#who’s trying to get choked?

[ninemelodies]

the implication that donna just became part of his life so quickly and so easily that he forgot to give her a tardis key because he believed he’d already done it makes me so ill

#doctor who #donna noble #tenth doctor #10th doctor #i’ve been binging doctor who confidential while at work it’s so great #doctor who confidential #also the way donna plays it off as do not important bc the world is choking while the doctor is trying to get all sentimental #practical queen i love her

[fifiophobia]

With enemies like these, who needs friends?

#something something choking is an allegory for having mixed feelings for someone #something something bad guys who push the hero because of their own self destructive wishes and self loathing #something something the dilemma that comes with ending the only person who gets you despite hating them #cw choking #dc comics #batman #the joker #joker #digital art #art #fanart #catra #she ra #she ra princess of power #she ra and the princesses of power #arcane #leauge of legends #batjokes #catradora #timebomb #ekkojinx #Ekko #jinx #ekko arcane #jinx arcane #don’t try this at home

[brother-emperors]

‘Is there a point to any of this or do you just want to see how much more I can take?’ snaps Crassus. ‘Oh, I knew there was still some bite left in you,’ says Cethegus, thrilled. Cethegus teaches Crassus the art of politics and the ways of business. Sulla is not a fan.

Sulla: the Last Republican, Arthur Keaveney

Crassus, Catilina, and the Vestal Virgins, Ronald Syme

Sulla: the Last Republican, Arthur Keaveney

#WAHOO i had a lot of fun writing the comic arc for these three #absolute nightmare dynamic from hell #cethegus has a line trying to figure out what crassus likes before realizing that it's less a matter of preference and more that sulla #got to him first. and you never forget. uh. the guy who unmakes you and leaves you rendered raw or something #like everything after is this weird intersection of love and hate and revisiting old wounds because they're familiar and feel like home #AU cethegus chokes crassus with a rosary because sulla choked him with a chain necklace that had his patron saint on it #same thing. you can never go back home but you can press on the bruise and the satisfaction is the same #tldr; crassus is just so fucking weird about sulla it is in the marrow of his bones. odi et amo. outliving someone is the ultimate payback #build on top of their bones like they built on top of you. #hang on. what is it. lucullus calling pompey a vulture. same with sulla and crassus only crassus won't say it #he'll kick out pompey's legs from under him for doing the same thing tho. only one person gets to treat you like that and so forth #komiks tag #drawing tag #roman republic tag #publius cornelius cethegus #lucius cornelius sulla felix #marcus licinius crassus #that other guy with crassus is cassius' father probably. or some guy. there are so many guys #OH cethegus is kind of driving a knife into the sulla shaped hole in crassus' ribcage by greeting him while he's out with sulla #he's doing that on purpose. it's like. it's fine. he's also doing it to annoy sulla. #what are sulla's feelings on the matter? well. he's responsible for the eyebrow scar crassus has. so. #hi to everyone who read these tags. crassus is a psychosexual mess. please clap for sulla.

[iam-anordinary-human-orami]

Give me Nicky creating a video full of blurry photos and awkward 2000s transitions for Neil's bday (not the actual one, the 31st of March one) with the "Bitch" song by meredith Brooks.

Lyrics come up, "I'm a bitch" and it's a still of Neil roasting on press duty

"Im a lover" Neil stealing a glance at Andrew, a small smile on his face

"Im a child" photo taken from high angle of Neil looking up at the camera, indignation all over his face, a granola bar in his mouth

"Im a mother" Neil pointing at Kevin chewing him out while Kev is saying sth arms crossed on his chest (or better yet, Kevin and Jean walking to opposite directions but there's a leash around their chest that Neil is holding)

"Im a sinner" shot of Neil eating pinneaple on Pizza and Matt and Dan looking horrified and disgusted on the background

"Im a saint" meme of the cat with the dozen knifes at its throat but on the face of the cat is a poorly cropped picture of Neil raising his eyebrow

#aftg #all for the game #neil josten #i just think hes neat #nicky hemmick #kevin day #andrew minyard #dan wilds #matt boyd #the foxes #also i think Nicky would have been so proud to have accumulated all the videos and photos he could get his hands on #purely because Neil hates taking pictures #and Nicky as a true gemini would have held on to them trying his best not to let it spill what hes preparing as a bday gift #when they watch the video Allison is howling from laughter #Matt and Renee are trying their best not to show their tears from laughing #Dan is taking a video of Neils reaction for safe keeping #Kevin is like why am i ugly in most if not all of these and Nicky respons with this aint your moment Queen Day stfu #also Nicky has added very hot pics of himself at the start and at the end of the video just fornit to be clear who made this #Neil doesnt laugh at all but chokes when theres a random pic at the end of Aaron edited in the among us interface #and theres the word impostor above his head #andrew is already planning to get nicky to send him the video even though he doesnt react at all during it #tsc #jean moreau

[thosewildcharms]

How insane it is that she’s been raising 2 kids alone and running, protecting a community but hasn’t felt safe in near a decade. And the one man that gives her security was pushing her away

me when rick said he wasn't going home:

i'm so glad danai gurira is the genius she is and that both she and andy are the actors they are because in less talented hands rick's behavior may have been unforgivable. because what the FUCK rick?? i'm probably rick grimes' number one apologist and even I wanted to smack him, even while feeling incredibly sad for him. hell I'm pretty sure he'd go back in time and punch himself in the face for hurting her like that if he could. LUCKILY FOR US THOUGH towl (and 1x04 in particular) is fucking great and all of this just made them stronger :')

but yeah, it's honestly devastating when you think about how michonne went through all of that grief and pain and suffering for years, suffered even more trying to find him, all the while thinking everything would be okay again once she got him back. because it really is only when he's around that she doesn't feel like she has to be so strong all the time, doesn't have to be so self-reliant, can be vulnerable and soft because she knows she has a real partner who will protect her and their kids and will help her carry the weight of everything they have to deal with. for years she didn't have that anymore and had to go back to being hard and hyper vigilant, constantly. only to find him and instead of finally being able to let her guard down again, had to fight him for him. because all of his strength had been replaced by fear.

like, that really is the love of her life and he must really be worth it, really must make her feel safe on a level so profound that she was literally wiling to do anything to get him back because my god, anyone else really would have walked. anyone else wouldn't have tried to find him in the first place. she really is the strongest woman alive. and for what it's worth i don't think there's any question that rick knows this and is gonna spend the rest of his life making it up to her and living up to who she deserves him to be.

#richonne #the ones who live #i love rick and i wasn't really mad at him because i could see where he was coming from but DUDE. BRUH #she raised your kids. she never moved on in almost a decade #suffered horrible traumas of her own THAT YOU CAN SEE THE PHYSICAL EVIDENCE OF #she saved your LIFE #almost died herself trying to get to you and then you have the AUDACITY to not only refuse to go home with her #but to throw the fact that she left her kids (yet another thing you can see she is in pain over) in her face?? #CHOKE!! #i'm glad she left and made him chase after her on his old man legs it's what he deserved lmao

[greatgodempresspan]

I love the idea of the Hells going to Emon - sans Fearne and Orym, who are weirdly insistent that they can’t set foot there, but don’t really want to get into *why* - ands being faced with just, A WALL of Wanted posters for the Crown Keepers.

Chetney gets a copy each of Dorian, Fearne and Orym, with the intent to roasting them for them later for breaking the laws so obviously and getting caught. But on closer inspection, realising how high quality they are, the bounty on their heads, the fact that they’re wanted by a crime syndicate, he starts getting choked up. They must have opulled so much shit when they here. He’s so proud!

Ashton, also a little teary (gritty) eyed can’t work out whether they’re proud of them too or whether they’re dying of jealousy.

#cr spoilers #exu spoilers #dorian storm #fearne calloway #orym of the air ashari #chetney pock o'pea #ashton greymoore #Laudna gets copies of the other posters for Fearne #Orym gets very emotional over seeing Opal's #trying to distract from the emotion of the moment #chokes out that he misses his mom so much #prompting Fearne to pull hm into a bone-creaking hug #while the rest of the Hells mouth variations of is that girl Orym's mom? to each other #exception imogen #who tried to read Orym's thoughts for clarity #and instead got to experience the mental whiplash that is [ORYM's} EMOTIONS & S P I D E R S

[bedazzlecunt]

I agree that nobody should be basing ideas around safe(r) kink from fantasy posts on tumblr, but I've come across plenty of educational posts on here that were genuinely helpful and enlightening. I don't think it's fair to suggest that they're all lying.

one of the most popular posts i ever used to see on here before i blocked OP was a guide for how to safely choke someone. not how to choke someone more safely, safer. how to do it SAFELY. this post, which continues to be extremely popular and has no doubt inspired a great deal of play, advises CUTTING OFF BLOOD TO THE BRAIN as a safe way to do choking!!!

obviously there are plenty of posts that are not out here insisting that actually there are 0 risks to choking your partner until they pass out, but there are a great number of posts that poke at that sort of thing. a huge number of posts that say "doms, we subs don't know how to communicate." a huge number of posts that posit and insist that there are actual 0 risks with biting your partner anywhere.

and — maybe this is worse! — i don't think the people making these posts are lying! i think they are uninformed and sometimes reacting with anger and defensiveness because someone somewhere told them that "hey this thing you like might not be safe" or even just "you have to be capable of communication and honesty to do kink safely." nobody's writing a post and twirling their mustache about how they're gonna ruin somebody's life by getting them to choke their partner, but a lot of people are spreading irresponsible shit anyway and i think it's healthy to approach every tumblr kink post with the mindset of "there is at least a 50% chance that this information is wrong"

#Anonymous #wren speaking! #listen im a ssc person personally but also rack is good #there are plenty of rly common kink situations that are extremely risky and thats okay! #i dont care if someone does the research and decides they still wanna get choked out #i care deeply that everyone knows the risks of how they're playing and can consent to those risks fully #that information is not getting spread on tumblr. a certain flavor of kinkster gets rly mad and defensive if u try #just recently i had to see a whole 'ppl are fearmongering about choking!' post again #abt how actually its rly low-risk and everyone who says otherwise is a puritanical sex-negative pussy

[feelingthedisaster]

just two characters that are like chernobyl having a more healthy relationship than most of the ya romance books out there

#are authors allergic to consent or what #andreil #we have: #a possesive violent 'kill his mom' who represses feelings and tries to stab (or choke) everyone who he sees as threaths #and a selfish guy with trust issues who always lies #ANDREW DRUGGED NEIL ONE TIME #but most popular “”“”“romance”“”“ books manage to be more toxic than thar #literally why #we know why #CONSENT #its a simple “yes or no” #and you cant even do that????? #plus they dont magically get better while dating but they do try to be better for each other and helping the other #example: #neil tell andrew some truths #andrew stops taking cracker dust after neil asks him to do so #neil trying to help andrew and aaron relationship so they can at least be in the same room #neil learns to trust another person (andrew) #they dont fix all of their problems just by dating #they still have a lot of problems #and when i say a lot IT IS A LOT #but they try #and one day they'll get better #with the support of the other #(it will take time) #but they are each other support in the process #aftg #all for the game #neil josten #andrew minyard

[trashworldblog]

casually talked about my disability with my professor and casually tried not to cry talking about the struggles of this semester

#'yeah i mean there were days i couldnt get get out of bed without feeling like i was gonna throw up' *choked sob* *covers mouth* #'anyways yeah thats actually why i missed class last week' *sob* 'uh so yeah its been hard to communicate consistently with the team cus- #*cringes* 'my meds make me really drousy. well my old ones did. my new ones are better' #perhaps i am not over being chronically ill and i need to mourn a little more and feel my clearly still there sad feelings #i was really trying hard to keep my voice even and i dont think it worked! agh. #but guess whos registrating with the students with disabilities dept ! me lmao #rant rant rant

[opens-up-4-nobody]

...

#it's an old frustration. an old pattern of thought. #i just feel that i have a brain that doesn't hold information. that lacks the discipline to gain knowledge. that is incapable of deeper #thought. and i cant teel you how maddening that is. to sit in a room and listen to other people discuss a paper you read in depth 5 times #like it's the 1st time you ever heard anything about it. how is that possible? how do i work with that? i read and nothing sticks. #nothing stays with me. how??? i was talking to a prof recently who ive heard is hard on her students with disability accommodation. and she #was saying how she doesnt see these things as a disability. how we're just different not disabled. ive heard the phrase differently abled #a lot of times. and i get what she's saying. i do. ad i get why she's hard on them. she wants to push them. but there comes a point where #you are quote unquote differently abled and you run into a wall that other people dont have. then what are you supposed to do? work harder? #but what if that doesn't help? what if that just compounds the hurt that's always been there? what if that leaches away all the wonder? what #then? at what point does a thing become too much of a barrier? i think there's a reason i dont run into many other dyslexic grad student. #everyone has adhd. it's a place where those with adhd prosper. but dyslexia not so much. at least not with the level of hanicap i have #and everyone's really nice. they want to help. but there's nothing anyone can do for me at this stage. it's up to me to compensate for my #leaky head. and i kno im not stupid. ive got a piece of paper stating my iq is above average after correcting for uneven intelligence. but #i dont feel very smart most of the time. i feel more like my uncorrected iq score that comes out at just below average even with me trying #my very best. iq is bullshit but there's something to be said for that gap. im smart if unconstrained by language and time. but were bound #by language and we're bound by time so what am i supposed to do? is there anything i can do? im stuck with this forever. theres no getting #better or making it easier. my brain is wired in a way that gives me the reading skills of a child. forever. and i just have to accept that #and im trying to swallow around that idea easier because the only other option is to choke on it. but maybe i chose the wrong career path. #one of my lab mates said she wants challenges all the time and ive chosen a path that's challenges all the time but im jsut trying to do #what everyone else can without a second thought. it's deeply demoralizing. yet here i am. trying to be easier abt it. #maybe im just nit cut out for this. doing a job im not built for. #unrelated

[mortimer]

I feel like total shit which I'm sure has nothing to do with me unintentionally starving myself for a month

#ed tw #disordered eating tw #it's a combination of depression and arfid probably. but basically I've been repulsed by food since like mid December and idk what to do #Bc all the arfid resources i can find are for toddlers :] or people who still have one or two safe foods. #it's been incredibly difficult to choke down anything at all even food I've been able to rely on my entire life #and i had my first full meal where i actually cleared my plate yesterday but. mightve celebrated too soon #ive dropped like 20lbs and my gut is wrecked. #and i don't have any cash to try eating out or buying different food #because i can't get a fucking job #Worlds most deeply miserable boy!!! I hope i get hit by an asteroid #or a semi truck

[theinfinitedivides]

the gaslighting?????? from this f*cker?????? is so insane rn?????? if Min Oh leaves with anything still in place upstairs that will be the one blessing God has deigned to give him. anything else and that man suffers

#tv: moon in the day #moon in the day #pyo ye jin #kim young dae #kdrama #local gay watches MITD.txt #local gay watches k-dramas.txt #God. i don't want to cry but you can see all the fight go out of him when he realizes he's been lied to so many times and then #the moment f*ckass ghost says he'll get other people to kill Young Hwa it returns. and he runs. runs to the elevator to try and get out #to try and warn Joon Oh (even now he still refers to Do Ha as his brother) about what might happen to her. stumbles out #to head straight for the exit and f*ckass ghost comes with the extension cord. he's literally choking him to death and all he can #think about is his brother who he has sworn to protect. this really is the Min Oh torture ep i was right

[maulfucker]

actually the more I think about it the more it makes sense to write him being in rut

#hm i should make an original post tag #hm i should make an original writing tag #mdni #like. he's hanging himself upside down to distract himself from his body screaming at him to fuck something #(and because pain is kinda (very) arousing to him. so either it works or he gets off on the pain) #and force choking and scaring away anyone who tries to interrogate him or get near him because he does Not want to be perceived right now #and obi-wan is the exception because. yknow. :) #(well he did try to scare away obi-wan. but it only made him more curious.) #and it's fun. he gets to pretend it's just a biological imperative and obi-wan gets to pretend this is just like offering first aid #and they can move on from fucking each other without catching feelings (lie)

[bo0zey]

every time my dad yells even if he’s just “raising” his voice to call one of my brothers over to him i flinch and my heart rate speeds up n my stomach drops n churns n i feel sick n if i think abt it too much like i am now my eyes sting just slightly like something inside me wants to cry from fear even tho i’m many many feet away safe inside my room alone w the door shut i still feel so so unsafe and it takes many many minutes and moments for me to calm down again i really hate this reaction i’m 22 years old why am i still responding like this trigger as if i’m a child i’m an adult he can’t yell at me anymore in fact he’s not even yelling AT me he’s yelling at someone else but still i jump n i feel my pulse pounding in my ears n temples i wish i would just stop being such a baby i wish i was stronger i don’t want to be afraid of people anymore

#‘im not yelling i raised my voice’ that’s what i heard my entire childhood growing up he even said it to me a few weeks ago when we #got into a heated argument and he kept pushing and pushing me and trying to gaslight and manipulate me and accusing me and i remember #thinking just before i snapped ‘im not a little girl anymore i can yell back’ and so i did and we yelled back and forth a few exchanges #until HE started to backdown a little like did he realize too that i’m an adult now and if he wants to scream and yell i can too??? #we were outside im sure all our neighbors could hear us i was embarrassed but seething #if he wasn’t gonna be embarrassed then i wouldn’t either #sometimes i am so disgusted by my father and the way he treats the people he claims to love he makes me so angry and disgusted #but then he has this hold on me??? as soon as he starts to cry/get choked up then immediately all my rage n disgust seep out of my body #from the core of my heart to the tips of my fingers those emotions bleed out of me and dissipate into the air and i’m left feeling guilty #instant guilt and for WHAT???? for making HIM upset???? after all the times he’s made me breakdown and hurt myself bc no one would comfortme #and still yet everytime i feel the need to comfort him and downplay my emotions and i KNOW he’s manipulating me it’s so OBVIOUS but i #i fucking Can’t Not protect him i can’t let him sit there in that hurt guilt shame WHATever it is #and the reason i’m torn and feel like this is bc i genuinely think he believes what he’s saying and isn’t purposely TRYING to manipulate me #but he doesn’t realize how MANIPULATIVE and SELFISH he truly is he’s Delusional and has ZERO emotional intelligence 000000000000000000000000 #so how can i be angry when i know he doesn’t understand he’s just too stupid to understand he’s like a child the child doesn’t understand #they don’t understand complex emotions #i don’t understand why daddy makes me cry and stares at me with cold enraged eyes but when he cries i fold everytime #it’s so gross of me how weak i am disgusting who could ever love someone so pathetic #ramblings #tw childhood trauma #tw trauma

[dapperrokyuu]

Saw a bad Mochijun take, lol.

#dee p thoughts #genuinely dislike vague posts and/but I dont want to put a person on blast but like #''alice became irrelevant'' quite frankly the plot revolved and wouldnt exist in the first place without alice nadfbjkldan #I can get behind the idea that the plot is less EXPLICITLY about her lategame and mochijun frankly wasnt perfect about writing girl #characters (sincerely Id say the PERFECT done ones are only lacie and echo; the rest struggling with either disappearing quickly a la #vanessa and marie relegating to supporting/supplemental to male characters roles a la sharon ada shelly and/or funky in execution a la #lottie lily and alice) but literally. the plot goes from ''who murdered her?'' to ''why did she die that way?'' and that means EVERYTHING #EVERYTHINGGGGGGGGG!!! OZ IS RIGHT HERE!!!!!!!!! frankly should more have happened with her lategame YES!!! but she frankly CANNOT BE #IRRELEVANT EVERRR- lots to think about in terms of the girls' character writing in PH lottie really gets me a ton in terms of what was trie #that I could see and what didnt happen and the mild disappointment and the potential LOTTIE IS SO COOLLLLL but her intro. ack and more- #GENUINELY GOOD I COULD SEE THE ATTEMPT AND WHERE IT WAS TRYING TO GO A TO B MAKES SENSE AND IS ULTIMATELY HEARTFELT BUT THE EXECUTION WAS S #OOOOOO not the best lol. like her a ton cute design could/wished it could be better- lily is perfectly serviceable but relegated to being #cute and reactive after her moment which works but more would be better/coolerrrrr #hated levi. this point is irrelevant but I just remembered him and I loathe his ass. choke.