#unwanted emotions

[loveyourlovelysoul]

it's important to be aware of the ways our body speaks to us too in order to heal ourselves more accurately

#healing #important #thoughts #self love #self healing #healingjourney #self care #emotions #emotional storage #body care #mental care #mental health #recovery #body help #self help #self support #unwanted emotions #emotional regulation #Instagram

[lysshome]

#body healing #healing #mental health #important #emotions #emotion storage #body health #trauma #mind body healing #body care #mental care #self care #unwanted emotions #Instagram

[theminecraftbee]

gentle reminder for the fandom, since i've been noticing it in comments of decked out videos: backseat gaming typically isn't appreciated. telling the hermit to go to compass school is kind of annoying and not particularly constructive. telling the hermits to go check the underwater chest or the spider's den or whatever is spoilers, tango has directly asked you not to, you wouldn't want to make tango sad, would you? being like "lol how do you not know that yet" is rude, because the hermits aren't actually supposed to have watched any of the decked out development we have, and almost certainly haven't watched all the other hermits playing like we have.

even offering what you feel like is useful advice is normally going to be repetitive and unwanted instead of useful. yes, even if you've figured out a game meta the hermits don't seem to realize. yes, even if they're doing something really wrong or have the really wrong idea for how the game works. yes i KNOW the urge to explain the mechanic they're misunderstanding is strong. 99% of the time you should not do it.

if the hermit asks a question directly go ahead and answer the question! but if you weren't asked, don't say anything. don't be a backseat gamer.

#hermitcraft #decked out 2 #just. a trend i'm noticing #remember guys. it is obnoxious to get ten million unwanted advices and criticisms #if you can't figure out how to comment WITHOUT commenting the unwanted advices and criticisms (AND I GET IT I CAN BE BAD ABOUT THIS TOO) #just go ahead and refrain for the time being #most hermits have figured out if they're streaming runs they should be in emote-only by now so hopefully that continues

[carnivalcarriondiscarded]

hi!! howdy!! hello!! i have a question about the lights out au !! :D How did Poppy, Frank and Wally react to Howdy waking up? How did HE react to waking up?? sorry if this was already asked hhaha

lots of emotions! i will portray Two

#howdy got a little too loud and attracted Very unwanted attention #which is fair! its a lot to process all at once! #but yeah picture frank and wally sprinting the distant sound of howdy yelling #to try and get to him before anything else <3 #i dont think i need to explain poppy's! its just Emotional! #she's awake for about two 1/2 years before howdy joins them #so a fresh face brings tears to her eyes! #i feel like howdy would be a little awkward at first maybe? #everything is different and everyone is touchy (both emotionally and in the physical affection sense) #scribble salad #wh lights out au #but yeah howdy had a proper freakout #sobbing ranting the whole shebang

[camgoloud]

okay sorry to be That Person but i’ve seen this in a couple of places and it’s been bothering me. guys babs didn’t smoke. no way in HELL did naberius tern ever touch a cigarette i mean look at him. you want to talk about someone who needs everyone to know that his body is a temple. IANTHE smokes because she saw augustine do it and thought it looked cool and everything for ianthe is forever and always about the aesthetic. the reason pal brought it up in his argument is that he’s been in ianthe’s mind and has thus absorbed the knowledge of how to smoke from IANTHE. which he then uses to be like “see, when souls overlap they will always bleed into each other.” he’s not saying that he learned how to smoke from babs. or even that ianthe learned how to smoke from babs! babs never touched a cigarette in his life. he was too concerned about “work[ing] his little butt off” (thanks ianthe for that phrasing I’m never going to stop thinking about it) to attain physical perfection so that he could win shiny trophies in every dueling competition the nine houses had to offer. i mean. come ON. it’s BABS

#i do think in a modern au babs would probably vape but no way would he ever go in for cigarettes it’s just not his vibe #like. not to Glamorize Smoking or anything but come on. he’s just not cool enough! #don’t know why this is a hill i feel the need to die on but i’ve been having a lot of emotions about him recently (😔) #the locked tomb #the unwanted guest #the unwanted guest spoilers #tug spoilers #is that enough tags? hopefully #naberius tern

[vaguely-concerned]

Thinking about the symbolic weight of smoking in the TLT universe that comes to the fore in The Unwanted Guest -- the way it moves through from person to person: Pyrrha smoked, and Augustine wanted to impress her in all her stone cold fox MILF James Bond glory (and tbf who wouldn't) so he started too. and even though as far as he knows she's been gone for a myriad and is never coming back, he keeps the habit. Ianthe sees something in the hollowed-out Faberge eggshell of Augustine that resonates with her, all that gilded eloquent emptiness and disdain through the ages, so she picked it up from him to try to emulate it. She picked it up so hard that Palamedes -- the exact spiritual antithesis of the 'smoking! on a space station! what a powermove' ennui Ianthe so admired -- spontaneously unnerded enough to even known how to, simply from a sort of contact contamination of the soul.

G1deon and Augustine sharing a jittery smoke after their near-Harrow experience during soup night, and it's the closest thing to any real sense of brotherhood that remains between them. Pyrrha going ten thousand years dying both literally and for a smoke (and then Camilla sold her fucking cigarettes (for a third of what they were worth, probably Pyrrha's own good, and also more importantly grocery money). what an entirely haunted time to be alive etc.). Augustine and Mercy trading a cigarette back and forth in the middle of their collusion over the love and murder of god.

An act of small and measured self-destruction in the name of something a little bit like connection when you're stuck somewhere in yourself where love itself dares not or cannot tread (ritualized, transmissible)..........

#the unwanted guest #the unwanted guest spoilers #the locked tomb #ianthe tridentarius #augustine the first #pyrrha dve #palamedes sextus #this series is going to make me lose my mind completely one day (affectionate) #the locked tomb meta #the fact that ianthe seems to have had some genuine admiration for augustine makes my head spin. of course though. #of course she sees the person who looks the most like he's successfully made himself impervious to the world #utterly untouchable and impossible to hurt because he isn't even really there #and she believes it! even after seeing the john mercy augustine mess at the end! because it's such a seductive idea #when you've stuck yourself in an inevitable ocean of pain to think you could make yourself numb enough that it doesn't matter #it's the emotional equivalent of 'oh there's water all around? well I just won't breathe in then. easy lmao get on my level' #she holds on to that thing from him even when it's been proved to be both impossible and ultimately untrue even in him #because uh. oh I'm about to be kind of sad for ianthe what the fuck is going on. he might actually have been the closest thing #to parental and especially paternal affection she's ever known. certainly known enough to try to model herself after #IMAGINE how fucked up the nine houses must be when augustine the first registers for anyone as a model of psychological survival #ianthe do you really want to be yourself completely so much that you're willing to be nothing. I mean yeah probably but. oh my god #gaining nothing at the cost of everything

[furiousgoldfish]

Today I am bothered by the fact that babies and toddlers are programmed to ask for attention and affection naturally, right, and if they don’t get it, they ask for it louder and louder, until they get completely exhausted and they can’t move anymore, which is when it sinks to them that there is no help, no attention, nobody coming, they’re not being cared for, which is when they go silent and numb and stop asking for it.

Natural progression for a human is to get as much attention and care as they need as a baby, then also as a toddler, and then at some stage later they stop needing it as much, they start desiring separation and individuality, and their desires for attention flow towards different people then, they want positive attention from their peers, then from the rest of the world as well, but not in that parental way anymore, now they want to be acknowledged and equal and needed and wanted, not fed and pampered and hugged, although a tiny amount of that isn’t rejected if offered.

If abused, these needs can developed differently. If as a toddler you’ve spent more time in that catatonic and numb state, fearing for survival because you’re a baby and there’s no caretakers, that leaves a mark on you. If you’ve been denied physical attention, hugs and pats and strokes on your head, as a toddler, that again leaves a mark, makes you feel undesirable, unwanted, disgusting, unworthy. And since you’re constantly feeling hurt, the desire for separation can come early too; because your instinct is to survive, and if your caretaker is a danger to you, you still love them of course, but you realize you have to be independent, have to take care of yourself, have to figure your own issues out without asking for help. It’s also followed by a dose of dissociation because the pain of being emotionally abandoned so young, is too much for anyone. Being neglected when you desperately need someone, will cause you to dissociate, possibly even develop a dissociative disorder to survive.

But what happens with all those needs for affection? If nobody fulfilled your basic needs for care as a toddler, do you ever evolve to wanting to be equal to others? Or do you, forever, yearn for parental type of care? Need to be pampered and reassured that you’re wanted and valuable and that someone will take care of you, make sure you eat, make sure you don’t die, make sure you’re safe? Does this ever go away, if nobody ever takes care of you this way? Do you ever feel completely comfortable being equal to someone? Do you not interpret intimacy as a way to get that positive touch, and crave it not in a sexual, but in a ‘i need to be held’ kind of way? Do you not assume they also want to be pampered, and offer it as a wild hope they might do it back, but they just accept it and take it and run off with it? Do you forever just end up a caretaker nobody ever took care of, who has no way to ask for it because it feels so wildly inappropriate?

#unmet needs #abusive parents #child abuse #emotional abandonment #lack of care #lack of positive touch #lack of nurture #child neglect #physical abandoment #making children feel unwanted and gross #causes of dissociation #sadness #i didn't do this to myself but i feel gross about it anway

[ecto-stone]

Danny?. .. ..  Phantom? Danny Phantom ? Heh cool cool.

#Hachi art #Friend from the other side AU ?? #Danny Phantom #vlad plasmius #for context Plasmius is never named #he named himself #and in ghost zone culture learning one true name have heavy emotional trust value #for a ghost born being named by other mean being accepted #to be able to live among the kin #and not being name mean being rejected #unwanted

[bittsandpieces]

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#not to overshare but #my partners sex drive is a lot lower than mine and its starting to make me feel. unwanted. #like we fuck maybe once every two weeks #and i know that thats a lot more than a lot of people but my brain and body want much much more than that #and i know its just his natural sex drive but part of me is afraid that hes just not actually into me anymore and idk what to do about it #like yeah we're open and i could just go fuck other people but that only fixes the physical part of things not the emotional #idk. i need to get railed by someone whos desperate for me #im sure ill delete this later

[forest-illusions]

#numb #quotes #tired #emotional #emotions #feelings #heartache #dark #emo #anxiety #depression #too many thoughts #head full #unwanted #unlovable

[soundsfaebutokay]

That Unwanted Animal by The Amazing Devil The Garden by The Crane Wives

Idk who allowed me to put these two songs together on the same playlist and play them on a loop for two days straight, but this should be illegal. Very dangerous substances.

#feeling feral and blasphemous and queer #among 836 other unnamed emotions #The Garden #The Crane Wives #That Unwanted Animal #The Amazing Devil #Joey Batey #Madeleine Hyland #music #my faves #my TAD obsession

[someabsolutenonsense]

Dulcie was right, he was the very best of Palamedeses 😭

#having emotions after rereading the unwanted guest #palamedes sextus #dulcie septimus

[sophiethewitch1]

i want to write stuff thats uncomfortably personal which is why i love x reader and second person. like is this upsetting? does it feel too close? are you too close? is this too close? am i too close?

#sophie speaks #i love when its like. these emotions are confusing and awful and i hate them and i love them at the same time #are you confused?? are you uncertain? do you know what you want? #the awkward romanticism of unwanted emotions <3 <3 #what we want is about a thousand things but today it is about recognition of the self through other #anyways wrote a sad scene with jason :/ i LOVE HIM YOUR HONOUR!!!! HE THINKS BEING DEAD WAS EASIER THAN BEING ALIVE!! HE FEELS LIKE A GHOST #HE DOESNT KNOW WHAT BEING ALIVE LOOKS LIKE ANYMORE!!! HE IS IRREVOCABLY CHANGED AND HE WANTS TO GO BACK BUT HE CANT!!! HE IS FRAGMENTED PIE #sorry lost it a bit there what were we talking about

[mistress-light]

"I love you." Frey, has been dying to hear those words, and Cinta has been dying to say those words. Just freaking end me.

#forspoken #forspoken spoilers #mistress plays forspoken #i cannot freaking make gifs of THAT scene without feeling a rock in my throat and get tears #i'm a super sensitive sally i cry so fast lmao about stuff like that or emotional scenes #frey believed for years that she was unwanted and just thrown away her anger and grief are so deeply rooted #same goes for Cinta she bloody freaking had tears in her eyes when she transformed into that dragon ;-; #she had so much love to give and couldn't anymore #dofigjfaeiojg

[seethesunny]

You know earlier I said I wasn't gonna be a sap in the author's note bc why would I do that right lol imagine being vulnerable!! But I'm feeling down tonight (unrelated) and I have so many thoughts about it.

Like I've mentioned, it had been years since I was fully inmersed in writing (mind you this isn't even my first language) and I thought it would be fun to pick it up again, so I had a bunch of stuff sitting in my drafts that were for me only, random bits and wips.

But this year I decided to have the courage to actually share it with an audience, and to this day hitting the post button still terrifies me lmao, and in all honesty? I never imagined or intended to get what I have now.

Technically this all started with that eah thingy I made with a mutual in mind (best rapple shipper here) and since then I went back into tessjoel bc I'm nothing but predictable 🙏🏼 and sometimes this is still an internal battle with me, because my writing will always be personal and it will be painful, but I don't want to stop sharing my art even though I'm left vulnerable and there for anyone to pick me apart 🧍🏽‍♀️

This year has given me a safe space to explore and expand myself as a writer and for that I'm grateful, I don't think anyone can imagine how it makes me feel knowing someone could even care about it haha but you all have a special place in my heart and I cherish you, and if we part ways that will stay with me!!!

Almost 200K words posted and this all started (officially to me) in my birthday, as I was sick and sad, when I wrote something silly, self-indulgent and with the idea that no one would even notice it. I was wrong, so totally wrong. Now it's my most well received fic, and it almost wasn't posted.

Life is weird and in another reality this never happened but it did and it brought me so many amazing people in my life!!! And the great comments only made me want to keep improving day by day. Hopefully I can create even more in 2024.

#sorry I'm so emotional today #it's the December air #idk like do you understand how much this all means to someone who's always unwanted #that something I do can move someone emotionally #phew #gecko rants #mine

[elitehoe]

The Elite vs HOB fallout will be devastating and the most important part of the devastation will be defined by who is misted.

#kenny would be ideal he's just come back and he's said multiple times the bucks are pulling the weight for him malakai could feed on that #if kenny is misted I see him going full horrible bitch cleaner and the only person to bring him out of that is kota #nick and matt would feel unneeded and unwanted and throw themselves to hangy #matt is the emotional one out of the elite he would be the easiest target for malakai but malakai doesn't typically choose easy targets #if matt is misted he's gonna be an insufferable bratty bitch and hangy would obviously be the one to bring him out the dark #hence the 'you bring out the good in us' thing this would put hangy back with the elite but with a lot of unmended fences #nick is the one that holds everything in for the sake of the elite malakai could feast on nick and pick him apart into madness #if nick is misted by god brother that's going to be so sexy why would we want to break him from that evilness #I think it would have to take all 3 boys to bring back an evil deranged gremlin nick since each have a different bond and connection to him #either way by the calculations of my math me an hob girlie + me an elite girlie = winner #nick jackson #matt jackson #kenny omega #the elite #aew #aew lb