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furrst · 19 days
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Nightmares
Reader has a nightmare, and Mobius is there to comfort them.
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Panic swelled heavy in your chest as you sat up in bed, a rush of thoughts and fear swallowing you whole. 
Looking around, you realized it was only a nightmare. That usually calmed you, but not this time. It was too close to a memory, a distortion of something already terrible to think about. 
You looked to the man next to you. The slow rise and fall of his chest gave you some semblance of peace, but it wasn't enough. 
You hated to do this, but with a shaky hand, slowly you reached for his shoulder. “Mobius?” You spoke barely above a whisper. “Mobius?” A little louder this time, a small shake of his shoulder. 
This caused a stir, and you couldn't lose your confidence now. With one more gentle shake of his shoulder and mutter of his name, you saw his eyes flutter open in the darkness. 
“Honey? Are you okay?” Mobius asked, voice gruff from sleep but worry ever present in his tone. 
“Yeah! I just- I had another nightmare, and I..” You stammered off, looking down at your still shaking hands. 
“Oh bunny, come here.” Mobius lifted the covers from his side and held his arms open wide. 
Quickly, you scooted as close to him as you could manage before curling up against his chest. One hand held you tight against his body while the other stroked a gentle pattern up and down your back. 
“I can feel your heart beating out of your chest. Wanna talk about it?” Pressing a kiss to your hairline, he took a deep breath to breathe you in. 
You shook your head. “Not really- Not now, maybe tomorrow.” 
“That's okay, just rest. I'm right here.” Though your heart beat heavy in your ears, you could hear the honesty and love in his voice. 
Trying your best to calm your racing thoughts, you took the deepest breaths you could. Mobius always smelt so wonderful, like clean blankets and a faint hint of his favorite cologne. 
But more than the smell of him, his heartbeat was what really made you feel at home. The gentle thumping against your cheek, the proof that you were away from your dreams, that you were safe in Mobius’ arms. 
Soon enough, your shaking began to fade and your breathing started coming more easily. You had to focus on Mobius completely, afraid to let your thoughts wander. It wasn't a bad point to focus on, though. 
“You still awake?” Mobius whispered, barely audible. 
You looked up at him, but you could only really make out his silhouette. “Yeah, I can't sleep just yet.” 
“Good, I had an idea I need to tell you about.” He shifted so his face was level with yours. “I was thinking- After your last nightmare I was looking up remedies, and I didn't find anything concrete. But, I did find a whole website about these weighted stuffed animals. They're even scented to soothe you. What'd'ya think?” 
You smiled, hand coming to rest on his cheek. “Mobius, are you asking me if I'd like another plushie? You know I could never say no to that.” 
Mobius smiled back at you with a small, crooked grin that you could barely see in the dark. “Say no more, I'll help you pick out one tomorrow.” 
Leaning forward to close the distance, you placed a small kiss on Mobius lips, mustache ever-so-lightly tickling your sensitive skin. Nose brushing against yours when you pulled back, air shared between the two of you. 
“Thank you.” You whispered. 
“For what?” 
“For being you. I really, really love you.” 
He chuckled, and butterflies erupted in your tummy. “I love you more, bunny.” 
When you laid your head back against his pillow, you finally felt that peace had returned to you. You rested in the feeling, hoping it would really and truly reach your bones. 
You stayed close to Mobius, curled up tightly in his arms. When you were on the brink of sleep, you let out a heavy sigh. 
“You okay?” Mobius' voice was heavy with sleep, but he still had to check on you, and to make sure you fell back asleep before he did. 
“I'm okay, I just… I really hope that website has an elephant plushie.” 
Mobius laughed. “Don't worry, honey, I'll find you one.” 
A smile rested on your lips, and that was the last thing you remember hearing that night. When you finally fell back asleep, it was happily a dreamless sleep. Just comforting darkness until you felt gentle kisses on your shoulder waking you up in the early morning sunlight of the next day. 
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mimisempai · 1 year
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Our own happy ending
Summary
One ordinary evening in front of the TV, Mobius falls asleep and when he wakes up, Loki's eyes are on him and not on the screen. After all, reality is much more fascinating than fiction, right?
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For @loki-is-my-kink-awakening
Prompt : Lying on the couch on top of eachother, one combing their fingers through the other's hair as they watch a movie
One-liner : “You make me a better person, love, and I hope you know most of this character development is because of you.”
Fanart by @rins-love-wins<3
On AO3
Rating G - 786 words
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Mobius awoke with the sensation of a weight on his lap. He remembered reading while Loki watched a movie. He must have been asleep for quite a while, because when he opened his eyes, he realized that the movie had progressed and the book had fallen on the couch next to him. What he remembered was Loki's head in his lap and his fingers in his hair, just as it was now when he woke up.
A sigh of contentment escaped his lips as Mobius' fingers automatically began to run through Loki's hair again. He liked the idea that Loki felt comfortable enough with him to let him do this to him. 
Seeing that he had his head turned towards him, Mobius said, stifling a yawn, "Hello."
Loki smiled back at him and brought a hand up to Mobius' face, caressing his cheek with his fingertips as Mobius leaned into his hand.
"You're falling asleep already, love," Loki commented.
Indeed, Mobius was struggling to keep his eyes open. He managed it temporarily by poking his eyes into Loki's.
"You're going to miss the end of the movie," Loki continued.
"I was reading, not really following the movie, you're the one who's going to miss it if you keep looking at me, sweetheart."
Loki shrugged slightly, not even bothering to turn back to the screen behind him, and replied, "It's not like I don't know the story by heart. The lonely guy who no one believed in, to the point where he himself believed he was destined for evil, and along comes a creature who gives him the respect he never thought he deserved, and so on... I really prefer reality to fiction.
Mobius, now wide awake, asked, "What do you mean?"
Loki straightened up to sit on Mobius' lap, wrapped his arms around his neck and replied softly, "I mean you make me a better person, love, and I hope you know most of this character development is because of you."
"I could say the same thing, you know," Mobius replied, raising his hand to Loki's cheek and smiling gently at him.
Loki leaned forward and kissed him in response. It was a chaste and sweet kiss, tasting like the tea they drank earlier.
Mobius kissed him back lazily, letting one of his hands come up to tangle in Loki's hair. Mobius loved it, running his hands through his lover's black curls. He never missed an opportunity to touch them, whether it was a passing caress, a lingering hand, or the excuse of a dusting that got tangled in his hair.
"So you see, reality is better than fiction, we have our own happy ending," Loki finally smiled as he broke the kiss and let his forehead rest on Mobius'.
Mobius could only nod because it was true. As he did so, he couldn't help but yawn as tiredness set in.
"Wouldn't you rather go to bed?" Loki asked him.
Mobius felt his body heavy with the fatigue that was eating away at him, and he thought it would be better to go to bed now, but he felt so good right now, Loki's weight on his lap, his arms around his neck, his hand in Loki's hair. All of this was far too pleasant to move, even if it meant ending up pressed together in their bed.
"Five more minutes?" he finally replied.
Loki chuckled softly and replied quietly, "Let's at least reverse the position and I'll wake you up in fifteen minutes, okay?"
Mobius nodded and let Loki manhandle him, ending up with his head in Loki's lap, the god's hands now the ones running through Mobius' hair.
Lulled by the sweetness of the moment and driven by exhaustion, his eyelids closed and he fell asleep, comfortably nestled between the soft pillows and Loki.
He wanted to tell Loki how much he loved him, how precious these moments were to him, but he was so tired that he couldn't even articulate a word. As sleep slowly took him away, he felt Loki's lips move against his forehead and his hushed voice say softly, "I love you."
"...ve you too," Mobius managed to articulate as he tightened his arms around Loki.
In the morning, he would be the one to wake Loki with his love, but for now, he felt himself drifting off. 
He was only aware of Loki's heartbeat against his chest, his breath in his neck, and the warmth of his body pressed against his own.
To most people on the outside, this was just an ordinary domestic scene, but to Mobius and Loki, whose love was born out of hardship, this kind of moment was probably the most precious in the world.
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Still not beta'd
Still not my native language
Still hoping you'll enjoy this story 🥰
Still thanking you for bearing with me 😝
Lokius masterlist : here
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detectivedeckerstar · 3 years
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Imagine Loki falling asleep on your hand…
A sigh left your lips as you sat back against the seat with a huff. Tossing the file onto the table, you were tired of hitting dead ends. Mobius was smart and went for a walk to clear his head for a few minutes and you wished you had done the same.
Turning to the side, you saw Loki had put his head down for a snooze. You didn’t mind that he was sleeping on the job but you were slightly annoyed that he used your stack of unread files as a pillow.
Noticing a small gap between his arm and the table, you slipped your hand carefully into the space and attempted to claim a loose article without waking him.
Your fingers found the perfect file and as you slowly pulled, the raven-haired trickster shuffled enough to trap your arm under him.
Curses! You felt his hand glide over your own as he settled back down.
Then, you spot the small smirk on the corner of his mouth.
The mischief maker was awake!
“Loki, I need the files.” You argued.
He didn’t budge so you exhaled and relaxed the arm. “Fine, you’ll give up eventually.”
So, for the next five minutes, you waited quietly… until growing bored of counting the books on the opposite shelf.
“Okay, you win. Can I have my hand back?”
Loki didn’t stir so you called his name again. Completely at peace, the god had fallen comfortably asleep on your arm. His fingers wrapped around your knuckles. The trickster shifted a little and you felt his mouth graze the back of the hand almost like an absentminded kiss.
“Aww, would you look at that?” Mobius smiled having returned to the research table. “It’s cute that you’re both working so hard.”
You rolled your eyes and snipped at his comment. “Weren’t you gone for like twenty minutes?”
Mobius chuckled as he sat back down. He flicked a page from his open documents.
“Well, everyone gets tired - even gods.”
“I’m tired too. I’m the only one who hasn’t had a break here.”
“Then sleep with him.” Mobius’ words made you tense up and he noticed a fraction of a second too late. “I didn’t mean like that.”
Mobius looked back down and his eyes pinned on a particular section. You noticed the hard stare and suspected that he had found something.
“What is it?”
Sitting up, Mobius looked up and then gently tapped on Loki’s arm, “Hey, I think we’ve got a lead. Let’s go.”
Loki’s head popped up, his eyes a little dazed. He saw Mobius stand and then felt your hand tucked safely beneath his own.
Clearing his throat, he let go.
Taking your hand back, you stretched out your fingers and sent him a small smirk of your own, “I almost wondered if you’d keep it.” You teased and took a stand to follow Mobius.
~ More imagines here ~
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roboboyjinx-writes · 3 years
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Mobius M. Mobius||A-Z Smut||
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Before I say anything, this is 18+ Only! Minors do NOT interact.
Notes: Okay So I haven't written and posted it in a while, so apologies if this isn't that good! There needs to be more Mobius fics on here and I haven't seen anyone do the A-Z smut list yet, so here it is! If there’s any spelling mistakes, I apologize!
Reader is gender neutral
This was written before episode 3 came out, so if it’s OOC later on, sorry.
A = Aftercare (What they're like after sex)
Mobius is the biggest softie after sex. He likes to make sure you’re feeling okay and comfortable before anything else. He gets you anything you need (whether that be water, drawing a bath, or anything else) before pulling you close to his chest. He’ll cover the two of you up with a blanket and the two of you will fall asleep tangled up in each other's arms.
B = Body Part (Their favorite body part of theirs and also their partners)
-For You, he really likes your lips. He likes the way they look when you smile and laugh at his dumb jokes.
He also likes to see them wrapped around his cock when you’re sucking him off.
-For himself, he doesn’t really have a favorite part. If he had to choose, he’d say his hands/arms.
C = Cum (Anything to do with cum, basically)
Mobius loves to finish inside of you. He’ll cum deep inside of you and keep himself there for a bit. He likes when you cockwarm him while filled with his cum.
Although, he’s not opposed to finishing anywhere else on you.
D = Dirty Secret (Pretty self-explanatory, a dirty secret of theirs)
This man has the BIGGEST Daddy kink. The first time you called him Daddy, he almost came right then and there.
E = Experience (How experienced are they? Do they know what they’re doing?)
He’s pretty experienced and definitely knows what he’s doing. Enough said.
F = Favorite Position (This goes without saying)
Any position he can see your face. He likes to see all the pretty little faces you make when he fucks you. He especially loves when you ride him, your arms wrapped around his neck and fingers tangled into his hair.
G = Goofy (Are they more serious in the moment? Are they humorous? etc.)
Oh yeah, he’s really goofy. He loves cracking jokes and making you giggle when he fucks you. He thinks you look absolutely adorable like that.
He can be serious occasionally, but his go to mood is to be a giant goofball.
H = Hair (How well-groomed are they? Does the carpet match the drapes? etc.)
He keeps himself pretty well groomed down there. Not super neat, but definitely not messy.
I = Intimacy (How are they during the moment? The romantic aspect.)
Like mentioned above with G, he's really goofy most of the time.
But, he can have his serious moments. There are days where he’s really romantic, holding you close and kissing all over your face while telling you how much he loves you.
J = Jack off (Masturbation Headcanon)
He’ll jack off if he has to or hasn't seen you in a while, but he will always prefer to be with you.
K = Kink (One or more of their kinks)
There's a lot I can think of, so I'm gonna list them out.
-Daddy Kink
-Breeding
-Cockwarming
-Praise
-Light Degradation
-Pet names(Kitty, Kitten, Bunny, Puppy, Little one, Good Boy/Girl, Baby Boy/Girl, etc.)
-Light bondage
-Edging
-Overstimulation
L = Location (Favorite places to do the do)
Preferably, he would rather be in either yours or his bedroom. But he isn't opposed to other places, such as on the couch, against the wall, maybe even in a small closet at the TVA when you’re both supposed to be working.
M = Motivation (What turns them on, gets them going)
Hearing the noises you make and hearing you beg.
Mobius loves to hear the desperate whines and moans that leave your lips while he teases and fucks you. It’s the number 1 thing that gets him going.
N = No (Something they wouldn’t do, turn offs)
He doesn't want to hurt you too badly. He’ll spank you, lightly smack your thighs, and maybe choke you lightly if you want him to, but he refuses to smack your face.
O = Oral (preference in giving or receiving, skill, etc.)
Listen. This man is SO good at giving oral. Mobius could spend hours between your legs using his mouth and tongue to make you cum over and over again.
He obviously doesn't mind receiving, but he likes pleasuring you more than anything.
P = Pace (Are they fast and rough? Slow and sensual? etc.)
A bit of an in between. He’s not super gentle, but he’s also not leaving-bruises-on-your-thighs-and-hips-from-gripping-you-so-hard kinda rough.
Q = Quickie (Their opinions on quickies, how often, etc.)
They aren't his favorite, but if the two of you are horny and don’t have a lot of time, he’ll do it. Preferably, he likes to take his sweet time with you.
R = Risk (Are they game to experiment? Do they take risks? etc.)
He’s willing to try almost anything once. If you wanna try something new, he’s usually up for it.
S = Stamina (How many rounds can they go for? How long do they last?)
He can go for a few rounds, but nothing too crazy.
T = Toys (Do they own toys? Do they use them? On a partner or themselves?)
He’s got a few things he likes to use on you (vibes, rope/handcuffs to keep you attached to the bed, butt plugs if you’re into that.), but he usually doesn’t use them too often unless the two of you have a few hours to yourselves.
He also likes the idea of having a remote control vibe to tease you in the office, but he hasn't done that yet.
U = Unfair (How much they like to tease)
Mobius is a bit of a tease. He likes to edge you and have you begging for him.
Example:
“C’mon, baby, let me hear you beg for me. Ah ah ah, I know you can do better than that.”
V = Volume (How loud they are, what sounds they make, etc.)
He’s not too loud. A bit of moaning, lots of grunting, and sometimes a little bit of growling when he’s feeling rougher.
W = Wild Card (A random headcanon for the character)
He loves to be praised. He loves to have his partner praise him and tell him how good he makes them feel.
X = X-ray (Let’s see what’s going on under those clothes)
He’s not too long, but he’s decently thick.
Y = Yearning (How high is their sex drive?)
Pretty high. He’s almost always down to fuck when you are. If you come to him horny, he’ll be more than happy to help you.
Z = Zzz (How quickly they fall asleep afterward)
He can fall asleep pretty quickly, but he wants to make sure you fall asleep before he does. Once you’re asleep, curled up in his arms against his chest, he’s ready to fall asleep with you.
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lokust · 3 years
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Drunken Mischief
I swear I’m working on the follow up to the last story but this was in my brain and demanded to be written so enjoy.
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“Mobius… Mobius, come on! Won’t you have a drink with me?”
Loki had been begging Mobius to have even just a few shots with him for what seemed like hours, and he was determined to get a yes.
Mobius had rolled his eyes at the God’s question, finally giving in, “Yes, Loki I will have a drink with you. One drink, alright? I know how you get”.
Loki furrowed his eyebrows and put his hands up in a defensive gesture, “How I ‘get’? I don’t ‘get’ any type of way, thank you very much. I can handle my alcohol”.
…..
Well, he could have handled his alcohol 4 tequila shots and 3 martinis ago, but Mobius had stayed true to his word and only had one drink himself.
Loki, on the other hand, was flushed red in the face and stumbling around as he attempted to make himself yet another martini.
He was all over the place, giggling up a storm and singing some song that Mobius was sure didn’t even exist until Loki started singing it.
Sure, it was wholesome to see the God so carefree and happy, and giggling, but Mobius couldn’t let him keep drinking.
“Hey- Hey, Loki, maybe you’ve had enough, yeah? A sober Loki is difficult enough, I can only imagine how difficult you must be when you’re off your ass”, he spoke, carefully pulling the bottle of Gin from the God’s hands.
Loki was too gone to really do much more other than reach for the bottle as it was taken from him, “Why…”, he whined out drunkenly, “Why have you taken it from me?”
Mobius huffed out a small laugh, “You’ve been cut off for the night. Pour yourself some water- wait, don’t. You’ll spill it. Let me pour you some water”.
Loki grumbled as he leaned against Mobius in his inebriated state, “I don’t want water, I want another martini”.
The analyst rolled his eyes, “And I want to be in Panama City with a personal water craft and a God who evidently cannot handle a couple martinis. You’re getting water”.
Loki groaned, “You never let me have any fun, Mobius. Lighten up~”, he slurred, tugging at the sleeve of Mobius’s jacket and pinching the agent’s cheek.
Mobius swatted Loki’s hand away from his face and picked up the pitcher of water that sat on the round table. He poured a decent amount into a small cup as Loki continued to pester him, “Drink that”, he said, putting the cup in front of his friend.
Said friend huffed, “I’m not drinking it”.
Mobius rolled his eyes and put his hand on his hip as he tapped his foot impatiently, “Drink the water, Loki”.
The taller of the two crossed his arms over his chest and turned his nose up, “No”, he said stubbornly, only to yelp when Mobius poked him in the ribs as a warning.
“Drink. It”.
Loki smiled a very drunk smile, “Make. Me”.
For a moment, Mobius was frustrated, and he was prepared to unleash every bit of his frustration and make Loki drink the water like the God himself had suggested, but suddenly, it hit him.
Loki was drunk, and happy, and very intentionally provoking Mobius with his stubborn act, and Mobius saw it in the way Loki braced himself when he told Mobius to “make him”.
Mobius’s face fell from one of agitation to a small smirk, “No”, he said, watching Loki’s very poor defense fall as he furrowed his eyebrows.
“No? What- Fine. Then I just don’t have to drink the water”, he crossed his arms again with another small huff as he looked away from Mobius, his expression slowly turning into a grumpy pout.
Mobius just shrugged, “Alright. Fine by me, big guy. I’ll be having a seat right over there. You’re welcome to join me”, he said, gesturing to the small brown sofa before smiling innocently at Loki and moving across the room to sit down.
Loki was baffled. Mobius usually got frustrated enough to pin him down and make him squeal like a child within a couple moments of his stubborn antics. Not that he wanted that. He just didn’t understand the sudden change. Yeah.
He stood for just a moment, soaking in his own befuddlement at what had just happened before he just went back to being drunk and stubborn, “I know what you’re doing”, he said matter-of-factly.
Mobius glanced over his shoulder at the tall God, “Mm, really? What’s that?”, he asked innocently.
Loki just grumbled, “You’re acting like you don’t care to get me to drink it”, he said, sounding incredibly similar to a child who didn’t get his way.
“Oh, is that what I’m doing?”, he asked, “Or are you acting like this to get a reaction out of me?”
Loki stomped his way over to Mobius very angrily, “I am not acting like anything”, he said, plopping down on the sofa beside his friend.
“Oh you’re not?”, he teased, prodding and poking at Loki’s sides and watching his eyes light up as he curled uselessly away from the small attack.
Loki shook his head through an outburst of giggles, drunkenly swatting at the hands that were tazering his sides, “Gehehet ohohohoff!”
Mobius chuckled and pulled Loki closer to him, “No”, he said, wrapping one arm around his friend’s hip to keep him in place, “Honestly, Loki, we need to have a lesson in asking for the things we want, but we’ll save that for another time. Right now, it’s about getting you sobered up”.
Loki’s eyes widened as he writhed in Mobius’s grip.
“Now”, the agent started, “You’ll either laugh yourself back to sobriety or you’ll call for mercy and drink the water”.
Loki’s breath hitched in his throat, but he had no time to protest as Mobius pushed him down against the sofa and tickled relentlessly at his belly and sides.
Mobius refused fo hold back, knowing it was what Loki was going for anyway.
“SHIHIHIHIHIT! IHIHIHIHI- NOHOHOHOHO! Nononono nohohohoho!”, he squirmed weakly in Mobius’s hold, feeling a hand slip underneath his shirt and crawl all the way up his side to scratch at his ribs.
He squealed and pushed at the hand that was keeping him down on his back while trying to wiggle away from the one skittering at his top ribs, “Nohohohot thehehehere! Mobius! Nohohohoho!”
Mobius hummed, “Not there? How about… here?”, he asked teasingly, pulling Loki’s shirt up and suddenly leaning down to blow a loud raspberry in the center of the God’s belly.
Loki squealed and arched his back as he tugged at Mobius’s blond hair, “WAHAHAHAIT! NOHOHOHOHO! GO BAHAHAHACK!”, he kicked and pleaded but he just couldn’t fight it as intoxicated as he was.
Mobius blew a couple more raspberries before letting up a little and using both hands to scratch and spider as quickly and as gently as he could manage at Loki’s sides, “Oh, how nice of you to try to get closer to me. Really makes this easier, you know?”
Loki shook his head frantically, laughing away as Mobius’s fingertips crawled up his sides to his top rib, teasing just above it before clawing all the way back down both sides to pinch at the lanky man’s hipbones.
Loki was beside himself and his nerves were on fire, but he knew he brought it on himself. He was almost glad he was so drunk, otherwise Mobius would’ve definitely recognized the bright blush on his cheeks.
He slapped and swatted weakly at his captor’s hands as he curled in on himself pitifully, feeling Mobius slip his hands back around to spider and scribble around the fleshy area of his belly.
His back arched and he kicked his feet a bit, but he didn’t know what to do with himself. “MOHOHOHOBIUS ITS NOHOHOT FAHAHAIR!”, he whined through his cackles as he rolled over on his stomach and tried to crawl away.
“Nope, get back here”, he said, pulling Loki back towards him by the trickster’s hips, “You’re not goin anywhere, my inebriated friend”.
Loki groaned as his sides and ribs were attacked while he lay face down on the sofa, “Plehehehease! I cahahan’t!”, he hiccuped and snorted through his incessant giggling, reaching behind himself to push at Mobius’s wrists.
“I yieheheld!! Ihihihi yield!”, he exclaimed as his giggles began to sound more exhausted.
Mobius stopped, rubbing his back soothingly, “You gonna drink the water now?”
Loki nodded with a small breathy hum as he couldn’t find it in himself to do anything more.
Mobius walked to the small table to retrieve the cup before he helped Loki sit up and drink it, which he did in nearly one gulp.
Loki set the cup aside and leaned against his companion, grumbling about how unfair that ordeal was.
Mobius just chuckled, “You love it”.
Loki scoffed, his face heating up once more, “I do not, yo-”,
Mobius put a finger to his lips and shushed him, “Shhh, you’ll hurt yourself stumbling over your lies. Just relax”.
Loki huffed as he stayed silent. In his mind, it was to spite Mobius.
“Maybe next time, we can work on learning how to ask when you want me to tickle you instead of provoking it by refusing to treat yourself after getting so drunk you can barely stand, yeah?”
Loki wasn’t even listening. He was drunk, and he was exhausted. He heard the “yeah?” at the end of Mobius’s sentence and agreed senselessly with a nod and a hum, promptly curling up to fall asleep against Mobius.
Mobius chuckled and shook his head, but he let Loki sleep regardless, knowing the trickster was comfortable right where he was as he rubbed the God’s back soothingly.
And if anything good came of this, it was that Mobius no longer had to imagine how difficult a drunk Loki could be.
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soupandtissues · 2 years
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Behold My Stuff
An ongoing collection of my writings about making various characters miserable for my own amusement enjoy!
Good Omens
A Demon Suffers an Angel Helps - Aziraphale is nice to Crowley when he’s sick Crowley likes that 
Art Inspired - Crowley gets sick after the failed apocalypse.
Art Inspired -  Crowley sneeze dials Aziraphale
Art Inspired - 70s Crowley works on the M25
A Yellow Wood - Crowley with fall allergies
Aziraphale has an old fashioned footbath to help his cold
Aziraphale runs into Crowley at an Inn
Aziraphale and Crowley argue, but then Crowley doesn’t come back to apologize
Aziraphale needs a favour
Blankets and Warm Drinks
Chicken Soup for the Bureaucratic Soul
Crowley and Aziraphale meet at a Roman bath and Part 2
Crowley catches Aziraphale’s cold and tries not to wake him 
Crowley doesn’t like to sneeze but he likes it when Aziraphale does
Crowley gets sick while living in his car
Crowley has a cute sneeze
Crowley has to cancel plans with Aziraphale
Crowley is sick and needs a hug
Crowley is sick on an important date
Early to Bed - Crowley gets the flu the world fails to care 
Fragile - Crowley isn’t quite sure how to be vulnerable around his angel anymore
Going Too Fast - Crowley wakes up on the second third day of his holiday in Paris with Aziraphale and isn’t feeling well
Harsh Crowley and Aziraphale return from the Ritz 
Hiss or Lack There of - Crowley has a cough Aziraphale doesn’t believe him
Indulgent Inducing
More Inducing
Listless - Aziraphale tends to snake Crowley
Naga Crowley
No Rest for the Wicked - Crowley is having a rough day and seeks shelter at the bookshop  
Tissues
Titanic AU - Female Crowley and Aziraphale with sneezing while hiding
Two by Two - Crawly brings a cold virus on the ark
Saint Aziraphale Slaying the Dragon - Sir Aziraphale is sent to fight a dragon who turns out to be an ailing Crowley  
Scotland did not agree with Aziraphale
Sick in an Inconvenient Place Gabriel and Beelzebub meet at the pub 
Sniffles and Reading in Bed
Speechless - Crowley loses his voice and needs another way to tell Aziraphale he’s been under the weather
Sore Throat
Wessex - Sir Aziraphale fights the black knight.  Crowley forgets to mention he’s sick 
When it Rains it Pours - Crowley and Aziraphale get caught in a rainstorm
Whoever Invented Christmas Trees Should be Drug Out into the Street and Shot - Crowley and Aziraphale decorate a Christmas tree
Legend of Korra
Solitude - Lin Beifong
Loki
A Cold for Three - Loki/Mobius/Sylvie -  The trio share a cold and get small comforts to help with the misery
Am I Good Enough - Loki/Mobius/Sylvie - Loki has a cold and his lovers find that frustrating Part 2
Fireplace - Thor AU Thor is a good brother to King Loki Part 2 Part 3
Falling Asleep by accident in a Warm Place - Loki/Mobius/Sylvie
Favourite - Loki and Sylvie are sick and trying not to wake Mobius
Injury - Loki in the woods
Support Systems - Time slipping countless times is bound to leave a body a mess afterwards as Loki finds out
Star Trek TOS
Indulgences - a collection of fics loosely tied together under the same tag starting here mostly Kirk/Spock focused 
McSpirk Drabbles
Embarrassment
Headache
Lonely
Itch
Warmth
Rain
Star Trek AOS
Caring for the Caregiver - Kirk/McCoy McCoy is a doctor taking care of a ship full of idiot children they aren’t supposed to take care of him
Spock knows what to do when one is sick: work anyway
McSpirk Drabbles
Memories
Jealous
Handkerchief
Relationship
Confess
Dinner for Three
Hold Back
Affection
Hoarse
Shower
Stress
Bed
Control
Apologize
Immune
Caught in the Act
Exhausted
Headcold
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cha-melodius · 3 years
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Fic vibes tag thanks to @heytheredeann​. 
Above the break are works and series currently in progress, as well as recently published standalones. Feel free to drop into my ask box if you have and questions or comments about them or any of my other fics! Full fic list under the break. Main links are to AO3. 
Kiss Ficlets on Tumblr (Firstprince, Napollya, Lokius)
RWRB, Alex/Henry
So Close to Something Better Left Unknown (spy AU, fuck or die) cover art on tumblr
False Dichotomy (You’ve Got Mail AU) cover art on tumblr
Trying My Patience (Try Pink Carnations) (florist/cake artist wedding AU)
You're the Perfect Gift for Me (Alex is a Hallmark movie ‘bad guy’ AU)
TMFU, Napoleon/Illya
Playing Cat and Mouse with the Light (non-linear partners-to-lovers-to-exes-to-lovers)
The Harrowed and the Haunted (paranormal investigator AU)
Black Moon (For All Mankind/space AU)
Just a Shot Away from You (5+1 ordered to kill each other)
Loki Series, Loki/Mobius
Enemies of the Ocean (stranded on a lifeboat AU)
Cold Light (Norway AU)
True Hollywood Romance (fake-dating actor AU)
Don We Now Our Gay Apparel (ugly holiday sweater office AU)
RWRB, Alex/Henry
This Hell of a Season (Nova-verse spies Christmas 3+1) cover art on tumblr
Taste the Way You Bleed (WWDITS AU)
In the Dog Days (supernatural/magic AU)
Falling Down the Stairs of Your Smile (canon-divergent Kensington hookup AU)
Something To Be Proud Of (Edinburgh Pride AU)
Lessons in Foreign Diplomacy (1785 ambassadors AU)
Will You Brie Mine? (cheesemonger AU)
Step Into My Office, Baby (office AU)
Getting Clinical (STI clinic meet-cute AU)
Theory and Practice (rival grad students AU)
That's My Trouble (detective/ME AU)
Please Don’t Let Me Be So Understood (accidental couples therapy AU) cover art on tumblr
Always Where I Need To Be (roommates AU + David cuteness)
The Sky is Open (1970s Pan Am pilots AU)
All the Old Showstoppers (canon-divergent Celebrity Bake Off AU) cover art on tumblr
Nova, Baby (CIA/MI6 AU) cover art on tumblr
All for a Taste of the Honey (FBI agent AU feat. stripper!Henry)
May Your New Years Dreams Come True (office NYE party AU)
The Spirit of Giving (neighbors holiday party AU)
Class(room) Warfare (professors AU)
Sun in the Sky (You Know How I Feel) (post bonus-chapter canon)
(Forever) In My Way (5+1 of Henry getting in Alex’s way, AU)
Tiny Little Movies (drabble collection)
TMFU, Napoleon/Illya
Canon-Setting
All Comes Crashing (last night to live, confessions)
Love is a Deserter (canon-set exes getting back together)
A Home for the Holidays (decorating a Christmas tree)
The Life You Had in Mind (Glass Onion crossover)
Eyes on the Horizon (early relationship, sequel to “I Trust No One”)
A Kiss Away From Being Dangerous (4+1, warnings about being dangerous)
Loving You is Cherry Pie (5+1 Napoleon wearing aprons)
That's What Other People Do (outside observer, together but they just don’t realize it yet)
Double Dutch with a Hand Grenade (Illya wears short shorts, Napoleon loses his mind) illustration on tumblr
Cold Hands, Warm Heart (Illya comforts Napoleon)
I Trust No One (And Especially You) (Istanbul mission, the bath house)
Half Asleep (All Your Dreams Come Alive) (clothes/bed sharing + comfort after a nightmare)
Hard to be Soft, Tough to be Tender (Illya takes a bullet for Napoleon)
Another Sunny Day (ficlet; the boys have a picnic)
Good To Me (Illya does nice things for Napoleon, misunderstandings ensue)
Follow You Into The Dark (whumptober, presumed dead)
Where Doesn't It Hurt? (tropetember H/C, cleaning wounds)
All Your Little Words (5+1 Napoleon telling Illya “I love you”)
The Lost Art of Keeping A Secret (undercover as a couple)
Another First Kiss (6+1 stolen kisses)
Enough of a Natural Disaster for Me (apologies + kissing in the rain)
Impostors (sleeping with lookalikes, series)
What You Meant (5+1 Illya telling Napoleon he’s a terrible spy)
The Definition of Madness (time loop mission fic for whumptober)
And I Was The Boy Who Was Lucky (KY derby mission fic) cover art on tumblr
Light Will Keep Your Heart Beating in the Future (nonlinear sleep deprivation)
Love is a Chemical (Illya gets dosed with a love potion)
AUs
How’s About Cookin’ Something Up With Me? (teacher AU, baking)
Another Christmas Song (This Time I’ll Sing Along) (neighbors AU)
Consider the Price to an Elf (santaland AU)
A Hard Habit To Break (canon-verse AU, secret relationship)
White Knuckles (Olympic figure skating AU) cover art on tumblr
The Makings of a Perfect Christmastime (Christmas in Connecticut AU) cover art on tumblr
Love is a Losing Game (60s chess AU; series) cover art on tumblr
The Best Thing About NYC is You and Me (modern roommates art student/fashion designer AU; series) part 1 cover art on tumblr, part 2 cover art on tumblr
Love Is A Great Teacher (professors AU; series) cover art on tumblr
Loki Series, Loki/Mobius
Got My Love to Keep Me Warm (stranded at a Christkindlmarkt)
It's Been a Bad Day Lately (post s01 time loop)
The Truth is Just a Rule That You Can Bend (canon-divergent AU, secret relationship, fallout of Roxxcart divorce)
The Hardest Cut (bodyguard AU)
My Name Stitched On Your Lips (exes getting back together AU)
You, or Your Memory (troptember amnesia, fix-it)
Once in a Lifetime (Bookshop/GO AU) cover art on tumblr
What Makes A Good Man (Art Thief/CIA Agent AU; series) part 1 cover art on tumblr, part 3 cover art on tumblr
Mandalorian, Cara/Din
You Left Me Under Your Spell (15 independent one shots or short multichaps)
Hanging On For Dear Life (8 stories inspired by songs from the album Dear Life by Brendan Benson)
Do You Want to Know a Secret? (epic story of Din, Cara, and the kid following season 1)
Crossovers
Maybe, This Time (Mandalorian/BSG, Cara/Din, Lee/Kara) cover art on tumblr
Familiar, But Not Too Familiar (Mandalorian/Witcher, Cara/Din, Geralt/Jaskier)
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lowkeyorloki · 3 years
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Goldfish
Pairing: Loki x Mobius
Rating: Teen and up, but nothing more than a couple kisses
A/N: Hiiii sorry I’m never on here anymore I’m a bit busy and I don’t have time to post consistently on tumblr if I want to keep updating my multichapter! I know this isn’t my usual content but I’m posting it on my ao3 so I figured I’d drop it here as well ^.^ it’s funny, I don’t even ship lokius but I saw some fanart on twitter of them hugging and it just... inspired me. If this is your thing, I hope you enjoy <3
~
It’s just that… Loki knows it will have to be him.
He can’t read Mobius, not like he can every other human he comes across. Or being, even. Mobius has seen every moment of Loki’s life, some of which Loki himself will now never live out or understand. Mobius has watched Loki in his most private moments.
It makes the TVA agent inescapable. He knows Loki, truly knows him, whether Loki likes it or not. 
And so Loki can’t tell with Mobius. The small exhaled laughs or the allowance of Loki to fix his tie. Loki doesn’t know if Mobius does these things because he wants to, or because Loki would like to think the other man wants him to. 
And Mobius is loyal to the TVA, anyway. Even if he were to look past all of Loki’s faults, even if Mobius were to see Loki as anything more than a pain in the ass of a friend, he wouldn’t do anything. It was controversial enough to bring in Loki at all.
Loki should be thankful he has Mobius in any capacity at all. 
And so Loki knows he would have to make the first move. And he can’t do that, because Mobius is possibly the only person who could destroy Loki with a simple rejection. 
Loki keeps quiet, and lives for when his shoulder brushes Mobius’s in the elevator. 
~
Trying to find the variant is exhausting. Mobius is on his seventh cup of coffee, and his head is starting to buzz. Not the good, productive type of buzz either. The type that makes someone need to lay down. 
Apparently, Loki has already had that idea. Mobius glances at him, asleep across the table and surrounded by books and loose papers. As he drains the last of what’s in his cup, Mobius realizes he hasn’t seen Loki eat or drink a single thing since he got here. If he had to, Mobius would bet money the god hasn’t been sleeping either. 
Mobius stands up, his back cracking when he does. He groans - Mobius is getting old, something he’s noticed more and more lately. He walks around the table until he’s right next to Loki, ready to wake him up. Loki’s breaths are even, hitting the ends of a few pieces of paper. Mobius has never really seen him like this - calm, subdued. He almost looks peaceful. Mobius leans over Loki, hands on his hips as he examines the other man. 
Mobius would never tell Loki, but it is obvious that the dark-haired man is a god. There are just things about his looks that clue Mobius in. 
Loki’s skin, even as it’s gotten dull with his time in the TVA, is technically flawless. He glows, even in his embarrassing or rude moments. His cheekbones are impossibly sharp, and his lips are the reddest Mobius has seen. He would guess they’re soft. 
Loki’s hair was the most dead giveaway. It always looked perfect, loose curls that seemed to suck in any light. It was the opposite of Mobius’s graying blond hair. He’s shiny. Everything about Loki is shiny. 
Loki stirs, and Mobius straightens up, not wanting Loki to see him watching. He was upset enough that Mobius has watched his entire life over. 
Mobius ponders how to wake Loki up when a lock of his black hair falls into his face. Without thinking, Mobius reaches forward and tucks it behind the man’s ear.
Reckless. Loki really does start to wake up then, and Mobius swats him with the corner of the folders in his hand. 
“Come on,” Mobius says. “We’re not even close to done.”
~
The two of them are so close to making strides. Loki is smart, just like Mobius knew - just like he keeps convincing Ravonna - but he’s being held back. It’s like a single wrong look could make Loki wither away, be absent for the rest of the day. Mobius has no clue how someone who thought so highly of himself could be so affected by the glare of a random agent. Maybe Mobius didn’t know Loki as well as he thought. Only in small ways, though. 
And Mobius still hasn’t seen him eat or drink a damn thing. 
He stands up abruptly, surprising Loki. His head shoots up, perfect curls becoming loose and falling in his face in the process. Mobius almost considers brushing them away. 
“Come on,” he says, gesturing towards the exit. Loki narrows his eyes.
“We haven’t even been here four hours,” he says, which is generous, because they both know they’ve only been there for two. Mobius lets out a harsh sigh. 
“Am I the supervisor or are you? Let’s go, Loki.” Loki seems to know Mobius is doing him a favor, and stands up as well. Loki follows him down a new set of hallways, stands next to him in an elevator he hasn’t been on yet. 
“Am I to take it we’re breaking the rules, or…?” Loki trails off in a way that is anything but unsure. 
“It’s for the sake of the cause,” Mobius says. “We don’t need to address it directly.”
Mobius does look over his shoulder when he gets to the door, and locks it as soon as they’re both inside. He flicks on the lights, and Loki looks bored. Mobius lets out an exasperated sigh.
“Don’t say I never did anything for you. Sit down,” he gestures towards the couch. 
“Agent Mobius, are you allowing me in your home?” Loki’s eyes glint. Despite himself, Mobius finds himself relieved to hear Loki making quips again. He already might have more energy. 
“Hey, if we don’t talk about it, my job security looks a lot better,” Mobius sets a bowl down in front of Loki. “Will you please eat something? God or not, I don’t know how you’re still alive after a month.” Loki presses his lips into a thin line.
“Mobius, I appreciate the gesture, but you don’t need to -” Mobius is already prepared, and tosses a piece of food directly into Loki’s mouth as he speaks. He makes a gagging noise, and looks at Mobius furiously, but the other man is already laughing. 
“What… what are these?” He asks after swallowing, seemingly admitting defeat. Mobius laughs again.
“Goldfish. They’re from Earth you know,” Mobius eats a few, and quietly celebrates when Loki does as well. 
“Goldfish. I know of an employee you have that might benefit from these,” Loki tells him. 
“I’m flattered you think I’m anyone’s, especially Casey’s, superior. But really, the only person I’m in charge of is you,” Mobius says. Loki glares. 
“I’m always ten steps ahead of you all. Surely you know that,” he says, but it’s non-committal. Mobius can tell. 
“Yep. You’ve said before, handsome. This is all part of your plan.” Mobius looks to Loki for his next retort, but Loki doesn’t say anything. He stares at Mobius with an unreadable look on his face, and Mobius realizes his slip up. Handsome.
“Hey, don’t let my crackers go to waste. They’re hard to get a hold of around here, you know,” Mobius says, and Loki seems to move.
They stay like that for awhile, Loki sitting as Mobius watches over him. Mobius is just getting comfortable again when Loki gets up.
“It’s been great, but we probably should be heading back now,” he says, walking towards the door. “Wouldn’t want the timekeepers finding out about this, would we?”
Mobius stops him, carefully telling him to wait. Loki does, back facing him.
“I can tell you’re tired, Loki. I get it. You got here just after a war,” Loki tenses, just barely, at the mention of New York. Mobius talks faster to smooth it over. “I think you can take a day off. Better for me anyway. I don’t want to be sticking my neck out for someone who isn’t even helping all that much.” Mobius puts his hand on Loki’s shoulder. 
He’s always shocked by the amount of muscle he can feel through the material of Loki’s shirt. Loki seems so lean, but whenever Mobius touches him, he can feel how solid the other man is. He likes it. It’s soothing.
Loki turns around, looking suspicious. Mobius doesn’t blame Loki, but he does almost feel guilty. 
Almost.
“You can sleep here. Not just today. I’m sure the cot they have you sleeping in hardly compares to whatever you had on Asgard,” Mobius steps away, letting Loki go and waving his hand. “My couch doesn’t either, but it’s an upgrade for sure. Living room is all yours, buddy.”
“Where are you going?” Loki asks. Mobius looks at him. 
“To my room. I’m tired too,” he says. Loki blinks. 
“Won’t someone notice I’m not where I’m supposed to be?”
“I’ll take care of it,” Mobius says dismissively, even though he has no idea how he’s going to pull this off.
He’s practically made Loki a promise at this point. He’ll figure out how to make it all okay somehow. 
~
It’s driving Loki insane. 
Before, he could keep it all in because he was scared that Mobius wouldn’t want it. Wouldn’t want him. But now, there are moments that Loki doesn’t care. He doesn’t care that Mobius might push him away, give him that disapproving look if it meant Loki could just…
Kiss him. 
Loki scoffs at himself. He didn’t even get this caught up in the thought of a kiss as a boy. It was pathetic to feel like this in adulthood. 
What’s even worse is the thought that maybe this is how it’s supposed to be. He can recall watching Thor on Earth as he followed around Jane Foster, losing every bit of charm that kept him so popular on Asgard. At the time, Loki didn’t understand it.
But now he does. 
Everything is so high stakes for him - Loki is doomed if he doesn’t do as the TVA wants, and he would have been doomed had he just stayed on Earth like he was supposed to. But he barely even pays attention to those things.
Every waking moment is about Mobius. How he looks in the morning before he showers, hair tousled as he digs around in the fridge. The way his face lights up when he and Loki almost find the variant, and then the inevitable disappointment when they don’t. How every night, without fail, he tells Loki goodnight as the god falls asleep on his couch. 
Loki is starting to think there is something here. Because he’s paranoid, but not stupid. Mobius wouldn’t be letting Loki get this close if he thought the same way as when they first met. 
They enjoy each other. Mobius likes to lead, to rebel in the way he’s been given permission to. And Loki is realizing he doesn’t mind following a man like Mobius. 
~
Of course, the TVA isn’t so bad either. 
The organization itself, Loki hates. He’s never met the timekeepers, but they sound like kings. That was a group Loki never got along with. 
But the buildings, the center, was growing on him. Even if he wasn’t allowed access to most of the materials, Loki likes the library. He enjoys staying deep in the bookshelves, and bringing a stack out to drop right on the book Mobius is reading. Loki likes the elevators, which seemed to be the few minutes he could simply stand in silence and rest. He likes Casey too, though he tends to leave the poor, sad man alone now. 
Most of all, Loki likes the long hallways that rarely had anyone but him and Mobius. They feel private without being stifling. Sometimes, when the two go back to Mobius’s apartment too early, Loki feels sick. Like it physically hurts to be so close to having what he wants.
~
“That brown suit is hideous, you know.” Loki tells Mobius as they’re both getting ready. Mobius scowls at Loki.
“It’s uniform. You know, if everything works out, you might get one just like it,” Mobius retorts. Loki scoffs. “Alright then, mr. prince. What would you have me in?”
Loki stops, his eyes trailing over Mobius as he thinks about the question. Loki smirks, turning around as he grabs his belt.
“Anything else. You always look so uptight. No one here knows how to let loose a bit.”
“I’m uptight. That’s a good one,” Mobius says. He’s standing by the door, wanting to leave. “Could you hurry up and put your pants on? We’re late.”
All Loki is doing is tucking his shirt in, but he thinks he can feel Mobius looking. It’s in a way that doesn’t seem strictly observational. 
~
The nightmares, of course, are an issue. 
Loki hasn’t shared a room since he and Thor were children, so no one knows about the night terrors he gets. Maybe Mobius does, having had a glance at a few as he watched Loki’s life play out on the screen. But Loki doesn’t think so, because Mobius has never said anything. 
But of course, Loki has to ruin that. He wakes up with a shout that echoes off the walls. He slaps a hand over his mouth, then pulls it away, sticky with sweat. He’s pinching the bridge of his nose when Mobius bursts into the living room, slamming his hand over the light switch to turn it on.
“I’m sorry,” Loki says immediately, squinting at the brightness. “I didn’t mean to be so loud. I know you would get in trouble if someone were to find me here.”
“You.. I’d…” Mobius blinks, still half asleep and trying to figure out what’s happening. “Loki, are you alright?”
“I’m fine. Go back to bed, Mobius.” Loki leans more into his palm, cursing himself for letting this happen. If Mobius knows Loki like he claims to, he should just go.
Mobius stays in the doorway, and Loki can practically hear the gears turning in his head. Mobius sighs.
“Look, I’m not gonna ask you what it was, but… why don’t you sleep in here for tonight?” He gestures behind him, presumably towards his bed. Loki raises his head, looking at the other man.
Mobius looks sincere - painfully so. It seems like he doesn’t know what’s going on or what he should do, but he also looks like he just wants Loki to listen. 
Loki gets up, folding the blanket on the couch before he follows Mobius. Loki crawls into the bed after the other man, staying as far away as possible. He expects Mobius to say something else, but he doesn’t. Mobius just sighs and yanks the blanket towards him. 
~
Loki wakes up feeling amazing. 
He feels rested, warm and heavy as he stirs. The room smells like sleep, and Loki can’t help but raise his arms above his head and stretch. That’s when he feels something on his chest. Loki opens his eyes, peering down. Mobius’s arm is slung over him, the other man still asleep. 
Loki doesn’t move, trying to figure out how asleep Mobius still is. He wonders if they can stay like this for a few more minutes. 
He doesn’t take the chance. Loki gets up, quietly leaving so he can take a shower in the bathroom where his toothbrush sits next to Mobius’s. 
~
Mobius doesn’t like this shift in his feelings. 
He liked thinking Loki was all bravado with no depth. It was easy to separate everything that way. What was work, and what wasn’t. What mattered and didn’t. 
What was ethical or not. 
Being around Loki so much was making Mobius like him. Even worse, care. He started to dread rewatching certain scenes from his life to look for clues that might tell him where other Lokis are, because Mobius can see the effects of it all now. They’re playing out in front of him, sleeping on his living room couch. 
When Loki wakes up from whatever he was dreaming about, Mobius feels sick. He doesn’t even think about the fact Loki’s cry is loud enough to get caught - literally does not even occur to him. His only thought is, what now? What could possibly catch up to you here?
After Loki lays down in his bed (which was easier to get him to do than Mobius thought), Mobius listens for his breathing to even out. Then he reaches over, resting his arm on Loki’s chest. Mobius falls asleep making sure Loki is still breathing. 
~
Mobius notices the way Loki looks at him. The realization makes Mobius think about the two of them. What it would mean. 
It hasn’t even occurred to him to look at Loki like that, not seriously. Loki is an asset, so Mobius built up a ton of walls for the sake of professionalism. You know, for his job. Mobius is aware of Loki’s attractiveness because he has to be. It’s part of the reason all these Lokis get away with so much. 
But after that night Mobius begins to look at Loki because he can. And then he realizes he’s been doing that all along. 
“You know,” Mobius tells Loki the next afternoon. They’re in the cafeteria, and Loki is eating everything in his salad but the cherry tomatoes. “It might be better if you stay with me again tonight. Like you said, we wouldn’t want any of my neighbors to pick up on anything.” Loki raises an eyebrow, carefully setting his fork down. Mobius clears his throat.
“No need to be embarrassed, partner. I’m told I have a soothing presence.”
“I absolutely would not say that,” Loki says. “But… if you insist. After all,” Loki’s eyes glint. “You’re in charge.”
Mobius doesn’t know what to say to that, and drinks a cup of water in just one gulp.
~
And they settle into it. Loki doesn’t sneak out of Mobius’s arms, in fact, he actively seeks them out. Only once everything is quiet and the lights are out, but still. Loki tucks his head under Mobius’s chin, Mobius wraps his arms around Loki’s torso, and they both like it. A lot.
They don’t mention it ever, but it doesn’t seem like something they aren’t allowed to talk about. It’s just part of the routine. Shower, study, search, eat, get in bed. It’s nice. 
At some point, Loki realizes this is the longest he’s stayed in one place for a very long time. 
~
Just like Loki thought, he’s the first to do it. 
They’re in the elevator, and it’s taking a particularly long time, and Mobius decided to stand closer than he needed to and Loki just… kisses him. 
The best part is, Mobius doesn’t even seem surprised. He opens his mouth when Loki bites down on his lip, and he holds on to the lapels of Loki’s jacket and Loki cradles his face. Everything is so familiar, so natural, and Loki can’t help but smile against Mobius’s stupid mustache. 
And then Loki pulls away. Mobius doesn’t say anything, but he gives Loki a sad smile. Loki feels his blood run cold. 
“What?” He asks, and suddenly, he feels like a child. Like Mobius knows something he doesn’t, and now Loki is going to be chastised. 
“Nothing,” Mobius says, but that’s obviously not true. He sighs. “It’s just… that can't happen again.”
Loki stares at Mobius. “Why?” He demands. “Did you like it?”
“Yes,” Mobius says. His hands are resting on Loki’s waist, but he slides one over Loki's stomach. Mobius’s fingers find their way through the holes that the buttons of Loki’s shirt leave. The feeling of Mobius’s fingers on Loki’s bare skin make Loki dizzy, and confused. 
“Then why can’t we do it again?” He asks, wanting to rip Mobius’s hand off of him, but unable to bring himself to. Mobius grimaces. 
“Loki... Isn’t what we got goin’ enough?” Loki is cool under Mobius’s fingers. No more than anyone else though, even with his frost giant heritage. “C’mon, Loki,” when Mobius glances at Loki, then immediately looks away. The sight of Loki’s disorientated face, combined with his mouth slightly ajar… it’s too much. “You know if it goes any further one of us will screw up. I’ll even say it’ll be me. But someone would notice. It’d be impossible for them not to.”
“But… you’re the one who started this,” Loki protests, and he’s right, because Mobius is the one who brought him into this whole mess. The TVA, his apartment, his bedroom. It’s all been Mobius. Loki never asked for any of that. 
“I know,” Mobius says, and he sounds like he’s sorry. “Listen, I know. I’m sorry. We can’t have it all, but if we keep going the way we have, we can still have some.”
Loki steps away, and Mobius’s face falls. He looks more angry than sad. 
“I think I’d like to go back to my cell now.” Loki says. 
~
Loki doesn’t actually go back to his cell. But he does sleep on the couch again, and refuses to touch the Goldfish Mobius leaves out.
Mobius feels like a dick, but he’s also sort of pissed. He’s not happy about this either, and if Loki wasn’t always so selfish, he would see that Mobius also isn’t prancing around in happiness. 
“I’m not like you,” Mobius tells Loki the next morning. “Look, I can’t just… rebel. It’s not a luxury I’ve been afforded.”
“I’m glad that after seeing my entire life and death, you’ve settled on the word ‘luxury’ to describe it,” Loki responds angrily, and Mobius just backs off. He knows he won’t get anywhere with Loki, not like this. 
~
Watching Loki close himself off is… exactly what Mobius would have thought it would be. 
It’s exactly the same as when Loki arrived at the TVA, he’s just less defensive. Loki is just as mad at everyone else, but with Mobius, Loki doesn’t even give him a reaction. He does exactly what’s asked of him, no more and no less. 
Mobius misses him. 
Loki is just across the table, but Mobius misses their rapport. He wants to tease the god again, hassle him as they make their way to the cafeteria. Mobius wants to listen to Loki talk about Asgard, tell him all the little details that can’t be picked up on a screen. He wants his friend back. 
And now Mobius isn’t sleeping, either. He grew used to Loki’s head resting on his chest, the feeling of his hip in his hand. Mobius thinks about the skin of Loki’s stomach, how everything in the elevator felt. 
It was like Mobius lit up. He felt alive again, with free will and all.
But of course, Mobius doesn’t have free will. If he did, he’d pull Loki into the elevator himself, and show Loki just how much wanted this too. 
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It hurts because Loki knows Mobius wants this. 
It’s almost worse than if he didn’t - because Mobius liking, wanting, and maybe even needing Loki back, it makes him like everything else in Loki’s life. Loki is so close, he can reach it, even hold it in the palm of his hand. A life with Mobius, at least for the time being, would be exactly as it was before the argument, except more so. Just a bit more. 
Loki can’t take it. He feels like he’s going to vomit every second of the day, because his life is a vicious cycle and coming so far just to be thrown away.  He takes long showers now, the stream of water being the only thing that can drown out his thoughts. Loki almost doesn’t see Mobius as he steps out of the bathroom, drying his hair. 
“Loki,” the other man says, and his tone is so grave that Loki stops. 
“Mobius,” he responds. “Do you need something?”
“I… I wanted to apologize,” Mobius takes a step forward. “For what I said.”
Loki tilts his head. “For which part? I recall quite a few things.” A look of exasperation passes over Mobius’s face. Loki hates to admit it, but the look is relieving. It makes everything seem less serious than it is. 
“What I said about not being like you,” Mobius explains. “Look, I know you’ve felt alone your whole life. And the way I said that, I don’t feel good about it. I’m sorry.”
Loki blinks, then throws his towel in the hamper. 
“It’s fine,” he says. Mobius shakes his head, stepping even closer, and Loki raises his eyes. 
“No, Loki, it’s not,” Mobius reaches up, running his fingers through Loki’s damp hair. “I lied,” he murmurs. “I lied to the God of Lies. I am like you, Loki. I’m your kind. I know Lokis, so I know who you would have been. But this you?” Mobius places his hands over Loki’s hips and pushes, pressing Loki’s back against the wall. “I’m still getting to know who you are now. And I like you, Loki. I really do.” Mobius stares at Loki expectantly. Loki swallows, resting his hands on Mobius’s shoulders. Mobius is softer than Loki is, and it makes Loki’s mouth water. From here, Loki can see every wrinkle and gray hair that Mobius has. He’s painfully human. Loki closes his eyes, leaning forward to press his lips against Mobius’s temple. 
“Do you mean it?” He asks. “Will it stick? Are you going to call it all off?” At this angle, Mobius can reach Loki’s neck, and he begins to suck on the delicate skin there. Loki lets out a moan. 
“I can’t promise we’re gonna get married and be together forever,” Mobius teases Loki lightly. He runs his tongue over Loki’s Adam’s Apple. “But I’m not gonna stop just because of the TVA. You.. you’re worth more than that.” Mobius slides his palms under Loki’s shirt and up his back, and Loki melts into him. “I promise.”
“Okay,” Loki says, because that’s all there is to say. He trusts Mobius, Loki realizes. He wholeheartedly does. 
“Loki,” Mobius says, exhaling. “Can I touch you? Do you want me to touch you?”
Loki straightens, catching Mobius’s eye. 
“Yes.”
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darkshadow90 · 3 years
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President Loki x reader: Trapped in the void
Summary: You’re pruned and end up in the void. President Loki saves you from Alioth, but it comes at a price. You hope someone will save you from him. Eventually you meet another Loki variant who looks exactly like President Loki, but he’s very different. 
A/N: Hey guys. If you remember my post sharing my thoughts on President Loki, I mentioned I was planning on writing more President Loki x reader one shots. This is an idea I’ve had that’s darker than the one I wrote earlier. The reader is pruned and meets President Loki. He is not nice to her at all. Remember when I said I thought President Loki was Loki’s worst traits in one package? I wanted to put some of that into this one shot. This will be a dark one shot and does not attempt to romanticize his actions toward her.  Don’t worry though. She has a happy ending. Warnings: Abusive relationship, implied sexual assault (it’s referenced, but not specific so no smut), verbal abuse, referenced periods of starvation. If any of this bothers you, you should probably skip this. Other than that I hope you like it :)
You woke up after being pruned in some strange place. “Oh, and what do we have here?” It was a Loki variant, that much you knew. He was wearing a horned headpiece as if it was a crown. He was wearing a formal green suit with a “Vote Loki” pen fastened on it. He looked you up and down, examining your appearance. “Clearly you’re not a Loki. You’re a Midgardian.” You saw a monster in the sky. “And that is Alioth, no one other than a Loki has survived here. These men are my lesser variants. I suppose you could say I’m king here, or rather I soon will be. If you’re wise, you’ll come with us.” You really didn’t have a choice, as you didn’t want to be killed by Alioth. Regardless, you didn’t like this Loki variant. He appeared to view himself as presidential considering the “Vote Loki” pen on his suit. He was arrogant. He thought he was above others. He didn’t bother to ask you what your name was. Unfortunately, you would come to dislike him even more.
All of you eventually made it back to the bunker. You went down first, and everyone else followed. “Welcome to your new home, pet. I’ll explain the rules. You will only answer to me and no one else. When I want something from you, you will give it to me without question. When I give you an order, you will obey me. You are my property. I own you. If you do as I say, you will be well cared for. If you don’t, you will be punished. Do you understand?” You nodded. He placed a finger underneath your chin and lifted your head so you were looking at him. “I expect an answer, pet.” His eyes showed that he loved being in control. “Yes...I understand.” He was pleased with your answer. “Good girl.” He dragged you to his bedroom. It was nice and relatively clean considering the living situation.
He closed the door behind him. “I think you’ll do nicely. Be a good girl and take off your clothes.” Your voice caught in your throat. “What?” “You heard me. You didn’t think this wouldn’t be part of the arrangement, did you? It’s been so long since I’ve had someone in my bed. You should thank me. I could’ve left you out there to die.” You knew what that meant. “Please, Loki. I don’t want to sleep with you.” “Would you prefer if I tossed you  out there?” “No.” “Then do as I say.” You took off your clothes and the assault began. It was brutal. Loki was not gentle. He wasn’t considerate of your comfort or safety in any way. He did what he wanted. It was finally over you just laid there staring at the ceiling. Loki seemed satisfied, ‘but you didn’t care. “I think I’ll keep you.” He left the room.
You weren’t sure how much time had passed, but it felt like time was infinite. Given that you were in a wasteland, there wasn’t much food. You ate what you had. Loki continued to use you as he pleased, he berated the other Lokis. He was an autocrat. You didn’t dare say anything. The few times you didn’t do what he said, it resulted in more fear and harsh punishment. “That’s enough for now. We need to get some rest. I have another bunker and more lesser variants to conquer.” It seemed like you had just fallen asleep when you were woken up. “Get up, pet. We’re going after that bunker.” You followed him closely all the way to bunker. Just as you approached it, the hatch opened. A Loki who looked just like the Loki you were with was at the top of the latter. He was wearing a dirty light blue shirt with a brown tie with the sleeves rolled up and brown pants. “Ah, hello. Which one of us are you?” The Loki you were with asked.
You and the rest of the Lokis climbed down inside the bunker. “About that deal we made, I’ve decided to make a new bargain.” “What? You can’t go back on your word!” “Come on. What did you expect? This is my bargain. My army, my throne.” The Loki who looked like your Loki looked at you. You couldn’t be too sure, but you thought he was expressing sympathy. Of course your Loki noticed him looking at you. “Ah, I see you’ve taken an interest in my toy. Go on, pet. Give him a show.” You felt your stomach churn. “But--” “Now!” He practically threw you at the other Loki, but the other Loki caught you before you could fall to the ground. “Don’t keep him waiting.” You gave the other Loki  a pleading look. “No. I’m not doing this. I’m not going to make her do something she doesn’t want to do.”
His response shocked you. Was this Loki a good person? You weren’t sure, but he didn’t seem mean-spirited. “What have you been doing to her? I can see bruises. Have you been feeding her properly?” Your Loki chuckled. “I merely took what was mine. She belongs to me. I must say I never thought mortal bodies could be resilient enough. I suppose now I know why that dolt of a brother likes them so much.” He smirked, proud of his statement. “You are disgusting. You treat her like an animal!” “I see no difference. And who are you to preach morality? You are me, after all. You’re telling me you wouldn’t take what belongs to you?” “There was a time when I wanted a throne, but I’m not that person anymore. Even if I was, I would never do what you did to her. I have friends to find so I can get out of here.” “Well, isn’t that touching? Very well.” Your Loki snapped his fingers and pointed to the ground, signaling he wanted you next to him.
The other Loki pulled you close to him. “What’s your name?” “Y/N.” “Y/N, you don’t have to go to him. You can come with me. My friends were pruned which means they’re here too. We’ll find them, and you can get out of here. Trust me.” “Pet. Get over here. Now.” Your Loki gave you a warning look, you could tell from his tone that he was losing patience. “I want to go with you, but he’ll never let me go.” You whispered to the other Loki. “You’re a person, not a possession to own, Y/N.” You decided to trust him. “That’s it. I warned you.” Your Loki started to approach you, but the other Lokis turned on him and a fight broke out. You took your chance and followed the other Loki through the portal. True to his word, he found his friends. Mobius and Sylvie. Mobius offered everyone a chance to go back. “Y/N will go with you, Mobius. We still have work to do, but we’ll see both of you soon.” You hugged Loki and thanked him before going through the portal with Mobius.
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kybervisions · 3 years
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i had a friend once... [loki]
 summary: loki finds out that his imaginary friend was very much real and pruned by the tva. their nexus event? falling in love with the god of mischief and the god falling for them. 
author’s note: yooo what if....loki had a friend??? ,, reader is gender neutral ,, 100th birthday is equivalent to 18th birthday earth-wise ,, this is short but kinda cute ,, feel free to send requests! 
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While in Time Theater 5, footage of a younger Loki projects. He remembers that night. He wore tradition Asgardian attire, though green and tailored to fit his regal style. His 100th birthday — he remembers silently crying in his room after the dinner because of how horrible his father made him feel. He fell asleep crying. And now the video projects Loki walking into his bedroom in Asgard with tears running down his eyes. 
Loki can’t bear the scene, feeling both vulnerable and embarrassed with such an intimate moment being showcased. 
Then there was a knock at the door. 
He doesn’t remember that. 
“Loki?” A voice he can’t seem to recall is heard through the other side of his bedroom door. “Open the door, please,” His younger self reached for the door knob, opening the door to reveal someone Loki knows isn’t supposed to be real. “Oh, Loki,” You said upon seeing him crying. 
“You don’t have to comfort me, Y/N,” His younger self whispered. You cupped his face with your right hand and fixed his disheveled hair with your left. You touched him with such ease, and he did not look uncomfortable with your proximity to him. He looks relaxed and safe. 
“I am your best friend!” You smiled, using the sleeve of your tradition green Asgardian attire to wipe the tears from his face. “It is my purpose to comfort you,” You told him. “Especially when Odin is acting like a drunk fool,” 
“Thor wasn’t any better,” Younger Loki sniffled. He can’t remember exactly what his father and brother did to ruin his birthday, but —
“And he’ll get a proper smacking in the training yard tomorrow,” You promised him. “Don’t let them get to you,” You said sincerely. 
“I’ll never be good enough,” He whispered. “They’ll always look down on me...no matter what I do, I’ll never be good enough,” His voice broke, more tears falling from his eyes. Your empathetic eyes show that you felt his pain — that his pain broke your heart. 
“So don’t be,” You told him. “Be the mischievous, cunning trickster that I love,” 
“You love me?” His younger self questioned in a whisper. 
And then five TVA agents walk through a portal into Loki’s bedroom. “There is our variant,” A woman points at you. Confused and terrified would describe the look in your eyes. Three agents began walking toward the couple. 
“Who do you think you are?” Younger Loki asked. 
“On the authority the Timekeepers, I hereby arrest you for crimes against the Sacred Timeline,” The woman announces. 
 Younger Loki extended his arms out and had daggers materialize in his hands. You held out your left arm and a sword appeared in your hand. His younger self threw a dagger at one of their heads and began duplicating himself. 
As the copies of young Loki fill the bedroom and fight the TVA agents, preventing them from taking you away from him, you charged at the agents. The sword in your hand shine bright, and you cut through a man without effort. 
“Prune the variant!” The woman ordered. “Then reset everything,” The portal reopened, and the woman watched as the TVA agents focused their attention to you, their batons charged to eliminate you. 
“No!” His younger self cried out desperately, running toward you, shooting energy blasts frantically. He hopelessly tried to save you. 
But it wasn’t enough, because he isn’t enough. 
The video fades as you’re pruned, completely erased from the timeline when the TVA resets everything. 
“Y/N was real?” Loki asks, his head lowered, looking away from Mobius as tears threatened to spill from his eyes. For so long, you had been a figment of his imagination, a friend he conjured up because he was so alone. 
“They were,” Mobius nods. “But, don’t you see it? You weren’t born to be king, Loki. You weren’t born to have a great love story,” Someone had loved him. All those faded memories he had of you were real. “You were born to cause pain and suffering and death,” Mobius is so certain of Loki’s destiny. 
“That’s how it is, that’s how it was, that’s how it will be,” Loki shakes his head at Mobius’s words. 
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mimisempai · 2 years
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From the morning to the evening and in between
Summary
From morning to night, their life is full of gestures of love...
Notes:
For the amazing @rins-love-wins The one who manage to put at least one smile everyday on my lips !
Happy Birthday Croki Girl !
On Ao3
Rating G - 559 words
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I love you from the morning...
Mobius struggled to open his eyes.
He, who is usually quick to get up, had no desire to rise this morning. He didn't want to get out of the comfortable cocoon that was the comforter and the warmth of Loki's body against him.
But he had to work, he couldn't allow himself to drop his responsibilities. 
He started to turn to get up but Loki's hand wrapped around his waist as he whispered into his neck, "Stay..." before spreading a shower of feathery kisses on Mobius' bare shoulders.
Mobius tried to protest half-heartedly, "I can't." 
He felt Loki's smile against his skin and a shiver ran through his spine as Loki ran his fingers down his arm.
Mobius breathed, "Loki..."
Loki whispered in his ear, "Shhh... forget about work for a while." He kissed him behind the ear and continued, "I'll help you catch up, I promise."
Mobius turned in Loki's arms and surrendered as he whispered, "Okay."
He raised his hand and ran it over Loki's jaw and then over his cheek, and Loki closed his eyes as Mobius continued to caress his face.
Loki pressed a kiss to his forehead and pulled him close.
Mobius nuzzled against Loki and whispered, "Just a little longer..." before lifting his head in invitation for Loki to kiss him.
Loki quickly responded to the silent request and pressed his lips to Mobius' in a deep, lingering kiss.
The office, the pending files, the work, the world around them faded for a while for Mobius. 
There was only the two of them, their love and all the time in the world.
... until the evening
Mobius hummed as he brushed Loki's curls. Low notes with no particular melody that he sang with his warm voice as he gently ran the brush through his lover's hair.
Loki almost looked like he was asleep, sitting between Mobius' legs as they prepared for the night in their evening routine.  His eyes were closed and he was completely relaxed.  Ever since Mobius had discovered that Loki liked him to touch his hair, it had become a custom every night. After their shower, Mobius would take the hairbrush and detangle Loki's hair, sometimes in silence, sometimes sharing what they had done during the day. 
Mobius loved these moments of intimacy that showed him how much Loki trusted him.
Loki's eyes opened, he turned his head and smiled at him, soft and handsome, and Mobius couldn't resist leaning in and kissing him gently before resuming his task.
He liked to gently run the brush through the brown strands, the rhythm allowed him to relax as he concentrated on not putting too much force into it so as not to hurt Loki, just enough for both of them to get pleasure from it.
When he finished, he leaned over to kiss the top of Loki's head to indicate that he was done and Loki turned to kiss him lightly on the mouth before sliding down beside him, resting his head on his chest. He whispered, "Thank you, love."
Mobius hummed, "My pleasure, sweetheart." 
His arm wrapped around the god's shoulders to hold him close, and they slid under the covers together.
Their sweet evening routine was like a lullaby and it didn't take long for them to fall asleep peacefully in each other's arms.
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monicashipslokius · 3 years
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Soulmates Actually Pt 5 (of 6)
(Read Part 1/Part 2/Part 3/Part 4)
Loki drags their hands up Mobius’s front, palms flat against his chest, pressing wrinkles into his white shirt. At Mobius’s shoulders, Loki slides their fingers under Mobius’s suit jacket and eases down Mobius’s arms. Mobius straightens his elbows, and the jacket falls unceremoniously to the floor, a dark mark on the beige carpeting. The green tie quickly follows.
Mobius watches Loki with a hooded, passion-filled gaze as their deft fingers open the buttons of his shirt, one after the next, before it too falls down to the floor.
When Loki’s hands finally touch bare skin, they are desperate for it. They follow the path made when Mobius was clothed, up his chest, over his shoulders.
“Loki,” Mobius says, voice caught somewhere between a whisper and a moan.
Loki wraps their arms around Mobius’s waist and pulls him closer. Loki is wearing their silk sleep-shirt, but the fabric is so thin they can still feel the heat of Mobius’s skin against their own.
Loki drops a kiss to Mobius’s bare shoulder, a line across his clavicle, and then up the side of his neck. Mobius tilts his head away, giving Loki more access.
Mobius’s fingers dance up the length of Loki’s arms. He clutches Loki’s shoulders a moment, bunching the nightshirt as Loki bites gently at the soft spot behind Mobius’s ear.
“I want to do this right,” Mobius says. “It’s right for me, but is it right for you?”
Loki hums, trailing a path of kisses to Mobius’s lips before claiming them. Loki pulls away too soon, and smiles when Mobius leans forward, following them. “You are doing perfectly.”
Another kiss. Two. “Not too fast?”
Loki pulls away again, only so far as to look Mobius in the eye so he will know the depth of their feeling as they say, “If I do not have you this moment, I will burst.”
Mobius laughs, and Loki’s heart swells with new, unknown feeling - pride, happiness, unconditional affection. Mobius has won startled laughs from Loki many times but never the other way around. Mobius’s eyes sparkle with delight, with interest and joy and some pride of his own.
Loki wonders if this is what love feels like.
“Not too fast then.” Mobius’s smile lingers.
“No.”
“Good,” Mobius says, and gives Loki a shove.
Loki, caught unawares, falls back onto the bed. “Mobius!” Immediate they are on their elbows, watching Mobius step closer, up to the bed, in the open space between Loki’s legs.
Heart racing at the potential, blissful implications, Loki attempts to keep cool and lifts one lone brow. “My soulmate is feeling bold, I see.”
As Mobius’s hands reach for the waistband of Loki’s sleep-pants, Loki gathers all of their willpower not to whimper out, please. Despite their efforts, it still erupts from their throat, a cut off, strangled sound of desperation that makes Mobius’s smile grow into a shark-like grin.
“Your soulmate,” he says, dropping to his knees, “intends to worship their mischievous god.”
Loki has been in many sexy situations across the centuries, but never in their very long life have they ever felt this much longing, this much lust -
No, more than lust. Desire coupled with affection, wrapped up in...
“Mobius.”
At the first whispered touch, Loki’s thoughts frizzle out, and they do not return for a long, long time.
*
The apartment’s dark, lit only from the dim starlight peeking through the sheer curtains and the flashing clock on the microwave that neither of them set properly.
Loki’s cheek is pressed to Mobius’s bare chest, their ear over Mobius’s heart, listening to the strong, steady rhythm. Mobius’s breath is slow and deep; he fell asleep hours ago. But Loki, even with their body pleasantly exhausted and their desire temporarily sated, lies awake.
They count Mobius’s heartbeats, but hold their breath for the space between them. Humans are fragile things with such short lifespans. Fifty seems so young, but for Mobius, that is already over half his life.
“I think I should retire,” Mobius said earlier, over dinner. “I’ve worked since I was sixteen. Saved and saved. I’ve got enough investments to see us through for a good long while.”
“You love your work,” Loki said, half-hoping they hid the hope in their voice successfully enough to appear supportive.
Mobius laughed, happy and fond, which perhaps was a reveal all its own. “If I dropped dead right now, they would replace me tomorrow.” He stabbed his fork through a green bean, but he might as well stabbed Loki through the heart. His gaze on the food, he didn’t appear to notice. “It’s not personal. It’s a good company. They’ve treated me well over the years. But... that’s just how jobs work. I don’t know. I have more to live for now than just that. And we can afford it.” He laughed again, softer and sadder. “I want to at least have a few years where I can keep up with you.”
“I won’t leave you behind,” Loki said, and they could hear their own desperation.
Mobius finally looked up at Loki, and even though he smiled, he could not hide the gentle heartache in his eyes. “I’m no spring chicken, Loki. Eventually -”
“Do not finish that thought, Mobius M. Mobius.”
“I’m just saying that -”
“I know what you are ‘just saying’ and I will not hear it. I will not leave you behind, and that is the end of the discussion.”
Mobius’s brows lifted high, and Loki expected further argument. But per usual, Mobius subverted all expectations and laughed again, as happy and fond as before.
“If anyone can figure out a way to cheat death, it’s you,” he said then.
He snores a little now. His arms clutch Loki closer, even in sleep. And Loki renews their vow, quiet in the dark.
“Nothing will take you from me.”
*
Mobius puts in his two week notice the next day.
The photo of his office building that he kept on the dresser gets replaced with one of he and Loki together - much of the wall space in their apartment does too. Their smiling faces greet them at every turn.
Perhaps it’s narcissistic, Loki wonders, to have that many pictures of them in their own home, but Loki is so unaccustomed to their own happiness, it is like looking at a stranger.
When they tell Mobius, Mobius smiles and kisses them. He doesn’t reply with words, but he does get that far away look in his eye, the one that appears when his joints are too stiff in the morning, or when he wakes up from having fallen asleep on the recliner without having meant to, or when he looks in the mirror at his gray hair and promises Loki, “I used to be blond.”
And though he never says, I want you to have something to remember me by, Loki can hear the words as loudly as if he shouted them.
Mobius taps his finger on the top of the dresser, near the framed photo of his parents. “You know, I only have this one picture of them. Forty years with them in my life, of phone calls and Christmas cards, too few visits. All of it down to one picture and a bunch of fuzzy memories.”
Loki stands beside him, glancing briefly at the photo before staring at Mobius, at the far away look, and the rare-sadness tilting down his mouth. Yet before they can think of something that would bring some measure of comfort, Mobius turns to Loki and says, “Let’s go on vacation.”
Surprise replaces worry, and Loki glances at the smiling photo of Mobius on his jetski. “A lovely idea,” Loki says, and offers a small grin. “I believe I was promised a trip to the ocean as recompense for surrendering dominion over this realm.”
Mobius wide smile returns, and Loki’s grows in victory.
“A man should keep his promises,” Mobius says, and they start making plans.
*
Two weeks pass, and Mobius's last day at work comes and goes.
“You’ll be sick of me in a week,” Mobius says the first day off, but after a week, and then two after that, Loki cannot get enough of their time together.
During the day, he and Loki talk and go for walks and watch the soap operas Loki pretends to only like ironically but secretly loves.
“Is that Georgina or Regina?” Mobius asks.
Loki, an expert after weeks of indulgence, can easily identify one twin from another. “That’s Georgina. Regina has the beauty mark above her lip.”
During the night (and sometimes during the day too), they lose themselves in each other. Without draining himself at work all day, Mobius has more energy to properly worship his mischievous god, and though Loki will never admit it aloud, they do some worshiping too, of their foolhardy mortal.
Their precious, fragile human.
The longer they are together, the more perfectly matched they seem. And Loki, who has never been in love before, begins to allow himself a moment of soft wonder.
Loki remembers their first touch, the spliced visions of their future, and the way Mobius said, I love you. Again and again, a thousand times in one moment. Loki begins to wish for that... to crave it.
Sometimes they wonder what Mobius saw during the vision. Did Loki say it to him?
They have no idea how to ask without giving themself away.
*
The night before their trip to California, Mobius and Loki pack clothes into a pair of suitcases. At first they had attempted to share a single suitcase, but quickly deemed that an unwise decision.
“I don’t understand why you need so many clothes,” Mobius said, as his ‘half’ of the suitcase shrank down a considerable margin. “Can’t you just magic your outfit whenever you want?”
“You always wear that same drab suit, despite all the others we procured for you, despite no longer being required to wear it for work,” Loki replied. “Surely that portion of the suitcase is enough for one suit.”
Mobius looked down at the brown suit he currently wore, and though his smile remained, a small line formed between his brow. Loki knew instantly they had pushed too far.
So they cleared their throat and said, “Or perhaps I am doing my best to ensure you spend most of the trip naked.”
Mobius laughed and his brow smoothed out. “Alright, alright. I’ll get another suitcase,” he said, without further prompting.
Now, Mobius carefully folds yet another white shirt as he lowers it down onto the perfectly aligned pile of five exact copies. “I’ve been thinking.”
“A dangerous prospect,” Loki says, tossing a few shirts into their own suitcase. “One that usually ends in anxiety for me.” They say it as a joke. They do not expect Mobius’s quiet in return.
Worried there might still be lingering hurt from the suit remark, Loki shifts all attention to Mobius, and finds him a tangle of tension and uncertainty.
“Mobius?”
“Maybe it’s not a good idea.” He unfolds and refolds the same shirt. Twice. “Forget I said anything.”
Loki reaches out, takes the shirt from Mobius hands, and lowers it. Then they take Mobius’s hands and turn him toward them. When Mobius’s gaze drifts off toward the kitchen, Loki laces their fingers together and squeezes his hands gently.
“Good or not, I should hear your idea,” Loki says. “I enjoy knowing all of your thoughts.”
Mobius shifts his glance briefly to the photo of his parents on the dresser. “Even if it’s something that might cause you anxiety?”
Loki traces their thumb over Mobius’s. “I believe not knowing would be substantially worse.”
Finally, Mobius looks at them. “Yeah, okay.” He presses his lips hard together as he studies Loki’s face.
The longer the silence lasts, the more worry coils around Loki’s chest until they  feels as if they might explode just from anticipation of -
“I think we should invite your family to our vacation.”
Loki blinks. Waits for the punchline.
For surely Mobius is jesting.
Instead, Mobius winces. “Now that’s a look.”
“You... aren’t jesting.” Loki tries to imagine Odin standing on a sandy Californian beach, but the image is so outrageous, their mind cannot conjure it.
“Look, I know it’s a bad idea. And we can go ahead and never talk about it after this, but...” He glances again at the photo of his parents, and the heartbroken look returns to his eyes. “Too few visits.”
Only one picture.
There are no pictures of Loki’s family. Mobius offered to print a fuzzy photo of Thor from the internet but Loki refused.
“I’m not saying we invite your dad, I know that’s...” Mobius gives Loki’s hands a gentle, supportive squeeze. “But what about Thor? I promised him a jetski ride.” A pause, then softer, “What about your mom?”
Loki can imagine Thor acting a buffoon on a sandy beach - building a sand-Asgard (or attempting to - Loki’s would be infinitely better), racing Mobius on jetskis, swimming out too far and having to use Mjolnir to fly back to safety.
Oddly, Loki can also imagine Frigga, perched on a lounge chair under an umbrella, flipping through pages of a book. She would be the judge of their theoretical sand-Asgard competition and would undoubtedly deem them equal, regardless of actual merit.
“There’s that smile,” Mobius says, drawing Loki back to the now, away from the beach and to their small apartment in Dubuque. “Maybe not such a bad idea after all?”
Hope burns hot in Loki’s chest, even as they say, “They’d never agree, even if we could find a way to invite them.”
“I don’t believe that,” Mobius says, and his confidence further brightens Loki’s hope. He tilts his head. “It’s okay if you don’t want to. I’d never complain about having you all to myself.” He surely aims for a smile, and he gets one. “But... would it be okay if we tried?”
They’ll say no, Loki knows. They’ll never show. But blind hope has them nod their head, just once.
“Great.” Mobius lifts one of Loki’s hands and kisses the back of it. Then he releases them both and steps into the middle of the apartment.
“What are you doing?” Loki asks.
Mobius winks, then lifts his gaze to the ceiling. “Um, hi?” He furrows his brow and glances at Loki. “What was his name again? The guy who’s always watching? Helmdell?”
“Heimdall,” Loki says, “But I’m not sure he’ll appreciate playing messenger for such a silly request.”
“Come on,” Mobius says. “Guy is probably up there all day dealing with huge crises. He might appreciate something lighter for a change. Plus, if anything goes wrong, we can just blame the ignorant human.” He points his thumb to himself.
That this silly human man is so casually willing to bother a god with a party invitation has Loki want to hide their own face in embarrassment and also cover Mobius’s in kisses.
What an impossible fool.
“Mister Heimdall, sir?” Mobius says to the ceiling. “I’m sorry to bother you, I know you're busy. But if you could please let Loki’s mom and brother know that they are invited to come to our vacation in Malibu tomorrow? For a week? If they want to? I’d appreciate it. Uh, thank you.” He lowers his head, frowns, and lifts it again. “You can come too.”
“Mobius,” Loki hisses.
“He can come,” Mobius tells them as he returns to their side. In a whisper, he says, “We can’t be rude.”
Only the most extreme level of willpower keeps Loki from rolling their eyes. “If you were worried about rudeness, you should have invited my... the All-Father.”
Mobius’s smile slips. “No.”
It’s such a sudden turnabout that Loki’s brain goes quiet a moment.
“I’m sorry, Loki. If you want him there, of course, we can invite him, but listening to you talk about him. Even right now, did you hear yourself? You called him ‘All-Father,’ not Dad or Pops or even Odin. So formal. And look at you.” He grabs Loki by the elbows and jostles them a bit, and Loki realizes how tense they’ve been. “Coiled up like a spring about to pop. If this is what just mentioning him does to you, I don’t want that guy anywhere near you.”
Loki loosens as Mobius trails his hands to their shoulders.
“He may be displeased at not being invited,” Loki says.
“We’ll deal with that rainbow bridge when we cross it.”
Mobius rubs Loki’s shoulders, and Loki closes their eyes, putty in his hands.
“You cause infinite trouble for me, soulmate,” Loki says.
Mobius chuckles. “Yeah, but you like trouble. Keeps things interesting.” Mobius’s fingers dig into tight muscle, and Loki lets out a soft, relaxed sigh. “That’s why Regina’s your favorite.”
Loki’s eyes snap open. “She is not.”
“She’s the mischief-maker.”
“No, I assure you, she is far from my favorite. Her plans are so poorly executed that even Claudio, besotted as he constantly is over Georgina, catches wise of her almost instantly. She insults the name of mischief.”
“Maybe. But they wouldn’t have a show without her. She’s the only one who does anything.”
“No, you simply have not watched enough episodes...” Loki stops themself short and stands suddenly taller. “I know what you're doing.”
“Oh?”
“You are attempting to distract me.”
Mobius hums, and his little smile turns 100% smug. “It worked too, didn’t it?”
It did, and Loki is both infuriated and endeared at once. “How do you do this to me?”
Mobius shrugs. “You’re pretty easy to rile up.”
“That’s not what I mean, I -” They stop themself again, realizing they were about to admit to... feelings. Dangerous feelings. They swallow down the words they want to say, and say instead, “You infuriate me, Mobius.”
“Yeah,” Mobius says, “But you like that too.”
Loki does. All powers in the cosmos help them, they absolutely do.
They are as besotted with Mobius as Claudio is with Georgina. No, more so.
Mobius is so earnest and good and kind, and cares so much about Loki and Loki’s happiness, that even though Loki is annoyed, they still lean forward and kiss Mobius quick on the mouth.
Mobius closes his eyes for the kiss, then takes his time opening them again. He looks at Loki like they’re the brightest star in the sky, and Loki, chest swollen with an unfamiliar emotion that washes away all annoyance, even the faked kind, pulls Mobius into their arms and kisses him again, more properly.
Overwhelmed with warmth, Loki swoops Mobius up into their arms, mouth pressed against Mobius’s laugh, and carries him to the bed.
In the end, both suitcases end up on the floor, overturned, contents spread out all over, Mobius’s many shirts no longer perfectly folded. The one he was wearing will need some serious mending, buttons all ripped off. The pants are too torn to be salvageable.
Mobius holds Loki close and places soft kiss after soft kiss along their hairline. The space between one and the next lengthens until eventually they stop altogether.
With Mobius’s breath slow and steady in sleep, Loki leans to Mobius’s ear and whispers, “I think that I... I love you.”
*
“They aren’t going to come,” Loki says in the taxi cab to the airport.
“They surely have other matters to attend to,” Loki says at 30,000 feet.
“I cannot imagine them meeting us,” Loki says on the Californian tarmac,  even as they do imagine it - the four of them with multi-color drinks topped with sliced fruit, curly straws, and tiny umbrellas.
Mobius has not released their hand the entire voyage. “You never know. Stranger things have happened.”
“Stranger than two gods vacationing with their delinquent adopted relative?”
“Sure,” Mobius says with a shrug. “You hear the one about the gorgeous god who found their soulmate in a folksy dope of a human?”
A small measure of Loki’s anxiety melts away. “You are referring to when the realm’s bravest human opened their heart to a broken god?”
“Not broken,” Mobius says, suddenly serious. “Never broken.”
“Mobius,” Loki starts, but in a flash, Mobius easy smile returns.
“Come on. Let’s hit the beach.”
Loki bounces their leg the entire taxi drive to their beach-front hotel. Their suite is large, upgraded last minute at surely no small expense, to a set of three rooms, just in case Thor and Frigga decided to arrive. They change into swim trunks and descend the staircase off their balcony down to the sand. The hotel arranged a series of lounge chairs and umbrellas that Loki is eager to claim, but Mobius pulls them down to the water first.
“We’ve been in Iowa too long. We have to at least touch the ocean.”
Loki accommodates him enough to step into the water, ankle-deep. Mobius splashes in all the way. He dips below the surface, then reappears, drawing closer, soaking wet.
“Do not even think of -” Loki says, knowing what’s coming. Mobius allots them plenty of time to move if they wish, but they do not. Though they do groan in dismay as Mobius wraps them in a damp hug.
“Kiss me,” Mobius says, bright as the sunshine and laughing. “I taste like the ocean.”
Loki does not bother to stop their rolling eyes, even as they indulge him with a kiss. Hm, he does taste a bit salty. But it’s still Mobius underneath.
“Perhaps you are part fish,” Loki offers, teasing.
Mobius’s eyes light up. “Do you think mermaids are real? Mermen?”
Loki, watching Mobius’s youthful glee, has no desire to quash his joy, even slightly. “Perhaps?”
“Oh, man. How great would that be?” Mobius says and releasing Loki, flops back into the water.
Loki can’t help their smile. And they don’t want to either. Mobius makes them feel young again too, full of hope and possibilities. Like they could accomplish anything.
Like defying death.
Their smile slips, but they struggle to hold onto it, not wanting to ruin Mobius’s fun.
But even this trip carries the weight of Mobius’s unsaid wish, I want you to have something to remember me by.
“We will remember together,” Loki says under his breath, as Mobius jumps into a wave.
Then, like a boom of thunder across the beach, roars a voice, “Brother!”
Loki turns to see Thor in bright-colored shorts and a too-small white tank top walking toward him. Large sunglasses hide his eyes, and a swipe of white sunscreen streaks his nose, but his wide smile leaves no argument to his expression. And beside him...
Frigga wears a long, floral sundress and a wide-brimmed hat. Where Thor barrels forward, oaf-like, she moves like the water itself, each step on the sand fluid and careful.
Reality flashes through Loki, stealing his breath. When last she saw them, they were... not...
They have no idea what their relationship could be now.
This was a mistake.
Loki has to run.
They look at the water, but Mobius is too far out.
For Loki to run, they would have to leave Mobius.
Indecision roots them. To stay or to go.
But no, Frigga would not wear a sundress if she had meant only to renounce them. She would not dress as though she intends to stay.
And Mobius...
Loki steels their resolve. How tightly had Mobius held Loki after they fought about his job and he thought Loki gone forever? How many whispered promises had he made since then, of their staying together?
No. Mobius would not leave them. 
Loki will not abandon him either.
Thor reaches them first. “Good to see you again, Loki. Heimdall sends his regards, and his regrets. He could not get away.”
“Oh... uh, of course.”
“Where’s... oh!” Thor looks out at the water. “Mobius! My brother! Stay there, I will join you!” Then he trudges into the water, each step a large splash.
In his place, stands Frigga. Loki stands tall, bracing themself for perhaps-deserved condemnation.
But then their mother lifts a hand and places it softly to their cheek.
“My beautiful child,” she says, and it is enough. It is everything.
Loki falls into open arms, feeling much like a youth again, safe and protected in their mother’s embrace.
“Thank you for inviting us,” she says as she cards her fingers through their hair. “It was a most pleasant and unexpected surprise.”
“It was Mobius’s idea,” Loki admits.
“Your soulmate knows your heart well,” she says, kindness warm in her voice. “It brings this mother peace to see her child so happy. Especially after such a long period of distress.”
Loki closes their eyes and bites back their bubbling emotion. To have their pain acknowledge is almost too much. As to, is having the reaffirmation that they are her child, even now, even after everything.
Loki realizes too late that they are still wet from Mobius’s hug, and pulls away sharply. But Frigga keeps her arms on their shoulders, her smile ever-soft, ever-patient. She holds no harm for them, only kindness. Only joy.
Mobius approaches slowly, kicking gently through the water, creating only minimal disturbance to the water’s surface.
He looks first to Loki, as if studying their face. Loki knows he is searching for distress, that Mobius will rise to their defense with nary a moment’s notice. But he mustn’t see that, because a smile breaks wide on his face as he turns it toward Frigga.
He holds out his hand, dripping wet with saltwater. Frigga glances at his hand, then ignores it and pulls him into a hug, too.
“Thank you,” she says, voice nearly lost among the shift of the waves and the loud beating of Loki’s own heart.
“You don’t have to thank me.” Mobius’s voice is much stronger. “You’re always welcome to... oh.”
She says something else, something Loki cannot hear, something that makes Mobius’s smile soften and his eyes search out Loki’s over her shoulder.
“You don’t have to thank me for that, either,” Mobius says. “Loving them is the easiest thing I’ve ever done.”
Loki’s whole world goes very still.
The sun shines. The waves continue to pound the sand. Somewhere, Thor calls out for them to join him. Mobius looks away from them, back to Frigga.
Loki just stands there, a single word, echoing loud in their head.
Mobius’s voice. Mobius’s word.
Love.
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wolvesandpetals · 3 years
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Loki x Sylvie Post-Finale Fanfiction (Angst, Rated Teen) Part 2 of 2
Part 1 is here:
She never knew it would hurt this much when the person she loves is right in front of her, but she can't reach out and touch him; when she is still her, he is still him, but everything else has changed, like an invisible lever in an old theatre changing the scenery in the background, bringing them both to the part of the play where they are hopelessly lost.
[[MORE]]
All it took was one single moment, one single decision, and everything feels irrevocably broken now. It makes her contemplate on the true nature of relationships, how fragile they are, and how easy it is to shatter them- and her.
The smoke is slowly clearing, and all that seems to be left is a man who is doing his best to keep his distance from her, physically and emotionally.
She can tell from the way he stands with his arms crossed, or his fists clenced when his hands are by his side, that he really doesn't want to hold her hand. How can something so simple as the touch of his fingers be so vital to her existence that it feels like something has been ripped out from inside her?
She wants to reach out and touch him, but she is scared that if he pulls away outright, any hope of reconciliation that she still has left will shatter into pieces.
And she really needs this hope. It's the only thing she still has left. It's the only thing that keeps her going.
---
He looks like a man with a mission.
They spent quite a long time together, running from the TVA, running towards the citadel at the end of time, hoping to achieve their goal of bringing down the one behind the curtains.
But that was her mission, and he was there for her. She was the one behind the wheels, he was the one keeping the sails afloat.
Now it's different. Now he has a defined goal, a glorious purpose.
She's seeing him in a whole new light now, and not just because he has switched to Asgardian leather and metal armors.
As far as she is concerned, she is better off doing it all alone. One woman army, nobody to get in her way, nobody to screw up her plans. Nobody to blame her if it all goes to shit.
Or so it was, until two months ago, when Mobius decided to enlist her help in fixing the multiversal madness.
She has never really worked with people before, and it's weird, to say the least. She never considered herself a team player, but she is finding herself hating the idea less and less lately.
And she swears it has nothing to do with him. Not the fact that they are working together, and seeing his face first thing in the morning brings her a sense of calm that she quite can't explain. Or the fact that their rooms are next to each other and it makes her feel secure enough to finally get some rest at nights. Or that this whole arrangement has kept them on talking terms, when they had gone their own separate ways otherwise.
Nothing to do with that at all.
---
Humans are stupid, and the biggest evidence of this is how they decided that two extremely powerful Gods skilled at magic, enchantment, and defeating an evil extra dimensional cloud that swallows everything it touches, should be delegated to the role of research. "You're clever. You're good at reading people. You can put yourselves in the shoes of the bad guys, no offense", they said, but really, what they meant was, "We can't trust you out in the field much." She knows it, he knows it. She just doesn't know why he's complying.
That's how they find themselves researching every single day.
She likes to think he's not the only reason why she's studying in the library instead of in the comfort of her room, but that'd be a lie.
At first, he chooses to sit at a separate table. But she keeps going over to his to "get his opinion" on something in the file she's reading, and finally, he gives in. Their current arrangement consists of him sitting in the chair in front of her, to the left, prim and proper, while she hoists her feet up on the table.
He falls asleep on the desk one night, face smacked against a file, the tiniest bit of drool forming at the corner of his mouth. It would be a hilarious sight, if her heart wasn't feeling what she can only describe as longing.
They should probably talk about it, like mature adults, but neither of them know how to do that.
All she can do right now is gather the courage to run her fingers through his hair. The touch is hesitant at first, as if one wrong move would make him wake up and push her back to square one. Slowly, she relaxes, letting her fingers dance on his scalp.
He stirs in his sleep. "Please Sif. I'm sorry. Don't cut off my glorious locks, please."
Now this is a story she must hear when things are better.
If things are better.
---
Doctor Strange joins them very briefly, very rarely, but the tension between him and Loki is hard to miss. It's worse than the current situation with her, and that's saying something.
"You don't really like Stephen, do you?"
Something inside him seems to shift, but he masks it behind a non-chalant look immediately and just arches an eyebrow at her. "He's Stephen now, is he?"
"Well, that is his name." She shrugs. "What do you call him?"
"Strange", he spits the word out with an amount of irritation that indicates there definitely is a story there. "That is his name", he mimics.
She can't help the smirk that spreads across her lips. "What did he do to you?"
"Nothing", he lies, ignoring the horrifying flashbacks of thirty minutes of endless falling. Not a single soul must ever know a mere human got the best of him. "What can he do to me? I'm a God among those mortals. He just irks me because he is so pompous, and arrogant, and he ceaselessly uses magic to toy with others."
She pretends to think deeply. "Now where have I seen that before?"
He scoffs. "You mock me, but I am nothing like him. For one, I am not rude."
"He seems fine to me", she declares decisively.
It's the first time in months that he gives her a cheeky grin. "That's because you're rude too."
---
They are still just containing the threats to their world, instead of finding a way to fortify the barriers between worlds and stop the threats from coming.
"Shouldn't we have a plan to seal off the other worlds from ours?" She asks him one day.
"They are working on it." He tells her, and then with a look of worry, adds, "I hope."
There are debates on what to do at the Avengers tower and at the TVA. Nobody seems to agree on what the best course of action is, but everyone seems to be following the general instructions of Doctor Strange.
During one such meeting, a Minuteman makes the mistake of voicing out loud how she wondered if things would be better if they were running according to their old boss's plans.
Sylvie feels the guilt wash over her once more.
"No", Loki tells them all firmly. The determination in his voice takes her completely by surprise. "Evil is evil. Lesser, greater, middling, makes no difference. The degree is arbitrary. The definition’s blurred." She catches him steal a glance at her direction. "We couldn't have left a dictator in charge just because it's convenient. Listen, I'm the bad guy. I've done horrible, unspeakable things. I thought humans needed to be ruled. I wanted to rule. But even I know that it's not right to take away a person's life completely. These are innocent people. You are innocent people. You have families back home, parents, children", a pause and a softening of his features, "-love. A whole past, a whole future. That man had no right to take it away from you."
His powers of persuasion are foreign to her, and it's mesmerizing to watch. Her enchantments cannot hold a candle to how he is able to just talk people into doing what he wants, thinking what he thinks, seeing what he sees.
"He who remains had a plan. One, singular plan, from one, singular man." There is absolute conviction in his voice. "It's not the only way. We'll find another way. A better way."
She has never known what it is like to have someone see you for who you are- broken and flawed, and defend you- even your well-intentioned actions that yielded different results than what you expected and hurt them in the process. She suspects it has been the same for him, a lifetime of not having anyone have his back.
The warm feeling inside her is brand new. What is the name of this? Comfort? Relief?
Happiness?
---
This will be their first time out in the field in a long time, and she feels a little sick to the stomach.
He notices. "Are you alright?"
The concern in his voice tugs at her heartstrings. She nods. She has faced way worse, she shouldn't be so nervous about this, but she is. "I've never done this before."
"We can always just kill him and blame it on the Chitauris", he suggests with a serious face.
"I heard that", Peter yells from the other room, where he is doing whatever it is that teenagers do to prepare for battle.
She shakes her head in disbelief. "I can't believe we're babysitting."
"I've done this before", he assures her, and it surprises her to picture him being entrusted with such a serious task. "The trick is to conjure up illusions that keep them distracted enough to not cry."
She laughs. "You're thinking of infants. This one is a little older."
"I'm over a thousand years old, Sylvie. They're all infants to me."
Peter joins them, mask covering his face so that he doesn't reveal his identity. "So what do I call you? Loki and Loki? That's confusing. How about Loki and Lady Loki? Or is that offensive? I'm not suggesting women are inferior, because they're absolutely not..."
"Does he come with an off switch?" She whispers in horror as Peter rambles on.
Loki grins. With one wave of his hand and a flash of green, Peter's own webbing shoots out and seals his mouth shut.
---
Things are fine but not fine at the same time. He's right there beside her, but not there at all. They have their banters, they have their stolen glances, but they haven't had a meaningful conversation since that first day when she got back. She's been putting it off for a long time, but she knows they really do need to have the talk.
She corners him in his room one evening while he's tinkering with a temporal collar. She takes a seat in the chair next to his bed and rests her hand on the table, leaning her head against her palm, before switching position and crossing her arms and legs. Everything about her posture screams uneasiness. If he notices- he probably does- he doesn't say anything.
"You defended me that day."
He briefly looks up from the task at hand and gives her a soft smile. "Of course."
She blinks. "I don't understand." Her hands involuntary rise up to rub her temples. "If you can justify my actions to them, then how can you still be mad at me?"
"I'm not mad at you", he says without missing a beat.
"Rubbish", her words come out angrier than she intended. This frustration is the result of the months of status quo they have had. She has to know now, one way or the other. "You're distant. You're guarded", she accuses. Then her voice breaks, as she feels a part of her break all over again with her next words. "You don't hold my hand. Why? Tell me."
He abandons the collar and focuses his full attention on her. Staring straight into her eyes, he answers her. "You know why."
"I wouldn't be asking if I did. Look, if it's because I chose the mission over you-"
"-Of course it's not that." He says decisively. Then a sad smile clouds his face. It's the same look he had when she accused him of conning her to gain the throne. "Do you think I'm the type of man who would want a woman to abandon her life-long ambitions just because she has met someone?"
She knows he isn't. But it still doesn't answer why he is so cross with her. "What is it then?"
He pauses for a moment, trying to decide whether he wants to bare his soul out to her once more or not. There are two ways he can go from here- choose to not let her in again and save himself from the hurt, or trust her again and open himself up to potential pain.
Who is he kidding? Pushing her away- keeping her away- doesn't hurt any less.
There were a thousand things that had to go wrong to bring two Lokis from two universes together. A connection like that, it doesn't just happen.
And it doesn't just go away. The pain is constant, it's a part of him, pounding like a second heart every second he has to stop himself from reaching out for her hand.
This has to come to an end.
He takes in a deep breath, bracing himself. "You didn't have to send me away, Sylvie. I wanted to stop you from making the same mistakes I did. But in the end, I didn't care what you chose. I just wanted us to do it together."
She never even imagined this could be the reason for his hurt. All these months spent thinking he hates her for her choices, and now it turns out he is hurt simply because she chose to do it alone? "I'm sorry." She says sincerely. "I just wanted you to be safe."
"And I just wanted to be there with you till the end." He confesses. His eyes shimmer with the emotions he has kept bottled in for so long. "You go, I go."
She doesn't know what to say to that. She has never been good at articulating her feelings. Tears stream down her cheeks at the realisation that even after everything, he is still there for her.
She didn't cry even back at Lamentis when they thought they were going to die. She doesn't let anyone see her cry when she is sad or scared. That's all she has known her whole life. She's used to it by now.
This is new. These are tears of relief. Comfort.
Happiness.
Tentatively, she crosses over to the bed and sits by his side.
It's quiet for a few minutes. But unlike the months of tension so thick she could cut it into splices with her daggers, this is comfortable silence. The kind they had before it all went wrong.
"Did you even miss me?" He whispers.
"What kind of silly question is that? Of course I did." Her shaking hands grab his, and oh how she missed this.
He intertwines their fingers. His eyes draw closed. Bliss. That's the only word for this feeling.
He opens his eyes again and studies her. She's staring back at him, teary-eyed, but with a hopeful smile. "Really? Because you have a really unique way of showing it. You didn't even come looking for me."
"I didn't know how to face you", she tells him honestly. No tricks, no enchantment, no treachery. Not with him. "I didn't know if you even wanted to see me." Her voice grows quieter, dropping to a timbre that perfectly encapsulates her deepest fear. "I thought you hated me."
"Hate you?" He is shocked that she thinks that is even possible, specially after seeing him these last few months. "Sylvie, I'm working with the Avengers. The Avengers. Do you know how much I hate them? They are my nemesis. They're self-righteous, condescending, and so completely dull. Every second with them makes me want to rip their hearts out. Why do you think I'm here with them?"
She thinks she knows. But she needs to hear it anyway.
"It's because of you." He lays it all out on the table. All cards on deck, win or lose. "You've been running away. I have been the one who has been here, trying to hold down the fort, working to fix everything. Because that is what one does when one loves-"
Shit. The word slips out before he realises it.
Their eyes go wide in unison.
"Sylvie, I-"
"-Don't you dare take it back now." She warns him. "I-" She doesn't know how to say it either. They make such a great pair, both equally daft at saying how they feel, like they are teenagers, not Gods who have lived for centuries. "I've been running because I didn't think I could bear the burden of knowing I found you and then I lost you. I don't want to lose you. Not now, not ever."
He kisses the back of her hand, before letting it go. He cups her face, gently caressing her cheeks with his thumbs. "I don't want to lose you either."
She leans in closer, until their foreheads touch. She can feel his breath on her face, warm and soft. That is exactly how she feels inside. "You won't", she promises. "You go, I go."
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(Quote on Lesser Evil from The Witcher. Thanks for reading!!)
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In episode 2, I don't think Loki was actually asleep there. If you look closely you can see him blinking a bit. That's not REM because REM only occurs during deep sleep and he "woke up" within a second of Mobius tapping his arm. That wasn't him lowering his guard, that was him tricking Mobius into lowering his guard. You instinctively lower your guard around someone who is not only asleep but also apparently feels comfortable enough around you to fall asleep near you (because Loki "fell asleep" in Mobius' presence, he wasn't already asleep.) Loki was counting on that. He knows exactly what he's doing.
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fallinwitstyle · 3 years
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In Your Arms
characters/pairings: Loki / Mobius
rating: general
word count: 4821
summary: Loki and Mobius find one another again in the apolycptic New York and while on the run, share a moment.
Notes: I am such shipper trash and in no way do I think this will happen, ever, but I needed to write some fluff for these two. Hope you enjoy.
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They had been running for who knows how long. 
Loki didn't tire as fast as mortals and truly he could have kept running, his determination to escape this hellscape fierce but he was accompanied by a human.
A human man who, by all means, had done very well for himself in keeping up with Loki for as long as he could.
But eventually Mobius was starting to run on empty, his pace slowed and his breathing was far too heavy. 
When Loki looked back at him, his cheeks were red from exertion, and sweat beaded on his forehead. 
He had long since shed his TVA jacket and tie, undid a few buttons of his shirt and rolled up his sleeves.. 
"Loki," he gasped for air and Loki, despite where they were and the situation they were in, still got a little thrill that Mobius was alive and was able to say his name. 
"Loki….hold..." Mobius breathed again and slowly came to a stop and leaned forward, resting his arms on his knees.
"Are you alright?" Loki stopped, briefly surveying their surroundings for any signs of danger but quickly turned his attention to his friend. 
He was consistently amazed by how much he actually cared for this man. He could count on one hand how many people he genuinely cared for and all of them, save for Mobius, were gods. 
He had only ever seen human beings as inferior creatures who needed to kneel before him but right from the start Mobius had been different. He never seemed afraid of Loki, he was never intimated, and in fact was almost amused, intrigued and as time drew on, seemed to have some kind of affection for him. 
Mobius panted for a few seconds and Loki watched, his brow furrowed in concern. 
"I just…" he gasped between breaths, and waved a hand. "I need a minute."
Loki frowned and glanced around him. It was getting darker and the other Lokis had warned him of the dangers that lurked in that land. 
They had no protection other than Loki's magic, which could sufficiently protect them but, and he'd be loath to admit out loud, he still felt a little uneasy.
He took a few steps toward Mobius and put a hand on his shoulder and then once more looked around them. 
"Perhaps we should stop here for the evening." Loki suggested, spotting a bit of shelter that would sufficiently keep them safe, at least for the night.
He glanced back at Mobius when the man weakly grabbed onto his forearm. 
His face was pale, despite the pink in his cheeks and his eyes were slightly glazed over. 
"You look like death, Mobius."
Mobius scoffed breathlessly, his lips twitching very slightly at the corners. "Oh thank you."
He wobbled on his feet and Loki tightened his hold on him.
Once Mobius caught his breath, he shook his head, looking up at Loki. "We should keep going."
Loki pressed his lips together and scrunched his nose. "If we do, it leaves me with two options: carrying your dead body or leaving you here. Frankly, neither are attractive options for me."
Mobius blinked up at him and then gave a slight roll of his eyes. "I am not going to die, Loki. I'm a little offended that you don't think I can handle myself."
"I believe you can handle yourself just fine under normal circumstances. However, your body is still recovered from being pruned and we've been on the move for hours. You're only a mortal, you don't have the stamina…"
"Oh spare me the superior god speech…" Mobius breathed out and Loki raised an eyebrow at him. 
"It is the truth."
Mobius continued to glare at him in annoyance and then sighed. 
"If it will make you feel better, then we'll stop."
Mobius came off like he was doing Loki a favor but Loki could see the relief in his face, and felt the way his body relaxed, even slumping forward a little.
"Oh yes, for my sake then." Loki remarked sarcastically and Mobius nodded his head weakly. 
Loki swore the human could sometimes be as stubborn and hard headed as he was, which Loki admittedly admired and the smallest hint of an affectionate smile pulled at his lips, just out of sight of Mobius' gaze as he attempted to straighten himself up and turn.
Loki watched, his brow raised as Mobius began to stagger around aimlessly.
Finally, Loki cleared his throat. "Mobius?"
"Yeah?" Mobius paused and looked back at him and Loki pointed over his shoulder. 
"Shelter's this way."
Mobius grumbled something under his breath and turned on his heel and shuffled back towards Loki. 
The only truly safe space, that wasn't entirely covered by rubble and who knows what else, was a small room just barely big enough for the two of them. 
Mobius immediately took to one wall and let out a groan, his eyes closing, a grimace covering his face as he lowered himself to the ground.
Loki looked around but then decided to take a seat beside him.
Mobius opened his eyes and blinked blearily to Loki. 
"Any more cracks about  human fragility?"
Loki smirked. "Oh I have many. None that I'll say now. For another time perhaps."
Mobius let out a little scoff of a laugh and then leaned forward with a small groan and a large sigh. 
Loki's brow furrowed and he felt an odd pang deep within. Something he was learning was concern. That deep, visceral pain that cut into him. Of course the grief of watching Mobius be vaporized before his eyes thinking he was dead was much worse in comparison but he did care for his health as well. 
Mobius swallowed hard, closed his eyes and tilted his head back to lean against the hard wall. 
"I think perhaps you were right." Mobius muttered softly. 
"Of course.” Loki remarked quickly. “About what?"
Mobius' lips twitched slightly but he didn't open his eyes. "I need to rest. I need to…" he trailed off.
"Rest." Loki surprised himself again with how gentle the command was. "I'll watch over us."
Mobius let out a small hum, but that was the only energy he had left to acknowledge.
Loki kept a watchful eye on him until it seemed he fell asleep. 
Then he let out a small sigh, straightened out his legs and looked out of the small crack in the wall that was letting in what bit of light there was. 
His thoughts drifted - to how they had ended up here, to what the existence of all the other variant Loki's meant, which of course then brought his thoughts to Sylvie.
It wasn't too long ago at all that he was trapped in another apocalypse with her as his companion. 
It somehow seemed fitting he'd end up on some doomed distant moon with another variant of himself and yet somehow wind up on Earth, in New York of all places, with the human responsible for taking him to the TVA in the first place.
Sylvie kept up with him on Lementis. In fact she was very much his equal, perhaps even his superior in some ways. 
She was astounding to him and he wouldn't have minded spending more time with her. 
Having Mobius as a companion was entirely different and by all accounts he should have been annoyed that he had to slow down and take into account a human's shortcomings.
But he wasn't. No, he was entirely too grateful to have Mobius alive to be annoyed with his presence. 
He was extremely irritated, angry even at the TVA and the situation they had put them in but Mobius was just as much of a victim. 
His heart ached at the way Mobius talked about his life before the TVA and how he couldn't remember it. 
Loki vowed to somehow, someway get Mobius to remember. Whether that was somehow finding Sylvie and having her access his memories or learning to do so himself.
He deserved to know the truth. 
Loki suddenly startled when he felt a sudden, solid warmth pressed against his side. 
He turned his head to find that Mobius had leaned in toward him, his head landing on Loki's shoulder, his arm pressing against his. 
Loki stared at the top of his head and his lips parted in slight awe. 
He recalled the brief conversation with Sylvie and how he couldn't let himself fall asleep in her presence because he didn't trust her. 
He knew he had fallen asleep with Mobius before but he was truly stunned that Mobius trusted him enough to not only fall asleep in his presence but seek him out for comfort.
It was a new and thrilling emotion, to have someone so comfortable around him and to be so comfortable around someone else
He had been beginning to feel that way with Sylvie as well but Sylvie was not like Mobius. 
Sylvie was like him and he admired her strength, her determination, her cunning, and wit. She seemed to be the very best parts of him.
Mobius was different- he was human, he was kind, he was good, almost irritatingly so but it was also admirable to Loki and he felt himself drawn to Mobius in a way he had never experienced before. 
He hated the look of disappointment on Mobius' face when he chose to follow Sylvie through the time portal. He hated the anger and betrayal and hurt that Mobius tried to hide when he accused Loki of working with Sylvie...of being in love with Sylvie. 
A ridiculous notion. Loki scoffed to himself and he was loath to admit how much Mobius words to him had stung. Of course he cared for Sylvie. If he knew what love was he might even admit to loving her but not in that way. In the same way he loved his mother. Another being on the same level as him who understood him in a way that no one else could. That was Sylvie.
Sylvie was connected to him, a part of him and he didn't want to let her go but he knew what he felt for her was anything but romantic or even lust, though she was incredibly beautiful, but that was to be expected, as she was, of course, a Loki. 
No, what he felt for Sylvie was nothing like lust and nothing like the warm, soft feeling deep in his belly when he looked down at the man sleeping peacefully on top of him. 
He took a shuddering breath and cleared away those thoughts before he allowed his mind to go there. Those thoughts were frightening and just a little too much to deal with. 
He'd much rather just enjoy this rare moment of peace and comfort beside a man who seemed just as content to be with him. 
He knew he promised Mobius he would keep watch but as the hours drew on, and he reveled in the warmth of the body beside him, he slowly found himself drifting. 
He used just a little bit of magic to shield their little shelter and then closed his eyes, his head leaning to the side until his cheek was pressed lightly against Mobius' soft hair. 
He inhaled slowly, taking in the scent of smoke and sweat and the faintest hint of the most bland shampoo in the universe. 
He tensed only for a moment as Mobius shifted against him but he only moved closer, his hand lightly falling against Loki's thigh. 
A small smile tugged at the corners of Loki's lips and he allowed himself to get lost in the moment, even if it was just going to be just this once. He clung onto it and sank into it, the feeling of Mobiua warm beneath him and slowly drifted off to sleep. 
--
Mobius felt like he was hit by a train. 
He had had particularly arduous missions that left him tired, chasing Variants through time but nothing like this. 
His mouth and throat was so dry that it hurt to swallow.
His whole entire body ached down to his bones and he felt completely drained. 
His head pounded as if there were a thousand hammers trying to knock out his skull.
He now regretted ever having anyone pruned, not only because of what the TVA was, how they had stolen his life, but because it was not an experience he would wish on anyone. 
Yet despite all of this pain, he felt strangely comforted.
His eyes seemed glued shut so he dare not try to open them yet.
As his mind woke up he began to feel his surroundings, it was hot and humid, and there was a tinge of smoke in the air. 
He could feel that he was lying against something solid, yet soft and warm and there was a comforting pressure against his head. 
Loki. He suddenly realized and his chest tightened. 
He finally managed to crack open his eyes and blinked past the initial blurry vision. 
His eyes scanned the area, dimly lit by that smoky haze. 
He vaguely remembered stopping there for the night, but he had been so far past the point of exhaustion that everything was a blur. 
He cast his gaze downward and his heart leapt when he found his hand rested on Loki's thigh and what's more, Loki's hand lightly covered his own. 
He realized then that while he had fallen asleep against Loki, Loki had also fallen asleep against him. 
He was beginning to feel the ache in his neck and back from his position but he didn't want to move. He knew as soon as he did Loki would also wake up and he wanted to marvel in this moment for a little while. 
Loki - the God of mischief. The variant he took control over, the narcissistic, infuriating being who tested his patience at every turn.
Loki had fallen asleep in front of him before, a few times in those early days when they were scouring through files, searching for the other Loki variant. 
However, Loki had never fallen asleep beside him, holding him even. Protecting him, just as he said he would.
Loki's promise had suddenly come to him and his chest tightened again. 
He'd never forget Loki's cry as he was pruned, never forget the look of awe and relief on his face when he saw him again, the smile that lit his face. 
Whatever transgressions Loki had committed against him, the betrayal of leaving him to chase after the Variant - Sylvie - were all forgiven. 
The last thing Loki had said to him before they were confronted by the TVA was the promise of friendship and this time, perhaps despite his best instincts, he believed him.
And so far, Loki hadn't done anything to lose his trust. He stuck by his side, made certain he was alright and watched over him, all the with the air of genuine concern.
Loki easily could have made his escape. Left him behind without a second thought but he didn't. He sat down beside him and went to sleep, holding onto his hand like he wanted to do the very opposite of run away - as if he was holding onto Mobius with all he had. 
The thought warmed something inside of him - sparked the ever growing flame of fondness he was gaining for this Loki. 
Someone good. 
He knew he could have stayed there for hours, his head rested comfortably on Loki's chest. 
That is where he was, he realized, when he became aware of the soft thumping of Loki's heart beneath his ear. 
He couldn't remember the last time he had been this close to another being. Certainly never at the TVA and before that…
His stomach twisted at the harsh reminder that he knew nothing of his life before the TVA. His only memory was that of a jetski and it only came in his fascination with them. He didn't know if he had ever ridden one. 
Finally the ache in his neck became too painful to stay where he was and he slowly lifted his head. 
Just as he suspected, Loki's head shot up, his body tensing as he leapt to the defensive. 
"It's only me." Mobius croaked and winced at his scratchy and sore throat. 
Loki turned his gaze downward to him and instantly relaxed.
Mobius was still aware that their hands were still together on Loki's lap but he couldn't keep his eyes off of Loki's face. 
His eyes were tired which put just a touch of humanity in him but he was most certainly a god and most certainly looked like one. 
Mobius took in a breath and finally broke their gaze and slid his hand away into his own lap. 
Loki's brow pressed together, his lips pursing as he looked down at his own lap. His fingers stretched where Mobius hand had been under his and then he clenched them in a slight fist. 
He forced a tight, small smile to his lips and looked back at Mobius.
"You stayed." Mobius said quietly, looking back up at Loki and his breath caught again at the look in his eyes. 
His gaze had softened, a rare look on Loki but one he had been seeing more and more often, particularly directed at him. 
"Of course." Loki answered like it was the most obvious thing in the world, like he hadn't been known for consistently stabbing people, Mobius included, in the back. 
There was a smirk on Loki's lips but he said with utter sincerity, "I'm not going to abandon you."
Mobius mouth went impossibly dryer and he couldn't speak, just stared at this marvelous being in wonder. 
"Not when you cannot fend for yourself." Loki continued and Mobius released a breath. 
"You still look utterly horrible."
Mobous clenched his jaw and attempted a swallow but his throat was like sandpaper and he only winced and Loki frowned. 
His hand lifted and hovered in the air, almost looking like he was going to reach out to grab Mobius but then his hand fell back to his lap with a small sigh. 
"I'm fine." Mobius insisted, his voice barely recognizable to his own ears and he knew that he wasn’t. His whole body felt like it could combust any moment if he moved.
Yet still he tried. He attempted to push himself up but his head spun and his legs shook and he fell back down. 
Loki's hand did move that time, pressing a steady hand to his back which then slid around his middle to rest on his side.
Mobius closed his eyes tightly, holding his breath while the world spun around him and his stomach churned. 
"I very much doubt that." Loki commented but he could hear the concern in his voice. 
"What do you need?" Loki's voice was quiet at his ear and though he dare not open his eyes to look at his companion, Loki's presence was comforting. 
"Water." He rasped and rested his head between his knees as waves of nausea rolled over him.
"Right." Loki muttered and then his hand was gone from Mobius. He sat in silence, concentrating on his breathing and trying not to throw up, vaguely wondering where Loki was going to find water.
He jumped, letting out a painful screech as suddenly ice cold water poured over him like the heavens had opened up in a personal rain cloud above him.
His head shot up and he ignored the splitting headache and glared in disbelief at Loki. 
The god was standing beside him impishly, his hands hovering in the air where he had conjured the water. 
"To drink, Loki." Mobius hissed at him as the water trickled down his back.
Loki raised his brow. "But do you not feel better?"
Mobius opened his mouth to yell at him but instead took a few seconds to take in what he was feeling. The cold water not only cooled his body but shocked his system back to somewhat functional. His head was still pounding but he no longer felt nauseous and could focus on something other than his pain. 
He huffed, pressing his lips together and ran a hand over his face, pulling the water down from his hair and towards his chest. 
"A little warning would have been nice." He grunted. 
Loki merely shrugged but then waved his hands again and in them appeared a small container of water. 
He extended it toward him and Mobius eyed it suspiciously. 
Loki rolled his eyes at his hesitance. "I'm not going to poison you Mobius. If I wanted you dead there are a million other ways I'd do it."
Mobius lifted his eyebrows at that.
"I won't." Loki quickly added. "But I could."
"I don't believe you would intentionally poison me." Mobius said and the surprised look of what might almost be joy in Loki's eyes made his heart soar. "But in case you haven't noticed, we're in an apocalyptic wasteland. I don't think anything is safe to consume here."
Loki gave him a small smile and extended hisnhand further. "Trust me."
Mobius' got a taste of the water that dripped off his nose onto his bottom lip and was too parched to think about it further. There were worse ways to die he supposed.
He eagerly grabbed it from Loki and at first took a cautious sip but once the cool water hit his throat, he guzzled the rest of it down.
"Thank you." 
He looked back up at Loki and Loki's hand was still outstretched, now palm up for him to take. 
He placed his hand into Loki's and Loki helped him up. He got a brief flash of memory of their first day at the TVA and how Mobius had done the same for him. Their eyes met and Mobius could tell he was remembering the same moment. 
"Like I said…" Loki started, his eyes never leaving his. "I don't feel like carrying around your dead body."
Mobius lifted his brow, a slight smile tugging at the corner of his lips. "Is that the only reason?"
There was a flash of something in Loki's eyes that made his stomach flip. Then Loki blinked and his smirk returned to his lips. 
"Should there be another reason?"
Mobius shook his head slightly, pulling his hand out of Loki's and moving it to his hair. He quickly rubbed the water out of it and got a little burst of amusement at the droplets of water that sprayed across Loki's face. 
Loki shot him a faintly annoyed look, a few drops of water rolling down his cheeks.
Mobius chuckled lightly and taking a quick, deep breath, then moved to swiftly wipe then away with his knuckles.
Loki reared back in surprise at the sudden contact and Mobius swore he could have heard his breath catch and stutter. His eyes widened slightly and his eyes followed Mobius' hands as he then patted Loki's chest. 
"Well, friends do typically care for each other's needs."
Loki visibly swallowed and his eyes drifted back to Mobius’ and his gaze softened once more and Mobius felt his heart ache just a little.
Loki always seemed so surprised by gentle, intimate, genuine touches and words and Mobius made it his goal to make sure he did those things more often around Loki. Especially if it earned him the look Loki was giving him now. 
"Yes." Loki murmured slowly, as if he was just realizing this fact.
He realized then that his hands were still resting on Loki's chest. He gave Loki another small knowing smile and then began to pull away but Loki's hands quickly shot up and brought them back. 
Mobius blinked at him, his eyes widening slightly and Loki stared back at him, just as wide-eyed. 
"Mobius….I…" he choked over his words, his mouth hanging slightly open and Mobius smiled at him. 
"I understand Loki. You don't have to say anything."
Loki's brow pressed together and he shook his head. "But I do because I've...I've never had anyone to ever say anything to and now that I do…" he trailed off again and something warm flourished inside Mobius chest as he stared at the god in anticipation.
Loki's face scrunched in slight frustration and he tilted his head up as he searched for the right words. 
Feeling just a little bit daring, Mobius lifted one hand to Loki's cheek and pulled his attention back to him. Their eyes locked and Mobius gave him an encouraging nod. 
Loki was silent for another few seconds, his eyes exploring his. 
"Whatever you need to tell me, Loki, I'm listening."
Loki opened his mouth, taking a breath and then closed it again. His eyes quickly darted back and forth as he clearly argued with himself about something and then he quickly grabbed a hold of Mobius' shoulders. 
Mobius brow shot up and he opened his mouth to question Loki when he was suddenly silenced by Loki's mouth upon his. 
He froze in pure shock but then quickly felt himself melting into the kiss. 
He wouldn't deny that it had crossed his mind once or twice what it would be like but all of his fantasies paled in comparison to the feel of the pressure of his lips, the burning of his hands against his shoulders, the heat that grew within.
It was over just as nearly as it had begun and Mobius was left wobbling on his already weakened legs. His mouth still hung open as he blinked up at Loki. 
His eyes were alive with a spark of desire, and awe and surprise of his own actions. His intense eyes burned into him and he was breathless as he stared back. 
"You are perhaps one of the most irritating and stubborn humans I've ever met." Loki said and mobius blinked a few times, trying to connect his actions with the words. 
"Extremely complimentary Loki…" he breathed.
"I'm not finished." Loki cut him off and Mobius shut his mouth, staring at him silently. 
"I have never encountered a man like you before. You never give up - even on someone like me."
Mobius pressed his lips together in a slight smile. "You're worth it." He said quietly and Loki's eyes widened and he took a breath. 
"You are the only one to ever think so." His voice broke a little as he spoke and Mobius' thumb brushed across his cheek and Loki shuddered beneath the intimate gesture. 
He took a steadying breath and grabbed Mobius’ hand in his. 
"I've never cared about anyone, not really, but somehow you...you...you and all your ridiculous human quirks…." He shook his head and lifted his head. "I find myself caring more than I ever thought I could and it's...very unusual."
"It's good, Loki.” Mobius countered. “Embrace it. You don't have to hide your feelings with me. I promise, no matter what, you are safe with me."
Loki stared at him in awe, searching his eyes for any sign of deception but he'd find none and his eyes began to glisten. 
"You know…" Loki spoke finally, his voice slightly raspy. "I rather think I like you."
Mobius laughed quietly and glanced down wrinkles and then back up at him. "I rather think I like you too. For everything you are, Loki."
Something flashed in Loki's eyes again and he leaned forward toward him when a large explosion suddenly shook the small, faulty shelter they were standing in. 
They fell into one another, Mobius pressing himself against Loki's chest while one of Loki's arms surrounded his back and the other slid to the back of his head securing him to him. 
They closed their eyes as rubble fell around them and Loki created a bubble of protection around them. 
"I think we'd better keep moving." Loki said, once they opened their eyes and found themselves standing in a pile of rubble, now exposed to the smoky open air. 
Mobius frowned as he looked around them, suddenly reminded of where they were and how much danger they were in. 
A brand new cloud of smoke was billowing in the distance, rising from the explosion caused by who knows what. 
"I think you're right."
Loki turned to him, a serious look in his eyes. "I will get us out of here, Moby. Whatever it takes."
Mobius' heart flipped at the nickname. Loki certainly wasn't the first one to use it but it held something special coming from him. 
Mobius nodded hisbhead and lowered his hand, grasping Loki's in his tightly. "I'll be right by your side through it all."
Loki's eyes flashed, a mischievous glint that Mobius had seen countless times but it was accompanied by a certain fondness that was absent before and then he smirked, tugged at his hand and they were off again, prepared to face anything together. 
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