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bubbbeleh · 10 months
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taking the train in germany will never not be a weird experience.
i’m traveling in the direction of the concentration camp sachsenhausen, but like a rabbi told me, i have a ticket back and a seat.
i want to put my feet up, take up all of the space and get the seat a bit dirty. i have a right to be here. i have a seat and a ticket back.
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mugbearerscorner · 3 months
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A very good and educational video from a great channel Dead Domain about the history of antisemitism and its effects on modern society.
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If the Tories think Lineker's tweet is offensive because they're thinking of the end of the Holocaust where concentration camps is involved and not the fascist rhetoric that led to it, I still don't think the implication of them saying 'we don't put people in concentration camps' is the good, reassuring look they think it is
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velocitic · 2 years
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https://www.femestella.com/stranger-things-season-4-concentration-camp-airbnb/
um. lol
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aalt-ctrl-del · 2 years
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Was really curious about the older timers WW2s for no particular reason, right? Because there’s this thing going on in Ukraine, and I think vladmir is there or something, and its a mess. So America is sending aid or getting into drama.
So I went and read some history, since America was always really heroic and shit, and the public schools always teach the students, “Look how badass America was. We went in there and saved people.”
But in actuality, Americans were shit back then too.
1944 Americans actually: “NooOOooo. We can’t rescue the European Jewish. Why are we sending aid?”
“We should let the Final Solution happen. It’s gonna happen anyway. We should take care of our own people.”
“We shall put Jewish refugees in a place here in America and call them ‘guests’. America is such a wonderful host.”
Certain International laws constrict what America can do in terms of aid, but the Ukraine people are ready to die for those liberty and freedoms the ‘red-blooded Murikans’ won’t shut up about. 
Aside from absorbing assets human, mineral, and monetary, it is difficult to ascertain where vladmir will stop in terms of attacking other countries. We really wanna send this notice off to future generations and take a back seat here. 
America isn’t sending aid to Ukraine because, “Oh, the poor people. We should help them out of the goodness of our heart.” Aid is being sent, because vladmir’s intents and probable goals represent a significant threat to countries overseas, and to our own national security. People mistake an “ally” for a best friend and shit. vladmir was never a ally to the US or anyone really, he just didn’t invade or cause havoc up until this point.
With the initial culling of Ukraine civilians, it would not be some sort of plot twist if vladmir has plans on doing anything more heinous with the people of Ukraine if his army takes control of the country. And if that occurs, Americans will be more reluctant to send aid. And in the historical refs I browsed through about the Holocaust, the American government did withhold the actuality of horrors happening overseas during WW2. Even when the Final Solution was made public, we still had, “Ack, no! The economy!” 
Citizens and people are always vocal about their own culture being erased, or what travesties one government conducted to insure the eradication of anything that was not nationally accepted. Ukraine’s people are fighting to preserve their people, their home, and their government. That is something soft, watered-down-blood Americans will never understand. We don’t have an antagonistic government bearing down on us. There’s Canada, and then there’s Mexico, and one country thinks this place is paradise.
For all these ‘red blooded’ Americans griping about their 2nd Amendments, their private and privilege to carry an assault rifle, and how “we can beat a government with guerilla tactics”. You sure are pissy about a country who is showing more brawn about dying for their rights and liberty.
5o fucking years, and history has taught us nothing. The powerhouse of nations is a nothing but a bunch of smoke and mirrors.  
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stargirlrchive · 1 year
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folklore: epiphany ✩ jake sully
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summary: widowed!jake sully x female!reader, no use of y/n, angst, marriage of convenience, wounds and wound healing, mentions of war and violence, TW!! eluded to death due to child birth
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sempul (n) - father ; sa’nok (n) - mother
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- pandora, omitikaya forest, 2169 -
The events from a few moments ago were still reeling in your mind as you tried concentrating at the task at hand, healing the cuts and bruises on Jake’s face. You still felt anger course through you as you felt he was too rough with the young boys.
Anguish had settled all over you as you saw Lo’ak and Neteyam being scolded by Jake. You had heard over the comms that the boys had gone into the chaos of the raid instead of staying high in the sky to be on the lookout. It had taken a lot of training and dedication from the boys' hard work to show Jake they were ready to assist with the Na’vi warriors, but they had taken advantage of it and Jake was fuming. Your heart felt like it was going to be ripped out of your chest as you sat with Mo’at and awaited the war party to return. It took everything in you to not fly on your own Ikran as you realized the danger they were in.
Kiri and Tuk instantly picked up on your distress and you did not want to overwhelm the young girls. So with the greatest restraint you stayed, and prayed to Eywa to bring your boys back to you safely.
An ugly sense of dread began pounding in your heart as you watched Lo’ak and Jake fly in, Neteyam being held up by Jake as they landed back in High Camp. Your eyes raked over all three of them, looking for any severe injuries as you made your way to them.
Your ears blocked out Jake’s scolding, instantly trying to comfort both of the boys as you grabbed onto them, moving them around looking for any wounds and bruises. Lo’ak appeared to be fine, besides his ego taking a blow as Jake continued to yell at them. You took a sharp breath at the large and angry gash that was splattered on Neteyam’s back. Jake called your name, your face peeking out towards him behind Neteyam, “Not now.”
Anger bubbled in your chest, Jake clocked it instantly and you pulled Neteyam to you, “He is bleeding.”
Jake blinked, anger simmering as he realized that Neteyam was barely holding himself up on his own. “Kiri-Tuk, take your brothers to Mo’at. They both need to be checked up on.”
Tuk grabbed onto Lo’ak’s wrist as he and Kiri slowly guided Neteyam a few tents over.
You said nothing else as you huffed quietly when you passed Jake, he sighed and followed you into your tent. “Sit.”
He did as told and you were kneeled in front of him after grabbing some supplies, hands gripping gently at his jaw as you moved his face around. A quiet tsk left your mouth as you noticed just how deep the cut on his eyebrow and lip were. “I think you busted your lip even more when you were yelling at the boys.”
He knew you were upset with him, you thought he was too harsh on them. “I am their father, it is my job to correct them.”
The hand you had against his eyebrow pressed down harder, letting him know you did not appreciate the tone he took with you. A small hiss left his lips at the sting, “I know that, Sully.”
His gaze moved up to look at you, addressing him by his last name was new. You only did it when you were really upset with him, “I am only saying maybe next time a mistake happens in a raid or in the battlefield you wait to scold and get fixed first. Neteyam was bleeding and still you yelled.”
You grumbled quietly in frustration, moving down to dab the white cloth against his lip. Jake felt his heart thump against his throat, your love for the kids was so strong. His voice cracked when he finally spoke up, “I thought we lost them.”
The creases of anger on your forehead eased up, hands stilling against his face as you looked into his eyes. There were tears pooling along his lashline and you felt your anger melt away. “I know it is hard to understand, but I would not wish for you to push them so hard you end up losing them.”
Jake's ears pinned back flat against his head as he listened to you. You continued cleaning his wounds as you spoke, “All Lo’ak tries to do is get your attention, and all Neteyam wants to do is make you proud.”
You picked up a bright orange salve, dipping a finger into it as you gently coated it along his eyebrow, “I need you to loosen the grip you have on them.”
“But-”
“They are just boys, Jake. Correct them, guide them-yes. But do not control them. There are mistakes that need to be made so they can grow.”
Your fingers traced along his jaw and lip as you spread the paste there as well, “If they fear you, they will never come to you when they truly need your help.”
His eyes fell down to your lips for a brief second, you stepped away to examine his whole body. Jake felt himself flush under your gaze, the tent feeling 20 degrees hotter. It had become clear to Jake over the last few years that his feelings for you had changed. He had grown a deep affection for you and you began to nestle into his heart, though he’d never say it outloud.
You were making your way to turn away from him but he caught your wrist quickly, stalling your leave, “I will try.”
You said nothing as your eyes were locked onto his hold, he squeezed lightly as he watched you, “Thank you.”
You nodded your head, looking up at him as you gently pulled your wrist from his hold. Jake instantly missed the way your skin felt against his, “Let us check on the boys.”
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It had only been a few days since the last raid yet once again you found yourself being filled with anguish. Only this time you were in the thick of the fight, hiding behind a tree with your bow and arrow drawn tight, looking for an easy shot as Lo’ak, Tuk, Kiri and Spider were being held by their thick braid. The RDA tugged on them roughly and you were fighting your mind from going blank. It brought back so many ugly memories from the day Zewlay was taken from your life. Your eyes burned as they watered, fear gripped your throat as Tuk let out a quiet whimper.
Zewlay and Sylwanin had rushed towards Grace’s school, seeking refuge as the girls and a few other young Na’vi were being hunted by the RDA. Loud screams were heard outside and you stood quickly. Hearing your older sister's voice filled with panic but Grace pulled you back, pushing you gently into Neytiri’s arms as she held you back. Then it became deathly quiet, you felt the moment her life was ripped away from you and you wailed out. Neytiri clamped a hand around your mouth to keep you quiet. Tears of fear leaked from her eyes as she tried to calm you down. You had later learned they had set fire to military equipment, it caused them their life.
You forced your mind to clear, eyes screwing down roughly to clear the few tears that had gathered. Rage filled every fiber of your being, you were not a fighter but every single emotion that was pumping through you was telling you to go for blood. Your fingers pulled back again, praying to Eywa as you let go of the bow. It hit your target straight in the head, Kiri and Spider instantly making a run for it. Everything was a blur after that, there were screams and grunts of frustration as the sound of shots were heard. You made sure you saw all four kids running to safety before you began drawing back more arrows, throwing them with intent to harm at those who had hurt your children.
Then you were running, sprinting as fast as you could after the kids. Nearly tripping over your own two feet as Kiri came into your line of view, she was kneeled down and looking over a deep decline of the forest, “Sa’nok! Spider-he fell!”
You were just about to jump down for the boy, knowing how much he meant to the children but another round of bullets were thrown out, you gripped Kiri up forcefully. You forced her to run as she cried loudly, the last view you had were the RDA Avatar’s making their way to the young human boy.
There was a clearing and a scream was ripped from your throat as you collided roughly against something. Hands wrapped around you to steady you and you began pushing roughly, “Kiri!”
You were about to tell her to run but heard a familiar voice call out your name, you stilled as you looked up and were met with Jake. Relief filling your body as you slumped against his form, “Tuk, Lo’ak, and Neteyam are with me-everyone’s okay.”
Your head felt heavy as all anxiety slipped from your body, head falling against his chest as you took a deep breath. “Thank you, Eywa.”
You pulled away from him, scooping up Tuk as she cried and clung to you, pulling in Lo’ak and Neteyam as Jake engulfed Kiri. Trying to ease the distress from his oldest daughter, “Where is Spider?”
Your lip trembled as guilt took a tight grip around your throat, “They took him.”
Jake's face twisted up as he continued to gently flatten her hair, “He is a strong kid, babygirl. He will be okay.”
Neither you or Jake were sure if you believed what came out of his mouth, but nothing else was said as you gathered the kids and began making your way back to High Camp.
Once you landed back in the Hallelujah mountains you pulled each of the kids into you, hugging them tightly as you pressed a kiss to their temples, only then did you feel safe again. “I need you all to go with your grandmother.”
You turned to look at Jake, the way he was looking at you gave you no room for protest even though that was the last thing you wanted. After tonight you could not bear having the kids away from you. Tuk began to cry quietly, “No-sempul please. Don’t wanna leave you and Sa’nok.”
She was hiccuping as her cries began to get harder, “I know Tuk-but I need to speak with your mother about things that neither of you need to hear. Not right now anyway.”
The girl calmed at her fathers words, your ears were ringing.
Mother.
Neteyam scooped up Tuk and pulled Kiri and Lo’ak with him. Jake watched them all retreat and until they were safely in the tent did he turn to look at you. Tears pulled at his eyes and his hand reached for yours, pulling you along towards your tent. You both knew what you were feeling and could only find comfort in each other at this time. There was no reason to fight against his grip because you needed it as much as he did.
You both stayed silent for a long time, just holding onto each other's hand as you tried your hardest to pull yourself together. “We have to leave.”
Your head snapped up to look at him, confusion swirled in your eyes. His request caused a sharp spike of pain to run through you, “What do you mean?”
“They have the boy-he knows of the whole operation.”
Your hand slipped from his as you stood up, pacing around in panic. “We cannot leave, Jake. The kids-all they have known is the forest. My family-they are all here.”
Your words from many years ago swam along Jake’s mind, taunting him as fear settled in his bones.
“You will not even give me the courtesy of mating with me properly? Hold no true loyalty to me, nor I to you?”
It hit him then that you might now follow him nor the kids, that he would be forced to leave without you. In the end, you had no real reason to leave and that thought weakened him. He felt so debilitated by the idea and he was ready to beg you if need be. On his knees and implore for you to not let him take his leave without you.
He made his way towards you at a slow pace, he did not want to scare you away. His hands gently gripped your forearms and pulled you into him lightly, “They had our kids under their knife.”
His voice was thick with emotion as your eyes scanned over his face. “He is hunting us. He is targeting our family.”
You stayed silent but your tears began to flow from your eyes.
Our. Our. Our. The word repeating in your head like a mantra.
“If the people harbor us, they will die.”
“Jake, you cannot ask this of me.” His eyes fluttered closed, he was trying so hard not to cry.
“Look-I’ve got nothing. I have no plan.”
He pulled you in even closer, forehead resting against yours as he whispered quietly, “But I can protect this family. That I can do.”
Your body shook with your tears, nothing able to come out of your mouth. “Wherever we go-this family is our fortress.”
A quiet sob left your throat and you threw yourself into his arms, tangling your hands as they wrapped around his torso. Jake pulled you in closer, a hand pressed gently on your head as the tears fell from his eyes. They were tears of relief, sadness, and anger. So many emotions were flowing through him but with your body tangled with his, it eased the ache in his chest.
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clairifys · 4 months
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Prolonged love - Joseph Liebgott x Fem!Reader
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Summary: Sometimes the best things in life take a long time, and sometimes life throws you for a loop. It sure threw (Y/n) for a loop when grabbing German POWs in Hagenau turns into her having to babysit a young Dutch girl.
Tw: Swearing, death, reader being trilingual, mentions of war, mentions of concentration camps, mentions of abuse, killing, slightly dirty? not full on smut, reader is female, slight misogyny due to the time period, she/her pronouns
Word count: 6.5k
I do not own Band of Brothers, nor do I own any of the characters. I am not intending to be disrespectful towards any of the people on this show
The Dutch name is pronounced like (Tina-ka) Tineke, and the nickname Tine is pronounced as (Teeny)
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I was born in Chicago. My mother was born in Groningen, Netherlands, and my father in Antwerp, Belgium. I was the oldest child, and after me, my parents had five others. Despite having six kids, we were all taught Dutch and German from a young age. The sole reason I was accepted into the military was because of me being trilingual, I’ll forever be grateful to my parents for teaching me their languages. 
February 9, 1945 
Easy Company was on its way to France. We were stationed in Haguenau, which had been taken by the Allies in December. Honestly speaking, I didn’t really know what to expect when we got there. I was sitting in the back of a truck, squished between Babe and Liebgott. Joe had become a close friend way back in Toccoa when he’d fallen running up Currahee, and I stopped and helped him up. We both had our 48-hour weekend passes revoked, but we made the most of it that weekend together. After that, we’d spend our weekend passes together and hang out.
I was leaning against Joe as I’d been almost the whole ride, his arm slung around my shoulders as I read a book that I had found when we invaded Foy. It seemed the Krauts enjoyed good literature as I was reading For Whom the Bell Tolls in German. I was a translator for Easy Company, being able to speak English, German and Dutch, I was a heavy asset to the team. It was a beautifully told story about the Civil War that had some romance aspects while also being brutal. I finished the book twice, and now I was reading it a third time.
“Jesus doll, I think I’ve seen you read that damn book about forty times now. How good can it be?” Joe said when he noticed my attention had strayed.
“Oh it’s a beautifully told story, Joe. Although, I don’t think you could read anything that didn’t have pictures.” I replied jokingly to him, looking up at him from where I was leaning against him. I could hear Babe and Malarkey laughing, and a young soldier, Jackson watching intently. 
“How can you read that, (L/n)?” A quiet voice asked in front of me. It’d been from Jackson. He lied on his documents so that made him 20 right now while I, at 23, was considered young. 
“I can speak and read German. Although my mother is a Dutch immigrant, my father was a Belgium immigrant.” I spoke honestly. Picking up languages was a bit of a gift for me. I’d always been good at remembering and learning languages, probably since I was taught three languages at once from a young age.
“(Y/n)! I’ve read that book! It’s so beautifully written.” A new voice spoke from the opening in the back of the truck, I quickly jolted from Joe’s shoulder, as he groaned from lack of contact, to see who the familiar voice belonged to.
“David Webster? Where the hell have you been?” I interrogated, while simultaneously giving him a toothy smile. He blushed slightly while asking Jackson for a hand to get up on the truck and suddenly Joe spoke up sharply, 
“The hospital. Must’ve liked that hospital Webster, cause uh, we left Holland four months ago.” After saying that he gave Web a dismissive look while tightening his hold on my shoulders. Suddenly, I felt very awkward, and slightly bad for Web - the war was tough and it was understandable to be afraid, it just wasn’t fair that some men snuck out only to get killed or injured more severely than the first time. They started going back and forth, jabbing at Webster passively, although it didn’t seem to be because they didn’t like him, they were just tired and upset. I gave Web a smile before getting off the truck, following Joe close behind.
“Y’know, you didn’t have to be so mean to Web.” I said calmly, making sure to not seem mad at Joe as to not have him get defensive.
“I guess, but it’s bullshit that we had men come back just to get killed.” He said quickly. When he said that, I saw Lieutenant Lipton sluggishly walking towards a building. The poor man had a bad case of Pneumonia, so I ran over and put his arm under my shoulders to help him. As I did that, explosions rang over our head and fell a little farther than we were. He gave me a smile and I helped him into the building he was walking towards. It was pretty on the inside, Luz and Captain Speirs were in the room along with Webster walking in. 
“Hey look who it is. Nice digs, huh, Lip? (Y/n)?” Luz said to me and Lipton as I helped Lipton situate himself on the couch.
“Yeah.” Lipton called back, unenthusiastically and coughed slightly after.
George came over with a blanket and put it on Lipton. He had a lit cigarette in his mouth, so I took it out and took a long drag from it.
“Hey what gives (Y/n). Just ‘cause you’re a pretty dame with a nice rack doesn’t mean you can steal my cigs.” He said while laughing, only partly joking. I gave him a look and replied,
“You’re just mad, this is all you get to see of my ‘nice’ rack.” 
He laughed and replied with a ‘you bet’. As he said that, a new voice spoke up, mock confident.
“Ahem. Is this the company CP for Easy?” He asked, looking at me and Luz weirdly before I went to get Lip a cup of hot coffee. 
From the kitchen, I could vaguely hear that he called himself Lieutenant Jones and that he was asking for Captain Speirs. I came out with a coffee for Lipton as Speirs was drilling him about going to the back to sack out and rest. I noticed Jones had stood up when Speirs walked in.
“Christ Captain, give him a break. He’s got Pneumonia!” I told Speirs as I handed Lipton his coffee and gave him a squeeze on his shoulder. Lipton thanked me with a small smile as the new guy looked at me with an expression I couldn’t decipher.
“Hello to you Ms. (L/n). If he doesn’t rest up though, that Pneumonia won’t go away.” He said pointedly at Lipton.
“I’m sorry, are you a field nurse? I didn’t think they let field nurses come this close to action.” Jones asked me, even though he wasn’t asking with any malicious intent, and it was all curiosity, I still got upset.
“Why d’ya think I’m a field nurse? I’m literally in uniform.” I deadpanned at him while giving him a little attitude for automatically assuming I’d be a field nurse just because I was a woman.
“Oh. I’m sorry, truly I was just curious. I didn't mean any offense, I just didn’t know they let women become paratroopers.” He said quickly, face turning slightly red.
“They don’t. (Y/n) here has some insane stamina, and she’s a helluva shot!” Webster spoke up for me, and I threw him a smile.
“Oh gee, Shifty’s got a better shot than I’d ever dream of having.” I replied, giving credit to Shifty, as he did have a better shot and he was just the sweetest man alive. At that, Winters walked in and told us he’d need fifteen of us on a patrol tonight to capture prisoners. When he said he’d need a translator, I instantly knew it’d be me or Joe as we were the only two in Second Platoon who could speak German. Webster could as well, but we didn’t know which Platoon he’d be in. 
After Nixon and Winters left, Speirs began talking to Lipton about who should lead, and who he could take for the patrol. During this, Jones asked to be on the patrol, which Speirs answered quickly and easily with a no, that he hadn’t any experience. 
“Lipton, how many prisoners do you think there’ll be?” Speirs asked the man in question.
“Honestly, sir, I’m not quite sure, anywhere between three to forty it seems.” He said in reply.
“(L/n).” Speirs called for me as I was sitting in a chair reading.
“Ya want me to be a translator, that it?” I asked, knowing that’s what he was about to ask me.
“Yes ma’am.” 
“Alright.”
When Webster and Lieutenant Jones left for OP two, I decided to get going as well. I knew Liebgott would be there so that was a good enough reason for me.
“Web, I’m comin’ with. Joe’s probably there right now.” I said to David, although slightly talking to Jones as well, to let him know I’d be going to.
“Yeah, no problem. Say when you’re finished with that book, d’ya mind if I reread it?” He asked me as all three of us walked down the street.
“Awh hell Web, I’ve read this thing three times now, you can go ahead and read it now.” I said while throwing him the book, silently noting how quiet Lieutenant Jones was behind us. The two men were running around crouching behind a little garden wall as I stood up, not seeing why they were doing that. When I heard the door open, Sergeant Kiehn came out, greeting me and Web and telling us where OP two was at. Before anymore words could get exchanged, bombs and mortars started raining down on us and we started running and ducking to take cover. We sat against the wall of a building before a man shouted out that it was all clear. After that, we quickly got to the building where OP two was located. Once inside, I immediately went upstairs and sat down on Joe’s bunk and plopped my stuff down.
“Hey doll, where’d you run off to?” Joe asked while wrapping his arms around me as a way to annoy me.
“Went to help Lip, where’d you go?” I asked while laughing at him.
“Came here.” He replied while digging his face into my stomach and faking sleep. Web and Lieutenant Jones came up not too long after I had, and when Jones saw me and Liebgott he immediately stiffened and gave me and Joe a weird look.
“This spot taken?” Webster asked.
“Nah it’s all yours.” Joe said to him while turning his face away from my stomach, my hands went down to card through his hair and he took notice of Jones’ look.
“Fuck are you staring at?” Joe asked him while sitting up and giving him his own glare.
“I’m sorry?” The Lieutenant asked, offended.
“You got a starin’ problem? Why you lookin’ at me and (Y/n) like that?” He challenged him.
“Alright, alright. Quit fighting, we’ve got news.” Webster said, breaking up the fight.
“Dummer, zimperlicher Junge, der dich so ansieht. (Stupid, prissy boy, lookin at you like that)” Joe mumbled to me in German, only loud enough for only me to hear.
“Er ist einfach sauer, weil du mich berührst und nicht er. (He's just mad because you're touching me and not him)” I said back laughing.
Me and Joe got up to go talk to a bunch of men in the corner laughing and smoking, while Webster and Jones went to talk to Malark. When Joe heard them talk about the patrol he pulled Web aside and I went and sat next to Babe to listen to what he was going to say.
“What do you know about this patrol thing?” Joe asked Web quietly.
“Uh, nothing.” Web said while nodding his head.
“Oh, come on, Web. You gotta know something.” Ramirez interrogated.
“I don’t” He replied adamantly 
` “Bullshit.” 
Web and everyone went back and forth and soon more people sat down to listen. I knew Web wouldn’t give anything up, so I decided to. My head was starting to hurt and I wanted to lay down before the patrol knowing I’d be on it at 0100.
“Speirs is picking fifteen men, Jonesy boy wants to be one of ‘em.” I said while yawning. Joe looked down at me and said,
“I say let the kid go, he could use the experience.” He smiled then Ramirez perked up,
“And I bet they could find fourteen other replacements to help him out.” while smirking.
“Nope.” I said, popping the p. “Babe, McClung, Ramirez and I are going out there.” I said dismissively.
“(Y/n)!” Web hissed at me.
“What?” I asked, confused. Then proceeded with,
“Pssh, I’ll just say it was you who said it, Joe and Babe’ll back me up, won’t you boys.” I asked, smiling up at Joe then at Babe.
“Course we will, doll.” Joe replied and Babe grunted. Webster deadpanned me and sat down when Malarkey started telling us about the patrol. 
When the phone rang, and the PX supplies came in, I was ecstatic. New shoes and a shower? Felt like late Christmas. On our way out, the Krauts started to bomb us. We ran down the stairs and I threw myself under a table with Joe. When we had made it outside, we heard there was a casualty, Bill Kiehn. He was a Toccoa man. It was upsetting and it was unfair that he’d gotten through Bastogne only to die like this. I hadn’t known him too well, but the fact that I’d been talking to him 30 minutes prior made me feel like throwing up. Instead of staying to watch, me and the rest of the second platoon went over to the showers to pick up our new ODs. 
Arriving at the showers, we went to go pick up our new ODs, and anything else they’d dropped for us. Nixon was standing by the depot and was holding a box with my name on it. Being the only woman paratrooper here meant I’d need a different size uniform and boots. I thanked Nixon and grabbed the box, opening it. Inside there was a uniform my size, boots, and women’s sanitary needs, a new bra set, and a few new pairs of panties.
“Well ain’t you a lucky gal, getting new undergarments while we’re stuck with the same briefs.” A voice came from behind me. Getting ready to yell at whoever was looking over my shoulder, I turned and realized it was Joe.
“Aww, poor baby has to wear the same briefs.” I replied, feigning upset and then laughing when I saw his disgruntled expression.
 Before I could run off to take a much needed shower, Malarkey called for us to let us know who’d be going on the patrol.
Heffron, McClung, Ramirez, me, Liebgott, Grant, Wynn, Jackson, Shifty and Webster. When we heard how many second platoon men were going, you could practically feel the rage flowing from us. 
We’d all been pissed, wanting to complain but knowing it’d do us no good. Malarkey went off towards the showers and told us to as well. There were men standing at the entrance, undressing and some coming out wet. I didn’t want to undress, even if it was only down to my bra and panties. I’d been behind Joe when I took my first few layers of my tops off. Down to my black bra and army-issued pants was when Webster came up to talk to Joe, effectively, scaring the shit out of me.
“Jesus, Web, you came outta nowhere.” I said, holding my hand to my chest to calm down.
“Oops, sorry (Y/n).” He said while rubbing the back of his neck nervously. I’d noticed his face had turned a bright shade of red, but I thought it was because he was embarrassed that he’d scared me. A hand shot out to grab my arm and turn me around when I noticed it was Joe. 
“What’s the matter?” I asked curiously.
“Do you not see everyone lookin’ at you like they’re starving men looking at their last meal?” He asked bewildered. Suddenly, I became hyper aware of most of the men's eyes on me, waiting for me to finish undressing. Before I could respond Joe spoke up again.
“Nevermind that, just finish and we can go in together.” Quickly I went to undo my belt, and I realized Joe was already down to his briefs, waiting on me. I felt bad to make him wait, but he didn’t have to if he didn’t want to. I took this time to really look at Joe. Sure he was cute, and I’d definitely thought about him like this before, but would he really want me? I tried not to let my hopes get up, and as I slipped my pants down my legs, I forced myself to look away from his bare chest.
Having a hot shower was probably the best thing I’d had in a long time. Quickly scrubbing my body and hair down and then rinsing off, I stepped outside in a towel and grabbed my new uniform, and new undergarments.
Joe had finished showering, so I grabbed him by the arm and dragged him to a random building to change, and do my hair. When we got in, there was nobody there, probably all in the showers, so I took Joe to the first mirror I found in a bedroom and made him sit down. He had no obligations and I told him I’d be back after changing. Once I finished, I brought out my old undergarments and towel and hung them out to dry.
There was a vanity on the opposite side of a bed, with a little cushion seat, and some old, dusty hair products. I quickly got to work using them and braiding up my hair.
“Why’d you pull me away doll? Want me that bad huh?” He questioned while smirking at me and drawing a cigarette from his front pocket.
“Yeah, you wish. I wanted someone to talk to.” I joked back before replying honestly and looking at him through the mirror. I finished doing my last braid as Joe was telling me about one of his comics he found that he enjoyed. Standing up, I walked over to stand in front of him, looking down on him as he was sitting on the bed. He stopped talking and we made eye contact. He looked as handsome as ever sitting in his new ODs, with a fresh shower.
“Well don’t you look handsome in your new uniform with your hair combed.” I said to him in a sweet voice running my hands through his wet hair. His eyes darkened as his hands went to hold onto my hips.
“Jesus, (Y/n). We’ve been through hell and back and you’re still the most gorgeous woman I’d ever seen.” He said confidently. I could feel my face getting hot, he’d said things like this before, but this time, it felt different. Stronger almost. 
“Oh, Joe. You’re the most handsome man I’ve ever met.” I whispered to him, and he looked up at my lips, silently asking me. I slowly closed my eyes and let my hands fall from his hair down to his face, I slowly leaned down as he looked up and closed my eyes. As our lips were less than a centimeter apart, someone awkwardly coughed.
We sprung away from each other, embarrassed that we got caught. Looking at who it was, some random replacement apologized and said he left something in here and it was his room.
When he left, I started laughing and grabbed Joe by the arm to pull him up.
“Come on, I bet everyone is wondering where we went.”
“Goddammit Johnny, you’re breaking my heart.” Luz said.
“Come on, George, just give me, I don’t know, ten, fifteen bars?” Martin pressured him
“Juicy fruit, happy?”
Johnny and Cobb had been pestering George to give them Hershey bars. I knew there wasn’t enough, and that it wasn’t fair so I just stayed quiet the whole time. Cobb began badgering George again and when George went to defend himself, a whole group of men walked in.
“Whoa, Hershey bars!” Joe exclaimed, coming up behind me to rest his hands on my shoulders from where I was sitting in front of the table of candy and treats.
“Jesus Christ.” Poor George just couldn’t catch a break.
“Wait your turn, Liebgott.” Cobb said, pissing me off. I never really liked Cobb and he didn’t like me.
“Yeah, who they for?” Liebgott asked George.
“Not you, Lieb.”
“Oh come on George, one bar!” Joe pestered, wanting to get that bar.
“Y’know who they’re for? People who don’t interrogate me. Here, (Y/n), have a bar!” George replied while looking Joe in the eye.
“Oh George! Thank you!” I exclaimed excitedly. I hadn’t known the last time I’d gotten chocolate.
“Christ, you’re only giving it to her because she’s a woman and you wanna get on her good side in case the opportunity arises to fuck her!” Cobb said angrily as I turned around, glaring, ready to hit him.
“That sounds more like something you’d do, knowing you couldn’t get a woman to sleep with you willingly if your life depended on it!” I yelled back at him which caused him to call me a slur of colorful words. After that, Joe yelled at him and I ignored him.
“Hey big mouth! Give Lieb a Hershey bar, huh?” Perconte asked.
When I heard his voice, I jumped up, running up to him to give him a hug.
“Perco! Your back!” I exclaimed as he hugged me back.
“You gotta be shittin’ me! Look who it is!” George laughed and said.
“How ya feeling?” Joe then asked him, smiling.
“As long as you keep your hands off my ass, I’ll be fine.” Perconte replied, laughing.
“Have a Hershey’s!” Luz threw one at Perconte.
“Hey he gets a fuckin Hershey bar?” Joe asked, offended as I came to sit down next to him, opening up my Hershey’s.
“Ask ya girlfriend to french ya when she’s done eating it.” George joked as I took a bite into my bar and broke it in half.
“I’ll do you one better, Joe.” I said after I swallowed and handed him the half I didn’t bite into. He took it with thanks.
“That’s not one better, he’d rather you kiss him (L/n)!” Luz said while laughing right after. Joe pushed him backwards while also laughing
At 1700, there was a briefing about the house we’d be going into. I was next to Shifty, talking with him. Every now and again me and Joe would make eye contact, until the other looked away. Winters, and Martin walked in which caused Joe to look away first. Winters explained Johnny would be going in Malarkey's place, and that made everyone slightly more comfortable. I was on Johnny’s team, along with Webster. I walked out and Liebgott was waiting for me, he left with me and as we passed Speirs, he told Joe he didn’t have to go on the patrol.
We’d been all stationed in the basement for now before the patrol. Having to eat slop and we couldn’t have our helmets. I sat with Shifty as I ate.
“Youse gonna be out there with a gun?” Shifty asked me in a sweet voice, I knew what he was talking about. He was asking if I’d be helping shoot.
“Nah, well obviously I’ll have a gun, but I’m mainly a translator.” I smiled at him and he smiled back.
“I don’ understand why they never let you shoot with me. You’re a helluva sniper.” Shifty told me, making me giggle at him.
“Oh Shift, you know how to make a woman feel good about herself.” I replied, happy that I got to talk to him before the patrol. He always knew how to make someone happy, even during nerve-wracking times.
At 0100, we were getting into those rubber boats, and setting sail on a short trip across the river. Before the fourth boat could even get far, it flipped and we were down three men. I wasn’t too nervous, knowing that I’d been through worse. When we got to the other side, Martin had someone cut the fence and me and Web, being translators, meant that we had to be up front in case we found any Germans. 
So far, we’d gotten up to the steps of the house we’d need to get prisoners from. Johnny had shot into the window, and Jackson went up to throw his grenade, except, instead of waiting for it to finish detonating, Jackson didn’t stop and immediately went into the house, getting hit straight in the face with his grenade. As we ran in, me and Web were yelling at the men in German. We started to split the three men up when I heard a small cry in the corner of the room. I stopped to turn to go towards the sound.
“(L/n)! What are you doing?” Johnny yelled at me.
“Sir! There’s a child!” I shouted, confused. When I got down eye level with the little girl, I noticed she was only in a thin, white nightgown, with no shoes. She looked malnourished, hurt and mostly scared. 
“Alsjeblieft! Alsjeblieft! (Please! Please!)” The little girl cried in Dutch, shrinking away from me when I went to get her.
“Het is goed schat! Rustig maar, ik ben hier om te helpen! (Its okay dear! Relax, I'm here to help!)” I replied to her in Dutch. What had a little Dutch girl been doing here? I didn’t have time to continue to calm the little girl before Johnny started yelling about getting on the boats and leaving.
“Klein meisje, ik ga je ophalen. (Little girl, I'm going to pick you up.)” I warned her before grabbing her bridal style and running with her out of the house and covering her eyes to make sure she didn’t see what was happening around her with Jackson. Pushing everyone into the boats, the girl I was holding onto kept crying and crying. The poor little girl couldn’t have been more than four years old. 
“Het is goed schat. Het is goed schat. (It’s alright baby. It’s alright baby.)” I kept repeating to the small frightened girl. When Webster jumped into the boat behind me, we started going back to our side. He had his head ducked, as the Krauts kept shooting at the back boat. He had his arms around me when he realized I was shielding a child.
“(Y/n)! What the hell? Why do you have a child?” He yelled out over the gun fire.
“I don’t know! She was in the corner, she’s Dutch!” I replied, still confused as to how she got here and why she wasn’t in the Netherlands. We all ran downstairs, I was still holding onto the little girl, she had come from the Germans territory so I had to stay with her by the other prisoners. Nobody had come up to me about the girl yet so I took this as a time to try to get information so she wasn’t bombarded when adrenaline wore off.
“Wat is je naam? (What’s your name?)” I asked her calmly. She looked up at me with teary dark blue eyes. “Tineke.” She responded in a quiet voice. I was sitting on the floor and I held her so she was only facing me. I could feel someone watching me, but for now I didn’t care.
“Mooie naam! De mijne is (Y/n)! (Beautiful name! Mine is (Y/n)!)” I replied while smiling at her and gently carding my hand through her dark brown strands. Her skin was deathly pale and it was obvious she hadn’t drank or eaten anything in a long time. I gave her my canteen and she took it wearily. She wouldn’t drink it because she was scared of what could be in it. I took it back and took a small sip and gave it back. When she noticed I was okay, she started drinking out of it rapidly. 
When she finished drinking, I asked her more questions. 
“Spreek je Engels? (Can you speak English?)” I asked her. “Little bit.” She replied hesitantly.
“Very good, mijn liefje! (My love!)” She seemed to smile a little at the name I’d given her.
“Where is your mommy?” I asked slowly. She started to get upset at the mention of her mother but she replied anyway.
“She die. The Duits kill her. I am Joods. They take her and kill my mammie in de camps for Jodens. Then they keep me. (The Germans kill her. I am Jewish. My mommy. Camps for Jews.)” She told me in a somber tone. When she couldn’t think of the right word, she’d just say it in Dutch. I thought about bringing her to Joe later knowing he was Jewish, she might feel comfortable with him. 
“You’re safe now, liefje.” I told her while bringing her close to my chest. She ended up falling asleep not even ten minutes later. It gave me time to think about what she had said. She never mentioned a last name which made me believe she didn’t know it. The camp she was talking about was also weird. What did she mean by a camp for Jewish people?
Jackson had died. That boy who’d just turned twenty, had died. He had his whole life ahead and he died in a stupid war. I hadn’t even known him too well, but he just died in front of me, in front of everyone. I was thankful Tineke was asleep as she’d already seen enough. 
A day had passed since the patrol. The Germans were taken away and Tineke wouldn’t talk to anyone except me, and occasionally Joe. When Winters had found out about her, he had to ask her questions. I had come with because she couldn’t speak English very well and she refused to go anywhere if I wasn’t with her. The poor girl had been traumatized and it seemed like she’d been like that for a while.
While asking her questions, we found out her family was Jewish, and when the Germans found out, they took her and her family out of their homes to be sent to a camp. She didn’t know much, just that her mother and her got away and when they were found by the two Germans, her mother tried to fight against them resulting in her getting shot. Tineke was then taken as a hostage. 
Doc Roe came in to see how she was and it turned out she had been malnourished, and if I hadn’t found her when I did she would’ve been dead. Later that day I took her to the building where the second platoon was located to introduce her. 
I walked in and held onto Tine and went upstairs.
“Guys, this is Tineke. She was found in the house with the other POWs and she’s Dutch. She can speak some English, but don’t bombard her.” I spoke when I went upstairs and saw everyone. They all looked at us, and one by one I walked around with her and had her say hi to everyone. When I got to the last person, Joe, I sat down on the bunk with him and had her greet him.
“Tine, why don’t you tell Joe what you are.” I reminded her. I had told her to tell him she was Jewish before we went upstairs.
“Jewish.” Was all she said, nervous and not knowing too much English, she turned her face away into my chest. I rubbed my hand down her knotted, dirty hair realizing she needed a bath.
“Ain’t that cool! I’m Jewish too!” Joe responded in a sweet voice, smiling down at her when she slightly turned her head towards him. Before any more words could get exchanged, Webster came in to break the news that we were to go on another patrol that night and there would be another meeting at 1800. It was currently 1530 so I decided to bring Tineke down to the kitchen sink where I could give her a makeshift bath. I remembered how my mom would do that for me and my siblings when we were little and there were no baths in any of the houses.
I grabbed some soap and put it in her hair while I’d tell her stories to pass the time. 
“A long time ago, there were two moons. It was said one of them, named houden got too close to the sun, and out came thousands of dragons.” I told her a story my mother used to tell me all the time.
“Houden? To hold?” She asked as I began rinsing out her hair.
“That’s right. That’s how dragons were born.” I told her. As I finished saying that, another voice piped up from behind me.
“I didn’t know dragons were born from the moon.” Joe came up behind me and waved at Tineke, who brought her hand up slightly.
“That’s because I never told you that.” I said while smiling up at him. He moved to have his arms around my waist and laid his head on my shoulder. I finished rinsing Tine off then I grabbed a towel and wrapped her in it. Nixon had got clothes small enough to fit her from one of his sources. It was a small, black dress with a dark brown fluffy shawl. She also had stockings and tiny boots. When I finished dressing her, I braided up her hair and put on a hat.
At 1800 we all went down to the basement to await Winter’s meeting he called.
“Whatcha lookin’ at Webster.” A drunk Cobb said. I put one of my hands on Web’s shoulder, holding Tineke to my chest as she slept on me, and he turned to give me a smile.
“That’s what I thought, college boy.” Cobb said while swaying lightly on his feet. I gave Cobb a glare and squeezed the hand I had on Web’s shoulder.
“Are you drunk, trooper?” Lieutenant Jones asked him, angrily.
“Leave me alone.” Cobb replied, looking away.
“Answer the question.” Jones said firmly.
“Yes, sir, I am drunk, sir.” Cobb said sassily before adding, “Drunk, and sick and tired of fucking patrols. Taking orders-”
“Hey Cobb, shut up. It’s boring, okay.” Martin cut him off before he could finish what he was saying.
“Taking his side, Johnny?” “Yeah, I am.”
After that shit show I went and sat by Joe, wanting to make sure I wouldn’t be in Cobb’s line of fire in case he decided to throw something.
Winters came in to not only tell us that we didn’t have to go on that patrol, but that we’d also be off the line tomorrow. After he left, everyone started talking, which woke up Tine, who had no idea what was going on, but was happy because everyone else was. 
When I went upstairs, Winters was waiting for me.
“Hey, (Y/n).” He said, a bittersweet tone to his voice.
“Hello, sir. Anything I can help you with?” I asked, slightly nervous that he had waited for me.
“It turns out, we found one of Tineke’s family members. Her aunt and uncle. They’re set to come tonight.” He said quietly.
“Oh. Well that’s great!” I smiled slightly, feeling my heart get heavy at the fact that the young girl would be leaving.
“Tine, you hear that? Your aunt and uncle are coming to pick you up.” I told her, looking down at her. She perked up, looking between me and Winters and then she smiled. She smiled bigger than I’d ever seen her smile.
When her aunt and uncle arrived at 2100, Tineke ran up to them and they picked her up. They repeatedly thanked me and Winters and before they left, I gave Tineke a hug and kiss and turned around to walk away. As I did that, I noticed Joe was standing there waiting for me, smiling sweetly at me. We walked away, arm in arm to go back to the house together. The next day, we’d all been sent to the trucks to move to our new location. I was sitting next to Joe, my head on his shoulder as I slept. 
We had made it to Germany. The Krauts surrendered and Hitler shot himself. We were finally able to stay in an actual house, with actual baths and actual beds. To us, life couldn’t get any better. 
Me and Joe had been sharing a house with Perco and Luz. Frank and George went out to get eggs from a farmhouse a few blocks down so right now it was just me and Joe.
“You excited, doll?” He asked me from the table. I put down one of the wet dishes I was washing, and replied,
“For what Lieb?” “We got through the hard part!” Oh. I hadn’t really thought about that yet.
“Well, yeah, I guess. I’m just scared that I’ll have to go to the Pacific if this war finishes soon.” I replied genuinely.
“Oh don’t worry about that right now.” He said while standing up and coming behind me. I put down the last dish and pulled off the wet, yellow gloves I had on to wash the dishes in.
“Y’know, Perco and Luz just left.” 
“I know Liebgott, I’ve got eyes.” I replied, smiling up at him while turning around to face him. He put his hands on the sink behind me and smiled down on me.
“Well if your eyes are any good, then you’ll be able to see how much of a hold ya got on me.” He spoke before closing the distance between us and closing the gap.
I immediately closed my eyes and kissed him back. We slowly pulled apart, and without another word he slammed his mouth into mine. This time, he was much more passionate. His hands wandered down to my waist, and mine went up to his neck and hair. I gasped as he bit my bottom lip, and he snuck his tongue into my mouth. I kissed him back with as much fervor as I could, slightly pulling on his hair without realizing. He moaned into my mouth and the vibrations caused heat to pool in my stomach.
His hands started to roam down my body, causing me to moan as well. He pulled me flush against him and then pulled me up the stairs into one of the rooms I was occupying. I gently sat down on the bed and his fingers went to my uniform top, unbuttoning my shirt. 
Perconte and Luz were walking down the trail to the house they were sharing with (Y/n) and Joe, they had eggs to cook up for everyone. When they got inside, they expected to see (Y/n) and Joe downstairs, waiting for them like they had been before.
“Hey, where’d they go-”
“D’you hear that?” George cut Frank off when he heard what sounded like muffled banging from upstairs. The two men immediately smirked at each other, and Luz ran upstairs.
They stopped outside of the door getting ready to knock, when they heard moaning from the other side.
Before Frank could hold George back, he knocked on the door yelling, 
“You two better hurry up before me and Perco eat all the eggs!” It was quiet for a moment before Joe shouted out towards the two men,
“Go ahead! I’m eating something way better!”
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IM SO SORRY THIS IS SO LONG! If I missed any TWs lmk and I'll add them!
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about Willy/Findo. . . I simply rewrote what I wrote in Russian to couple of my friends.
DO NOT take it seriously. Please.
why does it exist? because Findo seems like an emotional person, very emotional. most likely, as a Middlewood resident, he is afraid of Willy Mack. terribly afraid. Willy didn’t choose him as a victim on purpose, the guy just happened to be in the wrong place at the wrong time. . . But Willy will realize later that in a sense he has found a treasure, an ideal victim for his sadistic nature.
‼️TW? I'm not sure if this is necessary, but mention of suffocation, hint of cannibalism (that was an interesting theory or headcanon that Willy might be a cannibal and it fits this idea).
Kidnapping and maximum abuse. It’s fun with Findo, he’s terrified, almost fainting, cries, shys away, he seems to be trying to break free, but he is so afraid that he simply obeys. And absolutely seriously, he simply understands that anyway his life is in danger. And maybe if he resists, Willy will hurt him faster. Does he want pain? Not a bit, he's afraid of it. And what makes him even more afraid is undisguised sadism: if Willy star to hurt him, he is unlikely to stop.
This is how we begin. Willy regulary brings Findo almost to his limits on purpose, without actually doing anything. Because even a permanent violation of personal space will be enough. The guy is already in tension, he was fucking kidnapped by a serial killer known for his cruelty. An abundance of affectionate, but persistent hugs, touches on the arms, neck (it’ll be enough to strangle Findo a couple of times so that every time Willy’s fingers approach this area he will cause a plaintive, tearful “please. . .") definitely won't be pleasant, only more tension. Everything will result not in murder, but in torture and incomplete restriction of life.
And in the end, Findo will get used to it. Gradually he will completely stop twitching while being touched in any way. The brain is an interesting thing, amazing, and one of its wonderful properties is getting used to any conditions. It can really get used to anything (there was a terrible example of this in one film: Jews in a concentration camp had the opportunity to escape. Someone shout to them “run, you can escape!” and some of them really ran... But a considerable part of people were just standing. They're used to bullets, they're used to seeing death, they're used to it. They're so broken that they can't see the point in trying to save their life). Findo will sit humbly, he will already accept the hands on his neck, it doesn’t matter whether they gently stroke or strangle him until his mind becomes clouded, he will accept it without frightened pleading mumbling, as a matter of course, because this will become a must, it will be ordinary life.
And maybe someone will someday find out where all of Findo’s haters disappeared one after another, if anyone even finds such a connection (it’s unlikely, no one will know that on the day of their disappearance two will eat strange-tasting meat, and this, perhaps an important part of such a story).
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How is Kylo Ren not a worst lover then the other dudes?? Did they try to kill their girls?
TWs: Rape mention, abuse, trauma, suicide mention, the Holocaust
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Anon, buddy, attempted murder is generally not an insurmountable deal-breaker for enemies-to-lovers shippers — especially those in the Star Wars fandom, who ship pairings like Obikin, Kalluzeb, and WolfWren.
Regarding Kylo's dynamic with Rey, these two are your standard Star Wars arch-enemies that tried to kill each other a la the ships mentioned above.
And unlike the love interests I deemed way more problematic than him,
KYLO DID NOT...
• ...abuse Rey. (Christian Grey, Ahmed Ben Hassan, Derek Hawke)
• ...try to control Rey in the manner of a control-freak boyfriend. (Grey, Hassan, and Hawke)
• ...rape Rey. (Grey, Hassan, Hawke, and Aric von Schmidt*)
Schmidt may not have forced himself on his lover, but the Nazi concentration camp commandant's relationship with a Jewish prisoner falls under dubious-consent, at best.
• ...victim-blame Rey. (Grey and Hawke)
• ...own Rey. She wasn't his literal property. (Derek Hawke)
• ...sell Rey (out of spite) to someone he thought was gonna put her in a brothel. (Derek Hawke)
• ...hit Rey to punish her. (Derek Hawke)
Hawke would have given the woman he liked a "very sound beating" (his words), if a random copperhead had not bitten him just in the nick of time. Sadly, he survived.
Kylo and Rey fought each other on the battlefield as warriors. Equals.
Hawke's lover was his indentured servant.
• ...blame Rey for his own actions, after killing someone she cared about. (Derek Hawke)
• ...kidnap and hold Rey captive with the main intention of making her suffer. (Ahmed Ben Hassan)
• ...torment Rey because he was prejudiced towards her people. (Ahmed Ben Hassan)
• ...give Rey PTSD. (Hassan and Schmidt)
Schmidt kept the Jewish heroine in a concentration camp, of course she would have PTSD! He'd be heavily at fault for that due to his role as the bloody camp commandant.
• ...break Rey. (Hassan and Hawke)
I'm including Hawke here, given the negative impact his relationship with the herione had on her mental health.
Her thoughts on the matter: "I had loved Derek Hawke for years. I had given myself to him myself to him heart and soul and he had savaged them both, leaving a wreck, a shell of a woman."
• ...have Rey sign a non-disclosure agreement, wherein she wasn't allowed to tell anyone about her relationship with him. (Christian Grey)
• ...make Rey tolerate his crappy behavior towards her. (Grey, Hassan, and Hawke)
• ...pressure Rey into marrying him. (Grey and Schmidt)
• ...have Rey do things she wasn't fine with. (Grey, Hassan, Hawke, Schmidt)
• ...call Rey an ethnic slur. (Aric von Schmidt)
• ...make Rey attempt suicide as a "way out". (Ahmed Ben Hassan)
• Kylo and Rey's relationship didn't become positive whilst she was his prisoner. (Hassan, Hawke*, and Schmidt)
Hawke's indentured servant developed feelings for the asshole when she was his property.
So yeah, I hope this post puts into perspective how inoffensive Kylo is compared to other love interests.
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Happy birthday, my dude! Cheers! 🥳
Tw: mention of Postpartum Depression (PPD)
Ok, hear me out! This idea just dropped out of the sky and hit me in the head!
Imagine if there was a plant on Pandora that contains pollen with high concentrations of Dopamine, and the Na’vi people use it in small doses with cases of PPD to help the mother and also solidify the bond between mother and child…. Now imagine if Quaritch trips face-first into a whole batch of these plants 👀
No because I would love to see it. I ran away with this one - it's less of a treatment for PPD that Quaritch falls in and more just a general opioid 💀 I've done drunk!Spider a lot, so high!Quaritch was so interesting to explore! It changes the dynamic so much obviously!
As usual, the recoms stomped heavily through the forest, making too much noise, not respecting the living things around them, and Spider cussed Quaritch's loud inability to blend in. Just as Quaritch span around to reprimand the boy, he lost his footing against a branch suspended near his ankle, and tripped and fell, failing to grasp hold of anything to steady himself.
"Shit!" He cursed.
Spider guffawed, and even Z-Dog and Lyle seemed to be suppressing smirks.
"That was your fault you little punk," he scolded Spider, spitting out leaves and pushing himself back up against the wet, mossy undergrowth. "Eugh!" he exclaimed, picking bits of green off his tongue.
Spider's eyes narrowed, and a frown formed on his face with a slow dawn of realisation. He knew those leaves. Holy shit.
"Er..." Now it was Spider's turn to repress his laughter. Quaritch looked up, immediately alerted to the fact that something was up from Spider's tone. "That plant you landed in," he pointed at the purple flowers with green leaves, "Did you inhale the scent?"
"Inhale the-" Quaritch looked suddenly panicked. "What do you mean?" His eyes were widened and the grip he had on his AR tightened, as if this was a problem he could ward off with bullets.
The sight of him sent Spider over the edge. He threw his head back and cackled at Eywa's sense of humour. "<Give me strength!>" he gasped a plea to the Great Mother as sobs of laughter wracked his body. This was too good.
"What?" Yes, Quaritch was definitely panicked now. "Spider, I swear to God-" but his pleas fell on deaf ears. In fact, the recom's desperation only seemed to heighten Spider's hysterical laughing fit. He turned to Lyle instead, hoping the corporal might have a clue. Wainfleet only looked startled, shrugging his confusion at Quaritch.
Eventually, just as Quaritch decided to go and shake the boy, Spider finally found his voice.
"That plant... that's a Dapophet." He continued when none of the recoms spoke. "It's a..." He thought hard for the human word so that Quaritch would understand. "an opiate?'
He stared at the squad who all stared back at him, stunned, waiting for further explanation. He tried to control his breathing, not allowing himself to give in to the hilarity of the situation any longer. "It's super powerful, the Na'vi use it for healing and pain relief, but only in tiny doses. You just ate a whole leaf, right?"
Quaritch looked stricken. Prager immediately made his way over, instructing Quaritch to sit down while he assessed him.
"Damn!" Wainfleet exclaimed as Z-dog and Mansk exchanged sniggers. "We know things have been tough lately," he said sarcastically, turning to Quaritch. "But you didn't need to go to such extreme measures!"
"Yeah, zip it Corporal!" Quaritch snapped from his seat on a rock. The colonel turned to Prager. "I feel fine, I'm okay, right?"
Prager looked unamused. "Afraid not, Sir," he replied as removed his medical torch from Quaritch's eyes and put it back into his front pocket. "Your pupils are already blown wide... if what the kid says is true, and it looks like it is, you're gonna start to feel it any moment now."
"Fuck me," Quaritch groaned.
"We're gonna have to make camp here," Wainfleet announced, eyes lifting to the purple haze spreading through the sky that signalled dusk. The other recoms accepted this readily and began pulling off their packs, setting up hammocks and securing the area.
"Spider!" Quaritch groaned out. The man had laid down on the ground, eyes closed, looking like he was trying to ward off whatever feelings the dapophet was beginning to induce. Spider approached cautiously, unsure whether he was in for it or not. "Get over here!" Quaritch growled, still with his eyes closed.
Spider stepped up next to him. "Alright, alright, I'm here..."
"You're a little shit, you know that right?" Quaritch had opened his eyes now, but still made no move to sit up.
Something in Spider sank a little, but he threw his hands up in finger guns and plastered fake cockiness over his face. "That's me!"
"Wait," Quaritch frowned. Was Spider imagining it, or had the word slurred on Quaritch's tongue? "You're not a shit, sorry. You're just... pffft... I dunno."
Spider stared. He had expected to find this highly entertaining, yet looking at Quaritch in this vulnerable state only brought a strange twinge of discomfort to his stomach.
Prager came over with a water bottle, encouraging Quaritch to drink, but the Colonel batted him away. "Jesus... I'm drugged, not starved..."
Spider shared a glance with Prager. He wasn't even making sense now.
"Kid, do you have any idea how long this will last?" The medic asked Spider.
Spider looked at Quaritch again. The doses the Na'vi used were all diluted down hugely before being given to patients, but he knew little more that that. He'd never actually asked Norm about things like this. He shrugged. "Could be hours."
"Great," Prager sighed under his breath, before moving away to organise a watch schedule on the colonel overnight.
"Hey, Spider!" Quaritch had begun to sit up. He looked dizzy, so Spider hesitantly extended an arm to steady him. He caught himself wondering what the hell he was doing. This man was his enemy.
"What?" He asked angrily.
"Why d'you hate me?"
Spider stared, shocked.
Quaritch elaborated. "I mean, apart from the obvious of course..."
Spider sat back, facing the man on the outskirts of the camp. He had never expected to have a deep and meaningful conversation with Quaritch, let alone one where the recom was drugged up. He searched his brain for an answer. "You're... a bad person?" He said, stating the obvious with a bitter voice and narrowed eyes.
"No," Quaritch said intensely, gripping Spider's arm. "Quaritch was. I'm not..."
Spider closed his mouth, which he realised had been hanging open for this exchange. Something stirred in him... what was that? Pity? Sadness? Those emotions didn't make sense here. They had no business interfering. "Er, yeah you are. In case you forgot, you kidnapped me. And held the others hostage too."
Quaritch closed his eyes, grimacing against Spider's words. A firefly floated past them, utterly unaware of the moment it was eavesdropping on.
"S'just business," Quaritch countered. "S'my job."
"So that's okay then?"
"You talk too much, you know that?"
"You called me over here!" Spider retorted angrily. Eywa. He got up to make his way to the centre of camp. He didn't want to entertain this any longer.
"No, wait. Sorry." Spider hesitated, looking down at the man he hated. "I know I'm not perfect."
Spider rolled his eyes. "Understatement of the fucking century." As he said it, he realised that he'd never heard the man apologise before - not to him, not to anyone. Not once.
That was the dapophet talking.
"I never wanted a son. Never wanted a daughter neither." Quaritch eyed Spider and Spider glared back.
"Good to know, jackass."
"Which is why I'm so surprised to find you kind of bearable."
Spider had had enough of this. Anger bubbled in his stomach, spilling up his throat and into his mouth. Biting his tongue, he summoned all his strength and shoved as hard as he could into Quaritch's shoulder. "Dickhead. You asked why I hate you? That right there is why. Oh, you never wanted a kid? Boo hoo, wanker." He glowered down at Quaritch's surprised expression at the sudden act of violence. "I never wanted to be an orphan but guess what? Shit happens."
Quaritch was gaping at him. "I've screwed up."
"No shit."
"No, quit being a smart ass for one goddamn second."
Spider paused, fists balled and ready to strike the man again.
"I was trying to say that I never wanted a kid, but... somehow... you coming into the mix..." Quaritch was talking very slowly now, as if he was thinking hard about each word. "Hell. I think it's just about the best thing that's happened to me."
Spider huffed and shook his head. The man was high as a kite. "You're still a dickhead," he replied, resigned to the fact that this whole conversation was now meaningless. Quaritch had reached the point of being completely cooked. Sighing, he pulled his arm free of Quaritch's grasp, and stalked over to the other side of the camp, dumping himself down close to Z-dog and Wainfleet. He stared off into the trees, trying to seem like he was fine. Behind his eyes, tears welled.
It's the best thing that's happened to me. He had never been the best thing to happen to anyone. And he still wasn't. Quaritch wasn't himself. He didn't mean it. But say that he had, would that change anything? Could Spider allow himself to care? Quaritch was the enemy - the embodiment of all that was wrong with the RDA and their invasion of his home. No amount of fatherly emotion would be enough to overcome that - surely?
Spider looked to the sky to prevent a determined tear from sliding down his tired face. The best thing that's happened to me.
Why did the words he most wanted to hear have to come from the man he despised most in the world?
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tonight we lie awake (stories take us back)
summer camp au where charlie is the camp nurse you can't seem to stay out of his office
TW/ cursing, mention of injury (not graphic), bad attempts at flirting. reader is they/them except one instance of "miss", brief mention of charlie having a tattoo(i don’t make the rules)
more here
Your eyes are on the bench in front of you, a pile of various skateboard decorate the bench, all donated, some in better shape than others. some other consuler at camp complained about spending too much time in one center, sick of being in the lake all day, having pruny hands and telling kids to stop splashing each other, threatened to quit mid summer if they weren't moved.
which is how you found yourself outside of the comfort of the shack you were use to, tucked away in the heart of the camp ground, a wooden porch wrapped around and a screen door that creeks when it opens. it was small, bordered on being a closet, one where you couldn't keep everything in, but it was home and the kids would run to you with the biggest smile on their faces, showing off macaroni art with smiles so big it had to border on being uncomfortable. so it was home the last few summers, and you were fine with that.
this was outside your comfort zone, and you told your boss as much, but with a sly grin he slid your resume back, questioned how you put: up for anything, relaxed, likes a challenge on there if it wasn't true.
you told charlie as much, months later, when he stayed late cleaning up the mess hall, always surprised by what a mess a group of kids could make. a bonfire was happening at the same time, and you were promised a s'mores by a group of small children who routinely chanted "beads! beads!" while your head disappeared into a creaking cabinet for more. friendship bracelets were practically currency here, you learned quickly, a small stack of bracelets from kids that made it impossible to sneak around the camp yard, always pulling them up
you knew of charlie, of course.
everyone had-it was a matter of who said it, who thought differently of him.
Candace, who rolled her eyes when you mention him: "of fucking course i know that asshole. if you see him, he owes me $5 bucks-" you open your mouth to challenge it but she shakes her head:
"he knows what he did."
Sam, who flinched when you mentioned it.
"Stay away from him," she says, her voice is practically a hum as she speaks, low and something you have to strain to hear, "he's bad news. I mean it."
she doesn't elaborate, and you don't have the courage to ask her as much.
fate would bring you two together.
charlie would argue stupidity, but you'd argue they don't pay him for his opinions, and instead to just hand over the damn bandaids, instead of him carefully unsealing them, sticking them to you with the kind of concentration that a child calls for
"Mr.Charlie!"
Look, you didn't ask for the dramatics. but the accident happened so quickly, wasn't even able to put on the brave face before Annie was pulling you (more like yanking you) to the office, barely giving you enough time to yell over your shoulder for your co teacher, Bailey, to keep a watchful eye on them
"i'm fine, Annie. look-"
you're trying to insist but it's to no luck.
"Mr.Charlie will take care of you.” Annie insists, practically rolling her eyes at you, leaving it at that.
Charlie appears almost immediately, half hidden in a cabinet where he's re stocking his ever disappearing stockpile of bandaids and gauze, the latest accident at the makeshift skatepark partially ran him out of business.
"Annie!" he smiles widely, "my favorite patient!"
"Charlie," she shakes her head, "it's miss. they hurt themselves during craft-"
Charlie, who has his hair pushed back from his forehead in the messiest ponytail you'd ever seen, wears shorts and a obviously handmade tie dye shirt, the walkie talkie clipped to the top of his shirt that pulls it down so a tattoo peaks over the top that you can't quite make out-
"and here i was thinking you were just coming to visit me," he pouts before ruffling annie's hair,
"thank you for bringing them in. i'll take it from here."
she looks at his shirt until he leans down, still towers over her as she cups her hand to his ear and whispers into it, the way his eyes narrow as they scan over to you, the smirk that pulls at his lips.
"ah," he nods, "i got it from here."
if you weren't so afraid it was a symptom of a concussion you could swear there was a hint of an accent in there.
annie nods, holds her hand out in front of you in a way that seems very similar to someone telling a dog to stay, before darting out of the small cabin.
"if you give her like, two minutes to get back to camp i can sneak through the back door and get out of your hair."
he laughs. the bastard laughs.
"and risk my medical degree? i don't think so." he's back to the cabin, riffling through it before he appears with a small clear tub at his hip. groaning, thinking you'd get out of this easier as he drops to his knees in front of you-
"what medical degree, exactly?"
he laughs, the gauze inches from your face:
"are you questioning my medical degree when you're quite literally bleeding?"
"you not answering makes it more suspicious, just so you know."
he laughs, dips the gauze in some dark liquid before it comes in contact with your face:
"noted," he says gently. he doesn't say anything, but hums gently as he blots at your face.
"it's charlie, by the way." and when you don't answer back immediately, don't indulge him with your name like he's use to, "for later googling. when you're looking up my credentials, no doubt."
"depends on how good a job you do." you grumble back, still mad your missing your favorite project of the year.
he laughs: "i see. my google review depends on it."
his thumb rests under your chin as he tilts your head, his eyes narrowed as he checks you out, ignoring the growing red on your face:
"¡ think you'll be okay," he sighs, "hold this." he hands over one of the ice packs for you to hold and with an eye-roll you obey, holding it onto your face, feeling like you're in middle school again.
he makes his way to his desk, comes back with a small mason jar with brightly colored sweets at the bottom.
“what’s this?”
"all the patients get a bandaid and a sweet?" it's a question, not a statement, suddenly unsure of himself, not the confident charlie you'll later know.
"it helps, yknow?"
"pass," you say again, "look, can i go? it's just a scratch-"
he shakes the jar at you once more and you know you aren't leaving without one. making sure to make a big show of it, you roll your eyes, finally accepting the treat.
"most kids at least say thank you."
he says gently, his voice is low and quiet, unsure of itself.
"thank you."
you try to sound genuine, because your face isn't bleeding anymore and that alone is a reason to be nice, but you're unsure what to say of him, all the warnings you got before are running through your head-
"i owe you one."
it comes out before you can stop yourself, and you're about to open your mouth, take it back, but finally he’s laughing "yeah," he says, "alright, ill hold you to that."
"right," not going to let him have the last word,
"sure."
"sure," he agrees, "i'll see you tonight. the dining hall."
you shrug, acting like it won't be nice to finally have someone to sit next to.
"sure."
your feet guide you to the door and you beg for them not to betray you, not to fall-
"it's a date."
he calls back and that's enough for you to race out before he can see how permanent red he makes your face, or how steady your heartbeat in your ears are.
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Is it alright if I request (smut) Sniper with a bratty s/o? o.o
Of course, forgive me if it’s not great please I ain’t too good with sniper.
Tw: bratty behaviour, mentions of guns (not sexual), mentions of bombs (again not sexual), general cartoon violence, commands, spanking, face fucking, orgasm denial
Once in a while the boys would bring their partners to the base and show em around. Sniper had the pleasure of a partner with excellent persuasion.
And so the day before you camped out in his nest, and stayed there… you stayed until he came around.
Unfortunately for him you decided you weren’t gonna make your prescene known till the middle of the second round. You crept up silently, then hurriedly wrapped your arms around his next. In a flash you were against the wall, blade to your neck as the bushman’s eyes adjusted. And just as quickly as he was on you his hand grasped his chest and he stumbled to the wall adjacent.
“Christ love! My heart-“ he looked scared beyond belief, his beloved kukuri hung limp in his hand as he supported his body against the wall. He spaced into the corner, trying to process what the hell happened.
You smiled before opening your arms cutely.
“Surprise!”
“Yeah you bet your little ass it’s a surprise, what are you doing here?” He said in a tizzy. You dismissed his worries by walking around him and sitting on a box.
“You were busy and I missed you. So I did what I had to, and came to see you. You look pretty hot when you’re killing guys.” You said humorously, but your boyfriend was still frantic. He sputtered and gestured around.
“I thought you were a bloody spy I could’ve killed you! Do you know how devastated I would’ve been?”
You cackled deviously, “But you didn’t did you?”
He walked around with his temples pinched between his fingers. He sat back down on his box.
“I did not. Buy you still can get killed, if you don’t wanna be killed you can sit and watch for spies, got it?” You pouted at his dismissal, and stood from your box. You waved out the little post toward his teams scout below, and action that confused the boy and got him directly in kahoots with a sticky bomb.
You laughed as the boy flew everywhere.
Your boyfriend pulled you back down.
“What the fuck are you doing?!” He whisper yelled at you, holding you by the shoulders as you smiled up at him. Feigning complete innocence.
“Huh? I didn’t do anything!” He scowled harder.
“Listen beautiful,” he said in an earnest attempt to calm you down, “I REALLY need to win this. Sit tight for just a minute now. And I’ll tend to you after this match alright?” You nodded sadly, already feeling antsy at the way he spoke to you.
He smiled warmly and gave you a kiss on the forehead before turning back to his targets.
He was concise, precise, and very very concentrated. To the point he hadn’t noticed a very very dangerous little thing inside his roost.
But you had.
And you liked a bit of danger.
As you turned to him you smiled, putting on the most adorable face for what would come next.
“What’s it now gorgeous I’m a bit busy- THROW THAT!” He was shocked by the beeping sticky bomb in your hand, that you so casually held.
“What is it?”
“What in gods green Earth do you mean what is it? It’s a bloody bomb throw it!”
You stepped to the side of your boyfriends reach, leaving him to fall to the floor. He yelped a bit when you tossed it from hand to hand and looked back at him.
“It looks too pretty to be a bomb. I think I’ll keep it.” You announced belligerently. He stood up and walked to you.
“Sweetheart please, please throw that out!” he made another reach as it started beeping faster. You held it down and away from him.
“Bloody hell throw it!” He shouted as you backed to the opening of his roost.
“Okay!” You huffed, before backwards over the edge and chucking it. You stared confidently back at him as the bomb went off 3 feet behind you, causing the air to stir your clothes.
He bristled at the absolute arrogance you exuded. He pointed to the floor with a hand on his hip.
“What’s that?” You asked ignorantly, playing hard to get with the mercenary.
“Down.” he demanded.
“I thought I was supposed to look out for spies!” you argued for no reason, other than to argue.
“You trying to get yourself punished or what, I said down.” he demanded again. You shivered visibly before dropping to your knees and crawling over.
“What’s it you want me to do here?”
“Turn around for me.” He said with a smile, no trace of malice on his face at all. The second you turned fully around however his hand pressed your head to the floor and slapped your ass hard as possible.
You yelped, which earned you another.
Then another.
You gasped again, and got laid another.
When you turned your head to look at him he smiled roguishly brown at ya. Then he tilted his head the same way you had earlier, batting his own eyelashes from behind his glasses.
“Aww, not so smug now are we your highness?” He teased condescendingly. He delivered another slap to your ass before bulking you, back to chest against him.
“You think you can be a snotty little brat while I’m on the job?” He growled into your ear, teasing your thighs open in the meantime. You didn’t answer, instead trying to grind your hips against him.
“No no dear, you don’t get that option just yet. In fact, I think you owe me for all this.” The threat was clear in his tone, and as he tapped your shoulder to signal you off he smiled.
He returned to his place and patted his lap.
You crawled quietly back to him, smiling in hopes you could maybe not do this! It was a slim chance to begin with buy he gave you his most patronizing pout.
“Aw, highness I thought you knew me better than that. Now me out of my trousers, quickly now.”
You unzipped his pants with your teeth, staring him dead in the eyes as you had. He stopped you at the end placing a hand on your head.
He shoved his underwear down in haste, his face surprisingly showing no need whatsoever. His cock sprung from his boxers, almost hitting your nose as it did. He urged you forward with a push, and you licked a defiant strip over the portion still covered by his boxers, he adjusted his legs for leverage.
As he sat straighter he pushed you again.
“Don’t make me repeat myself.”
You rolled your eyes before continuing. Your movements were slow, intentional, with the sole purpose to push him to do what you knew he would.
When he didn’t you began to worry. You just continued. No matter how slow you went he refused to move an inch. When you took him in your mouth you stayed perfectly still. Then he moved to a standing position, abruptly. He held tight onto either side of your head and smirked.
“I’m glad you don’t got a brain rattlin around in that head of yours. Else I’d be more concerned id fuck it out of you.” The words sent a wave of excitement down over you. It all started as he pulled back.
Then he slammed forward with such ferocity you thought you’d seen stars. Then again.
Again.
You went limp, keeping your mouth a good amount loose so he could slide in perfectly. You moaned as his cock hit the back of your throat, choking to catch your breath before he could snoosh your cheeks together.
“Don’t think of prying yourself off gorgeous,” he said with a roll of his hips, making a deliberate choice to go slower. You could feel his length clearly now. Your tongue wasn’t used to the pressure and you gagged.
Your eyes rolled into the back of your head as he moved you. The movements were practically jostling your whole body. You felt more like a puppet than a real person but you couldn’t care at all.
Suddenly though, he pulled back.
He tucked himself away under your confused gaze. He cleaned his hands with some water he had and restated himself. Setting up his rifle he made sure nothing had gotten knocked out of place. Then he went silent.
And he let you stay wet and shocked for a good minute.
“Go to the van, I’ll finish with you after this round.”
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OOC, Have you read Winter Tide by Ruhanna Emrys? It's a reimagining/sequel to the Shadow Over Innsmouth that seems quite up your alley.
I have not, but I looked it up and this quote grabbed me.
“In Winter Tide, I wanted to talk about how we rebuild community after genocide, and how rebuilt community is always changed from what we had before. And I wanted to talk about all those readers over the years who didn't question the Deep One concentration camps.”
This is something that really speaks to me, both in terms of how I view sci fi/horror like this and because I’m one of the readers that didn’t question it until it was pointed out!
I’m a little flippant about things like Shoggoths, of course, but the Yellow Circle is along these same lines, my own version of that. (Feel free to send asks about the Circle or any other organization Norm mentions in passing.) I also like the depiction (broadly) of Deep Ones in Alan Moore’s Providence. (Heavy heavy tw for all the usual Alan Moore things in that if you decide to look into it.)
I’m definitely putting Winter Tide on my shopping list. Thank you.
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Word Find Tag (rain, pain, again, plain)
I was tagged by @winterandwords to find the words rain, pain, again and plain in my WIP. Thank you for the tag, enjoy!
Bare in mind, as always, that this are rough translations from The Eternal Throne.
TW: MENTIONS OF PAIN AND MINOR INJURIES
Rain from Chapter 13: The Master.
(I have more for these one, but I didn't want to make this post so long, so if some of you would like to see the extended scene let me know. ^^)
The boy just fled without direction, he just ran as far away from the chaos as he could. Drenched by mud and rain, his body didn't seem to be affected by neither the cold nor the fatigue. At that moment, the only thing that affected him was the repeating sound of thunder; that no matter how far away he was they always reached him, making his ears rang and leaving him with a sharp headache everytime.
Pain from Chapter 1: The Healer.
Two of this crossbow bolts failed to reach their mark while <MC> move through out the trunks, branches and roots from this thick trees. The third one precise flew between the cluster of trees and in a few seconds finally found its mark, burying deep in the right scapula of <MC>, making him scream in pain and immediately falter in his step, stumbling with the root of one of these trees. The magus scratched, drenched in mud and taking his wounded shoulder just continue to run away.
Again from Chapter 7: The Rebel.
He couldn't concentrate. He tried again and again; the pages of his grimoire passing by in front of him, but his eyes just got lost in the words and runes of this pages. He need it a fire spell capable of melting the steel lock or maybe freezing it would be more effective. "Where were those notes?" The sound of the chaos overwhelmed his ear, there wasn't any time left. He tried anything. His hands were shaking. He couldn't conjure anything. He couldn't think. "Was he going to die?" "Would he be responsible for the death of others?"
Plain Valley from Chapter 1: The Healer.
–Did you have any illusion that would make you more difficult to detect?– The woman asked and <MC> only nodded in response. –Good, you're gonna need it. Those executioners bastards know very well that we take advantage of every opportunity, no matter how small, and they are prepared for this. That's why they put their camp on top of a hill, where they could keep an eye on the entire valley from above, and you can be sure that they're very alert at those morning hours.– Nana frowned, gesturing all over her face –They're vile creatures, hunting us like some kind of sport, like rats being chased by trained dogs.
Paasing the tag a long to @axl-ul, @writernopal, @mjparkerwriting and @rudeneles, of course open tag to anyone who wants to join in. If you'd like to do it, the words to find in your WIP are: mess, rest, test and chest.
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Hey if you don’t mind me asking, why don’t you support Jackson Wang? I have relatively less knowledge of kpop but I’ve usually seen people fan over him regardless of their “loyalties” so to say. So I was curious of the reason (meant out of curiosity not with the intent to attack <3)
no worries! i understand that it’s unreasonable keeps up to date with every second of every artist ^^ i’ll try to explain everything the best i can
just adding a tw for violence & brutality in case!
i’ll begin with how most of his extremely loyal fans aren’t from hong kong (where he’s from and where i’m from), so they don’t understand how china, for years, has been vying for control over hk again since the handover of hk from england. the chinese mainland government runs muslim conversion concentration camps, inflicts police brutality on hk peaceful protestors for freedom, arrest anti-government hk citizens now without proof, ban and filter several social media apps to prevent the rest of the world from knowing what’s happening in hk & so much more.
if i wasn’t a wasian living in england i shit you not i’d probably have been arrested years ago for even mentioning the government (minors don’t get special treatment)
and now my problem with jackson wang is that he HEAVILY supports the government and by heavily i mean waving the flag of china around instead of the hk flag that he had once proudly carried in 2010s, telling fans to call him ‘china man’, positing publicly on weibo (a chinese social media app) about him loving china and how it’s his mother country etc you get the idea (which i see where he’s coming from considering his parents are actually from mainland china and simply moved to hk to raise him)
that’s mainly my problem with him, how he betrayed his own people and has ZERO shame in doing so. and what hurts the most for me is ever since 2016 when i first became a kpop stan, he was my first ever male bias. i had immediately grown an attachment to him because he was from my home, and he wasn’t ashamed to show that by constantly speaking cantonese, saying how he misses hk etc. seeing my own ex-bias who had once inspired a young me betray not only his people but my 10-11 year old self really hits me deep
(this is more of something that just irritates me personally) but i also cant stand how his fans are so quick to threaten me with death threats when i try to speak up, fans that aren’t from hk and have no clue about the situation and refuse to listen to me, it just adds fuel to fire
this was a lot more than i thought i’d say 😭😭 but i hope you understand why i can no longer support him :) if you’ve read up to here, thank you for listening, it means more than you think <3
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You have empathy for trans people who "identify" as gay, but do you have empathy at homosexuals who are constantly disrespected and have to see their labels being taken away by the people who are supposedly on "our side"? Do you have empathy for homosexuals who suffered conversion therapy in the past who are now told they should date people of the other sex, just because they identify as "trans gay men/ trans lesbians"? Why do you lack empathy for homossexuals? Because it's not trendy anymore?
(tw: brief mentions of concentration camps and gay conversion therapy)
now when did i say i was against any of these people?
the post i was reblogging from was about trans lesbians not being considered lesbians, so that’s obviously what i was going to discuss.
i have all the sympathy in the world to the people who have suffered gay conversion, people murdered for being themselves, harassed for holding hands with their partners because they’re of the same sex or whatever.
i have sympathy for anyone from any minority who has ever faced issues.
i am disabled, neurodivergent, trans and gay, all minorities that face bullying and harassment all the time.
also, all my family and ancestors are Polish, and they’ve experienced absolute hell, especially during world war two. hell, i wouldn’t be alive right now if it wasn’t for the fact that there was a dog which was regularly fed in the concentration camp my great grandfather was stuck in.
so i have sympathy or empathy or whatever for anyone who is part of any minority who has ever been genocided or hurt in any way, shape or form.
don’t tell me i’m against homosexuals.
you radfems and terfs are against homosexuals, just because someone was born a different sex than they are now.
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