𝙸𝙽𝙲𝙾𝙼𝙸𝙽𝙶 𝚃𝚁𝙰𝙽𝚂𝙼𝙸𝚂𝚂𝙸𝙾𝙽 ↦ ꭼꮇꮻꭲꮖꮻɴꭺꮮꮮꭹ ꮖɴꭲꭼɴꮪꭼ ꮲꭱꮻꮇꮲꭲꮪ. ( ACCEPTING ! ) 𝚂𝙾𝚄𝚁𝙲𝙴 𝚂𝚈𝚂𝚃𝙴𝙼 : @spydered
𝙵𝚄𝙻𝙻 𝚃𝚁𝙰𝙽𝚂𝙲𝚁𝙸𝙿𝚃 // ❛ PERHAPS I DON’T SAY IT ENOUGH, BUT ... I’D LIKE YOU TO KNOW THAT I’M ALWAYS HERE, IF YOU EVER WANTED TO TALK.
𝐇𝐄 𝐈𝐒 𝐒𝐔𝐑𝐏𝐑𝐈𝐒𝐄𝐃 and the shock at hearing the words cracks through his otherwise impenetrable mask. it is not often he is caught off guard and for a fleeting second, a glint of boyish wonder touches hard eyes. the man stares at the spider across the way for perhaps a beat too long before looking away, blinking rapidly. eyes retreat to the safety of the floor and he shuffles on his feet, awkward && human. THIS PLANE OF EXISTENCE IS SO DIFFERENT. kindness. compassion. sympathy ... barnes had forgotten such things were even possible. hydra had reshaped his entire existence, abolishing the young man’s wide - eyed optimism and instilling their own grisly vision of the world. after decades of unfaltering reinforcement, the soldier had come to expect certain behaviors and hydra was always eager to provide. their treatment had become the anticipated, the default. violence. cruelty. self - motivation - that is what sat inside the heart of all people.
steve. t’challa. natasha - they were proving him wrong. they were showing him that the world could be different. that maybe even he could be different.
still, every time it throws the man into a tailspin. coming from someone like her though, someone who shares so many similarities to that of the soldier and his upbringing ( unmaking ) ... it packs an extra punch. he wonders how she managed to do it ... how she accomplished what he believed to be the IMPOSSIBLE.
how does one rewire the mind after so many years of ABUSE ? it is more than just replacing those memories or even ERASING them. he wishes it could be that simple. hydra wiped his mind clean each time, but still those TRIGGERS remained. with time, festering wounds may knit themselves back together but even if the mind forgets how it was branded, the scars remain - forever.
❛ talking ain’t exactly in our nature, right ? ❜ spoken with a sad, wry smile. he wonders what her makers told her to make her believe. a weapon has no need for words. a weapon makes no sound unless fired. he is curious. he would even like to ask, but ... a soldier does not ask questions. a soldier follows orders. james blinks and swallows, and does his best to deflect with a crooked smile.
❛ besides ... you won’t blame me if i said i don’t believe you ? trackin’ you down ain’t exactly easy. you are only found when you want to be found ... ❜
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WHY THIS IS AN ISSUE: this is aside from the personal beef i have with siren. it’s the audacity to claim a headcanon she did not think of creatively and not spending hours upon hours coming up with a multi page document that could have been collaborative to the community instead of using it for popularity and attention. on top of not giving credit.
siren or s / spydered / diamondols / teachesgrace / mistressmagic / oathfeared / moontched is a thief and she will not apologize or admit she’s wrong. she claims to have an original headcanon which is not true.
her post:
apparently her version of bw has trigger words. definitely not her idea. this was an idea myself and another user had for weeks before i presented a document based on the black widow ops program. this was last updated in july 2021. this is proof of the document. <-- click here for a bigger view
at the time, i shared the document for a very brief time, to those i interacted with (there are people who can attest to this). i allowed a small group to leave credit, no big deal. later, i changed my decision and took off the document completely. siren was not initially invited to have a private copy of the document. she asked about it and wondered if she was able to have a copy. my intuition (and resources) told me she was going to use the document and claim it to her own idea. clearly, i ended up being right. this is proof of her giving credit to the original document. <-- click here for a bigger view
to be very clear, i did not give siren the permission to use this headcanon after we’ve fallen out. she never asked me and obviously never cared to. she has not apologized or addressed that she’s stolen this from me. she is claiming another user, vendetta / morsecodes / reyestr is a thief for having a similar idea, a user that i actually gave permission for them to use. here is a post of her vague statement she soon deleted after i called her out. (time stamp) this is to the point where people in her circle have been blocking her for no reason and this only based on what siren implemented.
i’ve been quiet for months, even after i stopped speaking / interacting with siren. i’ve heard from several people behind the scenes about siren’s activity and her history of gaslighting and manipulation. those stories are not mine to tell. this is only a tiny batch compared to what else siren has done to me and my friends.
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Porsche 993 Cafe Racer, 2024 (1995). A restomod based on a mid-90s 993 series Porsche 911 Cabriolet that has been modified to resemble a 1950s Porsche 550 Spyder. The project, which is yet to be cpmpleted, has been undertaken by a Porsche enthusiast from Scottsdale, Arizona.
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@spydered SAID :: “ yeah i don’t do the whole crying thing. give me something to stab and i’ll be good in a day or two. "
ARMS CROSSED OVER HIS chest, Scott stood leaning with his back against the wall. Romanoff’s hair had fire in it in his monochrome, red world. It’s almost as bright as Jean’s, but he’s yet to meet anyone who shines as bright as her in his eyes. He offered the other a very small, and soft smile — he understands. Scott preferred the Danger Room over facing his emotions by far, and then there was Logan, who’d likely rather stab something than cry it out as well.
“Not much of a talker either, are you?”
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“ you flat out just admitted you have feelings for me. “
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“ I DID NO SUCH THING -” she protests , ignoring the glare she is recieving from her friend . it is possible the captain admitted that she has feeling for her best friend but it was a moment of weakness , a momentary lapse in judgement . “ and if i did ?” why is she so nervous ? she’s done far scarier things than admitting her feelings . “ what would you say if i did have feelings for you ?”
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Porsche 911 Carrera 4 (964)
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Someone requested thisss.
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discovered critical role this year and already rewatching campaign 2 right now nobody look at me and my comfort disaster wizard
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Soul Eater X One Piece Zoro n Luffy designs :D
(click for better quality // no reposts please but reblogs are greatly appreciated!)
I know having zoro be the miester is a weird choice but hear me out! I was mainly inspired off this crossover artwork and the brainrot led me to develop my own au ideas around it. I've structured it so non of SE's canon deathsythe's exist, including(!!!) Justin Law. So the idea that a weapon can become a deathsythe independently has not been proven yet.
Kuina (weapons)'s inner conflict revolves around this, and her father (miester) is the one who perpetuates the idea further. it's been a while since I've read/watched SE so I will need a huge refresher on everything but I do think the themes of weapon/miester inequality could translate the sexism one surrounding swordsmanship' well. Zoro after her death decides to take on her dream along his own of being the world's first(and best!) independent deathsythe.
and while Luffy does become his miester later on (their "my ambition means nothing if I cannot protect my captain" moment) they're still pretty independent, zoro fighting like Justin as a lone weapon and Luffy fighting with his fists and DF (which are translated as special abilities that are passed down through souls of previous users (ace and sabo angst I'm looking at you)).
@spyder-fyre (hope you don't mind the tag!) pointed out how Luffy is probably alot more similar to black star in terms of personality so Im thinking about how I'll work with that, I do think black stars 'larger-than-life' ambitions are very similar to Luffy's too! not entirely sure what I want to do w him yet but I'm open to ideas and will probably do a re-read for ideas too.
also what do y'all think of this :?
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TOP ⚜️ Porsche 918 Spyder
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