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Hey everyone! My taylor swift x attack on titan event is officially closed! Thank you everyone for submitting your requests, I'll do my best to publish them quickly. I'm sorry for being inactive in the past week, however I am working on a few requests and you can expect some of them on the weekend.

Bye! ♡♡♡

levisfavoriteteashop's writing event

hey everyone! in honor of my return to tumblr, i decided to do my first ever writing event to get myself motivated to start writing again and be more active on my blog. for this event, i decided to reunite two of my favorite things: attack on titan and tayor swift.

what is it: since i love attack on titan and taylor swift, I sometimes write drabbles based on taylor swift's songs. so, i decided to make a full event where i'll write oneshots or drabbles for an attack on titan character, based on a taylor swift's song.

how it works: i haven't established yet for how long i would continue this event, but i'll keep you updated. anyway, for the event i joined below a list of characters and songs for which i would write, and all you have to do is to send me your request and i'll do my best to do it soon. i'll start the event by writing something first, then you can request whatever. please note that i won't write for the same song if it was already used twice.

characters and songs i would write for:

characters: levi ackerman, erwin smith, eren yeager, jean kirstein, armin arlert, reiner braun and hange zoe.

songs: basically almost every song with romantic or platonic feelings in it, it can be happy, sad, anything. however, please note that if the song you requested doesn't have much in term of feelings I can write a self-ship about (for example "look what you made me do" or "shake it off"), i won't be able to write something based off of it. but otherwise, you're all good!

hope to see you in my inbox! enjoy :D

masterlist

illicit affairs x eren yeager

style x levi ackerman

snow on the beach x levi ackerman

wildest dreams x erwin smith

you are in love x jean kirstein

dress x reiner braun

labyrinth x eren yeager

mirrorball x hange zoe

ivy x hange zoe

cowboy like me x hange zoe

i think he knows x jean kirstein

tolerate it x levi ackerman

begin again x levi ackerman

and more coming soon!

#writing event #writing prompt #attack on titan #taylor swift #self ship #requests closed

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THANK YOUU ML 🤍

#inbox reply #inbox games

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thanks for tagging me @cutecinnamon ! I really enjoy these type of games :D

last song i listened to: about you by the 1975. I really like this song, it gives me some sort of nostalgia as well as peace!

currently watching: death note and one day (these are rewatchs hehe)

sweet/spicy/savory: sweet forever!

relationship status: single since forever haha

current obsession: levi and attack on titan of course, but except for that I'm currently in my gaming era and i'm pretty much obsessed with music in general. oh, and I just developped a new obession for death note :D. lastly, i'd see that I'm obessed with the dark/elegant aesthetic i guess ♡

last thing I googled: the meaning and analysis of a song

tagging my moots ♡! @erwinsmithsmissingleftarm @the-traveling-poet @lucysarah-c @humanitys-strongest-bamf @chaotic-on-main @spicerackofblorbos @levisecretgfblog @levilxvr +anyone who wants to join in!

Nine People I'd Like to Know Better

@lenniedoesthings tagged me in this, tysm 🥹

Last Song I Listened to: I think it was Spanish or Vanish from that new duolingo musical lol... If not probably Army by Ben Folds.

Currently Watching: So many things (mostly rewatches). Includes Anne with an E, the Good Doctor, MHA, and the Saw Franchise.

Sweet/Savoury/Spicy?: I love them all 💀, but probably spicy mostly!

Relationship Status: Single and probably for a while yet!

Current Obsession: Probably the Batfamily atm... trying to work my way through the comics is hard, though!

Gentle tagging (no pressure <3)

@snowy-astrophile @lavender-115 @studyblrspace @ros3ybabe @lintroller777 @study-diaries

(Don't think I'm mutuals with anymore people, so instead of 9, 6 I guess lol)

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jujutsu kaisen masterlist

welcome to the jujutsu kaisen masterlist! It is not my main fandom for writing, but i do try to write a lot for jjk. the characters i mostly write for are gojo, megumi and nanami, but I do take requests for other characters.

satoru gojo  ˚ ༘♡ ⋆｡˚

megumi fushiguro ˚ ༘♡ ⋆｡˚

nanami kento  ˚ ༘♡ ⋆｡˚

suguru geto  ˚ ༘♡ ⋆｡˚

toji fushiguro ˚ ༘♡ ⋆｡˚

multi jjk characters ˚ ༘♡ ⋆｡˚

#masterlist #jujutsu kaisen #jjk #jjk masterlist #jujutsu kaisen masterlist #gojo satoru #gojo satoru x reader #megumi fushiguro #megumi fushiguro x reader #nanami kento #nanami kento x reader #geto suguru #suguru geto x reader #toji fushiguro #toji fushigro x reader

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satoru gojo can definitely be an annoying pain in the ass with his constant unseriousness and goofy attitude, but when it comes to sex he is a completely different person. he never makes goofy jokes in the bedroom, exept maybe when he teases you. satoru is completely serious when he holds your jaw and kisses you roughly, when he removes your clothes and unclasp your bra. he always look at you with such passion and desire, as if he wasnt acting like a total fool an hour ago. gojo takes this seriously, when he fucks you he does it with all the passion and seriousness he can muster.

he makes sure to thrust his cock deep into you, hit your sweet spot to make you see stars and leave you beging for more. He'll even act mean sometimes, toying with your pretty pussy to leave you just on the edge, but never going over it. it's with all the seriousness in the world that he makes you beg for his cock, to beg for your sweet release. althought, sometimes you can still find that smug and childish grin on his face when you're on your knees for him, gagging on his voluminous length, nose pressed against his pelvis.

oh, and once he's burried deep into you, he'll be serious as hell. nothing on earth can stop him from drilling into that warm and pretty pussy, making him so desperate for release. he'll be going at it for hours, teasing, toying and tormenting you in all seriousness. gojo may be an annoying asshole, but you are enough to make him totally switch up.

TAGLIST: @erwinsmithsmissingleftarm @emilyyyy-08 @dark-clouds-blue-water @rithy join my taglist

#gojo satoru #gojo satoru x reader #satoru gojo smut #satoru gojo x you #satoru gojo x reader smut #jujutsu kaisen #jujutsu kaisen gojo #jujutsu kaisen smut #jujutsu kaisen x reader #jjk #jjk x reader #jjk smut #jjk gojo #smut #gojo smut

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join my taglist if you're interested!

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In His Arms

Levi Ackerman x Reader

Synopsis: Why should you look for another place to die when you have his arms around you?

Tropes: Angst, major character death

Warnings: Canon Timeline, gn!reader, angst, unhappy ending, non-explicit violence.

Word count: 2.03k

You never liked the sun all that much.

It was always too bright, too warm…always just too much. Even then, the scorching heat did nothing but increase your irritation as you laid sprawled out on the open grass field. Your body felt abnormally paralyzed, heart beating right in your ear; drowning out all the noises of the disaster happening around you.

You don’t remember how you got there.

Honestly, you couldn’t remember anything that happened in the past hour. But you laid there - on the lush green field while the sun burnt your skin, lungs constricting with every breath you took.

You were tired. Exhausted even. Wishing nothing but to fall into a deep slumber. But you can’t. Not in this filthy field (what if some insect crawls up your ear), not when the sun burns so hot (ugh, so annoying), not when your thumping, loud heartbeat almost scared you.

The wish was thrown out of the window when you felt something trickle down the side of your eye. Warm. Assuming it's sweat, you groggily moved your hand to wipe it away. Your eyes drift off to your palm – thick, warm liquid stained it red.

Blood.

For a second, you gazed at it with curiosity.

The next, everything hits you like a bullet to the gut.

The expedition, the unfruitful sighting of two abnormals near your flank, comrades that were trampled or ripped apart by the titans and at last…when it held you in its grasp; ready to chew onto your flesh.

You still didn’t remember, what happened to the accused titan that dared to make you its snack. You groaned but it came out as blood spitting coughs, as you tried to roll over – failed. Everything was still a blur.

Your solitude was cut short when you heard a thud. A figure dropped beside you.

Tufts of Jet black hair and a pair of steel blue eyes hovered through your hazy vision.

“Levi...” Voice strained yet you were able to say his name, without coughing up blood.

The said man kneeled, picking you up in his arms, your head laid on the crook of his elbow and forearm. He gently wiped away the blood aside your eyes and forehead, his touch – like a petal falling on water; almost soothing your aching body.

“I am here,” He assured you, his eyes focused on your face. He didn’t dare look down your body. The sight, even too terrifying for him.

Your right leg was missing from the knee down, the gash running through your abdomen – too deep. The blood loss was significant; staining the grass around red.

In any normal circumstance, he could carry you effortlessly. But this very day, his arms felt weak while supporting just your upper body weight, fingers trembling as he brushed off your hair.

It was minutes ago when Levi reached near the vicinity of your flank (or what once was) after being informed by a fellow soldiers that two aberrants were sighted there. He remembered the moment, the titan’s hand wrapped around your abdomen, as it held one of your limbs in its mouth, the shrieks of horror combined with pain that escaped your lips; enough to break the barriers of his rage.

For a moment, he was pushed back into the utter depths of his memory. A similar expedition, like this one… with a similar scenario where an aberrant took away the lives of his then, only family.

It couldn’t happen again. He couldn’t lose you too…

He just couldn’t.

Seconds, in literal seconds did he disintegrate those titans, their remains were nothing but blobs of flesh accompanied by the blood. The titan- or rather titans, which dared to grasp you; their corpses no- more like what was left of their corpses were left around the bloodied field, steaming into air.

It was painful.

For both of you.

He couldn’t conjure the courage to look down on your injured body, the realization that you wouldn’t make it – too difficult to be accepted. Instead he just stayed silent, as you tried to breathe, all while your chest burned.

“Levi… wh-” You were caught in a coughing fit, spitting blood out of your mouth.

“Easy, don’t talk.” His voice reaches your ears, he gingerly wipes away the blood from your chin. “I am here…” He repeats. You are going to be okay, he wants to tell you that you’d be alright. But he knows the inevitable and he knows you do too.

So the words died down.

Weakly raising your hand to cup his cheek, feeling his skin on yours; one last time. As your trembling fingertips trailed over his cheekbone, his rough hand held yours atop, running the pad of his thumb across the creases of your palm.

Oh… how much you wished for time to stop now.

To let you be like this. In his arms. Just where you were meant to be.

“I am going to die, aren’t I?”

The cursed words lolls off your lips so easily. And Levi just wishes, why does he have to bear this torment?

It’s a question you’ve asked him previously too. A lot of times to say the least. It was annoying, he had thought those times. Shushing you down with the usual - you still have time.

That time is up.

“I told you to not speak.” He rebuked harshly.

But why does this harsh attitude seems to arise from a place of tenderness?

“No,” You state with conviction even though your tone quivered. “You know it too.” You noticed the tighter grip on your hand as well as the stiffening of his body. You were right, he knows it too.

Levi knows he’s in amidst titan territory, he knows letting down his guard is the worst option but… he can’t leave you there. The regret of not staying with you now, would be greater than any regret that he might feel later.

So, he sat down properly, cradling your head on his lap. He stared right into your eyes, memorizing the colour and how the sunlight reflects on them. He gazed down at your lips, memorizing the way it curled as you speak.

 The fluttering of your eyelids does not go unnoticed. He tracd his finger down to the pulse point on your wrist. The rhythm eerily slow.

You held his gaze, focusing on his features through the blur. And even if you don’t like the sun, you can’t help but love how the periphery of his face glowed under its light. You etched the feeling of his touch to your mind.

There are so many words you wanted to say to him, so many sentiments whirling inside you which you wished to let him know.

But you don’t. The declarations too long and time too short.

Even then, in that moment you know he has his tongue tied too. The words left on the tip of his lips, never voiced out.

A silence befell you both, as if pushing you into a trance of your own. A place where these titans don’t exist, the complexities of this ongoing war vanished. Leaving you both at each other’s mercy.

The pain that surged through both of you, for a second stops. Converting into something warm…

You lived in that intimate moment with him. When words fell short, but the thread tying his soul to yours remained strong.

After a short while, a noise erupted from you. Instead of cries of pain or anguish, you let out a chuckle. Causing Levi to give you a look, questioning himself if you had gone insane.

“Ah- looks like I will be leaving before y-you,” You chuckled again, as it was followed by a painful cough.

His eyes narrowed, lips twisting into a frown, “And you are laughing?”

“Would be able to re-rest finally.” Your lips stretch in a grin. “It’s tiring to tr-train under you… every day.”

There’s a reason he found you annoying.

The corners of his lip twitched as he wondered would it be the right time to smack your head and talk some sense into you. But he refrained, just glaring at you. The glare isn’t filled with rage, rather undertones of despair.

“It’s tiring… to train under me?”

“uh huh,” You would have nodded but movement seemed challenging too. He almost wants to flick your forehead for making a joke out of this situation. But that’s just who you were. One of the many reasons he fell for you.

He understood your playfulness. A way to divert his mind. He had sworn to not regret anything but there are times. Times when he can’t help but do so. It were one of the rare times. And you just happened to be the antidote in this predicament.

Humorous, it was. You were standing on the edge of life, still it were you comforting him.

He pondered on what he did to deserve you.

The grin stayed on your lips quickly followed by another coughing fit.

Levi gently rubbed your back and shoulders – his touch again easing the pain that coursing through your ripped abdomen.

“Levi…” You call his name again, the word falling off your lips so sweetly.

Oh, how much, he wished that he’d get to hear it again and again.

His eyes flicker to your face again, even though that blood dripped down the side of your face and your eyes half-lidded; he can’t help but still find you beautiful.

As beautiful as always.

“I’m listening.”

You smile, breathing heavily, eyelids drooping down as you force them to stay open. “O-oh nothing... just wanted to say your name.”

He gulps down the lump forming in his throat, wondering how easily you had always understood him. Through the silent nights you spent on the rooftops or when he completed his paperworks as you prepared him tea.

“But if I had to ask for something… hey… Levi,” You whined with a frown. You assumed he wasn’t listening. But he was listening.

Always listening.

“What?” The heaviness in his voice was evident, he was holding back from crumbling down. His eyes drooped down, the grimace on his lips; an expression you knew all too well.

You breathed in sharply as the smile remained, “Watch it… till the end, for me.”

His eyes flickered with something for a second, before he blinked. Once. Twice. The pad of his thumb running circles on your cheek.

With the tightness in his chest, he nodded, “I will.” The same grin from earlier gets plastered on your face again. That assurance was enough for you.

For, if you can’t see the outside world, to taste freedom in its true form. You at least want him to watch it for you, to live in it for you.

Your chest burned again, the blood loss taking a toll on you as your head felt awfully light. Levi noticed it too along with the coldness of your body, as the pulse rate has almost diminished.

“I am sleepy,” Your voice being a mere whisper.

He knew and you did too.

The time has come.

“Sleep,” He replied, “You’ve fought for long, rest easy now. I’ll be here.”

He gingerly caressed your face once again, his steel grey eyes fixated on yours as if there’s no tomorrow, thumb tracing the outline of your lips.

“And when you wake up…” He gazed at you with so much longing and affection. “I will find you again.”

Your lips cracked into one of the most beautiful smiles he had ever seen. A smile he locked into his memory. With a slight nod of your head, your eyelids closed.

You breathed out once. Then never.

Levi stayed there, holding you tight for as long as he could remember.

As the despicable sun shone on the unlucky lovers, a little too brightly and the noises from the catastrophe elsewhere started to sync in. The grassfield was still as bloody and filthy.

You passed away, in the place you loathed. But didn’t, in your last moments.

Through unsaid words and silent promises, you took your last breath. But it was alright. Cause you were where you were meant to be.

You were in his arms.

#im crying #i love love this #levi x reader #levi ackerman x reader #levi ackerman angst

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notes: back with a short drabble! I had a suddent inspiration to write something and it came out to be quite romantic. anyway i hope you'll like it ♡

In the dim glow of candlelight, Levi Ackerman sat at his desk, engrossed in the stack of paperwork before him. The weight of his responsibilities pressed down on him, a burden he bore with unyielding resolve. Yet, amidst the chaos of duty, there was a fleeting moment of respite whenever she entered the room.

You, the one who brought warmth to the chill of his existence, moved gracefully into his quarters. Your presence alone was a balm to his weary soul. Levi glanced up from his work, his steel-grey eyes meeting yours, and in that simple exchange, a world of unspoken words passed between you two.

"Levi," you murmured softly, your voice like a melody that eased the tension in his shoulders.

He watched as you approached, the gentle curve of your lips forming a tender smile. With each step you took, his heart beat a little faster, a rhythm that echoed the longing he dared not voice.

Standing before him now, you reached out, your fingertips brushing against his cheek in a gesture so tender, it stirred something deep within him. In that fleeting touch, Levi found solace, a fleeting moment of peace amidst the chaos of their world.

"Work can wait," you whispered, your voice a soothing caress, "but moments like these, with you, are precious."

Levi's stoic facade softened, a rare smile gracing his lips as he reached out to intertwine his fingers with yours. In that simple gesture, your worlds collided, two souls bound together by an unspoken bond that transcended the boundaries of duty and war.

And in that quiet sanctuary, amidst the flickering candlelight, Levi Ackerman found himself falling deeper in love with the woman who had stolen his heart.

divider credit: @cafekitsune

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#levi ackerman #levi ackerman x reader #attack on titan #levi ackerman x y/n #levi x reader #aot x reader #levi fluff #fluff

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hi!! i just saw your taylor Swift writing event :)) I wanted to request a jean kirstein x reader with "you are in love" from the 1989 album? thanks! <3

notes: anon, i loved your request as it is one of my favorite songs. sorry i know it took some time to get it done but i want to thank you for participating and i hope that you'll like these headcanons :D

cw: all fluff, inspired by the lyrics of "you are in love" by taylor swift

event masterlist

jean kirstein x you are in love

boyfriend!jean who is a sweetheart from the very beginning of your relationship

boyfriend!jean who always looks for you in a room, making sure you’re well and safe

boyfriend!jean who doesn’t voice his love for you, but you saw enough

boyfriend!jean who takes you out on late night date, drinking coffee as your shoulders brush: a simple touch, but you felt enough

boyfriend!jean who makes his love for you incredibly obvious: you can hear it in the silence, you can see it with the lights out; you are in love

boyfriend!jean who constantly lets you spend the night at his place, especially on sundays where he promised to treat you like a princess. and every morning, while you keep his shirt, he always keeps his word

boyfriend!jean with whom you can let go of your fears and your ghosts, step by step he is healing you and making you feel safe

boyfriend!jean who makes sure you two have a healthy relationship: one day you kiss on sidewalks, the other day you fight and talk it out. 

boyfriend!jean who whispered those sacred three words to you one night as he woke with a strange look on his face, and at that moment you knew that he was in love

boyfriend!jean who keeps a picture of you in his office downtown, always wanting to have something around him that reminds him of you

boyfriend!jean who now understood why people lost their minds and fought the war of love. 

boyfriend!jean who is deeply, utterly and profoundly in love with you. 

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levi ackerman ˚ ༘♡ ⋆｡˚

drabbles/headcanons

dating levi in high school hc

lipstick stains

levi and flirting

christmas party with levi

pushing each other away

short fluff

smut

one-shots

holidays warmth

series

smaus

#masterlist #levi ackerman #levi ackerman x y/n #levi x reader #attack on titan levi #attack on titan #levi ackerman masterlist #captain levi #levi x you

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masterlist of works ˚ ༘♡ ⋆｡˚

attack on titan masterlist ˚ ༘♡ ⋆｡˚

jujutsu kaisen masterlist ˚ ༘♡ ⋆｡˚

death note masterlist ˚ ༘♡ ⋆｡˚

#masterlist #navigation #attack on titan #jujutsu kaisen #death note

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hi!! i just saw your taylor Swift writing event :)) I wanted to request a jean kirstein x reader with "you are in love" from the 1989 album? thanks! <3

notes: anon, i loved your request as it is one of my favorite songs. sorry i know it took some time to get it done but i want to thank you for participating and i hope that you'll like these headcanons :D

cw: all fluff, inspired by the lyrics of "you are in love" by taylor swift

event masterlist

jean kirstein x you are in love

boyfriend!jean who is a sweetheart from the very beginning of your relationship

boyfriend!jean who always looks for you in a room, making sure you’re well and safe

boyfriend!jean who doesn’t voice his love for you, but you saw enough

boyfriend!jean who takes you out on late night date, drinking coffee as your shoulders brush: a simple touch, but you felt enough

boyfriend!jean who makes his love for you incredibly obvious: you can hear it in the silence, you can see it with the lights out; you are in love

boyfriend!jean who constantly lets you spend the night at his place, especially on sundays where he promised to treat you like a princess. and every morning, while you keep his shirt, he always keeps his word

boyfriend!jean with whom you can let go of your fears and your ghosts, step by step he is healing you and making you feel safe

boyfriend!jean who makes sure you two have a healthy relationship: one day you kiss on sidewalks, the other day you fight and talk it out. 

boyfriend!jean who whispered those sacred three words to you one night as he woke with a strange look on his face, and at that moment you knew that he was in love

boyfriend!jean who keeps a picture of you in his office downtown, always wanting to have something around him that reminds him of you

boyfriend!jean who now understood why people lost their minds and fought the war of love. 

boyfriend!jean who is deeply, utterly and profoundly in love with you. 

#jean kirschtein x reader #jean kirstein #jean kirschstein fluff #attack on titan #attack on titan headcanons #attack on titan jean kirstein #jean kirstein x reader #jean kirstein x you #taylor swift #you are in love #writing event #levisfavoriteteashop

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#death note #death note x reader #questions #yes or no #light yagami x reader #l lawliet x reader #death note x you #death note x y/n #death note fanfiction

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hey hey!

Sorry for being inactive for the last few days, i’ve been pretty busy! Anyway I just wanted to update y’all on my event progress, I’m working on a few requests and I will post one or two of them on wednesday!

Have a great day 🤍

#update #attack on titan #levisfavoriteteashop #writing event

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One night stand with Levi is just that, a one time thing. He can't risk a relationship, he knows that he can't give you what you deserve so he gives you everything that one night, he marks your skin, makes you moan and beg for him. He interlocks his hands with your as his thrusts get deeper, his cock hitting all the right spots and he is close to saying those three words but he doesn't. Insted he kisses you, swalloing the words with a moan. Levi won't forget that night ever and he hopes that after all this is over, you and him can be finally together

Expect he is watching you in a white dress, walking down the asile to marry another man. You look beautiful and Levi was never the jealous type however the envy he feels for that man waiting for you is through the roof. He will get to kiss you and have you, love you like Levi never did because he was a coward when he wanted to love you the most. During the vows, he stands up and leaves looking over his shoulder to catch a glimpse of you, you're too busy looking at your soon to be husband. Levi leaves without a word, as soon as he is outside in the fresh air, a sigh leaves him. No regrets was his main rule, no matter what choice he made, he never regretted it until now. Swallowing the lamp in his throat, he puts his hands in his pockets and walks away, feeling the metal of the ring he brought for you, a ring that you were supposed to wear on your ring finger.

#i’m crying right now #levi ackerman #attack on titan

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levisfavoriteteashop's writing event

illicit affairs x eren yeager

"you know damn well, for you i would ruin myself, a million little times."

notes: this is the first fic on my writing event, requested by @urmomslvr0. i hope you like it, i know you said maybe you'd want a happy ending but i was really feeling like going for angst, i hope you don't mind :) i really enjoyed writing it, thank you for your request.

cw: modern!au, cheating, angst no comfort

word count: around 1.4k

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Make sure nobody sees you leave Hood over your head, keep your eyes down

Your heart jumped in your chest when you heard the familiar ding of an incoming text message coming through your phone. You discreetly grabbed the phone and unlocked it, only to read the text message you received. To no surprise, it was from your one and only best friend; Eren Yeager.

“Meet me, you know where. I want to talk”, the message says, short and straight to the point, as usual.

Tell your friends you're out for a run You'll be flushed when you return

“Y/N? Are you alright” You turned your head toward your friend, with whom you were having a sleepover tonight. She was sitting on your bed and she had noticed your troubled expression, which left her wondering about what was going on.

“Y-Yeah, I’m fine. Hey, uh…I need some air, I’ll go for a quick run, ‘kay?” Without waiting for her response, you passed in front of her to get to the front door, your heart beating nervously in your chest.

Take the road less travelled by Tell yourself you can always stop

As you walked the lonely streets of your neighbourhood, you couldn’t help but overthink and worry, wondering if what you were doing was right. After all, it was nothing new, only the same old story. Your heart was aching for him, you were so in love with that boy, yes, but you knew it was wrong. Eren had a girlfriend, Mikasa, and you had to let him be. But, how could you possibly do that when that very same boy kept playing around with you whenever he had the chance? Eren knew about your feelings for him, so why was he continuing to lead you on?

What started in beautiful rooms Ends with meetings in parking lots

Finally, you made you arrive at that spot, the spot he always called you when he wanted to talk to you, or see you. As you approached the tall figure, he lifted up his head and gave you a calm smile, his green eyes shining brightly at yours. Even though you knew better, you smiled back. You always did.

“Hey…thank you for coming.”

“Well…how could I not?” you answered with a shy smile. Meanwhile, Eren got a bit closer to you.

“How are you?” he asked, genuine concern filled his deep, soft voice.

“I’m…alright. How about you? How are…things?”

Eren smiled awkwardly and shook his head slightly “Ah…don’t worry about it. Things are fine, Mikasa’s clueless…”he paused, before leaning slowly his hand toward your face and brushing back a strand of hair behind your ear.

“You’re really pretty, you know?”he murmured slowly, staring deeply into your eyes.

And that's the thing about illicit affairs And clandestine meetings and longing stares

You smile weakly, feeling butterflies in your stomach, but at the same time you felt…bad, hesitant. Your emotions were in turmoil, because you knew that this was wrong. This was wrong on so many aspects, but your foolish little heart couldn’t let go, no matter how hard you tried.

“Hey…what’s wrong?” he murmured as he cupped your cheeks, worry filling his eyes.

You sighed softly and looked at him with sad hesitation as you spoke in a soft voice.

“Eren…do we really have to continue seeing each other this way? Shouldn’t we just…be together officially?”

It's born from just one single glance But it dies, and it dies, and it dies A million little times

Eren’s face frowned as he sighed and removed his hands off your cheeks.

“Y/N…you know I can’t do that. There’s Mikasa.”

“But you’re seeing me…it means that you don’t really love her, do you? So I don’t understand wh–”

“God, please! Look baby, you agreed on being with me like that, yeah? I can’t just break up with her now, so..just be patient, okay?”

Eren scoffed and shook his head, giving you an exhausted look, as if trying to say that you were the one who got it wrong.

“Eren…please, I’m serious. Why is it so hard for you to break up with her when you say that I’m all I want?” you asked in a soft murmur, giving him a desperate look, needing answers to ease your troubled mind.

Eren was about to answer, looking deeply inside you eyes, but you spoke first, letting out everything you kept for yourself.

Leave the perfume on the shelf That you picked out just for him So you leave no trace behind Like you don't even exist

“Look, Eren…you know I love you. And I want to be with you, but I need you to be honest with me, I need to know if you and I have a future together. Don’t you understand how hard it is, to pretend as if there is nothing between us, to just be your little secret? I always have to make sure to not leave any trace behind, like I don't even exist! And I’ve tried so hard to be patient and not ask too much, but I think I deserve to know. If you’re seeing me because you’re in it for the thrill but you don’t have genuine love for me, then I’m sorry but I can’t keep being the other woman in that relationship of yours. So, please…all I’m asking you is to give me an answer.”

The silence hit heavily, as the both of you looked at each other. Unspoken thoughts and feelings filled the air, as you awaited his answer, feeling as if your heart was slowly sinking deep inside your chest. You were waiting hopefully, looking softly at the man standing in front of you. Deep down, however, you already knew what the answer would be.

And you wanna scream Don't call me "kid" Don't call me "baby" Look at this godforsaken mess that you made me

Eren remained silent, torn apart by mixed feelings. He looked slowly toward you, his emerald eyes filled with doubt and hesitation.

“Look…kid, just listen…”

You stayed silent, as you looked at him struggling for words, feeling your heart slowly drop at his visible hesitation.

“Baby, I…I know how it is for you but you know…you know I can’t just…”

“Can’t what? Can’t be with me officially because you don’t really want that?” you cut him off as you spoke bitterly, looking at him with sad but firm eyes.

“Eren, I love you, but I can’t keep doing that to myself. Can’t you see that? Can’t you see what a godforsaken mess you made of me? I’m just utterly tired, Eren. Tired of every time I feel my heart break in my chest whenever I see you with Mikasa, and yet I have no right to be sad or mad about it because you aren’t mine to begin with. Tired of the constant lying, hiding and sneaking around just because you can’t make up your mind.” you paused, as you were trying so hard to hold back the tears that were starting to form in your eyes.

“You know, the worst part is that I can’t move on and focus on someone else. It’s like…it’s as if you taught me a secret language I can’t speak with anyone else, everything keeps me bound to you, and as much as I love you, i hate that is it keeping us like that. I truly want only the best for us, but at this point we have to accept that you are seeing Mikasa, and you have to let me move on. Please…” you finished your sentences with teary eyes, filling the dampness on your cheek. You took a shaky breath as you looked down, trying to remain calm and collected.

As the silence grew heavy and awkward, the low and guilty voice of the man in front of you spoke again, barely above a murmur.

“…Yeah. I know, I’m…I’m sorry. I…”

You didn’t have to listen to the rest of his apologetic and sad speech to understand what it meant. It was the end of the story, a story that never should’ve happened in the first place. Now, all that there was left to it was the fact that you would easily ruin yourself a million little times for Eren, and he knew that very well. And it was unfair, because he couldn’t do the same for you.

#eren yeager x reader #eren yeager #attack on titan #writing event #levisfavoriteteashop #angst #illicit affairs #fics inspired by song

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levisfavoriteteashop's writing event

hey everyone! in honor of my return to tumblr, i decided to do my first ever writing event to get myself motivated to start writing again and be more active on my blog. for this event, i decided to reunite two of my favorite things: attack on titan and tayor swift.

what is it: since i love attack on titan and taylor swift, I sometimes write drabbles based on taylor swift's songs. so, i decided to make a full event where i'll write oneshots or drabbles for an attack on titan character, based on a taylor swift's song.

how it works: i haven't established yet for how long i would continue this event, but i'll keep you updated. anyway, for the event i joined below a list of characters and songs for which i would write, and all you have to do is to send me your request and i'll do my best to do it soon. i'll start the event by writing something first, then you can request whatever. please note that i won't write for the same song if it was already used twice.

characters and songs i would write for:

characters: levi ackerman, erwin smith, eren yeager, jean kirstein, armin arlert, reiner braun and hange zoe.

songs: basically almost every song with romantic or platonic feelings in it, it can be happy, sad, anything. however, please note that if the song you requested doesn't have much in term of feelings I can write a self-ship about (for example "look what you made me do" or "shake it off"), i won't be able to write something based off of it. but otherwise, you're all good!

hope to see you in my inbox! enjoy :D

masterlist

illicit affairs x eren yeager

style x levi ackerman

snow on the beach x levi ackerman

wildest dreams x erwin smith

you are in love x jean kirstein

dress x reiner braun

labyrinth x eren yeager

mirrorball x hange zoe

ivy x hange zoe

cowboy like me x hange zoe

i think he knows x jean kirstein

tolerate it x levi ackerman

begin again x levi ackerman

and more coming soon!

#writing event #writing prompt #attack on titan #taylor swift #self ship #requests open #levi ackerman x reader #erwin smith x reader #eren yeager x reader #jean kirschtein x reader #armin arlert x reader #reiner x reader #hange x reader #levisfavoriteteashop