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cxpperhead · 8 months
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@thedickgraysonrp confronted you HERE!
"And who said I was going to let you?" Dick rebuked as he stepped closer to the reptilian man, his victim struggling as it was constricted by the tail. He had prepared for this confrontation beforehand, having several vials of antivenom specifically modified from Copperhead's toxin, and a few other gadgets in his sleeve to help him deal with this snake-for-a-man heap. Hopefully, it wouldn't have to become a physical conflict. "Let him go, Copperhead. Come fight someone your own size." He pulled out his escrima sticks, looking at the vertical slits for pupils of his opponent.
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Copperhead's hungry gaze is fixated on his current target, a larger man in his early forties. Mr Turner sweats profusely in his coils and the stench of fear he gives off is alleviated by Nightwing's timely arrival, relief flooding his round face upon hearing the vigilante's words. Copperhead merely tightens his coils in response as the man gasps a thank you, unspoken warning that their business hadn't finished despite this interfering bag of feathers sticking his beak where it didn't belong. "That's a shame, because I have so much to do tonight and every second I waste here only delays me further." Copperhead laments, pulling away from the witness he's intimidating as the escrima sticks make their appearance. Mr. Turner rolls across the floor as the serpent's merciless coils slip away, coughing hoarsely while he shuffles off away from the two combatants. Copperhead allows him to do so. He won't get far, not in his current state he is but circumstances had changed now that there was another witness to his deeds. Dealing with Mr. Turner could afford to wait; Nightwing was his problem now.
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Ivory fangs reveal themselves as Copperhead hisses his own warning, staring unblinkingly into the domino mask's eyes of pure white. Nightwing was as quick as a bird and could damn near fly too with how fast he could move, gone one second and there the next, delivering blow after painful blow with those damn sticks of his but Copperhead was quick too, taking advantage of the distance between himself and Nightwing to shoot a jet of venom in the vigilante's direction. "But since you insist on making a nuisance of yourself, I suppose I could start with the appetiser before tackling the main course."
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katskitoshi · 4 months
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A FAVOR FOR A FAVOR," with GENSHIN IMPACT.
synopsis: he helps you with something and it's only fair you pay him back, right? (liyue vers.) (mondstadt vers.)
characters: dom! zhongli, xiao, and baizhu x gn! sub! reader
includes: (nsfw themes) zhongli is kinda mean, big cock zhongli, kissing kink, worship kink, biting, drool kink, cream pie. xiao is whiny and desperate, fingering, whining, praise kink. baizhu is mean, cockwarming, riding, missonary on desk, implied thigh/leg humping.
zhongli, the vago mundo.
it's only expected that you'd owe zhongli something after how much time you've spent in liyue and with him. he's knowledgeable and there is not much he could want from a mortal such as yourself. well, that is until he starts falling back into his more primal urges, and decides its time for you to repay him.
-- "i'm being gentle, okay?" he truly was too kind, especially now as a gently jerked his hips in to sink his cock deeper in your hole. he was even kind enough to take you in his mortal form and stretch you out with his 8-inch human cock rather than his much larger adeptal one.
his tip, hot and heavy inside you, made you squirm and pant under your boyfriend's loving gaze. he kissed your check gently, slowly traveling down to your neck as began to leave love bites in his wake. "m-move, please, zhongli. need you, real bad- ah, fuck !"
your eyes could have popped out your skull when you suddenly felt yourself get stretched impossibly further. zhongli kissed you to distract you from him pushing even deeper inside. he pulsed inside you, leaking precum to lubreacte himself as he kept going. your fingers dig into his back your your legs wrap around his waist.
the kiss was hot, and drool connected your and zhongli's lips and he pulled away. he smiled. he could already see you turning into a devout little worshipper for him. you move your hands from his back to the back of his head to push him in for another kiss. you miss the first few times, but ones your lips meet, your tongue explore each other.
finally, he bottoms out and you moan so sweetly into his mouth. you pull away from his lips, arching your back as your eyes roll to the back of your head. you came almost immediately and he revels in the mess you make of yourself. he does not wait, gently beginning to pound your sweet hole. one of his hands slaps the side of your thigh and squeezes the fat of your ass.
"fuck, barabatos, thank you, thank you!"
barbatos?
you dare call another man's name -- another god's name while he fucks you? how foolish you are, mortal.
you don't even notice the dangerous glint in zhongli's eyes. he grabs the back underside of your knee and pushes your legs so knees reach your ears. your eyes meet his at last and you can tell he's changed a bit. "zh-zhongli?"
you can only respond in a loud, lewd squeal of his name when he pulls out to the tip and thrusts in so deeply you swear he could rearrange your guts. drool escapes your lips and you try to recollect yourself. lewd squelching noises echo through the room as he dips to your neck and leaves hash bites.
"think you can just call another man's-- another god's name when i'm the one fucking you? think again." he growls into your ear and never stops thrusting for a moment, you cum again and pull him closer, silently begging for a kiss.
he does not oblige, allowing you to just lay desperate for him. he removes one of his hands that holds your legs up and positions it on his shoulder. his now free hand is used to push your cheeks together, drool still falling from your lips.
"he, he is not your god anymore. i am. the only name you'll be calling from now on is morax, understand, dear?"
he doesn't bother giving you the chance to respond, just sticking two of his fingers in your mouth for your tongue to play with. you try to speak, but can't simply because zhongli's ungodly pace knocks all the wind out of you.
his cock pulses inside of you, and you can feel yourself coming closer to your next release too. he removes his fingers from your mouth and plays with you, forcing you closer to your climax. and you can only release silent moans as he finally, finally, delivers a final thrust,
his cock, hot, heavy, and leaky inside you bursts, painting your walls and golden white color. you feel full, resting a hand over where zhongli's cum rests, panting heavily at the feeling inside of you.
he doesn't pull out, but slowly starts thrusting again. "zhongli! m'too sensitive! can't take it!"
"dear, call me morax. and we aren't done yet. you've still gotta take all of me, in my adeptal form, so i can truly show you which god you belong too."
xiao, the vigilant yaksha.
xiao has never really wanted much in return for helping people, especially from mortals. what could you give him after all? but upon meeting after saving you one fateful night, all he wants is to make you his.
"f-fuck, y-you're so tight -- e-even around my fingers!" xiao leans into kiss you once more as his fingers continuously hit that soft, sensitive spot inside you. the kiss silences his moans, his body weight is on you with his thighs on either side of your hips. one hand between your legs, and the other cupping your face as your tongues intertwine.
you bucked your hips upwards to meet his hands. the hand that cups your face moves down to push your hips downwards, stopping you from meeting his eager fingers. his lips shush yours as he pulls away from the kiss. you reach your arms around his neck and pull his lips back to yours. "m-more. w-want you inside me, xiao."
"i know. i know, baby. j-just a little longer -- gotta feel you cum from my fingers first." he speeds up, and you can feel your orgasm coming closer. his face is flushed red and he looks just as flustered, if not more, than you. and all from watching you come undone just for him. you were a sight for sore eyes right now and always.
hands digging into his neck, cheeks heated, panting and whining from his touch because you wanted -- no, need him in these moments.
his fingers curls against you in a way you never thought you could feel and your climax arrives. you moan into his mouth as your thighs shake and eyes roll to the back of your head. he swore he could have came in his pants just then as he hears you whine out his name, hands clinging to his body for his support, for him.
his fingers don't stop as he slowly works you through your orgasm, gentle pumping in and out as he whispers praises that make you lose your head. "shh, baby. i know it's a lot, but not too loud. don't want the humans downstairs to hear you, yeah?" the slight movements makes you squirm from the overstimulation youre feeling and your whines get louder, but he doesn't kiss you to silence you.
"fuck, you're so pretty right now, you know that?" he pulls his fingers out, taking in the look of your twitching hole and panting body. "but you're always pretty," he kisses the tip of your nose, "always." pulling down the waistband of his pants and pulling out his throbbing, leaky cock, he rests it on your stomach. his flushed red tip leaks precum over your stomach.
"need you. p-please put it in, xiao." and he complies. his tip lines up with your hole as he slowly and steadily pushes it inwards, he wants to squeeze his eyes shut from the sheer tightness and wetness and pleasure just putting in the tip has given him, but his eyes focus on the way you smile. dazed out, drool running down your lips and you desperately whine out his name.
do you have any idea what you do to him, mortal?
he continues to push himself in, and he can feel your walls tighten around each vein and each inch he pushes in you. he leans in to kiss you once again, his hands cup your cheeks as you sloppily make out.
once he reaches the base, he slowly begins to pump in and out. a steady pace, one that leaves you dizzy as his cock never fails to reach the part of your body that makes you squirm. the kisses get sloppier, you hands hold onto him tighter, all as he keeps a steady pace. deep and slow.
skin slapping accompanies the wet kisses and whines that leave xiao's lips, your hands upwrap from his neck and push at his chest. you need air, and you pant, greedily taking in the air so you and your lover's lips can reunite once again. xiao's eyes squeeze shut as he whines into your mouth again.
he begins to speed up, muttering out a quick apology. xiao was fast and his thrust were apologetically brutal. though unforgiving as he fucked you deeper, faster, harder, -- still caring and sweet as his fingers moved to intertwine with yours. your legs are propped over his shoulders and he gets a better angle to pound you.
moans and whines are exchanged between you two as you kiss, you can feel your orgasm approaching once more and you squeeze his fingers tight. a silent sign that he reciprocates as he throbs inside you, leaking loads of precum inside you.
and you cum, your walls squeezing so tightly he's not even sure how he hasn't dumped his load inside you. he forces his lips from your own in a desperate attempt to warn you.
"f-fuck, baby, i'm gonna cum. l-let me cum inside you, okay? please? i-i need to claim you, make you mines, th-those adeptal sigils aren't enough. need to - fuck! - need to mark y-you as mines, k-kay, baby?"
baizhu, beyond mortality
baizhu is a man who always gives but alas, he still has wants. he still has needs. he helped you out so long ago, and now, its only fair that you repay the favor, correct?
"stay still dear. if you keep moving, there'll be a punishment in store for you." baizhu doesn't even bother to look at you, only focusing on his papers as he gives your thigh a gentle pinch as warning. with your head tucked into the crook of his neck and you arms gently clawing at his back, you felt as if you could cry at any moment.
how couldn't you considering you had your boyfriend's thick, pulsing cock so deep inside of you and it was still? your walls clamped around him, eagerly trying to pull him in deeper, but baizhu stayed still. was this not punishment to him too?
to be so close to you? to feel you? to be balls deep inside you but not move? it was unfair, and you wanted to just grind your hips downwards, back and forth, up and down -- anything to feel him move inside you. his hips did not thrust upwards except once, when he used it as a warning. threatening you to be good or he wouldn't let you feel him at all. that you could just go back to humping his legs like a pathetic dog.
you should be grateful to even be on his cock -- to feel it pulse inside you in all it's hard, thick, pulsating glory. it's certainly an upgrade from grinding pathetically against his thighs and legs. at the thought of your prior punishment, you whined and squeezed your thighs around his hips harder.
you couldn't take it. he was still, not bothering to even look at you or help you at all. he was so mean, so cruel in these moments that you don't even regret what you're going to do. you unwrap your legs from his waist and lift yourself up, slamming yourself down on his cock.
yes, you're legs were sore from not moving for a while, but the look of shock on baizhu's face is enough to push you to keep going. you both moan at the feeling of finally having movement. lube runs down to the base of his cock as you don't falter for a second -- finding a steady rhythm of lifting yourself of and dropping yourself down while grinding to reach that spot that has your vision turning white.
it continues for only a minute, and when baizhu's shock finally wears off -- you were in for a surprise. his hands grasp your waist firmly, and he lifts you up and positions you on his desk. your back on various papers and pens as he looks down at you as if you were scum -- but lovingly.
he finds his own pace, one much faster than what you were going at and way more harsh that you thought he could even do. it was hot, seeing him panting, seething, upset but somehow still tolerating your bratty actions.
you can't even lift your hands to try to hold onto his neck, they scramble and hold onto the shaking, creaking desk baizhu pounds you on. his cock pistols deep inside you, and wet squelching along with the sound of skin slapping fills the room.
biazhu's cock reaches you in ways you can't imagine, especially now as it pounds into you so deeply. you squeal out his name as a particularly deep thrust reaches the most sensitive spot inside you. your vision goes white, and you clamp down on him so hard that all he can do is grit his teeth as a groan escapes him. his cock pulses once, twice, and one final time before long ropes of his white cum paint your insides.
he slowly rides himself through his orgasm before pulling out. a second later, his cum begans to drip out. you feel so full, but so empty as it leaks from you still clenching hole. baizhu pants, feeling content but not yet satisfied.
"b-baizhu-" you aren't allowed to finish your sentence, not when a squeak interrupts you after baizhu slaps your hole still dripping with his cum.
"don't think we're done yet dear. i thought i was letting you go easy with the cock warming, but you're just so ungrateful. so i guess i'll just have to fuck you until you learn your lesson, okay?"
(mondstadt vers.)
i kind of answered these two requests so here to my two lovely anons!
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milksnake-tea · 4 months
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(hi 🪼 i don't have a good sense of time so if this is way too late please feel free to bat this ask out the window)
can i ask for a nanook w/ prompt n. 5? (romantic) feel free to twist it however you want!!
❀ ˎˊ- prompts: They get caught staring at you. ❀ ˎˊ- 1k followers event ❀ ˎˊ- character: nanook ❀ ˎˊ- warnings: none ❀ ˎˊ- a/n: I'M ASSUMING U MEANT FLUFF SO THATS WHAT IM GOING W BC ITS CUTE !!! imma be honest im really bad at ending stuff so im not too happy w the ending here, but i hope u liked this !!
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For such a violent Aeon, Nanook was a quiet soul.
Many of your conversations were one-sided, with you rambling about your day while Nanook merely listened and observed, occasionally playing with your hair or poking at you - much like a cat, you'd often say. Whenever you mentioned that to them, they'd only respond with a comforting rumbling of their chest, which was their version of a chuckle.
You laid on your side in their large palm, the Aeon currently occupied with other matters - most likely implanting another Stellaron in some unfortunate planet. Rings of molten gold glowed above you, some of that glowing liquid dripping down in waterfalls of melted metal. But you paid no matter to that.
Instead, you focused on tracing lines on the Aeon's palm, fascinated with the folds and scars that spanned over their dark skin. Beneath those thin stretches of skin glowed the golden blood of Nanook, much like a lantern. When you pressed your ear against them, you could briefly feel a pulsing beat against your head - Nanook's heartbeat.
You hummed to yourself, a sweet melody drifting through the endless void. When Nanook was busy, it was in your best interest to keep quiet. Any distractions, and Nanook might accidentally kill you instead of a planet (it's happened before).
It took a few moments of pure silence before you noticed a pair of eyes trained on your body. Knowing that there was only one other person in this space, you rolled over to meet Nanook's gaze.
You couldn't see the entirety of Nanook's body from where you were, but you didn't mind. The honey-like amber of Nanook's eyes was enough to enrapture you - no matter how many times you saw it, you were fascinated by their beauty each time.
The Aeon rested their head on one of their hands, leaning into their palm as they watched you - a hint of fondness making its way onto their expression.
You smiled cheekily up at the Aeon whose name sparked fear into the hearts of countless.
"Enjoying the view?" you teased. Nanook raised a brow.
"And if I am?" they mused. Their voice was low, yet unbelievably loud. It rumbled throughout the galaxy, both soothing and overwhelming to your ears.
Rather than replying, you sat up and beckoned towards them, making grabbing motions with your hands. Obliging, Nanook lifted you to their face so that you could touch them.
Their skin was warm like a fireplace under your skin. Nanook's eyes fluttered closed as you kissed their nose and nuzzled against them. A smile flickered onto their lips, but it was gone as fast as it had come.
"You know," you hummed, "for an Aeon of Destruction, you're awfully gentle."
"Only for you."
You chuckled, pressing your forehead to theirs as they tilted their head down. "Quite adorable too."
You didn't see it, but you knew Nanook was rolling their eyes at you. But you didn't really care. All that mattered right now was this moment, a silent yet intimate night among the cosmos.
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reblogs w comments are appreciated !!
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504py · 1 month
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Candlelight and Calluses - Knight!Leon Kennedy/Reader
A particularly unruly thunderstorm begs you to ask your knight to stay by your bedside, just for a little bit.
i see quite a bit of bodyguard leon fics so i always thought he'd fit into a knight au rather well. art by me!!
Historical inaccuracies, I'm terrible at old-timey speak LOL, reader referred to as "my lady" but no other gendered terms or descriptors besides that, no use of Y/N, relationship is dubious so this could be seen as platonic, romantic, or however you'd like.
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It seemed like life would continue like normal after your former knight was discharged for stealing from your mother, and Leon came to replace him. He definitely feels more trained, more skilled, more refined, someone very reliable, so you can see how he was hired so quickly.
Somehow, you just can't get used to his presence, though.
You see him at very scheduled times of day. He sleeps in a room close to yours, mother said its safer to have him closer at night in case someone breaks in. If you're awake early enough, you can catch him leaving his room. You see him training in the courtyard through the window you pass by when you head to the kitchen. He always escorts you to your bedroom and says goodnight when you decide to call it a day, and stays posted near your door for a few minutes, before retreating to his own for the night.
Tonight, you ask him to stay just a little longer. Rainy days never really bothered you, but the thunder today was particularly bad. It was painfully loud and booming, each strike and roar making you flinch in the anticipation that the ceiling might cave in on you any moment and swallow you whole. You knew he was there to protect you, that's the main reason he was here, but your cheeks burned at the loss of your pride when you give him your request.
His expression, illuminated by the lantern in his hand and highlighting the sharp planes of his visage, is slightly different than usual at your query. His dark eyebrows are slightly raised, the frown on his lips not as deep as it usually is. His eyes are softer.
"Of course, my lady."
You head inside your bedroom, your sight settling on your nightwear set on your bed by one of your maids. You turn to Leon, asking that he leave while you change, but his back is already turned to you. You figure he got the hint, and you undress.
He's listening intently to the sounds of cloth shuffling, till he hears your weight dip your mattress, "Have you finished dressing, my lady?"
"Yes, I'm all done." You reply. Your voice is weaker than usual, perhaps scared that the thunderstorm will hear, and a crackling boom will respond, instead of Leon.
He turns back to you, seeming to pause for a moment, thinking of what to do. You've never seen him do that, perhaps this situation is new to him. That thought makes your face warm in shame.
"I... Shall I stay in the room, or shall I stay at my post, milady?" His voice is quieter than it usually is, too. Admittedly, it's a little hard to hear each other with how loud the rain is.
"If... If it would be alright, Sir Leon, could you stay by the side of my bed? Just until the storm subsides. I'd hate to keep you here for too long."
"It is no trouble to me, my lady, I promise."
He makes his way over to you, confidence in each step despite being so unfamiliar with such a strange, intimate request.
"...You can grab that chair by my vanity, Sir Leon, you don't have to stand."
He obliges, grabbing said chair and setting it by your bed.
He's dressed in a simple cream-colored linen blouse and trousers. You can see his neck. You breathe out a laugh realizing that this is probably the first time you've ever seen it. He wonders what you find amusing. You rarely ever see him without any armor on, maybe just a glimpse when he leaves his room in the morning, and even when he's not in full steel plating, he's usually donning chainmail.
"...Is it heavy?" You mumble, drowsily.
"What is, my lady?"
"The armor you wear. Is it heavy, Sir Leon?"
"Well... Not particularly, milady, but perhaps I've just gotten used to it. It does get hot, though."
"Mm..." You hum, "Always wanted to try it on, always wondered what it was like... I know mother and father won't let me, though." You chuckle.
Leon smiles a little, maybe the first time you've seen him do so. "Maybe I'll let you try on my helmet someday, milady."
"Really?" The drowsy smile you send him makes him feel warmer, "That'd be nice... I always thought the armor you knights wore looked so fashionable." Your eyes close.
He laughs slightly, and the sound is clearer now. Without realizing, the storm had passed, and you feel at ease. Leon waits a little longer, counting your breaths and seeing if your eyes will open again. He thinks the way your eyelashes rest against your cheeks look beautiful.
"Sir Leon?" You mumble, barely legible.
"Yes, milady?"
"Have a good night..." You add, before dozing off.
"You as well, my lady. Good night."
He waits a few minutes more, like he usually does when he escorts you to your door. He's never watched you sleep before, despite this being part of his nightly routine. He wishes a little more that thunderstorms would happen more habitually so he could do this more often.
Leon gets up, and quietly places your chair back to your vanity. He returns to take his lantern from your bedside table, and he pauses, watching you for a few beats more, before retreating to his bedroom for the night.
"...Calling me just Leon would be fine." He ends, with a whisper of your name.
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dxmoness · 2 months
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─────── MY DRUG IS MY BABY. . .
━━━━ izek van omerta. manhwa. how to get my husband on my side.
‣ yandere. mentions of blood, chained up reader, threats! . ୨:୧
‣ masterlist . recent works . how to get my husband on my side. ━━━━
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“See? the more you comply to my wishes, you receive good things.” 
Izek's words could only make you shudder now that you are at his mercy and his alone. No one can save you from him. They tried, but they couldn't. How could they anyway? Izek is greatly known for terrifying even the elder nobles.
You shudder as his fingers move to a caress against your bare skin, leaving goosebumps in their wake. His crimson eyes remain on yours, the corner of his lips tugging into a smirk
"Come now, darling. Can't you humor me with a conversation for once?" His fingers move to your chin as he tightly grasps it. "Speak."
Your continuous silence makes him frown. But then he realizes the reason and chuckles. "Silly me, of course you can't speak. You're gagged." He grins as he lifts the cloth that was in your mouth.
Finally, you could breathe even if it's only for a second. "Don't you have something you want to tell me?" He asks, raising an eyebrow.
You'd look up and mumble. "Thank you.." He smiles triumphantly at the sound of your voice thanking him. Well done.
"Good girl." He lets go of your chin as his form moves away from yours and to your side. His arm slithers around your waist as he holds you close protectively, or rather possessively.
Your eyes frantically look to the floor, crimson painted those walls. You remember the reason vividly. Earlier today Izek had not been pleased by a maid's attempt to give her some kind of later, he was furious and flew into a rage so much so that he killed the poor girl.
And you were there, chained and helpless. Your eyes shut and you could still see the body that lay in that exact spot, the maid's lifeless eyes and her bleeding body.
The memory makes you disgusted with yourself. You couldn't do anything and that made you inferior. She was reliant on you to make her feel safe, and now she's dead.
Your husband leans over and buried his face in your neck as he caresses your waist. "What's on your mind, sweet thing?" He asks softly, acting as though his behavior earlier never happened.
"Nothing.." You're obligated to respond, otherwise he'll find it suspicious.
"Hm." He only says as he continues to do what he'd previously been doing and that was clinging to you like there was no tomorrow.
In the morning, you writhe out of his grasp and go to the bathroom, this wakes him quickly and he frowns. "Sweet thing?" He was anxious now, thinking you'd escape. You wouldn't do that, would you?
He is relieved when he finds you coming out of the bathroom. "C'mere." He wraps hie arms around you. "Do not do that again, you understand? Wake me up and ask permission before doing so."
You know better than to argue so you only nod. He knows what's best for you. You must be reminded of that. This is normal. Your eyes shut and you fall into a deep slumber in the arms of your psychopathic husband.
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c0wb0yenthusiast · 10 months
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❝Sweet as pie❞
Phillip Graves x Reader
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So basically me and @sarahs-secrets2 exchanged ideas and I hope I did it justice!
Summary - you're a waitress and you're dealing with a particularly cocky regular.
The sun was peeking over the horizon, hazy colours still swirling in the sky as you parked outside the café and opened up for the day. It was quiet, except for the sound of cars speeding by. It was only a stop n' go after all.
Buttoning up your uniform and now stepping out to see an array of customers filling up the booths, chattering away as you passed to get your notepad from counter.
That was until you heard a distinct voice.
"Hey, doll."
Your head swivelled around quickly to meet with him.
For the past week, this cocky, smart-mouthed man had sat in the same booth. For the past seven days, playing out the same exact routine.
"God, is it just me or do we keep running into each other?", he smirked, removing his aviators from his face and tucking them into his shirt pocket.
"Hi. Again. Do you want the usual?", you rested your hands on your hips, letting out a sigh. You'd met many douchebags in this café and he wasn't any different from the rest.
"Of course. You know me so well, already. Why don't you sit down and we can get to know each other a little more?", he grinned, batting his lashes innocently up at you.
He's just another country bumpkin who's trying to get laid.
"Honey," you smiled back at him, "I'd love to have coffee and hookup in the back of your lovely little jeep parked outside, but I'm actually quite busy because I have a life. Okay?"
He took a moment to process what he heard, before breaking out into laughter.
"Honey? Oh, girl, you're just adding fuel to the fire."
You didn't respond, tapping away at the tiled floor with the sole of your foot. You wanted to stay longer, but this café, the customers and the overstimulation it brought made you bossy and unsociable.
"Ah, are you alright?", the chuckles died down and he now raised a brow at you.
"I'm fine, I just- I really need to get to work."
"Sure thing, doll. Come talk to me when you're free."
The whole time you rushed from one table to another - he was still there. Sitting idly with his cup of coffee, fumbling with the dog tag hanging around his neck. You could feel his eyes boring into you every time you passed by his booth.
He always ordered the exact same thing: 'A black coffee - and keep em coming, darling.'
After running through the majority of the day around the café, it started to quiet down and people were filing out slowly but surely. Only a couple lingered by the afternoon, including him.
Slowing your steps, you approached his table again, he seemed a little taken aback to see you once more.
"Hey."
"Hi.", you breathed, letting out the pent up air you seemed to be holding in this whole time.
"Take a seat.", he nodded in front of him, to which you obliged and attained yourself not to collapse into the booth.
"What's it like?", you blurted out loud, now setting off a panic in your head yet keeping calm - mainly due to how tired you were at the moment.
"Hm?"
"Not having to run around and serve entitled customers?"
He let out a low chuckle, "It's alright, but I'd rather be here than my job."
"How come?"
He shifted in his seat, making his biceps flex under the short sleeves of his t-shirt.
"I'm going to be deployed soon, so I just thought I might enjoy my last couple of days until work. It's nothing, really." he added, seeing the way your expression softened.
"I can't believe you just told me all that-"
"Well-"
"And I don't even know your name!"
This made him grin, before lifting off his dog tag and sliding it across the table.
You caught it clumsily, eyeing the writing.
"Phillip?"
"Mhm, now what am I supposed to call you?"
You let out a fake gasp, "Did you ever bother to read my name tag? Or were you too busy looking at my tits?"
He shrugged, definitely the second option.
"I don't have to tell you, do I?"
Before he could reply, you leaned over the table and pushed out your chest slightly, your badge shining from the dimmed rays of the sun.
Graves blinked, his eyes widening and now reading the name.
"Y/n. That was a.. forward way to ask for my number.", he now fished in his pocket, bringing out a beaten phone with a car as the background.
You snorted, still practically laying on the table to meet him, "Alright, hand it over. Maybe this will help you when you're lonely at work."
Now tapping in your number, you turned the phone over in your hand. "How come it's so broken? I thought you guys get paid."
"Of course we do, but all of that goes to my other stuff.."
".. Like?"
"I don't know, my car, food, er... My car?", he mumbled hesitantly, now listing things under his breath.
You couldn't help but laugh, "That's nice, at least you're not engrossed in your phone."
"Darling, I only have that thing to call people, I don't need it for anything else."
You weren't focusing on his voice, just now seeing the scar on his cheekbone.
"Mhm.."
He caught your lingering stare, "I'd love to tell you the story, but I think you're too special for the tactics I use on all the other women who flock to me."
You grinned, sliding his phone back at him to which he clumsily caught, "You're the one who came to me."
"Sure, darling, have it your way.", he seemed to relax in his seat, gaze still fixated onto you.
After a small amount of silence, you cocked a brow, "What?"
"hm?"
"Do I have something on my face?"
"No, no.. I was just thinking about something.."
"What is it?"
He let out an amused huff, "Why should I tell you?"
"Because I'm bored."
"Alright.", he put his glasses back on his face, "How about we go for a ride?"
What?
"Excuse me?"
"I mean, you're bored and I've already paid my bill so we're off the hook-"
"But-"
"Don't fret, doll. I'll buy you dinner too, okay?"
That definitely shut you up.
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natlovesls2 · 9 months
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What Was I Made For?
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Bob Floyd x Reader
Note: This is based on my recent break up so it's a little personal. This is for all the girls who can’t accept the fact that they can (and deserve) to be loved. We all deserve to be loved and we deserve to be told that we're worth it. I'm so proud of everyone reading this because you're wonderful. Also, no use of y/n. I also didn't proofread this, so it might not make sense. I hope it's alright, but I might edit it another day. This is my first post, so this is scary.
Summary: You don't think you deserve Bob, which leads to your breakup. A look at your relationship and its downfall, as well as the struggle to be happy: and accept love.
Word count: 1.9k
Warnings: angst, bad writing, and grammar mistakes
I used to float, now I just fall down I used to know but I'm not sure now What I was made for What was I made for?
The memories of warm hugs and stolen kisses were just that, memories. Everything had felt so concrete and long-lasting. It's funny how a few bad days could take your whole away. The late-night talks of a shared house, kids, and dogs slowly lose their meaning. You'd lost all of yourself; nothing could stop your downward spiral. You had once wanted to have kids with him. There's no reason to deny that that thought had once made you feel warm and giddy. That was weeks ago, and now you weren't even sure if you wanted to live. The longer you loved him, the more you felt like a burden.
"We should get married," you laughed at Bob's sudden statement. "Not right now, but sometime in the future. We'll get a house together and have kids." He turned on his side to look at you, grabbing your hands and kissing them. 
  "We would have the most beautiful babies, all because of you, my love," he whispered, pulling you into a kiss. 
You had been so sure that your life would be one of domestic bliss. Two kids (a boy and a girl), a dog, and maybe a cat (if you could convince your future husband). Now that the plans meant nothing, you felt so lost. The fear of the future slowly drags you down to the bottom of a deep ravine. The weight of your guilt keeps you there, slowly drowning you with false promises that things will be fine. 
Takin' a drive, I was an ideal Looked so alive, turns out, I'm not real Just something you paid for What was I made for? 
The late-night drives back home after a date were always so magical. Something straight out of a movie with Taylor Swift's: Our Song blasting through the speakers of his truck. You both sang (more like screamed) the lyrics, occasionally turning to one another. At red lights, he would steal a few kisses as you pushed him away, urging him to pay attention to the road. You would always promise more kisses once you made it to your destination. 
  Bob had planned a book date to celebrate your love of reading. You had made your way to the children's section to look for an old childhood book. Now you both stood in the children's book section of Barnes and Noble, occasionally pulling out a book to flip through. "We should get this for our future baby," you said, pulling out a Winnie the Pooh book set to show to Bob. 
"That would be perfect," he responded, wrapping his arms around your waist, hugging you from behind, and resting his head on your shoulder. You spent the next hour browsing the bookshelves and picking books for your future children.
The bi-weekly dates turned into a once-a-week meeting. You found excuses to turn those into monthly dates. Slowly distancing yourself from your sweet and caring boyfriend. It was killing him. Knowing that you would rather lie to him about important family matters than see him for at least an hour. Kissing and holding him began to feel like an obligation. Your disgust with yourself plaguing you as he held you close. Your thoughts remind you that his words meant nothing compared to yours. Who cares if he thinks you're beautiful or worth something? No one else does. Your family surely doesn't think you're worth it. They had given up on you a long time ago. Sure, they hadn't said it to your face; but you felt it. You had wasted your life pursuing their dreams, and they still weren't proud of you. You tried so hard to please everyone in your life, and now you didn't even know yourself.
'Cause I, I I don't know how to feel But I wanna try I don't know how to feel But someday I might Someday I might
“I love you so much,” he whispered between kisses. You couldn't stop the tears that rolled down your cheeks, pulling away to look out the window of his truck. The warm air was suffocating: opening the truck door, you quickly got out. You paced along the truck before sitting on the curb next to it. You silently cried, feeling him sit next to you and reach to hold you in his arms. “I don't deserve you,” you cried into his chest, wishing you could accept being loved. 
“You deserve everything in the world and so much more, my love,” he said, kissing the top of your head. The both of you sat there silently, crying on the curb of an empty park. Neither of you know what to say. You desperately wanted to save the relationship; you wanted to be selfish for once. You wanted to be able to call him any time of day and ask him to spend time with you. The urge to stay up past midnight talking on the phone without feeling guilty about dragging him down was killing you. You wanted to meet his friends and family. You wanted to make him proud; you desperately needed to make him proud. You knew he needed you to be there, but the fear of rejection kept you away. You had one foot out the door.
There was a part of you that knew you could do it. Put on your big girl pants and face your fears, do it just for him. You just needed more time. That's what you kept telling yourself, but he had already been the most patient and kind boyfriend in the whole world. He deserved better than this; he deserved better than you. “You deserve better,” you said, breaking the silence. 
“There is no one better than you. Why can't you see that? I don't want someone else. I want you. I want to grow old with you. I want to be there for you. I want you to be there for me. I want YOU to be the person that motivates me to come home every day.”
When did it end? All the enjoyment I'm sad again, don't tell my boyfriendIt's not what he's made forWhat was I made for?
You sat at the edge of your bed, scrolling through a year's worth of pictures, tears falling down your cheeks. You'd been avoiding your boyfriend for the past month. The relationship had been slowly declining, the two of you choosing to ignore every problem. The most trivial disagreements turn into big nasty fights. Mostly one-sided fights that you started. You loved him so much, and it scared you. You wanted him to see that you weren't good enough for him, so you disagreed with everything he said. 
"I don't want kids," you blurted out one night as you both lay on the tailgate of his truck. He stood up quickly, looking at you, deciding how to respond to your sudden confession. "That's fine," he said, tucking a strand of hair behind your ear. It wasn't fine; you knew he wanted to start a family. He only said this to comfort you. You knew Bob would always agree with you, even if it meant hurting himself. 
"I don't want to marry you," you whispered, sitting up. Bob grabbed your hand, kissing them softly, letting a tear roll down his cheek. "We don't have to get married. I'm happy being your boyfriend, my love."
You had typed and deleted your message about 15 times. You were struggling and needed someone to talk to. You knew Bob would be happy to help. 'He's your boyfriend, not your therapist,' you thought before throwing your phone on your bed. How ironic would it be to tell your boyfriend you felt shitty about yourself because you felt like a burden. You couldn't text him. No, that wouldn't make you a chill, not burdensome girlfriend. You started at the Valentine's Day gift he had gotten you, hugging the bear before throwing it across the room. Everything he had ever gotten you served as a reminder that you didn't deserve him. 
"Happy Valentine's Day," he said eagerly, holding out the roses and gift bag. You awkwardly accepted the gifts, setting the roses on the table. They sat there for a week, forgotten and neglected. Bob had gone out of his way to get you pretty pink flowers and left them out to die.
'Cause I, 'cause I I don't know how to feel But I wanna try I don't know how to feel But someday I might Someday I might
Bob sat in front of you, crying into his hands. He couldn't bring himself to do it. Everyone told him that the relationship wasn't worth it if Bob was the only one that cared. He loved you so much, but you had finally broken him. After countless worthless arguments, you had finally broken, Bob. "I can't do this anymore, love," he finally said, his voice shaking as he looked up at you. You nodded, understanding and agreeing that this was too much for him. 
"It hurts so much knowing that I'll never be enough, that this wasn't enough. I just wanted to love you, but you never let me do that. Throwing away our future hurts, but I can't do it anymore. I'm sorry," Bob stood up quickly, removing his glasses to wipe away the tears. "I hope 
you learn to love yourself and to let others love you. I hope you have the best life ever. I'll still be rooting for you," he walked toward the door, turning to look at you one last time before walking out.
You sank to the floor, crying for what felt like hours. You finally got what you wanted. Bob was finally going to get the perfect life he deserved. A perfect life without you to mess it up. Why weren't you happy for him? 
'I'm sorry for everything. I loved you so much' you hit send before turning off your phone. You sighed, wiping your tear-stained face before standing. You had no right to mourn the relationship you destroyed. The only thing left to do was find your purpose.
Think I forgot how to be happy Something I'm not, but something I can be Something I wait for Something I'm made for Something I'm made for
It had been four months since your relationship with Bob ended. You slowly got over your self-worth issues. The situation taught you some valuable lessons. It had been too late to save your relationship, but it wasn't too late to save your future. You focused all your time and energy on bettering yourself and your career goals. You often saw Bob out with his friends; you caught yourself smiling a few times. The smile on his face brings you massive joy. Though you would be lying if you said seeing him didn't bring you sadness as well. All the what-ifs running rampant in your brain. It was too late for that. You had to move on and accept that you had ruined something good. You were fine. You have goals and a purpose in life. You finally know what you're made for; that is the most important thing. You're thankful for Bob and the lessons he brought you.
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akiizayoi4869 · 6 months
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In The Beach episode, the one time when Azula finally confides in her friends about her fears, you could see one of the reasons she was reluctant to do it in in the first place; everyone's silence. None of them have got anything to say to contradict her and say sth like "You're not a monster" because Azula already knows (at least part of her fears that) they all think of her as one. So they don't object. Her hesitancy to open up proved her right. So like, what's the point of dwelling on that "weakness", on something you'd really rather not reminisce, if you already know the truth, if nothing can be done? Maybe that's how Azula felt. Not saying it was their moral obligation or anything like that, but maybe if one of then had tried to negate what she said, it could've alleviated her breakdown and she'd feel like there's still one person that loves her, unconditionally.
Yup, their silence basically proved her fears right. And like you said, they weren't obligated to say anything. I mean, how do you even respond to something like that? Especially when you're all teenagers going through your own shit? Granted, I would have loved it if the writers had Zuko be the one to reassure her, since he was her brother and would know her the best. Would have been interested to see considering what their relationship was like by that point.
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dvskf4llz · 9 days
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Hellooo!! I've just recently seen your works and I absolutely LOVED the way you write!!!
Could I perhaps request a rendog x gn!reader (first pov would be okay w me :D) where the reader has a hard time opening up to people so they really struggle with giving their honest feelings about stuff
The hermit would be constantly asking them favors n all and they just get reaaaaallyyy overwhelmed with all of it, Ren notices this and immediately confronts the hermits about it with the reader. The hermits then lower the amount of favors they ask of the reader
And in the end Ren is proud of the reader and ends the day with giving them cuddles and kisses!!
(I'd like to be ☁️ anon if you don't mind)
Remember, always take care of yourself!!! Your not obligated to write stuff and get it out as fast as you can if you're not doing well!! Health comes first <3
Ofc!!! I'll be calling you cloudy from now on!!!
I'm proud of you.
𝓡𝓮𝓷𝓭𝓸𝓰 𝔁 𝓖𝓝!𝓡𝓮𝓪𝓭ader
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Summary: In where the Reader struggles to struggles to speak up for themselves, their lover - Ren notices and decides to help them out
Type: Fluffy, romantic oneshot. 2nd POV
Warnings ⚠: nothing rlly just fluffy stuff ^_^
Proofread: nerp
my god I need to get a better posting schedule 😭😭 I deprive yall of posts way too much 😥
I made this during when I was half asleep so ignore how short it is and some mistakes
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You had problems with standing up for yourself and being honest with people since you were just a child, you tried your best to overcome it, but it was no use.
Ever since you joined Hermitcraft and becoming close with the Hermits, they would ask you favors constantly, you always had a hard time saying no. You would always do their favors, even if it would end up putting you in danger from time to time, you really couldn't say no.
For a whole week, you were doing favors for different Hermits with no break at all. You didn't have time to fix up your base a little and organize it, you wanted to add some stuff to your base but you barely had any time.
At the end of the week, you had came back home, tired as ever. You were absolutely just ready to pass out right then and there, of course you didn't though because you'd rather not fall on the floor. As you walked inside while closing the door behind you, Ren would be watching you stumbling across the room. He was very concerned for you, wondering why you seemed so tired as you flopped onto the couch.
Ren would step away from where he was originally standing and heads over to where you were, his figure looming your limp figure. You were awake, just too tired to move. Ren would stare at you for a few seconds before speaking up
"What's gotten you so tired?" Ren asked curiously
"Constant favors from the Hermits." You replied back with a muffled voice, your face having buried in one of the couch's pillows. You were too tired to even turn around to speak to Ren currently, you'd just have to hope he heard you. Ren stared at you for a few more moments worriedly before lifting you up in his arms
"You're going to hurt your back y'know." Ren said as he carried you to your guys' shared room, seemingly having no struggle to carry you
"I know, that's why you're here to carry me." You responded back teasingly, weakly chuckling as you cuddled up into Ren's arms. Ren would sign and roll his eyes playfully before opening the door to the bedroom, walking in and setting you down on the bed.
He then headed over to the closet and grabbed the most comfiest pajamas you owned and handed it for you to change in, since he was respectful he turned around as you changed. If you thought it was fine, he still refused to look at you. He respected you too much. When you were done, he had no hesitation to lay down next to you and start giving you soo many cuddles while you fall asleep in his arms. Eventually, he ended up sleeping too while feeling proud of himself for getting you to sleep.
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Next day came around, and to no surprise Hermits asked you even more favors. You had barely any time to yourself at this point, you could absolutely just not take a break. You seriously just wanted to spend time with Ren, not looking for some dripstone. But you didn't complain, you just kept going because they were your friends. Ren on the other hand, also missed you and wanted to help you out a bit.
So when you finally got just a few minutes for a break, Ren gathered the Hermits up and "kindly" told them lower how many favors they ask you everyday (in reality he just spoke to them passive-aggressively and maybe threw in some threats, nothing too bad). The Hermits agreed and everything was okay now, so Ren headed back to where you had been and told you to get some more rest.
You were definitely confused as to why the Hermits hadn't been asking you a lot of favors after that, you did not know of anything at all. Eventually, you would find out from a certain hermit accidentally telling you what Ren did which lead you to asking him about it.
Once you do ask your lover about it, all Ren would just say is: "Oh yeah, I helped you out a bit and got the Hermits to ask less favors from you." as he cooks you guys a meal. You were thankful and extremely relieved, but it did feel a bit odd for you since you had gotten used to doing multiple favors. It was definitely gonna be a bit hard to adjust back to just relaxing, but at least Ren's there to help you.
By the time Ren finishes cooking and you two start eating, you'd finally be able to just have a nice conversation with your beloved for once. It felt quite nice to have quality time with loved ones, especially with the man you loved oh so dearly. When one of you would ramble about stuff, the other would just simply listen happily.
When the two of you were done eating, you two cleaned up everything and agreed to go straight to bed. Why? For cuddles of course! Ren's cuddles and hugs were just always the best really, they always made you safe and warm. Plus, his forehead kisses would just absolutely make you melt.
So when the two of you got in bed, Ren did not hesitate to pull you close and start cuddling you. He'd be peppering your face with kisses, he just missed you so much. You had to gently push him away to stop him before you practically turn into a puddle, Ren would just laugh about it for a while before continuing to cuddle you in silence.
At some point, Ren would break the silence as he had something to say to you
"You know, I don't say this often but.. I'm really proud of you, sweetie. You've dove a great job." Ren whispered to you, giving your cheek a kiss before laying his chin ontop of your head. You had paused for a moment, a sense of warmness and comfort came to you as you heard the words 'I'm really proud of you'. You were certainly not used to having people say those kinds of stuff, it almost made you cry a bit(ignore this part if you don't cry when it comes to moments like these.). Ren had to wipe the tears away from your eyes to prevent you from crying, now who would want their sweet love to be crying?
Ren would add in a little joke just to make you smile before you drifted off to sleep, and eventually, him falling asleep aswell. The two of you in each other's arms, sleeping peacefully with a smile on your guys' faces as you finally got the rest you really needed..
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Waowwww!!! You got to the end! Congrats! So uh- yes I disappeared for more than a week and I apologize sincerely, but I'm back now!!! It's literally like 11 pm for me and I forgot to post this yesterday so uhh yeah !!
I don't have much to say aside from the thing I always say which is...
Always take care of yourself mate!! Go eat, go sleep, go take a shower and be yourself! Love you guys sm /p
Have a good day/evening!
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kingofthewilderwest · 2 years
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Hey, just saw your ffnet post! While it's totally fair of you to not want to put your works on Ao3, I'd ask you to consider it. I've read a lot of fics, many that are years old, many that might be considered "cringey" or "bad", and many that had barely any views, and they all brought me joy. There's a special kind of grief I feel when I see that a fic has been taken down and deleted.
I do understand not wanting to upload this content as if it's what you're currently writing; Ao3 does allow you to backdate your works, so it wouldn't show up as recent but could have the original posting date. You could also consider setting up a pseud account on ao3, which allows it to be attached to your main but not explicitly your main, and have a note that this is a work that you're archiving from ffnet. It's kind of like having a sideblog on tumblr, except the links work better.
You don't need to decide right away; the "ffnet is going down" panic sweeps tumblr every few months and you likely have some time to figure out what you'd like to do. I just thought I'd reach out and share my thoughts. Your work is absolutely worth saving and sharing, in whatever capacity you're comfortable with, and I respect whatever decision you choose, but would also like to encourage you to be open to preserving your works for people to find and enjoy. You never know how much joy you could bring, even just to one person who finds your fics in the future.
Thanks for the message, I appreciate it and everything you've clarified here. Like seriously, thanks. I'm going to keep vomiting out words as I think "aloud", responding to what you've said, because you've helped me.
It's fascinating, because I am a hardcore preservationist who can't get rid of a-n-y-t-h-i-n-g to save my life. I'm similarly bummed when people delete even the most minor things online. And I have no sense of personal cringe. I'll always cherish what projects I've done.
You'd think this would be an easy decision given my values.
The challenge with me here is that publicly posting fics online is more about preserving for others as versus preserving for myself, and I'm trying to decide if I feel comfortable putting my stuff up again for other eyes in any capacity. I'm glad people have gotten joy out of my fics and it does help me think this over more, though I'll admit I've always felt out of sorts, nakedly exposed, having my writing online (even though I wrote and finished fics FOR that Sense Of Others, a sense of obligation and promise, rather than for myself). Ficwriters post about the excitement of getting notifications, whereas for me, it meant going through anxiety every time. XD (but thanks to everyone who wrote the kind words!!! they did make me happy once I got through opening the notification. your kindness is why I wrote. and I am touched when there's the rare comment from 2022 that pops through.)
I realize this frames the situation as more "me-centric" than "giving others joy-centric." I don't want to come off as dismissive of others finding joy, because that's important. The smallest things can be the brightest. My mind has just moved on so much from my fics that I think in terms of "How can I give someone joy today?" in new ways. But you are framing it in terms of people getting new joy. So. That's a good point to mull over.
I've never gotten an account on AO3, so I won't need to think about making the "sideblog"-esque account (though that's fascinating to know about!!! that's cool! you go AO3 for being awesome). But GOSH your response being thorough has been the bestest thing, because I've never known about the backdating, either. That makes it more likely I'd consider moving fics onto AO3, because even writing a "hey this is old" in front of a reupload onto a new site still puts it as "new" in the feed and that makes me uncomfortable. Just quietly shifting it to 2014 when it was written feels more fitting.
I was definitely wondering how this current sweep of "FFN going down" was different than the ramblings that have been going on for years. I've seen recent posts talking about how FFN might not have been updated for one or two years, and that's the most explicit I've gotten. I've recently seen some posts say "just in case," which is more of what I thought it'd logically be. I tend to not believe "FFN is going down" posts because they're just people hashing out what they've said for years, and I want better proof. They're right the site is falling, but yeah. But since these "ending" comments have been particularly widespread all at once, I figure, "Eh, only takes a few minutes, better safe than sorry." But it's good to know your impression of the situation is similar to mine, and that this isn't something I have to resolve anytime soon.
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cicioh2 · 1 year
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(Baki the Grappler/ JoJo's Bizzare Adventure) Do's and Dont's when requesting. (Aka, rules and Masterlist)
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Hello, you can call me CiCi, this is my first post on this account. There will not be a master list till later.
Please read till the end.
Also, I will only post content here about BTG (Baki the grappler) as well as JoJo's Bizarre Adventure.
If you see this reblogged it's probably due to me making edits that may be important to any future requesters.
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Do's;
(Anything talked about here you can feel free to ask for)
- Headcanons
- Oneshots
- Nsfw
- Sfw
- Fulff
- Poly relationships
- Yandere like themes
- Gore/Very graphic violence
- Kidnapping
- Torture
- Character death
- Paraphillia's (nothing involving Children or animals tho 🤢)
- Non-Con
- Platonic stuff
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Dont's;
(Things I am not okay with)
- Please do not ask me multiple times for the same thing.
- Nothing involving minors, pregnancy, ageplay and so on.
- I won't write anything that may be offensive towards certain groups of people (LGBTQ, People of color, people with disabilities, ect, ect.
- I will not write about bestiality.
- Sorry but I won't be writing ships between canon character's
- Do NOT ask me to age up characters that are minors, I will make fun of u. Anon or not.
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Other notes;
Feel free to contact me if your confused on whether or not you can ask a certain thing. I have only watched 1-6 parts of JJBA, so please only request characters from those parts.
Personally I prefer writing oneshots rather than headcanons but either are fine.
When it comes to NSFW unless it was something listed in dont's, then I will happily oblige to write it.
I will write for any character that's in Baki or JoJo's Bizarre Adventure.
I may not respond to something if it does not peak my interest. If you feel like that's the case, no worries! You can always ask for something else. There's also the chance I just haven't gotten to it yet.
My requests are always open!
If you are requesting something, I will make the s/o or y/n gender neutral. Also, when you are requesting you don't have to have a bunch of details and such, feel free to keep it simple, or you can add as many details as you'd like!!
I also may write small one shots that are not asks.
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Wrapping up!
Thank you for reading till the end, if you like BTG (Baki the Grappler) Check out my other account where I post such content.
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hollyofmercia · 3 months
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Thank you for tagging me beloved mutual @flowersandfashion it's nice to see there are still some of these going around tbh
Tag game: tag 9 people you'd like to get to know better
Last song: Rule #33 - Pyre by Fish in a Birdcage
Currently watching: in the middle of re watching horrible histories and have just started watching Seinfeld, also patiently waiting for this series's only connect final
Three ships: Shin and Sabine (star wars), Vel and Cinta (star wars) and twelve/river (doctor who) [yes I'm still mildly obsessed with them 9 years later]
Favourite Colour: a kind of deep burgundy, almost plum, that's on a specific t-shirt I got from a tourist shop in Athens
Currently consuming: playing civ 6, reading a book on the british canal network and listening to Something Rhymes With Purple
First ship: probably a harry potter one if I'm being honest but id rather say something star wars so Luke and mara jade from eu
Relationship status: in love with my wonderful wife (we're not actually married yet we just call each other wife)
Last Movie: tbh it was Austin Powers, but before that Ghostbusters (the original)
Currently working on: physics degree. Also intending to get back into knitting and make me a jumper for the collection
I'm tagging my beloved mutuals only 4 of whom I've ever chatted to: @lottiethedottyhottie @coolduucks @sweetwitchwasteland @dungeonmistressclara @artdefenses @emmy-noethers-rings @labyrinthineclockwork @nlelira-vintgesunf @sponge-eating-goblin obviously don't feel obligated to respond if you don't want
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bastetwastaken · 4 months
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Thanks for replying back to my message~ I do prefer private massages a bit more to start though I'm not opposed to sharing with people and collaborating things ⭐
Just to give perspective, I'm okay face to face in person with people but online I get a bit (sometimes a lotta bit) nervous, partly cause the delay time between messages can give my head time to tear apart words and color things in shades of worries.
The other issue, I have exactly 0 Puzzleshipping friends and I've not been an active part of a group for a fandom by myself ether which adds pressure, especially with those who's work I admire and really wish I could connect with. Sometimes I feel like I'm outside of group dynamics and get really self conscious but I don't want to cause someone to feel like they -have- to do something.
I used to just hang around a close friend and follow them though whatever they were into but that was years ago and I also went through some life changes. Now I'd like to be part of a community that aligns with my interests and not just stuck in my corner hoping for "some day". I came back to my very first ship here and have been delighted to see how it's evolved~ ❤️💜✨ but I also have still been in that corner, despite trying to comment. It might just me me tho, I've always been by myself in fandoms : /
It's a different kind of feeling to be inside of and participate rather than be impersonally idling and spectating as I have before. You can get sad and disheartened when you repeatedly try and feel like you can't reach ppl and yet see how easily others seem to do it. It can feel like there's something wrong with you even though you know ppl are different and things take time, but that want grows hungry when care catches and latches and can eat you instead.
I just wanted someone to understand the page that I'm on, to know why I might be awkward or missing somethings and need a gentle hand til I grow in those flight feathers, NEEDS EXP PLZ HELP LVL UP 🐦 I want to contribute worthwhile things to whether it's conversing or finally popping out art so I'll keep working attit and I appreciate you being here 🤍🌿
I hope I can give encouragement to you too~ we all need a little kindness and connection, you can come to me too if you need things🌿 You mentioned experiencing a bout of loneliness, I wouldn't mind listening, I like knowing what's going on and we have our rain and shine 🤍🤍 I'm gonna quietly hit up your inbox unless you want to communicate another way = )
I know people use discord, I've seen it but I've never been invited to use it soooo, idk entirely what to do there, you'd have to baby me on that (and I won't always be this long =P)
But thanks again for taking time with me 🌌
We can talk privately friend, that's not an issue ^.^ Feel free to slide into my dms any time!
I understand how you feel, online can be harder than irl because you don't have visual confirmation that the person is free to talk right that second, tone can be lost through just text and timezones, man, timezones. I'm in the UK, so I'm currently on GMT and at the time of responding it's 10:35am. I get you, I have friends in America who are five hours behind me, friends in Europe an hour ahead and a friend in Australia who's just plain living in the future. So finding time to talk can be hard, but we make it work ^^
I think the most important thing is to just keep those time differences in mind, and once you get to know someone better you'll likely realise patterns in when they're around, when they respond faster and when they might be sleeping. It's all a learning experience ^^
I can introduce you to a puzzleshipping server on discord full of lovely people if you like. It's a big server, I won't lie sometimes I get overwhelmed by how big it is, but you can sit quietly in there and just see what people are saying or you can be more active, there's no obligation either way. I know that sometimes we all just need someone to take us to those places where likeminded people are, and just hold our hand a little. We'll sort it in dms <3
My friend, I understand exactly how you feel and you're very much not alone. You're doing something amazing talking about how you feel because that shit is hard. So fucking hard, but look at you, doing it anyway. I've tried to interact with other people, sometimes those interactions just don't go the way I'd like. I've been ignored, talked over and made to feel like I don't belong and believe me when I say that we're not the only ones. It's easy to let those interactions prevent you from trying again, but you're trying again right now and I hope that this time it'll be different for you.
In regards to your other ask- Loneliness can be felt whether you're surrounded by people or not. You could have 100 friends and still feel lonely. You could get 1000's of likes on a post and still feel lonely. Loneliness is not exclusive to any particular set of circumstances, so you're not being ungrateful, you're being honest in how you feel and there's absolutely nothing wrong with that.
I'll wait for your message <3 <3
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mutatedangels-a · 1 year
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below the cut you'll find the threads i was able to track from my old blog! if our thread's not on this list, please know that i still want to write with you - i'd just rather start fresh or wanna continue but forgot. on the flipside, if our thread is on this list, i'd like to continue it if i owe you (or at least, the pairing!) - but you're welcome to drop it if you'd like!
either way, there's never any rush from me for you to respond, and also don't feel obliged to write with me right now! we can always pick something up another time. if you do notice our thread's missing from this list and you'd like to continue writing together, just message me!
@carp3diems - nancy x sawyer, the wild bunch
@blndsided - jeremiah x angel, palmer x luna, soleil x sid, eli x abigail (bowlofpeaches)
@wynterlanding - una x landon
@invsiblestrings - ford x claire, nate x beckett
@packagecfgirlyevil - jody x brinley, soap x stella, charlotte x kirk
@waveofstars - julian x chey, lizzie x connor, peyton x renee, eli x lennon, una x ophelia
@blindspct - una x dante, ford x greta
@wintcrstcrfall - soap x marcella, johanna x eli
@hungryyheart - lizzie x conrad (bowlofpeaches)
@andurmine - eli x nadia, perry x grey
@mysteryoflovc - sid x jody, mekhi x ben
@ruinedtendencies - astrid x jamie
@evcrlasting - chris x gabe, beacon x aisha
@rxnatx - daisy x eli, lorenzo x soleil
@daisyxmuses - jesse x billie
@spideysmuses - felicity x felix, beckett x maxine
@incalescentia - twyla x ??, peridot x noah
@saccharinesomethings - emily x ??
@princessbxtch-rps - soleil x noelle, shane x monroe (bowlofpeaches)
i thiiink that's everyone i have an active thread with?? phew!
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okay - take as long to think about this as you need. heck, even don't read it yet if you'd rather. i'm not sure if it's better to read while fresh in your mind or risk bringing the feelings up again later--- anyway.
here, there's a custom of setting up shrines for influential figures once they... yeah. while i can't do a big proper one - i've been scribbling a design while stuff was compiling and - well, i have the concept in mind of a small household easily portable shrine. if you wanted. i understand if you'd rather not. if you wanted one to exist but it being with you would cause more problems than it helped, i'd be honoured to keep it safe.
again - no obligations even to respond at all let alone now. and if there's anything either of you need let me know, okay?
sddhirne?
why y woudl i need isa chrshine?
are yeou okays legion??
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I just found your post on how to run Strahd safely (it's really good btw!) and I was wondering if you could talk about how you fixed Rahadin and the Dusk elves? I really want to run COS but I don't like how Mandymods handles them
Sorry for taking literal months to respond to this, I was working a seasonal job that was SUPER taxing but I am glad to be back to talking about Curse of Strahd on the internet :3c
Obviously, spoilers for the module below!
So I super don't like the way Rahadin and the dusk elves are in the text. I think that the module is incredibly gratuitous with violence against women in a way that is exploitative and gross, and Rahadin's betrayal leading to the genocide of the dusk elves is one of the most egregious examples of this. For that reason, I knew it had to go. However, I did like the idea that Rahadin still betrayed his people for Strahd, so I wanted to keep that. I've also been listening to a friend talk about his RAW CoS game, and Rahadin has been diminished to being Strahd's inconvenient and annoying manservant who keeps showing up for no reason. I think that Rahadin's relationship to Strahd has a lot to chew on that doesn't get delved into. After all, why would he keep making the harrowing journey to the Amber Temple to pray to his master if they aren't a much more significant relationship than the text portrays?
I've seen a lot of interesting ways to fix this. I think leaning into a brotherly relationship between Strahd and Rahadin could be really good in the right hands, especially if you play with Strahd "replacing" Sergei with Rahadin, who is endlessly loyal unlike his supposedly treacherous born brother. I've also seen some people just have the dusk elves relocated, which is.... fine? I think that you'd still need to consider the real-world implications of displaced people and not just disappear them, but if you're just trying to clean up the genocide, then sure. I really wanted to tie Tatyana, Kasimir, and Patrina into the plot more actively, while also centering Rahadin as one of, if not the primary agent, of the module.
Anyway, all the theoreticals out of the way, this is the hefty rewritten lore for how I actually did it in ATSBB (heavily inspired by "I, Strahd.)
TLDR: Despite Rahadin being in love with Strahd, he is ultimately the reason that Strahd ever meets Tatyana (who is Rahadin's best friend). Rahadin sells out his family (Kasimir and Patrina) in a failed attempt to make Strahd less interested in Tatyana, but the plan fails, resulting in tragedy across the board. I fully removed the racial aspects of dusk elves, and replaced their genocide with regional (not racial) military conflict that ends in most of them either fleeing to the underdark for safety or banding with my campaign's equivelent of the Vistani.
Rahadin was a young soldier for the country that was in the Valley before Strahd conquered it. This country was incredibly unstable, warmongering, and corrupt, so when a young Strahd swooped in with his armies in an attempt to impress his parents with his military prowess, it wasn't hard to crush his enemy and conquer the Valley, and many of his opponents were captured or killed in battle, including most of Rahadin's hometown. The survivors largely flee to the underdark and ally with the drow, or otherwise band with my campaign's equivalent of the Vistani.
Rather than kill Rahadin when he was captured, Strahd found himself impressed by his battle strategy, and took him in as his military captain. Eventually, Rahadin became Strahd's right-hand-man, and in spite of himself, Strahd eventually began to trust him. He even offers Rahadin's siblings, Kasimir and Patrina, a place to stay in his castle. Rahadin asks Strahd if he would be willing to extend the offer to his childhood best friend, Tatyana, which Strahd obliges. Meanwhile, Rahadin began to find himself catching feelings for Strahd, which manifested in unwavering loyalty and devotion. Strahd begins to court Tatyana, but is unsuccessful because 1. Strahd is a Weird Dude, and 2. Tatyana knows that Rahadin is in love with Strahd.
Once Castle Ravenloft is built, Sergei visits Strahd from their shared home country with the news that he would be staying to test his resolve and explore the world before completing his training as a cleric. Sergei is much more friendly and normal than his brother, who is businesslike and curt, and when he meets Tatyana in town, they immediately hit it off.
Strahd is immediately gets madly jealous of his charming younger brother. In his mind, Sergei represents everything he could have had-- a life away from the battlefield, literally full of love, healing, and the nurturing presence of his parents. Strahd begins to fixate on Tatyana and becomes desperate to win her over Sergei.
Meanwhile, Rahadin does not want Strahd, the dude he's in love with, to fall for his best friend in all the world, but more importantly does not want his best friend Tatyana to be miserably dodging his advances. He decides he needs to turn Strahd's attention elsewhere, and makes the choice to try to hook Strahd up with Patrina, against the wishes of Kasimir, who correctly thinks Strahd is bad news.
The rest of the story plays out as written: Strahd seeths in relative silence until the wedding between Sergei and Tatyana, in which he absolutely loses his shit. In his rampage, Strahd kills not only Sergei and Tatyana, but Patrina. Rahadin watches on in silence as the man he devoted his life to kills his best friend, her lover, and his own sister. He chooses to stay with Strahd as his chamberlain out of twisted devotion, but also because Patrina's death estranges Rahadin from the rest of his family.
In the actual campaign, Rahadin is a loyal servant to Strahd, who Strahd carelessly takes for granted in favor of his search for Tatyana, much to Rahadin's chagrin. Rahadin genuinely wants what is best for Strahd, and will occasionally take the risk to aid the party on the down low if he thinks it will make Strahd happier in the long run, or stop the party from making the same mistakes he feels he did. This dynamic keeps the party on their toes--they know that Rahadin would and could kill them in a heartbeat if they make an attempt to harm Strahd, but find themselves with a hesitant understanding when Rahadin will go out of his way to help them keep critical secrets from Strahd.
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