girlofstarsandmistakes

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:･ﾟ✧:･ﾟ✧:･ﾟ✧:･ﾟ✧:･ﾟ✧:･ﾟ✧.·͙̩̩͙˚̩̥̩̥̩̩̥͙　✩　̩̩̥͙˚̩̥̩̥̩̩͙‧͙ .:･ﾟ✧:･ﾟ✧:･ﾟ✧:･ﾟ✧:･ﾟ✧:･ﾟ✧

When did ife get so difficult??? Just a moment ago i was 5 in my grandmas bed, listening to her reading fairytles until i fall asleep. And now i cry myself to sleep, i hug pillows to feel some kind of warmth and i'll never again be in my grandmas bed.

#girlblogging #girlhood #sad thoughts #nastolgia

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"The earth is just a very small dot, so dont worry about your problems, its nothing compared to the universe" Yeah, but that small dot is my whole life. Its my, probably, 80 years of life and I will be the one to choose how to spend it and what to worry about, thank you very much.

#girlblogging #girlhood #im just a girl #i should go to bed

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:･ﾟ✧:･ﾟ✧:･ﾟ✧:･ﾟ✧:･ﾟ✧:･ﾟ✧.·͙̩̩͙˚̩̥̩̥̩̩̥͙　✩　̩̩̥͙˚̩̥̩̥̩̩͙‧͙ .:･ﾟ✧:･ﾟ✧:･ﾟ✧:･ﾟ✧:･ﾟ✧:･ﾟ✧

His first sight

When i first saw her i thought 'what a beautiful lady she is', so naturally i bought her flowers the next day. Each day some flowers, each tea some honey, each goodbye some hugs, each movie some kisses and each day some more falling in love. And its been 60 year since, and still i buy her flowers as often as i can, put honey in her tea and kiss in every movies scene.

Her first sight

I remember it clearly. It was may 12, 1964, i was in biology class when this boy came to me with flowers. I was astonished, rejected them but every upcoming day he would buy me more and more flowers, only when he found out my favorite ones i accepted. And it was when i knew, i knew it was him to hug and kiss and spend the rest of my life with. Every other caress didnt do much to me, but sunflowers, in colour of his hair, only kisses as sweet as honey and only his sweet looks in the morning sweetened my life for the past 60 years.

#girlhood #girlblogging #just girly things #hihihi #writing #pov #lovers #love #love quotes #i love him #romance #old people

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:･ﾟ✧:･ﾟ✧:･ﾟ✧:･ﾟ✧:･ﾟ✧:･ﾟ✧.·͙̩̩͙˚̩̥̩̥̩̩̥͙　✩　̩̩̥͙˚̩̥̩̥̩̩͙‧͙ .:･ﾟ✧:･ﾟ✧:･ﾟ✧:･ﾟ✧:･ﾟ✧:･ﾟ✧

GUYS PLS ITS 2AM AND WOW okay so i was friends with this dude for like 2-3 years. We were inseparable for the first 1,5 year, then he did a shitty thing and i stopped our friendship, and then a few months after we made up. And then dun dun duuun we stopped being friends this autumn, i think somewhere in early october. Like i felt that its the right thing cus to be real he wasnt a good friend. Anyway its been yk a while, there were ofc times when i really missed him but not anymore, yk why??? HE'S SO CRINGE NOW. Like his spotify is umm questionable, his instagram is so cringe that when i sometimes stalk him its literally a comedy show and HIS DISCORD OMG i ofc dont want to say what he posts cus yk i respect his privacy (not like someone) but its smth like that: "fucked so hard my ass so tight" (btw he's gay) "being gay is my personality" "idc abt yall haters imma fuck where i want to", in one of the apps his name is literally the f slur. And um i think i dodged a bullet here cus??? He used to be pretty nice but idk, he turned into 15 year old whore:D Not like he cant do that but its just that its not really my kind of vibes and he changed so much since we stopped talking, i think it changed us both. Idk if he went to the better or worst but im deffinetly doing better:))) now whenever i'll miss him i'll just remember that a) he chose to declare that our friendship ended THROW UNFOLLOWING ME ON SPOTIFY b) he's so goofy hihi he literally looks like a karen clown i kid you not, i wish i could show u screenshots and drop names:(

#girlblogging #girlhood #im just a girl #i should go to bed #just girly things #ex friends #goofy goof #goofy #hihihi

[girlofstarsandmistakes]

:･ﾟ✧:･ﾟ✧:･ﾟ✧:･ﾟ✧:･ﾟ✧:･ﾟ✧.·͙̩̩͙˚̩̥̩̥̩̩̥͙　✩　̩̩̥͙˚̩̥̩̥̩̩͙‧͙ .:･ﾟ✧:･ﾟ✧:･ﾟ✧:･ﾟ✧:･ﾟ✧:･ﾟ✧

Girlblogging on a girl day just FEELS right:D

Have some wonderful girldays and go enjoy some treats that you deffinetly deserve<3

#girlblogging #girlhood #im just a girl #i should go to bed #just girly things #girl thoughts #beautiful women #women day

[girlofstarsandmistakes]

:･ﾟ✧:･ﾟ✧:･ﾟ✧:･ﾟ✧:･ﾟ✧:･ﾟ✧.·͙̩̩͙˚̩̥̩̥̩̩̥͙　✩　̩̩̥͙˚̩̥̩̥̩̩͙‧͙ .:･ﾟ✧:･ﾟ✧:･ﾟ✧:･ﾟ✧:･ﾟ✧:･ﾟ✧

Its girlblog time!!! Wooohooo

Ok so theres this classmate thats kind of a bitch, like she talked shit about me to our mutual friends etc. and when she said that we are "besties", i said that we're not even friends, just classmates and she was FLABBERGASTED and sooo sad even tho i didnt even have her phone number. She also tried to make that out new classmates wouldnt be friends with me (she failed btw hihi, im actual besties with them now). Anyway we went out to get coffee (i refused like 10 different times so i felt very guilty for being so mean to her, so i just had to go yk) and guys, she's not rhat bad?? I mean she did talk behind my back that im a whore (i never even held hands romantically:( ) etc etc but at the same time shs had a kind of rough past yk? Idk how to feels about her since 1. She's a bitch 2. She has her reasonings 3. She DESPERATELY tries to be my friend ALL THE TIME and i feel so guilty for refusing being friends zknxjjdkfkkxkf ik i yapped abt nothing but idk i just had to get this off my chest dkncjf

#girlblogging #girlhood #im just a girl #school #classmates #drama #just girly things

[girlofstarsandmistakes]

:･ﾟ✧:･ﾟ✧:･ﾟ✧:･ﾟ✧:･ﾟ✧:･ﾟ✧.·͙̩̩͙˚̩̥̩̥̩̩̥͙　✩　̩̩̥͙˚̩̥̩̥̩̩͙‧͙ .:･ﾟ✧:･ﾟ✧:･ﾟ✧:･ﾟ✧:･ﾟ✧:･ﾟ✧

Ok so my friend and I made a deal: i watch 5 episodes or "The vampire diaries" and she bakes me cakes every monday for a month. At first i was VERY skeptical abt tvd but now that i tried her cake...guys. When i say that its the best thing i ever ate, i trully mean it, like im ready to watch the whole tvd just to eat it again like actually:') I guess tvd fandom got a new fan hihi

#vampire #the vampire diaries #girlblogging #girlhood #im just a girl #friends #deals #cake

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Update: i had a nightmare that chemistry teacher is a serial killer and runs some kind of cult:( and she tried to kill me with a poisonous croissant:(

:･ﾟ✧:･ﾟ✧:･ﾟ✧:･ﾟ✧:･ﾟ✧:･ﾟ✧.·͙̩̩͙˚̩̥̩̥̩̩̥͙　✩　̩̩̥͙˚̩̥̩̥̩̩͙‧͙ .:･ﾟ✧:･ﾟ✧:･ﾟ✧:･ﾟ✧:･ﾟ✧:･ﾟ✧

Chemistry hw got me stressed so bad that i have to return to my true self (drinking hot milk with some cookies in bed while listening to lana del ray)

[girlofstarsandmistakes]

so I got into grad school today with my shitty 2.8 gpa and the moral of the story is reblog those good luck posts for the love of god

[girlofstarsandmistakes]

♫ John met me down on the boulevard ♫

[girlofstarsandmistakes]

:･ﾟ✧:･ﾟ✧:･ﾟ✧:･ﾟ✧:･ﾟ✧:･ﾟ✧.·͙̩̩͙˚̩̥̩̥̩̩̥͙　✩　̩̩̥͙˚̩̥̩̥̩̩͙‧͙ .:･ﾟ✧:･ﾟ✧:･ﾟ✧:･ﾟ✧:･ﾟ✧:･ﾟ✧

Chemistry hw got me stressed so bad that i have to return to my true self (drinking hot milk with some cookies in bed while listening to lana del ray)

#lana del rey #girlhood #just girly things #im just a girl #girlblogging #school #stress #send help #please help #i should go to bed #i cant do it anymore #i iust want to read mangas and listen to good music help pls

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:･ﾟ✧:･ﾟ✧:･ﾟ✧:･ﾟ✧:･ﾟ✧:･ﾟ✧.·͙̩̩͙˚̩̥̩̥̩̩̥͙　✩　̩̩̥͙˚̩̥̩̥̩̩͙‧͙ .:･ﾟ✧:･ﾟ✧:･ﾟ✧:･ﾟ✧:･ﾟ✧:･ﾟ✧

#scrapbook #lana del ray aesthetic #music #folk #indie #aesthetic #im just a girl #this is a girlblog #girlblogging #photoshop #collage #trends #stars #tumblr girls #Spotify

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:･ﾟ✧:･ﾟ✧:･ﾟ✧:･ﾟ✧:･ﾟ✧:･ﾟ✧.·͙̩̩͙˚̩̥̩̥̩̩̥͙　✩　̩̩̥͙˚̩̥̩̥̩̩͙‧͙ .:･ﾟ✧:･ﾟ✧:･ﾟ✧:･ﾟ✧:･ﾟ✧:･ﾟ✧

I was sleeping but I just could not not write this down:

The feminine urge to:

paint my nails black

go get a little snack

have some tea before bed

tell them they treated me bad

change my life in one night

change my fate with one sight

run away and fall in love

be reborn into a dove

wear a dress, get a stain

understand that people are vain

make it pink, make it sad

give people everything I have

be a little loved, a little greedy

be a little selfish, be needed

experience and feel everything in life

get to call me mine

be the mom I needed

be void itself if needed

p.s. how tf do i like make the uh spaces smaller cus this just hurts my eyes:-( im new to tumblr so im lost pls help ghjhbvghj

#original poem #poems on tumblr #i should sleep #i should go to bed #feminine urge #girlblogging #girlhood #mommy issues #relatable #reincarnation #im just a girl #hi hi <3 #oh dear #i should go to therapy #bye bye #muah #this is a girlblog #girl thoughts #girl therapy

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I also often wondered abt this but bc of this blog i actually looked it up:D Horsefly in many cultures has many like meanings and what it represents, but for the most part i think he, the greatest song writer of all time, meant these ones (these are Chinese origin!):

Longevity — Its long lifespan represents perseverance through the ups and downs of existence. We must adopt the long view in life’s journey.

Patience — The horsefly endures waiting calmly for the right moment to strike. We too must wait patiently on divine timing.

Resilience — Its hardy body symbolizes thriving through challenge and change. We must bend rather than break when faced with life’s trials.

I like the 'longevity' meaning the most cus yk 'its a small life, you're a horsefly (long lifespan throw ups and downs 'it's been a bad run, you've had some bad tries').

For me specifically, horsefly associates how its name is so absurd i guess?? Like a horse is big and fly is small and idk that adds up some meanings for me personally cus a person can be big and small, have ups and downs but still be strong. Plus horsefly also associates as super annoying and shit but these aholes seem to survive no matter what:D

Anyway have a good day and listen to 'intolewd':-)

I still have no idea how to ask on Tumblr but I'll give it a try.

I need the lyrics geniuses, the insects experts and the Matt Maltese fans!

In "Smile in the face of the devil" at the beginning he says:

it's been a bad run, you've had some bad tries

It's a small life, you're a horsefly

I can't understand why but the world "horsefly" makes me think of a specific person, and I can't seem to find the meaning of this insect.

Does anybody knows what it might stand for? I feel like he uses it in a sweet way but I've always known horseflies as bad insects, any suggestions?

#matt maltese #horseflies #meaning #lyrics #intolewd #songs #songs lyrics #smile in the face of the devil #indie #horsefly #insects

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and my every sad poetry in the notes app is a masterpiece that should be publishet but im too shy lol

when I'm sad I get so fucking poetic

#coquette #poetry #meme #notes app #girlhood #femenine urge #hihihi

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Hello:-)

:･ﾟ✧:･ﾟ✧:･ﾟ✧:･ﾟ✧:･ﾟ✧:･ﾟ✧.·͙̩̩͙˚̩̥̩̥̩̩̥͙　✩　̩̩̥͙˚̩̥̩̥̩̩͙‧͙ .:･ﾟ✧:･ﾟ✧:･ﾟ✧:･ﾟ✧:･ﾟ✧:･ﾟ✧

Heyooo, my (fake?) name is Stella and im 15 y.o. :) I was watching 'the fault in our stars' and idk, i just had this huge urge to start a new tumblr account (that i hope my friends wont find) and just idk share my life and thoughts. I know nobody will probably see this but who cares. This might be just a shout into the void but i hope i feel better by sharing my little infinity here *wink wink*;-)

Anyway i think i should start off somewhere so read to me yap about 'the fault in our stars':-) i actually REALLY love the movie and the book even tho everyone around me seem to hate them:-( I read the book like 4 times (i usually dont reread books!) and each time it gets better and better!!! I love queting it as you could see and i truly believe that 'our little infinity' is the best thing that happened in modern literature. I mean its not my most favorite book or has the best scene ever but each time it makes me feel like this is not the end, i have more little infinities to go. Anyway if you didnt read or/and watched 'the fault in our stars' i really, REALLY recommend it. Its stupid and cliché(è?) but to be honest so is life so go enjoy the good (sad) vibes and some good music:-)

If anyone actually read my silly little yap: thanks!! Have a great day, night and infinities right ahead you:-)

#the fault in our stars #first post #blog #yapping #yapyapyap #Little infinity #wink wink #dear diary #hello tumblr people #movies #books and reading #oppinion #this is a girlblog #just girly things #just girly thoughts