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gazkamurocho · 5 months
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That's how their reunion in LAD: Gaiden played out in our hearts ;u; ❤ Commission for anonymous!
Meanwhile...
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erwinsvow · 7 days
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imagine if rafe and pogue reader’s relationship was just a bet between him and his kook friends, to see if he could ACTUALLY get her to fall in love with him, like to get her to be all over him and how long that would last, and the reader finds out omgggg. And they break up lol
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you think the ending bits of the conversation between your boyfriend and his friends hurts more than everything you just overheard.
"you really think i'd settle for some fuckin' pogue pussy? nah man, top owes me fifty bucks now."
you hadn't heard the entire exchange, just from the part where you heard your name. stupidly, like a naive girl in love with the type of boy she'd only ever dreamt about, you tuned in, thinking rafe was telling his friends something you'd want to hear.
hiding—as embarassing as it is—behind the wall, holding back tears though they don't care enough to stay held back, they pour down your cheeks as the hits keep coming. the boys laugh, but the ringing in your ears had been so loud you hadn't heard the rest of the joke, didn't understand what was so funny.
the first thought in your mind is that you can't believe how stupid you were. the second is that pope and jj and john b had all been right, that it was too good to be true, that he was playing you somehow, that he was a liar and scumbag. you had ignored what your best friends had been telling you, trying so hard to believe that they were wrong, that they didn't know rafe, or at least your rafe, the one who was sweet and funny and never let you drive anywhere or pay for a thing, the one who paraded you around town like you were something who deserved to be showed off, the one who you took back to your tiny house and introduced to your hard-working parents.
you resist the urge to slide down the wall you're leaning against, though every muscle in your body wants to keel over and cry until you can't cry anymore.
you'd been embarassed enough—they didn't need to see you like this too. wiping away tears with the back of your hand, sniffling but trying to stay quiet, you wait for the boys to walk away so you could sneak out of here and pretend that you'd never even come—though you'd only come because rafe said he was having friends over and you'd baked them some snacks for their game, thought you were being a good girlfriend and doing the things a good girlfriend does.
footsteps and laughter echo in the other room—they're gone. the second it's silent, a sob wrangles itself out, eyes getting blurry again. you don't know how you're gonna bike home if you can't stop crying. your fingers fly across your screen, dialing jj's number. you'd been upset at the blond because he seemed to be the most against you and rafe dating, had the meanest things to say and was the first to insinuate there was something wrong if rafe wanted to date you.
you'd been so insulted, so hurt by his words that the two of you had gone from talking every single day to maybe once a week. you hope he doesn't hold it against you now, but a part of you knows jj never would—that's just the kind of guy he is. he answers by the second ring, and you try to stay quiet, just incase they hear you.
"j? can you come get me? i-um, i'm at tannyhill-" the last part is said with another sob, breaking into a fit of tears again. he says he's with pope and that he's coming, and you hate that they heard you cry, because knowing the two of them they'll go thirty over if they think you're upset. you wanna get out of here, but you don't want them to die.
heart thudding, eyes watery, limbs weak, you stay against that wall for a moment. before you can make your way to the door, rafe's figure steps in to where you are. he sees you before you see him—shoulders shaking, hands wiping away tears.
when you turn to look at him, it doesn't take more a second to know you heard something you shouldn't have.
"hey, listen to me-" he gets closer, and you flinch, backing away. you want to say something mean, something snarky, something that'll hurt him as much as he's hurt you. nothing comes out, and you stare back at him, and you hope he remembers how hard he's made you cry, because you've decided it then and there—you're never seeing rafe cameron ever again.
you dart past him to the door. he follows, reaching out to grab you, but you take off, running down his driveway and into the truck he recognizes as heyward's. you get in, in between pope and jj. the last thing he sees is you crying into maybank's chest while they drive you away, and the last thing he thinks is wondering what the hell he had just done.
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delusionalwriter02 · 3 months
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HEY. UR IG POST ITS 💗🩷💗🩷💗🩷💗🩷💗🩷💗💗🩷💗🩷💗 please chuuya gf hc
Insta as Chuuya's GF
a/n : hello! thank you so much for your request!!
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<3 liked by Daze_i, Chu_uya and 108 others.
Yn_theoneandonly : Look at this MAN, getting burn by the sun
Daze_i : Even the sun don't won't you on earth Chu
↳ Chu_uya : And the whole universe don't want you
↳ Yn_theoneandonly : DON'T START AGAIN YOU TWO
↳ Daze_i : sorry
↳ Chu_uya : I'm sorry love
↳ Yosanurgirl : didn't know you where so persuasive girl
↳ Yn_theoneandonly : I'm surprised too
Akutagawa : So instead of going with me on the mission you were out in town ?
↳ Chu_uya : Hard to say you're wrong
↳ Akutagawa : I'm so done with you
↳ Chu_uya : Did it go well ?
↳ Akutagawa : Yes of course.
↳ Chu_uya : so no need to worry
↳ Akutagawa : Like you would
↳ Chu_uya : yeah I don't care
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Yn_theoneandonly : feel like a babysitter
Yosanurgirl : weren't you supposed to be on a date ? tf is Dazai doing with you
↳ Yn_theoneandonly : yeah it was supposed to be just Chuuya and I but we bumped into him and he stuck with us
↳ Yosanurgirl : I'm so sorry
↳ Yn_theoneandonly : thank you love
↳ Daze_i : why do you act like it's atrocious to be with me ?
↳ Yosanurgirl : because it is
Gintonic : Did he got his hat back ?
↳ Chu_uya : yeah i did, this fucker ran for 30min
↳ Gintonic : suck to be you
↳ Daze_i : CHU YOU'LL NEVER GET RESPECTED
↳ Chu_uya : DON'T CALL ME CHU
↳ Yn_theoneandonly : Chu can you buy some bread on your way home ?
↳ Chu_uya : Of course my love
↳ Daze_i : WHY IS SHE ALLOWED TO CALL YOU CHU BUT NOT ME ???
↳ Chu_uya : She's my GIRLFRIEND
↳ Daze_i : And i'm not ???
↳ Chu_uya : no ?????
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<3 liked by Yosanurgirl, Gintonic and 156 others.
Daze_i : he's the biggest simp i ever saw
Yosanurgirl : stop they're adorable, finally a man on his knees in front of a women
↳ Daze_i : I can be on my knees
↳ KunikiDA : stop it's getting embarassing
↳ Atshushiii : Yeah Dazai you should stop talking
Gintonic : real question, why are you always with them ????
↳ Daze_i : because I've dedicated my life to annoying chuuya
↳ Gintonic : just find someone ??
↳ Daze_i : why would i do that ?
↳ Chu_uya : so you're less a piece of shit ???
↳ Daze_i : that was MEAN
Yn_theoneandonly : thank you for this photo but please just find someone, i can't have a moment with chuuya without you being there
↳ Daze_i : do you hate me that much ???
↳ Chu_uya : yes THAT much
↳ Yosanurgirl : he's like a dog, following you everywhere and lost without you two
↳ Yn_theoneandonly : YES EXACTLY
↳ Daze_i : TO THE STRAY DOGS CHEERS
↳ Yosanurgirl : That was NOT A COMPLIMENT
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Yn_theoneandonly : choosing the right bottle for our 4 years
Chu_uya : 4 years of pure happiness
↳ Yn_theoneandonly : i love SO MUCH
↳ Chu_uya : me too angel
Yosanurgirl : omg already 4 years, feels like yesterday
↳ Daze_i : i know right ???
↳ Yosanurgirl : you sound obsessed
↳ Yn_theoneandonly : he is
↳ Daze_i : It's not MY fault if nobody wants to do a double suicide
↳ Atsushiii : Just don't propose a double suicide idk it's just a proposition
↳ Daze_i : but how am i supposed to find the right person if I don't
↳ Ranthebestpo : by being a normal human being ?
↳ Yn_theoneandonly : he is everything BUT normal
↳ Chu_uya : lol but t
↳ Yosanurgirl : .........
↳ Yn_theoneandonly : I'm so breaking up
↳ Chu_uya : NO PLEASE I'M SORRY
↳ Daze_i : Ynnnnn want to double suicide with me since you're single ?
↳ Chu_uya : SHE'S NOT SINGLE
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Hey! Hope you like it ? Let me know wich characters you would like to see next, I can do part 2 too for any characters I already did so don't hesitate!
See you <3
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Hope this is the request? Just joined Tumblr a week or two ago so I’m a bit new.
Can I request a F (female) reader x Twisted Wonderland housewardens but the reader has butterfly wings? And the butterfly wing colors are similar to the dorm colors?
So that when(or if) the dorm leaders ever ask to touch her wings, the feeling of the scales (I watched a butterfly and flower documentary, YES, the wings are made of “scales”) surprises them because reader’s wings aren’t as weak as an actual butterfly’s?
Hopefully that made sense. Anyway, I hope you have a lovely day!
This is infact the request, my friend! and Welcome to Tumblr! Trey really likes your idea! Butterfly Reader!! (Kinda reminds me of Aponia from honkai lol-)
F!Reader with Butterfly wings!
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Riddle
He is quite mesmerized by your wings, they have such a beautiful, bright, luminescent red, they sparkle and shine in the sunlight as if they were made of stained glass, their movements are elegent as well, wether you're using them to fly, just standing idle, or walking, your wings seem to always be moving or fluttering... He wonders what they feel like... are they soft? rough? what kind of texture do they have? are they sensitive? He must learn more.
"Reader... Could I touch your wings?" Riddle asks suddenly, in the middle of your study session.
"Hm? My wings? Why do you ask?" You ask back, what made him so curious, you wonder...
"Well... I just haven't seen anything like them before! I would... like to learn more about wings like this, so... I thought asking you would help..." He answered, his face filled with blush from embarassment, you giggle slightly at him.
"Well then, in that case, go ahead. They aren't very sensitive, so don't worry about that." You say, as you extend your wings for him, you can feel him gently put a gloveless hand on them, feeling their scaly, tough texture, he examined them as if they were an artifact as a museum. "They're beautiful, aren't they?" you ask him, he replies with a content hum, as he touches the scales with the utmost care. Most butterflies he had seen have fragile wings, but yours are tough. it amazes him how unique you are.
Leona
He'd most likely not care about them that much, all he really cares about is laying on your lap and falling asleep... Although... Curiousity does kill the cat, so he eventually gives in and starts thinking things like, "How do herbivores wings work?" or "Are the wings soft enough to sleep comfortably on?"
Of course, he can't just ask you, that would be to embarassing for him... so instead he tends to examine them from afar. He's noticed that your wings have a bright luminescent orange color, and are quite big in size, he can slightly see the rough, scaly texture through the sunlight that reflects off of them, they're also very lively, moving softly in the wind or fluttering through the air... at the end of the day, all the questions are answered, "No, they are not soft enough to sleep on" and "They work like regular butterfly wings, nothing special" and thats all... until he wants to get a closer look, so he gives in and demands asks to touch them.
"Oi, herbivore, let me see your wings." he demands asks.
"My wings? Uhhm... okay?" you comply, extending your wings, he touches them and examines them, while you stare at him confused. He feels the rough, scaly texture against his finger, and the strength of your wings was more than average for a butterfly... these things could knock someone out if you wanted them to.
"Are you really that curious about my wings, Leona-senpai?" you ask, he lets out a grunt and just keeps examining them, he win't admit... but he quite likes them.
Azul
Ah, yes... the beautiful butterfly of Night Raven... your name runs through the school like running water following a strong current. He's quite intrested in them, and has even thought about making a contract with you so he can take them for himself borrow them. he knows from the times he has seen you, that your wings are a beautiful violet with black viens, like a monarch butterfly... but make it purple. He sometimes has the twins report your daily life to him.
"Greetings, Reader!" He greets as he approaches behind you, he usual smug expression.
"Hm? Oh... Azul... hello." You greet him back, "What brings you here?" you ask him.
"Well, I was quite curious about your wing like apphendanges, would you be so kind as to indulge me in some information?" He asks formally, with his smug smile.
"Well... you can touch them... if that helps." you offer, as you extend your large wings.
"Are you sure? I would not wish to harm them..." he sighs.
"They're not sensitive, and they're quite strong, so... go ahead." you smile, he takes off one of his gloves and gently touches one of them, feeling the scaly texture and toughness.
"They are quite mesmerizing..." He mutters, touching them gently. He seemed completely entranced by them, the way they glitter and shine... He is at a loss for words at their beauty.
Kalim
He thinks they're so pretty!! The deep red color, the black veins and edges, how sparkly they are... he loves it all! He asks to touch them often, because he thinks they're just so cool!
"Readerrrr! Can I touch your wings again?" He asks you, a big smile on his face as he ran in to hug you.
"Hehehe! But of course you can! here!" you smile as you extend your wings for him, he traces his finger along all the veins carefully, feeling the scaly, tough texture of your wings, he admires the beautiful red in which they are... The boy finds them so pretty, he'll never leave you alone about it.
Vil
Such beauty... he has never seen anything like it! the way they sparkle... their beautiful purple color... it mesmerizes him everytime you walk in the room. He helps you put together matching outfits and makeup looks to go with your wings, sparkly purple dress, purple eyeshadow, purple nails... he goes all out with it when you let him. He finds the scaly texture quite... rough... He knows its natural for butterfly wings to have such a texture, but he just doesn't really like the feeling of them... I feel he'd like smoother textures rather than rough scaly ones (same) so he doesn't touch them often, but he enjoys admiring them like an art piece at a museum.
"Which dress would you like to try today, dear? This one without the straps, or this one with the flowing sleeves?"
"I quite like the one with the flowing sleeves! I feel like it would match the wings more!"
"Good choice, darling! Now... for that makeup for yours... let's get you all dolled up!"
Idia
Woahhh! You're like one of those anime characters!
He likes the wings a lot! He might try to convince you to cosplay some of his favorite characters if they have wings, he also likes the pretty bright cyan color they have... so shiny and pretty... matches the dorm too!
He has a slight tendancy to fall asleep in your wings. Despite the scaly texture, they're super warm when wrapped around him like a blanket, making it all the more comfortable.
"...why are your wings so scaly yet so warm and comfy...?"
"I suppose thats just how they work, hehe..."
"I'm making you my new blanket..."
Malleus
Beautiful wings in which suit the face of his beautiful child of ma... wait... child of butterfly? But nicknames aside, he adores your wings, they make you unique, their color is such a beautoful green... the texture of beautiful scales... he adores them. He knows his way in wing care, being a dragon, so he helps you take care of your wings, meaning he touches them.
"Child of Butterfly... come closer, allow ne to apply this cream to your wings, it will help moisturize the scales!"
"Will it really?"
"but of course, being one with wings myself, I would know, my dear child of butterfly"
(sorry if this kinda sucks, Trey's just getting out of writers block and their break so...)
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Your thoughts on this? Anti maikos seem so convinced lol
"He vallues his sense of honor/morals/what's right over his relationship with Mai" HOW IS THAT BAD????????? Uncle Iroh gave Zuko the cold shoulder after the Ba Sing Se fiasco, does that mean he does not love Zuko? To properly show you love someone you can't have a mind and voice of your own?
This person is either 13-years-old or the kind that doesn't understand not every romance in fiction needs to be "I'll give up on literally EVERYTHING ELSE just for you" - hell, I like that kind of romance a lot, but not all love stories need to be that.
That's part of what makes Maiko feel more realistic as a romance to me. Zuko was banished and had to see a different side of the world, Mai wasn't. Zuko is a person that naturally NEEDS to speak, or shout, his mind, while Mai was taught to basically blend into the background.
Of course they're gonna have disagreements. Of course they won't always be on the same page. Of course their idea of what their relationship and life, both as couple and individuals, should be like.
That doesn't mean they can't find a middle ground, or realize the other was right, or go "I have no fucking clue why this means so much to you, but I love you and trust your judgement."
Zuko and Mai had a ton of issues, but they worked through them - that's a far more solid foundation for a relationship, both IRL and in fiction, than one that is based purely on infactuation and never has to be tested.
As for the "he broke up with her over-text" come on, he had good reason. Mai had never given any indication that she wanted to change sides and was friends with Azula. If Zuko broke up with her in person she could have done something to try and stop him. He couldn't aford that - there's a reason he only confronted Ozai at the last second, with the fucker unable to firebend.
And for him "never sparing a thought for her" - we see the flashbacks of Zuko alone that clearly foreshadow their romance. It was HIS memories. He had not seen her in at least 3 whole years yet the time his sister pulled a prank on them both to embarass Mai for having a crush on him still stuck. He also brought her up when talking to Sokka, when he didn't know he was about to see her again.
Zuko didn't bring up Aang basically offering to be his friends in book 1 for the longest time, yet he still clearly remembered it. He did not bring up Azula until the season 1 finale, but he clearly remembered he had a sister. He never explicitly talked about his mother to ANYONE until the day of the eclipse, and we only see her in two episodes, and once again none of it was in book 1, but he still clearly loved her.
The characters don't need to bring up everything that is important to them in every single episode to show that they care because good stories tend to assume the audience doesn't have amnesia.
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cloudypinkblink · 2 months
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yo here is a fun headcanon i have that you might like
ex delinquent Sayuri, Satsuma knows about it and knows she can easily beat him up
masaru and chika are unaware about it and just think that their mom was in some kind of school club that involve fighting or something
This energized me for the day, so please have these doodles and a new AU/personal HC
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So this is the Sayuri ex-Deliquent thing; my personal little HC for it is that she and Satsuma are actually childhood friends (neighbors, probably) and that Sayuri and Suguru met in school, and clashed heads (a lot like our two beloved boys in the modern era....) (thie little chibis of the main trio represent their mirror for the back in time AU trio) Rentarou (calling him by first name feels sacrilegious, but it feels even weirder if I don't bc I refer to the other two by first name LMAO) does have a crush on Sayuri, but it's the type of thing that passes/is dealt with as they get older, bc he respects her and Suguru. He is very very much the one that kinda reigns them both in, but also gets dragged along. Suguru is a doctor, which is why he's being deligated Smartie Pants role; after all, Touma is a genius but also loves to box and isn't a weakling, so I figure Suguru is similar. Suyuri is very rambunctious; I think she's not only a regular delinquent, but definitely one of those girls that don't want to be looked down on for being a girl. So she likes to be tough and fight like the boys, and she doesn't take it well when someone (coughcough Suguru coughcough) criticizes her because he means well- the only person she kinda listens to is Rentarou, because he's her childhood friend. Suguru is fairly polite, actually; he's not an overly violent guy and while strong and athletic, has a more passive personality where he tries to solve things with words. It's Sayuri that later changes that mindset a bit, and gets him to enjoy and see the merits of talking with one's fists LMAO (so a good influence!). Rentarou comes from a strict, law enforcement family and he is under a lot of pressure to do good; his family isn't fond of Sayuri given her delinquency, but they're friends and there is no stopping that. He often feels more refreshed and encouraged after spending time with her, which is one of the reasons he develops a crush on her. Suguru and Sayuri try to avoid each other, and get into fights and arguments nearly any time they DO see each other- but then they keep getting into silly shenanigans (with poor Rentarou dragged along one way or another) I kinda want them to find out abt Digimon around this time, but I'll delve into it later.
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Sayuri is a little embarassed about her past? She was quite a bit worse than Masaru; yes he gets into street fights but he's also good about chores, caring for his sister and trying to do right by her- he doesn't skip as much school as she had, and usually she can find a valid reason why. Embarassment aside, she wasn't going to let Masaru tackle the world without knowing proper technique, and Suguru left too early to really teach him (but late enough to get him riled up, and you know Sayuri gave him an earful abt that when he came back LOL) She lets her kids believe whatever, not really ready to tell them she was a wild child herself. (Chika later finds out; Masaru does not and Chika is both excited she knows something Masaru doesn't know, but sad she can't share her findings, given they theorized about it) Sayuri of course chilled out and became softer as she got older, but it was mostly when she got her kids that she really calmed down. She wanted to be someone that they could tell mistakes to, who they could be honest with, etc etc., But when Masaru or Chika get out of line, there's a certain edge to her voice that definitely has their backs straightening. This is a really fun AU and I bet you weren't expecting me to want to delve into it but I 10/10 will. This is gripping me by the THROAT what have you DONE to me.
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rotshop · 1 year
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How would the main madcom 3 [hank, sanford, deimos] + tricky react to finding out their s/o [gender neutral] secretly had a comfort plushie?
hiiiiii shorter than my usual stuff bc i didn't have too many thoughts on this !!! srry abt that ,, :( also might not be great bc i did this in one quick sitting and is mainly just 2 try and warm up to this again . lol
y'all excited for tricky plushy arrival soon
tw ; canon typical violence / death talk
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Tricky
-HONESTLY???????? the normalest about it. unsurprised if he had picked up a few himself. they might not be comfort items persay but they're definitely some funny little guys he's got scattered around whatever makeshift shitshow of a 'house' he's got. (he kicks and swings his legs and talks to them about how one of his diy slaughter time contestants got brutally murdered that day)
-HE DIGS IT THOUGH !!! the first time he noticed he probably just flat out asked you about it. just kinda. "WHAT'S THAT ?" very suddenly no prompting. we love a unsubtlety queen. if they have any sort of elaborate reason you care abt em a whole lot then he's happy to hear if you wanna share !! might not have too much to say but he'll definitely listen. despite how loud he can be i think he's a fan of just hanging out and listening to you at times. he can't do it SUPER often just by virture of the near endless energy this guy's got but . there's definitely a few nights where he'll just lean against you while you go on abt something. he's pretty quiet and his shaking seems to dull for a time. it serves as a nice rest before you two do some crazy shit again.
-sleeps with said plushie in between the two of you or keeps a hand on it if you sleep with ur back to his chest. it's cute until he's partly laying on top of you and snoring. <3333 rip best friend. does it partly just for comfort (keeps you + something important to you close) and to keep it safer (he knows it's important to you and lord fucking forbid anything happens to it because he WILL tear someone to shreds about it. he sleeps pretty heavy until something's moving, then he's up faster then you can say 'it's 10am can i please go grab water.')
-if you were embarassed abt it at all he's just kind of . jaw drop . "CLOWN WOULD NEVER JUDGE !!! :(" type deal . like . have you seen this guy. are you really going to worry about cringe culture when you've got this undead clown zombie of a meow meow. are you really going to worry about someone making fun of you when your partner is slamming a stop-sign through someone's head as a fun little prank. if yes then he's going to be as cringe fail as possible in front of you. it's bad. /j
Hank
-ok controversial take but hear meout. HEAR ME OUT !!!!!! he's probably got something similar going on. it might not be with something as normal / obvious as a plush but . there are a few knives and jackets of his he barely even likes some people LOOKING at. he might not totally get the appeal / idea at first but once you explain that it's just something that brings you comfort and makes you feel better they just kinda 'oh ok.'
-NOT MUCH TO SAY ... they're pretty neutral about it. just like 'yeah me, my s/o and their plush,' there's really nothing big going on there. it's just something they associate with you and if it makes you happy then why should they care ???
-of course though they do care if someone else is giving you shit about it. then they very much so care. they actually care quite a lot. i don't think i need to elaborate much here i think this point somewhat says itself i think you know damn well what actions Hank J. Wimbleton would take if someone was going to give their s/o shit about something that makes them happy. it's safe to say you don't get to much of this- whether because people are smart enough to keep their mouths shut or because they don't live long enough for you to hear about it is really a toss up.
-they're honestly just happy you trust them enough to reveal a pretty vulnerable sort of secret to them, in a sense.
Deimos
-thinks its a LITTLE funny but less in a 'lol why do you have a plush /derogatory' kind of way and more in a 'hey check out my kick-ass cool s/o and their kick-ass cool plush' way . like . similarly to hank, he's just really happy you feel comfortable enough to hold onto em around him. he likes seeing all the different sides and parts of you a whole lot, and f one of those parts just so happens to be an attachment to a plush then ohhh good heavens he will swoon just as much as he does for every other bit of you.
-gets so used to it that he gets kinda confused whenever you don't have em. movie nights just aren't the same without the plush babe c'mooooonnnnn :( .... jokingly refers to the plush like a kid at some points to get a little laugh out of you every now and then. like tricky in that he'll usually sleep with it between the two of you, for similar reasons and also just becase uhhh it comfy . <3 it gives him a good excuse to stay huddled close to you which is especially nice because A) nevada is pretty cold at night and B) He Likes You.
-will get into an argument / fist fight if someone gives you shit for it most assuredly. if you'd prefer he didn't make a scene then he won't !! he'll totally back down and step off if that's what you'd prefer. just don't expect for him to not make a point to them at one point or another that 'hey, maybe fucking with the s/o of the guy who can just start fires at will and is pretty good at digging up just about anything in any sort of digital capacity isn't a great idea?? maybe not ideal?? for health or social purposes not a perfect plan???'
Sanford
-again . not much 2 write home about .
-in all honesty he just thinks it's pretty cute. similarly to the others, he likes seeing a softer side to you. there's just something about the vulnerability and normality of it he enjoys a lot. given he seems to show the most emotion in canon, he's a fan of having that sort of closeness with you. it's hard to properly put into words, he just enjoys knowing that despite the fucked up circumstances he's got someone who's got just as much heart as him by his side through it all.
-in a sort of roundabout way, having his hook and some medical experience lends itself pretty well to having a good enough idea of sewing to fix small rips and tears up should they ever occur. he's not the greatest teacher in the world, but he's deifnitely free to help you figure it out. if his hands linger after ghosting yours to fix your grip / positioning on anything then ohhh well (if you point it out he weakly plays innocent, you can call his bluff pretty easy but he considers it a win long as it gets a smile out of you.)
-might not get into any big fights if anyone's giving you lip for it but . that's less because he's letting it slide and more because he doesn't wanna cause a big scene and draw attention, given on any apprehension you might've had about revealing this part of yourself to him, he doesn't exactly wanna end up broadcasting that to just anyone. not 2 worry though !! he's good with words in private, so it's safe to say people'll lay off of you sooner rather than later.
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prettyboykatsuki · 2 years
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beloved, could you please expand on poly krbk
ohhh man
i have A Lot of thoughts on krbk as a dynamic bc i take issue with how it is portrayed but i think the best way to describe your relationship to them is sooo very hot and cold. like dfjsksd it is so stressful in the sense that you NEVER know what your relationship standing is with them completely. every time you see them its something new.
tenatively you are definitely friends. but like. logistically? who fucking knows! not you and definitely not them. i think a lot of this has to do with how long krbk had been dating. until like other dynamics who i feel really don't date until well into adulthood, krbk has been dating since highschool. and they've known about each others feelings and tenatively explored them together since like... first year at least to me.
so in that way, krbk is the most inseparable of the poly dynamics. they grow as individuals sure - but they're so intertwined with each other it's hard to expect one without expecting the other. they've had the same friend group, same goals, same life for so long that it really is the hardest dynamic to snug yourself inbetween. they befriend you in complete earnest, though. like they both just happen to really vibe with you.
like i said, tentatively you are FRIENDS. they enjoy your company, and you hang out with the two of them. they're "the couple your friends with." and for a long time - there's no need to change that relationship. what makes it so difficult is that they both notice changes in each other, maybe far before you do and that inevitable disruption really fucks w their relationship.
krbk doesn't really know life without each other. for them, it was life before each other and life after with no real breaks in the middle. so something like a third person completely breaks the both of them for different reasons. it's all very messy and everything SEEMS fine and it is fine. in a way.
what happens is probably something along the lines of - you get into an accident or situation of some sort -> they disagree on how to handle it -> huge fight ensues. and sure it's about the situation but it isn't. not really, anyway. it's a very messy situation, lots of breaking down and anger but they realize they both want the same thing which is you and they have 0 clue on how to handle that. luckily for you, they have this big fight RIGHT in front of. so yk. you are right there to help mediate.
it's like a talk where you're going all night long and everyone is really getting to have a heart to heart even bkgs fussy ass. after you resolve, bkg is the one who rlly puts himself out there in terms of being your bf officially bc he really wants to show out and give room for the new dynamic. it's very different but not in a bad way, but you can tell they're not being as careful around you. kirishima is adorably nervous the whole entire time </3
he will at least ask for stuff like hugs and kisses but w bkg u just gotta spring it on him cause he's TOOO embarassed otherwise. they really struggle with how they're supposed to proceed now though like. if you have to inevitably return home and they're back to being w each other they suddenly realize how weird it is WITHOUT you around and are like "damn we're idiots" and they're antsy to see you again. dumb cute. kirishima is very clingy naturally and enjoys showing off how absolutely huge he is to you every single day. bkg is the same but with the size of his triceps lol they compete a lot for attention.
AND THEY'RE ATTENTION HOGS LMAOOO please. like they always leave first bc they are besties but you have like . other friends and that makes them so annoyed ESPECIALLY bkg like what do u mean u care about other ppl. they should die. so cute lol.
the sex is overwhelming to put it lightly. kirishima is unintentionally rough but bkgs commitment to pleasure kinda softens the blow a bit. a very switchy dynamic but bkg is a bit of a bossy bottom. kiri is LETTING him do that but sometimes when he's pissed at bkg he'll fuck the attitude out of him and let you do what you want. kirishima is much more lenient w u than he is w bkg and the inverse is true for bkg LMFAOO it's craziness. you are always worn out.
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sizzlingpatrolfox · 6 months
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https://twitter.com/yvesaintbarbie/status/1715803267903750578?t=ZxGUlt1XM7xNXBAKJAvWGw&s=19
No one even knows her and here pjms in your asks thinking she's giving hints lmao. Like imagine thinking jm would ever date such an immature person who goes around giving some"hints" of their relationship like damn how old are those anons? Don't they feel embarrassed. If jm ever dates someone the person would never do this that's just immature and childish bro and ain't no way jm is gonna date someone who's this immature. Like even if me a nobody would have been dating jm then even i wouldn't be this immature and insecure who wants to go around giving some hints these anons were talking about. Honestly embarassing to think y'all think he would date someone such childish.
When you know how much jm respects his own privacy and doesn't reveal anything he don't want to why would you ever think his supposed partner would do anything like this? 😭😭 Giving hints to whom and for what? If you're dating jm one would know how to be private lol
Yes to everything. That's the main reason it didn't make sense to me.
The other thing is how they jumped to living together lmao. It's not like they took their "evidence" and said wait they might be dating. No, they literally skipped all that and said it was confirmed they are living together. It was so over the top for no reason.
Just in general, the way this whole rumour was framed like "they're living together and she's been sending hints" is so.. fictional. I don't care about debunking or whatever, because I really don't mind if he's dating or not. But as I've said a lot of times, I'm going to need more than this weird rumour that doesn't even make sense with the type of person Jimin has proved to be all these years. I don't think anyone who loves and respects you would purposefully do something that goes against what's important to you. In any case make, they could've said it seems like she's been posting without realizing what it could mean or whatever, not that she's "giving hints".
All of Jimin's "dating" rumours have always been started by taekookers or tae/kook akgaes, that's why nobody ever knows about them and they aren't even credible. Also notice how they were going around Jimin blogs sending the same copypasted ask about how it's been "confirmed" the days leading up to Jimin's birthday and then it literally died? They stopped trying after his birthday, they wanted it to stick because they thought people would be talking about that and not his birthday.
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theninthdoor · 1 year
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hi, inspired by the previous ask, i'd love to know what are enha jakes turn offs and likes in girl? tysm. <3
Likes/Turn Ons:
cards: judgement reversed, eight of swords reversed (six of wands), two of wands
Someone who keeps things on the low; doesn't put everything out there for others to see and comment on. Someone who's personal judgement is more important to them than what everybody else around them says (ie. they say this shirt is ugly, but I'm gonna buy it anyway because I like it lol). He also likes it when a person doesn't let their insecurities get the best of them; likewise, he could like to see that an individual doesn't seem to care too much about looking silly or doing embarassing things, if it means they're having a really good time (ie. while playing sports, dancing or trying out fun costumes, even).
Dislikes/Turn-Offs:
cards: four of wands reversed (the lovers reversed), six of cups, the hermit
A killjoy; someone who tries to control a whole group of people when they're not being called to do it; a person who acts like they know better than everyone else and tries to call the shots. When someone is too immature or acts like a child (?); he might also not be really into people who look too youthful (even if they are older than him). More than an introvert, someone who acts like they don't need to talk to anybody because they already know everything and there's nothing to gain from it; using your knowledge to belittle others; going around saying "I've done this before, I know better than you", without showing willingness to learn from others' experiences.
(Disclaimer: all readings are alleged and for entertainment purposes only.)
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Taking this straight out from your post about Junior High: Divorce Mikasa bumps on Eren and Annie going on a date and is told by Eren that Annie asked him out to eat some hamburgers. Desperate to thwart their plans, Mikasa starts talking about how fast food is bad for your health and tries to invite Eren to a seafood restaurant instead
HELP THIS IS SO FUNNY, ADULT JUNIOUR HIGH MIKASA THRIVES!!!! omg she's so desperate omg, she's spewing so many ridiculous facts about seafood and Eren and Annie are just looking at her like she's insane, which she is of course!! WRITING IT, I LOVE U FOR THIS ANON!! lol
"Fish actually boosts brain power," Mikasa finds herself saying in a fit of absolutely unhinged glory.
"Yeah but we both love burgers." "They're unhealthy," she finds herself explaining, "And they're not farmed sustainably, where do the restaurant you're going to get their beef from? Is it a sustainable farm? Where do they keep the cows?" It had started as a desperate attempt to stop Eren from going on a date but now as she's balls deep in her jealousy addled delusion, Mikasa finds that she simply cannot stop spewing ridiculous seafood facts. It's like an out of body experience as she cuts off Annie at every turn, the girl speaking some sort of ocean encyclopedia, "The restaurant I'm talking about down the road has sustainably caught fish, they don't farm them or harm the ecosystem." Eren's eyes have almost bugged out of his head at this point, and he's giving her that look, the one he used to get in high school when she was about to do something particularly embarassing, the one where he wants so desperately to stop her but can't. And she can't either, no matter how she tries to shut herself up, it just keeps going on and on and on.
Annie tries to say something again, her eyebrows furrowing and lip curling up as she attempts to get a word in edgewise but Mikasa is too quick, cutting her off once again with another useless seafood fact. She doesn't even fucking like seafood that much. "Eren is malnourished lately, have you seen him Annie? He looks gaunt, he's not getting enough vitamins," Mikasa argues, becoming even more impassioned with every word, her tone accusatory, "you're contributing to his poor diet. What if something happens to him, what if he collapses? Will hamburgers help him then?"
It feels like every time she opens her mouth, it results in some long-winded rant and at this point, she's resigned herself to the fact that Eren is never going to speak to her again.
Annie attempts to defend herself this time, "We just umm we both like cheeseburgers--" "I don't care, they're unhealthy, and look at him, he's pale," Mikasa gestures wildly to Eren, poking his cheek, "You know what he needs?" Annie swallows, shaking her head and Mikasa is triumphant as she snaps right back, "Seafood! Fish if filled with omega-3 fatty acids, vitamins, it's an important source of protein and minerals too! You see his pallour, he needs iron, he needs potassium, he needs fish--" And then, there is nothing more as Eren begins dragging her away, throwing Annie a sheepish smile over his shoulder and telling her he'll see her later.
He throws her over his shoulder like she weighs nothing, like a sack of potatoes, and he pinches her thigh as he begins his trek to the car, "You're fucking unhinged Miki." She knows, but she thinks she's won this round as she watches Annie stand alone in the sidewalk, dateless and confused. Embarassing her ex so badly in front of his current date that he has to physically drag her away isn't exactly how she thought it would go over, but she's won nonetheless.
She gives Annie her most winning smile before Eren pinches her thigh again for good measure and she yelps. "Stop being smug, I can feel it from here, you little lunatic." She just doesn't want him to be malnourished.
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silversiren1101 · 10 months
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Do tell us: ⚔ : Does your muse have any specific kinks? 👀 (for Mino!)
[Prompts from here] Yesss oh this is such a good one for her
⚔ : Does your muse have any specific kinks?
Praise Kink and Following Orders: Both ways. Look this girl is a lifelong soldier in the most regimented and strict knighthood in all Golarion. She lives to fulfill orders and loves to be praised for it, just as there's a small part of her that enjoys giving orders and making her subordinates feel appreciated for their own good work. You call Mino a "good girl" in bed and she's gushing even harder than usual. You give her very specific things to do or not do and she succeeds (don't come/don't make a noise/come for me/swallow it) and you cup her jaw and say what a good job she did and it's all over. She knows Regill has a bit of the same in him, though not nearly as much. A well-placed "good boy" is a critical hit which she uses sparingly to maximum effect when she's the one taking charge.
Vocal Kink: She absolutely needs to hear her partner enjoying themselves. She really can't come easily unless she knows they're into it as well. Regill moans or groans or gasps or grunts and it's like a sweet music to her ears and pushes her ever closer to the edge.
Size Play: Something she was pretty damn embarassed about at first but she's so very into it and not shameless at all with him. Take a potion to make her small or make him big. It just adds so much to the bedroom and while it's definitely not an everyday thing (maybe 10%) it's frequent enough for them! She very much likes being picked up and manhandled about and held down :3
Blowjobs: Oh to be a girl with very sharp fangs that loves making her male partners tremble and weak in the knees... Even careful as she reassures them she is, it was rare anyone braved the offer from her. Lucky for her, Regill has full trust in her and, honestly, the added danger turns him on a little bit even lol. Added bonus, her tongue has rougher pads on the side to protect it from her fangs, which adds quite the sensation to whoever she lavishes it upon. She also loves to swallow.
And the most risque one of all...
Anal: This one was discovered as a bit of an accident. She figured out early on that there's a soft spot on the underside of her tail right where it connects to her body that is extremely sensitive and feels good to knead and touch. A partner grabbed her there in the middle of things and it surprised them both how she responded. Slipped thumbs or misplaced grabs later on then told her she was into more.
She has a hard time admitting it or asking for it, but nothing else gets her face redder and entire body trembling than anal play. Even just a thumb pressing against her hole and rubbing makes her a mess. Full on anal will turn her into a pliable puddle (and leave them in one, given how much she drips during with no friction in that area to dry any of it up). Discovered on accident also by Regill, and carefully exploited when he can tell she's in the mood for it but much too self-conscious to ask for it. Requires additional aftercare, and she usually wants it when she's overly stressed and really needs to be shut off and taken care of.
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multitrackdrifting · 9 months
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In light of the recent Limbus shitshow, are you still gonna finish up library of runia or are you just done with Projmoon?
Well I can't refund it so the least I can do is play it - but I don't plan on publishing my lobcorp video that's about 2-3 hours long for the time being. I probably won't resume streaming Ruina however.
It leaves a bad taste in my mouth if people would use a labour of love of mine to say "hey look there's something good here", I know there is something good there - but the CEO and his unquestionably stupid decisions makes the game impossible to talk about. I'm gonna be honest as far as boycotts go you and I probably know people who play league, overwatch or cod or something (maybe) or play something from a company with just as bad of practices that are either not as publicised or simply too far in the past for people to care.
I don't expect people to boycott nor do I think it's the bare minimum standard, people I know, especially those with larger platforms refuse to post about it even if they do play it or still keep up with it but yeah it's basically branded as a game now because of the controversy.
The thing about boycotts a lot of the time and I know this will be kind of bizarre to hear but I think they're very aesthetic in nature in that a lot of people usually clamour for them when they have less stakes in the matter so it's much easier to put pressure on others to do something they would not do for League (Riot Games), or Overwatch (Activision Blizzard).
This exact scenario has actually arisen with people talking about the game in that way and honestly it's not even like a what-aboutism kind of thing it's like, people really do not truly care about the ethics of the situation a lot of the time and many others simply do not know when they make their game-playing decisions, so it's really difficult to get mad about in most cases. That said, this game is niche enough where people probably know, but I wont assume their reasons for playing. Some people, however, are reveling in the backlash about the game bc they're not real fans or something for being upset about seemingly capitulating to reactionaries. This exchange I saw earlier honestly boggled my mind lmao - when the dog whistle is loud as fuck.
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We don't have the complete facts, but unlike the nuance enjoyers on youtube & twitter that doesn't automatically mean I'm obligated to financially support a company because I obviously am concerned about the broader company and their job security.
On one hand it makes me frustrated beyond all belief that the decision makers (because lets be real falsely assigning blame to the artists, programmers, writers etc. at pmoon that aren't in a decision making role) are stupid that their art has to be undermined. Yeah, I don't doubt that there is more to the situation but if you make a tweet saying "we didn't do shit and we will sue u lol" and then announce a new banner the next day of course people are going to think you're a slimy company.
I'll put it like this anon: I might enjoy LCorp & Ruina privately at the very least, but Limbus is probably the most embarassing piece of media to be openly associated with, especially when you have people reveling in that a lot of women & lgbt+ members are going to be "filtered out" of the company by what they're reductively describing as "drama". Whether people boycott or not is up to them, but I'm waiting to see if they just brush it aside and pretend like nothing happened over time - I won't spend or post about the game, but I expect we won't actually see a genuine resolution until Canto IV ends and they realized that they didn't actually net anything from firing the artist or capitulating to an audience that will just as soon threaten their financial stability the moment they're validated for having achieved this outcome once before.
It's completely embarassing to be an open project moon fan right now, and honestly I could care less whose comfort media it is, I don't really care what they post or like - for me personally, this ordeal is so shameful that a video I worked hundreds of hours on is probably never seeing the light of day. That's about the gist of how I feel about how icky it is to even bother talking about their games. Fanart is one thing I guess, maybe I'll rb some from time to time, but honestly yeah I don't feel like making anything PMoon related pretty much until we have clear cut facts and if we never get it then yeah I'll just make peace with the reality and stop caring about Project Moon.
To answer your overall question, I probably won't bother making anything anything content wise for the game or even bother talking about it outside of DMs with my friends because yeah it's pretty much embarassing as fuck to even associated with this world. I think the art here is good, in terms of its writing & the artstyles of each of the games, I respect what is made there - but unfortunately we're the laughing stock of every other gacha community & honestly Idec about the hypocrisy of it all, I'm just astounded that they keep making it worse without ever really getting to the heart of the backlash. For LCorp & Ruina fans specifically I feel for them because it's not like they could've ever foreseen that this whole gacha endeavour would send everything up in smoke.
As for being Project Moon's strongest soldier (joking), I have less than zero interest in promoting their work until I have a decent confidence of vellmori's side (which I suspect is not even known because of either unknown factors, or a generic NDA that prevents them from commenting on their contract termination, not that unusual, especially if some kind of severance package is offered alongside it). Basically, I don't want to do any heavy lifting, even though I don't have that big of an audience, it just feels gross to bring them money when KR fans are outwardly begging other fanbases to stop playing and whether you do or not is up to you, but I'm personally just waiting till they shoot themselves in the foot enough times to completely walk away from this community/world. I do think that expecting everyone to express a deep remorse about a situation they did not create nor can they really control for the time being and self-flagellate about it is stupid though.
Hope vellmori & the pmoon staff get an equitable outcome out of all of this because as mad as I am I'm not so selfish as to think that having a dumb boss means you should have no job.
tl;dr - I don't want to openly associate with the "brand" even if the company =/= the community, it still feels weird, but that is just my own choice. I don't expect others to boycott. I'm waiting to see what happens, but judging by the reactionary replies to the latest banner it's probably nothing good in our future if Limbus survives this ordeal - since you will mostly have people who revel in the exodus of LGBT+ & women from the fandom.
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Ok the pets how ever you see them most affectionate to least and why?
Before I start, I just wanted to say that my academic year starts tomorrow so I'll be probably less active (not that I'm super duper active here in the first place lol). But if you, my dear anon, or anyone else sends asks, which I still very much love keep em coming, the waiting time for me to respond might be longer. We will see! Now that I complained enough we go to the actual response from the most to least affectionate:
Penny once again takes first place, probably unsurprisingly. Damn, girl just takes all the W's. So yeah, does she even need an explanation? She love physical contact, mostly hugs but almost anything works for her, if she knows you, you don't ever have to ask, just hug her, hold her hand, kiss her on the cheek, etc. If you read that and remember, I once said that she even remembers all her closest friends' preferences when it comes to hugging. Not only that but others naturally often want affection from her or give it to her, she's soft (bc chubby), warm, nice, and of course likes it. And of course she always has a word of reassurance or a compliment ready.
Zoe. She likes affection, romantic more but platonic absolutely as well. Her favourites are hugs and kisses, especially the latter. If you're her romatic partner then be ready for a lot of those and preferably return them as well. She likes kissing people in general, while lips are reserved for that romatic partner, cheeks, foreheads and noses are all fair game for her to kiss. Plus, she gives them to more people than just her closest people. It's her default way of greeting, so if you introduce someone to her that she absolutely doesn't know, she will introduce herself and give a polite cheek kiss (that depends on the person's age though, she won't go kissing a child like that bruh). Also those butt slaps I mentioned once, they are a legitimate sign of affection too, though she's way more careful with those of course. Another type of affection she has are pet names: darling, honey, etc.
Minka. Her style is more "agressive" though. She will rush at you to hug you or straight up jump at you and count that you will catch her. Once she's hugging you she will most likely slightly jump in place, not enough to break the hug though. Honestly, she will do that with everything, especially hand holding. If they are running to somewhere it is guaranteed that she will grab as many hands as possible and rush with them, it's affectionate and useful since she's pretty fast too. Speaking of that jumping at people, she also likes sitting on others' shoulders and will unexpectedly climb onto you to do it, one moment she's not there, another she just is. She mostly does that with Sunil and Penny though because they're the tallest. But! She also loves picking others up, the problem is that she's of small stature, so the only ones she can realistically pick up are Russell and Vinnie, on a good day Pepper and Zoe are also possible. Her favourite way to hold others is bridal style :). Plus, she loves cheering on her friends or others, no matter what, they can be performing on stage in front of audience but they might as well be cracking an egg, "Wohoo, Rusty! You cracked that egg good!" "It's just... cracking an egg." "Yeah! Exactly! You go!"
Vinnie. He's basically a constant fight between "Aaa I want affection and I love my friends so much, grrr I want touch and love" and "Stars above that's embarassing", visual representation :
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I tried. It's more complicated with physical affection but when it comes to compliments etc he has way less shame. Hells yeah he will compliment others a lot, like "Yes, this painting is amazing!" and "Sunil stop, this was genuinely incredible", "Let's fucking gooooooo!" So yeah, he compliments others a lot, because they need to know how great they are, goddammit! When it comes to touching though, he's way more hesitant and won't initiate it that often. If someone else does however, he will never be the one to let go first because he's got that comfirmation that this someone wants it since they started it, and he loves physical affection so much, he's going to prolong it as much as possible. In fact, once he's this comfortable you might need to use your whole strenght to make him let go, he's not strong himself but damn he's determined. The one kind of it that he doesn't hesitate about it giving pats as well as sitting on his friends' shoulders etc (so like Minka). He's climbing there and he's staying there, if you have to go to the toilet, too bad, you're going with him sitting on you.
5. Sunil. Needs a bit more of a reason to be affectionate, but absolutely can. He's just a bit reserved, likes being affectionate to others and loves being on to receiving end, it can help him calm down and feel like he's not alone. Him giving it is mostly limited to the ones he's closest to, so his friends but his parents as well for example. At times he can absolutely smother a selected few with affection, he just needs to be in the right mood. The one type of hug that he loves giving the most is hugging from behind since most people are shorter than he is so he can rest his head on their head or shoulder. If he's affectionate with his words he's not letting out a rush of sentences, it's usually just focused on one thing and those are usually accompanied by a happy few claps.
6. Russell. He's just not that affectionate, especially physically, it's just not his style plus he's a bit insecure about pda, in private it's fine. He likes it and all, but not as much as the previous ones. He would much rather express his affection or gratitude with words and he's used to it. As their sorta leader he's used to saying stuff like "Good job!" or "Mhm, we all managed once again." He has a tendency to hug others when he's happy though and it's mostly on instinct, he doesn't really control it. But that all makes it so much more special when he does give you physical affection, when it comes to receiving it he will be very happy but also a bit bashful, you might even see a blush.
7. Pepper. She like being on receiving end of physical or any other affection more than she lets on, she really does, she just won't say it and it's rare she will initiate it. Because of that, if let's say the hug is prolonging she will always let go first, usually accompanied by some sort of comment, like: "Alright, alright, that's enough of that mushy stuff, haha." When it comes to giving affection, for the same reasons she's hesitant and, as I said, will rarely initiate it and those will usually be patting your back or ruffling your hair. When it comes to words of affection, she will often disguise them so she won't sound "too sweet", so she won't say for example "Good job out there!" more likely it will be something like "That definitely wasn't the worst!." She genuinely means those words in a good way though and always will accompany them with a playful smile so you know that, and once you know her enough you'll realize that's just her way of complimenting others.
Yipee! Affectionate babies. They are all my babies
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I'm going to start saying I'm trans so people will stop commenting about how young I look or they'll feel bad afterwards. like get a button that says "he/him" on it LOL. dye my hair or something. grow out my facial hair, sport a horrible patchy mustache and beard.
people have asked me if I'm trans before but only from seeing pictures of me, in person really I don't think I could pull it off I mean I'm boyish looking but I did go through male puberty at male puberty age so my shoulders are too broad and I'm too tall for it to seem like you know I went through female puberty and back tracked. I have masculine fat deposits lol. my hips are too narrow i have no curves. generally I'm just a little too hard or something. not muscular just sort of like what being a man is. women are so soft I love this about them. even a woman with eczema.
here is my critique of transgender men - why do they always place emphasis not on being a man but being a TRANS man. you meet transgender women they may not "pass" but you can tell that their intention is to be a woman and be seen as a woman. not a TRANS woman. and I feel like if you're trying to be seen as a man this is like, significantly easier. you literally just have to not give a shit about what you look like. shave your head, go to the gym, if you're shooting up testosterone even if you went through female puberty you should be able to gain muscle pretty easily (compared to women) and you'll get a certain hardness about you. so what is it, residual female childhood indoctrination? this emphasis placed so much on expressing yourself through appearance I mean. or not even expressing yourself but having to keep up with trends etc in order to not embarass yourself. it's really odd! if you were born male trying to be a woman it's like a lot of work you really have to research this shit, if you're born female trying to be a man it's literally non action in terms of appearance. and I've met a few trans guys who were like this, but for the most part trans guys I meet are so obsessed with being... so EFFEMINATE really, doesn't that defeat the purpose? if I was actually trans I would put effort into being like. "hey bro." "you catch the game last night?" you know what I mean? it's weird to be like dyed hair and makeup. that's not a thing men do. and if your goal is just to throw everything on its head and say to hell with gender whatever that's fine I don't care but why not be a woman while doing that? I've met lesbians who pass better without trying than many trans men do, no hormones or anything they're just being themselves. I respect that shit for real. also I'm scared of them. I'm not scared of trans men, the trans men I've met I could beat their asses no problem. not that I would but I mean if they start shit with me.
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