#BUT I DON'T HAVE THE BRAIN POWER

[tapakah0]

Song

#I... I'm tired of words and can't physically reblog anything??? #There are plenty of things I want to reblog and I saw some fanarts I go crazy about #and even ANIMATIC #I SAW TMS ANIMATIC #Set me free my brain #Also #Cass #Moon #Universe #Firstly my lungs left my body when I saw your reactions #Secondly you know you can just put a needed tag below without any reactions yes? I don't want you to force yourself or anything XDD #I'm just doodling when have time and powers pffht #wip #<- I think it will be a wip..... #animation tag #marble sky fanart

[wachtelspinat]

i can't help but feel like my drawing days are kind of over. not entirely, i'll still be drawing from time to time. and deffo not because i want to. but i'm having this exact same feeling since mid 2022, since i was really struggling with my elective period, i kind of disconnected with art there and never truly found my way back. on top of everything that came after - moving, starting a job and working to be good at it which leaves such little room for other things because i can't handle my life well - there is just so much horrible shit going on. and i'm having a hard time comprehending it.

a part of me also feels very stupid for drawing one thing for almost 4 years now constantly, but another part of me knows "hey, but this makes you happy". it's a constant battle in my head because online spaces are like school grounds, and i don't actually wanna stand in the corner as that one kid that just can't shut up about that one character. but then again all i ever did was drawing fanart so... what does it. who gives a shit. be cringe and be free alright. but it kinda feels so hollow, esp. when you're at it for so long. a lot of mutuals move on. some are not even active anymore anywhere. and i wonder what happened. plus a huge chunk of the tone of the fandom has changed. also with the source material getting butchered so hard (since the release of ow2) it just kills the fun. playing this game used to be fun. playing this game was one thing that helped me getting through the last meters of university. it's like watching the downfall of the simpsons again without making the comparison too set in stone, just... this thing that used to be decent and nice and watching it getting ruined in real time (broken promises about pve, the recent gameplay changes?? the lore was fucked up from the start but they kind of tried, now it's just skins for 20+ dollars) while still having feelings for the characters is shit. anyway...

i recently went through a big folder of stuff i'd drawn at the age of 12-15 and there were so many fucked up but cool monster and cyborgs designs and just silly stupid stuff and all i could think of was that i felt so distanced from it, like i don't even know i think this is normal? because a lot of time has passed and a lot has happened and i knew i've drawn all this but i wasn't able to locate the person who did in my present me now and... it's just so normal that things move constantly forward but i feel like i missed huge chunks and passed a few stops and now i'm kind of lost.

i don't even know what i'm trying to say here anymore. i just feel sad because it feels like sth is slipping out of my grasp or sth has changed tremendously and i don't know how to make damage control.

i keep trying tho, i try to draw once a week at least. it's just like as soon as i take a step back and look at it i don't feel it at all. gonna continue tho, until it makes sense again i hope.

#this got a bit deep for saying i don't feel like art and i don't feel like it since 2022 #sorry for whining about this topic for so long already on here and twitter #but i've been drawing since 2004 and i can't deal with the feeling #of it slipping away #also ppl always recommend doing OCs or getting a new hyperfixation but #tbh i don't have the big brain powers for this #can't just switch or come up with sth new on the spot #esp with work #work is just very all consuming on so many lvls

[faytelumos]

Mech pilot system where there's three pilots???

One for the left hemisphere, one for the right hemisphere, and one for the cerebellum?

Like, you all still have to be drift compatible, you all still have to be in the cockpit together, but there's basically two thinkers and one translator.

Imagine that the mech designers fought this for years. Two humans every time with massive neural network loads on both the machine and the humans. Pilots could only be medically cleared to operate a machine for four years, max, and then their careers were over. Most didn't make it even that long.

And then someone figures out that if you put in another human to translate between the humans and mech, it flows so much smoother.

Two pilots in the front, the ones doing the strategy and the martial arts and the orders and the takedowns. A third in the back, suspended and all but fugue as they relay human-to-mech and mech-to-human, a person turned into a slave drive, but still tangled up into everybody's heads.

Like, imagine the possibilities?!

You walk into the chow hall and the people who are interested in the shiny new pilots want to know if you're a Leftie or a Migi or a Cera.

Lefties and Migis who spent too long in the cockpit that day who feel like they can't think clearly without that little voice in the back of their head whispering the answers.

Ceras who space out when the room gets loud, who accidentally expect someone else to say what they're thinking, who have nerve damage all across their bodies because it takes all they have to sort data.

Mechs who are older than the trio structure who had their cockpits gutted and refitted, who have spaghetti running up to the chunk of metal that is the third pilot's seat, like a spare part slapped into the room and given too much control.

A Cera who hangs out in the mech bay because the humans are too far from them anymore, but the mecha can't talk to them, either.

a Leftie who can't stand being in the same room as their Migi without the Cera to talk between them.

A Migi who barely knows how to be their own person anymore because so much of their brain is just outside of their reach.

A mech that just wants things to go back to the way they were, pain and lag be damned.

#mechs #mecha #prompt #writing prompt #writeblr #this is an idea for sure #you guys I wanna write a mech something so much #but I just don't have the brain power #*groooaaan* #it's so cool #I've barely even seen any mech animes but I just think this is so dang cool #(most of my mech experience is Pacific Rim) #(and the last thing I saw besides that was Knights of Sidonia) #(so yeah you can see that I am not an expert in this field) #(but the vibes are immaculate) #🕸️

[bitchthefuck1]

Tom's line about Shiv being selfish and "find[ing] it very hard to think about me" is actually so telling because while it's absolutely true that she rarely takes his position into consideration, Tom never once thinks about what he can do to help Shiv unless it also benefits him.

Every single time he makes a move or sacrifice that might help her, it's always something that he thinks will give him a leg up. He volunteers to take the fall for cruises, not for Shiv, who is in no way implicated, or even for Waystar, but because he thinks it'll ingratiate him to Logan, and the second it seems like he might have to actually follow through on that, he immediately tries to get out of it and even throws Shiv under the bus. Meanwhile, for all that Shiv disregards his interests, there are a number of things she does that only help him, and she's the one who actually sacrifices something and undermines her position with Logan to beg him not to let Tom go to jail.

It just makes it so clear that no matter how much he might love her (and I think he does, in his own compromised way), for him their relationship was always built on the underlying assumption that it's her job to prop him up, but it's not his job to help her.

#i rewatched that ep a few days ago and this was just cooking in my brain for a bit #their relationship is so messy and interesting i want to watch them get a divorce on a loop forever #and like. the wildest thing is that Tom does occasionally do things that don't serve him to help someone else. but its always greg #which you might say is ultimately down to the power dynamics (shiv can do more for tom than he can for her and tom can do more for greg) #but there are still plenty of points where tom actually does have the power to help shiv and chooses not to #and I love how succession never really has a clear 'what this character is telling you is 100% the truth of the story' moments #anytime a character is making a statement like 'this is who you are/who i am' or 'this is what i really want/what you really want' there's #always some kernel of truth to it but the narrative they're spinning is almost never fully honest #you can't take any of it at face value and it's such a good way of showing how they're always on some level 'playing the game' #and like. at a time when so many stories are basically spoon-feeding their audiences it's so nice to have a story that trusts you to #sort through it all and see what's real and what's not and rewards you for putting that work in #succession #4x07 tailgate #succession season 4 #failmarriage #shiv roy #tomshiv #tom wambsgans #siobhan roy

[emeraldoodles]

Sometimes you use too much psychic powers and accidentally break a rib or two. It's ok, Reigen is the epiphany of *slaps roof of car* "This baby can fit so much physical trauma."

#mob psycho 100 #mp100 #reigen arataka #serizawa kastuya #serirei #comic #sketches #psychic powers #Don't worry Reigen I also think Hot mess Serizawa is hot #please enjoy the first art I've been able to create since having fever brain for several weeks #this seriously started as just a study of fencing poses #And then a study on Serizawa's powers #And then I added color and it all went downhill #I'm seriously curious if anyone read all of Serizawa's thoughts

[batattack409]

When he

finds out about this

He is going to start a cult.

#that moment when your idol turns out to also have to powers of a god #gonna blow that little mans mind #I don't know why i did it like this #it's what my brain says and is what I must do #one piece #one piece bartolomeo #luffy #monkey d luffy #gear 5 luffy #gear 5 #one piece manga spoilers #manga spoilers #sun god nika #one piece 1069

[mizartz]

I am dreaming of a mod that is So self indulgent

#danny phantom #danny fenton #cujo #don't starve #don't starve together #dst #blob ghosts #i have a whole writeup for a potential danny mod i have spent far too much brain power on it asdflsdfkjh;klfjd #maybe i will post the design doc if ppl are interested #and a PSA for my danny phantom followers: I am Actually a DST modder. i have the ability #but not the free time so alas #it shall remain a dream

[hiding-under-the-willow]

I don't even really go here but this scene has been stuck in my head for the last week so I decided it needed to to be let out

#atlas.art #artists on tumblr #jacksepticeye #jacksepticegos #jacksepticart #jse egos #chase brody #jackieboy man #i haven't watched Jack's stuff since middle school but being into Mark's stuff means his characters are inescapable #and therefore i do not go there but i do have incredibly specific ideas in my head about them lmao #i don't even remember if Jackie i supposed to have powers but he does in my brain so ✌

[graveposting]

me when

me hwhen the------

the brainworms-

#i was thinking about fic ideas but this would have needed too much setup #writing a fic is a commitment you gotta stick around from the beginning to the end and #drawing the thing as one picture however is #uhhh #something something i really don't know man #just inject the gravecest straight into my veins already just fuck me up thank you #art by me #gravecest #coffincest #tcoaal #the coffin of andy and leyley #technically safe for work but let's be real here #not safe for life #how's that gun taste andy #did you realize that's what she meant when she said she'd blow your brains o- #what do you mean that's even better #oh wait i forgot to tag the characters too #ashley graves #andrew graves #this image was so powerful it had to be dithered or else it would have killed everyone who looks directly at it #nsft

[boneinator]

Photo redraws of the bots in paint bc that thing has no business being so fun

(reblogs > likes !!)

#all in one layer 💪💪 #I wanted to do hatchy too but MAN my pea brain can not get around how his face works + digital art overwhelms me very easily #spg #steam powered giraffe #rabbit spg #upgrade spg #the jon spg #hatchworth spg #digital art #ms paint #I don't think I have to add the originals right we thrive on images that are at least a decade old #this was supposed to be tomorrows post but I have no self control #bone's singular crumb

[natelia-aldelliz]

Cue Gaz and Price's horrified faces, that I sketched but didn't have the energy to actually draw (also, Ghost in the first panel is angry about Gaz calling Soap 'Johnny', how dare he)

Gaz : Oh my god bruv what did you do to your hair?? Ya know some strands are supposed to be the same length, right?

Price : Leave the poor man alone, he's already been ravaged by a vampire *snorts*

Gaz : True, lmao gotta chill there, Soap, but really though, how are ya cutting your hair, with kitchen scissors? Oh my god don't tell me you're using your knife

Ghost :

Gaz : You're using your knife, aren't you

Ghost : I mean, it's very sharp, it's basically a razor

(disclaimer that Gaz's opinions about Soap's hairstyle are not shared by the artist, i actually adore his little mohawk)

#cod mw2 #simon ghost riley #john soap mactavish #kyle gaz garrick #captain john price #ghostsoap #soapghost #i originally intended to colour it but honestly too much work for my little overloaded brain #like i usually write novels in the tags but i don't even have the brain power to think of what to say lmao #anyway thank you for all people liking reblogging or commenting on my drawings i really appreciate it #but i'm terrified to interract with people so i don't say anything but i still really appreciate it #i read everything you have to say about my drawings with a huge smile on my face while happy stimming it genuinely makes my day

[megueggu]

design piece of Jasper for Youso ✨

#sfw #clean furry #feline #cat #druid #moon druid #ttrpg #reference sheet #commission #my art #it's like a mini ref but you know #if ur wondering how i'm we still don't have hot water #it's been 15 days without hot water lol #and our washing machine broke second time today #but we are managing #im seeing a psychiatrist finally next week #and i rly rly rly hope i can get some meds #bc ive been off meds since sept and it's greatly affecting my mood and my work #i literally don't have any brain power to do art it's so frustrating lol #anyways love u guys thank you so much for being patient with me #im doing my best but i'm just super slow

[uhbasicallyjustmilex]

✨ ARCTIC MONKEYS ASK GAME ✨

favourite record opener track?

have you been to a live show? if so, feel free to share a photo/something particular that struck you about your experience!

humbug or tbh+c?

which member of the band would you most like to spend the afternoon with and why? how would you spend your time?

which album means the most to you?

if you had to pick one song from their discography to never hear again, which one would it be?

how long have you been a fan? tell us about your journey!

do you have any cool arctic monkeys memorabilia or keepsakes that are meaningful to you? (eg wristbands from a show, merch you’ve bought, signed stuff, tour posters)

what’s the first song you heard that made you fall in love with the band? where were you when you heard it?

what’s your favourite alex era hair? feel free to share photo examples!

have you ever created any fanart or fanfiction inspired by the band/involving anyone in the band? feel free to share a link!

do you have any arctic monkeys tattoos? if not, do you want any?

what are some of your favourite lyrics alex has written? (doesn't have to be arctic monkeys, can also include tlsp/ other artist collaborations/the submarine soundtrack)

do you own any physical copies of any of the albums?

favourite arctic monkeys b-side?

if each of the albums was a person, which one do you think you'd most be like and why?

favourite album cover?

if you could ask each member of the band something and have them answer honestly, what questions would you ask them?

what's your favourite quote said by someone in the band? feel free to share a link/clip!

favourite record ender track?

#this is what happens when i'm in bed all day with a chronic pain flare and don't have the brain power for writing 😅 #anyway it was a fun little distraction coming up with these! #feel free to reblog and share with each other 🥰 #and even though i came up with the questions i'd love to answer some too #so feel free to drop some in my ask box! #have fun! 😘💖 #arctic monkeys #alex turner #matt helders #jamie cook #nick o'malley #ask game #ask games #bands #lulu posts

[lovedeltaa]

thinking about my little meow meow

sol emeralds and sol energy fucking her up 😱

#sth #blaze the cat #au stuff #me n my friend have crafted lore for the sol emeralds #cuz there's literally nothing canonical lmao #they're like foils to the chaos emerald #and simultaneously reflecting blaze's personality vs sonic's #so they're like chaos vs order here #I luv the hc that chaos energy spurs the growth of plants and flowers #and it's important in this au #so the sol emeralds sorta do the opposite #cause destruction and wilt and kill any surrounding plantlife etc etc #sonic's beauty of chaos vs blaze's downfall via order #u feel me #and her powers are 'fueled' by sol energy ig #I'd need to dissect my brain to truly explain wtf I mean by all of this #but in essence the sol emeralds don't like anyone and barely tolerate blaze LMAO #must maintain the order and stability quite literally to a fault #so all that is fucking her up! caused scarring from using her powers! #so the bangles r to help regulate and disperse that energy so the scarring doesnt really go past the wrists #ok bye i'm talking too much here sry #luc arte

[write-it-motherfuckers]

Hello Darling ones, as I'm sure a lot of you are aware, a few days ago I had to take the train somewhere and subsequently was unable to post during that time. What I never told you though, was why, mainly because the details were still being ironed out.

To keep an exceedingly long and exasperatingly drama filled story short, I am now taking care of two adult cats after the death of their former owner, and will be doing so on a permanent basis, since their ownership was officially written over to me as of half an hour ago.

Due to some serious health concerns for one of the cats, I've decided to take today off so that I can take them to one of the special vets a few towns over. Something I was unable to do before hand, as I wasn't given access to their paperwork until I gained full legal guardianship.

As of right now, I'm sitting outside with two very nervous cats, waiting for the taxi to show up, and I just wanted to let you all know what was happening before I got on the train and lost phone service again.

I'm sorry for being unable to write anything for you today, and I hope you understand my need for urgency in this.

I'll do my best to write things up early for you all tomorrow, I promise. Please take care of yourselves and stay safe Darling ones 🖤

#mod speaks #one of the cats has an untreated heart condition and possible brain damage and both have extreme anxiety. so I am Big Stressed right now #Do I know how I'm going to pay for all of this? No. Am I still going to do everything in my power to make sure they don't get put down #just because they're a bit of a handful? Fuck yeah I am #My babies now.

[explodingstarlight]

hey :)

what if I said...things happened.

A sketch dump + some pose practice/studies (i say studies cuz i meant to do that but then didn't actually pull any references so 💀)

✨ close-ups: ✨

#throws these sketches out here without context #but yeah they are canon actually :) #me tapping into angst brain in an attempt to break outta art block #anyway: nova ends up in the battle nexus for a bit (not clickbait) #also he does have mystic powers and his main weapon is a tetsubo teehee #i would actually LOVE to see your theories on what his mystic ability is based solely on this (if you already know no you don't <3) #consistent art style??? i don't know her #my art #explodingstar art #e stars scribblez #sketches #doodles #rottmnt #rise nova #cyberspace duo #stem trio #rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles #rise of the tmnt #tmnt #rottmnt fanart #rise oc #rise sona #tmnt oc #turtle sona #unpause rise of the tmnt #save rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles #rottmnt au #i say this because rise canon characters do appear and are significant in this storyline hehe #tw blood #mild but still