Bad puppy
Now, this was actually just a random thought I had. Thought I could as well share it with you
This is a short Yandere!Divus Crewel x Reader
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“This isn’t right. I may be naive, maybe even easy to manipulate but I’m not stupid and I won’t be playing along anymore. Go play your twisted games with somebody else but I’m leaving.”
He didn’t follow you when you went for the door and you thought you may have left him speechless for once in his life but it was a whole other reason he didn’t go after you right away.
There simply was no need.
The only reaction you got from him was a short whistle and once you reached the front door you knew the reason for it: His Dalmations were sitting attentively in front of the door.
Normally you got along very well with them but their behaviour right now put you on edge. They even growled when you came too close.
Standing there at a loss with the dogs blocking the only exit you had you could finally hear him approach you. You didn’t turn around to face him once the steps stopped but you knew he was smiling.
“Did you train them to keep me from the door?” He chuckled darkly.
“A well trained and cared for dog will do anything to please its owner and I expect good behaviour from anyone who stays within my home.”
“I do not wish to stay within your home, Divus.”
When you turned around to face him he stood right behind you with a calculating grin on his face.
“I know you don’t, pup, but that’s just normal with puppies. They might try to run away or misbehave.” He took a step closer and reached out towards you but you quickly ducked out of his reach, looking at him defiantly. It earned you a frown from him, but then he smiled again and you realised that you did not just step out of his reach but also further away from the door giving him room to stand in front of it with his dogs.
“Puppies need to be well trained to learn to appreciate their owner. To love him just the way he loves them. Sometimes he might need to be especially strict with some of them but in the end they will learn where their place is.”
Then he moved his signature pointer to point at his neck and subconsciously you reached for your own, feeling the choker he gave you beneath your fingers.
Only then you really realised what it had meant for him when he had put it on you.
You were his puppy and he’d make sure to train you well so you’d never forget who you belonged to.
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∑一Entry 1・゜・。
summary: it’s like a diary, that tells the story from one perspective, only their inner thoughts, of their story with donnie, & spoiler alert I don’t think there will be a happy ending
warnings: first meetings, strangers to friends to lovers, cloaking brooch, eventually angst, obsession, jealousy, yandere behavior, unedited
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I met someone today.
They were interesting.
And what was even more interesting was that I thought to myself, ‘I’d like to see them again.’
We talked for a bit, about mundane things. Stuff that I don’t find interesting at all. The weather. New York is a cold place. Usually. But today the weather had been…
What had he called it..?
‘Superb’
It was clear skies, sunny, with a bit of wind so it wasn’t too hot. Supposedly this was his perfect day. I wouldn’t use that word, it was alright. But I found him, very cute. For phrasing it that way.
What made us have a conversation to begin with?
He had saved me. From myself! My shoelaces always come undone as you know. And he was walking past me, when accidentally he stepped on the laces, and down I went, mid-step, jerking slightly from my pace being cut off.
He was pretty quick. My eyes were wide open as I watched the ground get closer and closer. I had accepted my fate. Then his arm had shot out, slinging under my waist and pulling me backward on my feet.
After the apologies and thank yous, and him pointing out the cause of my problems. He knelt down on one knee, and tied my shoelaces.
It was something that only happened to the romance leads in movies. I never thought anything so cliche would happen to me. But I was thankful as I got to watch him work. Deft fingers, long eyelashes. He smelled good, he wore purple.
More thank yous. And then I did something I normally never do. I asked for his name. Donatello. Unusual! I’ve never met one of those before. A classic name. Outdated for sure. But rememberable nonetheless.
Instead of parting ways, I decided to keep going outside of my little box. Since he was so interesting. He had the greenest eyes I’d ever seen. I commented on it, and he stuttered a little.
‘T-thank you..’
That wasn’t all either. He wore a ring that he liked to twist and twist and twist. It was mesmerizing when I finally noticed it. His little habit. I noticed a bunch of things as we walked the trails in Central Park.
He told me that he had needed the fresh air, to get out and away from his family for a bit. I had a similar reason though I didn’t say it. The noise, it had been so deafening in my tiny apartment. I had to get away from it. It followed me outside, to the park.
It only seemed to stop when I met him. Donatello. Maybe that’s why I found him so interesting. I didn’t notice it at the time.. but yes, I think that is why. He made all the noise go away! It was nice and quiet for once, with the sound of his voice filling up the rest of the space.
He had a nice voice too.
We walked, and talked, he talked more than me. But that’s normal. I don’t like talking. He does though, and he had a lot to say. It seemed he needed someone to listen. So I lended both my ears willingly.
By the time the sun started to set we had walked the trail three times. I hadn’t wanted that to be it. A chance encounter. A kind person who would become a distant memory. No. Maybe not. I don’t think I would’ve ever forgotten about him.
Luckily it seemed I wasn’t the only one who felt that way. He had said,
‘Thanks for listening to all of that… I’m not usually an over-sharer!’ He chuckled before continuing,
‘Would you want to exchange numbers? I think it’s pretty rare to find someone you can talk easily with, I’d much rather you than Dr. Feelings’
He had to explain that last part. But my phone was out and ready all the same. This moment felt really important. I felt like I had to write it down. So here we are. Now I will never ever forget.
I haven’t texted and neither has he. I probably won’t reach out first. But maybe I will. I have yet to decide. Though I hope to see him again soon.
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∑一Entry 2・゜・。
If I had known it would take two weeks until he would reach out, I wouldn’t have made that promise to myself to not reach out first.
It was just below torture. Watching. Waiting. I thought maybe I would see even the three little dots pop up a few times. That maybe he had been thinking of me too.
I don’t think he had.
But that’s okay.
He reached out on his own violation eventually. Which felt nice. He had texted,
‘Greetings’
Very formal!
‘Would you like to walk in Central Park again?’
He provided the exact location and time to meet. I got there early. He seemed to have the same idea! All in purple once more. And he wore the same ring too.
We walked, and we talked. It felt just as nice as before. He was so talkative. He was funny. He was kind. I got too distracted a couple of times, staring intently at him instead of my surroundings. Twice I had almost walked into another person, and once I had tripped. All by accident.
He was just as swift as before. Easily reaching out to pull me close or pull me up. Not letting me fall. Not allowing me to run into someone’s back.
‘You should be more careful.’ He told me.
I nodded. My cheeks were warm after that. It felt quite embarrassing to have been told that. He had no idea how careful I was. I hardly ever leave the apartment after all! In fact I don’t think I had left since the last time I had seen him.
It was much safer inside. But I had a reason to get out now. He was worth it. He didn’t talk as much as the first meeting. So I asked some questions. He was 18! Just like me.
His favorite color was indeed purple.
His hobbies were botany and fixing everyone else’s problems.
He liked video games, and making ‘tech.’
That really had gotten some long winded speeches out of him. He was very smart it seemed. Much smarter than me.
I could hardly keep up with the big words he used. It all sounded very technical and advanced. But he was so animated when he got worked up into a talk frenzy. It was cute.
All I could hear was his voice, so soothing, so happy. It was musical. I could have it on repeat. Every day.
‘We should do this more often! Would you like to schedule regular meetings?’
It was asked very suddenly. But I agreed instantly. Now in my calendar, every Wednesday, from 5pm to 6pm, we would have our walks. And we would talk. Though this one had lasted much longer than 6. But he said it wouldn’t always be that way.
He was very busy. And yet, he stayed til 8pm. He had paused before leaving. I wondered what he had thought of. I didn’t have the courage to ask. Maybe I will next time. Next Wednesday.
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∑一Entry 3・゜・。
Now that I had a specific day to look forward to, every day before that was boring. Each day that drew closer was filled with imaginary conversations.
What shade of purple would he wear this time?
How many times would he twist that ring?
My guess was 24 times. Maybe less since supposedly our time limit was an hour.
But before that magical day could come. I was forced to socialize with the landlord. Late payments. Threats. No money, no apartment. It was all so annoying.
I didn’t have any money left. The rent and other necessities took it. Which meant I would have to get a job, again. Unemployment checks should last forever.
So I had to socialize even more. I talked to one place for a job. They were always hiring. Luckily they didn’t ask for a resume or anything really. I told them I could work any day but Wednesday.
Those were for Donatello. Even though it was just one hour. I would need time to prepare.
With the job lined up, the little social battery that I had was completely drained. And I had two days to recover before Wednesday rolled around.
I couldn’t sleep. For those two days. The noise. It’s so loud. It wouldn’t let me sleep.
Makeup hid the dark circles that had encompassed my eyes. But no amount of makeup could hide the fact that I was tripping over my own two feet way more often than usually.
My eyes were wide open. I watched Donatello check my shoelaces multiple times. After the sixth time he suggested that we should just sit.
‘Is everything okay?’ He had asked me a personal question. This felt really important. And I struggled with how to answer. The truth?
‘I-‘
Coward. I was too much of a coward. Only one word of the truth came out before I changed my cowardice mind. I told him everything was fine. That I was just a little tired. That work had been hard. Which led to more questions.
‘Where do you work?’
‘Oh! What do you do?’
‘I see, well I hope they aren’t overworking you! If you ever..’
He had went off on another tangent about legal work hours. And other stuff that flew over my head. I think I would’ve been able to understand if I hadn’t been so exhausted.
And sitting on that bench, with Donatello’s voice going on forever and ever, it was calming. My wide eyes drooped. The initial excitement of my new favorite day had been overshadowed by my body being awake for three days.
I don’t know when I fell asleep. It was somewhere around the conversation about robots and the very real possibility of sentient life. Donatello had been very adamant when my expression had turned doubtful. But I think that was just my confused face. Even my facial expressions weren’t working right.
When I woke up, my head was resting just below his shoulder. Against his arm. He was very still. His other arm, that had his other hand, held his phone and he was scrolling through some app. Purple. Messages. My eyes were so blurry it took a couple of blinks to finally see that he was messaging someone.
Someone named April.
I must’ve moved or jerked or did something because the phone went black and he murmured my name.
‘You okay?’ He asked it again. It felt like a second chance. And so I told him the truth. That I hadn’t slept for a while. I didn’t say how long. But he nodded as I found the strength somehow, to move away from his arm. He was cool to the touch.
‘I understand, I don’t have the best sleep schedule either so I’m in no position to judge,’
This was said in a joking manner. He smiled kindly as he looked down. I surely looked like a bleary-eyed mess. But he was so kind, so nice. I smiled too. And it was 7:30!
‘Do you mind if I walk you home? I wouldn’t want you to fall asleep on your feet! Or worse you trip into someone else’s arms,’
He had laughed quite loudly after that. I could only feel my ears getting really hot. After a moment I realized he had gotten really quiet. I picked up the slack. It returned to normal after a few questions,
‘What’s your favorite plant?’
‘What do you do for work?’
‘Did I say anything in my sleep?’
I was really curious about the last one. I wasn’t worried. Just curious. Turns out I hadn’t said a thing. And that Donatello was a problem-solver in all aspects of life. But mainly he helped people with computer problems, and he fought bad guys ‘Haha just kidding, unless you consider hackers bad guys’
They were in my book! He had turned his ring three times in a row after that answer. As for the plant one, he had many purple flowers he listed off.
‘What?? You don’t know what lilacs look like?’
I had shook my head. Nothing really came to mind except the color lilac. That was another shade of purple..right?
‘I’ll have to bring some for you next Wednesday!’
He had declared this and even though I tried to say he didn’t have to! That I could easily look them up. I was happy when he told me not to, that he would show me.
This would be my first physical gift from Donatello. I am looking forward to next Wednesday even more than usual now. And I promised him and myself that I wouldn’t look up lilacs, it would be a surprise.
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venus.
Summary: After what felt like an eternity of waiting, Sephiroth finally comes home. Holding... unique gifts, just for you. Companion fics here and here.
Pairing: Implied AFAB Reader x (OG) FF7 Sephiroth
Content Warnings: NSFW (no actual sex but heavy sexual themes are present). Confinement. Gaslighting. Size Difference.
Word Count: 764
As Sephiroth's approach drew near, you rise, your body trembling with anticipation and anxiety. Your beloved confined you here, in the haven of this mako crystal-filled cave, while he was attending to his duties. He promised when he's finished, you can go out and experience the world transformed in his vision, together. And it's not like you're lonely, much. Every day, He takes moments to commune with you, whispering sweet nothings, and his clones often come around to cuddle you too...
But you yearn for his true embrace. Sephiroth told you when the reunion happens, his real body will emerge from its crystal prison. But the wait for this reunion is a never-ending cycle of agony. It felt like an eternity had passed since he last said that. Every time you looked at the crystal prison holding his damaged body, you’re overwhelmed by a deep, gnawing sorrow, just like how you feel now. So many promises he made to you, each one more sweet than the last. When will his dreams be realized!?
"Don’t be sad... Why tremble with sorrow that’s not even there?”
His suave words, like honey, flow from his warm voice, leaving a content smile on your face. You can almost feel his large gloved hands, stained with the blood of those human parasites, cupping your soft, rosy cheeks. He’s right, there is no sorrow here.
He’s doing everything he can to make the world safe for you and your future spawn. No matter how hard the wait is, you (shouldn’t) won’t complain. If only there was a way to show him how much you appreciate him. Maybe when you both reach the Promised Land, you'll find a dazzling jewel that will make his eyes light up?
And speaking of your future spawn, when will Sephiroth finally prepare your body? He once said when he gets the right materials, it's important for your body to do necessary "exercises"... You don't know what exactly he meant, but you know your love has your best interests in mind. That's why you need to wait.
You sense a wave of energy radiating through your body as you peer straight ahead. He’s here. You bit your lip to stop the giddy squeal of delight that threatens to escape as you see your beloved manifesting in the distance. You run towards him, your heart singing with joy. He is really here, in the flesh. You are so lucky to have someone like him. Someone who will always be there, showering you with unconditional love, affection and-
You freeze in your tracks when you see the menacing gleam in his mako, catlike eyes. His eyes are filled with ravenous desire as he finishes manifesting from the darkness. Have you done something wrong? But how? You haven’t interacted with his clones or anything else all day. He was even praising you earlier, telling you how much of a good girl you’ve been and how you deserve to be rewarded for it. So why is he staring at you like that?
“...s-sephiroth?” You whisper his name, looking up at him with wide-eyed innocence. His predatory grin only seemed to grow more menacing as he prowled toward you, his steps heavy and determined. You can sense his growing arousal. If he plans on having you, will his touch be gentle or rough? His muscular, towering build was a stark contrast to your slender, petite frame. Though his strength could easily snap you in half, you feel nothing but warmth and love whenever he cuddles you.
When Sephiroth comes closer, you notice he has an assortment of spheres in his large, gloved hands, each of them an array of vibrant colors. Before you can analyze them further, he embraces you. You raise an eyebrow as your head rests against his strapped, muscled chest. After almost an entire day of waiting, he's finally here. You're happy (you think), yet a feeling of dread is growing in the pit of your stomach.
You glance again at the colorful spherical shapes, discerning that they’re linked together by a silky chain, like a string of beads, and how they're nearly the same size as Sephiroth's big hands. You recognize them as Materia. Through, the colors and sizes are very odd. You haven’t seen Materia come in those before.
“w-what... are you going to do with those, beloved?” You croon, your hands resting gently on his powerful chest.
His chest then rumbles with a deep chuckle as your dread intensifies. He uses his free hand to stroke your flat, smooth belly. You hope you won't fail him-whatever he has planned...
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Come, you spirits, that tend on mortal thoughts, unsex me here, and fill me from the crown to the toe top-full of direst cruelty! make thick my blood; stop up the access and passage to remorse, that no compunctious visitings of nature. Shake my fell purpose, nor keep peace between the effect and it! Come to my woman’s breasts,and take my milk for gall, you murdering ministers,wherever in your sightless substances you wait on nature’s mischief! Come, thick night,and pall thee in the dunnest smoke of hell, that my keen knife see not the wound it makes, nor heaven peep through the blanket of the dark to cry ‘Hold, hold!’.
- Lady Macbeth.
Content warnings for my page: Obsession, stalking unhealthy relationship dynamics, politics and talks of religion; specifically Christianity.
Hello, dearest audience. My name is Lady; however I will respond to the name “Fleance”. This is my blog where I shall be posting a variation of things, not limited to my obsessive thoughts and just thoughts that more innocently stumble along my mind.
As for about me:
My pronouns are he/him/his or she/her/hers.
I am fifteen years old.
I am yan4yan.
I have taken a liking to all variations of insects, especially cockroaches and centipedes. Alongside rodents, most definitely rats and ferrets.
I am monogomous, and bisexual with a masculine preference. I am also without a partner.
I am autistic; my special interests are Macbeth by Shakespeare and cockroaches.
I am all right with anonymous asks and pining!
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All of my life, I hated the idea of my name being attached to things.
People calling me felt unnatural, seeing traces of me in places I felt they shouldn't be mad em uncomfortable. I felt as though I was born a ghost; something people should pay no mind to. When I walked through the halls of my elementary school and saw a project of mine on display I had to fight the urge to throw it out. Shame usually wasn't a factor, it just fundamentally wrong that people had the ability to perceive me, that they would think about me when I wasn't there.
I had the same feeling today at work. On the wall hung my name on a piece of paper, surrounded by writing from my coworkers about how they appreciated my work. At first I felt happy. But then that familiar feeling of it being wrong settled in, and now I have thoughts of tearing that paper off the wall so nobody can look at it anymore.
Maybe I really just wanted to see that if I bent to my feeling and ripped my name away, would there be a hole where I had once been, or would everyone else close rank around me as if I had never existed at all?
I'm still not sure what these feelings mean as I grapple with them again. Do I want to stop existing because I feel sad? Or do I feel everyone hates me? I know deep down that people would miss me if I was gone; I can't say with confidence that I think their lives are better with a me sized hole in them. Why do I feel this way? Existence just feels like it shouldn't belong to me, I'm better as a shadow that haunts the back of someone's mind than being a person that people can see. Life feels easier that way. I might just be scared of how they perceive me.
I think they don't perceive me as I really am.
But I don't know how to show them the real me because I've been told so often that the real me is "wrong" in some imperceptible way, some way that can't be fixed. This thing that I have to show to others isn't me.
If they were to miss me they would really be missing the facade that I show them, so maybe I never really was there after all?
I tailor my behavior so close to what people want and expect of me so that when I step back the tapestry we all make up looks neat and cohesive. But once move away, I can't find my thread anymore because it's a colour that I feel doesn't belong to me. Something has taken my place in the world I was weaving and now there's no room left for me.
I hate the way it makes me lash out towards those I care about. There's this desperate need for me to prove that my place in this world exists and is important. As soon as it feels threatened, all I can do is shutdown. I think that I tear away the people that get close to me so that they won't miss me if I disappear? I close myself and my feelings off from everyone around me. I prevent them from reaching me, maybe because I feel they don't understand? Or maybe feeling angry with them feels better than feeling angry with myself.
Or maybe I just have many faces. And it's okay for me to choose when to show one or the other, and there's a place for all of them. Maybe I could learn to accept myself and all of the flavors that I come in instead of shoving myself into a box that's too small for me.
Maybe it'll be okay.
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