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#yan kazuha x reader
alatusprinz · 1 year
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yan! genshin x darling with abandonment issues
characters : xiao , albedo , kaedehara kazuha x f! reader
warning : obsessive behavior, kidnapping, stockholm syndrome, the very stereotypical traits found in yandere lovers, mention of planned/considering murder, manipulation, threatening, etc. reader has abandonment issues, insecurities, and is wary/distrustful about love and romantic partners in general. < fem pronouns used - bride etc >
諸行無常 - 世のすべてのものは、移り変わり、また生まれては消滅する運命を繰り返し、永遠に変わらないものはないということ。
Shogyou mujou - Impermanence. A phrase that means everything in the world repeats its destiny to to be born and to disappear, that there is no existence in the world that remains without changing . 
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[ prior scenario ]
“hey…” you called out to your captor, finally working up the courage to talk to him like you would to anyone else. when your voice broke the silence in the sullen room, his gaze was immediately directed at you. 
“what is it?” you gulped at his curt yet obvious reply, still trying to keep your voice from wavering when you continued onto a subject you knew could upset them or worse. you were displeased by how much you were trembling at the thought, even when there was not an ounce of wrath evident in his voice or face as of present.
in truth, it took you however long you imagine to even work out the confidence to demand such inquiry, it could’ve been days, weeks or even more. you couldn’t have known exactly how long- after all, it’s been a paradox in time since the cursed moment you stepped foot into his lair. you reckon it’s been quite a few months in captivity if not a year already. 
“what do you really want from me, keeping me here?” you saw him open his mouth to respond, but you immediately continued without giving him or yourself time. you feared you would lose your will to speak otherwise, despite having repeated the same question in your mind millions of times. 
“so now you have me in this cramped room at all times within your sight. i barely move or talk… i’m almost kept like… a doll here.” you kept your eyes on him for any chances of extreme anger or outburst while resuming. 
“you see, people lose interest. as time passes, your former shiny doll will always lose its gleam and a new doll will catch your eye. when someone learns a song they adore on zither or harp it won’t matter, the song feels less special once you’ve mastered the flow and rhythm so it belongs to you completely- when the song doesn’t have anything new to offer anymore. you could buy anything and make it your possession, but it will always bore you in the end. it’s a matter of time.” his face remained as blank as ever, still listening carefully to your uncharacteristically melancholic statement today. 
“love that comes from mere fascination or ownership… won’t last.” 
so let me go while you still cherish me. before you decide to abandon me like a used toy. you were ashamed to admit your original motivation of asking him to let you go won’t leave your mouth. 
you would rather bite your tongue and die this very instant than admit to him why you were asking this question after all this time. you tried and tried to repress your feelings, the growing feeling inside your chest that is slowly turning into fondness and familiarity instead of sheer disgust and loathe as you should be feeling. it doesn’t make sense- he robbed you of your everything. everything you learned to be a part of your mundane life, every routine and passion you’ve had (you barely even remember what life was before, but you imagine you could’ve had… those things that made you human.) disappeared like dandelion pappus in the wind. you try, you look at his godforsaken actions he veil and glorify as an act of love, you scoff and ignore and fight with all your will not to bend into his desires as easily. but the crawling, sinking realization you were aware from a while ago ate away at what little left from your pride each moment past. 
you couldn’t pretend like everything was normal anymore, not when every inch of your body, every thought surrounding your brain was his love. you knew your true feelings for your captor now. but you couldn’t possibly unravel the truth he oh-so desperately wants- needs to hear. in truth, you felt yourself fall deeper for his wicked charm every day. it made you physically sick but the way he loved you, the way he touched you and caressed your soul, his suffocating care for you felt familiar now, you craved him, you yearned for his impudence in all its glory, the gut wrenchingly familiar scent of his when you awoke from nightmares. you searched for him, you yearned his presence when he wasn’t around and you were positive he knew it. after all, he was the one who trained your body and soul to his perfection- carved your being, to the point you seemed to be the one chasing him at this point in your mind, the only space you have left to you that's private.
it scared you to bits whenever you thought of revealing your feelings. what if he only liked the thrill of your struggles? what if he only wanted the chase? what if he grew tired of you soon now that you’re all boring and “his”? 
this is how your thoughts finally manifested itself into a question, to test the waters. 
he finally responded. 
and it wasn’t at all what you had expected. 
xiao ( alatus) .
“how absurd.” xiao really could not understand the worries of you mortals. he could swear to the seven archons that he tried, he had asked around, he read words on papers you call “books” that seemingly guide you when you’re lost, (worthless if you ask him, since it didn’t guide him when he needed it the most with you),  he’s spent time observing countless mortals just so he could get a grip on how your restless mind works.
it’s like you seem to confuse him more and more as time passes by, and that was quite the opposite of what he desired. 
“what makes you believe you are as worthless as physical objects?” xiao found no reason in mincing his words, your comparison made him offended, if anything. how could you possibly imagine thinking of yourself as the same value of an inanimate object, or even a melody that’s shared between hundreds or thousands at the same time? the idea of you being shared between countless mortals and being another’s “property” left not only a bitter taste in his mouth, but a dangerous, lingering urge to choose destruction.
the general yaksha was no fool to his vow, he was never to harm or terminate mortals, let alone liyue inhabitants. the lord of geo and his contract would not allow. however, a small voice at the back of his voice whispered- he was a guardian yaksha. he was known, a living legend amongst the nationals, surely nobody would dare stand against an Adepti’s desire. after all, mortals were weak and easily manipulated. he could make sure anyone stay away within a minute of a conversation or a… threatening action. and as much as he does not wish to sever his vows to the lord of geo, he certainly held the nonpacifict solution should the circumstances demand. 
but... keeping you here, away from those who would bring you harm protects both you, his angel and his vow to avoid harming mortals, don't they? it was the perfect solution.
he thought he had made it clear by now- that he adored you more than anything, that never once in his painfully long existence he had laid his eyes on anything, anyone more sublime than you. and your benevolence gave him the bliss of peace he desperately needed, he basked in your glory, your warmth on the iciest nights he was cursed to spend in solitude.
you saved him- you were xiao’s everything. if you were not to remain his oasis, what more could his sorry existence serve for? for what purpose would the vigilant yaksha continue his never-ending agony for, if not for your heavenly smile? he had never required, or wanted words of gratitude before, he upheld his vows to perfection, well aware that he was an entity destined to live in the shadows, just so the light could shine brighter. however, neither of you knew that it would lead to… this, the one night that you recognized him as the vigilant yaksha where you coincidentally entwined your red strings of fate on Mt. Hulao. (god knows how or why you had wandered into the space meant for the adepti, you truly had no memory of the life before him at this moment, no matter how you tried to reminisce).
you were all Alatus had, all he has ever wanted. his hands were stained crimson red for eternity, but you, he would bring celestia to ruin, defy every archon’s wrath, shield you in his arms and face the eye of the storm if that’s what you desired. to keep your hands clean, and your soul stainless for he was already tarnished beyond repair. the least he could do was protect you, his one and only, from the dirtiest parts of the world.
one whisper from your tender lips, and he would be gone, swift as the wind for his newest mission, mind filled with your loving smile. 
“i’ve gave you my word, have i not?” xiao continued, hoping for your understanding behind his stone-cold expression you couldn’t have unraveled. 
“...” you remained silent, to his displeasure, he was forced to continue. you and your mortal perplexity. 
“i’ve sworn to protect you. an oath is an oath, (name). i will remain by your side. vows are to be upheld in perpetuity.” xiao’s monotone voice sounded as still as ever despite his rather melancholic words. 
you, on the other hand, weren’t fully convinced. rather, you didn’t allow yourself to be soothed of your worries precisely because of his nonchalant behavior. there was no way he’d stay… this way for eternity. the perpetuity he speaks of will somehow find its end, your mind convinced.
after all… he offered you his protection, his company and his presence. not… not love. he had never once mentioned the word ‘love’ in your presence, or perhaps ever in his couple millenia of existence had he ever even let the heavy word drop from his lips. and you both knew it was perhaps for a good reason. 
to both of your surprise, he finally learns of your worries when you kept your silence with a frown.  
with a subtle sigh, Alatus approached you carefully as he always did, as if not to scare you away. (as if you could outrun the yaksha, as if your mind would even let you at this point.). he sat down next to you on your cold bed, then reached out to place his trembling hand on yours.
you might not know, but that’s the only act of intimacy he’s aware of to you humans. you couldn’t help but stare at his gloved hands on yours, the leather-like material sinking on your skin and leaving a heavy sensation with absolutely no trace of warmth. in fact, you had never felt much heat from his body before if your memory serves. 
except for the warmth you felt right now, listening to his careful words meant to soothe your concerns. it was almost enough to make you forget the absence of sunlight, the last time you had a deep breath of the fresh morning dew from liyue harbor, the sounds of the city locals chatting away in peace. almost enough to make you forget why you were here to begin with. 
“... if my promise isn’t enough… tell me what to do.” you couldn’t mask your surprise when you heard his words. his hand finally relaxed, yet still cold as ever. 
“ephemeral circumstances. perpetual agony. that’s all i have ever known.” xiao couldn’t believe how uncharacteristically chatty you forced him to be. but if his mundane words could soothe your bitter expression, there was nothing he was unwilling to do. 
“諸行無常. - all worldly existences are impermanent.” 
“...but my oath is eternal. i will spend a millenia… an immortal lifetime proving it to you.” 
“just speak my name. i will keep you…” he wanted to say happy, he wanted to promise you a joyful life. he wanted to say he would love you... but he was a cursed being, doomed with the vexation of the millions that were slain by his bloodied hands. 
“i will keep you safe.” he retracted his arm after his final promise to you, and disappeared without a trace. suddenly, the sullen room looked even darker than you remembered. as if the darkness was all you’ve ever known. 
and yet again, the word you desired- no promise of ‘love’ was mentioned. 
albedo ( kreideprinz ) .
“so it makes you insecure.” you flinched at his naturally curt reply, cutting through where it hurts the most. it was such a familiar answer from albedo, analyzing even verbal communication with utmost composure and sharp perception. his teal eyes appeared to be shining in the dimly lit room, ice-cold stare almost pinning you down like on a leash. 
“you’re struggling with feelings of insecurity and it’s manifesting itself into an apprehensive behavior because you feel like i’d get tired of you once the halo effect wears off.” he continued, all while sitting perfectly still, his posture and gaze remaining as absolute and subtly confident as ever. he had almost never been incorrect about his analysis on you, it’s almost eerie. anything he put his mind to and observed, experimented, hypothesized and concluded, it was more or less on point. and this time too, he didn’t fail to notice your ulterior hidden worries. 
the worst part? you were positive he was already well aware of your true feelings behind your distant exterior. after all, he had never been fooled by your acting, never once. he knew you too well to fall for it, and it made you wonder just how long he had observed you before your captivity. 
“it seems accurate and human of you to have such concerns. after all, the vast population of mankind seems to have a taste for unfaithfulness. enough to make others spend the rest of their existence cowering in fear of betrayal.” your eyebrows furrowed at his unwelcome analysis on your mindset, reading your deepest fears like an open book on his worn out wooden alchemy table. 
“but may i remind you, i am not deeply associated with the majority of humanity to begin with, (name). i’d appreciate if you didn’t see me in the same light as the rest.” his stable voice always tricked your sorry mind into believing the atmosphere was normal and calm. but unfortunately, ticking off the kreideprinz was one of the things you noted to never do again. you could thank your gods that he doesn’t seem too irritated from what you could see. 
“humans are an enigma. physical objects and intellectual creations may have its worth hidden in correlation to who possesses them. however, i do believe i don’t… own you.”
the room was immediately silent after his last statement, all you could hear was your heart thumping loudly in your ear, head feeling heavier on your shoulders each second that passed by. he thinks he doesn’t own you? that was the last phrase you thought you would hear from him. 
“of course i’d like to own your heart, that’s what lovers are.” what we are - both of you knew that was his true intention behind his somewhat vague wording. “is that what you wish to hear from me, dear? that i love you.” his monotone declaration of “love” sent a wave of warmth, and cowering fear to the pit of your stomach. for one, it certainly was what you desperately craved to hear from the chalk prince. you were so, so close to giving into his sweet temptation, his reserved nature, his teal eyes that seem to only look at you, and his cold, yet addictive touch of hands, caressing you like you were the only existence that he cared about.
yet, his cold tone when he confessed the words of love weighed heavy at the back of your mind, how monotone, and… void he sounded. do people usually sound so laid back when speaking such words? you couldn’t know, you couldn’t remember. but you had a feeling it wasn’t quite the case, that he sounded too empty, his promise sounded heavy, yet desolate at the same time. that your heart felt too burdened from his love, not blissful. but if that were the case, albedo was prepared to mold your tastes until you preferred his weighty love, bitter and cold on your tongue. he'd make sure to train you until all you ever crave is his taste.
“... i love you as much as an artificial being could mimic the humane emotion of love, dearest.” he concluded the conversation coolly and with dignity like he always did, he always got the last word. after all, what he wants goes. 
if you happen to disobey… well, let’s just say he was good at getting what he wanted. should he use honey-sweet words, alluring you in, threats, slight or considerable amount of pain and punishment, or make you face a situated scenario that would inevitably push you towards him…
in the end, albedo would have you. - that’s what he had concluded. after all, once again - what he wants, goes. 
kaedehara kazuha .
the menacing, yet melodic giggle he responded with sharpened your senses. you never knew what to expect from him, he could easily shatter your soul and courage with one look of his eyes if that was what his mockingly poetic love demanded of him. 
“love, you never cease to amaze me.” as expected of the bride, the distinguished lady of the great kaedehara clan he intended to continue. every step you take, every sway of your hair in the end, the rounin felt himself fall deeper for your charm, his one and only perfect love. you were absolutely perfect, you had to be. (you were his, after all.)
he approached you with an intimidatingly slow pace, placed his hand on the top of your head with seemingly great delicacy. the weight of his hand on your head seemed like it was pushing you down, further until you were at his feet- at his complete and eternal mercy. in one way, it was the perfect place for you, his docile loving darling. it should come natural for lovers to please and make one another happy. it should come as easy as breathing to both you and him, after all, he himself was at your feet. why shouldn’t you share the same sentiment, the same desire? he would lay down his life, lay down his everything and more. that’s what love is, existing in this cruel world in the name of your lover. 
at least according to what he carved in your mind which you’ve soon learned to accept. 
“have i ever once, made you feel unloved or unworthy?...” his hand travelled down, slowly and gently caressing the back of your head, the side of your neck, and lingered at the same spot while feeling your beating heart. (the heart that beats for him - the sinister thought brought a pleased smile to his lips. ) the silent confidence in his statement sent shivers down your spine. of course he was aware, he had never once denied you of your needs, everything except your freedom was in the palm of your hands. with one whisper of your voice, kazuha would carve out his heart, display it on a platter. he would sacrifice his last breath to caress your lips one last time, excarnate his own being and wrap his warm skin around your shivering body if you were cold. going to extreme length to keep you, his angel dove by his side, is an absolute necessity for him. 
and the ugly truth was, he expected the exact same from you. 
“have i ever left you unsatisfied?” he continued, placing his hands around your neck, not squeezing, but with just enough force of grip for your entire body to tense up in fight-or-flight instinct. too bad neither was an option. 
“like i said, you might get bored-” to your surprise, your speech was interrupted. 
“boredom is not something associated with true love, my dearest. i can promise you that.” his stable and calm voice never once wavered, and said to you with utmost certainty, almost to the point you allowed yourself to believe the honey-sweet temptation of love he presented you with. 
“and if my verbal promise does not suffice…” finally, he wrapped his arms around you, and buried his face into your neck. with a sigh of happiness leaving his lips, he let out a low giggle near your ear. 
“i’ll prove it until the rest of my life, until you believe in my love.”
until you believe me - he whispered, placing a sickeningly tender kiss on your neck. the sensation of his alluring kiss lingered on your shivering skin, your mind left blank and tempted. after all, kazuha’ forte was words. he could spin you around like a marionette, should he want. 
and that’s what he intended to do. keep, worship and adore his beloved doll, lover for all eternity. 
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throwaway-yandere · 1 year
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!!!MODERN YANDERE IDOL!GENSHIN/READER MATCH-UP EVENT!!! (Masterlist)
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ADDICKTZ
ADDICKTZ, formerly known as DCKZ, is an idol group formed in 20XX. They are incredibly well-known in the industry and their singles frequently top the charts. All the members previously worked as fashion models and half of the members (Dainsleif, Arataki Itto, Kaeya Alberich, and Childe) took movie and theatre roles. They are currently the number #1 unit in terms of presenting satisfactory fanservice.
Ayato || Diluc || Dainsleif || Itto || Childe || Kaeya || Thoma || Zhongli
["For your sake, I advise you to start praying for the God you believe in so that you won't end up producing ADDICKTZ. Unlike me, they might just listen to you. Why won't they listen to me? Hmm. Well, that's because I've never been a devotee. Still, be wary." - Dainsleif]
5WIRL
5WIRL, formally known as 4NEMO before Shikanoin Heizou's debut, is an idol group formed in 20XX. They often experiment with multiple genres of music and present multicultural aesthetics. The group consistently adds their thematic light green and wind motifs in their albums, poetry, and other media. 5WIRL's lyrics have often discussed mental health, stages of grief, nature, and other self-reflections. 
Venti || Xiao || Kazuha || Heizou
Note: Aether is under Producer Lumine's management.
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Kreideprinz
Dr. Albedo operates a solo unit more professionally known as "Kreideprinz." He debuted in 20XX before his major label debut album "The Chalk Prince and the Dragon" in 20XX under his previous producer "Alice". His unit work focuses on commercials, modeling for magazines, and talk shows. The unit rarely goes on tours since Dr. Albedo prioritizes his scientific research more than idol work.
Dr. Albedo || (Student) Gorou
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ddarker-dreams · 10 months
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kazuha letting you win is so true. he might even pretend to be hurt or say that wow you're so strong! gahhh i want to bite his cheeks so bad.
YOU'RE RIGHT.................................................. kazuha is the yan i'd give into the fastest honestly. his strategy should have the others taking notes.
his adoration for you comes off in tangible waves. you can practically see the lil hearts floating around his head whenever you do... well, anything, really. you could stretch your arms over your head and he'd stare at you as if you were the magnum opus of a genius artist. if you want to playfully wrestle him, who is he to stop you? it's probably a good way for you to get some pent-up frustrations out.
he'll softly smile and enjoy every second, even if you have malicious intentions. he's a go-with-the-flow type of guy. his eyes are sparkling when you 'successfully' pin him to the ground. he'll praise your dedication. the lack of condescension is almost worse than if he was being sarcastic. he's so sweet that it's stupefying to make sense of the rest of what he does.
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munv · 1 year
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𝗟𝗢𝗦𝗧 𝗜𝗡 𝗥𝗘𝗔𝗦𝗢𝗡
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I said headers. But who said they would be fancy? A writers gotta do what a writers gotta do
Yes In yandere kazuha we trust
KAZUHA is entranced by your very essence as a human being on this earth. Scratch that, how could someone as pure as yourself..always looking up at him with those eyes he swears he could see his future belong to a human? It simply doesn’t make sense to him so he digs down deeper to investigate.
Of course he can’t always keep tabs on you but it doesn’t mean that sometimes he doesn’t ditch his line of work just to see you. Completely absorbed into your entire being as to nothing else around matters. How could you be so oblivious to all those who wish to make you theirs around you? Those wretched pests..
Flashing that oh so lovely smile to everyone else like a spell. A spell that simply cannot be broken. Determined..no he just HAS to make you his..you are too good for this world darling, just let Kazuha shield you from the harm that this cruel world has to bring. Just keep your pretty little eyes on him and don’t disobey is all.
You are allowed to go about your daily life of course. Chores and everything must be done before he arrives home, nothing bad happens but all Kazuha wishes for is to just relinquish in your arms during that time so absolutely nothing must get in the way of that right?
He wishes to stop but he just can’t..Your smile, your sweet and yet so soothing voice. Even the sound of your breathing has become a must in order to continue on with his day..Yet, Kazuha can’t bring himself to stop. You belong to him alone. Cutting down everyone and anything in his path just so he can have you to himself..well aware of how selfish the whole plan is but don’t you want him too? He swears he can see it in your eyes dear so just accept your fate.
Like a predator and prey he keeps his eyes on you. Well aware the very thought of you drives him mad like a addictive drug..Eyes wide and full of longing and nothing but adoration reserved for you and only you. It makes him ponder on how you will view him after discovering what he has been doing to the people around you, will you look up at him with hatred? Fear? He is a genuinely curious guy! He needs to see all the type of faces you make or even noises. You stole his heart and not to mention his sanity..it’s only fair he returns it but tenfold right sweetheart?
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roseanade · 2 years
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GENSHIN COMMISSIONS!
Hi! I'm roseanade and this is my first post. I wanna start doing commisions for fun so hence the post! You can request head cannons or a one shot or both (preferably just one but if you really want i can do both :D) keep in mind this is my first acc and first time doing this so there could be mistakes.
People i will write for :
Everyone in Genshin but the under 18's.
Some i have more ecxperinence in. (Cough,cough scaramouche.) And some i dont!
Things i am willing to write:
Angst
Yandere
Fluff
X reader
Character x reader x character (yes i can do polyamory. Yes i can do more than 3 ppl)
Character x Character (But i prefer x Reader)
Gay/lesbian relationships
Trans reader (it feels wierd writing character that arent explicitly trans as such. Sorry its a preference. I can do both Ftm and Mtf but given i am Ftm i prefer to do such)
I WILL WRITE MALE READERS!!!! I would love to! Theres not enough reader inserts that are male but i hope to change that! If you have any other things you wanna know if i can write don't be scared to d m me. :D
Things i wont right:
Smut
Stuff thaat involves homophobia and transphobia(that will NOT be tolerated on my blog.at all.)
That should be it! Each post will have a TW for what you need to be aware of. Pls sent requests - rose.
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merakiui · 1 year
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oooh we can order from aus?? may i please order assorted macarons for yan! kazuscara roommate au and azul childhood friend au with sea salt caramels, chamomile tea, and some sugar hearts (marking)? ^.^ thank you for your excellent customer service, ill be sure to leave a tip!
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yandere!kaedehara kazuha, scaramouche, azul ashengrotto x (gender neutral) reader cw: yandere, nsfw, unhealthy behaviors/relationship, non-con, somnophilia, drugging, obsession note - thank you for checking in, dearest guest! enjoy your order! [lunar love hotel]
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☆ Kazuha isn’t someone who succumbs to jealousy easily. But when he learns that his dear, sweet roommate is preparing for a night out, he feels…restless. He’s subtle when he asks about this date you seem so keen on attending, smoothly prying for more information, and since he’s your friendly roommate who could do no harm you tell him the details, if only so he’ll know your whereabouts should anything happen. 
☆ Kazuha adores everything about you. From the way you light up when doing something you love to the way you get so into playful arguments with Scara to the way you accompany him on grocery runs, everything you are is just so wonderful. He’s penned dozens of haikus and sonnets dedicated to you in a secret notebook of his. He often daydreams of you, allowing you to live rent-free in his mind, and every thought he has of you makes him feel incredibly happy that you live under the same roof as him. 
☆ So it’s a little unfair that you continue to seek companionship with others when he’s right here, always willing to lend an ear, always willing to talk, always willing to spend time with you. Kazuha knows that it isn’t right to take you away from your other friends, but sometimes he can’t help the pangs of envy. Some days he wishes it was just you and him in the world; perhaps if that were the case you’d have no choice but to look at him as more than a roommate—as more than a kind, friendly face.
☆ Hours before your date, he’s brewed some herbal tea to help ease your nerves. He tells you you’ll be lovely company on your date and that whoever the lucky person is will be happy to get to know you. You take the tea from him with a grateful smile, and he looks back to his laptop screen, occasionally sneaking glances at you to see how you’re faring. 
☆ You’ve drunk every last drop of tea, and when he looks up from his monitor some time later he finds you sprawled on the sofa. Kazuha stands from his seat and walks over to you, bending down to peer at you while you sleep soundly. He was content to charm you the normal way when you’re awake (and he had told himself he could be patient), but with the way you look so precious lying before him it makes it impossible to resist. He’ll just kiss you a little, perhaps give you a hickey or two so your date will know you already have someone.
☆ That was Kazuha’s initial plan. And while he still does suck love bites into your skin, pulling away each time to admire them and run his fingers over the bruised skin, he becomes so immersed in the way your body responds to his touch and kiss. Before he can stop himself, he’s found himself between your legs. His hands keep your thighs spread, and he listens for the tiny whimpers that occasionally slip past your lips. This isn’t a bad thing; you like it just as much as he does. If you didn’t, your body wouldn’t be showing him just how enjoyable you think it is.
☆ He spends plenty of time savoring you, allowing his skillful hands to work you open slowly. Kazuha wants to take his time with you; he wants this moment to be special and sacred. He watches your face during it, notes every little twitch and moan. His kisses are sweet and gentle, so full of love. He could do this all day, showering you in his adoration, worshiping you like you’re the only one he’ll ever know. 
☆ By the time he’s finally slotted himself inside your tight hole, you’re covered in hickeys. He may have gotten slightly carried away, but isn’t that the beauty of true love? He could lose himself in you forever and he’d still find something new to appreciate. 
☆ Kazuha makes good use of his time. He wrings so many orgasms out of you, your body giving him all the sweetest answers to unspoken questions, and afterwards he washes you, covers every hickey with artfully applied makeup, and dresses you in an outfit that makes you look so stunning. You question it when you come to later, sitting up on the sofa with furrowed brows, but he doesn’t provide any direct answers. 
☆ Kazuha’s still typing away at his laptop. He asks if you’re still intending on going on your date and you spring up, hurrying to grab your phone (which he had made sure to charge; Kazuha is always so considerate). He looks at you just as you prepare to leave through the front door, a pleasant smile softening his handsome face. He tells you to enjoy your date.
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☆ Another date. He’d call you a slut, but that would be too flattering. You came home from your last one covered in hickeys (though he’s yet to figure out that was Kazuha’s handiwork) and now you’re planning to go out again. Do you ever get bored of meeting with strangers all the time, or are you so lonely that you have to chase after every available pulse?
☆ Scaramouche is accessible. You see him every day. He’s seen you in the thinnest of sleepwear. You’ve seen him right when he emerges from the bath with nothing but a towel wrapped around his waist. And yet for every intimate encounter, you walk past him and the divide grows and grows. Although this is partially Scaramouche’s doing; he’s always so cold to you, always pushing you away because it’s the only way he can protect his own fragile heart. 
☆ He could ask you on a date. He could confess and see how far that gets him. Or he could continue to wallow in his feelings, doubtful and anxious about whether or not you might reciprocate. Although when he notices the bites that you fail to hide, each one littering your neck and wrists like jewelry, whether or not you might love him in return doesn’t matter. All that really matters is that you have been marked by someone else—marked by someone who isn’t him. He needs to fix this. 
☆ Scara has his connections. It’s easy to get a few particularly strong sleeping drugs from a certain underground doctor, who annoys the soul out of Scara, but it’s worth it for you. You have no idea how much he loves you. He’s willing to subject himself to hellish irritations just for you. That’s undeniably a testament of his love. You ought to recognize it and be grateful. 
☆ Kazuha has left for the weekend—something to do with his major, he had explained—which leaves you and Scara all alone for two days. He’s pleased to cook for you, veiling his happiness in barbs and scowls so that you won’t know that he actually cares for you. And while you’re occupied washing up, he slips the drugs into your meal, watching as the tablets dissolve. The Doctor had explained how they work, how long they’ll knock you out for, and how many should be given to get the desired result without causing any harm. He’ll prove to you that the one you need is right in front of you, however indirectly and discreetly he may be going about it.
☆ For all the times you’ve argued and playfully bickered, you still trust him. After all, you’ve been living together for so long. The two of you have become good friends, even if Scara is a grump who can never admit his true feelings. That’s why you think nothing of it when you eat and talk about your plans for the weekend with him, and as time drags on your consciousness begins to fade. You think you might just be tired because you’ve eaten a good meal, but that’s the last coherent thought your brain produces before you slip into a deep slumber, slumped in your chair like a drunk. Scara smiles at you from where he sits, watching you for a brief moment to confirm you’re truly asleep, before he gets up and gathers you in his arms to bring you to his room. 
☆ He’s watched you sleep before during move nights or anime marathons, but this is different. His intentions back then were purely admiration. Scara’s hands are cold against your bare skin, wandering with eager curiosity. You’ve always been so perfect in his eyes, and he’s always wondered what it might be like to have you under him like this, wide-eyed and gasping, your arms pulling him in for more. He leans down to listen to your steady heartbeat, testing the waters with little touches. His fingers trace your hips, circle your nipples, prod at your navel. You don’t stir, and a pleased smile crawls onto his face.
☆ Scara’s fingers are curling inside you, spreading you open in preparation of something larger, while his other hand holds yours tightly. He’s murmuring all sorts of things while he presses open-mouthed kisses to the places that have yet to be claimed, biting and sucking until bruises remain in his wake. He tells you he loves you, and it feels so wonderful to admit that. Even if you aren’t awake to hear it, he says it over and over, squeezing your hand and capturing your silent lips in a messy, uncoordinated kiss. 
☆ He pretends that both of you are lovers when he ruts into you, slowly at first, before bottoming out completely, his heart thrumming wildly. All this time he’s fantasized about a moment like this, and now he can finally live it. He can finally feel you clench around him. He can finally hold you in his arms and tell you heartfelt sentiments without restraint. And you, his precious sleeping beloved, accept him and all that he is (you have no choice). 
☆ He has to take a few photos for later use. After all, he has to make the most of his limited time with you. Though it feels like no amount of time could possibly satisfy him, he’s greatly pleased knowing you won’t be making it to your date. Certainly not in this state, marked and bruised by him. And maybe you’ll finally realize he’s all you need. If you can’t see that, then he’ll just have to teach your body instead. 
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☆ Despite all he had done to keep you away, you became Azul’s first friend. Azul had thought you were wonderful—a stark contrast to the annoyance he’d pretend to feel whenever you'd visit his octopus pot—but he would never verbalize that truth. It remained locked in his hearts, festering as the years passed and he grew up alongside you. Eventually, your pair became a group of four when the Leech twins swam into the picture, and now Azul had three friends.
☆ Even though you have a tail with the prettiest of scales and youʼre what everyone would call normal, you still chose to spend time with him, the weird, slimy octo-mer who was bullied mercilessly. To this day it boggles Azulʼs mind that you would willingly give your time and companionship to him. And not just for a few months of entertainment; you stayed by his side for years. Itʼs only natural that he would affix himself to you, finding joy in your presence.
☆ When the both of you were little, you would hole yourselves up in the cramped comforts of his octopus pot and talk about all manner of things. Azul remembers these conversations fondly. He remembers how you never shrunk away from his tentacles when they would cradle you, awkwardly writhing to make as much room for you as possible. You never laughed at him or called him slow. You never thought he was a weak, squishy crybaby. Itʼs your kindness that Azul often thinks back on when he finds himself at his lowest, and just the mere vision of you painted within his mind is enough to soothe him.
☆ So when he returns to the Coral Sea after spending so much time on the surface as a human, he realizes just how long it’s been since he’s last seen you. The two of you have stayed in contact, of course, but nothing can top seeing a dear friend in person. Unfortunately, you seem to be talking about a newfound love. In the time that Azul was gone, you’ve remained here, spending time with others, getting to know more mers, and finding love.
☆ He was foolish to think all would be as he had left it. Of course you’d find love; you’re so very lovable. But you were always meant to love Azul. It was Azul you promised to marry when you were whispering faux wedding vows through giggles when you were little. That may have been childish whimsy, but back then Azul held onto those promises, however joking they may have been. And he has hoped that they might come true one day. But with someone else in the picture… He realizes there will never be any room for him. He’ll never have a chance.
☆ Perhaps he should feel bad about slipping something into your food when he invites you to his mother’s restaurant and prepares a meal for you, all of it on the house. A reunion gift, he calls it with that charming smile of his. And you think nothing of it, happily thanking him and eagerly filling him in on all of the things he’s missed while he was on the surface. Azul watches you adoringly. You finish everything on your plate.
☆ It’s been so long since he’s relaxed in his octopus pot. It’s still as he left it when he returns, carrying you in his arms. You look so peaceful when you’re asleep, limp and pliable and so very perfect. He lays you in the octopus pot and stares at your shimmering tail, the colors so vibrant they’re nearly hypnotizing.
☆ He’s always thought of kissing you, so when he leans down and tentatively places his lips on yours he feels like he’s just accomplished a lifelong goal that he’s been working towards for years now. Unable to resist any longer, he curls inside the octopus pot, with you cradled in his tentacles. He’s holding you firmly, not hard enough to bruise you, and presses himself against you, feeling your heartbeat against his.
☆ An idea occurs to Azul while he’s squeezing every part of you, his suckers affixing to your chest and your slit, tasting and feeling all at once. He can’t contain the smile that spreads on his face or the delightful whimpers that slip past his lips when he holds you close, rutting a thicker tentacle along the lips of your slit. He realizes, in the midst of mindless pleasure, that if you’re covered in enough marks from his suckers this newfound love of yours will know you’ve already been claimed.
☆ For once he’s content playing the role of the gross, weird octopus, if only to chase away any potential suitors and keep you by his side where you rightfully belong. And in the comforting quiet of an octopus pot, Azul makes you his in more ways than one.
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kk43mi · 9 months
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only mine.┊ kazuha
PAIRING ┊ yan!kazuha x f!reader GENRE ┊yandere themes WC ┊ 1.7k+ WARNINGS ┊ obsessive and possessive behavior , somnophilia , panty sniffing , manipulation , reader getting hurt , lowercase intended!! SYNOPSIS ┊ kazuha, your sweet and daring boyfriend always showing you affection and love like you never had before. this was your first relationship ! so you never noticed the red flags, not until you heard him threatening your friend to leave you alone, thats when shit happens. A/N ┊ written by kam , hope you guys enjoy ! (melody helped with the process !) i had a lot of ideas for this one, but decided to stick with this one since it fitted best! (i think) , id like to hear what you guys think about this one.
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in the beginning of your relationship with kazuha, everything seemed perfect. he treated you like royalty, showering you with love and affection. his sweet words and affectionate gestures made you feel wanted and special, like you had finally found someone who truly cherished you. but as time went on, you started to notice subtle hints of possessiveness and obsession in his behavior.
it started with “innocent” requests, like asking you to delete the contact of a male friend. kazuha's tone was always soft, masking his true intentions. "darling, can you delete his contact?" he would say, with a fake concern in his eyes. confused, you questioned his reasoning. "hm? why?” you asked innocently. his response was laced with insecurity and jealousy, "you’re talking to another boy, love. what if you fall for him?"
his possessiveness became more apparent, as he struggled to accept that you have other connections outside of your relationship with him. you tried to calm his fears, assuring him that your friend was just that - a friend. but kazuha wasn't convinced. in an attempt to control your interactions with others, he guilt-tripped you. "you only need me and should depend on me. why were you talking to him anyway?" his voice became tinged with anger. this possessive streak continued to escalate, leaving you feeling suffocated.
kazuha’s obsession with you grew stronger by the day. he despised the thought of you having any connection to the outside world that didn't involve him. to assert his dominance, he would cling onto you during social gatherings, kissing and hugging you from behind to make it clear to others that you belonged to him. your friends would feel a chill run down their spines as they witnessed the power play between you and kazuha.
classes became a source of unrest as well. he bombarded you with countless messages, demanding your attention and guilting you if you didn't respond within minutes. when your phone went unanswered or on "Do Not Disturb," his frustration grew, resulting in an onslaught of texts expressing his discontent. the constant need for validation and presence wore you down both mentally and emotionally.
even in the safety of your dorm room, his possessiveness knew no bounds. he clung to you, seeking constant physical contact and affection. while you reciprocated his gestures, it became overwhelming, as he kissed and touched you incessantly. the line between love and control blurred as you found yourself pleading for space and relaxation.
"ah, kazu, you’re doing too much... relax, i’m not going anywhere, okay?" you would whisper, hoping to calm his insecurities. however, his eyes filled with doubt, and he immediately resorted to manipulating your emotions. "oh, so you're annoyed with me now? i’m sorry for being annoying... i bet you don't love me anymore," he murmured, pained by the possibility of losing you.
these guilt trips became a cruel tactic, leaving you questioning your own feelings and loyalty. as you continue to navigate this toxic relationship, you begin to recognize the red flags that you had previously dismissed. the possessiveness, manipulation, and control from kazuha became impossible to ignore. blinded by his initial affection, you had failed to see the true darkness lurking beneath the surface.
sometimes kazuha is...a little weird. while you weren't in sight and if he were missing your presence, he would go to your laundry basket to find your used panties just to whiff at it. he always got off to the smell of your undies, the smell of your sweat mixed in with your heat always had him in heaven. it always made him have heart in his eyes.
even sleeping with him. he just loves you too much! what did you expect when you two started dating? he would always wait until you were in a deep sleep before he would unzip his pants and rub his cock in the crack of your ass, trying to get as much friction to cum. as a knot would build up in his stomach, signaling he was close, he would bring his cock to your slightly agape mouth, stroking it until he came inside. always wondering what that salty taste was when you had awoken from your slumber.
you tried to ignore the weird behavior that kazu was giving off, I mean...he loves you right? theres no need to break up with him. not until you heard kazus voice echoing in the empty lecture hall room. pushing the door, you peek thru the corners to see kazu and your...friend? what could he possibly be doing with your friend.
"just stay away from her, and we won't have a problem." kazu slammed a hand on the wall, cornering your friend. "i don't see what she even sees in you, youre so weird! plus i only see her as a friend!" your friend exclaimed. "cut her off. if you dont, you know what ill do. you dont want your fingers cut off right..?"
kazu pulled out a small pocket knife, doing a skilled twirl with it as he opened it close to his neck. "maybe your neck, yes?" he grinned mischievously as he pressed the cold blade against his neck. your friend can be heard trying to resist and pleading for him to not do it. beads of sweat running down his forehead, and that's when you just lost it.
"kazu! what the fuck are you doing!?" you come barging in and kazus eyes widened. pushing him off your friend, and you look up at him with concern. "are you okay? did you get hurt?" the friend scoffs and slaps your hand away that was reaching out for him. "i almost got hurt. now you and your freaky boyfriend can leave me the fuck alone. i don't want to deal with you or him anymore." and there you watch him exit the lecture hall, the only sound being heard were his echoed footsteps.
"l-love, see..? i was just trying to help you...i didn't want you to face thru hardships like this..! that's why i was trying to get rid of him! fools like him dont deserve to be friends with you. in fact, you dont need friends, only me...okay...?"
you stare at the door, then slowly turning your body to face kazu. "kazu...i think its time to let go of this relationship. i know we have been dating for almost two years now, but this is too much for me to handle, i think im just going to focus on myself right now." there, you said it all to him. everything that you had been wanting to say.
"l-love please stop joking, i know how much you love to joke haha...please cmon, lets just go back to the dorms and cuddle." you can see the panic in his eyes. you can see the way hes shaking. and the way hes trying to convince himself that everything happening wasn't real.
he steps closer to you to grab your hand, and caressed it, but you retract and pull back. "kazu, Im sorry but its over." and there kazu was left speechless. the love of his life..? leaving him? no no no he can't have that now.
"please, love stay with me..you love me too right? you dont have anyone else but me! your friends wouldnt care for you the way i do! I'll do anything, please dont leave me, you said we would be together till our final days!"
kazu pleaded, tears threatening to spill from his eyes now. he grabbed your shoulders, and tried to kiss you, but that immediately made you react to push him, which made him trip and fall on his bottom.
"its over! ill be living with another friend in the dorms, so don't worry." your last words before you walked away from the man. until you were stopped in your tracks again, by kazu on his knees as his arms hugged your legs, looking up at you with tears in his eyes.
"please! anything! ill do anything! what do you want...? money? jewelry? new clothes? ill do anything for you dear, so please don't do this to me! im nothing without you! i need you!" he screams as his tears spilled onto the floor, creating a wet mess.
"i said its over kazu, what part do you not understand?! now let go!" you nudged your legs left and right to get out of his grasps, that led to you wobbling your way out, but he tried his best to pull you back.
which resulted in you tripping, hitting your head on the floor as you fell down the stairs, creating a loud echo thru out the lecture hall. "y/n!" kazu exclaimed before running down to your unconscious body. blood running down your head as he picked you up and with no time to waste he runs to the infirmary.
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and there you wake up, and a bright light shines above you. the smell of antiseptics filling your senses, as you sat up, placing a hand on your head to soothe your migraine. god, everything hurts, but the silence was soon interrupted. "y/n! y/n! oh god! youre finally awake! i was so worried you wouldnt wake up at all!" a boy with platinum blonde hair with a orange-red streak on the right was spotted next to your bed.
it took you a while to comprehend the person in front of you, but then finally recognize the boy. "ah...kazu..?" you respond back quietly, still feeling a bit groggy. "yes, yes, yes! its me, your boyfriend." he grabbed your hand to hold it, giving little kisses on the back.
"ah..what happened..? i remember walking thru the halls...then..." he placed a finger on your lips, signaling you to shush. "its-its alright, you just fell down on the stairs and i immediately brought you here after seeing you unconscious." you look at him in confusion, why did he stop you? sure you trusted what your boyfriend had said, but you feel like another part was missing.
"are you sure..? i feel like something else happened...argh...my head hurts." you massaged your head again. "here drink this. itll help subside the pain." he grabbed some pills from the table next to the hospital bed and some water. you took the pills from his hands to your mouth and swallowed it down with the water.
"we will stay together right...?" kazu mutters out, and that made you turn your head, what was he talking about? of course you would. "of course kazu, why the sudden question?" he doesnt respond as he just smiles with a huge blush.
"thank you...well stay together forever till our time is up...i love you so much dear.." he says before giving you a kiss on the lips while holding your hands, and you return the kiss.
"youre mine, and only mines."
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theinnerunderrain · 1 year
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The apple of his eyes [Yan! Kazuha x Amnesiac! Reader]
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Warnings: Yandere themes, amnesia, manipulation and gaslighting, objectification.
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Love is a fruit that is always in season and within everyone's fingertips. There is no fixed constraint on who may gather it.
Kazuha reasoned that even if the affection was contrived, it was nevertheless a fruit of blessing and therefore only needed just that little prodding in the right direction. It was his own fruit, which he voluntarily spent time tending to by providing it with continual water, ample food, and trimming at the margins to allow for the healthy growth of new twinges.
"Who are you?"
Kazuha was a bit saddened by your sincere interest as she heard the inquiry leave your lips. But perhaps it was the results of his own behaviour—his failure to effectively manage his emotions. It was an error that he didn't intend to make but committed due to his strong sentiments towards you, which he vowed to better control.
He simply lost control and devoured a touch too much of the fruit.
But how can you condemn him when you're just too sweet for your own good?
"...Ah, you do not seem to remember me."
He mumbled, attempting to seem as miserable and distressed as he could, hoping to elicit your sympathy and cause you to shed your sense of guilt.
"I-I apologise for forgetting. If you just tell me, I might be able to recall certain things..!"
The sound of your bewildered voice prompted a ghost smile to briefly trail the edge of his lips, but the room's obscurity prevented you from seeing any of his smile because of how quickly it vanished.
"[First Name]."
He pronounced your name fluently, as if it were a weekly incantation he repeated to himself as part of his meditations. As though he was so accustomed to saying your name that it became an intrinsic part of his personality.
"There's no need to panic. You can refer to me as Kaedehara Kazuha, your friend."
His statement fell off the tip of his tongue, however it wasn't entirely a lie given that you two were friends prior to the occurrence. He wasn't really lying about anything; considering how close you two were to one another, some people might have even assumed you two were in a relationship.
So he didn't have to feel guilty about anything.
"Ah, so we're friends..!"
You inquired, gazing at him with anticipation as he finished speaking, as if it were a comfort to have a friend by your side who could assist you find your way down the memory lane. As you searched for memories of this alleged friend of yours, the term "friend" kept resonating in your head.
Yet nothing came to mind.
But the name Kazuha does sound oddly familiar, doesn't it?
Kazuha.
Kazuha.
Kazuha.
"You were involved in an accident, one that rendered your mind unconscious and blank. We are lucky enough to have you alive and well."
His lips were as seamless as caramel as he chatted, examining your visage for any indications of emotion as his crimson gaze skimmed over it. However, the only impression on your face was one of utter uncertainty, as if he were some kind of parent attempting to explain to their infant child the significance of the very first day of preschool.
"What sort of accident was I involved in?"
You asked, concealing a few stray hairs behind your ears while you awaited the man's response. The murmur of small ripples squirting against the ship seemed to resonate in the atmosphere, and the wobbling of the vessel made you feel somewhat apprehensive, even if you already got a sense of déjà vu simply being inside the boat.
"That's something I'm not sure of. A Crux crew member discovered your body lying on the shore. Here, drink some water."
Kazuha leaned over the bed and reached for a cup of water, pressing the rim of the grey cup on your lips and tilting your head back so the water would easily flow down your throat.
"I hope that helped you feel much better."
He smiled, setting the cup back to its original position, and then wiped the excess moisture from the corner of your lips with the sleeve of his shirt. Even someone with no memories would be able to tell that possibly Kazuha had a bit too much fondness for you based on his almost too endearing stare.
Yet you made no attempt to question him, only allowing him to gently care for you. Perhaps too afraid or too hesitant to freely question the young man.
"Now, as much as I would love to answer your question."
Kazuha positioned a gentle caress on your shoulder and cautiously eased you into the mattress. He then reached for the blanket and slid it over your body merely enough to encompass the majority of your body. The blanket smelled like syrup and leaves, much like Kazuha, and felt warm against your body amidst the cold night.
"Why don't you rest, and when the moment is right, we'll discuss tomorrow?"
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What he was doing wasn't wrong.
Kazuha didn't force you to do anything and he didn't tell you any nasty falsehoods. He just added more components to the story.
Kazuha wouldn't even perceive it as pressuring since he wasn't employing any violent methods to ensure you comply with his dictates. So what if he was required to coerce the intimacy between the two of you?
He was essentially repainting over your image of him, as though he were commencing with a blank canvas and rewriting one of his compositions. Kazuha might even claim that your creation is his finest. Given that Kazuha was not a scientist and could not just concoct a love potion, it certainly necessitated some trial and error. He was aware of your doubts about him, yet you were forced to rely on him because you had no other reliable source.
To ensure that the fruit he sought blossoms properly, it just required a small amount of encouragement and a few words. He'll just have to erase your memories when you start to retrieve them, persuade you that you're mistaken, and how could you honestly trust yourself. Shouldn't you be relying on him instead since your mind is filled with voids and empty memories of the past?
You don't have to think of anything.
Let him serve as your compass, like a gardener steadily guiding his fruit in the right direction.
He should manoeuvre the fruit into his hand since there are no set restrictions on who has access to you.
Kazuha wasn't going to let anyone steal from him or ruin the quality of his produce.
Not after he worked so hard.
Not after he had to give you a little shove.
Not while you're clutching to him so affectionately and feeling grateful to your close friend for saving your life.
Not when his fruit is so luscious and red that it is at the pinnacle of its prime, able can be devoured at any time.
If Kazuha had to eliminate innumerable vines in order to obtain the fruit he desires, it wouldn't be beneficial for anyone, would it?
Just be good and listen to him.
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katsuyuswritings · 11 months
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— ᕦ kei ᕤ —
a lonely writer who has a few friends. asking for mutuals, also an employed attorney and has no social life 💗
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— MALE — genshin, naruto, saiki k, chainsaw man, stardust destiny (oc)
male; aether, dainslief, kaeya, diluc, albedo, venti, bennett, razor, mika, zhongli, chongyun, xingqiu, xiao, baizhu, tartaglia, itto, gorou, kazuha, heizou, ayato, thoma, alhaitham, kaveh, tighnari, cyno, capitano, dottore, pantalone, scaramouche/wanderer, lyney, neuvillette, freminet, wriosthley
naruto uzumaki/namikaze, sasuke uchiha, kakashi hatake, iruka umino, kotetsu, izumo, asuma sarutobi, sai yamanaka, shikamaru nara, choji akamichi, aburame shino, kiba inuzuka, kankuro, gaara, itachi uchiha, kisame, sasori, deidara, kakuzu, hidan, orochimaru, kabuto, jiraiya, minato namikaze, neji hyuga, zetsu, zabuza, haku yuki, suigetsu, juuga, maito gai, boruto uzumaki, mitsuki
saiki kusuo, kaidou shun, aren kuboyasu, toritsuka reita, nendou riki, hairo kineshi, makoto teruhashi
denji, aki, angel devil, shark devil (that's literally all)
aifuyo hime/yuzuki, renyue yuzuki, kōhaku hayashi, eijiro yuzuki, aoi hime, anh hyu, eugene hyu, feng xiang
— FEMALE — genshin, naruto, saiki k, chainsaw man, stardust destiny (oc)
female: amber, fischl, noelle, mona, jean, lisa, eula, klee, barbara, xiangling, xinyan, yunjin, ganyu, keqing, shenhe, ningguang, beidou, qiqi, yaoyao, kuki, kujou sara, yae miko, raiden ei/shogun, raiden makoto, kokomi, ayaka, sayu, yoimiya, faruzan, layla, nilou, dori, dehya, candace, dunyarzad, focalors, navia, lynette, yuelin, tsaritsa, la signora, sandrone, arlecchino, columbina, raiden makoto
sakura haruno/uchiha, hinata hyuga/uzumaki, karin uzumaki, konan, kurenai sarutobi, hanabi hyuga, ino yamanaka, tsunade senju, temari nara, tenten, anko mitarashi, kushina uzumaki/namikaze, guren (mommy), himawari uzumaki, sarada uchiha
kokomi teruhashi, chiyo yumehara/teruhashi, kuriko/kusuko saiki, aiura mikoto, rifuta imu, mera chisato
power, makima, yuro, himeno
katsuyu yuzuki/hime, chiyo hime, shinkkami ayakemi-sanjin (teiko), kohari hayashi, mina noshiro, maikka yue, yan xiang
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— ᕤ can request ᕦ —
smut, suggestive, angst and fluff
aged up characters smut/suggestive
child!reader x parent!character or vise versa
song related storyline
ships and oc x reader
— ᕦ can't request ᕤ —
minor character smut
oc x canon (I have my reasons)
weird shit like armpit kink and others (I don't wanna name them 😨)
Also I know most of y'all are minors... You can't hide from me
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moochalove · 14 days
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Moocha’s Masterlist♡
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✿ Fluff
☆ Smut
✧ Angst
Genshin Impact
♡ Venti:
☆ All for you (Yan!Venti x Fem!Reader)
♡ Ganyu
✿ Coffee date with Ganyu (Ganyu x Gn!Reader)
♡ Raiden Ei/Shogun:
☆ Her’s (Raiden Ei x Fem!Reader)
☆ The Empresses Concubine (Raiden Shogun x Fem!Reader)
♡ Yae Miko:
☆ So, it’s a date? (Yae Miko x Fem!Reader)
♡ Kokomi:
✿ Whatever it takes (Kokomi x Gn!Reader)
♡ Ayaka:
☆ ✿ The Princesses Knight (Ayaka x Gn!Reader)
♡ Kazuha:
✧ Last nights mistakes and new beginnings (Kazuha x Pregnant!Reader x Scaramouche) (Part 1) ✧(Part 2) ✧ ✿(Part 3) ✧ ✿(Part 4-5 Final)
✧ ✿ Should’ve Ordered for Pickup… (Ex!Kazuha mention)
♡ Scaramouche:
✧ Last nights mistakes and new beginnings (Kazuha x Pregnant!Reader x Scaramouche) (Part 1) ✧(Part 2) ✧ ✿(Part 3) ✧ ✿Part 4-5 Finale)
✧ ✿ Should’ve Ordered for Pickup… (Husband!Scara x Fem!Reader)
♡ Kaveh:
☆ Lion Tamer (Brat!Kaveh x Dom!Gn!Reader)
♡ Wriothesley:
☆ Not a bad day (Wriothesley x Fem!VirginReader)
♡ Furina:
✿ ✧ Furina x Gn!Reader HCs (+angst)
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Honkai Star Rail
♡ Sunday:
☆ Sunday Imagines… ( Sunday x Gn!Reader)
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Upcoming…
♡ Yan!Boothill x Chubby!Reader
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zhongrin · 1 year
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𝑜𝓊𝓇 𝒻𝓊𝓁𝓁 𝓂𝑒𝓃𝓊
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☔︎ = angst | ❦ = fluff | ⾎ = yandere | ⊘ = tw | ㊏ = sagau | ♨︎ = nsfw
↪ pg. 1 |◇| pg. 2
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ᴜᴘᴅᴀᴛᴇᴅ ◇ 18/4/2024
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⬙⤠ non-transferable ◇ zhongli ❦
⬙⤠ a hybrid’s instincts ◇ zhongli, gorou, tighnari, platonic!diona ❦⊘
⬙⤠ former-delinquent-turned-professor!zhongli x professor!reader ◇ unfamiliar | unchanged | unconvincing ❦
⬙⤠ @/throwaway-yandere's yan!idol event ◇ shitpost turned into a fic [faceless!ayato, ceo!al haitham] | training course [ceo!al haitham] ⾎
⬙⤠ a future with you ◇ zhongli ❦⾎
⬙⤠ when you're gone ◇ zhongli ♨︎
⬙⤠ cium aku dong? ◇ zhongli, childe, scaramouche, cyno, al, haitham, tighnari, xiao, ayato, diluc, kaeya, kazuha, kaveh, thoma, dottore, pantalone ❦
⬙⤠ 501 sys̵̜͌tǝm¿eŗ̴̦̗͑̈rọ̷̭̆̑̕̚͝Ȑ̶̨̅̾̔͊r̸͎̜̱̀̚r̴̰̖̪̯̯͛̈́͒̅r̴͉̼̘̽̒͌͘ɹ̷̗̟͒̊̓͋r̵̙̟͇̝̾̆ͅR̷͍̙̺̯̽̔͑̿̂ͅr̸̲̫͖͓͒̋r̵̼̳͉̻̎̿͌́͘ɹ̶̛̤̹̪̪͍̅̽ᴚ̶̛͎̖͖̀̅̒ͅɹ̵̥͉̭͇̅ͅɹ̶̢͎̥̩̟̀ ◇ zhongli, tighnari, cyno, al haitham ⾎
⬙⤠ replacement ◇ childe (ft. al haitham) ⊘⾎㊏
⬙⤠ sugardaddy!zhongli or sugarbaby!zhongli? ◇ zhongli ❦
⬙⤠ "it's just books." ◇ al haitham ♨︎⊘
⬙⤠ happy lantern rite 2023! ◇ zhongli ❦
⬙⤠ milk and cookies ◇ zhongli ♨︎
⬙⤠ my archon ◇ zhongli, al haitham, cyno, tighnari, xiao, ayato, childe, wanderer ❦⊘
⬙⤠ “no, i’m not jealous.” — he is, most definitely, jealous ◇ zhongli, al, haitham, ayato, cyno ❦
⬙⤠ floaty companion ◇ zhongli, al haitham, childe, cyno, kaveh ❦
⬙⤠ with you... ◇ zhongli, al, haitham, childe, tighnari, wanderer ❦
⬙⤠ “you’re not going out like that,” ◇ zhongli, xiao, scaramouche, childe, diluc, pantalone ❦
⬙⤠ a favor granted, a favor returned ◇ zhongli ❦☔︎
⬙⤠ insignificant ◇ zhongli, childe, xiao ◇ al haithan, tighnari, cyno, wanderer ☔︎
⬙⤠ to be yours ◇ zhongli, al haitham, childe, ayato, thoma, kaeya, wanderer ❦♨︎
⬙⤠ thousand years pining ◇ zhongli ❦
⬙⤠ yan!rex lapis ◇ zhongli ⊘⾎
⬙⤠ incubus brainrot ◇ zhongli + childe ♨︎⊘
⬙⤠ lovesick glances ◇ zhongli ❦
⬙⤠ newton's second law of motion ◇ al haitham ❦☔︎⊘
⬙⤠ gun ◇ pantalone ⊘⾎
⬙⤠ birdhouse ◇ al haitham, kaveh (poly) ❦
⬙⤠ mundane life things ◇ zhongli ❦
⬙⤠ so that even the world does not doubt that you are mine ◇ zhongli, ayato, childe, xiao, diluc, wanderer, cyno, al haitham ❦
⬙⤠ the art of breathing normally ◇ zhongli, childe, diluc, al haitham, wanderer, kaveh, kaeya ❦
⬙⤠ 01101100011011110110000101100100011010010110111001100111001011000010000001100110011101010110001101101011011010010110111001100111 (loading, fucking) ◇ zhongli, al haitham, capitano, childe ♨︎⊘
⬙⤠ look at me with love tears in your eyes ◇ zhongli ⊘⾎
⬙⤠ when you make a contract.... ◇ zhongli ❦⊘⾎
⬙⤠ silly banters ◇ al haitham ❦
⬙⤠ rainy days ◇ zhongli ❦
⬙⤠ imagine older!li ◇ zhongli ❦
⬙⤠ gentlemen ◇ zhongli, neuvillette ❦
⬙⤠ i'll build you a nest, darling ◇ zhongli ❦
⬙⤠ affirmations for plus sized people ◇ no character ❦
⬙⤠ don't judge a book by its cover ◇ wriothesley ❦
⬙⤠ when you skip your meals ◇ zhongli ⊘❦
⬙⤠ art of seduction (slightly selfshippy) ◇ zhongli/neuvillette ❦
⬙⤠ losing his head ◇ zhongli ⊘
⬙⤠ 5 love languages (ebg piece) ◇ childe
⬙⤠ caution: these toys aren’t kids-friendly ◇ zhongli, wriothesley, al haitham, kaeya ♨︎⊘
⬙⤠ untitled ◇ wriothesley ♨︎⊘
⬙⤠ wriothesley + escalator brainrot ◇ wriothesley ❦
⬙⤠ birthday ◇ wriothesley ❦
⬙⤠ after(rain)care ◇ zhongli ❦
⬙⤠ miscalculations ◇ wriothesley ❦♨︎⊘
⬙⤠ cuddles with soft!li ◇ zhongli ❦
⬙⤠ stupid hormones ◇ zhongli, al haitham, wriothesley, neuvillette ♨︎⊘
⬙⤠ karmic/eroded!zhongli ◇ zhongli ⊘⾎
⬙⤠ skilled fingers, devious heart ◇ al haitham ♨︎⊘
⬙⤠ house lizards ◇ zhongli ⾎
⬙⤠ isekai gone wrong ◇ zhongli ⾎
⬙⤠ festered wounds ◇ zhongli, al haitham, wriothesley ❦⊘☔︎
⬙⤠ mafia!au nanny brainrot ◇ al haitham, nahida (familial) ◇ childe ❦⾎
⬙⤠ body insecurity comfort ◇ al haitham ☔︎❦
⬙⤠ you're evil ◇ al haitham ♨︎
⬙⤠ a highly important proposal ◇ al haitham ❦.
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kissesforsatoru · 2 years
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Hello! Could i ask for yan kazuha and venti with a reader who came from another world like the traveler? Gn pls :)
𓏲 ˖. pairings. . . venti x reader, kazuha x reader
𓏲 ˖. summary. . . venti and kazuha with a darling from another world
𓏲 ˖. warnings. . . general yandere themes, manipulation, unhealthy relationships
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venti ;
like the traveler, i think you ended up somewhere in mondstat, but unfortunately for you, it was venti who found you instead of amber.
from the very moment he saw you picking sunsettia in whispering woods, he was absolutely mesmerised. venti's a creep and a disgusting pervert, he can't help but stare when he finds someone attractive. and you, goodness, you just looked so delectable. your shirt lifted when you lifted your hand above you, exposing a bit of your tummy for him to view as he pleased. within just a few seconds, he was already hard, and his thoughts ran rampant.
he hid in one of the trees just a few yards away, watching intently as you stood on your tiptoes trying to reach a sunsettia that was too far up. he found it amusing the way you huffed, nearly falling over after attempting to jump up and grab it. you were adamant about getting that fruit, and venti saw it as the perfect opportunity to get acquainted.
he approached you with a friendly smile on his face, asking if you needed any help — to which you frantically said yes. he used his anemo powers to push himself off the ground and into the air, just high enough to grab the sunsettia you so desired. you were in complete awe when he landed and handed you the fruit. it nearly fell out of your hands when you jumped in his face asking how he did that.
that's how he found out you weren't from this world, and he took complete advantage of that fact. he told you a lot of lies, and you obliviously ate them all up without a second thought 'cause you trusted him fully. even if you were a bit hesitant about some things, there really wasn't anything you could do about it 'cause you knew absolutely nothing about the world of teyvat.
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kazuha ;
kazuha saved your life, that's how the two of you met. during his travels in liyue he saw you surrounded by a pack of hilichurls, holding a mere stick as your only defense. kazuha's a gentleman, he couldn't just leave some helpless person to die when there was a possibility he could save them — so he did.
you thanked him profusely, telling him that you'll forever be indebted to him. he smiled politely and told you what he did was nothing, that anyone would do it. he was intrigued though. why would someone with little fighting prowess be so far out from liyue harbor where countless dangers lurked?
he kept his curiosity to himself, instead offering to stay with you in case you were attacked again. it wasn't till later when you learned he was okay to trust that he found out you were from another world. you told him you were all alone and scared cause you didn't know where you were or how you got here, but he comforted you.
you two got quite acquainted on your travels together. he loved hearing you talk about where you came from, but whenever you mentioned going back, he felt a twinge in his stomach that made him want to throw up.
he didn't want you to go back. you couldn't just leave him when he was there for you, protecting you from all the dangers of teyvat when you were all alone and helpless. it just wasn't fair, how could you even think about abandoning him like that? he got moody and withdrawn any time you said you wanted to go back, and poor, clueless you had no idea what was wrong with him.
he'll use manipulation to keep you with him — reminding you that you owe him your life for saving you. it makes you feel so guilty. but kazuha would do absolutely anything to keep you with him, even if that meant hurting you a little bit in the process.
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throwaway-yandere · 1 year
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𝙼𝙰𝚂𝚃𝙴𝚁𝙻𝙸𝚂𝚃:
"–ℌ𝔢 𝔴𝔥𝔬 𝔣𝔦𝔤𝔥𝔱𝔰 𝔱𝔬𝔬 𝔩𝔬𝔫𝔤 𝔞𝔤𝔞𝔦𝔫𝔰𝔱 𝔡𝔯𝔞𝔤𝔬𝔫𝔰 𝔟𝔢𝔠𝔬𝔪𝔢𝔰 𝔞 𝔡𝔯𝔞𝔤𝔬𝔫 𝔥𝔦𝔪𝔰𝔢𝔩𝔣; 𝔞𝔫𝔡 𝔦𝔣 𝔶𝔬𝔲 𝔤𝔞𝔷𝔢 𝔱𝔬𝔬 𝔩𝔬𝔫𝔤 𝔦𝔫𝔱𝔬 𝔱𝔥𝔢 𝔞𝔟𝔶𝔰𝔰, 𝔱𝔥𝔢 𝔞𝔟𝔶𝔰𝔰 𝔴𝔦𝔩𝔩 𝔤𝔞𝔷𝔢 𝔦𝔫𝔱𝔬 𝔶𝔬𝔲. 𝔅𝔲𝔱 𝔶𝔬𝔲 𝔨𝔫𝔬𝔴 𝔱𝔥𝔞𝔱 𝔴𝔢𝔩𝔩, 𝔡𝔬𝔫'𝔱 𝔶𝔬𝔲, 𝔪𝔶 𝔟𝔢𝔩𝔬𝔳𝔢𝔡 𝔬𝔲𝔯𝔬𝔟𝔬𝔯𝔬𝔰?"
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GENSHIN IMPACT
MONDSTADT:
Albedo:
"No." (Professor!Albedo/Student!Reader)
Diluc Ragnvindr:
Dinner With Steaks and Flowers
His Closest Childhood Friend (Soldier, Poet, King)
"O Capo! My Capo!" (debut: chapter 2)
Not Through The Grapevine (yandere!idol event)
I Got Reincarnated As A Server NPC In An Otome Game But A Capture Target Won’t Leave Me Alone 
Kaeya Alberich:
ESTHER (yandere!idol event)
Maid!Merman!Kaeya drabble
"Venti":
Hysteric Humanoid (SAGAU)
LIYUE:
"Zhongli":
Waking Up A Lying Dragon (Bakunawa!Reader)
"If the pedestal is beautiful, then the statue must be even more beautiful."
Xiao:
Wound Dressings (yan!idol event)
Yanfei
Quick yan!fei (lol) brainrot
INAZUMA:
Arataki "Numero Uno" Itto:
Hana Yori Dango (non!yandere itto)
Of Dream A-Dreaming (yandere!idol event)
Kaedehara Kazuha
Flawless
Kamisato Ayato:
Blind Obedience (P2: A Myriad of Fallen Leaves)
Careful, He Bites (P2: Hana Yori Dango) 
Ghost in the Kamisato Estate (minific series)
EDMR (yandere!idol event)
ERROR 401: GONE (Faceless!Ayato)
Faceless Ayato thoughts 1,
The Owner Who Broke The Leash (Chainsaw Man au with Ayato as Makima)
Raiden Ei:
Sunshowers
Thoma:
His Adorable Pen Pal (Soldier, Poet, King)
Shikanoin Heizou
Posteriori (yandere!idol event)
SUMERU:
Alhaitham:
Vision Qualifications
Worksheets 
"O Capo! My Capo!" (Mafia au series)
Alhaitham's Type (yandere!idol event)
Alhaitham selling his soul to a devil!reader brainrot
Dendro NA: 101 (Can be read as VQ’s p2)
Flawless
Cyno:
"O Capo! My Capo!" (Mafia au series)
Alone Together (yandere!idol event)
Dottore:
Click & Drag drabble (feat Cyno)
Classical Conditioning
"Aren't You Supposed To Hate Me?" (yandere!idol event)
Tighnari:
Creative Differences (check "#tag: cd - tighnari" for additional headcanons)
"O Capo! My Capo!!" (Mafia au series)
The Boar Prince/ss (non-yandere secret santa event)
Kaveh:
Paint (non!yandere kaveh, just fluff)
Canvas (drabble)
Flawless
His Version of You
Short boyfriend!kaveh drabble on OCMC/Mafia setting
Wanderer:
Apotheosis Upon Your First Feast
Scarborough Fair/Canticle (Prince au)
Flawless
Drabble: Prince Scara x Farmer
FOUNTAINE:
Neuvillette:
Death Has No Dignity
Wriothesley:
And The Sun Is Silent
SNEZHNAYA/FATUI:
Childe/Tartaglia/Ajax:
His Ice Fishing Buddy (Soldier, Poet, King)
Comfort (drabble)
Pantalone:
Apotheosis Upon Your First Feast
OUTLANDERS/KHAENRIAH'NS:
Aether:
Hysteric Humanoid (SAGAU)
Dainsleif, my beloved:
Hysteric Humanoid
Ouroboros, The 8th Capo (OC!MC!)
Estella's Modern!Dain x Reader but I made it yandere lmao (dw it's my irl bestie)
"If You Truly Loved Me, You Should Be Dead" (hitman!dain, my husband.)
Dolce Stil Nuovo
Lumine:
Hysteric Humanoid
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𝐒𝐄𝐑𝐈𝐄𝐒
SOLDIER, POET, KING
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"What if Varka's cousin found 3 different secret admirers?"
"Someone like that getting admirers? As if."
Parts:
His Ice Fishing Buddy, His Adorable Pen Pal, His Closest Childhood Friend
HYSTERIC HUMANOID
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"Even today, don't give up on a human heart; claim it even if it hurts." - ALKALOID
A SAGAU fic where The Creator had turned into an amnesiac who believed they're a mere impostor with a knack for gravity manipulation and not much else. And it appears that both Lumine and Dainsleif would stop at nothing to get you on their side.
Chapters, Side Stories & Their Main Focus Characters:
♦ Prologue: The Longest Devout Believers - Dainsleif, Lumine, Venti, and Kaeya
♦ Chapter 1: 500 Year Long Identity Crisis - Baizhu, Dainsleif, Lumine
♦ Drabble 1: How would they celebrate your birthday/The Creator's anniversary? - Dainsleif, Lumine, Baizhu, Venti, Kaeya, Zhongli, Ayaka
♦ Chapter 2: A Contract Long Overdue (WIP) - Zhongli, Dainsleif, Kaeya
"O CAPO! MY CAPO!"
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Set in visionless 1920s Teyvat, three inconspicuous yet significant men began to spy on the Fatui's 8th Capo: (Y/n) (L/n). The story begins when the Innamorati Familia's headquarters burns down and in a twist of fate, to say that you've been dealt with an awful hand would be the understatement of the decade. Can you survive– most importantly– can you make the right choices? ((Welcome to the interactive mafia au fic! Have fun voting on the polls!!!))
Otome Game Main Love Interests:
Inquisitor Cyno, Informant Tighnari, Underboss Alhaitham, (CURRENTLY LOCKED: Church Architect Kaveh)
Secret Routes:
Visconti Diluc, "Venti" (LOCKED), ??? (LOCKED), ???, ???, ???
Chapters:
1: "O Capo! My Capo!"
2: The Capo's Soliloquy 
Bad End 1: "You're Collei's Friend, After All!"
3: The Fox Hunt (Tuqburni)
BRAND NEW ARCHON (Chapter 1-3 animatic)
Short bf!Kaveh drabble (not "canon)
"My Beloved Producer..." (GENSHIN IDOL AU)
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Masterlist
NOTE: CHECK YOUR COMMUNITY LABEL SETTINGS AND TURN OFF FILTERS IF THE MASTERLIST LINK WON'T WORK. Tumblr must've thought I wrote something explicit (in a masterlist???) and tagged it as mature :///
Flawless
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Aka: my last fanfic featuring Scaramouche, Alhaitham, Kaveh, and Kazuha. A fanfic-game with 4 branching endings.
Premise: You're stuck in a killing game inside your dream school. It started with 16 students– and now you're left with only 6 of them. Senior Faruzan was murdered. Who is the culprit among these 5 people?
Link
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FIRE EMBLEM: THREE HOUSES
BLUE LIONS:
Dimitri Alexandre Blaiddyd: (my fave fictional man of all time)
Saudade
ps: he's your underboss in "O Capo! My Capo!" lol
BLACK EAGLES:
(coming soon...)
GOLDEN DEER:
(coming soon...)
GARREG MACH MONASTERY:
(coming soon...)
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HONKAI: STAR RAIL
ASTRAL EXPRESS:
(coming soon...)
JARILO VI:
Gepard Landau
What Happened At 10:10 (has 2 endings. Won't link it, reach the end of the story in your own way.)
XIANZHOU LUOFU:
Jing Yuan
Misaligned Strings (non-yandere, pure fluff & angst)
IPC
Dr. Veritas Ratio
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His Version of You
PENACONY
Sunday
Cannibal!Sunday HCs
"ℑ'𝔡 𝔤𝔩𝔞𝔡𝔩𝔶 𝔣𝔬𝔩𝔩𝔬𝔴 𝔶𝔬𝔲 𝔱𝔬 𝔱𝔥𝔢 𝔢𝔫𝔡 𝔬𝔣 𝔱𝔥𝔢 𝔴𝔬𝔯𝔩𝔡."
"𝔟𝔲𝔱 𝔪𝔶 𝔟𝔢𝔩𝔬𝔳𝔢𝔡, 𝔱𝔥𝔢𝔯𝔢 𝔦𝔰 𝔫𝔬 𝔢𝔫𝔡. 𝔴𝔥𝔞𝔱 𝔶𝔬𝔲'𝔯𝔢 𝔠𝔥𝔞𝔰𝔦𝔫𝔤 𝔞𝔣𝔱𝔢𝔯 𝔦𝔰 𝔶𝔬𝔲𝔯 𝔬𝔴𝔫 𝔱𝔞𝔦𝔩."
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ddarker-dreams · 1 year
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Panacea.
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Yan Kazuha x Reader.
Warnings: Yandere themes, unhealthy relationships, mentions of blood/injury (not on Reader).  Word count: 3.5k.
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If you were to associate any one color with Kazuha, it would be red.
From the odd strand that stands out against his otherwise snow-white hair, to the depths of his eyes, and the long, billowing details of the various fabrics and tassels on his person. The hue impressed itself upon you and made itself unsuitable for prolonged viewing. He had stolen the pleasure you once experienced when gazing upon fiery sunsets, or in observing the leaves change when scorching summers came to an end. How could you derive enjoyment from that which you associated so intimately with your tormentor?
Indeed, Kaedehara Kazuha was red in your mind’s eye, the two so closely intertwined that they could not exist apart.
However…
Has there ever been this much red?
He’s trying to stand. It’s futile in every sense of the word. He grimaces, one bandaged hand clutching where he’s bleeding the most, the other struggling to remain wrapped around his sword’s hilt. The blade has been thrust into the ground so he may use it as leverage to lift himself up. This is his fourth attempt, you think. Perhaps the number is higher than that.
You wouldn’t know. Thinking is a luxury you aren’t currently blessed to have.
Kazuha’s usually fluffy hair clings tight to the edge of his face, sticking to his perspiring skin. Each breath he takes is a battle — one he’s losing at that — heavy and audible even from over here where you stand. Observing. Waiting. For what exactly, you couldn’t say. When was the last time you held the reins to your own life? The feeling is so surreal, so beyond your comprehension, that you find yourself at an impasse when the path ahead should be the clearest it’s ever been.
Illuminated in bright sunlight, all signs pointing with arrows pointed big and bold for you to see.
Get away from him while you can.
You made it a few paces in the opposite direction but haven’t dared to venture further, past the invisible line he wouldn’t want you to cross. You must be teetering on it already, teasing him with your hesitation, for he’s using what remaining strength he has to try and close the distance. If his attempts at standing continue to fail, he’ll likely try crawling next. Pride is a useless obstacle he’ll cut down if it clears the way to you.
The bodies of the nobushi littering the ground beside him are seemingly endless. Their ambush was brutal, a nightmare playing out in reality with you thrust onto the stage. Metal clanged against metal in a cacophony composed to the most dreadful melody. It still reverberates inside your skull, the sounds, sights, and smells of battle. Even if Kazuha had been in full health, the sheer numbers on their side would’ve proven to be a challenge.
You’re not exactly sure when he had fallen ill. You guess he did what he could to conceal it for you, for it was his strength that forced you to remain by his side. He hadn’t been eating as much of the foraged meals he’d fix for you both, he struggled to rest at night, and his complexion had taken on a dull pallor. Whatever ailment he’d contracted was likely to fix itself with a little time and rest, had it not been for the nobushi’s machinations. He fought around you, parrying endless waves of blades, leaving openings in his stance so they’d target him instead.
It’s no exaggeration to say Kazuha saved your life, numerous times at that.
You shake your head. He’s the reason you were in danger in the first place. Had it not been for him taking you away, you would still be in your family’s estate on the outskirts of Inazuma City, safely tucked away behind tall walls and screen doors. What would you have been doing now, anyway? Koto lessons alongside your childhood nanny? Tea ceremony with Kamisato Ayaka? It’d be something tedious, but something safe.
A soft rustling coming from behind earns your attention and horror in equal amounts. Sharply, you turn your head, expecting to see a towering figure clad in armor. Instead, you spot an inquisitive rabbit emerging from the forest’s verdure. A shaky sigh leaves your lips and your shoulders drop. While you might not know exactly what to do, standing here and twiddling your thumbs probably isn’t in your best interest either. Nobushi tend to stick together. Any patrols that happen by would witness the massacre of their comrades and desire revenge.
Meanwhile, Kazuha has managed to stand on his unsteady legs. You go stiff as a board, unsure of what to expect, as he stumbles toward you. Does this mean it’s useless to flee? The last time you made the mistake of trying to run, he tied your wrist to his for days to keep a closer eye on you. The restrictions and lack of privacy had shattered what little remained of your dignity. He had been so apologetic too, explaining in that calm voice of his that he ‘only wants to ensure your safety’, when what you need safety from is him.
While you consider what to say in case he accuses you of trying to run, his knees give out, forcing him back onto the ground.
Could this be a ploy? A way to test your loyalty? Such petty schemes seem beneath him. Then again, the man you thought you knew had proven to only be a pretty veneer that hid festering rot within. Your trepidation causes you to take a step back, your unblinking eyes never leaving his form. When no condemnation ensues for your boldness, you take another step, then another, your heart writhing in your chest.
He isn’t trying to stop you. No… he can’t stop you. Not in this state.
A choked sound leaves his lips. It’s only when he repeats himself, in between coughs this time, that you realize he’s speaking your name.
“Y-Yes…?”
You don’t know why you bother replying, the word leaves you almost as if you were in a trance. This should be where the curtains close. Without the threat looming over your head of his pursuit, you should be able to make your way to civilization. You might not have any valuables on your person, but your surname alone should be enough to incentivize others, granting you passage back home. You’ll have to leave Kazuha behind for your freedom to be secured. Gazing down at him now, you consider the power dynamic that has shifted overwhelmingly in your favor.
This is how it has to be. No one would blame you — would this not be considered appropriate atonement for his crimes? Maybe… maybe some kind soul might wander by and give him aid. Then he should be smart enough to know better than to try this again. Your father would undoubtedly increase the security around the estate tenfold after this stunt. That’s right, your father, he would demand the death penalty on the last living member of the Kaedehara clan if he were to learn who was behind your disappearance. He held enough sway in the Tri-Commission to make it happen.
There’s no way the potential consequences of his actions were unknown to Kazuha.
You think back to the moonless night he took you away. His soundless footsteps that rivaled the most well-trained Shuumatsuban, the scent of saltwater on his skin.
“Would you be willing to accompany me for a while?”
Never had the scale of his nefarious plans crossed your mind. This was an almost ordinary occurrence since you had both entered your teenage years; Kazuha sneaking into the courtyard where you often stargazed. He’d whisk you away for a few hours then return you before anyone caught on. It was the lone thrill in your otherwise mundane life. There had been many nights where you’d purposefully stand in plain view, hoping that he might come by, every little breeze rousing your excitement. However, he was as unpredictable as a conniving kitsune. He couldn’t risk tipping off your family to your little late-night ventures.
The Vision Hunt Decree put an unexpected stop to this long-held tradition, since Kazuha chose to flee Inazuma rather than give up his Vision.
You had all but lost your usual decorum upon his silent return. You would’ve personally thanked each of the Archons just to know he was alive and well, never had you dreamed you’d see him again in person! Emotions seeped through the cracks of your perfect, well-bred façade, you wept loud enough that he was forced to cover your mouth with his hand to keep his presence a secret. Your consent was readily given for what you thought would be another bite-sized adventure.
Would you get to sample mouth-watering street food from vendors Kazuha paid off in return for them acting like they never saw you? Or maybe you’d run barefoot again through the cool waters alongside Amakane Island, then retire to a secret spot that offered the most stunning view of Inazuma City’s silhouette?
Your exhilaration quickly morphed into all-encompassing terror when morning came and he showed no signs of taking you back home.
The sensation weighing down on your shoulders presently is much the same. Elation is fleeting, like grains of sand slipping through your fingers. There is no fairytale ending where some good-natured samaritan swoops in, saving Kazuha, allowing him to come to his senses and see the error of his ways. He won’t repent and swear to never involve himself in your affairs again. That isn’t how this world works. How reality works.
You have two options. Leave him and let him die, or stay, a part of yourself dying as recompense.
An eternity seemingly passes before he has the strength to speak again, his voice croaky. “Hurt… are you… hurt?”
It’s a wonder you don’t fall as well. Not a single hair on your head has been harmed, yet you feel cold pangs all over, his words slicing you to the bone. Why? Why is he concerning himself with you? Why has he always concerned himself with you? Why couldn’t he have been like one of those evil spirits your nanny used to tell you about growing up so you wouldn’t misbehave? Oh, how easy it’d be then, to curse him and turn your back without a care over his inevitable fate. His face would fade from your memory like ink dipped into a river.
Of all the wrongs he’s committed, making you care about him might just be the worst.
Maybe there is a third path, hidden past the overgrowth. You must risk dirtying your hands by moving it aside to know for sure.
You act without thinking. The ringing in your ears is loud enough to cover up nature’s ambiance, your spirit too heavy for the nearby thrush’s song to lift. Your shadow encompasses Kazuha while your frenzied mind considers what to do next. Staying here is not a viable option, you need to get moving now. You doubt you’re strong enough to carry him, you’ll have to settle for helping him walk. Crouching down, you secure his limp arm around your neck.
“On three, I’m going to need you to stand, no matter how much it hurts,” you mumble, uncertain if he even heard you. “Okay… okay… one, two, three!”
Hoisting him up puts your muscles to the test. He boasts a fair amount of muscle despite his lean body and you’d never done heavy lifting in your life. Kazuha must have somewhat understood your words, for he does what he can to make your task easier, his Vision radiating a soft glow. Wind currents far weaker than what he can usually produce aid in getting him to rise. He’s panting softly, his body slumping over onto yours once this strenuous task draws to a close.
With some difficulty, you lead him beneath a natural overpass, decently far away from the battlefield. You prop him up against some mossy rocks and assess his dire condition more clearly.
He’s lolled his head to the side, his skin as white as a ghost. There are a few cuts and bruises marring his person, but the most concerning is the deep gash on his lower right side. Your frown deepens at the sight. The fight had mostly been an inscrutable blur from your perspective, aside from how he sustained this damning injury. He had ordered you to stay put, to not move an inch from where you stood, yet the horror you were forced to witness was too much. You’d never witnessed the light leaving a person’s eyes, the pungent odor of death. Shrinking into yourself, you mistakenly took a step backward, losing your balance in the process.
To a former samurai, that was the only opening they needed.
Kazuha was blindingly fast — so much so that you barely realized what had happened — the hit intended for you digging into his flesh instead.
“What do I do, what do I do…?” The sheer desperation in your voice comes as a surprise to yourself. The man lying before you had kidnapped you and deprived you of your basic autonomy. Still, all you could think about were days from a bygone past. When his father was alive and there were negotiations of your potential betrothal in the future. The unfair collapse of the once illustrious Kaedehara clan benched those discussions forever, though Kazuha never voiced a single complaint.
“It’ll be okay, [First],” he had told you then, his little arms wrapped around your form. His voice had always been so gentle. “That just means you get to choose to marry me. It won’t be commanded of you. I much prefer it that way. So please, don’t be sad.”
Fortune was not kind enough to acquiesce to a child’s wish. Neither of you voiced this mutually understood sentiment as you both grew older — that someone of your standing couldn’t ever wed an individual with no prospects. You locked away this silly wish deep down and assumed he did the same, for he never brought it up again. The seed had been planted and the roots had taken hold.
Your hands shakily hover over his wound.
What would be necessary to treat this? Antiseptics, stitches, clean bandages; you have nothing like that. Do you apply pressure, like he had been before you brought him over here? Or would that make it worse? There must be something you can do. You’re not asking for a miracle. So long as it holds him over long enough for you to get more qualified help, you’d take back every awful thing you said about the gods these past few months.
You don’t know who is struggling to breathe more, you or him.
Something comes into contact with your shoulder. Wearily, you look up, discovering the unknown offender to be Kazuha’s fingers. They brush over the fresh blood that’s begun to sink into your fabric. His eyebrows furrowed together, his mouth contorting in displeasure.
“When did this happen?” He whispers, leaning forward to inspect you better regardless of the agonizing pain the movement must cause him.
You gape at him, at a loss for words. The blood loss must not have him in his proper state of mind. “It isn’t— isn’t mine. It’s from when I walked you over here.”
“Ah…” he trails off. His eyelashes flutter shut and he smiles softly. “That’s a relief.”
Your teeth begin to chatter from how hard you’re shaking. “Kazuha, please, tell me what to do. How do I fix this? How do I make this better?”
With some effort, he manages to open his eyes again, the tenderness nestled within them overshadowing the pain. “I thought… thought you were mad at me.”
Had it not been for the severity of the situation, you’d say he almost sounds like a petulant child, pouting after getting scolded. You want to wrap your hands around his shoulders and shake him but think better of it. Tears pierce the corners of your eyes, building up yet refusing to fall. Despite the cold numbness enveloping you from head to toe, your face flushes with raging heat. You attempt to extinguish it by jabbing a finger against his chest accusingly.
“I am! Of course I’m mad at you! None of this was supposed to happen! If you had just… taken me home, like you did hundreds of times before, everything would be how it’s supposed to be. I don’t understand you. Why you did this to me, why you went from the one person I looked forward to seeing to the one I dread the most. None of it makes sense! None of it!”
Kazuha attempts to take your hand in his but lacks the strength. His arm falls back down, and he coughs, sputtering up that damnable shade of red that’ll forever be burned into your mind forevermore. His breathing is getting softer and softer whereas yours grows more labored. He isn’t going to last much longer. Throwing caution to the wind, you press your hands flush against the wound, praying with all your might that applying pressure might buy him some more time. Then you could go get him help. It might not be a fairy tale ending, but it’s better than the alternative.
Time itself distorts in the moments that follow. A second, minute, or hour may have passed, you’d have no way of telling.
Your hands feel soaked. Whether it’s from your tears, or his blood, you don’t know, for you don’t peer down to check. How could you, when you’re transfixed on the sheer bliss engraved into his face? It isn’t right — it’s as if the entire world had tilted a few degrees and you were just beginning to notice. This sensation swirls around you like a whirlpool, drenching you in its abnormality.
“You’re crying for me again,” he sounds truly blessed, as if he were on top of the world. “You don’t know how happy this makes me. To share such a special moment with you.”
Is this the mad, final mumblings of a man rapidly approaching his demise? For this reason, you hold your tongue, allowing him to speak without reproach.
The next time he tries, he has considerably less difficulty reaching to intertwine your fingers. “I’m grateful to these hands of yours for giving us more time together.”
You have no choice but to look at your hands due to the angle he’s holding them at. What you see — or, to be more specific, what you don’t see — has you squeezing your eyes shut and shaking your head. Looking again confirms that you weren’t imagining things. There’s no blood. Your hands should be coated in it. You felt the wetness, you saw how much was oozing out even through his multiple layers of clothing.
Kazuha takes advantage of your stupefied state to continue speaking. He’s able to get out more words than he could before. “You chose to stay with me even when you could’ve left me for dead. I didn’t even have to ask you to stay. I wanted that to be a choice you made for yourself. Ah… I’m glad… I’m so, so glad… I would’ve been happy knowing you cried over my death, but this… this is so much better.”
There’s a light weight on your lap.
Pulling free from Kazuha’s grip requires all your might, but you manage, stumbling backwards in a scramble to make sense of what is happening. A metallic cling resonates in the air upon your abrupt movements. It doesn’t matter how much you don’t want to look. You know you have to.  So you do. And your world becomes slightly more tilted because of it.
Is that… a Hydro Vision?
It doesn’t register at first. Nothing does. Not the flock of birds that takes off to your left or the grazing deer scrambling to your right. You think you may have screamed, but you never heard it, not when that metallic spinning is playing on a loop in your head. Hurried, you rise to your feet. The blue gleaming gem becomes even more unsightly than the red you’d sworn yourself to loathe.
The gods didn’t answer when you prayed for your sake, but they did when you prayed for his.
You didn’t want Kazuha to die, and now, you don’t know if you want him to live. Not when you’re so far away from civilization and at his mercy. This isn’t the first, second, or third option; it’s something far worse. Unspeakably worse. For you, that is.
“Please, don’t look at me like that,” he sounds far more like his usual self. He’s regaining his strength, slowly yet surely. You shiver. “I wouldn’t ever dream of doing you harm.”
Kazuha’s position against the wall is far more relaxed. His vivacity is returning in small increments, from the slight rosiness of his cheeks to the bright warmth in his eyes. Red. It’s on him everywhere except for where it should be. Had you been callous, had you been able to realize that what once was isn’t enough to risk what will be.
Whatever divine beings rule over this world must consider you to be the focal point of their amusement.
Presently, you’re faced with two options.
Do you want to find out if you’re fast enough to outrun him, or should you save yourself the trouble and never learn the answer?
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simping-overload · 10 months
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♡ ʙʟᴏɢ ʀᴜʟᴇꜱ + ʀᴇQᴜᴇꜱᴛ ɪɴꜰᴏ ♤
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characters that i write for
modern warfare: john price, john "soap" mactavish, simon "ghost" riley, kyle "gaz" garrick, phillip graves, nikolai
destiny 2: cayde-6, banshee-44, osiris & saint-14, drifter, missraks, spider, varkis, shaxx, saladin, zavala
genshin impact: diluc, kaeya, kazuha, al haitham, kaveh, cyno, tighnari, zhongli, xiao, albedo, ayato, childe, itto, thoma, gorou, capitano, perrio, dottore
honkai: star rail: sampo, gepard, welt, dan heng, jing yuan, blade, kafka, himeko, natasha
undertale: grillby, gaster, sans, papyrus, ink, error, nightmare
undertale aus: underfell, underswap, swapfell, horrortale, outertale, mobtale, mafiafell
lego monkie kid: mk, macaque, sun wukong, red son, mayor, tang, huntsmen, syntax
obey me: lucifer, satan, beelzebub, mammon, diavolo, barbatos, siemon
helluva boss: blitzø, stoles, asmodeus, frizz, stricker,
hazbin hotel: valentino, vox, husk, alastor
spiderverse: miguel o'hara, peter b. parker, the spot/jonathan ohnn, spider noir
trigun stampede: vash the stampede, nicholas d. wolfwood, knives millions
blood of zeus: heron, ares, apollo, hermes,
bungo no stray dogs: yukichi fukuzawa, atsushi nakajima, doppo kunikida, isamu dazai, ranpo edogawa, chūya nakahara, ryūnosuke akutagawa, fyodor dostoevsky,
transformers prime: optimus prime, ratchet, bulkhead, bumblebee, wheeljack, megatron, starscream, knockout, breakdown, dreadwing, skyquake, predaking, soundwave, shockwave
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alatusprinz · 2 years
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" all that glitters is not gold . "
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- vera's melancholy . ( masterpost/mlist . )
★ - angst . | ✧ - fluff . | ♥ - smut / nsfw . | ♤ - dark content .
land of winds and idylls - mondstadt .
albedo / kreideprinz
♥ ♤- telling them about your cnc kink .
★♤ his red flag in relationship .
★✧ his insecurities in a relationship .
✧cute things they do + how they show their love
✧trivial things they do in that make you fall in love all over again
♤yan!genshin x abandonment issues/insecure darling
♥calling him good boy in bed
diluc ragnvindr
★♤ his red flag in relationship .
✧cute things they do + how they show their love
kaeya alberich
★ ♤his red flag in relationship .
✧cute things they do + how they show their love
venti / barbatos
★♤ his red flag in relationship .
jade moon upon a sea of clouds - liyue .
xiao / alatus
♥♤ - telling them about your cnc kink .
✧ - entry x - my alatus .
★♤ his red flag in relationship .
★✧ his insecurities in a relationship .
✧cute things they do + how they show their love
✧ not-so-ordinary study date
♥ my oath to you - oneshot smut with plot basically
✧trivial things they do in that make you fall in love all over again
♤yan!genshin x abandonment issues/insecure darling
♥ beatitude - first time with xiao
✧drummer!college au!xiao brainrot
♥calling him good boy in bed
zhongli / morax
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realm of tranquil eternity - inazuma .
arataki itto
✧cute things they do + how they show their love
gorou
✧cute things they do + how they show their love
kaedehara kazuha
★♤ his red flag in relationship .
✧cute things they do + how they show their love
✧ asking him "what are we?"
✧trivial things they do in that make you fall in love all over again
♤yan!genshin x abandonment issues/insecure darling
♥calling him good boy in bed
kamisato ayato
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thoma
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shikanoin heizou
♥ ♤- telling them about your cnc kink .
✧cute things they do + how they show their love
everwinter without mercy - snezhnaya.
tartaglia / childe / ajax
★ his red flag in relationship .
pantalone / regrator
blank .
dottore / the doctor
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scaramouche / wanderer
★♤ his red flag in relationship .
✧ asking him "what are we?"
✧trivial things they do in that make you fall in love all over again
✧midnight endeavors - fluff oneshot
jealousy/reader telling him she's going on a date
♥calling him good boy in bed
the morn a thousand roses brings - sumeru.
tighnari
✧ cute things they do + how they show their love
✧ asking him "what are we?"
✧trivial things they do in that make you fall in love all over again
✧our prelude and beyond - slowburn fluff
cyno
✧ asking him "what are we?"
✧trivial things they do in that make you fall in love all over again
the star from afar - [ blank ] .
aether
✧ cute things they do + how they show their love
multi chapter series:
Matsuri masterlist - Drummer!Xiao x Reader x Artist!Scaramouche (Modern/Uni!AU)
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