#I’m in sad girl hours

[talkfastromance4]

#I’m in sad girl hours #I’m sorry #Spotify

[zinniapetals]

my fave chengxian reconciliation scenario is wei wuxian slowly realizing that the life of a wanderer isn’t actually what he wants and lotus pier is his home and more clearly, living in a world with jiang cheng but not actually being something to jiang cheng isn’t what he wants either

#chengxian #text #liztalks #I’m just ugh sad girl chengxian hours #I think a lot about the ending of mdzs and how it doesn’t add up #I fee like if it actually took the time to let wwx grieve to heal to think about what happened #wwx would realize he’s using lwj to run away and to hide from his past #I love the fics that give him a few years to get situated with the world #the introspection of what he did and what he now wants and needs #and not to slander lwj but it isn’t him lmao #don’t even get me started on if wwx found out about jc’s sacrifice #mxtx is a coward for not doing that reveal bc she knew that the endgame would have been chengxian lmao #okay I’m delulu ignore me

[julietslvr]

it’s my birthday so ik it’s time to cry in my room !!

#gaslight gatekeep girlboss #girlblog aesthetic #the feminine urge #hell is a teenage girl #this is a girlblog #girl hysteria #i’m just a girl #girlblogger #this is what makes us girls #girlblogging #girly things #girlhood #lizzy grant #lana del rey #lanita #lana stan #happiness is a butterfly #happy birthday #sad birthday #sad bitch hours #sadgirl #i’m gonna cry #crying on your birthday

[fiatpencey]

it’s been a while, hi 👋

#me #here’s me living my best life on a cruise lol #golden hour came throughhhh #i’m home now and so sad about it :( #blonde #selfie #luxury #luxe #luxury girl aesthetic

[robertacolindrezlvr]

an eternity without me

you will look into the faces of passers by hoping for something that will for an instant bring me back to you

you will find moonlit nights strangely empty because when you call my name through them there will be no answer

always your heart will be aching for me and your mind will give you the doubtful  consolation that you did a brave thing

#dangerously yours #tv girl #TVgirl #i’m actually sobbing #femcel #female manipulator #gaslight gatekeep girlboss #sad girl hours #daddy issues #cigarettes out the window #i hate this #i hate my brain #i hate everything #alone lol #mommy issues #writing #music #sobbing #lol

[amoritasart]

Do you think when Philip first started having outbursts, he worried that when he would find Caleb, he would not see his little brother but a monster?

Do you think he was scared he was going to hurt him?? That Caleb was gonna see him and see the very same witches that spirited him away??

Do you think Philip maybe considered that after saving Caleb, he couldn’t return home as he was? That he could no longer live life as a normal human ?

Then one of his worst nightmares come true, Caleb does see him while he's on a rampage. And worse, he is scared… of him? No… Caleb inches closer…The bittersweet sense of relief and anguish that he must have felt. Caleb recognizes right away and he embraces him..

Do you think Philip ever talked to Caleb about his curse? Do you think he’s shocked when he sees Caleb accepts that his brother can do magic? He’s too uncomfortably okay with all this. His little brother is damaged, in pain, and barely human, but he still loves him…

But worse of all he accepts a part of him that Philip himself never did.

#emperor belos #philip wittebane #caleb wittebane #toh #sad girl hours #I know he did it to himself #but he never could accept that his curse was his own fault #like Eda accepted hers and he violently tamed his #but man #I’m not making sense again #I SO wanted the context of that hugging memory #he looks completely entranced in that scene #he doesn’t seem happy in the slightest #and we know his outbursts are painful #I wonder if he was just upset that Caleb had to see him like that #the owl house #I need Monster Belos angst please #I don’t think the knife fight happened like immediately after he found him btw

[mrsquill]

I talk a lot in my fics about how much Joel loves Sarah, but something I can’t stop thinking about is how much Sarah loves Joel. I mean, that girl’s best friend is her daddy. When she first learnt to walk; toddling between her Uncle Tommy and Joel’s outstretched hands, the grin on his face and tears in his eyes all she needed as encouragement. Her first day at school, rushing home excitedly to tell her dad that she’d already told all her new friends that he’s a contractor and he’s the coolest. When they’re hiking; and he listens quietly and nods when needed, as she babbles about the latest drama between the characters on her favourite show and her thoughts on the new Destiny’s Child album. When Sarah finds Joel’s face in the crowd when she graduates; fighting back a sob because she knows she’s made her daddy proud after all he sacrificed for her to get here. Sarah naming her baby son Joel, but the first thing he does when he sees her is kiss her forehead and ask how she’s doing. On her wedding day; in a quiet moment just the two of them before he walks her down the aisle, Sarah squeezing Joel’s hand so hard it could break because that’s her biggest supporter, her greatest friend.

#healing my own daddy issues don’t mind me ! #i’m 😭😭😭 #sad girl hours #joel miller #sarah miller #joel miller tlou #joel miller the last of us #sarah miller the last of us #pedro pascal #nico parker #tlou headcanon #the last of us headcanon #tlou headcanons #my stuff

[biowho]

I just saw a post about how apparently there’s “this ‘big name fan’ blogger on here threatening to deactivate their tumblr because they’re not getting enough likes/reblogs and not making enough money” in regards to Mass Effect…..

I have never been so happy or content with my little island (this sideblog) as I was when I read that post and realized I have absolutely no idea who the hell they’re talking about

I’m just hanging out chilling and every once in a while I see a cool rock (a post) and I pick it up and wave around (queue it) blissfully unaware of the dark shapes (people who have probably blocked me) swelling underneath the depth of the water

Like how there’s a take two of that bioware favorite poll I made last year going around and I had no idea until I got a few asks (sorry for not answering them) asking if I was mad about it! Why would I be mad about it?!? I don’t care! I’m not in control the poll function on tumblr.com nor who uses it!!

Anyways this was a really long winded way of saying thank you to everyone for most of the time not being freaks in my notes on this sideblog whether that be on a post I make or one I rb from someone else

#dragon age #mass effect #bioware #I want to know who it is so bad but at the same time I don’t care #like I get being sad about people not interacting with your art #frankly it’s one of the reasons I don’t draw that much anymore #but that’s a me problem to work through not anyone else’s #I’ve been up for many more hours and then I should so sorry if this doesn’t make sense #You guys are wonderful xoxo gossip girl #I’m gonna go to bed now #It’s 5pm

[atopvisenyashill]

arya: if there’s so much i must be can i still just be me the way i am?

sansa: can i trust in my own heart or am i just one part of some big plan?

#once again i say. i’m cooking here. #fuck you seasons 7 and 8 for being so fucjing dark. fuck. #affc is sad i gotta cheer myself up somehow. #i’m about to add so many tags to this and be so annoying get ready #sansa stark #arya stark #the sun and moon in endless chase #ned stark #twow speculation #catelyn stark #ados speculation #brienne of tarth #i like to post at all hours so u never know my schedule but this is clearly something i made when i should have been sleeping #LISTEN THAT ARYA CHAPTER WAS ROUGH! I WAS SAD MY GIRL WAS STRESSED!!!! SHE IS 8 SHE SHOULD BE WATCHING BLUEY AND DRINKING FROM A JUICE BOX. #also i say…..this is book verse this is me Predicting by Showing You The Path. #They Will Reconcile. #I Will Get Happy Stark Sisters. #getting on my soap box #rani graphics

[crybaby-bkg]

I love mythology so much and it’s taking everything in me to not write a full fledge fic about a Cupid and Psyche au omfg

justttttt Cupid Bakugou who is just so, so fucking beautiful. he’s always been recorded by other mortals for being akin to sunlight himself—all golden hues and sharp angles and high cheekbones and massive wings. wings that span as wide as an entire village, that sparkle when the light hits them, loud when they beat to send him soaring into the skies above. but his mouth? his attitude?

everyone always wonders why he was never the god of war, instead. but he’s damn good at his job, with his arrows propped up on his back, swift with discharging them into another stupid mortal who’s fallen for the local towns idiot. but hey, they’re in love, and it’s his job to enforce that love go over well.

and then he sees you—the most beautiful mortal, that you’re even compared to the gods, to his mother. he wants you so bad, if not to treasure and keep you against his side as he travels over the oceans cold waters, than to keep you safe from the vile men who want you as their partner and the disgusting women who envy you for having it all.

omg and the part where he takes you to stay in his palace and asks you not to ever look at his face???? it’s killing him, to wear that mask to your nightly dinners, to be able to look at the soft curve of your mouth when you frown and ask him to reveal himself. to be able to look at how you stare back at him, eyes pretty and furious, frustrated and mad, wanting to go back on the conditions you agreed upon because having to sit across from him without seeing him is absolute torture. I am. vibrating.

#I’m so sad bc I’ve been having so many ideas without having the energy to actually write them #I know it’s bc this past semester was hard on top of other things #but I really just wanna get back into the groove of things #but yes omg I LOVEEEE mythology #I’m taking a mythology class next semester and I’m genuinely so excited for it!!!! #would not be surprised if I started an entire mythology series on ao3 after that class LOL #I’ve written war god bkg before and I loved it #omg it pissed me off so bad when ppl were like “war god bkg is so cliche 🙄’ #girl eat my dick HOW ABOUT THAT #I also kinda love psyche bkg too ngl #I sat here for like an hour tryna figure out which one he could be lmfao #bc him as psyche where he’s SO beautiful and is so pissy about not being able to see you UGH he’d be such a brat and I’d love it #also if you haven’t read the story of Cupid n psyche pls do it’s so good #I’m sorry I’m talking so much I just really love mythology #—new treat in the streets! 🍫 #bakugou treats! 🍬

[alexdelcain]

live footage of me

#music #my music #lana del rey #lizzy grant #deftones #ethel cain #mitski #reallll #girlblogger #boyblogging #i’m just a boy #sadgirl #crazy boy #silly boy #silly girl thoughts #sad girl hours #sad boy #grunge #headphones #ariana grande #2014 nostalgia #shitpost #ultraviolence aesthetic #bury me at makeout creek #around the fur #fiona apple #ultraviolence #marina and the diamonds #lana del ray aka lizzy grant

[tabithatwo]

Because I’ve been feeling brave lately (maybe TOO brave time will tell) I’m gonna ask an earnest question like I am truly curious where this comes from…does anyone understand the frequent jackie body shames shauna trope in yj fic? I am not coming for anyone okay I just can’t figure it out for the life of me, like I am 99.99% certain the only time we see jackie discuss shauna’s body is with boob dress and that’s like…her wanting shauna to show more skin. And then she backs down immediately when shauna gets upset. It’s very much an indicator that she loves her body to me. So I can absolutely see where a hyperawareness or her body around jackie just based on like her Body Being Perceived exists!! Or shauna wondering if jackie was judging her in a negative way in the other clothes or whatever!! I just…body shaming is such a really very cruel thing and I’m very confused by where the explicit and extreme verbal body shaming thing comes from, like is there a moment where people infer it cause I’m at such a LOSS on this one. Like obviously characterization is largely based on how you read a text I fully get that!! And that’s okay!! All of this is creative prerogative!! I’m just constantly confused by how frequently people write jackie just tearing into shauna’s body because it’s so specific and so next level mean.

#asking this might be a mistake! but apparently I’m in the mood to take the risk of questioning things on the internet lately! #something is in the air (it’s the sun in taurus and the merc retrograde in taurus) #but just…it makes me SO sad every time I see it like I have to close out the fic and everyone can write what they want! just! #I’m so curious where it came from and why it became prevelant! it is so very specific y’know? #am I a known Jackie Is Not A Mean Girl advocate from far too many hours of obsessive analysis?? yeah guilty! #but live and let live y’know usually I shrug at it and move on and it vacates my brain space #but the body shaming WOOF! I need the origin story my brain is stuck on it baby! what’s the etiology of the phenomenon y’know? #braving myself for the anons like I’m going into battle. but like. I am curious I do wanna hear the logic #yellowjackets fic #jackie taylor #shauna shipman #jackie x shauna #yellowjackets

[adashofniallandasprinkleoflunacy]

I miss my old coworkers!!! I miss having friends at work instead of passive aggressive assholes who don’t want to train me and then get annoyed when I don’t know things and act like my very existence irks them!!!!

#if this was part time I’d be able to handle it #but 9 hours a days day after day is genuinely putting me in the worst mindset I’ve had in months #like I go to my car during my break and sit there pushing tears back bc I feel alone and shunned!!! #and these are GROWN ASS WOMEN?? #one of my old coworkers came in to pick up a medication the other day and when I saw her my entire body literally slumped with relief #like omg someone I know who doesn’t hate me!!!! #and we had a quick convo bc she was updating me on work tea and I was like wow I haven’t felt this happy since i started this job #almost 2 weeks ago and that was such a sad reality check lmfao #and like the only reason I got this job is bc I’m bilingual and they desperately needed that #and it’s like okay do you realize you need me?? bc I’m there most of the week the other bilingual girl is only there twice a week #and 99% of your clients don’t speak English so what’s gonna happen if I leave?? #you’re going to have to find someone else and train THEM from the bottom just like me #you’re gonna be in the same position all over again!!! #this is all so infuriating

[thebrittanybrigade]

Slowly and heartbreakingly coming to the conclusion I may have to almost completely forgo dock diving on my pursuit to get Eevee her championship since conformation is eating up all my time and money :/

#this girl needs to get this stupid CH so I can do better sports already fr #I just can’t justify the prices of confo entries AND then the weekend after dropping $200 on dock diving #dog sports be cheaper challenge. give me a discount if I’m doing multiple runs/splashes/whatever per day jfc #fastcat should be $25 first run #and then $15 for the second #dock diving should be $25 for the first splash and hell id even take $20 per every other splash #8 splashes for a weekend adds up SOOOO fast ugh #don’t mind me; just having Sad Girl Hour rn #dogblr

[eeblouissant]

a rose !!

#I was doodling her sitting next to my mom #& she recognized her immediately #it was a fun little moment :) #I can *not* stop drawing. I’m gonna be so sad when I no longer have free time to spend drawing for hours #the golden girls #rose nylund #art #artist #artists on tumblr

[flouseason]

the relationship between an autoimmune girl and her bed and her fluffy blankets and her cats and her fluffy socks and her candles and her bedside snacks and her pile of unread books and her pile of trash and her unread notifications and her clothes she’s worn a week straight and her crippling fear that shes broken and will never be okay and her

#it’s me #I’m her #autoimmune #autoimmune disease #hashimotos #hashimotos disease #thyroid #thyroid disease #sad #sad girl hours #tired #fatigue #cozy #lazy #please don’t read the tags i’m trying to find engagement