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klugenjoyer · 5 months
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thjoughts on clive. love from clive
Long post inkoming
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Omd guys it's my twin?!? Anyways oh boy I h-h-HATE that guy... He's so 🤢🤢🤢UGGLY and B-BAD😡😡😡
Okay but in all seriousness bro I adore him more then y'all could know. Well uh ppl who follow this hmmm mysterious anon who I definitely don't know now know what the degree of Clive brain rot I have (can't mention it here but if you know you know). But like
I knew Clive would get me as soon as I found out who he was. So for context, Luke is the reason I started playing the PL series. Anyone who knows me personally would know how me bait Luke is, I am VERY predictable. So when I learned there was this guy who had the grand plan of pretending to be Luke from the future to infiltrate Layton's life I was like oooo boy (also yes I unfortunately didn't get to go into UF blind) . What rlly marked my Clive journey's real start was definitely learning his name. Clive Dove. I got the spoiler of bruvs name from when my dear mutual reblogged q picture of him with the Clive Dove tag on it and I was like "bro... HIS NAME IS CLIVE?!?!?!?". Then the devolvation into madness really started. Uh insert discord screenshots
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When it comes to head cannons though I will definitely say we all know Clive is trans fr. When it comes to my specific trans HCs for them I really enjoy transfem Clive (its a comfort hc 4 me) but when I'm doing stuff like officially like my official HCs that I stick closer too transmasc Clive. Why? Layton parallels. My whole life is fighting to make as many parallels between the two as I can mate it's a problem. It's just too interesting to me.
Other HC wise uhhh CLIVE HAS FRECKLES FIGHT ME I love planting subtle inconsistencies between him and Luke sm.
When it comes to drawing Clive I will definitely say I do enjoy drawing him more than Luke namely due to him having a tie😱😱.
My biggest struggle in drawing him prolly uhhh the freckles I curse myself with along with just his color palette ig. I can never decide how dark I want his hair to be. But tbf I do just have inconsistent coloring in my art sooo what can you do.
Other stuff to talk about with this awful man.... OH RIGHT! I'm STILL not over him being British Yuri Lowenthal like bro💀. It's so bad randall is also British Yuri Lowenthal like stawppp💀. Anyone who knows about me and my interests knows that I have a trying relationship with Yuri Lowenthal. Clive atp is prolly my fav Yuri Lowenthal character but I don't think he can take up the og for my fave yuri lowenthal voice performance (I LOVE YOSUKE!!!!)
If I'd have to pick like my favorite Clive thing... Probably still Sallufix's 'This Hurts' animation holy shit that thing is so good. The fact that tumblr user sallufix is my mutual still baffles me I am so in love with and enchanted by their work like hold shit they are like... The Clive drawer of all time to me. Also uh he made Envicto and I am obsessed with that man to no end no one even knows.
Anyways funny pictures to leave this post off with
This first one is my fave, it's my banner on my alt I still haven't used yet 🤎
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Secondly we have this screen shot of someone saying "why would Goro Akechi lie" which I replaced with Clive dove (the I get in ubers and start lying one was also originally Akechi). May I note I'm surprised but also glad that I don't see many Clive Akechi parallel truthers
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And finally the picture that I made to match with my friend the other night because we thought it was funny idk
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obeymeswdwritings · 2 years
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Hi! If you're comfortable with it, can I get the obey me! characters with a transmasc MC who cant transition? I'm going through th at rn and it sucks :(
Of course you can get that, anon! I'm sorry you have to go through that, and I'm really proud of you! Remember that you are who and what you are regardless of anything to do with transitioning, and you have at least the support of a stranger on the internet.
Characters- All
Transmasculine!Reader (he/him and masc/male terms used)
Warnings- Dysphoria discussion and mention, Swearing, romantic relationships/implications aside from Luke
Category- Headcanons, Request answers
Lucifer
Well first of all, would you prefer a male uniform? It's not a bother or anything.
he can get the paperwork changed fairly easily, and although he doesn't know where to get you a binder he can pay for one!
He's a great support, insisting that you keep your chin up. The Avatar of Pride isn't about to let you doubt yourself, not now, not ever.
What can he do to help? Let him know, even if it seems small or insignificant. He wants to do everything he can for you.
Later into your relationship, he proudly refers to you as his boyfriend, regardless of who he's talking to. Even Diavolo's heard him call you that.
Are you feeling down? If there's a reason, he'll fight it, but if there's not, or it's not a physical reason, you'll get your favorite drink, a blanket, and the rare affection he shows.
Mammon
He's not always sure how to be supportive, but he does his best. early on, he wakes you up by yelling boy. Like just the word. He means nothing but the best!
Extra luck for you. Except, instead of being all about gambling, your luck is always centered in affirmation- finding clothes that can hide feminine features while still being nice, people assuming correctly, and so on.
He's more than a bit of a tsundere, but he's massively overprotective, and anyone who misgenders you is gonna have to face the second-eldest avatar.
he's more than happy to bully anyone and everyone into respecting you, and for once they never have something to respond with. Except for an apology, that is.
He likes to refer to you as his treasure, and when you're out of earshot, his future trophy husband. Frankly, that's reserved for when everyone but Goldie is out of earshot.
Leviathan
This man is a regular tumblr user, he knows all the tips and tricks and best places to get gender affirming stuff.
The first gift you get from him is delivered anonymously to your door, and it's a box from Akuzon that, when opened, reveals one of the little coming out boxes and a note in his surprisingly neat handwriting that reads simply "We're all proud of you."
He's shy as hell, but that's not quite enough to stop him from stammering comments about how handsome, masculine, and cool you look whenever he can work up the courage.
He's always happy to love the gender euphoria back into you, wrapping his arms around you, hiding his face in your neck, and murmuring about how lucky he is to have such a good boyfriend.
He gets flustered easily, sure, but he's the Avatar of Envy, and the type of possessive jealousy is well within his realm, showing when he puts his head on your shoulder to show his fangs, hissing his claim on you to any lesser demon with the nerve to act like they can flirt with you.
He can write things without stuttering, so in order to get his point across, you'll start finding notes with all sorts of things written on them.
(Ex. "beautiful boy <3" written in a careful scrawl, a "good morning, handsome" scribbled on a sticky note attached to your tie, everything he wants to say written in a notebook.)
Satan
mwah mwah motherfucker, it's time for reassurance.
He'll often point to male characters and explain which of their traits reminded him of you, smiling both at the book and at you.
Satan likes to remind you that you're valid, but in subtle ways. He leaves neatly wrapped gifts on your bed, addressed to "my lovely boyfriend", and lovingly calling you ridiculous.
Satan's not about to treat you any differently for not being cis, or for not transitioning, he loves you for who you are, regardless of any of that.
He's proud of you! He's proud of you for accepting yourself, for sharing, for doing so well with dysphoria. He's incredibly proud. (In a smug, look-at-my-boyfriend way and a look-at-how-well-you're-doing-good-job way, not a Lucifer way)
"Darling dearest light of my life" prefaces like at least one thing he says at least twice a week. Nothing's cringe if you're the Avatar of Wrath!
He likes to comfort you by reading to you, performing every bit of odd writing in the book.
he'll happily go out of his way to comfort you, even if it means doing something vaguely embarrassing (i.e. put on the cat ears, pretty boy)
Asmodeus
You're definitely not the first trans guy he's met. I mean c'mon, look at him! you think he cares if you're trans? Only in the sense that he wants to gender you properly!
He's always happy to let you borrow cologne or perfume, both because if it helps, yay! and because all of his is custom, so it clearly shows whose it is.
"And this is my absolutely stunning boyfriend!" is how he tends to introduce you later in your relationship, and before that he sticks to "my handsome chaos friend."
Asmo likes to hear your voice, of course, but if you get dysphoria from it he's perfectly fine with carrying the conversation. Still, don't think you're getting out of a compliment about it.
Hmm? You're feeling a bit low? well we can't have that!
Asmo likes to spend casual, domestic time with you when you're upset, knowing you're aware of the fact that to him, time spent doing nothing is the most valuable he can give.
The affection he gives declares loud and clear, he doesn't care one way or the other, as long as you're by his side.
Beelzebub
That's cool! He thinks it's really interesting, and he's happy you told him!
Although he's not entirely sure how to go about supporting you, he'll do his best! He finds it fun to just stand behind you, taking full advantage of his stature to intimidate lesser demons into being nicer to you.
He's always got, at the very least, a smile and your comfort snack, believing firmly in the power of food to help problems. And hey, he's not wrong!
You can borrow his clothes if you want, they'll probably be really big on you.
Boyfriend cooking sessions! just be careful not to let him convince you to let him eat it all, that pout of his is too cute for his own good.
He shares food with you when you're feeling dysphoric, explaining that food always makes him feel better, and even if it's not the same problem, it might help!
Belphegor
His automatic response to someone making any big announcement is “congratulations” before his brain processes it, so that might be a little amusing.
Once his brain’s caught up, he won’t rescind the congratulations, but will ask if you have everything you need. He’s got a lot of comfy oversized hoodies, if you’d like one.
His method for comforting you isn’t all that intricate, he just drags you into a nap and changes your dreams a little bit.
pretty boy (derogatory) and bitchboy (affectionate)
when you’re feeling dysphoric, sleep. It’ll solve all your problems. After all, what are boyfriends who can manipulate the dreams of their boyfriend for if not gender affirmation?
Belphie’s a big fan of casual affirmation, he doesn’t see the point in making a big deal out of it. He’ll just happily call you his boyfriend, and ensure that you know that that’s what you are.
Diavolo
He’s the future king of the Devildom, of fucking course he can make a law that you have to ask for pronouns. 
this walking golden retriever of a man will gladly make sure you know you’re valid, of course! From calling you his boyfriend to cheerfully handing you a binder, he’s determined to make sure you’re fully aware.
Firm believer in affirmation cuddles. can’t have self-doubt if you’re being hugged too tightly to get the oxygen your brain needs! Just kidding, he won’t hug you that tightly, just make sure that you’re getting a good amount of affection.
He’s very proud of you. It takes courage to come out, he knows that, and he’s especially proud of you for doing it in an unfamiliar environment, especially considering you don’t have the chance to transition.
Now, if the only obstacle is money, he’ll get you whatever you need, but if the problem is medical or mental or anything else he’s here to support you. He’s here to support you either way.
Dia’s main form of comforting you resides with his affinity for physical affection, but of course he’ll gladly provide you with verbal love if you’d rather.
Barbatos
As an extremely powerful demon, he’s intimidating. Not in the murderous way of Lucifer, or the hair-trigger way of Satan, but in the way that only he can be. A smile that threatens someone more than any sentence ever could. 
And all that really means is that you’ll never have to worry about getting misgendered or deadnamed, here or in the human realm.  
likes to address you by adding a teasing “Mister” to the beginning of your name, or murmuring something in the Devildom language that you can never quite catch, but that makes Diavolo giggle happily every time he hears it. 
Mr. Acts of Service himself, Barbatos is a big fan of making you a soothing cup of tea and butter cookies after a long day, and if you have allergies, well, that’s what spells are for.
his preferred method of comforting you is just to wrap a blanket around your shoulders, set out a tray of your comfort foods, he pays attention to these things, and talk with you. He likes to carry on a conversation, talking about nothing in particular. 
However long he has to spend with you, he’ll stay with you.
Solomon
Solomon’s human, even if he isn’t technically mortal. As such, he’s met his fair share of trans people, and cheerfully offers you the methods he’s been told of to help dysphoria.
He likes you too much to use you as a test subject, so that’s off-limits as a transitioner. 
You’re quickly going to wind up pulling all sorts of pranks with him, though, and he decides that you shall forever be known as the chaos boyfriends, cheerfully putting it in graffiti or a note next to some of your works. 
Solomon’s main method of comfort is distraction. Be it asking for help with a study, cooking lessons, or anything inbetween, he knows that sometimes getting your mind off things is important.
Solomon isn’t just a tumblr user, he’s practically staff. He set up an account when it was first created because he thought it would be funny and follows exclusively wizard blogs, which you’ll be send screenshots of at the most ridiculous times.
He likes to calm you down from dysphoria by giving you a new problem to worry about cooking!
Simeon
Angel to the end, Simeon’s a calming barrier against dysphoria. He always knows what to say to get you to stop worrying, or shut down dysphoria altogether.
Shows you snippets of writing, his and others, where trans people are there, just existing, without transitioning. “It doesn’t make you any less you” is his simple explanation.
He loves getting to watch you happy, and he’ll do a lot to get the privilege of that! The fact of the matter is, finding you a binder isn't all that hard, once you get down to it. Neither is stealing a male uniform, but that’s totally irrelevant, y’know? I mean really, surely nobody’d ever do that, right? 
He stole like three, sorry, borrowed for a good cause, since he wasn’t sure what size and didn’t want to ask.
Simeon likes to give hugs, just big ol hugs. 
He’s a big supporter overall, and never misses a chance to remind you of that.
Luke
You have achieved what Simeon could not: Luke openly considers you a brother. 
Now he’s interesting in that he comforts people in the way he was comforted, which means that he’ll drag you to his room and start telling you about his stuffed animals.
He might not entirely understand dysphoria, but he does understand wanting to fight people and not being able to because of reputation and also physical strength!
Luke invites you to baking sessions, and he has a sign to put on the door that says “brothers working, enter at own risk” in calligraphy. He likes to make your favorite pastries!
He will genuinely try to fight anyone who bitches at you, gender or otherwise. 
A good solution to all problems is making cupcakes and passing them out. People are always nice to the bakers!
Anon! Remember, they’re all proud of you.
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phoenix--flying · 9 months
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do you have hcs for the tas sexualities and/or gender identity/pronouns?
oooo that i do anon and assuming you mean the main 5 and not also my own hc of ex ta members LOL
Luke ; Bisexual - Male - He/Him
Chris ; Pansexual - Male - He/Him, will also accept they/them
Silena ; Prefers not to label her sexuality tbh - Female - She/They
Ethan ; Bisexual - Demiboy - He/They
Alabaster ; Gay - Genderqueer - Any
al and his gender fuckery
i also play a lot w transmasc ethan and al AHKHSKA
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transngin · 10 months
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this might be random but do you have any headcanons of the Daltons/lucky luke cause now they are my hyperfixation and yes I've joined a pretty much dead fandom but I was to hear your thoughts.
(only if u want to ofc)
hiiii anon its been. so insanely long since ive thought abt lucky luke and the daltons rotated them in my small brain but i love looove them as a characters so very dearly to this day and id be more than happy to give u. some of my carefully thought out (brainrot induced) thoughts :]
- JOE ADHD KING. no but seriously this fucking guy is so nd and mentally ill in so many ways. hes collecting them like cool rocks (<- im nd and mentally ill (obviously) and have always related to him)
- i know the entire thing abt the daltons is how theyre only distinguished from each other when it comes to height but i love playing around w the idea that they have like. subtle differences in their appearance that you wont notice unless you squint and use a telescope. like william having heterochromia, jack having freckles and joe having beauty marks and whatnot (cant think of anything for averell when it comes to this trope sorry </3)
- aroacespec gay lucky luke is so real and true and my alltime fave sexuality hc. also a little transgenderism for him as a treat. sometimes
- adding to the former: luke telling ppl he got his diy top surgery scars from a brutal shootout
- i dont like the modern daltons cartoon (it kinda sucks) but i really really like how they characterized william in it (bookworm and man of many talents iirc) and i really like the idea of him potentially being a graduate/of higher education but sticking with his brothers out of loyalty/peer pressure (<- potential for him to be the black sheep of his family and give him more character than in the comics and the old cartoons)
- luke and joe's archnemesis relationship oh my GOD [head in hands] ive always loved the multiple layers of their dynamic and the "cool hero who loves toying with the bad guy" vs "batshit crazy unhinged small guy villain" thing they always got going on. lukejoe is so good whether its platonically or romantically or anything in between i still care them so much. funny guys who hate each other fight each other are friends are besties are outlaws kiss kill each other have repressed homosexual feelings have never had friends before killed people with no remorse and have issues. i like that in men
- t4t lukejoe is. so good. perfection
- while im a professional les daltons #hater i love that one guy who showed up for like one episode and was never brought up again except in the bg of some episodes. unlucky luke (small dark haired manloser) if youre out there...
- el gee bee tee hc lightning round:
cis bi (sometimes transmasc) joe [wtf is a pronoun i will kill you], transhet jack [he/him], nonbiney [he/him] william, unlabeled averell [he/she + any] and ofc aroace gay trans luke [he/they]. idc abt other characters enough to form opinions on them
- ill most definitely add to this later if and when i start binging the entirety of ll again but for now. thats all. come get your food lucky luke enjoyers <3 shoutout to the three of you who still enjoy this media despite its many many MANY flaws
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alto-tenure · 1 year
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Anon is back! Yeah it would be helpful if I listed a fandom, yeah?
Gimme some Professor Layton ones
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Hershel Layton: trans man (he/him); I've discussed before about how I analyze Azran Legacy as a trans allegory and that's the main thing that plays into this
Luke Triton: transfem nonbinary (he/she); I simply think that Luke's character arc shouldn't be about becoming a gentleman but about liberating himself from the pressure of having to become one <3
Des: nonbinary (he/him); see above about the transness of AL
Marina Triton: transmasc nonbinary (any); I simply think she and Luke are t4t
Jean Greyerl: transfem nonbinary (she/they/it)
Aurora: agender (she/her)
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actualbird · 2 years
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i don't know how to explain it but you are SO correct about luke xia yan pearce being transgender . there's just something about him... there's absolutely NO WAY he's cis, like have you seen the way he dressesand his hobbies.... (⁠ ⁠◜⁠‿⁠◝⁠ ⁠)💭 like . he just has that Vibe. i feel like he probably came out pretty early if rosa's parents were supportive, and as children he and rosa were probably even more protective of each other than they are now before he fully transitioned and was still in that awkward "not everyone knows yet and some people might be unaccepting" phase,, ,,, cause when he came back 8 years later he probably already fully transitioned............. just thinking about him being happy that he grew a lot taller than rosa because he got on t is making me so happy idk idk i just know that luke is soooooo transmasc ‼️‼️‼️ that is all ‼️‼️‼️
ANON, I AM SHAKING UR HAND SOSOSOOSOSOOO MUCHHHH!!!!!
ur so right. ur So Right. i wrote a whole fic thats basically my entire personal hcs on trans!luke semi-based on my own experiences and whatnot (which, shameless plug time, here it is "but little do we know, the stars welcome him with open arms" it's luke/mc and p much the most personal tot fic ive ever written so it's always gonna have a v special place in my heart,,,,) BUT HHHH I ADORE UR TAKES!!!!!
luke coming out earlier makes me so emo cuz Exactly. mc is gonna be absolute Luke Protection Squad. if u misgender luke, mc is gonna make sure UR pronouns will be WAS/WERE!!!!
im also such a huge believer that luke was shorter than mc as they were growing up, this is true in my heart whether hes cis or trans, he just gives me those Vibes okay. and hhhhHHHH HIM AFTER THE 8 YRS FINALLY BEING TALLER!!! he'd be proud abt it in his sometimes-own-ego-stroking "hehe, but of course!" way with the satisfied expression, and mc lets him have that moment cuz this absolutely is something he gets to be proud about
actually, that wld be such a cute exchange
luke, cutely haughty: i told you i'd be taller than you one day!
mc: you did, and im so happy for you :'D
luke, near tears now and overwhelmed with love: oh ;u;
i am always gonna be on team MC and Her Family Were and Is Incredibly Supportive Of Luke. im also on team When Luke Tells Aaron About It Later On In The NSB Days, Aaron Adjusts Kinda Clumsily But In a Well-Meaning Way and Genuinely Wants To Learn and Be Supportive Cuz He Loves Luke Like A Son Basically.
aaron is also gonna be protection squad, esp during the nsb days. we havent seen much of the nsb's innerworkings, but a govt agency being completely progressive and accepting? yea that....is probly not how itd be. tho aaron quickly learns that while luke appreciates the support, he can very much deal with assholes himself. by just beating them up during training. agent raven annihilates bigots, and i think thats beautiful
also: yeah. the sheer amount of layers in his wardrobe. and his vibes are trans and also this hc simply sparks joy in my heart and honestly that is what matters the most about hcs
in conclusion
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ghost-king-kai · 6 months
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maschotch · 1 year
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same anon as the morgan ask lol - no you’re so right about the weird vibes of hc’ing reid as transmasc. like if it was just sometimes… but it’s all the time, it’s disproportionately him, much more rare for hotch or morgan or luke or anyone to be transmasc. and like… people are always calling reid their /babey boy/ and it’s kinda the same with a lot of popular transmasc hcs, it’s young, skinny, white, shy or "socially awkward", "feminine" in some way, characters. it rubs me the wrong way. depends on the reasoning. but for reid it’s always,, "oh cause he looks young for his age, he has long hair, he’s so /cute/, he’s my baby boy, he’s shy and girls are shy" etc. like. classic infantilising of trans guys, classic transphobia against transmascs. nothing against some reidgirls but can they stop being weird about it? can they explain why they’d not hc hotch or morgan as transmasc, unless they’re doing t4t reid and someone? why i’ve only ever seen one hc of any of the women as transfem? & don’t feel bad about preferring to talk about hotch - i’m a morgan fan but i’m a (low empathy) prentiss fan first, i don’t mean that everyone has to obsess over morgan, i just wish people would appreciate his strengths & flaws & experiences & overall character a bit more in general.
admittedly i’m also the person who sent that last low empathy prentiss ask btw, big agree with all you say. of course i don’t mind that people have different opinions on her to me but just…. sometimes i’m like, did we watch the same show? a lot of the things they consider "empathy" moments from her are just being somewhat kind, and like, yeah i don’t think she’s evil so of course she has the capacity to be kind and exhibit some compassion. but every time she gives a grunt of disgust at a crime scene or whatever, it’s just to show that she disapproves of what the unsub did, not that she’s devastated or shocked in the way that many of the others on the team seem to be. and probably somewhere between having a shit relationship with her mother, the way she canonically has said she would change everything about herself to get approval from other teens when she was moving schools all the time in high school, and her undercover missions at Interpol… somewhere in all that, she clearly developed some acting skills, the ability to manipulate people, mirror and read people but *manually* rather than by having empathy. for her job, that’s necessary, idk how to say "manipulate" in a way that doesn’t sound that bad but i don’t mean it as inherently bad lol. and having less empathy would help her stay calm, logically analyse problems, not be fooled by people pretending to be upset, not have too much guilt get in the way of manipulating suspects (necessary to her job obviously), etc. however, it can diminish her ability to comfort friends from an emotional POV, might make her more impulsive/reckless because she doesn’t consider the effects it might have on herself and others, and it probably would contribute to how in those Lauren eps she just assumes her team members would be mad at her because she doesn’t *know* how they would emotionally feel about that. and maybe she does worry that she’s a bad person bc of her low empathy! who knows! i haven’t actually thought *that* much about it, i’m just kinda rambling about a few patterns i see, but i do think she has low empathy. and that you’re very right about the writers just… being inconsistant and weird with her character a Lot. i’m glad someone else sees what i see with her.
signed, the only morgangirl 😔 lmao
yeah :// like it’s tricky to be overly critical of trans hcs without being disrespectful or belittling people’s experiences (bc there are some people who i know identify with reid’s gender ambiguity (???)) but idk… it’s hard to ignore the pattern of the internet favoring their submissive breedable skinny white little twink as the main char seen as trans. like. what are we saying here lol
and yeah same thing w characters… you cant really fault anyone for preferring certain characters but when they take character traits/experiences/plotlines from morgan and give them to reid?? it just feels?? distasteful? like if youre gonna change everything about reid to make him/his backstory more like morgan, just… write about morgan? idk how to describe it. it’s like… if there’s a set of angsty tropes that are pretty standard—used by both official network writers and fandoms—that the showrunners divvy up between characters, and the fandom enjoys certain tropes that apply to certain characters, and the fandom’s favorite character is different, then they’ll give those same tropes to their favorite character without acknowledging the other character at all. idk if that makes any sense, but it’s just glaringly obvious when it’s the exact same type of skinny white guy that becomes the fandom’s favorite every time
but yes i am a very big fan of low empathy emily <3 i think it’s one of those “repressed lesbian jj” concepts that explains away a lot of the shitty character inconsistencies?? emily’s inconsistent bc she’s acting, bc she’s playing a part, bc her mask is changing as she tailors it to the group dynamic and her place within it. which is just FASCINATING to me lmao i love it so much. it’s something i’ve spent a lot of time thinking about, but despite that i feeel like i dont have a lot to say on it? it’s less like a “here’s a list of headcanons for this character” and more of a “here’s a lens to watch the show through.” it doesnt necessarily addd anything, it’s just a different perspective that imo makes things make more sense lol. i think she’s made peace with who she is and doesn’t spend too much time fretting over whether she’s a bad person. like i don’t think she’s answered that question necessarily, i just think she knows it’s kinda pointless trying to figure it out. n e ways yes i like that you also see it :)))
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So, as y’all know, back at the start of April, I made a video talking about a situation that I was involved with that including some incredibly uncomfortable topics that, for lack of a better word, triggered memories of when I was an absolute piece of shit to people. 
Since then, the video has been seen by the instigator of the whole kerfuffle that led me to that situation to start with. He reblogged a link to the video that, even when I unlisted it due to being told that I had included his url, was spread around his supporters. 
This little nothing video that had 39 views ballooned to nearly 300 after it was unlisted.
It was a 20 minute video, so of course I don’t expect many people to have listened all the way through. So I decided after I gave it a listen through and learned I had not actually mentioned his URL or done the other things he claimed I did, that I would transcribe the video and eventually release the transcription if I deemed it appropriate. 
Well, Morg decided he wanted to claim it was because of him that Luke has left tumblr for the foreseeable future. And he continues to make baseless claims that other people were involved in the video or support me in any way because of the video. 
So here’s the transcript on a Google Doc.
And here’s the transcript under a cut as well, just for people who don’t like clicking off. It’s a little under 3000 words long, and I tried to maintain the cadence as much as I could through word. I did not include cat or dog noises or my own laughter regarding said noises. 
And yes, I’m adding this to the same tag I’ve been compiling since mid-May.
Hello everyone and welcome back to my channel. Yes, I am actually back this time, not trying to record one handed while trying to take off a respirator. Nettle’s mad because I took her toy. Um… there’s so much to update you all on. It’s been crazy; the entire month of March felt like it went by in a flash. And now I’m 29. But… I will do that on a different date. Today I wanted to talk about some stuff that went down on tumblr, and how it affected me a lot more than I thought it would.
So… to start with y’all know that I talk about transandrophobia a lot, and it’s a conversation that happens – it’s a conversation that happens oftentimes on tumblr. Because reddit is its own hellhole and twitter I’m not touching with a 50 foot pole. For now, at least. Let me get used to tumblr again. So we have that, and I followed a bunch of people. And there’s one person in particular who is called Morg, and he has very interesting ways of expressing himself. It’s very harsh, violent, kinda not what I’m wanting to do, and I’ll get into that later. That sort of thing. And he would get anons who would criticize him, and he would get reblogs derailing his posts and that sort of thing. And he’s also crippled. So he spends a lot of time talking about crippled people and transmasculine people and crippled transmascs, that sort of thing.
And people would derail his posts with neurodivergency, and he would get salty about that and lash out at anons coming into his space talking about how, uh… physically disabled people are a lot more seen versus mental disabled people. And all that is super understandable. It’s his blog, his space, he’s allowed to react to how he wants to.
Where I started getting uncomfortable is he would start haras – not harassing, but he started making posts about this sort of thing where he started blaming all mentally disabled people and neurodivergent people for the behavior of a very select few. And he was being very violent about it, which made me uncomfortable and eventually followed. And I made my own post – and I need to mention: he did not follow me, I did not tag this, any of that – where I just talked about how this was making me uncomfortable and seeing a physically and mentally disabled person disparaging mentally disabled just harms the disabled community as a whole.
Very, very much like how the trans women versus trans men dis – debacle ends up hurting the community as a whole instead of uniting us. So… it felt very relevant to me, and that post surprisingly blew up a bit with a lot of pushback. A lot of people basically saying what I was saying but they didn’t like the way I framed it so… They did not want to acknowledge that we were speaking the same language. And this blew up really, really big. A lot of people going back and forth; it started bringing into question the word cripple itself and the cripplepunk movement. I’ll talk about that in a moment. [I don’t] And it ended with Morg going into someone else’s asks and someone else’s DMs – multiple people – saying I hope you’re happy you won.
And I need to mention: I unfollowed him, and I made this post, and I did not look at his blog again until I saw him post this sorta suicide bait ask in someone else’s ask box. And I did that because I followed him long enough to see him go through a suicide attempt and get put into psychiatric care for about 18 days. I knew his personality enough that I knew that whatever he was posting that it’d be hurtful. I didn’t want to make anymore posts that were even vaguely about him. I’d already gotten into an argument with someone and got called a racist because there was a huge misunderstanding, and they ended up apologizing but we’re still not following each other for a variety of reasons.
But… the suicide baiting ask, and I was like. Great. I know exactly what that is. And this is where I’m going to leave for a bit and talk about myself because… that behavior that I saw in the behavior I saw him displaying afterwards is basically textbook what I did to my friend Sam. And I essentially gave Sam PTSD because there’s still times to this day where he reacts and he thinks I’m gonna do something when I do not.
And that – it is basically a maladaptive coping mechanism where you are being passive aggressive, and you are in pain and it’s very valid pain, be it physical, mental, some combination of both. But you feel like you are alone, and you are lashing out at people because you can’t win. And… everything feels like it was up against you it was your last thing and now you’re just. Cool. Fuck myself, I’m going to kill myself, and I hope all of you regret it.
And this is important to me to talk about because… like I said. I did that. Um… but also, it kinda feeds into some of this pop culture stuff we’ve talked about like 13 Reasons Why. There was a huge hubbub about how in 13 Reasons Why they showed the suicide, that sort of thing. I read the book. I didn’t watch the series because by the time the series came out I had realized that the book was not that great, but it did bring out a lot of discourse that I feel like is important around the idea of suicide.
That being mostly – and this ties back into Morg I swear to god… Um… how you depict suicide is very important. When you have a character who is suicidal and they commit suicide and afterwards, like in 13 Reasons Why, she makes… Okay
If you don’t know what 13 Reasons Why is, it was originally a book, then turned into a Netflix series We’re going to ignore the Netflix series. The book, the character Hannah Baker kills herself, and she leaves 13 tapes behind to be delivered to 13 different people that she blames for her suicide. And this book sorta shows Hannah getting her comeuppance to these people that hurt her.
Why is this a bad thing? Because this book was written for teens, and the Netflix series came out and it was mostly directed towards teens. And there is an established: the more suicide is depicted in a certain way the higher rate of suicide there is. Especially with teens who are very gullible – I apologize. Dory is now acting weird.
Um… and… In 13 Reasons Why in particular because it’s showing Hannah sort of getting her comeuppance, you kinda can instill the idea in people’s brains that “hey if I die I’m going to be able to hurt the people that have been hurting me. And show them that they’re the ones at fault.” Which is not true. What happens if you do commit suicide is you hurt the people that loved you and no one else gives a shit. That’s it.
And… the people that love you may not even grieve as much as you want them to. Or it may not affect them the way you want it to because you can’t control how other people react in their grief. They may not care. They may then go on to hurt themselves. The people that you don’t want to hurt get hurt.
And this ties back into Morg’s behavior because um… after he sent the DMs and the asks I did go onto his blog to see what was going on, to see if he was actually – if he was okay. And he was liveblogging his suicide to a, I assume, semi-substantial number of followers. Because he’s constantly getting engagement, that sort of thing. And me having 300 people following me, I get sorta constant engagement but not nearly as much as he does. He’s a much bigger name in the game so – basically.
And… so he’s liveblogging his suicide and he’s getting people like “oh my god why are you doing this,” he’s getting suicide baiting anons telling him to do it. All of this stuff, and he’s… play – it – not – I don’t think it’s intentional. Because when I was doing it, it was not intentional. But he is aiming to hurt people, and he’s hurting the people that love him the most while the people that have already distanced themselves from him. Are… a lot of them are emotionally mature enough to realize that what he’s going through is not their fault and…
So he’s not hurting the people he wants to hurt. The people that he’s saying “hey you won,” they’re concerned, they don’t want this to happen, but it’s not in their control. And it doesn’t change their opinions on what they were saying.
He survived that attempt, and he then blew up at a lot of people who were openly concerned about him. They did not want him to do this, they thought that maybe he should take a break because it was clear that the people on tumblr were affecting him, and I wholeheartedly agree with them that… this was affecting him. And what he did, he then went and put down the people that were saying “I love you but please you have to take care of yourself. This is not healthy, this is manipulative. I know you’re not meaning to do it in this way but you are. Please take care of yourself.” And he said they never cared about him, “you wouldn’t care if I was gone,” that sort of thing.
It’s… it’s textbook manipulation. And I hate saying that sort of thing because again. I don’t think he’s doing this knowingly, rubbing his little greasy palms together and being like “hahaha, I’m going to make everyone hurt as much as I am. I think he’s just lashing out.
So… when I saw that behavior, I made a post. And he saw it. I didn’t use the correct wording. I said “apparent suicide” meaning “obvious suicide attempt.” But people can easily mistake that for “supposed” or “alleged.” I… own that. However, he then screenshotted that with pills, and that affected me very badly. To the point that I couldn’t sleep without my medication which, yes, I realize I struggle sleeping without my medication anyway, but I’m in the middle of a depressive episode. So… I should be able to sleep. Um, but I did not.
Because I couldn’t stop thinking about the fact that this person is in such pain, and even though I don’t agree with how he’s handling things, I understand where he’s coming from. Because I am a person with anger issues – I have a very strong anger temper problem that I am actively working on. A big part of my not wanting to wish harm onto people, even people who wish harm to me is… me trying to control the anger that just. Bubbles up naturally.
I actually very badly hurt my sister a couple times as a teenager because of my anger problems. So – I’m working on it. I’m getting a lot better. I feel like I am, but seeing my screenshot with my blog and seeing those pills affected me a lot, and I had started making this video before. But I stopped. When that happened, I deleted everything and left it to the side because I didn’t want to talk about him explicitly.
And he was offline for an entire day. I was getting anons crowing about it, to the point where I turned off anon because it really was affecting me mentally. Even though I was not showing it online. I’m getting a lot better about kinda distancing myself from my online responses, which is good. You kinda need to do that. But I had to turn off anon because I was checking his blog too many times and nothing was changing and it was making me really concerned. And thankfully, a couple of days later, a friend of his came online and said “He’s alive. He’s focusing on his mental health,” and I cannot be more happy.
I have not looked at his blog since. I am assuming he’s still taking care of himself, and I’m hoping that he’s able to recover and realize how harmful his actions are as well as perhaps take a little more responsibility for his actions online. Because… the… liveblogging your suicidality, the outright lying about what other people are saying about you, the gaslighting of your own audience, to say “If you’re claiming that I need to go offline and get help in some shape or form, then you have never cared about me,” that sort of thing.
All of that… it’s toxic, it’s manipulative, it’s gaslighting – it’s like textbook. Not the gaslighting of “oh someone lied to me” or “oh…” whatever. You know. The terms gaslighting, triggered, that sort of thing is being taken way out of context to the point it doesn’t mean anything, but… he legitimately gaslit someone because the anon that I’m referring to mostly later on entered my ask box and was like “Thank you so much for what you said because he had convinced me that I was genuinely in the wrong and I was a bad person.”
Hi Puppy. She’s still upset I took her unicorn.
So that’s what I have to say about that. It’s just – I have a lot of mixed thoughts on stuff like Thirteen Reasons Why and how it does more harm than good. I also have mixed thoughts on the guideline to how show/talk about suicidality. Because I don’t think it is completely right. It kinda gives a very sanitized version and sometimes things are messy and things are difficult and you –
I wanna see that sort of stuff being reflected in the world and our pop culture. I also just want to see people with suicidality not necessarily winning at the end – or losing. I don’t necessarily want them to die. But I want to see that they are just like the rest of us where they are here, they are still here. They are struggling, and they found a person or a group of people that are helping or they have their dog or their plant – I’d love to see that sort of thing. But I definitely don’t think Thirteen Reasons Why is a good way of doing it, nor do I think Morg’s um way of handling his own depression and suicidality, as valid as it is, as valid as that pain is. I don’t think the way he’s using his platform is helpful to him or anyone else that’s following him.
And I know you can be like, “Well, you can just unfollow him” like I did. I ended up blocking him so, thankfully, I avoided any potential “Hey you won. I hope you’re happy” cause that would’ve fucked me up, but um… it’s not so easy for everyone. Because Morg is a person that a lot people care about, there’s a parasocial relationship there, and even I was subjected to it at some point because with his February attempt I did actually try to find out where he was. So that I could see if I could help get him resources or go there and just like physically be there because there’s never been any indication before this that he has a social circle outside of online that can help him.
Thankfully, the friend exists, so I am hoping that they keep ahold of the blog for awhile and he is really able to focus on centering himself.
Yeah, I have been wanting to talk about this for a bit anyway because it’s been on my mind and… I missed y’all. So why not start off with some stuff that could make people very angry with me? Or agree with me, as everything goes. That’s pretty much my life.
Um, but yeah. That’s about it from me. I am going to be trying to upload three days a week like I was planning on before March happened, and I will update y’all. I just read chapter 8 of Whipping Girl. It’s not as bad as the last chapter, I’ll give it for – I’ll give that to it. But… that’s it. If you’re wondering what’s happening in the background that’s Brier playing uh Pokemon Ar-kay-us, Ark-e-us, I don’t know. They’ve been wanting it for awhile and they got a bonus, so we were like “okay. Now buy the game”.
But yeah. Alright. That’s going to be it from me. No more waffling. I’ll talk to y’all later. Bye.
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transmasc Luke anon - I was interested in the scene in which he goes to get the piercings and Reggie's there with him and holds his hand and Luke is like "I can totally do this on my own" while wincing and Reggie's all smiles like "I know you can, baby." anyway, Luke is 100% short-but-will-fight-you transmasc vibes and I love it
You’re correct about his vibes, we love a fighty-boy lol, and this was an amazing idea thank you so much for this Anon!! 
Small disclaimer, I’ve never had my nipples pierced or top surgery so this is all info I got from a few google searches soooo be warned 
“Sometimes it just feels like we’re the grey sisters.” Julie huffed, slamming her lunch tray down as she slid into the bench beside her girlfriends. 
“What the fuck is a grey sister?” Carrie raised an eyebrow, poking at her school lunch. 
“A group of three sisters in Greek mythology. They share one eyeball and one tooth between the three of them.” Julie rushed out, quickly digging into her food.
“Ew, why would you liken us to them?” Flynn whined, resting her head onto Carrie’s shoulder. 
“Cause it feels like we all get to share brain cells. Obviously there’s six of us, and usually us girls have them.” 
“Only usually?” Carrie laughed, elbowing Julie lightly. Before Julie could explain further, the other three of their group come slamming full-force into their lunch table, panting and wheezing. 
“Alex, inhaler.” Julie clicked her tongue, motioning for one of his boyfriends to get into his fanny pack. The two boys were quick to help him get it out, all slowly gaining their breath back. Julie used this moment to shoot her girlfriends a pointed look. 
“Reggie, explain.” Flynn leveled her gaze to the boy, knowing through practice that out of the three he’s more likely to give up the story. 
“We may have been making out in the janitors closet, and they may have walked in on us.”  
“Luke, excuse.” Carrie sighs, tiredly placing her hand against her forehead, the brunette letting his gaze drift towards his two boyfriends. 
“They’re just so cute! Look at their little faces, they just need to be kissed all the time.” The boy reasoned, his arms thrown out dramatically, as if showcasing valuable antiques to a buyer. 
“I don’t know who’s face you’re calling little, munchkin.” Alex snarked, reaching over to pinch Luke’s face. “We’re older than you, in case you need the reminder.” 
“Ow! Hey!” Luke pulled away from the blondes fingers, rubbing at the offended cheek. 
“Alex,” Reggie pouted, drawing Luke into his arms. Luke smirked triumphantly. “Leave our baby boy alone.” The smirk quickly left his lips, replaced with another pout as the group began to laugh around him. 
“I don’t know why you’re laughing, Molina. You’re the youngest here.” Luke snarked, reaching over to poke her nose. 
“Yeah, but I’m fine with being the baby, it just means you’re all suckered into my cuteness.” Julie laughed, swatting at his hand before poking his nose in retaliation. His hazel eyes lit up slightly, his gaze shifting to his boyfriends who were now in a conversation with Carrie and Flynn. 
“Suckered into cuteness you say?” 
Fuck, here we go, Julie thought to herself, what’s he gonna get himself into this time? 
~
Luke, much to Alex’s displeasure, was the only one of the boys who had a car. Luke and Alex both had their licenses, endlessly teasing Reggie about being the oldest without his, but they both knew why Reggie avoided getting one. 
This though, was Luke’s favorite part of the school days. Meeting his boyfriends at his car, getting to spend time with the two where they’re more alone than they are when they’re stuck in the school building. 
“I can’t hang out too long today, Moms still pissed that I skipped physics the other day.” Alex hummed, sliding into the backseat and allowing Reggie to take shotgun. 
“Lame.” Reggie hummed, pulling out Luke’s CD collection to shuffle through and decide on what disc today. “What’re we feeling today?” 
“Something soft?” Alex offered, grabbing his water bottle from his backpack as he took a sip. Luke hummed in agreement, noticing Alex’s slight nerves. Reggie nodded before picking out After Laughter for Alex. 
“It's cool if me and Reggie hang out after we drop you off then? Totally fine if not.” Luke shot him a wink through the rear view mirror as he pulled out of their schools parking lot. 
“Of course it’s fine,” Alex’s voice is soft as he reaches up to give Luke’s shoulder a gentle squeeze, doing the same to Reggie as well. “Just don’t do anything stupid, yeah?” 
“Of course not! We’re not idiots.” Reggie snorted, earning an eye roll from the blonde in the backseat. It’s just a few more minutes before they pull into Alex’s driveway, him only living a few minutes away from their school. Both of his boyfriends make sure to give him a kiss goodbye as he walks up the path to his house. 
As soon as Alex made it through, the door shutting behind him, Luke spun to Reggie with a wild look in his eyes. 
“I have the best idea.” 
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“Are you sure you wanna do this?” Reggie laced his fingers through Luke’s comfortingly. The brunette gives a sharp nod, sliding his phone into Reggie’s jacket pocket. 
“Totally. Doc gave me the green light.” Luke nodded, sounding more like he was trying to convince himself. “Besides, Alex is totally attracted to piercings so this is totally worth it.” 
“I know this, baby, but are you sure it’s something you want?” Their piercer looked between the two of them silently as they sanitized the needle and tools they’d be using. 
“Trust me, hun, I’ve spent a lot of time thinking about this piercing over the years.” Luke sent a wink to his boyfriend, squeezing his hand as he did so. 
The prepping for the piercing takes longer than the actual piercing, with how Blake, their piercer, insisted on talking with them to ease their nerves for a little while before they got into the piercing part. 
Reggie’s piercing was pretty quick, only getting his left nostril pierced. Luke’s fingers were threaded through his for comfort, although it wasn’t really needed. A little pinch and he was done. 
Luke’s in comparison took a little longer, given he was getting both nipples pierced and Blake had to adjust clamps on him to make the process a little faster and easier. 
As Luke sucked in a few shallow breaths he felt a hard squeeze on his hand, causing him to shift his gaze to his boyfriend. 
“I can totally do this on my own.” Luke forces out in a haughty tone, sucking in a breath as the first needle makes its way through the clamp. His grip on Reggie’s hand tightened, causing the leather clad boy to laugh. 
“I know you can, baby boy.” Reggie teased, giving his hand a gentle and loving squeeze back. “You’re the strongest person I know.” 
Luke shot him a dopey grin, wincing loudly as the second needle pierced his skin. Blake finished up, making sure to wipe at Luke’s piercing and handing them both instructions on how to properly clean their piercing, with notes of their gauge sizes and Blake’s email in case they had any further questions. 
They thanked Blake, following them back to the front of the shop. The couple paid, tipping Blake in the process with plenty of smiles and waves as they exited the shop.
The short walk to Luke’s car was silent, their hands intertwined once again. The brunette stopped Reggie before he could pull away and circle around to the passenger side. 
“Hey, thanks for that back there, it means a lot that you’d do this and say that for me.” 
“Of course, baby, it’s no problem.” The boy grinned at him, the new silver hoop in his nose catching the light. 
“No, no. Really, I don’t think anyone’s said that to me before.” Luke wanted to fold in on himself, not used to the nervous feeling that filled him. 
Reggie pulled the smaller boy into his arms, carefully avoiding getting too close to his chest, letting out a small laugh.
“I completely meant it, you’re definitely the strongest person I know. Well, maybe the mentally strongest I know? Alex does have to lug his drum kit around a lot.” 
“Shut up and get in before I leave you here.” Luke pushed away from him gently, a smile tugging on the corners of his lips. Reggie grins and gives him a mock salute before running around the car and climbing in. They begin their trek back to Luke’s house, the boy starling when they pull into the driveway. “Fuck.” 
“Fuck?” 
“I’m going to have to tell my parents about this so they don’t accidentally fuck up the piercings.”
“Fuck.” 
“We’re fucked.” 
“What do you mean we?” 
“Well I couldn’t have legally got this without you there, Mr. I’m-Eighteen-Now.” 
“Yeah, we’re fucked. Let’s hope they’re in a good mood.” 
“You go in first, they like you better.” 
It was obvious that Emily wasn’t pleased with this outcome, but she did ease up once Luke assured her that he had checked in with the doctor beforehand and once they promised—numerous times—that they had gone to a legitimate, well reviewed shop and that Blake had sanitized all of the equipment. 
Finally, after dinner and Emily’s many questions, Mitch being very quiet and mostly indifferent on the matter, the boys made their way to Luke’s room. 
“We’re skipping school in the morning because you’re gonna wake up whining in pain, I already know.” Reggie laughed as they changed into their pajamas. 
“I am so not going to do that!” 
“Luke, honey, baby boy, my love,” Reggie leveled a look to the boy, full of love and honesty. “You skipped an entire week of school when you broke your wrist plus an additional week when you finally managed to convince me to stay here with you. You already know Emily is calling us in tomorrow.” 
“Yeah okay.” Luke conceded after a few moments. “I’m going to whine because I can’t sleep on my stomach or be big spoon right now though, that’s the worst part of this all.” 
“We’ll figure it out.” Reggie grinned at him. “Shirtless for both of us, less of a chance for my shirt to catch, right?” 
“You’re a genius.” Luke grinned up at him. “You know that tomorrow when we do our prank, Alex is gonna find out and be pissed, right?” 
“Oh yeah, no for sure. Well just suck up to him after, it’s fine, he can’t stay mad at us for too long. Our puppy dog faces paired with our piercings are gonna win him over forever now.”
“These piercings just keep getting better and better.”
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nothorses · 3 years
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I really need folks to be aware that there is an active and ongoing smear campaign being run against transmascs on this site, and that it is doing real harm to the people involved.
I hesitate to speak on this issue at all, partially because I don't want to add fuel to the fire & partially because I am very, very bad at defending myself in the face of accusations without feeling immensely guilty and fake. I generally try I try to just let my actions speak for themselves instead.
This has escalated to the point that folks are afraid for their livelihoods as well as their physical health, though. @anarchist-luke was nearly kicked out of a community related to his online business because people in it were taking the smear campaign at face value.
Other folks involved are in vulnerable enough situations that they have to regularly ask for financial support here, and this impacts their ability to receive it.
Look: yall do not need to take any of us at face value. I hate the whole "pointing fingers back and forth" thing, trying to parse situations where it's easy to be wrong either way. I'm sure most, if not all of the people involved would also rather not things end up framed that way, too. But I need people to know that this is happening at all, and I need yall to be more critical about what you're taking as fact- and from who.
So let me give you some background.
Over half a year ago now, @bifey created a callout post for @saint-dionysus (now @dead-dyke ) that included mostly fabricated accusations. I was added to a list of "people who support this person and also need to be canceled" when I made this post, which references the callout only because it was the most recent callout I was sent; and censored any identifying information besides (how bifey found the post and decided it was about them, I still don't know.)
As for the accusations in the post: the vast majority of "evidence" is actually from a password-protected nsfw roleplay blog, and shows only consensual interactions with personal kinks (some of them not even belonging to Saint in the first place). This "evidence" exposes the subject's personal sex life to a public forum without consent. Whatever your feelings on the relationship between kink and morality, I feel very strongly that dissecting someone's morality based on private information they did not give you consent to access is highly inappropriate.
What is not taken non-consensually and out of context is the accidental use of a common internet term that doubles as an anti-indigenous slur. Saint responded somewhat defensively when first called out about this, but changed his behavior.
Bifey added several people to their running list of "people who support this" which includes, to my knowledge, exclusively trans people- largely transmascs who speak up about our experiences, which bifey makes very clear on their blog they outright disagree with. Transfems have also been included on their list of "transmisogynists".
I have received months upon months of harassment because of this smear campaign. Between anon asks sent to myself and my friends, anons sent to complete strangers who happen to interact with my posts, callout posts for me, and callout posts for people who happen to interact with me... I ignore it as much as possible, but imagine searching yourself and finding this:
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Note the language used here: accusations are broad, vague, and do not come with any examples or proof, claims about how I'm marked on shinigamieyes are not consistent, and words like "well-known" are dropped into accusations to discourage anyone from looking into this themselves.
Since the original callout, @witches-ofcolor has apparently taken over the mantle here. There have been numerous additional callouts, asks, "reminders", etc., all of them apparently just for associating with the "wrong" people.
Yall need to do research yourself when you hear accusations. You need to ask for examples and proof, and you need to investigate these things yourself. (And if you do find proof, consider asking the person about that stuff; did they know that what they said was hurtful? Are they growing and making changes? Find out whether it was an honest mistake, or actual maliciousness.)
And most importantly, ask yourself what this person has to gain by making these claims.
Why is @witches-ofcolor spending so much time and energy on "cancelling" transmascs known for speaking up about transmasc struggles?
Why is she so intent on silencing and ostracizing us? What about the accusations of sex-related "crimes" leveled against trans people- transmascs and transfems included?
What do they stand to gain from this? What benefit comes from ostracizing, isolating, and silencing us?
Someone who genuinely cares about these issues should seek growth and change. Someone who only wants silence will use these "crimes" as a way of guilting and pressuring people into ostracizing the accused.
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a-polite-melody · 3 years
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Do you know what happened to strigla? They're gone now. they were another huge transmasc voice, and I'm scared.
I just woke up and yeah, I’m not seeing them either.
@anarchist-luke might know what’s going on? I saw a post over there about transmasc bloggers disappearing in my “wait what???” searching
I’m not awake enough, and I don’t know enough about what’s going on to really be able to say anything besides, “I feel you, anon.”
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obeymeswdwritings · 2 years
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Hello hello! Could I please request headcanons for Asmo, Dia, lil brother Luke, Simeon and Beel with a photographer transmasc reader that loves to organize fun little photoshoots with them as the main models?
(And as per usual feel free to decline for any reason, stay safe!)
-🧸 Anon
oh this is such a lovely prompt!
Characters- Asmodeus, Beelzebub, Diavolo, Simeon, Luke
Transmasculine!Reader (he/him and male/masc terms used)
Warnings- Swearing, implied/stated romantic relationship for Dia and Simeon. Easily read as pre/early-relationship with Asmo and Beel.
Category- Headcanons, Request answers
Asmodeus
Obviously Asmo loves being used as a model, his only protest is that he's not the only one.
He has infinite ideas for shoots, some of which you might have to explain to him aren't really possible. (for example, he has suggested underwater shoots, in the human world, without scuba gear. please talk him out of that.)
"Couldn't we use, like, Levi's fish tank? It's well decorated! He wouldn't mind as long as you explain it's for a shoot!"
He'll probably start bringing over random outfits, asking about scenarios, colors, lighting, just everything.
Obviously he'll be taking you out to some lovely places, just to scout them out of course! Unless- were you hoping he had a different reason?
Beelzebub
He doesn't mind, as long as the shoots don't take too long. He'd hate to get hungry during one.
Beel isn’t one to come up with ideas for shoots, but his schedule’s always pretty flexible!
Plus, he’s a good model, between being (quite literally) an inhuman level of muscular and being able to sit/stand still for ridiculously long, provided he’s full.
“Am I free for a shoot? Well, Madame Scream’s is having a special at seven, but anytime before that works. If you have time, we could go to try the special together!”
If you ever decide to set up a site (or Devilgram account) for your photos, rest assured that Beel would be an absolute hit.
Diavolo
!!!!! you want him to model for you?? absolutely! It’s not like this paperwork is important, anyway (camera pans to a letter from Michael as well as school finances that can definitely not be ignored)
Yeah, ask Barbatos about scheduling first. Dia tends to prioritize what he cares about above everything else, so obviously your photos come first!
A great ruler, a great person, and honestly a very squirmy model. He can hold still, mind you, but he’s excited to see the end results, and there’s nothing to do-
If you ever wanna do candid shots, or moving model shots, go to him first. If you want someone to pose peacefully, do not.
“I promise I’ll get it done, I’m just going to go out with him first. Please? photoshoots don’t take too long.”
Simeon
Simeon = fantastic model. He can hold still in poses, and he can look completely natural in them!
Now this might be a bit surprising, but Simeon will drop everything to model. For one thing, it gives him a chance to see you doing something you genuinely enjoy, and for another, he finds photography fascinating.
If you ever want a Celestial Realm backdrop, Simeon can have it arranged in no time. (10 minutes and an update on Lucifer to Michael.)
Another surprise: Simeon insists on getting a packet of some of the photos you’ve taken, telling you to consider it his payment. (not that he needed any, mind you)
“Listen, what’s the harm in me having some of my boyfriend’s pictures? They look great!”
Luke
At least 2/3 of the pictures with Luke are shots of him, proudly standing with or behind his pastries.
Luke isn’t the best at holding still, being ten, but he’ll do his best! 
As long as nothing’s in the oven and milk isn’t on the stove, he’s always happy to model! Of course, if anyone says anything he’ll stubbornly refer to it as an angelic act to another transfer student, but c’mon. 
Luke finds modelling to be a kind of nice routine, since it’s always straightforward and easy to follow. 
“Sorry, I’m not going to be able to make dinner tonight. I have a shoot to get to!” and as long as Solomon doesn’t volunteer, nothing’s gonna get in the way of that
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Hey there, I hope you're doing alright- I saw that anon and while they're clearly hurting and need support too, I'm sorry that you ended up getting upset over what they said. If it helps any, I'm really glad for your existence and honestly you've helped me a lot in understanding how transmasc allies see and approach transandrophobia- your whole perspective has been really refreshing to see.
To anon: I know you're hurting, but you have to consider if your expression of that hurt might hurt someone else too. What might help you is to look into a movement that me and a few other trans people of all kinds are working on called Transunitism. It puts an emphasis on connecting with trans people of different kinds and considering how our oppressions intersect and overlap. It might go a ways to helping you process the feelings you have towards trans women.
Thank you very much for your support, Luke! You're always appreciated.
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tempushq · 2 years
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any black & transmasc / nonbinary faceclaims for blaise zabini?
hi , anon ! there’s shamir bailey ( who is genderqueer and uses they/them & she/her but prefers he/him ) , laith ashley ( who falls a bit out of the age range but we’re willing to make an exception ) , quintessa swindell ( uses he / they pronouns ) , tyler luke cunningham , & travis alabanza ( nonbinary trans , uses they / them ) - i know that this list is short but please let me know if you need more and i can continue my search !
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evil-gender · 3 years
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📓 do it (insert palpatine "do it" gif here) (this is pogracing btw but that's a sideblog so i'm on anon)
poggers uhhhhhh i'm going to talk about the star-wars-but-with-homestuck-characters au i thought up a few years ago, good excuse for me to remember what the fuck my ideas were:
-dirk takes the place of anakin. my rationale behind this is (a) they both make and are Friends with robots, (b) anakin turns evil canonically, and an alternate universe, adult version of dirk is a Pretty Fucking Shit person, and that particular alternate dirk was implied to have been manipulated by an even more evil force, which tracks with palpatine manipulating anakin, (c) i think they have similar vibes when it comes to their Issues (TM)--could probably articulate more but i'd wanna brush up with some research on dirk in particular and i don't feel like doing that right now, (d) what can i say, i kin them both.
-roxy takes the place of padme, and also somewhat bail organa. padme because roxy and dirk have biological children (we'll get to that in a sec), bail because i've tossed around the idea of her not dying and actually raising rose, to parallel homestuck canon. don't think i ever came to a final decision on that. roxy definitely broadly takes the place of padme though.
-the biggest issue with this is: dirk is gay. now, in the homestuck epilogues, which hadn't come out when i came up with this au, roxy is transmasc, and i COULD use that to resolve this. and dirk is blatantly fucking evil (though in a different way than i think vader is) in the epilogues. but do i WANT to get into the fucking mess that is post-canon homestuck content? idk. i don't think dirk and roxy have a romantic/sexual relationship like anakin and padme do. they gotta have kids, though. not sure how to make that work because it wouldn't be likely to be an accident and i can't see dirk being enthusiastic about having kids. how the fuck do i make that whole thing work.
-let's keep going with prequels. because of dirk and jake's canon relationship, jake might also be a partial parallel to padme. i might make jane be the obi-wan parallel. that kinda works because there's an old ghost guide version of jane (nannasprite) . . .
-which is as good a transition as any to the original trilogy! dave is luke, rose is leia. i think the ways the characters are paralleled to their respective parents Track, though this is another thing i'd want to brush up on before going into more detail about it. i have the impression that rose and leia are the more Angy of their respective twin pairs, though.
-jade is han. this means jaderose happens.
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