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Warm in the Night, Heat in the Morning

Pairing: Jungkook x (F)Reader

Genre: Smut aka PORN

Word Count: 4,793

Warnings: Dom!Jungkook, Sub!Female Reader, semi-somnophilia, cock warming, pet names, slight brat punishment, first person

“C’mon Jagiya, you don’t have to be shy...” Jeongguk said as he lay in bed with the covers over his waist, just low enough that it was torture to look at him and be inches away from seeing everything, “I’ve seen you without your clothes on before, and you’ll be covered with the blanket too so I won’t be able to see anything anyway.”

I was hiding everything from my neck downward behind the bathroom door, staring at him on the bed propped up against the headboard with his hands behind his head while he looked back at me. It was hot outside and he told me to sleep without anything on, which in my case meant without my shirt too as nine times out of ten I only slept with a shirt on.

“I’m not wearing anything either, y’know.” He smirked as I saw something twitch beneath the little amount of blankets covering him and he watched my cheeks redden. “Would it make you feel better if I closed my eyes until you got under the covers, Princess?”

I nodded my head slightly, keeping myself behind the door as much as I could while still being able to look at him in the bedroom. I watched as he moved his hands from behind his head and pressed the palms of his hands tightly against his eyes with a smile on his face, “Don’t you dare peek.” I warned as I pulled the door open a little farther, the creek of its hinges barely quieter than my voice. I quickly used an arm to wrap around my chest while my free hand covered the place between my legs as I quickly tip-toed to my side of the bed, jumped onto the mattress, and pulled half of the blanket over me until I was completely covered from head to toe.

“You silly girl.” He laughed when I felt his hands fall on the bed away from his eyes, allowing him to see me wiggle myself onto my stomach under the blankets until I could inchworm my way up to his chest so I could wrap my arms around his torso. He flipped the top of the blanket up and revealed my head looking up at him with a shade of red subtly brushing my cheeks. “Aww, look at you. You look so cute when you’re snuggled against me like that…” He smiled down at me, hooking a finger under my chin to keep my eyes locked on his rich brown ones, and he knew the effect they had on me, which never alleviated no matter how many times he made me lock gazes with him. He pressed his thumb against my bottom lip and gave it a little tug, his eyes finally moving from mine and focusing on how my lips parted from feeling his thumb. His hand moved to the back of my neck just below my head and he quickly leaned down and pressed a loving kiss to my lips with a groan rumbling in his throat before he pulled back and gave me a small smile. He slid his right arm underneath me and flipped me onto my side facing away from him, earning him a little gasp from me out of surprise.

“What on earth are you doing?” I giggled as I felt his chest press against me. It took all my strength to keep myself from having a physical reaction, especially when I could feel his excitement pressed against my back as well.

“I just wanna snuggle with you the right way, Aegiya…” He whispered as he kissed the side of my neck, feeling his left hand slither its way around my waist so he could pull my hips against him.

“Oh, yeah?” I heard him hum as his kisses trailed up behind my ear, “And which way is the right way?” My voice came out more breathless than I expected when his left hand moved to the inside of my left thigh and pulled my legs apart slightly, feeling his hips’ contact with mine disappear briefly before feeling something slide against my pussy. I couldn’t help but let a soft sigh leave my lips at the surprise, my pussy was already wet before I even got into bed, but the feeling of his cock sliding against me and the tip taunting my pussy made me even wetter.

“I want to be inside of you while we sleep, Princess. I want to be as close to you as I possibly can tonight… Are you okay with that?” His voice was just above a whisper when I felt the tip of his cock press against my entrance, enough for there to be pressure but still not enough to slide in.

I was quiet for a moment while I tried to get my brain to function, trying to focus on my breathing as the sudden excitement that was coursing through me made my heart race.

“Answer me, Princess.” He used a finger to move my head to the side to look at him, “Do you want Daddy inside of you?”

“Yes, Daddy… I wanna feel your cock fill me up while I sleep…”

“That’s my good girl…” With one soft thrust of his hips, he slid inside me with ease. The deeper he went, the longer his quiet groan was drawled out, and every second it echoed through my ears the more my pussy throbbed around him until he was inside completely. “Fuck, you’re so warm, Aegiya…” He sighed as he placed another soft, yet desperate, kiss on my lips and I could feel him twitch inside me causing me to shiver in excitement. He adjusted our position so we were spooning as close together as possible, allowing him to stay deep inside of me while he held me in his arms.

***

“That’s it, Princess, use Daddy’s cock.” He groaned below me as my hips rocked back and forth on his dick, both of my hands planted on his chest to help hold me up as I raised and lowered myself onto his cock in a steady rhythm. “Show me how much you need me inside you. Fuck, just like that…”

I was fast asleep, enjoying my dream when I stirred into semi-consciousness. I opened one of my eyes to find what woke me up, and I was met with a blurry image of Jeongguk on his back below me, his black hair tousled on his pillow, fast asleep. He had one hand under his head with his left arm draped across my waist while I lay on top of him. I smiled and laid my head on his chest to listen to his heart pulse in his chest, but as soon as I closed my eyes I felt something else pulse from him at the other end of his body. That’s when I realized he hadn’t pulled out of me and was still just as deep inside of me as he was when we fell asleep initially.

Fuck, how the hell am I supposed to go to sleep when he’s pulsing inside of me… I rolled my eyes with a silent huff. I attempted to adjust my position on top of him without waking him up, however, the feeling of his cock moving inside me sent a shiver up my spine. “Oh, God…” I whimpered, the noise coming out of me a little louder than I intended. I immediately flung a hand over my mouth in hopes I didn’t disturb him and kept still for a moment to ensure he was still fast asleep. I took a deep breath in and subtly rocked my hips against him, feeling him slide in and out slightly with each motion. I could feel another whimper bubbling in my throat when I slid him back inside so I wrapped my arms underneath him and nuzzled my face in the crook of his neck to try to muffle the noises coming from me. “Fuck, it feels so good…” I mumbled against his skin as quietly as possible as a soft moan followed soon after. I maneuvered my hands from behind his back high enough that I could hook them over his shoulders to use them as a way to move myself back and forth. “F-Fuck…” I panted as I wiggled my hips in a little circle to feel him move around inside of me, each movement causing him to throb every time.

“Mmm…” He quietly sighed as he bucked his hips slightly, feeling him push inside of me even just the little amount he did made a stifled moan escape my lips just a tad more than I would have preferred it to.

I forced my hips to be still just in case it woke him up, but much to my relief, he was sound asleep. I quietly released a panicked breath I was holding and began to move my hips again. I pressed my face closer to his neck as I started to pant from the feeling of his dick throbbing inside of me. I started to get so lost in the knot forming in my stomach that I didn’t feel or hear him stir until the hand he had laid across my lower waist moved up my back to my head, moving the hair that was in my face from moving so much. I looked up at him with guilty eyes as I knew I had been caught by the lazy smile on his face, making him chuckle softly as he adjusted our position. He sat up with his back against the headboard, holding my hips still so I straddled his lap.

“What’s got you awake this early in the morning, Aein?” His tone was soft and gentle, but the sound of his voice was gravelly from just waking up and every word he spoke was aimed directly between my legs. “Oh, I think I know…” He cheekily smirked at me when I felt myself throb around him from his voice echoing in my head. “Aww… look at how red your face is…” he tucked my hair behind my ears and moved my hair off of my shoulders, gently squeezing them as his hands fell to my biceps, “You must’ve been awake for quite some time, Aegiya.” He leaned his head down and gave my neck a gentle kiss, sucking on the skin a little bit before kissing the area once it began to sting a bit. His hands moved from my arms and began grazing my skin with his fingertips in up-and-down motions, switching between my back and my sides. Each movement made goosebumps flash upon my skin and under his touch while his lips moved up from my neck to my earlobe. His hands finally wandered to my hips, giving them a tender but rough squeeze. The feeling of his hands on my hips mixed with the sensation of him nibbling on my earlobe made me jump, eliciting a gasp from between my teeth. “Fuck.. I love it when you gasp like that, Yeoja Agi.” He groaned as I felt his dick twitch inside me, causing me to take my bottom lip between my teeth to keep myself quiet.

“Fucking hell, your cock feels so good inside me…” I whined as I struggled not to move my hips at all. I knew my eyes were glossy, and had been for a long time, but I watched as lust glazed over his deep brown eyes while he stared at me and focused all of his attention on how each part of me reacted to him.

He glanced downward at where we connected and saw with the way I was straddling him, he wasn’t inside of me completely, and there were about one or two inches that were still yet to be pushed inside. His gaze moved from between us to my own, holding it intensely enough that it kicked my heart into a faster gear when I felt his hands slide from my waist to my thighs, gently massaging them as his hands moved up and down.

I bit my lip as my hips moved briefly back and forth, my thigh muscles tensing under his touch at the same time. My shy hip sway was quickly turned into a full-body shiver when he braced himself against the bed and thrust his hips upward, pushing himself all the way inside of me. A shaky moan left my lips as my eyes rolled to the back of my head for a moment, both of my hands landing on his with a tight grip as his moved from my thighs to my hips again, forcing my hips down onto him as his own gently fell back down onto the bed with a low growl.

“You take my dick so well, Princess…” He mumbled under his breath as he lightly kissed my shoulder, feeling him twitch inside me when I throbbed around him from his praise.

I whimpered softly as my hips began to grind back and forth on his cock again while he continued kissing my shoulders until he gave one of them a surprising bite when I least expected it. “Mmph, fuck…!” I gasped in an attempt to yelp as I gripped his hips beneath me. If only it didn’t send a feeling of pleasure shooting down my spine instead.

“My pretty girl…” His voice was raspy and his eyes were completely glazed with lust as he leaned back against the headboard and looked me up and down, he moved his right hand from my hip and placed it on my stomach, allowing it to travel upward toward my chest so he could cup one of my breasts in his hand and knead it in his hand.

“That feels so good, Daddy…” I sighed when his fingers started to toy with my nipple, delicately pinching between his pointer finger and thumb. My back arched my chest toward the feeling of his fingers as a desperate whimper tried to force its way past my tightly pressed lips.

“Does my baby girl like her nipples getting pinched and rubbed by Daddy?”

“Y-Yes, Daddy… fuck…” I moaned out as I felt him thrust inside me again, resulting in my head falling backward as my hips matched his thrusts in a semi-slow, steady rhythm.

His left hand lazily squeezed my hip and his right started kneading my other breast, eventually leisurely moving back down my body, over my stomach, his fingertips faintly traced little hearts in their wake on their way down until they stopped torturously close to my clit before detouring down and to the right. He lightly dragged his pointer and middle fingers up and down the crease between my hip and my thigh, deliberately moving down my thigh at the pace of a turtle before stopping for a moment and making their way back up, purposefully slowing down the closer he got to my pussy. He was an inch above my clit as he drummed his fingers on my lower stomach, forcing a desperate whine to sound in the air when he pushed himself inside of me yet again instead of moving his fingers to where I ever so needed him to touch me. He looked up at me with a mischievous smirk, “Is there something on your mind, Aegiya?”

“Uh-huh…” I grunted as I tried to buck my hips upward to meet his fingers halfway but to no avail.

He furrowed his brows before one quirked upward, “Use your words, Princess.”

“Move your fingers lower, please…” I looked down and watched his fingers continue to drum on my stomach just barely above my clit.

“Why does my little girl want me to do that?” I wasn’t looking at his face, but the sound of his voice told me just what his expression looked like; devilish with the full intent to tease me.

“Because… I need to feel your fingers on my clit…” My heart was racing so fast from adrenaline and excitement was causing my breathing to become labored to the point of panting like a dog. “I need it so bad…” I whined as I could feel my clit throbbing with the need for his touch.

“Aww, you poor thing…” His bottom lip poked out a bit while his brown eyes looked at me as one would someone in fake pity. “Here,” before I had any time to respond, his right arm wrapped around my waist and he flipped our position back to spooning; just as we were before we went to sleep initially. He used his left hand to move my hair out of my face and to one side while his right arm lay under my head to use as a second pillow. I felt his free hand glide down my side and the closer his fingers got to my clit the more I could feel it pulsing with anticipation. “What do you say?” His voice prompted a little hitch in my breath as I could feel the heat of his hand radiating onto my skin,

“Pretty please, Daddy…?” I gripped the actual pillow beneath me when I felt his fingertips slide between my thighs and lightly press against my clit, a broken moan attempting to leave my lips at the same time.

“Fuck, Yeoja Agi, I can feel your clit throbbing against my finger… You really did need it, didn’t you?” His voice was as breathy as mine was when I sighed out a yes in response, he spread his fingers and slid them down my pussy and around his cock as he pushed his cock deeper inside of me.

My hips bucked against his hand to give my clit some friction for a moment when the feeling elicited a moan from me. The once soft moan quickly turned into a panting whimper when I felt his teeth gently bite down on the column of my neck and a low growl vibrated against my skin.

“God, you sound so fucking good, Princess…” He couldn’t help but smile when my whimper became shakier and weak when I felt his tongue dance its way up from the base of my neck column to below my ear, making a little flick motion with its tip under my ear to make me shudder against him. He nudged my ear with the tip of his nose and began to circle my clit with his middle finger, just barely making the circle big enough as to not touch my clit directly, thrusting himself into me a little quicker this time, making sure to tease me with what I needed and give me what I wanted at the same time to keep me on edge. He rested his head against mine just close enough that I could hear his quiet panting as his hot breath grazed over my dampened skin to make me squirm under his touch. His touch around my clit disappeared for a moment when I felt his hand slide under my thigh and pull my leg around and place it over his hip, exposing my wetness to the cold morning air before he returned to his original action whilst picking up the pace with his thrusts and adding a second finger to circle my clit. After a couple of thrusts the full feeling I had instantly vanished when he pulled all the way out, earning a desperate whine in the air as his fingers stopped and pressed down on my clit.

The feeling of my clit throbbing against his fingers as I clenched around nothing made me pant, the yearning for him to be inside me, the need to feel his fingers move on my clit, all of it gathered right at the base of my core as I struggled to hold myself together as I awaited his next move. However, the tense silence was surely broken moments later, “Oh, fuck..!” The loud moan shoved its way out of me as soon as he slammed into me, almost knocking the wind from me before he pulled out all the way again.

“You like it when Daddy pounds your little pussy, Princess?” His voice rumbled near my ear, the vibrations of his voice sending a hot wave coursing through my veins that shot directly down to my pussy, “Answer me, Aegiya.” His fingers started to rub my clit faster as he slammed into me once more before resuming a rapid pace as he fucked me.

“Y-Y-Yes, Daddy,” I panted as another moan poured out of me, “I love it when you pound me like this.”

His right arm moved out from under my head and gripped my hair in a ponytail as he tugged my head to look to the side, kissing me desperately while his hips and fingers continued to work their magic on me. He pulled my bottom lip between his teeth and gave it a rough bite to get my attention but not enough to draw blood, asking for me to part my lips and let him in.

I decided to let my impulsive thoughts win as instead of allowing him access, I thinned my lips into a tight line with a small smirk plastered on my face. However, my smirk was quickly replaced with a whimpering gasp as he pulled out of me, stopped his fingers’ movements, and yanked my head backward by my hair to look up at him and growled at me in warning. I knew he didn’t like me being a brat, but I reveled in his annoyance whenever I’d act on my bratty thoughts because I didn’t see him angry often. But seeing, and hearing, his irritation made my pussy quiver in excitement, whether his irritability was aimed at me or someone other than myself.

His fingers ran down my slit and his fingers slid into my pussy with ease, immediately pumping his fingers in and out of me hard and fast to make my hips jerk upward from the pleasure. He made sure to keep my hair tight in his fist to keep my eyes on him as my mouth fell open in a silent scream from the unexpected action, watching his eyes darken from my reaction made me clench around his fingers. He pulled both of his fingers out and brought them to my lips, giving me a stare only I would know before I opened my mouth and felt his fingers glide across my tongue and the taste of my juices enveloped my senses as my tongue swirled around his fingers to clean them, making sure to never break eye contact with him as I did so.

Listening to him purr as I cleaned myself off of him made my hips writhe against him, a soft, muffled whimper struggled to escape my lips as I continued to lick and suck his fingers clean. I focused my eyes on him, hyper-focusing on how his pupils dilated when I hummed against his fingers. I grabbed at the bedsheet under me in an attempt to keep myself together while my pussy throbbed with the desperate need to feel him inside of me again without having the ability to ask or beg.

He slid them out and gave my pussy a punishing smack that made my body jump in pain, pleasure, and surprise just before smashing his lips to mine, forcing his tongue inside to wrestle with my own. The hand that was gripping my hair moved around to rest under my chin, holding my head up all the while he ran his fingers up and down my cunt again, making sure to use his wet fingers around my entrance before he slide back into me and resumed fucking me at a quick pace while his tongue fought for dominance over mine even though I had no plan on trying to fight back against him.

“Mmph, fuck..!” My moan was swallowed into his throat before he pulled away to watch my body shake when his fingers started to rub my clit again, with quick but gentle movements until he pressed down on it and began slamming his cock into me. My mouth fell open in an attempt to make any sort of sound, however when he suddenly pulled out of me I completely melted against him. My entire body continued to tremble from arousal and desperation, I was barely hanging onto the edge by the time he pulled out and all I could think about was cumming. Cumming around his cock as he pounded it out of me. I looked back at him as I bit my lip, holding myself together as best as I could as I silently begged him to fuck me so I could cum, quietly whimpering as a way to egg him on just a little bit further while I watched his eyes struggled to focus on my gaze instead of moving to admire the mess he had made of me.

“Do you want to cum, or do you need to cum on Daddy’s dick, Yeoja Agi?” His chest rumbled as he spoke, and the vibration emanated from him into me, ultimately worsening, or bettering, the heat between my legs as it waited for his entry again.

“I need it, Daddy… pretty fucking please…” I begged, breathless and hot yet desperate beyond comprehension, that was how everything got started, after all.

He smiled down at me, wrapping his arms around me tightly as he aligned himself with my entrance, pushing himself inside quickly, pulling out and thrusting in again, and again, quickening his pace each time until I started shaking anew.

My jaw fell slack as I began to pant, making sure to lock my gaze with his as he pounded me. “Fuck that feels so good…~” I moaned before a loud gasp when I clenched around him due to my high rapidly approaching faster than before.

“C’mon, Princess, cum on Daddy’s cock. Be a good little girl and cum on my cock- That’s a good fucking girl. Let Daddy make you cum.” He groaned when he felt my pussy tighten around him even more, making his head drop to my neck, biting the column of my neck whilst leaving gentle kisses in their wake as he held me tightly in his arms.

“Oh, my God I’m so fucking close…”

“Good girl, cum for me. Make a mess on my dick for me.”

And just like that, my eyes rolled to the back of my head and I let out a scream as ecstasy washed over me, feeling his grip around me tighten as he moaned against my neck.

He gradually started to slow his movements as I steadily came down from my high, whimpering and gasping for air when I finally heard his growl near my ear and felt him shoot his load deep inside of me, pulsing inside me with each pump that slowed down over time as we both rode out our highs.

“Are you okay, Princess…?” His voice was raspy and exhausted, as to be expected, but the sound of it made me throb around him all over again.

I nodded my head subtly while I tried to calm my breathing down, taking deep breaths in and out to steady each breath to a normal pace.

He lifted his head from my neck and turned my head to face him by hooking a finger around my chin, I didn’t try to look away as I was too weak, but as I watched his lips curl into a small satisfactory smile at his work on me, my chest warmed in the best possible way. His lips melted onto mine in soft, tired kisses, but each one was filled with more love than the last. They suddenly began to peck all over my face to make me giggle a bit. He lifted my leg off of his hip and gently laid it down on top of my other one, running his hands along my arm, my side, and my thigh, and gave each of them a few massaging squeezes on their way around my body. He reached over and grabbed the blankets to cover us back up again, wrapped his arms tight around me, and pulled me close against him, making me the little spoon yet again while he not once pulled out of me as he did so. “My pretty little Princess…” He whispered as he placed a loving kiss on the top of my head and my lips just before I fell into an exhausted, yet very content sleep once again. He soon followed me as well to get much-needed rest before we had to wake up and face the bright sun that would rise within the next few hours.

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GOLDEN Series - SDaW: Seven (Fuck Ver.)

-PAIRING: Jungkook x fem!Reader

-SUMMARY: For each of the seven days of the week, Jungkook wants to show the reader how he’ll always be there to fuck her the right way, for each of the seven days, he does something to express his attraction and lust for her starting from Monday to Sunday to make a week’s worth of fucking and undeniable attraction.

-GENRE: Self-Confidence Boost, Comfort For Feeling Insecure, Showing Attraction, Sex-Upon-Sex

-W.C: 14.8K

-RATING: 18+ (minors DNI)

-WARNINGS: Smut, PDA, Semi-Public Sex, Public Sex, Edging, Body Worship, Clothed Sex, Rough Sex, Impregnation, Semi-Somnophilia

“Aegiya, c’mon… you know I think you’re sexy… Even just thinking about coming home to you gets me worked up. When are you going to believe me?” Jeogguk mumbled against Y/N’s neck as he pressed light, wet kisses to her skin. On one hand, he hated when she would doubt his attraction toward her and it seemed like no matter what he tried, nothing would work. On the other, in a twisted way, he was happy when he needed reassurance from him because he knew he was the only person who could do so. The problem this time, however, she hadn’t doubted his attraction for a while, and in his head, he had done everything under the moon in the past to make her believe him. It had appeared to have worked for a while, but now it seemed that he would have to conjure up another way to make her believe again. “I swear on my life, Jagi, no matter how many days go by, you will always be the most gorgeous woman I have ever seen.”

“It’s just that…” she paused, his anticipation for her answer growing the longer she took, “It’s like everything is just a routine compared to when we first met…” She finally admitted, her voice causing a pang in his chest at how hurt her undertone sounded. “We’re so busy now with my work and your music it’s like our sex life has become a routine, the same thing on the same day at the same time…”

He rolled over onto his back and pulled her on top of his lap, letting her straddle his waist as he held her in place by her hips. He looked her up and down, his head trying to think of a new way to get her to understand while his other head thought mainly about what was sitting on it.

“I know that you find me attractive, or otherwise you wouldn’t have sex with me period… but I’m not a mind reader, and when we go through the same thing every time, it’s hard to believe whose thoughts are true… you know?”

“I absolutely understand where you are coming from, Yeobo…” He smoothed his palms over the tops of her thighs with a gentle squeeze when he came back up to her hips. He could feel her weight shifting on top of him, as well as her muscles tensing under his touch from her thoughts. The look on her face made his heart ache, he could practically hear them himself as her negative thoughts were always her loudest, and it made his heart ache to see her this way. “I got an idea.” His voice broke the silence in the room, and seemed to have knocked Y/N out of her thought-induced trance, he sat up so he was almost eye-level with her. He could feel her breaths brushing against his lips and the slight grip of her thighs loosely around his waist. “I’m going to show you exactly how attractive you are to me.”

She tilted her head inquisitively at him, “How do you think you’re gonna do that? Like I said, you’re just as busy-”

“Aein, there’ll be nothing that can stop me from doing this. I’ll make as much time as I can for you, especially if it’ll make you feel better.” His eyes softened when he saw a glimpse of a corner of her mouth twitch upward for a brief second. He reached up and kissed her on the lips gentle with enough passion behind it to make their hearts pick up a couple paces. He moved downward so she could lay on top of him as he pulled their blanket over them. “Let’s get some sleep, Aegi. We’ve both got work tomorrow, but it’ll also be a long week of desire and I have a lot of planning to do.”

She snuggled close to him, wrapping her arms around his torso to hold him tight, their bodies pressed so close together that the comfort of their body heat and their arousal in other places made for the perfect sleeping position.

“Just… think of this like a week-long sexy version of Valentine’s Day, the only difference is no one else is celebrating at the same time as us.” His mischievous laugh evoked a shudder through her, one she had no control over.

For as long as they had been together, he could always make her quiver, even when she wasn’t in the mood. This week, for all she knew, could result in her either permanently walking like a crab or having a hoarse voice from orgasms only he knew how to give her.

They fell asleep with similar thoughts in their minds, his, however, was racing with ideas he could use for each day of the week. Tomorrow was Monday, and the start of his place, and he’d be damned if he didn’t do all he could to ease her worries, hopefully, once and for all.

***

-~+Monday+~-

Y/N

I had gone to sleep relatively early after Jeongguk and I had our talk last night, I was both intrigued and excited to find out how he would prove how attracted he is to me. With him, it could be several things, but at the time, I was mostly concerned about going to bed so my ass wouldn’t be dragging before work. However, I didn’t expect something wet on my neck and something hard pressing against my back to wake my senses.

“Aegiya… time to wake up…~” He quietly sang near my ear as he kissed my earlobe when he felt me stir. His hips gently pressed into my back and when my hips met his halfway I heard a low groan rumble in his throat. “Mmm… now I know you’re awake…” He quietly chuckled as he wrapped an arm around the front of my waist to pull me closer to him, allowing me to be his little spoon. I felt him hook a finger under the string of my thong and move it to the side as he reached into his nightstand and pulled out something that crinkled with a familiar foil sound. As he opened the wrapper, he slid a finger through my folds, and I felt his cock twitch against my back, revealing he had already taken his boxers off.

“How you so hard already…” I yawned as my hips bucked back from the feeling, “It’s so early…”

“I told you, Gongjunim…” He pressed light kisses to the curve between my neck and shoulder as he pulled my thong off and aligned himself behind me.

The warmth from his tip made my hips wiggle in an attempt to let him slide in but to no avail.

“You turn me on just by thinking about you… and early in the mornings are no exception…” His last word morphed into a light grunt as he slid into me effortlessly, resulting in a sleepy moan leaving my lips and evaporating into the air. I felt another kiss on the back of my neck and a humming that resembled a no when I tried to start moving my hips to match the rhythm of his. “No, No, Aein…” he whispered, “you just lay still and relax…” He snaked his left arm under my side and wrapped it around my torso, cupping my right breast while his other hand slithered down between my legs and made small circles around my clit as his hips slowly started to move up to a normal pace.

“Fuck, you’re so.. big…” I whimpered when he pushed in again, my back bowing to try to accumulate his size.

My whimper grew into a moan when he lightly sucked on a piece of skin on my neck, his hips slowing back down again to allow me more time to adjust. His hands continued to palm my breast and stroke my clit.

“Just listen to my voice and relax..” He placed a tender kiss on the skin he let go from his lips.

He knew how much I adored it whenever he would kiss the hickeys after he was finished making his mark on my skin.

“Feel my fingertips glide over your clit just enough to make your thighs quiver…”

As if on queue, the insides of my thighs trembled when I felt his fingers brush against my clit once they were dampened by his tongue.

“Focus on how your nipple becomes more sensitive as I knead it between my fingers…”

A deep sigh escaped my lungs when his fingers pinched my nipple between the not too hard that it hurt, not so soft I didn’t feel it, but just enough it made my stomach flutter from the sensation.

His lips briefly twitched upward before he kissed just under my earlobe when he heard my moans tune a pitch higher than before. “Feel how soft my lips are when they pepper the back and side of your neck…” with each kiss, my breathes deepened gradually until they became pants, “and how my tongue traces the shell of your ear just before I….” he trailed off before he playfully nibbled on my earlobe, evoking a whimpering yelp out of me. A deep chuckle melted into a moan when he felt me clench around him.

“F-Faster… please…”

“Chaghan yeoja…” His pace quickened gradually until it was slightly above normal. My moans became louder the faster he went, and his grunts and groans grew more audible the louder I was. The room that was once filled with silence was now filled with the sounds of heavy breaths, sounds of pleasure, and the slick sound of skin hitting skin. The early sunrise peeked from behind the curtains and the room glowed with a soft yellow hue, but it could have been green or purple for all I cared.

He used his knee to push one of my legs out of the way so he could get a better angle and pick up the speed of his right hand, and once he accomplished his goal I felt like I was going to explode.

“I… I-I need…” He was going as fast as he could in the position we were in, so he used his leg to lift mine completely, making sure to thrust himself into that spot that he knew wouldn't allow me to hold on for much longer.

“Use your words, Aein.” He panted near my ear, sending a wave of chills down my spine.

“I n-need to cum…” I gripped his hand that rested on my breast, trying to hold myself together until he permitted me to let go.

“Just a little bit longer, Aegiya, I’m almost there…” His left hand gripped my breast a little tighter as he sped up even further, but it wasn’t too long after his thrusts started to become sloppy and out of rhythm. “Cum for me, as hard as you can.”

It didn’t take long after he gave me the go-ahead for a cry of pleasure erupted through me, followed by a full-body shudder with each extra thrust, rub, and pinch he gave me.

A few heavy breaths later, he let out one deep growl in unison with a thrust and I could feel him tensin inside me while I milked him dry. “Fucking Christ, you feel so good…” he mumbled against the crook of my neck.

One of my hands reached back and tangled its fingers in his hair while his hands continued to play with me for a few extra minutes before they too came to a halt.

We listened to the sound of our breathing level out until we were breathing softly in sync. Sweat dampened our skin from the heat of the moment, but despite how hot we were even post-orgasm, neither of us wanted to pull away until we had no other choice. The demand was told by my alarm clock going off, telling me it was time to get up for work, but little did it know I was awake quite a while ago.

“Good morning, Yeobo.” He laughed as I smacked the alarm into silence, placing yet another loving kiss on my neck before using his left hand to move my head toward him to allow for a kiss. He pulled his other hand from between my legs and sucked his fingers clean, never daring to take his eyes off mine.

Why did he have to know how much that affected me…

He pulled out and rolled off the bed, tying up the condom before disposing of it and grabbing one of our special hand towels to clean me up before work. The day had just barely gotten started and I was already smiling my ass off, I just hoped it wasn’t one of those smiles, or otherwise if it wasn’t gone by the time I got into work, everyone would know what happened leading up to my arrival.

***

-~+Tuesday+~-

Y/N

I woke up at my usual time today with Jeongguk, we snuggled for a bit before we got out of bed to have breakfast and brush our teeth. I jumped in the shower first as usual because it took me longer to wash, and when started lathering up my hair with shampoo the shower door slid open. I jumped back a little until the face of the naked person stepping in with me registered.

“You asshole,” I smacked his arm, “you nearly gave me a heart attack!” My exclamation echoed off the walls of the shower as he did his low, amused chuckle,

“Sorry, Aegiya…” He came up behind me and placed his hands on my head, his fingertips immediately massaging the shampoo into my scalp and the sensation of his touch melted my insides. “I think this might make up for my mistake enough, hmm?” The low rumble of his hum echoed through my head, but his touch was so mesmerizing I didn’t even register what he had said.

“How is it your fingers manage to make me putty in your hands every time?”

“Magic, I suppose.” His fingers paused briefly before they continued working, “Or maybe it’s because you can’t help but melt every time, and everywhere, I touch you.” I didn’t even have to look back at him to see the smug grin on his face. Despite his words irritating me, because they were true, it didn’t mean that it made me immune to their double meaning.

Pink rose to my face as his words shot directly between my legs, my thighs instinctively clenching as a way to have some sort of friction. But my silence must have been enough said for him to understand which meaning my mind paid the most attention to.

“I have a feeling you’re so quiet all of a sudden because of me when you were having your private little concert in here before I showed up…” His hands moved from my hair to the column of my neck, smoothing out around my shoulders and biceps, “Mind telling me what I did wrong?” The pout in his voice was fake, anyone could hear that, but I still fell for the trap anyway.

I quickly spun around to face him to tell him he did nothing wrong, but before I could even open my mouth to breathe his lips crashed onto mine, pushing me against the wall to the left of us. He knelt for a second as he slid his arms under my knees and lifted me against the wall, wrapping my legs around his waist for support. He reached out of the shower onto the container on the toilet where we kept our spare stash of condoms and pulled one out, holding the foil between his teeth as one of his free hands slid between my legs, giving my clit a seamless stroke to result in a full body shiver against the wall.

“Seems like someone isn’t as irritated with me as I thought.” He mischievously smirked as he ripped the foil open with his teeth and rolled the condom over his cock.

I wasn’t even given the chance to defend myself before he pushed himself inside me to the base. My whine reverberated off the walls of the bathroom and it morphed into an exhaling pant while I tried to relax to accommodate his size because no matter how many times we fucked, I could never get used to his size. He quickly swallowed my whimper in a deep kiss before he rested his forehead on mine.

“You take me so well, Gongjunmin…” Even with him being completely still, his words alone made me want to fall apart. He gave me a couple of minutes before I felt his hips start to slowly move, and the sound of the water completely vanished as he picked up speed when he realized I was more relaxed than before. He grunted near my ear when he felt me clench around him. He had hardly even started and I was already near the edge, “Cum all over my cock like a good girl.” And almost like he had pressed a button, I immediately tensed with a loud moan before stopping it in the middle, as it would have echoed too loudly for my comfort. I covered my mouth with my free hand, while the other held onto him as tightly as I could. If it weren’t for him and the wall, I would have collapsed on the floor. “Such a good fucking girl…” A couple of thrusts later, he tensed as well with a deep groan near my ear as he rested his forehead against the shower wall. Suddenly, the sound of the showerhead running registered in my senses again when he pulled out and put me down gently. He tied up the condom and pitched it into the trash can beside the toilet before he used both of his hands to cup the back of my head and kiss me lovingly.

“Holy shit…” I panted, the back of my head resting against the wall.

He smiled softly and just barely grazed his lips over mine again, “Why don’t we actually take a shower now, or otherwise we’ll be late for work.”

I let out a breathless laugh, “I think that would be a wise idea.” I smiled as I grabbed the body wash and prepared to wash the rest of myself as he started washing his hair.

“Good girl, don’t wanna be late and have to tell everyone why.”

I lightly elbowed him and a laugh rose out of him, and I couldn’t help but sneakily smile myself while I faced towards the water and washed the rest of me.

***

-~+Wednesday+~-

Y/N

Jeongguk was still at work and had planned to stay over for at least another hour, and I was trying on some outfits I hadn’t worn in a while to see if they still fit. It was one of the few times one of us got home before the other did. I tried on one of my summer outfits which consisted of light blue denim jean-shorts, a light blue tank top, and a short flannel button down that I left open. I looked at myself in the mirror and tried to find which angle was the best, but no matter how many times I spun or turned half an inch diagonally, I still couldn’t understand how Jeongguk could find it attractive. He had said it was one of his favorite summer outfits on me, but he didn’t like how short the shorts were whenever we would go out together.

“Well, well. Why did you start a fashion show without telling me about it first?” He smiled as he came up from behind me and put his chin on my shoulder, his hands resting on my hips as his eyes looked my reflection up and down. “And to start with one of my favorites and the sexiest model?” he tsked, “I am very disappointed in you.”

“First of all, this isn’t a fashion show. And I don’t understand how you find this,” I gestured to myself, “model attractive…” I sighed as I focused on myself in the mirror again.

“Y/N… how many times do I have to explain that you are the sexiest woman I have ever laid my eyes on?”

I lifted my shoulders in a little shrug as he removed himself from me.

“Take the flannel off.”

My eyes shot from my reflection to his. His words came out of nowhere so fast that even though I did hear them, they didn’t register.

“You heard me. Take it off, and keep your eyes on your reflection.”

As told, my eyes quickly flicked from him to the middle of my flannel as I pulled it open and let it slide off my shoulders, down my arms, and down to the floor.

“The tank top too.”

I looked at the left strap in the mirror and pulled it off my shoulder, doing so to the right, before grabbing the hem of it, pulling it off my head, and dropping it on the floor beside me. I wanted to look at his reaction behind me with full focus instead of just my peripheral vision, but I did as he instructed and I kept my eyes on myself.

“Pull your shorts off.”

His demands were so short yet every word was aimed at my core, and I could feel my pussy soaking my thong as the situation went on. I unbuckled my belt and let it slide off my waist before he held out his hand beside me, gesturing for me to hand it to him, to which I obeyed. I popped the button open and pulled the zipper down, placing my thumbs behind the rim of my shorts and pushing them down slightly until they pooled at my ankles, allowing me to step out of them and kick them behind me.

“That’s it. Now, your bra.” His voice was low behind me, which didn’t help the blows his voice made between my thighs.

I reached behind me and unclasped my bra, lowering my arms enough that it fell off my arms and landed in front of me on its own.

“And the best for last.” I didn’t even have to have my full attention on his to see the glaze over his eyes.

I hooked my thumbs around the waist of my thong before pulling it down so it mimicked my shorts, stepping out of the pool of fabric it made at my feet so I was completely naked in front of the mirror.

“Fuck…” He growled behind me, and I could hear the rustling of clothes behind me before he went quiet and came up behind me again. “Look at that…” He smiled as he saw the glisten on my inner thighs. “Seems like I’m not the only one enjoying this.”

It wasn’t that I was enjoying it, it was more so the fact that he alone made me melt, no matter what he had me doing. He used his foot to move all of my clothes out of the way before he placed both of his hands on my shoulders and nudged me down onto my knees, placing a hand between my shoulder blades and pushing me onto my hands so I was on all fours. He knelt over me to wrap my belt around my waist and gave the extra a light tug, forcing me to be pulled back slightly. I looked up at him and saw he was opening a condom wrapper before his eyes darkened,

“I told you to keep your eyes on your reflection. No matter what I am doing.”

I nodded my head and refocused myself in the mirror. I felt the heat of his presence moving behind me until my peripheral saw he was on his knees behind me, shortly after I felt the tip of his cock press against me.

“Do you need me to fuck the confidence into you?” He was perfectly aligned with me, and he had a solid grip on the belt, ready for his next move, which was all determined by my actions or words.

I paused for a brief moment, “Yes, please.” I barely had time to finish the second word before he yanked the belt back and he slid into me to the hilt. Pleasure and pain rushed through me at the same time, forcing me to let out a cry that reflected both.

He smoothed a palm over my back and his lips curled upward in the mirror. He released his grip on the belt slightly before pulling me back again so I took him all the way, “Keep your focus on your reflection.” He wrapped the belt around his fist another time, “I want you to see what I see when I pound this little pussy of yours.” He let up on his grip again and pulled me back faster than before until he put us into a steady rhythm.

I couldn’t help the noises I was making, with him behind me and the hardwood floor pushing against my kneecaps while I heard him grunting behind my reflection. The entire situation elevated all of my senses, from the pain, slight discomfort, and heat coursing through my veins, everything was a blur. My breasts bounced with each thrust while my hands clawed at the floor to try to find something to grab onto to hold me up, and if it wasn’t for his hold on my belt I would have melted to the floor.

“Jesus Christ, you’re so. Goddamn. Sexy.” He grunted as his hips started doing more of the work instead of his grip, “It’s like you were fucking made for me, Aeigya.”

I let out a loud whimper at his words, the sound of skin-on-skin echoed through the room and the feeling of wet pleasure dripped down my thighs which only added to the sensory overload. “I-I need- please…”

“What do you need?”

I could hardly think as it was, but when he moved the belt up my waist and pulled to lift me so my back was to his chest, his hips pounding into me slow and hard. “I need- fuck…!” I squeezed around him as tight as I could to try to reduce the feeling of the knot in my stomach, “I n-need- cum, pl-please…” I whimpered, watching my body in the reflection bounce as his cock fucked me senseless.

“That depends,” he paused, a stifled chuckle attempted to escape his throat behind me, “Do you see why you’re so sexy now?” His hands slid over my thighs, close to my pussy, and squeezed tight I was sure they would level a mark. A breathless moan left my throat as a result.

I knew my fate rested on my response, and I knew what the truth was. I could have lied just to prolong the entire scenario, but I was so close to breaking that I couldn’t take any more, I most likely wouldn’t be able to walk tomorrow anyway. So, instead, I nodded my head quickly while attempting not to scream.

“Use your words, Aein.” His hands gave my thighs another squeeze, “Tell me what you need, or I’m just going to keep pounding you until you can’t sit straight anymore.”

“Y-Yes… I understand why you find me so attractive…” My voice came out breathless, and I didn’t recognize it as my own.

“What do I find attractive about you?” He was just taunting me at this point, he knew I wouldn’t cum unless he told me to, so he decided to make it last as long as he could until he got his message across.

“You like h-how my head falls back when you touch me in a way that makes me melt…” I squeezed around him again. This was torture, we both knew it, but I was too far gone to say I didn’t enjoy it, even just a little. “You adore how my tit-tits fit in your hand…”

His low grunts behind me told me I was on the right track, but the knot in my stomach was almost to the point of bursting whether I liked it or not so I started throwing everything out there I could.

“You relish in the fact my hips move to your hands’ commands without having to say a word.”

Thrust.

”You savor how I feel when you’re inside me, and how I squeeze around you.”

Thrust.

”But most importantly,” my breath caught in my throat when he hit my sensitive spot, “you love knowing the fact that I’m yours and nobody can take meawayfromyou- fuck!” With a few more hard thrusts into the spot, he knew drove me wild, I fell apart with a loud cry and a full-body shudder.

He moved one of his hands to my mouth to muffle me as his hips slowed down to the rhythm of my high gradually pulling me back into reality. He used his free hand to push me down onto him as far as I could take him and with one squeeze his high followed shortly after.

My reflection showed me a wet mess of the person wearing the clothes that were still on the floor from before he came home. My skin was damp with sweat, my hair was sticking to my face, my chest rose and fell rapidly, and my thighs and hands trembled from the adrenaline. I could see why he found it hot after we fucked and he’d admire me, seeing what he could do to me after the moment when reality sat in was, without a doubt, a sight to see.

He unbuckled the belt from around me and replaced it with his arm, slowly lowering me to the floor so I lay flat on my stomach on the floor. The hardwood was cold against my nipples, but I was too dazed for the sensation to officially set in. He gently laid himself on top of me, not yet pulling out of me, and rested his chin on my shoulder again with his arms supporting him in a half push-up position.

“Look at me, Gongjunim.” He panted quietly, and my eyes moved from my reflection to his, his chocolate brown eyes still glazed over with a lazy smile on his lips. “Repeat after me.” He paused for a minute to make sure it had registered, “I am beautiful.”

“You are-”

He smacked my ass in warning of my sleepy attempt at being playful. His smile widened at my whimper. “Repeat it correctly, or I’m going to have to fuck some more sense into you.”

My throat bobbed with a hard swallow. I can’t take another round of that, no matter how much I want to. “I am beautiful.”

His eyes softened slightly, “I am sexy.”

“I am sexy.”

“I am loved.”

“I am loved.”

“I am wanted.’

“I am wanted.”

“I am perfect.”

“And I am perfect.”

His wide grin was full of pride and it was adorable, no matter how half-conscious I was. He kissed my temple and cheek before shifting his weight to his right arm, wrapping his hand around to hook a finger under my chin to pull my head toward him. “You’re damn right.” And he planted a passionate kiss on my lips, tilting my head up to deepen it further. I felt his cock jerk in exhausted excitement when my soft moan was swallowed by his lips. I knew I wouldn’t be able to walk tomorrow, but I didn’t give a flying fuck. I needed this, I needed him, and he gave me all of it, including what I never knew I needed at the same time.

***

-~+Thursday+~-

Y/N

It was twelve-thirty and Jeongguk decided to arrive at my job, unannounced, just as my lunch break was starting to pull me away to go clothes shopping because, according to him, “I needed new clothes that would make me feel more confident.” I would have felt happier had he decided we do this trip over the weekend, but the last thing I wanted to do today, besides go to work after what he and I did last night, was to go clothes shopping on my lunch break.

“C’mon, Aegi, just try on a couple of clothes, a couple of dresses, and we’ll be on our way so you can get back to work before you’re late.” He said as he dragged me behind him and to the changing rooms, he looked back at me with a smile when he heard me groan in annoyance.

“That’s my problem, I don’t want to do this!” I whined while trying not to let the other pairs of pants, shirts, and dresses touch the floor on our way. “I just wanted to eat lunch and rest, I can still hardly walk straight after yesterday.” I caught up to him and whispered in his ear as we hurried.

He let out a soft, husky chuckle without looking at me, “That’s good to hear.” We finally arrived at an empty room and he opened the door for me and sat on the bench next to it on the outside, “Go ahead and change, I’ll be waiting for my fashion show since I didn’t get one yesterday.”

I smacked him on the arm grabbed the clothes he was carrying into the room and sat them on the bench beneath the giant mirror. I picked out a shirt and jeans to try on first, but when I stripped down into just my bra and panties, I couldn’t help but remember what he had done to me in front of our standing mirror the night prior. Heat rushed to my face as arousal focused itself between my legs, however, I quickly pushed the memory aside and started dressing myself in the clothes I picked out. Some were too small or too big, because usually sizes are never universal, and others were either liked unanimously or I didn’t like how it looked. Jeongguk said he loved every single outfit because “I look gorgeous in everything I have on” so I had to make the decisions as to what actually looked good and what didn’t. I had moved on to dresses, two of them were pull-on, but the last one I tried on just had to be zipped up on the back with a zipper the hanger couldn’t grab.

“Sweetheart?” I asked in a voice I only used when I needed help as I poked my head out the door, “Could you help me zip this dress up? My hanger won’t work.”

He smiled and stood up, shutting the door behind him when he entered the room behind me, grabbing the zipper and pulling it upward to secure it on me. Once it was completely zipped, he stared at my reflection in the mirror as I posed a little bit to see how it looked. The dress was completely black with a very low V-cut neck that just covered my nipples, and thin shoulder straps, with a long slit up the right side of it, exposing my thigh completely to just under my thong strap.

“Holy shit… You look fucking hot, Aein…” He bent his head down and kissed my shoulder as his hands grabbed my hips and pulled me closer to him, not taking his eyes off of our reflections. “I might not allow you to wear that dress anywhere but in the house… If any of the guys who see you in this think the same thing I am right now, they may not make it home without some bruises.” His low tone sent a wave of heat through me that aimed itself directly at my pussy. He knew how much I loved it when he would get protective over me, but whenever he said stuff like that in that voice, my insides turned to mush. He walked around to the front of me and looked over my outfit as if he was trying to embed the image of me in that dress in his head at that moment. His eyes finally met mine again and the room was silent save for the quickening of our breaths before he caved and met my lips with his in a crash with one hand on my hip and the other cupping my face.

“Bab- Jeong-” My attempts at protesting were undermined as he swallowed every breath with his lips and dissolved every letter with his tongue, we were in a public place, where people could hear us if we were too loud and anyone could knock on the door to see if we were in here. “We can’t do-” I panted between breaths and I still couldn’t get it all out in time.

“Mm-mm…” He hummed between kisses, placed his other hand back on my hip, and gave me a little nudge with his hips to force me backward and against the wall across from the mirror. He trapped me beneath him with his arms on either side of me as his kisses trailed from my lips to my jaw. Gradually his lips moved down to my neck where they traveled from below my ear, the column of my neck, to the hollow of my throat.

I let out a soft sigh when he kissed my collarbone and traced the shape of the V-neck, alternating his kisses from left to right until he reached the bottom just below my breasts. He was on his knees in front of me now, his eyes glazed over as he looked up at me, his hands still resting on my hips as he watched me struggle to keep even my breathing silent. His gaze moved to what was in front of him, directly at my pussy which was covered by my thong and the little bit of my dress. He slipped his hands from my hips to under the dress, hooking his fingers around my thong straps and pulling it down so it pooled around my heels that I wore for work. His right hand picked up the long part of the dress and pulled it up, looping it around to my back to keep it open for him. The cool air brushed against my clit and made goosebumps pepper my skin with a shaky breath. He then kissed up my calves and my thighs until he was torturously close to the place I needed him the most. “Do you want me to, Jagiya?” He looked up at me with desperation in his eyes, like if I were to deny him he would die, I knew that I needed to hurry and get back to work, but the throb between my legs overturned my brain’s logic.

“Yes… I need it…”

“Thank fucking God…” His growl was quiet but I heard it so clearly that it might as well have been in my ear. In a matter of seconds, his head delved between my legs and his mouth worked magic on me like a man starved and I was his first meal in months.

My head fell back against the wall in a silent groan, and my right hand immediately gripped the hair on the back of his head in my fist. I looked to my left and saw our reflections in the mirror and the sight of his head between my legs in that dress made my knees buckle a bit, and he looked up at me with a raised brow without taking his lips and tongue off of me, as he must’ve felt my body stiffen to keep me standing.

He looked to his right and saw our position in the mirror, the corner of his mouth curved upward immediately, “You like what you see, Gongjunim?” He mumbled as he barely took his mouth off of me to speak, “Does it turn you on to look in the mirror and see me on my knees for you when I worship you like a Goddess?”

“Fuck yes…” My words came out louder than I intended, a rush of blood forcing its way to my face in embarrassment.

“Shh, Aein, we don’t want people to hear the noises you make when I have my head between your thighs…” I wanted to wipe the smug grin on his face from my words, but the irritation quickly vanished when his tongue slid from my entrance to my clit again, my thigh shaking in response to the pleasure. I wanted to make a sound so badly, but I had to put my left hand over my mouth to keep me quiet when he slid two fingers inside me while his tongue focused on my clit.

“Fucking hell…!” I stifled a quiet whimper when his tongue got into a steady rhythm that drove me mad with pleasure and an incredible urge to make some sort of audible noise, but just when I was about to even let out a quiet whimper I heard someone talking outside of the changing room door. My hand quickly landed back over my mouth when Jeongguk started to speed up when he heard it too. My eyes clamped shut as my entire body tensed from the adrenaline and pleasure.

“That’s a good girl, cum on my finger and my tongue. Come on.” His free hand gripped my thigh to keep it still as it shook from the stimulation when he encouraged me. His fingers curled in unison with a thrust into the spot, and I exploded.

My eyes rolled back into my head as my hand gripped his hair tightly to hold me up. I looked in the mirror again and saw his eyes staring up at me as he pulled away. My wetness dripped from his chin and glistened in the light above us. “You know I’m going to have to buy this dress now, right?”

He looked up at me, innocently, wiping my juices from his chin and licked his fingers clean. “Oh? And why is that?”

“Because you just made me cum in it…!” I whisper-yelled at him, pulling my thong up so I could take the dress off and put my bra back on along with my work uniform. I grabbed the rest of the clothes, including the dress, that I decided to buy, and pulled him hurriedly to the cash register. An older woman rang up my clothes while Jeongguk stood behind me.

“Oh, I love this dress. I bet it looks great on you.”

“Trust me, it looks magnificent,” Jeongguk commented from behind me, I glared up at him only for him to lazily attempt to hide a smug smile.

“Shut. Up.”

He remained quiet the rest of the time until we got in the car and he dropped me off back at my workplace and kept commenting about the dress and how it looked on me. He finally dropped me off at the door and kissed me goodbye, sneaking in a little smack on the ass when I was about to get out of the car. I had enough to worry about as it was, including my job and not looking like I didn’t just cum in semi-public than have to deal with his little shenanigans, but in reality, I loved it when he did little things like that. Those were actions that made me feel attractive and confident, and today I was going to need all the confidence I could get, even if he was the reason I was able to get it.

***

-~+Friday+~-

Y/N

“You did a good job today, Sam. Excellent work on the presentation.” I gave him a small pat on the back as I passed him to grab my stuff.

“Thanks, Ms. L/N. I’m glad I made you proud.” He gave me a shy smile without making complete eye contact with me. Everyone knew he had a crush on me, I think even Jeongguk knew from the couple of times he had met him, and sometimes I liked messing with him to get him flustered but most of the time I felt bad for him because I could only imagine how he feels, especially knowing I’m not single anymore. “What’re you going to do after you leave?” He asked as he grabbed his car keys out of his jacket pocket, sitting on a bench across from me.

“I’m not sure, Jeongguk said he was going to pick me up today since he dropped me off.”

“He did? I didn’t even see his car outside when you arrived.”

“He goes to work at the same time as me, so as soon as he let me out and kissed me goodbye he had to hurry to work.”

Sam nodded his head slowly as he looked at the ground between his legs, and that’s when I knew his shyness was kicking in. He always shut down so fast whenever he and I would talk, and the thing is he was a nice guy, but I just wasn't interested in him the way he was me, not to mention he was my employee. He was a good-looking guy, and I was positive at least one of the other female employees had a crush on him but was just too nervous to tell him, so it hurt my heart to see him falling for me when I wasn’t available.

I let out a soft sigh before standing and sitting on the bench beside him. “Sam… I know you have a crush on me, everyone knows it. Even Jeongguk.”

His head shot up to look at me with a look of dread on his face, but I placed a soothing hand on his back with a little laugh.

“Don’t worry, he isn’t mad at you. As long as you don’t try anything. But that’s not my point. My point is, Sam, that you need to let the crush you have on me go, I’m taken, and I’m also your boss.”

His eyes fell back into his lap again, letting out a small exhale through his nose.

“I know it hurts you for me to say that, but I also know it hurts you more to fawn over me when you know we can’t be together. You’re a handsome guy, Sam, and I’m positive there is at least one girl you work with who thinks of you the same way you think of me. But you have to give them a chance. Do you understand what I’m saying?”

He nodded his head slightly, “Yeah, Ms. L/N, I understand. I’ll try to sweep it under the rug…”

“That’s the Sam I know.”

He smiled up at me briefly before the same look of horror appeared on his face and he stood up as fast as he could. I followed his gaze's direction and saw who he was staring at and a quiet laugh left my lips.

“There you are, sweetie. I didn’t think you’d be back so soon.” I gave Sam another pat on the back as I walked past him to get to Jeongguk, kissing him on the cheek. “We were just having a little chat, but I’m ready to go now. You’re going to lock up, right, Sam?”

He quickly nodded his head, giving me a small smile, before he darted off into another room. He knew Jeongguk was good at boxing as he had heard me telling some of my female employees, so I supposed he did have a right to be afraid, but Jeongguk wouldn’t hurt him if I told him not to, especially not over a silly little crush.

“Your little chat wouldn’t be about his crush on you, would it?” He laughed at my slight look of surprise, “I’ve been here since you started explaining it to him. You did well, though you shouldn’t have told him not to be afraid of me.”

“Oh, come on, you know you wouldn’t hurt him over a small crush.”

“Over a small crush, no. But if it escalated to anything else all bets are off.”

I playfully punched his arm as he grabbed my suitcase with my papers in it from my hand and kissed me on the lips. He threaded his fingers through mine and led me to his car, opening the passenger door for me before putting my suitcase in the trunk with his stuff. A couple of seconds later he jumped into the driver’s seat and locked the doors.

“Do you think he’ll move on and find someone else he likes?”

“Well, that’s not for me to decide. You’re a guy, and you like me too, what do you think?”

He looked at the center of his steering wheel for a minute with his hands gripping both sides. “It’d be in his best interest to back out as fast as he can because I never plan on letting you go.”

I couldn’t help but let out a laugh, “So protective.” I gave him a gentle kiss on the corner of his mouth, but before I could fall back into my seat he grabbed my hips, pulled me over into his seat, and sat me on his lap, causing my dress to ride up my thighs, barely making my thong visible.

I attempted to get a word in, but his hard, passionate kiss evaporated anything I had in my head within seconds. His car’s windows were tinted, and at this time of evening this side of town wasn’t very busy, it was mainly the roads instead of the sidewalks, but the fact that someone could come around and possibly see us through his slightly tinted windshield made my heart skip multiple beats every time the thought crossed my mind.

“Get in the back, and take that nuisance of a dress off of you before I have to tear it off.” He must've been able to tell my trepidation in the front seat, but the low tone of his voice, while his chest rose and descended with quick breaths, told me he meant business.

I climbed into the back from the middle console, my ass slightly getting stuck between the seats, but he managed to budge me free when he smacked my ass lightly and caused me to lunge forward into the back. I quickly started wriggling myself out of my dress and heels while I heard his belt buckle rattling as his hands stuttered to undo it and pull it off, tossing it into the front passenger seat.

He unzipped his zipper and unbuttoned his jeans before crawling into the back with me he proceeded to pull the rest of his clothes off and throw them in the front seat, smashing his lips onto mine shortly after he reached into the middle consol and I heard the rustling of a familiar foil between his fingers. He opened it and rolled its contents onto him quickly before pulling me back onto his lap and lining me up with him, looking me in the eyes to ask for permission before letting me down onto him.

I hummed a quiet yes and he gently started to let me sink onto him, feeling as he stretched me out with ease from both how relaxed I was now that we weren’t as easily able to be caught and from how wet I was.

He let out a groan and let his head fall back against the headrest, looking up at me and watching my jaw fall slack from the feeling of him filling me up completely. When I took him completely, his right hand gripped the back of my neck and pulled my head down to kiss him deeply, letting the feel of our tongues fighting for dominance help both relax and excite me even more before he or I started to move.

“Please…” I begged between a break from kissing. My hips started to wiggle from desperation to feel more friction. My pussy clenched around him to try to find some form of stimulation, but it wasn’t enough.

He cocked a brow at me, taunting me like he didn’t know what I was begging for.

“I need you to fuck me, pretty please…”

His lips curled into a smirk when the last two words out of my mouth came out more breathlessly than I intended when I felt his hips grind against mine, only pushing himself deeper than he already was, as he kissed the hollow of my throat.

An elongated moan poured out of me at the feeling and my breath hitched when he lifted me by my hips and slid me back down again, and again until we got into a steady pace, the car filling with my moans and his soft grunts every time I went down to the hilt and squeezed around him.

“Fucking Christ, Aegiya…” He panted while he looked between us and watched me take his entirety with ease while my hands pushed against his shoulders as I used him as leverage to keep me sitting up straight. He looked back up at me and took one of my nipples between his lips, grazing his teeth across it before soothing the slight sting with precise flicks of his tongue. His hands held my hips in place a couple of inches from his base before he started pounding into me with enough force against my most sensitive spot that it made me see starts, but at a specific rhythm so it wouldn’t make the car shake too badly.

“Oh, God, Jeongguk…!” I cried as my eyes clamped shut for a moment to try and erase the lights in my eyes while the knot that was slowly forming in my stomach suddenly felt like it was going to unravel in seconds.

“You’re so fucking wet for me,” he growled as he slid a free thumb over my clit to make me shudder with pleasure, “Does it turn you on knowing someone could come around the front of the car and see you riding me?”

My words morphed into moans before they could leave my lips in response, I looked down at him and through the stars and flashes of light, I could see a hint of something in his eyes beneath the glaze of lust that covered them.

“Or does it turn you on thinking that Sam could come outside after locking up and see you getting your little cunt pounded by your boyfriend? Hmm?” He teased as his hips sped up, causing the car to shake even more than before, but at this point, I didn’t think he cared.

My nails dug into his shoulders as I struggled to barely hold myself together, whimpers and cries of overwhelming amounts of pleasure filled the car to the point I couldn’t even hear his panting breaths anymore.

“Atta girl, Gongjunim. Cum all over my cock before we get caught by your little admirer. You don’t want him to see you cum on my dick and disappoint him, do you?”

His last words were what broke the camel’s back, or in my case, untangled the knot of pleasure until it exploded inside me. I let out a stifled scream as my body shuddered around him and under his touch, feeling his hands grip my hips as he slammed into me one more time before he reached his orgasm and filled his condom with a low curse. Our panting replaced the sound of skin slapping together and moans of pleasure until our breathing synced to a normal speed again, both of us gently riding out our highs together.

He stared up at me with exhaustion forming behind the glaze before his eyes shot open when his eyes focused behind me. “Shit! Get down!” He quietly commanded as he slid out of me and pulled me on top of him between the front and back seats on the floor of the car. His car was bigger than mine so our squeezing together down there wasn’t as uncomfortable as it would have been and it had been mine. He held my head against his chest and faced me away from the windshield for what felt like an eternity, but in reality, was probably three minutes before he let out the breath he was holding, signaling for me to do the same.

“What was wrong?” I asked, lifting me up a little to look at him,

“I think I may have summoned him by mentioning his name.” He let out a half-amused, half-embarrassed laugh.

I looked down at him in confusion.

“Sam. He had just come outside to finish locking up and I hid us down here so he couldn’t see us, specifically you.”

His words brought all of my blood to my face in humiliation. “You asshole!” I lightly smacked his chest, “You almost got us caught!”

“Keyword there, almost. Meaning I technically didn’t, it just came close to that.”

“It’s the same thing!” I quickly pulled myself off of him and sat cross-crossed in the backseat while I pulled my thong dress from the front and pulled them on as fast as I could while he worked on getting himself dressed again.

“But you enjoyed it anyway, based on the way you came all over my cock.” He slid me a sly grin as he pulled his condom off and tied it up, throwing it into a plastic shopping bag we had stored in the trunk so it could be thrown away at home. I never said anything to rebut his statement. “That’s what I thought. Now, let’s go home and get cleaned up.” He smiled as he pulled himself back into the front seat, me following shortly after and securing our seatbelts before he drove us home.

I couldn’t believe I had almost been caught having sex in a car, but I was even more surprised by the fact that it would have been in front of my workplace by one of my employees. I didn’t know which was worse, but I was so tired afterward I sat it aside and let myself relax at the sound of the car’s engine rumbling and his soft voice humming a tune while he drove us home.

***

-~+Saturday+~-

Y/N

Jeongguk and I’s best friends decided to double date with us tonight at a fancy restaurant, and that, of course, required me to wear a dress to match the occasion. I suggested I wear my short blue dress, but he insisted that I wear the new black dress I bought yesterday. The dress he ate me out in before I even bought it yesterday, might I add. I told him it was too early, I had to wash it when we got home to make sure there was absolutely nothing on it so it wouldn’t stain, luckily I had savaged it in time, but I didn’t plan on wearing it so soon, that was until he made me.

“Why are you making me wear this dress in public?! I had to wash it as soon as I got home yesterday because you made me cum in it!” I whisper-yelled at him as we walked down the sidewall toward the front of the restaurant where our friends were said to be waiting for us inside already.

“I’m wearing a black tux, and you’re always talking about our colors matching to things like this. And last I checked, blue and black are not the same color.”

“You’re annoying.”

“We are meeting with the Jackson party, please.” He told the host when it was our turn, “But you still love me anyway.” He gave me a little kiss on the lips before he led me beside him while we followed the host to our table.

When Jamie and Lucas came into view they waved at us, giving the host his queue to leave as we slid into the inner curve of the booth on the opposite side of the young couple.

“Y/N, that dress looks absolutely stunning on you!” Jamie said as I got comfortable in my seat, “I would die to be able to fit clothes like you do.”

Not this one. “Well, he really likes it, so I thought I’d appease him by wearing it tonight.” I smiled as I placed a hand on his kneecap, giving it a gentle squeeze. I felt his muscles tense up under my touch before his hand closest to me grabbed my wrist under the table and pushed my hand back onto my thigh. I hid a smile as I listened to Jamie complain to Lucas about why he doesn’t act that way about the dresses she wears for a little bit until the urge to smile vanished, and it was replaced with laughter from her pushing him gently when he commented on her taste in fashion.

I was so caught up in their bickering that I hadn’t noticed Jeongguk placed his hand on my upper thigh until I felt him squeeze it. I shot him a side glance and he gave me an innocent look, putting his attention back to our friends, when Lucas asked him a question between bites of our appetizers.

A little while after we finished our dessert we talked a bit about small things while I snuggled against Jeongguk, who was leaning back in the booth with one arm wrapped around my shoulders to hold me close against him.

Lucas whispered something in Jamie’s ear that made her body stiffen slightly before I could see some blush appear under her makeup, giving him a small smack on the arm.

I heard Jeongguk huff a chuckle out of nowhere. I looked up at him with clear confusion before he leaned his head near my ear that was closest to him, “Whatever he said that made her blush I’m sure couldn’t beat anything I could say to you to make you even redder than he made her.”

“Oh, you wouldn’t dare.”

“Oh, but I would.”

“Is that a promise or a threat?”

“Try me and find out.”

I could feel the heat from my blood rushing to my face and he hadn’t even said anything worth blushing over yet, but the prospect of what he could say to me made my adrenaline kick into high gear. I looked at him and then glanced at Lucas and Jamie who had officially forgotten we were even there and were in their own little world together, and when I looked back up at Jeongguk he gave me a smug smirk with a cocked eyebrow, enticing me to indulge him in his little game. I took a deep breath in and out before speaking again, “Alright, fine. Give me your best shot.”

His smirk turned into a devilish grin at my words and I saw his brown eyes darken so much they almost turned black. He leaned even closer to my ear and gave it a gentle kiss before he said anything. “I want you to sit on my lap and hump the bulge in my pants in front of all of these people, including Jamie and Lucas.” He said as he subtly pointed to the actual bulge in his pants. He let out a little chuckle when I smacked his arm harder than I intended and tried to hide the blush rushing to my face by drinking the wine in my glass. His words rushed straight between my thighs and I could feel the fabric of my thong dampening as his words recited in my head. He was right, he did get a bigger reaction out of me, but this was Jeongguk we were talking about, he was better than everyone at most of everything.

I was in the middle of chugging my wine when he leaned near my ear again and dread suddenly settled in. No more, I get you were right, but no more. I pleaded with him in my head.

“Another thing,” He started, and I could feel his lips curling into a smile when he felt my frame still at his voice, “I want to see you grind yourself on my lap until you’re so close to the edge you’re insides are begging for you to scream in frustration.”

My breath hitched at his words, the fabric of my thong dampening further with every syllable his voice whispered, but I was not prepared for what he was going to say next.

“Here’s the catch…” his voice got dangerously low, and I felt my heart slowing down to a lethal rate while I awaited his next words, “I’m not joking about it either.” Before I could protest he grabbed me by the hips and lifted me onto his lap until the bulge of his cock pressed against my pussy through multiple layers of fabric, and the feeling of his fingers gripping my waist in replace of a groan of pleasure made slightly me choke on my last little sip of wine.

Lucas and Jamie’s focus on each other broke when they heard my cough, both of them looked at me with concern before I smiled and shook my head, dismissing their worries.

“I’m fine,” I said through small coughs, “he picked me up mid-sip and startled me.” I laughed as I smacked one of his hands on my waist, earning me a reminder squeeze as to what he told me to do. I was going to kill him if I got caught, our booth was semi-secluded so the entire restaurant couldn’t see us, but people in the area of our table and Lucas and Jamie could see us. I took a deep breath before I did anything, trying to figure out how to move so it wouldn’t be so obvious. I gripped the edge of our seat and slowly started to move my hips back and forth whenever Jamie and Lucas weren’t looking in my immediate direction. The first subtle thrust of my hips made his dick push against my clit and I wanted to roll my eyes backward from the sensation, but I had to keep my face as straight as possible the entire time.

“How was work today, Y/N?” Lucas asked, knocking me out of my semi-trance, “I remember Jeongguk telling me you had a huge presentation due today.”

“It-It went fine, thank God.” I laughed to hide the sound of my deep sigh, “I think I impressed the rest of the team was impressed with it.” The last word came out higher pitched than I wanted, and it was all because his cock pressed against my clit again. “Sweetie, why don’t you tell them about the new song you’ve been working on,” I said quickly to change divert the conversation from me. I could feel a knot in my stomach growing rapidly from not only the feeling of his hard-on pressed against me but also the adrenaline that came from the entire situation.

“I’ve been working on my new album recently and I’m getting close to being halfway through it. I’m really excited for it to be finished.” He said, casually, like he wasn’t helping to guide my hips to grind me against his bulge.

Jamie said something that started Lucas talking about his accomplishments and then their focus was back on the two of them again, I could feel the knot in my stomach getting ready to burst, but when I bit my bottom lip and gripped his thighs his hands forced me to still, and my breath hitched at the denial.

I huffed quietly in frustration as I tried to wiggle a little more to help me release, but his strength overpowered mine and I couldn’t move.

He kept his hold on me tight until he thought it was an appropriate amount of time for my high to have gone and when he thought it was safe, his hand started guiding my hips again. It was so sudden that I let out a quiet squeak when he moved me, feeling his hips buck against me making it harder to keep my composure.

In almost little to no time, a familiar knot appeared back in my stomach from his hips moving into me when he pulled me down against him. I was holding my breath for longer amounts of time than I should have as a way to keep me quiet; if I didn’t breathe, I wouldn’t make noise, and without noise, I couldn’t get caught. However, the pleasure built up so quickly again that my method was pretty much useless.

I heard Jeongguk let a quiet grunt slip from his lips when his cock jerked in his pants, he was weakening at his own game, and I was going to use that to my advantage. I started moving my hips the way he liked it the best whenever I’d ride him, the only difference this time was it was more of a lap dance and we were in public so I couldn’t be as obvious with it.

Everyone was finished with their food and drinks, but the only thing that kept us there was each other and our ability to talk. I quietly whimpered as he thrust his hips into me again and his cock pressed harder into my clit. I bit my tongue when I felt the same knot from earlier in my stomach again, but this time stronger than ever before. He was right, my insides were begging me to scream, I needed release, but every time I tried he denied it from me. Not for a third time, that’s for sure. I gripped the edge of our seat until my knuckles whitened, I could feel my face flushing from arousal, and that only made me want to get it over with sooner to save me the embarrassment in case they noticed.

“Fuck…” I whispered between gritted teeth, “I need to cum…” I whispered as I glanced behind me at him.

“Oh! Did you see that Kenzie and her husband went on a vacation to Brazil? I’m so jealous, it looks so pretty.” Jamie said with her attention on me, my head whipped back around to face her and I nodded, trying to push my words out through the lump in my throat.

“I know right? So gorgeous, she’s lucky.” My voice was much steadier than I had thought because compared to my pulse and the sweat forming on my back from excitement, my voice might as well have come from someone else.

Jeongguk must’ve thought it would be funny to end the game there, because while Lucas and Jamie had both of their attentions on me, his hips and hands started to move as fast as subtly would allow and it was taking all I could to not make any noise or lose my composure.

I wanted to cry, I needed to scream, but I couldn’t do either of those things or otherwise we’d be found out, and that was his intention all along. He wanted me to suffer for as long as he could.

Lucas was saying something that blurred together before Jeongguk interrupted him with a finger. He cupped one of his hands around my ear to hide his lips again and whispered so quietly it was a miracle I even heard it as loud as I did. “Cum in your panties, Aegiya. Drench yourself for me.”

Seconds later, he wrapped his arms around my waist and rested his chin on my shoulder as he tried to hold me tight enough my full-body orgasm wouldn’t be too visible.

I held my breath to keep my cry inside me, only allowing for a silent whimper to escape and quiet heavy breaths to follow. I quickly reached for my water and chugged it to try to bring myself from my high as fast as possible, and at the same time I felt Jeongguk’s dick twitch in his pants, and only one this could be a logical explanation given our situation.

“Well, we’ve been keeping you two longer than we should have.”

No shit, Sherlock.

“Yes, we paid ahead of time so you two can feel free to leave. Whenever you’ve…finished.” Jamie said as she gestured down toward under the table.

My face grew as red as my red wine when she and Lucas let out a soft laugh each. They told us goodbye and left, and as soon as they were out of earshot I hit Jeongguk on the arm again, “You asshole! I’ll never be able to look at them in the eyes again!”

“Oh, come on, for all you know they had no-”

“Honey, they knew. Why do you think they laughed before they left?”

He gave an innocent shrug before he kissed me and took a large swig of his wine.

A beat of silence passed before I finally broke the silence. “Why did you make me do it? That is the most outrageous of the other things you’ve done to me this week.”

“Because now you know how I feel whenever I’m around you in public.” He smiled, “No matter where we are you’ve always got me on edge, and there is always something that takes it from me briefly. The only difference is I actually allowed you release. Normally I never get no such thing until late at night or in the shower.” He laughed and poked my cheek when he saw my face redden when he mentioned the shower part. “How about we go home, and snuggle up and watch some TV before bed?”

I couldn’t say no to that. After I slid off his lap I could see the slight wet spot on his pants, and I didn’t try to hide my smile. I adjusted my dress when I stood up and he folded his tux jacket over his arm and held it over the crotch of his pants to hide the evidence until we got in the car and threw it in the backseat. He had made me cum in front of our friends, and not just cum, he edged me to draw it out longer. I knew he was going to be the death of me one day, but I still had another day left of this week, and I wasn’t about to die before then.

***

-~+Sunday+~-

Y/N

“Mmm, you’re so warm…” I mumbled as I snuggled against Jeongguk under the blankets. We had a day in today, and it was a nice change of pace compared to what we did through the rest of the week. It also allowed for a relaxed last day of the weekend before we had to go back to work tomorrow.

I heard him chuckle softly before he changed our position, rolling me over onto my back so he could lay between my legs, trapping me under him with both of his hands on either side of my head. “Only because you make me so hot.” He said as he nuzzled his face into my neck, I squirmed and giggled at the feeling and wrapped my legs around his waist. He lifted his head and looked down at me, and by the look in his eyes, he was debating whether to say something or to keep quiet.

“What’s wrong…?” My voice was soft, my head slightly tilted to the side in curiosity.

He hesitated for a minute or two before he shook his head and continued playfully messing around.

“Baby, I can tell there is something on your mind… Tell me what’s bothering you.” I cupped his face in my hands to get him to focus on me, and the look in his eyes went from playful to vulnerable in seconds.

He paused, sitting on his calves as he pulled me up so I could sit up straight with him. “I’ve been thinking this week about us… We're both doing well in our careers, both of our jobs could support us well if one of us had to step back for a while.”

“But I know that's not what's on your mind.”

He let out a quiet breath that resembled a laugh. “You always know when something’s bothering me.” He smiled softly before it disappeared. “You know how I always joke about you being the mother of my future children?”

I nodded slowly, urging him to continue.

“Well… the longest I wanna have to wait is nine months from now.”

My heart stopped and my jaw fell to the mattress. His words came out of nowhere, and I was in so much shock I could hardly remember how to ask a question, “Are… are you saying what I think you’re saying?”

“I want to have a baby.”

I didn’t know whether to be excited or confused, I thought the woman was supposed to be the one to bring this up. Since when were the roles reversed? “A baby? You want to have a baby? When?”

“Right now.” Before I could say anything he tackled me onto my back again, “As long as you’re okay with it too, of course.”

“You want me to have your baby, and you’re asking me if I’m okay with it? You obviously don’t know me as well as I thought you did, Mr. Jeon.”

A joyful smile touched his lips. “Just the answer I was looking for.” And as soon as he finished his sentence his mouth crashed against mine in a deep, passionate kiss.

I couldn’t help but let out a soft moan between breaths, eliciting a low groan from him as he pushed his hips against mine, allowing me to feel the bulge in his boxers through my thong.

“We’ve barely gotten started and I’m already straining to get out of these damn boxers, Aegiya…” He breathed against my neck before he started gently placing kisses up and down my neck, suckling and gently biting the skin before pressing a soft kiss to each mark he made. He moved his right hand down between us and played with me through the fabric of my thong, barely brushing his fingers over my clit just to hear me whimper for more.

“Fuck… Please..” I begged, my hips trying to grind into his hand to get more friction. “Don’t tease me like this…”

“What do you want?” His voice was low, and it caused goosebumps to form on my skin within seconds. He knew what I wanted, but he never failed to make me beg for it. Not that I minded anyway.

“I want you inside of me… please…”

I looked up at him as he sat up on his knees and pulled my bra and underwear off, following them with his boxers. He rubbed a thumb over my clit and slid two fingers inside of me, and when he heard my whine of need, he knew he couldn’t mess around anymore without me getting frustrated. He cupped his hand behind his dick and I watched as a little ball of spit fell on top of it, him stroking himself for a moment before he aligned himself up with me.

“Are you sure you’re ready for this? I know you’ve been out of pills for a while…”

“I’ll always be ready because there’s no other man I want to have kids with but you.”

His face flushed a bright red as he looked away to try to hide it, he took a couple of deep breaths before I felt him start to push in and stretch me open. It felt different without hearing the sound of foil before this part, it felt more… intimate. He kept pushing until he was to the hilt, both of us letting out moans of pleasure.

“You feel so fucking good, Jagiya…” He panted as he backed his hips up and pushed into me again, “Like you were made for my cock…” His hips started to pick up speed when he heard the noise I made, hearing him grunting with each thrust as he wrapped his arms around me and held me tight like he never wanted to let me go.

“Oh, fucking God…” My voice came out higher pitched than I thought, but with the way his dick twitched inside me, I wasn’t the only one with a knot in the stomach. I wasn’t sure if it was adrenaline or the intimacy of the moment, but I was already close to the edge and just barely hanging on. “I… I’m gonna cum…” My words came out as a mix of a moan and a sigh before my breath hitched when he sped up even more.

“I’m close too… C’mon, cum with me, Aegiya..” His words were breathless as he looked down at me, my legs wrapping around his waist to push him deeper inside of me. The room was full of panting, moans, and the slapping of skin. “Fucking cum on my cock, Gongjunim. I know you want to.” His voice was rough and his thrusts were hard and sloppy.

In seconds of hearing his encouragement, my hands gripped the sheets as tight as I could until I felt my nails digging into my palm on the other side. My back arched off of the bed and my chest pressed against him as I came while my eyes rolled backward and a cry of pleasure erupted out of me.

A few thrusts later I felt him tense up before a low growl rumbled in his throat and I felt him filling me up inside. After he came down from his high a little, he pushed himself inside me as far as he could go, making sure all of his cum wouldn’t leak out of me when he pulled out. He laid on top of me for a while as we caught our breath, listening to the feeling of our heartbeats sync up with our breaths swallowing to a steady pace.

After a while, he lifted himself and kissed me tenderly before his lips trailed down to my neck and shoulders, slowly making their way to my chest and breasts.

“Don’t tell me you’re ready for another round already?”

“Alright, I won’t.” His mischievous grin widened when my sigh of annoyance morphed into one of pleasure when he wrapped his lips around my nipple. Sure enough, he was ready for a round two. And three, and many more after that until we were so exhausted we could hardly move without groaning from overexertion.

***

“Thank you for such an amazing week, baby…” Y/N said quietly, it was very apparent she was trying to force her eyes open after so many rounds. However, how comfortable she was only made her more tired.

“You’re welcome, Yeobo. I hope you see now that I mean it when I tell you that you are the sexiest woman in the world.” He placed a tender kiss on her temple as they lay on the bed with the TV on, snuggled up close to each other under the blanket. “You do, don’t you?”

“Well… I’m not so sure…” Her words turned into a high-pitched squeal when he smacked her ass.

“Don’t make me have to add another round to our record just to fuck some sense into that drained little head of yours.”

“Fine, fine…” She rubbed her eyes, trying to keep the exhaustion at bay for longer. “I understand now…One hundred…” she yawned, “and ten percent.” She gave him a lazy smile before resting her head on his chest again. She laid an arm over his stomach and held him close to her, the calming sound of his heartbeat only sending her closer to the edge of sleep.

“Go to sleep, Aein. You’ll need it for tomorrow…” his voice was just barely above a whisper, and he hoped his soft voice would help lull her to sleep.

“No, no… I want…” one yawn, “this moment to last…” second yawn, “forever… I don’t want it to end…” a third yawn. It seemed to have been working.

“I know, Aegi, but you’ll regret it if you don’t get some sleep now.” He knew he was right, but he couldn’t help but feel sad for how she felt. “We can have moments like this again whenever you want, I promise you that… but right now, you deserve a good night’s sleep. Especially if anything starts cooking in the oven after tonight.” He smiled as he rubbed his free hand over her stomach, evoking a tired, sighing laugh out of her. “Okay?” He hooked a finger under her chin and tilted her head up to look at him, she nodded her head slightly and he kissed her, him secretly not wanting the week to end either and trying to do anything he could to prolong it, even if he knew it would hurt both of them by morning. He went in for a second kiss, deepening it as he slid his tongue across her bottom lip and she parted for his entry, allowing his tongue to graze hers. He knew how exhausted she was, as he was bordering on the edge of passing out himself from all of the adrenaline they had experienced in the heat of their many moments tonight. So, instead of allowing himself to get too into it, he pulled back with a light tug on her bottom lip and a caress of his thumb on her cheek. He pulled the blanket high up on both of them, moving downward to lay flat on his pillow so he could hold her close to him. “Get some sleep, Jagiya…” His lips placed a small kiss on the back of her neck, and he couldn’t help but smile at her muscles tensing despite how drained she was.

“See you in the morning… I love…” Just like that, she was out like a light before she could finish her last sentence.

He waited until her breathing steadied into an even, shallow pace before he said anything else. “I love you too, Gongjunim… but no matter what I do to express how attractive you are to me, it will never be enough for you to truly understand…” He sighed, smelling her scent that he could no longer live without. “But that’s okay,” he said, “sometimes the best things in the world can never be expressed to their fullest potential. No matter what the truth is, always know this. No matter if it is Monday, Tuesday, Wednesday, Thursday, or Friday and every hour, every minute, and every second of every day. Always remember that I’ll always be here to fuck that little cunt of yours right seven days a week.” He felt her stir in his arms, and he knew that she had to at least be awake enough to hear a little bit of what he said. A small smile caused his lips to curl upward as he slowly followed her into sleep, making sure to hold her tight, so that even in her sleep she’ll know he’ll always be there for her, whether it be for love or desire.

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GOLDEN Series - SDaW: Seven (Love Ver.)

-PAIRING: Jungkook x fem!Reader

-SUMMARY: For each of the seven days of the week, Jungkook wants to show the reader how much he loves her, for each of the seven days, he does something different to express his love for her starting from Monday to Sunday to make a week’s worth of love and joy.

-GENRE: Romance, Special Acts, Showing love, Comfort For Feeling Insecure

-W.C: 9.6K

-RATING: 18+ (minors DNI)

“I am telling you, Y/N. There isn’t a day in any week that I don’t love you. When are you going to believe me?” Jeongguk pouted as he attempted to wrap himself around Y/N while she curled up on the bed. Insecurity on her side was a major part of their relationship, and he was used to having to comfort her. In actuality, he was even happier when she needed that comfort from him as it made him feel important because he was the only one who could provide her with such assurance, but she hadn’t felt so self-conscious about his love for her in a while, so it came as a shock to him to hear her say that she didn’t believe he could love her as much as he did. “I am telling you, Aegiya, every day that goes by, I love you even more than I did before. I promise you that on my life.”

“I…” she paused, taking in a deep breath, “It just feels like things aren’t like they were when we first met…” She finally admitted, and by the tone of her voice, it sounded like she had finally admitted part of the problem to herself. “We’re always so busy; you with your music and me with my job that there isn’t any time for us to be romantic like we used to be…”

He pulled her closer to himself, intertwining their legs together while they lay in the dark silence of their room, hoping that the closeness would help soothe her insecurities, if not just a little.

“I know how much I love you, but I’m not you and I can’t read your mind… so it’s hard for me to tell if it’s as true as you say it is… you know?”

“I completely understand where you’re coming from, Jagi…” He placed a gentle kiss on her temple and squeezed her in his embrace for a brief moment, thinking of what he could do to prove how much he loved her. Placing her hand in his while gently caressing his thumb on the side of her hand, he could hear worry in her breathing and could feel her muscles tensing at her doubtful thoughts. He could almost hear them himself, as her negative thoughts were always the loudest. “Y’know what?” he finally spoke up, before she could speak a sound he flipped her over so she was facing him, and now they were so close he could feel the beating of her heart against his bare chest. “I’m going to show you how much I love you.”

She cocked a curious brow, “How are you going to do that? Like I said, you’re just as busy-”

“For you, there’ll be nothing that will get in my way. I’ll make as much time as I can for you, especially if it’ll make you feel better.” His eyes softened when he noticed a corner of her mouth twitch upward for a slight moment. He leaned forward and kissed her tenderly on her forehead, pulling the blankets up higher on them. “Now, let’s get some rest, Aein. We’ve both got work tomorrow, but it’ll also be a long week of love for you and I have a lot of planning to do.”

She turned over on her side and let him cuddle behind her, their bodies pressed closely together for warmth and to know that the other was with them.

“Just… think of this like a week-long Valentine’s Day, the only difference is no one else is celebrating at the same time as us.” His chuckle evoked a wider smile out of her, one she had no control over.

For as long as they had been together, he could always pull a smile out of her, even when she wasn’t in the mood. This week, for all she knew, could result in her having either a permanent smile from happiness or a sore face from smiling at all of his love.

They fell asleep with similar thoughts in their minds, his, however, was racing with ideas he could use for each day of the week. Tomorrow was Monday, and the start of his plan, and he’d be damned if he didn’t do all he could to ease her worries, hopefully, once and for all.

***

-~+Monday+~-

Y/N

Mondays, a day that is thought of as the worst day of the week. Normally, that would be true, as after a weekend of relaxation comes the hustle and bustle of adulthood and a job that I did particularly feel keen to be at most of the time. The difference today? Well, today is the first day of Jeongguk’s plan to prove his love for me by doing something romantic for each day this week. Last night I went through an insecurity episode again, surprisingly it was the first one in a while so I was shocked it came out of nowhere, but I guess that’s the “joy” of it.

It was close to lunchtime and I had yet to find anything that had “Jeongguk” written all over the idea of it, specifically anything love-related. No texts, calls, nothing. I found it a little odd, and slightly disappointing, but I tried to put the idea in the back of my mind so it wouldn’t interfere with my work as best as I could.

“Psst, Señorita.” I heard a familiar Latina voice whisper my name through the crack of my door, and shortly after I saw a dark brown eye replace the lips that poked through the slim space between the door and its frame.

I chuckled and shook my head, “Adelante, Señora Perez.”

Lucía Perez, my best friend from work and my assistant manager. I’d known her in high school when I had transferred after my family moved. She took me under her wing almost like I was family to her from the moment she met me, showing me around the new school and teaching me the ins and outs of other students and teachers along with where I had moved to, which was very close to where she lived herself.

“So, have you gotten anything from Mr. Love yet?” Her face didn’t show it, but I’d suspected that she was almost as impatient as I was about Jeongguk’s plan for today.

I, as much as I hated to, shook my head. “I haven’t heard from him since the two of us left for work this morning.”

“Well, if he’s as sweet as you tell him to be, he’ll follow through, Señorita. I just know it, and I better be the first to know as soon as he does.”

“Sí, Señora, you’ll be the first to know.”

Her smile reappeared and she gestured a hand to follow her, “Vamos, it’s lunchtime.”

We sat next to each other every lunch at our table, as Lucía was prone to gossiping about her life and coworkers, in a far corner of the room from the others. I didn’t mind the space from everyone else, since high school and college we hardly had any time to talk anymore besides when we ran into each other on the street or scheduled a meetup two times a month, at most.

“Lorey just about drove me up a wall last night, I swear. I had just got home from shopping and I found him napping on the couch after Mía and Rosa had dressed him up for one of their tea parties…”

Lorenzo Perez, Lucía’s husband for five years and the father of their three-year-old twin daughters. She loves him, anyone could tell that, but with marriage also comes irritation, and Lorenzo was undoubtedly the kind of husband who could get on one’s nerves when he wanted to. I didn’t mind her ranting about something he did to annoy her, and usually I would have been focusing more on what she was telling me but after what Jeongguk told me last night, I’ve hardly been able to focus on anything else besides what he had planned.

“…didn’t even help me clean up after we ate dinner, he immediately just got ready for bed. I tell you what, sometimes I just want to-”

She was interrupted by my phone vibrating on the table and the notification sound going off.

“Lo siento,” I had forgotten I had turned up my volume in case Jeongguk would message me so that I would know exactly when it would go off. “Continue, it’s probably just a YouTube notifi- it’s him!” I exclaimed in a whisper-squeal, slightly jumping off my chair in excitement. All it took was for me to see Jeongguk’s contact name in my notifications today to send me spiraling out of joy, and by the first few words I had read, this was the moment I had been waiting all day for.

Naekkeo💜

Jeongguk: To begin your week of love and romance, I wanted to start it off with something simple yet meaningful. I have been working on this poem since I came to work, so I hope you’ll be able to feel all of my heart I put into it.

Poem? I haven’t gotten a poem from him since we first started dating…

I looked up at Lucía with a shy smile on my face, and without any words being spoken she immediately started glowing with happiness.

She cocked an eyebrow at me, asking if it was who and what she thought it might have been, and when I nodded I could see her insides doing cartwheels for me.

Naekkeo💜

Jeongguk: Every morning, for as long as I can remember, I have woken to the sight of you And even when I’ve fallen asleep, you’ve been in my thoughts the whole day through. There isn’t a moment in the day where you don’t occupy my mind That, by definition, is life’s way of saying you are one of a kind. My love for you is the strongest thing in life I have ever felt, I can say for certain I love the cards I have been dealt. Having you by my side is always the best part of my day And there has never been a time in our relationship where that feeling has gone away. You are the brightness to my night And what makes the flames of passion in my heart ignite. You are the fuel to my fire And the world I’ve seen with you is more than I could ever desire. I’m a better version of me when you’re near As your presence is the only one I hold so dear. Without you, I wouldn’t know what to do with my life Because how am I supposed to move on without who I want to be my future wife?

Lucía and I bounced in our seats as silent screams left our mouths and my heart melted as fast as an ice cube in Arizona. I remembered I had felt a similar way with his first poem all those years ago, but somehow, it was different this time. I couldn’t quite put a finger on what the difference was, but the feeling that blossomed inside me as I read it a second, third, and fourth time in my head made butterflies release I hadn't felt before in the entire time he and I had been together, and to be honest, I liked the feeling.

***

-~+Tuesday+~-

Y/N

After a long, boring day at work, it was finally time to head out for the day. I logged out of all my accounts on my PC and clocked out, returning to my office to gather the rest of my things before I headed home. I grabbed my jacket along with my phone, purse, and other necessities before locking my door behind me.

Today was the second day of Jeongguk’s plan for a week of romantic gifts/activities, from what he said, yet all day today I had heard nothing from him. I expected maybe he would do something at lunchtime again like yesterday, but my hopes died out after lunch was over and everyone went back to work. I found Luíca on my way out and she walked me to my car, profusely asking me about my surprise for today.

“Don’t worry, Señorita, he’ll come through by the end of the day. I’m sure of it.” She gave me a reassuring smile and a rub of my arm before she waved me goodbye once we reached my car.

I waved her off with a quiet sigh through my nose, I never thought I’d be so worked up over something like this. It was ridiculous, being so wound up over a little gesture anyone can do at any time. But it was the fact that it was supposed to be a scheduled thing all this week that worsened it.

I hopped in my car and started the engine, and the heat, as the autumn weather had started to make the air chilly all over again for the year. As if having winter two times a year, once in the beginning and once at the end wasn’t enough time for the entire world to be sick of it. I tried not to let the thought of Jeongguk forgetting the plan get to me too much while I was on the road, I needed to keep a level head while behind the wheel; not only was it common sense to not drive while upset or angry, but it was the safest thing to do.

While stopped in traffic, I heard my phone vibrate on the passenger seat, and I immediately felt my heart pick up a pace or two. Could it be him? What would he send me today? My excitement got the better of me, Screw not looking at your phone while driving. I’m at a complete stop in traffic, it doesn’t count. I grabbed my phone and unlocked it, I did receive a text from him. The same giddiness from yesterday returned as I opened his message.

Naekkeo💜

Jeongguk: Aegiya, would you mind looking in the mailbox when you get home? I forgot to check it before I left. Saranghae~!

Oh. Okay. My excitement left as fast as it came. I silently sat my phone back down in the other seat when the other cars started to move at a normal speed. Now that the traffic had finally dissipated, it allowed me to get home faster and relax.

Once I had finally gotten home, I pulled up in our driveway and put my car in the garage, stretching my legs and arms after having to sit down for so long; while at work and in traffic. Would you mind looking in the mailbox? That was when Jeongguk’s text repeated itself in my thoughts, and I walked to the front of the house to oblige his request. I unlocked the mailbox and pulled the ads and envelopes out before walking inside and heading straight for the kitchen island to sort through the mail.

“Bill…bill…not ours…not interested…bill…” I mumbled to myself as I looked at the information written on the envelopes, as it seemed to be routine every time we got the mail. That was, until, one caught my eye before I threw it in the miscellaneous pile. “’To Nae Sarang.’” Jeongguk? I looked at the purple envelope, one would think it would have been the first thing to catch my eye, but no, after such a long, tedious day of work, it was a miracle I even remembered my way home. I took a seat on one of the island’s stools and gently opened the envelope and pulled out a sheet of folded paper. My curiosity was only heightened more when I saw the purple heart drawn on the outside of the paper before I opened it, it still amazed me how artistic he was in a way I was in no way close to matching him.

“’To my one and only,

The first day I saw you, you owned my heart. The first day I heard your voice, you owned my soul. The first day you said you loved me, you owned my life. Since the first day of the beginning of us, I knew I had become the luckiest man in the world to have a woman like you say yes to my asking if you wanted to go steady with me. With each passing day, I always wake up smiling. Why? I know that not only will I get to wake up and kiss good morning the woman of my dreams, but I’ll get to go to bed with the woman I want to be with for the rest of my life. There isn’t any time I have thought otherwise, if anything, I have hoped for it to remain this way because I can no longer imagine my life without you.

There are times when I am sitting alone or laying in bed waiting for sleep to consume me and I think to myself, “How did you manage to live life without her for so long?” Every time that thought comes up, I still have no answer. I suppose it’ll always be that way, but maybe, one day, I’ll eventually have an answer for it. The fact I managed on my own for so many years before we met boggles my mind, and even as I am writing this I am asking myself how did I manage to get to a point in my life where I get to write a love letter to the most beautiful woman in the world? Again, I have no answer to that, not right now. I cannot begin to understand what I did to become so blessed to have you as part of my life.

You are the reason I wake up and get out of bed in the morning, why I stay healthy all of the time, why I want to come home after work, and why I go to sleep with a smile on my face (If you were thinking of a different reason for me smiling before bed then you are nastier than I thought ;) ). Even if I had nothing else in the world to make me happy, as long as I get to have you by my side it would make every second worth it. You make my life worth living, even if nothing else matters and I lost my happiness out of everything else I do, you are the only one who could bring that happiness back to me.

You are one of a kind; correction, you are my one of a kind, and I hope that you will continue to fulfill that role for the rest of time. I mean, who could be a better choice to be the mother of my future children if not you? You’re gorgeous, kind, smart, compassionate, hard-working, and not to mention the best woman who has ever stepped foot on this planet. Any child would be grateful to have you as their mother, but never as grateful as I am to have you as my own.

No matter how much you question my love for you, always remember this; you are the sun to my moon, the stars to my night skies. Without you, there would be no me, and without my love for you, I wouldn't know what to do with myself as loving you is the best part of my life.

I’ll always love you, through thick and thin, sunny days and rainy nights. Never forget that.’”

I stared at the letter as the warmth in my heart erupted throughout my entire body. He, Jeon Jeongguk, wrote that to me. He even said he wanted me to be the mother of his future children, we didn’t talk about our future much, but he always said he wanted to marry me when the time was right and have kids, but it had been a while since he brought it up. Every time he did, however, it made me feel…something I never felt until I met him. But whatever it was, it made the butterflies of love flutter in my stomach again, the more it happened, the more I realized it had only been two days, and he had managed to pull such a feeling out of me in his own, Jeongguk way. A smile appeared on my lip at the thought, and I tucked the letter in my pocket to save for later, while an irreplaceable feeling of joy fueled my every action the rest of the day knowing such beautiful words were hidden in my pocket and my heart.

***

-~+Wednesday+~-

Y/N

It was early in the morning, the sun had just risen over the horizon and I was in the bathroom getting ready to head to work for the day. The strange thing about it all, however, was that Jeongguk had gone before I woke up, which wasn’t normal for him as we woke up and went to work at the same time to wish each other a good day and kiss one another goodbye. I tried to not think much of it, as it was most likely one of the guys had called him and told him they needed him earlier today, as I recalled in my dazed memory between consciousness and unconsciousness I had heard his phone buzzing on his nightstand at around six in the morning. Was I disappointed? Yes, but I was sure when he could he would make it up to me whenever he could. I still had a couple of hours to stay at home until I had to start heading to work, so I went into the kitchen and made two pieces of toast in the toaster with some jelly while I watched TV to help pass the time.

It seemed as if I had just sat down with plenty of time before I looked at my phone and saw if I didn’t leave at that moment, I was going to be late. I bolted off the couch and turned the TV off while I hurriedly put on some makeup and grabbed my things, heading straight for the door. I opened the door with my keys in-hand walked straight into a clothed wall.

Last time I checked, walls don’t wear clothes. I looked up and saw a familiar bright face that I would always wake up to in the mornings. This difference? He had both of his hands behind his back when I expected a hug like he usually gave me upon seeing me.

“I thought you were at work?”

“Just had to run an errand before work. D’you really think I’d go to work without you being conscious enough to remember me kissing you goodbye?” My hesitation caused him to cock an eyebrow at me, with a corner of his mouth slightly curving his lips into a smirk. “You know better than that. But, before you head to work,” he paused as he pulled his hands from behind his back, revealing a bouquet of roses and a heart-shaped box, “These are for you, Aegiya.”

My face softened from its earlier tense expression from being in a rush to work. His proud, golden-retriever-like grin warmed my heart in the autumn morning breeze as I took the gifts from his hands. I noticed there was a tag attached to the bouquet, so I held the box under my arm and opened the little piece of paper, ‘To the woman even better than my dreams.’ I looked at him with my cheeks lightly tinted with pink, I automatically assumed that the box was full of chocolate, but even though I would have been more happy with the chocolate, the roses were what took the cake for me today. I wrapped my arms around his neck and kissed him, the soft feel of his lips against mine never ceased to make me melt inside.

“Thank you, sweetheart. I’ll put these in a vase right now.” Work could wait just a few more minutes, right? He followed me inside as I filled up an empty vase with some water and cut the stems of the roses so they fit perfectly inside, a perfect mix of both red and white that made my heart fill with joy. “They’re beautiful.”

“Not as beautiful as you.” He smiled as he came up behind me, spun me around to face him, and nuzzled his face in my neck causing me to squirm. “Now, how about we get back to routine, hmm?” He smiled against my skin before he placed a warm kiss on my lips, his hands slightly pulling me closer at the same time. “I love you, Aein. Have a wonderful day at work, I’ll see you tonight.”

I reciprocated the kiss and the loving goodbye as he followed me back outside and locked the door behind him, giving me one last kiss before he walked me to my car and let me inside before waving me off and jogging over to his so he could drive to work as well.

The day had just gotten started, and what a good start it was.

***

-~+Thursday+~-

Y/N

“No way, he woke up THAT early just to buy you flowers and chocolate before work?!” Lucía shouted in a whisper while she sat on the chair in front of my desk. “He is so sweet! Señorita, you’ve got yourself a dream man. Not just because he’s doing this because you were insecure, but because he is so kind all of the time! Any woman would dream to have a man like him, at times, I wish you and I could swap partners.” She laughed at my subtle scowls,

“I prefer I keep my partner, thank you very much.” I laughed softly, “Despite Señor Perez’s flaws, I know you love him.”

I saw a small smile slowly form on her lips. “Yeah…” her head gently bobbed, “I guess you’re right.”

“Atta girl, now, let’s get back to work. You know how busy we get toward the end of the week, and tomorrow is gonna be hell so might as well do as much as we can today.” She saluted me with a grin before she continued typing away on her laptop in front of me.

We had been working for a few hours, even though it felt like days, and we both released a breath we had been holding for God knew how long in unison.

“Holy shit,” she said in a pant, leaning back in her chair to look at the project she and I had been working on since we arrived at work. “we are damn good when we put our heads together.” She held her hand up and gave me a high-five for our work together. We had managed to get what would have taken me all weekend to finish to almost half a workday’s worth.

“All thanks to you, you know. I couldn’t have done all this so quickly without you, Lucy.”

Her bottom lip poked out and she placed her hands on her chest with a sigh. “You are too sweet, Señorita. If anyone else was my boss, I wouldn’t have helped with this unless I was forced. But, you are, and will always be, the only exception to that rule.”

I couldn’t help but let a smile show, she was the best friend I ever had, and since we worked together in such high positions, it only brought us closer. However, my smile was interrupted when my work phone started ringing on the hook. “Thank you for calling the number to BouBeauty, what can I help you with today?”

There was a brief silence on the other line, “I would like to talk to your manager.”

“This is she.” I recognized the voice, but the phones at work were so shitty it was hard to tell who it was until they gave themselves away.

“I have a quick question?”

“Yes?”

“Do you have a name, or can I just call you ‘mine’?”

That’s when it clicked. “Honey, what are you doing calling my work?”

A disappointed huff left his chest, “How did you know it was me?”

“Because you’re the only guy I know who would say something so cheesy and know that I’d like it anyway.”

His low laugh rumbled on the other end of the phone, and it made my heart flutter. “You have a point, Yeobo. But, to answer your earlier question, I wanted to call you because I missed hearing your voice…”

“Aww, sweetie, I didn’t know you’d miss me that much…”

“Y’know, I got a good idea. How about we come home real quick for lunch and we spend time together before we have to head back?”

“I love that idea, I’ll meet you there. I love you.”

“See you in a little bit, Aein.” Then he hung up.

I didn’t immediately put the phone back on the hook, I sat there for a moment in silence, looking at the phone. Why didn’t he say he loved me back?

There was a moment of silence that seemed to have lasted forever. “Is something wrong, Señorita?” My concern must’ve been obvious for Lucía to ask that question.

“Y-Yeah, everything’s fine.” I put on a fake smile, “Jeongguk just said he hurt his ankle while he was practicing but he said he’s fine.”

“Don’t worry about him Señorita, you know he’s gotten hurt more than once and he’s recovered fine before, just like he will now.” She gave a comforting rub on my arm before she pulled away and sat back in her chair again.

I stood up from my chair and walked over to the water cooler in the corner of my office, grabbing a styrofoam cup for me, “Would you like some water, Lucy?” I asked as I looked over my shoulder, my hand hovering over the stack just in case, she nodded her head. I poured myself my cup and grabbed Lucía’s cup and as soon as I started to pull the tap to pour hers when I felt something wrap around my lower stomach and pull me backward a bit. I jumped as far as my restraints would allow and dropped the cup on the floor, only to hear a low, stifled laugh behind me followed by a wet sensation on my neck.

“Mianhae, Aegiya. Didn’t mean to startle you. Luckily, you didn’t have any water in that cup.” The voice I heard on the phone minutes before said softly behind my ear, causing shivers to run up my spine.

I spun around and faced him, not realizing how close he was until it was too late and it caused my face to flush in surprise. “What are you doing here? I thought we were going to meet at home to have lunch?”

“I have a better idea. Are you on your lunch break yet?”

“Uh,” I looked over his shoulder at Lucía and she nodded her head quickly, “Yeah, it started a couple of minutes ago so Lucy and I put a hold on the project we were working on before you called.”

“Good, grab your jacket and follow me.”

I did as he asked and threw my jacket on and tried to stay as close behind him as I could.

Lucy💝

Me: A picnic lunch on a secluded hill under a tree, and with my favorite food and snacks too!!

Lucy: Dios mio, you go girl!! What does a woman like me have to do to get my husband to do this for me?! 😭

I laughed at Lucía’s message before I put my phone down and focused on Jeongguk again. “This is wonderful, baby! I couldn’t have asked for a better surprise, I mean, a picnic lunch with the best boyfriend in the world? Now that’s living the dream.”

“Well…” he paused as he stopped pulling food out of one of the baskets and focused on me, “if this is a dream…” he started to crawl toward me, causing me to instinctively lean backward so far until I landed on my back under him. “I never wanna wake up again, because no reality could ever compare to this moment.” He smiled and kissed, a hint of desperation lingering behind his passion.

A soft sigh left my lungs before he pulled back and stared down at me, lightly moving a strand of hair behind my ear. His stare spoke dozens of unsaid words and emotions, but I could see and hear all of them in his gaze, and the silence between us spoke volumes. The light breeze had been drowned out by the intensity of the moment, and if it hadn’t been for breaking the silence to cause all of my senses to return, I wouldn’t have felt the goosebumps form on my arms from his stare.

“You’re so pretty…” A certain glimmer in his eyes as he spoke made my insides want to melt. First, he called me at my work, then showed up at my workplace, and now he’s throwing a picnic for us. What more could a woman want?

“Th-Thank you, sweetheart.” I gave him a peck on the cheek to distract from the blush forming on my cheeks before he lifted himself and pulled me up into a sitting position again, handing me a plate of food and a cup.

He grabbed his own and clinked cups with me, “To a wonderful picnic lunch for the most wonderful girlfriend in the world.”

“And to a wonderful boyfriend who always has little surprises up his sleeve to make my day better.” It wasn’t often a girl could say she and her boyfriend had a picnic for their lunch break, but I was one of the few who could, and honestly, even if the rest of my day were to go to hell, this was the pièce de résistance of it all.

***

-~+Friday+~-

Y/N

I went to bed last night happy about today, I got to have a lunch picnic with the best boyfriend in the world after he surprised me at work, which preceded him calling my workplace. Yesterday was one of the best work days I ever had, and I hoped today, even if work wasn’t involved, would still be a good day. Just when my dream was about to get good, I heard a knock on the bedroom door, with a groan I rolled over and sat up.

“Come…” I yawned, “in.”

As soon as I finished my sentence, the door opened, and in walked Jeongguk with a tray of food in his hands. His smile widened when he saw me.

“I thought you’d enjoy a little pampering this morning, I made sure to make sure everything was cooked just the way you like it, no matter how many times it took.” His laugh left a warm pool in my chest as he sat the tray over my lap. The food smelled so good I wanted to salivate, correction, I was pretty sure I was salivating as I looked down at it.

I grabbed my fork and cut into the egg and as soon as it made contact with my tastebuds, I let out a soft moan of satisfaction.

“I take that as you like it?”

“Mhmm.” I nodded as I put another piece in my mouth.

“Well,” he chuckled and kissed my temple, “it’s not all the time I get to spoil you the way I want to. But, I thought starting a Friday morning with breakfast in bed would suffice. For now.”

“’Fgor mneow?’” My question was muffled by the bacon in my mouth, I looked at him with confusion as I held my piece of bacon up to my mouth.

“Yes, for now.” I could tell he was trying to suppress laughter as he patted me on the head and gestured for me to finish my strip of bacon. “Hopefully, this will compensate for any mishaps you have at work today. Not to mention, I have a couple of things planned for the weekend that I think you’ll enjoy, so make sure to get a lot done so you won’t have to work over the weekend, and get a lot of sleep tonight.”

I nodded my head and took a drink of the orange juice he brought with him. His face glowed with happiness despite it still being just seven-thirty in the morning.

“Would you like to take a shower with me after you finish eating?”

“Why do I have to wait until I’m done? I can ditch the food, it won’t mind.”

“No, no. Just wait until you’ve finished, then meet me in the bathroom, okay?”

I pouted with a nod.

“Good girl. Eat up and I’ll see you in a little bit.” He gave me a soft kiss and stole my last strip of bacon before he pulled himself off the bed and went into our en suite. A minute or two later, I heard the shower start up and I felt my heart start to race. The food may have been delightful, but a shower with him could rarely ever be topped. With that in mind, I practically shoved the rest of the food in my mouth before I sprung out of bed and quickly went into the bathroom, where the sight any woman would kill to see was waiting for me. This is only going to end one way. I smiled to myself as I looked him up and down, and I wasn’t complaining a bit.

***

-~+Saturday+~-

Y/N

I always dreaded hearing that damn alarm clock, especially on Saturdays, but not this Saturday. I went to sleep last night with one thought in my head, “What could Jeongguk possibly have planned today?” I wasn’t given any hint no matter how many times I tried to pull any kind of information out of him, he just wouldn’t budge. I rolled over and turned the alarm off, prying my face from the comfort of my pillow to open my eyes in a room warmed by sunshine. I looked over at my clock and it read nine in the morning. I glimpsed down onto the nightstand and noticed a white piece of paper folded in front of the clock. I picked it up and unfolded it, my eyes meeting a familiar style of handwriting despite my eyes still barely working.

Go to this address and do not walk inside until ten-thirty. When you do, go straight to the young adult section and do not leave. Be sure to wear your gray hoodie and black jeans with your black jacket.

I recognized the address, it was a bookstore I used to go to when I was in college. Is he going to go book shopping with me? It was only a little after nine and the store wasn’t far from where we lived now, ten minutes at most, he probably did that so then I’d have enough time to wake up for whatever he had planned. But what I couldn’t wrap my head around was him telling me what to wear, what significance would my outfit hold at a bookstore? I brushed it off for the time being as I had to hurry and take a shower and eat breakfast, as well as wear what he told me to.

I arrived at the bookstore five minutes before the time I was told to enter, I wore my hair down with my hoodie, jacket, and jeans, along with my purse over my shoulder. I became paranoid about checking my phone so I wouldn’t miss the exact time I was supposed to go in, and when it hit ten-twenty-nine I did not look away for a second until it changed to ten-thirty. As soon as it did, I got out of my car and headed inside, going straight into the young adult section like the note told me to. I had no idea what was going to happen after that, so, while I was there, I browsed the aisle to see if I could find a book I had been wanting to read. Nothing had happened for about ten minutes, but I did manage to find three books I had been wanting. I went to step back a bit to look at the rest of the shelf, to get a wider shot of the section I was looking at to see if anything else caught my eye when all of a sudden I felt someone bump into me and caused me to drop the books I had in my arms.

“I-I’m so sorry…” The person stuttered, by their build, they looked to have been male, but his voice was so small I could hardly hear him.

“It’s fine, are you okay? None of them landed on your foot did they?” I asked as I squatted to pick them up, one of them was a hardcover, and those sons of bitches could hurt if their corner hit the top of your foot.

“No, I’m-I’m fine.” He paused for a minute, getting on the floor in front of me, “Let me help…” He reached and grabbed the hardcover and held it in his arm.

There was something strange about the entire situation though, it all seemed too familiar, like it had happened before years ago. The memory was vague, but the feeling of déjà vu overwhelmed me.

Just as I reached for the other paperback I had, his hand landed on mine at the same. Why does this feel so fucking familiar? I instinctively looked up as he did, and I finally saw his face. Holy shit, that’s why it feels so familiar! I couldn’t help but let a little bit of blush appear on my cheeks as I looked at him, and I could tell he was struggling to hold back a smile because I was positive he saw the moment of realization appear in my eyes, and everything came back to me. He quickly yanked his hand away and let me grab it, only standing after I did so and handing me the other book I had dropped.

“Thank you.” I smiled and stacked the books up in my arms again, “Are you sure you’re okay? Hardcovers can hurt if they land at the right angle.”

“Yeah, I’m okay.” He smiled shyly back at me, with a bit of pink on his cheeks this time. “I’m sorry I bumped into you… I shouldn’t have been walking so fast without looking at what was in front of me instead of the floor…” He rubbed his hand on the back of his neck, occasionally looking away from me.

“Were you in a hurry to get somewhere?”

“Y-Yeah…well, no… unless you count getting out of this aisle as fast as I could…”

I cocked a brow at him in curiosity, shifting my weight to my other leg while I waited for his answer.

“Some of these books scare me, I know what some of them can have in them and I get goosebumps every time I have to walk through here..”

I couldn’t help by let a little smile show on my lips, he was just as bad of a liar now as he was back then. “Oh? Well, why don’t you avoid this section altogether, there’s another way to get to where you wanna go while avoiding this aisle.”

“I-I… I do avoid it sometimes…” His face started to grow redder the more he stumbled over his words, “But, sometimes there are so many people around that I-I have no other choice…”

“You know, I think I’ve seen you here before, and it seems like whenever I’m in this section, you dart through the aisle by me every time.”

His face was as red as a tomato and I thought for sure he was going to combust from built-up pressure in his face. “Well… act-actually…” I was sure I could hear his heart pumping in his chest, despite him being at least four feet in front of me, “I’ve seen you come in here a lot… and, I’ve wanted to talk to you for a while but every time I see you my tongue ties up and I just try to get by you as fast as possible… Today I just happened to ruin my escape by running into what I was trying to shy away from…”

I felt butterflies bursting inside my stomach at his words, they still hit me just as hard as they did all of those years ago.

“Can I ask you a question…?”

“Of course, go ahead.”

“M…” he paused, his hands fidgeting with the hem of his shirt, “May I have your number?” His voice was so quiet if it wasn’t for all of my attention being on him, I wouldn’t have heard him. “But-But only if you’re okay with it, of course…” He added hurriedly, like if he didn’t add as long as it didn’t bother me I was going to get angry at him.

“Do you have a pen and something to write with on you?”

He patted his pockets and pulled out a pen, “I have a pen but no paper of anything… would you mind just writing in on my arm so it won't rub off very easily?” He asked as he rolled up his shirt sleeve with a hopeful look in his eyes.

I smiled and pulled his arm out as I stood next to him, lightly writing my number on his arm in the pe’s ink so I wouldn’t jab his arm with the point of it, going over the parts that the ink didn’t completely write.

Once I was finished he looked at it with a smile and rolled his sleeve down, like it was his little secret to keep from the world. “Thank you… well, I gotta get going now…” His face was glowing with joy despite how soft his tone was, “I g-guess I’ll text you later. What time do you think you’ll be free? I don’t want to disturb you.”

You’re too adorable to disturb me. “It doesn’t matter, whenever you want to text me, feel free. I’ll get back to you as fast as I can. I promise.”

“Thanks. You made my day…” he quickly checked his arm, “Y/N. I’m Jeongguk, by the way.” He gave me a little bow before he waved me goodbye and ran off.

“Recreate how we first met… I can’t believe he remembers everything he said, hell, I can’t believe I remember everything I said.” I laughed as the memory of the actual day we first met flashed through my mind, we were quite a few years younger than we are now, but the butterflies in my stomach and the gleam in his eyes were just as strong then as they were that time. I never told him enough, but I loved that man to death. But the difference between today and every other day was that I never knew how much he cherished the memory of when we first met. The idea intrigued me, though, if he remembered all of that encounter, how many more memories of us did he remember just as well? That would be a thing to find out in the future, and he just made my Saturday even better than I thought it would have been. When I got back home, I was going to make sure to show him how many cartwheels my insides were doing when I realized what his plan for the day was.

***

-~+Sunday+~-

Y/N

Jeongguk and I spent the entire day together to shop, eat, and enjoy each other’s company. It was like a date, but not an official one, and I was happy with either one as long as I got to be with him. I had just gotten out of the shower and got dressed when I walked into the living room and saw it in disarray. All of the cushions were off the couch, chairs from the island and dining room were placed in random positions, and pillows and blankets lay on the ground. I saw what looked like a person under another blanket crawling on the floor to pull chairs together in front of the couch.

“Jeongguk?” I choked on a laugh as I saw his form slinking across the ground to another chair, hitting his head on its leg with a thud and a grunt came from under the fabric. “What in the world are you doing?”

I saw the outline of his head whip around in my direction before he struggled to pull the blanket off of him, his hair looking like he just got out of bed as it fell in front of his face. “Aegiya, there you are!” He quickly stumbled to his feet and fixed his hair, “I figured to end the week, we could build a blanket fort!” He smiled as his arms pointed to the mess of a ‘blanket fort’.

“Looks like a tornado hit the fort.” My laugh drew one out of him, “You should have been more thorough in your construction.”

“Well, I was going to try to get a head start on it while you were in the shower but turned out I needed more materials than I thought. But, if you’d like, we can finish it together?”

I looked around and picked a pillow off the floor, throwing it at him, “Based on your progress, it looks like you’ll need all the help you can get.” I smiled when he grumbled something under his breath, grabbing another chair and bringing it to the couch with a little pout on his face.

After an hour or so of setting up, we finally got the fort together. We placed blankets on the floor with some pillows to help with comfort, a few little lights to light up the place a little, and we even figured out a way to make a curtain system for the entrance for more privacy, which we didn’t need but it was a cool idea nonetheless. I was inside arranging the pillows in a way for maximum comfort while he looked at it from the outside, obviously deep in thought before he spoke.

“I have another idea.”

I let out a deep sigh, “Oh, don’t tell me you’ve changed your mind about how the fort looks. Again.”

“No, nothing like that. Why don’t we have a little movie night too? We can cuddle an- Okay, okay, I take that as a yes. He laughed as I pushed him into the kitchen for us to grab some snacks and drinks for the fort and discuss a potential movie - or movies - to watch.

We ended up deciding on the Titanic, Zootopia, and Sing 2. I took the drinks and snacks into the fort while he turned off the lights and brought up the first movie, the intimacy of the situation warmed my chest as we snuggled against each other and watched movie after movie, only taking a break to use the restroom and to get more snacks. It wasn’t anything big or expensive, which is what made it better. He wrapped an arm around me and placed a gentle kiss on the top of my head, feeding me a piece of popcorn and smiling down at me when I looked up at him as a thank you. The simplicity of a night at home, watching movies, and eating snacks together was the perfect way to end such a wonderful week.

***

“Thank you for such a fantastic week, Sweetheart,” Y/N said quietly, it was very apparent she was trying to force her eyes open so they could finish one more movie. However, how comfortable she was only made her more tired.

“You’re welcome, Yeobo. I hope you realize that I mean it when I tell you that I love you more than anything else in the world.” He placed a tender kiss on her temple as they lay on the ground in the fort, snuggled up close to each other under a blanket together. “You do, don’t you?”

“One hundred…” she yawned, “and ten percent.” She gave him a lazy smile before resting her head on his chest again. She laid an arm over his stomach and held him close to her, the calming sound of his heartbeat only sending her closer to the edge of sleep.

“Go to sleep, Aein. You’ll need it for work tomorrow…” His voice was just barely above a whisper, and he hoped his soft voice would help lull her to sleep.

“No, no… I want…” one yawn, “this moment to last…” second yawn, “forever… I don’t want it to end…” a third yawn. It seemed to have been working.

“I know, Aegi, but you’ll regret it if you don’t get some sleep now.” He knew he was right, but he couldn’t help but feel sad for how she felt. “We can have moments like this again whenever you want, I promise you that… but right now, you deserve a good night’s sleep. Okay?” He hooked a finger under her chin and tilted her head up to look at him, she nodded her head slightly and he kissed her, him secretly not wanting the week to end either and trying to do anything he could to prolong it, even if he knew it would hurt both of them by morning. He went in for a second kiss, deepening it as he slid his tongue across her bottom lip and she parted for his entry, allowing his tongue to graze hers. He knew how tired she was, so instead of allowing himself to get too into it, he pulled back with a light tug on her bottom lip and a caress of his thumb on her cheek. He pulled the blanket high up on both of them, moving downward to lay flat on the floor so he could hold her close to him. “Get some sleep, Jagiya…” His lips placed a small kiss on the back of her neck, and he couldn't help but smile at her muscles tensing despite how tired she was.

“See you in the morning… I love…” Just like that, she was out like a light before she could finish her last sentence.

He waited until her breathing steadied into an even, shallow pace before he said anything else. “I love you too, Gongjunim… but no matter what I do to express how strong my love for you is, it will never be enough for you to truly understand…” He sighed, smelling her scent that he could no longer live without. “But that’s okay,” he said, “sometimes the best things in the world can never be expressed to their fullest potential. No matter what the truth is, always know this. No matter if it is Monday, Tuesday, Wednesday, Thursday, or Friday and every hour, every minute, and every second of every day. Always remember that I’ll always be here to love you right seven days a week.” He felt her stir in his arms, and he knew that she had to at least be awake enough to hear a little bit of what he said. A small smile caused his lips to curl upward as he slowly followed her into sleep, making sure to hold her tight, so that even in her sleep she’ll know he’ll love her with all of his heart, all of the time.

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[jungkook-oppa97]

Hiatus Update

To whom it may concern,

Starting today, I will be taking a break from posting online. Platforms in question are here, Wattpad, Neobook, AO3, and any other platform I write stories on.

On November 29th, my father passed away from cardiac arrest early in the morning and my family and I have been grieving him since then and will do so most likely the rest of our lives in different forms. That is why I was slower to post the second part of my GOLDEN Series until now.

In the future, I will come back and finish what I started. When that will be? I don't know. But, rest assured it will happen eventually.

I hope you all understand and aren't too upset. As I said, I will finish the series, just not as soon as I had planned.

I will continue to pop on my platforms and check notifications, activity, all of that, I just will not be writing anything more for the time being.

So, until I return, I wish you all well, happy holidays, and a wonderful new year.

#hyunjae updates #hiatus #update

[jungkook-oppa97]

GOLDEN Series: Closer to You

-PAIRING: Jungkook x fem!reader

-SUMMARY: Jungkook and the reader have had a rough relationship, full of ups and downs, but despite all of their hardship, they have somehow managed to hold on. Their most recent breakup was due to Jungkook not being faithful is where it starts, and we follow him as he tries to win his lover back for the how-ever-many-th time. The question is will he succeed like he has in tha past or will she finally say she can no longer stay with someone whom she believes will always lie to her and give into the devil’s temptation?

-GENRE: Winning Them Back, Post-Breakup Realization, Internal Change, Romance

-W.C: 15.4K

-RATING: 18+ (minors DNI)

-WARNINGS: Smut, Slow burn, Attempted rape, Mention of car crash & death, Fighting violence, Multiple POVs

“Y/N, please listen to me!” Jeongguk exclaimed, trying to make his voice heard over Y/N’s angry ranting, “I told you, she meant nothing to me, I promise you that!”

“Then WHY did you sleep with her Jeongguk?! Have you forgotten that boyfriends and girlfriends aren’t supposed to sleep with every person they see at the club??” She yelled back at him, her face red with anger and her eyes full of tears of betrayal, yet again. She could not count how many times she had this same argument with him, it was getting out of hand and she was tired of having to think about what he might be doing every time she wasn’t around him. “Jeongguk, I cannot take you anymore, not like this. How can I be with someone I can never trust??” She tried her hardest to keep her emotions out of every argument they had about this same thing, but she could never seem to hide the fact that it deeply hurt her every time he would be unfaithful to her.

“Y/N, you have to believe me when I say I’m-”

“If you were truly sorry for what you did, we wouldn’t have to go through this every time I chose to get together with you again!” Her fists pounded the wall next to her, “I can’t mentally take being with you anymore! You never, NEVER learn, no matter how many times you apologize or say you’ll change! You are the same person no matter what you say, and you will never change from being the man whore you are!” Tears were pouring from her eyes now, all of her emotions finally breaking the barrier between her eyes and the real world. She tried to be patient with him, she tried to get him help from professionals, hell, she even tried to help him herself. But, no matter what she tried, he could never stay faithful to her, and this time, it was the end of it. “It never mattered what the hell I did to help you, you will never learn to keep your dick in your pants when you have a partner and then LIE about it when you promised last time that you wouldn’t! I’m done. I can’t torture myself like this anymore.” She said through quiet sobs, taking her suitcase out of his grip and quickly heading toward the door. “We’re through for good this time. I can’t be with someone who makes me feel so ugly when I haven’t done anything I should be ashamed of.”

“Y/N, wait! I mean it this time, I swear on my life-”

Just like that, she was gone, leaving him without a goodbye, a see you never, or a go fuck yourself. He stared at the door she left through, a sense of déjà vu sweeping over him as it has every other time this same situation occurred. The difference this time, however, was that deep inside, he felt scared. Previous times this had been the topic of conversation, he knew she would come back, as her arguments never sounded truly sincere to him. This time? He wasn’t just sure she was sincere, he was terrified that this was truly the end of all ends, and he could never win her back like before.

“She’s.. she’s gone…” He whispered to no one between shaky breaths. The reality of the situation finally hit him, and whether he would willingly show how much it hurt or not, it was a feeling he never thought would hurt so badly. “She-She didn’t even… She just… left.” He continued to stare at the door, switching to where she stood on the floor a few times before he managed to pry himself away to make dinner for himself. All alone. While he was sitting at the dinner table eating some ramen he made, he heard his phone buzz on the table. He picked it up and turned it on to look at the notification. It was from Mara.

’Hey, handsome. I’m at the club with a couple of my girlfriends and was expecting you to be here by now, I hope you haven’t gotten sick of me already. Let me know when you’re on your way, I got a surprise for you to see when we get back to my place. 😘’

He stared at the text message for a bit, a lot of mixed thoughts and feelings coursing through him at the same time. After a few seconds of thinking, he put his phone back to sleep and sat it face down on the table before he continued to eat his dinner. After dinner, it was time to go to bed, and for the first time in a few months, he was going to bed alone, which could have been the last time for a while for all he knew. He changed into something more comfortable to wear to bed; a t-shirt and his boxers, and climbed under the blankets, turning on the TV and looking for something to watch while he fell asleep. The rest of the night passed with continuous tossing and turning while trying to get comfortable and unable to sleep. When morning came around, the alarm on his phone was buzzing on the nightstand so much it almost fell off. He grabbed it just in time and turned the annoying noise off until tomorrow morning. However, when his lock screen came up, he saw he had more unread messages. They were all from Mara.

‘Are you still coming to the club tonight?’

‘I hope you’re okay, normally you would’ve texted me by now.’

‘Do you wanna just meet up at my place instead? We could get straight to the good part. 😏’

‘You still like me right? I hope that bitch of a girlfriend of yours doesn’t find out. I know she’ll be upset and probably leave you. But, you don’t have anything to worry about, my love. You can always come and pound this pussy whenever-’

He didn’t even allow himself to finish reading the last message. Before he could finish whatever else she sent him, he went into the options for her contact and blocked her number, deleting the direct message box as well.

“Y/N was right… How could she possibly be with someone like me when I continuously break my promise to never even lie to her…?”

***

Jeongguk

Later that afternoon while I was in my studio, I couldn’t keep my eyes away from my phone on my desk. Every hour that passed by did not help the anticipation in my heart of getting a text from Y/N saying she would be willing to talk things out with me, again. But it was already almost four o’clock in the afternoon and I still had heard nothing from her.

“Maybe I should text her first and ask if we can talk…” I thought to myself as I stared longingly at my phone. After a minute or two of thinking, I picked my phone up and brought up her contact, slightly altering my plan by attempting to call her first, as I figured that would be more meaningful than texting her.

As the phone rang once, twice, three times, my heart began to quicken.

What if she doesn’t answer my call? What if this truly is the end of us… The ringing suddenly stopped, and just when I thought she had picked up her phone, her voicemail was the only thing I heard.

“Hey, Y/N… I’ve been thinking about what you said last night, the part where you said ‘How could you trust someone who always breaks their promise to never lie to you’? Well, when I woke up this morning, that’s when it hit me the hardest. In the little amount of sleep I was able to get last night, I dreamt that you were me and I was in your place… I was so upset at that version of you… and I think I realize now how you have been feeling every time this has happened.” I took a deep breath, remembering how I felt within my dream causing little tears to come to my eyes, and I did not want her to know exactly how much it hurt me, especially after what happened last night. “I want you to know that after you left, Mara continued to message me and ask if I was going to the club last night even after I went to sleep, as I never once replied to her. When I woke up this morning, I saw a few of the last messages she sent. I couldn’t even finish the most recent she sent before I blocked her number. Knowing how you must have felt last night and then reading those messages disgusted me. You won’t believe me anymore when I say this, and I don’t blame you, but I promise, if we ever get back together again, I will never touch a woman who isn’t you or my family ever again.” My voice was becoming shakier than it was previously, as it was becoming harder to contain my cool, so I decided it was time to wrap up the message before I let more show than I had planned. “I hope you will consider letting us talk this through, and if need be, I will prove to you I plan to keep my promise for good this time. After all of the negative and positive times we’ve gone through, I pray that deep down our positives will outweigh the negatives, and you’ll find it in you to give me one final chance to prove myself. I still love you, Y/N, and I’m willing to do anything to win you back.” I quickly hung up the call and let my phone drop into my lap, holding my face in my hands while I tried to collect myself quickly. I was supposed to be working, not bawling over the hundredth breakup Y/N and I had gone through. I was still terrified I would never get to prove to her that I meant everything I said to her in my voice message, but I also was not willing to give up without attempting to give it a try, even if it killed me trying to win her back.

***

Nighttime finally fell, but there was still no word from Y/N, even after all of the text messages he sent throughout the day after he connected with her voicemail earlier that afternoon. As routine had sunken into his soul, he was sitting at the bar in his regularly visited club with a bottle of Soju and a glass in front of him. The music was blaring behind him and couples, friends, and strangers were up and dancing on the dancefloor. Normally, he would have been too before and after a few shots. Tonight he wasn’t feeling like his usual partying self, in all honesty, he would have preferred to stay home and drink, however, he was a man of routine and was compelled to go back out for a drink.

He had left his stool to use the restroom for a few minutes, and when he returned, he saw that his stool, plus a couple more next to it had been taken up by three lovely young women, all of whose backs were turned to him. They had nice figures, sexy dresses, and hairstyles to match the aura of each dress. Normal Jeongguk would have strolled up to them, smooth-talked one or two, and gotten their number, be that before or after they took him to their place. Despite technically being a single man, he didn’t feel up to any of that. He was slightly pissed that they were allowed to take his seat, and before he even thought about whether he wanted to take it as a sign to go home, he was walking up to them to let them know that seat was taken.

“Excuse me, ladies, but I believe you have taken my seat. Could you be sweethearts and let me have it back?” He asked as he gently tapped the middle one on the shoulder to get her attention.

When she turned around, both of their faces lit up with surprise, only for hers to grimace at the sight of him.

“Well, seems like you haven’t changed at all from the time you sent your voice message to now, Jeon Jeongguk. And it hasn’t even been twenty-four hours yet.” Y/N spoke with a slight hint of irritation in her voice, turning completely around in her seat to look at him, crossing her arms in disappointment.

“Y-Y/N? Julie? Tessa? What are you doing- And if you got my messages why did you never respond to me?” He asked in quick succession, his eyes flickering between the three women. Despite being so surprised, he did feel slight relief that she at least got his messages, even though she never replied.

“We decided to go out and have some fun, seeing as I’m a free woman now and can dance with any man I want to. As for your second question, I explained to my mother what happened, and she told me not to reply to you anymore and to let bygones be bygones and maybe you would leave me alone. Turns out your presence is still haunting me, despite me breaking the thorned chain that bound us together.” Her tone was one he never thought he would hear come from her.

As she spoke, he stared into her eyes, looking for any hint of a lie in her words or if he could catch a glimpse of the same Y/N whose eyes would beam with love whenever they were together. His mission to find a sign of love left him empty, causing his heart to shatter the longer he searched within her.

“Well,” he paused to clear his throat to make his voice not sound so sad, “you’re still sitting in my seat, and I would appreciate it if I could have it back, please.” Just because she was angry at him didn’t count as an excuse to be rude back to her, not like he would anyway, he loved her too much and he knew it would ruin the slim chance of ever getting closer to her again.

Y/N looked at her friends for their advice, it was almost like they could talk to each other with their eyes. It was a time when he wished he could possess the power to understand whatever it was they were saying to each other, but before he could think into that any further, she turned to him and stood up.

“Enjoy fucking the next girl who comes up and flirts with you tonight, seeing as you’re a man of routine.” Her voice was cold and emotionless, yet it felt like a scolding hot knife piercing through his chest. Before he could even thank her, she and her two friends walked to the other end of the club together, leaving him alone with his ever-growing guilt and the gnawing of shame within him.

At this point, I’ll never get to prove anything to her…

***

Jeongguk

“Bartender,” I called, waving the young man down on the other side of the bar, “another round over here, please.”

He nodded and focused on mixing the drink for the couple sitting on the other end of the bar.

I glanced over at the couple he was waiting on, the man and woman were about as old as Y/N and I, and by the look on her face when she stared at him, there was no way he had ever done her wrong, at least not as many times as I did Y/N.

We tried so many times to be good together, and I told her I would never lie, but I continued to lie, over and over again.. What kind of a bastard am I…? I looked behind me and saw Y/N on the dancefloor dancing with some random guy. The longer I looked at him, I could feel something uneasy settling in my stomach. There was something about him I didn’t like, and I knew I had no right butting into her business now that we weren’t together, but the feeling I got from him was not good, and I wouldn’t dare let anyone else hurt her, she had taken enough shit from me over the years and I would be damned to let someone else crush her heart too. I made sure to make a mental note about him for later, as when I was debating what I should do, I felt something light and wet touch the back of my neck. I jumped off my stool and looked behind me, standing there in a green sparkly dress was Mara and what I presumed to be a friend of hers.

“Hey there, handsome. I texted you last night and you never replied, then earlier this morning when I tried to text you, my messages were never delivered. Is everything alright?” Her voice was soft like velvet, like that of a Deviless, but despite how her voice made me feel two nights ago, the sound of it was like nails on a chalkboard to me now.

“No, everything is not alright. Y/N saw our messages and broke up with me last night.” My voice and expression were deadpanned as I crossed my arms over my chest.

“Oh, how wonderful! Now you and I can have all the fun we want and it won’t have be to such a secret anymore!” She was suddenly filled with joy that made my stomach churn.

How can she be so happy after what she made me do to Y/N?

“By the way, did you have your phone turned off or something? Maybe that was why my messages wouldn’t send.”

“Mara, I blocked-”

“Oh, my God, how rude of me! Darling, this is a lovely friend of mine, her name is Dezi and I told her she just had to meet you. I may want you all for myself, but I couldn’t brag about you to her and her not understand exactly what I mean when I say you are a God in bed.”

“Hi, Dezi. It’s nice to meet you. Now, Mara, like I was trying to say, this morning after I woke up I-”

“Wished you had come down last night? I mean, you still could have even after what’s-her-face broke up with you. But, I suppose it was bound to happen, she could never satisfy you like I can-”

“Mara! I blocked you on everything!” I suddenly exclaimed, scaring her and Dezi along with myself. Despite it being a shock to me, it still needed to be said, no matter how loud it was spoken, even though all of the club patrons were now staring at us. “And before you ask, no, I did not do it by accident. I realized how much of a bastard I was to Y/N, and if it wasn’t for you sweet-talking me when I was drunk that night and me giving into the Devil’s temptation, this wouldn’t have happened, again. I may never win Y/N back after all of my fuck ups, but I at least want to better myself for any woman who does come along. No one deserved the man that I was, they deserve the man I want to become. So, please, never speak to me again, and don’t dare try to pawn your little imps on me either. No offense, Dezi.”

The entire room was silent, but it was the loudest silence I had ever heard, it was even louder than the music playing over the speakers throughout the whole club. If it wasn’t for my words being the truth, I would have felt embarrassed by all the people staring at us. I also couldn’t help but feel proud to have wiped that joyous expression off Mara’s face and replaced it with shock and anger.

“Another thing, it was very disrespectful for you to be so enthusiastic about Y/N and I’s break up, especially to my face. If you want to be happy internally, fine, but I will not put up with it being rubbed in my face.”

I couldn’t tell if I was looking at Mara or if I had come face-to-face with a Deviless, her face was as red as her hair and before I could do or say anything else, I suddenly felt a sharp pain across my face and the room of people gasped around us. Mara had smacked me in one quick succession, and it was so fast it took my mind a minute to register what had happened.

“Fine then, be that way. But don’t you even think about coming and crying to me when you haven’t had good pussy for a long fucking time. Good luck finding a bitch who will put up with a sleazy bastard like you.” With one final shove, she and Dezi were gone, and I couldn’t have been happier. However, I would have appreciated it if she had warned me before she went in for a blow to my cheek.

I asked the bartender for a rag with some ice in it to help with the swelling and the possible handprint, holding it to my face to ease the stinging. I looked around the room and saw just how many people were watching the entire conversation, which was a lot more than I had thought at the time.

“Go ahead, talk amongst yourselves, the show’s over,” I instructed, and it took little to no time for everyone to lose their focus on me and put it on someone else in the club. Before I turned completely around and finished the drink I was brought before being interrupted, I saw Y/N still staring at me and I could have sworn she had a small, proud smirk on her face. But, once I looked at her, her head quickly turned away and focused on her friends, I couldn’t help but smile at the thought of her seeing that there was a possibility I meant what I said about changing myself for the better, for her.

***

It was five afternoons after the ordeal at the club, Jeongguk went to work as if nothing had happened and he had never been slapped so hard he had to use makeup to cover the red handprint that was left to haunt him from his decision, whether he cared or not. He had been working on a new song for a long time, and he was finally on a roll with it as the creative fluid coursed through his veins, until he was interrupted by the ringing of his phone on the couch.

He stood from his desk chair and walked over to retrieve it, picking it up he looked at the caller ID, and he couldn’t tell if his heart was still beating in his chest.

“Why would she be calling me? The other night he seemed so disgusted with me that the sound of my name on her tongue made her hiss... Maybe she accidentally butt-dialed me…?”

The phone continued to ring as he held it in his hand, it was on the third ring.

“But what if something bad happened…” He spoke as it rang a fourth time.

Before it could ring for the fifth and final time, he quickly accepted the call, holding his phone up to his ear,

“Hello? Is everything okay, Y/N?” He asked cautiously, as based on last night’s interaction with her, they were still on hot grounds and he did not want to do anything to upset her more. So, he knew he had to choose his words carefully, no matter how excited he was internally about her calling him.

She was silent for a moment, making him think that she had butt-dialed him, but he refused to hang up. Just then she spoke in a shaky voice just above a whisper.

“Jeongguk, if you have time, could you meet me at the Downtown Cafe? I need someone to talk to, just for a little while…”

Something is wrong… I hope that jerk she had been dancing with at the club didn’t hurt her… If he did, so help me God I will kill him when I get the chance…

“Of-Of course, Y/N. I’m here whenever you need to talk about anything. Is there a specific time you’d like to meet?”

“Is right now good for you…?”

“Absolutely, I’ll be there as fast as I can.”

As soon as she hung up, Jeongguk didn’t even bother saving and closing the song he had been working on, he grabbed his hat and mask and made a run for the front door, running so fast Namjoon nor Taehyung had the chance to even say his name as he flew by. All he knew was there was something wrong for Y/N to call him after being so mad at him for so long, and the sound of her voice over the phone broke his heart, he hated whenever she sounded that upset even though he knew she was holding back tears from him. When a way to get to her arose during the conversation, he would have rather been hit by a train than turn down her request. Even if he could never be with her again, that did not excuse the fact that he would be there whenever she needed him.

***

Within ten minutes, Jeongguk finally made it to the Downtown Cafe, he knew which one she was referring to and it wasn’t far from the company building, so that helped with the time it took to get there. He ran around the building and past the front window, and he saw where she had chosen for them to sit and talk, but what caused him to stop in his tracks was the fact that it looked like she was crying despite her back facing him, and just like that, he felt his heart shatter a little more. He took a deep breath and entered the cafe, the sound of the bell alerting her to sit up straight and wipe her tears away. He walked up to the table she had picked and greeted her with a warm smile to try and lighten the mood, she smiled subtly back at him, and even though he knew it wasn't a genuine one, he was happy she at least tried.

He took a seat in the booth that faced her and looked at her intently, wanting to cry himself knowing she was trying not to show how upset she was. “What is it you wanted to talk with me about, Y/N?”

Her eyes focused on the cup in front of her, which looked like it had never been touched upon receiving it. “I got a call from Tessa’s boyfriend last night… while she was on her way home from visiting her Grandma she got into a car accident…” I already knew what the end was going to be, but I let her continue anyway. “He said she stopped behind a semi at a red light and made sure to give it enough room in between her and the truck, just like she normally did with any other car…”

He looked into her eyes and could actively see her heart shattering with every word closer she got to what had happened, and all he wanted to do was hold her and comfort her as only he knew how, but that was for the couple they were, not the acquaintances they had become. The tears in her eyes started to build up quickly again, and she adjusted her position to try and keep them all at bay for a little longer.

“She-” she paused briefly to sniffle quietly, “She reached into her glove compartment to put her phone in it so it wouldn’t bother her while she was driving home, but while she had her focus away from her rearview mirror, a dump truck had been speeding and couldn’t slow down once he realized the light had turned red and she and the semi were at a complete stop…” The tears started flowing faster to the point she could no longer hold them back, but she continued to speak as if they weren’t running down her cheeks and splashing onto the table. “She heard the horn behind her, but she couldn’t react fast enough before… b-before…”

Just like that, Jeongguk watched the final intact part of her heart break into a million pieces as she imagined what had happened, and if what he was picturing was nearly as bad as what she saw, especially if she went to the accident site, he wanted to beat the shit out of the version of him that had cheated on her and caused them to break up so she had to go through that all alone the night before.

Her face fell into her hands as her elbows rested on the table, and he watched the woman he loved the most in the world fall apart, with no one around to hold her tight and let her cry all her pain away. He knew she and Tessa were close, they had grown up together and with the way they acted, one would have thought they were sisters, so not only did she lose a friend, but she also lost someone that felt like her family.

I don’t give a fuck if this ruins any progress I’ve made with her, she needs comforting and I’ll be damned if I’m just going to sit here and let her break down on her own.

He quickly slid out of his end of the booth, walked to her end, and held her tightly in his arms. He never expected her to reciprocate the hug after what they had gone through during their breakup argument, but much to his surprise, as soon as she felt his arms around her she nuzzled herself against his chest and wrapped her arms around him so tight it felt as if she was holding onto him for dear life. He was taken aback briefly, but feeling her in his arms after the past week felt better than he remembered it, even if she was crying her eyes out in his chest, he was happy to be there for her when she needed someone with her the most.

“Shh… let it all out, Y/N… I’m here, it’s okay…” He softly hushed her while he stroked the back of her head, making sure to not let her go until she did so first. He loved her too much to ever pull away from a hug first, and knowing hugging comforted her whenever she was upset only made that rule of his more important.

“Wh-Why would someone be s-so stupid and not go the sp-speed limit…?”

“I… I don’t know, Y/N… I think it’s most people nowadays just don’t care about anyone but themselves anymore…”

Those final words were what made her grip the back of his shirt so tight he could have sworn he felt one of her nails puncture his skin, but he did not care, she could do anything to take her anger for the world out on him at that moment, or any for that matter, and he would never bat an eye of disapproval or anger at her for it. She started to sob harder somehow, he had forgotten how much she was able to cry when she was distraught over something, and no matter how many people gave them dirty looks, he could give a flying fuck what they thought.

“I know, Y/N, I know…” He spoke in a comforting, soft voice, “I’m not going to leave you until you’ve cried all the pain out…”

When she started to move while in his arms, he started to worry he overstepped her boundaries and she was trying to let go of him. However, after he let his anxiety calm for a moment, he realized she was making room for him in her booth so he could sit next to her.

Hesitantly, he sat down on the edge of the seat, not knowing how much of what he was doing or could do would set her anger off.

But, with the way she moved closer to him so they were sitting directly side-by-side while he held her told him he did the right thing.

Eventually, she was finally able to calm down, and much to Jeongguk’s disappointment, she also had let go of him completely and moved away from him a little bit. Despite that, she never instructed him to move back to his original seat, so until she told him otherwise, he wasn't going to pass sitting at least that much closer to her.

“Why…” she sniffled and used a napkin to dab her eyes, “Why were you so eager to come and meet me anyway? I know you had to have been in the middle of working…”

He frowned slightly, Why would she worry so much about if I was working when she called me? “Well, a few reasons. One, because you were distressed and needed someone to comfort you and I couldn’t bear you calling me asking to meet and turning you down. Two, I will always be there as a shoulder to cry on whenever you’re not strong enough to keep yourself together. Three, it is my way of repaying the favor of when you were there for me whenever I needed someone.”

And because no matter if you're barely holding on or not, I’ll always love you…

“Well… thank you, Jeongguk… That means a lot to me…” Her voice was gentle, still a little sadness lurking behind her tone, but he could tell it was a genuine thank you. She gave him a small smile and he felt his heart flutter for the first time in what felt like forever. Who would have known lighting up her darkness would result in such a sweet, albeit small, interaction? “I’ll let you get back to work now, thank you for being there for me. I don’t know how I could ever repay you.”

He knew he had to be careful with his words because one wrong syllable would result in him losing his chance to win her back.

“A way to repay me?” He asked, hoping it would grant him enough time to figure out how to word what he wanted to say, “Here’s one: Don’t completely push me away, so whenever you need me, I won’t be so scared to say or do something I might think you would take as over the line. How’s that?”

“That sounds like a deal to me.” She smiled and patted him on the back, receiving a smile in return. He knew he shouldn’t have expected another hug from her, however, he wasn’t going to force it until she was ready. Getting her back was going to be a long process, but it was one he was willing to wait until the end of time for him to finally get to the end.

***

Jeongguk

There I was, yet again, at the same club that both broke my relationship with Y/N and was the start to help me mend it with her. Y/N and I had started to talk a little more regularly after the ordeal at the cafe, of course, it was in a friendship-ish kind of way, but still, it was talking. After what happened with Mara and me, I never really wanted to come back to that specific club, however, I haven’t been able to stop myself from showing up because of the vibe I got from that one guy Y/N was dancing with that night. It had been four and half weeks since that night, and every time I had been in here, he had mysteriously appeared out of nowhere with that same aura around him.

Just like every night before tonight, he had danced, talked, and had drinks with her. My jealousy was like a raging bull every time he would get near her, knowing that he was probably making more progress with her than I was when he had never been with her like I had. They were sitting in a semi-secluded booth with the curtains still open, although I picked my bar stool wisely so I could have them in my line of sight until one of us got up to leave. They had been talking pretty much the entire time they had been together, and saying I wanted to knock him out for even kissing her hand was an understatement. But, I had to remind myself that if I played my cards right, I might be able to do the same thing to her, again.

“Just give it time, Gguk, you’ll be with her again eventually,” I assured myself before taking another shot of whiskey. I looked back over at them and it made my stomach churn, which didn’t help with the whatever-number shot that was, but that’s when I noticed he had moved to sit in the same booth seat as her, similar to how we were sat while she was breaking down in my arms.

I watched as he whispered something in her ear and it made her giggle a little, then he picked up her hand and planted a tender kiss on the back of it. In little to no time, his left hand caressed her from the back of her ear to her cheek, cupping her face and gently stroking her cheek as he looked at her while he spoke.

I felt my nails scratching against the polished countertop of the bar, restraining myself from beating the shit out of him.

I need to go to the restroom before I do something I might regret… I steadied myself once I was off the stool and lightly jogged to the restroom that was located not far enough from the entire situation. I couldn’t tell if it was my jealousy making me so angry or if it was the fact that I could feel deep down something was off about him, more likely than not, it was a mix of both. I walked in and immediately went to the sink, turning on the faucet and splashing some water on my face to calm me down, well, in hopes it would at least. Alas, it did not. I dried my face with a paper towel and leaned against the counter.

“You have no reason to be upset, you two aren’t together anymore. She can see whoever she wants,” I felt a pang in my heart, “and you can see whoever you want.” Then I felt a knife puncture a hole through it. The thought of her being with someone else, knowing it was me who drove her away, made me feel ill, although nothing would have made me feel as ill as I felt when I heard what sounded like Y/N yelling. My head snapped toward the door so fast I wouldn’t have been surprised to find out I gave myself whiplash, but at the time I didn’t even think about that, my legs ran me to and out the door faster than I had ever run before. I ran out of the bathroom door and as soon as I laid my sight on the booth where they were still sitting, I could tell immediately what was going on, and I wasn’t going to let the prick get away unscathed.

“I said get off of me- don’t touch me, you bastard!” She exclaimed as she struggled against his grip, shortly after he pulled the curtain to the secluded booth so no one could see what was going on.

The last I saw was him putting his hand over her mouth to silence her and her protests, with him shushing her muffled screams in between. I also noticed the club’s music seemed to have become louder since I went into the restroom and I could hardly hear myself think.

The bastard probably paid for the music to be turned up so loud that no one would hear what he had planned to do.

When I didn’t hear any more slightly audible muffled screams from Y/N, I started to panic and I ran over to their booth to save her, I may have done her wrong a lot in our relationship(s), but I was not going to put up with standing by and allowing someone to take advantage of her like that. Over my dead body.

“Hey! Get your damn hands off her!” I ripped the curtains open and grabbed him by the back of his shirt and pulled him out of the booth. He had only just managed to get his belt undone, so he wouldn’t have had to worry about his fragile weak spot being easily accessed.

He stood up straight and I was able to see he was a little taller than I was, though his height didn’t intimidate me. I would beat his ass no matter how much bigger than me he was.

“And just who do you think you are?” His voice was just as irritating as his face looked, and from being so close I was able to see into his eyes, those hazel orbs emitting bad intentions so strongly it almost scared me. But I wasn’t willing to let that get the better of me.

“I’m about to be your worst fucking nightmare if you don’t get the hell out of here before I have to drag you out of here myself by your fingernails.” I couldn’t tell if it was the alcohol or genuine rage talking as that wasn’t like me, but if it got my point across, I wasn’t going to complain.

“Hah! Like you could, you little bitch. I’ve got more height and muscle on me than you could ever dream of. So why don’t you leave me and little miss here to enjoy our private time, and you go back and drink yourself to death?”

Before I could even think about what he said, in one swing I gave him a right hook to the jaw hard enough that it almost caused him to fall back into the booth. I had boxing skills to thank for that.

“There’s more where that came from, so unless you’d like to get the shit beaten out of you, I suggest you leave now.” I looked over him to Y/N, and worry was written all over her face.

She shook her head and mouthed ‘don’t’ to me as I was sure she was smart and knew me well enough that I meant what I said. If only the prick was as intelligent as she was, then this wouldn’t be happening.

While I was distracted by Y/N, he took the chance and reared his legs and kicked me - like a kangaroo would trying to establish his dominance - so hard my back hit the bar counter for him to have the chance to stand up again.

What the hell is it with me and physical abuse in this damn club?

Almost as soon as he stood up he ran toward me, fists in position to swing, although with how far he had to run it allowed me enough time to plan my escape route.

Dodging under his punch, I was able to hit him in the middle of his face, but before he had the chance to defend himself I threw another punch, and another, over and over. One to the face and another to his gut repeatedly. His eyes were blackening, his lips were swelling, his nose was bleeding, and he was doubling over more times than I had in my entire life bowing to someone, which I did a lot as a matter of fact, and yet most I had on me were his feet prints on the chest on my hoodie and a bruised cheek. I had his back pressed against the bar this time and laying flat on the top of it, with his face covered with bruising and swelling. I grabbed the collar of his shirt and pulled him up to face me, even though I wished he was as far away from me as humanly possible.

“I told you to leave while you had the chance, and look what happened. If I were you, I wouldn’t want to become unrecognizable to my family, so I would get out right now and never touch another Goddamn woman ever again, especially the one you touched tonight. Unless you want her to be the last woman you touch, of course.” I breathed heavily, adrenaline and rage still racing through me while I tried to catch my breath.

He shook his head quickly, wincing from the pain of moving his head too fast while he held a hand to his nose to prevent his blood from getting everywhere.

I pulled him off the bar and with one last shove toward the door, I let go of his shirt and pointed to his exit.

He stumbled out the door and I looked over and saw a guy on his phone, from what I could tell he was most likely talking to a nine-one-one operator explaining the situation.

I gently touched my face to see how tender the bruise was, and it was still pretty sensitive, even with just a light touch.

Before I had any chance to say anything to the bartender about another rag with ice in it, I felt a hard hit on my back. I knew it couldn’t have been the same dude as the fists that were doing the hitting weren’t big enough to be a man’s hands.

I turned around and saw it was Y/N beating me in the back with anger on her face, which conflicted with the tears that glossed over her eyes. “You almost killed him, you bastard!” She exclaimed as she started to beat my chest, “You could have gotten yourself killed, you fucking dumbass..!” I noticed that not only were her punches getting weaker, but a couple of tears finally shed from her eyes as she spoke that sentence, her voice being quieter with shakiness after every other word. Eventually, her punches stopped and were instead replaced by her arms wrapped tightly around my waist and her crying into my chest again as she held me.

Why does it seem like the only time she thinks about hugging me now is when she’s crying…?

“You saved me, Jeongguk…”

“Of course I did, Y/N… I care too much about you to let anything like that happen to you…” I whispered to her and rested my non-bruised cheek on the top of her head, fighting the urge to give her head a loving little kiss, alas, I gave into my urge and gave her hair a small kiss to show her I meant what I said. Instead of her pulling away, she held me tighter. It seemed as though I was starting to warm up to her, given it seemed to only be when she was upset, but it was better than nothing anyway. The negatives and positives were bringing us closer together again even though she had pushed me so far away and I had to pull her back to me, which seemed to finally be showing progress. Progress toward winning her back and giving her a relationship and boyfriend she was worthy of having.

***

Jeongguk

Our last break up was almost four months ago, and if you didn’t know any better, you’d think Y/N and I were best friends who never had a falling out. We talked regularly, we hung out whenever we could. I was finally getting ever closer to being with her again. My problem was I needed to gather enough strength to ask her out again after waiting to build up our relationship. I never had to deal with this since the first time we became a couple, every other time between then and now it didn’t take me to build up to asking her out again.

She had invited me out to breakfast like she had every Friday morning, and I had been standing at the kiosk longer than probably necessary while I pretended to think of what I wanted to eat when in reality I was debating whether or not I should ask her out after we have breakfast or if I should wait for some other time to come along. I did eventually order a donut with a cup of coffee, and when I told Y/N that, even she asked why it took me so long to order.

“I dunno why, I couldn’t decide if I was hungry for a donut or something more. Just be happy I did order something and came to sit down instead of leaving.”

“Oh, fuck off,” she laughed, “you wouldn’t leave me here after I offered to pay for whatever you order.” She smiled at me and took a sip of her drink, which I already knew was an iced caramel latte, light whipped cream, with caramel drizzled on top. I memorized her order from watching her get it so many times, and I remembered how happy it made her when I would wake up early to go get her a drink before she woke. But that was then and this was now.

“You know I have the money to pay for yours and mine a million times over and that I should be paying you for asking me to come with you this morning, right?” We weren’t far from the counter so when I heard my name be called, I walked over to grab my order as I continued speaking to her, “Normally the guy is supposed to pay, not the girl.”

“I asked you to come here. I have the right to pay. If it were the other way around and you asked me out somewhere, you would have the right to pay.”

“So you asked me out? I never thought I’d see the day.”

“You ass,” she giggled at my smirk and shoved me a little as I sat back down, “you know what I meant.”

I loved being able to tease her like we did back when we were dating, hell, it sort of felt like we were dating again. However, I was still very aware I had to make that happen again, I just needed to know when the time was right.

We had sat and talked from nine until almost eleven-thirty. How the time got away from us so fast? I couldn’t say, but while we were hurriedly parting ways for work, I knew I either had to make a move or let the moment slip as we had such a good time together that morning there was no way she wouldn’t agree to it. Though, I wasn’t about to jinx myself.

“Y/N?” I asked, almost so quietly I didn’t think she heard me at first while she was rummaging through her purse for her keys.

“Yeah, Gguk?” She may have been in a hurry, but when she heard my voice call her name she stopped looking and put her eyesight on me.

Damn, this would have been so much easier if you weren’t looking at me… “Um… We’ve been getting along well the past few months, and I feel like we’re becoming friends again… don’t you think so?” I stumbled over my words more so than I did the first time I asked her out, showing how nervous I was already.

“I think so, yeah. Why do you ask?” This time she sat her purse to the side and put all of her attention on me.

I cursed myself for not getting to the point in my previous sentence, “Well… I was wondering if it would be alright with you if you would accompany me to dinner tonight to expand on our becoming friends again?” What the hell is wrong with you? You didn’t have to be so formal when asking her out!

She was silent for a while, her eyes staring into my soul as I awaited an answer. I felt anxious, scared, and embarrassed all at the same time. The longer she took to answer, the more terrified I became. “Sure.” She answered plainly, “What type of outfit should I wear?”

“A dress, heels. Something comfortable but fitting for an uptown restaurant.”

“And when will you pick me up?”

“How about tonight at seven-thirty?”

“Sounds good to me. I’ll text you my address at lunch. Text me when you get to my place, I’ll be waiting for you.” With a small smirk over her shoulder, off she went to her car with a little wave.

That seemed too easy, is she planning something for revenge for what I did to her? There was only one way to tell, and that was to follow through with the evening and take her to dinner. Whatever happened after was all up to fate and whether she forgave me yet or not.

***

Jeongguk arrived at her new place a few minutes too early. He was already taking her to a fancy restaurant and he was wearing a suit and tie for her, there was no room for desperation for an early arrival. He wanted to be on time, he wanted to be punctual. Not a minute before to show how desperate he really was and not a minute after so she thinks he’ll be late for everything. He watched the time on his phone while he stood at her front door until it struck seven-thirty, it was only at that time did he knocked on her door and slid his phone back into his pocket. He stood there with bullets of sweat and anxiety just barely skimming the surface of skin on his forehead while he waited for her to answer the door.

You can do this, Jeongguk. You’ve done it before, but be that as it may, you need to make this better than any other date with her before now. You need to prove to her you are a changed man, who doesn’t lie to his partner, one who will never have to restart his relationship with the same person a hundred times over, a man who will never look at another woman and- Holy. Fucking. Hell.

His thought process was stopped immediately when he saw the woman he was going to be taking to dinner and all the previous thoughts he had in his head dissipated at the sight of her. Her hair flowed down to her shoulders in waves, her makeup accentuated the color of her eyes, and her red lipstick matched the red of her beautiful, long silk dress that had a slit on one side that reached her hip, just high enough he wasn’t sure if she was wearing any underwear or not. He felt his jaw slack slightly and he quickly tightened it as he looked her up and down, her lean against the door frame not helping his thoughts any at all.

“Holy shit…” The sight of her knocked the wind out of him as he tried to speak, “You…” he paused, trying to savor the look of her in front of him, “You look absolutely sensational…” He tried to keep eye contact with her when he could see in the bottom of his eye that the dress was a low-v cut, allowing a lot of cleavage to be shown to anyone who looked in her direction. He wasn’t able to tell if this was for her to use during her plan of revenge or not, but he would do anything to change how he acted in the past. His unfaithful nature almost cost him a partner any man would dream of having, and the idea he almost lost her made him feel a twist in his stomach.

“Well, you look pretty handsome yourself, all dressed up in a suit. Never thought I’d see the day.” She smiled at him as she spoke, looking him up and down as well. She stepped toward him and turned to lock her front door, and he was able to see how her dress made her figure pop, it killed him a little inside as he remembered that prick from the club tried to take advantage of her because of the same reason he was staring at her like he was. She turned back around and he realized how close she was to him, making his breath catch in his throat. “How about that restaurant you’re supposedly taking me to?”

“Ah, yes. Let’s go before someone takes our reservation.” He smiled down at her and moved his arm out to her, and she did not hesitate to wrap her arm around his as he led her to his car, opening the door for her so she could slide in before getting in and starting the engine.

They made small talk on their way to the restaurant, even though Jeongguk was scared out of his mind he would fuck something up, he was still happy she even agreed to go in the first place, despite her being there with him was what made him so nervous. He pulled up to the front where the valet stood and let her out, handing his keys to the young man so he could park his car.

This time, Y/N automatically wrapped her arm around Jeongguk’s, he was a little surprised as last time he had to gesture for her to do it, but he wasn’t going to complain as long as he got to feel her touch again.

He walked them inside and to the host, telling him about their reservation before they were led to a seat in the back of the room, as he knew Y/N didn’t like sitting in the middle of a restaurant, he requested a more secluded spot for them to dine. He pulled out her seat and helped her closer to the table before taking a seat in front of her. They picked up the menus that were placed in front of them and began to discuss what they would order before the waiter arrived.

***

They had their appetizers, the main course, and their shared dessert, along with a little champagne, of course. It had played out just as a perfect date would, nothing had gone wrong yet and they both seemed to love the company of the other. They laughed, smiled, ate, and drank, it was hard to find what was missing from it all. That was until Jeongguk noticed fellow guests stand up with their partners, move to the middle of the room, and slowly begin to sway to the music the band played.

He looked back at the woman sitting in front of him as she sipped the rest of her champagne. What could be better than a slow dance to end an evening? That was when he realized what was missing. He stood up from his seat and took a step next to hers, holding out his hand to her.

“Would you like to dance with me?” His eyes were soft and glittering with the obvious anticipation he had for her answer. He could hear the sound of his heart pounding in his ears in a random rhythm, he was positive she could hear it all the same.

Her glance moved from his own to his hand, to the people already dancing, and then back to him. With a small smile and nod, she placed her hand gently in his as he helped her stand up, not letting go of it while they walked to a space for them to join in with everyone else.

He walked in front of her and placed a tender hand on her waist as the other remained bound with hers, along with her free hand resting on his shoulder before they began to lightly sway to the music in pace with everyone else. Her silk dress under his touch reminded him just how close they had become over the past few, agonizingly long months, but within that time frame, he had grown to love her in a way he hadn’t before. He got to see her in ways he never thought he would and never had previously. Not only that, but he had realized how much she meant to him for him to try and win her back and change the person he used to be into the person he had become. It was for her, all of it was for her. No other woman had made him feel the way she did, and he had never loved someone so much he worked as hard as he did to make himself a better person after he saw the error of his ways.

“You know, you look very fanciable tonight. Hard to believe such a shy guy wearing a hoodie and sweatpants with tousled hair cleans up so well when you put him in a suit and some slacks.”

“You look very beautiful yourself. Seeing you in a dress like this compared to what you were wearing earlier this morning was a shock to my eyes, to say the least.” His words earned a small giggle from her as they continued to glide across the floor in step with everyone else, even though in that instance, it felt as if they were the only ones in the room.

“Well, thank you. But I couldn’t exactly come to a restaurant like this in a t-shirt and jeans, right?”

“No,” his smile was contagious and she couldn’t help but mimic his expression, “I guess you couldn’t. But you would still have looked just as stunning like that as you do right now.” He noticed a slight change in color on her cheeks at his words, making him feel a warm sensation in his stomach. “In fact, you almost look like a completely different person compared to this morning.

“Almost?” Her head tilted with curiosity, “Why almost?”

He let go of her waist as a cue for her to spin, softening his grip on her hand even more so it allowed her to move freely.

Her dress flew up into a gentle wave of red silk as it spun with her before she moved back into position with him and remained in step with the music, their eyes meeting even before their free hands resumed their previous positions. This was when he realized the gleam in her eyes as she looked at him, a look that he hadn’t seen her give him in a long time, and it was one he had longed for since their last breakup.

“I say almost because it is hard to change how attractive someone is when they are already the most breathtakingly beautiful person you will ever see.”

Her eyes softened at his words, and her entire body relaxed when he gently stroked her waist with his thumb.

He felt the hand that rested on his shoulder move to cup the side of his face in her hand. Her warm touch sent jolts of electricity through him while the look she now had in her eyes warmed his soul so much he thought it might explode if it got any hotter. She took a step closer to him and he could feel the silk of her dress against him before she leaned in and pressed her lips against his. In those few, long seconds, he was paralyzed with confusion and excitement all at the same time, and he wasn’t sure if he should kiss her back or not. It was supposed to be the first date of many to come, and he certainly did not expect her to kiss him first after their breakup, especially not so soon. But, he realized this might not be the champagne talking but instead be how she truly feels.

He let out a soft sigh, closed his eyes, and kissed her back, savoring the feeling of her lips on his again in a soft, warm kiss. Time itself had frozen at the action, and it was apparent by how neither one of them seemed to want to push the other away, alas it was inevitable for it to end, so he gently pulled away from her lips; only to dip in for another, slightly more passionate kiss, just to see if she would react.

Her right hand which had been encapsulated within his own broke free and placed itself on his chest for as long as he held the kiss and when he pulled away for the final time, instead of continuing the usual slow-dance position she wrapped both of her arms around his mid-section. The feeling of her warm embrace soothed the scorching burn her mouth left on his, the lingering feel of her kiss remaining on his lips the entire time they danced.

He wrapped his arms around her as they continued to sway to the music that seemed to have faded into the background of the little world they were in. The only thing that they could hear between them the rest of the time was the sounds of their breaths and the thumping of both of their hearts in their own ears. It was hard to believe after all this time, he had finally gotten to kiss her and feel her arms around him in a loving manner, but whether it was fictitious or not, he didn’t want to wake up from whatever kind of dream he was having.

***

Jeongguk

Y/N had left the table to use the restroom while I sat at the table and let my mind register how amazing the night had gone. But as I thought about it, it seemed to have gone too well without any unfortunate happenings. It’s not normal for first dates, those that are really first or those that are first after a breakup with the same person, to go so smoothly. I was skeptical about what might happen to ruin the good atmosphere.

“Hey there, Mr. Good-looking. What’re you doing here all by yourself?”

Or should I say, who might ruin the good atmosphere. “Dezi? What are you doing here?”

“You remember my name! How sweet of you.” Her brunette hair was tied above her head and she had on a short green dress that revealed a little too much cleavage than I would have liked it to. “I come here occasionally to eat, dance, drink, and possibly go home with an attractive rich guy.”

I opened my mouth when she moved Y/N’s chair back before she sat down, but she continued talking as gravity pulled her to the chair and I wasn’t able to protest her action.

”However, I haven’t been having any luck recently, but when I saw you, I was hoping you could turn my luck around. How’s that sound to you?”

“Actually, Dezi, for one, I’m not here by myself. And two, I thought I told what’s-her-name to not pawn her imps to me.”

“She didn’t pawn me off to anyone, not even you. I chose to come up here on my own accord.” She rested her elbows on the table where Y/N’s plate once sat and rested her chin in her hands.

I felt like being sick, she was looking at me like Y/N had while we danced, but I knew the glaze over Dezi’s eyes was only lust, nothing more, nothing less.

“Why don’t we go find a secluded spot and you show me what Mara meant by you being a God in bed?” She cocked a seductive brow at me, and her smirk made a chill run down my spine.

I wasn’t the man I was four months ago, and I wasn’t about to go back to being that prick after all the work I put myself through to be a better person. “Why does the Devil always try to tempt me- Dezi, I mean no offense to you, but I would like you to please leave the table and leave me alone. And I would prefer you to do it before my date comes back.” I stood up and gestured for her to get out of the chair and leave, trying to be as respectful as I could even though the longer she sat there caused my blood to boil.

She stood up from the chair, but instead of walking away, she walked closer to me and looked up at me. Her green eyes tried to pierce through my soul and hit my weak spot, but I wouldn’t let it. I kept my eyes on hers when she placed a finger on my lips and trailed it down to my chest, slowly moving to my abdomen. “C’mon… why don’t you do it one more time… I’m sure your date won’t mind if you have a little fun on the side, right?” Her finger continued to move downward until I felt it touch me through the crotch of my slacks, and I was thanking God that no one was paying attention to us.

I wanted to grab her wrist, slap her hand away, something. But I didn’t want to do something stupid and incriminate myself, so I refrained from using physical force and did my best to hope my words would get through to her, and quickly. “Dezi, I have told you no, and you are continuing to sexually harass me. Please stop touching me now or I will call for security.”

“Oh, don’t be such a stick in the mud. I know you want me, I could see by the look in your eyes that night at the bar with Mara. You may say you’re a better man now, but we both know deep down you have needs that need-”

“I may have needs, but a good man doesn’t look to other women to fulfill them when he already has a partner.” I saw a waiter walking by not too far from us and I mouthed for him to call security in hopes she didn’t see me. But how she continued to touch me, she was oblivious. “Mara ruined my relationship and I am improving myself. So, I definitely don’t want you to fuck my life up more by being another Deviless in human clothing.”

Just as I finished my sentence, two big, burly guys walked up beside us. I told them what was wrong and with ease, they took her away and I was finally able to let out a breath I didn’t know I was holding.

I sat back down in my chair and held my head in my hands, rubbing my face a little before I looked up and saw Y/N standing in front of me. I jumped and stood back up again, by the look on her face, I knew she saw more than I would have hoped.

“You didn’t decide to leave with her?” She uncrossed her arms and rested a hand on her hip as she looked at me, the previous look of love in her eyes while we were on the dancefloor had faded, and I felt my heart hit the pit of my stomach.

“Of course not. Why would I?”

“Well, she brought up a good point, men do have needs.”

“So? That isn’t an excuse to go sleep with any woman they find, at least, that’s not what an honorable man would do.”

She raised an eyebrow at me, “Are you saying you’re an honorable man?”

“Well…” I sighed and looked down briefly, the fuck ups I had done in my life flashing before my eyes before I looked back at her, “I’m hoping one day I will be, and all my past self will be outweighed by my better, future self.”

“I see…” She paused and thought for a few moments, moments longer than my heart could withstand, “Take me home, please. Before another succubus comes after you.” Her gentle smile eased the ache I was feeling in my heart as I stood up. I had already paid the bill after we ate our dessert, we were just continuing to savor the moment of happiness that was between us, that was before Dezi had to ruin it.

***

Jeongguk and Y/N drove back to her place in an awkward silence. The tension of what Dezi had done weighed heavily in the air between them, and he hoped that their encounter hadn’t completely ruined all the progress he had made to undo his mistakes while he was with Y/N. But seeing as she looked out the window beside her without saying a word, he couldn’t help but try to accept the fact that it was all over.

He parked his car and opened the passenger door for her and helped her out. He walked her up to her front door and unlocked the door without saying a word.

She opened the door and was about to step inside, but she turned around to face him and smiled instead. “Thank you for taking me out to dinner tonight. I enjoyed spending time with you.”

“I wasn’t just going to ask you to dinner and not follow up on my word. You should know that.”

She let out a soft chuckle and nodded her head, “That’s true.”

“But,” he started as he replayed his encounter with Dezi in his head, but it was so clear it might as well have been a movie they could both watch, “I apologize for what happened before we left… I really wish she hadn’t ruined our night.”

“And why do you think it was ruined?”

“Well… by the way you were acting afterward and on the car ride here, you didn’t say a word… I didn’t even see you glance at me…” It was hard for him to hide the sadness in his voice after he worked so hard to make their dinner date as perfect as he could.

She took a step closer to him until the toes of their shoes kissed, their bodies were barely out of touching distance, and their faces were inches away from each other. She looked him up and down before focusing her sight on his chocolate-brown eyes and smiled, “I’m just good at looking at you and smiling without you knowing, that’s all.” She let out a soft laugh when she saw his cheeks change color slightly, “Your actions tonight were those of a true, honorable man. I admire you for all of the work you have put into bettering yourself. And yes, I have noticed it.”

With her being so close to him, he could feel his heart racing again, just as it did when they were dancing at the restaurant. He hoped that she wouldn’t see it whenever it decided to pound out of his chest.

“I’m happy to hear my change hasn’t gone unnoticed.”

All that could be heard in the silence of the night were their breaths, plus he could hear his heart trying to thump out of his chest, and the longer she stood so close to him the harder it would beat.

“You looked very gorgeous tonight, Y/N.. I never thought I’d see you dress up like that again, especially not to this degree…” He looked down at her dress and smiled, seeing a hint of a red hue on her cheeks this time.

“And you looked very attractive tonight…” She didn’t look down at his outfit like he did hers, but the look in her eyes told him she didn’t have to. “Remember what you said earlier about how it’s hard to change how attractive someone is when they are already the most attractive person to them?”

He nodded his head slightly, smiling a little when he remembered her reaction to his words.

“Well, the same goes for me when I think about you.”

Just like that, he was knocked out of his thoughts and heard her words echo inside his head as he registered what she said.

“Really?”

Her head bobbed up and down briefly before she leaned in without any warning and kissed him again. However, whereas their last kiss was gentle the entire way through, as soon as he started to kiss back it heated up quickly. She snaked both of her hands behind his head and tangled her fingers in the back of his hair, hearing him let a groan rumble in his chest.

He cupped his left hand on the side of her face and placed the other on her hip to pull her closer to him, slipping his tongue between her lips and forcing hers into submission with little effort.

A little moan escaped her lips between the kiss and it was aimed straight at his cock as it began to strain under the fabric of his pants. She pulled away from the kiss and grabbed his hand, pulling him into her house and kicking the door shut behind them with a quick lock before she pinned him to the wall with a deep, passionate kiss. She took him first, that was the first step. The next was in his hands, quite literally.

He switched their position so she had her back up against the wall, and instead of continuing the previous passionate make-out, he replaced it with soft and tender kisses on her lips. He reached under her and placed his hands on her ass, lifting her so she could wrap her legs around him as she used the wall for support. His left hand cupped her face as their lips melted against each other, while his other still rested on her ass for some extra support.

“Would you like to take this somewhere a little more comfortable?” He whispered between kisses, and the only answer he needed was something that sounded or felt like a yes.

“Nnguh-huh…” She breathed heavily when she could catch some air in her gasp. She wrapped her arms around his neck and held him close while he held her underneath and walked her into her bedroom.

He climbed onto the bed with his knees, not daring to let her fall even after he was on the bed, and crawled to where her pillows rested before gently laying her down, one hand on the small of her back and the other resting on the back of her head. The hand that had supported her head moved to cup her cheek and his thumb gently stroked her face while she looked up at him. He could feel her muscles tensing under him, which he knew had to do with what they had gone through in their past breakups. But he wasn’t the only one who knew that this time would be different. With that in mind though, he wanted to prove to her that even though this would be different he would make the best of it and show her the kind of love she deserved. “Just relax, Y/N…” His voice was deep yet soothing as he brushed a strand of hair out of her face, and he slowly felt her muscles loosen. “Let me show you how much I’ve missed being with you…” He leaned down and moved his lips from her own down to her jawline and focused on her neck.

“Fuck…” Her soft sighs were like music to his ears, and to the thing wanting to burst out of his pants, but that was for later. Right now, it was about her.

One of his hands moved down to her hips and softly caressed her sides through her dress, the silk of it reminding him of what was preventing him from feeling her skin beneath his touch. No matter how much he craved it, he wanted to make the moment last as long as he could. He sucked the skin on her neck a bit, not enough to leave a mark, but just enough that it made her squirm.

Her thighs clenched around my waist and a quiet whimper tried to escape her lips, resulting in him doing it again with a little more suction. His action gained a louder whimper from her and one of her hands snaked to the back of his head again and let her fingers tangle in his hair, giving it a little tug.

“Is that your way of saying you want more?”

“Yes, please…” Her eyes were already glazed over by lust that they reflected in the little moonlight that was able to peek through her curtains.

His lips curled into a small smile before one of the hands that rested on her hips crept upward toward her chest and lightly yanked at the thin material just barely covering her right breast before her nipple was exposed to the air. It was as sharp as a diamond’s tip and he couldn’t help but feel proud that after all they had been through, he was still able to turn her on that much. He leaned down and resumed kissing her neck, his mouth gradually moving to her throat - which allowed him to feel the vibrations of her moan on his lips - and downward to her chest. He looked up at her when he was just inches away from her exposed nipple, and with a slight nod from her, he wrapped his lips around it and gave it a gentle suck, releasing it with a quiet pop to make goosebumps form on her skin.

“M-More…”

“You want more?” He teased as he felt her legs quake around him subtly. Taking that as a yes, he continued his trail of kisses down her stomach until he reached the part where her legs divided beneath the fabric of her dress. He looked up at her and saw her chest rising and descending in heavy motions, “Is this what you want?” He teased as he gently flicked the hem of her dress that covered the part he knew she needed him the most.

“Please… I need it…” Her voice was shaking from adrenaline and anticipation, and knowing he was at the core - literally and figuratively - of her desperation made him feel right at home again.

“How much do you need it?” He could smell sex between her legs, and he hadn't even touched her there yet, so he just wanted to drag out how long he could prolong it.

“Badly- Please- I need it…!” Her whining was enough to make him give in as he didn’t want to torture her, just taunt her until she begged him. “I need you so fucking bad, you have no idea…”

“Atta girl.” He couldn’t hide his smile of pride from her last plea. Giving in to her words, he lifted the thin fabric that shielded her from him, and he was slightly surprised by what he had found. “Well, well… Not only did you not wear any underwear to dinner tonight…” he paused as he flicked the pink end of a toy that was inside of her, “but you also had a toy inside the entire time you were sitting in front of me, yet you never bothered to tell me?”

“I didn’t think we would get to this point… but maybe I was slightly hoping it would…” Her face flushed a red that was similar to that of her dress.

“I certainly don’t want to give you false hope…” His voice was deep and raspy with lust and just above a whisper as his eyes glanced down at her pussy as it glistened with need. Without giving her any warning, he leaned down and flicked her clit with the tip of his tongue with barely enough touch to make her hips jump toward his face. “Eager are we?” He couldn’t help but tease her for it, he was expecting her to show some sort of annoyance at his comment, but he was shocked to find out she was silent. Man, she must be desperate if she doesn’t have a comeback to something like that. He grabbed the end of the toy that was dangling outside of her and gently pulled it out of her, hearing her whimper and watching her squirm as it slid out made him realize how much he missed them being like that. He placed the toy to the side and adjusted himself between her legs, each of them on either side of his head and resting on his shoulders. “Are you ready?”

“Y-Yes… please…”

Before she could even finish the second word, his tongue was at the bottom of her pussy, and licked back up to her clit again, purposefully just barely avoiding her entrance to make her whine. He smiled when he saw her chest arch off the bed slightly, and that was when he focused his attention on her clit. Wrapping his lips around it, he could feel it throbbing just from the little he had done, and was excited to find out how much more of a reaction he could get out of her.

“Oh, God- fuck!” She let out a squeal as he sucked her clit into his mouth and grazed his teeth against the bundle of nerves. She gripped the sheets until her knuckles were white and pulled at them.

“My, my. I have barely even started and you sound like you’re about to burst with pleasure.” He teased as he used the tip of his tongue to gently circle her throbbing clit. He smiled to himself with a sense of confidence he knew he could use to his advantage. He wrapped his arms under her thighs and grabbed them from above to hold them in place while he devoured her as if there were no tomorrow. When he didn’t suck her clit, he slid my tongue inside her as far as possible so he could feel her writhing against his face, holding her down either by her legs or her hips to ensure she wouldn’t be able to escape.

***

“P-P-Please!” She pleaded, “I need to c-cum so f-fucking bad!” Her body wiggled beneath him as he pinned her arms above her head while he slowed his movements even more yet again. He had been playing with her for hours, and she was finally at her wits end.

“Not yet, Y/N. I want to make sure that when you cum on my cock, you will never be able to forget it.”

She whimpered in pleasurable torture at his words, hearing him grunting beside her ear only causing her need for release to grow by the second. She grabbed and clawed at his back while her heels pushed into his ass to make him go faster. No matter how hard she tried, he maintained whatever pace he wanted and would change it when he felt like it.

“C’mon, Gongjunim, I know you can hold on for a little bit longer…” He sighed as he pushed back inside her to the hilt. “You are such a good girl…” He wrapped his arms around her and started to pick up the pace again, little grunts and groans echoing through her head as he ensured to get as deep in her as he could. He could feel the ball of pleasure building up inside of him again and this time would be the last before he let it all out.

“I n-need to c-cum…” She whined, her back arching off the bed and pressing against his stomach. Her begging was one of the many things that he had missed since their breakup, and he felt her throbbing around him as she pleaded.

“You need to cum, hm?”

“Yes, please- I need it so fucky badly…”

Those were the only words he needed before his thrusts became faster and harder, resulting in the room filling with the sound of skin slapping and her cries of pleasure.

He watched as her eyes glazed over and rolled to the back of her head, her walls constricting around his cock while she came. Her body quivered and trembled with ecstasy, all the while whimpers and panting breaths left her lips and dissolved into the air between them.

He placed a gentle kiss on her forehead before moving to her lips for a passionate yet tender kiss. “That’s my Gongjunim.” He smiled down at her, brushing a strand of her hair out of her face, his breath hitching occasionally when he would feel her tighten around him again.

“What…” she panted, “What’s with the slow teasing at the beginning, huh? That’s not the Jeon Jeongguk I remember. He would always go as fast as he could as soon as he could.”

A light chuckle left his throat, “Y/N, I told you, I’ve changed.” He looked between them and watched her hips continue to subtly move against him. “I wanted to make sure that this moment lasts for as long as I can make it last. So, I’m going to take you as if the breath I breathe is my last, to prove to you how much I love you.” His smile faded slightly. “That way, if this all doesn’t work out in the end, I’ll at least know I did the best I could to win you back. So, I won’t have any regrets for not doing something looking back in hindsight.”

“For the record,” she smiled weakly as he cupped his face in her hands, “You won’t have to look back in hindsight for anything because if that was your weird new way of asking me to be your girlfriend again, the answer is yes.”

His face brightened so much that if he were a lightbulb he would be considered the world’s brightest of all. He grabbed her in his arms and rolled around the bed with triumphant laughter until he was on his back and she was on top of him. “You have no idea how much that means to me, Jagiya…” He looked up at her in a way that made her heart flutter, “And I promise, this time I will not fuck up at all. I will be on my best behavior, and always know that this new me is only for you.”

She took his lips in a deep kiss, sealing the promise before he could add any more to it. “Well, instead of talking, how about we go back in for round two?”

“Still the same as I remember.” He laughed softly and shook his head. “But, just like last time, you’re gonna be the one to cum first.”

“Not if I make you cum before me.”

“Aegiya, I don’t care who cums first or last. As long as I get to be closer to you, nothing else matters.”

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[jungkook-oppa97]

Urgent Update

To all who read this, I would like to announce an official temporary hiatus coming soon.

This evening, my father was admitted to a hospital and was told this past Sunday he had experienced a heart attack, which could explain his recent symptoms of shortness of breath as a result of post-attack.

Tonight has been very stressful for me, my brother, my mother, and the rest of my family, and I would like to be able to relax for a little while until he is able to return home and we know he is okay.

Before I take my hiatus, however, I will finish the second story of my GOLDEN Series and publish it. After that, I will be mostly offline from Tumblr, Wattpad, Neobook, Fanfiction.net, and AO3, but whenever I have the time, I might pop in to see what has gone on while I have been away.

Once he is back home and we know he is going to be okay, I will announce my return and shortly after start writing the third installment of GOLDEN.

I hope you all understand, and are not too upset as I had just made my return from an unofficial hiatus recently. But for my own mental health's sake, I will be taking a break.

Thank you, I will update everyone again shortly. Hyun-Jae Jeong

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[jungkook-oppa97]

GOLDEN Series: 3D

-PAIRING: Jungkook x fem!reader

-SUMMARY: Jungkook and the reader have had a long-distance relationship for a couple of years, and Jungkook finally wants them to have a physical relationship. He flies her from the States to South Korea for their two-year anniversary as a way to bring their 2D relationship into 3D, but life seems like it wants them to wait even longer than necessary as everything seems to go wrong for Jungkook on his way to pick her up from the airport.

-GENRE: Long Distance Lovers Meet, Romance

-W.C: 9.6K

-RATING: 18+ (minors DNI)

-WARNINGS: Smut, suspense, multiple POVs

“Y/N, how do you get more beautiful every time we Facetime?” Jeongguk questioned with a small grin as he looked at his laptop screen, growing wider with the woman on the other side of the screen’s face turning a light shade of pink before she blew him off. He chuckled softly and shook his head, “I missed you, Jagiya.”

“I missed you, Ggukie.” Y/N shyly said back to him with her face still a shade of pink from his words seconds before. They hadn’t spoken for a week straight due to their schedules, and different timezones, not allowing them any free time to speak to each other face-to-face, well, screen-to-screen as the matter of it was. The glimmer in both his and her eyes showed how much they truly missed each other, however, the distance between the two of them caused the feeling to worsen, as they hadn’t been together in person since he was in the States for a live show and they met at a restaurant. The sad part was they didn’t realize that they loved each other before he had to fly back to South Korea, so their relationship has strictly been online with an ocean’s distance between them.

“How have you been? It seems like forever since I have heard you vent about how your boss is a pain in the ass, or how Elizabeth was spreading rumors about co-worker relationships, or that you and your co-workers were having to do a project for a presentation and everyone put the entire thing on you…” He drawled as his eyes wandered around the wall behind his laptop before catching a quick glimpse at her face, causing one corner of his mouth to curl slightly.

“Let’s not talk about work or anything, not mine at least. Other than work, I’ve been okay. I’ve missed you a lot the past week, though. Times when our schedules are so hectic that we don’t get to speak for so long are the times when I wish we didn’t have to be so far away…” Her voice faltered as her eyes looked down at her lap where her thumbs twiddled away.

“I know how you feel, Aegi, I felt the same way… Especially knowing that we’ve gone almost two years without being able even to give a handshake.” He heard her huff out a chuckle, but his face fell with sadness. “Are you okay, Y/N?” He asked in a low tone, with both concern and worry in his heart. He hated when she would get like this and he couldn’t be there to comfort her whenever she would get caught up in her thoughts. Oh, how he wished he could change it, even just for a few days…

She was silent for a moment, “Yeah, I’m okay.” She looked up at the screen and gave him a soft smile. However, he knew by the look in her eyes that it wasn’t a real smile.

They both sat in silence for a few moments, him looking at her and her looking at her lap, occasionally glancing up at him to make sure he was still with her, albeit digitally, but with her all the same. He was deep in thought as he stared at who he considered his other half, and had for almost two years in one day. He wanted to see her smile again, not just over a 2D screen but in the 3D of reality. But no way could that happen, right? Well, in his mind, he knew it was plausible and had been for a long time, but with the difference in their time zones and their schedules, it would be hard to make happen. However, in his heart, he knew that it was possible and that he would give anything to be able to kiss her, if not do more than just that.

It would be the best anniversary anyone could have if we could be together to celebrate… He thought briefly before his voice interrupted his thought process. “Yeobo, look at me…” His soft tone continued, however instead of sounding worried for her in that moment he tried to sound more like he felt overall, and that was content just being able to look at her and hear her voice. Alas, her head remained low enough that her chin touched her chest. “Gongjunim…” He pressed on, encouraging her to do as told.

Her eyes shifted their gaze to the camera, but her head still hung low.

“All the way so I can see your face, please.” He spoke, his words a little more stern this time.

His voice sent her head up straight, her eyes matching his through the screen, it was almost as if someone had pulled the back of her hair to force her head up so fast. She could only dream of the day that would be a reality, even more so if the person doing the pulling was the man she was now looking at.

“That’s a good girl.” His face brightened even more once he saw a familiar pink shade on her cheeks.

“Come on, you know what that does to me…”

He cocked a curious brow, making the pink on her face turn to a light shade of red. “Oh? Mind telling me?”

“Do I have to?”

He nodded his head slowly, a mischievous smirk making its way onto his lips.

“It makes me feel… well… it makes me wish you were with me a whole lot more…”

“Is that all?”

She shook her head, trying her hardest to keep the blood from rushing to her face, although she was very unsuccessful.

“Do you wanna see this off?” He asked, lightly tugging at his shirt.

She nodded slightly, and her timid smile grew bigger when he pulled it over his head, revealing his golden-toned skin underneath, along with the rest of his sleeve tattoo that was covered up by his shirt’s sleeve. Another thing that was hidden was his muscular torso, with defined abs and a chest that she knew would feel just like a pillow of soft muscle if she rested her head on it. Oh, what I would give to be able to feel your body under my fingertips…

“Hmh, you look cute when you drool like that.” His words knocked her out of her trance and she saw he was giving her, the look when he knew that they both were only thinking one thing.

She quickly wiped her mouth, in case he was serious and she was drooling. With him, it was hard to tell, and she was relieved to find out it wasn't literal.

“It’s your turn, Aein.” He waved his hand at her on the other side of the screen, gesturing that her shirt needed to come off also. Although, if he were with her in person it would have been off a long time ago.

She obeyed almost instantly, and he wasn’t slow to point out that fact. Of course, not before she pulled her shirt completely over her head for him to find out that she wasn’t wearing a bra underneath.

“Jagi…” he paused for a moment, his mind gradually losing its train of thought as he stared at her longingly through the other side of the screen. “Jagiya,” he finally spoke once he managed to bring himself back from his dirty and desire-filled thoughts, “if you are still so shy just to take your shirt off when I ask you to, how on earth are you going to be able to handle yourself once we finally get to be together in person?” Which I want to happen very, very soon.

Her cheeks flushed yet again, but she tried to answer as fast as possible, “Well… I thought you’d be the one handling me by that point. At least, that’s what I hope would happen.”

He smirked in the way that only he could, which was the way that made her insides do cartwheels and backflips for him, and he bit his bottom lip slightly, almost causing her to melt all by itself. “I see that even though your face shows how much of an effect I have on you, it doesn't stop that dirty little mind of yours from working.”t

Her thighs clenched beneath her laptop due to instinct, causing it to bump up slightly.

When he noticed her camera moved, one of his eyebrows quirked briefly. Her heart fluttered at the sight of it, but honestly, it fluttered with everything he did.

“I’m assuming by the reaction you just had, that you're just as ready down below as I am. Am I right?” But, she didn't have to answer him, just by the look he saw in her eye, he already knew the answer. “Be a doll and get yourself ready, I know you’ve missed seeing me as much as I’ve missed seeing you.”

She took no time before she turned her camera off and started to get into position, pulling her panties off and grabbing her favorite dildo that she had hidden inside her bedside table. She plugged in her lamp, adjusting herself in the right position, with her toy in hand, and lubed up, before she turned her camera back on. The webcam was still pointing at her face, but her laptop was far away enough once she pulled the monitor down, he’d be able to see what he hadn’t for a week.

Seconds after she turned her camera on, he turned his back on, and she could tell he was ready by the fact that the positioning of his camera was different.

“Alright, camera down.” He commanded with zero hesitation or stutter in his voice.

She lowered her camera down and revealed she already had her toy inside, ready for him to begin.

“Hmm, eager, are we?” He smirked at her as he lowered his monitor.

Thankfully her face wasn’t visible, because once his cock was in full view with his fist wrapped around it, all the blood that was pumping from her chest shot up to her face.

Maybe he was right… what will I do if we are in person and I can hardly keep my blood away from my face constantly when we’re an ocean apart?

“You ready, Aegiya?” He asked in a low, soothing voice. The same one that made her eyes want to roll to the back of her head.

She hummed in response, briefly unable to let words come out of her mouth. “As ready as I’ll get.”

“Good. Let’s say I won’t go easy on you tonight.” His voice sounded gentle, but she was very aware that what he was thinking wouldn’t remain that way. She was concerned whether she would be able to walk the next morning. His fist started to slowly stroke up and down, and her hand followed the same rhythm, imagining what it would feel like for him to be inside of her instead of her toy. “I wanna make up for the past week I haven’t gotten to hear you squeal and whimper when you cum.”

***

Two hours and seventeen times cumming later, Jeongguk was still going strong, not having even came one time. Y/N on the other hand, was a whimpering, shaking mess on her bed. She knew for sure it would be hard to walk the next morning, given most of her time cumming involved her biting her fist to keep herself from screaming due to the intensity.

“You okay, Jagiya?” He asked as he pushed his laptop monitor up so his face was in view once again, his head tilting to one side as he waited for her answer, watching her chest move while he listened to her deep breaths and her thighs slightly quake whenever she made the slightest movement.

“Uh-huh… yeah…” she mumbled under her breath all the while gathering her senses again. “I’m great now that we’ve finally had some time to talk.”

They both let out a little chuckle, staring at each other in silence before anything else was said.

“Aein…” he paused, contemplating what he should say next, or rather, how to word what he wanted to say, “what do you think about it? I mean, us possibly being together in person? Seeing as the last time we saw each other was when we were strangers meeting for the first time.”

“I would be over the moon if that could happen, Gugk. But sadly, even if it could happen, our schedules would never allow it. If I’m not busy, you’re working on a photo shoot. If you’re not busy, I’m having to do a six to seven-man job all by myself and stay up late for days just for it to be finished on time.”

There’s always a way for love, Y/N. I’ll be damned if there isn't a way for us to be together again, even if it might just be for a short time. “So, in short, you’re saying you’d be happy if there was a way for us to be together?”

“Happy? Sweetie, over the moon means I’d be more than happy, I’d be ecstatic!” The smile she had on her face just thinking about them being together warmed his heart.

“Well, since you’re so concerned about us not having any free time, hypothetically, would you be willing to give up a week’s worth of vacation time to be with me?”

“Hell yeah, I would. I wouldn’t care if Mr. Davidson was angry about it or not, I’d much rather see you and him be angry than him be angry and not be able to see you.”

Yeobo, you just put my plan into action. To make it even more special, I’ll even get us together in time for our anniversary. “I’m glad to hear you love me that much, Jagi. Who knows, maybe in the future we won’t have to worry about being so far apart. For all we know we might even end up living together.”

Their faces may have been smiling, but in their hearts, they yearned for that day to come. But in Jeongguk’s mind, he was planning a way for it to happen sooner rather than later. The problem was, could he stand to see her for just a few days, or would his heart want to see more of her?

***

Y/N

The next morning I was off to work, trying to stand as straight as I could when I had no option to sit from my thighs and knees not wanting to cooperate with the rest of me. I sat down at my desk and woke my computer up, opening the presentation I had been working on for weeks, before looking at my calendar to my right and saw the date. Two days before my and Jeongguk’s anniversary. I would give anything to be with him to celebrate it together, but I knew with how busy both of our schedules were, that may never happen. Hell, even if he was free, not only did I have a ton of work on my hands but tickets to fly to South Korea were way more than I could afford with my bills and need for groceries.

“No, I am not letting that drag me down. I cannot afford to have my emotions screw me right now.” I took a deep breath to level my head and continued typing away at my keyboard, trying to take as few pauses between sentences as possible.

No less than ten minutes later, I could hear Elizabeth talking to Jessica over their cubicles.

Why did Mr. Davidson have to put those two gossiping Gabbies next to each other… Hell, why did I have to be put so close to them!?

“Did you hear that Samantha and Justin were on a date last night?”

“Oh, my Lord. What were they doing?”

“Well, Janette told me that Sue said she overheard a little of their conversation and it sounded like they were talking about going home together.”

“Jesus Christ, why do they have to poke their head into everyone’s business…” I mumbled to myself as they continued to jabber on about Sam and Justin. I tried my hardest to block out their obnoxious voices, which was made easier when Mr. Davidson stopped in the entryway of my cubicle. As usual, he made his presence known with a clearing of his throat. Oh, fuck… what did I do this time…

“Miss L/N. I’d like to have a word with you in my office. Now.” His voice showed zero sign of optimism, although that wasn't shocking, he was a very monotone man. However, when you could see that much anger on his face, that is when you know you’re in for it. Knowing my track record with my co-workers, I was most likely not coming back to work tomorrow.

Great. Lisa or Toby probably snitched on me for something I didn’t do again and I’m gonna get fired this time, I just hope I’ll get to finish my shift, it ends at nine. Maybe he wouldn’t be that much of an ass… “Yes, sir. I’ll be with you momentarily.” I said through slightly gritted teeth, as I already knew I did nothing wrong. I heard his footsteps fade into the distance, shortly after the sound of a door opening and shutting.

“Oh, my God. Mr. Davidson wants to see Y/N in his office right away!” Jessica whispered as if I couldn’t hear them anyway.

“I did, I did! I wonder what she did this time? Maybe she’ll get fired, I can’t count how many times she’s been disruptive and somehow her ass hasn't landed on the pavement yet-”

“Oh, for Christ’s sake! Can you two for ONCE in your life not butt your empty heads into other people’s goddamn business?!” I growled at them, I rested my hands on my head in case I needed to rip every bit of hair out of my head.

They both let out a sarcastically offended gasp.

“Well, you could have asked more nicely. You didn’t have to be such a bitch all the time.”

I wanted to lose it. What did I do to make everyone in this office turn against me? I could have sworn they’d at least appreciate the fact that I don’t complain when they give all of their work to me so they can continue to yap their jaws and fabricate shit that was, more often than not, very untrue.

“Oh, I’m the bitch?” I said calmly as I stood up, adjusting my dress, and looked over in their direction, “At least I don’t go sleeping around with my husband’s best friends and, of all people, his little brother.” I didn’t have to look at Elizabeth’s face to envision the expression painted across it. I turned toward my cubicle entryway and I heard her grumble to herself.

“You are such a bitch.”

“I know you are, but what am I?” It took all I had to contain my laugh, I knew it was childish, but I hadn’t used it in so many years that it felt good to use it again. As I walked toward Mr. Davidson’s office I heard Jessica hit the top of her cubicle,

“Beth! Why didn’t you tell me you slept with John?! What was he like? Was he any goo-”

“Shut up, Jess!”

I stifled a laugh just as I reached his office’s door, gathering myself once they stopped bickering so I would look professional. I knocked on his door and let myself in, and once I saw him at his desk my happy, confident attitude immediately turned to worry. Oh, I’m fucked now…

***

Jeongguk

I was sitting on the floor of the dance practice room against a mirror with one person on my mind. I could hardly fathom the fact that we’ve known each other for so long and have been dating for just as long, and yet we weren’t even able to celebrate our first anniversary together.

“There has to be a way I can get her… She lives in San Fransisco, it would only be about a twelve-hour flight… Come on, Gguk, think!” I shouted at myself as I held the sides of my head, trying to hurry up with a decision, it was thirty minutes until she got off of work. “Could I get ahold of her and let her know she’s got a flight ready to go at ten to South Korea in time?” I let out a frustrated sigh, as my inability to choose whether to shoot my shot or not only caused what could be precious time to go to waste. “What if I’m subconsciously not ready? For fuck’s sake, what if she’s not ready?”

“Who’s not ready for what, Jeongguk-ah?” a familiar voice spoke from the doorway to the practice room.

My head bolted upright at the sound, worrying it was PD-nim, but I sighed in relief to find out it was just Namjoon-hyung.

“Jeez, what’s with all the relief? Did you think I was the boogeyman or something?” He chuckled to himself as he walked across the room to me. I let out a soft laugh, but I don’t think it was positive enough to fool him into believing I didn’t have what felt like a thousand-pound dumbbell weighing on my mind. “Ey, JK, what’s got you down? You look like someone just gave you bad news. Mind talking about it?”

“Nah, I wouldn’t want to bother you with my little problems.”

“Jeon Jeongguk, how dare you assume you would be bothering me!” He gasped in an offended tone, “You know you can always talk to me about whatever is troubling you.” He gave me a little pat on the shoulder as he looked at me, showing that he was sincere in his words.

Well, maybe he could help me decide…

***

Jeongguk

“Baby, you will not believe what happened at work today.”

“Wha-”

“Mr. Davidson fired me!”

“What?! Wh-”

“He said that an ‘employee he would not name’ said that they had caught me taking something from the workplace! I bet you all the money I have that it was that twat Aniya and the CCTV footage they had was her too, she knew her body type was similar to mine. All she had to do was wear a similar outfit as me and she’d get out scott-free!”

Jeongguk could hear her heart pounding with rage through the screen, and he knew he had a possible solution to dissolve that anger, he just had to manage to get a word in edge-wise for it to happen.

She continued with her rant for another ten minutes until she finally came to her concluding sentence. “I cannot believe she would do that to me! I was the best-goddamned worker they had, and she dared to get me fired. I hope that fucking bunch over there lose all their money and have to be laid off.” She let out a puff of air, signaling she had finally let out all of her stress, and now was a time better than any for him to speak up.

“Y/N, what time is it where you are?”

“Uhm, nine-twenty. Why?”

“I’d suggest you check your mailbox on your way to your apartment.” It was almost like he knew where she was and timed what he had said perfectly.

She jogged to the mailboxes and grabbed her key off her keychain, fiddling with the lock until it opened, and a single envelope sat at the front of it. She propped her phone up inside the mailbox so he could still see her (he knew she lived in a not-so-good neighborhood so it was an unwritten rule that when they were on Facetime and she was not in her apartment he could see her at all times) while she opened the envelope addressed to her. She stood in silence as she read the letter attached to whatever was enclosed inside the paper, and less than a minute went by and all he could hear was her squealing for joy.

“Baby, you bought me a fucking plane ticket to Seoul!?”

“After a long time of debate, yes-”

“Oh, fuck, the flight leaves in an hour! I gotta get all my shit together!” She exclaimed as she grabbed her phone from the mailbox and locked it, running to the elevator so she could reach her floor as fast as she could. “What do I need to pack? How long am I staying?” She asked in rapid-fire motion, with no space for him to answer in between.

“First of all, I already bought you some clothes to wear here. Second, bring some essentials and your passport. Lastly, you can stay for as long as you like, I can always buy you a ticket back home whenever you’re ready to leave. Just make sure you catch the flight, there isn’t another one until tomorrow, and tomorrow won’t be as special as today.”

***

Jeongguk

I’d managed to talk to Y/N on and off since her flight left the airport, which was almost eleven hours ago. I had never once felt so anxious and excited in my entire life, but they say there is a first for everything. I kept finding myself checking my phone, my watch, or any other clock I could look at to see how much longer it would take for her to arrive, as I wanted to be able to pick her up as close to immediately to her arrival as I could.

“Just one more hour and we can spend the rest of the night together…” I sighed as I looked out the window, trying to imagine what she must be feeling right now. I was sure it wasn’t far from what I felt, my only problem was that she was still so far away from me. It was almost like time was freezing ever so slowly before picking up speed again just to try and torment us by making us wait even longer. While I was drowning in my thoughts, a knock came to my studio door, prompting me to turn around and greet whoever wanted to speak with me.

“Jeongguk-ah, I’m calling a meeting with all of the members about updates toward marketing, and I’d like for you to be included as well. Try to hurry quickly, yeah?”

“Of course, PD-nim, let me save this quickly and I’ll be right in.”

***

Y/N

I texted Jeongguk almost a half hour ago, and he never replied. My plane was about to land at the airport in Seoul, and I was in a place where I had no idea where to go, I was relying on him to be able to meet me once my plane landed so I wouldn’t get myself lost. He didn’t even give me any directions to go if he had to run late, so in so many words, I was fucked if he wasn’t waiting on me or at least on his way.

“Come on, Gguk, you have to be on your way…” I pouted as I looked out the window next to my seat, my hand lightly pressed against the glass. Using all of my strength in hopes that it’ll bring him to the airport, or at least give me some sign of consciousness before we land. However,

“All passengers, please fasten your seatbelts and remain in your seats. We will be descending to land shortly.”

As much as I wanted to slouch down in my seat and sulk about how everything seemed to be going wrong right before my eyes, I instead listened to the pilot and buckled myself into my seat while I waited for the plane to land. I wanted it to take longer, just in case he was about to message me and tell me he was on his way to the airport. Sadly, by the time the flight attendant was escorting passengers out, my phone was still bare of any sign from him.

***

Jeongguk

“…and Jeongguk, you will do a promotional photoshoot for Calvin Kl- Jeongguk-ah? Hello~?”

“Wait- What- Huh? Oh, yes, I’ll shoot for Calvin Klein. I got it-”

“Are you okay, Jeongguk-ah? You’ve seemed very out of it since this meeting started… what’s troubling you?” PD-nim asked, placing his elbows on the table and resting his chin in his hands, cocking his head at me.

“Oh, nothing’s troubling me. I-It’s just that a friend of mine was flying in tonight and I promised I’d meet them at the airport, but I also didn’t want to miss the meet-”

“Why didn’t you say so, Jeongguk? This could have waited until tomorrow when you have time!” He exclaimed suddenly, causing me to jump in response. He jumped up from his seat and hurried over to me, lifting me from my chair and shoving me out the door. “Go, go! I promise you, I’ll talk with you tomorrow about your photoshoot once everything is settled. Now, hurry before they get lost trying to find you!”

I could hardly believe he was the one pushing me out the door, more or less being so understanding about the entire thing. Although, if he knew the person I was planning to meet was my girlfriend, he might not have been so enthusiastic about it, but I wasn’t going to complain. I bolted out the door as fast as I could and hopped in my car, only when I tried to turn over the ignition, it made not a sound.

“No. No, no, no, no, come on! Please, start, I don’t want to have to run to the airport!” I pleaded with the hunk of metal, hoping it would, in some way, listen to my begging and start. Alas, I was left with nothing. “Goddamn you, you piece of junk!” I hit the steering wheel before grabbing it until my knuckles turned white and let my forehead fall onto it. I let out a deep breath before my anger subsided and I remembered, if I ran as fast as I could right now, I might be able to reach the airport in time. With that realization, I grabbed my phone and brought up the GPS, typed in the address to the airport where Y/N was supposed to be landing, and took off running as if my life was on the line.

***

Y/N

I had been waiting inside the airport for what felt like forever, I had my luggage and dragged it around with me everywhere I went, which was mainly the bathroom as I had zero Won to use to buy anything. I sent Jeongguk another message, asking where he was, only for my internet to not work and an error occurred when trying to deliver the text.

“Ma’am, are you lost? I can help you if you need to find your way around here.” A young man asked with whom I presumed to be his mother. His English was surprisingly good and with almost no accent at all. His mother smiled warmly at me and I felt some pressure disappear from my chest,

“I-I’m waiting for someone, actually… He was supposed to meet me here, but I haven’t been able to contact him since I left for my flight hours ago. I don’t have any money to buy anything while I wait, and I don’t speak much Korean so I…I’m kind of lost, yeah…” I chuckled at myself, finally giving in to my true situation with a light rub to the back of my neck.

His mother asked something, looking at me as she spoke, so I assumed she was talking to me, however, she didn’t seem to speak any English. I looked at him hastily, hoping he’d understand the look of confusion on my face and translate.

“She asked if you were hungry. When was the last time you ate?”

“A few hours ago on the flight… I think I had two bags of peanuts..?”

“Here, let’s get you something to eat. There’s no use waiting for someone on an empty stomach with anxiety weighing you down even more.”

His mother took my hand and smiled again, she seemed to understand English, she was just unable to speak it. But she was so sweet it helped calm me down while they took me to a restaurant located within the airport.

The mother sat down at a table, with the help of her son, and he pulled out a chair for me so I could sit too.

“Is there anything specific you’d like to have? It looks like they have some chips if you think that’ll keep you settled for a bit.”

“Oh, yes, please. Any kind will do, how much would that be in USD?” I asked as I reached into my purse to grab my wallet and take out the money I had saved just in case I needed it for emergencies back in the States, who would have thought it would be used for an emergency in another country? I started to flip through the dollar bills I had, only for the young man’s hand to stop me.

“Please, you don’t have to pay me back for it. I’ll gladly pay for it myself. You save it for your trip here, okay?”

I was hesitant to decline his generous offer and insist I pay him for the trouble, but the look in his eyes told me better of it. I nodded my head slightly and he smiled at me, patting my hand before pulling out his wallet and walking up to the register to get me a bag of chips.

***

Jeongguk

“Jesus Christ, how far away is this damn airport??” I groaned as I looked at my phone, taking a sharp turn as it directed me to do so. I was determined to get there as fast as I could, don’t get me wrong, however, I had been running for so long that my legs felt like they were about to give out on me at any given moment, which is why I tried to stay away from stopping as much as I could so they wouldn’t have the chance to stop working.

“In the next thousand feet, take a left turn.”

I wanted to collapse from exhaustion, but the anticipation of seeing Y/N was the one thing that kept me going.

Come on, Jeongguk, just a little bit farther. The faster you run, the sooner you’ll get to see the love of your life. Now run like you’re running a marathon and the first person to reach the finish line gets to kiss the most beautiful woman in the world!

***

Y/N and her newly found saviors sat with her for a while to keep her company while she ate her chips, and she couldn’t have been more grateful for them and their generosity. However, they had to hurry home to meet the rest of their family for a surprise visit from the young man. She let out a little sigh as she looked around and there was still zero sign from Jeongguk in the airport. Just when she was about to sit back down with her luggage, she felt her phone vibrate in her back pocket. Immediately, her heart picked up speed as she quickly pulled it from her jeans and unlocked it. A text, from Jeongguk at last.

“’I’ll be arriving in the airport parking lot momentarily. Meet me at the front door.’”

She didn’t have to be told twice before she threw her purse into her suitcase and booked it through the large crowds of people with my luggage dragging behind her. She knew she would be able to move with more agility if it wasn’t for the heavy and bulky suitcase she had to pull, but she had no other choice, and the fact that she was finally going to see him in person was enough for her not to care.

Jeongguk, on the other hand, was still running down the sidewalk until he could see what looked like the airport parking lot. At first, he wasn't sure if it was an airport or a waterport, as all he could see in the parking lot was a fire hydrant that had burst and water was shooting everywhere. He didn’t let himself get too distracted by it, however, as he continued to run toward the parking lot and past the rain that the fire hydrant was causing so he could see the front door. His legs finally came to a full stop and he was able to breathe. With sweat pouring down his back, he pulled off his overshirt and left his sleeveless undershirt on, feeling the cold water from the hydrant on his arms cooled him down almost immediately, luckily, he chose to wear his black sleeveless top so the water wouldn’t cause it to become see-through.

Back in the airport, Y/N could see the front doors just a few hundred feet away. The sight of them was the last push she needed to succeed the final stretch between her and the person she loved more than anything in the entire world. Just as she ran outside, thanks to the automatic doors sensing her presence despite how fast she was running and opened just in time, she saw, in the middle of the parking lot, rain. It wasn’t raining where she and her suitcase stood, or anywhere else, just in that one spot. Her eyes followed the huge stream of water from the air, to its source on the ground, however, her eyes never fully met the source, but the person standing within the rain it created under a streetlamp bright enough for her to make out who he was, no matter how soaking wet he had become. There was silence between the two of them, minus the sound of the shooting water in the parking lot, that seemed to have lasted an eternity until Y/N finally brought herself to utter a word.

“Tokki?” She asked, trying to focus on the facial features of the person under all the water, waiting for a response.

Before she could call out again, the person called out from within the rain of the hydrant spout, “Don’t just stand there like a fool, Aegiya. I changed our timezones and brought our two-dimensional relationship to 3D so I could hold you, not just look at you.” The streetlamp allowed her to see the huge grin he had on his face before he held out his arms for a hug, cocking a brow at her as if saying because he was soaking wet, she wouldn’t dare touch him after the day they had.

That was something she’d gladly prove wrong. She grabbed her phone from her back pocket and shoved it into her suitcase before leaving it at the front door and making a run for it toward the spot where it rained.

Jeongguk’s smile as he watched her run was something he never thought he’d be part of, as it felt like something out of a romance TV show. Despite it not feeling real to him, he was savoring every minute of it. Y/N finally made it into the downpour and as soon as she was within his arms’ reach, he wrapped them around her and picked her up in a spin, making sure to hold her as close to him as he could but not tight enough it hurt her. He looked up at her and she looked down at him as he spun them around in the rain, both of them becoming drenched in water, but as the rain was only occurring where they stood, it felt as if they were in their own little world, with their rain and their streetlamp illuminating them like a spotlight would actors on a stage so everyone would focus on them.

He stopped spinning them around and instead focused on the face that he had been looking at for two years, and only then did he realize, she was even more beautiful than the first time he had met her.

“You’re fucking gorgeous, Jagiya…” His voice was just above a whisper, but it was so loud between the two of them, that it might have been on a megaphone. He looked up and down at her a little before adding, “…even when you’re soaking wet.”

“Oh, stop it!” Y/N giggled as she gently tapped his lips, the light of the lamp showing the pink tint appearing on her cheeks. “We’ve only been together in person for less than three minutes and-”

“Shut up, and kiss me.” He didn’t even give her time to register what he said before his lips melted against hers, and they felt as if they were made for each other.

Y/N wasn’t about to object to the gesture, and instead embraced it, cupping his wetted face in her hands as the kiss deepened.

His tongue glided between her lips effortlessly, and a feeling of protectiveness washed over him. This was his girl, and he was finally able to hold her in his arms, feel her lips against his, and the rest he anticipated to feel would be later into the late night and early morning.

He heard her let out a soft whimper as he deepened the kiss yet again, one of her hands moving to the back of his head and tangling her fingers in his hair. She lightly gripped his hair, and he knew that meant she enjoyed the feel of his tongue just as much as he did hers. He lifted her slightly and felt her legs wrap tightly around his waist to hold herself up, and he couldn’t tell if the wetness between her legs was from her or the water raining on them, but he was sure he’d find out soon enough.

Eventually, he put her down on the ground they stood there in the rain and kissed each other, her arms around his neck and his right hand resting on her face and the other on her hip, holding her close to him. A little while passed and they managed to pry themselves away from each other with a deep huff and sigh to catch their breaths, the gloss over their eyes giving each other away as to what was on their mind at that point.

“How about you go grab your suitcase and we take this back to my place, hm?” He asked as he dragged a finger down her cheek and across her neck to her collarbone, placing a kiss under her jawline and using his free hand to grab her ass cheek to make her jump. “Mmm… I can’t wait to hear the noises you made for me during video calls in person.”

With the help of Jimin jumping Jeongguk’s car, he and Y/N were quickly on their way to Jeongguk’s house while the night was still young and the day was still able to be considered their anniversary. They were both fidgeting in their seats on the way to their destination, but despite all of the torture they were putting themselves through by waiting until they got there instead of pulling over and doing it in the car, they knew the wait would be well worth it in the end.

“We’re almost there, Jagiya. Don’t worry, I’ll make sure to make up for the wait. I’m sure you can’t wait to feel how full my cock makes you.” He said as he looked out of the corner of his eyes at her to see her squirming in her seat.

“You’re just making it worse by saying that!” She whined and nudged his shoulder. He watched as her legs crossed and uncrossed, trying to find a comfortable position while she endured what felt like the longest car ride of her life.

“Aww, you poor thing. Maybe I have something that could help calm you down until we get to my place, how does that sound?” He asked as he placed a hand on the upper half of the inside of her thigh, giving it a gentle squeeze, and felt her muscles tense under his grip.

“Wait, y-you mean now?” She sputtered as her body began to writhe under his touch, the water from the fire hydrant soaked her sweatpants and caused them to cling to her body, one part in particular was the space between her legs, which seemed to dampen on its own the closer his fingers got to where she wanted them to be.

He let out a soft chuckle as he gently slid his finger across the spot in her pants that her clit was hidden underneath and she jumped so quickly that it looked like she had been electrically shocked. “Are you that eager, Yeobo?” He glanced at her when he felt her hips raise to find the touch of his finger again.

She nodded her head quickly, trying to contain herself while he drove so they wouldn’t get into an accident, but whenever she felt his finger ever so lightly against her it became harder to resist the urge to pull the car over herself and get to the main event of the evening. But, she knew it shouldn’t be too much longer, so she tried to resist as much as she could the rest of the way there, even though he continued to tease her until she was whimpering for more.

As soon as Jeongguk followed Y/N through his front door he shut it behind him using her as the push force, pinning her there with his hands on her hips before smashing their lips together, easily sliding his tongue in to meet hers with a groan from both of them. His hips pressed against her and she could feel just how excited he was to have her in his home, with only the two of them to keep them entertained, but the lack of company was something they would never complain about.

“Up.” He commanded, his lips barely leaving hers to speak. She felt his hands on her ass and it prompted her to jump, allowing him to hold her up so she could wrap her legs around him again as he continued to hold her against the door, sneakily locking it so they wouldn’t be interrupted. “Will you let me?” he asked as he positioned himself under her to support her weight so he could grab the hem of her shirt, waiting for her confirmation before he followed through.

She whispered a quiet yes and he couldn’t help but smile.

“Let’s get you out of that damn shirt. That’s better.” He grinned when her body overflowed with goosebumps when he dragged the tip of his finger from her naval to the middle of her collarbone, the fact that he had hardly touched her at all and her body reacted like that made him feel a sense of accomplishment he had never felt before. But he loved the feeling nonetheless.

“Off, off, off,” Y/N repeated between kisses, trying to wiggle her arms to the hem of his shirt to untuck it from beneath her legs so she could pull it off of him.

“Mmh, seems like I wasn’t the only person ready for clothes to come off. Let’s take this to the bedroom first, shall we?” He cocked his head at her and the smile on her face was a dead giveaway that she was for the idea. His grip on her ass tightened a bit as he pulled her away from the door and headed toward the bedroom. He refused to let her go until he laid her on the bed and was able to pin her down, despite having a gut feeling she would rather be lost in the airport than run away from him. On their way to the bedroom, he decided to taunt her even more by placing soft kisses on her neck and collarbone so he could feel her squirm in his grasp. He kicked the door to his room shut and crawled up on the bed on his knees, without letting his grip loosen, before he gently laid her head on his pillow and the rest of her onto the bed under him. He stared down at her and felt what seemed like millions of things within him, brand new emotions he couldn’t explain nor name. However, when he looked into her glazed eyes, he didn’t mind she made him feel things he wasn’t sure of, all he cared about was that she was with him, and he never wanted to let her go.

While in his thoughts, she gently tugged on the collar of his shirt, “Off.”

Her voice brought him back to reality, and he smiled down at her. “What do you say?”

“Pretty please?” She clasped her hands together and held them up to her chin, giving him the big, pleading eyes she knew he could never say no to.

He chuckled and shook his head, standing on his knees with her legs on either side of him, and with both hands on the hem of his shirt, he pulled it off over his head effortlessly. One could say he had been practicing for this very moment just so he would impress her, but he would never admit to it.

“I have been blessed with a boyfriend who has the body of a fucking angel.”

He couldn’t help but laugh at her as she stared in awe at him.

Her hands raised to his torso and she let her fingers glide against the curves and crevices of his abs, and she could feel goosebumps forming on his skin from her fingers, even hearing a slight groan rumble in his throat because of it. “You’re even hotter in person, you know that?”

“I can say the same for you, Gongjunim. Now, enough with the foreplay. I say these wet pants of ours need to be off, and quickly.” She did not detest the idea, and instead quickly sat up and started helping him pull her pants off and vice versa.

“Fucking Christ, why didn’t I bring you with me back home that night… You’re goddamn gorgeous in person…” He leaned down and planted a passionate kiss on her lips, letting his free hand slide down her stomach and between her legs, letting her feel how wet she was for him.

Her hips jerked upward against his fingers and let out a squeak, her hands gripping the bed sheets as tightly as she could to control herself.

“Well, well, well. It looks like someone’s ready to get to the good part.” He smirked as he reached into his bedside drawer and grabbed a condom, opening it and rolling it onto himself before he teased her entrance with his tip. He looked down at her, his eyes asking for permission. “Are you ready?”

“Yes… I’ll always be ready for anything, as long as it has to do with you.”

Again, his heart felt something he couldn’t explain, but the one thing that he knew he felt was an abundance of love, and lust, of course, but love above all else.

“Be sure you made those pretty noises that you know I love so much…” He whispered as he started to slide in slowly, before realizing that he was the deepest he could get, and the moan she let out made his stomach flutter. Is that normal? Ah, fuck it, whatever it is can wait, she feels even better than I could have imagined. “You want me to go slow or fast? I’ll let you decide…” His voice was attempting to be steady as he slowly pulled back and pushed in again, huffing a little while she quietly squeaked with each movement.

“Slow, then when I give you the queue, I want you to fuck me like I’m sure we’ve both dreamed about.”

“Yes, Ma’am.” His left hand supported him as the other kept her legs apart, giving her thigh a light squeeze while he kissed her neck and chest, keeping his pace slow and deep, evoking soft moans from her lips with each thrust. He felt her pussy clenched around him when he hit a certain spot, also causing a noticeably different noise to come from her.

He repeated the action over again, and she gripped his bicep tightly, digging her nails into his skin, and he knew that was his queue to pick up the pace.

His thrusts sped up but still focused on that one spot that seemed to cause such a joyous reaction out of her, and in no time at all her thighs started to quake under his grip and her back arched into his chest while loud moans flew into the air, along with a few curse words here and there.

“That’s it cum all over my cock.” He grunted next to her ear. He leaned his head down to the side of her head so she could listen to him grunt and huff and moan as well, and the feeling of her clenching around him as tight as she was brought out all of them at once. The room was now filled with the sound of damp skin slapping together, bed creaks, and noises of pleasure coming from the both of them. “Come on, cum for me. Cum as hard as you want.”

Her panting and moaning suddenly turned into her gripping the pillow so tight her knuckles turned white as her body shook and her eyes clamped shut. A wave of euphoria erupted through her and her back arched off the bed again with a loud moan putting it all together.

“That’s my good girl, keep cumming.” He panted as he slid one arm under her back and hooked his hand on her shoulder to hold her as he flipped them around so he was on his back and she was on top of him. His thumb immediately went to her clit and when she started to bounce as fast as she could due to it feeling so good that it was hard to focus on moving.

Her body shook above him again, and he could feel it so well it was almost like he was pressed against him again. He could tell she was close to cumming a second time, and he was determined to get her to cum before he did, even with his edge coming closer by the second.

“God… you know how I like it, don’t you, Aegiya?” His voice was deep and his breath was heavy, watching her body shiver and hearing her whimpers and loud moans of ecstasy him almost close to the finish line. “C’mon, you’re close, I can feel it. Cum all over me like you’ve wanted to for so long, Gongjunim.”

His words were enough to send her flying off the edge again, causing her to shake uncontrollably while she came. To keep herself up straight, she pressed against his chest and used him as support. Finally, due to her body shaking so much, it allowed him to go over the edge too. His hips jerked upward a few times, and with each thrust, she let out an exhausted whimper as he pushed himself deeper.

“Fuck… come here, Yeobo…” He sighed deeply as he pulled her down onto his chest so she could catch her breath and relax. “You did such a good job, Aein… I am so proud of you…” He whispered into her ear as he stroked her hair, feeling her pussy continue to milk his already sensitive cock, making him quiver with slight pain and even more happiness. He placed a gentle kiss on the top of her head and held her close, letting her calm down a little, also offering her a little bottle of water to drink from his mini fridge to help her collect herself. After a few minutes passed, she finally calmed down, and he could tell that she was nearing a second round.

“You wanna see it again?”

“Will it be still, or in motion?”

“Maybe one, maybe the other.”

“I’ll be happy with whatever it is as long it’s in 3D, with you.”

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Kinktober 2022 - Day Master List

Oct. 1st: Dry Humping - Jungkook (BTS) | Ver. 1 ~ Ver. 2

Oct. 2nd: Clothed Sex - Dokyeom (Svt) | Ver. 1 ~ Ver. 2

Oct. 3rd: Piercing/Tattoo or Hand/Vein Kink - Jungkook (BTS) | Ver. 1 ~ Ver. 2

Oct. 4th: Pussy Eating/Cunnilingus - KAI (EXO) | Ver. 1 ~ Ver. 2

Oct. 5th: Sexual Frustration - Shownu (Monsta X) | Ver. 1 ~ Ver. 2

Oct. 6th: Strap-on/Pegging - Jungkook (BTS) | Ver. 1 ~ Ver. 2

Oct. 7th: Muscle Kink - Bang Chan (Skz) | Ver. 1 ~ Ver. 2

Oct. 8th: Double Penetration - [2 holes] S.Coups and Hoshi (Svt) | Ver. 1 ~ Ver. 2

Oct. 9th: {Consensual} Somnophilia - Minhyuk (Monsta X) | Ver. 1 ~ Ver. 2

Oct. 10th: Orgasm Control & Denial - Dokyeom (Svt) | Ver. 1 ~ Ver. 2

Oct. 11th: Corruption/DD/lg - Jungkook (BTS) | Ver. 1 ~ Ver. 2

Oct. 12th: Overstimulation - Han (Skz) | Ver. 1 ~ Ver. 2

Oct. 13th: Sensory Deprivation - Baekhyun (EXO) | Ver. 1 ~ Ver. 2

Oct. 14th: Breath Control - Joshua (Svt) | Ver. 1 ~ Ver. 2

Oct. 15th: Mommy Kink - Hyunjin (Skz) | Ver. 1 ~ Ver. 2

Oct. 16th: Marking Kink - Mingyu (Svt) | Ver. 1 ~ Ver. 2

Oct. 17th: DD/lg - Bang Chan (Skz) | Ver. 1 ~ Ver. 2

Oct. 18th: Edging - Hyunjin (Skz) | Ver. 1 ~ Ver. 2

Oct. 19th: Squirting - Jungkook (BTS) | Ver. 1 ~ Ver. 2

Oct. 20th: Double Penetration - [1 hole] Changbin and Bang Chan (Skz) | Ver. 1 ~ Ver. 2

Oct. 21st: Hold the Moan - Jungkook (BTS) | Ver. 1 ~ Ver. 2

Oct. 22nd: Spanking - Lee Know (Skz) | Ver. 1 ~ Ver. 2

Oct. 23rd: Mutual Masturbation - Baekhyun (EXO) | Ver. 1 ~  Ver. 2

Oct. 24th: Ab Riding - Wonho (Monsta X) | Ver. 1 ~ Ver. 2

Oct. 25th: Punished - RM (BTS) | Ver. 1 ~ Ver. 2

Oct. 26th: Threesome - Jeonghan and Woozi (Svt) | Ver. 1 ~ Ver. 2

Oct. 27th: Pet Play {Dog} - Jungkook (BTS) | Ver. 1 ~ Ver. 2

Oct. 28th: Impregnation - Changbin (Skz) | Ver. 1 ~ Ver. 2

Oct. 29th: Temperature Play - KAI (EXO) | Ver. 1 ~ Ver. 2

Oct. 30th: Deep Voice Kink - Felix (Skz) | Ver. 1 ~ Ver. 2

Oct. 31st: Cockwarming - Vernon (Svt) | Ver. 1 ~ Ver. 2

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Kinktober 2022 (Revisited) - Day 1 | Ver. 1

Pairing: Jungkook x (F)Reader

Genre: Smut aka PORN

Prompts: Dry Humping, "The only way you're getting off is on my thigh."

Word Count: 5,004

Warnings: Dom!Jungkook, Sub!Female Reader, dry humping, pet names, needy, gentle, begging, first person

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Jungkook and I had been working for the past few weeks and we never had any time alone together, the only alone time we had was when we were at home in separate rooms working on what we needed to work on, but as things only seemed to make our separation worse, my need for getting off only grew with that. Since he and I never had the chance to have fun together, I never had the chance to get off, and though the same went for him, my sex drive had been through the roof within the last week making everything that he did turn me on. Even when he would just be sitting on the couch or at his desk working, I just wanted to rip his clothes off and beg him to fuck the life out of me - that was how horny I had been. Unfortunately, as much as I would have loved to do that, he and I had been busy the entire night, both of us staying awake after three in the morning from having slept so much that we were behind on our projects. I was sitting at my desk and he was working on the couch so he could stretch his legs out in his shorts…

Why did he have to wear THOSE shorts tonight while I’m awake… I thought, looking through the corner of my eye to look at him as he worked, the lighting in the room was good enough to allow his leg muscles to be more pronounced than usual, and just his thighs made it difficult for me to hold the drool between my lips to not make it obvious that I was a raging sex hormone. Whenever he would switch positions and his thighs would clench, mine copied his, of course, for a different reason. I bit my lip as I watched his tatted hand rest on his thigh, only making it more inviting to sit on his lap, though I had to remain calm, or as calm as I could be, and focus on my project for work because if I didn’t get it finished soon it was going to be over the deadline and my boss would kill me if I was the only one of my co-workers to not turn my part in on time. I exhaled a sigh of frustration and sadness as I turned back to my work and rested my chin in my hand, my eyes reading over my work but my mind thinking about him as it had been for days by that point. I heard him typing and humming to himself as he worked on their new song and I had to hold back annoyed whimpers and whines as I sat at my stupid desk working on a dumbass project when I could at least be cuddling with him while he worked, but when he told me to take a break the other day I accidentally took a twelve-hour break and it put me way behind, and my slow typing with one finger only made me fall more behind. I kept switching my gaze from my pathetic finger and the computer screen, as the document slowly, very slowly, filled with words, to the point that the pace was almost killing me as I was too bored to try any harder but I also needed to hurry and get the project finished in time and at the rate, it was going that was miles upon miles away. While I was lost in grumbling to myself and my one finger typing a familiar voice finally spoke up, though it was closer to me than I initially expected it to be,

“You’re not going to get very much work done typing like that, Jagiya.” a sleepy voice rumbled in my ear right behind me causing me to jump in reaction, looking back at him to see a playful smirk on his face.

“I know that, I’m just so sick and tired of this damn project that I honestly wish it was finished or then I didn't have to do it…” I say as I pathetically type with one finger, pouting as I do so and earning a chuckle in response. Just before I could open my mouth again my chair quickly turned around and I saw a now shirtless Jungkook towering above me and looking down into my eyes I had to use everything I had to keep the blood from immediately rushing to my face when I looked up at him.

“Listen to me, Y/N, if you want to cuddle with me, you can, but you have to make sure you want to have to make up for the work you couldn't do. Because by the looks of it, you will have a lot more to get finished if you do decide to take another break.”

First of all, how the hell did he know I wanted to do that, two, I have been trying to get caught up to be able to do that for days and I was just getting burnt out from it… I told myself as I looked down and twiddled my thumbs subtly, I heard him awe at my actions as he bent down to my height and looked into my eyes again, taking one of his hands and cupping my face with his thumb caressing my cheek,

“I know you're upset, Yeobo… I am too… but once we get both of our projects done I promise to make it up to you for having not spent very much time with you, okay?” his face showed genuine sadness as he spoke telling me he was sincere in his words, I nodded my head slightly and he smiled a little and just enough for his bunny teeth to show. I in return smiled as well without being able to fight against his cute smile. “That’s a good girl…” he trailed off as he leaned in and kissed me, it was sensual yet passionate all in one. My eyes closed as his lips touched mine, though I just expected it to be a gentle kiss, so when he turned it around and slipped me his tongue I was very surprised and almost to the point of letting out a sound when I felt his touch mine. I copied his action softly, my brain being too overwhelmed from it being the first sensual interaction we had in what felt like forever. I snaked a hand to the back of his head and tangled my fingers in his hair, feeling his lips ever so slightly curl upwards into a smile as we kissed and just the way his lips melted against mine only made it better. Although just as I was enjoying the kiss, I felt him pull back a bit, the only thing still connecting us was a string of spit from our tongues, him slightly panting from his lacking ability to breathe during the kiss as I did with his eyes looking directly into mine. It seemed like no time at all as once he smirked and chuckled a bit he then decided to go back in for another teasing kiss so when he pulled back the string would be gone, and indeed it was. “I would love to continue but we both have work to do…you more so than I, so get back to working, and maybe we will have time together sooner~.” he sang with a smirk on his face, kissing my cheek and walking back to the couch to continue his work as I turned back around in my chair, I watched him out of the corner of my eye, well, watched his thighs, as he walked back to his ‘work station’ on the couch.

“He is such a fucking tease… why did I react like that?? He probably knows how much I need him now..” I mumbled to myself as I facepalmed, looking back at my project before slumping down in my seat and whining before sitting back up again and sighing, thinking about what could happen if I hurried ass up, and with the newfound encouragement, my fingers worked on the keyboard faster then they had in weeks. I typed and clicked with a quick rhythm, my eye-hand coordination finally coming in handy from when I was younger and played games that helped train that skill, causing me to smile at finally something I taught myself as a kid came in handy right when it needed to most.

A little over an hour had passed and I was on the homestretch to finish my project all the way, I could tell my facial expressions by this point were very exaggerated, but I didn’t care as long as it helped me finish my project. Come on, come on, come on…! You’re so close, just a few more bits to go and you’re finished! I told myself as I looked over my project again, realizing just a couple of more minutes at the least and I would be finished if I worked fast enough, and with rapid typing, to the point that I thought I would break the keys on my keyboard from how much I had typed so quickly, in five minutes minimum I had finally finished the thing that was causing me to want to rip my hair out for weeks on end. I was so happy I couldn’t help but throw my fists in the air and sing hallelujah in celebration, and I could hear Jungkook laughing as I did so only making me smile from his laughter warming my heart.

“Congratulations, Aegiya! I told you that you could do it if you just put your mind to it, not to mention how quickly you got all of that done. For fuck’s sake, I thought you were going to break your keyboard in half from the strength and speed you were using to type as fast as you did.” he chuckled as I stood up and did a happy dance, and turned my computer off after saving all of the hard work I had spent on it because if I had lost all of that work I would have cried my eyes out, so I made sure that didn’t happen immediately before I continued to celebrate. He continued to chuckle and shake his head at me as I triumphantly went into the kitchen to grab myself a drink for all of my hard work, grabbing him something to drink as well since we had been working for so long without anything to drink or eat. I grabbed our drinks and sat down on the couch with him, handing him his banana milk and earning a bright smile from him as well.

“I am so fucking happy to have all of that done, it was starting to wear on me a bit.”

“A bit?! Jagi, you were starting to go insane from it, don’t be so generous. But I am very glad that you finally finished it so you don't have to stress over it anymore.” he smiled as he took a sip of his drink, and it only got wider as I snuggled up next to him like I had been wanting to do for a long time. He sat his drink on the end table and wrapped his arms around me, hugging me tightly and kissing me on my forehead. The smile I had on my face was very apparent, seeing as it was making my face hurt a little from how happy I was, but I was also very exhausted from staying up so late for so many nights and hardly getting any sleep. I cuddled up next to him as he put his laptop back on his lap and continued his work, I quietly watched and listened as he wrote and hummed the lyrics multiple times while I slowly tried to drift off to sleep. While he spoke to himself when I would usually answer him back I would be silent, trying to fight off my eyelids wanting to close so I could spend more time with him while conscious than unconscious. “Aeigya..~?” I heard him sing as I had my eyes closed, feeling his thumb slightly stroke my shoulder, I hummed as a response, it being weak from me getting more tired the longer I stayed awake, “Aww, is someone getting sleepy?” his voice softly spoke, feeling his lips place a kiss on the top of my head after he finished his sentence.

“Nooo…~” I weakly sang to him, feeling his body move as it would if he held back a chuckle, which he did, I looked up at him and pouted and he looked down at me, smiling,

“I think someone is at least a little bit tired~,” he smirked, pulling me closer to him so my head could rest on his chest as we sat there, him reaching to the other couch to grab a blanket and cover me with it so we were cuddled up on the couch with a blanket over me and his laptop on his lap, the brightness turned down to not make both of us go blind.

I eventually did end up falling asleep, and wouldn’t you know it, the one thing I dreamt about while I was asleep was a wet dream. Of all things, it had to be a wet dream, with the person I was dreaming about in my arms and right beside of me working. I wiggled around a little bit as my senses began to awaken from my dreaming state to feel I was still holding onto Jungkook like I was before I fell asleep completely, though I also noticed that I was affected by my wet dream, as expected. I opened one of my eyes slightly to see him still working on his music all this time later.

“Jung…kook…” I mumbled as I held onto him, still half asleep, I heard him hum a yes along with the sound of typing, “I want you…”

“And you have me, Aegi, you know that…~” he smiles as he kisses my forehead again, his fingers still typing away as hummed along to the lyrics as he wrote. I shook my head and felt as he wrapped an arm underneath me as he took another drink of his milk with his other hand. “Then what do you mean, Yeobo?” he asked l, sitting his laptop to the side and focusing on me instead. I wrapped my legs around his and stayed there for a minute to see if he noticed anything, and after a second or two I heard him let out a deep chuckle, “Ohhh~, that kind of want me~.” he sang teasingly along with him moving that leg closer toward me, it pressing harder against my pussy through my pants causing me to bite my lip in reaction to the sensation of it. I let out a soft moan as a result, a devilish smirk appearing on his face at the same time. I held onto him tightly as I felt his thigh muscles tense and relax as he moved it up and down, making sure when it made contact between my legs to push as hard as he could on my clit to try to get the best response out of me as possible, which he succeeded at doing.

“Jungkook…please… I need more.. than just this…” I begged with whimper-like moans pouring from my lips as he didn’t stop moving his leg as he spoke, he stopped moving his leg for a minute before he grabbed me by my hips and pulled me on top of him, pulling off my pants and panties in the process. “Ggukie… I need more than your thigh…please give me more…” I begged again as I tried to move up off of his thigh and onto his lap completely rather than just one leg, but his grip around my waist was too strong for me to wiggle my way out of.

“Ah, ah, ah… the only way you’re getting off is on my thigh, and if you need me so bad, I’m sure you’ll be able to work with just my leg.” he grinned evilly at me as he spoke, feeling his lips curl as he whispered his words into my ear, using his strong hands to grind me against him, a wet streak being left behind as he moved me causing his eyes to focus between my legs, him biting his bottom lip and playing with his lip piercing at the same time while he watched me grind against his thigh, more whimpers and moans leaving my mouth once I started to get more into it. I moaned out his name and I heard him growl back in reply, only to chuckle when he felt me get wetter from the sound of it. “I forgot how much my baby liked it when I growled like that…” he purred near my ear, it was deep and husky, making my body quiver under his hands. My mouth fell slightly open so my sounds would be more audible to him, feeling his hands on my hips as he used some of his strength to move me back and forth only made me wetter, his touch making butterflies appear in my stomach as I could feel it fluttering whenever he moved my hips closer to him and being able to see and feel his cock hardening as he listened and watched me move against his thigh. He would whisper curses under his breath, his eyes glowing with lust as they stared between my legs and up at me. “Come on, Aegiya, grind on my leg harder like I know you want to…~” he smirked at me and removed his hands from my waist in the process, I whimpered a little in reply to his disappearing touch. I panted slightly to try to compose myself a little bit before moving again, still whining about him taking his hands off of me when he knew how much I liked feeling his hands on me, which once I thought about it was most likely the reason as to why he did it in the first place. Despite all of that, I listened to what he said and started rocking my pussy on his thigh faster and harder with the outcome being me getting even more into it by melting from the feeling and his chocolate brown eyes sparkling with lust while he watched me and it only caused me to move quicker. I placed my hands on his shoulders and gripped them a little, closing my eyes to focus on the pleasure and the feeling of his leg muscles tensing and relaxing as he gently moved his leg around under me. With my eyes closed, Jungkook couldn’t see my eyes rolling to the back of my head when his leg bumped my clit hard enough to make my brain flip, all he could see was my bottom lip between my teeth as whimper-like moans tried to bust through and into the air around us as every other moan has before it, I could hear him groaning under his breath, cursing along between of each groan he let out and I could tell he was also enjoying everything based on how hard I could tell his cock was just from the fabric that was twitch as it was touching my leg,

“J…Jung…kook…” I panted heavily, moaning more often from my pussy getting more sensitive with each movement. He chuckled when it became more apparent how much needier I was getting for him, just the sound of his laugh sent a drop of sweat rolling down my back from the pleasure getting more intense due to the sensitivity increasing rapidly.

“Hmhm… such a desperate baby, aren’t you…” he purred, moving his leg to the rhythm of my hips and it made my body shiver from the extra pressure being put on my clit. He adjusted his position so he could set the leg I was straddling on the floor, and as soon as he did that he started bouncing his leg, causing it to bounce from and against my pussy, the pressure was hard and short which was new for that time and I would whimper with every press against my clit along with him laughing at my reaction to it. “Oh, my God, your moans are so fucking sexy, Aegiya… Just the sounds you’re making has my dick rock fucking hard…” he groaned as his hand grazed himself through his shorts, watching it twitch beneath the cloth made my eyes roll back as my bottom lip was held between my top teeth. All of a sudden I could feel the fluttering in my stomach turn into a tight knot that was only getting tighter by the minute, I used my right hand to grip the couch’s arm all the while my hips speeding up more, Jungkook’s thigh being covered in my wetness although I don’t think he was even thinking about complaining about it in the slightest. Moans were flowing from my lips like milk from the carton and the smile that grew on Jungkook’s face only made it known that he loved what he was doing to me. He licked his lips and then used one hand to lift me a little pulling his shorts down so he was just in his boxers and I was pants and underwear-less, he grabbed me by the hips yet again and this time sat me directly on his cock, both of us moaning and twitching from it despite thin cloth being the only this separating us from being skin to skin. My body shook as his cock tensed up against my pussy and caused him to growl in his throat with it sounding as if it was mixed with a whimper as well based on how high-pitched it was at the end of it. “All right, baby… grind on me like you do your pillow when I’m asleep and make us both cum… I know how badly you have wanted to get off and now’s your chance… Be a good girl for me…” he looked me dead in the eyes as he said those words, being able to get a good look at how glossy his eyes were and I was sure mine was likely the same way that he was. His hands gripped my waist a little as he started to move my hips back and forth again, my hands immediately going to his chest as something to hold on to as both of us started to get lost in pleasure, he smirked as he watch my instinct was to hold onto his chest and I felt his pecs tense under my hands when he also started to use more of his strength to make my hips rock faster, I whimpered out as he tensed under me, the feeling pushing harder on my clit sending jolts of pleasurable electricity through me every time it happened, whether he did it on purpose or accidentally without his control.

“God-fucking-damn it, your dick feels s-so good under me…” I moaned out, my heart pumping like mad and me now leaving a wet stain on his boxers as well as him making his wet spot from his cock leaking so much. He looked up at me and I watched as he licked his lips just before pressing them passionately against mine, taking no time whatsoever to slide his tongue inside to meet mine in a wet embrace. Both of us let desperate noises escape our throats and into the other’s, both of us speeding up quickly as I could now feel his hips thrusting against me when I moved forward making my entire body shake from the sensation of it, I gripped at his chest when he did that and I heard him grunt though not complain so I knew he didn’t mind me doing that. Eventually, I could feel that same knot back in my stomach again, though even tighter than it was previously and it only made me more desperate to cum. His moans, groans, and grunts were getting louder, the lust building up in his eyes as well as mine, showing me he was close to cumming as well. I looked at him as my body quivered on top of him, his hands also trembling on my waist which only made it more clear that if we both held back for any longer we would both probably explode from too much buildup.

“Aeg…” his breath was heavy as he struggled to speak, “Aegiya… please cum for me… I want to feel you cum on me first before I do…” his dick’s twitching gradually became more frequent as he spoke, going from once a minute to once every few second which meant if I didn’t finish soon what he asked of me wouldn’t have been what he wanted. So, in a desperate attempt to quickly cum before he did to fulfill his wish, I held onto the back of his neck as he held onto my hips tighter and I started moving my hips as hard and as fast as I could, whimpers and moans just pouring out of us thanks to the euphoric sensation of us finally being able to have our special time together, even if it was just grinding on each other, it still felt amazing. My eyes fell shut whereas my mouth dropped open, me quickly taking my bottom lip between my teeth again as it muffled the sounds that were trying to escape me, I held onto him tightly as I panted, just barely hanging on from the edge, “Cum for Daddy, Aegi… be a good girl for him and cum…” he managed to growl out, and he knew that would send me over, which it did. I squealed in ecstasy as the built-up tension was finally released, my eyes going to the back of my head while my body shook and tensed all at the same time.

“I’m c-c-c…cumming…!” I struggled out between moans, shortly after he saw, and felt, my cum on him and I felt his cock tense up for a second before twitching rapidly again, watching through blurry eyes as his cum seeped through the fabric of his boxers and pressed myself harder down onto him to feel him tense against me even if I was sensitive to the touch. The room was filled with the sounds of heavy breathing and shaky breaths as well, we looked into eyes of each other as he pressed his lips to mine again, still being passionate but also being weak and sensual, showing me he enjoyed it and needed it as bad as I did. My eyes closed as his tongue slipped back in to greet mine, wrapping around each other like we did in real life; he wrapped his arms around my waist to hold me closer and I did the same by wrapping my arms around his neck as he kissed me, not even pulling back for a breath for a good while either. He did eventually pill back to breathe and to let me breathe a well, looking at me and laughing as he did so.

“What’re you laughing at?” I asked as I wiped the sweat from my forehead, he shook his head and looked at me, smiling mischievously,

“Just me wondering how you went so long before finally telling me you were horny…~” he smiled at me, chuckling again, I looked at him with a bit of pink on my face, “Yes, I did know how horny you have been the last few weeks. Why? Well, one is because you didn’t hide it very well, and two, because I just know you too well.” he softly pressed his lips to mine again, a gently kiss resulting from it, as I felt his hands caringly move up and down my sides and his touch causing goosebumps to form on my skin under his hands. He pulled back from the kiss and then kissed my cheek, looking around for something before he grabbed a blanket on the other side of the couch, sitting me down beside him so I could hold him as he could me, taking the blanket and draping it over the both of us. He grabbed his laptop again and sat it where I once was, taking an arm and wrapping it around my shoulders to hold me close to him, placing a gentle kiss on my forehead to warm my heart as he let me lay beside him and watch him work, not before pulling his shorts off and tossing them aside so the cum leaking through wouldn’t make a mess. “Aeigya?”

“Yes, Ggukie?” I asked, looking up at him with both of our eyes still glossy from a few minutes ago,

“Whenever you feel like you’re so horny you’re going to explode, tell me, I don't mind. Whatever I am doing can wait until you’re satisfied because when it comes down to it, you are more important to me than anything else.” he looked down at me and smiled lovingly, leaning down and kissing my lips again when I nodded in agreement. His words shot butterflies into my stomach, and other places. I'd make sure to keep his words in the back of my mind in case I would ever need to use them against him in the future. I snuggled close to him while I watched him work, trying to fight the urge to let my eyes slam shut so I'd get to feel his warmth beside me just a little bit longer until we both finally succumbed to our exhaustion. Eventually, the feeling of our chests rising and descending was enough to put both of us to sleep, with the help of the benefits of releasing the sexual tension.

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Question . . .

I know I have been absent for a while, but life has been keeping me too busy to post here for good and bad reasons.

I was sitting around this morning and remembered my entire dilemma back in 2022 for Kinktober, and how I couldn't manage to accomplish what I wanted to: making longer oneshots than I was able to post.

However, I managed to finish the first day with the word count I wanted the entirety of Kinktober to be, and I still have the original, longer version. I just never had the guts to post it after shortening it.

If anyone who follows me, or has seen my original Kinktober last year, sees this. Let me know; would you want to see the full version of Kinktober - Day 1 how it was originally intended to be, or do you just prefer to have what I posted and not post the original?

Either comment on this post, or send me an ask and let me know your thoughts!

(I'll wait about a week before I make a decision, making the 22nd the final day for everyone to let me know how they feel! 😊)

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I’m Fine... || BTS x Depressed Reader - Chapter 8

Pairing: BTS x Fem!Reader

Word Count: 538

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  "I'm sorry, can you forgive me?" I asked,

  "Sure." he replied. He reached down and gave me a hug, when he pulled back I kissed him on the cheek. I could see the red on his face right after, which made a smirk come on my face.

  "Okay, now that Tae has had a smack or two, time to hit the-" Namjoon said to himself as he walked into his room to find me awake and Jungkook's face redder than fire. "Man, the last time I saw Jungkook's face that red was when he walked in on Hobi-hyung taking a shower. What happened?" he asked,

  "Nothing, Namjoon-hyung. I was just leaving." Jungkook replied as he headed towards the door. "Goodnight, Y/N." he said.

  "Goodnight, Jungkook." I giggled as he walked out the door.

  "Did he wake you up? If he did, I'll talk to him about it." Namjoon asked,

  "No, actually you did." I replied.

  "Me?" he asked,

  "Yeah, when you were growling and yelling at Taehyung because he let the door shut in your face when you were trying to carry me in here. And when the others were arguing over whose room I'd be sleeping in for the night. So now that I think about it, it wasn't entirely your fault." I chuckled, and he laughed a little as well.

  "Sorry about that. They can be a little bit of a pain in my ass sometimes, even Jin-hyung and he's supposed to be the oldest, yet he still acts like a child..." he said.

  "It's fine, I'm kinda used to all the pains in the ass and yelling and fighting stuff..." I sighed, he lifted a brow to show he was curious as to why I just looked down trying to show him that I didn't want to talk about it.

  "Well, I'm gonna get changed. Be right back." he said as he went to his bathroom. 

  "I better change too...but into what?" I asked myself. I guess I can just take my hoodie off-then they'll see my scars..fuck! I guess I'll just have to sleep in the damn damp hoodie...And I fucking left my phone in the Goddamn van...I'll have to ask Namjoon if I can go out and grab it. I thought. "Now, do I still have my-Yes, I still have it." I said to myself as I reached into my hoodie's kangaroo pocket to see if I had my tattoo pen. 

  "You still have what?" Namjoon asked as I heard him come out of his bathroom,

  "Oh, noth-" I stopped. When I turned around to talk to him I saw him leaning against the wall with one arm, shirtless and in his black boxers. I could feel my face turning a dark red. I tried to hide it with my hood hoping he didn't notice, but just my luck, he did.

  "What's the matter, never saw a man in his underwear before?" he asked as he chuckled,

  "N-N...I-I..." I stuttered. I was so shocked at what Namjoon was wearing that it caught me off guard. To be honest, I was a little uncomfortable. I mean, a twenty-ish man was in his boxers in front of an eighteen-year-old. Not to mention, an eighteen-year-old GIRL.

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Smutmas 2022 Master List

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Smutmas 2022 - Day Master List

Dec. 15th: Ice Cube Play - Bang Chan (Skz) | Ver. 1 ~ Ver. 2

Dec. 16th: Cuddle Fuck - Mingyu (Svt) | Ver. 1 ~ Ver. 2

Dec. 17th: Cunnilingus - Changbin (Skz) | Ver. 1 ~ Ver. 2

Dec. 18th: Edging - Jimin (BTS) | Ver. 1 ~ Ver. 2

Dec. 19th: Praise - Felix (Skz) | Ver. 1 ~ Ver. 2

Dec. 20th: Sex Toys - San (ATEEZ) | Ver. 1 ~ Ver. 2

Dec. 21st: Collaring - Jungkook (BTS) | Ver. 1 ~ Ver. 2

Dec. 22nd: Pussy Worship - Jungkook (BTS) | Ver. 1 ~ Ver. 2

Dec. 23rd: Masturbation - Seonghwa (ATEEZ) | Ver. 1 ~ Ver. 2

Dec. 24th: Anal - Hongjoong (ATEEZ) | Ver. 1 ~ Ver. 2

Dec. 25th: Strip Tease - Jungkook (BTS) | Ver. 1 ~ Ver. 2

Dec. 31st: Exhibitionism - Keeho (P1Harmony) | Ver. 1 ~ Ver. 2

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a man with brown eyes has me acting foolish

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