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headofhelios · 3 years

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Ok I am a single follower but I like hannibal tv but would enjoy ur movie thoughts I like some of the books too and have been meaning to get around to the movies 😳😳

OKAY I'M EDITING A READMORE ONTO THIS LOL I REALIZED THATS SOMETHING I CAN DO! so now my incredibly waaayyy too long answer abt my thoughts on 2002 will is under there. apologies bc this is less "movie thoughts" and more "2002 movie will thoughts" but well thats how the chips fell

GOD okay sooo for the record i am reading the red dragon book and am like 7 or 8 chapters in and full transparency im not like. enjoying it lol. the book pisses me off with its misogyny (all the women in it are either dead or it feels like you're supposed to think theyre Selfish Bitches or theyre just there for like. bizarre and uncomfortable sexual moments like the guys talking abt that woman in the elevator, or that one part of mrs. leeds diary which is like. i guess could be there to Show Her Humanity or whatever but 1. there are more ways to do that 2. the book doesnt seem particularly concerned with her humanity considering she's barely even given a first name and so far the novel hasnt seemed to disapprove of how will thinks of her as a possession of her husband) and its inconsistency with will's most important character trait or whatever (he's so intensely, extremely empathetic towards EVERYONE, even serial killers, which makes him really good at finding them! and he can never turn this off, to the point where every time he has a conversation with someone, he ends up mimicking the way they talk, even if he tries to stop! but also he never empathizes with the victims or HIS OWN FUCKING WIFE? HELLO? so it really feels less like "extremely strong empathy for everyone that he cant control" and more like "he can empathize with serial killers extremely well and also other people if we want to Make A Point in one scene instead of letting the point show through the whole book") BUT UHHH ANYWAY. MOVIE THOUGHTS. THE MOVIE THOUGHTS YOU ASKED FOR COMING RIGHT UP!

okay this is what i am worried will either 1. draw annoying tv will graham stans to my blog like flies or 2. end with me being hanged in the town square BUT. it must be said. i prefer 2002 red dragon will graham to tv will graham. and quite frankly? so far? i think 2002 red dragon will graham is better than book will graham. i cannot lie.

my reasoning: because 2002 will actually empathizes with more people than serial killers and his boss! y'know! like you'd assume someone with constant extreme empathy would! the difference between the first scene with molly in the book vs in the movie are SO striking to me now that i've read that part of the novel. in the novel he seems very... rough, i guess, and like he doesnt care about molly's worries. he doesnt seem to see things from her perspective, which especially feels like a kick to the gut because MOLLY! SEES! THINGS! FROM! HIS! PERSPECTIVE!!! she literally empathizes with him more than he does with her! what the fuck! MEANWHILE in the movie, he does seem to care about her. his assurances that he wont get too involved seem like assurances rather than him trying to get her off his back. he hugs her and tells her he loves her and i actually believe that yeah, he loves her, he knows she's worried about him, and he wants to comfort her and ease her worries. and the victims! AGAIN such a stark difference to me! in the book, will is like... uncomfortable empathizing w the red dragon, of course, but he doesnt seem to empathize with the victims all that much, ESPECIALLY not the women. he doesnt care about them. he sees them as possessions belonging to their husbands and its so fucking gross. despite already suspecting that the red dragon chooses families based on the women, he decides to waste time focusing on the husbands as a way of "asking permission to look at [their wives]." what the fuck? meanwhile in the film, he feels for the victims so much that he can barely even say that the kids were shot in bed! when he watches the tapes, he focuses on the women! because that's his fucking job!!! and we see him empathizing with them! wow!!

siiigh okay im gonna stop talking abt the book vs the movie now bc again im only like 8 chapters or so deep. but now we come to tv will vs. 2002 will, which is admittedly gonna be more subjective and part of that it bc i cant remember a whole lot of specifics from the show bc my memory is Very Bad. but anyway

let's get the shallow stuff out of the way. yes i prefer ed norton's face to hugh dancy's. call hugh dancy "gender" or whatever have your fun i support you and your right to call any blood covered man a gender but by god is that not even REMOTELY my experience. next shallow thing to get out of the way: ed norton's line delivery is like music to my FUCKING ears compared to hugh dancy's i am so sorry. like the jokes about will shaking like a damp chihuahua before taking 5 minutes to stutter out "he's killing them....... On Purpose, jack." are funny and all but christ i had SUCH a hard time watching the show bc of that im not lying. literally hearing 2002 will just say "he's not keeping them. he's eating them." nice and quick, matter of factly is better than well im actually gonna end that sentence there but you get the idea. like YESSS you little blonde bitch get to the point i love you!!!

OKAY NOW less shallow points but also less uhh idk man i just dont remember a lot of hannibal. but basically: after seeing how caring 2002 will is, i'm kind of... idk i'm just so over tv will and how abrasive and harsh he is in comparison. like i fell in LOVE with how vulnerable 2002 will is, how he feels like he cares deeply about the people around him (and honestly... idk i cant remember a moment in the hannibal tv series that made me feel the way i felt when 2002 will can't say "the kids were shot in their beds". it's like... yeah this is a guy who feels so deeply for everyone around him at all times. i believe that.) and i just dont remember getting that same feeling from tv will. i have been gently spoon fed the most excellent chocolate pudding and everything else in my memory is just a snack pack. i guess tv will has those moments (what comes to mind is when he brings gideon to hannibal's house and is crying and he says "please dont lie to me") but idk they just didnt really do for me what 2002 will does. and then their scenes with reba! wow! i rewatched the tv version after watching red dragon, bc the film version made me tear up, meanwhile the tv version i barely remembered and i wasnt sure if that was just bc of the different mindsets i was in while watching them or what. and ok i just rewatched the tv version again and like... yeah. it's the wills lol. i LOVEEE tv reba SO much she is giving everything in that scene!! she sounds so like... broken, both bc of dolarhyde's apparent suicide and bc of finding out who he was + what he was doing, she sounds so fragile and guilt ridden! she's amazing!! but will. idk. tv will's delivery just seems... idk this feels dumb to say but it sounds like writing. i admittedly LOVE the line "people who study this kind of thing say that he was trying to stop because you helped him." and his delivery there is good. but between tv "you didnt draw a freak, you drew a man w a freak on his back" and the 2002 version, the 2002 delivery seems more genuine while the tv delivery sounds rehearsed. idk overall the 2002 version of that conversation just makes me feel more? its like. idk i can feel the 2002 version gently holding my heart while the tv version is a scene that is nice in h/nnigram gifsets or w/e.

umm ok this is already suuuper long and my brain is getting a bit mushy so i'm gonna start wrapping it up lol. i'll probably compare book will and 2002 will again after i finish the book, and then i miiight rewatch hannibal, or at least parts of s3. but right now my thoughts are basically: book will is a fucking dick who has an easier time empathizing with serial killers than with his wife. tv will is a nothing girl after being so completely catered to + also idk he doesnt have the same fragility that i want from my wills now. and 2002 will is my little caramel apple. he has this delightful vulnerability and feels like he cares so much and empathizes with more people than serial killers and his boss and 4 people in a diner for one scene! 2002 will made me care about will graham! which is honestly kind of a feat!

#long post #like so so so long #my condolences anon and also anyone following me who doesnt want this on their dash #but yeah 2002 will is my booboo bear my cinnamon swirl coffeecake my little heavensent angel #and ed nortons performance made me feel more than hugh dancy's #i think ed norton does a really good job at giving his characters that kind of vulnerability and i LOVE that!!#like yeah whatever 'you're gat arent you dont you just think hes hot' sure say that but also like #have you seen him in primal fear? its a movie thats a firm Its Complicated for me but his performance is so good and he feels so vulnerable #and even in fight club and kingdom of heaven i think he gets that in there! idk i genuinely think he's a good actor #personal #red dragon #if im writing an essay i may as well put it in my tags #asks #anonymous #<- FORGOT TO ADD THOSE TAGS. anyway #EDIT: NOW FEATURING A READMORE LOL.

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rapperkookz · 5 years

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ironman!namjoon

a/n wow ok so this is the start of my avengers!bts headcanons and yuh they all have set in stone story lines but im gonna shake it up a lil bit xD

word count: 2.3k

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kim namjoon

you see

the kim namjoon is a smart kid

child genius if i say so myself

and boy he knew it

no eleven year old chooses to write a paper about hubble’s law of cosmic expansion for a science project instead of making a trifold and using liquid cement

no, namjoon writes a 4-page paper in apa style with a magnificent abstract

he got an A on it of course

his brilliance only goes up from there

and with his rich parents, he has the opportunity-

to which yoongi and seokjin would say “privilege”

but let’s just say “opportunity”

to do incredible research and studies and experiments

his dad has a science lab built just for him in their house

by nineteen, namjoon has taken over a good percentage of his parents’ business

kim enterprises

growing up, namjoon had an idea that his parents’ business was pretty expansive and were involved in many areas

but it wasn’t until he was placed in board meetings at eighteen when he absorbed how powerful his family really was

and sure the business aspect of him was aight, but he loved his lab and would rather leave the negotiating to his mom and dad

you grew up with namjoon, you were also from a wealthy family

your fathers were childhood friends and they grew their businesses together

although kim enterprises surpassed your family’s wealth easily, the bond between your families were still tight

namjoon was stubborn and a smartass

but he wasn’t a jerk, just...very selective with his true self

he’s also a bit spoiled, but with his parents who gave into his every wish, it just turned out that way

at 21, namjoon’s parents got into a plane crash on the way to a meeting in london and it unfortunately claimed their lives

namjoon became the sole CEO and heir of kim enterprises

he asked you for help because damn he couldn’t run a whole business by himself??

and you weren’t needed yet to run your own family business

so you didn’t mind helping out your friend

things were running okay with little kinks in the road, but the business was still thriving and so namjoon was okay with that

until one day when you and namjoon were hanging out in his family mansion and it was broken into

in a crazy haze, you were captured and abducted

namjoon knew they were after him and not you and for the first time in his life:

he had absolutely no idea what to do

he had to find you of course but he didn’t know where to start

namjoon couldn’t tell your parents because they would absolutely kill him for not protecting you

and honestly he wanted to beat himself up too for that fact

thanks to his brilliant mind, he managed to track wherever the fuck you were being held captive

he took his private jet out to a nearby place and did the rest by foot

this was basically a suicide mission and he knew it, but to hell with it

namjoon would exchange his life for yours, you’ve been with him since birth

back to you

you were being held in a cell

your captors needed namjoon to build something for them, but since you weren’t him, you were useless to them

you thought they were going to kill you

but instead they just locked you up

you didn’t expect to see namjoon being pushed into your cell with you

“joon what the fuck are you doing here?”

“I uh...I found you.”

you thought he would have told your dad and then like officers would come and find you

not namjoon, alone.

“did you expect to just walk in and sweet talk them into letting me go?”

he scratched the back of his neck

“for a genius, you’re fucking stupid.”

“okay, truthfully, i thought I could turn myself in and that would convince them to let you go, but i guess they just took both of us haha.”

for weeks you two were held prisoner, your captors taking namjoon in the morning and returning with him at night

you were just stuck in there

but whenever joon came back, he had a new injury to him

your heart hurt whenever you saw him come back, pain all over his face

you would do your best into aiding him, but you didn’t really have much options in the small cell

it was one night when he didn’t come back and your mind automatically assumed that he was dead

you started sobbing in the cell, god you were going crazy

you needed to get out of there

and then when you heard some whimpering and cries of pain, your drive only got bigger bc you knew it was namjoon

you started clanging on the cell and screaming for them to let you go

and then from the corner of your eye, you spotted joon crawling to you, all bloodied up

you gasped spotting the large wound on his chest

but before you could start losing your mind about your best friend was going to die, he calmly started instructing you to build a generator for him

you: joon! I’m not as smart as you, this thing is going to fucking blow up

joon: y/n, calm down and listen to me. you can do this, i believe in you

also joon: connect that wire to the plug...black long thing to red square.

as the hours went on into the night, namjoon sounded weaker and weaker, making you urgent into finishing his little generator

you started holding his hand

“joon, it’s done, okay? it’s done.”

“this is going to hurt like a bitch, but put that generator in my wound. and shove my shirt in my mouth, shut me up with it or we’ll get caught.”

“w-what?”

“just do it y/n!”

you shoved the triangle thing you made (with his help) into his chest and shut your eyes as you basically gagged joon quiet

within minutes he started to get better and you felt like a huge weight was lifted off your shoulders

the last thing you remember before crashing was joon saying “thank you, y/n, now go rest.”

you were awaken by a huge bang

lo and behold, namjoon’s in a tin suit and he blasted your cell open

you could barely register namjoon breaking the roof of your cell and grasping you by the waist and flying you out of there

his tin suit failed him within minutes, the thrusters he built at his feet giving in

but the important thing was that you two made it out and crashlanded in a lake

the place where you were held captive burst into flames

you were founded by your father’s men

(he had some great influence in the army)

and fuck you and joon suffered from one hell of a ptsd

for a while, joon became distant

i mean, could you blame him? y’all got kidnapped and almost died

you tried to reach out but his house security kept denying you

cute side note: namjoon’s jarvis is called moni

“god dammit moni, i just wanna talk to him”

“my apologies miss/sir y/n, master kim doesn’t want any visitors at the moment.”

the next time joon talked to you was months after you two were found, he invited you over to his house and his security system led you straight to his lab

you walked in to see your best friend in a golden technological suit, the triangle generator you helped him make glowing on the torso of his suit

“joon, what the fuck are you doing?”

he sat you down and explained how after your whole kidnapping, he realized that he had a gift

and he could either be sitting around waiting to be kidnapped again for his mind to be used for the worst

or he could be doing something for the greater good

you honestly couldn’t follow, couldn’t he just use his wealth to donate to charities or something?

but no, he wanted to be proactive and idk be some kind of superhero

“why are you telling me all this?”

“well, not only are you my best friend and we have suffered through hell together...if I happen to die out there, I’m leaving you in charge of kim enterprises.”

“huh die out where? joon you’re not going back there.”

he then told you how he was forced to build weapons while you were kidnapped and how his parents dealt with underground business with terrible people and now it’s come to bite him and kim enterprises in the ass

“i’m going back. If you want, you can stay here and monitor me. moni has complete access to my suit, it is my eyes and ears.”

“god, just...come back, don’t die on me, please.”

you end up watching him complete whatever mission he had for himself

but also how he got his ass beat

you almost missed a pair of boys save him from where he was

they were quick to the eye, dressed all in black, you just remember one with a bow and arrow

fast forward another couple months

joon was safe, thank god, and just doing insane upgrades on his suit and what not

you called him golden boy, but he said that name just didn’t suit him

you see that pun i put there ;)

the two of you were discussing the art exhibit he needed to attend when moni alerted him of visitors

surprise surprise it was the same two boys that you remember saving him, except they were dressed casually this time

“you must be y/n, namjoon hyung’s better half.”

namjoon glared at the boy, “shut up, jimin.”

the other one spoke, “we need you both to come to headquarters.”

“omg I’m not being kidnapped again, am i?”

the three of them laughed

you were told that jimin and the other boy, taehyung, were agents under BTS, a protection initiative created by their boss, Mr. Bang

and now, namjoon was being recruited to be part of that initiative

BTS is a specialized sub-unit to the larger Avengers motion

it put your mind at ease knowing that namjoon wasn’t alone in his whole fighting crime and saving lives ordeal

the media deemed namjoon’s golden suit as “iron man”

and although you personally liked your “golden boy” name better

joon had a complete liking to the other name

you witnessed when they recruited more agents to BTS

namjoon began to have a nice bond with the other boys

and it made you happy, of course, knowing that he had others by his side

but sometimes you couldn’t help but feel as if you were being replaced as his best friend

especially when he and the wakandan king, jung hoseok, became rather close

namjoon first realized his feelings for you when kim seokjin, aka the god of thunder, was flirting with you during one of joon’s house parties

he almost had a fist fight with him

but the other boys held them back from beating each other up

a supersuit vs a god with insane powers? that wasn’t going to end well at all

and so namjoon secretly pined for you

you were still doing business together, but it was mostly you because he was busy now with world saving duties

you were the one to convince him to recruit their youngest and final member to BTS

the spider kid, jeon jungkook

namjoon becomes jungkook’s mentor

and it’s quite endearing

but jk’s also the one to spill to you that namjoon has had the hugest crush on you for the longest time

kid just can’t keep his mouth shut sometimes

all the boys knew that namjoon was basically in love with you

they even helped him come up with this elaborate event of confessing to you

...which all went to hell bc yoongi got triggered and smashed everything

yoongi felt so bad afterwards

but all ended well bc of course you loved namjoon back

he was your best friend and your #1 since day 1

namjoon ends up revealing himself as iron man probably a year after the whole BTS unit was solidified

the press was hell for kim enterprises

which you had to mainly contain :/

but you know he’s a charmer in front of the camera

your parents were a bit iffy when they found out you were dating iron man

but if anyone could take care of you, they knew it would be namjoon

aw im emo

dating your best friend/business partner is a rollercoaster

you’ve had your fair share of heart attack moments, waiting for him after a battle or a mission

namjoon has put his life in danger and will continue to put his life in danger and you’re just going to have to deal with that

he hates that he also puts your life in danger just by association, but you have a lot of protection, courtesy of Mr. Bang

you wear his suit sometimes and try to fly it for fun

he finds you cute

builds you a suit, yourself, but you don’t wear it often

mostly bc you know there’s some weapons included for safety and that scares you a bit

you end up merging businesses with kim enterprises

and run the whole rodeo bc he’s too busy saving the world

but you always keep him updated on what’s happening

he’s become less arrogant after being with the boys and after dating you

but he’s still a smartass

uses kim enterprises’ wealth and resources for the improvement of BTS

it’s pretty useful if you ask me

namjoon becomes the spokesperson for BTS ;)

he and his boys save the world on the regular

but he wouldn’t be saving the world if you didn’t save his world first

u fucking wu

that last part was cheesy but am i sorry about it?

nah

7-6-19

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a-forgotten-spirit · 5 years

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Azriel x Reader

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Hey my little spirits this has taken me so long and to be completely honest I'm not happy with it so please give me feed back either in the comments or a personal message.

Another note I am taking requests to get me back into writing and recently changed the set up of my room and got a huge desk putting books and things on it so im trying to have a more positive space to work in. Send me a message if you want a request.

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Chapter 5

Y/N P.O.V

I walked to the training area ready for a good fight and ready to show the boys around here what it means to be a real warrior not an overgrown child with a sword. Walking into the arena I saw Devlon already there a sword in hand. My men stopped as did Azriel and I walked in to the place that would occupy the fighting.

"Had fun with all your men" he snickered as did his friends I saw my men go-to move and I raised my hand in a motion which meant to stop and I rose my head to Devlon smirking.

"Ah yes well-rested, it was great fun to bad I don't invite the lowest scum into my bed" I replied seeing the reactions from the others was priceless. The perfect picture of mad and rage showed within them. "Now I'm here to fight" I unsheathed my swords "So let us begin"

I moved with accuracy and skill. The faster you are the easier it is to win, I ran past him slicing his cheek with my sword while he raised his. I was behind him now, lifting my leg and kicking his rib cage he harshly fell. "I thought you were better than that" I laughed lightly and walked overstepping on his chest only for a sword to be at my neck. Smiling down at him as I swung my own swords pushing his away but not from his hand and pointing the end of my blade at him "Checkmate" I smirked and walked away.

I didn't get far before his voice rose in an annoying octave "Cheater, you use two swords" he yelled and picked himself from the ground. I shrugged throwing my sword to my men and turned facing him.

It was as though the world slowed, his sword raised and he came for me but I raised my own sword and countered it easily. Spinning and hitting his sword from his hand I held the tip once more to his throat. "Checkmate" I smirked again.

"Hand to hand" he bellowed, I looked to him and tilted my head to the side as he rose from the ground and was breathing heavily. The way his eyes shone in anger was one of the best things I have ever witnessed. The look of pure and utter shock mixed with anger was one I wanted to see constantly.

"Why" I smirked "Can't you understand that you lost twice, Devlon get it through your head. You lost" I tried to emphasize it didn't work he was getting his breath back and continued to ask for a fight so I threw my sword to my men not even watching where it was going in the slightest. "Fine let us go"

As soon as those three words left my mouth I ran at him bending back as a fist came hurdling at me, bending only to flip myself as I went down my leg coming up and kicking him hard in the stomach sending him back as I pushed myself up to a standing position. I walked over to him and stood on his wing as he screamed.

"Get off" he screamed but didn't move knowing it would hurt him, I pressed down a little harder slightly twisting my foot as to get the friction and for it to hurt more. I was angry he wouldn't accept that he lost now I was going to make him.

"Admit you lost" I countered looking at his body laying on his back against the training area's ground. I knew Illyrian's had a thing with always being the best I didn't realize they cared that much. Cassian knew when he lost and always backed away, I am mated to a Illyrian and he doesn't do this.

"Never" my face instantly dropped my foot left his wing as I grabbed his arm and brought him up only to punch him in the face, I continued to hold him as I punched again and then threw him onto the floor and crouch before him.

"You've lost. Everyone can see it and I know it must be hard losing to someone but come on give up, its over" the thing he did next I was no where near ready for. I was pulled forward by him and then pushed beneath him so he was above me my hands pinned to the floor.

"How does it feel being underneath another male, I'm sure you've done it plenty of times" he smirked and moved forward his face was mere inches from mine and I could see from the corner of my eye my men and Azriel all moving forward but this was my fight, no one else.

"Nothing magical, lots of practice I guess" I smiled and tried to move as his leg moved in between mine my eyes growing wide as I realized what he was trying to do discretely. I noticed his wings were down and covering us from the waist down.

"I'm warning you. If you make one more movement I will have no remorse to break that leg of yours" I gritted my teeth and watched as a smirk appeared on his face and his leg moved up now at my mid-thigh. "Devlon I will not warn you a second time" he continued to move forward.

"What, scared. I thought you said lots of practice" he paused and licked his lips "I don't doubt that I bet you bring multiple males to your bed I mean this morning was pretty interesting" his head tilted and he continued "It's going to be an amazing experience as multiple of my males take you to bed" he finished as my eyes went wide at what he was implying.

I lost control.

My body moulded into the shadow his body had created. I moved in between the shadows with ease, moving to one behind him I jumped out tackled him to the ground and punched him before standing and jumping back into a shadow near by. "I warned you Devlon" I whispered near his ear at the shadow created by his wings. He rose and looked around quickly.

"Where are you, you bitch" he yelled and I laughed loudly I knew all could hear and were beyond confused well all except my men and Azriel. I rose from a shadow in the training area and looked to Devlon as my leg rose to kick him at the back of his knee making him fall to the ground. "You fucking bitch" he whispered as I jumped back into a shadow.

His wings flared in anger behind him as I moved to in front of him and rose to be eye level which meant half of me was still in the black inky abyss "I warned you Devlon, do not mess with someone you know nothing about" I paused and grabbed his chin in my hand "Never underestimate someone you've never fought" My body began to rise as I had to bend and look down at him.

"That's enough Y/N" I knew that voice as I rose to my full height and turned slightly seeing Cassian in full Illyrian leathers, looking at Devlon. He moved forward and into the training area "She warned you that I know, take a hint. You lost" he shook his head and continued "She's the High Lady of the Shadow Court" I heard a few gasps and Devlon's head rose quickly.

"That bitch is the High Lady" he laughed and looked to me again "A whore is a High Lady" I don't know how it happened but Devlon was on his back with Truth-Teller at his throat and Azriel above him with narrowed eyes.

"Now Devlon I'd advise you to shut your mouth" spoke Cassian in an amused voice "As you can see someone isn't happy" he laughed but made no effort to advance and help Devlon. I saw the look in Azriel's eyes, there was no remorse or guilt only anger and something I couldn't place.

"Oh so I guess she chose a bastard male," Devlon asked and that made me angrier then I had ever felt. Azriel had done so much for me, yes he left when I was broken and I can still feel the pieces chipping off but he is in no way anything less than this sad excuse for a warrior.

"Kage hold Az" in less then a second Azriel was on the other side of the arena in the shadows being held back, no one could see him but I knew he was fine and entirely ok with Kage one of my best warriors. "Araysh hold him down" Devlon was then held in place as I walked over he went to speak but my shoe collided with his rib harshly. "You don't get to speak" my voice was low and dangerous sounding. "You will never speak to him like that again and if you do" I paused and licked my lip just as he did before "I will personally send you to the afterlife, I have blood on my hands and im happy to add one more to the list" I smirked and leaned down slightly at his held form.

"You said you don't take the lowest scum to your bed but it seems you already have" he smiled and I smirked as I looked at him, this absolute piece of shit who thinks they are the greatest person to ever exist because they were born a full Illyrian.

I nodded in thought "Ozul and Araysh. I give you full permission to do as you please. Shadow form as well, please do your worst. They insulted your Queen and her mate" his eyes were now the size of dinner plates and I have never felt so alive. I could hear Cassian yelling orders but that didn't matter, I simply ignored him. As I usually do. "Kardama and Draven show his friends a lesson" then all hell broke loose I saw Delvon get dragged into the shadow while I heard some laughing and saw Draven immediately punch the one who laughed when I was called a whore.

I turned around to see Cassian "Call off your men" he was furious as I watched him, his chest rising and falling I haven't seen him this mad in a while. His wings flared as he walked up to me and I could feel the fear from the shadows.

"You didn't call yours off" I simply stated and his breath got faster and his wings spread to their full length as I laughed and looked to him shaking my head "Cassian" I walked forward "When an object is in the way of the sun, it creates a shadow" I spoke then fell through the floor as I heard the yelling from him and other men in the area. I moved to find Kage and grabbed a struggling Azriel who seemed to calm down once I grabbed him and Kage left to join the fun.

I pulled Azriel to the home we were in, coming into our room as I stretched and let out an angered groan "Fucking idiots" I yelled and the shadows rose drifting around me, I was beyond angry and wanted to throw something or punch someone. I didn't join the fight knowing it wouldn't do me any good in any way. I was just throwing my hands around when a different pair of hands wrapped around my waist and lips attached themselves to my neck. He always knew this calmed me.

"You can't kiss my neck and fix everything. Devlon is a piece of shit and by the Cauldron I would happily have him ripped apart" I spoke but it wasn't in an angered voice, no, it was quiet and calm. I guess neck kisses do work wonders.

"Calm, my love" his voice whispered as he smiled against my now heated skin. I moved my neck to the side and let him continue "You do realize your men are terrorizing all of Devlon's friends" he laughed a little and continued to trail kisses.

"Not important" I whispered and closed my eyes leaning more into his chest which was pressed to my back. "Let them do as they please" I spoke so quietly I'd be surprised if he heard me. He gently moved me to the bed and lied me down lightly "Right now" I asked.

"I've wanted to do this for years" he whispered and I put my hand on the sides of his face and pulled him down to my lips. Our lips met in a fiery passion, we moved as one as fast wanting all the physical connection I could. Anything to feel him against me.

I moved so I was on top with my legs spread apart over his waist as I bit my lip and looked at him moving down to kiss him once more. His hands went to my shirt and started to lift it up as we continued to kiss wildly. Then a knock came at the door to which we both ignored it and continued our passionate time together. Another knock to which we still ignored and moved forward his hands moving to my breasts and gently grazing over the fabric of my bra covering them. The knock sounding again, I got up stormed to the door throwing it open.

"What the fuck do you want" I yelled seeing Rhysand and Cassian who looked behind me at Azriel laying on the bed his wings spread beneath him and my clothes slightly disheveled, I was panting as I looked up at them.

"Sorry, are we interrupting something" Rhysand smirked as did Cassian "Would you like us to leave" he added, I'm guessing they weren't expecting my response. I'm guessing they expected me to flush and open the door for them. That was not the case.

"Yes you are" I slammed the door harshly and went to walk back to Azriel who was smiling at me and there was another knock, I moved to open the door once more "Rhys if you do not leave I will kill you" I threatened and looked straight at him all truth spilling from me.

"We need Az" Cassian smiled and pointed behind me, I heard the bed creak and knew Azriel had moved to get up. My shadows wrapped around him gently making him stay, He could easily move them but didn't.

"I need him more" I responded and I saw the look in Cassian's eyes, I knew he wanted to say something. I knew he was going to I could feel it like a chill going up my spine.

"Need him for what exactly" was his sly response and saw the look in Rhys as well. I guess they didn't expect me to be honest maybe once more expecting me to break out into a blush.

"I need him intimately" I smiled and moved forward to look at them straight on "For sex" I finished and slammed the door once more.

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