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[a-forgotten-spirit]

Love Isn't An Illusion (10)

Pairing: Todoroki x Bakugou, Todoroki X Reader x Bakugou, VERY SLOW BUILD

Summary: I'm sorry, you weren't fast enough.

Words: +- 6800

Warnings: Swearing, talk of cannibalism (moonfish), fighting, hurt Midoriya, scared/crying Tokoyami, Dark Shadow, crying, platonic Tokoyami, the truth of quirks, Toga, possessive, Mr Compress, loos of control, hurt Shoji, Dabi, fear, kidnapping, screaming, shaking, comfortroki, being carried, survivor guilt, confessions, passing out, softroki, paramedics, hospitals, confessions.

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A/N: I wrote this for the fans. I do not own My Hero academia or the characters, I don’t own most of the plot for this story, I had watched the show and re-written the dialogue and plot as if the reader was the main character. Everything is centred around the reader. Please comment, makes me happy. Ask if you wish to be tagged.

A/N explanation of absence at the end.

Masterlist

Chapter 1 Chapter 2 Chapter 3 Chapter 4 Chapter 5 Chapter 6 Chapter 7 Chapter 8 Chapter 9 ___________________________________________________________

Chapter 10

“This freak looks like a scrawny little sidekick to me” Bakugou was fired up and ready to go. I walked closer to Todoroki, he had someone on his back. Class B, I didn’t recognise him. “Come on you bastard” he was angry, furious even. We didn’t have time, we needed to leave but the villain was up again.

“This isn’t his first battle” Todoroki stated and I crouched down as the man was now in the air upside down and his teeth were coming out of his mouth in uneven mental like spikes.

“Show me, show me your exquisite flesh” the man growled out, the teeth made sense now. Bakugou was mad and Todoroki couldn’t do much with someone on his back.

“We can’t start fires around here because the flames will spread” Todoroki but in just as Bakugou was about to let off an explosion. I was right they hadn’t been the cause of the smoke, there was someone else here with some sort of burning quirk. “Everyone could die if we aren’t careful. Do you understand me” and here I thought the two of them were getting along.

“Yeah I get it, I’m not stupid” was the blondes angry reply, his eyes narrowed at the villain. How many were here, were the others ok? Where was Aizawa? Why was this guy alone? Why had they come for Bakugou and me?

“I don’t know his name” I whispered and they both looked at me “There were two more with Mandale, fire as well and the gas. I can protect your blindspot but I don’t think I can attack him head-on” I grit my teeth, I wasn’t much help right now. I let all illusions fall, they were back at camp. “But” I smiled and raised my hands sending the villain into the air mist circling him in a quick spin of air “I do know the name of your little group, loopholes am I right” it was only a guess but I was right. My quirk didn’t have many downfalls.

“Flesh, pieces of meat” the male groaned out again, he seemed in pain. He was cannibalistic from the way he was talking, we couldn’t get near him but I was long distance as well as close combat. I bent down his teeth missing my skin by a hair. He was fast, very fast.

Todoroki was putting up ice walls but his teeth were able to just push through as though it was nothing. How strong were his teeth? I was running before I realised, he didn’t care for Bakugou or me, he had something else on his mind.

“Teeth attacks, serious” Bakugou was close-range attacks without his gauntlets. I could make them if he told me how they worked but it could start a fire. Ice and illusions were all we could do. “It’s time to blast this freak with everything I’ve got” leave it to Bakugou to want to save the day.

“You can’t” Todoroki gasped out as I moved to dodge another tooth, sending myself back a few inches. He was persistent. I had to give him that. Where was everyone? I was so worried but I couldn’t send out another wave without using a lot of energy and after today I had less than I usually did.

“If the trees catch fire just cover them in ice stupid” they needed to stop the fight, I pushed up a wall to stop the teeth, it was weaker then it should be. I didn’t know his name, I wasn’t sure how long it was going to hold.

“A big explosion will impair my vision though. I may not be able to see the fire” He had a point and with the other fire or fires right now we couldn’t cage an exit, there may be a villain here but it was still an exit out of the forest. “And how are you going to get close to him anyway” I pushed the wall up again trying desperately to buy them time.

There was a loud bang to our side and I grabbed the boys throwing us all into the air “There I see ice, they are fighting” that was Midoriya, it had to be. His voice was close, was he making those loud noises. Put down an illusion for us to stand on in the air. The villain looked interested in the noise too.

“Bakugou, Todoroki, Y/N” it was Shoji, I was looking at him, running for his life, Midoriya on his back, eyes wide and scared. What was chasing them? “One of you gives us some light” how much was some, who was I aiming at.

A dark hand came from the forest “Dark shadow” I whispered, he was sensitive to light. He was taking over Tokoyamis’ body, large and rabid. What had caused this, was Tokoyami ok? I dropped us all, the villain had been caught, Tokoyami was crying.

I was running, straight towards the dark shadow, this is my friend. We had gone shopping together and laughed that we all had power points the others didn’t. I helped him pick his swimsuit and I ate lunch with him. This was my friend and he was in trouble.

“Getaway” he screamed as I jumped to miss one of Dark Shadows hits. I had to think of something, a light. A light big enough to daze or at least stop dark shadow.

“We need some light now, he’s out of control” Shoji yelled. I was close but I had to be closer. I jumped again rickashaying off an illusion to get back on course. I had to help him, he is my friend.

“Slabs of meat, can’t allow it the one who gets to slice them all. Don’t steal them from me” I turned to see teeth, throwing myself into the air, Dark Shadow was attacking sounds. I was silent as I watched.

“You don’t matter, insignificant bug” Dark Shadow screamed and hit the male with a purple fist. Breaking all of the males' teeth in one shot. He was strong but uncontrollable, I looked down. Tokoyami continued to cry, tears falling from his eyes. With one throw of Dark Shadows hand, the villain was knocked out. Now was the time. “Not enough, it’s not enough” Dark Shadow yelled out, voice deep.

“Tokoyami” I yelled as I was falling through the air, Dark Shadow saw me “Close your eyes” I screamed and then with all the power I had stored up I created an illusion just like I always did.

Light took over my form as I fell from the sky, I closed my own eyes. It was bright and blinding, he was too strong. Tokoyami and Dark Shadow were my friends, they are the same, they are one. I was doing this not only for Tokoyami but Dark Shadow also. I spread my arms and heard a loud yell as I burst into light around Tokoyami.

I landed on the ground rolling a few times as I let the illusion fall. I was up in seconds running over to my fallen friend. He was on his knees looking at the ground and breathing heavily. Dark Shadow going back into his body. “Thanks, you saved me” I couldn’t help from flinging myself forward bringing him into a hug.

“I’m so sorry” I was crying, I couldn’t tonight. It has been so long and exhausting, I found out things about myself earlier today and seeing my friend so utterly sad and vulnerable, I cried. His arms wrapped around me as I did. After a few moments, I released him. “Sorry, it’s been a long night” I whispered.

“I’m glad to see you are ok, I heard the broadcast” I nodded and stood up with him as I wiped my eyes. Villains still wanted Bakugou and me at least that’s all we knew.

“We could barely defend against that guy and you beat him instantly” my eyes turned to Todorokis’ wide ones. We had struggled with him, Dark Shadow was someone to be recognised in the hero world. He was going to make an amazing hero, both of them.

Shoji walked over to Tokoyami and I and I saw Midoriya, he didn’t look good. Purple eye and arm, had he fought someone while looking for Kota. I knew the kid had to be safe otherwise the green-headed male wouldn’t be here. “My friend, are you ok” his voice was so calm and even. Turning back to the person in question his eyes were downcast and said “You did what we needed you too” they must have been talking about the luring.

“Shoji” Tokoyamis’ voice was so quiet, so scared as he looked down to his hand. “I apologise” I felt like I was going to cry again, he blamed himself. “You too Midoriya” he was so quiet as I looked at him. “I’m still too far immature, anger consumed me and I let my quirk take over” he was shaking and looked about ready to burst into tears himself. “The influence of the darkness combined with my fury, spurred Dark Shadow into a frenzy, until” his head was lowered “It got so strong I couldn’t contain it and I ended up hurting Shoji” that’s why he blamed himself, he hurt his friend.

“It’s ok” his eyes met my own as I looked at my own hands' mist falling from them “I have hurt a lot of people with my quirk, I panic and” I stopped and swallowed “I let go. Today I took over this whole area because I couldn’t admit something to myself” I whispered and met his eyes “I scare people off and leave myself alone to my thoughts” I licked my lips and shook my head “But I'm not alone, I have you guys and the class” I smiled and shook my head tears welling up in my eyes, happy tears. “We are here, you aren’t alone” I was brought into another hug as I hugged him back and sighed.

After the hug, we all stood “The villains are after Kacchan and Y/N” Midoriya whispered, he looked like he was about to fall apart only able to talk as Shoji was holding him together. I didn’t doubt the only reason he wasn’t passed out was from adrenaline.

“Are they trying to kill them?” Shoji asked and I turned to Bakugou who had a blank face and I had the same look. Maybe they did want to kill us, we were strong but these were Stains’ people. They wouldn’t kill me. "Why,” he asked, it was the question on everyone's mind.

“I’m not sure” I didn’t think anyone did but the villains. “But I think we should get to camp. It’s the safest place now, so long as Vlad King and Mr Aizawa have regrouped there” at least we were in a group now, we could watch for each other.

“I understand” Tokoyami nodded to Midoriya who was still on the back of Shoji and I didn’t doubt he was going to stay there. “So our mission is to get Bakugou and Y/N back to safety” I could take care of myself, though with the lack of energy and exhaustion I could only do so much. “Serving as their protectors” Bakugou and I stayed silent.

“It’s possible the pussy cats are still fighting in the clearing” they were Pros, they could take on two villains but also trying to protect Pixie Bob. Where was the fourth one, the yellow one? I couldn’t dwell. “Going that way would draw the attention of the villains, plus it’s longer. We should cut straight across” going straight across would be faster but we had no idea how many villains were out here.

“Wait, we don’t know how many enemies there are” I nodded with Tokoyami and looked at a blank Bakugou, he hadn’t said a single word which was new for him. “We might come across some by chance” we would have to fight while also keeping us all safe.

“We could use Shojis’ searchability and Todoroki’s freezing power and if Tokoyami is ok with it we can use Dark Shadow now that we can control it” I wouldn’t call it to control more so just knowing his weakness. “Y/N is tired so we won’t make her use her quirk to shield us” as much as it pained me he was right, I was tired. “Honestly with a group like this we could probably go up against All Might” I smiled, I had done it myself.

“I’d be fine by myself” there he was, Bakugou back to his old self. Brain waking up and ready to pounce, I smiled. I did love his explosive personality, I had to keep them all safe, they were my friends.

“We will surround you two as we walk” I felt useless and looked down, I wanted to help. I wanted them to know I was strong, they knew I was strong but they were protecting me just as I had done them. Friendship and trust is a two-way street.

“I don’t need any of your protection dammit” I didn’t doubt it, he was strong and had reflexes that I hadn’t seen on Pros but this wasn’t fake, they were here for us and us alone. We had to stay together.

I put my hand on his shoulder “Come on, we need to make it back to camp in one piece” he looked about ready to blow up again “Bakugou I’m tired and I need you to protect me, I even put on your jumper so I wouldn’t be scared in their little test of courage thing” he stopped just as the others did. He smiled, small but nodded.

“Come on,” Shoji asked and we were walking along, I still had no idea who Todoroki was carrying but he seemed out for the count. He had missed all the fighting and still hadn’t woken up.

“Just don’t fall behind” Todoroki whispered and looked back to the two of us with a smile. I did love them. I was horrible at keeping secrets but right now I wanted to yell it to the world. I was so worried about them.

Bakugou was now stomping as he called out “Don’t tell me what to do” Tokoyami was behind us as we walked together. I sighed out and shook my head pushing Bakugou with a smile. He groaned.

We walked together through the forest and I continued to look out into the forest to see if I could see or hear anyone or anything. I was scared but I didn’t stop walking. I was worried about everyone in the classes, even the teachers. Until we came across Uraraka and Tsu.

Tsu was pinned to a tree and Uraraka was holding someone down but...was that blood. Someone was trying to drain her of her blood. “Quick guys, help her” Tsu yelled out but within a second the girl beneath my friend was up and on her feet and trying to get away.

“There are too many people here now and I don’t feel like being killed tonight” her voice was soft and she looked young, around my age maybe a bit older, dressed in a school uniform. She had to be a school student. “Toodles’" but then she stopped, eyes wide as she looked directly at me with a blush covering her cheeks. Bakugou was in front of me, his hand keeping my body close to his but she was then running off.

“Stop, we have no idea what kind of quirk she has” I thanked Bakugou and walked forward into the group, Tsu had spoken, she was right. We had no idea who she was or what kind of quirk she had. Though she was one of Stains’ lackeys.

“That girl just now,” Todoroki asked as we all ran forward to join Uraraka and Tsu. They had defended themselves well. The girl may have gotten away but it’s better to let her get away then die.

“One of the villains, she was crazy” she looked like it. Her eyes shook when she looked at me, she looked insane. A blush coming to her cheeks and she had been mumbling about blood. She had to have some kind of blood quirk or kink.

“Uraraka you’re hurt” I looked over at the girl in question, she had a little cut on her arm and a hole in the leg from the thing that girl was using. She had to have a blood quirk so there was no reason she would collect blood if she didn’t.

“It’s not bad, I can still walk ok” it was like a needle and I doubted there was anything dangerous about it if the girl had to have blood. I’m sure she was fine. “But you’re the one who looks terrible” she was right. Midoriya did not look good at all.

“We can’t stand here and talk, let’s move’ Shoji pointed out and got a few nods in response. I felt bad, I was one of the reasons so many people were in danger and what I was doing. Just standing here.

“I’m just glad you didn’t get injured too bad, now come on join our group” the more people we had the better, the less chance of something bad happening to us if there was more. “We are protecting Kacchan and Y/N, making our way back to camp” I didn’t want to be protected but I knew I needed it. “We could use your help” could use anyone's help.

“If you’re protecting Bakugou then, shouldn’t he be standing here with you guys” I tilted my head in confusion, he was behind us. I had just thanked him not a few minutes no, not even a minute prior.

“Huh, what are you talking about” we were all confused and I turned in time with the other “He’s right over here, behind us” but when we turned there was no Bakugou or Tokoyami. Where were they, they had been there?

“Nice trick ay” the voice was from up high, I turned slowly to see a man dressed in a yellow coat holding a cane. He was standing in a tree, my heart was racing. “I took the one you’re talking about with my magic” his quirk, he had to be talking about his quirk, he was throwing around a marble “a talent like his would be squandered if he was cast as a hero” was he that marble. My heart was about to come out of my chest, I hadn’t been watching. “We’ll provide him with a grander stage, one where he can truly shine” no, no they couldn’t take him.

I couldn’t think, I couldn’t breathe. I wasn’t listening to their conversation as mist-like ink came dripping from my hands “Give him back” I grit out and I could see the rest of my peers turn to me and froze.

“Give him back, what an odd thing to say. Bakugou doesn’t belong to anyone” yes he did, he belonged to himself and he wanted to be a hero. He hates villains. He has been training his whole life for this. “Oh the illusion quirk, we are after you too” though when my head rose to his eyes he froze too and whispered “He’s his person, don’t be so arrogant”

“I said” I grit out my hands shaking as ink pooled around me “Give him back” I was breathing heavily as Todoroki tried to hit him with an ice attack. My hands were shaking as I looked at the man. Bakugou, he had Bakugou, he had my Bakugou.

He jumped high into the sky “Why the aggression, we merely wish to show him that there are options besides the fanatical world of heroism he's drowning in, it’s important to choose a path that alines with your core values after all” What was he talking about, Bakugou is a hero. He’s my hero.

I couldn’t grab him, I didn’t know his name, I knew the group and I was weak, I’d be lucky if the illusion even made it to the man standing in a tree. “It’s not just Bakugou, Tokoyamis’ gone'' he had two of our strongest. He had my friends.

“If you’re monologuing because you think you’ve beaten us. You’re mistaken” we could get them back, we could, right? They were our friends, we could get them back. I could get Bakugou back.

“A bad habit of mine, I was once an entertainer you know” Todoroki was next to me, I was guessing to make sure he couldn’t take me as well. I was glad though I was more focused on the boy in the marble. “Taking Tokoyami was a bit of improv on my part” he showed two marbles, having them in his hand and playing with them. “Moonfish, our dear blade tooth” that was the guy Tokoyami had taken out. “He may not look it, but he’s a dastardly death row devil whose last appeal was denied. When I saw the boy take him down so easily and violently I decided he could join us too” Tokoyami was not violent he was scared. He knew nothing about my friends.

“You bastard you can’t take them” Midoriya was yelling all his emotions into the world but in his condition, I didn’t think he could do much. I couldn’t reach him. I was tired and didn’t know his name, this was bad.

“Midoriya, calm down” Shoji whispered to the fired-up male. Then Todoroki was leaving my side placing the boy on his back to Uraraka who stepped forward to catch him. What was he doing?

Todoroki ran forward slamming his foot into the ground and a large wall of ice spread throughout the forest and over his body. It was in one line straight forward, had he got them? No one could have missed that. One of the teachers had to see the attack.

"Apologies” he hadn’t hit the target, the man was in the air, his coat whirling around him. “But sleight of hand and escapology are my speciality not combat” he was not going to get away, he couldn’t, not with Bakugou, not with Tokoyami. “I’m not foolish enough to fight hero conduits from UA” his hands were placed lightly behind his neck. “Vanguard action squad I’ve acquired one of the targets” was he talking to the others. “The other is a bit of a handful” he was talking about me. “Our show has come to close, meet me at the retrieval point in the next five minutes for the final bow” no, no this couldn’t be happening.

Illusions. I had a quirk. I took all the rage and hate I felt, all the loss and fear. With a scream I let everything out into the air, chains releasing from my body out into the sky as a dome-like object crawled over the camp. I was thinking so fast, Bakugou, Bakugou, Bakugou. The man was trying to leave as I began to leap through the air with speed unknown to my exhausted body.

“You will not take them” I screamed though it sounded like it was coming from everywhere as I leapt behind him. Trailing him, he was fast but I could follow. Chains wiped around and tried to grab him as he dodged.

“The girl” he yelled to his peers “She’s doing this” I didn’t care, I walked him into a tree but before I got there he was up and moving again “I need backup” he screamed and dodged another attack.

“I thought you came for me also” I yelled and saw him turn as I ran along a bridge of illusion. I was running on adrenaline and fear of losing Bakugou and Tokoyami. “Why don’t you fight me?” I yelled and threw my hands down walls erupting around us. He dodged, not well but still did. He was moving faster. “What, are you afraid of a student” I yelled and came down on him with a wall, it stopped him for a moment.

I was running again as I looked behind me seeing Shoji, Midoriya and Todoroki flying through the air, just as they collided I let the wall fall, they went flying through the air together. I had to go faster, I had to meet up with them. I had to get to Bakugou. I had to make sure my friends were ok. A large bang and then I was hurtling toward the Earth I landed with a thud, dust and dirt flying into the air. I let the dome fall and the walls.

“I know these kids, who are they?” one yelled as I walked forward in front of the group, the girl from earlier being with them. The boys could handle the man in the yellow coat.

“Out of the way” I looked up it was a man, though he was covered in burnt skin and was held together by stitches. Eyes glowing blue, reminded me of Todoroki’s eye. He raised his arm blue fire in his palm, so he was the fire maker. “Compress” so that's the man's name.

He made his attack, blue fire coming straight for me though a simple wall and he was stopped. I paused and looked at the shocked faces and my head tilted back “Is that all you’ve got, a little fire” I whispered out and swiped my hand sending the three of them back into the dirt. Shoji had gotten burned by the rickashay.

We were up and fighting as the one in the full-body suit lunged at Todoroki and the girl ran at Midoriya “Hey Izuku my names Toga” such idiots. I was running full speed towards the fire maker.

We met hand to hand, quick and fast. He didn’t have time for fire, he had to charge it. “You’re strong” his voice was monotone as I jumped, spinning my body and sending him across the ground.

I looked around where the man named Compress, Bakugou's capturer. Shoji was helping Midoriya and Toga looked crazy, eyes narrowed and ice spraying around. Then came Compress.

“I can’t believe you wrecked my exit, amateurs” before I could lay a hit I was pushed to the ground. The fire user was on top of me sending my arms in the ground.

They began to heat a slight burning feeling to my wrists but no real damage “Did you think you can win” he whispered and leaned down more, his face over my own with a smirk. He was cocky, I didn’t like him. He gripped my wrists more “You’re coming with us too” he whispered.

“I know I’m going to win” He was thrown back illusions circling my body “You didn’t get the memo of who I am” he looked shocked as I stood up smirk wide and I shook my head. “Give me back my friends” I yelled.

“Do you have Bakugou?” he called out to Compress. I couldn’t let him near me, he turned people to marbles. More fire, I flipped back over the flames and landed in between my friends.

“Of course’ Compress yelled out, taking the marbles from his pocket as they met up. I was running low, I was tired and scared. I wanted Bakugou, I wanted my friends back. I wanted all this to be over.

“Guys, we’re done. He gave away his best trick” Shoji called out and I turned to look at him from the corner of my eye. What was he talking about? “I’m not sure what your quirk is but it had to do with those little marbles right” Shoji moved to hold two of them up. He got them, we had our friends. “The ones you stashed in your pocket, so I’m guessing these are Tokoyami and Bakugou” he had them, I let out a sigh. He had them.

Compress laughed, why was he laughing, no something was wrong. “Well colour me impressed, just what I’d expect from someone with so many hands. They were running away but I stayed, there was something wrong.

“Moron” the fire user had his hand up again ready for an attack. I put my feet in the dirt ready as Compress put his arm up to stop him. I was right, something was wrong. Todoroki was calling my name behind me.

“No wait” I stopped to listen as they turned to each other. I turned to see the boys run and then there was Nomu and the warp villain. The warp gate that had put me in that room at the USJ.

“It’s been five minutes since the signal, let’s go Dabi” Dabi, Dabi that had to be the fire user. He seemed in charge and ready, that was his name. I turned to the warps appearing as they walked through them.

“Hold on, we aren’t leaving without the kid” Dabi whispered and then smirked, “Or the girl” he looked me up and down with a smirk, he thought he could beat me.

“Don’t worry, they were so proud of themselves for rooting themselves through my pockets that I thought I’d let them gloat. Except for the girl, she stayed, very clever” I was gritting my teeth in anger, I was right. He still had them. “But allow me to explain a basic tenet of magic. If I'm flaunting something shiny” he removed his mask slowly “It’s because there’s something I don’t want you to see” sticking his tongue out there were two marbles. He did have them. “A little bit of misdirection” he held out his hands but didn’t see me as I ran hiding. “Forgive me, I do love a twist ending, one last bow and then the curtain falls” I grabbed him from the warp sending him over my shoulder and into the ground with a loud thud.

“Did you forget about me?” I yelled, appearing as his eyes went wide and my illusion fell. He had thrown the marbles. I moved to slam him into the ground again, vines encircling his arms. “Hard to move huh”

I could see Shoji had caught one and Todoroki went for the other but Dabi got to it first. I had to throw myself back as a warp gate opened beneath the villain. I landed and looked around only to see Todoroki go flying onto the ground and Bakugou in Dabis’ hand.

“Checkmate” I was running, putting all my energy into getting to him, his face was blank as he stared at me, he was getting pulled into the warp gate. No, I had to be faster, I had to get to him. I had too.

“Bakugou” I called out and put out my hand, I couldn’t make anything. I only had one thought on my mind, him. I had to get him back. His eyes were wide but I saw him look around.

“Stay back Y/N” his voice was weak and raspy as I lunged forward “Please” I had never heard him say the word please but I was too late. I came into contact with the area that was once the warp gate and fell to my knees.

I didn’t save him, I didn’t make it. I wasn’t fast enough, I had lost him, he was gone. I was staring at the ground, I hadn’t made it. My hands shook as I dug my fingers into the Earth with a scream. Guttural and from my soul, I hadn’t made it. I was crying, so many tears just falling down my face, I hadn’t made it in time. I had tried so desperately and I didn’t make it. He was gone, he was gone. The fire continued to spread over the forest and I heard someone running to me as I crouched on the floor crying.

“Come here” the voice was soft and reassuring. I was brought into Todoroki’s arms as I cried into his neck, I didn’t care who was watching. I hadn’t made it in time. I lost him, I lost him. “I know, I know” he whispered and pet my hair. “Come on we have to get back to camp” I was shaking. I couldn’t think, my only thought being I hadn’t made it in time. I wasn’t fast enough. How could I be a hero if I couldn’t even save one person?

“I lost him” I whispered and clutched his back, he had moved me so he was carrying my body. Arms underneath his arms to clutch his back and legs around his waist. “I just wanted to protect you two” I was rambling and I couldn’t think.

“I know, we will get him back” his voice was sad and low as he moved to lay his head in the crook of my neck for only a second. “We will get him back” he whispered again but quieter.

“I love him” he stopped walking for a minute, I couldn’t think. I couldn’t breathe “I love you” why was I still talking. Why hadn’t it been me, why wasn’t I taken. I should have stopped trying to get Bakugou and let them take me. “I couldn’t save him” more tears were falling. Todoroki kept me in his arms as we walked. “I’m so sorry I wasn’t fast enough” I was sobbing as we walked. I knew people could hear me crying.

He petted my head and I felt a light kiss to my head “I know, It’s ok” he whispered and held my body closer to his “We will get him back” his voice was the only thing keeping me from having a full-fledged mental breakdown. I was still shaking “Bakugou would be happy you are safe, with me” I cried more, I didn’t care what he thought I would rather it be me.

All the stress and adrenaline began to fade and so did my mind, I was exhausted and the light bounce of Todoroki was lulling me into sleep. I was so tired, I hated myself. I let him go, I fell into black.

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Todoroki P.O.V

Her body pressed close to my own as she shook, her words falling from her mouth with no filter, she blamed herself. I blamed myself. When the broadcast came through that the villains were not only after my lover but the person Katsuki and I were trying to join our relationship was heart-wrenching. I wished we could have found her and she appeared. I was worried for both of them, she was so strong as was Katsuki but now he was gone.

“I love him” she whimpered and my heart struck, she loved him. This was going to hit her so much harder, he wanted to protect her. He had gone out of his way to make sure she was ok. “I love you” I stopped in my path for a moment. She loved us, she wanted to be with us. Both of us but Katsuki wasn’t here. “I couldn’t save him” I wanted to whisper that neither could I but I held her crying form tighter. “I’m so sorry I wasn’t fast enough” neither was I.

She continued to cry if only the information at our returned affection could be a happy one, not one with her crying in my arms as she shook from shock and exhaustion. She was still wearing his jumper, I wanted to smile but I had lost my lover. I had yelled at him that day he gave her the article of clothing, she didn’t have anything of mine and I was jealous.

Somewhere through the walk back to camp, she had passed out, her arms falling and head staying in the crook of my neck. I could feel her light breaths against my skin, it was reassuring. She was here, but Katsuki wasn’t. We could have died tonight, she saved us multiple times and now here she was, drying tears and leaning on me.

“How is she?” I heard a faint voice, I turned my head lightly to see the others in the group though Tokoyami had voiced the question. He looked worried we all were, the scream she let out was full of passion and hate.

“She’s fallen asleep either from shock or exhaustion. I’m not sure which” we just needed to get back to camp. We needed to, I just wanted to find Katsuki. To make sure she was ok. She didn’t look injured physically other than exhaustion but I was worried.

No one spoke for the rest of the walk. Firefighters were brought in to stop the fires and we finally made our way into camp. People everywhere, on hospital beds and wearing masks. Getting checked out and looked at.

Aizawa turned to us and ran over “They got Bakugou” Shoji whispered as I walked before them. I didn’t think he had seen me yet. I had to be strong for the two of them.

Bakugous’ words rang through my head “Just make sure she’s ok” . It was like a mantra. I wished, begged he was here. I had to find him, who knew what they were doing to him but he was strong.

“And Y/N,” he asked looking around, I came into view and he saw the girl in my arms and shook his head “I’m so sorry” I gripped her body tighter, she was like dead weight though she wasn’t heavy. I didn’t want to let her go. “Is she ok?” he asked, walking over and I could see a few of the class gathering and listening in.

“She saved us” I whispered and the class fell silent as they checked on us “She passed out from exhaustion. She wasn’t fast enough to grab Bakugou” I had gotten used to saying his last name when we were around others. The class’s eyes dropped as I held her.

“Go get her looked at, all of you” we walked over to the medics and I looked down, holding her head in my hand. She had so much stress and resentment for herself. I let out a shaky breath.

“Would you like to come to the hospital with her?” one of them asked slowly, seeing my body tense whenever anyone so much as came within two metres of her. I promised Katsuki I would look after her. I nodded and got into the truck sitting on the bed with her still wrapped around me.

On the way they took her vitals and physically she was ok, I let the air from my lungs go slowly. “She’s tired but we’d like her to stay in the hospital. Trauma may still hinder her” I nodded, I knew all too well what trauma could do.

Once inside the hospital, we were taken to a room and she was hooked up to a heart monitor. I laid her down on the bed but her hands never left my body. “You are welcome to stay, I think she’ll need someone when she wakes up” the nurse smiled sadly and I got comfortable on the bed.

I held her close to my chest and sighed out shaking my head, I wanted to cry. I never showed emotions near people but in one night I had lost my lover to the league of villains and watched my friend crumble under the weight of self-hate. I held her tighter and soon drifted off to sleep with her in my arms. A single tear rolling down my cheek.

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I woke up before her and quickly looked at the heart monitor even though I could hear it, last night wasn’t a dream. Katsuki was gone, Y/N may be in some kind of coma again. I couldn’t deal. I kissed her head with shaky lips and she cuddled into my chest. I never wanted to let her go and when I got Katsuki back I was never going to let him go either.

“Todoroki” the voice was weak and frail, nothing I had ever heard from my friend. I looked down to see her eyes wide, she was awake though tears began to fall again as she cried. “It’s real,” her voice cracked.

“I promise we’ll get him back” I held her for the rest of the morning until doctors wanted to do some tests. She was sad, still dressed in Katsuki’s jumper, her eyes welled up every time she noticed. There was news everywhere talking about what had happened. I couldn’t blame them but it was still far too much. She was crying and after going to the bathroom and seeing the reflection of the jumper “He loves you, I love you” she paused and her breathing quickened “We will get him back”

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Chapter 11 in the making

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A/N - TW

Hello. I know most people probably won't read this but I'm writing to the one who might. I apologise for my absence, it was not meant to last this long. I have a lot of mental health and last year a lot of things changed and became too much so I tried to unalive myself. Luckily my partner is here for me as well as some close friends, however, that does not change that I felt so low that, that was my only option. I have been struggling with an eating disorder but as I am still bigger than most it is largely overlooked and took almost a decade to come to light as it did a 180 about eighteen months ago and instead of binging, I starved myself, I am still struggling. With my workload and then my mental and physical issues, writing this was not on my radar. Every time I went to post this, my insecurities and fear made me either not post or I spiralled into a panic attack. I know it's only fanfiction and I understand that people can go without it but my brain sees it as others outlets as it is my own and I deprived so many people who enjoy this series and others on my page. I'm sorry to everyone who I may have let down. I cannot promise I will post once a month like I used too but I am trying my hardest. Feel free to message me anytime, I am here for you as much as you are for me and once again, I apologise for this absence.

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I hope you don't discontinue "Chained To Him" i really enjoy it but if you do discontinue it I understand...I love your writing alot...if you do continue then I can't wait for Chapter 10.

Hey there I am so very sorry this has taken so long to get back to you but I am in recovery for trying to unalive myself and just kinda zoned out for the past month or so. It's not so much that I want to discontinue it, it's more I don’t want it to go the way I had originally planned and it's hard because I already had people who liked it and I don’t want them to be upset. I am trying my best and I will continue to do so but as of this moment, it is on pause. But who knows I could have a breakdown and write 9 chapters we don’t know. Thank you for being a fan, I really appreciate it!

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Okay wait hold on your freezer burn theory makes so much sense- Would you mind if I think on it more and try to expand it??? 👉🏻👈🏻

No no go ahead. I've thought a lot about it and it does make sense. Much like Shoutos burn I hypothesize that after his mum burnt him she panicked and tried to cool it down however through her panic ended up being too cold and leaving a burn mark. Feel free to expand and go off on a lil journey, make sure to keep me updated if you find anything else.

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Hey! Can u add me to the taglist for all fics that belongs to Bakugou and Todoroki please?

Let me start off by saying I am so sorry. I’m at Uni and was in my last month of this year which may as well have been hell, I took some time to recuperate but I am back now.

I am happy to add you to my tag list, not an issue at all. I will be continuing “Love isn’t an illusion” and now that I am on break, I hope to be able to write a bit more via fic and AU wise. I have a few in the works but right now I am not happy with them just yet. However I do have the second movie as a fic right now, I’d love to hear more thoughts on what people would be interested in seeing in the future. 

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So me and my friends thought of something the other day; hair doesn’t grow on scar tissue right? So, logically, Todoroki has to draw on his eyebrow hair on his scar. And if you believe that, and that DABI is actually Touya Todoroki, then you can just imagine how guilty Touya felt after not protecting his younger brother, so he spent hours and went nights without sleeping learning how to do makeup so he can teach Shouta so he can make it up to him-

Let me start off by saying I am so sorry. I’m at Uni and was in my last month of this year which may as well have been hell, I took some time to recuperate but I am back now. 

I 100% believe that Touya learnt how to do makeup to teach Shouto, I know this boy went to school and awkwardly walked up to the girls and asked if they could help him learn so his brother didn’t feel so uncomfortable. I half believe the reason Touya left was that the things Endeavour did to him he had to watch happen to Shouto ten fold and couldn’t take it so he thought his only outlet was to leave entirely. 

Off-topic but I actually have a theory on Dabi’s quirk and scars. All of the Todoroki kids have half and half DNA, it’s basic biology, however, their quirks act differently. I believe Dabi does have half and half. How could he burn himself if his power is fire? It’s a freezer burn, I hypothesize that his skin has his mothers quirk but he can’t use it, so when he uses his fire his body naturally tries to protect him, therefore, leading to freezer burns. It’s a longshot but it does kinda make sense. Just my little theory. 

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Together (TodoBaku x Reader 18+)

Pairing: Vampire Todoroki x Werewolf Bakugou x Succubus Reader

Summary: Look gonna be honest it’s just porn. READ THE WARNINGS

Words: +- 9400 (It’s just porn)

Warnings:  NSFW: Non-Con/Dub Con (due to readers species), masturbation, mentions of sex toys, supernatural, heartbeats, held against a wall, moaning/screaming, stripping, scents/mates, bonding, marking, being called little one/baby/good girl, begging, growling, kissing, being pinned down, swearing, teasing, groping, oral (receiving), legs shaking, eyes rolling, doggy style/missionary/riding, dirty talk, praise, breeding kink, knotting, exhibitionism, crying, over stimulation, possessiveness, cremepies, calling them Alpha/Master/First names, manipulation, submission, slight mind break, biting, drinking blood, vampire venom/aphrodisiac, double penetration, asking for permission,  Succubi: Sharp nails, wings, tail, sexual feeding, fear of high energy creatures, instincts, built in birth control, emotions, energy, instinctual alarms, resistance, cum denial (self inflicted), wings are sensitive, 

A/N: This was meant to be a Halloween thing but I am very busy and therefore a little late. I apologist it isn’t the best and I tried my best. It is currently five thirty in the morning and I am trying my best to do this. This is an AU for my fanfiction “Love Isn’t An Illusion” which can be found in my masterlist. I would also like to apologies for the amount of stuff in this fic. 

Consent is the most important thing when engaging in sexual acts. This is a story and the only reason this fic has non-dub con is because of the species of the reader as can be seen, they wanted too. This is a fantasy setting and in real life you need to ask and abide by consent rules. 

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I had come to this school for a fresh start, a new leaf. I had just awakened as my true self and I hadn’t taken it well, parents shipping me off to have ‘help’ with coming to terms with my new life. It seemed my kind was rare but even worse was sorting out not for scales or fancy trinkets, not for wishes or promises of the world. I was sort out to be used, to be owned, to worship those who had control over me. Everyday was a struggle as I refused to feed, teachers spoke that I could die or worse lose control and put everyone in danger. No one ticked my boxes of who I should use, the thought of what I have to do to sustain my life was more than embarrassing. For the rest of eternity I had to look forward to running and hiding. I couldn’t even say my species at the school, it was forbidden, I was sacred, to be untouched, ironically they continued to beg me to partake in someone. I kept my head low and tried to restrain myself but this was a school, I could constantly feel the emotions and needs of everyone around, each day was getting harder and I could only help myself so much. 

There were two. 

Two people who continued to make my legs shake and breathing pick up, I didn’t know their species but I wanted to give myself. Every time they spoke, walk, blinked, breathed, moved, I wanted to give in. Luckily my kind couldn’t be smelt when we were aroused unless we chose too. I took great pleasure in learning how to reel that in real quick. There was a time where the blonde had yelled at a friend and had growled, I had to leave the classroom quickly and ended up in my own sheets moaning his name and I tried to relieve the tension. The thing was my species needed another person, we fed off of them, I could only feed off of myself for so long. 

Sitting up I sighed feeling that itch that I couldn’t get, the crawling feeling up my spine at the idea of just letting go and begging them to take me where I stood. I flushed and shook my head, I didn’t want to live like this but I had to do something, had to have relations with someone, something at this point. I had helped myself enough and the toys I had fast shipped to my dorm could only relieve me for a few hours at most. I knew I needed another party but every time I went to just throw myself at someone my body stopped itself, we didn’t want them, we wanted the two. 

I had read up on my kind, what people to have relations with, I wasn’t able to get pregnant without my say so, built in birth control, which wasn’t too bad in all honesty. What species would send me into a  spiral and which ones wouldn’t help at all, which species to stay away from due to their amount of power they held. I sighed holding myself together to try and have some sort of control as I got dressed staring at the wall with urgency. I feared if I looked at one of my fellow peers I’d lose it. I changed and left with haste, I was speed walking to the gym, I needed a minute. We were on the field, it was fine, I could do my own thing and then move on with my day. My eyes drifted to the two as sport began, different people doing different things. It was amazing to watch the raw power of each species. I was walking and someone brushed past me, apologised. I put my arm up while holding my legs together with a smile to try and play it off. I was throbbing, I felt like I was dying, I was. 

Within seconds I had made my way behind the building and fell holding the wall and my stomach as I leant over from my kneeling position. My breathing was heavy and I tried to control my heart beat, anything, anything to ground me. I looked up and it was hazy, sight tinted pink, I could see the emotions, the want, the need. I looked down and clenched my stomach, this had to stop. I didn’t want to live like this, this was far too much for one person. 

“Are you alright?” I tensed at the voice, it was him, the male with such raw power, I felt the need to lean over more and show myself, let him take when I knelt. I let out a small sigh and begged to whomever was listening his kind couldn’t hear heart beats. I heard him walk over and I pushed myself from the ground, legs shaking and body near convulsing. 

“Yeah, I’m fine. Just ate something bad this morning” I spoke out, even I could hear the sultry tone to it. I couldn’t control my body, I didn’t blame it, it was trying to keep me alive, this was instinct, it was a way of life and I was denying it. I sighed out and nodded again. “Promise, I’m alright” I didn’t turn to look at him as I tried to hold myself up. 

“You’re lying, your heart beat changed” it was spoken as more of a statement and my heart beat rose again. I felt my whole body shake with each beat, my whole body was moving. “Why are you lying” he sounded angry, why was he angry. I stopped myself from whimpering in sadness that he was angry with me. 

“I’m just embarrassed” that wasn’t a lie, at least I could get away with that “I’m not usually seen falling to my knees behind a building I have to admit” I laughed lightly and could hear the light voice filter out. I had to stop talking, I knew of the powers I had, my body was trying to keep me alive, it wasn’t my fault. I hadn’t fed. 

I was then pressed against the wall, his hand holding my face to look at me dead in the eye and I couldn’t breathe, I couldn’t think. Even though my body wanted this, it had not expected it and I stopped, everything stopped. I stared wide eyes at him “Your eyes are glowing” I bit my lip “I’ve never seen pink eyes” his head tilted and I closed my mouth and bit my tongue. “You’re not giving into urges which is obvious, your whole body is straining. What are you” he asked and I clenched my thighs. I couldn’t tell him. “Y/N right” I moaned and his eyes narrowed, he said my name. 

“Please just leave me alone” I begged and looked up as I felt my thighs shake, even his voice was getting me off. I took in air and let out a shuddering breath “Please I’m begging you just leave me alone” I begged, I didn’t care if he thought I was weird or stupid, I was seconds away from ripping his clothing and taking him. 

“You’re in pain. Are you a vampire” he questioned “No the eyes don’t match, not a wolf , or fairy nor nymph” he questioned and shook his head lightly. “You need to listen to your instincts. It might be difficult but you are in pain. I know it’s scary but you have to indulge” he sighed “You’re new to this, come on. I’ll take you to the office. They will have what you need” he was kind, so kind. I wanted him, needed him. 

I shook my head “They won’t” I whispered and his hand was still holding my chin to look at him. He looked confused, I didn’t care. “I didn’t want to be this” I whimpered and felt my hand twitch begging to grab him to at least feel him against me. My clothes were itchy, too tight even though they were baggy. “I didn’t want this” he looked understanding and I shook my head. 

“The office will have what you need, they cater to all species. It’s hard at first but trust me you get used to it, you just need to calm down. They can help you” he whispered as my heart calmed slightly, If only he knew just how much I’d let him do. If he wanted, I’d let him kill me, I’d let him completely rip me to shreds and then I’d thank him with my dying breath. 

I felt tears rise and the pain did “They can’t help Succubi” I whispered and his eyes widened “I didn’t want this” I whimpered and my knees buckled but he caught me “I didn’t even know” I whispered and breathed out. I felt a connection, he was mine. I just wanted him to take me. I didn’t care, do anything. Anything at all, I’d beg for it. 

“Succubi” he whispered “I thought they were extinct” he whispered again and air left his lips but it didn’t sound normal. “We need to get you somewhere safer” I was picked up as I gripped his shirt. “Come on little one just a bit more” I moaned lightly at the name and my legs shook. The air moved and “Lay down, it’s ok. You’re safe” I felt my shoulder give way from tensing. I was scared, instincts were instincts but my kind had many to fear. He went to walk and my hand was outstretched gripping his wrist. “It’s ok, i'm just making a call. I’m not leaving” he removed my hand stripping off his shirt and laying it in my hand, I pulled it to my chest and sighed. His scent was like a blanket, comfort beyond anything. “Katsuki, I have her at yours” there was a pause “I know, I know but it’s the safest place” another pause “She’s a succubus” it was silent and I whimpered everything hurt. “Recent, she” he licked his lips “She’s in so much pain Kat” I opened my eyes to see him nod and hum “She’s new, I don’t think she knows how to feed” he looked over and I moaned and gripped his shirt tighter “Ok, ok hurry” he left his phone at the drawers and walked over looking down as he sat on the bed. I whimpered “I know, I know. Mates coming” he whispered, mate. I had read about them but my head was fuzzy. 

“I don’t want to,” I whispered and looked at him “I don’t want to” I shook my head and swallowed as I breathed out. He nodded and combed his hand through my hair “Please” I begged and shook my head “I don’t want too. I don’t want to live like this. It hurts so much” it felt like my body was trying to rip itself apart. 

“You just need to relieve it” he whispered and continued to comb my hair, even though that was sending my body into overdrive. “Mate will come and then we can help you” he nodded and I felt my eyes brim with tears again. “If you’ll have us, we can help. Will take the pain little one” that sounded perfect. No pain, I could be ok again. “You’ll need to feed” he whispered and sighed out “We’ll help ok” I nodded, I trusted him, why I wasn’t sure but the thought of anyone but him or the blonde saying those words made my nails hurt. I looked at my hand seeing sharp long pointed nails “It’s instinct, it’s ok. You’re safe” I nodded and they stopped hurting but didn’t leave. The door opened and then closed “Kat” the blonde walked over and looked down. 

He shook his head “I thought they were extinct” he asked and the other shook his head in confusion, I swallowed, they smelled amazing. So much energy and want, safety, security. “Hey” he whispered, kneeling down and I swallowed my head reaching out to cuddle into his hand. “If we bond, we’ll be able to feel her and know she’s ok” I nodded without thinking. Bonding sounded nice. “We mark her and she's ours” I nodded and he smiled.

“She’s not in the right frame of mind. We can always mark after this” I shook my head, my body was begging to be bonded, I didn’t know what that was but it sounded good, it sounded safe, I needed it. I nodded again. “She doesn’t know what she’s agreeing too Kat” I shook my head, I knew, I needed it. 

“If someone finds her and she’s not marked” both stopped and the other sighed out and swallowed “Do you want to be marked little one” I nodded “Think, come on focus on my voice. Do you know what marking is” I nodded, I had no idea. “Come on little one, focus, do you know” I shook my head. 

“Please, mark me” I begged and his eyes shifted and he sighed out and breathed in. That did something, he wanted to mark me. They were safe, they were safe. Mates knew what was best for me. “Please, make me yours” a growl ripped through his lips and I felt myself gush. The blonde looked to the other both in the same state. 

“Let’s move this along” the blonde whispered “Call me Katsuki” he whispered and I nodded without hesitation, I’d do anything for him. He could ask me to take down the world and I would rip it from the inside out. He moved to be on top of me and when our lips met I felt my body tense and I moaned as I gripped onto his shirt. My legs shook and I continued the kiss as I tried to follow his movements. He leaned back and looked down “You came from kissing” he growled and I whimpered “Fuck you’re perfect” there was something at the back of my mind but his scent was so intoxicating. 

The other moved next to my head and looked over me “Call me Shouto” I nodded and I was pulled into another kiss just as much vigor and need went into that kiss as the last. Just as much raw need that I wanted to drown myself in. I was begging to be used. To be marked, to be bonded, to be mated. Katsuki moved to kiss along my neck little nips and teeth grazes running along the skin as I moaned and my wrists were pinned to the bed. I swallowed. 

Leaned back “Sit up a bit little one” I did and my shirt was removed, there was no embarrassment as their eyes dragged along my skin, this was just teasing but the burn had died down even if only a little. “Again” I did and the bra was removed, my breasts bouncing as I laid back down. Shouto moved so my head was in his lap and his hands moved to cup my molds of squishy flesh and squeeze, I moaned with my eyes rolling back with an arch of my back. 

Katsuki lifted and removed his shirt before kicking his shoes and socks off and then pulled his pants leaving him in boxes, he was just as beautiful as Shouto. Both built like gods themselves and right here right now they were nothing less. He was back to gliding his hands over the skin of my thighs and when I moved my shoulders I felt skin. Shouto had taken off his pants too leaving us all in the same boat of nudity.  Everything was circling the lust, the need, I could feel it all. Each intake I could feel myself getting happier, the pain not quite deathly anymore. 

I felt fingers hook my underwear and I flushed, I had never done this, I felt like I was throwing myself at the two but if it stopped, I felt my nails lengthen in anger at the thought of them stopping, this was too good. Katsuki slowly pulled my underwear from my skin and then he let out a sigh and a shake of his head. 

“All this for us” he asked and raised an eyebrow, his fingers just grazed my core and I felt my legs shake as his hand rose with my arousal on his fingers, normal, that was normal. That was for them, so they could mate. “Fuck” he growled and I felt the need to turn my head but I didn’t I wanted to look at him. He leaned down, moving to be on his stomach as my own did flips. “Your scent” he paused and breathed in “is unlike anything, from the goddess herself” mumbled and as his tongue ran over my folds my hands were grabbing my Shouto with a small smile. 

My head laid in Shoutos’ lap as his hands held my wrists, I shook and moaned loudly as Katsuki ravished my core. This was no starving man who had just found food; this was a beast wanting to mate and fall. This beast licked and bit, sucking on the sensitive nub of nerves that caused my legs to shake and eyes to roll back. “Such a good girl” Shouto praised and my core tightened, praise from him, my mate. That’s all I wanted. I was so close but Katsuki stopped and tears pricked my eyes in need. “It’s ok little one, I know. I know it hurts, you won’t be hurting soon” I nodded in pleading, begging for it to go away and the pleasure to return. 

Katsuki moved to pull off his boxers with a smirk at my wide eyes, I needed him. Every single cell in my body was begging for him to completely ruin me. “Look at those eyes” he whispered and I stared at him “This what you want little one” I nodded eagerly “Turn over” it was like an instinct, I had my arse up and head down, back arched. Though a small alarm went off in my head, there was no time. I couldn’t get pregnant that’s all I cared about, I could have him, have his seed. I moaned, I needed his seed, that’s how we fed, feeding on emotions and cum, I needed him inside me. “Good girl” hands rested against my ass as he moved to slide his cock along my arousal, that was just cruel. I whimpered and Shouto rubbed my head softly and I felt a purr rise in my throat. “Ready baby, ready to have my cock” he asked and I nodded, pleading with him to give it to me. 

With the lining of his cock and a smile on my blissed out face, Shouto stroking my hair affectionately, praise falling from his lips like air, like it was second nature. With one thrust he was inside me and I moaned loudly, my body accompanying him with little to no pain, Succubi body. Though once he was inside a growl resonated through the room and my alarms were going off throughout my body. I didn’t care, his cock was so big, so thick. I needed this, alarms grew as he started moving slowly. 

Wolf. 

That one word sent my body aflame and I froze. The alarms in my head were not ones of stress or embarrassment but ones of warning, my life was in danger. “Wait” I whispered and moaned as I tried to push myself up from the sheets, Succubi couldn’t mate with wolves, their energy was off the charts, I couldn’t be with one “Stop” I whispered. Wolf. I sucked in a breath as my eyes rolled and I tried to push myself up from the bed once more, my arms shaking lightly. Why was I on the bottom, why was I in one of the most submissive positions, I was a succubus. I was meant to be fucking them, what was going on. “Katsuki” I moaned and I met his eyes, a shining gold. “Stop” I shook my head “Wait no stop, you’re a wolf, I can’t” my face was pressed into the sheets within the words leaving my lips. 

“Poor little Succubi so hungry she completely ignored her basic instincts” he laughed and I tried to raise again as he pushed me in further, a small whimper leaving my lips. “You’re ours” he growled, but they were my mates, I could feel that but a wolf. Pushing me into the bed as Shouto moved to hold my wrists. I had to get out, I couldn’t continue this, all hunger had left, fear coursing through my body. “You’re never leaving” each word was a thrust as I clenched around him and took it, I couldn’t get up. My nails ripped through the sheets as my legs were pinned by Katsukis. He growled “We’ve waited so long for you little one, and a succubi, for us” he laughed and leaned down to my moaning and gasping figure pushed into the sheets. “I’m going to make you take every last drop of my seed, you will feed and then you will thank your Alpha, won’t you” I wasn’t able to reply as my head was held down and his hips began to piston. 

He was amazing, feeding was basic biology, built in and inside me no matter how much you tried or not. I could feel my body taking in the emotions and lust of both of them, I couldn’t, I had to stop it, if I continued to feed off of him, off a wolf. I didn’t know what was going to happen. In all the books I had been given, Succubi were not meant to be submissive, we did the work, we brought out desires and needs, we brought them all. I couldn’t do this, I felt my shoulders shake as I bit my lip, I couldn’t give him the satisfaction of hearing me. My walls clenched around him, again it was biology, I knew that I was meant to give the participant the best sex of their life but a wolf was not safe. 

I lifted my head, his hand moving to hold my waist to pull my body back on his cock. “Stop” I spoke and slammed my teeth into my lip as he pulled me the entire way onto his cock. With eyes wide and body tensing, I held on. I couldn’t cum. Succubi weren’t meant to come during sex, as energy was taken from them Succubi gave energy during orgasim. I couldn’t cum, I had to get away. “Katsuki” he growled and all the hair on my body stood on end, I could feel my eyes shift. I turned my head “I don’t want this” I panted, his cock wasn’t moving, this was awful. The feeling of needing him to continue but knowing he shouldn’t. I wouldn’t beg, I couldn’t beg, Succubi didn’t do that. I pushed my arms up, Shouto having leaned back to just sit and watch “Get off” I stated and felt my heart race. 

A smirk spread across his face and I knew I was in danger, I knew I was in a lot of danger. His arms wrapped around my torso and brought me to his own, hands coming to snake around my neck and grip as the other slid around my waist to hold me still. “Oh little Succubus” I shivered and clawed at his arm, his hand tightening around my neck and I moved to grip that hand  “You belong to us, got it” I shook my head and he thrust, my eyes rolling back as I gripped his hand “Succubi are meant to be fearsome creatures who can bring down gods with a single glance and look at you being held down and fucked by an Alpha. So submissive” he liked to talk, hearing his own voice as I swallowed and shook my head. I wasn’t submissive, another thrust and my legs clenched. “You’re perfect for us, why else would we be paired with a Succubus if not to absolutely own them” I shook my head, tears pricking my eyes. 

I shook my head and Shouto moved to kneel in front of me “Don’t cry little one” I clenched at the nickname and I knew Katsuki felt it, his growl resigning through the room. “You’re safe with us” he smiled and nodded to my shaking body “We’re going to take care of you, completely own and possess you” his eyes shifted and I pulled back lightly in fear. 

Vampire. 

I shook my head and tried to move “No” I stuttered and a tear fell from my eye. “Stop” I begged, I didn’t care anymore. This was my life, I couldn’t. This is why Succubi were so rare, we were used as slaves, as objects to possess and own, a way to have endless energy that didn’t harm them in the process. I was panicking, I could feel my heart racing and my back itched. “I can’t” I shook my head. Another thrust and I was sobbing in pleasure, all the emotions of lust, affection, pride coursed through the room. “This isn’t right” 

He smiled lightly “I promise little one, you won’t have to do anything, you are for us. We won’t let you leave. Being each other's leaning post for so long and now we have you. This perfect being, absolutely perfect for us” he nodded and the alarms sounded again, my nails hurt and my back itched again.  “You will take us, you will take our marks and bonds and then” he sighed out head tilting to the side “and then you’ll need us, beg us to take you” he breathed out even though I knew his lungs did not need that air. “Now Katsuki” he looked past me as I shook and tried to pry the hand from my neck. “Why don’t you show her what a good Alpha does to ones mate”

I was back against the sheets again, my hips rising and his hand had moved to the back of my neck to hold me down. I moaned out and gripped. If I just dealt with this one time then I could leave, just leave the school and run. I just had to not cum, not give him that feeling. I couldn’t feed anymore, I had fed too much already, I couldn’t do this. I couldn’t feed, I had to stop and just take it. His cock felt like it was bigger as the head begged to breach my womb. His cock rubbed against my walls as he pushed and pulled his hips, claws dug into my neck and waist. My entire body was vibrating as I tried to clench and hold back my release. This only spurred him on. 

He leaned down and I swear his cock was digging into my very soul “I’m going to knot you” this is why they were so dangerous, by being able to pump loads of seed into the participant they could hold it there and make the Succubi feed, make them absorb it. There wasn’t much a Succubi could do if there was no way to remove their seed. I shook my head “Fuck im going to fill you to brim” wolves also had a need to breed, if this was any other sense I wouldn’t blame him. 

“Please” he stopped and I breathed out “Please” I was allowed to turn to him “Please Katsuki” he breathed out. “Fuck me, fuck me just please don’t knot me” I begged and panted as my body tried to stop the Alpha. Tried to plead with the beast not to do what he so desperately wanted. His eyes narrowed and breathed fast. “Katsuki, please I’ve never fed” I was trying anything, his eyes did soften lightly and I felt my legs shake. “I’ve never fed before, this is too much. I can’t take an Alphas’ knot, please” his eyes drifted to the other males who were happily watching the show. 

“If you knot her, she’ll feed” I swallowed but didn’t dare move as he slowly thrust in and out of my core, not being able to stay still, still needing that friction. “She’ll get used to it” I shook my head. I had never even had sex before, I couldn’t take an Alphas knot. “Her body is built to take anything you give her” he moved forward gripping my face “Whether it be emotional or physical” he smiled as I glared. “If not I'm sure she’ll get used to it after a few sessions” fear, fear was the only emotion I knew as I tried to drop my head as Katsuki continued but Shouto held my face. “Look at me, I want to see your expression when our mate knots you” I glared and hissed lightly, his fingers gripped harder as growls were heard. “I’m sure you’ll enjoy it,” he smirked. I knew I would too, that was the problem. 

“Going to pump you full” he panted completely thrusting into my awaiting body. “Full of pups” he sighed and I tried to look away from Shouto, embarrassment running up my spine and down my cheek. My head was pulled to look at him. His cock got bigger, I could feel his knot and I tried to move, I couldn’t. Panic and fear caused a sob. “So good” he was going faster though more erratic. I tried to pull away and a growl ripped through his throat. I stilled and then he was growling and with one push his knot was inside my cunt expanding and taking up as much space as physically possible. 

A pleasurable scream ripped from my throat as Shouto forced my eyes to look at his, thick ropes of cum painted my insides only for my body to try and not take it completely. I clenched down on his cock willing my body not to feed but as more continued to pump, there was no way I couldn’t just let me eyes roll “Alpha” I whispered and my head fell to the bed from Shouto’s hands as I fed, his cum was so filling, absolutely indulging. This is why we didn’t feed from them. 

I wasn’t sure how long I sat against the bed just breathing and feeling the emotions around the room and the males. Growls resigned behind me as he leaned over and rested his head on my shoulder as my legs shook, feeding was unlike anything a human could comprehend. The feeling of being completely satisfied, no human emotion or feeling could ever amount to this. I understood why Succubi gave into strong creatures. The idea of Katsuki completely filling my body over and over again made a small moan leave my lips. Time passed, time was non-existent, it was nothing, time was but a myth, un-important. I felt him pull and lifted my hips up with a whimper, I was so sensitive, so much intensity, so many emotions, so much force. He pulled again and I whimpered turning my head to try and look away, as I met eyes with the beast he smirked and he pulled from my body as I moaned and pushed my face into the bed. My mind was so clouded I was unaware Katsuki had moved away as my hips fell to the sheets. 

I felt hands on my waist and I was turned over and my hands laid next to my head as I tried to regain what little coherent thought I had, I looked up blinking my eyes a few times to see Shouto above me though what I noticed more was the heat against my thigh. I looked down and saw his cock, hard, leaking and pulsing. My brain began to kick back into gear and my hands moved though were quickly pinned down. 

“You aren’t going to let yourself and Katsuki have all the fun only to leave me out, are you” he asked with a smirk and I saw his fangs poke through the words. I shook my head, no, he wasn’t about to do what I thought. This couldn’t be happening. “Come on little one, I'm sure you can go again” the fear began to rise, the pleasure fading like a fog. I shook my head and he smirked. “I’ll make sure it is very pleasurable” my hands moved to pull my head to the side and I tried to move away. 

“Come on little one, be nice” Katsuki's voice was husky, I'm sure his pleasure was still coursing through his veins. I tried to lift my legs through it and did nothing. I couldn’t put them between the vampire and I, he was too close. My wrists pinned to the bed and head pulled to the side to show my neck. “You were so good for me” he whispered and a shiver ran over my body. 

I felt Shoutos cock run over my folds and I tried to clench my legs but with his body in the way I couldn’t stop the onslaught, it felt amazing, my hunger was already rising. They were my mates, I would always be a least a little lustful for them, that’s just how mates worked. I could hear Shoutos’ breath even though his lungs did not work, his skin was both freezing cold but also burning along my skin. 

I felt the tip of his cock at my entrance and he paused a shudder running through his body. I tried to look at him and my head was moved so I could see him, my eyes were fearful and wide. I barely took an Alpha and now a vampire was going to take me one after another. I was unsure how I was going to fair. 

He began to push in agonizingly slow “Please” I begged and met his eyes, glowing and beautiful, just like the other males. They were bright but not red like most vampires and then it clicked, he was no normal vampire and i'm sure from my wide eyes and shaking hands, the smirk he gave was one of knowing I knew what he was. A mix of two purebloods, that was the only way to have those eyes are a vampire. An Alpha and a Pureblood, how was I so unlucky. “Shouto please” he paused again only a few inches inside, both too much and not enough. “Please” I begged again and a tear ran down my face “Not a pureblood” his smirk only grew “I can’t” I added with a shaky breath “It’s too much, please, stop” I begged and begged. I was willing to do anything for him, not too. I couldn’t do this. 

“Oh but little one” he moved forward and as he did, his cock only went deeper. I remained eye contact as I struggled to not make a sound “You are ours” he smirked and I could see the insanity, the bloodlust of a vampire swirl. “You were made for us as much as we were for you” I couldn’t argue, it was true. I was made for them and they were made for me but why, why would the universe pair me with not only two mates but an Alpha and a Pureblood. One I might have been able to sway but two of them one after another was too much. “You’re going to feel so good little one” he nodded and he continued to push in. He was softer than Katsuki but he was far scarier. “All you need is my venom and you’ll be begging me to take you” panic rose in my soul and I shook my head as best I could as I tried to move away. “No no, little one, calm down. You’re going to feel so good, you won’t be in pain anymore with us” I grit my teeth and let my head fall back as he began to thrust. 

His thrusts were slow and deep, each one you could feel the veins of his cock, could feel each pulse of his body. For a dead body he sure felt alive, vampires were strange creatures, many believed them to have beating hearts that were so slowed it was hard to catch, overpowered creatures with few predators, instant bloodthirsty killers, many speculations about these creatures but this was a Pureblood, one from two lines it seemed. I tried to grit my teeth practically breaking my jaw so I wouldn’t let out a noise. He did not deserve my voice. 

He sighed and looked up to my eyes as he was nestled as deep as he could go, my legs tensed and my breath hitched, eyes trying not to roll back. Katsuki looked at me as he held my head in his large hands. “Look at you” Katsuki whispered “Trying to be so strong” he scoffed with a smirk “Look at you” I swallowed “You’re trying so hard not to show Shouto you’re enjoying it, why don’t we make you be honest with yourself” I went to talk though with one fast and unexpected thrust I moaned “There we go, see” he nodded and Shouto did it again, I tried to hold it in but this felt amazing. “I think it’s time Shou” I watched as Katsuki leaned over me to look at the male with lust filled eyes “You hungry baby” he other growled and I shook my head, Katsuki having moved his hands to Shoutos’ face to pull him in for a kiss. I couldn’t deny the way my body clenched at the sight. Katsuki moved back and panted “Come on, give her what she wants, what she needs” he moved back and took my head back into his hands with soft eyes. 

My head was turned to the side and I tried to move away but there was nowhere to go, nothing I could do. Shouto leaned down and he looked feral, completely gone, taken by the bloodlust and need, I would have found it beautiful, absolutely entrancing if my life wasn’t in danger. I didn’t know what his venom did, Purebloods were hard to come by, even harder to study. His lips danced along my neck and I clenched down on him as I tried to move my head so he didn’t have access. My head was only turned more. His hot tongue glided up my neck and I shivered, clenching more. I couldn’t cum, I couldn’t cum. I could do this, I just couldn’t cum. Another lick up my neck and I let out a shuddering breath. 

“Shouto” the words were lost as his teeth dragged along my skin and I swallowed to try and stay calm, his breathing was laboured and it brought my heart no calmness knowing he did not need to make noises during this, he did not need to sound like a beast, an animal, feral. This was need, this was bloodlust. “Just do it” I whispered, my heart was racing, fear coursing through my body. It wasn’t just the fear of being a Succubi but the fear of vampires, drinking blood was something to fear. This was not just the supernatural part of me but also my past human self. “Will it hurt?” I asked slowly, my hands shaking. 

“For a moment and then you’ll feel euphoric” he whispered his tongue running along the vein in my neck “You’re being so good little one” I closed my eyes and his hands moved from my wrists to my hands, holding them. If I wasn’t about to be fed off after being completely fucked out of my mind and about to be fucked once more, I might have found it cute. I gripped his hands though Katsukis’ never moved and I was thankful if he did, I might freak and bleed out. 

“Shouto” I tried to ask but a quick scream left my lips in the same breath as his teeth buried themselves underneath my skin, sharp like a knife, no like a needle, something I could not comprehend. Tears fell from my eyes and my instincts let out sirens in my body, begging me to move, I couldn’t. I gripped his hands harshly and I could have sworn there was a crack. The sound of his first swallow of my blood made my cunt clench and he began to move. His teeth went deeper and I let out a whimper as Katsuki looked at me and wiped a tear from my eye. Then came the rush, the rush of pleasure that made my cunt ache and legs shake, made my hunger flare and a moan leave my lips. 

His hips moved faster and my eyes rolled, what was this, why did it feel so good. Why was everything heightened, I wanted to feed, I began to feed. It felt better than anything, no it was on par with Katsuki. What was this, feeding was sexual to some Pureblood but I never thought it would feel like this. His hands left my hands though I could not move them, I didn’t want to, I wanted to keep them there. I wanted to follow anything he said, I'd do anything for him, anything for them one needed only to say the word. His fangs left my neck and he licked along the marked and I moaned loud and my legs shook with pleasure. Katsuki let my head go but I only bared my neck in return. 

“My venom is working” he whispered, his venom, Pureblood had venom. Yes, I think I remembered reading about that, maybe not. Everything felt so good, too good right now. “My venom acts as an aphrodisiac, that way finding and feeding off prey is much easier” that’s why everything felt so good. My back itches and I feel my hips lift with the discomfort. “One bite and you won’t be in pain” he was right, there was no pain, no nothing. Just, them. His hips began to move faster and my body complied with lifting my legs and his hands held the underneath of my knees and began to piston. It was surreal, so deep yet so utterly pleasureful. “Do you feel good, little one” he asked and I couldn’t stop the nod of my head. The alarms were so quiet, more like a song played low in a car with the windows down. This is why they were dangerous, our bodies gave in so naturally. 

His hips moved faster and my body couldn’t keep up, I clenched down, my instinct clenched down as to not cum, I couldn’t care less at this point. I wanted it, I wanted it all. I wanted his fangs again, I wanted him to feed, to take me. I wanted his cock, I wanted his seed, anything he had to offer, I’d take it willingly. His hips were moving so quickly, my legs over his elbows and he drove himself into my body over and over again. I was moaning that I knew but it was so cloudy, lust was all I could feel. My hands lifted and his eyes were instantly on them, Succubi used their nails for defence but my hand moved to rest on his abdomen as he pressed forward. Eyes rolling back into my head. 

I was just taking him, the change from the rough animalistic to the this was surreal, I didn’t even know how to describe this, his venom brought out your wants, your needs. I could die happy knowing I had, had both of them. His hips moved faster and my breath hitched “You’re such a good girl” Shouto nodded his eyes trained on my face as his hips began to speed up. I nodded, my voice was nothing. I wanted his seed, needed his seed. With one look into his eyes the alarms were quietened. “Are you ready, little one, ready to take Masters cum” he asked and I could only agree with a smile and a “Yes Master”. His venom ran through my system though as his hips sped up my walls clenched, my body knew. I was trying not to cum though his hips slammed into my own, he was so deep, with a few more thrusts he was pushing himself as deep as he could go and moaned his fangs being shown as he released into my body and I drank it up happily. This was too much, but the feeling of each pump of his seed was unearthly. 

When he stopped his head was down and body was still giving small thrusts, this was beyond venom, this was close to submission. Two strong energy participants giving my body exactly what it begged for was going to go one way or another. I felt the effects of the venom begin to wear off after some minutes after the ordeal and when I looked I was gripping Katsukis arm, nails dug into the skin, blood dripping from the skin, there were scratch marks on Shouto’s arms from where I had grabbed and on his torso. Looking I do not think the sex was as calm as my mind made it out to be. I slowly moved my hand from Katsuki’s with a small apology. My hand was brought up to Shouto’s face and his tongue ran anlong my fingers and nails then leaned over my tired body only sliding himself deeper to grab and lick Katsuki’s arm. I was spent, so utterly spent. 

I breathed slowly trying my best to recover though Shoutos arms moved around my body holding my body to his own, we moved and he slowly flipped us over so I was straddling him. I bit my lip as my nails dug into his chest to try and balance myself. This was too much, all too much. I was so full of energy yet completely exhausted, flexing my legs to see if I could even feel them I moved to try and push myself up from him though hands gripped my hips and I looked up at him. 

“No little one” he shook his head with a smile “Not yet” I looked down and swallowed lightly, I wanted to leave, needed to leave. This was too much already. “Little one” he smiled, there was no smirk but this smile was so genuine and happy. “We are going to be one” I felt hands wrap around my torso and a head came to rest on my shoulder. “All of us” my eyes widened at his words. 

“You’re so good for us” Katsuki whispered, laying a small kiss on my neck as I shook my head and tried to move away, his arms were placed firmly around my body and I was unable to move. His cock moved to my entrance and I shook my head with vigor as Katsuki continued to kill along my neck. “Relax” my eyes began to water, not both of them. I couldn’t take both, both were too much. This was too much. Though he slowly pushed in, Shouto’s venom still ran through my veins and the high from being fed, they planned this in the minimal time they had. He continued to push in and I moaned out as my nails dug into Shoutos’ chest. 

“Stop” I whispered and shook my head. “Please, wait” a whimper fell from my lips as I breathed out. “Please, not both” I shook my head and tried to lift my hips, not both of them, so much energy from both of them. “I can’t have both of you” I breathed out. 

Katsuki did slow but he continued to push inside as Shouto rubbed loving circles on my hips and glided his hands down my thighs. “We’ll go slow baby” Katsuki whispered and his hands moved to wrap around my waist “It’s ok, nice and slow” I couldn’t stop them “We’ll go slow and then” he breathed out voice laboured and uneven “We can bond” his voice sounded so happy and overly excited. “We can be one, all of us” he continued to push in and my head fell back. The stretch was unlike anything I had felt before, I wanted more. 

“We’ll bond love” I could hear the smile in Shouto’s voice from where my head was resting on Katsuki’s shoulder, though I knew those words were not for me. “We’ll be one, and then” there was a pause “We can be together” there was another pause “Forever” Katsuki pushed in further so agonizingly slow and soon he was at the hilt. I had two cocks inside me. 

“Fuck” I breathed out my nails digging into Shoutos chest “Fuck” I swore again not being able to completely comprehend and have a straight thought. There was no room left and I already knew what was to come when Katsuki was finished. My walls massaged them instinctively. “So deep” my eyes rolled back into my head and I felt my legs shake with vigor. “So deep” I whispered as Shouto moved and then they began to thrust in tandem, while one was deep then the other was at the entrance and then as one pulled out the other pushed in. I couldn’t help my moans, there was nothing that could feel better then the two of them. Nothing could amount to this feeling “Yes” I moaned “More” I whispered my breathing picking up, pant-like. 

“You’re so good little one” Shouto praised as Katsuki moved to kiss the length of my neck “Look at you” I could hear the wide smile and feel the happiness pour from him “You’re so good to us, look at you, taking us” he sighed out “You’re such a good girl” I clenched down on them and heard growls from both. 

“So good” Katsuki panted as he spoke, his body moving a bit faster with Shouto following suit, “Bond” he whispered “Mate” he added and I nodded with a smile, my mind going numb, this was beyond comprehension for pleasure. 

A brutal pace was set as they both moved inside my awaiting walls, my body was satisfied and happy, so very happy. I had my mates, my mates were feeding me, keeping me happy. They were such good mates, amazing mates. My mind was going hazy and I felt that coil tighten in my abdomen, I felt amazing, body buzzing and preening with delight. My back itched and I felt my shoulder roll to release the tension. I moved to have my front pressed close to Shouto’s as I breathed and his hands moved to hold my face, I moved in and kissed him, the kiss was like drinking from the fountain of the gods, the way the energy flowed throughout my body was beautiful. We ended the kiss and I moved back to turn my head and take Katsuki into a deep kiss wanting to feel if it was the same, it was. This utterly undeniable feeling of energy. 

I rested my hands on Shouto’s chest and my mouth hung open as they continued, I could feel my body clench and every single cell in my body was telling me to cum, telling me to give into them, telling me to submit to my mates. “I need to cum” I moaned and when I opened my eyes Shouto’s was looking straight at me, Katuski growled behind me “Please” I watched as Shouto was about to open his mouth ‘Please let me cum” I begged and his eyes went wide and then he smiled. “Shouto, Katsuki please, let me cum” my voice was high as I begged. 

“Should we let her cum Katsuki?” Shouto asked, smiling up at my form as his eyes drifted to Katsuki’s “She’s being so good for us, even asking permission” I clenched tighter, permission. I needed my mate's permission. Katsuki peppered kisses along my neck and shoulder, leaving small nips here and there. 

“I think so, look at her” he whispered, moving his hand to cup my face, a thumb on one cheek and the rest of his fingers holding the other cheek, he shook my face lightly. “She’s so fucked out, aren’t you” I nodded, I needed to cum, I needed to cum so bad. “Go on little one, cum for us” he let go of my face and I fell to Shouto’s chest. 

They both moved faster moving as deep and fast as possible “Shouto” my voice moaned out as my eyes rolled back “Katsuki” I moaned in another breath and then it all broke, I felt my whole body shake as I screamed out the pleasure taking over my body, it ripped through each individual cell in my being and rushed out. I could hear the growls from the both of them and then at the height of my climax my back ripped and I felt my nails length as my eyes went fuzzy as my legs and body twitched in pleasure. My arms gave out and I fell forward onto Shouto his arms wrapping around my body to hold me as I breathed. 

“That was” Shouto whispered and I felt their power throughout the room “So much power” he grit his teeth and I moved to look up and see his eyes glowing and fangs elongated. “You’re beautiful” I tilted my head lightly “You’re wings” I turned my head and indeed I saw the small flap of them as I looked back. 

“She’s got a tail too” Katsuki voice though it was much deeper and I looked back to see his own canines elongated and eyes glowing, claws held my hips and he growled with each breath. I tried to feel my tail and it was wrapped around Katsuki’s arm in a tight hold “You’re adorable” he whispered. “Fuck this” he whispered and then he was moving again though it was faster, a new purpose “We will bond” I nodded “We will be together” I continued to nod and moan as I clenched, my cunt sensitive and my body was still coming down from the high. 

“You both feel amazing” Shouto whispered and began to piston his hips as well though now they were moving as one, I was empty and then filled to the brim, I could feel my wings twitch and flap lightly with my feelings, I wasn’t sure how to use them yet and I was unsure if I was going to be able to make them disappear but as of right now, the coil was tightening once more. 

They continued to piston into my body, moans and growls could be heard and I was pushed into Shouto as Katsuki leaned over my back his hand gliding over my wings my mouth opened tongue lolling out as my eyes shot open and my leg twitches. “Don’t do that” I moaned as I heard a light laugh and then claws dragging along my wing my body tensed again as my whole body shook with pleasure, my eyes rolling back “Katsuki don’t touch my wings” I whined out. I had never even thought that wings would be this sensitive. 

“Katsuki be nice” with those words he only added more pressure, my second climax was approaching quickly, this is why Succubi didn’t show their wings often, it was too vulnerable, too sensitive, too absolutely overwhelming. “Fuck” Shouto whispered and I clenched down harder then ever. 

“Please” I whimpered, my legs shaking uncontrollably “Please” I begged again my tail tightening around Katsuki’s arm “Please” I couldn’t think, I couldn’t comprehend, I needed them, needed everything. “Mark me” I begged as my back and wings flexed harshly, little flaps accompanying them. 

Katsuki moved down as Shouto moved up and with a few more fast and perfectly positioned thrusts I felt them both moved and with a few more thrusts I heard a loud building shaking growl as they both pushed as far in as they could possibly go and Katsuki’s knot was pushing inside my awaiting body, teeth buried beneath the skin of the area in between my neck and shoulder and it was like a ripple of energy, like waves crashing through my body, another screamed ripped from my throat as I was marked and completely taken my by mates. Amongst the ripples I could feel the warmth of their seed being pumped into my body as I fed and took all I could. I felt my wings flap and legs shake and tense. Once they removed their teeth my body fell to Shoutos’ chest as I laid there withering in the uttermost happiness. 

“Together, forever” 

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[a-forgotten-spirit]

Chained To Him (9)

Pairing: Dad Aizawa x reader (platonic), Dad Mic x reader (Platonic), Bakugou x reader (slow build), Tokoyami x reader (Take it as you will)

Summary: Going back to school, meltdowns, hero names, making new friends and spirits

Words: +-4100

Warnings: PTSD, lack of sleep, nudity, scars, spirits, spirits talking/complimenting/being protective, spirits using power from house, ErasureMic fluff, crying, fear of quirk, lack of eating, suicidal thoughts, panic attack, feelings, slight NSFW? depends on how you read it, quirk explanation, young deceased children (from quirk),  

A/N: I know im not the best author and I know my work isn’t that good but I do try and make content I think people will like. I have deeply fallen out of love with this series and am contemplating discontinuing it. I am trying and im sorry

Tags:  @puppetofyourdreams​ @aurorahoneybuns @star-witchs-blog​ @mha4life007​ @felixiesunshine​ @random-fandom-girl-24​

Masterlist

Chapter 1 Chapter 2 Chapter 3 Chapter 4 Chapter 5 Chapter 6 Chapter 7 Chapter 8

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Chapter 9

Over the two days, I didn’t speak much, I was trying to come to terms with my issues and trying my hardest not to hate what I was. I had always had these issues but now that I was showing my quirk off and trying to become something more it was different. The world seemed so big and I was scared. I knew my parents and those in my board would take care of me as much as they could but sometimes life became too much and this was one of those times. 

I hadn’t slept in those two days, I sat with my parents or laid in my hammock. This went on until my alarm for the first school day back after the festival. I was dreading going to school, I didn’t want to. I wanted to sit in my home and just wallow. I thought over those two days I would be able to come to terms with my feelings but even looking at myself in my mirror became a challenge, seeing the scars and the board was becoming too much. I would stand naked in front of the mirror and look over the scars and just stare. 

“We think you’re beautiful” I heard more than one voice that time as I stared at my body and smiled lightly as I felt a pressure against my back and with a flicker of the lights in the bathroom I saw the outline of someone hugging me from behind. “From all of us” I smiled more and nodded. “We will be with you today and forever, all for you” I nodded and the figure left as the lights came back on. “You are beautiful, do not think otherwise” I looked down and sighed with a nod. 

Grabbing a towel I covered myself and walked back to my room to get changed. My clothes were freshly washed and folded on my dresser. I got dressed quickly and packed my bag and headed downstairs. Walking into the kitchen I placed my bag on the bench and walked to the fridge wanting some yogurt and fruit for breakfast. I could hear Pa strumming in the lounge room and Dad was sitting at the table answering emails. 

“Do either of you want some yogurt and fruit” I called out and the strumming stopped and Pa came in with a wide smile and Dad turned from his laptop. I hadn’t been talking a lot but I had started talking more since the festival. 

“I’d love some Princess” Pa walked over hugging my side and kissing the top of my head and going to Dad to give him a kiss as well as I got the ingredients and began making breakfast. Some plain vanilla yogurt, banana, strawberries, green apple and some raspberries for Pa. 

Once done I placed the bowls down and sat with my parents as we began to eat. “Did you notice the lights flickering. I might have to call the electrician” Dad spoke out before taking a bite of his breakfast as Pa nodded saying he did notice the lights before. 

“That was me” I whispered and they paused their conversation and looked at me “They wanted to give me a hug to make me feel better and used the energy of the house” I whispered taking another bite as they nodded. 

“Well, that’s better than having an issue with the house” Pa smiled and Dad nodded. They weren’t mad which I was thankful for. “No harm no foul” Pa rubbed my shoulder and smiled as I nodded. 

“Sorry” voice broke out in the open and Pa and Dad smiled and shook their heads. “Y/N was sad” it was silent as I took another bite of my breakfast “We wanted a hug, we will tell you next time as to not worry” the voices added. 

“It’s ok, I’m not mad, I’m happy I don’t have to pay someone to come out and fix something” Dad nodded and finished off his breakfast taking the other bowls as we all finished and then rinsed them off to a place in the dishwasher. “Are we all ready to go?” he questioned. 

“Sure am” Pa stood and finger gunned at Dad. He walked over wrapping his arms around Dad and cuddling into his shoulder and swaying them back and forth as Dad smiled “How is my favourite hero” he asked, kissing him quickly. 

“I don’t know how are you Mic” I laughed as Pa flushed and Dad kissed him again with a small laugh. “I am ok” he added and pushed back some of the flies away hairs on Pa’s strange hairstyle. 

“I too am ok” Pa smiled and then they both looked at me and I was tackled into a hug as I smiled and was held by the people who love me. “Come on join in the hug” the lights began to flicker and I felt more pressure come to the hug. 

The lights came back on and they pulled away from me “Strange but not unwelcome” Dad smiled and Pa nodded. “Well we should head to school” I felt a hand grab my own as I nodded. 

We all hopped in the car and we were off to school, the ride was never bad, having gotten there a little earlier than the students for my parents to get their classes and other things ready. I sighed out listening to them talk about today and future shifts on patrol. I moved the school outfit feeling tighter than usual, though I knew it hadn’t changed. I still hadn’t gotten over my little episode. My head fell against the window, I didn’t want to have to deal with 1-A asking. I’d go in with Dad, then they wouldn’t be able too. 

The time passed slowly, going to the teacher's lounge and Midnight looking at me as if she knew what I was thinking about as if she knew I was having memories of the day I got my quirk. It was beginning to play on loop. The day my life got a little worse than it already was. I didn’t make her eyes, I couldn’t make Recovery Girls either and that's when I think MIdnight figured it out. 

When All Might came in I felt my heart race “I’m going to sit in the kitchen” I whispered and walked off trying to calm down. I left the lounge and just stood there breathing slowly. My hands cupped my face in dismay as I breathed out. 

“Want to go home” a voice whispered. I nodded, they already knew. They were a part of me. There was no need to answer them though I always did. “Go home, with us” I wanted, lord I wanted to just go home but I shook my head. I couldn’t leave. I saw a shimmer and looked up seeing a figure kneeling in front of me, the lights flickered in the room and possibly further “Here, with you” it struggled and I smiled. I knew they were with me. I put out my hand and let my fingers caress their face slowly in affection, they purred and when the door opened it stopped. 

Pa was there staring at me “Sorry” I whispered and stood straight but I didn’t turn to meet him. I couldn’t look at him, I couldn’t breathe. I couldn’t do anything. I wanted to go home. I wanted my quirk to leave, I paused. I wanted the spirits to stay, they were also my family. 

I heard the door close and then saw as shoes moved into my field of view and my head was lifted slowly, worried eyes met my own “Talk to me” Pa whispered and I felt tears well in the corners of my eyes. I couldn’t. 

“Talk to him” the voice was so soft and gentle. “Please” they were begging me. I knew they would never go against my wishes and tell them for me, they knew I’d shut off from them as well in fear and panic. I sighed. 

“I can’t” I breathed, my shoulders shaking, I shook my head, my hand coming to run through my hair in a rush “I can’t live like this” Pa’s eyes went wide. “I can’t sleep, I can’t eat, people will know, sure there are similar quirks in the world but it’s obvious, she” I paused and felt my hands' clench “She left me to save herself” I was furious “She left an innocent baby to be killed so she could get away” I was breathing heavily nails digging into my palms. “I didn’t do anything, I was a baby. Did my own birth mother hate me that much that she would have rather abandoned me and run away” these thoughts rushed through my mind daily. I felt my chest ache “I didn’t ask for this” I shuddered and my hands were running through my hair again. “I didn’t ask for this” I looked up at Pa who was wide-eyed, I looked down trying to get Oxygen back into my lungs “This board, this stupid board embedded into my chest, the spirits I love them, they are my family but the amount of fear and hate I have to deal with is more than I can take. I don’t know how much longer I can take before I just” I shook my head as tears finally fell down my cheeks. I put my head back trying to hold them back but it was too late.

It was silent as I just stood there crying, I wasn’t meant to spill that much, I’ve been holding this in for years. I was then taken into Pa’s arms and I cried harder, my hands shaking as they wrapped around him clawing into his jacket. “I love you” he whispered “I have no idea how this must feel but I am here for you, I always will be” I felt more arms wrap around me, I knew them all too well, how long had Dad been listening. 

“We are your parents and never think we would change a thing". I was pulled away, Dad kneeling in front of me. I could see a few other teachers at the door, I don’t think I was whispering like I first thought. Dad nodded as I looked at him “I wouldn’t change it for the world. I would do anything to be your Dad” I nodded as I let out another sob. “I would do anything for you Y/N, I don’t care what I’d have to do. I will always be there, I don’t care who says what, you are my daughter, our daughter and that will never change” I nodded and as he stood up I was hugged again. 

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We had to pick our hero names, I had no idea what to do for mine, I still wasn’t completely stable but with Midnight agreeing and disagreeing with names I knew my turn was coming up sooner rather than later. Dad was knocked out on the ground in his sleeping bag with Midnight happily talking to the students about not wanting to regret your names. As more people were approved I knew I would have to come up with something. 

“Planchette '' I quirked in an eyebrow why would they say that. “Hero name” there was a pause. “It’s the wood part of the ouija board, the part that moved” I nodded and smiled lightly. I felt arms wrap around my neck and a chest press into my back “You are stressed” I sighed and nodded “We can help relieve later” it asked, holding just slightly tighter. I nodded “Continue with class” I looked up making eye contact with Midnight. 

“Do you have one Y/N?” she asked, gesturing to the whiteboard and pen in my hand. I wrote down the name, sighed out and moved to the front of the room to expose my thoughts with the class. I walked in with Dad so none of them had the chance to talk to me though I did notice the looks at my bagged bloodshot eyes. 

I stood and walked to the front of the classroom, taking place at the stand. I swallowed once and then raised my eyes though they weren’t open the whole way. “Planchette” I saw many confused faces and waited. 

“Planchette” Midnight tasted the word, rolling it around her mouth with a shrug “It’s cute, though I don’t know what it is” I didn’t even think that people wouldn’t know what it was. “Explain,” she asked and the class now seemed very interested. 

“A planchette is the small heart-shaped piece of wood that moves on an ouija board. I thought it fit with my quirk. I can communicate with the dead” eyes went wide as I explained “I am simply the Planchette for them to use to manifest into this world” I saw scared, impressed and interested faces throughout the room. Tokoyami looked to be the most interested. “I also think it has a nice ring to it,” I added with a shrug. 

I looked to Midnight who was smiling brightly and nodded “I love it” I was then moving back to my seat, walking through the seats as I sat down and then listened to the rest of the lesson. 

By the end of the lesson, Bakugou was the only one who was denied his name. Personally, I thought King Explosion Murder was a cool name though I didn’t see why he didn’t just acronym it and make it ‘Kem’ sounded like a normal name but I’m sure he would come to Midnight with more than a few new suggestions for his hero name. 

Dad was now awake and talking about internships, I would most likely go with him, Midnight or Pa so I wasn’t too worried. Though I knew I had a lot of offers from the sports festival. Todoroki had the most followed by Bakugou and then me… even though I won. I knew my quirk didn’t look the best so I had to take that into account. “Make sure to really think about it, don’t choose the wrong area just because it sounds cool, pick an area that will fit your quirk and needs” he sighed “You are dismissed” I sighed out and sat back against the chair. 

I saw everyone getting ready and “Y/N” I heard opening my eyes to look at Tokoyami who was standing beside me. I asked if he was ok with a tilt of the head, Tokoyami and I weren’t ‘friends’ per se but I just hadn’t spoken to him. “What you said earlier” he began “It very much interests me” I was confused and then remembered what I had spoken about. I smiled, I knew he looked more than interested. “If you are interested, I would love to talk about the darkness and what lies beyond death” his eyes sparkled in excitement. 

“You can just ask them if you want” I smiled and stood from my desk as he cocked his head to the side in confusion “The spirits living in my board, they perk up from time to time to talk to me, you are more than welcome to talk to them. Boost their ego” I smiled and I swore he was about to explode. 

“Wow” he whispered “Really” I nodded and his feathers ruffled in excitement “This is amazing, the darkness is welcoming me with open arms” he whispered and I smiled wider with a small laugh. 

“I’m free now, Dad and Pa don’t get out for another hour or so, so if you wanna hang. I’m down” I wanted a friend who wasn’t afraid of me, someone interested in me for me. Tokoyami was a perfect friend candidate. He wasn’t afraid of ‘the darkness’ and welcomed it. This was the beginning of a beautiful friendship. We saw everyone off and then I waved my Dad goodbye and we walked outside “We’ll go to the back of the school so no one can interfere” I smiled and he nodded. Making our way to the back of the school behind the building where no one goes, moved to sit down on the grass and sighed out as Tokoyami joined me. “Now how would you like to begin” I felt a hand come to my shoulder and squeeze. 

“To be honest, I don’t know. The darkness has accepted me with open arms and this is a dream come true” his eyes were wide as he smiled and nodded on with excitement. I nodded “I wouldn’t mind knowing more about how your quirk works,” he asked and I nodded in understanding. 

“Do you mind me showing you my board” I paused “Mind you it is on my chest” I clarified and felt another squeeze come to my shoulder. I wasn’t afraid of Tokoyami, he was a trustworthy person and I didn’t fear him in the slightest. 

“Only if you are comfortable. I promise I am not here to see anything lewd” he looked down crossing his arms and then looking straight at me “I am only here for us to build a friendship through the darkness and common interest” I smiled at his words, I knew he wasn’t bad. 

I moved to pull my jumper from my arms and laid it in my lap sitting in a bra and the skirt though the jumper hid my stomach and most of the bra. “This is my board” I started and his eyes were on board “It works like a normal ouija board, it is a tool to be able to communicate with spirits, I can speak to spirits without the board being in use, they” I paused and tried to find the right words to choose “are my family, they are always with me, they can move around and use the energy from not only my body but the things around me. I have learnt not to see them as it can be quite intense” I laughed lightly and then my voice died down “I won’t lie, I hate where I got this board from, and I hate the torture and pain it’s put me through but without I wouldn’t have the family I do now” I looked up at Tokoyami who was listening intently.

“I understand that pain, I love Dark shadow, he is my best friend, my family but when I was younger there was a lot of pent up fear, I mean I still fear his power but I know he’d never hurt me intentionally, he protects me” Tokoyami explained and his hand came to his abdomen and rubbed lightly. 

“Yeah, they have protected me more than I could ever thank them, even before my board burst from my chest quite literally they helped me when my biological parents left me” I whispered and my hand slowly rubbed around the scarred tissue of my chest. “But they also helped me during some of my early school days and after the sports festival, so I don’t know what I’d do without them” I smiled softly. “Alright would you like to see them, speak to them, it’s whatever you are comfortable with” I offered. 

“Whatever they wish, I am happy to oblige” he answered simply and moved a bit closer to his sitting body in what I could only describe as excitement. I smiled at him and sighed out to get myself ready. 

“Alright, if you feel or hear anything I want you to know we are in a controlled and safe space. Some of the things you may see or hear can be rather gruesome but they cannot hurt you in any way without my say so” he nodded and I held out my hands “let’s get this started” his hands gripped my own and I held on tight “are you ready” I asked and he nodded. I let the darkness take over my eyes and slowly felt the board push through my chest.

“A new friend” the voices began and Tokoyami was looking around but did not let go of my hands, I wanted to make sure he knew he was safe. “Like us” it questioned and Tokoyami nodded “Trusted,” they asked and I looked down to see a hand coming to hold my neck in a loving caress “Can we trust” more voices asked. 

I smiled at Tokoyami “Yes a new friend, he will not harm me or you. So we will be nice to him” I voiced and voices were now butting in to say hello to the new visitor, a new friend. I felt him grip my hands tighter and he was smiling, smiling so wide. 

“Hug” the question was light and soft. “Hug,” it asked again and Tokoyami looked at me with wide eyes “Give hugs to friends, taught to hug and not hurt” it was soft and I slowly let go of his hands. 

“He can’t hug someone he can’t see” I spoke out and the area shimmered and there was a small girl in a beautiful blue dress standing next to us, purple littering her neck. “Ask him again” I felt a hand weave it’s way around my abdomen and a body pressed to my back. 

She stepped forward “Hug,” she asked with a wide smile “Birdy, pretty birdy” she smiled and her arms rose in a hug motion “Can I have a hug, promise won’t hurt” she smiled wider and ahead came to rest on my shoulder holding me tighter to their body.

“I’d love to give you a hug” he whispered and immediately she fell into his arms with a small laugh and a wide smile “Oh” Tokoyami voiced and then hugged the small girl as she smiled and laughed away at the two. 

“Missed you” a breathy whisper-voiced into my neck and held my body tighter “Worried about you, we all are” I nodded in understanding “I like this friend, he’s very cultured” the voice was low as their head moved into the crevice in my neck. 

“Thank you Birdy, I hope we can hug again” the girl smiled and fell into mist as his eyes met my own in excitement and overall affection, I could see he had already created a bond and I was glad the girl was finally talking to someone. 

“This is amazing” he breathed out and shook his head “Everything, I can’t believe I am able to experience this, it feels so natural, so calm and” he shook his head again “Thank you, I can’t believe this is real” he looked around as voices spoke and held out hands, he was enthralled. 

“I’m glad you enjoy it, I’m sure everyone would love for you to spend time with us again” I whispered out and Tokoyami looked back to me, hope shining in his eyes. I would never keep this from someone who loved it this dearly. 

“Yes, stay friend”

“Come see us”

“More hugs”

“A new friend, A new friend”

“Tokoyami, stay”

“I would love to spend more time with all of you, I look forward to the next visit” he bowed his head down low a hand coming to his chest “I promise to come and see you again if Y/N wishes, I promise to keep this to myself so she is not bombarded but most of all I am glad to have made new friends” he finished and laughing and an agreement was voiced out of the air. 

Tokoyami looked back at me and then to the misty figure cuddled into my back “This is Azur, they have been with me as long as I can remember and are the main spirit I communicate with, they are made up of multiple spirits that have merged, give or take about twenty” I explained and Tokoyami nodded in understanding. 

“We protect her, would do anything for her” the mist looked up eyes meeting Tokoyami in a stare “Anything” they whispered voice low and menacing “Be good to her and we will not have a problem” they whispered and moved back to have their head in my neck. 

“That was unneeded Az” I whispered and sighed out “I can not only handle myself but Tokoyami is not out to get me just so you know” I shook my head and rolled my eyes “He is a friend, not an enemy” I added for good measure. 

“No no I understand, Dark Shadow would do anything for me as well. I do not take offence, I understand Azur. I promise to treat her and everyone else with respect and friendship” Azur let out a soft hum and nodded. “Thank you again Y/N”

“Don’t thank me Tokoyami, you are one of the few people who have treated me with respect and for that, I thank you” ________________________________________________________________

Chapter 10 in the making, however, I may discontinue due to multiple reasons. 

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[a-forgotten-spirit]

Love Isn’t An Illusion (9)

Pairing: Todoroki x Bakugou, Todoroki X Reader x Bakugou, VERY SLOW BUILD

Summary: The summer camp arc with a little spice. 

Words: +-6200

Warnings: “you look dead” in relation to sleeping, textures, changing, being over worked, over working yourself, swearing, fainting, lack of eating, forgetting to eat, crushes, not accepting feelings, sexuality confusion, insomnia, panic attacks, overuse of quirk, quirk overload, jealousy, Mineta, LOV, camp training arc, violence, moon fish, 

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A/N: I wrote this for the fans. I do not own My Hero academia or the characters, I don’t own most of the plot for this story, I had watched the show and re-written the dialogue and plot as if the reader was the main character. Everything is centred around the reader. Please comment, makes me happy. Ask if you wish to be tagged. I’m sorry for not posting, I know im not that great but I am trying and I know my stories aren’t that popular which makes me not want to post but again, I am trying. 

Masterlist

Chapter 1 Chapter 2 Chapter 3 Chapter 4 Chapter 5 Chapter 6 Chapter 7 Chapter 8

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Chapter 9

I was awakened to the sound of an alarm going off. I groaned and pushed myself into my pillow pulling the blanket over my head. I hated mornings, I was not a morning person. I laid in bed for a while but when I got up the girls froze. 

“Are you ok Y/N?” Uraraka asked and I slowly turned my head to the girl in question, my eyes blinking but my eyes seemed to move in slow motion as I scratched my neck in one little nail swipe. “You look dead” I felt it too. 

“I hate mornings” I whispered and then I was off on my morning routines. I didn’t care if I was at home or on camp no one was going to stop me from completing my routine. 

Aizawa asked us all to meet in the field so I put on my sports uniform “I always wanted to ask why you wear the jumper and not the sports jacket” Jiro asked and I turned my eyes open and more awake now after my shower and brushing my teeth. 

“I don’t like the texture” I answered and she nodded looking down before I pulled the jumper over my shirt. I pulled on the pants and then the shoes and we were all off. 

It was far too early for this but walking out I stretched my arms high over my head and heard an amazing crack, I let my arms fall and walked to the area in which Aizawa had asked us to meet him. He looked tired as usual, dressed in his hero gear and ready for the day. I, on the other hand, looked about ready to crawl into my grave. It was five-thirty in the morning. 

“Good morning class” was a good morning if I had to get up before noon. No, I didn’t think so. “Today we begin a training camp that will increase your strength. Our goal is to raise your skill exponentially so you can all get your hero license” I nodded, so that’s what this camp was for. It was to train so we could go for our license. “This will allow you to face the dangers that fester in the darkness, proceed carefully. Look alive Bakugou” a ball was thrown at the blonde who was quiet. I liked the sleepy Bakugou. “Try throwing that for me” 

“Yeah sure, like in the fitness test” his voice was even softer, I liked sleepy Bakugou. This was going to be a long camp but I got to spend a whole week with my class and a certain two people. 

“That’s right when you first started school your record was 705.2m” the blonde began to walk up to the place in which he could throw the ball. I tried to remember my score, I hadn’t tried but it was far. I just sent it with an illusion and it was there, one they couldn't see of course. “Let’s see if you’ve improved” I didn’t want to do this, I wanted to go back to bed. 

Bakugou walked forward the ball in his hand and body ready, he began to swing his arm around. Getting ready to explode the poor ball into the sky. His friends were cheering him on as I smiled and watched him bend down “I’ve got this” he bent back and smiled “No one blink” and sleepy calm Bakugou was gone. A true shame. He trusted his arm forward screaming “Go to hell” as the ball exploded more up into the sky than out in the field. 

“That was 709.6m” Aizawa corrected and held up the device, his strength hadn’t improved much and judging by the clenched fists and wide eyes, he wasn’t happy. “You’ve had a single semester at UA and due to your various experiences, all of you have improved” Bakugou hadn’t moved from his post throwing position. “But those improvements have been limited to mental prowess and technical skill, with a slight increase of stamina thrown in along the way. As you can see your quirks haven’t improved much on a fundamental level” I thought mine had, I believed I had done quite well into the training of your quirk department. “That’s why we are going to focus on improving your power” his smirk slid up to his eyes and I wanted to step back in fear. “This will be so hard you’ll feel like you're dying” I already felt like that when I versed him though I didn’t doubt my training would be harder. “Let’s hope you all survive” was he kidding? He had to be joking. My heart sank. 

Then we were put to work immediately. Bakugou was placing his hands into boiling water to expand his sweat glands and then firing off mass explosions above him yelling each time. Todoroki was forced to alternate between ice and fire, freeze the ground and then melt it over and over again in a bucket of water. His muscles looked good though. Sero was forced to produce tape over the mountain for as long as he could, he was screaming. Kirishima was with Ojiro, Ojiro hit him and he hardened up. They worked on both their quirks at once. Kaminari, in short, was just electrocuting himself far over his limit. Koda was just yelling to get louder, his throat was going to be sore by the end of this. Aoyama was continuously blasting his laser, while Tokoymai was placed into a cave to try and control dark shadow. From the screams and endless shouts of Dark Shadow, it sounded very difficult. Uraraka was falling down a hill in a bubble to get used to zero gravity. Iida was just running around everywhere trying to do long distance, Tsu was climbing the mountain to use all her muscles. Sato and Momo were placed together, Sato eating and working out to help his body get used to larger amounts of sugar and Momo was trying to create more. Jiro and Mina were just destroying a poor mountain together. Mineta was crying on the floor as he pulled the balls of his head repeatedly, he was bleeding. Shoji and Toru were working together on stealth and using his quirk to locate her. 

I, on the other hand, was fighting Eraser “More” he yelled as my breathing was heavy. I was currently climbing the mountain with around twenty clones, building something on the ground near Sato and Momo. Adding more hot water to Bakugou's tank. Dodging Todorokis’ attacks quickly, running with Iida and helping Uraraka get down the mountain as well as fighting with Eraser. “Faster” I was moving faster. I had so many independent thoughts going on at once. “Make more and go say hello to class B” 

There was so much as a clone rose in front of the group “Hello Class B” I waved and then made sure to jump to avoid one of Todoroki’s fire attacks. I let the illusion fall as I jumped away from Aizawa as he walked towards Class B. I thought I might catch a break. 

“Y/N, I want three more climbing, two more running and one more building” I nodded and then got to work. My head was racing as I looked around frantically. I could do this, I was tiring myself but I could do it. I couldn’t even look at what was going on as I rushed around trying to do this. “Join Midoriya as well” 

I was going to collapse as I fought the fourth kitten of the wild wild pussy cats. I was dodging him as I desperately tried to keep up with everything that was going on. “This is bullshit” all of them screamed at once. 

“Language” Aizawa yelled as my original was then knocked away by a scarf “Get up” I was up breathing heavy and on the verge of passing out. “Look at me” I looked up and saw Class B doing the same. “Focus” I focused and then continued to fight. 

Hours, this took hours of my day away. He was right, they were trying to kill us. I was falling before I knew it all the illusions falling as well as I hit the ground with a thud. There were so many things, so many different things I had to do at once. I felt my hand twitch as Aizawa came into my view and it was silent. 

“Y/N” he called out and grabbed my head looking into my open but not responding eyes. This was the second day, I had to do better. I needed to do better. I made thoughts rush through my mind activating my quirk and then a burst of energy came from my body and I blinked “There you go” he smiled as I was moved into a sitting position. “Had me worried” he whispered. 

I looked up and could see everyone had stopped even Class B “I wonder why” I coughed to clear my throat. I almost fell again. I was exhausted, so very exhausted. I needed to eat, to relax for just a few minutes. 

“That’s enough for now, go get some food” I was so glad for that one comment. “Are you able to walk?” I nodded, I didn’t want to look weak. I needed to be stronger, I needed to be the best. I could see he knew I wasn’t doing well but he left my side as I stood. 

I watched as my class walked over and once he was gone I felt an arm wrap around my waist and hold me up, I looked up seeing Todoroki and then looked to the class “You did so well today Y/N” Shoji nodded as the rest of the class did too. 

“You all as well, let’s go get some food” they all agreed and we were off. Walking back to the building as Todoroki held me up “Thank you Todoroki, I am very tired. I’ll be fine in about an hour though” I smiled and he nodded. 

When we arrived we were met with food, uncooked and unprepared meals ``Remember what we said, we aren’t serving you food anymore” I felt my head drop as a groan left my mouth. Just what I needed. 

“If you want to eat, you’ll have to make your meals” I leaned off of Todoroki but he kept his arm around my waist, securing me. I sighed out and looked over the food, it looked good just effort and energy I didn’t have. “Starting with curry, man you guys look exhausted” I glared at the yellow cat, of course, we did. “That doesn’t mean you can get away with making sloppy cat food” she called out. 

“Let’s make the most delicious curry in the world everyone” Iida, always here to lift our spirits and keep us moving forward. I smiled and stood up straight even if it was just to crack my back. Everyone agreed. 

Class 1-A was up and ready, Todoroki was lighting the fires and Bakugou was well, trying. He just ended up exploding the grill. I laughed lightly at him saying it was beneath him. I had gained a little energy so I wanted to help out in some way. I knew how to cook. Bakugou was then walking away with Todoroki being thanked for the flames, he smiled. After an hour or so it was cooked. I sat down and Bakugou and Todoroki walked over to sit with me as well. Kirishima and Sero were scarfing their faces with as much as they could get. I didn’t blame them but I ate slowly. 

“If I got this crap at a restaurant, I’d send it back but after today I’ll eat every bite” I looked down to my bowel, I didn’t think it was that bad if I was honest. Not the best, we were rushing and trying to make the food quickly but I liked it.

“Wow your scarfing Momo” Mina commented from another table her smile bright and body turned to Momo. She was correct, not as fast as the two boys next to her but faster than most nonetheless.

“Yes,” she sighed raising herself from her food “My quirk works by taking lipids and turning them into brand new atoms. To create non-organic materials. That means the more I eat the more I can make” her quirk was useful with being a hero and I didn’t doubt she was going to go far in her career. 

“Like how poop works” I felt my heart sink at Seros’ comment. Momo doing the same. I felt bad but it was kinda how it worked if you thought hard enough. I smiled at her but her mind was somewhere else entirely. 

Jiro was up and out of her seat in a second slapping Sero harshly across the face “Apologise” Sero did just that once he recovered. It was hard not to laugh at the situation. Jiro and Momo were really good friends. 

“You aren’t eating a lot” Bakugou pointed out and I looked down to my meal making a clicking noise with my tongue and nodded. “You should eat more” he spoke and took another bite of his food. 

“Yeah, I know” I whispered and took another bite of my own food “I just forget sometimes, I’m always in my head I forget I have a physical body to take care of” I turned and he looked worried, Bakugou worrying about me? “But I'm fine. Promise” I nodded. The rest of dinner was full of quiet chatter and conversations about the day. I talked about how much my brain hurt earlier in the day. I shook my head “It was a lot” I sighed and shook my head hearing the agrees. 

Todoroki and Bakugou looked tired, Bakugous’ hands were calloused and red from the day of endless boiling water and explosions. Todoroki seemed fine but he looked tired from what I could see. I was too. We were talking about anything and everything. Then it was bathing and then off to bed. I walked with the two boys until we had to part ways and go into our separate rooms. 

I walked in and sat with the girls in the circle as they talked “Hey Y/N” from the smirk Mina had I was worried for what was next to come “Do you like Todoroki or Bakugou” I flushed immediately and turned away. 

Everyone was silent as I rambled and looked around “No, we’re just friends. They came to visit me in the hospital and we grew close” I shook my head and waved my hands around. Was I that obvious? 

“She so does, which one” Toru moved forward, I only knew by the clothing moving forward with the movement. I leaned back and I could feel the room heat up as my hands shook. 

“Neither, we are just friends” I explained and could see everyone look not the slightest bit convinced. I sighed out and shook my head “We are friends. That’s all” even though I could hear the sadness in my voice. 

“Is that all you want?” Uraraka asked slowly and I stopped looking to the ground as I played with the ends of my sleeves. I wasn’t good at expressing myself and this was an incredibly awkward situation. I could trust them, right? Maybe. 

“I don’t know” I couldn’t tell the truth but from that statement, they seemed to understand the struggles I was having. How could I tell them I liked both of them, I wanted to date both of them. At once. I had read about poly people but this was something else, they had to like each other too or be comfortable with the idea. I would be seen as weird if they knew that I wanted that. “Moving on” I whispered and the conversation left from my love life. 

It didn’t matter as the conversations continued all I could think about was the two of them. I liked them both, I wanted to be with both of them. This was a lot, so many things were happening. I couldn’t sleep, when the lights turned off I sat there looking at the ceiling for most of the night. When I finally managed to get to sleep it wasn’t peaceful and it was a continuous wake-up and then fall back asleep. When the alarm finally went off I was glad I didn’t have to just lay down anymore. 

I got dressed and then I was off to train. I needed to train, I was drowning. I couldn’t think, couldn’t breathe. I needed something to distract me. The five students who didn’t pass were on the verge of collapsing as I rushed around to create more thoughts. More and more, I needed to let go, I needed to be better. I needed to stop drowning. 

I knew I was getting looks but I moved faster, throwing my jumper aside I was in the polo shirt of the school uniform. I was running faster with Iida, building quicker, climbing better and fighting myself faster. I needed air, I needed to calm down. I needed to breathe. I was drowning in thoughts but it felt so good to just not think about my problems. I couldn’t stop, I didn’t want to either. I was moving faster, there were more illusions as I was fighting five at once. I was flipping and dodging, running and climbing. I needed this, I needed them out of my head. I had to do this. I needed to do this. I had to move faster, work harder. I dodged a kick before springing back and dodging another hit but then I saw all the illusions fall. I was confused as I turned to Aizawa, his eyes wide and looking at me. 

“What are you doing?” I asked my breathing laboured and my brain slowing down, I didn’t want it to slow down. I needed it to speed up. I needed more than this, I needed more thoughts. I needed to fight, I needed to think. Aizawa walked over as he looked over my body 

“You’re panicking” he stated and I swallowed the lump in my throat. “You aren’t breathing” he added and I let the air release from my lungs. “You’re overworking yourself” 

“I’m doing what you said, I’m creating illusions” I shook my head in confusion. I didn’t understand the problem, I was following his instructions. I was following what he said to do. I was doing what he asked. “Everyone is overworking themselves”

“You’re panicking” I grit my teeth and his eyes blinked as I felt my quirk rush back through my system, his hair fell. “They are training you are trying to overwork yourself” I looked down, I could feel them looking. Stop looking at me, stop looking at me. “Y/N breathe” Aizawa spoke and I let myself breathe. “You need to calm down” why was I like this. Why couldn’t I just admit to myself I loved them. I loved the conversations and the chats, I loved the way they looked after me, I loved them. Both of them, together. 

“I just want to train” my voice was shaky and uneven, my eyes were welling up, no, I couldn’t cry here. “I just want to train” I whispered and could feel my quirk riling up. I wasn’t thinking clearly, I couldn’t think. I couldn’t breathe. Just admit it, admit you like that. “I just want to train” I whispered again. 

“Let it out” Aizawa whispered, I could feel the ink like mist falling from my fingers. So much energy and power running through me it was falling from my body. “Stand back” I heard as I stared at the ground and heard people move. “Aim out, aim in an outwards motion” how could I do that. How was one able to do that. I was losing it. 

There was so much, too much. I looked up and saw their eyes, my own fell as my hands shook. Aim out, I had to aim out. I hated this, I hated these thoughts and feelings. No, I didn’t hate the feeling. I loved them. I sent my hands down to the ground with a scream the mist engulfing everything around the camp was covered. A dome over everyone and everything. The power was sent out of my body and my thoughts cleared. I felt so much better as I looked down to my hands. They were covered in a glittery looking black substance, my whole body was. 

“Make a picture” Aizawa yelled and I looked to the sky, it was such a simple thought but then the sky went alight in colours and patterns. The northern lights, I had always wanted to see them. They looked so beautiful. “Now bring it all back in” bring it all in. Did he mean to stop it? I sighed out and slowly the illusion fell into the air, colours and lights fading. 

I looked down to my hands as the mist fell into my skin, I tilted my head. What was that that was beneath my skin? Was that what I looked like, is this human body just a shell. I shook my head, my thoughts were leaving me. I stood in front of the classes as they both looked at me in amazement.

“What was that?” Midoriya asked slowly as I looked back to my hands. I shook my head. I wasn’t sure though when I met eyes with Aizawa he was smiling and walking forward. 

“You first used that move in the exam, I wanted to see it again. It’s when you think too fast for your quirk to catch up. Your body produces the illusion as another body. You did it under stress so your body protected you” I could hear the whispers as I nodded. “You have a built-in security system, I was waiting for you to overthink,” he said plainly and I was then being hugged by a crying Mina. 

“You have to stop doing that, my heart can’t take it” she cried and I smiled being brought into a group hug. I was much calmer and it was good to fall back on but I did notice. I didn’t faint, I didn’t pull it all back in at once. That was my ultimate move, shield. 

We continued as usual and I tried to get ahold of my newfound power. I was going to overcome my thoughts and be the best hero there was. “Meow meow meow. More importantly, tonights going to be fun” we all turned to the blue cat. “We are putting classes against each other in a test of courage, I know you’ve been training hard today and later you’ll get to play hard” I could sense the distaste. More training, at night. “How’s that for a reward” 

Was it a reward if it was just more work? I sighed, everyone was unimpressed thinking the same. It was just more training but at night. The rest of training went by as normal and then it was time to make dinner. 

I was stationed next to Bakugou, I was asked, begged by Mina and Tsu to relax just wash the vegetables then give them to Bakugou. When I began I knew Bakugou was good at cooking but this was something else. He was cutting the vegetables so fast and with a precision unknown to some professional chefs. Of course, he was good at something like this, why wouldn’t he be, he was good at everything. I flushed and continued to wash. 

“Wow Bakugou, you’re good with that knife” I turned to see Uraraka peering over to view the male cutting the vegetables. I looked a little too long at his exposed muscles then I would have liked. “It’s weird” I didn’t think it was too bad, I knew he cooked. 

He, on the other hand, was offended, “What do you mean it’s weird how can you people be so damn bad at everything” he continued to do the job at hand as he yelled to the still staring Uraraka. I wasn’t jealous, I was fine. 

“Look at that he’s not blowing stuff up” Kaminari walked past his voice low and impressed and I watched Kirishimas’ shoulders fall in front of us. He wasn’t blowing things up, he loved to cook from the looks of it.

I sighed and continued with my job, I handed the vegetables off to Bakugou and we continued with Uraraka taking bowls and taking them to the cookers. I was having fun just standing here in silence with Bakugou. Call it strange. Once dinner was cooked we sat down, ate and then cleaned up, I rushed back to the room to grab a jumper as it was getting a little cold, I didn’t notice but Bakugous was the one I threw on. It was time for the night training, or our ‘reward’ 

“Great, we’ve filled our bellies and cleaned the dishes” the blue cat yelled out, they still hadn’t told us their names but I haven't spoken to any of them personally however I knew their groups name. “It’s time for-” 

She was interrupted by a bouncing Mina, she just seemed to pop up everywhere “An awesome test of courage” she yelled, she was sure excited for this exercise. 

“Not so fast” that was never good news, especially from Aizawa. “It pains me to say it but you’ll be having lessons with me tonight instead” I didn’t think Aizawa could kill someone with just his voice but the scream from Mina and the boys proved me wrong. “Sorry” he wasn’t sorry. The five of them were wrapped up in his scarf within seconds. “You’re training during the day didn’t impress me so I’ll be using this time as well”

“Ok, class B is going to start as out scarers, when they are in place class A will leave in pairs every three minutes. There are tags with your names on them at the end of the route, your goal is to collect those” it seemed easy enough, straightforward and simple. It was going to be easy, “Now those who are scarers aren’t allowed to make physical contact” that was good news, I wasn’t a fan of people randomly touching me “Use your quirks to terrify the others, got it” she called out loudly. 

“The winner is the most creative students that make the most piss their pants” he didn’t fit in with the wild wild pussy cats. He looked about ready to kill someone at any given time.

“Alright, everyone draws to see who your partner will be” I walked forward grabbing my little piece of paper. I was put with Midoriya. I walked over and showed my ticket. 

“Oh cool” I smiled and we stood together. Turning around I could see Mineta begging people to change with him so he could be with one of the girls “No I’m staying with Y/N” I nodded frantically at Midoriya's comment. 

Midoriya and I were group eight so we had to wait a little bit for the others to go. We stood together as screams and other loud noises could be heard, he was shaking “I can just hide us if you want” he looked confused and then lightened up. 

“You would’ve made a good scarer” I brought myself back to the conversation busy looking at Todoroki and Bakugou being paired and standing in line together. I nodded. “But no, we can do this” I nodded again in reassurance.  

Screaming could still be heard as everyone slowly went down the path, we had to wait almost half an hour. I was bored and just listening to the yells and screams as they carried on. Each group slowly walked through the forest. As Midoriya and I waited the blue cat chimed up. 

“What’s this foul smell in the air” I lifted my head, something did smell bad. What was that? “Black smoke” I looked up there was smoke. Someone had probably made something like that, it was part of the course, right?

“Has something been set ablaze?” Iida asked out loud, Todoroki would be the only one to be able to do that, Bakugou maybe but they both had complete control of their quirks. It wasn’t them, it was most likely someone playing a prank that went wrong.  

We all stood watching as the blue cat was lifted into the air and was pulled back into the forest. I heard her name being shouted as I looked around. This wasn’t a joke, no one would harm the teachers knowing Aizawa was here. 

“First, let's get rid of these feral cats” a voice rang out, it was two people. They looked ready to harm, they weren’t meant to be here, no one was meant to be here. I couldn’t help, I didn’t know names. No, I could hide us, I could at least get people to safety. “How are you this evening UA high school” one called out as I breathed calmly. “We are part of the vanguard action squad with the league of villains” how did they find us, I didn’t think anyone knew we were here?

“The league of villains, what are those guys doing here” Ojiros' voice, I could see Pixie Bob under a piece of metal being held by a very muscular person. Women? Yeah, women. 

“I could crush this kitties’ head so easily, how about it. Dear, should I” it was the women, why were they here. What were they doing here? I couldn’t do anything. Could the league of villains be a name? The vanguard, that’s a name. That was something they went by. 

“Now, now hold on big sis Mag '' one name at least, “You too tiger calm down” they knew who they were up against, was this planned? How had they gotten here? “When deciding when one should live or die we should be careful we are abiding by Stains principals” my eyes widened. Stain, these were his followers. “Let me introduce myself, call me Spinner” villains never learn, two names. He pulled out a large collection of knives. “I’m here to make Stains dreams a reality” he did have a following. 

“I don’t care who you are, you’re criminals” That’s not how Stain thought, Tiger was mad. I’m sure we all were. “The woman lying there is named Pixie Bob, she’s a Pro hero who saved countless lives. She’s giving her all for these young heroes” they didn’t care about that. Stain had unrealistic views that didn’t fit any form of thought. “Pushing them to reach their full potential. She’s looking for a mate but otherwise, she’s content” his nails were long and I looked to the fallen hero, blood dripping from her mouth and head. “What gives you the right to cut such a happy life short” Tiger had a point but that wasn’t how Stains thought process was.

“Did anyone ever tell you it’s not a hero's job to be happy” Spinner was running at us full force. Throwing Pixie-Bob in a box and a wall up I sighed in anger as I walked forward. 

“Tiger, I talked to everyone. Trust the safety of the other students to Ragdoll. You and I will stay here, we will hold them back” was she joking? They may be heroes but more help was more help. She turned to us “You return to camp, class rep you’re in charge on the way there. Don’t engage anyone” so we weren’t even allowed to fight, our lives were at stake and we weren’t allowed to fight. I had to listen.  

“Leave it to me” and then we were off “Let’s go” we didn’t get far Iida turning around as well all did and I caught one of the villains' eyes. From the expanding and shock, he recognised me. “Midoriya” why wasn’t he following? We had to leave. 

“Go on ahead without me” what was he trying to do here, this isn't something to be debated. “Mandale, I know where Kota is” the child. He stayed and we were running off. I let the Wall fall and tried to move Pixie Bob away from the villas and for now as I ran off that's all I could do.

“I don’t care if we can’t use our quirks” I whispered as we ran I put up an illusion “No one can see us” I saw a group of nods come my way and a few thanks. I wasn't going to let us get killed just because it wasn’t allowed. 

I was worried about my friends, my class, the other class. I couldn’t do this. Where is Todoroki, where is Bakugou? Were they ok, where are they, I wanted to find them. I needed to know they were ok. I needed to know. We were still running through the forest. Where was everyone? There was so much, how could I do this? I had to be a hero, I needed to be a hero. 

“Keep running, I’ll keep the illusion as long as I can, I’ll keep the mist up until then when it falls you’ll be seen. I’m going to go find the others” I was then running, no one could see me. I was running through the forest. I had to find people. I was sending out illusions out to try and find people. “Bakugou, Todoroki” I screamed trying to find them “Class A” I yelled again “Class B” 

I couldn’t hear anyone. There was still smoke and I heard a loud explosion. Not like Bakugou, like the mountain. I was running faster, jumping through the trees and looking for anyone. Where was everyone? Had they made it out? Was everyone ok? Where were the teachers? Everyone would be tired, my quirk was mental. I was fine. I had rested, I could do this. More yelling and mountain smashing. What was going on? How many villains were here? 

What was this mist, I felt light-headed, making a mask around my face I filtered the air, a bit of thought. What was this, someone's quirk? It had to be faster if someone was in danger. We had to get back to Aizawa, to camp. We had to stay safe. I didn’t know where anyone was. Aizawa had to be informed by now right? 

I felt the group reach Aizawa and then let the illusion fall, Aizawa knew. He was fighting someone. I was listening in as I jumped around looking for students. “Get inside. I’ll be back” Aizawa yelled. 

“Y/N has an illusion going on somewhere, she’s looking for students” Iida called. Good, now I didn’t have to explain why I was using my quirk later on. I let the illusion completely fall. 

Maybe everyone had made it out? No, this course was huge, there was no way. “Anyone” I yelled and didn’t get a reply. Where were they? Where were Bakugou and Todoroki? They were my main worries right now. Aizawa was here, he was helping. 

A voice was in my head “Everyone in class A and class B. In the name of the Pro hero eraser head. You are granted permission to engage in combat. I repeat, use your training. You may fight these villains” that’s all I needed to hear. I sent out a large wave and felt through the forest, everyone would have felt it. 

I found Bakugou and Todoroki through the wave, they were holding someone and about to fight. I had to move faster, they were in trouble. I set up illusions to all the nearby groups. “Follow me I’ll take you to camp” it was only a few but it was enough. 

 I was jumping through the trees, moving quickly to get to the boys. I was more worried about them than anything. The voice was there again “Listen we have discovered two of the villains' targets. Students named Y/N and Kacchan” my heart sank, they wanted me but not only me they wanted Bakugou. “Kacchan and Y/N you should try to avoid combat and stick to a group” I was alone but no one could see me, I could do this. I had beaten the teachers I could beat a few low-level villains. “I hope you can hear me” 

I was moving faster again. I had to get to them. I had to know they were ok. I needed to know they were ok. I heard a loud groan, it was close then ice, the sound of ice. Todoroki. 

“Weren’t you listening to Mandale, they are here because they are after you and Y/N” it was good news they received the mind message though it seemed none of the words had reached Bakugou. 

 “I don’t care what anyone says” That was Bakugou's voice but that didn’t help with the distance, he was always loud. More ice, where were they. I had dropped the mask when the smoke cleared and I was still leading people to camp. 

“Damn, he’s good in this terrain with his quirk” I could see them now as I darted through the air. I could see the villain. Something coming out of his mouth. I jumped and wrapped a line around him sending him into the ground with a loud thud. 

I showed myself and landed in front of them, they were ok. They didn’t have any injuries. I had made it in time, they were ok. I smirked “But not good enough” 

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Chapter 10 in the making

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[a-forgotten-spirit]

Wear It More (Dabi x reader 18+)

Credit for photo is Casentine. I was unable to find the link to the owner even with searching the photo on google. It only came up with pinterest and a tweeter that has been deleted. If this is yours feel free to message me.  ________________________________________________________________

Pairing: Dabi x Reader  (18+)

Summary: Missing Dabi turns into Anger sex which turns into possessive sex. 

Words: +-4100

Warnings: SFW: Burning people, angry at Dabi, the league, wearing Dabi’s clothing, loneliness, sad, arguments, swearing, Dabi not listening, screaming, kissing, possessive, Dabi is so in love with you it’s obsessive, mention of murder, blood,  NSFW: Slight size difference, choking, being called baby/Princess, instructions, groping, whimpering, touching, fingering, dirty talk, moaning, ripping off clothing, rules, orders, pinned down, oral (receiving), punishment (the good kind), manipulation, gripping sheets, eyes rolling, tears of pleasure, begging, ruined orgasm, legs shaking, apologizing, being ‘owned’, hair pulling, intercourse (bonding), genital piercings, watching, rough (?), cremepie, orgasms.

A/N: HAPPY KINKTOBER! I will not be updating every day but I will be trying to do as much as possible. Again I say this is a hobby and I have school. However I do have a soft spot for the burnt boi. I am doing commissions, but I am also taking suggestions for future Kinktober updates. 

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Waking up to an empty bed wasn’t uncommon, the fire user always had some mission to take care of, some person who wound up burnt to a crisp on the news, some new issue with the league. It was normal though I wished it wasn’t my normal. I had tried to make Dabi leave the league he always said we’d talk about it another time and then kissed me until I forgot about it. I sighed rolling around in the fluffy sheets, sitting up I put my legs over the bed feeling the chill in the air I made my way to the bathroom to do my daily routine without Dabi. Seeing his toothbrush bugged me, seeing his skin products made me want to throw them out a window. I walked out into the room with a growl, I loved him with all my heart and soul but it bothered me he cared more about the league than our time together, sure that was his ‘job’ but they didn’t care for Stain they just wanted the numbers. About to leave the room I saw a piece of fabric on the chair by the desk, walking over in anger that he couldn’t even just put it in the laundry I picked it up, a fluffy new jumper. Worn maybe once, bringing it to my face I breathed in his scent, I loved him more than life itself, his scent was like heaven, like a woodfire. Within seconds I was throwing my shirt off into the basket and pulling it on, Dabi was bigger than I, his height a major factor. Once the jumper was on I smiled and moved to put on some socks from the drawer, plain old shin-high black ones, just to keep me warm. A little counterproductive that I was only wearing underwear but after some food and a blanket I’d be fine.

Walking out to the kitchen I began to make food and without realising make some for Dabi as well, when plating I realised I had indeed made enough for another portion of the noddles with vegetables and chicken and his favourite sauce. I missed him, I was angry because I missed him. I put his portion in the fridge, we had at least moved to an apartment, it may be run by villains but it was home. I sat down and began to eat, alone. The food was good, more than good though that didn’t stop me from looking at the empty seat as I ate, washing the dishes after I had eaten I just wanted to go lay down and wallow for a bit. Walking back into the room I grabbed my phone from where it was placed and looked, no new messages, no surprise there. I was going to give this boy a piece of my mind when he got home. Moving back into the now cold sheets I wiggled until it was just my head out of the blankets, and played on my phone until I heard the door open a few hours later. 

Looking up I sat up from my warm place on the bed “Y/N I’m home” I heard the call out as he did every time he came home, his tone was off from the happy one he usually had but I didn’t respond only locking my phone and getting up from the bed to walk and stand in the doorway to our room. I crossed my arm staring at him. “Y/N are you home” he called out his back to me as he took off his jacket and shoes. 

“I am” I gritted out and his head turned to look at me and I stomped over to him “I am over you just leaving at the crack of dawn without a note, time or even just fucking message. Dabi I am sick of you just leaving with no notice, you spend all of your time with” I paused as he just stared at me, waving my hand in his face I huffed “Are you even listening” I asked and his eyes never left their wide look “Dabi” I called and threw my arms out in anger. 

“Is that my jumper” I looked down and then back up at his as he looked me over. Of all, I just said he only noticed I had stolen his jumper, that’s it. He saw nothing else with this conversation. I was astounded he really could not give two shits about this conversation. 

I didn’t care he was a villain or that he was bigger, stronger than me. My quirk wasn’t the best but I had one “Are you fucking kidding” his eyes met my own as they widened and he swallowed “Out of all the things I said you noticed I put on your fucking jumper” I shook my head and let out a yell ‘I’m done, I’m fucking done. I never see you and when I do you eat, sleep or leave again” I looked to him and his eyes had drifted back down “Dabi” I screamed. 

His eyes rose from the jumper, was he really that mad I had worn his clothing. I just missed him, not really any more. He stepped forward and eyes narrowed, I swallowed this time. His hand outstretched to grip my neck and he breathed out “You’re so angry” he whispered and his hand gripped tighter my own rising to grip his wrist as I swallowed. “You look so cute baby” his other hand moved along the rim of the jumper which sat on my thigh. A finger moving in between my legs “Open your legs for me baby” I shook my head, I was angry. I was angry and he needed to know. “Baby I will not ask again” eyes glowing I opened my legs and his fingers were instantly on my underwear, that I didn’t realise was wet. “You’re so good for me” his muttered. 

Leaning forward his lips crashed into my own as his fingers began to move around touching and groping. I whimpered as his hand tightened again. “Dabi” I whispered out “I’m mad at you” I looked to him as my breath hitched with the perfect circular motion of his fingers. 

“I can see that” he responded and moved forward “Why don’t I make it up to you,” he asked and I growled, that was a solution that will end. I shook my head and he tilted his own “I will stay home more, how’s that” he asked and I looked down, I was going to get my point across. His fingers went past my underwear and my knees buckled and he pushed his fingers between my folds. 

“Dabi” I moaned, it was instinct. I couldn’t help it, I wanted him. I wanted him so bad. I just wanted him that was the whole fight, I wanted more time with him. I wanted to see him more, spend more time with him was that so bad. I just wanted to be loved “Dabi” my legs shook not able to hold myself up. 

His hands left my body and I was hoisted into his arms, I put my head into his neck and breathed out my legs shook lightly, he always knew where to touch, where to press, he knew my body better then I did. We were moving, walking to the room and his lips came to my ear “I am going to ruin you Princess” I moaned into his shoulder. I was thrown onto the bed my body bouncing lightly and he was there, ripping off my underwear within a second. My hands came to the hem of the jumper. “Leave it” my hands stopped and I looked up “You look so fucking cute” he was ripping his own clothes off now. I looked down, this is not where the argument was meant to go but I never wanted this to end. My hands came to push the jumper down to cover myself as he unclothed, scarred skin and staples on show. “Come on move your hands” he whispered looking down to my flushed cheeks. 

“I’m still mad at you” I breathed my breath hard and uneven as I held the hem of the jumper tighter over my core. “I wanted an argument” I looked up to him, his eyes were narrowed. “I wanted to yell and scream at you, you can’t just turn it into this when I’m mad. I know you’ll go back straight after this” I finished my head clearing even if only for a moment. 

“Princess” he paused a smirk growing across his face “Move your hands” he pronounced each syllable with such anger that I couldn’t help the way my body swallowed and I shrank into the sheets of our bed. I didn’t listen to him, I gripped the jumper tighter “I will not ask again” he growled and I felt my body turn to mush as my hands let go and I was pinned to the bed. “Why are you being bad for me” I didn’t think I was being bad. 

“Wait what” I knew what that meant, I shook my head “I’m not being bad, I wanted you to notice how much time you’re away from me” I called out as he moved in between my legs and I could feel his heat along my thigh, I didn’t dare look away from his eyes. 

“You said you wanted an argument, you said you wanted to yell and scream” he looked at me and my eyes grew wide, why did I say that. That wasn’t meant to come out, I hadn’t even noticed. This was awful, what did I just do. “If you wanted to scream all you had to do was ask” his hands left my wrists and I knew damn well not to move them. 

His body folded and I could feel his hot breath on my core, I looked to the ceiling, that’s all I could do. I had dug this hole now it was my time to lay it in. A slow but purposeful lick came to my centre and I bit my lip to try and keep the sound in my throat from escaping. His tongue was hot as his hands gripped my thighs holding them open. A growl left his lips and I felt the vibration along my very spine. Another long lick from my hole to my clit then he began to swirl. I couldn’t move my hands, I’d be punished more if I did, I wanted to cover my mouth, cover my eyes from this embarrassment. His tongue was so hot as the tip swirl around my bud, my leg twitched and I could feel the twitch of a smirk on his face. 

His head rose and I didn’t look at him “It’s cute you’re trying to hold all of your noises in” he was crawling up my body his face now over my own “You look so cute baby” he looked over my face and smiled so softly I believe he could never do wrong. A hand came dragging along my core and I closed my eyes. “Eyes open” I opened my eyes “Look at me” my eyes slowly drifted to his own, a glowing blue like his flames, they burned through me. A finger teased my hole and I felt my chest heave. “Why did you want a fight,” he asked and I breathed out, just as I opened my mouth his finger entered me fast and without resistance. “I’m waiting for a response baby” my hands flexed and I breathed, I had to answer him. My mouth opened again but I only moaned with another thrust from his hand “I’m still waiting” he added and then another finger joined the first “Why aren’t you answering me” I couldn’t my leg twitched at his side his fingers moved continuously. “You know that’s against the rules” his fingers sped up. 

“Dabi” I whimpered my hands flexing and I saw his eyes drift to them then back an eyebrow raised, another rule I’d be breaking if I moved them. “Please” I wasn’t able to finish the word as my eyes rolled back and I moaned softly as he continued to move, this wasn’t fair. 

“You’re being so naughty tonight” he shook his head and his fingers left my insides to rub my clit and it was an overload of feeling as my eyes went wide and I bit my lip with a vigour unknown to the gods themselves. “Answer me, why did you want a fight. You know how I feel about us fighting” he asked slowly and then his fingers moved faster. I couldn’t stop as I moaned and my hands turned to grip the sheets, his eyes moved to them and then looked back, though he didn’t mention anything. “You are just not answering me tonight, why is that” I wanted to answer but as another moan was ripped out of my throat I couldn’t. He was moving so perfectly, he knew exactly what he was doing, he knew what this did to me, he knew everything. 

I could feel the pressure building another rule I’d break if I let it go “Dabi” I whimpered and my watery eyes met his own in pleading “Dabi” it was the only word my mouth could formulate. His eyes met me own and he waited “Please, I need” my head fell back my eyes rolling as he moved his other hand to pump his fingers inside me still watching my face. 

“Need what Princess, come on you can tell me” he paused still moving both of his hands to pleasure me in such a way, he knew I was going to cum whether I tried to stop it or not. I clenched my abdomen meaning I clenched around his fingers without meaning too and a small laugh came from his lips. “Come on what do you need,” he asked so innocently. 

“I need” I breathed out and choked back a cry of pleasure. “I need to cum” I moaned all thought leaving me. I needed to cum, I couldn’t care less about the fight. That’s what he wanted, he wanted me to submit and let it go as I had so many times before. I wanted to hold onto the fight but he treated me so well when he wasn’t away, he treated me so well. 

“You need to cum baby,” he asked his hands moving faster, the friction was perfect oh so perfect, I had no idea how his core strength could hold him over my body and also do this but I didn’t care this is what I wanted, I wanted him to take care of me, to spend time with me. “How badly,” he asked and my eyes rolled back with a powerful thrust of his fingers, the sheets would be soaked. He leaned down and I met his eyes he looked down to my lips and as I moved forward going to kiss him he smirked “You don’t deserve to” and all movement stopped and his hands left my body. My eyes went wide and my arms lifted from the bed only to be pinned back down to the bed and I tried to get any friction against my core. “Oh are you mad” he cooed and a tear rolled down my cheek as the pleasure faded. 

“Why would you” I breathed out my chest shaking with each exhale, my legs shook as they sat against his hips. “Dabi I’m sorry, I shouldn’t have” I began, I had no willpower against him, I wanted to fall at his feet, I wanted to follow him, let him do what he wanted. I was his. “Please” the apologies began, the whimpers and everything I had done came pouring out. My plans the whole day “I put on your jumper because I missed you, it smells like you, I’m sorry Dabi, I’m sorry please just please” the words fell from my lips like nothing, there was no filter, no thought only him. 

“See” he cooed a hand leaving my wrist to drag down my cheek, I instantly put my cheek into his hand “I own you” I nodded into his hand “You didn’t want to fight, you missed me, didn’t you. Fighting just gets my attention” I nodded again into his palm, like a cat, like some sort of pet. “I understand baby. Come on, let me make it up to you, you seem so stressed” hand left me and moved to open my legs as he moved forward “We can be one again, just say yes and we can be together” he whispered leaning down to kiss my forehead. 

His words ran through my head, we could be one. I was his, I was his. I belonged to him. I wanted to be with him forever. “Yes,” I whispered “Please, please” I began and saw his smile grow in fondness “Please I’m yours, I’m yours” I nodded eyes clouded in need and lust. “Please Dabi, I need you” I whimpered and felt him press to my core slowly, his hands held my thighs up and he looked down. “Please, please” I whimpered, I needed him. I needed him inside me. I needed to feel him. 

“You know I’d give you anything. All you have to do is ask” he whispered, I knew he meant it. If I actually asked him to leave the league he would, if I asked him to burn the world to the ground, he would. If I asked him to do anything he would make it possible. His lips crashed into my own just as his hips did. I felt so full and a moan fell from my lips as he did. Lips moving with so much vigour, I didn’t care anymore. My hands moved to run through his hair and then gripped harshly into his roots as he nestled his cock inside me. I could feel each vein, each piercing, each pulse. His lips left mine and he was breathing heavily “I’d do anything for you” a thrust of his hips had my hands falling next to my head with my eyes rolling back. “Anything, just say the word” his eyes were wide and his breathing hard, like a predator trying to convince the prey to step past the fence “Anything and it’s yours” he added hands moving to grip my thighs pushing them to my chest and moving his hips. “You’re mine” he breathed out and we met eyes “Holy fuck you’re mine, you’re actually mine” he was repeating himself with each thrust. 

I nodded my head not able to have words leave my lips, he was beautiful, oh so beautiful when he was like this. I didn’t care he was a villain, I didn’t care he killed people or that he was with the league, I knew he would never harm me. I knew he loved me, that’s why I stayed, that’s why I dealt with the late nights, the red water in the washing machine, the bloodied footprints at the front door, that smell of burnt skin, the click of the first aid kit at 3 am. I dealt with it all, for him, because I loved him. Because he loves me. 

His hands moved to behind my knees and bent them slightly, his hips moving to either be completely inside my being or completely outside, there was no in-between. My socked feet pointed with pleasure one of my sleeve covered hands rested against my mouth and the other on his abdomen fingers outstretched along his abs and scarred flesh. His cock was stretching my walls so nicely that I wanted to thank him, wanted to thank him for his opportunity, this amazing opportunity for him to have me, to have him. 

“I want to hear you” he moved down to whisper “Please let me hear how I’m making you feel” my hand moved and then he moved back and looked down to where he was entering my body, I flushed moving the jumper to hold it against his abdomen to hide what he wanted to look at, he slowed down holding himself as deep as he could go, as deep as my body could allow his cock, he was so big, so thick, so perfect. His eyes looked to my own, a blush covering my cheeks “Move your hands” is was so soft but I knew the undertone. 

“Don’t watch” I looked away, sure he had seen me naked, we were literally in the middle of bonding but the way he watched himself disappear inside me, made my walls clench and eyes flutter. “It’s embarrassing” I whispered, his cock was pulsing and so hot. So ungodly hot, he ran warmer than most but his cock was burning like his body wanted to ingrain into my own that without this heat I would freeze. 

“I want to watch us connect. I want it drawn into my brain, I want to be able to recite every single detail by memory. I want to be able to close my eyes and have a perfect picture. This is for us and us alone. I was your first and I will be your last, this is our thing that no one else can have” his eyes met my own again “You are mine, no one on this whole planet will ever see you like this” he paused “But me” fingers gripped behind my knees tighter “Move your hands” and I did moving my hands to beside my head fingers slightly curled and everything he wanted to see on full view. His hips moved out slowly and then back in “This, this is us” he whispered watching as his cock entered and existed me “No one will ever get the pleasure to call you theirs, no one but me” he nodded and then my knees were against my chest as he pistoned into my body. “You’re mine” he growled lowly “Forever” he added “More than forever” I didn’t hold back my moans, hands gripping his arms to ground myself. 

He was moving so fast and so perfectly into that bundle of nerves inside me like it called to him, he knew how to pleasure me, how to absolutely own me, he knew me, this was for me. The pressure was building, faster then I was ready, I clenched around his cock as my body got ready for release. “Dabi” I whimpered and his eyes instantly went to my own “I need to cum” I stuttered in between moans and a smile graced his face. 

“Wait, baby and we can cum together,” he asked and I did nothing but nod and clench my abdomen to try and hold on. My nails dug into his arms, the scarred tissue he couldn’t feel all that well, my moans were loud and my breathing uneven. His hips did not let up their pace or vigour as he began to groan himself. “Baby” my watery eyes met his own and he smiled “Together,”  he asked and I nodded. “You’re mine, forever” it was a threat and with those words, he thrusted as deep as he could possibly go and everything broke. 

My walls clenched around his cock harshly as my orgasm ran through every single one of my cells, each cell shaking and the orgasm ripping through my body like a burst dam, his cock was so deep inside me I could feel his hip bone pressing into my body, cock desperately trying to open the passage to my womb as his cum pumped into the awaiting organ. I whimpered and moaned my thanks as my eyes rolled back and my legs shook. His seed was burning like his body was trying to show my own he was here and to remember what this felt like. I never forgot. The shaking slowed down and his breathing eased but his cock never left my body, I didn’t want him too. This was the most connected we could be, I never wanted this to end. 

Dabi’s hand raised my head so I could meet his eyes and it was like I could see everything, we were connected. “You’re mine” I nodded “Forever” he whispered with a small smirk like he had won something everyone was after. “You look so cute in my jumper baby, wear it more. I want to be with you when I can’t” I nodded again and our lips met for another kiss. 

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Love Isn’t An Illusion (8)

Pairing: Todoroki x Bakugou, Todoroki X Reader x Bakugou, VERY SLOW BUILD

Summary: First day of training camp, chilling with Todoroki and falshing Bakugou

Words: +-6900

Warnings: fear of forgetting something, parents with tone, anxiety, showering, wet hair, sitting with Todoroki, skirts, nervousness, quirk getting taken away, fighting dirt monsters, flashing Bakugou, lack of eating, tiredness, swearing, yelling at Aizawa, angy, bath / hot spring, scars, nudity, Mineta (nothing happens it’s what he did in the show).

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A/N: I wrote this for the fans. I do not own My Hero academia or the characters, I don’t own most of the plot for this story, I had watched the show and re-written the dialogue and plot as if the reader was the main character. Everything is centred around the reader. Please comment, makes me happy. Ask if you wish to be tagged.

Masterlist

Chapter 1 Chapter 2 Chapter 3 Chapter 4 Chapter 5 Chapter 6 Chapter 7

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Chapter 8

Waking up to the blaring sound of an alarm wasn’t the best but I could have woken up worse. Throwing my arm out of the warm soft covers I turned off the alarm and closed my eyes for a second sighing then throwing myself from the bed. I wasn’t a morning person, I never was and I never will be. I walked to my bathroom letting out another sigh as I removed my clothes placing them in the hamper before moving into the shower. It was warm and my muscles instantly began to relax, a week with my class non-stop. A whole week, this was going to be long but I knew I was going to have a lot of fun. 

Washing my body and hair, I left the shower making sure to step on the rug and not the tiled floor having fallen far too many times to not be careful. I placed my hair in a towel cage. Flipping my head down, placing the towel over my head and twirling the fabric before flipping it back over my head. Hair drying and out of my face it’s was a win-win. I stretched and looked over my bag one last time making sure to pack the extra, extra charger for Todoroki. 

I knew I had to get dressed but I just didn’t want to, I didn’t want to get dressed or move. I was tired and needed more sleep even though I had gotten more than the recommended amount. Shaking my head and slapping my face lightly I nodded and began to get ready.

I got dressed and was thankful for button shirts as my hair could stay in the towel and dry for a little while longer waiting until I took the towel off to throw on the jumper. I made sure to look at my bag again, I had everything I knew I had everything but the fear of forgetting something was a lot to take. I shook my head. I’m sure someone would let me borrow something if I desperately needed it. I wasn’t worried. I was excited. I moved to take my headphones off charge placing the charger in and then rolling my eyes making my way back into the bathroom and placing all my toiletries in the travel bag than in my bag. Now I was sure I was ready. I was confused about why we had to wear our uniforms but I didn’t question it. 

I walked downstairs with my suitcase and then looked to my mum saying I was ready. It took more effort then I would ever admit to putting my suitcase in the car but that was for another time. Finally sitting down we began the drive to school. 

“Message me on your way back, hopefully, we will be home but if not you can call Lacy” Lacy who was mums butler per se. I had never asked her for a thing but I might ask for a lift home after the camp. I nodded. “Do you have everything or do I need to stop” there was the tone I had been missing for the past couple days. 

“I have everything” I nodded and then the car ride was silent. Driving in the parking lot I could see a bunch of my friends and the other class, I forgot they were coming. Getting out I moved to the boot and grabbed my suitcase. “Bye Mum” I called out from the boot and got a quick reply and then she was off. I walked over to the group and Aizawa began to talk, I made it just in time.

“Now that you are finished up your first semester at UA high. It’s time for summer vacation to finally begin” I was pulling at my hair still slightly damp from the shower I had taken that morning. It wasn’t dripping onto the jumper so I was happy with it. “However, don’t think these will be months of rest for you heroes in the making” why was he always so serious, it made me on edge and scared for whenever he spoke. “This camp will be to push you beyond your limits” I wanted to but in saying he already had with my exam but a swift bite of my lip and I was silenced. “You’re aiming to become plus ultra” then we were waiting to leave. 

I sighed and felt my hair again, I hoped it would dry but I knew it was only bothering me because I was thinking about it. I stood with a few other people talking about my suitcase having been put on the bus by someone I had never seen before. I was excited and nervous all at once. I watched as Kaminari and Mina left the conversation to dance with a red-faced Uraraka clapping for camp. They all looked so excited. 

“I heard some of class A has to take extra courses. Does that mean they failed the final exams, that would be so embarrassing? Especially because you are meant to be so much better than my class. All of you must be waddling in shame” the blonde boy from 1-B shouted his eyes wide and voice loud. I seriously didn’t like him, he really had a problem but he fell to the ground with one hit upside the head from Kendo and he was out. He didn’t like my class but...there was no but, he was just rude. 

She picked him up with ease by his collar “Don’t mind him” he was then dragged towards the bus and I wondered how many hours a day he was knocked out on average I would be quite interested in the outcome. 

“Oh the rest of class B” Midoriya smiled and I turned to see some familiar faces looking back at me. I couldn’t see any distaste or anger when I met their eyes so I didn’t look away but I was nervous. 

“It’s nice to see you outside the sports festival” her eyes were so wide and she had this smirk on her face but from no one batting an eye I figured that was just her personality "I guess now we’re not technically rivals” I don’t think Monoma got that memo. I saw a few nods and I smiled to the class.

“Time to get on the bus” Kendo called out from the door, I wasn’t sure if she was the class Rep but I knew whatever she said everyone listened too. Like a big sister, though I liked it. The class had someone they trusted and always looked too. Everyone in class B began to board and I looked to my class if we were meant to follow. 

Though my thoughts were short-lived “Attention Class A our bus is here” Iidas’ arms were moving frantically his face stern and serious. “Line up in seating order” we all boarded and I moved to where I was meant to be sitting down and then looking out the window. 

“I am seated with you, I think” I turned to see Todoroki and then sat down with me next to him. The lords are blessing me once again. He was so graceful as he sat down, not even making a sound. 

“I brought the charger” I smiled and he spoke a quick ‘thank you’ as he proceeded to explain he lost track of time with his Mum “Don’t mention it, I stress so I would have had a spare even if you didn’t ask me beforehand” I laughed and he smiled, it was so small but I caught it, or did I imagine it. 

We began to drive off, I wondered how long a trip it would be to the destination “Listen up, you’ll be on this bus about an hour before our first stop” it seemed all my questions were having immediate responses today. “Make sure you stay focused” Aizawa was one of the most serious people I had ever met. 

“Why aren’t we blasting some music” of course it was Kaminari to say something like that. I was laughing lightly at the comment. I looked behind Todoroki and I and saw Bakugou and Tokoyami then in front was Tsu and Uraraka. 

“No one should be standing that is a safety hazard, please remain seated” A definitely standing and angry or more so worried Iida yelled. I don’t think one person cared for what Aizawa had said or they just chose to ignore it. “Do not open that window” I laughed again quietly.  

The journey may have only been an hour but it was far too long for my back on the uncomfortable seats. I had filled the time talking to Todoroki, just about anything and everything. Showing him things on my phone and him doing the same. We talked and it felt so natural and easy to talk to him. We talked until we were told to get off where he moved to let me out first, I made sure to thank him. When getting off I held my skirt jumping down off the rather high last step of the bus and sighed out walking forward into the group then moving to stand with Todoroki again. 

“Finally, I needed to get off that bus” I agreed with Kaminari, it was an hour but a long hour. I didn’t regret it though, I got to talk to Todoroki for an hour which was by far a bonus in my books. Mineta cried about having to go to the bathroom though from what I could see we were just on the side of the road. 

“You didn’t think we stopped here so you could stretch your legs did you” I turned seeing Aizawa, hands in his pockets and leaning back in a lazy stance like he was built to just standstill. Mineta stood in front of him begging to be able to go to the bathroom. 

Then the door to the mysterious random car opened “Hey Eraser” so they knew Aizawa and judging by his lack of care, we weren’t in danger. Aizawa bowed and commented that it had been quite a while since he had seen the person still in the car. Then two girls jumped out one wearing pink and the other blue. Dressed in cat costumes. “You’re feline fantasies are here”

“Purfectly cute and cat-like girls” I mean they weren’t wrong they did have the whole look going for them. I was confused, this is why we had stopped for a few girls to just jump around in front of us. 

“You can call us the wild, wild pussy cats” they finished their little routine and posed with a smaller boy standing next to them. They sure were confident and loud, I’m sure Mic would get along with them quite well. Though the class stood in silence. 

“These are the Pro heroes you’ll be working with for summer training camp” I didn’t doubt they were heroes but they did scare me. I wasn’t a fan of overly loud people… I was a fan of one overly loud person. They, on the other hand, were a bit too much for my liking. 

“They are a four-person hero team that specialises in mountain rescues. The pussy cats were founded when we were kids” I saw the two women stumble at his words, they didn’t like their age being mentioned. “Like forever ago” another hit to the ego. “This marks their twelfth year working as-” Midoriya was fanboying again, eyes wide with a matching smile though he was cut off by a hand, paw, to the face. 

“I’m pretty sure your mouth must be off” I was right, they were sensitive about their age. It was the blue one who had a problem and I stepped slightly closer to Todoroki being a little scared of the women. “I’m eighteen at heart” of course she was. 

We all collectively bowed and said our Hellos as of Aizawa's request. I was confused about why we had stopped if they were going to be our guides for the next week. I didn’t understand why we couldn’t meet them at camp. Though I didn’t voice my questions opting for just standing with Todoroki. 

“We own this whole stretch of land, everything you can see” I was impressed, to say the least, it was a lot of land they owned not to mention how dense the forest was. It was the pink one talking, she seemed kind and loving “The camp you're staying at is there, at the base of the mountain” her voice was so calm as she simply pointed out into the area she owned. 

It was quite far, I tilted my head in confusion. Why were we here then? “Uh, why did we stop all the way up here instead?” Uraraka asked Tsu to turn to face her friend. She voiced all our thoughts and I was grateful not even wanting to speak with the blue cat still on a rampage. 

“I’m afraid we both know the answer to that” was I missing something? Had I not read something or was I not listening? I looked around and saw a few people shaking their heads in disbelief. 

“That can’t be right,” Sato said slowly his head shaking, what was I missing. I looked out, we were on the side of a mountain. What were we going to do from here? Like sure it was nice to see where we would be staying but weren’t we just wasting time. 

“Ok, back on the bus” Sero whispered his voice shaky and nervous. “Let’s go” wait, no they couldn’t be serious. I was reading this wrong, I had to be. Sero slowly turned to the bus as did a few others as we all agreed.

“The current time is nine-thirty in the morning” why was she mentioning the time. I was losing my mind, this couldn’t be real right? I felt my heart speed, why was time mentioned. “If you’re fast about it, you might make it there by noon” she smiled her tail slowly waving behind her. They weren’t going to make us walk there, were they?

I watched as everyone began to run to the bus in a panic, I just stayed still. If they wanted this to happen, we weren’t getting a choice about it. Sure I was angry but a simple bridge to the camp, we’d be there within the hour. It was easy, annoying but easy nonetheless. 

“Kitties that don’t make it there by twelve don’t get any lunch” she called out and I sighed looking to my fellow peers running, or at least making a break for the bus. I walked over a little more so I could see them. 

“You should have guessed students” Aizawa began his voice monotone and easy to read, he didn’t care. He was changing his mind. “The training camp” the blue one dropped in front of the group a collective yell being heard. “Has already begun” just before anything happened I felt something clasp to my wrist. “You need to work on not having a quirk” I was confused and then I was being thrown off a mountain. 

“I swear I’m going to kill you Aizawa” I screamed my body going flying through the air as I held my skirt down trying to have some form of decency why of course I wasn’t allowed my quirk, why would I? The teachers loved making my life difficult. 

We were all falling, dirt coming with us, the blue one. The blue one could control dirt? Or at least something like that. I held down my skirt as I was falling, I couldn’t believe we had been thrown off a cliff. We all landed with a shout and some groans.

“Good news” I looked up at the pink cat, her smile genuine and wide as she leaned over the rails to view us. “This is private land so you can use your quirks as much as you want too” I stood quickly feeling rage boil inside me. “You have three full hours, you should be able to make it to the facility in that time” was she joking, was this some kind of sick joke? “That is if you can get through the beast forest” I walked over. 

“What quirk” I yelled and held up my arm showing the bracelet “I don’t get my quirk, what kind of absolute bullshit is this'” I was furious. I didn’t like not having my quirk or at least being equal with my classmates. “Aizawa” I yelled and saw his face lean over, I dangled my arm in the air “Hello” I screamed. 

“Your quirk would allow everyone to easily get through without so much as a thought. So I take the quirk you work on your physical abilities and the class gets to learn” he was smiling, I could hear the smirk in his voice as I steamed. Rage and anger boiling in my veins. 

“No” I shook my head, “First the exam and now this. This isn’t fair” I yelled out, I knew my class was behind me. I knew they could see me losing my mind. I was so angry, why could I not just be treated like the rest of them. 

“Your quirk is unfair” he shrugged...shrugged. He just shrugged it off! My hands were shaking as I had so many thoughts running through my head. I was so mad as I gripped my head in anger. 

I didn’t answer turning and watched as Mineta ran into the woods, he needed a bathroom. Though with the sound of a growl I looked up seeing a forest monster of sorts, big root teeth and arms as thick as logs. I heard a few screams but I was running.

I was so angry that my quirk had been taken I jumped high into the air and growled as I came crashing down onto the creatures head my foot landing and splitting the wood and dirt. I landed and looked back up the teachers “Fuck your forest” I screamed and then I was off again walking deeper into the woods with the class following. 

“Y/N are you ok” I turned to see Midoriya and I knew everyone was watching me as I continued to walk, my footfalls loud and deep. Anyone could see I was angry, I was so angry. 

“Do I look ok” I glared at the green-headed teen and he shook his head “There’s your answer” I grit my teeth and clenched my fists. “I am going to destroy each and every one of these pathetic little monsters and then when I get to camp I am going to lose my shit” I finished. “These monsters are just dirt, the blues quirk” I added. 

We walked through the woods and slowly more and more began to appear, the next one was flying. Of course, this was going to be difficult. Why wouldn’t it be? We were working together to kill as many as possible. 

“Seven in total, they’re coming” Jiro called out as I jumped from tree to tree. I jumped onto a flying one, digging my hand into the wing and pulling back, breaking it. The beast began to fall as I jumped not being crushed with it. I walked over and slammed my foot down into the creature it didn’t get back up. 

Sato and Kirishima beat one while Dark Shadow and Ojiro took down another one. Mineta was running as well but Kaminari had used far too much electricity and his brain short-circuiting due to the intensity. I ran and picked him up before he was hit again. Iida kicked one, how many of these things were there? I was running with Kaminari, he was quite light. Toru was good at luring the monsters to set locations so the others could attack. Mina throwing acid on the legs making them fall. I could have ended this fight so quickly but no I wasn’t allowed my quirk. I placed down Kaminari with Shoji and I was off again trying to pull off the bracelet, it didn’t work. 

I was fighting one, my mind clear and body fast as I ran through the legs and jumped on it’s back running up the back “Bakugou” I called out and kicked the creatures head forward making the weak spot on top of the head seeable. A yell and an explosion the creature was pieces. I fell through the air holding my skirt as I landed. “No quirk no fucking pants” I cursed. 

Momo had made a canon and was blasting the creature while Tsu and Uraraka were working together by just throwing them in the air with zero gravity and then making them crash into the ground harshly. I watched as Bakugou continued to explode things. He seemed very happy. I continued to run as one followed me. There were more than seven now, there had to be.

“Ojiro, Tokoyami '' I called out and then ducked skidding along with my knees beneath a large branch as the creature got caught and then was destroyed by the two of them. “Thanks,” I called out. 

“No problem” I heard in response and I was off again, running and jumping through the tree and ground. Dodging the creatures moved and their domino effect in the forest. I had to not get hurt. My knees were covered in dirt and I was sure my clothes were too. 

Todoroki and Bakugou were working together. Ice slid along the ground rising and covering the legs and torsos of the monster then while they were stopped Bakugou came in with devastating blows. Exploding the dirt and smoke being created. They were flawless, I ran past jumping up to land the final blow, a kick to the top of the head as my leg fell all the way through as I landed on the ground crouching. Then Todoroki and Bakugou were running with me. 

There were so many of them. She could make them quickly I could at least give her that but by the time we thought we were almost to the camp the sun was setting. Anger was boiling through my body. I was covered in dirt. I was flung into the air with my ass on full display as I went to cover myself I was going to be hit but was caught by none other than Bakugou. Who had given me quite a bit of a tongue lashing with flushed cheeks? 

When we saw the ‘clearing’ I was on a march. Half the people could barely stand, we were holding each other up. What kind of bullshit was this, on the first day? We hadn’t even made it to the camp! Todoroki was shivering, Bakugou holding his arm, Iida not even able to use one of his legs, Kaminari was out of power. Everyone was like this, I was tired, exhausted. I hadn’t been able to use my quirk which could have helped my friends. 

“I hope you are happy” I called out anger dripping from my lips as I walked out of the treeline my peers following “Do you have any idea how hard that was with no quirk” I threw my hands out in anger. “But no, who cares about Y/N she’s so strong and can do it” I made a digging motion with one hand. “Take this stupid bracelet off me this second” I was in front of Aizawa now. 

“You said that would only take like three hours” Sero gasped out. He was right, they had said that. Aizawa moved forward to unlock the bracelet, he was smirking at me. I was so mad. 

“I guessed we based it on how long it would take us, sorry” that’s all we got. A weak apology and a smile. We had fought our guts out and all we got was a sorry. I was shaking as Aizawa finally managed to get the bracelet off me. 

“You were too strong for this exercise. Your peers need to catch up” I understood why he did it but it was unfair to throw me into a beast infested forest with no quirk and no heads up. I walked away back to the group rubbing my wrist. 

“I thought it would take you kids even longer” it was the blue one, her paws over her mouth. It was her quirk we were fighting, a good quirk but I wanted to throw her off a cliff. “But you did a lot better against my dirt monsters then I thought you would” she smiled her voice light and high pitched, she had to be kidding? Was she doing this now, while we were all on the verge of collapsing? “You guys were seriously great, especially the five of you” she pointed to Iida, Mirdoriya, Todoroki, Bakugou and I. “It seems like you’ve had quite a bit of experience and the girl. Even without a quirk you still did some damage” Some? I did quite a bit of damage, I had my quirk back. I could do a lot more. "I call dibs on these kittens. I’ll groom them myself"

She came lunging at us and I simply put her in a box “I’m fine, thank you” I whispered out and raised my hand into the sky as the box began to float. I could feel her trying to get out “Much better” I sighed. 

Midoriya pointed out the little boy that had been with the two women all day, I had noticed him but didn’t care for children. I hated children, disgusting little things. “Oh he’s my cousin's son, he just lives with us now. Don’t be shy Kota, say hi to everyone. You’re going to be around them for the next week” 

“Y/N let her go” I sighed and dropped her from the sky, her tail spiked and she landed looking back to me with a scowl I glared back uninterested. Midoriya walked over to the small boy who seemed rather angry at the world. 

“Hi, my name is Midoriya.” Why was he trying to make friends with the child? I grimaced and a shiver ran through my body at the mere thought of talking to a child. “I’m from the UA highschool hero course, it’s nice to meet you” his hand was outstretched but Midoriya wasn’t met with a light or gentle handshake but a hard and powerful punch to his lower regions. He fell. I think I saw his soul leave him.  

Iida was running over within a second “What a low blow” I laughed silently, he wasn’t wrong. The blow was quite low. Iida managed to catch the falling boy in his arms “You fiend of a child” just another thing to add to the list of why I hated children. “A punch to the scrotum is unforgivable” I could imagine. 

“The last thing I want is to hang with some wannabe heroes” my face fell, he seemed to be angry. Teeth grit and eyes flared. Something had happened, no one hated with so much passion for no reason. 

“I can put him in a box” I swirled my hand mist falling from my skin like ink onto the ground. I had no shame just locking him inside a little endless prison for a few hours, days. 

“No” I heard Aizawa and let my quirk fade “We are not doing that” I could hear Iida still yelling as I sighed and looked away shrugged. “He’s just a kid” I didn’t care if he was eighty or eight he was being rude. 

“That brats got spunk” Bakugou smiled to the little human as I shook my head. He seems too proud of the little boy, I looked to the fallen Midoriya and realised this little kid was probably his favourite person right now. 

“He’s like a mini version of you” I turned to hear Todoroki, he had a point though. The kid did act like Bakugou in a way, a more immature Bakugou. I wondered what the two of them were like as kids. Would we have gotten along? They were the only children I would have been able to handle. 

“What are you talking about” Todoroki has made him mad again, Bakugou was storming over to the duel haired hero in training with a bounce in his step, a bounce ready to crush the other's skull. “Shut your mouth before I blast you all the way to hell” he was offended but if he liked the child I didn’t see why he was acting this way, I thought it could have been a compliment. 

“Yeah sure” Todoroki had simply stated as I walked over and pushed them away from each other with a shake of my head. It wasn’t worth it, not while we were all so tired. Also, I didn’t care for their little conversation about the kid, he was a rude little shit. I only had room for one in my life and that position was filled. 

“Enough playing around, get your stuff off the bus” they hadn’t even done us the courtesy of taking our things in. They had plenty of time to do it. “Once your bags are in your rooms, we will have dinner in the cafeteria. After that, you can bathe and sleep” the last two options were looking appealing right now. I would happily skip dinner to bathe now and sleep. “Tomorrow your training starts in earnest, better get a move on” 

We all walked towards the bus and I could see everyone struggling. I did love my class and they had helped me out all day. I walked in front of them all bending down to open the hatch. “Thank you for helping me today” I whispered and I made a little illusion for everyone. Getting all their bags “You just have to get the copy to your rooms” 

“Thank you” I was engulfed in a hug by Mina who was crying and rubbing her face into my shoulder in thanks. I pet her hand as an illusion walked over and helped her in ‘my’ arms as she cried. 

“Y/N you are honestly a goddess” Kirishima bowed and I flushed waving my hand in dismissal. I was just doing something nice, they deserved it after today and these illusions took next to no effort for me. They were easy, I had been making them since I was a young one. 

“It’s thanks for dealing with me being in a bad mood all day” I looked up and could see the thankful looks from everyone as a copy followed them holding their things as we walked into the building. I saw the boys sigh in defeat as we got to the crossroads “The illusion will stay, no need to worry” then the sighs of relief. 

Placing everyone's things in the room the illusion would bow and then fall into mist as I helped the girls move their things into their rooms and places they wanted them. I was thanked the whole time and waved it off. Making our way to the cafeteria we all sat down and said our thanks and began to eat. It was good, more than good. It was perfect. 

I ate slowly not having much of an appetite from the exams, I sat next to Bakugou or more so Bakugou had taken the seat next to me. I smiled that he wanted to sit with me. My other side was then occupied by Todoroki who was more than interested in the food. I saw Kirishima just shovelling rice into his mouth, he wasn’t chewing, I watched more. Not chewing, there was no way. 

Bakugou was doing the same and Todoroki was following, slower but just as eager. I ate slowly not eating too much, just enough to fill me. I knew I was getting a few looks but I didn’t care. The beef was nice and had a nice seasoning. I grabbed another piece of a plate and within one bite I moved to pick up the little plate and put it in front of Bakugou who took a piece and then took the plate. It was spicy. 

“This is amazing” he nodded and added it into his rice, no one else was eating it so I’m sure he could eat the rest of it with no issues. I turned and saw Todoroki looking for the water with his glass in hand and a jug was placed in front of him the illusion falling from stealing it from another table. 

“Thank you” he whispered and drank down his water, sighing out happily in contempt. I had finished eating and offered my leftover rice to the still eating Bakugou who didn’t hesitate to take the bowl and continue eating. 

Once everyone was done it was time for the bath, I was more than excited to sit and soak in a nice hot bath. I was walking slowly my head lolling to the side as I walked with the girls. Once in the room I grabbed anything I would or could need and I was off to the bath. I walked in happily my head beginning to clear with all the steam. 

Everyone was getting undressed as I looked down, I had never been one to get nude in front of people, sure I had been in changing rooms but never fully naked, I took to the stalls most of the time. I set up an illusion to cover myself as I walked out of the bath. I could see the confused faces but no one said anything. Stepping into the bath, so hot and sending a nice shiver up my body. I dropped into the water, it came up to my waist, I walked forward and let the water slowly rise to my chest. The rest of the girls came in and we all sat around a rock. I lowered myself so only my head was out of the water and let the illusion fade the water full of different healing properties making it not clear. 

“This feels amazing” Mina called out her voice happy as she moved to sit on the rock we were all crowded around. I nodded in agreement, the hot spring was lovely and just what my muscles desired after the day I had had. 

“You are to stop this at once Mineta. What you are doing is demeaning for both the girls and yourself” we all went silent at the loud voice of our class Rep and the seemingly hurried aquatic steps. What was going on over there? “It’s shameful behaviour” then it registered, Mineta was being a pervert as per usual. Why was he allowed within a hundred metres of any female I wasn’t sure. 

I wasn’t sure what Mineta had responded but judging by the loud bangs slowly going up the wall, he was climbing. How in the fuck was he climbing a straight wall? His quirk, I shivered. They were getting closer and none of the girls seemed to be able to move. 

“Get down here this instant” Iida once more, so he was climbing. I stood from the bath and sighed. I was tired, putting up my hands slowly I rose a wall around us. Mineta couldn’t look in. 

“He needs to find a hobby” I whispered and dropped back into the water as the rest of the girls looked over. I could see a few of them eyeing my shoulder. I froze and then an illusion went over the scar, it was fine. They’d think it was a mistake. 

“Before you become a hero, you should learn how to be a good human” I looked up and saw Kota at the top of the wall separating the girls and boys bathing areas. I let the illusion of us fall, as he pushed Mineta off the wall with a slap of his hand. 

“I’ll get you for this” Mineta yelled and then there was a scream, I think he landed on someone. I sighed and sunk lower into the pool. This was a lot for my mental capacity to take right now. Why was he in the hero course?

“Mineta is the worst isn’t he” Tsu croaked out in a quick reply. I nodded into the water not wanting to verbally respond like a few other of the girls did. I still wasn’t a fan of the child but I inwardly thanked him for being there. 

“Thanks so much, Kota-babe” Mina called out her arms rising to put thumbs up at the kid as she sat on the rock. We were all standing together and I watched as Mina smiled in thanks. “We owe you one” I didn’t owe him anything but I was thankful for him.  

He turned and looked at us and within a split second, he was falling off the top of the wall. I sighed, I was sure one of the boys was going to catch him. Perhaps he had a quirk of his own. 

“Lookout” I could hear the child being caught, I was right and it was none other than the green-headed Midoriya. See, the child was fine without my help. I just wanted to soak and then go to sleep. 

We soaked for a while longer and then it was time to leave and head to bed. As I walked out of the bath I covered myself in mist and made my way into the building to grab my full body towel. Covering myself I sighed out and grabbed my things as I made my way back to the room. I could have gotten dressed there but I wanted to change in the comfort of my room or at least the shared room. 

I walked down the hall and then into the room, opening my suitcase to grab my clothes and walked into the bathroom. I dried myself and got dressed, I was running on instinct and willpower at this point. Grabbing I pulled down the jumper over my pants and looked in the mirror. I wished I grabbed Bakugous, his jumper was a lot warmer than this one. I left the bathroom and got my bed ready for the night. The other girls were talking and having fun as I brought out all my chargers moving over to the wall to plug them in and remembered I hadn’t given Todoroki his charger. 

“Hey guys” I called out and the conversation stopped as I bent down to retrieve the charger I had packed for him “I’m just going to give Todoroki a charger he asked me to bring for him” I stood my eyes falling and tired “If I’m not back in twenty” I paused and shook my head “Come save me from Mineta”

“You got it” Mina replied and a few others nodded with smiles as I did too. “We will come and find you” she put up her thumbs and bounced on her bed happily. 

I bent down and got the PowerPoint I had bought and walked over handing it to the girls “Also I bought a PowerPoint so all of us could charge our phones. I didn’t expect there to be a lot of power points” I could see the love blossom in their eyes as I smiled and then left as I heard a chorus of thanks. 

I walked through the building making my way to the boys' rooms. It wasn’t too late but I was on the verge of passing out as I'm sure many of them were too. It was an easy find and I could hear some chatter. I walked up to the door and knocked lightly thrice all conversation stopped. 

“I’ll get it” Kirishima, he was always first to volunteer. I loved that we got along and that he was my friend. I heard quickened footfalls as the door was open and his face fell into one of confusion “Oh hey Y/N” he grew awkward “I thought you were Aizawa” I laughed as he moved from the doorway “Come in, how can we help you” 

Everyone was looking at me in my large jumper, short shorts and shin-high dinosaur socks I flushed and looked away shaking my hands “Oh no, I’m just here for Todoroki” that sounded weird. I looked over and now all the boys were looking to the duel haired male who was rolling out his bed. “I brought the charger you texted about” I held up the cord and he was walking over. 

“Oh, I forgot, thank you” his voice was smooth as I held out the cord “I could have gotten it in the morning” he answered, I shrugged and tilted my head with a light shake my head. “Thank you again Y/N” 

“No issues but I’m going to go before I pass out” I heard a few laughs as I turned to leave “Night boys” I called over my shoulder to the room full of my class. 

“Goodnight” It was all over the place and different voices chirping in all at once but I closed the door and began the walk back to my room. I loved my class with all my heart, they were so amazing and I couldn't’ ask for anything better. 

The walk was short and once I was back in my room I smiled at the jokes the girls were making that I arrived safely. Not too long after were we heading to bed. Lights out and chargers on we all laid down and I was out within seconds.

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I am so sorry. I am the worst for answering these. I’d be happy to include you in the tag no issues at all however, I have fallen out of love with this fanfic. Im not sure why but every time I write it, I feel like it’s a chore instead of it being fun. I think I made it very detailed and intense. So I don’t know if I’m going to continue it in the near future but I will complete it. I was tempted to make it a Class 1A x Reader instead of just Bakugou x Reader to make it a bit more diverse and enjoyable but I’m not too sure. Feel free to tell me your thoughts! And welcome to the spirit family!

Chained To Him (Bakugou x Fem Reader): Chapter 1

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Love Isn’t An Illusion (7)

Pairing: Todoroki x Bakugou, Todoroki x Reader x Bakugou, VERY SLOW BUILD

Summary:  Getting supplies for the camping trip with some fun rivalry swimming.

Words: +-7600 (I have problems)

Warnings:  bad parenting, overbearing parents, overthinking, talking about bathing suits, fear of public places, over planning, wearing a skirt, anxiety, protective Shoji, being noticed by fans, social metres, explaining swimwear, saying you have a chest (sorry if you dont, itty bitty titties are good too!), explanations of clothing, the league, undressing and people looking at you (not sexual), being self conscious, overly competitive, 

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A/N:  I wrote this for the fans. I do not own My Hero academia or the characters, I don’t own most of the plot for this story, I had watched the show and re-written the dialogue and plot as if the reader was the main character. Everything is centred around the reader. Please comment, makes me happy. Ask if you wish to be tagged. Patreon is still in the works as I’m not confident to do it however, for now I am doing commission stories if anyone is interested

Masterlist

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Chapter 7

Walking into the house my mother walked up to me hands on her hips and she looked ready for a fight. I was tired and just wanted to go lay down. I wasn’t in the mood to deal with her right now or at any given point if I was honest but after the exam I had, I quite enjoyed turning my brain off for a few days. 

“Who dropped you off” she inquired immediately. I sighed and hoisted my bag onto my back more comfortably as I looked up to see her. My head was pounding and Bakugou's jumper was so warm and fluffy I just wanted to go to sleep. 

“Friends from school” I answered, my heart did the weird thing where it decided to not work and beat quicker then it should. I was there with my friends. Todoroki was always ready to help me move around and helped me through the panic attack while Bakugou had brought me food and gave me his jumper. I was thankful for both. Her hand moved in a continuous motion as if to continue “Bakugou and Todoroki” I answered. 

“Todoroki, like Endeavor Todoroki,” she asked and I nodded slowly “His son, with the fire and ice. You’re friends with his son” I nodded again. She’s never been interested in heroes, at least whenever I talked about them “Oh darling look at you. He is a fine choice to swoon. Money and looks, he will make a great friend. I have to meet his father” 

I was blank. She had to be joking right. I did not just fight ten Pro heroes for my mother to go on about how I'm friends with someone as if I had something to gain “I’m friends with Todoroki for Todoroki, not Endeavor. I do not like Endeavor and I never will. I like Todoroki for who he is not who he is related to” I said slowly as if I had to sound it out. 

“Oh sure” she huffed and I knew this wouldn’t leave so I left it, she could think all she wanted, it meant nothing to me. “Bakugou, Bakugou” she whispered and hand on her chin. What was she doing? “Bakugou like the fashion designers” my head fell as I sighed out and shook my head “You are going for the top aren’t you. Just like your mum” 

“Ok, whatever. Think what you want but I like them for them” she continued to go on as I shook my head again and then walked away up the stairs and into my room. Placing my phone on to charge I wiggled my arms into the jumper and unzipped my hero costume before falling into bed and falling asleep. 

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This morning was long, filled with questions about the boys and what they did, who I liked more. I didn’t answer a single one. I was not in the mood. I pulled on my uniform folding Bakugous’ jumper and left it on my bed. If he didn’t want me to keep it I could say I just forgot it, easy. I chose to pull on the UA jumper I had specifically asked for and then I was ready for school. My mother offered to drive, I accepted and put in my music to ignore her. Headphones covering my head and ears. Arriving I thanked her and I was off to class, as I was walking down the hall I could hear Kaminari yelling, he didn’t pass. 

Aizawa walked in and I quickly followed “Sorry” I could see the looks but one glare from Aizawa and everyone was quiet. I made my way to my seat quickly, sitting down and placing my headphones in my bag out of the way, looking up and paying full attention. 

“Morning, unfortunately, there are a few of you who did not pass your final exams. So when it comes to the training camp in the woods” he paused then his head raised a wide smile as his eyes did the same “Everyone is going” that was good. Kaminairi and Mina looked quite upset. They all asked if he was being honest and that they got to come with the rest of us “Yeah. The good news is no one bombed the written exam. Five failed the practical badly. Two teams of course and Sero failed as well” I could hear a quiet yell. I forgot he got caught with Midnight and fell asleep the whole time. “Allow me to explain, the practical the teachers made sure to leave a way for the students to win” my eyes fell and I shook my head “Except Y/N” he nodded and I looked away. They did no such thing. “Otherwise you never would have stood a chance” I rolled my eyes. 

“I think I did just fine thank you” I whispered and played with the ends of my sleeve. I spent three days in the hospital to win that goddamned test. I knew some people heard that at the little chuckles around me. 

“We were interested in observing how each of you approached the task at hand. The training camp will focus on strength” this was going to be a long camp, my head rested on my palm as I looked to Aizawa. I need to work on harnessing my quirk and not passing out every time I go overboard. “Those who failed will need those lessons the most, we were never going to separate you” leave it to the teachers to absolutely scare everyone in the class for no reason “That was just a logical deception we used” his smile was bright, he was quite proud of himself. 

“He tricked us all, I should have expected this” Iida voiced I turned seeing him quickly lunge up from his seat “Mr Aizawa this is the second time you’ve lied to us aren’t you afraid we will lose faith in you” he was standing straight his hand up in the air as he yelled. He had a point but I don’t think the teacher cared. 

“That’s a good point, I'll consider it” No he won’t, he enjoyed making us stress and try our best “But I wasn’t lying to you about everything” this man was full of surprises and it was making my head fuzzy. “Failure is failure” I smiled so not a topic for me. “We’ve prepared extra lessons for the five of you” the mood dropped drastically amongst the five. “Frankly they’ll be far tougher than what you’ll face at summer school” at least he was honest. 

The rest of the day went by as usual and I talked to Bakugou and Todoroki mostly a few people coming up to me to give their congratulations and a few telling me they thought I had died when I just fell. I laughed at that comment. 

“I had about a hundred thoughts playing at once so I overworked my brain” I smiled and scratched the back of my head, a nervous habit I picked up when I was younger. I saw confused faces. “Each illusion is a single thought if they act differently so by the end of the match I had about a hundred independent thoughts going through my head at once” 

I was bombarded with questions as I answered them without giving too much information away. I had Mina hugging me tightly at one point in tears about how worried she was, I swear my hair was wet by the end of it. I smiled, genuinely. I did have the best class anyone could ask for. This was one of the first days I wasn’t rushing to study or do anything, it felt nice and I had friends.

“We’re at the training camp for a full week” Iida readout, he seemed shocked and I nodded to myself. Another week without my parents, what more could I wish for. My parents had signed off on it earlier in the year not caring for what I did. 

“No way, I’ll need a bigger suitcase” Midoriya pondered and I thought to my belongings. I had a big enough suitcase. When I got along with my parents we had gone on a few holidays so I just had to find it. 

“No kidding, I don’t even have a bathing suit” the thought sent shivers down my spine. I would be fearful to get into the water knowing if Kaminari sneezed I could be electrocuted and die. He had control but still, it was worrying. I didn’t often go swimming so I too would need to buy one. “Guess I need to buy some stuff” 

“Guys since we are off tomorrow and we’re finished exams I have the best idea” Torus’ happy voice sang out her uniform moving indicating she raised her arms in excitement. Everyone seemed interested now. “Why doesn’t class 1-A go shopping together” it wasn’t a bad idea. I preferred to go shopping with people I knew then alone I had to admit I feared to be alone in public places just as much as the next person. 

“Hey yeah, we’ve never hung out as a class before” Kaminari smiled as Uraraka nodded enthusiastically. I could hear everyone agreeing and getting more excited about the weekend's events. I too was quite excited though, did they mean everyone in the class? 

 “Bakugou, see you there, right” Leave it to Kirishima to always ask if the explosive blonde would attend a get-together. I like that Bakugou had friends and seemed to get along with people, even if it was only a select few.  

“I can’t think of anything more annoying” his eyes were closed and face distasteful as he grimaced at the mere thought of seeing anyone in school out in public. I smiled and rolled my eyes silently as he walked off from the group hands in his pockets and back slouched. 

Everyone was talking and I smiled happily though I could hear Midoriya ask Todoroki if he was going to join the class on our little adventure “I visit my mum on days off” he smiled, small but it was there. Did he live with his dad but not his mum? Maybe they were divorced or something. I was sad he wouldn’t be there but I could understand why. I didn’t blame him. 

“Party poopers, don’t you ever get tired of being so serious” Mineta shouted, I would’ve liked both Bakugou and Todoroki to come but they had their things on. I had made friends with the class so hopefully, I wouldn’t be left to my own devices but if so I was more than capable of shopping on my own. 

“What about you Y/N” I turned to look at Jirou who had asked the question “Are you going to come” she smiled and I saw a few of the other girls smile in response. I was being offered, I had friends. I would never regret coming to this school. 

“Yeah” I nodded and stood from my desk patting my skirt down to my legs “I need some swimwear and hiking clothes” I scratched the back of my head nervously “I live in jumpers and long pants so I’ll need some outdoors clothes” I didn’t leave the house much before this year. I stayed in my room and played games now I was studying non-stop. 

“We can help with that” Uraraka put her fist in the air and I nodded unbeknownst that a few boys were more than interested in the conversation I was having. “You’ll be an outdoors person in no time” I laughed rather loudly and nodded. 

“I look forward to it” and I wasn’t lying I was beyond excited for this camp, the whole thing a new experience and I hadn’t gone on ‘holiday’ in quite some time if I was honest. 

We all walked out of the room and set up a group chat for the weekend, I waved everyone goodbye and began my trek home. Headphones on and music blaring to calm myself through the walk, it was long but when I arrived home I could see my parents were home. I walked up to the two of them turning down my music and pushing the headset from my head to my neck. 

“I’m going out with the class over the week to go shopping for the camp” I stated, they didn’t care what I did. I could see my mother think for a moment and then nodded, remembering something. 

“Yes you did make it into that camp, my bank is still connected to your card, get everything you need. A week was it” she asked not looking up, they had no concept of money because they had so much. I didn’t spend a lot of money but I did need things for the week trip. I nodded. “Ok” then I was off to my room. 

I searched my room for my suitcase, it was just a plain black hard suitcase that was big enough for a week's trip. Suitcase, done. I got out my phone and began to make a list of the things I would need. It was long but I wanted everything to be perfect and if I had no purchase limit why not spoil myself for once. 

Once the list was done I looked at the group chat and saw all the details Iida had set up sending a quick “Thank you” and mentioning Iida I was off and ready for bed. I had had dinner between rummaging through my room and making my list. 

-

Waking up the next morning I did my usual routine and stretched, I felt so relaxed no studying for me though I liked that I was still busy in away. I liked to keep myself busy. When you do things for so long and then stop you have to find something to replace it. I walked out into my room in my underwear and sighed, what was I going to wear? What was everyone going to wear? We were going to the shopping centre so casual but something I could easily take off if I needed to try things on. I laughed, I could use my illusions to see how they would look. Cute it was. 

I opened my wardrobe searching through my long-sleeved shirts until I found a black long-sleeved shirt with holes in the sleeves held together by an F/C lace-like strip that crossed over each other to the bottom of the sleeve. Short black skirt with my shirt tucked into baggily. I moved to my accessories drawers and opened it to see my belts. My F/C belt would go perfect matching the strips of lace, I placed it through the hoops in the skirt and smiled. Some simple boots and the look was complete. I brushed my hair and placed my little backpack on my back. Pull of a portable charger, my wallet and just my everyday things. Walking out I walked past my parents and I was off on my adventure sending a message I would be a few minutes late due to buses not matching up for me. 

 I hopped off the bus saying a quick thank you before I left to go into the centre, turning on my phone one last time to check I had the right information. I looked up and saw the group then looked down, was I too casual? I began to panic and shook my head. These were my friends, these were my people. 

“Hey guys, sorry for being a little late” I called out and watched as they turned to me smiling lighting up and waves being thrown though I didn’t miss the double takes I was receiving from a few of them. I walked up to them and stood in the little group we had formed. 

Everyone seemed quite excited but Midoriya was looking around in awe and muttering to himself about how all the shops captured almost every single quirk known. I laughed and felt my arm get hooped to Mina who was jumping around and full of energy like usual. I smiled. 

“You’re going to scare the children” Tokoyami blandly stated and shook his head crossing his arms in fake seriousness, at least, I thought it was fake. “Stop” I heard a few laughs as Midoriya blushed in embarrassment. 

“Wow, aren’t they UA students” a bystander called out and I turned to see a little group of people forming, this was a downfall of being in the top school but there was nothing we could do. I was going to become a hero and having fans was part of that. 

“1-A” another called out as I looked to the three men looking overly excited to see the group in public. After the sports festival, I couldn’t blame them but still yelling across the mall hallway was a lot for my anxiety. I hadn’t even thought about if anyone recognised us.

“I saw them on TV” so my accusations were right, they had seen us at the festival most likely and then the thought of my video saving people and Hero Killer Stain came into my mind. I gripped the straps of my backpack, Mina having left my side a few minutes ago. I moved to stand behind Shoji who immediately moved to shield me from the view.

Even with all the people talking and fanning Jiro and Momo were just talking about what they needed to get and see, they chose to go together. They were such good friends. I smiled at the interaction. 

“You ok,” Shoji asked his mask moving slightly with the question. I nodded and saw a few people turned to look at my still slightly shielded figure. I flushed and turned away from the looks. 

“I’m just anxious about people looking at me” he nodded and rubbed my back to calm me down “Sorry about that” I could see people shake their hands and smile, it made me feel a lot better. 

“We all have our weaknesses, though you seem so confident when fighting” Kirishima pointed out and again they nodded in agreement. My hand came to my chin to think, they were right. 

“I’m far too competitive to lose it just comes off as confidence” I laughed and scratched the back of my head my cheeks reddening at the confession “I’m one of the most competitive people you’ll ever meet. One of the downfalls of my personality” I nodded and heard a few laughs in response. 

When everyone was done saying what they needed or wanted for the trip Kirishima spoke up “Why don’t we split up and look around, we can meet up here when we are done. It’s noon so let’s say we all meet up here at three” I heard a chorus of sure's and yes’ as we all broke off.

I walked off with Shoji and Tokoyami having asked if I could tag along to the supplies store. I said I’d meet up with the girls later so I could buy some swimwear with them. We were talking and walking around until we made it to the store. Shoji grabbing a basket for us. I had moved my headphones to my bag but when I walked I could hear the keychains bounce. 

“What do you need Y/N,” Tokoyami asked and Shoji came back into the conversation from looking around. I hummed for a second taking out my phone and unlocking the device showing them both a photo. 

“I wanted to buy this, It’s a PowerPoint that has four docks for plugs and then three USB hubs. Just in case there aren't enough powerpoints I thought this would be good to bring” I explained and then pulled the phone back scrolling down “It says this store has them but I’ve never been here so I might have to ask someone” I whispered looking back up to the boys. 

“I didn’t even know they had those kinds of things but that is a very good idea” Shoji nodded impressed with the find and I handed him my phone saying to scroll as they also had others he might be interested in. 

“Yeah Y/N has a good point, we have no idea where we are going and it would be good to be prepared for anything” Tokoyami nodded and moved to look at the phone as well “They are very practical” he added and I nodded. “Anything else,” he asked my phone being handed back to me. 

“A flashlight maybe, I don’t know where we are and if I have to go to the bathroom in the middle of nowhere I would like to know where I am going” a hum from Tokoyami and a firm agreeing nod from Shoji we began our quest for the items. 

It was an enjoyable trip as we rushed through each aisle and tried to find the products. The workers had told us isle five near the back to the left though all three of us stared at the shelf. “Are you guys seeing something I’m not?” I asked, turning to them. 

“No” Shoji shook his head and then tilted to shake his head, “They said isle five” we all looked up, we were in that aisle. “To the back” we were to the back of the isle “On the left” his voice went to nothing as I moved to crouch down. 

I moved a few boxes looking at the signs and then I saw them “Found them” I called out and heard a sigh of relief as I leaned forward to grab them from the back of the shelf, there were three left. I hugged them to my chest. “There’s three left” I sighed and moved to put them in the basket “No one in the class can get them” I smirked and we all laughed at the situation of us being overly prepared. 

Moving onto finding flashlights and a few other things including bug spray and a travel utility kit. “What about portable charges, there may not even be electricity. We could be camping” Tokoyami spoke up and I shrugged nodding. 

“Good point, we have no idea where we are going. I have one but when I was looking for the ports I saw one that can charge your phones up to four times in one charge” they were both interested in this new information as I showed them my phone again. “It’s pretty cheap too, sales” I smiled. We were off again looking for this device. Finding them we added them to the basket and we were leaving the store, finally. We paid for our things. I put my things in my bag and we were off once more. “Kaminari and Mina are picking out swimwear if you wanna come” 

“I need something to fit my arms, hopefully, they’ll have something” Shoji nodded as Tokoyami looked less than comfortable at the idea of trying on swimwear. I smiled and looked up the store. 

“Hey Tokoyami” his eyes turned to my own and I showed him the picture of the pitch-black swimwear set that was long-sleeved and came up his neck and down his legs. “They have a black pair that covers your whole body” I sang with a smile. 

“I guess I do need a swim set” he crossed his arms as we made our way to the store, keeping our chatter casual and easy. I put my phone away as we came into the store and met up with the two, Mineta and Kirishima had joined them. 

“Hey, guys” Kirishima waved smiling widely, happily. I waved back and we all began to browse. Mina and I moved over to the women's section even though the rash shirts in the men's section were looking more than appealing. 

Mina and I began to look through the swimwear as I sighed out, there was far too many to look through. “What do you usually wear in the water” she bounced over happily already holding a few things to try on. I, on the other hand, had nothing. 

“I don’t go swimming” I could swim quite well my parents have cared for me not drowning to get me a lesson at a young age. Though I didn’t go swimming often, we didn’t have a pool and I was very focused on studying to get into UA from a young age. 

“What’s a colour you like,” she asked and began to go through the swimwear I was looking at “This is just all shirts” she whispered more to herself then I as I nodded and she smiled “You’ll have to buy a bikini to go underneath as well” I hadn’t even thought about that. 

“I like F/C and black and yeah I do need to get a bikini” I sighed and put my head back, this was a lot for my social metre to take, my body anxious but Minas’ bubbly personality was helping my anxiety lessen. Taking out my phone I sent out a message to both Bakugou and Todoroki asking if they needed anything while I was out.

“Already got everything” was the message from Bakugou simple and easy then as I was about to click out “Thanks though” I smiled and was about to send a reply when the phone vibrated again “You should plan next time idiot” of course he couldn’t end on something positive. I replied and then moved onto Todoroki. 

“No, it’s ok. I’ll go after visiting my mother. Thank you” even though his typing style was neat and formal. Only saying what he needed too and then ending the conversation whereas Bakugou wrote whatever came to mind in that second and sent it off. I replied to him as well and then put my phone away. 

“Black isn’t a colour but I'll allow it” she stood quickly smiling out and then moving around the store grabbing Kaminari and Kirishima to help her find something for me to wear. I laughed at the awkward faces but they both went to work. 

“Y/N” I was called over to Mina who was holding a bikini set that was F/C, it was modest and covered everything that needed to be covered. I nodded and then looked to the fabric taking it, it had a nice texture as well. 

They looked nice, the bottoms weren’t held together by a string which I instantly liked and the bra part looked rather nice. The bra had little ruffles along the rim which were cute. I looked at the size and laughed. She looked confused as the boys walked overhearing the commotion. “You got a size far to small at least for the top” she tilted her hand and then looked down to my chest. 

I moved to hold my shirt against my body and her eyes widened “That’s some voodoo magic” she called out and I could see a few boys blushing as Mineta fell to the floor. “No what” she called out and looked amazed. 

I let go of my shirt and she shook her head “I just wear baggy clothing and jumpers to school. I appreciate the thought though” I laughed and moved to grab the size that fit me and she looked about ready to faint I laughed again. “It’s not the first time” she nodded and we went looking for the rest of the swimwear we all needed. “Kirishima” I watched his head turn and I held up a red swim shirt that had a picture of Crimson Riot on the back. 

“I need it but I don’t usually wear shirts” he whispered and looked overly happy that I had found it. Leaning down I showed him the matching bottoms a little picture of the hero on the bottom of them. “There we go” he nodded and got both of them “Isn’t this kinda childish though” he frowned. 

“If they had a swimsuit that had my favourite character on it, I’d get it. It’s manly to be you” I nodded and his eyes lit up as he jumped putting his arms together. He was so happy that someone had simply let him be a fan

“You’re right” he nodded and went to go show the others who were more than interested to listen to him babble about how much he loved Crimson Riot. I didn’t doubt he had far more merch then those two pieces of clothing. Though I was surprised to see the merch for such an old hero.  

I looked around as the others did, Tokoyami having grabbed the black pieces of swimwear I had shown him prior when we were walking over. Mina found some pink swimmers that complimented her and I walked further into the store seeing something I knew one of my friends would be interested in. Grabbing the colour I assumed he’d like I walked over to the group. 

“Shoji” I held up the seemingly normal swimsuit and I watched as everyone was confused until I pulled down an almost invisible zipper down the sides of the shirt and his eyes lit up. 

“You seem to find what everyone needs Y/N” I could see the smile through his mask and I nodded handing over the shirt showing him where the zipper was. “I have bottoms so I’m all done” I looked back and watched as the boys went off Kaminari having picked some yellow bottom with Pikachu on them, I smiled as they went to try on their clothes. 

I walked around until finding a nice black rash shirt with F/C strips along the ribs. Picking my size I walked over to Mina “Do you think I should get shorts or with the bikini bottoms be enough” I asked. She turned and looked at the outfit I was holding up. 

“The shirt seems pretty long so I think you should be fine” she nodded and then moved to feel the rash shirt “That’s super soft” her eyes widened and I did the same nodding. “Go try them on” I looked down and tilted my head. Creating an illusion her eyes widened “You never need to try on clothes, I'm so jealous” she cried out and I laughed “But they look super good”

I nodded. A few more minutes and trying on clothes we were ready to move on with the rest of our trip. Paying for the clothing and a reusable bag to put it in we were off everyone having bought something. We walked and talked as we moved on to different stores buying things and talking about what we would need. It was a fun trip and I had messaged my mother if she could pick me up having bought all the things I needed and it is quite a lot. She said yes, she was acting nice the last few days but I didn’t mention it. 

“I think that was a successful trip” Tokoyami pointed out and we all agreed. “It’s almost three so let’s all meet up with the group” we stopped by one more store to buy some new pillowcases and then we made our way back to the centre, being the first to arrive. 

Throughout the trip we had been stopped a few times by people interested in our school and other things, we mostly thanked them and then went on with our day. I smiled at my ‘fans’ and then we were off to the place where we said we would all meet up. Having arrived we weren’t the first, of course, Iida was here before us all, bags in hand. He dressed like a dad and I loved that he wore such formal but casual clothes. Though when we arrived we were told that Midoriya had been attacked per se by Shigaraki. The league of villains so-called leader. I was practically shaking when we were told. Then asked by police if we had seen anyone. I hadn’t even thought about the league or Stains little followers. I wasn’t safe, we weren’t safe. The police conducted a sweep but Shigaraki wasn’t found and I didn’t know if I wanted him too. Midoriya was taken to the police station to file a report. 

I stood with the rest of my peers and waved them off with a “Please be careful getting home” as I walked to the carpark placing all my new things into the boot while my mother was on the phone to someone. Getting into the passenger side I waved to the group getting waves back and raised my phone pointing to it mouthing “Message me” I got nods and then I was off on the drive home. 

My mother complained to someone on the other side of the line, but their conversation ended quickly. Her eyes glazed over to my body for a moment before talking “Did you get everything you need” she seemed very calm which was odd. 

“Yes, I did” I responded and she nodded stopping at a roundabout “I’ll be gone for a week as of the camp, I don’t know if I’ll be able to message as we don’t know where we are going” I explained as she drove through turning to the main road, the road home. 

“That’s fine, you still have your suitcase” I hummed a yes and she nodded “Your father and I are going on a week vacation while you are gone” so that’s why she was being nice. She didn’t want me there anyway. “I’ll drop you off on Monday and pick you up when you get home” I nodded and the conversation was over. 

Arriving home we went our separate ways. I moved into my room and began to get messages from everyone that they got home. I sent a message that I arrived home safely. I was so worried about the league but shook my head and began to pack my bag for the trip. I arranged everything and then began to pack, Aizawa saying they had beds for us so I didn’t need to bring Tatami to the trip. I packed my pillow and then packed around it, the piece is the biggest. Clothing folded perfectly and then placed inside. I packed the PowerPoint and extra chargers just in case. I had to charge my headphones tonight. I lifted myself from the floor and put them on to charge. 

Then came dinner, it was simple and easy to eat. Down with some ice water I was in a good mood, and excited mood. A few moments on my phone then I was back to packing. I finished well into the night having made sure I had everything but leaving a note in the bathroom to pack my toiletries the day I was leaving before I left. I believed I was ready for bed as I stretched and then looked back to the bag. Amongst shopping, I had bought some t-shirts and shorts, ready for the outdoors. My boots were thick but flat so I could wear them without care if we had to do a lot of walking. I moved to pack a few jumpers for sleeping or if it got cold. I packed Bakugous without a thought.

I had gotten a message in a new group titled “The girls” I smiled when I was informed that I was being asked if I wanted to join the rest of the girls using the schools' pool tomorrow before the camp. “Use the school swimsuit,” I said I’d be there.

-

I had arrived at school the next day wearing the school swimsuit under my regular clothes and going to the changing room to undress when I saw the rest of the girls changing. I waved as they began to talk about nothing in particular and I joined in a few times. 

“I am so excited for camp,” Toru yelled, voice high and full of energy even though it was rather early in the morning. I was still just waking up, not quite remembering how I got to school. As I peeled off my shirt I watched as the girls stopped talking.

“It’s so weird, right” I was confused and I followed their gaze to my chest as I flushed and looked away “Oh sorry Y/N” Mina apologised and I waved a hand as it was ok. It was I didn’t mind. “We went shopping  and I was amazed” 

“I can see why your outfits make you look flat” Jiro bluntly stated and I nodded looking down at my breasts. I wasn’t flat I thought I had nice breasts. We continued to get changed and then walked out into the pool area. “We got permission off Aizawa to be here so there was no need to worry” I nodded, I didn’t think about it. Momo had planned this and I trusted her. 

We were just chilling stretching off to the side of the pool when the boys began to show up. The swimsuits weren’t too bad, covering my body, I should have brought something like this for the camp but I didn’t mind too much, I thought my outfit was cute. We stretched and then we began to play volleyball. We were having so much fun playing and joking with the girls. 

“Serve”

“Chance ball” 

“Got it” 

“Mine” 

We were having so much fun with I was smiling though I kept most of my body under the water being a little self-conscious of the tight clothing I was having fun nonetheless. I threw myself back aiming for a ball and hitting it over the net as I splashed into the water on my back gaining us a point. 

When my head rose I heard a loud voice “The next time I beat you, I want you to be at your strongest, you damn nerd” I turned seeing Bakugou in all his glory, shirt off and tight pants on. I watched him storm his way towards Midoriya and my heartbeat quicken. He was so attractive. The girls and I watched on confused as to what was happening. 

“Hey I got your message, sorry I'm late” Kirishima waved his hand around smiling. His arm was out holding Bakugou from the green-headed shaking male “It took a while to convince Bakugou to come out” I wanted to thank Kirishima for trying his hardest this is all I could have wanted. He was so muscular as I sighed out and flushed glad no one was paying attention to me. 

“So Deku, you wanna settle who's the best of us right now” Bakugou was sure in a mood, his arm raised and hand outstretched to allow his palms to pop with small harmless explosions. He was sure fired up “Huh” he yelled. Midoriya stepped back shaking his head. 

“You know what we could make this training a contest” Iida spoke more to himself then the group and my ears picked up on the chatter. “Hey everyone I propose we see which of the boys can swim 50 metres the fastest. A friendly race” he smiled and I couldn’t help the way my hands twitched. There was no such thing as a friendly race, at least in my books. 

I ducked beneath the water and swam over quickly as they all rounded up. I popped out of the water on an illusion raising myself in front of them in all my glory. “I hope I’m welcome” I smiled and saw their fearful faces. Licking my lips I dropped down in front of the water falling from my body as I smiled. “I do enjoy beating you all” I was not met with smiles but determined faces of my peers.

“OK then, the boys and Y/N” Iida nodded and I moved to crack my knuckles rather loudly as I saw a few of the boys look rather excited and some just look nervous. I think I saw Kaminari wince to the sound of cracking bones. 

“Iida why don’t you let us help you out with this” Momo asked the girls now out of the pool and looking excited as the rest of us. I was bouncing around, I was far too competitive for my good. I hated not being apart of competition but this was something else. This was a real competition. Iida agreed to the help, from the girls. 

“And quirks,” Ojiro asked slowly his hand raised with a towel around his neck “Are we allowed to use them” I could win easily if we did. Just set them on a little course that wasn’t in the pool and I could easily win. 

“Well, we are at school” Iida pondered, yes, just say we can. “So there shouldn’t be a problem with that” I smiled to the group and moved my hand letting out a little mist for emphasis I saw wide eyes and worried faces. “However you cannot cause damage to your classmates or the building” I could agree with that.

Bakugou walked forward and just past me to stand in front of Midoriya, they needed a new hobby “I’m going to annihilate you Deku” clenched fists and hard stare he spoke calmly, honestly. “And you too Icy-Hot” I turned to where his eyes were to see Todoroki sitting on the floor, without a shirt. The lords have blessed me today. “You bastard” he was in a bad mood, like always. Then the explosive blonde turned to me “You especially” then he walked off and I smiled. 

“I look forward to it” I called out behind him. We all moved into lines. I was in the second heat so I watched the first five boys race. Then the whistle went off. 

Bakugou was flying through the air landing on his feet at the end of the pool. “How was that you sidekicks” he called out hand raised and I smiled when he got backlash from his friends “It’s called freestyle swimming” he had a point it was a freestyle. 

Then it was my go with Todoroki, Sero, Kirishima and Sato “On your marks, get set, go” the whistle was off and I watched as an illusion came around them jumping in as I jumped off the ledge and walked to the other end of the pool stepping up and letting the illusion fall. Sero taping his way across the surface of the water and Todoroki surfing on ice.

“You’re supposed to be swimming” Kaminari and Mineta yelled as I simply shrugged my shoulders. Watching Sato and Kirishima get to the end of the pool. Todoroki looked at me as well. 

“What can I say. I like to win” I smiled and moved back to the lines “At least I touched the water” I put my hands on my hips and lined back up “Beside quirks are allowed and I didn’t hurt anybody or property” I wasn’t wrong. 

“It’s time for the final race. Bakugou, Y/N, Todoroki, Midoriya you had the fastest four times. You will fight for first place” his hands were on his hips as I nodded Midoriya and Todoroki making a verbal response. 

“Listen up scarface" I believed that to be a little harsh to the ear but then again that was Bakugou "Don’t you dare hold back as you did at the sports festival” his voice was so angry, he really still thought about that, did he forget I had beat him? ‘Bring everything you’ve got” I didn’t take it personally, I think Bakugou had a thing for people who didn’t take him seriously, while I did. “You too fight to win” he turned to Midoriya they were all agreeing and talking. 

“Are we forgetting I beat all three of you” I voiced and it went silent. “I mean” I laughed lightly an aura of danger being released. “I don’t like when people don’t take me seriously” I smiled and saw the nods.  

We got into place and I smirked standing on the pedestal. I could hear yelling and other things as I smiled seeing the boys activating their quirks and I sighed. “Get set” this would be easy. I smiled. “Go” as I went to jump I saw no illusion appear.

I heard the yells of my opponents as I fell into the water, having just stepped in instead of swimming. I rose to see Aizawa his hair up and quirk activated “It’s five pm, your authorised pool time is officially over. Hurry up and go home” did he have to do that. It was one race that would have been over in less than a minute. Kaminari and Sero voiced my complaints. “Are you questioning me” his eyes shone and I was glad I hadn’t been the one to talk.

We all rushed to get changed and go home once we were allowed. I sighed and got out of the pool feeling my quirk return to me, it was a weird feeling when it was off. Then I was heading home having to get ready for the camp. 

I ate once I was home and then began to repack making sure I had everything I needed when I finished packing for the night and laid down being rather exhausted more then I would like to admit. I sighed out and went on my phone seeing a message I had missed about a quarter of an hour before. “Do you have a spare charger I spent longer with my mother and left mine with her” Todorokis’ message read. I smiled, he had messaged me. 

“Yeah, I’ll pack it and give it to you at camp” I responded, I was never one for emojis or the little stickers but when I received one from Todoroki it being a little cat saying ‘Thank you’ I couldn’t help the blush rising to my cheeks. “No issues” I replied and stared at the ceiling for a moment to calm my racing heart. 

I was tired but that didn’t stop me from watching a video I wanted to catch up on, a few hours passed and it was getting close to midnight, I had to get some sleep. I moved to place my phone on charge, pulling the blanket over my body and the warmth and sleep consumed my form. Hello, summer break. 

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Chapter 8 

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[a-forgotten-spirit]

Well, I'm fine I guess, just a little tired because of school (also, sorry if I say something wrong, english is not my first language)

Your English is really good, no need to apologise. School is very tiring I agree and it can be a lot to deal with but at the end of the day these people are trying to help you in the long run (Well most of them at least). I would also like to say to all my followers I may be an author of a story you like but I'm also happy to be a friend. You can message me any time and I will respond, I am here for you guys as much as you are for me!

[a-forgotten-spirit]

Chapter 6 of the Todobaku fic made me sob. I could genuinely picture myself in the MC's shoes during her whole breakdown and nngghh. It's a great fic in every way shape and form. You're such an amazing writer???? I just wanted to express how much I loved it, lol. I don't think I can really put it into words but uh, wow. I hope to support you in all your future endeavors(lol), homie. Much love and respect

I hope you didn’t actually cry, the story gets a lot worse and I am already feeling bad as I write it haha. Because I'm the writer I sometimes can’t see if I’ve made it like the MC is actually in the story but this little message made me feel very accomplished. I just want to acknowledge that I do take the script from the anime and then add in more so the MC is really in the story. Though I’m sure you’ll be happy to know I plan this fic to be about 30-40 chapters as once the anime ends I'm going to continue and do pro hero life and the boys and the MC as adults. So I hope you can enjoy the entire endeavour of this fic. 

TodoBaku x reader: Chapter 1

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[a-forgotten-spirit]

Hii, how are you?

Honesty, as a Uni student, stressed beyond belief but I'm sure you don't wanna hear about that but in general, I’m ok. I also apologise it took me a millennium to get back to you. How are you doing?

[a-forgotten-spirit]

Love Isn’t An Illusion (6)

Pairing: Todoroki x Bakugou, Todoroki x Reader x Bakugou, VERY SLOW BUILD

Summary: Your final exam was a bit harder then everyone elses

Words: +-7200 (Next few a quite long sowwy)

Warnings:  Anxiety, fear of failure, feeling like everyone is against you, unfair battle, near crying, anger, panic attack, insomnia, overworking, wanting to prove yourself, swearing, battle sequences, description of a panic attack, soft Todoroki, Todoroki helping through a panic attack, stress, bad parenting, collapsing, Midnight’s being used on you, hospitals, mentions of not eating, soft Bakugou, mentions of sexuality

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A/N:  I wrote this for the fans. I do not own My Hero academia or the characters, I don’t own most of the plot for this story, I had watched the show and re-written the dialogue and plot as if the reader was the main character. Everything is centred around the reader. Please comment, makes me happy. Ask if you wish to be tagged. I’m going to make a patreon for AU’s and extra little bits and pieces, give me your thoughts!

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Chapter 6

At the new information, I was receiving I stopped and put my hand up sighing out my anxiety then nodded slowly licking my lips “Excuse me” I asked slowly and stepped forward “Um everyone else gets a pair and one Pro. I get no pair and ten Pros” I was livid, I was losing my shit left right and centre. “Oh yeah” I nodded “Super fair” I had trained but ten Pros with ten different quirks and fighting styles. 

“Y/N,” Aizawa said slowly and I waited for what he was to say “You are by far the strongest in your class, your quirk can be used in any situation. Your weakness is the amount, if we are all to fight you then we can see how you are truly travelling” he explained. My hands were gripped at my sides. There was no way I was going to pass. “You have one rule” he began and I laughed my eyes still downcast. “You must show your true self to at least one teacher at all times” he explained. 

I was now just standing there nodding as I licked my lips and then sighed out, again trying to understand this information “So basically I’m failing before I even take the test” pursing my lips I blinked harshly trying to hold back my tears. I wasn’t going to pass and I knew they had noticed my change in attitude. 

“No” Midnight began and I looked down. “We are testing you, you are so strong” the teachers hadn’t thought of what would happen if I failed did they. I shook my head and grit my teeth. How could I beat ten pro heroes not to mention All Might himself? 

My peers were silent as I stood there seething in anger. What was I supposed to do? I couldn’t fight ten Pros. I was so confident about this and now I was about to burst into tears and just tear myself apart right here. All the sleepless nights, all the coffee and panic attacks, all the studying and running my body into the ground to then have an impossible task thrown at me. 

I shook my head slowly and then whispered out “Let’s just get this over with” I had to watch every single second of everyone's fights. I had to learn everything. I wasn’t going down without a fight. We walked in and I moved to the front sitting down in front of the TV my legs to my chest. I couldn’t even blink. My heart was about to combust. I felt faint. I was glad they saw potential but not ten Pro heroes potential. My objective was to escape. I was about to cry. 

The teachers were talking about how we could run away, I didn’t have a choice. The teachers also wore bracelets to add half their weight, it would slow them down but with ten Pros it wouldn’t help. The first fight was on Kirishima and Sato against Cementoss. They went for direct, a bad decision but my eyes widened as they broke through the walls of cement. They had limits while Cementoss doesn’t, Cementoss was so fast and had no limit. I would have to cage him quickly and somewhere not near cement. A cage should do the trick but they took quite a bit of brainpower. It would have to be done, I could hear conversations behind me but this was far more important. I had to pass and I had that stupid rule I had to follow. I held my legs tighter, Cementoss was long-distance and had no limit. I had to remember that. The fight was over within a few minutes. 

Then was Tokoyami and Tsu, ectoplasm had cloned. If he was in an illusion could he still use that? I couldn't even find out if I wanted to before I fought him. I continued to watch as people walked in and out. How many clones could he make, could he see through them? What was his limit? There were just so many to fight, this looked impossible. I watched as Tokoyami destroyed them, so they looked easy to destroy. I would have to find the original quickly. I knew how to control clones but were they the same as my own. My eyes widened as I saw him make a giant one of himself, how could I go around that. How could I win with a power like this? Ectoplasm also had a lot of power with close combat and distance. I had to bit that. I was shaking, my fingers digging into my legs as I leaned forward watching the next fight. 

Iida and Ojiro, Powerloader could dig underground and hide. I would have to find a way to stop him. Though the boys won fairly quickly, speed was their key. Even though Powerloader is quick underground he wasn’t too fast on land plus he needed machines for his quirk to work. I could suspend him in the air and he would be useless. My speed was good but if he made it underground I wouldn’t have much of a chance. I would have to get him out of his little machine. 

Then came Todoroki and Yaoyarozu against Aizawa. He was my biggest issue. He needed to be taken out immediately when I fought him, he could erase my quirk and I would be useless. I could rely on my physical abilities but it would still be not enough. Within seconds Todoroki was suspended and spiked objects placed beneath him with his partner now running for the exit. Aizawa also had his scarf, I had to worry about. They would come to me with everything they got. I had to think fast and hard, I wouldn’t be able to stop. His quirk stopped when he blinked, if I got caught I’d have another chance. Eraserhead was swinging through the air like it was nothing, what area would I be put in. Todoroki was still in the air as Yaoyarozu ran up to him but Erasurehead was on his way. They were yelling at each other trying to work together in the middle of the exam? Not the best time but still there nonetheless. The light then blinded Aizawa making him have to regain his sight then Aizawa was off again. Sure his quirk had lessened but it was still a lot we had to deal with. An ice wall and then Aizawa was blocked. I was only focused on Aizawa for this fight. I had to figure this out, how could I beat him? Yaoyorozu threw another scarf at him but when heated returned to its original shape, a metal. Clever but not something I could do. They won, though I couldn’t win with their strategy.

I gripped my legs tighter if that was possible at this point. I was ignoring everything and everyone around me. People were talking to their partners figuring out strategies but all I could do was think. That’s all my quirk was, thoughts projected into the world. I breathed out trying to calm myself as I closed my eyes. Ten Pros, one me. I had to think faster than ever, my brain would be having ten different thoughts at the one time. I had to win, I had to show everyone I was better. 

No. 13 was just sucking, if I put someone in front of her she would have to close, she may not be a hero today for this exercise but she would never intentionally hurt someone. I found that out when her pair competed against her. The second Uraraka got to close she stopped her quirk, still a hero at heart. I smirked, they were all still heroes at heart. 

I was still sitting as I heard Iida and Yaoyarozu walked in talking to Midoriya and Tsu. Nezu was up, I didn’t know his quirk. Then the area began to collapse around Mina and Kaminari. I was watching so closely as I heard Yaoyorozu talk and I sighed silently. He was smarter than everyone and could think faster than I could attack. Everyone had to be taken out quickly. The pair lost and I put my head in my legs to try and calm down. How in the hell could I fight someone so much smarter than me, I had to think faster then he could. 

Koda and Jirou, all sound quirks. I watched them as they ran through the woods. The camera added Mic who was unimpressed with having to wait and within a second he yelled, voice loud and barreling through the woods. My eyes widened, I could create something sound cancelling, all my illusions could be it was the fact I’d still hear him. A box may be, just place all ten teachers inboxes. Another quirk that was going to have to be ended quickly though he had to breathe, right? Or could he breathe through his quirk? I was at a loss of what to do. He made her ears bleed, his voice made her ears bleed. I was in disbelief, he wasn’t caring. The ground began to rumble beneath him and then Present Mic was covered in bugs, ok so he didn’t like bugs. Good to know. 

I knew Snipe well, his fighting style and thought process. He was fast and knew where everyone was though he struggled when we fought close combat and when I made clones. It’s going to be a lot to think about all at once but this is something I had to do. I could win, with each match I was getting more excited but nervous. 

Midnight was strong if her quirk reached me I would just fall asleep, it came from her skin, I could have to cover her in something but I had heard it worked better on guys than girls. But what if said girl also didn’t just like guys. I was screwed, I would have to keep her covered. Not too hard but still another thought I had to make, something seemingly impossible. Midnight also had her whip, I had to get her immobilized quickly and keep her there. I didn’t know how far her scent could go. Immobilization was my best bet.

Finally All Might, the top hero. Everyone knew him, I mean how could you not, he was legendary. The number one hero to this day, both Bakugou and Midoriya were versing him but I had to do it alone with other Pros helping him. Bakugou was ignoring Midoriya all together, he was mad. If he was mad about being paired with Midoriya I couldn’t imagine the anger that I gotta do it myself. They weren’t working together. With the swing of the hand, a whole road was taken out by All Might. I had to go up against that, All Might in villain form. What could I do with something like this at his disposal? Bakugou was moving too quickly but when he was pushed into the ground I stood up quickly leaning over the bars to watch more closely. Two of the strongest people in my class were getting beat. Bakugou was just walking toward All Might not a care in the world, he was so strong and confident. Bakugou had been punched and I grimaced looking away before my breathing began to pick up, I knew my peers were watching my semi meltdown. My eyes were darting around the screen as I bit my lip in anger. Bakugou looked so angry and beat as Midoriya punched him out of the way from another hit. Midoriya was carrying Bakugou with him but my eyes were darting everywhere. I was confident but now my heart only raced in fear. My whole body was shaking as I watched them. Another hit from Bakugou, more hits but Midoriya had one of his gauntlets. The hit was massive and explosive I looked around but All Might was up within a few seconds. How in the hell did he get back up, I couldn’t face him with other Pros. He was so strong I could hold him down? Place him in a box? Control him? Fear tactic? God what would work. I was biting my fingers in fear as I tried to figure out how to win. Bakugou was just kicked away then Midoriya was thrown into him. They were at his mercy. I couldn’t beat him in physical strength but I could lock him away, it would take a lot of energy but I think I could do it. Midoriya was hurtling towards the exit, I had to make it to my exit. All Might was faster even with his bracelets he was faster. Locking him away would be my best bet, my only chance at winning. I was going to win, I was going to work my body and mind harder than ever. Bakugou had such strong attacks, how could he do this. How could he use such power and not fall, how could he do this? I was at a loss, Bakugou had so much strength in his body, so much raw power and stamina. The boys were then running to the exit. They won, they both fucking won. I had to verse that, if they could win, I could win, right? 

When they won my legs collapsed as I fell to the ground, All Might would take a half an hour break then it was my go. I was shaking on the ground my breathing harsh and loud Recovery Girl ran to me. 

“Y/N breathe” I couldn’t breathe, how could I even think to breathe going up against them. “Y/N you need to breathe” I was going to fail, I was never going to become a hero. They gave an impossible mission, something I couldn’t do. I had nothing, how could I win this. “Y/N” she was yelling in my ear as I sucked in the air but never out. 

My head was grabbed and I looked up to see Todoroki on his knees and looking into my eyes “Y/N you need to breathe” he breathed slowly and I tried to copy and then just looked down as I breathed out then in Oxygen flooding my cells. 

“I’m going to fail” I looked around, Todoroki and recovery girl were the only ones here, then others I’m sure going to see Miodoriya. “I can’t win, my quirk can’t beat ten Pros” I whimpered, Todoroki now kneeling in front of my crouched figure. 

“I believe in you” he whispered and I rose my head, why was he always around when I was a mess. “You can win, your quirk is amazing, you’ve been training and studying for so long. Don’t let a little stress take away your future” he was right. I nodded as I sighed out licking my lips. 

“You’ve been watching them, I know you know all their weaknesses” I nodded agreeing “You just need to put them in use. You can do it” I wasn’t sure if she was allowed to encourage me but I appreciate it nonetheless. 

I stood up shakily and nodded sternly, I had been a mess these last few weeks. I knew how to win, everyone began to walk in as I narrowed my eyes. I had to be confident, smirking I turned to Recovery Girl “Make sure to have the volume up” she nodded. Minutes ago I was having a panic attack but I took a page from Bakugou, turning anger in power. I had to use everything every ounce of anger I had. I squeezed Todorokis’ hand as I passed and then I was walking off out the door and down the halls. 

I waited for my time, I was in the field, they didn’t think it was fair if my area had already been destroyed. Cementoss was useless here, Midnight wouldn’t use her quirk near the others, Erasurehead would try and go for me immediately I had to hide from him. All Might had to be restrained, No. 13 placed in front of someone, Cementoss. Present Mic facing Eraserhead, couldn’t use his quirk. Ectoplasm is occupied with my clones as well as Snipe. I could make more than thirty, I could make a hundred. It was all thoughts. Power loader suspended or occupied and Nezu had to be kept quiet, he is too smart he’d talk to the others. 

Once I was in the field the time started, I thought of how my mother reacted when I won the sports festival, her ignoring me for a week then yelling at me every day. I thought about Bakugou not seeing me as a threat, my mother making my life a living hell. I was walking through the forest, they wouldn’t move until they could see me I knew that. Anger was running through me, I was angry I came first in class, I was angry I was the only one doing my test. I was angry at my father for always taking my mothers' side, I was angry at my peers for not standing up for me. I was angry that after this I had to go home, I was angry I was in this god damned position. I was angry at it all. I was so mad. I spread my arms out and then there were about fifty of me. I began to run, I had to run. I had to be faster than everyone. I had to think faster, move faster. 

Coming into the field the teachers were stunned. I was hidden from Eraserhead, all of the clones moved in unison, one thought, I couldn’t see Power Loader, underground but he wouldn’t put the teachers in danger. I jumped half of the clones following I was running on an illusion, three thoughts. Midnight couldn’t use her quirk around the teachers, she had to stay with them but she also had her whip which was caught and pulling her through the field. 

Then the clones came, I was fast fighting them quickly and easily. Ten thoughts. I was looking everywhere. Though a group of myself was running forward straight at them. “You all have weaknesses” I called out smirking making sure every illusion was talking and having the same expression. 

“She is trying to keep us together” Nezu called out and they began to try and run in different directions. My hands came down to the ground sending waves through the Earth and walls around them. 

“Do you think you can run that easily” I was running again. I had to keep thinking. Faster, faster. With a swivel of my hands, Nezu had his mouth covered and was suspended in the air. All Might tried to help him, occupied. 

“I can’t see the original, she’s hidden” Eraserhead called out and then he moved to try to eliminate my copies, going physical then turning back to permeable. My clones landing hits he could not deflect. Snipe was shooting but the bullets went through the clones. 

“I’m not stupid” I screamed and grabbed No. 13 as my original self, her suit opened I moved to create the illusion of Cemetoss falling into her grasp, she screamed loud and deafening. She stopped and panicked as I placed the real one in front of her stopping the illusion. They were pressed to each other covered in mist. 

“You may be pretending to be villains but you are still Heroes at heart, isn’t that right” I smirked, Nezu was trying to escape so holding my hand tighter he was constricted with All Might trying to release the mist. I had to stay near the other teachers. Mic and All Might couldn’t use their quirks plus All Might was busy. “Real villains wouldn’t care who they hurt” I could see All Might looking around as I ran at him full force sending a weighted foot into his rib as he went flying. Nezu was left alone as I glared at the creature then running off going invisible to him, this was a lot. Maybe thirty thoughts at once. There was so much going on. I fell to the ground “Hello Mic” I whispered as he screamed. I covered my ears, they said I had to let one teacher see. I let Cementos see my body fall to the ground holding my ears.

“She’s down” and I was quickly up as another shout came bringing my body to the ground. I couldn’t hear. The illusions faulted shaking and stopping for a moment. No this is not how I would lose, my hands dug into the ground to somehow bring my thoughts back, my ears hurt so much. 

Bugs, he doesn’t like bugs. My eyes turned and then there was an army of bugs crawling up his body. Physical and going beneath his clothing, they felt real and the scream was real too. Covering my ears again as he tried to get them off him. “It’s just an illusion isn’t it” I whispered and stood to shake my head. Mic was still screaming and I turned the male towards Ectoplasm who in turn went flying to the other side of the field his clones dissipating into the air “You all care far too much” I was so mad, my head hurt, my body hurt. Forty thoughts. “You all thought I couldn’t win” I grit out and let Eraserhead see me for only a moment, not long enough to erase my quirk, I just needed a second. “You have to be faster” I whispered and he sent out his little scarf. All Might was running back over now. I simply distorted and he was crashing into Aizawa as I flipped back onto an illusion. “Power Loader is useless if you’re all in the same place, he wouldn’t risk hurting any of you” I yelled and then Power Loader was coming out of the ground. An illusion of children, his biggest fear. Not being able to save them “Watch out Power Loader, wouldn’t want them to get hurt” then they were falling and he was digging into the ground. Forty-five thoughts. 

I could feel Nezu trying to escape, he was persistent but I had a strong grip on him. Cementoss and No. 13 were doing the same I gripped them tighter. “You think you can win that easily” All Might yelled across the field and I jumped into the sky far above them landing in a piece of physical illusion. I was stationed above them my eyes moving wild as I thought of everything. Snipe and Ectoplasm on the other side fighting clones and trying to work together.  

“It pissed me off that I was the only one to do a test like this” I could see Cementoss, No. 13, Power Loader and Midnight struggling, Midnight was being held back by vines encircling her. I had forgotten about her but still kept the illusion going. Mic was still trying to get bugs off him still, trying desperately as they crawled over his body. Eraserhead looking around frantically. Nezu still cocooned. All Might was looking around as well, back to back with Eraserhead. Ectoplasm fighting a ton of clones with Snipe. “Bakugou should have got this” I called out and I was falling from the sky my legs covered in weights I came down landing a hard hit on All Mights' shoulders sending him to the ground “Todoroki as well, even Midoriya” I grit out moving to flip out of the scarfs way waving around the place. I was on the opposite side of the exit path. If I ran I could get there. I was flown back by a gust of wind, All Might. I landed harshly pain flaring in my back, landing on the ground and my illusions fell. 

“Gotcha” I tried to use them but I looked to Eraserhead who was staring straight at me the rest of the teachers following. No this is not how I would lose. I didn’t know how much time I had left. I was running full speed angry and losing my mind. 

“This was an impossible task” I screamed flipping over Cementoss and landing to make No. 13 fall to the floor. I threw myself back my hand landing on the ground as I flipped myself back a few times. 

“I can’t predict anything” Nezu yelled as he came to move out of the way as I jumped around. Making sure to always have a teacher between me and another. Then the clones came. I was moving quickly, he had to blink. He had never held it this long since the USJ. I was running out of breath and stamina. 

“You can’t predict instinct” I answered and one of the ectoplasm clones hit Mic as I dropped to the ground bending my back and then rolling the side. I was looking around frantically. I tried to push illusions as I wrapped my legs around Snipe sending myself back my hand grabbing the ground and sending him into Ectoplasm. “I never said I didn’t have physical abilities” I had to go faster. 

I felt my quirk return, he blinked. I was livid, every single angered thought I had ever had came rushing back. I screamed loud and over the field, as I slammed my hands down on the ground, there were too many thoughts. I continued to scream, the mist taking over my body. I was not going to lose, I was the best. I had to hide from Eraserhead but he would have to put in eyedrops before his next use. 

My body covered in the mist as I sent out shock waves sending the Pros back. More clones fighting, I was thinking so fast, copies moving insanely fast as I screamed “I will not lose to you” I felt my hair go over my eyes. “I refuse to lose” I screamed and then I was up and running. Running through them with speed unknown to my body. My legs ached and my head was pounding. I jumped high and sent my hand in a downward motion spiked illusions embedding into the ground “You all thought you could beat the next Number one hero, You’re wrong” I was so angry, throwing my arms out they were all collected and left in the air. So many thoughts “Now” They could all see me, eyes wide and dangling in the air as illusions ran across the field, there were so many “Watch me win” I grit my teeth and I was running off. I was on overload, my thoughts coming like the speed of light, Eraserhead couldn’t erase my quirk if he couldn’t see me. I placed the mist over his eyes. All these thoughts were my ultimate move, a move that no one could beat. I ran to the exit and with my heart racing and body shaking, I let Eraserhead see me as I walked past the threshold and turned back to them all, mist covering my body as they all stared in amazement.

I had won, I let the illusions fall and I swayed, I won, all the power faded and I felt my body ache as I looked to the teachers, I won, I fucking won. My mind was moving so quickly and my eyes rolled back as I fell forward my body giving way. I was falling quickly and then I hit the ground twitching, I had thought too much. Thoughts were running so fast I couldn’t keep up, my body couldn’t keep up with the commands. I felt my hand twitch.

 “Y/N” I was hoisted in someones’ arms. My eyes fell open but it was blurry and then we were running at least I think we were I could feel my body lightly bouncing, my arm hung over the side of whoever was holding me. “Y/N” I heard again but I couldn’t move my body. I hurt so much, was I hurting, no. I wasn’t in pain my brain was just moving too quickly for my body to follow. 

“Bring her here” I heard. I could still hear, my vision blurred but there were voices. So many voices. “Midnight, knock her out” and within seconds my vision went black and my mind went blank. The sweet bliss of sleep. 

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I could hear people talking, my head hurt. I couldn’t open my eyes “Is she going to be ok” that sounded like Aizawa. “She’s been out for days” he added. Had I been out for that long? I did feel rested but my head hurt. Thoughts, they came rushing back and I replayed my fight. I had collapsed after it. 

“Her brain went into overload and shut down everything but her normal bodily functions. I don’t know how long she’ll be out but from the scans, she’s fine” A doctor maybe, I heard a thank you and then there was movement. 

“I knew we shouldn’t have pushed her that far” Midnight? Her voice was soft as I felt someone touch my hand the hand twitching lightly at the contact from another. “She fought so hard” I did, I put my all into it. 

“She did” Snipes’ country sounding voice rang through soft and mellow “When Aizawa erased her quirk she didn’t run, she fought. I couldn’t fight against the nine other teachers alone and yet she did with no fear” he sounded proud. Be proud of me, I won. I beat you all, I tried so hard to be the best. 

“Her parents refused to come to see her” Aizawa whispered and I heard a sigh come from my other ear. Aizawa on my right, Midnight holding my hand and I think Snipe was in front of me it was hard to gauge without my eyes open. “She’s trying so hard to be the top hero with all this stress. We shouldn’t have done it” I could hear the regret. Don’t regret facing me, I wanted it. I was scared and I panicked but during that fight. I felt alive, I felt like I could take on the world and I did, I won. 

“Why would they refuse” I felt a thumb rubbing over my hand slowly, pittily. Don’t pity me, my parents never cared there was no need to be sad. “I can’t imagine not seeing my child if they were like this” I could hear her sniffle. 

“They said they were busy” Aizawa answered and Midnights' soft hand gripped my hand tighter, I tried to hold it back. Nothing happened. I tried to open my eyes but I couldn't, I couldn’t even move my lip or finger. I felt my hand twitch a few times but other than that I was still. “I don’t know how she’s coping with that and then school” 

“She’s not” was that Bakugou. His voice was deep and I heard the stomps coming into the room. Was Bakugou coming to see me? My heart fluttered and I was glad I wasn’t connected to the heart monitor. 

“No she isn’t” If my breathing could catch it would have, it was Todoroki. Had they come to see me? Who else had come to see me over the days, was my class worried about me? Did I do good in their eyes?

“She wasn’t sleeping, she came to Yaoyarozu’s study session of a day then came to Kirishima and my own of night and proceeded to go home and study. We asked her when she had last eaten and she couldn’t remember” Bakugou was outing me to the teachers wasn’t he, though his voice didn’t hold the same vigour it usually did. He sounded, sad.

“Her parents yell at her” Todoroki, why were all my secrets being placed out in front of me like it was nothing. “She got calls at study sessions and it was just her being yelled at. Her mother made her wait for hours after school to pick her up. I sat with her” was this important information that needed to be out in the open. 

“And yet she still gets up every day, trains and comes to school on time, takes notes and can get the best grades” I could hear the smile from Aizawa as he laughed lightly and continued “She deserves to be a hero”

My eyes were blinded to the light flooding my eyes, I was crying, again. I cried so much, so many emotions. At the sound of a shaky breath everyone looked to me I was moved into a sitting position as my hands came to my face and I cried. I felt Midnight rub my back as I sobbed into my hands. 

“I just want to be a hero” I whimpered and when my head rose I shook my head “I just want people to be proud of me” I wanted to save people, for someone to look at me and tell me I was the reason they were pursuing their goals. I wanted to show the world that even though I have a deceiving quirk I can still be a hero. 

“I’m proud of you” I looked up tears streaming down my face as I saw Todoroki nod encouragingly “The whole class is. We were all screaming for you during your match” I listened so intently. I always feared the class didn’t like me. “I’m sure Bakugou is proud of you,” said blonde was elbowed in the ribs. I smiled, wobbly and uneven but smiled.

“Bastard” he grits out and leaned to one side and his head fell to a tilt and huffed crossing his arms “Yeah whatever” he whispered and turned way. I would take what I could get from the angry blonde. 

“All the teachers are proud of you” My eyes left my peers and I looked to Aizawa who nodded happily a smile on his features. “I can promise you every single teacher and Pro in Japan is proud of you. Your video has been sent to agencies so they can see what they have to fight for. Something we do during the finals and we would've passed you if you just evaded getting captured but you won fair and square” I was crying again and I felt my shoulders shake as I nodded.

“Thank you” I whispered and looked up at all the people “Thank you all” I nodded and sighed out. Moving my legs as I felt the blood rush down. “I hope I can improve and be the best hero you’ve ever seen” I nodded and all the teachers did too. 

I spoke for a while more and the teachers were off “Thanks for saying I deserved to fight them all” Bakugou huffed out and I smiled moving my hand slowly to pat his. He had moved to the side of my bed.

“I meant it” his eyes widened “I’m not kidding, I didn’t think I was going to win. I mean who would but I used your anger tactic and just lit the fuse” I nodded and his face was blank “You were a major factor to my victory” my eyes moved to Todoroki “You too if you didn’t help me calm down. I don't think I would have survived until the end” I nodded. “For that, I thank you both” I nodded. 

They both sat with me and Bakugou pulled out food and I couldn’t help the laugh that rang through my hospital room. “Shut up” he yelled and placed the bowl on the hospital table pushing it over my bed. 

“Thank you Bakugou” Todoroki moved to sit on the bed as I moved to cross my legs. We continued to talk and we spoke about my fight. Partway through the conversation “You two came together” I asked moving forward to eat some rice. 

They turned to each other and I watched Todoroki smile “we were both worried about you, we’ve come for the last few days. Aizawa stayed here for a night and everyone in the class has come at least once” he explained and I nodded smiling. 

“I wasn’t worried” Bakugou yelled and I could hear a few pops from his palm, Todoroki and Bakugou began to bicker. Bakugou mostly yelling and Todoroki being his calm and charming self. 

“You were the one who asked to stay after visiting hours because you were worried” the blonde flushed and moved his hands around. They looked like a couple if I was honest. My heart did the fluttering thing. I wouldn’t mind dating them. 

I paused my mouth open rice hanging in my mouth. What did I just think, no? I thought to all our encounters, I always got happy and my heart sped up. Do I have a crush on not only one boy but two? Two boys who seemed to hate each other. I looked back to them as they argued. They acted like a couple, they did come together. Were they a thing? A secret thing? I had noticed them eating lunch a few times, walking the same way. Sharing notes. Were they together? Oh no, did I have a crush on two gay men? Or were they Bi, Pan, Demi?

“Are you ok Y/N” shaking my head I turned to Todoroki as a hand was placed against my forehead. I flushed “You’re heating up, do I need to get a doctor” his voice was so plain but I had to admit I found it appealing. It was nice and soft to the ear. Something I could easily listen too forever. 

“No” I stuttered and shook my head quickly Bakugou raising an eyebrow “I’m fine, I am” I continued and waved my arms around before digging back into the food “The food is good, did you make it,” I asked trying to change the topic. 

A cross of his arms and a firm nod he smirked “Of course I made it and it’s good. You liked the spice from the noodles I gave you so I made something similar” I smiled, of course, he was also good at cooking, why wouldn’t he be he was good at everything else. 

“You’re cooking is quite good. I like your cold soba” Todoroki nodded and Bakugou rolled his eyes. Bakugou makes food for Todoroki, I didn’t think they hung out but from the look of it, it wasn’t a one-time thing. 

“The best soba is hot and spicy not your weird ice cold shit” Bakugou shook his head and then began to retell a recipe with such great detail I followed every single word as we went along, I felt like I was making it. Then pointed out all the negatives of cold soba and positives of hot and spicy soba. 

“I still like cold soba” Todoroki shrugged and the blonde huffed turning away. Did they meet up, study or something? Were they friends. I knew Bakugou didn’t like Midoriya and Todoroki and Midoriya are friends so by relation he wouldn’t like Todoroki but it seemed that was false. 

“You can like it but it’s still not the best” Bakugou was really in tune with his food, very passionate. I could cook pretty well but from the food he had given me, his technique and skills were well above my own. 

“I beg to differ” Todoroki simply stated and then they were talking about something else. Todoroki was about the only person who seemed to be able to hold a normal conversation with the explosive teen. 

“I’m glad you two are getting along” they both looked confused as they turned to my body, holding the bowl in one of my hands as the other holding the chopsticks. They looked to each other and then looked back “I mean from the festival, you two seem to be getting along” I smiled and nodded to the two who had blank stares and confused eyes “I’m happy” 

They didn’t question it, a few more hours in the hospital, I was allowed out. Help from the boys I was asked to contact a parent to come and pick me up. I held the phone to my ear as I heard the phone call. 

“What do you want?” My mother picked up and I could hear she was in the car, the phone clicking over to the new device. I didn’t know how to respond, I didn’t want a fight but I was very lethargic and tired. 

“The doctor asked me to call a parent to pick me up from the hospital” I answered and the line went silent. I pulled the phone away from the screen flashing allowing me to know the conversation was still going, I was surprised she hadn’t hung up. I mean she didn’t want to come to visit me from the information I was provided. 

“You got yourself into that mess you can get yourself out” and with that, the line dropped. I licked my lips and turned to the doctor who in turn looked to the ground in pity. I locked my phone and placed it in the jumper Bakugou let me borrow. 

“Um, I’ll get my way home. I’m ok” I nodded and the doctor left. I looked down and sighed. I saw the boys looking me over as I fluffed the pillow anxiously. “Thanks for the jumper Bakugou. I’ll wash it before giving it back” 

“It’s fine, I don’t wear them often. I get too hot” I nodded in understanding, his quirk was sweat based so I couldn’t blame him for getting overheated. I liked it though, it was a lot better than just wearing my hero costume. It was long and much larger than I, fluffy as well. A gauntlet on the back, he said it was a gift from his dad. “We’ll take you home” the words were mumbled but I caught them. 

“I’m just fine. My mother is just busy, you know mum’s on a mission. Always out” I breathed out slowly my voice falling “And about” who was I kidding. She didn’t care, she couldn’t care less about me. 

“No, we will take you back. I was dropping off Bakugou anyway. My father has someone to drive me around. If I drop you off they get paid more it’s a win-win” Todoroki was good at convincing people efficiently and easily. Natural. 

We were out the door and loading into the car. It was fancy, a limo. His dad was the number two hero and strived to show everyone just how important he was. I guess it was a perk but I knew he wasn’t the nicest man ever. I simply sat back and let my mind rest. It was almost an hours drive. 

“Don’t you live in a rich area?” Bakugou asked when he told the driver the address, coming to sit back down with Todoroki and I. Crossing my legs on the seat I nodded. 

“Kinda, both my parents work in big businesses, they think it's a personality trait” I answered and got a stern nod like he knew what I was talking about. Maybe his parents were the same, maybe not. Maybe he was just good at people and no one knew.

We talked in the car and as I was stepping out I went to take the jumper off, I was home now. I could give it back having only worn it for just over an hour. “Keep it, it’s fine. Dad will be happy someones’ getting use out of it” he was so nice. I thanked them both again as Todoroki helped me get my bags I had brought to school. I waved “I’ll see you both tomorrow” and with that, they were off. 

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Chapter 7

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[a-forgotten-spirit]

Chained To Him (8)

Pairing: Dad Aizawa x reader (platonic), Dad Mic x reader (Platonic), Bakugou x reader (slow build)

Summary: The last rounds in the sports festival

Words: +- 3500

Warnings: Bakugou as an anchor, swearing, realisation of feelings, feeling scared, voices talking to you and to the best dads ever, not paying attention, people fearing you, villain parents, orphan, panicking/ panic attacks, speaking of past trauma, crying, being called Princess and Baby by parents, being carried, cat care, stress, anxiety, dissociating, caring voices, numbness, shock, caring Bakugou, quirks manifesting (graphic but has hyphen before and after), blood, gore, screaming, pain, midnight using her quirk on baby you, scars, spirits.

A/N: This is so sad, im not doing the best and it’s clearly showing in my writing but it fits the story so I quite liked it. I’m thinking of starting a patreon for exclusive fanfics and commissions comment/ask/message your thoughts. 

Tags:  @puppetofyourdreams​ @aurorahoneybuns @star-witchs-blog​ @mha4life007​

Masterlist

Chapter 1 Chapter 2 Chapter 3 Chapter 4 Chapter 5 Chapter 6 Chapter 7

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Chapter 8

Jumping down the tunnel I threw my hands into the air and my smile never faltered. “You did it,” the voices said and I could even hear the smiles in those voices. I nodded and was taken to where the awards would be held. “You did it yourself” I raised an eyebrow as I walked. “You left that form” I stopped in my tracks and looked down to my hands and shook my head “All by yourself” those two words that I thought controlled my life were just sitting there like they were nothing “It’s him, grounded” I flushed. 

“Bakugou is not an anchor he's a friend” I whispered looking down to the floor, he was just a friend, he was a friend, he was a friend...I wished he was more. A gasp left my lips as I stood and shook my head. “Fuck” I whispered licking my lips. 

I continued to walk and, needing to get underground for the awards. I went down the steps slowly “Scared” the voices whispered and I sighed out, I wasn’t scared of this feeling, I was utterly terrified, he did not feel the same. We were friends and I wasn’t going to ruin that. 

I walked into the room keeping my head low as I walked up to the podium and waited, I just had to wait. Bakugou and Todoroki walked in shortly after and took their places, not one spoke, no one moved. We all just waited. I could hear Midnight talking and then we were being hoisted into the stadium, cheering and screams could be heard as I waited. 

Their cheers were silent, the voices were silent, I couldn’t hear anything. I only stood on the podium and waited. I stood ahead as videos were played and people yelled and screamed as I stood and looked forward. 

“Y/N, Y/N” I looked up seeing All Might with a tilted head and a smaller than normal smile “Are you ok” he whispered and I shook my head and smiled nodding. “You did a very good job today, I am very impressed with your growth” of course he was, he watched me grow, he watched me struggle and lose myself. Just as I was doing right now. “Here they are the winners of this year's sports festival” All Might called out with a smile as he turned to the audience. I stayed still, not moving and just standing there. 

“Fear” I looked down and sighed out “People fear you” I cracked my neck and breathed a little heavier “Fear power” I swallowed thickly, my throat was so dry “Fear where you got those quirks” I felt my hands balled into fists and breathed out again. I noticed both Bakugou and Todoroki turned their hands to me. No one knew people had similar quirks all over the world, I’m sure there was someone who could control chains just like me, it was a normal quirk “Those chains” I grit my teeth “Your mother” I don’t have a mother, I had two amazing and loving fathers who rescued me. “That board in your chest” I grit my teeth more “Your father” no one knew about either of them, only Dad and Pa knew, they saved me. They are my family “Fear you” it was a scary quirk, it was unusual and unusual quirks are scary that’s normal. I heard a hum close to my ear “Will protect you” I knew they would “No one will hurt you again” I felt my chest burn and sighed out slowly, I looked down and saw the scars “In here, with you, a part of you” I swallowed. 

I wasn’t listening and soon this was over and I was practically running away from the podium and into the tunnels, I was running faster. I was running upstairs and around corners, I couldn’t breathe, where my parents were. I was running faster, my chest burned. I knew they were trying to help but I was scared, I shouldn’t have shown my quirk off, I should have just lived with it and then lost. I could have won without it, I shouldn’t have done the festival. I was running faster, my breathing uneven and I slammed the door to the box open just as Dad and Pa were closing down all the speakers. 

“Y/N What’s wrong?” I ran into Dads’ chest wrapping my arms around his waist and I could feel the tears coming to my eyes, I wasn’t a villain. I didn’t do villainous things, I was human, I was good. I was going to be a hero. I did want to be a hero. I felt his arms wrap around me and my legs gave out as I fell and he fell with me. I was good, being a villain isn’t genetic. It doesn’t matter what they did, I was innocent. I was just a baby, both of my parents are heroes. “I have to go to class but take her home, I’ll have Midnight give me a lift” I was pried from Dad’s arms and picked up by Pa as I cried into his neck. 

We walked out and I could hear the talking stopped as we passed and went downstairs. I was a teen, I shouldn’t have my Pa carrying me around. “It’s ok Princess” I cried harder. This was meant to be a proud moment, I was meant to feel good, so why was I crying my eyes out as I shook. 

We came to stop and I felt a hand come to my hair “I’ll be home in a few hours ok, Pa’s going to take you home” I felt a kiss come to my head and I felt more tears rise, “It’s ok, I’ll bring home some dinner” the hand left my hair and then we were walking away. 

“Come on Princess, my car is in the parking lot” once at the car, I was placed in and bulked up, Pa smiled and put his jumper over me as I looked forward and soon we were off driving but everything just seemed to pass, I wasn’t computing anything, I wasn’t getting anything. Nothing was going through my brain, I wasn’t picking up anything. Once home I was picked up out of the car and then we walked up the stairs to the house and then I was placed onto the couch, it was soft. A blanket swapped for the jacket “I’ll make some food, you’ve had a long day” I stared forward “I’ll put on a show” Pa whispered and kissed my head as a show was put on as I just stared at the TV. 

I sat in silence as my eyes just stared at the screen and then I felt a lightweight pull on the blanket, my eyes turned and I saw a small black cat looking at me. I looked at the animal made of fluff as he came to sit in my lap. Cats always had a thing with sensing stress and anxiety. My hand pet along with the fluff as I stared at the cat. The other two came and joined me on the couch, white and ginger. We didn’t have creative names, Coal, Snow and Ginger, it fit the look and we usually just called them the baby. 

They all sat around my lap as I sat in the corner of the couch even though there was space to put my legs out I kept them crossed, Coal was in my lap after all. Snow sat next to my hip and Ginger in front of me with her head on my leg. I smiled, it didn’t reach my eyes but it did make me feel a little better. I wasn’t paying attention to the show, only the cats. I just wanted to feel their warmth. Coal was my cat, Snow for Dad and Ginger for Pa, but right now they all paid attention to me. 

“Oh they seem to be in a good mood today, Ginger never sits with me anymore,” Pa said sadly and placed himself on the couch a small bowl placed on the table of my favourite noodles “Eat when you’re ready” he smiled and I looked back down to the cats and started paying attention to the show that was on. 

I was watching and then the door was opening yet the cats never moved from their spots on me and the couch. “Hey” Dad spoke softly and kissed my head “I haven’t ordered yet, finished earlier than expected, but I’ll order something in an hour or so” I nodded “Mic I have some groceries, care to help” we all knew that meant he had no choice and so Pa left me and the cats. 

Aizawa P.O.V

Walking into the house it felt gloomy, not right. It wasn’t right, it wasn’t ok. I saw Y/N on the couch and as I looked down I could see all the cats laying around her but what I noticed more was the uneaten food in the bowl on the table, she never missed out on those noodles, something was wrong. Walking into the kitchen with Mic he sighed out and ran his fingers through his hair. 

“She’s been sitting there since we got home, she hasn’t said anything and is just looking at the TV like it’s the most boring thing in the world. I don’t know what’s wrong, we shouldn’t have let her participate today” Mic’s hands left his hair and fell beside him “What did I miss” he sighed.

“I don’t know, the cats never get together. The class asked where she was and I just had to say she wasn’t feeling well. Bakugou and Todoroki didn’t believe it, I think something happened before the awards ceremony” I looked down and shook my head not quite knowing what to do. “I saw she didn’t eat,” I added. 

Mic shook his head sadly “No she didn’t, she’s just staring at the TV or the cats” he shook his head again “On the way home she just stared out the window like she wasn’t present and I even had to carry her to the house. It’s like she's shut down” I looked down and pushed my hair back at my husband's words. 

“It’s the first time she came back without help, Bakugou's fight, she was so focused on winning that she just did it. Did something happen” I whispered and swallowed as I began to put away the food, not needing help? I needed to talk to my husband. Mic nodded. “Let’s just spend some time with her, they have two days off to regroup and get all their strength back. I think she needs it” Mic nodded again. 

“Fear” we both perked up at those words, it was that voice that always spoke when we were playing games and couldn’t find her. Those voices that continuously spoke to her. “Fear of the audience” I was confused, what was this voice talking about. A small laugh was heard and I felt uneasy “People noticed the quirk, who it’s from” my eyes went wide as I looked at Mic. Her biological parents, the villains that left her to be killed so they could getaway. “She is quite upset” I looked down, she had always been self-conscious of that quirk. “Noticed the fear of power” I nodded and understood. “She wants pancakes” I let out a laugh and nodded “With syrup” 

I walked out to the lounge room “Y/N” her head turned as she looked, eyes blank and hand mindlessly petting the black cat happily sleeping in her lap. “I was thinking instead of takeaway for dinner since you won. What about pancakes” her face slowly widened into a very small smile but it was there. 

“I’d like that” she whispered, her voice so small and quiet but I nodded. “With syrup” she added her eyes filling with a little colour. She hasn’t been like this in quite a while but with those words from that voice. I knew what was wrong with her, she was in a state of shock. Her past may never leave her but I hope she can move on at some point. 

I nodded “With syrup” then I walked off back into the kitchen to make those pancakes, with syrup. When walking in I saw Mic getting the ingredients ready and on the bench.  

“It’s time to get these pancakes ready” he sang into the air with a wide smile and breathed out. “Let's get this party started” I nodded and smiled with a light kiss to his lips. 

Y/N P.O.V

It felt strange, I hadn’t felt this way in quite some time. The numbness that comes from shock and realisation. I regret going into the sports festival, I regret the looks and beating hearts. I regret the fact that both my parents probably knew what was going on. I had no idea what I was meant to do but I just sat and pet the cats. I felt my pocket vibrate and moved to grab my phone, unlocking it and my eyes adjusted to the message. I stared at the message for a solid minute just trying to focus on the words. 

“Where were you after the festival?” those were the words my eyes slowly drifted to the name of the sender, who sent that. Someone from my class? A teacher, who was it. I stared at the message and my eyes adjusted to the name “Bakugou” I nodded slowly. Bakugou, Bakugou messaged me. 

My fingers moved slowly to reply “Not feeling the best” I couldn’t tell him my feelings sent me into a spiral of my abandonment issues and people hating me due to some trying to connect dots. Maybe no one had even heard of my biological parents, perhaps no one realised but what if they did. 

“Aizawa seemed off when people asked” it was almost instant, he was fast at typing and always had been yet I didn’t want to comment. I sighed out, how was I meant to explain this. My feelings for him rose and when they bubbled over all my past regrets bubbles with it. I regretted my feelings, why wouldn’t I? We were fine just being friends. 

“I cried after the awards, just a lot going on” maybe that would deter him, people crying always seemed to bug him, maybe he would just regret his choices and send simple messages of him saying ok and then not messaging again. 

“You looked stressed at the awards, what’s wrong?” I shook my head, of course, he would ask that of course, he knew what I was talking about. Of course, he sensed my problems, he hadn’t figured it out yet though. 

“Just some past issues rose, I’ll be fine in a few days” these issues usually lasted a few days and then fizzled into nothing as I simply came to terms with them. Bakugou was great at everything even just talking, he was amazing. 

“Do you want to talk?” I stared at those messages in that little box for quite some time, far too long for anyone's liking, it was far too long. I was sure he too was thinking the same thing. 

“Not yet” I answered, I doubted I’d ever burden him with my problems but this way he knew I didn’t want to talk about it right now and that he would have to wait until I’m ‘ready’ even though my whole life I doubt I would even talk to my parents about it. I wanted to tell them, I wanted to tell them all my problems but whenever I tried I always changed the topic and moved on quickly. 

“Ok, message me later if you need�� I smiled even if it was only a twitch of my lip on a normal day I would be smiling ear to ear. My hands were shaking as I slowly typed out a response, The autocorrect was the only reason he got a reply as I shook. 

“I will, thank you Bakugou” my phone was placed down to my side and I saw Snow look up and then moved to lay on my phone. I didn’t know if she was doing it so I didn’t have to look at the phone or because she liked the heat of the phone. Either way, I was thankful for the screen and the device itself was out of my sight. 

I continued to pet Coals back as Dad and Pa made dinner for the three of us. I had no idea what I was meant to do now. Coal let out a purr and I smiled down to the fluffball as Ginger wiggled his way onto his back and went back to sleep. My eyes dragged to the TV with the show still playing. I'm sure a few episodes ahead from where we started. 

“Talk to dad” the voice whispered like a breeze running through a meadow, small and quiet but could be felt through a shiver “Talk to Pa” I looked down again. I don’t think I was able to tell them my problems just yet, they knew most by just living with me but the constant thoughts and fear of abandonment were starting to get to me. I knew my biological parents were villains but my biological mother carried me and birthed me only to leave me as a way to distract the authorities. When I was young I didn’t care she was a villain, she was my mother but now I wanted nothing to do with her and if I met her I doubt I’d be able to hold myself back from ripping her apart. She left an innocent and helpless baby as a last resort to getting away. I loathed her, I loathed him. I loathed them both. I loathed their quirks and hated them both more than life itself. “They love you” they do, they took me in when I had nothing. I was young and sick, so very sick and yet through all my life, they stayed with me even the first time my quirk came to be. 

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All I knew was that I was screaming, I was screaming and had fallen to the living room floor clutching my chest in pain. Tears falling from my eyes, then came the running footsteps. 

“Y/N, Y/N what's wrong” I was screaming when Dad ran over his eyes went wide “Call Recovery Girl and Midnight” I couldn’t hear the response but I was still screaming and crying. “Y/N let me see, let me see what's the wrong baby” I moved my hands though they were now red and I could feel liquid falling from my chest. What was happening, I was only four, I didn’t know what was going on. “Arms up” I put my arms up and he was quickly pulling my wet shirt off me and throwing it to the side. His eyes were wide and breathing quick. “Look at me baby” I met his eyes as my breath quickened. I couldn’t breathe, I couldn’t think. I was only a baby, I didn’t understand these things. 

His hands were wiping my chest and as he looked around, I didn’t understand at the time but he was trying to wipe the blood away. I was drenched and he was trying to see how I had hurt myself though he didn’t find any cuts but something embedded into my skin. 

Soon Midnight and Recovery Girl were running in with All might hot on their tale having brought them I guessed. I was scared and my tears continued as I cried and screamed at the top of my lungs, I didn’t understand the pain and I didn’t understand this would one day be my quirk. 

“Oh my god” Midnight ran over and held my small body in her arms as her quirk took over my breathing room and I was knocked out soon after. My last view was my Dad covered in blood with Mic running in and Midnight holding my small body tight to her chest as the purple mist swirled around. 

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That memory never left my mind, I looked down at those scars, all the pain they had caused all the sleepless nights of souls trying to get in the board, how scared they all were. I saw my first spirit at the age of four and a half. Only two months after my blood bath incident. Then it only continued. I was judged in school as people would show up and help me in class or try and scare me with malice intent. I learnt to ignore the spirits who roamed around and only listen to voices. I kept my board open for those who wished to come and go. 

“Hey, Princess, Pancakes ready” I was given a plate with cut-up pancake with syrup “I cut it up for you so the cats wouldn’t get angry” I nodded and took the fork from his other hand as I began to eat. 

“Can Pa and I sit with you baby?” I nodded and we began to eat as I smiled, these were my parents, the ones who risked their lives and careers to take in a villain's child. They were here for me. 

“Thank you for being my parents,” I whispered.  ______________________________________________________________

Chapter 9 in the making

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