#and i refuse to shut up about it

[existennialmemes]

Anyone: No politics, ok?

Me: sure, no problem

Me, after 0 drinks: Actually, I underestimated how much my seething desire for a better world has seeped into my entire personality

#shitpost #shitposting #leftist #leftist memes #ancom #the world could be good #we could make the world good #and i refuse to shut up about it

[vouseofwolves]

the trans lesbian bracelets ray and frank wore genuinely made me so happy. our community has been facing so much lesbophobia lately and these little things just make my heart swell:((

#i LOVE them #and i refuse to shut up about it #ray toro #frank iero #mcr #lesbian #trans lesbian

[jax-is-rattled]

aloe vera

Oh whoops hi I didn't see this

Something mundane in life that I wanna experience....

I was talking to him about this earlier but I just can't wait to be able to just fall asleep on the couch with my boyfriend. And household chores.

Man I love that fucking doofus.

#hi hello i love my partner #and i refuse to shut up about it #jax rattles

[weirdgirlnicorobin]

i'm post time skip

#shanks is actually NOT normal about it btw he's just insane in a completely different way #shanks thinks they're going through a 'rough patch' when they've actually been divorced for 2 decades #anyway fuck judge all my homies hate judge #monkey d luffy #monkey d. luffy #portgas d ace #red hair shanks #shanks #buggy the clown #i refuse to call him captain. shut up #black leg sanji #usopp #soul king brook #trafalgar law #donquixote doflamingo #vinsmoke reiju #vinsmoke judge #and the other ones

[ineffectualbookseller]

The way Azirphale is underestimated and practically infantalized by heaven is so closely tied to his femininity and I think we should talk about it more because I just want to shout about how relatable the way he's treated in his workplace is as a woman working in a traditionally male field

It's in all the little niggling comments from your boss about personal things that hold no bearing on your work

and the assumption that what you're doing must be simple if it was assigned to you

your work is trivialized

and you get these the placating smiles when you're told plans and proposals are rejected and passed over

or when your complaints are dismissed

and you get more of the same from upper management

it all feels so frustrating and draining but you're at work so all you can do is take a breathe put on that mask and move on with your day

It is all so deteimental to your emotional well being and textually, so much of this is tied to Aziraphale's softness, his gayness - his femininity

The thing about working in an environment and gives you this feeling - of being simultaneously destrought watching your belief in yourself get chipped away but also just so irate becuase you know you don't deserve it - is how it builds. It sinks under your skin and feeds into this indignant dejection until you can have a moment of release - but Azirphale doesn't get to bitch about it over drinks with friends, he doesn't get a lunch break where he can go for a walk and listen to an angry scandi death metal playlist, he doesn't even get the chance to cry about it in the bathroom for 5 minutes before confronting it again

(And I talked a little bit about it in the tags of this beautiful photoset but this all comes into play whenever Crowley dismisses his plans or calls him an idiot. These are purely emotional reactions; I really don't think Crowley means much by it - he respects Aziraphale's opinion and genuinely thinks he's brilliant - but Crowley is so quick to use this terminology when Aziraphale is making a decision Crowley thinks is wrong and he doesn't know how much this hurts Aziraphale. Just like Aziraphale doesn't understand the true impact the Fall had on Crowley, Crowley doesn't understand the ways heaven has been tearing away at Aziraphale's self worth)

Aziraphale has been facing this constant drip of denigration since before the beginning of time and has never released the pressure valve. At this point, he's a bomb waiting to go off

#(I want to note that I am coming at this from my personal experience as a woman #but I know femme neurodivergent and disabled folks of all genders face these same issues) #along similar lines I have tons of feelings about how often Aziraphale hides his hands when talking to other angels #to hide his stimming #and look I try not to tie everything back to explaning why Aziraphale ended s2 the way he did but apparently I can't #its just the juiciest character moment to me #also thinking about how angry Crowley was at Gabriel when he was treated like this once #granted shut up and die already IS the worst thing Gabriel has said to Aziraphale but if Crowley knew how much of this was going on... #aziraphale #good omens #go2 spoilers #good omens meta #Thanks to folks who responded to my tags on that post because you really motivated me to find these screen caps #and finish this post which has been sitting in my drafts for ages #also sorry so many of gabriels faces are funny I cant help that jon hamm is comedy gold - i refuse to let it undermine my point

[amazinglyegg]

Thank you for this vital information Fallout 4 Does The Dog Die Page

#idk how well known Does The Dog Die is but. #you know when you REALLY want to Consume [Media] but you cant [play/watch/etc] it so you just Think Really Hard??? #does the dog die is for you. #you can utilize your extremely specific knowledge on a book/show/game/etc AND it helps people avoid triggers in that media #I refuse to shut up about My Interests and this is the perfect outlet #fallout 4 #does the dog die

[that-one-raccoon]

#the owl house #toh #amphibia #anne boonchuy #luz noceda #titan luz #i refuse to shut up about her #calamity anne #polls #poll #who would win

[sepia-stained-sunset]

Duke: I think my cousin is catching on to my secret identity

Tim: Why don't you invent a fake uncle?

Duke: I...don't think injecting another relation into this would solve anything??

Steph: Tim. That bonkers plan worked once for, like, fifteen minutes. Stop bringing it up every time

#tim: wait till i tell my fake uncle about what you said. you'll be in sooo much trouble steph #it's my personal belief that tim either never shuts up about the faked a relative thing or just refuses to bring it up ever #and there's no middle ground at all. either everyone knows or Bruce brings it up over dinner and all his siblings are baffled as fuck #tim drake #duke thomas #stephanie brown #incorrect tim drake quotes

[becca-e-barnes]

BECCA THESE SUBBY DBF!BUCKY THOTS ARE KILLING ME IN THE BEST WAY I LOVE IT SO MUCH😩😵‍💫🤤

Coming back to this because my weakness is submissive older men 🤤

Just the thought of clamping your hands around his neck while you're on top and watching him lose it makes me dizzy.

I absolutely love the thought of fucking yourself on him, grinding your hips back and forth with his length inside you while he whimpers and moans beneath you.

He's surrendered all the control he's ever had. You both know that it'd take very little effort if he decided he wanted to change the dynamic but he has no interest in doing that.

He wants you on top of him, using him for your own pleasure rather than his. He wants you to leave scratches down his chest where your nails have sunk into his skin. He wants flushed, stinging cheeks, reminding him of each little slap you've given him when his eyes flutter shut and he stops looking at you for even a few seconds.

But then one of your hands cups his neck and that feels like an entirely different kind of submission. It's not a painful sensation that he expects when he imagines being submissive in bed; it's dizzying. The light pressure on his neck is delightful but more than anything, it feels like you're fully in control. He's vulnerable like this and he loves it.

"Both hands. Please." He's never sounded so needy and any hesitation you might have felt a few seconds ago melts away. Your other hand joins the first, wrapped around his neck, your fingers squeezing slightly and he looks entirely blissed out underneath you.

"Oh fuck." He groans, thrusting his hips up towards you in a desperate attempt to make sure he's buried as deep inside you as he can manage.

"You're fucking pathetic like this." You tease, adjusting your grip on his neck to remind him exactly where your hands are. You feel his pulse under your fingers and you feel your body flutter at the realisation. "You're losing yourself in me, aren't you?"

His eyes close for a few seconds while he tries to focus on the sensation, rather than the sight of you but that won't do. You take one hand from his neck, slapping his face gently and the rush he feels from the release of pressure is euphoric.

"Did I say you could look away?" You tease, putting your hand back on his throat, keeping your grip tight while he shakes his head.

His hands land on your hips, helping you grind back and forth on him, rubbing his length right where you need it. He probably won't get off like this but you absolutely could.

"I want to feel you cum. I need you to squeeze my neck and my cock at the same time." He's fantasised about this and it shows.

"Make me." You were half joking but he starts working your hips faster, setting the pace he knows you like until he stops suddenly, holding your hips still.

"God, I can't cum yet. I don't want this to end." You forgive him this time for closing his eyes, giving him a moment to collect himself before he's back to fucking you on him, begging you to squeeze his neck harder.

#asks answered <3 #becca writes spice #anon #sub!bucky #dbf!bucky #subby!bucky #this is absolutely going to be tmi but I refuse to shut up about it #because #for the first time in my life #I actually had an o that another person was fully responsible for #no toys #I didn't have to do a single thing #that's never happened before #it's taken 7 years #7. years. #so you'll understand why I'm so giddy about this 🙈 #anyway 🙃 #one of my faves at work got engaged a couple of weeks ago #and I haven't seen her since then #so I'm going in early tomorrow to put up a tonne of decorations for a lil engagement party #her desk is going to be a sparkly disaster #and she's going to HATE it #I can't wait

[starleska]

man Neil Patrick Harris really does have the monopoly on ridiculous, evil, campy bastards who speak in a faux German accent, adore costumes and perform fantastic dance numbers huh 🙈💖

#shut up i was not normal about Count Olaf then and i refuse to be normal about the Toymaker now 😂💖 #i'm crying that NPH can somehow do DIFFERENT fake German accents. he described Gunther as being 'all over the Eurorail' #the toymaker #count olaf #gunther #doctor who #a series of unfortunate events #neil patrick harris #asoue #dw #starleskatalks

[winepresswrath]

The.... the hate my baby correctly post??

BEHOLD

#i know there is more than one post which explores this theme! #but yes. anyway dage did some things wrong but so often not the ones he's accused of #he's not a hypocrite and he doesn't care that jgy's mom's a ho #in fact he cares too little and doesn't notice other people caring!!! #that is a huge subset of his problem with jgy. not all of it tho! in fact he could be perfectly sympathetic and understanding and the first #murder for personal would be a real stumbling block. they'd both need to change for this to work #also he's not a cop 😭😭😭 #he's a feudal warlord but then again if you make that the problem you have to be mad at all the other aristocrats #actually you know who would have had an amazing relationship? #baby xue yang and nie mingjue who was just wandering by one day and saw a street kid get his hand crushed and refused to shut up about it #he would be so annoying

[trashlie]

I haven't talked Stalkyoo - or even ILY, period - in a LONG while here on tumblr and a lot of it had to do with the funk I was going through, the lack of energy I had and the inability to really gather my thoughts and force myself to be cohesive enough to actually put them down, but like I said, I've felt myself coming alive again, and with that, I've found myself falling back into my comfort zones of picking at ILY and the themes I love, the parallels, the juxtapositions, and yes, all the minute details that make Stalkyoo so special, what it is about them within the constraints of their universe that is so appealing.

We all know I have a lot of thoughts and feelings about the purpose the Shinlyssa flashback serves, especially in serving to illustrate just how deeply Nol has hurt Shinae in doing to her what Alyssa had already done before, and why it's so significant that she is willing to forgive him and let him go at that time. As the story moves on from that night, we know that flashback inserted at that pont serves to help us better understand the things Alyssa doesn't reveal - the implication that she lives in an abusive home, that she is gay, that her desire to be popular is more about filling a psychological unmet need to be loved - as we watch her arc set up for the post-time skip second season.

But crucially, the flashback reinforces that Shinae fell for Nol for the same reason he fell for her: he made her feel special.

Shinae's trauma about her past with Alyssa, head injury aside, was that she didn't understand why. It was that Alyssa was special to her but she felt like Alyssa cast her aside, like the feeling wasn't mutual. Even regarding Rika and Maya, until she finally talked things out, she felt like she was just... there, that she didn't mean anything. Her mother left and took her sister and then what. Never calls, never writes, not even birthday cards or even a postcard??? Of course a child will feel like she was discarded, the unwanted one!

Shinae is so used to feeling like she is replaceable, easy to toss away and forget about, not worth a second thought or glance.

And then comes this earnest, handsome guy SO KEEN on getting under her skin, into her head, earning her friendship, and though it annoys her at first, he grows on her. She starts to VALUE it, his actions. She finds herself missing it when he changes and withdraws, aware of the change but uncertain of exactly what is different. As he pulls away she finds that she's the one doing the chasing now.

He made her feel like she's special. Like she matters. Like there is some kind of great value to her. How could she not fall for the person who made her feel seen when she was so used to blending in and taking up as little space as possible?

The juxtaposition of the Shinlyssa flashback set against Shinae and Nol's feelings finally bubbling to the surface is SO! GOOD!!!! Because Alyssa had such a lasting impact on Shinae! It was a ghost haunting her, following her into high school, clinging to her even when she met Nol. That hurt she carried, that scar she still hides, reminded her over and over how easy it was to discard her, how easy it was to throw her away.

And Nol proved to her (what we know to be true for Alyssa) that it isn't true, that she isn't, in fact, so easy to discard, that she is someone special, that she means something.

To insert the flashback that reinforces why Shinae believed herself so easy to discard on the cusp of Shinae and Nol's feelings for each other finally bubbling to the surface is to reinforce exactly how these two fell for each other in the first place: in the shadows where no one was paying attention, they saw each other, and they cared.

And GOD it's so SO SO beautiful 🥺🥺🥺🥺😭💕

#I Love Yoo #ILY Brainrot #Stalkyoo #Aegi #Shinae Yoo #Nolan Oliver T. Lochlainn #sobs i refuse to shut up about this lmao #it's just!!!!!!! #THE JUXTAPOSITION #!!!!!!!!!!!!!! #the incident that convinced Shinae she's so easily discarded #and the boy who proved she's not #that night would have been so different if only she was #he certainly wouldn't be covered in bandages if only she was so easy to throw away huh #😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 #and if we wanna get REAL deep into it #would alyssa ever have been so drawn to a boy who had a smile that reminded her of the girl who made things so hard for her? #if Shinae was so easy to throw away Alyssa never would have had that mess EITHER! #AAAAAAAAAAAAAaaaAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHH #SCREAMS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! #and i HAVE to believe that leaving her wasn't easy for her mom cos any other alternative makes me wanna sob #SHINAE BABE YOU WERE *NEVER* EASY TO THROW AWAY #YOU WERE NEVER EASY TO DISCARD #Alyssa and Nol could bond over this truth #sobs

[bayleymania]

Totally not thinking about how The Devil attacked the only man MJF could ask for help to face The Gunns at Full Gear (Max Caster). And Adam continues insisting on how Max needs to ask Samoa Joe for help because he knows Joe would have to face Max for the title and, maybe, this time he could win. The thing is that… Adam has lost against Max TWICE. But he has beat Samoa Joe before… in his mind, it could be easier to beat Joe for the title than facing Max again. Totally not thinking about this.

#aew #AdaMJF #I DO NOT WANT TO THINK ABOUT THIS OKAY? #AH NO. #I refuse to believe this #shut up Lexie! #lexie speaks

[coffeenonsense]

Reasons remington adrian pendergast instantly became a favorite character

look let's just be honest here. Trevor belmont vibes. he's a sad emotionally scarred foul mouthed kindhearted vampire hunter i was kind of sunk from go

despite being raised by someone campaigning HARD for Worst Dad Ever as a living tool for vengeance he is completely and fundamentally incapable of not doing the right thing. even and almost especially if that's gonna make his life harder

You've heard of dual wielder but have you heard of quadruple wielder? Man can't even pick a single weapon truly a bicon tbfh

He also helps every person in need regardless of how they treat him. You cannot convince me this man hasn't nursed an injured bird back to health at some point in his life

Made a vampire soup

"What's the word for fucker in this language?" *accidentally calls opponent an alpaca mid-battle*

Gets adorably flustered when people show genuine interest in him dude can merc a pack of vamps in like eight seconds but tell him you like him and his brain shuts down and needs three to five business days to recover

The Trauma

Attracted his love interests nearly exclusively through negative charisma (loses to one in a fight and is horny about it/teaches the other swear words after sobbing in a garden)

#he is a special boy who deserves love ❤️ #remy pendergast my beloved #remy pendergast #read silver under nightfall it's so good #plus i refuse to shut up about it so you might as well treat yourself #silver under nightfall #rin chupeco #spoilers #silver under nightfall spoilers #vampires #castlevania #trevor belmont

[coffinsister]

I think no other girl should ever date Andrew except for his sister simply because nobody else should be subjected to his antics

Like dude if my boyfriend asks me to dress up like his little sister I'm breaking his jaw

#call me little sister but at least call me by my name #coffincest #andrew graves #ashley graves #the coffin of andy and leyley #shout out to that one time my friend's gf left him for her own blood cousin and he was so embarrassed about it he refused to even #acknowledge her existence for like six months in a row #like yeah buddy i would be upset too #soleil shut up

[lnkedmyheart]

This panel tickles some part of my deranged monkey brain so hard and like, dead apple was always gay as shit but this panel...something shifted and there is no going back.

#soukoku #i refuse to ever shut up about this panel #it fucked with my brain chemistry #and i have never been the same #dead apple