#I love hurting my favourite characters :)))

[sysig]

Off to make mischief and terrible decisions for everyone (Patreon)

#Doodles #UT #Handplates #Gaster #Papyrus #Sans #Help they keep appearing #Where have I heard that one before lol #Genuinely! I wasn't expecting to keep drawing them but my pencil kept moving and they kept showing up on my paper! #Especially Gaster but the other two plenty as well #Got to employ a bit of my favourite coloured pencil ♪ I Will find a way to use my blue on nearly anything #Luckily for me they come prepackaged with blue magic so that was easy enough #Wiggly baby Papyrus does Not want to go >:( At least he's not being hurt :( #Some smoking Gaster ♪ I still quite enjoy drawing smoke honestly - fun to get to do so with a character who actually smokes haha #You can see I also added swoopy-swoops to his Lost Soul head - I like it much better for being such a small detail #I think it looks weird in black rather than white but against a white background- #Without them he feels....hmm something. Something old that I don't want #Not like the Classic Lost Soul head tho haha - similar but not quite the same! #I love his design ahh ♪ He's really so pretty but so much of that is in his details! Like the way he wears his clothes or holds his body #I'm always a sucker for that style of turtleneck as well haha ♫ #Perhaps his turtleneck keeps the smoke in chest from escaping longer :0 Yet another reason to wear them! #Shot of the little family before things went Completely terrible - before the plates and all that #I'm rather pleased with his hand pose there actually :) Keep an eye on your kids Gaster you've only got the one eye to do so! #And then some silly ones lol - I am desperately curious if animated skeletons would have a hyoid bone #It's not as though hyoid bones are specific to humans! They're just A Type Of Bone! Surely skeletons would have All their bones right? #But in the human skeleton it's not resting against another bone it's just floating there tethered by muscle and sinew #Would it float? Would it rest inside the lower jaw? Would it attach to the neck vertebrae?? #It'd probably get caught on his turtleneck a lot easier than like - getting it caught on his neck bones for example #They have a kind of fused canine-teeth-like structure as well they're like a weird set of tongue-teeth lol #It's just fun to imagine ♪ Similar to how the rest of the skeletal body like - magnetizes? to itself :)

[afewproblems]

Steve always falls first, falls fastest.

It happened three years ago with Nancy, it happened with Robin back before the bathroom confession cemented their platonic soulmate status. It happened with Lauren MacNeal in Steve's freshman year, and Cindy Carlile back when he was eight years old.

He knows himself and knows the beginning stages. It's always quick and never painless, and seems to hurt more with every passing year. A dull ache in his chest that throbs and whispers darkly, 'remember Harrington, you'll always be bullshit'.

And when he finds himself falling for one Eddie Munson, he knows exactly when it starts.

Movie nights became a regular thing shortly after Eddie was discharged from the hospital. Robin, Steve, and Eddie all pile into the Harrington living room or the Munson trailer every other week, it's too hard to be apart.

Really, it becomes a way to keep a late night conversation going with Eddie while the credits roll, Robin dozes on the beanbag in the corner and Steve can't help but stare.

Eddie is so animated when he talks about something he loves, his brown eyes light up with his thousand watt smile and the dimples come out in full force, Steve almost has to squint with the amount of natural sunshine this man emanates when he talks about his passions.

He says as much to Robin during their next shift and she can't help but roll her eyes and gag, "Steven Remington Harrington-"

"Not my name," Steve cuts in with a laugh as he stuffs their second copy of the Shining into the machine to rewind.

"Don't interrupt dingus," Robin continues imperiously, "I get it, you have heart-eyes for the guy, but you gotta stop gushing about him to me and tell him".

Steve rolls his eyes and ignores the way his stomach swoops at the thought of telling Eddie how he feels, and the realization that it's happening again.

"I-I mean, it's not like I'm in love with the guy Robin, he stutters out eventually, "it'll go away, or he'll find someone else to talk to, they always do eventually".

He focuses on picking up the stack of freshly rewound tapes and walking them into the shelves, avoiding Robin's silent sad look that bores into the back of his head as he hides in the stacks.

Weeks turn into months and Steve absorbs nearly everything he can about Eddie.

He wears a size 10 shoe, but the 'shit-kicking' steel toes always look a smidge bigger - the inch or two it adds to Eddies height doesn't hurt either as Steve finds he has to tilt his head up to meet Eddie's gaze when he's decked out in his metal gear for a show...

He got his first guitar when he went to live with Wayne, it was a simple acoustic that he learned his chords on and practiced CCR on to his uncles delight.

He hates orange juice and loves coffee.

He loves cats and is scared to death of birds.

Every detail draws Steve in, but that small voice in the back of his mind reminds him again and again, 'they always leave Steve, don't get too comfortable'.

But how could he not?

Eddie is comfortable, he's nice and funny, and seems to enjoy hanging out with Steve almost as much as Steve enjoys being with Eddie. There is a softness to him when they're alone that makes Steve feel safe.

So what if he doesn't feel the same, Steve isn't about to give this up.

Not yet.

Steve takes to dropping by the Corroded Coffin band practice every weekend, a six pack in one hand and a small wary smile on his face - he's still not entirely accepted by Gareth and Jeff but the beer helps and Eddie vouches for him every time.

The atmosphere is still somewhat stilted, but it isnt as icy as it had been. Now Gareth even sits with him after practice while Eddie and Jeff go over their solos just outside the door as they share a joint, blowing smoke rings into the evening air.

"You know," Gareth says one night to Steve as he plops down beside him onto the sunken couch in the garage, "If someone had told me in high school I'd be sitting here with King-Steve and sharing a beer after practice, I'd laugh in their face".

Steve fights down a wince at the mention of the old nickname, and nods once. Who was he kidding, 'King-Steve' was not something he'd ever be able to outrun.

"So," Gareth continues, tapping his hands against the neck of the bottle, "how's the crush going?"

Steve chokes on his beer and swings his hand up to pound his fist into his chest to loosen up the liquid, Gareth claps him on the back with an alarmed expression on his face.

"Jesus Harrington, y'alright?" Gareth says as Steve tries to catch his breath.

Steve nods and breathes deeply through his nose, his eyes flick to the open garage door to see if Eddie or Jeff are on their way back inside, "I-I don't think I heard you right," he manages with a rasp.

Gareth snorts and shakes his head, leaning back against the couch. He's quiet for a moment, eyes trained on Steve's face.

Steve, for his part, stares resolutely at the floor hoping his gaze is strong enough to burn a hole into the concrete he can jump into.

"Look," Gareth says after a beat, "I guess its not really any of my business Harrington," his eyes travel over to the open door before flicking back to Steve, "and I don't mean to sound like a prick when I say this, but you're not really his type man".

Something in Steve's throat pulls tight, bullshit echoes in the hollow cavity of his chest as he nods and swallows the last dreggs of his beer.

"Right," Steve mumbles, he puts his hands on his knees and stands up from the couch, "Right, yeah, I mean, makes sense...".

He crosses to the door and manages to toss the now empty can into an open bin they'd officially commandeered for empties.

"Dude," Gareth says softly standing as well, he makes no move to walk towards Steve though.

Steve waves a hand and drops the other to his back pocket to hide the sudden trembling. Gareth is right, it doesn't make sense. Why would someone like Eddie ever want to be with someone like Steve? How would that even work?

Always fast but never painless, right on time.

"You guys were uh, great as usual, I'll see you around man," Steve says with a smile that doesn't quite reach his eyes, he hasn't had to pull out the 'King Steve' smile in a few years but it still fits, still manages to hide a few things.

He turns away from Gareth and walks out through the open garage door.

The sun is nearly below the horizon and the stars have begun to migrate, the inky blue of night begins to steep into the last vestiges of light, if he's careful he can slip past Eddie and Jeff without either of them noticing.

He makes it to the beemer before Eddie turns towards him.

Eddie's brown eyes widen before narrowing in a questioning stare, he opens his mouth but Steve opens the car door and quickly slides into the driver's seat.

He stares straight ahead as he backs out of the driveway and pulls out onto the road.

Steve can feel those brown eyes follow him as he makes the long drive back to his empty house.

Part Two Now Up!

#stranger things #steddie #steve harrington #eddie munson #steve x eddie #fanfic #hurt steve harrington #stranger things season four #is it bad that i love to hurt my favourite characters? #hurt and not a whole helluva lot of comfort #oblivious eddie munson #made myself sad with this one

[pharawee]

—What about me? You don't love me anymore? What did I do wrong?

Nonkul Chanon as JOM I FEEL YOU LINGER IN THE AIR 💮 Episode 1

#i feel you linger in the air #i feel you linger in the air the series #ifylita #nonkul chanon #ifeelyoulingeredit #thai bl #thai drama #bl drama #bl series #my edits. #negl jom is one of my favourite characters ever #and non plays him so well #there's this sweetness and sincerity to him #but he's also holding back a lot #even when he's hurt #even when he wants something #i love how the series spent so much time showing who he is #i love that the series takes its time #i honestly couldn't have wished for a better series version

[fatalism-and-villainy]

My really unpopular joy killer opinion about NBC Hannibal is that I hate The Train Push! I hate it! It cuts off one of the most fascinating interpersonal dynamics of the first half of season 3 in the most unceremonious manner, and it's not even relevant to the plot. They could easily have reached Florence together and then separated to search for Hannibal, but with enough tension and distrust between them, and protectiveness-of-Hannibal on Chiyoh's part, for her to shoot Will later. (Although that's not especially necessary either, imo, and I think it would be more interesting to see Will attempt to stab Hannibal and be stopped by Hannibal defending himself - a parallel and counter to Will allowing Hannibal to stab him in Mizumono. As it is, the shooting also feels like a very unsatisfying ending to what seemed to be building up between Will and Chiyoh.)

#also... frankly #while i obviously enjoy seeing my favourite characters - and will in particular - suffer #i do get kind of... idk. distressed at the idea that i should take some kind of vindictive(?) pleasure in their getting hurt #when it's expressed with some sort of implied 'they deserve it for being so annoying/OTT/etc' #that's just what this show is my dude! #if it's not sexy or done with love i am simply not going to indulge in character-directed sadism! #hannibal talk

[jammyjamster]

#i love him #i actually love him so much #i love him i love him #monty why #why must he die #why did he have to die #i fucking love him #i love him so much and he had to die #im actually devastated #is this what danganronpa fans feel #everytime their favourite character dies #this is the first character death that actually hurt me #if larry dies next im going to kms #artwork #art #a series of unfortunate events #asoue #comic strip #my comic #mini comic #montgomery montgomery #uncle monty #IM GOING TO KMS OH MY GOD #UNCLE MONTY NOOOOO #dr montgomery #larry your waiter #a series of unfortunate events spoilers #i miss him

[sciderman]

ok I know it was like a day or two ago but whoever sent in that ask about Bojack has me rewatching it, I'm on season 4 which is my personal favourite, which seasons your favourite? Any specific episode you like?

man! i really, really need to rewatch it to tell you which seasons i liked best, but i remember i kind of really consistently liked it. i even love the first few episodes of the first season, even though i know public consensus says they're not the best - i kind of just, immediately liked the show. i like that maybe the first episodes were a little lighter and goofier so it eased you into the heavier stuff. and that - characters that seemed light and goofy get extra dimensionality and flaws and baggage and damage as the show progresses. i think just - start to finish, it was really strong, and some select episodes were complete masterpieces. complete masterpieces.

i think i especially love the more experimental episodes - i did a reanimate project for the underwater episode, which is just - a delight of visual storytelling. i love when animation forgoes dialogue and completely leans into visuals. just - i love it. i love it. not that the dialogue isn't brilliant in bojack, because it really is. but even when they don't have dialogue, it's still brilliant.

i think the episode that leapt to mind immediately though is – the stupid piece of shit episode. i just - i think about it all the time. i just - i love being in bojack's head, i love the different animation style, i love the frantic, brutal nature of it. there's just this honesty in bojack that i just - i haven't seen anywhere else. when you see mental health being tackled in other media it's so often so - so sensationalised or demonised or simplified into some evil that needs to be overcome, but bojack just - i don't know. it's so honest about the brain. and that it's not - it's not just one guy who's suffering. it's everyone. it's you, it's me. i just. man. i really loved this show and what it did. i think it's something special.

i think i love media where mental health isn't just a problem exclusive to one bad egg, but like, it's normal. we all have that voice.

#sci speaks #i've kind of had a resounding response from a lot of people about my writing in that #oh i must hate these characters because why would i make them do bad things and say bad things if it wasn't because #oh i want to make them the bad guy #people hate that i make spider-man and deadpool be assholes and do asshole things that hurt people. but #i don't know. bojack is like #one of my favourite pieces of media of all time. i love this sincere #honest kind of writing #that doesn't shy from ugly truths. #and it's funny how it's one of my favourite pieces of media #but i'm afraid to recommend it to people because it's not easy to enjoy. #i guess it's with my writing too. i can't fault people for not liking it #because sometimes it's not easy to enjoy. #but i don't know - this is the kind of writing i love and the kind of thing that stays with me #and i love it so much more than anything sugary-sweet and simplified and easily palatable #i know that's personal tastes. i've apologised for it before #but - it's what i'm interested in writing and it's what i'm interested in reading. #that's just what i'm into. and i should always be honest about that #i think bojack has more merit than most media i've seen #even if i know it's difficult to recommend #and i know the majority of people won't enjoy it. #i want to see more ugly brains that aren't wicked or evil #but just - we all have self-destructive tendencies and... #and we can talk about it. because talking about it might be the only way to recognise those faults in yourself #and understand them #and forgive yourself for them #and make a step towards something better.

[cainpdf]

azula will never cease to fascinate me and make my heart clench. being so much smarter and more skilled than anybody around you that it makes you aspire to impossible levels of perfection. having your own mother think you are a monster and that there is something wrong with you. yes she might have grown to be just as bad or worse than her father but she was still only a child. how would any of that not make you go insane

#rewatching atla in this year of our lord #she might be a foil to zuko but on her own she is just. she is not a comfortable character. #we feel for zuko because he is clearly torn between wanting to be loved by his horribly abusive father #and he longs to fit in an environment that does nothing but hurt him #but the same applies to azula. she does not fit she is too much too mean too cutting #she says and notices things adults are appalled when kids say and notice #how would that not fuck with her head. #zuko is my favourite but he is the safe character he is the safe option #he gets out of it. #but it destroys azula. #my mind goes !!!!! when thinking about her #the beach is such a good example of that. she is the perfectly groomed tool her father could use for his purposes #but she is a teenager who cannot act like a teenager should #her only interpersonal skill is manipulation to an extreme #yes i know this has all been said before<3 #atla #azula #mine.txt

[witch-from-a-block-of-flats]

Me while reading Blue lock: I love them all! I wish these boys the best in the world and I hope they will fulfill their dreams in one way or another! 💖💖 💖🥺🥺🥺

Me 5 minutes later: I wonder when we will get some major injuries during an important match...

#I love seeing my favourite characters suffer #blue lock #anime and manga #bllk #isagi yoichi #bachira meguru #chigiri hyoma #kunigami rensuke #angst #hurt no comfort is my comfort

[torgawl]

"love should be warm... but to you, it's become a form of punishment"

#SO RAWWWWW #something about him being an orphan... something about him having killed for vengeance at a young age... #i don't know it feels like a more personal line than just speaking out of his beliefs on justice #he definitely knows what it's like to be hurt by people who should have loved you and left alone and uncared for #but more than any lack of sympathy he could feel for that man he genuinely hopes he changes for the little girl's sake and i think that's #a subtle way to show who he is and who he has become?! idk not coherent but i liked the trailer a lot #i'm excited to find out more about him through his quest #one of my favourite genres of genshin characters really is deeply traumatised cryo user and i think that's beautiful 😂 #wrio 🤝 shenhe 🤝 kaeya = everything to me #but like can we talk about wrio being silly and warm and actually easy to talk to and how he doesn't hide the way he feels? #because it's so easy to close yourself after you go through those types of hard experiences but it's genuinely refreshing to see how #bright he is even if he can come across as cold like the little girl said we know that's not his demeanour #the fact he so openly admits he had a bad childhood and isn't able to trust people without any shame?? refreshing #i think he's just so easy to relate to and he feels incredibly dynamic as a character #i love him sm #genshin leaks #< because i talk about the voice lines and that hasn't been released yet

[rexcaliburechoes]

diamant, the horrors chamber, and why he’s just so fun to mess with // the diamant-sertation series

i’d talked a little about this before on twitter about diamant angst and if i’m doing alright (i’m fine just biochemistry major go brrrr) and i just remembered this:

and i wanted to think about this for a little bit. i’m going to try and not retread old ground, but that’s kind of impossible if i want to break him in a realistic way.

but i was mostly thinking about how easy it is to destabilise him. i might be woobifying him too much, but i swear, i’ve been through this rigamarole before with a variety of characters. i’ve hurt characters over and over and over again, testing their limits, watching them bend and potentially break, and diamant has keeled over the fastest. it’s kind of funny in a bit of a twisted way.

but i mean it: why does he bend to easily compared to others?

i think it’s because he Refuses to experience The Horrors, and so when something encroaches on that tenuously stretched self control, he simply cannot deal with anything new, so he shuts down. you’d think he’d have a fight response to new stressors (he is of brodia; if you can’t fight, then what kind of brodian are you?) but i think he’s gone past that point. he’s dealing with enough already as it is, just One More Thing just will set him off. he’s tired, overwhelmed, and bottles everything up because He Should Be Able To Deal With It.

there’s definitely an allegory of being undiagnosed neurodivergent in here somewhere but we don’t have time to unpack all that.

but since diamant is so easily burnt out (which, haha, funny fire trauma go brr), he’s just an easy target to picking at all of his weaknesses and flaws. diamonds have very predictable cutting planes, and if manage to hit one just right, the entire crystal will shatter.

#rex rambles #fire emblem #diamant #diamant fire emblem #fire emblem diamant #fe engage #fire emblem engage #story abt the breaking in realistic way: i'd once met a writer in a different fandom who tortured the charas as a sign of love as one does #she at least tagged her shit so i could avoid it but what most struck me and drove me insane was how all the characters were consistent... #consistently same-y that is. all of them filled the same basic tropes of weak and abused + abuser which doesn't work for some characters #also she wrote one of my favourite characters as an abuser to a character he would never abuse and though he can be neglectful he's not... #he's not like an outright abuser like that. unfortunately a lot of ppl keep stepping on his goddamn trauma so he's very testy #but he's loyal to a fault been burned before scared and angry and he just needs a friend that won't hurt him like he's been hurt before #i have a mild headache and biochem to work on so this is as far as i can go rn so i'm sorry if this one is a less polished than my usual #i just find it interesting that he will bend sooner and requires much more time to. ah. rehydrate him. so to speak #if you want him to be healthier and less stretched thin #bc that's what burnout does: it messes with your ability to Exist and work and the more chronic stress that piles up #something will inevitably snap and usually it ain't pretty

[nemotheenvisionist]

Obsessing over Turnip head from Howl's Moving Castle

DISCLAIMER: I haven't read the book yet so this is purely based off my knowledge of the film :)

Also, SPOILERS I guess

Imagine you're a prince in the middle of a war with another country and one day you get turned into a scarecrow with a turnip for a head, you can't speak and can only really hop about, but you can think and feel as always, and the only way to break this curse is with true loves kiss. Seems like a fairy-tale. Well one day you're hopping around the hills just outside one of the towns your kingdom is attacking against your will, but you get trapped upside down in a bush with no one to help. When suddenly this elderly woman lifts you up out of the bush and insults you, before walking into the mountains which makes you think she must be from the town, and although she insulted you, she still helped you from being stuck so you decide to tag along. Not like you've got anything better to do. She's a little annoyed but asks you to find some shelter from the harsh winds, and wanting to help her, you go to find the one place that could actually come to her instead of making her walk anymore, she's old after all. She's a little nervous of course, who wouldn't be in Howl's house, but she thanks you for finding shelter. Before you part ways she loses her scarf but luckily you quickly get it back. Not long after you end up trapped in one of the joints of Howl's house, but to your luck that same woman helps you up, with the aid of a little boy, although she seems younger than before. Maybe that's when it hits you, this woman is also cursed, and you feel a little curiosity and kindness towards this woman. You decide to help her with her chores that day as a thank you and you watch her, she seems happy and that joy she gets from being mundane is beautiful to see, and for once, after being alone for so long, you feel connected to her, feeling her burden but sensing her hope that fuels you to stay with her. But then one day it's pouring down with rain and you find her once again, and she's crying, and it hurts to see her like this, her tears mixing with the rain, so you grab an umbrella and shield her, you wish you could offer more comfort but there isn't much you can do. The next time you see her she's crashing a plane into Howl's house, so you rush over to see if she's ok, which thankfully she is. But she's moving, and thanks to your own curse, you can't follow. You wish you could say goodbye, you don't know when you'll see her next and by this point you've figured out you love her, all of her, no matter how old or young she looks, because you've seen all the kindness, caring, and love that she seems to shine like a star. Which hurts you even more when the next time you see her she's panicking, she's frightened but she's still trying to do what's right as she takes out the fire demon and the house implodes. You watch as the house crumbles around you as water is thrown on the fire and you're separated once again from her, if only you could have reached out for her hand. But you keep her family safe, because that's what she would have wanted. She comes back thankfully, but as she releases the fire demon to the skies, the platform crumbles over the edge of a cliff and you'll be damned if any of them die now, after everything. So you give yourself, your body, the only part of yourself that could move at all, to save them, and it hurts so much, it's probably the worst pain imaginable. But that doesn't matter because she kisses you, the love of your life, the light in your lonely days, and you feel yourself change, and you're you again! The curse is broken! You're so happy, you finally got your fairy-tale ending, and it really is poetic, two cursed people from opposite ends of a war meeting and falling in love... but then you watch her. You watch how she is with the wizard, how she smiles, how she hugs him, how she clings to him, and you wish it were you. You feel your heart breaking but you can't show that, because it would hurt her to know how much it hurts you that she doesn't love you the way you love her. So you let her go, because you love her, and you only ever want to see her happy, even if that means it's not with you

#writing #studio ghibli #howls moving castle #turnip head #sophie hatter #can you tell who my favourite character is #no but seriously #its hurts me so much every time I watch the film #she was his true love but he wasn't hers #don't get me wrong I love Howl #But I will always feel sorry for turnip head #he's beautiful to me

[diegoshargrieves]

me when "what is wrong with me? what would make ben sleep with me and decide not to be with me?"

#was rewatching the s3 finale and it went on autoplay so s4e1 and this broke my fucking heart oh my god #devi was not my favourite character all the time and i find it very difficult to consistently root for her but god. god #if this line didnt split me open and have me eating my heart out #i love them i love their relationship so much but i wish she had gotten more closure abt how much he hurt her when he did that #never have i ever #nhie #devi vishwakumar #ben gross #benvi #nhie s4

[lesausageperson]

goodnight superthings post. this is some au lore for oculus max that is very complicated an Di haven't ironed it out yet

he so evil 8) I love himb. here's the flat colours and colouring page too. I did have an alt where his antennae are grey so u can see them but I cannot be bothered to send that to myself again

#superthings #superzings #art #fanart #au art #au #Superthings Mutual Enemy au #my art #digital art #trying out some new tags B) #I love max and I feel like I don't use him enough in art. #I have been drawing him a lot more recently #mostly because he's very hard to draw #but also because he's my friend's favourite character and I like seeing them go Yippe :) #I also love the idea of him being bitter after his defeat #and also the fall from that roof doing... something to his little camera brain #generally I believe that max can have little a insanity arc. #and also hurt/comfort reform arc. #but not too much reform! #he's still a villain after all. it's not exactly been proven to be possible to make a villain a hero again. #or a civilian #plus we don't know if he was born or made #though it's more likely he was born. he has what appears to be a family photo in his office. #... I have been rambling in tags again. #very sorry. enjoy the sqijy.

[hardly-a-p3rson]

the more I watch anything to do with sonic I lose all my braincells and have to sit for a while

#~vani #especially sonic boom #that game hurts me on the inside #i love sonic btw #tails is my favourite character #with silver in close second

[just-1other-nerd]

There are only 10 poll spots, so I had to put some of the episodes into one. I didn't put up the last two episodes of season 1 because he didn't even speak in them, same goes for his cameo in Reaching Out.

#I love Hunter he's my favourite character from toh and I love his arc #my favourite episode centered around him is Hunting Palimen bacause you see that he is being manipulated and used but still has good in him #also it's the start of his relationship with Flapjack (RIP) and I love their friendship #it still hurts #the owl house #toh #hunter the owl house #the owl house hunter #hunter toh #toh hunter #hunter noceda #hunter deamonne #hunter the golden guard #the golden guard #golden guard #hunter

[benevolenterrancy]

I have been in a writing mood lately! I've been picking at this soulmate au for ages now, but I've finally got it all but wrapped up! Enough so that I feel ready to start posting!

A soulmate au in which, if you have a golden core to strengthen the bond, you're able to see and experience things through your soulmate's eyes.

The first time it happened, Lan Zhan was six and walking along the covered balconies of the Cloud Recesses when, quite suddenly, he was not. It happened between one blink at the next, hitting him with such a violent wave of disorientation it was unlike anything he had ever experienced. His foot was raised but it never came down on the familiar wood of the balcony, instead he found himself standing on a foreign street, ankle deep in slush and starving.

#because i LOVE a good soulmate au gimmick #and i like to hurt my favourite characters #now we all get to experience wei ying's miserable childhood 😌 #mdzs #wangxian #wei wuxian #lan wangji #soulmate au #fanfiction