#This chapter broke me...

[shiro-s2e2-erukinzu]

Anime only watchers and people who aren't caught up with the Manga, BEWARE... Cuz I'm about to discuss Spy X Family Mission 98... You have been warned...! 👌

[SPOILERS AHEAD FROM THIS POINT ON]

This chapter literally broke me in more ways than one...

This chapter is a continuation of Martha and Henderson's backstory from Mission 97, so let's talk about it shall we...?

So when I opened this chapter and saw a radio...:

...I literally got PTSD from seeing it because it immediately made me think of the first part of Mission 62, Twilight's (or rather [REDACTED]'s) past, so I knew that things were about to take a turn for the worst...! 😔

On the same page, Martha asks Henderson what he's doing here and he tells her that there's a personnel shortage, so he got to graduate early. Then, Henderson turns off the radio and says this:

This is just... It's so sad, but true that things, like radios, that were once made for helping others can easily be used to spread hatred and cause harm... It's just not right... 😞

Moving on, after being separated for so long, Martha and Henderson were able to have another tea party like they used to have, but it wasn't long before things started to take a turn... During a school safety drill, Martha asks Henderson if he's excused from being drafted, and he tells her...:

"It may be that even education is powerless now."... 😟

Hearing Henderson say that hurts my soul... But nothing could prepare me for the next few pages...

Why... Why do things like this have to happen... 😣

No, things like this SHOULDN'T happen...! Innocent people dying because of senseless violence, because of war, it's just not right nor is it fair...! And I will always stand by that...!!

Continuing on, Henderson finds out that Martha is volunteering for The Women's Defense Auxiliary and he's upset by this. She tells him that the ballet company she was a part of is going to disband and her dream will go with it, so he scolds her again and she tells him this:

My heart hurts just seeing the anguish in face and in her words...!! 💔

And the heart break continues because Martha overhears that Henderson is going to be married off and she is devastated... But while in tears, she overhears that the dance is coming again, so this is her last chance to tell him how she feels...!

At the dance, Martha approaches Henderson:

Martha looks so cute here...!! 💗 I was so excited to see them dance together, that when I turned the page, something unexpected happened... I started to cry...:

Seeing them happy, even though just for this moment, it reminded me why I love Spy X Family so much... It's for these moments, the moments that most of S×F's cast is fighting for, the moments that we all should strive for...!! There are just so many bad things going on in the world that it makes wish that moments like these could be the norm for all instead of some...!! I just don't understand why must there be so much hatred and malice in the world... Why can't we all live in peace instead of conflict...

Gosh, I'm even crying now just writing all of that... I should probably start to wrap this up...!

So, just as Martha is about to confess to Henderson, this happens...:

...and the chapter ends... 💔😭💔

And that was Mission 98; truly such a heartwreching chapter to read, just like Mission 62 was...

I don't even know what else to say except thank you to Endo... Thank you for making this manga, for getting me feel all of these feelings, for giving me the opportunity to share these feelings with everyone that loves this series as much as I do...!! Thank you from the bottom of my heart...!! 💗

And thank you to all of you that reads this post...!! There's a lot of things that I wish that I could do to make the world a better place, but if this post inspires you in anyway, that's good enough for me...!! 💗

Sorry for rambling, but anyway... Until the next Mission; take care, be safe out there and thank you for reading...!! 🤗 Later!! 💗

#spy x family #sxf #spyxfamily #spy x family manga #sxf manga #spyxfamily manga #spy x family spoilers #sxf spoilers #spyxfamily spoilers #manga spoilers #Mission 98 #henry henderson #martha marriott #This chapter broke me... #I can't tell you how much desipe war... #I can't wait to see what happens next...!! #Also... #FUCK WAR!!

[kbondoxxxxav]

they’re neighbors au

#one piece #trafalgar law #donquixote rosinante #bartholomew kuma #jewerly bonney #i post non digi related fanart for the first time #i just got back into op and #the newest chapter broke me #ashanjd #the dads who stepped up

[bluevelvetea]

So start by saving me, Itadori.

(Find my reference here)

#velvetdraws #no new chapter today so I present you my version of jjk 252 #bc last chapter broke me #gege let them hug #let them kiss #let the power of friendship and love win only once in this gut wrenching tragedy you call shounen #jjk #jujutsu kaisen #jjk spoilers #jujutsu kaisen spoilers #jjk 251 spoilers #jjk 251 #I hope those are enough spoiler tags #itadori yuuji #Itadori yuji #fushiguro megumi #itafushi #fushiita #also I'm just taking a wild guess on Yuuji's arms #no idea what's going on there #jjk fanart #jjk fix it

[soulsty]

Goodbye Houseki No Kuni 💚

#houseki no kuni #land of the lustrous #hnk manga #hnk #houseki no kuni fanart #lotl #lotl phos #lotl fanart #hnk fanart #hnk phos #I literally could not describe how happy I am to have been here when he final ch released #thank you to my friend for introducing me to hnk #love u Rowan <3 #that one panel fucking CRUSHED me #I was curled up on the ground blubbering my the time I finished the chapter #this manga broke into my home and spat on my cat #I love you phos this won’t be the last time I cry about you #soulstyscribbles

[tianhai03]

felt like drawing kiryu how i dressed him up in gaiden... i havent drawn him in like 2 years i think. feels good to be back 🐉

#yes i put the hockey mask on him because of jason. yes im never taking it off. i love the mask so much #its like rggstudios knew that i got into friday the 13th recently and so they made that an option in the game im forever grateful #anyways. the game's great. im like 10 hours in and im still on chapter 2. i almost went broke multiple times bc i bought too much clothing #for kiryu to wear. 10/10 i cant wait for the ending to absolutely fucking destroy me emotionally <3 #yakuza #ryu ga gotoku #kiryu kazuma #allyart #god i wish i didnt have work so i could play gaiden all day. its so fun..........................

[caluette]

gethsemane

#blue lock #ブルーロック #michael kaiser #blue lock fanart #art #fanart #blue lock manga #blue lock 260 #this chapter broke me #kaiser as a jesus character is interesting especially when you consider his name meaning “emperor chosen by god” #because jesus too was chosen by god right but chosen to DIE #and what is looming over kaiser in the narrative right now? #complete destruction #death at isagi's hands #and you have kaiser continuing to rebel against god #becoming the impossible #but that rebellion is about to fail #yeah so i was reminded of that one panel of him where his arms eerily make it look like he's on a cross and here we are #my art

[demonkinguwu]

TWST is certainly the game of all time

#twisted wonderland #twst #epel felmier #twst epel #So #that happened #sobs girl what #this part certainly shocked me into 10 minutes of silence before i broke down laughing and crying #anyways out of everything buffepel was not in my bingo card and I think the twst staff are both insane and great for this shshsj #anyways have my first art in months yall #me: I cannot draw twst because i don’t think I'll do a good job #also me: fine I'll draw buffepel #Demon Art #demondoodles #tw spoilers #Book 7 spoilers #chapter 7 spoilers

[yomeiu]

can you see me clearly?

#drowning live on the monitors #my poor pookie schmookie broke his leg #chuuya where are you #i have no reason to make this into skk but i will anyway #hes waving at his bf chuuya ofc #dazai be like *twirls hair* chuuya i know you're being possessed by the devil but im on the big screen #sigma next to him: bro what the fuck #literally dont know what this looks like because on every screen i own the colors are different #i also lost the file of these so what ever mistake you see well its there foreve my bad #recent chapters getting me scared #water practice #dazai osamu #dazai #bsd #bungo stray dogs

[lleann-art]

"The boy beside her. The future before her. Anything was possible."

#kanej #six of crows #crooked kingdom #six of crows fanart #kaz brekker #inej ghafa #hello again tumblr #i come back here whenever i'm obsessed with a new book #which is how you can tell that i've just been sitting on ao3 the whole time i was gone #anyway crooked kingdom broke me but inejs last chapter healed me a little #kanej has my heart

[pyrecryptid]

Chapter 6 of Good times, for a change by @wizardofgoodfortune

#good times for a change fic #the sandman #dreamling #dream of the endless #hob gadling #messing around with new colouring i think i like it #this chapter broke me and then put me back together again sobbing #alex you mad genius #viarts

[employee052]

[patience]

one step at a time.

(aka, im back from my break, so look over here, its The Gays) (< woah that rhymed! im a poet /j)

#artswin #stanarrator #i found a playlist inspired by asasatbots/sbtswy and i got into a vibe that compelled me to make this skdjhf #tsp narrator #tsp stanley #tsp #tspud #the stanley parable #the stanley parable ultra deluxe #stanley parable #tspud narrator #tspud stanley #stanley x narrator #ik technically i broke my break by posting some stuff yesterday but yknow. wanted it to be official #im certainly existing. but ive been feeling alright now :3 #asasatbots is 'a story about smoking at the back of the supermarket' btw its just too long to fit in the tag sdkjh #same with sbtswy which is the alt name of the manga 'smoking behind the supermarket with you' #i love that manga sm i cant wait for another chapter #anywho ramble over good day

[buttercupshands]

rewatched Kurogiri's holiday story from ultra impact (not related to sketch at all)

(but it did inspire me)

on another note

finally!!

#fanart #sketch #my art #bnha #shigaraki tomura #tenko shimura #kurogiri #I cried a bit while playing it I missed the classic LoV I missed Kurogiri WITH the LoV it's been so long :( #and it feels like last chapter (423 atm) broke the seal of sketching them as anything but something static #it took me two or so days to just understand that Kurogiri is... yeah #I can't believe it took Horikoshi so long to bring him back but as I said and will say it again I glad it happened at all #after some thought I just want to sit with the chapters #anyway getting the preordered book was so much fun #it was full of LoV from Toga and Dabi talking about her house to Tenko being upset over being told that he doesn't have friends #and everything in-between basically only Compress left to join in the next volume #I think???? #I actually want to get another one already they're so goodddd #and the translation sounds pretty good but I checked some pages not the whole book it'll be boring #it's actually so weird to think that I started a goal of reading the whole series ad it was now officially coming out like this back in 201 #and now it's 2024 and the translation is pretty much ahead of anime and maybe it'll be faster than viz volumes too #since it's 2 in 1 basically - I think it's really great since I save some money but get LoV chapters every time #because they appear every 2 books at the start of the series and back then it was hard for me to get them #but I felt content seeing all the books that I bought when I was visiting family for holidays this month because there are so many of them #and I don't need any wi-fi or internet in general to read them back to back now with an addictional volume #they have some mistakes but I don't mind them it feels good to just hold all of them (and a bit heavy after like 8 books) and now it's 18

[frogwithaflowercrown]

I colored a tbhk panel, enjoy

#tbhk #tbhk 112 #hananene #tbhk spoilers #I needed to cope somehow #This chapter broke me #jshk

[brennustheskeleton]

Lyrics are from “2 Minutes Notice” from Helluva Boss and written by Sam Haft and Andrew Underberg

Lyrics from “There are worse things I could do” from Grease

#I THINK 2 MINUTES NOTIC IS PRETTY MUCH PERFECT FOR SPAM #FIZZAROLI IS SPAMTON LOL /j #i think it's more likely Mile let go of spamton without him knowing but it would be interesting if spam was the one that broke ties #these past few weeks has just been me drawing Spam to lyrics that fit him x) #deltarune #spamton g spamton #spamton #deltarune chapter 2 #deltarune spamton #deltarune fanart #spamton deltarune #helluva boss #helluva boss songs #mentions of Grease

[fishareglorious]

why were they doing duels in court in chapter 4. is it a actual normalized thing for their world or saint pavlov just makes the defendant and the prosecution throw hands to see who comes out the victor. do they do it for every corruption case. can we watch madam z wrestle then dump a mug full of hot coffee on constantine's face godot ace attorney style for the whole breakout incident and for multiple instances of child murders

#reverse 1999 #certified storm moments #look. i will always find a way to loop it back to chapter 3. they were just kids. they deserved some justice no? #i think nouvelles et testes pour rien changed my brain chemistry for better or worse. that damn ending broke me and i was #not the same person i was upon finishing it #empty wardrobe was tragic and a look into the inevitability of the storm and how it affected the ones left behind but when it comes #to chapter three its horrific because they were purposefully lead to their fates. yeah they were a bunch of children too curious for their #own good but surely even in an authoritatian school you'd try to lead them away instead of. aye let's fucking let them see the storm

[muninnhuginn]

the way mika took her step with shima knowing she'd be rejected but it *has* actually let her move on. she still has some conflicted feelings but she sees the way the wind is blowing and does wish both mitsumi and shima well.

and the way that sometimes having people outside of your typical friend circle lets you be open in a different way. her friendship with nao-chan has helped her self-confidence just as much as her friendship with her peers, just in a different way.

but also like, she was able to speak to nao-chan about all this *not caring that mukai was there*. the fact that she's admitting this stuff not caring he's there is so huge on her part because she's spent so long trying to appeal to everyone in her age group and "fit in" but she's finally letting herself move past that. she always wanted a romantic relationship because she wanted a relationship in which she was seen and accepted for herself (and she didn't think those those two conditions were compatible due to her low self-esteem). and because of that she wasn't actually in the position to have a healthy romance. but now she's no longer actively seeking that acceptance if she does now start dating someone it won't be *for* the acceptance but because she wants to be in the relationship and likes the other person. but nao-chan still gives her that reassurance she will "definitely find someone" because she knows enough to know they're alike in that aspect.

and mika's so relieved too the entire time she's sharing this. mukai actively calls her hyper and obviously he doesn't have the full context but even he knows this is rare for her.

it's a relief for her to let go.

#nao-chan in this chapter also broke my heart in a good way. she was so worried before the trip but she got the reassurance she needed #it always throws me when I realise how she puts people like mitsumi and mika above herself in some ways #but both mika and nao-chan were both able to get reassurance out of mika venting.... #also also I loved the irony inherent in all three of these people having pieces of the puzzle that is shimamitsu #but just flat out not addressing that angle at all #skip to loafer #stl manga spoilers #skip and loafer