt it was diana's opinion and feelings, and i love how firm and stead she is in what she wants...and shshe wants Steve. XD so that ofset it a bit....after all Steve is a hard act to follow.
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I'm not sure how i feel about Barbara. On one hand i like the actress and icoukd tell she was doing a good job....but she reminded me a bit too much of a version of catwoman....and as much as she was awkward....it was kind of hard to figure out why Diana wanted to be her friend...it felt like pity at times. Which didn't feel like what they were trying to go for...and she at least has her dream job and enough money to buy those heels and outfits.
The movie implied her life was getting better due to the powers...but it felt like her issue was her confidence so i didn't really feel the weight of danger if she lost her wishsibce she already fixed her impression in people's mind....and she and Diana JUST became friends.
I'M
also not sure what they wanted me to feel when Barbara was cornered by that drunk guy and then later beat him up. Like..did she kill him or just knock him out? I mean that guy could have strait up raped her earlier so its gard to feel bad for him..so my thoughts were wouldn't she go to jail if she killed someone?
Its not like i know how she felt about it as Diana never finds out about it so Diana saying Barbara trades her empathy or humanity felt a bit odd when most humans and even Diana would want to justify their own wish. Diana was even willing to overlook steve was possesing someone compared to Barbara...and clearly wanted to make a exception so it was weird Barbra didn't use that argument to convince Diana and assumed there wouldn't be a exception for Barbara from the get go despite both of their wishes were before max got the rock.
The hypothetical problem was the escalating wishes. If they had just reversed all the wishes max made they could have kept their wishes. I know MORALLY that wasn't the point....but still.
They could have been a bit better about her actually becoming the cheetah cheetah though.
Maxwell Lord was fun. I like how he was Spanish but changed his look. I love his kid...he's cute....though his motive i was a bit confused about...wasn't he satisfied being rich? Why did he escalate? Like.. i kind of got he was trying to offset the damage to his body by trading parts of people for granting their wishes so it was a vicious cycle. but why didn't he try to justify himself more?
He was still pretty good and i liked his talk with Diana which reversed his thoughts after he saw his kid was in danger....but it did make me wonder what was the point of having those people reverse their wishes...ansifcourse what if you wished to not have cancer anymore? What is the Monkeys palm of a good wish?
Would diana have felt that way if Steve had just been brought back and wasn't possesing someone.
I loved the way diana and steve parted. It echoesthat little girl in the beginning and shw didn't want to give him up....hurt my heart...though how she learn how to fly was a bit odd. I liked when she was lassoing and jumping a bit better even ifthey mea t her powers to ve touched by emotions.
Though one thing that bothered me was Steve trying to let him self go without more of a fight? He DIDN'T have a good life...it was unfair and tradgic. He lived through world war 1. He never got to experience peace and he had seemed to just begib remembering what you might do once the war was over....but he died right before getting to enjoy peace. He didn't get to see diana change the world or know his friends were safe. HE was the one who wished they had more time. He died pretty young and that is tradgic. Alot of people died, old and young in the war and thats tradgic.
I really like him neing the one to convince Diana what had to be done...but i kind of wish she tried clapping back that its not fair and pointing out those aspects and then face his linevasically with her kniwing he was not real and not really back....though anyonenow wo dering if iriginal Steve had aburiel? Did they recover his body from the wreckage of the plane?
I do kindof wish we saw his thoughts though since he was from world war 1. How does the sexism compare to 80's sexism? What about america being less rascist compared to what it was before?
Never really addressed which was a missed opportunity.
Why didn't steve maje a wish whem Max had a hold of him.
I feel like that one side character into Diana and washington tour stuff was a missed opportunity...not for romance but a comedy arc.
I like the void of love in maxwelltrying to provehimself from a young age and him finding out he doesnt have to earn love...his son loves him anyway.
Though what was unclear...did he go to jail? Was everything reverse like it never happened? Diana seems to remember with that hallmark christmas ending with her meetingthe guy Steve took over.
I loved the story of diana amazonian sister who had heldback the world and the implication it was linda carter XD
So over all...i enjoyed the movie....it didn't really feel like it had to be in the 80s to be honest.
And Cheetah was a bit underwhelming at times....though that might be because her rebirth orgin from the comics felt deeper and made her more interesting.
Real important qyestion is this the last we see of Steve...will Steve have reincarnated and she'll meet a new Steve? Will he appear from a alternate earth?
Also....am i the only one who wants a explination of WW II? Or better yet someone point out the affect of Steve dying. The fact is steve's original role wasn't just the love interest....Steve was their in-card. In the golden age everyonewas sexist basically andcouldnt believe a wonan xoukd sucxeed or do those amazing things so Steve's role was be be not only secure in himself but correct thise people a make sure Diana or others were recognized.
As steve is a handsome, intellegent, succesful white guy...he has Clout...people would listen to him or have a harder time dismissing it...if steve isn't there it would expkain maybe diana not being recognized by the world especually since she showed up in WW I...a even more sexist time than WW II.
Sure Diana had Etta and the boys from the first movie....but they made a point all of them had reasons they might not have clout. Generally the world being rascist being one. The big wig that had been on their side was Ares....and is dead so that wouldn't help.
Anyways i enjoyed the movie but also see why there were issues... like the movie is good but the commercial for it was greater in getting the mind noodle dancing. The feelings it brought though...chef kiss. It got me to feel something xD
It also has certain moments that felt line a fun fourth of july type movie. I laughed at steve's line in the plane XD and there wasnt forshadowing but i do enjoy how it got invisable XD
How did Barbara get home (did shw get hone?) and are they still friends? Was Diana fine with potentially almost killing her with electrocution?
mister oil barren was interesting but also...not sure why Max was especially a ass to him? Though now i wonder if Artemis might pop up xD a place was name dropped...all i'm saying XD
Though...as a americanwith limuted knowledge of other countries......is anyone not at all worried we mughr actually think this country is real and not just a DC country?
#Wonder woman#Wonder woman Ii#Wonder woman II#Wonder woman 2#Steve trevor#Wondertrev#Washongton#Fourth of july#Cheetah#Barbara Minerva#Maxwell Lord#Stone#Rock#Wishes
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These are just damned thoughts. Basically anything happens, I see how I could have done or said something else and then I feel like a piece of shit and that everyone is better than me. I feel dumb. I feel like i'm not worth spending time with cuz i'm boring, annoying, mean and weird. I feel like i'm not worthy of love.
But it's crazy how the people who you don't match energy with anymore or sum other thing like u have no more lessons to learn with them, they fall away.
I don't know what is my way to actually love myself stabilly. My self love still depends on other people and I don't know how I can change that. I just don't see myself so I rely on how others do. I think so fucking much shit that aren't true.
I still don't know how not to be afraid of others. Well it's not new that sometimes we lie to others' faces. We all talk about others behind their backs, act different with others, say different things regarding who we are with. And yes, we act way too fucking dumb sometimes, we can forget about what we do to others because we are too busy with ourselves and our lives. No one else does this differently. So it's not betrayal. And it's important to know that most of this shit is not personal.
I still wonder if ppl I love love me back the same way I love them. I still feel left out sometimes. Thats weird how noone actually makes me feel validated a hundred percent and I lose confidence, I feel dumb and worthless a lot of times.
But I don't get as hurt as I did before. And if I think about it, it's okay to not be these people's favourite. There is no hate, they don't care simply. They could like me and see my good qualities but still not wanting to meet me and hangout, or talk.
The reason i'm putting myself out there that much is that i care about other people and not because I wanna be a main. I always wanted and still want to, but you can't do nothing more than that, people have free will to react to me the way they do. I have to show myself completely, all my good and quality parts. I'm very much likeable. I'm a pretty fucking good soul, person, others has to just be presented to and I will definitely not stay alone, and the likeminded similar ones will stay. I just have to be me, without any kinda blockages.
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#thinking about me this time last year writing every single night and posting like every other week! the confidence! queen!#thats a lie there was no confidence i don't know what has changed#in the LEAST passive aggressive way possible because i hate when creators whine about not getting attention too but just#ah? maybe i was writing things last year that people were interested in. and mortifying ordeal of being known was WORTH IT#but it is so <3 extremely <3 not right now <3#and i'm already very much in a fucking echo chamber in that i spend 85% of my day alone in my room#so im like. i can't write and not share it but i don't want to publish anything and i would rather die than send things directly 2 someone#so im just.#'brain could we please write something'#'absolutely fucking not. you are a pathetic little worm'#'yes honey'#carly.txt
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₍ᐢ⑅ᐢ₎ a message from your future best friend ₍ᐢ⑅ᐢ₎
. . . . ꒰ ♡ ꒱ ,, ⌲˘͈ᵕ˘͈ how this works;; you pick the one you feel most drawn to or saw first out of the rest. i will intuitively tell you what your future best friend has to say to the future you.
˚₊ · ͟͟͞͞➳❥ disclaimer;; this isn't meant to be taken to the heart, it's meant for fun! if it doesn't resonate please pick another pile! if none do, maybe it's not your call yet. it's also ok to choose more than one pile! ♡
pile 1 (top left) pile 2 (top mid) pile 3 (top right) pile 4 (bottom left) pile 5 (bottom mid) pile 6 (bottom right)
˚ ༘♡ ·˚꒰ pile one ꒱ ₊˚ˑ༄ؘ
ayyo you little brat, it's yo mama here.
no no no, i am joking, don't cry. i promise you i am not this rough, your humour will change overtime.
believe it or not, you will become someone muuuch more confident. and i am so proud of you. i have literally came out of your shell. how is that asshole on your bed? have you met them yet? remember every moment with them because in the future you can't. they won't be around.
also, could you treat that headache? no matter how much i beg you to go to the doctor, you just won't budge buddy. i am actually kinda worried.
not gonna lie nino, i don't have much to say to you. we are much more about memories than the talk. expect when you keep me up until 3am. you just won't shut up man.
not complaining though, i like them.
see you buddy, please get yourself treated.
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ayyo are you ready for your college years friend? 😎
because i sure as hell am not. it sucks. you just ate my last ramen. it was jujutsu kaisen ramen. why you gotta do that? i only have a dollar and twenty-three cents. thats ok, i will eat your steak next time.
to be more serious, don't expect college to be a party all night then straight a+ classes all day. that's not how it works and you need to learn that. your grades are failing. you need to avoid this happening, or you won't have an easy life. sorry, that's just have it is. you chose a strict college and you knew that. you might think otherwise, but you are quite immature. at least right now. i don't care if you like that or not. honestly your whining about this gets quite bothersome. you have so much potential but you waste it on money, party and drugs. well, probably drugs. it hurts to see you like that, you don't really listen to anyone anymore. hurts like hell you know? i always try to keep bright for you, but i see our friendship crumble. please just... take life seriously for a while. i don't want to see you end up at a hospital (again) or even the streets.
don't worry though you are still a pretty sweet guy/girl/lad/person. its just that i worry you know? life didn't quite hit you yet. you are at your suffering chapters.
i cover you up with a blanket and make sure to feed you, so that's that. you are sorta like a cat. i might not always know where you are at, but you always return back home to me.
i worry for us, promise you won't end our friendship after college (your name).
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OPEN YOUR MOTHERFUCKING CHAKRA AURA EYE THINGY
I have things i want to say to you!!! Questions I want to ask!!! I want to test how well it works and how you are. Can we really communicate? You told me today that we are able to even though we are in different time zone- time lines. How is that possible? I am really curious. Please tell me when we meet, even though i might not listen the first time. Just repeat it a lot, even when I am an asshole, I will get better I promise.
Lmfao do you have a harmonica? Do you still have it? I heard you play quite a lot. I never heard it before, and you are too embarrassed to show it to me. Cold.
Oh boy oh boy i have a lot to say to you. You don't allow me though 'don't mess with the time blah blah blah.' The fuck are you? Marty Mcfly? I doubt me saying anything to 'the past you' will mess up anything in our present but you know it.
Btw, neat Christmas socks, hope you know they are mine now.
That's it I guess, I have stuff to do. 💔 dream with me baby boy/girl.
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hellu 🥺
how are you? i love you so much do you know that? oh my God, I can't believe i am talking to you. I missed you so much. You are out for groceries, I know. But I just miss you so much! It's been an hour or two. Or 15 minutes. I can't tell you.
How are your hallucinations, did you figure out a way to treat them so far? Remember, hot and cold is the best solution! I don't know what this means, but you always mention this.
You are so cute. You are finally trying out your desired style. It's so wonderful! You look absolutely stunning, especially with your hair clips and your make up. It's just enough.
You are being happier these days, which fills my heart with joy. You are so powerful, I aspire to be like you. You are my role model. I am too scared to tell that to you though.
I wonder if you really do receive this letter though. I am a little lightheaded, but I wanted to try and talk to you.. We watched movies last night! We got a little projector from somewhere. Can't really tell where anymore. It's been a while.
We watched that one movie you love. We always watch it around Christmas. Though, I fell asleep while hugging you around the middle of it. I am sorry about that.
It was warm though, just like your smile. I can't wait to meet you, again. Goodbye!
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hello, my message probably won't say a lot. sorry to disappoint. i am actually at a very low point in my life, all i do is feel depressed. sometimes i can't even get off the couch, there is just no point in it.
you help me though, i don't know if you realise it or not, but you do. when you cover me with a blanket, when you make soup.. it's all nice.
i appreciate you, i think it's about time i show you that. we actually bicker a lot. what did you compare us to? Frenemies? Whatever you mean by that.
I don't like that quite as much as you do. I always feel guilty. Sure it can be fun. I get that. Just don't wanna hurt you.
Anyway, I must pull your mood down. Our connection isn't this weighting down haha. I just feel bad. You need to receive what you give around. I will get to it.
You are wonderful though, so that's that.
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chio chio chio chips.
heyo heyo, yeah yeah i know you don't understand that yet. don't worry, it's an inside joke.
we are crazy party people like that 🤪
lmao, sorry, don't wanna scare you away like that lol. maybe i got a lil more comfortable? i am not weird, just got some of your playfullness.
actually, i have become a lot more playful since you are around. sometimes i feel like bit of a fool. that makes me ashamed. but you indeed make my days happier. i have became less aloof and have learned how to enjoy life. i am less tense.
i am thankful for you, to have you. you are like a star in the dark nights.
ew don't try to think about falling in love. we aren't like that. you have someone else for that. ugh!
i know you are lonely right now, but worry not! I am on your rescue team! we will probably travel a lot.
Being with you is really fun. Sometimes I think we are soulmates. I don't tell you that though.
. . ⇢ until next time, farwells ˎˊ˗ ꒰ 📎 ꒱
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Jimin: Devil in Disguise (6)
In which you take the initiative.
Tags/Warnings: mafia!AU, hybrid!AU, Mafia member!Jimin, Cat hybrid!Assassin!Reader, Angst, Blood, Violence, Dead Dove Do Not Eat, Fluff!!, romance after all that drama
This story covers heavy themes. Adult content ahead.
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Jimin stays true to his word; not leaving you alone from now on, always keeping you close so you don't feel abandoned again, or get caught up in negative thoughts. He does a great job as keeping your mind off of things; even giving you some easy tasks to make you feel like you're doing your part as well. You've helped him around in his office- copying some dates from his digital time planner to a physical booklet.
One that you notice, has a small picture taped on the inside of it, a date scribbled below.
He looks a lot younger in that picture, face still round and soft, glasses sitting on his nose.
"No I-" He stutters a little, before he sits straighter on his bed, trying to appear more confident. "I really like you." He confesses, looking at you with a gaze determined.
"Like.." you try, unsure if he knows what he means.
"Not as a friend." He clarifies, cheeks turning a bit red as he shyly reaches for your hand- fingers intertwining. "But.. as in, I want to be your boyfriend." He tells you.
You're growing just as shy in that moment- heart racing as he looks at you for an answer.
But you're too shy, so you just clumsily lean forward to peck his lips- the bright smile on his face showing that he understood just fine.
"Y/n?" He asks, a hand on your shoulder breaking the spell those memories put on you. "Everything alright?" He worries, and you nod your head, closing the booklet before you look at your fingers.
"Do you.. does it hurt?" You ask, looking at him when his answer takes a moment. He seems unsure about what you mean- and you can't help but notice how much sharper his face looks compared to the little picture you've just seen. "Like.. me not remembering. It must be painful." You say, and his eyes soften a bit.
"I'm not going to lie and say that it's not affecting me." He admits, averting his gaze as he walks to put the booklet away again- as if to put the memories away as well. "But it's not your fault, nor would blaming anybody change what's happening." He explains to you. "What's done is done; there's no going back to it."
"Maybe if I-"you start, but he shakes his head.
"I don't want you to force yourself to remember anything." He says. "If you can't, you can't. I'm glad I got to.." he drifts off, smiling bitterly before you walk a bit closer.
"Glad to what?" You ask, and he sighs.
"I'm glad I got to love you once." He finishes. "Thats more than I could've ever asked for."
You don't know how to answer.
So you just trail after him like a lost kitten, quietly getting ready to go to bed next to him yet again, already underneath the covers as you feel him get into bed as well. He's far away from you- as far as he can, giving you space.
More than you actually want.
So you try out how far he'll let you go- sneakily moving yourself closer to his back, before you lean against it, forehead resting between his shoulders. He grows stiff at that.
"I told you.. you don't have to force yourself." He mumbles into the darkness of the room, but you just shake your head.
Instead, you wrap yourself around him the best you can manage, craving his comfort-
And while he doesn't turn around to face you yet, worried you might catch his watery eyes, you do notice the way his hand lays itself over yours, holding onto it.
His touch almost scared.
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Habits
↳ where donghyuck develops habits after he meets you
pairing: lee donghyuck x reader
genre: fluff
warnings: frozen ice cream >:(
word count: 2.6k words
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description: There are certain amounts of things you have done that affected Donghyuck, you changed his attitude, the way he sees things, he even likes Pizza because of you. But one of the things that stood out that you have done to him is make him adapt habits. Of course, you didn't force him to, it just appeared one day and Donghyuck didn't seem to mind them. So here are some things you he has grew onto him because of you.
Buying an extra cup of coffee
This particular habit grew on him before you two started dating, one morning when you sat sluggishly next to him in history class he couldn't help bur notice how dead and tired you looked.
The moment you trudge into the room, Donghyuck couldn’t help but wince at your tired face. Your eyes heavy and steps slowed as if there was a whole boulder in your bag. “Dude, you look like you have Mark’s schedule.”
God knows how you would deal with that packed of a schedule, you’d die. Mark Lee is really something else.
You begrudgingly flopped next to Donghyuck, sighing out a breath of exhaustion, "Goddam Mr. Kim had to give us a 5000 word essay on climate change," you groan, slapping your face lightly to try and wake up, "Who the fuck had the idea to invent plastic?"
Donghyuck only chuckles, grabbing his coffee cup from his bag, beginning to tale a swig. He stops halfway when he notices you banging your head continuously with the thick history book, sticking out his hand with the coffee in between your forehead and the hard book, just before you slam your head on it again. "Take a sip," he urges, lightly tapping it on your cheek.
You don't remember, but you think you grinned, because Donghyuck is laughing at your eagerness. "I'm taking a huge gulp!" You half tease, knowing you were actually gonna take about 3 of them. Donghyuck hisses, flicking the side of your hand momentarily, before sighing, "Just take the whole thing."
You did so gratefully, even if Donghyuck thought you were gonna give it back. After that, he would pay attention to your responses to his texts, seeing wether you're in a good mood or not.
If you reply with an 'okay bob, pick me up in 20' then there's no need to buy an extra cup, if you reply with quite a dry text he's bringing one just in case and giving it to Mark if you don't need it. However if you're responding with swear words and angry emojis it's time to rush and get that coffee you need.
It became like this for a while, that is, until exams started. He noticed how moody and tired you got, constantly buying coffee without even having to see or ask. But now that you're a lot busier he's picking you up and giving you coffee and a grilled cheese, having a donut for himself.
Ever since then you two would just spend breakfast in the car, talking while eating and maybe even getting up earlier to just chill in the school parking lot to eat before class started, but only if you two are feeling extra energized.
This is a habit he realizes he has, and he actually likes because it reminds him of how he asked you to become his girlfriend in his car one time when you went to the school parking lot at 5 in the morning. That's a hour and a half earlier than you usually go to, and you two watched as the sun raised in the trunk of his car.
At that time, you decided to get grocery store ice cream tubs instead, you had a sudden crave that Donghyuck agreed to. You got a bit of ice cream at the corner of your lip, and Donghyuck decided that was the perfect opportunity to pull a clique little ' "you got a little bit there" and then proceeds to kiss you.' Yeah you failed your Math test that day because you were so distracted.
Your coffee felt warm in your hands, but the cold early morning wind nipped at your skin at the same time, urging you to take a sip from the paper cup once again. The only thing warm besides the hot coffee in your hand was Donghyuck, who sat close next to you to produce some warmth. Which was dumb because you had ice cream waiting to be devoured handing in a plastic bag in front of the semi-broken air conditioning to stay cool.
Donghyuck glanced behund him to see how the ice cream was doing, sighing when he sees no changes in the ice cream, the AC must’ve broken already. “Hey, ice cream’s melting, better eat it now before you have to drink it from a plastic bag.” He nudges at your thigh.
You nod, hopping off the trunk to go get the ice cream. Quickly stealing ut from the driver’s seat, you hurry back to Donghyuck for warmth, handing him his own ice cream. “Thanks,” he takes the cold treat from your hand, opening the cap open and sticking his spoon into the tub. He had a napoleon flavored tub of ice cream, while you got Rocky Road.
Though the AC of Donghyuck’s car was broken and some of the ice cream melted, the closer you get to the middle the more you realize it’s still frozen. “Damn dude, that’s a whole glacier.” Donghyck commented, eating a spoon of his own ice cream. You suddenly stop trying to destroy the frozen block of ice, “Yo have you heard how David Attenborough says glacier?”
“...what?”
“Dude we’re gonna watch ‘our planet’ later on today, I can’t believe you haven’t heard him say glacier!” You say as you stab your spoon into your ice cream, successfully breaking the bug block of ice. You scoop a big spoonful and shove it messily in your mouth, slurping when some dripped down your lips.
Donghyuck pursed his lips at the sight of the sticky treat stucking to the corner of your lips, putting his tub down, “You got a little bit there,” he points to yor mouth. Eyes widening, you blinly search for the ice cream around your mouth. Donghyuck stops you from wiping your mouth with your sleeve, taking it to his lap.
You’re about to protest, when Donghyuck catches your words in his lips. It takes you a few moments, but you kiss back, tasted the slight strawberry ice cream that stuck to his lips and tongue, and you’ve never loved how it tasted as much as this. He quickly pulled away, licking he remains of your ice cream off his lips.
“The fuck was that?”
“I really like you.”
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Waiting for you to dry his hair
This habit came about one night when he came put the shower in shorts and a big t-shirt, his towel plopped lazily on his hair. He came back home from working out with Renjun, and he subconsciously layed down on the couch right next to you.
He shoved his wet hair with the towel on your lap, and you being you, you stared to dry it for him. At that time Donghyuck felt great, it was like you were some kind of human form of a hairdryer.
Donghyuck plopped doen next to you in the couch, water dripping onto the couch. You purse your lips, looking up to Donghyuck’s wet hair, “You gonna dry it?” Your boyfriend nods, patting the green towel on top of his head. You laugh when observing the towel, it’s the one you giften to him for his 18th birthday. There was a small frog peeking out at the corner and Donghyuck adored it.
The boy sighs, suddenly resting his head on your thighs. You assume he wants you to do it, so you gently start tot rub the top of his head with the material. Donghyuck peeks one eye open in surprise, humming im delight when you start to run your fingers through his damp hair. You grin at his reaction, bringing the towel uo to dry the ends of his hair.
You carefully dance your palms against his cheeks, making sure you don’t press too hard. Donghyuck turns his head to the side, placing a peck onto the pad of your thumb, as a gesture of thanks, you guess, and you kiss his cheek in return.
It’s evenings like this he longs, just calming moments with each other before all the stress comes and drowns you two. Just the most simple gestures warms his heart and awakens the knowledge that everything is going to be alright.
You continue your work peacefully, soon massaging his scalp and fluffing his hair up. Donghyuck let’s out a breath of relief, burying his head to your stomach. The material of the sweater you use is somehow so comforting, almost lulling him to sleep.
You run your hands through his head one more time, before grabbing the frog towel and ruffle his hair softly, “There we go, all nice and fluffy.” You mumble, fiddling with the short hairs on the nape of his neck. Donghyuck looks back up at you, a little smile soon appearing on his lips. He reaches up, pecking you shortly, before completely falling asleep on your lap.
Since then Donghyuck has always waited for you to come find him with damp hair and the frog towel, innocently asking you to dry it. Unbeknownst to him, you absolutely adore drying and taking care of his hair, it showed that he trusted you enough to let you do whatever you wanted. And plus, his hair was just really soft and you love playing with it.
There was this one time you came back home after a long day of hanging out with your friends and as soon as you opened the door Donghyuck attacted you with hugs and shoving his wet hair into your neck, inviting you to come in and dry it for him. As much as it was a habit, he likes to say it’s a silent agreement, which you agreed to as well.
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Going out with comfortable clothes
When it comes to Donghyuck, he used to want to go out looking extravagant and show stopping, with style that wpuld have everyone staring at him, but after hanging out with you countless of times, he soon chose to wear sweaters and sandals when going out with you.
The first time he went out in comfortable clothes he felt more confident, which he thought was really strange because if you look better you should feel better as well, right?
“Hyuck have you seen my-“ You walk into Donghyuck’s room, surprised to see him wearing skinny jeans and a leather jacket, your cheeks slowly heating up. “Seen what, babe?” He asked, adjusting the collar of his jacket. He turns in confusion when you don’t reply, eyes widening when he notices you’re only in leggings and one of his hoodies.
“What?” Donghyuck asks, tilting his head at your flustered form. You snap out of your daze, meeting Donghyuck’s eyes, “H-huh? Oh- no- uh you just seem really dressed, I mean we’re going grocery shopping, right?” Hyuck nods, shrugging, “Yeah, that’s why I’m all dressed up... do I not look good?”
You shake your head, and point a finger at him, “No, you look really good. It’s just- what’s better than feeling confident comfortably? And besides, you’re already hot! What’s more boyfriend material than the classic hoodie and sweats?” You reassure, patting Donghyuck’s cheeks.
The young adult smirks, reaching out to catch the swinging hoodie drawstrings on his hoodie you wore, “Should we match then? Wearing my hoodies?” You look down and recognize the piece of clothing as in fact, Donghyuck’s, sheepishly looking up and mumbling a small apology.
That afternoon Donghyuck didn’t think abour how he looked, he didn’t care what people thought, he was confident comfortably next to you, he felt like he was the luckiest person in the world just because he had you to reassure him and hype him up.
After that, whenever he goes out, whether it’s with you or with his friends, he goes out in comfort and not quality, why would he want to attract attention when he has endless amounts right at home where you were?
In the beginning that was the reason, but after some time being comfortable brought out his true personalities and he became so much happier. He was often self conscious and insecure, but his friends and family, including you, were always there to stop him from doubting himself. And now he feels carefree and unbothered to the worlds opinions, which made all his loved ones proud.
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Good morning and good night kisses
This habit developed after you craved a good morning kiss one day, which made Donghyuck completely melt and give you multiple morning, afternoon, evening, and night kisses. It was just one whole day with Hyuck’s lips either in yours or your skin. Very blissful and has to be your favorite part of the day.
When you wake up, the first thing you see is Hyuck’s bare and beautiful sunkissed face, and you couldn’t be happier to wake up to this. He seems to be scrolling through twitter, one arm thrown under your head. Your arms looping around his waist informed him that you were awake, and he smiled at you dearly.
You lift it, so then he can retract his arm comfortably, but instead Donghyuck bends his elbow and drags you closer. You smile and stay right there, savoring the moment as it is rare, Donghyuck usually has to go to work really early in the morning.
Nothing could be more perfect for you, his smiling face, the peaceful morning, warm atmosphere, it just couldn’t get any better than this. But there was one thing you really wanted to try with Donghyuck.
You pucker your lips out dramatically to him, which grazes his cheek and jaw, “Good morning kiss,” you mumble through pulled lips. Your boyfriend laughs at the sight, throwing his head back into the headboard. You stop puckering yor lips, eyebrows furrowed in frustration, “What?”
“You’re absolutely adoreable!” Donghyuck cooed, squishing your face with his hands. You grimace once he doesn’t give you a kiss, turning around turning away from him pettily. Your boyfriend laughs at your disappointment, climbing over your body and flopping to the other side, “Hello,” he mumbles right into your face.
You grumble back a greeting, closing your eyes and pushing your face into the pillow in hopes to make Hyuck feel guilty. It obviously doesn’t work, because a smile is itching to pull your lips up when he glides his finger’s up your shirt to tickle your sides. You stifle in a scream of giddiness, and grab Donghyuck’s hands, and then fail as his fingers graze your stomach.
“HYUCK! OKAY PLEASE HYUCK STOPPPP!” You are now pushing Donghyuck’s shoulders away from your body, but keep going down to your body to shield it, you don’t know what to do, push or defend. In the end you only laugh and giggle, screaming Donghyuck’s name.
He eases down the tickling when he sees tears streaming down your pulled cheeks, his own smile shining. You stop laughing, your cheekbones sore frim all the smiling, and yet you still muster a small smile to Donghyuck. He aoftens and melts when you start to play and run your fingers through his hair, leaning into your touch.
“So are you gonna give me that kiss or not?” You ask quietly. Hyuck smiles and lowers his head to lean his forehead oto yours, “Only if I get to give you afternoon, evening, and night kisses as well.” And with a lift of your head your morning wish is granted, and a bad sleep schedule for Hyuck is born.
That kiss changed his routine completely, wasting arohnd a total of an hour just for kissing you. Which actually resulted into a really bad sleep schedule that even you comolain about, but despite loosing sleep, it’s worth stealing a lot more kisses from you, and he’s a lot happier.
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BOYFRIEND!TEN
includes:
♡ before the relationship
♡ becoming comfortable/humour
♡ relationships with other members
♡ jealousy/pda/flirting
♡ disagreements
♡ dates/texting/social media
♡ languages/"i love you"
masterlist
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♡ before the relationship ♡
you'd been friends with ten for ages before you actually started dating
you were both in each others social circles and because you saw each other so much you ended up being really close friends
ten was always so random and fun to be around
like he was always encouraging you to do wild stuff and embarrass yourself with him
or like sit and gossip about people you knew
and eventually you started getting feelings for him
you don't even know why and you were cursing yourself for having a crush on your weird-ass best friend
one day you were at his for a sleepover and he asked you whether you had a crush and you simply said it was him
you knew that ten was really easygoing and if he didn't like you back then sure, things might be awkward for a little while, but you'd go back to acting like nothing happened pretty quickly
he was surprised but didn't really show it, instead he confessed that he'd liked you for ages as well
"omg wow thats so cool that we both like each other, who knew"
"does that mean we're dating now?"
lmao and just like that you started dating
♡ becoming comfortable/humour ♡
the way ten treated you when you started dating didn't change much
he clowned you and teased you as much as possible
but he was also more affectionate with you
like you'd had a comfortable relationship before and would cuddle together
but now he felt really proud and confident about doing stuff like that
is just so smug that he gets to call himself your boyfriend
a LOT of teasing in your relationship
to the point where everyone is like "do y'all actually like each other or are the jokes about ten's tiny pp just for lolz"
also play-fighting where you'll both end up in a heap of giggles
and it literally comes out of nowhere too
you just be chilling and oop suddenly you're wresting with your boyfriend
you know he's getting a lil too comfortable when he will just fall asleep on you
literally no matter what you're doing, if he's feeling tired he'll just flop on you
lowkey crushing you but it's fine, he's comfortable
"babe, i need to finish this thing"
"i know, lemme just have a quick nap here"
and you'll end up not being able to move because he's fully fallen asleep on you
on the topic of sleeping/cuddling, ten doesn't really mind how you sleep together
he's totally fine being the big spoon
but also he won't say no to sleeping in your arms if you want to be the big spoon
lots of random whispers into your ear to try make you laugh
you're lying there like "??? what is this boy even talking about" but it's entertaining
he'd also randomly poke you in the sides as you're trying to sleep and make you squirm
maybe even tickle you just for fun lol
you two will lie together anywhere
okay so since you're dating ten, you're stuck with yangyang for life
i'm talking in his bed, the couch in the wayv dorm, the subway, everywhere
♡ relationships with other members ♡
since ten is such an older brother figure for him, you automatically become an important person in yangyang's life too bc you're always with ten
but don't be mistaken, yangyang now has another source of material to tease ten with
yangyang loves to pretend that seeing you and ten be affectionate together is physically sickening, and will sometimes bring hendery in on the teasing
likes to tease ten that you're only with him because you're actually secretly blind
but you know that yangyang is really happy for you and ten
likewise, the other members all accept you really fast
probably because you're always at their dorm with ten lol
they all like to tease him and say "omg this must be the end of the earth because ten is dating someone!" but they would be really disappointed if you guys broke up
♡ jealousy/pda/flirting ♡
ten is sooooo greasy with his flirting
he's always pulling really cringey lines out of nowhere
and he KNOWS they're cringey, that's why he says them
also he's really cocky with it too lol
but the second you flirt back he's like "oh my god" and doesn't know how to act
ten absolutely loves showing you off
loves giving you kisses in public, holding your hand, just generally showing the world that you're taken
i reckon it would come from a slightly possessive part of him
like "this is my partner and no one else gets to have them" type beat
but obviously not to the point when it gets abusive lol
he just wants everyone to know you chose him and he's with you
i get the feeling that ten would get jealous if he saw people getting too friendly with you
if he saw someone flirting with you he'd stop it right away
he wouldn't confront the person about it, in fact he probably wouldn't even acknowledge them
he'd just walk over and get your attention and drag you away
♡ disagreements? ♡
honestly i could see his jealousy causing disagreements/arguments sometimes
ten would joke about how you're trying to ditch him for someone else, but you know it's coming from a place of insecurity
he could feel insecure that he's going to lose you
because GAWD DAMN you're so wonderful and you chose him out of everyone??
so he's always worried that you might be looking for other options even when you're just having a friendly conversation with someone
initially you'd tell him to give you space and not be so jealous all the time
but when you actually realise where the jealousy is coming from, you'd feel bad
it would hurt your feelings that ten would think you'd ever cheat on him or flirt while you were dating him
and it would probably take a while for you to understand where each other are coming from
but after awhile and a lot of honest conversations he'd relax and you'd have a better understanding of his insecurities
♡ dates/texting/social media ♡
your dates are always very unplanned and spontaneous
he will just text you something like "meet me down at the store in 15 mins, we're having a picnic at the park"
or you'll go shopping together and pick ugly outfits out for each other
ten is really good at texting you regularly
the texts are...all over the place sometimes, but at least they're consistent
likes to send you pictures of funny things he's seen that day
like maybe a funny hat someone's wearing or a dog with a colourful vest on
also writes really long paragraphs about embarrassing things he's done today
you never get a good morning text
it's always something like "i tripped and accidentally pushed a pregnant lady down the subway stairs and then ran away because i didn't know what to do"
but always very entertaining
around 40% of his social media is pictures of you two together
like don't get me wrong, he loves showing you off, but he also likes showing himself off too LMAOO
he takes really good selfies of you two together though
and they're always really aesthetic with good lighting
likes to do homemade photoshoots with you where you get all dressed up and take pics for insta
even if you don't want to be in a photo yourself, he's making you be his personal photographer
throughout the course of your relationship your photo taking skills have increased tenfold due to the amount of photos he gets you to take of him
but it's always heaps of fun
♡ languages/"i love you" ♡
i think ten would probably prefer to speak with you in english or korean, simply because i feel like he is the most comfortable with them
if your native language was something other than that, i feel it could go one of two ways
either he'd just say "fuck it, what's adding another language to my collection" and learn it really quick
orrrr he would try his best for a little while but be too tired from speaking literally four other languages and just kinda eventually give up lol
it's not because he doesn't want to, it's because he can talk to you in a language you both already know and so he's not worried about a language barrier
ten would be the first one to say "i love you"
you wouldn't be doing anything exciting or unusual when he said it
you'd just be cuddled up on the couch and he'd just say it out of nowhere
mind you this dude is hella whipped for you, so you're not really surprised lol
it would be such a peaceful moment and you'd say it back
and neither of you would make a big deal out of it but you'd both feel really content afterwards
ugh anyways this is cute, stan wayv pls
other members: kun | winwin | lucas | xiaojun | hendery | yangyang
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I think Varchie changed a lot through the seasons. If you see 1st-2nd season and then 3rd and 4th you could see how it's more mature somehow. It's like they are finally into this thing called love. I don't know how to explain this. A lot of people think they are toxic but I don't think so: I admit that their story could have been written in a better way,sometimes, but I can see how their love grew up, especially after episode 2x20. They care for each other, no matter what.
What do you think?
i don’t disagree with this, tbh.
i do think archie and veronica’s relationship changed a lot through the years, but i also think the foundation for that was always the same. more under the cut.
in s1, they were undeniably attracted to each other, flirty and kind of infatuated, but they already seeked each other for support and were, indeed, friends. it’s interesting how, despite it all, archie and veronica don’t get together from the get go although they kiss - their loyalties lie somewhere else. still, he tells her stuff he couldn’t tell jughead and betty (especially after these two start dating), and she confided in him about her own issues without fearing being judged.
i think it’s poignant when archie said he wanted to be her soulmate, that he’d be there for her through it all. archie and veronica are constantly choosing each other and thats why their bond only got stronger after that (s4 is an exception, i talk about it later).
s2 was about growing and learning. while veronica learned a lot with him about commitment and partnership (she chooses to stay and help him with his dad despite not knowing what to do; she chooses to tell him she loves him despite the fear), archie learned a lot about loyalty and what that meant, something he lacked in s1.
despite s2 seemingly being their “healthiest” season, i don’t really think so. they were very strong together but he was traumatized by the black hood, and i think back then archie almost depended on veronica to feel good (and to believe in his own goodness). she depends on him to feel that she isn’t like her parents. it’s almost like they’re one, and while i found beautiful to see them so in love and choosing each other despite it all, it often clouded their judgement (especially concerning hiram). but they were an unit, and that’s how they are their strongest.
“shows how strong we are together. us against the world.”
and yeah, episode 2x20 was the one that showed to veronica where her loyalty should stand. seeing her stand by archie and fred was definitely a turning point for varchie’s love. after that, she kept continuously choosing archie in s3: against her father, with reggie despite her pain, against all odds.
one of the things that had varchie apart for so long in s3 was that while she gave everything, she couldn’t see archie doing the same for her. he chose to break their unit instead of staying with her and that was a big wound between them. but at the end of the day, she was still the main thing that made him feel like he wasn’t a terrible person, and she still proved to him that she’d always be by his side. archie learned the hard way that it was a bit of an undeniable force binding them - and how much he missed being her soulmate.
“our. i like hearing you say our, it reminds me of (the old days).”
s4 is the most interesting to me because archie spent his entire time way over his head and trying to do the right thing and he just screwed everything up. they were deeply in love all through 4A, no one can deny that, but they were not an unit anymore.
she was out there doing her own thing, i think a big problem in s4 is that he was so hurt by his dad’s passing that he never understood how much veronica needed him as well. their plots were separated, unbalanced, she was there for him in a way he didn’t want her to be, but he didn’t allow her to be there in the way he needed her to be, and there was a lot of miscommunication there. i feel that, again, veronica felt like they’d succeed no matter what and that archie, being in such pain, felt the contrary, that they were already doomed. so, yeah, they were headed for a breakup anyway, since archie felt like she was the strongest person he knew but never felt strong enough.
“veronica you are the strongest person i know”
i think s5 has so much potential to finally have them in the same level again and i do believe that archie and veronica will always choose each other. even with the cheating plot happening and him having that moment of doubt, he still chose her by the end of the arc (even if you don’t wanna see that romantically, he chose her, to be with her, to say goodbye, to think about her) and veronica will choose him when the time comes. she already did when she showed up when he called. they are always going to support each other and it’s only a matter of time until their attraction kicks in again.
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