did you ever end up writing the phone call blurb?? i am STRUGGLING to find it and im so desperate ššš
called you again (extended)
a/n: ok so i never got to writing the actual phone call that transpires between carmy and reader, that gets her to chicago in the first place. and if i recall correctly, @cool-girl-is-hot was also patiently awaiting this phone call. since i'm doing the follower celebration, what a perfect time for me to bring this back, @bunnywritesmarvel.
You answer the call before you can talk yourself out of it, immediately putting it on speaker.Ā
āHi,ā you say, your voice shaking a little.Ā
And itās as if a fog clears, like you've been waiting to hear it for a long time.
āHi,ā he replies, his voice soft, yet hesitant.
You're met with a long silence on the end of the other line as the two of you dance around whatever it is Carmy called to say. There's a part of you that wants nothing more than to spill everything, lead the conversation like you always do, but after months of radio silence, you know you can't do that. If Carmy wants to reconnect, then he's got a whole of groveling to do considering he pretty much ghosted you since he moved back home.
"I uh. I heard," he finally says, in reference to your recent change of employment.
"Oh," you sound, your voice higher in pitch than you imagined it would be as you scramble to find a better word than 'oh.' "I... um. Yeah. My heart wasn't in it anymore."
What you want to say is, my heart moved to Chicago and forgot how his fucking phone works.
"Yeah," Carmy replies, and you can practically hear him pacing back and forth as he searches for something to say.
You share another silence, this one much more tense than the last, like a hot pot of water about to blow its lid off in pressure, as you wait for him to ask you something -- anything. How hard could it be?
How are you? What's been going on? Sorry I haven't called.
But he doesn't say anything of these things. Instead, when he finally speaks again, all he says is:
"So listen. I uh-, I got this guy. Heās- heās self taught but heās got a lot of potential,ā Carmy explains, his delivery becoming more and more confident as he hides behind the work.
āHe just needs a good teacher ā someone to inspire him ā give him some of the foundations he wouldāve gotten in culinary school. I think uh, I think you'd like him.
So after four months of no contact he... needs something from you?Ā You can't help the feelings of anger and disappointment that grow inside of you.
Was he upset that you quit the restaurant -- here to talk you into going back -- now that he needed a favor? A stage?
āJust for a week, maybe?" Carmy suggests, his voice going up at the end, almost as if it's a question.
"I canāt pay you much but uh, well weāve got a little money, which is a whole other story, and I can talk to my brother-in-law. He can put you up somewhereā¦ you knowā¦ if you want to. If that helps.āĀ
Oh.
He's asking you to come to Chicago.
While it feels like it changes things, you're still ambivalent and you certainly don't want to get your hopes up.
"Carmy..." you trail off on an exhale. "I don't know."
"Sure," Carmy nods, chewing on his lip, suddenly feeling extremely self conscious about asking you in the first place.
He wants to take it all back, tell you it was a stupid idea, and apologize for even saying something in the first place. But he doesn't. He can't. Because after working himself up to call you for the last few hours, there's no way he's going to back out now.
Let it rip, Bear.
"I uh... well, I understand. If can't-. Don't want to. Maybe I shouldn't've uh..." Carmy stammers through, the heat rising to his cheeks.
"It's just uh. Tim told me... you might be looking for some inspiration."
Right.
You pause before asking:
"Can I... Can I think about it?"
"Yeah. Yeah, of course. Sure," Carmy is quick to answer, because he really wants to make this okay for you.
For the both of you.
And because hearing your voice for the first time in four months feels better than he ever could've imagined.
"Okay. I'll uh... I'll think about it," you drag out, because you know you'll need some time to process this.
"Listen, I uh. I'm late to meet Liz. But I'll let you know. Either way."
"Yeah, okay. Okay," he answers, nodding eagerly.
"Okay," you reply, listening to Carmy bid you a soft spoken goodbye before ending the call.
"Holy shit," you hiss, putting your phone down on the table, your hand folded over your heart as you can feel it race.
no but i love your writing! ever since i watched s1 and 2 last weekend because of a youtube ad, i peaked in the carmy tag and was a surprised to see the amount of stories carmy had! would love a scenario where heās married to a sassy, take no shit type of reader sim to natalie. his wife legit could work with him for all i care. but for whatever reason he does something w/o checking inā he prolly just forgot. she finds out and confronts him hella pissed (could be at family or during restaurant prep idc) and she says āoh, if carmen said it was cool.ā not even carmy the full government name bro š. p much how natalie articulated it š¤£. canāt remember the ep but in early season 1 when marcus blew the fuse you can also include slick commentary from richie (and fak) if youād like! tysm in advance š„°. also if you donāt me me asking, do you have name/alias on this blog? what we can call you? enjoy your week
- š„£
yes yes yes ahhhhh! he definitely needs someone who keeps him in line but walks that fine line where he can also keep them in line (bc dom!carmy is living in my heart rent free forever lol). also you can call me e if you'd like :) thank you for your sweet words! i hope you have a good week, and hope you enjoy this!
"What's this?" You ask Sydney, looking at the new box being unloaded from the truck- big and bulky in a crate, far too large to be a produce shipment.
"Uh, I think it's the new glassware for the bar." Sydney looked at her clipboard, back at you carefully.
"Glassware? What new glassware. We haven't picked that out yet." You frowned, looking at the crate carefully.
"Oh, well, it was in Carmen's notes for the day, so... I think that's the only shipment we have. Unless the hostess stand came early, which would be amazing, but you-" Sydney stopped her ramblings, seeing your soured expression. "You know what? Never mind, uh, ignore me. I'm just...Carmen's with Sugar and Richie in the back if you want to ask him."
"Thanks, Syd." You muttered, ripping the bell open with a shrill before bounding towards the back. You could hear them before you saw them, a familiar chorus of chatter and rising voices.
"Hey, so what's the delivery out front?" You ask, not bothering to wait for them to acknowledge you. If you did, you'd never talk, they all talked over each other.
"The new glasses for the bars." Sugar turned, smiling softly at you. "How are you doing?"
"Good." You muttered, eyes cutting to Carmen. "We haven't ordered new glasses yet."
"Uh, well, I thought you liked the ones from last week, angel." Carmen's eyes were bulged, clearly flustered.
"I said I liked them for basics, but I needed you to confirm a drink menu." You glared at him, arms crossing over his chest.
"You can't put the drinks in that?" Carmen asked, hand flying out towards the hall.
"Not if you want the specialty, no." You huffed. "Carmen, I told you to wait just a few days and we could get them at the wholesale market. The textured ones for the signature at least."
"Uh-oh," Richie muttered, snickering to Fak.
"Can you not use the glasses I got?" Carmen sighed.
"I can, but did you get enough? And did we decide if the signature is going in a whiskey glass or a cylinder one? Did you order double of those?" You lifted a brow, taking a step towards him. Richie and Nat watched, heads turning from you and Carmen like a tennis match.
Carmen paused, running a hand down his face. "N-No, but-"
"-So what are you going to do when we open and you run out of drinks, huh? When everyone orders the signature and it comes in different glasses? You think those travel groupie influencers won't notice? Won't post about it and make it a big fucking deal?" You countered.
"Then we'll figure it out!" Carmen huffed. "Look I gave the order to Richie, and-"
"-Hey, no fuckin' way cousin. You gave me your order." Richie held his hand up. "Sweetheart, Carmy said it was good so I just placed the order."
"Well, if Carmen said it was good, then it must be, right? He's the fucking boss." You snarl, glaring at Carmen furiously. "Seems like you've got it under control, Carm, so I'll leave it to you." You turn on your heel, furiously stomping away.
Richie and Fak wait until they hear the slam of the office door, to release their cackles. "Oooh! Cousin, you are in the fuckin' dog house now." Richie laughed, Fak's chorus of barks emphasizing his statement.
"Shut up, ok? Just shut the fuck up." Carmen growled, running a hand through his hair.
"Carmy, why wouldn't you ask her before you ordered? She's your mixologist." Nat sighed, shoulders heavy with disappointment.
"Also your girlfriend." Sydney added, poking her head in. "I told you to wait. Just saying."
"Thank you, alright, thank you all for your fuckin' helpful words." Carmen snapped. "Just... Nat, make sure they get all that shit set up right, ok? Make sure the dishwasher fucking works before we're open, please."
The office door was shut, and Carmen hesitated, reaching for the knob anxiously. He wasn't sure if he should knock- I mean, fuck, this is his office but... you were already so mad at him. Knuckles rapping on the door, he didn't wait for the invite in- knowing he'd never get one.
Carmen found you, sniffling in a furious pout in the corner, body angled away from the door. "Baby-" Carmen started with a sigh, shoulders falling gently at your upset state.
"-Don't." You snap, wiping your eyes. "Don't even start with me, Carmen." The way you say his full name sounds so bitter, too formal and full of malice to be from you.
"I-I'm sorry. I thought we agreed on it, and-and Richie was pressuring me and... And you're right. I shouldn't have made that decision without you, and I'm sorry." Carmen said slowly, waiting for your gaze to meet his, angry, wet, waterline.
"Yeah, you shouldn't have." You agreed bitterly, wiping your eyes. "I get this is your restaurant, Carmen, but don't ask for my help if you're just gonna do what you want anyways. That's-That's not nice."
"I know." Carmen nodded slowly, approaching you with the caution he would a wild animal. "I want your help. I do, and-and I like your idea that the house drink goes in the special glass. Makes it stand out."
You lifted your gaze up to his. "Yeah?" You asked, he nodded, sitting next to you. "Did you blow your budget?"
"No," Carmen shook his head, not a total lie. Fak had been able pull some strings with the new stoves, turns out he did have a guy. It left a little over five thousand left over.
"We could go to that place, if you want to. Go look and see if they have the glasses. Get a rough estimate of about how many we'd need." Carmen offered, his hand cupping your thigh gently, thumb rubbing over your leg in soothing circles.
"As long as Sydney or Nat does the numbers and not you." You snorted lightly, rolling your eyes at him.
He laughed, nodding in agreement. "Yeah, I'll get Sugar to run 'em, alright? Then we can go. Call it an early night."
You beamed at the idea, letting him slide in next to you, melting into your side. "That sounds good." You hummed, letting your head fall on his shoulder.
"I-I'm real sorry I didn't as you ." Carmen muttered. "That was shitty."
"Yeah." You sighed in agreement. "I just... I want to be included in things." You asked, looking up at him sweetly. "Not everything, but-but at least the things that apply to my area."
"I know." Carmen nodded, his hand catching your cheek softly. "I'll let you handle it next time, alright? I trust your opinion."
"You don't have to do that-"
"-No, you're right, I don't. But-But I want to." Carmen nodded. "I know you're lookin' out for the best in this place just like I am."
a/n: i needed a lil bit of angst and also wanted a first-time dad!Stephen fic so... i combined them. here you go š
warnings: bit of angst, talks of childbirth (nothing explicit), anxiety
The hours seemed to tick on forever. Another few nerve-stricken paces and Stephen Strange was positive heād burn a hole into the linoleum floors.Ā
As a surgeon, he had never been nervous performing a procedure. He was the greatest neurosurgeon out there and no one could take away his title. His calm reserve, his steady hand. He was quintessentially perfect. Anxiety didnāt grip him in its vice.Ā
Until the accident. He finally was made aware of his emotions and how delicate he truly could become. He discovered his unwavering ability to exhaust emotion; tears, sadness, happiness, love. It all came like a tidal wave upon his metaphorical shoreline when you happened. When you walked into his life, he discovered that he could feel all of those emotions, sometimes all at once. But fear was the least felt.Ā
Until today. Today he felt fear. He never wanted to experience such a cruel emotion but as he watched you writhe in pain and cry for him to make it stop while knowing this was one problem he couldnāt solve with the wave of his hand, that nature must take its course, he grew scared. He had been waiting for this moment ever since those two lines appeared on the pregnancy test, after the initial shock of oh wow, Iām going to be a dad after not wanting kids, and today in the delivery room, mournful that he couldnāt be more for you than just a hand to squeeze and a shoulder to cry onā¦ and bite. He wasnāt expecting teeth marks on his skin today, but heād let you do it a million times over if it meant he could get you through this.
āYouāre doing so good, baby. I promise. Itās almost over.ā he had encouraged you with both hands clasped through yours, his body leaning over the edge of the bed as you worked through every single ache and pain. You held him like a vice until you were dizzy, his voice the only thing holding you to the bed. You blocked out the voices of the doctors, nurses, you only desired Stephenās encouragement through such a trauma as this.
And when the pain ceased and you felt a sudden emotion of emptiness, the one thing that only you had held on the inside for nine months was extracted from your being, you felt numb.Ā
Stephen held you tightly, awaiting that glorious sound all parents mewled about. His hands were trembling in yours as he waited, and waited, and waited.Ā
āCome on, sweetheart. Cry.ā Stephen whispers to a little girl who couldnāt hear him. āWhatās going on?ā he demands, using the voice he reserved for the operating room.Ā
He hears the doctor and nurse's correspondence.Ā
āFluid in the lungsā - āCanāt breatheā - āLips are blueā.Ā
Quickly, his mind whirred and he knew what was happening. His baby girl had entered the world essentially lifeless. He turns to you, feeling as you force yourself up in the hospital bed by way of his arm. You clutch his forearm in a death grip despite your strength having been drained, the wave of adrenaline pulsing through your veins as you struggle to overhear.Ā
āWhat is going ON?!ā you scream at the top of your lungs, pain surging throughout your limbs. You were a brand new mother who hadnāt got to see your daughterās face and more importantly hear her cry.Ā
āHoney, I need you to lie back down,ā Stephanie coaxes, kissing your forehead that was slick with sweat. You look up at your husband whose eyes are fixated on you. āTake some breaths for me, alright?ā He knows youāre on the verge of panic so he quickly reaches above the hospital bed to grab the oxygen mask.Ā
āStephen!ā you exclaim, lungs aching. He shushes you and closes his hands around yours. He wouldnāt dare let his resolve down, not now. You needed him more than ever and he couldnāt let you see him fall apart, even though he wanted to bombard those working on his baby and the cause.Ā
āSheās going to be okay. Weāve got to let them look at her.ā He smothers his face against your hair, reaches up, and strokes your scalp, āThatās my girl, nice deep breaths. I need you to stay calm for her. Can you do that for our little girl, sweetheart?āĀ
You nod your head. Your ears were ringing so loud after she came out that you didnāt overhear what Stephen did.Ā
āI-Iām scared,ā you blubber.Ā
Stephen can feel tears pricking the corners of his eyes. I am too, baby. I am too he thinks to himself.Ā
āThereās no need to be scared. Iāll be scared for us both.ā Stephen kisses your temple before moving to your lips, tasting the saltwater tears that had fallen to your mouth.Ā
That was hours ago. Stephen continued to pace the floors. The last he heard was that his daughter was being taken to the NICU for further observation and to be stabilized. Fortunately, Christine had stopped by a few times to check in. She of course had no updates for the two of you, but she was there as a means of emotional support. Each time she snuck in quietly, sheād find a pacing Stephen who she only sighed at.Ā
āHave you sat down?ā Christine whispered, seeing as you were finally asleep. Stephen shakes his head as Christine grabs his hand, forcing him to stop. āStephen. You need to sit.ā she leads him to the chair but he shakes his head.
āNo, Christine, I needā,ā
āTo be a supportive husband and great father. You canāt do that when youre footprints are embedded into the floor.ā she chuckles quietly but turns serious upon seeing his wary expression. She licks her lips and sighs. āIf that little girl is anything like you? She wonāt give up. Sheāll be a fighter. But she needs a father who can remain strong for herā¦ You canāt stay strong if youāre exhausting yourself. The same goes for her,ā Christine looks over at you. āShe needs you to lean against during this which means she needs you relaxed and alert. But pacing wonāt do anything.ā
Stephen draws in a sharp breath and finally takes a seat upon Christineās pushing of his shoulders. She smiles at him and pats his shoulder.Ā
āEverythingās going to be okay, Stephen.ā
He sure hoped so. āThank you,ā he nods his head, appreciative of her friendship despite their past. He squeezes her hand just before she removes it from his shoulder.Ā
āTry and squeeze in a cat nap. Youāll feel better.āĀ
He chuckles, knowing sleep was out of the question entirely. But rather than arguing with her, he nods his head in agreement. When Christine left and Stephen was left alone with his thoughts, he closed his eyes and tried to imagine him finally holding his daughter, and how relief would wash over him the moment he could see her. Thatās how he managed to close his eyes and relax. He did it for his two girls. You and that precious little one fighting upstairs.Ā
An hour or so later, when the door to your room opened, Stephenās eyes bolted open and he was up on his feet in seconds. The woman who delivered your daughter enters the room, pushing a tiny glass cart. Stephenās heart thudded wildly in his chest, realization washing over him at just who this sweet little visitor could be.
āHi, Dad,ā the doctor whispers.Ā
Stephen gasped quietly at the sight, that relief he clung to after Christine left washing over him. āHow is she?ā he asks.Ā
āShe scared us there for a little while.. she came so fast that she swallowed some fluid on the way out, but sheās perfectly healthy. I didnāt want to wake Mom up. I know sheās been anxious, but would you like to hold your little girl?ā
Stephen felt a rush of emotion. He never wanted kids. He thought they were irritabilities, tiny humans who would annoy him forever. He was one of those people who when the kid ran around the dinner table in a restaurant after being told to stop, would smirk when they finally smacked their forehead against the surface. Christine normally always kicked him in the shin under the table and then you started doing it when you began dating. But that all changed the morning you approached him with trembling hands and a positive pregnancy test.Ā
āYes, please,ā Stephen whispers, looking over at you. He was grateful you had finally succumbed to the clutches of sleep. He wasnāt sure how much longer you could keep going, as you were nearing 48 hours of no sleep at all.Ā
The doctor smiles and motions him to sit in the chair beside your bed. She rolls the glass cart over to him and looks down at the sleeping bundle. āShe didnāt get to have skin-to-skin with Y/N so would you like to do that? She can do it also when she wakes up, but we find that skin-to-skin holds many benefits.ā
Stephen nods his head as the doctor lists the positives such as bonding, regulation of body temperature, and heart rate, among others, tears burning the corners of his eyes. He quickly unbuttons his shirt and pulls it open, his heart racing even faster when the doctor carefully picks up his daughter and leads her to his chest. She rests the baby on top of him and immediately, Stephen feels like a brand new man. The softness and warmth of her skin against his made his serotonin level skyrocket and caused more tears to freely fall.Ā
āCongratulations, Dad,ā she whispers in the dimly lit room. āWe just fed her in the nursery but when Mama wakes up, weāll let her try feeding her. Call if you need anything,āĀ
Stephen nods his head and watches the doctor leave, gently closing the door behind her. He looks down at the new life snuggled against him. Her eyes peel open, naturally blue irises glassy as she moves her lips. Stephen could already see you within her. Her sweet little nose, the curl of her lips. He took a small peek under the hat, the tiniest wisps of brown hair visible, sending the new father into a chokehold.Ā
āOh, my darling girl,ā Stephen coos. āYou gave Mommy and I quite the scare todayā¦ Yes, you did. But Iām so glad youāre here. Do you know who I am? Youāve heard my voice every single dayā¦ Whether I was telling you and Mommy how much I love you or bickering with Wong. Youāve heard it. Iām your Daddy,ā the words fall like water from his mouth and his chest tightens as he dubs himself with the title. Daddy. Heās a father.Ā
The baby girl gently closes her eyes, lips smacking as she remains rested on his chest. Stephen ran his fingertip up and down her spine, bewildered by how soft she was. He glances over at your sleeping form. He smiles, being the proudest heās ever been since the day he proposed and the day he wed you. He had you to thank for all of this. His little family. The only family heās known other than those heās encountered on his journey.Ā
āMy sweet Tessaā¦ Yes, youāre my special girl, arenāt you? I promise. I may not do everything right in life but Iāll do right by you. Thank you for changing my life,ā the tears flow without warning as Stephen presses his quivering lips to the side of her head, squeezing his lids shut as he snuggles her closer. You stir gently and awake to the sight of your husband holding your newborn, your heart fluttering.Ā
āSheās okay?ā You ask hoarsely.Ā
Stephenās head lifts at the noise and a smile of relief greets his face. He looked exhausted and you felt bad that he hadnāt gotten a wink of sleep except for his small power nap. He wouldnāt dare miss out on anything.Ā
āSheās perfect, sweetheart. You did it.āĀ
The look of utter pride glows on his face. You feel your lungs refill with fresh air as you wince, moving to sit up gently. āCan I?āĀ
Stephen chuckles quietly. āHow could you ask me something like that? Of course, you can. Tessa, letās meet your beautiful Mommy, yeah? I know, I know,ā he shushes her as she starts to pout her lips, a pitiful cry on the verge of slipping. Your body felt like electricity had just been shot throughout it, the excitement bubbling.Ā
āHere, letās unbutton this,ā Stephen holds Tessa in one arm while he helps you unbutton your hospital gown. Once your chest is exposed, Stephen places Tessa on you and you fall apart the moment you touch her. Your lips quiver and the tears spill.
āOh my God,ā you whisper, kissing her. You drew in a deep breath, Tessaās scent making you cry even more. Stephen slips into bed beside you and carefully puts one arm around you while holding his other hand over yours thatās currently on Tessa. āS-sheās perfect,ā you cry.Ā
Stephen wipes his eyes through a sniffle.Ā
āShe is,ā he canāt help but agree. āIāve never seen someone so little,āĀ
You giggle softly, kissing her head as you lean into your husbandās chest. āWeāre parents, Stephen. We have a daughter.āĀ
He smirks, his eyes resting on you. He leans in and kisses your lips tenderly, savoring the taste. As he pulls away, both of you turn your attention down to your newest addition, your hearts soaring over the moon.
ok yāall i finally finished the neflix live action avatar andā¦ā¦.donāt hate meā¦ā¦..but i enjoyed it š my standards for entertainment is honestly on whether or not it entertained me, so honestly i question my standards.
first off, the visuals and score was absolutely amazing. the fight scenes were well choreographed, and the bending, which i was super nervous about, looked actually amazing.
i think we can all agree the writing and dialogue was pretty choppy at times, and the delivery could be better at times. but i also think (most) of the energy of the original characters was captured well. katara honestly got done the dirtiest because why was she soā¦ā¦.not passionate??? iām hoping later on she gets more so because thatās a key trait of katara. i was very disappointed with that :/
what they did to suki tooā¦ā¦..i liked her being a little awkward and such because it makes sense but i felt like too much of her character was dedicated to her having a crush on sokka. like where is her attitude, her ferocity?
i think aang was played very well by gordon cormier, especially considering this is a child actor we are taking about. his line delivery isnāt going to be great and yes he is a real boy so he canāt be as cartoony as some would hope but i think he was absolutely adorable.
surprise surprise, i loved dallas liu as zuko. i think there were some pretty whack line deliveries but he really captured the anger and cringeyness of zuko well. his martial arts were also also incredible, his fight scenes were my favorite to watch. the scene with him crying quietly on the bed when ozai banishing him shattered me, his subtle acting is underrated honestly.
i have my beef with ian ousley as sokka mostly because of the controversy and such, but i canāt lie he did play sokka well. yet again, as for the last characters, some line deliveries were iffy but he was still a very believable sokka.
so for the writing, i have LOTS OF OPINIONS. there were things they cut that definitely upset me, and that was just because of their lowkey questionable pacing. as much as i hate the slimeball, i missed a lot of the interesting parts of zhaoās story that they cut like his agni kai, jeuong jeuong (aangās fear of fire??), zuko SAVING him. i feel like they had something interesting there with building a fake alliance with him and zuko, and they didnāt build more off it. [edit] that so, the dude who played zhao had me losing my shit. his line delivery was hilarious and i just love that zhao just gives that manager no one likes/that one creepy math teacher in high school vibes (only combination i could think of yāall).
the additions to zukoās story was something i absolutely loved. i found myself actually getting very emotional with a lot of the flashbacks, and the 41st division being his crew š„¹š„¹ but then i find myself being upset that we were shown other flashbacks so early (like the death of kataraās mother??).
i actually hate the hate azulaās actress is getting. sheās playing a 14 year oldā¦ā¦like a 14 year old?? she wasnāt even in season 1 in the og so ofc sheās gonna not be the same, iām hoping this means theyāre building up her up to her fierceness in season 2.
one last critique PLEASE GET A WIG BUDGET GOOD LORD THOSE WIGS WERE BAAAAD. and also a lot of their costumes looked fake or like plastic this was actually my least favorite part š
overall, not as horrible as people make it out to be, i had a good time but obviously the og will always be the higher quality product. iām just glad the young actors seemed to really be passionate for the project :)
PLEASE DO A PART 3 FOR SOME QUESTIONS ARE BETTER LEFT AVOIDED š my heart can't take the angst š
some questions are better left alone, part 3
Rowaelin x f!Reader
(part one) (part two)
Summary: āI was going to ask āis it really my home.āā The words felt like poison on my tongue.
The silence was audible
Word Count: ~4k
Warnings: dark/manipulative aelin & rowan, angst, sort of toxic relationships
A/N: this one took a dark turn. Iām sorry this took so long! Itās been sitting in my drafts for ages because Iām not sure how I feel about it! but I've kinda started a part four
āYou need to explain.ā Her cousin frowned. Sheās the only one I trusted to send the summons. So, I told her about the conversation with Aelin.Ā
āGods, youāre so dense sometimes.ā She cursed.Ā
āExcuse me?ā My voice grew shrill.Ā
āDid you bother asking her what she meant by it?āĀ
I frowned. I hadnāt, I knew exactly what that meant. She made it obvious. Aelin and Rowan were having doubts. This was the easiest way to remove myself from the situation, if a bit sneaky. But, my cousin didnāt put anything specific in the summons, only that she needed me there - urgently, as soon as possible. Sheās sent letters before, but never anything like this. The rest of my family thinks itās a surprise visit and that my cousin didnāt deign to inform them she needed me here. At least my story would hold, if Rowan and Aelin asked a few extra questions.
āShe answered too quickly.āĀ
āWhat if she meant something else?ā She snapped at me.Ā
āWhat the hell else could it mean? āAre you having doubts.ā āNo.ā Itās clear enough to me,ā I hissed at her.Ā
She stood with narrowed eyes, arms crossing her chest, and her āno-bullshitā look on her face. āI think youāre a coward.ā She tilted her head. My jaw dropped. āIn the gentlest way possible.ā She frowned at the hurt look on my face. āMaybe some extended time at home would be good for you.āĀ
Silver started to line my eyes, and I urged the tears not to spill. Not now, not when I was trying to hold my ground. But, she crossed the room and tugged me into a hug, and the floodgates opened.Ā
-
It had been a month. They received a few letters from y/n, all vague in nature. Of course, they understand why - itās her cousin's business, not theirs. Still, it unnerved them. Sheād never been gone this long before, and the summons was vague enough as is. They didnāt have any clue why she was gone, what was happening, and when she would return. Slowly, it was driving Aelin mad.Ā
Then - Fenrys seemed to avoid any conversation regarding y/n. At first, she summed it up to him missing his friend, but as it continued over the weeks, something tingling inside her told her it was more. Aelin trusts her instincts, theyāve served her well in the past.Ā
āWhat do you know about y/n, that youāre not telling us?ā She got Rowan to ask the question - maybe she wouldāve been a bit smoother with the delivery, but she didnāt want him to think she was using the blood oath.Ā
āAre you asking about her drinking habits?ā He drawled, leaning his chair back on two legs.Ā
āAbout why sheās gone.ā Rowan said through gritted teeth. The weeks had worn him down too.Ā
āA summon from her cousin, wasnāt it?āĀ
Rowan growled but Fenrys looked on with wary amusement.Ā
āIs there a reason she would want to leave, for an extended period of time?ā Aelin cut in. She was sick of it.Ā
āI imagine a family emergency would do that.ā He cocked his head, and said it with an edged chuckle. She could read him well, he was hiding something.Ā
āBesides that.ā She hissed.Ā
Fenrysās lips pressed in a tight line. āShe was having doubts. At one point, after your conversation.āĀ
āAnything else, did she say anything else?ā Rowan cut in this time, his eyes gleaming.Ā
āNo, she wouldnāt tell me anything else.āĀ
Because if it ā¦ if it could cause some sort of pain to her, heād feel obligated to tell her. She exchanged a glance with Rowan, knowing heād come to the same conclusion. Aelin changed the subject quickly, and Fenrys looked relieved.Ā
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With each passing day, I couldnāt decide if my instincts made me crazy, an idiot, or right. My cousin refused to comment any further, telling me itās something I needed to figure out. I focused on spending time with my younger cousins, the family I rarely got to see. A part of me aches to go back, tugged at me to return to them, but another said to stay - to be with my family and court. Iād been there long enough that my mother started hinting at reinstating my position. A conversation I carefully deflected.Ā
āWhy havenāt you returned yet, youāve never been separated from them this long?ā Her father asked over dinner, taking a sip of his wine.Ā
āNot that we donāt want you here, dear,ā her mother interrupted, shooting him a nasty look, ābut we heard itās painful to be away from mates.ā Her parents were deeply in love - not a mating bond, but it might as well have been.Ā
I sagged in my chair, letting my fork drop onto the plate. My mother frowned at the noise, but didnāt lecture me on it.Ā
āIām ā¦ I needed some fresh air.ā I tried to explain.Ā
They each exchanged a look, and by the haze in their eyes I knew they were mind-speaking. It runs in the family.Ā
Hello. I budged into both of them with a grin. My mother glared,Ā
Itās rude to interrupt private conversations. I grinned at her, and pulled out.Ā
āAre you in trouble?ā I watched my fathers fist tighten around the steak knife, his knuckles whitening.Ā
āNo,ā I shook my head. Not the sort theyāre thinking of. The only real danger, at this point, seems to be coming from my own mind. My swirling thoughts, the overthinking, the unending cycle.Ā
āDo you wish to move back?ā My mothers voice was gentle, soft. A complete opposite to her normal curt tones and cold corrections.Ā
āI donāt know.ā I finally gave them an honest answer - one that held the most truth. I donāt know what to do, what I want, or where to be. I pinched the bridge of my nose, hoping to head off the upcoming headache.Ā
āConsidering the Queen and King of Terrasen have requested to visit, you have about one week to figure that out.ā My eyes widened. There she was. I saw the wicked glint in her eyes. Sheād known this whole time. āThey didnāt tell you?āĀ
āGods-damned it.ā I cursed, avoiding her question.Ā
āLanguage,ā my Father corrected half-heartedly, a pitying look in his eyes. Theyād already granted the request, without telling me or asking for my input. Not even informing me they received one.Ā
āOf course weāll have some official meetings and negotiations to attend to.ā My mother waved one hand, elegantly. āBut itāll be good for you to reunite with them, after all this time apart.āĀ
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I ranted to my cousin later. āI know she means well, but it still feels like a stab in the back.āĀ
āYour mother has always been ā¦ tricky.ā She said carefully, not wishing to speak ill of her.Ā
āYou mean a sneaky cold-hearted bitch.āĀ
Her pause indicated her agreement. āWho means well,ā she emphasized. Sheās the one who heavily encouraged my acceptance of the bond in the first place.Ā
āI know she does,ā I sighed, flopping onto the couch, cradling my head between my hands. My mother always means well, and gave us the best childhood she could. Teaching us new things, taking us to see new places, and training us from the day we were strong enough to hold a blade.Ā
Still, there was always a coldness to her - some kind of lingering pain or trauma. I asked her about it a few times, and the conversation was always shut down - abruptly, but elegantly.Ā
āWhy didnāt they tell you about it?ā She sat down next to me, with a lot more poise.
āThatās the real mystery.āĀ
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The week went far too quickly, and the entire court was buzzing. Aelin and Rowan were living legends, even here people love to tell their stories. This entire court loves them, always so happy about the relations between them, and always willing to tell me just how grateful they are - like I have something to do with it. I do, in a way, but those relations existed before my relationship to them.
They threw up all of the fanfare, even for a short visit. Only three days. Everyone expected a charming public reunion. I could put on that show - part of me did tug towards them, and always will. Still, a sense of doom settled over me. They hadnāt written to tell me they were visiting, and it felt off.Ā
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Everything went well. I was excited to see them, my reaction genuine. I stayed out of the meetings - the official business going on. I couldnāt be an unbiased party, and in all honestly they bored me to tears. I was a bit disappointed Fenrys wasnāt there. His absence did feel ā¦ pointed.Ā
That night, after dinner, the world crashed around me.Ā
As soon as I showed them towards the suite set aside for them, Rowan locked the door behind him, leaning up against it. Danger, my mind seemed to sing to me. Danger, danger, danger.Ā
āWe know what you did.ā Rowanās voice was blunt, cold even.Ā
āExcuse me?ā I raised an eyebrow, forcing my heart rate to remain steady.Ā
āYou ran.ā My eyes darted to Aelin. āAnd youāre coming back with us this time.āĀ
My eyes widened, slightly in shock. I could tell she meant it. āAnd if I wished to stay longer?ā I tilted my head, watching how Rowanās eyes flashed with anger.Ā
āItās been long enough.ā He grunted, dismissing it. āYou need to come home.āĀ
I opened my mouth, before shutting it. The words that almost came out of my mouth, Is it really my home? Those would ā¦ I donāt want to think of what they would do.Ā
āSay it.ā Aelin hissed, taking a step towards me. I held my ground. āWhatever you were about to say, spit it out.ā Rowan took another step with her. I bit my bottom lip harshly, rolling it back and forth between my teeth. Flames danced at Aelinās fingertips - angry flames. Not the soft, gentle ones Iām used to. I stumbled back, nearly tripping over the table. A small breeze of wind and they were extinguished. A threat.Ā
āGo on.ā Rowan warned. āDonāt make her say it twice.āĀ Ā
āI was going to ask āis it really my home.āā The words felt like poison on my tongue.
The silence was audible. āYes,ā Aelin said thickly. āIt is.āĀ
I felt her hurt - and Rowanās resounding anger. Anger at me - for the hurt in Aelinās voice, the hurt sheās feeling because of my words. Gods, what have I done?Ā
āTomorrow morning,ā he growled, āyouāll tell your family youāre coming back with us.ā His eyes narrowed, and youāll give no indication anything is wrong.Ā
I rolled my shoulders back, tilting my chin. āWho are you to give me orders?āĀ
Aelin looked down at her nails, holding them in front of her. āRelations between Terrasen and your court are well now. Would you want to jeopardize that?ā She purred. āThe trading routes are essential, arenāt they Rowan?ā She turned to him. He gave a curt nod, but his eyes never left me.Ā
Holy Gods. Sheās willing to strain relations to get me to go back. To stay. I let out a slow exhale. My court, thatās something Iāll never be willing to jeopardize or threaten, and she knows that. āVery well.ā My throat bobbed with each word. I underestimated them. How far theyād go to keep me. My instincts werenāt wrong - the doom I felt, not this time. They know where my deepest loyalties lie, and theyāre willing to use them against me.Ā
āIs that all?ā I said through gritted teeth.Ā
Aelin held up a finger, ādonāt mention a word to that cousin of yours, who summoned you. I heard you dispatched a letter to her a week before that arrived. Interesting timing.āĀ
āStranger things have happened,ā I countered, not missing a beat or giving an inch. Aelinās look told me she didnāt believe a word Iād insinuated, she stalked towards me instead. I forced myself to stay in place, not to run. A finger pressed under my chin.Ā
āPretty little liar.ā She smirked.Ā
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The look of outrage on her face was satisfying, Aelin had to admit. Almost as satisfying as putting the pieces together - of the interesting timing sheād orchestrated. Sheād bet gold on what was in the letter she posted.Ā
āIām not a liar.ā She hissed back at her.Ā
āMaybe not,ā Rowanās voice came from behind her, ābut you like to hide things.āĀ
She looked away, an admission of guilt if Iāve ever seen one. āIf I were to hide things, have you considered why I might do that?āĀ
She turned back, a coldness settled in those beautiful eyes. Something sheād never seen from her before. Her eyes paused on her first, then to Rowan, before she swept from the room - not giving them a chance to counter.Ā
Aelin should be proud, she did get the last word in.Ā
āI forgot you both have a flair for the dramatics.ā Rowan huffed, before stalking towards the door. He did say he wouldnāt let her out of his sight. Likely, everyone would summon it up to their extended separation. Aelin knows better, he wants to keep an eye on her - they both do. He doesnāt trust her not to run. She doesnāt either.Ā
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They didnāt let me out of their sight as much as they could help it. They couldnāt follow me around while they were in official meetings, but found me as soon as they ended. The threat Aelin levied kept my mouth shut. I introduced them to my family - especially my small cousins who idolized them. The ones who always asked for stories about them. A smile crossed my face watching Aelin interact with them - how gentle she was.Ā
I stared at Rowan, waiting to see if he would reach out or try to speak to me. What? He asked finally, to my mind, not bothering to sound pleasant.Ā
Just a reminder of who youāre threatening. He stiffened, and I saw his fist clench together before loosening. I turned my attention back towards my cousins.
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āI shouldāve heeded your warning.ā I told Fenrys, when we finally had a bit of time alone. Their majesties were otherwise occupied.Ā
āWhich one?ā He threw a grape, catching it in his mouth. Show off.Ā
āAbout asking certain questions.āĀ
His look said, āI do give good advice from time to time. Even if it falls on empty ears.āĀ
I snarled half-heartedly and debated telling him about the threat theyād given. But ā¦ Iād already stirred up enough and already was suffering the consequences. Maybe this was better left unsaid. āWhenās your next night off?ā I asked instead.Ā
āAbout that.ā Fenrys chuckled. āIāve been informed Iām not allowed to take you out drinking.āĀ
āGreat.ā I grumbled. Reaching for a grape.Ā
āUntil you, apparently, āearn those privileges.āā
My hand paused midair, my eyes snapped to his. āExcuse me?āĀ
āExactly what he said.ā Aelinās voice came from the doorway. I forget how easily they can sneak up on me. āWe donāt trust you.āĀ
Fenrys shot a pitying look at me, and made a swift exit. Smart, considering the argument brewing. Aelin strode to my side, budging me slightly to make room for her to sit next to me. I moved stiffly. āI took your warning to heart.ā My voice came out quieter than I wished.Ā
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At least Fenrys saved her the trouble of bringing that up. She wrapped an arm around y/nās waist, tugging her into her side. She could sense the battle between her mind and body - her mind wanting to pull away, but her body urging her to melt into her side. The body won.Ā
āI wonāt take any chances with you.āĀ
āI didnāt realize this was a cage.āĀ
Aelin flinched, her grip tightening. āItās not.āĀ
āBanning me from leaving. Sounds like a cage to me.āĀ
āI donāt care what you think of it.ā Aelin wished she didnāt mean the words, desperately wished she didnāt, but the primal Fae instinct in her, the one to keep her mate close - those overrode everything else.Ā
As soon as she and Rowan realized how close they came to y/n slipping through their fingers, that urge set in. Itās something she couldnāt kick, couldnāt shove away.Ā Ā
āWho knew what asking the wrong questions could do.ā Y/n muttered.Ā
āYou couldāve avoided all of this.ā Aelin hedged. Possibly, but something told her it was inevitable - inevitable this would happen.Ā
She pushed away from her, wiggling out of her grip, turning to look her in the eyes. A sadness was there, sadness and sorrow. āI never thought youād stoop that low.āĀ
Aelinās temper flared. She felt the flames dance at her fingertips. Y/n cast a small shield to separate them. The female so rarely used her magic like that, she forgot sheās capable of it.Ā
Rowan walked in, assessed the scene, and snorted. His magic both extinguished her flames and ripped down her shield. They turned to glare at him.
āDid you ever wonder where your magic comes from?ā He asked y/n instead.Ā
āMy family.ā She said, as if itās the most obvious thing in the world.Ā
āDid you know your mother is part Crochan?āĀ
Aelin sensed the shock running through y/n. She hadnāt known. Rowan. She glared at him, and he ignored her.Ā
A flurry of emotions ran through the bond, y/nās normal defenses completely down - wide open.Ā
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āMostly witch Iād say. But obviously part Fae, given the features.ā He continued. Rowan figured it out during the visit, after spending more time with her mother. Heād been waiting to drop this particular knowledge. Give something to unsettle her, the way she had with them. But, he thought she would have known. He thought it was something she hadnāt told them, had hid from them, and didnāt realize it could be something hidden from her. A tang of guilt ripped through him, but not enough to make him regret revealing it.Ā
āThereās nothing wrong with being a witch.ā She murmured quietly.Ā
āI know,ā Aelin said soothingly, wrapping an arm around her and tugging her into her side. Youāre an asshole. She spoke directly to him. Why didnāt you tell me?Ā
It didnāt occur to me. Aelinās returning glare called bullshit.Ā
āCrochanās can use small glamors, you never wondered where that came from?ā
āThe version of my mother you see is different from the one who raised me.ā Her words were bitter. Pure ice. He fought down those instincts that told him she might have caused her harm, the ones who told him to go eliminate the threat. He could see Aelin tamping them down as well. āSheās not a bad person,ā y/n said quickly, sensing the shifts in their mood, āonly ā¦ her intentions are good, she did her best raising us, but she can be a sneaky cold-hearted bitch when she wants to.āĀ
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Witch. Part witch. She wasnāt upset by the knowledge, it thrilled her actually. The upset came from how her mother never told her. She wonders if her father knew at all. Maybe not.Ā
āThen we know where you get it from.ā Rowan crooned.Ā
I closed my eyes, forcing slow breaths in and out of me, cooling the rage seeming beneath my skin. They had a point, but ā¦ āTry and insult my mother again, mate or not I will cut off your favorite part.ā I hissed. A genuine threat.Ā
I heard Aelin stifling a laugh, but Rowanās eyes widened slightly, before blinking. āNoted.āĀ
āCrochans were in hiding for several years,ā my lips pressed into a tight line. āItās possible thatās ā¦ how she met my father.ā My mother wasnāt born into our court - but she might as well rule it at this point.Ā
Rowanās eyes softened slightly, and he gave a quick nod. Relations between Crochans and Ironteeth only cooled very recently. Maybe thatās part of the reason my mother put a blade in my hand at a young age, and taught me how to use it.
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After Rowans ā¦ revelation, y/n seemed to daze off. Her eyes were fixed on the floor, and Aelin knew she was deep in thought. She didnāt interrupt her, instead choosing to keep her tugged into her side, glaring at Rowan - who looked unapologetic. He did take a seat on her other side, not touching but close enough he could reach out and hold her if he wanted to.Ā
āShe did insist on training us, from a young age.āĀ
āTraining?ā Rowanās interest peaked. Gods. Y/n has no idea what she might have started. āI havenāt seen you train before.āĀ
āI do have hobbies outside of being your mate.āĀ
Rowan bristled. āYou love hiding things, donāt you.āĀ
āIād say Iām full of surprises,ā she countered dryly, shooting him an infuriating smile. Aelin had taught her that one, sure enough it worked.Ā
āThen train with me tomorrow morning.āĀ
Aelin groaned. This would not end well.Ā
You need to be kinder, she reminded him.Ā
I will. He shot her an exasperated look.Ā
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Based on Aelinās horror stories, I thought Iād be in for a few hours of torture with Rowan the next morning, but to my surprise he was patient. Making small corrections here and there, and focusing mostly on technique.Ā
Rowan sent a small gust of wind - not enough to damage me, but enough to make me lose my balance, costing a few precious seconds before his blade was a few inches from my throat.Ā
āYouād be dead.ā I tilted my head after he moved the dagger away. He didnāt say it with coldness, or judgment - maybe a bit of worry.Ā
āIāll teach you how to use your magic.āĀ
āIām capable of using my magic.ā I snapped back.Ā
He let out a slow breath. āIn a fight.āĀ
That makes more sense. āFine,ā I said, a bit begrudgingly, and he grinned - a terrifying grin that made my heart beat a bit faster.Ā
āRowan.ā I heard Aelinās voice from behind us, and it had a warning tone to it. āBe nice or Iāll take over.āĀ
He grunted, before gesturing towards a table propped against the wall. Weapons, he seemed to say. I narrowed my eyes.
āWhy?āĀ
āSo you wonāt default to them.āĀ
He does have a point. Having never extensively used my magic offensively or defensively, there was a large learning curve over the next few weeks. Rowan seemed to have eternal patience when it came to me. I slowly felt the bridges start to connect again, some of the trust rebuild.Ā
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āHe was never this nice to me,ā Aelin complained one night, my head resting on her lap as she carefully ran her fingers through my hair, detangling any strands gently.Ā
āI believe the circumstances were a bit different.ā I mumbled, her motions slowly lulling me to sleep. But, I didnāt think Rowan was feeling particularly kind or generous with the hell he put me through.Ā
āYouāre right about that.ā She ran her thumb over my cheekbone, tracing down my jawline. āHow are you feeling?āĀ
I twisted to look at her, that question could have a myriad of answers. āAbout what?ā My fingers drifted over her shoulder, down her arm, before capturing her hand, squeezing it lightly.Ā
āEverything. Anything.ā I couldnāt get a read on her emotions, her face was carefully neutral.Ā
āRight now, Iām tired, sore, and want a snack.ā Aelin laughed, before turning me so she could run her fingers through my hair again. āIām also ā¦ā My words trailed off, and I regretted opening my mouth. Having to actually explain how Iām feeling or put it in words, especially with the results some of my questions or words have had in the past, fills me with a sense of anxiety. I donāt know how theyāll react anymore, or how theyāll take certain scenarios. Everything feels like new territory again, despite having been together for some time.Ā
āAlso what?ā Aelin prompted. I felt her tense underneath me, but her fingers didnāt stop their motions.Ā
āA bit like a bird stuck in a too-small space.ā I avoided saying the word ācage,ā but the implication was still there.Ā
Aelin loosed a long breath. āThank you for telling me.āĀ
I blinked in surprise. Thank you, coming from Aelin. The surprise manners almost overrode the fact that she didnāt offer anything to fix it. Almost.Ā
to make things brief cause I suck at organizing what I have to say, the live action was definitely Somethingā¢.
Cast: 10/10 kinda biased personally but yall can't take this from me
Gordon as Aang and Dallas as Zuko were the standouts imo. Gordon needs some direction on line delivery and the angstier scenes but overall he's very charming and I'm so proud of him for getting so much exposure!
Ian as Sokka was great, I just wish he was allowed to be more...messy? like Sokka pretends to be chill and all that but he's actually dramatic so I hope that gets improved in the next season if there is one
speaking of improvement, Kiawentiio as Katara brought out a softer side to the character but sadly diminished her spark and passion. I like that Katara now actually feels like a younger sister, it makes sense within the context of the story that Sokka and Gran Gran would shelter her after what happened, but as someone said, her anger is so central to her character and I just wish that got shown more. It's more of a script and direction problem tbh, if you look at Kia's interviews she has the sass and feistiness Katara needs
Lizzy as Azula is great, the writing is a bit clunky though so she did the best she could with it. Can't really comment on Mai and Ty Lee yet because they're kinda just there but it's a nice setup
Maria as Suki? perfection show stopping never the same she is a queen and I love the tidbit of Suki backstory which she never really had in the og show. I love her being such a loser around her crush we love to see girlfailures girlfailing. I wish the writers didn't make them KISS though š slowburn ftw
the adults were great
Writing: 6.5/10
There were genuinely good moments and I love the concept of mixing up certain plot points to condense the story
But they just suffered from too much Telling instead of Showing WRITERS PLEASE LISTEN TO THE CRITICISM YOU HAVE TIME TO IMPROVE PLEASE
Omashu, mechanist, and Jet plot mixing as a concept was fine, but it dragged on and my friends and I got bored of it. I like it in theory but if it was going to take THAT long couldn't they have just separated one of those storylines for a different episode?
I appreciate that they tried to develop the water siblings' relationship by making them the stars of the Secret Tunnels, but I would've changed the way they "conquered" the problem (really? badgermoles respond to love? cute in theory but like why). If anyone's watched Barbie: A Fairy Secret there's a part where Barbie and her frenemy accuse each other of why their friendship failed, and it helps them make up and breaks the curse put on them. So that's what I would've done, force them in a life or death situation in which they have to say the unsaid things, maybe hug it out and boom
The way they handled Koh and the Spirit World was a Messā¢ but the effects were decent
Zhao meeting horrible ends in every incarnation is so deserved
Yue having more agency was a welcome change AND I LOVE THAT SHE WATERBENDS. Then waterbends even when the moon is gone. It's such a nice visual nod to the fact that she has the moon spirit within her
That said, the show could definitely use more visual storytelling, less weird dialogue. Like it's so strangely common for shows or adaptations these days to exposition dump. Like they did not have to make Yue say that the ocean spirit was angry, literally just show me the dead moon fish and I'll get the idea. Then Iroh says "That's Wrath" that's just redundant now isn't it
I like that they saved Katara bringing Aang out of the Avatar State until last even if it could've been done better
HOW DARE THEY MAKE ME LIKE HAHN HE WAS A JERK IN THE SHOW BUT THEY MADE HIM A GENUINELY GOOD CHARACTER. Yes to brown men not being portrayed as jerks but also in the original it was a nice contrast to how far Sokka had come because Hahn reflected who he used to be. But live action Hahn </3
I like that they showed the deaths and blood. I wanted a live action that was both lighthearted but more realistic when it came to the injuries and death, and that'd kind of what I got
Other thoughts + overall
You can tell they put so much heart into this show, watching the bts, the bending boot camp with the correct martial arts, the easter eggs, the nods to the comics, the beautiful adaptations of Cabbage Merchant and Secret Tunnel nomads, there's so much passion behind the show it's a shame it suffered in its writing
which is why if they read reviews and criticism from the bigger name fans (TheAvatarist, HelloFutureMe, etc.) it would really help them improve for future seasons! The cast is stunning already and they have great chemistry (hopefully gets improved too!)
The live action is just a different angle to the show. And I'm saying this as an Avatar fanāthe original wasn't perfect, either. I had some problems w it but the overall show was genuinely so good and heartfelt, those problems weren't glaring enough to put me off (unlike The Dragon Prince, sorry). The live action definitely wasn't perfect, but it tried to give us a new look into Avatar. Again, no adaptation will ever be a 1:1 remake and none should be. Where's the fun in that? But while the show is so full of heart and with actual fans working behind the scenes, I doubt if they listen to any criticism that they can't pull this off better next season.
The kids are all so sad. This is heartbreaking š
This moment seems like a prime time to contact Echo just saying
*gasp* SHIP! PLEASE TELL ME THAT'S WHO I THINK IT IS
AAAAAAAAAHHHHH HE'S BACK!!!
Hunter and Echo's little handshake always makes me soft š„°
"That hydro snake" glad to have you and your snark back, Echo
THE QUIRKED EYEBROW š I missed him so much š«¶
Hahahahahaha Wrecker and Crosshair's joint "YES"
"Well you've been demoted" Echo is not putting up with Rampart's bs and I love him for that
I really miss Hunter's scarf this season. I wish he kept it š„²
Also petition for Echo to get a Kama again!
Oooooh she sneaky
Not sure what she's going to do with one small stick but I trust her
THEY STRIPPED THE ARMOUR WTF
I mean it kinda looks like how it used to tbf but I got used to the paint š„ŗ
Hahahahaha I love that they didn't change the clothing underneath. They stripped the colour off their armour to be stealthy and yet are still walking around with brightly-coloured underclothing
Ugh the fact that Crosshair looks the closest to an Imperial like this makes me upset š
"I've missed this" Of course you have you smug bastard
"I don't think so" Echo really does not give a shit about Rampart and I don't blame him
Real subtle Hunter
"Err Captaining" WRECKER I FUCKING LOVE YOU
Thinking back to how Echo used to be the rule follower and would try and stop his batchmates from stepping out of line and now he's pushing around an ex-Vice Admiral while breaking into an imperial base to go and break Omega out of a highly-secure imperial lab. He's grown so much š„ŗš«¶
Noooooo I don't like that. Echo having to sneak onto a heavily guarded ship by himself stresses me out
"Wonderful. We're all going to die" Look, I may hate this man, but some of his line deliveries crack me up
You'd think the wall tiles in a top secret imperial lab would be more secure than that but okay
HE WENT UP THE FUCKING DROID CHUTE š THIS MAN I SWEAR TO GOD
Like that would be such a Fives plan and Echo has just embraced that chaos
Wrecker casually strolling off the ship with an imperial slung over his shoulder (while wearing his hat) š¤£
THIS EPISODE IS NOT GOOD FOR MY HEART RATE
THAT LANDING WAS TOO CLOSE FOR MY LIKING
New episode and I fucking loved this one! Still feel like we have a lot to wrap up in the last two episodes but there was a good balance of humour, action and tension
ALSO ECHO FINALLY CAME BACK!!! I missed him so much š„ŗ
Transfem Buggy anon here to drop a silly valentines idea-
1) don't worry too much about speeding through asks, sweetheart, you're doing fine. Take your time and do your thing at your own pace. Anyone has an issue with it? I'll fight em š¤
2) IDEA TIME
So imagine Buggy getting absolutely SMOTHERED in valentines days gifts - from friends, underlings, allies, secret admirers (she thinks they're all fake or lies), and her partners of the year.
She and Alvida do a Self Care Self Love event (maybe include Uta and Perona bc smth about them being so supportive of Buggy coming out as trans and just so easily slotting her in to girls night makes me soft).
Ritchie wears a special Valentine's Day bow, and he gives extra lion licks to his favorite people. He doesn't quite get the whole concept of HOLIDAYS beyond that it makes his humans so happy and silly and so he too is happy and silly. Lion loves.
Mohji and Cabaji, every year, make Buggy a gift for Valentine's. She gives them little gifts too, but theirs aren't conventional - they were there from the beginning, and so they've seen the best and worst of each other. They're besties your honor.
After Impel Down, Buggy wakes up on Valentine's to a MOUNTAIN of cards, candies, stuffed animals, flowers, and balloons. Maybe half of them are signed. It's a long ass affair to organize them.
When she starts dating Crocodile and Mihawk, they hadn't seen the Karai Bari Variant of Valentine's Day. Needless to say, when they wake up and walk with Buggy to get breakfast, they are both BLINDSIDED and BAMBOOZLED by this veritable TON of gifts. Buggy just sighs. "Guys. Really?"
"WE LOVE YOU, CAPTAIN BUGGY!!!"
"I can't eat all this. Okay, line up, I'm passing out candies at random. Consider this a treat before breakfast."
"CAPTAIN BUGGY IS SO GENEROUS AND KIND!!!"
"I- ya know what, sure, whatever. I haven't had coffee yet. I don't feel like arguing."
Crocodile and Mihawk though are surprised when she offers them a soft smile and... two boxes? "Open them when you want to, boys, no rush."
She gets a delivery later on in the day, a crate with a blue rose painted on the top. She huffs. When asked, she shrugs it off. "Shanks is still being a damned sap."
He sends her presents as often as he can - with a relatively ser address for Karai Bari, she is more easily accessible, which makes him go a little overboard. In the crate are her favorite candies (ghost pepper flaked dark chocolates), soft stuffed animals, new clothes, a dress, flowers and silly trinkets. ((And maybe a little treasure map he made just for her)).
Buggy would give thoughtful gifts - smth for Croc's bananawani nursery or specialty cleaner for his jewelry, new seeds for Mihawk's garden he mentioned wanting once in passing or new cording to rebrand Yoru's hilt, etc.
She also ties her hair up on holidays, puts on an apron, and joins the cooks in the kitchens. Cooking is smth she's good at, if a tad embarrassed by, but baking if her favorite thing to do. It's like chemistry and showmanship mixed together, two of her most favorite things. Getting the chance to indulge in it is smth she rarely lets herself have, but she makes exceptions for certain days.
And if Mihawk and Croc, knowing this by that point, pooled together to get her her own supplies to indulge more freely in their shared space, away from prying or attentive eyes, well...
Valentines Day isn't exactly a cliche on their little handmade home, but the sentiment, the intention, the love is there.
((And if Buggy just so happens to send a few batches of Shanks' favorite cookies to him a week after the day, well, he'll treasure them!!!
Until he eats himself sick, that is.))
1) Thank you <333 That's really sweet šš§”
AND THIS IS ALL AMAZING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! A bit late to Valentine's Day (sorry, really akjjddnjk) but I absolutely adore it. Buggy loves Valentine's Day and the thought of everybody getting her gifts and also enjoying the holiday on her island is so cute,,, Everything is perfect and tbh, after coming out as a woman is even better because she's finally able to do it as herself. I think she wanted to do it really bad when she was a kid.
Her crew is so silly,, And having a whole day with Perona and Alvida makes her feel so loved,, Crying and sobbing. Also, Crocodile and Mihawk aren't used to celebrating these things, so now that they're with her they're surprised by how much they enjoy it. Not the holiday itself because in general it's extremely annoying and they do not want to be there with all this drama-- But they do like seeing her happy and giving her gifts <333 Why have mafioso-looking boyfriends if they aren't going to shower you with gifts, you know? And also, they're losers for her, which makes it better.
things i did NOT like about shadow and bone (netflix):
the darkling looks Old. he's supposed to look the same age as all the other main protagonists. this highlights alina's future of staying the same & young where everyone around her dies. it also blurs the line between good and evil more bc 'oh he's the older bad guy' is just such an easy solve. also while ben barnes is a snack imo the darkling was supposed to have a more alluring, youthful magnetism.
making genya's scars barely a few scratches. she's supposed to objectively have lost her former self perfected beauty!!! this is a thing!!! she doesn't just have some deep scars, she's supposed to look hideous at first sight, where is show adaptation teams' courage to show characters that are supposed to be mutilated as just that???? i promise audiences can survive on literally everyone else on the cast being very stereotypically pretty/handsome šššš
changing wesper's storyline so that they had a one night stand before canon sets in??? what kind of bullshit is that??? fucking robbing me of the "just girls?" -"not just girls" gay ANgST will they won't they, does jesper like him too, will they ever - BAM. KISS. !!!!!!! succession??? making wylan cute and awkward does NOT compensate their book storyline At All what were those show writers thinking??? šš
this one i will forgive but i still rly liked it in the books so im a tad sad they didn't manage to include it: that alina has a time where she thinks she is morozova's second daughter's descendant. in many respects she has learned she is Special, and the shame she feels when she realizes this isn't another one of these cases, this isn't a way to finally show her A Path, that in this respect she is ordinary and mal is tied to fate that way, that's just such a good touch.
malina going seperate ways. what happened to "they had an ordinary life full of ordinary things--if love can ever be called that."????? "choice is true north" my ASS š¤š¤š¤š¤ malina have always been in love and will always be in love idc abt the firebird amplifier thing that was just sth they had to do they've always been people and they've always loved each other there is no way around it
things i DID like about shadow and bone (netflix)
david and genya. specifically the delivery of the lines "I ā¦ I donāt understand half of what goes on around me. I donāt get jokes or sunsets or poetry, but I know metal. Beauty was your armor. Fragile stuff, all show. But whatās inside you? Thatās steel. Itās brave and unbreakable. And it doesnāt need fixing. You don't need fixing."
genya telling the queen how she poisoned the king, and genya spitting at nikolai how his apologies are of no use and that he needs to prove a better king. generally just genya. š
nikolai sending his mother away + what he says to her.
all the malina flashbacks to the meadow <33
malina last night together š³š³ they love each other sm!!!!!
the scene at morozova's home. baghra sharing her past, all the reveals happening there, and of course the darkling weeping over his mother's body. "know that i loved you. know that it wasn't enough." like OkAY.
sankta neyar's speech. so deeply touching, and doesn't just apply to immortals but to all of us who have been hurt and suffered loss before.
the darkling begging alina to let him be her monster. A+ delivery.
"How will you have me? Fully clothed, gloves on, your head turned away so our lips can never touch? I will have you without armour, Kaz Brekker. Or I will not have you at all." generally the entirety of kanej in this show. inej's hallucination. the mirroring to the last scene. breathtaking showstopping flawless.
Ok, I watched this episode three times and I'm still smiling.
I love when you think and episode is gonna be about something because of its title and then surprise you when its all a misdirection (see also: Succession's "Connor's Wedding").
At first Laszlo's errā¦ state intrigued me, love everyone projecting and imposing their own insecurities (Guillermo's secret, Nadja's hex) as a reason on why he is behaving like that. And of course it's a stupid reason š.
"And a flat pepsi for Guillermo". Oh Nandor, that's the worst thing you ever done to Guillermo, that's the worst thing you could do to anyone. And yes, I remember a certain S4 episode.
I screeched like a bird when Colin mentioned dreaming about being a baby under Laszlo's care, not only because I wanted this shit to happen since the past finale, but also I really thought the episode was going on that direction (and also bc its another W for my predictions).
Having said that, LOVED the nonchalance of Nadja and the others when they were like 'no, it wasn't a dream, that totally happened'.
I mentioned it in a separate post: they really had a Sweet Dee in IASIP moment when The Guide gave the roast idea, only to be ignored and then the same idea being stolen by a dude who is celebrated.
Seanie's poor brain it should be soup at this point, we don't know if he can hazily remember the event like it happened before.
What can I remember is his line after Nadja's roast because it was one of the biggest laughs for me: "Women CAN be funny!" I fucking loved it so much, it's the perfect condescending shit straight men say all the time, even when they're trying to be complementary to you they can't stop being garbage. It was a simple line but Anthony nailed the delivery and timing. Seriously, rewatch that part.
At first I was confused why all the jokes were so mid, but shortly I realized this episode wasn't about the roast at all, lol.
Just by watching screenshots of other users I noticed that in the scene of Nandor resting his head on Guillermo's shoulder there's a BIG flame between them. LMAO. There's no way that is unintentional.
Good for The Guide being the catalyst of Baron Afanas learning the truth. I was demanding more screen time for her lately, so having some incidence in the main plot goes on the plus column.
Fuck yeah when I realized this is a Doug Jones spotlight episode, I just fuckin ahgdjkaksdf, love him, perfect, no notes.
The Baron being terrifying!! Guillermo was seriously scared for the others and he barely tried to show off his Van Helsing abilities.
Nandor and Nadja begging the Baron to not hurt Guillermo!! š Them being dragged while grabbing the cape!! š They're spiritual siblings to me!! šš
They really reminded me a little bro and sis begging their mom to not hit their beloved older brother with the chancla for talking back or something.
I fell for the two fake-outs with the sack lol I'm so gullible when it comes to vampires I guess.
NANDOR PAINFUL SOUNDS (MOANS???) WHEN HE BELIEVED HE WAS IN FRONT OF GUILLERMO'S INERT BODY. IT WAS SAD BUT ALSO A LITTLE HORNY!!!
"At least he died doing what he loved: beating off in the toolshed."
A wonderful small detail: After Laszlo opened fake Guillermo with the knife he cleaned his hands on The Guide's dress.
Idc if you think its dark, the whole 'Nandor will kill you and then kill himself' bit becoming a recurring joke it's peak writing.
I wish I can say something more serious about Baron Afanas' sadness over how boring his life is now. But I just keep thinking that the way he talks about his homelife with The Sire and the Hellhound sounds exactly when a dude has a middle life crisis and suddenly he doesn't enjoy his marriage anymore. They're husbands!! And I loved how cunty he looked at the end all half-charred (see posted gif) Queen!
Now, the Nandermo of it all: What more can I say than incoherent screaming and foaming from the mouth? Episodes 8 are all about them again!! Nandor on the window looking all cliched melancholic heroine of a romance novel?? How relieved he was when he found him in the coffin??? Him still remembering Guillermo's card word for word???!! Knowing that this toxic dark sided devotion goes both ways???!!! Borrowing the words of Fleabag: THIS IS A LOVE STORY.
Seriously, I know all these soft Nandor moments are here so the heartbreak when he learns about Guillermo being turned it's even bigger. But still denying that there is a romantic undertone between these two it's just being purposely adamant at this point (i'm looking at you wwdits reddit). Even if nothing explicitly romantic happens on screen, just by watching these moments, I know, we know.
Now, go listen to the ending song again. You will not regret it.
Sheās not acknowledging the straw Lula? Ope nevermind she is
The way Eva mimicked O-mee-ga even though she doesnāt have an accent š„¹
Baryn!!!!!
Rampart being pissy lol
Ugh Hunterās voice is so hot
Hondo? ECHO!!
Get him Crosshair
YES šš that had to be the line the trolls creators were talking about with delivery
Bruh Rampart being a whiny lil bitch āThis is a captainās uniformā š I canāt
āIād like to believe youā oh damn got her
Oh sheās good
Loving Omega with her prison shank hidden in her sleeve
āSpecimensā BITCH WHO TF ARE YOU
I just noticed how similar Emerieās glasses are to the visor on Techās helmet
Fuck I love Omega so much. SHE IS HUNTERāS DAUGHTER
Their paint is gone š„ŗ
Theyāre so over Rampart PLEASE šš
Okay but the blackout armor is kindaā¦ fanartists I'm looking at you
PLEASE the way that Imperial officer towers over Hunter š
"Iss-ewe" Rampart is so funny
Their armor is so distinct I think itās so funny they thought taking the paint off would do anything. (Itās giving Marvel baseball cap and sunglasses disguise)
Please the lil face Rampart made when Hunter stunned the data guard and Crosshair shoved him into the room š
Wrecker just clocking that guy
Echo getting to solo ARC Trooper again š„¹
Woah that was a cool aerial shot of Tantiss into the vault
Why did I think Echo was going to steal a Stormtrooper's armor?
Stopppp Echo is going up the droid chute? Echo went up the droid chute.
Wrecker wearing the guys hat Iām deaddddd his little smile when he gave it back to him
Oh please please please let this work
ECHO IS NOT A DROID
Crosshair trusting in Echo, his team. When he told Rampart to relax it didnāt even sound snarky, it sounded like genuine reassurance.
Rampart was the one that said the line "Abort the mission."
Okay but husband with the "...Negative..." take me now
YESSS YES IT WORKED
OH my god this is probably my favorite episode of the season so far. Things have been really heavy with the overarching plot so I feel like we needed a little bit of a breather.
The creators did so well balancing the script for this one between the humor, the tension (especially at the end of 'will they attach on time') It almost felt like a callback to how a TCW episode would be balanced.
I'm relieved to know they literally just took the paint off their armor to 'blend in' (which were they really?) But I've been stressing all season that something horrible was the reason for them scrubbing the paint off.
I needed this episode, we all needed this episode to have some action and progression in the overarching plot with some good humor. Not the only two (three) things missing.
WHO IS CX-2?? (It's Tech. I won't be taking notes)
Give me wet rat Hunter (episode-whatever did not count)
"It's either the realm of the dead, or someone left a carton of milk in there in to 1990's" nah, but that's the fastest way to make me gag about a smell I can't smell š¤£
THE RED RUBBER BALL
"No one comes baaaaaack" I love this man so much ā¤
"I just think it's safer if I'm not the one holding them all." That's fair. ya know, as someone who drops her phone regularly, that's relatable.
Those pearls sound āØ c r u n c h y āØ
IT'S THE SCENE - BABY PERCY ššš aww my baby I just want to hug him. I can see it now, I'm gonna bawl like a baby in a few mins
"Not in Kansas...", "Hey, focus, we left Kansas four days ago." Reminder she hasn't seen a movie, points for continuity ā¤
Grover squeezing that ball omg
Poor Grover, it's ok š
"Only suckers wait in line" š¤£š¤£
"You're not dead.", "I mean, we're all dying... To some extent." He's a comedian š¤£
The silent whistle admittedly gave me chills; I can just see the horror on Annabeth's face. CERBIE!!!!
Run
CERBERUS LOOKS SO BEAUTIFUL OMG HE'S EVEN MORE GORGEOUS THAN I IMAGINED AHHH
GROVER NO
i just screamed a little... Oh, my sister is gonna cry
aww, Cerbies TOO cute, the little whines omg I'm gonna DIE. Annabeth giving him scratchies aww even though she's terrified. Percy is impreased
I am a Rottweiler lover at heart, so I'm just obsessed with Cerberus I'm not sorry
OH GROVER EW; Thank god he's okay
Oh, ik how they get separated I bet š JUMP SCARE OH
Aww Annabeth threw him the ball such a good puppy omg
Is. Is Cerberus wearing a leather jacket? Or is that leather armor? I can't tell š¤£
Annie lore drop š„² grovers so impressed tho
IT HAPPENED IT HAPPENED IT HAPPENED AHH
"I think it's... It's in the dog." His name is Cerbie. /jk
Percy, baby, what did you draw that upset someone so much? He's just a BABY. I WILL FIGHT THIS HEADMASTER TOOTH AND NAIL IT'S A PEGASUS SIR.
Grover, stop guilting yourself sir
OH jeez what tf.
Man I guessed Asphodel, and I was fucking right. My Mythology teacher would be so proud. This is such a haunting take on Asphodel omg. That's terrifying.
run
WHERE ANNABETH
NO SHE'S STUCK NO SWORD SWORD CUT IT CUT CUT CUT KNIVES PPL YOU HAVE KNIVES USE THE KNIVES
"I trust your dad." Athena ain't gonna be happy about this one, ladies and gents. š¤£š„²š
Annie's gone, and i stg if we lose grover I'm done
GROVER
PERCY MOVE IT
Nah, Riptide looks sick tho. Pretty sure that's the first time we've seen it in good lighting
THE BOLT
so r we not gonna see Hades..?
"Is this?", " No.", "I, I mean it looks like-" "it, it absolutely is not.", "Okay. So... what is it then?", "Yeah, that's the master bolt!" This exchange was so funny š¤£
The pieces r fitting together... Hehe
"Zeus is just gonna have to wait." HELL YA, STICK IT TO HIM, GROVER, THAT'S MY BOY!!! Grover reminding Percy exactly why he chose Grover, his best friend, to come on this quest in the first place. ā¤
Sad Baby!Percy š that's a lotta ice cream for such a tiny boy
"Why are you trying so hard to get rid of me?" GOD MY ABANDONMENT ISSUES HAVE BEEN TRIGGERED, I NEED TO PROTECT THIS CHILD FROM THE WORLD NOO
"I would never do this to you." THE LINE DELIVERY, GET THIS BOY AN OSCAR... AND A FUCKING HUG
sally avoiding the topic and crying, I wanna hug her too. She's trying so hard.
Hades palace is gorgeous, damn.
Are we gonna get to see the Furies again???
Percy's hands must hurt from how hard and how constantly he clenches them fists damn.
Who tf-
HADES IS SO NOT WHAT I EXPECTED. I was expecting a rocker dude, but I love the "silk robe, manicured hair". Man's got class.
"I admire the cut of your jib." Ok maybe not what WAS that š¤£
He's way less scary than I expected, tbh.
Is he wearing heels? It sounds like he's walking in heels
SALLY'S A GOLD STATUE NOW??? Sally reaching out for him š I'm done. I'm done.
"What did you do to her?" I can sense the rage coming
Percy š
babe, Hades was so confused. He just wants to be left alone, such a mood tho. Percy's so confused
PIECES. P I E C E S. IT'S A PUZZLE PPL
"But that voice, it definitely did not sound like you." That an insult or a compliment, I deadass can't tell š¤£
Ok... Hades is being very generous, but what's the catch here? This feels sus. Oh. There. Run. pearls. now.
My thoughts on pjo episode four!! These always seem to do well so I think Iāll just keep doing them for every episode until I eventually forget one time and then just never do it again lol so anyway PJO SPOILERS if you havenāt seen episode four
- first thing I noticed in the episode was young Percy having brown eyes. I canāt remember if it was like that in the first scene with young Percy, but I feel like it made it canon that his eyes change color and Iām so here for it. Itās interesting that when he was younger (and I guess farther away from Poseidon) his eyes were brown, and then as he grew into a demigod (arguably closer to Poseidon) they turned blue but idk thatās just me
- Annabeth opening up to Percy about her dad was everything to me and that scene was so perfect (plus grouchy Grover)
- Echidna was so good!!??? Like that actress did so well, her presence was so intimidating and creepy, her line delivery was so interesting to me in a good way
- Annabethās reaction to being called a little girl was exactly how I would imagine
- Percy: can I ask a stupid question? *proceeds to ask a very reasonable question* Percy my boy you must be protected at all costs
- āso weāre just waiting to find out this guyās like a werewolf, right?ā š
- the part where you saw the arch in the puddle was so good I loved that little detail so much, and then Annabeth geeking out about it was chefs kiss
- I know this has already been pointed out, but the parallels between Athena punishing Annabeth for something Percy did, mirroring Athena punishing Medusa for Poseidonās actions. A+ writing right there good job
- ācareful, you almost called me a friendā Percy then proceeds to collapse into her arms ššš
- the way that Percy started to get darker under the eyes and paler skin the longer he had the venom, just a detail I noticed that was really good
- he sacrificed himself of course of course he did to save his friends thatās his fatal flaw itās showing Percy your fatal flaw is showing my dear
- ājust breatheā just shows how much Percy completely distrusts Poseidon so much, so much to the point where he refused to listen and breath and not die until he was reminded of his mom
- it was so short!!! too short!!!!! Agehdbdbdjdhjd
Ok, Iām back with my thoughts on episode 6! I had quite a bit of them so I put them all in this post š
ā ļø Spoiler warning for episode 6 of the PJO Tv Show and major book spoilers ahead! ā ļø
Kronos talking to "the lightng thief" : "Give me a reason to question your worthiness again, and there is another that just might be ready to take your place. *looks over at Percy* Isnāt that right, little hero?"
Iām sorry??!!! Maybe Iām forgetting but, was it ever clearly mentioned in the books that Kronos planned on using Percy as a replacement if Luke didnāt do as he was asked? Because I have been speculating this for years but, was it actually in the books? Because if it wasnāt?? Rick is really trying to make sure the foil nature between Percy and Luke can not be ignored
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Percy: "We know who stole the bolt."
Luke: How do you know? š šš
I just know that he was SWEATING šš
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Grover not giving a solitary fuck about the humans and only caring about the animals after they free them from the trailer is hilarious to me šš
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Just the mere fact that they just talk about May (sure they donāt mention her by name but š¤·āāļø) is so promising to me. Like weāre getting to know about some things that we donāt get to really know about until the 5th book of the series?? And itās only episode six of season 1????? Yeah, theyāre really trying to let more of Lukeās backstory be known and I love it š
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Annabeth: "weāre friends of Lukeās."
Hermes: *starts sweating profusely*
Good, he should be nervous! Itās only the consequences of your actions coming to haunt you šš
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Hermes: " Time and space is easy, kids. Parenting is something else entirely."
Well first you would have to try and be a parentā¦ š
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Hermes: "I was warned to stay away from Luke and his mother. Warned that no matter how much I tried to help I would just make things worse. And I went anyway. And it wasnāt just awful for Lukeā¦ It was awful for all of us."
Hmm, I wonder why?? It couldnāt have been because you literally ignored your son every time he prayed to you and asked for help. It couldnāt have been because May would tell Luke over and over that his Father would visit soon, and then you never showed up! And it definitely couldnāt be because when you saw Luke, you told him that he never should have came back and that he was making his mother worse. Ya know, blaming him for what his mother was going through.
But yeah, itās a real mystery for sure š
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Ok but I need to know what that flashback is of Percyās! Is it supposed to be Hermes insinuating that Percy hurts Sally and manipulating him into thinking that heās hurting Sally? The same way that he blamed Luke for May. If so, what is his obsession with victim blaming???
Or is it going to show something between Sally and Poseidon? I donāt know but I need to know!
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I am not trying to be insulting to Lin, I actually mean this as a complement, but he does too much of a good job playing a narcissistic, manipulative asshole. That whole part where heās showing Percy that flashback and the the way he looks over at Annabeth and says; "Should I remind you, too?"
Listen, I donāt mean to trauma dump on main, but Iāve seen that look in someone elseās eyes and Iāve heard that tone of voice being used by a narcissist irl andā¦ yeah, itās scary how much Linās line delivery reminds me of those times.
When I say that the casting directors knew what they were doing, Iām not lyingā¦ š
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Hermes: "I donāt get involved anymore. Itās just not worth it."
I swear, if I hear anymore people trying to make excuses for Hermes after this, Iām reminding them of this line.
Like, let me get this straight. You know what is about to happen, what has been happening to Luke for years now. You knew what was going to happen to him ever since Luke was a baby. You swear up and down that you truly love and care for Luke and Mayā¦ but at the same time their not worth it??? Why? Because Luke "failed" his quest??? Because heāll do things that might bruise your fragile ego??? Yet, you truly care about them as wellā¦ Be so fuckin for real šš¤
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Hermes: "It was your father (talking about Poseidon) who warned me to stay away. Said it was awful watching you struggle and feel powerful to stop it. But that sometimesā¦ thatās what parenting is."
Hold upā¦
First of all, Poseidon literally had Percy 7 whole years after you had Luke. So what did you do during the first 7 years? Do nothing to help all on your own?? The whole blaming Poseidon for your being neglectful is not doing what you think itās doingā¦
Second, watching your child suffer is parenting?? Like sure, ok, sometimes you need to let your children learn from there own mistakes. Itās how we grow. But those mistakes are usually small things like letting them get a terrible haircut that you know they wonāt like but they insist on getting it. Or them insisting on eating something that you know they wonāt like, but you donāt stop them. Not watching your son have to watch his mother suffer and be in pain for the first 9 years of his life. Not looking away as your son is tormented and brainwashed by quite literally the most evil entity in your universe! FFS!
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Hermes: "I guess weāre all just doing the best we can."
Hate to be the barer of bad news, but sometimes that just isnāt good enough āŗļø
My god, Rick really pulled Lin to the side and said, "I need you to act like a raging narcissist with a victim complex thatās bigger than the galaxy." And Lin delivered like his life was on the line. He definitely wasnāt throwing away his shotš
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Hermes looking at his watch and then telling Percy that heās basically out of time??? Hermes knew exactly what he was doing keeping Annabeth and Percy distracted.
But donāt worry, guys. Heās trying his best š„¹š
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Annabeth picking Hermesā pocket? She is so real for that!
She definitely learned that skill from Luke šš
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Grover: "Weāre late? Are we late because of me?"
Me: *sobbing* šš„ŗš
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Percy trying to drive: "That guy didnāt even slow down! š”š¤¬*honks horn aggressively* "
Calm down, Percy. The New Yorker in you is showingšš
ā¦ but also, thatās a mood š
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Ok, but Iām a bit confused why they changed it to where theyāve run out of time for the quest. Like, what does that mean for the rest of the story? Is everything going to happen as normal still, or will there be changes? š¤Ø
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Last thoughts: I am so, so happy with how this episode turned out, imo. I was kind of skeptical on how they would portray Hermes, but Iām glad that they didnāt make him a "good guy". They showed him in his barest form, the form that we donāt really get to see until the 5th book, and I love that. I can not wait for the next episode.
LEAH AS ANNABETH??? amazing, the writers and her acting really came together because the lines and the delivery of those lines was so perfectly annabeth that i canāt possibly imagine anyone else playing her that well
grover. just grover. i love how they really highlighted how significant he is to percy as a friend and how much he cares about percy, which i feel like is generally lost under everyoneās discussion of percabeth (forgetting all the times percy refers to grover as his best friend), and aryan just captures the slightly sassy but nervous energy grover always carries so well. plus the way theyāre diving deeper into his emotions and trauma from his job as a seeker??? also generally lost a little bc we only see him through percyās eyes in the book
luke bonding with percy was really good at the start !! appreciate that they made percyās views on the gods more explicit since most of it is internal in the book, but it shows him bonding with luke more which builds up to the betrayal, and eventually will help when percy has to make decisions regarding luke in the future
only complaints:
sally took a little too long to explain things šš loved her and how they really emphasised her badassery, but i also feel like they wrote her a little too wise??? like they focused too hard on making her a cool figure and explaining things to percy that it took away from their relationship and she just didnāt feel as motherly or like she was putting him first even though she technically was. idk if that makes sense but i just didnāt like her as much tbh
gabe is not as much of a dick as he shouldāve been. i feel like thatās pretty self explanatory
annabeth was nowhere to be found for most of it?? i appreciate that it was condensed so percy and luke could bond more but still
speaking of percy and luke,, where was the sword fighting scene?? idk i feel like that was important to me bc it showed that luke really saw percy as something for the first time, someone with potential that he could use
needed to see everyone kneeling for percy like in the book when he gets claimed. chiron announcing him felt too much like the ending of a movie with a voice narration. i feel like that scene couldāve been handled differently and still been as dramatic
overall VERY WELL DONE i am loving it and praying for it to be renewed for all 5 seasons