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fluffytriceratops · 8 months

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𝐬𝐨𝐮𝐫 𝐜𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐦 - 𝐚. 𝐦𝐢𝐲𝐚 [chapter one]

chapter one: "𝚖𝚛𝚜 𝚔𝚠𝚊𝚗 𝚒𝚜 𝚖𝚢 𝚜𝚞𝚐𝚊𝚛 𝚍𝚊𝚍𝚍𝚢."

notes: i'm not in uni so i don't know what i'm talking about most of the time huehue

chapter two: "bootymeat."

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Friday, 2:28 pm.

y/n

guess who failed her mid terms??

*le cry*

bokubro

wtf tell me you're joking-

tsukitsuki

i can't say i'm surprised

kendoll

we knew it was going to happen eventually

no one should be surprised at this point

tetsu

wth?! even after all my tutoring??

y/n

well fuck you guys too-

thanks for the support, dickheads

bokubro

hey!! what about me?? 😭😭

y/n

not you bo, you're such a bean i luv you 🥰

bokubro

AHH I LUVE YOU TOOO SDJdfj 🥰🥰🥰

kendoll

you guys disgust me

tsukitsuki

i dont have the patience for this

y/n

eat shit

queen keiji

aren't we forgetting something? are we just going to let her off the hook that easily?

tetsu

HOW DID YOU FAIL YOUR MIDTERMS

tsukitsuki

cuz she's an idiot

y/n

shut up string bean!

and technically i only failed one class-

but i just barley passed in most of the other's so..

👁👄👁👌✨

queen keiji

but i thought kuroo was helping you study?

bokubro

yeah! and you sounded so sure of yourself earlier

tetsu

don't blame this on me, she did this to herself

you guys sit with her for hours on end trying to get her to focus. it aint an easy task.

y/n

he was- i'm not even going to try to lie, he's right 🥲

kendoll

like i said, stupid

y/n

kenma i swear--- i will destroy your village in minecraft dont test me

👺👺👺

kendoll

not my fault you have half a brain cell

tsukitsuki

didn't you help build that village?

y/n

fuck you guys

i'm going out to eat sushi & boba and i'm not bringing any of you 🖕

bokubro

heyy!!!

WHAT ABOUT ME

queen keiji

excuse me??

tetsu

RUDEEEE

y/n

BESIDES YOU THREE ofc 💕

tetsu aren't you in class rn? and bo do you not have practice soon??

tetsu

yeah but we're just reviewing stuff from monday

plus it'll be over soon

bokubro

shit i nearly forgot

wait for ME???

pPLEASE?

kendoll

i want boba

tsukitsuki

i want sushi

y/n

well too fucking bad you guys can eat shit

soggy anus's

tsukitsuki

do you not have class in half an hour?

kendoll

soggy anus's? the fuck y/n

y/n

i can eat fast

bokubro

NOOO WAIT FOR ME

PLESSEAE

testu

WAIT FOR ME TOOO

queen keiji

i would also like you to wait for me

y/n

UGHHGHGH

FINEEE

but no kenma or tsukishima, they can suck my toes

tsukitsuki

that's fucking disgusting

is that some weird kink of yours?

kendoll

i change my mind

i don't want to go out with you anyway

bokubro

wait actually?

y/n are you into that stuff?

kendoll

i wouldn't put it past her, she's probably into all kinds of weird shit

y/n

EWW NO

SHUT UP YOU KNOW WHAT I MEANT

tsukitsuki

how am i supposed to know what you meant?

i think what you want is pretty clear, nasty hoe

queen keiji

if you guys don't stop pissing her off none of us are going to be able to go

tsukitsuki

idc i'll go out with kozume

kendoll

i'd be up for that

bokubro

WAIT I WANNA COME TOO

y/n

THATs IT I"M GOING TO GET FOOD NOW PISS OFF FUCKERS

BO YOU FKCING TRAITOR

queen keiji

what did i say

tsukitsuki

idc either way

kendoll

i hope you choke

bokubro

NO WAIT Y/N IM SORRYRY

tetsu

wait y/n my class is over in like 2 minutes

let me come with!!

y/n

KISS MY ASS

except for kaashi and tetsu💕

and ye- i'll wait for you i'm outside of my english classroom

kendoll

ew no

i knew you were into some nasty shit

bokubro

Y/N NOO

I"M SOWWRY

I DIDNT MEAN ITTTT

tetsu

alright, i'm leaving now!

y/n

thats your punishment for betraying me

now you know how it feels

keiji are you able to come now too?

kendoll

don't worry bo, you can come with us

tsukitsuki

exactly you don't want to hang out with her anyway

we're better

y/n

fuck you!

bo don't go! if you don't go i'll come pick you up after practice with food! anything you want, my treat!

queen keiji

i can't rn, i am also in class but if you're going to bring bokuto food, can you bring me some too please?

bokubro

does this mean you're not mad at me anymore ?

kendoll

dont fall for it bokuto!

tsukitsuki

yeah, come with us

y/n

bo i could never be mad at you!!! i love you so much~! 🥰🥰🥰

and sure, i'll get you something too keiji ^^

queen keiji

alright, thank you 🙂

bokubro

I LOVE YOU TOOO DFSJDF 🥰🥰🥰 get me something with LOTS of meat please!!

y/n

okie! keiji do you have a preference on what you want?

tetsu

okay im back im with y/n now

kendoll

you don't have to tell us that

tetsu

i wanted to 😎

tsukitsuki

that emoji doesn't even make sense

tetsu

yes it does!

queen keiji

not really. you know what i like i trust you.

bokubro

ahh i gotta go now! ill see you later y/n!!

y/n

alrighty! see you soonish bo!!

tetsu

bye bo!

queen keiji

have fun at practise

bokubro

byeee! and thanks akaashi, I will 😊

y/n aight losers we're off i shall see you at home

tsukitsuki

or you could move out

y/n

shut up prick you're gonna see my hobo ass whether you want to or not

kendoll

we'd rather not

Friday, 3:56 pm.

y/n

mrs kwan is my sugar daddy

tsukitsuki

what the fuck

kendoll

as in the babysitter from cat in the hat?

tetsu

i just cackled so loudly- everyone is starring as me

y/n

yeah that's her 🥰

queen keiji

i don't know how to feel about this

kendoll

idk if i should be concerned or not

tsukitsuki

there is something mentally wrong with you

tetsu

im all for it, id smash

tsukitsuki

any sliver of respect i had for you is gone

y/n

ikr? she's such a hottie 😏🥵 tsuki doesn't know what he's missing

tetsu

clearly 🥵

tsukitsuki

that's it im changing the locks when i get home

kendoll

I'll help you

queen keiji

y/n aren't you in class rn? pay attention

y/n

okay okay!

...

would you smash kaashi?

tetsu

we need a tie breaker

queen keiji

...

yeah, sure

tsukitsuki

ive never been more disappointed

kendoll

agreed

gru is better

tsukitsuki

i hate you all

Friday, 6:18 pm.

bokubro

what'd i miss? 😂 dunno who she is imma look her up—

ohhh! yeah id smash 👁👄👁🤌✨

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nabichoi26 · 2 years

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junior year

ended the first semester of my junior yes and it wasn’t as i thought how it’d end.

junior year having tons of units in a semester and having to comply them with time constraining deadlines sucks. I'm a communication major in journalism and i cant believe how much time consuming it takes to do the dishes and wash my hair every exam days. it surely sucks because not complaining how my school manage our time tables unlike other university but hope that by next sem we’ll be having a different kind of agenda when it comes to submissions and deadlines.

the hassle from prelims was quite confusing for i was not use to this many loads of units unlike my freshman days in medical school (the reason why i shifted), the fact that my sched is unlike the normal sched of my homies makes me feel unsettle bc i am jam pack with requirements everyday. supposed to be we have no close on tues and thurs but due to my freaking conflict sched i had a tuesday afternoon class in our philo. prelims was that moment where as i feel like im a baby, didnt really know where to begin and how to even work before, because during the first rushed week, our school decided to give us a fucking tons of works of analysis and other projects that consume half of my nut brain cell.

so as time shifted and i have’d adjust during prelims, i found the perfect picture of how should i manage my time. during midterms i was very active yet drained in different situations, i was very irritated to my relatives as for our house hold is very annoying at days and some time at night. more or less the grades that i have consumed back on prelims increase while some are decreasing which is an LMAO for me because i was in the peak of trying hard in juggling both editing and writing script and analysis and quizes to reviewing law and other subjects. i remember i got so used into sleeping at past 4am because of the editing shenaniganz for our media class where i have to seek through how my friend editing, accompanying him while some of our groupmates failed to wake up LMAO.

PS: i had to juggle doing acads works and org during that time and they gave me sm work at org which i never compensate because who am i to even try to decline an opportunity, found my art style during this prosses though very achieving !!!

then we had a kind of a long break after Christmas and NY, then comes the outbreak of ronna virus part2, some of my prof got the so called virus which made us kind of stuck with just reading and writing works and no learning ideas about it. then they had to really seek into putting all the complied work that there suppose to put the week of our health break, making us feel dead inside. had a thesis proposal which i didn't bother to start during my break because i was still clueless on what it could be. then had a post midterm exam in our theory class, another analogy test and some other random shit. had to report for our philo and my unknown groupmates that never participated made me anxious that time (hope they suffer jk jk) then had the worst of worst production project for our virtual project for valentines day. had to pre work on that, thinking and composing the flow, writing the script and each segment, finding talents and actually i had a hard time organizing every little damn shit that prod work made me. had like 4 days of editing and sorting out shits and juggling in studying for exams during that day, also was in a very rush moment in finishing my research bc i didn’t have any time to read my RRL and the last minute during the night before submission i was able to re-read and understand the mistake i made on my paper, which that God i had the time. after the presentation of our production finals, defending our thesis, understanding sm shits on law, i got the whole Saturday morning till afternoon free and then proceed into studying for theory oral recitation for monday.

monday, dear oh monday i will never forget you.

i had an exam on law at 10am which was about an hour exam and damn i am honest but i only had a 30minute review on my paper. after that i took my next exam which had a deadline until Wednesday, so i did that by Tuesday but then when i knew about the deadline i proceed into studying for my oral class at 3pm till 6, my number was 23 and i knew i couldn’t make it but i did. i had an early lunch and a coffee beside me, because i was anxious of what my prof would ask about us and stuff like this, i was anxious because a lot of people were actually asking me, juggling the fact i had to talk to my parents telling them i needed Starbucks, but we had a miscommunication that made me feel very sad and angry about them.

after i finished my exam i rush downstairs to get a muffin and water, i had to talk to my parents which by the time they answered the call it wasn’t even what i wanted them to say to me, they just complained about my responsibility, telling me to hand the money to my tito because the pay was overdue, but by that time i knew i was suck between “do they even want to talk to me” to “what kind of parents are they”, because i was expecting they’ll be saying “how's your exam, or what are you doing are you okay?” but no, we get response like that and those responses they gave me made me angry and question them for idk how many times. suddenly feelings come crushing and i ended the call crying, sobbing so hard telling to my self that i did well, that there's still tomorrow but we can do this, i wrote in my journal saying that i had enough of these mistreatments and nonsense of these boomers because the time i was crying i felt like something in me died.

today, i realize that pain was what i have only felt this semester. that i hid the fucking pain for months just for me to focus on the goal but its never making me happy. these semester made me want to give up on life so many times but i dint thinking that after i graduate i would just smash my diploma in their faces and leave because all i ever wanted was too feel free without them. i realize how i can only live alone, that maybe i have them as my parents but would they even care? maybe at some point but not really.

the struggle of giving up was a thread point in me but i never did, only the dream that i had for my self is my seeking point to never give up.

that we only have ourselves <3

#my life #self love #blogpost #college

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