#I Feel Different

[spiritualseeker777]

#spiritual awakening #spiritual awareness #wisdom #good advice #you are not alone #i feel different #self empowerment #self esteem #loner

[loungemermaid]

If you were to cut open my head you would find a sourdough bread bowl of your favorite warm soup

#mer.txt #I made it for you #i feel different

[therealvalkyrie]

just finished reading a life-changing fic

#i feel different #holy shit #wowoowowow #full disclosure it's lotr aragorn x reader #the only good aragorn fic i've found honestly #lmk if u want the link bc HOO #valkyrie talks

[tuituipupu]

oop :3 🐇

#i feel different #from swan to bunny 🦢 —> 🐇 #personal

[ihatelettuce]

GUYSSSSSSSSSSS

So I’ve only had two boyfriends up until this point, I’m 19 and turning 20 really soon

Guys last night I had my first ever hookup

AND ITS ON SOME Y/N TIMING 😍

So basically I recently reconciled with my family and my brother is still super close friends with his childhood friends

And one of them and I got freaky deaky last night 😋

MY HOE ARC IS POSSIBLY BEGINNING 😈

#feeling like y/n rn #personal updates <3333 #i don’t have friends so I will tell you guys about my life instead #i feel different

[wetslug]

finally decided to grow up and buy some chili oil

#i feel different

[sturgeonposting]

Do you love the colour of the sturgeon?

Which one?

#sturgeon #sturgeon fish #fish #fishblr #i love pngs #i love sturgeon fish #I did not edit the colors of any of these photos but I feel like I should say: m #some of these are taken under water which makes the colors look different #do you love the color of the sky

[jesncin]

"Who Is Superman? A Private Interview with Lois Lane" a fancomic about hope and connection. I've had this story in mind for so long and I'm very excited to be able to share it at last. Thank you for reading, and happy Lunar New Year!

#superman #clark kent #lois lane #clois #dc comics #my art #fancomic #long post #my immigrant clois love story agenda is HERE #I have big feelings over the superman private interview canon event- how differently an asian lois would make that scene play out #jl remix

[hondayota]

when the clock is at :45 it’s like. oh i have a whole quarter of the hour left i have so much time this is great and then it hits :47 and you’re like it’s basically :50 which is basically the top of the hour and all my time is wasted forever and ever

#like it’s only two minutes difference but it feels so so different i hate it #rambles

[spiritualseeker777]

#spiritual awakening #spiritual awareness #introverts #introverted #don’t fit in #i feel different #unique #be yourself #self esteem #self empowerment

[junglejim4322]

do you think a 5'4 and 6'2 height difference is predatory?

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#asks #anonymous #i feel like you sent this to make me feel better after I was bitching but as a certified 5’4 binch no I do not think height differences #are predatory. thank you for the ask though

[watermeloncholycucumbersome]

Day 103 of Writing Something Everyday

(365 Day Challenge)

Keeping myself busy feeling like a failure.

Got my room to look semi-sort of livable at least,

Now I'll have two places to sleep..

It's been 4 years since I've slept in there- it's weird and feels like something's missing.

I hear weird noises coming from the living room.

Is someone trying to get through the balcony?

I go check it out with only an aerosol can of Fabreze to defend myself with.

I should've read the Bible today, how many days has it been since - ?

I don't see anything, no sign of any disturbance.

I try going back to sleep but the noises come back and get louder this time.

I start seeing someone standing in my doorway in a pose that only a lion would have right before it pounces. It's so real to me I turn the light on only to realize there was nobody even there.

Days are turning into hours and I don't know what day of the week it is,

But hey, I don't think I miss you anymore...

~Jenni

#thoughts #feelings #spilled heart #mental health #poem #poetry #spilled words #original poem #spilled thoughts #depression #loss #grief #sadness #bpd #borderline personality disorder #nightmares #sleepless nights #original writing #written word #writing #creative writing #how i feel #i feel numb #i feel different #poetic #writers and poets #spilled tears #spilled poetry #spilled ink #spilled writing

[foundfamilywhump]

the question, you see, is not ‘is it too ooc for this character to cry’ but rather ‘what circumstances would push this character to cry’

this is the whump wisdom, go forth and make that character cry

#gav gab #‘it’s sooooooo ooc to make that character cry’ no you see I think it is ooc #to put this character through absolute unimaginable hell physically and emotionally #and NOT let them cry about it #sometimes canon framing and media format and genre #limit the ability to let a character emotionally Feel all the insanely traumatic shit that’s happened to them #that doesn’t mean that in a different medium or genre exploring these things #it would be ooc for them to do so #send tweet. let those characters feel and emote. it’s not ooc or cringe and anyone who tells you it is is a reductive dick

[marzipanandminutiae]

“you don’t like the proliferation of terms like Unalive outside of TikTok because you realize that you’re aging out of youth culture and it makes you uncomfortable!”

no I don’t like it because there’s something INCREDIBLY dystopian about being forced to soften terms for basic parts of the human experience like death and sex (and even more so terms for oppressed minorities- call me a “le-dollar sign-bian” and I will bite you) purely because advertisers and corporations demand it

#I didn’t even know the Hip Teen Slang when I WAS a hip teen are you kidding? #I don't give a damn about that #I give many damns about corporate censorship-based language becoming the norms #and yes euphemism has always existed but. this feels Different from it evolving organically #language #slang #censorship

[lgbtlunaverse]

Nothing will dispell the "the curtains were just blue" myth faster than writing something yourself, because the amount of pretentious symbolism i am putting in my silly little fanfics is ridiculous. I mean SO much with these words, literally every single one of them. This fic has twenty five typos and zero correct uses of punctuation but if there's curtains you bet your ass I put thought into what colour they were.

#writing #fic writing #like this is stuff i'm doing for fun with my perfectionism meter turned down as far as i can get it #and i am still thinking about it A LOT #talk to me about how in red string fic jgy perceives the memory block both as syrup and as mud but nmj thinks it feels like blood #it's just a thing in their heads that mentally feels kind of thick and sticky but they both made something different of it #it's about issues with cleanliness / lies as a way to craft an illusion of a better lopking world vs the constant violence nmj lives in

[stil-lindigo]

lead balloon (the tumblr post that saved me)

if this comic resonated with you, it would mean the world to me if you donated to this palestinian family's escape fund.

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no creative notes because this isn't that kind of comic.

I know I don’t owe any of you anything but I still felt compelled to write about my long term absence. And I feel far enough away from the dangerous spot I was in to be able to make this comic. I have a therapist now, and she agreed that making this could be a very cathartic gesture, and the start of properly leaving these thoughts behind me. I am still, at seemingly random times, blindsided by fleeting desires to kill myself. They’re always passing urges, but it’s disarming, and uncomfortable. I worry sometimes that my brain’s spent so long thinking only about suicide that it’s forgotten how to think about anything else. Like, now that I've opened that door for myself, I'll never be able to fully shut it again. But I’m trying my best to encourage my mind in other directions. We'll see how that goes.

I am still donating all proceeds from my store to Palestinian causes. So far, I've donated over $15K, not including donations coming from my own pocket or the fundraising streams which jointly raised around $10K. In the time since I made my initial post about where this money would be going, the focus has shifted from aid organisations to directly donating to escape funds.

If you'd like to do the same, you can look at Operation Olive Branch, which hosts hundreds of Palestinian escape funds or donate to Safebow, which has helped facilitate the safe crossing and securing of important medical procedures for over 150 at-risk palestinians since the beginning of the genocide.

#cw: suicidal ideation #cw: suicide #cw: self harm #cw: mental health #cw: depression #i made the balloon the main representation of my self destructive urges for a reason but im not going to explain it #i tried to keep a lot of the details in this vague #it would be my worst nightmare if this comic encouraged someone to hurt themselves #so. please dont #for a long time even the thought of making this comic felt so insipid and narcissistic #with the state of the world as it is #having the only threat to your life be yourself felt so privileged and trite and shameful #but doing this comic made me sit down and process things in full #and im just. very grateful i didn't give in to my thoughts back when i sincerely felt i'd be more useful to the world dead #i also feel the need to say that this wont represent everyone's battle with mental illness. its unfortunately different for all of us #there is no fix-all #and im afraid this might be one of those comics that either resonates a lot or misses the target by a mile #i made it for myself foremost. and now that its done im glad i did it #thank you for reading #and please stay alive #stillindigo art #stillindigo comics