#BUT THERES NO MORE CONTENT

[skz-miroh]

science side of tumblr please explain why I am unable to consume and process media like a normal human being

#and instead why it always turns into an unhealthy obsession i hyperfixate on for at least a month #honestly feel like i need to consume more content to scratch that brain itch #BUT THERES NO MORE CONTENT #devastated #and just like every other piece of media i consume i become not normal about it #is science side of tumblr still a thing?? #good omens #good omens 2 #ofmd #our flag means death #the raven cycle #trc #the foxhole court #gilmore girls #six of crows #crooked kingdom #shadow and bone #arcane #the sandman #vld #voltron #the old guard #supernatural #pride and prejudice #the way i have never been normal about this book it shaped me at 11 years old lmao #the urge to just make every piece of media i consume into my entire personality ugh #any piece of historical fiction i have ever read or watched because i lived and breathed historical fiction from ages 8 to 19 #science side of tumblr

[moxsquanch]

ive got mad house md posts in my camera roll ive got to start posting them

#ik the entire show is about medical issues but theres no way these guys are real doctors #yaoi alert #house md #malpractice md #james wilson #need to post more house original content #gregory house #medical malpractice #hilson #certified chandler classic 🔥 #hate crimes md

[morgaseus]

Absolutely smitten by Rayne Ames the moment I saw him. Look i'm a sucker for self-sacrificing characters. And that got me thinking...

Schoolmate! Rayne Ames who is the Golden boy of Easton Academy; Academics? Looks? Talent? Skills? The teacher's love him, every girl loves him, the boys want to be him, and parent's wish their children were like him. He's got it all, so what's not to like about him?

And enter you, a perfectly average student who can't seem to excel at anything other than subjects you're passionate/interested about. Compared to Rayne Ames, you're nothing, not even a pebble at a sidewalk.. So when midterm results came out… you feel like your soul’s about to ascend to heaven

Schoolmate! Rayne Ames who’s as cold as the northern winds, even his fangirls have a hard time approaching him! but that won't deter you from approaching him! Not when your grades are on the line!

Schoolmate! Rayne Ames who you begged to tutor you! And if he refuses, you threaten to tell everyone how he has a soft spot for rabbits, thereby ruining his image! HA! He can't have that now can he?!

Schoolmate! Rayne Ames who absolutely does not care if you tell everyone about his fondness for rabbits; he’s got his priorities straight, he couldn’t care less about some nobody. But upon seeing how genuine you are about needing his help, relented.

Schoolmate! Rayne Ames who’s tutoring methods are brutal. You feel like a recruit being told by his superiors to do 100 pushups! You feel like you're about to cry. Ahhh, just what the hell did you put yourself into, you’d rather go to sleep, but you have to push through! Think about your parents, who worked their asses off to enroll you in a prestigious school!

Schoolmate! Rayne Ames who was the first person you told about your finals exam result. He didn't seem like it but deep down he’s very proud of you! Your score may not be the same as his but Rayne knows how much effort you put to achieve a high score.

Schoolmate! Rayne Ames who found himself always waiting for you. It's Lunchtime? You’ll come to his room to fetch him, so you two can have lunch together. It’s a semester break and there's a festival near the town? You’ll come to his dorm room so both of you can enjoy it together.

And oh, there’s a prize you really want but can’t seem to get because you suck at the game? He’ll win it for you. There’s a stuffed toy who seems to remind him of you? He’ll get it for you.

Rayne Ames who’s slowly but surely falling for you.

Rayne Ames upon realizing his feelings can't help but be disgusted. Disgusted at himself for allowing someone like him to fall for you.

Rayne Ames who slowly starts to distance himself from you. You want to eat lunch together? He’s got an important task to attend to. There’s a festival near town? Again, he's got an important task to attend to. You need his help regarding this certain subject you're having a hard time with? You can ask someone else to help you. He’s a busy man, he has no time for such frivolities.

Rayne Ames who despite his best efforts in avoiding you, can't help but feel like there’s something, someone lacking in his life. It feels so bleak, so empty,

Rayne Ames who always finds you seeking him, always asking about his whereabouts, despite it being months of avoiding you. He knows that you know he’s purposely avoiding you, any normal person would’ve given up by now, and yet, you still insist

Rayne Ames who found himself cornered by you. Apologizing to him if you did something wrong or told something offensive to him

Rayne Ames who denied any of the above. Telling you that you did nothing wrong and that you should go back to your room now, it's beyond hours.

“Then, is it because you don’t want to be seen with someone like me? Is that it Rayne? Is that it?”

Rayne Ames who’s chest ached.

Rayne Ames whose eyes are as cold as the northern winds told you: “that’s right, i'm ashamed to be seen with someone like you”

Rayne Ames who can't seem to read you, you've always worn your heart around your sleeves, but this time it's like you've totally enclosed your heart. But this should be fine right? This should be enough to deter you. So give up, stop looking for him and go on with your life. 

“You’re not being truthful, at all, Rayne. At Least tell me the truth so I can..”

Rayne Ames who clenched his teeth and told you the truth; how during those times you've been together, he found himself falling for you, and he can’t have that.

And Rayne Ames who told you that you deserve someone better; someone normal unlike him. Someone who can give you a normal life, grow old and have a normal happy family. Without him, without someone like him

Rayne Ames who heard the sharp, piercing noise, before the stinging sensation in his cheek. It took a moment for Rayne to process what happened, out of all the possible reactions for you to have, being slapped did not cross his mind.

Rayne Ames who sees your face contort with anger and sadness; telling him that he has no right to dictate what you should do with your life.

Rayne Ames who feels guilty, he knows what he’s done is wrong, but it's the only thing he knows that's right- keeping people he cherishes away from him. You shouldn’t get entangled with him any further. It's for your own good.

Rayne Ames who pulls you close to him, hiding behind the shadows of a pillar, so as to not get discovered by a patrolling staff. Your argument with him might’ve alerted them. 

Rayne Ames who became too aware of how close you are. Too close. Too close.

Rayne Ames who was ready to pull himself away from you. But before he could make a move, he felt your arms wrap around him, pulling him closer to you. Despite his inclination to pull away, he found himself melting into your embrace.

Just once, he’ll allow this luxury just once more.

#I feel like i can expand this more but im out of brain juice #i love rayne in a a verry big amount #i can smell the angst from him #i love tragic not so tragic characters #rayne ames x reader #rayne x reader #mashle x reader #mashle #rayne ames #theres a lack of rayne ames content its like a desert out there.. im starved and dehydrated... #yuna.incs #this is set befor rayne became a divine visionary #yuna works

[zarnzarn]

i see all these comments talking about this after the new episode, but. i would like to state for the record that stolitz isn't. toxic.

first off, the concept of a toxic and a healthy relationship are such... vague terms. when you're online, drenched in language and tight moral boundaries, trying to put a nuanced story like helluva boss's into boxes is easy to attempt and impossible to do.

a toxic relationship is one where one or both parties is maliciously affecting the other. I'm talking fetid, nasty, rude interactions where there is more hurt than love. they're unhappy more often than not when they're with their partner, there's no respect or give from the other side.

stolitz is nothing like that.

Stolas actively cares about Blitz and actually has no fear or hesitation in ADMITTING IT OUT LOUD TO OZZIE. he has been calling, texting, commenting, laughing and finding ways to spend time with Blitz. he's throwing everything he has to the wind, finding the courage to move forward with the divorce, putting everything he has into trying to keep him. he's been alone in a palace since he was born, on medication, with such less people dear to him that he remembered the circus boy who spent a day with him DECADES ago- so when blitz comes into his life and brings back in laughter and color and sex, he's holding on with everything he's got.

and blitz does care!!! he cares a LOT, the whole series we see him falling in love with stolas through SHOW NOT TELL (his expressions, his choices, his fear, his lashing out) and utterly unable to process that stolas cares about him too when talking to fizz; almost a desperate kind of denial-

cause yknow. the first time he tried to confess something to someone he really liked, he accidentally killed half the people he knew and ruined the lives of the rest?

thats gonna leave just a teensy impact on the will to express your emotions in the future, methinks.

even before that, he clearly felt like on some level that he was unworthy and he's said twice that he despises himself for the accident even though it wasn't actually his fault. being self aware doesn't stop the emotions from emotioning.

he keeps insisting its only sex so urgently to anyone who doesn't ask because he can't even imagine it being anything else. he's both disappointed and relieved when he repeats that stolas sees him as a novelty, because what else can it be?

(there's a whole other spiel of how brave both Stolas and Blitz have to be to say it out loud even when asmodeus can't afford to, considering how publically and completely beaten down both were at the club.)

(there's also another whole spiel about how frustrating it has been for ME to see all these comments over time with such bad takes based on like,, 20 min worth of info of a show that takes months to release an ep. like godDAMN have some patience?? let the story UNFOLD MAYBE? IT WAS ALWAYS GOING TO HAVE AN EXPLANATION WHY WOULD YOU CRITICIZE THINGS THAT ARENT EVEN FINISHED ESPECIALLY AN INDIE ANIMATION- i digress)

mind you, this has NOTHING to do with abuse. an abusive relationship is one where one is actively harming the other with full awareness. Stella is an abuser and their marriage is abusive.

and stolitz isn't that; it isn't even unhealthy or toxic. it's a consensual, transactional fuckbuddy relationship that slid into something more for both of them.

but!!!!! one of the main reasons for the problems that everyone looks over is-

they're in a BDSM relationship.

I can't possibly delve into dynamics without making this a 10k research paper BUT even though we've gotten only hints and costumes and dialogue- they're very clearly and undeniably in a BDSM contract. Behind the scenes of this crazy show is a whole different story, of these two delving into the most hardcore kinks out there- knifeplay, painplay, bondage.

if you've gotten into the community, if you've read a couple dozen particularly good fics by authors who know what they're talking about, hell; even if your only experience is fifty shades or 365 or whatever- you gotta know that BDSM scenes are crazy fucking emotionally heavy. there's so much that has gone down between them during their full moons that helluva can't get into!!

but you know how in so many of these popular medias and fics, the dom in the relationship is also like,, the billionaire/mafia heir/prince, etc, the one with financial and physical power? this isnt that. it has been very clearly stated that stolas is subbing, blitz is domming.

now take a moment and think about how much that fucks up the dynamics.

in stolas' eyes, blitz is a confident, dangerous individual who's an old friend and cherished memory of his, who he's trusted wholly with his safety during sex and he's lucky to have; and he has been in an abusive arranged marriage for the past eighteen Years, he's probably not going to be pushing his luck with his dom that much in the first place. plus, blitz is never cowed by him during their conversations- think back to the first phone call right after he stole the book, completely unafraid.

and for blitz, it's someone trusting him again- but it's also a royal- a blue blood who's nearly untouchable and so much more powerful- who couldn't possibly like a piece of shit like him, apart from the sex he gets out of it. he only flirts once he gets some sort of cue from Stolas; he's desperately trying to view this as only a Goetia trying to get his rocks off, despite all the evidence to the contrary, because anything else is unfathomable to him, no matter how clearly Stolas shows it, because of the ptsd.

both of them thinks the other has the power. both of them aren't expecting the other to keep shut if something's bothering them.

and there's so much conflicting messages from the other too!

stolas calls him a plaything when trying to intimidate the humans; stolas cups his face gently and asks if he's alright

blitz asks him on a date and tells him to get better soon; blitz yells that it's only sex and doesn't reply to his messages

ya see?

bring it to fizzozzie for a second now; even though they do look all good on surface, you can still see fizz's trauma and doubt in all their interactions, they're still forced to keep the relationship secret. do you see his face when Ozzie says in hyperbole that he's never leaving the house again, or when someone accuses him of being a pampered house pet or when he got sexualized in the 7th ep? whatever happened in the interim between the accident with mammon, it fucked him UP. even though oz seems to be well aware of this when he tells him not to apologise and in their general interactions, fizz still visibly has trouble separating plaything/commodity from healthy relationship.

shout the fuck out to Ozzie btw, man knows whats UP. rooting for these two so much omg.

i forgot where I was going with this point, I'll edit it when i remember. but yeah! lovely fucking relationship, but damn what angst filled issues.

anyway, to sum up- stolitz is not a toxic relationship. the relationship is stuck sludging through misunderstandings and careless microaggressions and trauma responses, but it's not unhealthy or toxic because of the simple reason that most of the current hurt comes from... a misunderstanding. stolas didn't realise blitz would need reassurance about what they were and blitz didn't see stolas as someone who could get hurt.

unecessarily calling it toxic, even online, is more impactful than people think too. almost all spindlehorse ARE on all social medias; so MANY YouTube animators i know have found jobs there; they see your words, especially since a lot don't tag posts with "anti hb" correctly to keep them out of the main tag. there are Very few queer medias made BY queer people that haven't gone through heavy corporate revisions- helluva boss is practically a historical landmark in its success. it's very very very fucking easy to forget that not ten years ago some of the only queer videos on YouTube were butter lover (one kiss at the end post credits), dirty paws and welcome to hell (subtext).

the amount of "critical talk" helluva boss gets for what it is is very unprecedented. it's a beautiful show. can't wait for the next episode.

#helluva boss #stolas #blitz #stolitz #fizzarolli #helluva boss ozzie #okay im gonna make SO much content but i had to get this off my chest first #because so many people were like omg fizzozzie is so healthy stolitz take a lesson!! #and theres so much more nuance to it thats its so. frustrating to see a statement like that #meta #anyways #i love this fucjing show

[rainymoonbows]

💫 TW possible bright colors

showing off the guard cat

closeups and version without text under cut

#hazbin hotel #hazbin hotel fanart #hazbin husk #hazbin angel dust #huskerdust #I spent 7 hours on this which is very impressive tbh #usually spend more time on pieces like this #yippee moment #I need more of Husk’s full demon form pls #I’m gnawing at the ground rn #theres not enough full demon husk content #criminal I swear #my art

[zephyrine-gale]

kazuha’s hoyofair outfit is cute

#genshin impact #kaedehara kazuha #my art #he is baby... #ngl some of the fan art anni content gives more life to some chars than the game actually does #like we couldve gotten that raiden backstory as a cutscene ingame #where was it #theres so much life and care when content creators make works for their faves #and fill in the blanks that the story implies but doesnt illustrate

[inkedmyths]

I love how everyone is like "Yeah the ambiguity of the ending of TMA is thematically good and its fine left as is" while simultaneously being like "If they give us Post-TMA content I am going to Shove It Into My Mouth like a starving racoon devours discarded Burger King"

#ink thinks #tma #the magnus archives #bitches be like 'yeah i dont need more content but also i crave it'. its me. im bitches. #uhhh my personal Unlikely Prediction is Time Travel/Time Loop Real #partially bc could u IMAGINE the fan reaction. torn between joy and the biggest salt imaginable #can u believe i get to be front row to this now?? like if theres more podcast i get to keep up with it now!! JOYOUS DAY #1k

[yanyanobsessed]

Im so tired of all these 'dominant' style yanderes, even in sfw settings.. I get that a lot of people are into them but theres so much to be explored on the side of yanderes who are self aware, who have restraint, who think themselves below you- Even just yanderes who try to hide their yandere side and dont want you to find out about it.. It feels like so often when there is material that explores this it just ends up subverted into a dom esque yandere by cruel twist of fate, like no.. please.. leave them as they are...

#Im sure theres more hidden within the sub yandere tag #but I am looking for sfw and willing reader content #not kidnapping or any of that.. #Those are fun sometimes but imo they are SO overdone oh my god #yandere x reader #yandere

[u3pxx]

INLAND EMPIRE [Easy: Success] - Abort! You clearly have not thought this through. You won't like what you will see there -- and you will never *un-become* it.

watching an lp where they didn't continue to look in the mirror, so just brain-empty playing around with that idea

#*taps mic* girl is this anything DFGHDJKD #i was trying to get to draw like more elaborate big piece ideas but oh well #you get blurry doo bwah instead bc i cant think of any good comps rn lol #the other caption idea for this was just 'doo bwah' pfttt #queueing this so when u see this ill most likely still be asleep wheeeee #disco elysium #harry du bois #sunnysidedoodles #sunnysidedisco #described #id in alt text #cw smoking #im not sure if theres any other content warnings i should tag this with but lmk #bananaqueue #edit: fixed a typo. dies

[suckerfortrephacard]

trephacard textposts !!!!!

#well shit i have to do the content for myself #theres more coming tho #trevor belmont #castlevania #trephacard #sypha belnades #trevorcard #adrian fahrenheit tepes #adrian tepes #alucard #castlevania netflix #trepha #textposts meme

[fishfearer]

girls just wanna have fun

learned that drawing over random things like this i find on pinterest is a great way to cure art block

#murder drones #murder drones v #murder drones doll #murder drones lizzy #serial designation v #i think abt this trio a lot #need more content of them theres sm potential

[anintroverteddarling]

Probably a favorite character of mine because to me, he brings some sort of himbo energy with a high ego ladskfmadfslkmdsaflkmb

#that's not my neighbor #tnmn fanart #izaack gauss #we need more izaack content like fellas himbo #HIMBOOOOO #according to google green screen exists around 30s-40s so the joke still works HA-- #Im so not funny sorry #digital sketch #theres also another joke I have surrounding him but maybe in a later date I share #because my friends really said “theyre not the same picture bruh” #my art #tnmn

[shipofthesis]

helping gale really is help one (1) man overcome his splitting tendencies of all-good or all-bad and integrate a more complex, nuanced concept for himself and others.

he is neither gale the special prodigy wizard on par with a literal god nor gale the shitbag idiot doomed to make mistakes, marred by disgusting human flaws. he is in fact Just A Man, capable of good and bad like everyone else, prone to success or failure like everyone else. he does not need to be ruled by pride or shame.

his idolization (and dismissal) of mystra and the player character are extensions of his stark flip-flopping binary. it is also a tool to help bolster his own unstable self-esteem. if who he is with is good, then he is good. being in a relationship with mystra was the ultimate affirmation.

his desire for godhood is to pursue a version of himself without flaws. or, if there are flaws, he can easily fix them as a god. he thinks if he is a god he will finally be Good Enough, but the only person actively invested in seeing him as uniquely defective is himself. he uses magic as a coping mechanism, it is literally magical escapism. to flee his own (natural, human) flaws into a world where he is in complete control, where everything is (or can be made) beautiful.

#baldur's gate 3 #gale of waterdeep #gale dekarios #bg3 gale #schroedingers chat #disclaimer: i have not seen all gale content lol this is just my current read #theres more i could say but i wanna see more and let it cook first

[itty-bitty-sunshine]

More than a Year old self-indulgent doodles of mostly Sun suffering on caretaker duty over my clumsy ass: a collection

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All based on true occasions, unfortunately for me

#theres a few more #but these are the best and simplest ones #i may get up to a lot of stupid accidents but boy are they funny stories later on #idk if i need to put content warning or not on this kind of thing #doodles #dca fnaf #fnaf sun #fnaf eclipse #self insert #self indulgent #silly #comic #Sunshine draws

[thisisnotkitty]

even MORE securitywaiter brainrot. these little fellas just don't leave my head do they

part one part two

-ness is the type of waiter to put the check in front of the baby so everyone can have a good laugh

-actually im kinda stealing this from gtlive (sorry mirror matt) but since sparky's is kinda just full of regulars and townfolk, whenever someone new comes in ness will completely invent a new personality. tourist asks what he studied and he's like "archeology, i actually went to egypt last year and we uncovered a tomb" or a family comes in and he puts on a bit of a southern twang and starts dropping "yall's" (that theater major is really coming in handy)

-his coworkers are used to it by now. idk i just feel like ness is the kinda guy you can't help but be endeared by. he's friendly, he's charming, he's bright

-actually wait that could be a meet cute. abby and mike come in one day and he assumes they're just passing by town so he makes up this whole personality. except they keep coming back. and ness maybe perhaps also thinks mike is quite cute and once he finds out abby isnt his daughter he wants to shoot his shot but he also doesn't even know where to begin explaining that everything mike knows about him is a lie (miscommunication trope i guess?)

-omg ness probably heard about the mall incident. one day he’s talking to mike and he’s like “I remember one day hearing about a mall security who beat up this kid’s father! Isn’t that wild?” meanwhile mike is like, “haha yeah that’s wild” and he’s sweating bullets lmao

-kinda explored this dynamic in the baking fic (shameless self promo) but ness and abby get along swell! almost too well in mike's opinion. he might be a little jealous since abby doesn't always listen to him (sibling dynamic) but ness says it and suddenly abby's like "great idea!"

#i am once again begging for hcs or prompts #theres one in my inbox and im working on that longer 5+1 fic #but im always looking for more content #do u see how many times i pop up in the tag?? #i haven't shut up about them since i was aware of this ship #its so bad #the brainrot is real #also if anybody knows how i can fit vanessa in pls let me know #mike schmidt #ness the waiter #fnaf #fnaf movie #securitywaiter #dreamtheory #mike x ness #abby schmidt

[birdcatt]

ok so i KNOW hero/darkrai and/or partner/darkrai is very much a road of hurt/comfort. HOWEVER i think hero/partner/darkrai has Comedic Potential

forbidden version where leaf doesn't have floppy ears below the cut

#art tag #oc: emerald (pmd) #oc: leaf (pmd) #oc: bronze (pmd) #pmd #pokemon mystery dungeon #pokemon #had to redraw part of this bc i forgot part of leafs design is her inability to lift her ears. theyre too got damn heavy for her!!!! #oh yeah and the others too #grovyle #darkrai #celebi #raichu #glaceon #leafeon #i wonder who people think are the hero and the partner if they havent seen my oc posts for them #also if anyone else is reading the tags. i just edited this in. anyways #if youre reading the tags and you know of more hero/darkrai or partner/darkrai content. can i have it #the only other hero/darkrai content i know of is a single fic and theres like nothing for partner/darkrai #least of all hero/partner/darkrai