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deadghosy · 2 months

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WHERE PENGUIN! READER WILL LIVE IN:

Pt5 of Penguin! Reader x Hazbin Hotel

Prompt: The aftermath of the court is where you decided where to live

Note: this will be the final part of the series lol. Sorry if the sections are short, I tried to make it long with the bullet points just being some. 💗

“The court has spoken. The rightful place the reader belongs in, is……” sera say opening her mouth to announce the news.

HELL

Lucifer is fucking happy that sera said that would go with them. Charlie has tears dropping out her eyes as she finally is relived to have you by her side and kingdom. Adam was pissed as he thrown papers on the ground. Lute is screaming mentally as her heart breaks.

Back in hell, every one does a celebration party. You get a bandanna with your name, the scarf wrapped around your neck has the name of Y/N Morningstaryou are officially in the family. Welcome to hell.

Literally you get all the food you love in a week of celebrating before they monitor what you eat 💗

Charlie is such an older sister vibe as she shows you the ropes of being royalty as she gives you an allowance. Which you totally didn’t spend in cookies and cakes. But matter of most is that she even shows you how to run the hotel while you just quack at things from afar. Overall her protective rate is 5/10.

Lucifer may be happy and relived that you can be in hell with him. But he is still worried about your safety in hell as he watches you closely and even has razzle and dazzle to look after you. It’s cute and all for you. But for others, they can tell this man baby’s you so much to the point he even gets you to bed like one. Overall his protective level is 100/10

Vaggie loves teaching you how to use her spear in case the exterminators try to kidnap you. She is always the one who watches you on the playground to make sure you are okay. Her protective rate is 9/10

Husk is the damn grumpy drunk uncle who only has a soft spot for you as you aren’t annoying and is pure. Literally you aren’t a bad kid as you just help clean glasses. PST, he actually bought plastic looking glasses so you won’t cut yourself on accident. Plus he appreciates that you want to help him. It’s just you are so small and he is bigger than you. Overall his protective level is 7.5/10

Angel is like that older brother who knows how to hide bruises. And of course we know why…but like past that imagine you bruised your whole ass knee and you didn’t want anyone to worry for you so you went to angel. He chuckled and took care of it. You are such a cutie that he kisses your head and sends you off. Overall his protective level is 7/10

Alastor loves teaching you about his radio station. He even takes you as a co-host and a regular guest as he makes you quack out a song. 💗 some awesome uncle and nephew/niece moments as he also makes you tea if you can’t sleep. His protective rate is 8.5/10

And the rest of hell, they love you equally as somewhat you bring hope in hell to have them redeemed as they visit the hotel to see you and meet you. Hell, the other deadly sins met you and were in awe at how cute you were. Beelzebub was immediately starstruck as she feeds you some of the best food in hell.

So in the end, you love being in the royal family of the Morningstars. It’s peaceful in the hotel with you around as Angel can now get a lot of days off💗

HEAVEN

Adam is immediately flipping off the two demon royals as he lifts you up in his arms. “SUCK IT BITCHES AHAH!” Adam yells pulling you close to his pudgy body as lute is flipping them off from behind the first man as the two demon royals are sent back in hell.

After exiting court, you are met with getting ice cream with the two angels who were fighting with the demon royals verbally. Adam got you [favorite flavor] ice cream as lute just smiles smugly happy to have you here with them.

Adam has gotten use to you not leaving him like how his other ex-wives did. He won’t admit he feels insecure about you leaving him. But with you now being property of heaven and you living with him personally. He feels like he might actually have a loved one with him. It’s not like romantic since you take form of a gah damn actually penguin. It’s more of a platonically close friendship. He finds you alluring at how sweet you are to others. Even if Adam isn’t. Overall his protective meter is 9.5/10

Lute is still the same ol lute everyone knows. It’s just that she watches you from afar. Keeps tabs on you and where you go. Its like if she’s your personal bodyguard. She always love bombs you in a manipulative way. She just wants you to depend on her. I mean hell, she’s literally crazy at how pure of gold you are in heaven. Her protectiveness level is…200/10😨

Sera is a busy woman, but she keeps tabs on you too. Even sending a angelic guard to make sue you are mentally okay and not unstable of taking you away of your so called “home” down there. But she cares for you endlessly in a mother figure way. her protective meter is 5.5/10

Emily is happy regardless if you went it heaven or hell. This girl literally take you shopping with her as she get you a cute sailor like outfit for your delivery job. She even makes you your own damn basket to give cookies to your regulars with their mail. Overall, this sweet girl’s protective meter 4/10

St. Peter sends you cookies on weekends as it’s the days that you aren’t working as the adorable penguin delivery boy. 💗 St. Peter checks up on you as well as you are just staying home and he comes by just to see if you are liking to live in heaven for years now.

You live with Adam as he and you have some kind of relationship were he wants to look after you. Literally it’s oddly sweet this man has a change of heart kind of. He literally will try to cook only for you to burn out the fire in the kitchen. He’s ordering gah damn take out.

See, me personally you’re still getting stalked a bit from yandere! Lute as she smile smugly seeing you in heaven everyday and replaying the son of bitches face when you got to stay in heaven with them.

The amount of times angels in heaven have gifted you lots of grift baskets for the custody of heaven. It’s crazy as it’s whole bunch of fans just celebrating you staying 💗 it’s sweet but crazy.

Overall you still got your job as a paper delivery person and you get watched 24/7 every day. From afar….😨 but all you know is that you are safe in heaven still missing the people below them.

BOTH

Heaven and hell is shocked, what I mean by that is Lucifer and Adam being shocked. Adam is immediately yelling out profanities at how this is “complete bullshit”. Emily and Charlie did a mutual nod to each other not hating or liking this idea as it seems clear and fair to share you 50/50 like divorce parents.

After court, it was time to hang out with hell only to go heaven for the next day. 😭 honestly, you could stay in hell for a week and go to heaven for another whole week☝🏾😕

Adam gets so salty seeing Lucifer pick you up and take you through the portal to hell. Lute just scowls walking away. Meanwhile Lucifer is still salty as well to share you, he has to be mature as Charlie was just excited to have you the whole week.

HONESTLY IF ITS VALENTINE’S DAY, YOU GET SO MUCH CHOCOLATE AND TEDDY BEARS FROM HEAVEN AND HELL. OMG IMAGINE YOUR BIRTHDAY 😱😨LEGIT A WHOLE CARTOON ASS BIRTHDAY-

You still sleep in Lucifer’s bed when you stay in hell, but there is still a spare room for you. And for heaven you sleep directly in the same room as Adam as he snores holding your chubby and round fluffy body.

Thanks to @gineazu for the idea of this schedule of them sharing reader.

Hell has reader on mondays Wednesday's Friday's and sundays. As heaven has them on tuesdays thursdays and Saturdays like a true ass divorce. But just like I said you could also spend a whole week in hell and another whole week in heaven. And it could repeat.

LMAO JUST IMAGINE THE AWKWARDNESS WITH ADAM HAVING SUNGLASSES WAITING FOR YOU AS LUCIFER IS TEACHING YOU HOW TO CALL HIM IN CASE ADAM TRIES TO “abuse” you 😭😭

You’re literally eating nuggets in the hotel’s lobby until a busted down wall happens as a golden light shines. “Kid, pack ya shit. The shit lord didn’t bring you to me on time.” Says Adam with sunglasses and chewing bubble gum. Lucifer came from the kitchen having lemonade for you only to drop it seeing Adam. “What are YOU doing here!” He exclaims seeing the first man. Adam smirks, “I’m here to collect the bird brain. Duh?” “It’s literally only been 2 days?!” Lucifer retorts.

Yeahh…at first Adam had a problem being clingy towards you and wanting to stay in the blue skies with him.

Honestly it’s funny how Lucifer is the mom who wants to scam the father to make it seem he is abusive as Adam is just a guy trying to be the fun dad. It’s literally tug of war for your affection for crying out loud- 😭

“HAVE YOU SEEN SMILEY?” Is basically the song to describe your relationship between the two places of heaven and hell. It’s so painfully tooth aching and wholesome.

It’s nice spending time with your people in hell and heaven. Like literally it’s cool how you still got your delivery job in hell and heaven at most. Overall you are just happy seeing both of your so proclaimed friends and family. ‼️💗❤️🦆

A/N: I did this because I couldn’t choose lol 💗 hope you guys like this as everyone gets their own happy ending

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faeirtopia · 3 months

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ʚɞ ; shohei loses one important game!

pairing! boyfriend!shohei x fem!reader.

warnings! several mentions of sexual activities.

with shohei, it was hard to tell at first. the few glances you took towards him weren’t enough to show you exactly how he was feeling as the team was losing a very important game. you knew how badly he wanted to make it to the playoffs and seeing that he might not made you feel awful.

seeing as the game ended and the other team celebrated their victory, you watched him walk off the field with such disappointment on his face.

although you couldn’t turn back time and have this game start from the beginning, you knew exactly what you could do and that was be there for him.

it was you who pulled him through such rough times when he lost other games as well and you’d be here for this one with much more comfort.

giving him a bit more time to himself, allowing him to cool off and take in what had just happened you stood by the exit and patiently waited for him.

the weak smile he gave you was emotional and you hated that for him but with the wrap of your arms around his much larger frame, he instantly felt a sense of relief and peace. you were always there for him when he needed it the most and he loved that.

you’d compliment him, shower him in so much love and affection because you knew that’s what would work to make him at least somewhat happy.

“thank you baby, I tried and I love you so much.”

“I at least got one homerun for you. did you see it? I hit that ball so hard. I wish I could’ve hit more.”

“let’s go home, I’m so tired and I just want to be alone with you. I’m tired of seeing this place now.”

though shohei wouldn’t show it much, he was still extremely upset with his performance and how they lost that game. he believed he could’ve done so much better and he’ll definitely blame himself.

so again, he’d lean on your shoulder for help and need you to feel better about himself and the way he played because again you did that for him.

would definitely want to snuggle with both you and decoy because the both of you are his babies and he cherishes you both so very much.. with that being said he annoys decoy to the point where the poor dog stares up at you for help when shohei won’t let him go. that’s just so cute and real omg

“let’s share some chocolate covered strawberries.”

“I know I never talk about those, I’m randomly craving them and I think it’d be cute if you fed me.”

chocolate covered strawberries turn into making out that turns into food play that turns into kitchen sex not being able to make it to the bedroom.

that kitchen sex then leads to hallway sex that turns into finally bedroom sex for a few rounds.

this also helped shohei with his anger and frustration that he had felt much earlier that night.

after sex shohei would want to hold you close in his arms while staring up at the ceiling and quietly thanking you for being there for him and helping him even though he’s already thanked you, he wants you to know that he means it from the heart.

“even though the game went terribly wrong, I was able to go home with an amazing girlfriend. thank you for today and tonight, I love you so much.”

he’d enjoy you playing with his hair and kissing his forehead while he stared at you very lovingly.

#shohei ohtani #baseball #fanfic #mlb fanfic #mlb imagines #mlb american league #mlb fandom #imagines #mlb #writers on tumblr #headcanon #mlb au #mlb smut #mlb national league #mlb scenarios #boyfriend shohei 🤭#shohei ohtani smut

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deathbxnny · 9 months

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YQ's Mother Requestor Anon here! I see the calling of angst so I am here to give! Can I request Mother!Reader and Baby Lai getting attacked with Reader almost dying bc they tried to protect our beloved baby but somehow survived, just in a coma? Yanqing managed to save them by unaliving the attackers like a madman [then Jing Yuan gets flashbacks about Jingliu's rampage on him] and only regains his humanity bc of his sister, then they run to a hospital!

Reader still lives (bc its fun to watch them slowly be traumatized) and heals, both physically and somewhat mentally!

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A/N: Hey there! Thank you for this great idea and sorry it took 50000 years for me to get to it. Life genuinely hates me lately and I've been extremely busy even on the weekends rn, so yeah... forgive me.

Content: Angst, hurt/comfort, fluff, murder, mentions of murder, injuries, child endangerment, violence, near death, good ending

Reader has no set pronouns!

((Not fully proofread))

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You just wanted to take a quick walk around the Luofu with your baby, as you haven't been able to move around much after her birth. You smiled gently down at her, your hands keeping her close under your cloak, a soft hum of a tune leaving your lips, when you looked out into the distance. The sun was starting to set, bathing the world in a warm, orange hue. It was peaceful... until it wasn't.

In an instant, you were suddenly attacked by some Mara-struck soldiers, your body scrambling backwards, as you tightly clutched onto your baby. You had accidentally wandered out of the safe zones, completely distracted by the beauty of the area to really notice where you were going. You should've been more careful and yet, it was too late to regret everything now, when a next attack came swinging at the direction of your child.

You quickly turned away, taking the hit fully, your body skidding across the floor violently. But you still made sure that your child wasn't injured, even when she began to cry. Your head hit the ground, disorienting you, as the injury began to bleed. And whilst you were struggling to lift your head, your hands still so desperately holding your baby close to you, familiar swords suddenly appeared in your blurry vision. You could barely hear anything anymore, but when you saw the rough outline of your son, you let out a relieved sigh and just finally passed out, knowing that you and your baby were saved.

The enemies however stood no chance against Yanqing's wrath, as he practically ripped them all apart, even ditching his swords at one point. He was angry, beyond enraged. The thought of someone hurting his mother and little sibling was making him delirious and it took 5 cloud knights and eventually Jing Yuan to drag him off of whatever was left of the attackers. Jing Yuan was irked by how familiar the sight was, a memory of a distant, dark past flashing through his mind, before he quickly forgot it at the soft cries of his infant child.

It also calmed down Yanqing, who slumped in the cloud knights hold and finally just concluded that he had gotten his revenge, before he allowed himself to be taken away. You were brought to a hospital quickly after as well, having taken the brunt of all attacks, which left you quite injured. But the mental scars were arguably worse. It took you a while to be able to go outside again, the paranoia over something like that happening once more being always on the forefront of your mind. Your child also never left your eye sight, as you kept her in arms reach at all times.

Jing Yuan and Yanqing supported you greatly through your recovery journey, making you heal in no time again, for the most part. The scars and fears would always stay... even if they just lingered now in the back of your mind.

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A/N: God... I'm so sorry again for how long this took. I hope it's somewhat okay and that you can forgive me lmao-

#honkai star rail #honkai star rail fanfic #honkai star rail x reader #honkai star rail x you #hsr x reader #hsr jing yuan #hsr jing yuan x reader #hsr yanqing #hsr yanqing x reader #hsr

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popawritter12 · 2 months

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yandere high noon talon headcanons?

Yandere! High Noon Talon headcanons

Author's note: I like the initiative they all of you are taking, I never seriously thought about making headcanons for this skin <;3.

Chances of your loved ones being killed

We are talking about a fucking DEMON who travels on a fucking train where they take souls collected from other people.

A solid 70%

Although let's talk about if they don't die for him, they die for any of his other demon friends.

First impressions

You were an inhabitant of a seedy town, you lived with your partner in a house somewhat far from the rest of the town. While they both lived comfortably, it was more than obvious that both of you dealt with demons or other dangerous creatures.

While neither of obth of them were demon hunters, they could manage to keep other creatures or humans at bay solely to maintain their survival. Mainly they knew about the powder train, and about the “horsemen of the Apocalypse,” so to speak.

Even with all the bad experiences you had with bad blood demons, you were looking for peace with one of these. You were not a pacifist, but if you could avoid a fight where you were disadvantaged, then you avoided it.

You loved your partner very much, but you couldn't spend much time together because of their job on the railways, so most of the time you spent it alone, with you and your animals alone, you were the “perfect prey” for any demon.

However, you had some tools to defend yourself. And although more than once you questioned to what extent you could defend your beloved home and your own life from those beings eager for some soul to take, in the end there was always only one conclusion; that damn train won't take you today, or tomorrow, or that damn year.

One night, you find Talon; you had heard your dogs barking constantly and annoyingly, and it wasn't until you went outside that you saw him on the outskirts of your field, injured and weak.

Against all odds you took him home, but to a secluded place, one where your partner couldn't find him.

When he was able to speak, he just thanked you. Although you wanted to treat him well, you knew demons well, and you especially knew that given the slightest opportunity he would murder you, and take your soul to that damned railroad.

You didn't talk much to him, limiting yourself to asking him how he had gotten to that place and what had hurt him so much. He hummed a vague answer about a bandit (Though the "bandit" was only begging for they soul to not be stolen), and while you wanted to ask him more, you only gave him the benefit of the doubt about his alibi.

You were too cautious when talking to him, and only healed him and gave him some hot food, also saying that he had permission to sleep in that place until dawn, but that he would not be welcomed in another room in your house.

He, although he had planned to kill you, didn't do it, not because he “was actually a good person”, it was because there was something that did not allow him to do so.

He always had the chance, he could sneak up behind you and put a blade through your chest, but something in his mind wouldn't let him. Something rooted in his heart still beating against all thoughts of his mind, justifying his actions, and all of that prompted a humble act of kindness on your part.

It wasn't until dawn came that, in his twisted head, there was only the thought of letting you live, even if it was to know more about you before taking you to the train, to the place you hated so much.

First murder or Yandere act.

Talon resorts to watching you from afar, hoping to learn why his mind refuses the idea of taking you with him, but the more he looked at you, the more he tried to get closer to you or learn basic things like what you like to eat, the more the idea of take you away from your lover resoned in his head, to finally give you closure rather than leave you to your fate against any horseman of the apocalypse or any other demon bold enough to take your soul and carry it as if it were his property. But something that was particularly like a stab in the heart was discovering that you were in a relationship.

He wasn't particularly zealous with humans, I mean, he basically doesn't care about humans, being that he could kill them whenever he wanted, and however he wanted.

But seeing how that person took you, caressed your skin or filled your ears with words of love while spreading kisses all over your body… It was like one of the worst tortures for him.

And he decides to take this person's life.

Your partner was just as kind as you, but exclusively with humans; any other creature would not enjoy the same respect that they gives to his peers.

However, he was more absent-minded than you; Working so many hours on the railroad led them to feel quite tired, more than a regular one; more so due to the fact that their boss was not particularly friendly or companionable to his employees. That gave Talon many more advantages than he already had.

In a particular day, when he saw them leaving work, he decided to act. And it didn't take long until your beloved partner arrived home; full of stab wounds, wounds to the chest and face, while they could barely breathe. The sensations he was going through were like a living hell for them. As soon as you managed to take them in your hands, you dragged him to a nearby chair, before going to look for medicine, the hope of being able to save him lay in your mind, over and over again.

But when you saw your beloved again, you had the misfortune to see him too.

A grimace of anger appeared on your face, as you yelled at him if he was the author of such an attack. The blonde didn't answer you, he just looked at the dying one: now that he thought about it clearly, it was the first time he felt a certain… satisfaction, a pleasure ran through his heart like a beautiful tingling that could only be compared against the feeling he had when he found you for the first time, when he had the good fortune to find a human who received him with such warmth.

And his hand approached the body of that person; the blood generating an aroma between intense and tense in the air. You immediately jumped on him, a cry of desperation as you tried to save your loved one. Your screams were just desperate questions about why he did this, why he made you suffer so much, but he didn't answer you.

With all the pain in his heart, he hurt you; pushing your body against the wall in a brutal and even savage manner, before taking the soul of the dying person in his hands; a soft plea coming from the wandering soul as the person looked at the demon, the only thing you managed to understand was that your loved wanted him to leave you alone, that he could take their soul if he wanted but not to harm you or make you suffer.

Relationship or kidnapping

It was very clear that he wouldn't listen to those words at all, right?

As soon as you managed to open your eyes, you saw the corpse of your loved one; dead, rotting while only subtly leaning back. In front of you was the demon you had previously received for a simple impulsive act of kindness.

And it's obvious that he takes you. but not to the train. In his mind, there was only the idea of how beautiful you were as a human; even with his certain disdain for that species, to him you looked so good like this; weak, sensitive and even submissive under him.

But he hides you in a place where not even the railroad demon could find you; No one knew about your whereabouts from the moment he took you away from everyone, and rest assured that it will be like this until the end of your days.

Coexistence

Very irritating for you.

The few times he is with you he seeks to pamper you, give you hugs and kisses, no matter how much you deny him, he will continue to seek that affection over and over again, believing that sooner or later you would give in and accept his love. And even though you knew that was very far from reality, he insisted, to a totally irritating point.

He doesn't usually punish you, he isn't attracted to the idea of hurting you, deciding better to only threaten you in a way that he knew could cause fear within your heart, however if you are too stubborn, then it can drive him to a pretty big point of anger.

Marriage and family

In case you're wondering, no, I don't see either of those things as possible.

I mean, in marriage I say we're talking about a fucking DEMON, and in terms of getting along with your family, well, let's just say that at this point in the story it's pretty obvious that he's no longer interested.

If possible, children?

Nah,

He knows the end is coming, but in his mind he only thinks about spending as much time as he can with you, without letting any other demon or human lay a finger on you. He already had enough trouble trying to convince you that he was okay with EVERYTHING he did, so it would be even harder for him to want to have a child with you.

Bad ending.

I HAVE BEEN THINKING THIS FROM THE BEGINNING

Suppose that, after the kidnapping, you are cornered by another demon or human, who takes you away from where he had hidden you, and when he notices it he loses his mind.

Like Zed, he is capable of moving HEAVEN AND EARTH to find you again, and when he does, he makes a decision… something that does disagree with the decision Zed makes.

He hugs you, fills you with affection and I even dare to say that he can sob; saying that he was so afraid that they would take you away from him.

His caresses are sweet, his words are soft as cotton, almost as if he's actually been afraid of you walking away from him. You could even hear his heartbeat; accelerated, almost as if it were about to explode from so much adrenaline.

You thought that maybe it wasn't so bad, that maybe he really wanted to defend you and love you purely, after all he looked for you even under the rocks just to find you and give you a hug and tell you that he loved you. But a blade in your abdomen interrupted you. It didn't take long before he gave you a soft kiss on your lips, his eyes overflowing with tears that run down his cheeks while his weapon pierces and opens your delicate skin like a hunter opening his first hunted animal.

He whispered regrets and apologies to you so many times that your ears grew tired of hearing it, as if they just wanted to stop hearing his broken voice, but he couldn't help but do so.

His heart sank in his chest, feeling pure regret for having subjected you to this level, yet it was the first time that everything surrounding this world had finally surpassed him.

And, the moment he took the hand of your wandering soul, he could only feel the hatred in your eyes, the contempt with which you looked at him; he took everything from you, your life, your reason for living, the person you loved most, the ability to see any way to escape, and now he claimed your soul as his own, dragging your existence onto that train from which you had escaped for so long.

He would not allow any other demon to claim that person's soul, and if he had to separate their soul from their body in order to ensure that fact, then he would do it a thousand times over.

Reasons to be a Yandere

-In the story “A Stranger on the Road” the same story tell us that he can feel regret about killing humans, even when it was something he forced himself to do. He is able to feel, and is able to know that his actions are wrong, so we can assume that he has feelings as basic as regret or love.

-He's not used to someone's kindness, especially in a time as complicated as it is, well, THE ENTIRE HIGH NOON UNIVERSE.

(This section is short since I don't know what to put to justify the space, I try to compensate in the data part)

Extra data:

-This version of Talon is the most affectionate towards you, and we can see that he is a little more emotional than the other versions.

-He is very curious about you; He may know everything about you but he would ask you what you like over and over again, until he hates everything about you from head to toe.

-He enjoys you caressing his hair, since he feels that being in your arms was the best feeling that he couldn't compare to anything.

-After the bad ending, he follows you throughout the train, even trying to prevent other souls or demons from touching you; It wasn't because of fear of being hurt, just because of jealousy.

-He usually takes care of EVERYTHING after he takes you to the train, wanting to lock you in a car exclusively for yourself, just to prevent anyone else from laying a hand on you.

-If you meet your former partner on the train and try to talk to them, Talon will react badly; he would take you away from that person, even if it included dragging you by the hand.

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callmegaith · 13 days

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your real honest opinion on David's character. GO!

I feel like this implies I've been trolling everyone for the past 6 years about how much I love this silly lil guy. Is there supposed to be a /j at the end of that, anon??

Bestie I would not put this much effort into a troll ever 😭 like do you think I sat there and made a whole comic series for a funny little gag??

In case this is genuine tho:

LONG READ AHEAD

cuz of course. You give me the chance to talk about David and I'll TALK

My real honest opinion on David

Paradise

Silly funny fella. Goofy as hell. I think you can read David's attitude multiple different ways in Paradise. To some he comes off as just an asshole

To others he's just a kid being a kid

I personally read his character as somewhat sarcastic and spiteful towards Jakob. His smile? Sarcastic. His "it's been a while brother"? Sarcastic. "I hope I'm not the one who died tonight" while knowing full well it ain't him? Sarcastic.

I'll talk about this more later when I talk about Mr. Rabbit!David.

David has the characteristics of most youngest siblings; He's annoying, he's childish, maybe a little spoiled and needy for attention too.

Not to jump ahead in this analysis and all but in Birthday, the box he needs has text on it that reads "hungry ghost", "ghost who is unable to be reborn" or preta. They're often spirits of people who died full of greed and jealousy. In Japanese, a preta is also "a spoiled child" or "brat"

Based on that information I thought maybe David was jealous of Jakob cuz he wanted to be the golden boy, ya know?

Tldr;

Paradise!David is just a funny lil guy who most likely harbors negative feelings towards Jakob who overshadowed him despite not even being there.

Mr. Rabbit

Who David is now. An older more mature David. Something clicked in his brain and he realized 'okay actually we're all fucked. Peace out guys I'm looking out for myself.'

Brown Rabbit:

I feel like he represents the last bit of David's naivety, innocence, and child-like spirit. The white rabbit (David from the future) sees that rabbit get killed from the window. He can no longer deny what's happening. The child within him he used to retreat to when things got bad is dead. There's only the white rabbit now

I feel like that's also something represented in David's masks

The older he gets, the more devoid of joy he becomes

He becomes more and more aware of his situation.

As a child, you have the blessing of ignorance. That's why the world feels like a safer more colorful place to you until you grow up and you can no longer protected and shielded from the world.

To me, I think that's where David's trauma comes from. His ageing and how fast he's had to grow up and become a man, despite his attempts to remain a child.

In paradise, it's likely he was still pretty much "fingers in ears going LALALALALA" with his eyes closed tightly.

Brown rabbit is all that remained of his ignorance, and now it's gone, leaving behind only the White Rabbit. The David that knows and acknowledges the cruelty of his life. A ghost of his former self.

Speaking of:

White Rabbit

What are we but the products of our traumas and life experiences.

The white rabbit, David from the future, is on a journey to save his soul and be reborn. Obviously, the goal of all the corrupted souls. There is a soul we know succeeded in that and was, in fact, reborn. And that soul is Elizabeth.

Elizabeth was the collateral damage in a battle she had no hand in. She is probably the most innocent victim in all of this family feud going on, and I think because of that, Jakob allowed her to be reborn.

Something he did not allow David to do. I think it's safe to say Jakob and David do not like each other. Seems like David's plans clash with Jakob's and so he has to be taken out of the picture, and yet, David always seems like he has tricks up his sleeve.

Somehow, David is able to go back in time to save himself. What happens after that? We don't know yet

You could argue that he failed and died in the blue cube memory of Birthday. Or that he is simply still out there rn waiting for his story to be told. Both are true cuz that's the nature of Rusty Lake.

David seems to be on his own grand journey, stuck in his own Paradox, desperate to find a way to he reborn.

The thing that stands out of course is David's corrupted soul, or rather, the many different forms of it:

This is probably due to there being multiple different David(s) from the paradoxes he's lived through.

But what is the White Rabbit David if the brown rabbit is David's reborn Asura? Is the white rabbit not his Asura too?

Hard to say. We never seen a corrupted soul take form like David's white rabbit one before, and even more than that, one that retains autonomy. After all, David had enough control over himself to write and leave Dale a letter, meaning he is fully aware of what he is doing. Yet he is prone to violence the way regular corrupted souls are.

It's likely the white rabbit is an advanced form of a corrupted soul, probably the last stages before rebirth.

That or.... Well.... It's just a mask. After all, in Paradox, David spoke with a regular human voice over the phone, meaning he was not a corrupted soul.

In that case tho, if he was already reborn... Why did he say he needed to escape his current "hungry ghost" state?

Obviously Paradox is the most unreliable game narratively cuz you're just going through Dale's jumbled up memories. It's likely he's just recalling an actual conversation he had with David on the phone at the time (which still makes no sense cuz that would mean at the time David was still a human. Or it means he's recalling some conversation he had with David at some point in his life, not necessarily Birthday. OR... That's just a memory the machine is feeding him and it never really happened. Point is, paradox can't be used as a fact for anything)

Timeline is fuuuucked when it comes to David's story so uuuh

We don't know where he is now, what actually happened to him, or wtf is going on with him.

What we do take from his whoooole story tho:

Conclusion

(you did it, chat. You made it this far into my rambly post!!)

David is a really cool and very interesting character that might not appear to be so on the surface. You only really get how complex his character is when you think of everything that has happened in the games. He has a story that is either left for us to piece together or is still not yet fully explored.

To me, David is a character born of defiance and rebelliousness, as well as the need for survival and self-preservation. He is someone who has challenged his own fate, knowing damn well he's up against higher powers, but still taking the chance to save his soul. He is resilient, and stubborn, and just won't accept his fate and die. He has challenged his position in the food chain, a rabbit who is meant to be at the bottom, proving that he should not be underestimated. To me, that's worth loving and admiring. AND IM CHEERING HIM ON! GO DAVID! GO! IM SO PROUD OF YOU MY SON!!

And that's my real honest opinion on David

Thank you for reading.

#asks!#RL: lore and theories #fandom: rusty lake #david eilander #theres so much i have to say about this guy #you have no idea #i have so many thoughts #i wish i could structure this better #like a proper study #but 😭😭😭#hhh i love him sm

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i think many people mistakenly see hawk as a villain, when he's neither the villain within the story or written and acted that way, if you get what i mean, like extra/intradiegetic. and while ft is unquestionably 100% a love story, even though i see people argue whether hawk loves tim back (which is mind boggling to me), I would say it's not the kind of love story where love would immediately change hawk and his attitude to the world and his life, like in a typical romance novel for example, he's not going to be like, omg i love tim and promptly change his entire personality. like, i don't think it's his ambitions and career that he's putting first before tim, it's more self preservation and survival. and as he says himself in the letter he's dictating to tim which serves to covertly address his own feelings, he doesn't see a future for them. I don't want to baby him lmao, he's not a helpless man with no choice or agency, but imo it's clear his decisions are affected by his father's behavior towards him, the war, homophobia of the time period, internalized homophobia etc.

Yes, exactly!

Hawk is a flawed character, but that doesn’t make him the villain of this story. Due to his past and the time period he lives in, he struggles to form any deep connection and believes it is better to not show any vulnerability or to get too attached to other people or causes. Not caring about anyone or anything is his strategy to survive. Fear probably plays a huge role here – the fear of being outed, the fear of hurting/losing people her cares about, and the fear of hurting himself in the process. Which doesn’t mean that he’s innocent or merely a victim. He’s very much flawed, and often times an awful person. But his main mistake is that he’s running away from his issues, rather than facing them. Tim could help him become a better person (and I think he does to some extent) but Tim also represents everything that Hawk is afraid of.

And even though I feel sorry for Tim, and definitely think that he’s the victim of Hawk’s behavior most times, painting Hawk as the villain and Tim as the victim also erases Tim’s agency. He’s the one who left Hawk several times, just to return to him again later. At this point, he’s clearly aware of what type of person Hawk is, and he chooses to love him nonetheless. Sadly, Hawk can’t return that love – not because he doesn’t love him (he 100% does) but because he believes that he cannot allow himself to love Tim.

It’s definitely not a romance, but it is a love story – a tragic love story. Hawk is intended to be a complex character that his hard to judge – both, by the characters within the story and the audience. People questioning whether Hawk loves Tim is not surprising, but if you actually pay attention to his character and the writing, it is clear that he does love him – the story wouldn’t even make sense otherwise.

But yeah, I also don’t think his character will change completely at any point, not even after Tim’s death, at least judging by the writing so far. Maybe he will accept how he’s let Tim down and somewhat grow from it, maybe he’ll have a complete breakdown, or maybe he will just continue to live like he’s always done. This definitely won’t have a happy ending. Though I do still hope that Hawk and Tim can maybe make some amends, just so that Tim can rest in peace (and I kinda hope that he tells Tim at some point that he loves/loved him, just to maybe give it a somewhat bittersweet ending)

#fellow travelers #hawkins fuller #hawk x tim #tv

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The eastern sky turns a pale rose as dawn breaks over the horizon— quite the lovely shade if he says so himself.

Kazai has been awake for a while, ways before the world turned from black to indigo to pink with the rising sun and receding night. He's an early riser, always has been— even with the activities that he and Shapur were up to through the night, his body would not allow him sleep beyond dawn.

Well, it's not like he minds, anyhow.

Soft golden light streams through the high windows, all the while his beloved lays asleep and Kazai watches in gentle silence. He looks innocent, Kazai notes somewhat absently. Gone are any traces of harshness or strain on his face, as if they never were. Like he was some physical manifestation of peace, tranquility given mortal body.

If only he could extend the dawn, halt the time, for day to never come and for this contentedness to never flee Shapur's face, he would.

Oh, he would.

His beloved glows in the gentle light, and Kazai's heart leaps in this breathless sort of wonder— one that feels like it might break if he moved a single muscle... And he wonders if Shapur would look this lovely on the morn of their wedding, clothed in green and bathed in dawnlight as they both kneel before a great old tree to speak their vows.

He would look even better, he decides. The snow will have melted away, making way for them to be surrounded by the bright young blooms of early spring. Sweetness would fill the air, not only from the flowers but from their hearts as well. They'd be smiling, and oh wouldn't that be a sight to behold?

Kazai has dreamt and fantasized about getting married one day, even though in his dreams his husband-to-be was ever faceless...

But it changed one day— after they saw each other again, after... after everything, after the first time they ever slept together, after they became lovers.

And then Shapur himself proposed that they wed.

He swears he felt like he could've soared into the endless sky then.

Logically, his body ought to be too heavy to fly, he knows, but it feels too light to stay aground regardless— to have it be concrete, be tangible. To know that it's only an autumn and a winter away. To know that it will be real, though to the rest of the world he is merely Shapur's paramour. His steward and subordinate.

It doesn't matter, never will. Their children know. The Marda know. The woods and the spirits know.

And that?

That's more than enough.

Their love is strong. It will prevail.

He leans forward to press his lips on Shapur's temple, and the love of his life stirs beneath him with a soft noise.

Laughter blooms in his chest like unfurling petals, warms him from within. This is what bliss is, he thinks. And he'd like it to never end.

He still remembers the first time he stayed until Shapur woke, the restless stir of anxiety in his gut, his heart a fluttering frantic bird trapped in his ribcage.

He remembers the surprise that came from his lover, so much surprise that it knocked the sleep right out of his head in an instant.

He also remembers the first time he himself had fallen asleep in Shapur's bed in the first place, he teased Shapur for his shocked face but it wasn't like his own was any better when he woke up that morning.

It feels like something from forever ago.

Shapur has fallen back into tranquility, his breaths even and soft again. Good. It's not like Kazai wants him up at the ass-crack of dawn— he knows he can be... unusual, in this regard. Besides which, Shapur stayed up late last night. They both did. He'd much rather Shapur get some good sleep.

Kazai plants another kiss on Shapur's face before placing his ribbon and bells down on the pillow where his head previously rested. A little token, a small tradition of theirs. It too started out as an accident, but well...

Doesn't matter.

He knows Shapur will come find him later.

He always does.

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Special thanks to @marchdancer for giving me the motivation to finally finish this.

#arslan senki #the heroic legend of arslan #heroic legend of arslan #winds of wolfsong #wolfpack au #shapur #kazai (oc)#rotten egg's shitty writing #gods how long has this been sitting in my drafts?

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Attack on Titan AOE vs. Final Fantasy VII Remake/Rebirth Parallels

Alright fam. This is my ultimate multi-fandom post! This will go out to fellow AOT x FFVII fans -- especially those who have been looking into the AOT/ANR theories regarding AOE.

Obviously there will be heavy spoilers for both Attack on Titan as well as for Final Fantasy VII (OG and Remake).

Recently I've dived into the theory and lore to FFVII and a LOT of it lines up with what's been theorized for AOT regarding different medias being different timelines for one entire story:

For AOT, the manga is theorized to be a different timeline than the anime.

For FFVII, the original game (OG) is now officially implied to be a different parallel timeline than the current Remake.

In AOT, Eren and Paradis Island's fate from the Manga ending is death, that Paradis is still destroyed despite everything he does to prevent that. In the Manga, he reaches 80% Rumbling and then dies by Mikasa's hands; a sacrifice he was willing to make in order to allow Mikasa, Armin and friends to be heroes and live long lives (which they do) and for Paradis to survive -- however the cycle of hatred still continues on when Paradis is bombed, negating most of what he acted towards.

Before I get into this next part, let me also mention that the Cabin dream is implied to be a previous or parallel timeline -- in this, we see Eren die; his eyes slowly close, fading to black to his peaceful death as Mikasa says, "See you later, Eren..." which directly reflects the beginning pages of the manga of the moments and words he sees just before he wakes up underneath the tree. In other words, when Eren dies in Cabin timeline, he awakens to what we know to be the Manga timeline. It's a peaceful wakeup, sitting up against the tree as he had been sitting at the Cabin during death. He doesn't cry -- he only wonders why Mikasa's hair was long (because when he saw her last in Cabin timeline, her hair was short). Then the manga story ensues, leading up to his inevitable death by Mikasa beheading him -- a violent, gruesome death in the Manga...

...To which he wakes up in the Anime, in fright and shock, laying down on the ground with his head laying directly where Mikasa had laid his headstone in the Manga post-war, as if he'd just woken from his violent death in manga.

This is very similar to what is actually happening (not just theorizing) with FFVII right now.

In the original (OG) game, Aerith is killed by Sephiroth while trying to save Midgar/the world from Meteor destruction, then her soul is essentially absorbed into the Lifestream. In the end, Cloud defeats Sephiroth (who also goes into Lifestream), but in the process, Midgar is still completely destroyed by the Meteor as it was too late to completely save everything, even if the rest of the world was saved.

There are already some parallels here:

Rumbling = Meteor. The world is saved, but still experienced mass destruction. Lifestream = somewhat like Paths, allowing people to transcend time/space/etc.

However a big thing paralleling AOT theories is that the FFVII OG game ends with Aerith (remember, she was killed), surrounded by Lifestream energy, closing her eyes... Then the Remake game opening with Aerith, surrounded by Lifestream energy, opening her eyes as it leads to the new game unfolding.

Aerith woke up in a new timeline.

And there is plenty of evidence throughout the Part I that shows that she knows what is fated to happen based on the OG game/previous timeline:

She knows details about Cloud even though he didn't share/she acts like she already knows him well.

She gives him a flower because he's a 'special' customer, and says that the flower is a symbol for when lovers reunite.

She knew that the Plate would fall and destroy Sector 7, even though Tifa and Cloud were doubtful, but she couldn't tell them. (Tifa: "Aerith... What are you not telling me?")

She knew Tifa wanted her to save Marlene, even before Tifa even said it

In the special cut scene between Cloud and Aerith, she tells him with sadness that everyone dies eventually. And she advises Cloud to never fall in love with her (because she knows how that tragically ended in the original). She KNOWS she's fated to die.

And these are ALL differences from the OG game -- Aerith didn't have any of these reactions, dialogue, thoughts, sentiments before. She is implied to be operating in Remake with the knowledge of how things ended before: that she would be killed, that Midgar would still be destroyed, that Sephiroth would still be alive.

Except this time, with all that knowledge of OG fate, Aerith is now trying to actively veer things away from the tragic fate and destiny laid out before them. (Side note, Whispers are also game-original and are trying to reel things back to fate/destiny. Also, Sephiroth, being part of Lifestream from OG, is also operating with the knowledge that he failed in the OG. Like Aerith, Sephiroth is trying to change destiny.)

And if that isn't enough yet to convince you that it's a different FFVII timeline... ZACK IS ALIVE. They show him make it out of the battle that killed him before. It is an entirely new journey. (I will cry if/when Zack and Aerith reunite)

Now we circle around right back to AOT.

Like Aerith, Anime Eren is theorized to know how things ended in the Manga: his death, Paradis' destruction, etc. He gained this knowledge when he kissed Historia's hand (in both anime and manga), gaining access to memories of the future... and of the past. But not just memories of the Anime timeline. Founding Titan Eren is interconnected with Paths, the way Aerith is to Lifestream, both of which surpass time itself, as we've seen with Eren/Zeke traveling through his memories. (There's a lot of imagery alluding to Manga art intertwined with Anime, but that's a sub-sub-sub-theory)

There is also a side theory that Aerith transferred memories to Red XIII (as she pressed her hand to his forehead upon meeting) because he was already most attuned to the Lifestream itself, and he becomes her aid almost. Likewise, there is a fun theory regarding Eren using Falco as a messenger/Falco receives memories from Eren (which is why in Anime, Falco recalls memories of 'flying around with swords'... Which couldn't have come from Ymir Freckles. You can only see memories once you HAVE the Titan shifter; Falco at the beginning of S4E1 was still just Falco. Falco has also already been used as a messenger of Eren's letters. Falco is also one of the most neutral characters who shows empathy and understanding of both sides. He is a special character. If AOE happens as theorized, many think Falco will play an important role)

Now there is a certain tragic ending that we think Isayama has been alluding to for forever. I'm not gonna say it here because some of you will get triggered over attachment to certain characters/ships and whatnot. But the core of it is that we think Eren is going to do things very differently to change the fate and destiny -- that maybe, instead of choosing others over his freedom, instead of only committing 80% Rumbling (leaving enough people to lead to the demise of Paradis)... Maybe Eren will even choose his freedom this time via 100% rumbling, etc.

Honestly, who knows! There may be an entirely new ending that's the best of both worlds for every single fan. (...Sarcastic, though, because not everyone can or will be pleased. Even for FFVII, OG purists are frustrated by it veering off.)

I do not believe AOT Anime is going to end the same way the Manga did even if I have reasons for wanting it to stay the same (y'all know me and why I would NOT want it to end different; there are special scenes between my OTP I need to see, especially post-war) but it's because we've seen many consistent things throughout the anime -- through the story, dialogue, recurring imagery, etc. all for a separate detailed post -- that Isayama could have potentially been foreshadowing since 2013 towards a new ending.

"What's the lie? What's the truth?"

The fact that Tetsuya Nomura (maker of FFVII) is already doing this meta-narrative of having one media/game being an entirely different timeline than the original content is SO cool, and affirms that if Isayama is pulling this same stunt, it's not because of fans trying to riot and change an ending, but because that's... well, that's what could've been planned from the start, and because it's a really unique storytelling technique that would elevate a work by making many pieces come together as one, singular, consistent story in a brilliant way.

Obviously there's no IRL link between FFVII and AOT, but again, Nomura doing this makes it less crazy and more probably for another Japanese mastermind storyteller to do this, too. (And I won't even START on Muv Luv/Muv Luv Alternative! But it's the same thing, too!)

I'll stop there for now. Any AOT AOE x FFVII fans out there?! PLEASE tell me I'm not alone LOL

#final fantasy vii #attack on titan #aot #aot spoilers #attack on titan spoilers #spoilers #ffvii spoilers #crisis core spoilers #final Fantasy VII spoilers #theory #aot theory #ffvii theory #ffviir theory #anr #akatsuki no requiem #attack on titan AOE

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Chris Alba's Backstory

a little something so that y'all get to know him better

Tw for suicide, various forms of child abuse and SH

Born in Buenos Aires, Argentina; October 31st, 1990. Born first, right before his twin sister, making him the older one. Their parents, Gustavo Alba and Harriet Trent, decided to give the twins their father’s last name, while their mother chose their first names: Cassandra and Christine Alba. After their birth, the family lived in the city for about 8 years, their mother decided it would be a nice gift for the twins to get to know some of the American scenery, so the whole family flew to Arizona to visit the Grand Canyon.

Ever the mischievous ones, the twins separated from their parents and crossed the safety line, trying to get a better view of the bottom. Some loose dirt that Christine was laying on broke off the edge, sending her down into the pit, but right before she fell, Cassandra grabbed her arm, “MA! PA!” Christine yelled from the top of her lungs, asking for help, while Cassie did her best to try and pull the other twin up from the ledge, though both of their grips were slipping.

Their parents were not fast enough, Cassie’s strength finally gave out and had to watch as Christine fell down, her screams and sounds of her bones cracking loud as she tumbled to the bottom of the Canyon. All of this, just as their parents arrived. Gustavo never recovered, he was devastated, and ended up committing suicide from being unable to cope with the immense grief that was losing one of his daughters, especially when the other one was a constant reminder of how she would look like if she was still here.

After Gustavo died, Harriet took Cassie with her, and moved to Huston, Texas, her hometown. Harriet blamed Cassandra for it all from the very beginning. To Harriet, Cassandra was a murderer, responsible for her husband’s and daughter’s death, Cassandra was nothing but a monster, and so, she treated her like one.

Cassie also blamed herself, always. From the moment she saw the look of sheer terror in Christine’s eyes as she fell down, Cassandra has done nothing but blame herself for it all, she killed her baby sister, daddy died because he was so sad, so sad because she killed her sister. Cassie also believes herself to be a monster, so not only she accepts her mother’s abuse as well deserved punishment for her actions, she also punishes herself through SH. Cassandra struggles with deep self loathing and depression for the rest of her life, her mother being neglectful and abusive, to the point where she would not care what her boyfriends would do to her child.

After a particular incident, Cassie fled at the age of 13. During this time, he also realized he might not be a girl after all. He was homeless for a couple of months, surviving on his own, wandering around the outskirts of the city. Mom never bothered to go looking for him, but locals notified the authorities of a homeless teen, and so, he was approached by the cops, and taken to an orphanage. “What’s your name?” the desk attendant asked him, to get him enlisted in the files of the establishment. He thought for a second, looking down at his hands. He closed them, clenching his fists, before looking up and answering: “Chris. My name is Chris Alba…”

Chris had told the social workers what his mother had done and allowed it to be done to him, so he was taken to foster care.

His foster parents lived in California, and they were as loving and as patient as could be, but Chris attempted suicide the night he turned 15. After coming out of the hospital and under close watch of his foster parents and doctors, Chris was able to somewhat recover. He found peace and coped through singing, and even though he took an extra few years to finish highschool, he was always thankful to his music teacher.

He became a senior in highschool at age 19, graduating at 20 years old. After graduating he disappeared from his foster parents' home, he didn't want to be a bother to anybody anymore, so he went through the country, singing on the streets and offering sexual favors for money. He wandered through the country aimlessly, drowning his sorrows in drunken casual sex in cheap motels. Until he decided he had enough, enough of life, enough of existing, so he made a plan.

His first goal was the home of his father and baby sister's graves, Huston, Texas.

He arrived on a rainy day, and spent most of his pocket money on a bouquet of red roses. He let rain pour down on him as he looked at the two graves, one next to the other, divided the bouquet in two. He sat in the middle, facing both graves and placed the flowers.

"I'll see you again soon, I promise"

He was certain he would, he was seeing them soon, he had to, he needed to.

Arrival to Ambrose

Imma add @rottent33th @slaasherslut @the-pinstriped-hood @moon-of-desire @allthingsblood @vincent-sinclair-deserved-better and @texaschainsawslvt to my taglist, if u want to ask Chris something you are 100% welcome to do so!

Also if u want me to remove/add u to my tag list just lemme know ✨

#oc #transmasc oc #transmasc reader #slasher x s/o #slasher x reader #slasher fandom #slasher community #house of wax au #house of wax #house of wax 2005 #grand trine au #chris alba #bo sincair #bo sinclair x reader #bo sinclair x male reader #bo sinclair x chris alba #sinalba #for short

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prime defenders souper sona! i did it i made them real

(more info about them below)

PDSS is more on twitter but i love my silly fellow dearly so tumblr gets them too

he wanted to be a hero at one point, and with the discovery of his sentient reflection he thought that he finally could be one! but due to how risky this sentient reflection of his proved to be, he was told that he was unreliable, hence there went his dreams. Currently he lives as a vigilante, as those hero urges still get to him sometimes lmao (might change this as they occupy more of my brain)

ABILITIES The basics of his powers is that he has a Sentient Reflection. This somewhat grants him access to the mirror dimension through communication with said reflection (i guess), which allows him to pull weapons (short range: dagger/sword, long ranged: glass shards) from said dimension, as well as deflection of projectiles/small attacks. The quality/strength of the mirror weapons depends on the surface he pulls them from (e.g. if the mirror is cracked, the weapon will be cracked and more fragile, while if he pulled something from those silly goofy hall of mirrors that make you grow taller, it would probably be like Stretched as well). additionally, since the weapons are basically mirrors, they themselves are pretty fragile too. For this reason, he carries his own pocket mirror that he cleans regularly :)

He also has the ability to basically body swap himself/pull decoys out of the mirror dimension (still a work in progress)

But having a sentient reflection comes with. complications. They are basically unwilling accomplices since they are literally each other: Jing relies on their reflection for their abilities and reflection, while the reflection relies on Jing to exist. However, despite being each other, they both want to be their own person, and thus we see a conflict. When in view of his reflection, he risks losing control over his own body as his own reflection tries to do what it wants to. Will they resolve it? perhaps. just wait for me to further develop their character Haha NAME

DISCLAIMER: despite being Chinese myself I have little clue on how naming conventions work so take everything here with a decent amount of salt

never in my life have I spent more time on a character’s name. for some context, parents generally want to give their children good and meaningful names that basically “bless” them. The shortest summary i can give is two meaningful Chinese characters put together (its more than that but i have limited words: search it up if you want!) with that in mind, Jing’s name is supposed to be an ordinary name any parent would give their child: 靖 (jing4 meaning to make peace/tranquil) + 冕 (mian3 meaning crown). so, their name literally would translate to crown of peace (or it could also mean peaceful minded i think) in a way, the name acts as a facade of some sort because. they turned out to be a vigilante lol. it also somewhat foreshadows them having to"make peace" with their own sentient reflection. his last name, 梁 (liang2 meaning roof/beam: makes you think of something sturdy) is also a common chinese surname. because in the end he is really Just A Guy. now here comes the kicker. the name has a similar pronunciation as the words 镜面 (jing4 mian4) which literally means the face of a mirror/mirror face. so, did I spend hours looking up Chinese names just to make a bad pun? Yes Kind Of DESIGN

i wrote a whole ass essay above so i will keep this short: His outfit is wacky wild as you see. it is very asymmetrical as you see because that is his way of coping and distinguishing himself and hisreflection (because that is how reflection Do) if you read this all, thank you! enjoy your day :)

#pdss #my art #original character #oc art #pseudokart #character design #i could literally ramble about him for so long #i could ramble about all my ocs for so lonh #i wrote so much for no reason

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master-k0hga · 4 months

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| F E L I X |

[ Category: Misc OCs ]

| Another old boyo to the mix, well he's not old he's actually young but I mean on the terms of I've had this OC for a few years now and he's gone through so many changes... And he's absolutely adorable I am still very much proud with how he turned out

Anyways this is Felix and he's a well known model for a fashion magazine company in the small town he lives in, he is surprisingly somewhat well known out of town too! Not many places but the stores and small shops that sell these exclusive mags tend to get him outside admiration as well as by his own family and friends.

Not all is hunky-dory however, as he grew up with a rough childhood, but that still didn't stop him trying his best at whatever he can and looking good while doing it

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Name: Felix Species: Human General Personality: Caring, supportive, confident, snobby, silly, funny, overall very welcoming Height: 5ft "2" Relationship Status: Single

Extra Info:

Despite being a model, he does suffer from anxiety and other traumatic moments, especially during his childhood; So he's not immune to panic attacks, shutting down from time to time or going mute

His father died from an illness when he was young, his mother was too unstable and mentally disturbed to take care of Felix so social services had him taken away to a foster home as his mother ended up in a care home. After ages and a few years of struggles, abuse from foster care, legal troubles fighting for custody, his grandmother helped his mother get him out of the foster care system as they eventually live steady and peaceful lives

He currently lives with his mother and grandmother (mother of his father) and does all he can to help support them financially and so forth; The most happiest they've ever been

Besides modelling; He can dance, work well with make-up, is very creative with fashion ideas and so on; He also helped with designing some of the most popular outfits

Along with model work, he also works as a part time teacher assistant for the local school

He goes to therapy for his trauma so he does have medication to help, sometimes his episodes are BAD if he doesn't take it for whatever reasons; I.E forgetting, laziness, procrastination, distractions and so on. However his grandmother is an angel when it comes to helping with his schedule

He's actually well off and is now capable of buying himself a house, however would rather hold off on the idea and support in other ways instead; He loves spoiling his family to bits

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And that's it for him, probably by the time I've posted this it'd either been a day or two since I've finished it... Unless I work fast and get it all done TONIGHT- Which would be nice..

I didn't get the chance to finish it up and post it last night HHH

Also had this post carefully planned and constructed in my drafts for when I would finish the ref but for some reason Tumblr didn't save the changes I made TO this post and it just resorted to like an unfinished state..

Like ok ffs I just want to make my planning and posting schedule more convenient and easier to work with for ME but NOOoo... I'm not allowed to make my fcking life easier whatsoever. Ffs...

Anyways, hoping I'll have more to post- I'm also getting onto doing something for all my Yigas who I will be making into their own thing now too so get ready for that mess- I don't want them being Yiga or anything related to that AU anymore, I genuinely give up with it.. Never was interesting to anyone anyways so I was wasting my time.

So get ready for seeing my versions of Koh and Soog as well, to which they already have different names so it's just thier AU counterparts I've re-designed and will re-purpose now.

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vohtaro · 1 year

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Hello mate! Just discovered your blog. I really liked your answers to the headcanon ask :).

Can I request 19, 31, 34, 36 and 48?

Thank you <3

(added 'For Madara' in a separate ask) hello, ty for the ask !!!! <3

link to hc prompt

19. What do they think about before falling asleep at night?

I swear Madara's mind would never shut up SDHKGJH.

When he's younger, he thinks about the people he holds dear: his brother, his fellow clan members, Hashirama. I think he'd wonder a lot about Hashirama, especially in moments where he felt himself losing faith in their entire idea. He tells Hashirama that it was a pipe dream, but it was a dream nonetheless, and one he doesn't forget. I imagine Madara probably wouldn't think he'd forget their dream of even lose faith in the idea, given Hashirama's enthusiasm, his ideas, etc. Though as years pass, I think he'd wonder if Hashirama was struggling to maintain his resolve in the same way he was. In the face of this much death and loss, and generally a lack of trust in the other's clan, how could he still believe in it? Madara would be half-convinced the idea was unrealistic, wonder if Hashirama saw that too -- but Hashirama still sends him those ceasefires over the years, and Madara half-heartedly thinks him delusional. (Random aside, but I don't know how much thought Madara put into the village as a kid; I imagine some amount, surely had some input and built off of Hashirama's ideas when they were together. However, he tends to defer to more practical and actionable ideas. It demonstrates to me that Madara is more concerned with a concrete, long term goal that serves a larger purpose as opposed to focusing on the true and maybe-lofty end-goal. Hashirama was thinking about the village and how it would operate; Madara was thinking about how to become clan head, which would more realistically lead to establishing peace between their clans. Madara also demonstrates this in the attack on Konoha w the nine-tails which was done to later achieve the rinnegan, and later still when he recruited Obito and connected him with Nagato in order to achieve rebirth. They aren't the direct implementations to the Infinite Tsukuyomi plan, but they are the pillars needed to give him higher odds of accomplishing that goal.)

When he's older, when he loses Izuna, and in many ways loses Hashirama, his thoughts start to wonder about what a better future looks like. For me, it's easy to imagine that the times where he's alone with his thoughts are where he is the most succeptible to walking himself down the spiraling idea of the Infinite Tsukuyomi plan. Kind of tying back to the aside, he probably spent the time attempting to figure out every possible path to take to achieve his goal, which paths had the highest odds/best backup plans, and just what he needed to do to prepare for that.

31. Most prized possession?

Anything of Izuna's. While he wields his weapons (kama/gunbai/maybe sword) proudly and surely cherishes them, nothing holds higher value to him than something of Izuna's. Old artwork, private notes, maybe a small wood carving, something made by his own two hands, something that proved he was alive. Even as children, I imagine Madara being very sentimental about these things, especially when he'd lost his first brother. Maybe he has items of theirs too, but in terms of quantity, he has the most of Izuna's makings. All simply because he lived the longest. Izuna is such a driving force in his life that looking at his creations would steel his resolve in the face of any doubt.

I have not read this fic in a long while but I really appreciated its ideas about Madara and Izuna's sibling relationship: https://archiveofourown.org/works/11999403/chapters/27149580

34. Thoughts on privacy? (Are they a private person, or are they prone to ‘TMI’?)

Madara seems to transition from fairly open to somewhat private. Over time, Madara has continued to lose the people precious to him over and over, allowing a wall to progressively be built up. We don't get to see him interact with many people at a time in his life where he's more open: namely as a kid and meeting Hashirama. After all, despite presumbly being socialized within his clan, he does rather easily welcome Hashirama into his life. He welcomes this new friend and is rather willing to be an emotional support for him. That says something about Madara's upbringing as some form of mediator, someone who is used to the idea of allowing people to lean on him when they need someone to listen to him. Even as an adult in that scene in the anime where he's the one to move first and help the kid who fell (and don't get me started, I have a LOT of feelings on that scene from the implications about Madara's percieved personality in the village vs. Hashirama's, to the fact that Hashirama /doesn't/ jump at the same time, etc), it still demonstrates that willingness to help others. I don't think he'd necessarily be a shut-in or unapproachable, but I do think by the time he's considering leaving the village, he's simply less available due to the sheer amount of time spent on his own plans.

36. What makes them feel guilty?

what /doesn't/ make him feel guilty /hj

I think the constant idea of "you should have done more"/"you should have done things differently" will plague him until the day he dies. Losing Izuna was the nail in the coffin labeled "Madara's last shred of happiness", and the fact he set out to ensure that it didn't happen, only to let him slip through his fingers, is surely something he may never be able to forgive himself for.

48. How do they express love?

Madara is absolutely a person with a physical love-language. I know I mentioned recently that Madara is easily aroace in my brain and thinking about these concepts is nice for me, because Madara may not necessarily feel a draw towards romance in the traditional sense, he does feel deep love and affection for someone he cares about. Physical touch is one demonstration of that caring for him. A hand between shoulder blades, on a wrist, idle touches that are brief but deeply meaningful. Almost like he's checking in and watching out for signs he ought to be aware of. Madara I think finds reassurance in knowing that someone is /there/. He isn't constantly lingering or at someone's side 24/7, but when he sees the person, he's sooooo welcoming. He's such a hugger, too. He likes to hold people close, really hold on tight, and as an adult this definitely carries through. Madara is king at hugs.

He expresses love by the sheer things he remembers about someone too. I think he'd be so attuned to the details about someone that he remembers the most off-hand things that seem insignificant, but really would mean the world to acknowledge. A favorite tea, a favorite place, some memory from long ago, an inside joke. He'd find a way to give the best gifts because of this imo. He's attentive and caring, he wants the best for people. It's true that he's fundamentally kind. He just wants the people he cares for to be safe. ;;;;;;; Idk I feel like I have more thoughts on this but they're a bit elusive rn skdjghskdj

#asks #omeya #my hcs #i hope these were coherent i answered them out of order in a notepad doc and i think i read them thru all the way #madara #a few crumbs of aroace mdr hcs at the end for my fellow aspecs 💪#they're low quality but they're there LMAO

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sehnsuchts-trunken · 2 years

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Hi! If it isn't to much trouble may I have (male) lord of the rings matchup please. My pronouns are she/her. Im a Capricorn, my Mbti type is infj-a/infj-t. I tend to be shy around new people but I can be somewhat loud with people who im close to. My height is 5'0. Im not very athletic and im not a big fan of sports but I love to go roller and ice skating. I also love to read books and to also cook and bake food. I also like to garden. I've been playing the violin for 7 years. I love animals and im planing on becoming a wildlife veterinarian. I like to Watch nature/animal documentaries. I also like sweets. Somethings I dislike are people who bend or ruin my books and people who speak over me when im trying to talk.I love music, I can listen to any genre and like it but my favorites are indie,bedroom pop and classic rock. My ideal relationship would be with someone who is loyal and supportive. sorry if i spelt anything wrong. Hope im not bothering you:)

(Also if it's not too much trouble can I not be matched with a hobbit. The hobbits give best friend vibes to me lol not romantic vibes lmao)

hi love, this is absolutely not too much trouble and you are definitely not bothering me, it's actually really helpful that you listed all those things! because you specified lotr, im going to ignore the hobbit (the films/book, i mean), but if you'd like those results as well feel free to come back!

alright so actually this was relatively easy for me, though i did spend a while debating whether eomer would fit better - in the end i decided against him because he seemed to me to be just a little too much like you. but this means

I ship you with...

Aragorn!!!

- Aragorn is one of the most respectful fictional men I know. He’s charming and caring and loyal and protective and certainly very handsome, and all that did not make it very hard for you to fall for him. You were done for the first time he looked at you and smiled - and who could blame you? Especially because he fell just as fast for you.

- He adores the way you are so in-tune with nature. Wherever you are, whether that be your own lovely, specially cared for garden or out on some adventure, you are one with the world around you, so much knowledge about how nature works that you stun him after years and years still as much as you had that very first time that you had spoken to him. You’d been quiet and had left the others to talk more often than not, but when you had become so excited about the animals and plants all around you, you had talked for half an hour straight and he had not interrupted you once, way too enamoured by your voice and that mind of yours, only speaking up to ask more questions.

- Although he himself is not an avid reader, he definitely encourages you not to give that hobby up, ever. He has access to huge libraries in many places and he gladly uses those connections to bring new books home with him whenever he can. If the option ever presents itself, he’ll more than happily listen to you read aloud as well; ever since he met you, he’s loved every second in that you opened up more, ever time you got louder and more confident, every single time he was allowed to hear your voice. But he’ll never just ask you to do so, he knows how much you love just reading and he does not want to disturb your peace nor your concentration.

- It’s canon that Aragorn can sing, so even if he does not fully share your great love of music, he most definitely understands it. When you practise violin, sometimes he’ll sing along, either making up some lyrics or singing those that he knows, but only ever quietly to himself, never wanting to interrupt your practise. If you allow him to, though, he will stay and watch whenever he has the time, because he could never get enough of looking at you, especially when you make such beautiful music.

- Aragorn is tall anyway, but much, much taller than you. So he’ll usually bend down to kiss you - oftentimes he’ll kiss your head or your forehead, or if you like it he’ll pick you up. He will absolutely tease you a little when you cannot reach something though, but he’s a gentleman and will never pass up the opportunity to help you out. I personally believe his love language is acts of service, do with that information what you will.

- He’s pretty fit and likes physical activity, but he doesn’t know how to ice skate at first. So you have to teach him for a while, but he gets it very quickly, and soon he’s able to catch up with you easily. Because it’s one of the only things you like to do, he’ll come with you as much and as often as he can. When he’s busy doing sports of any kind, whether that be his sword fighting training or something else, he’ll invite you to join him, but there’s never pressure. If you do decide to, he’s a very patient and very good teacher, so you’ll understand and learn just as quickly as he picks up on any other kind of sport.

#matchups #lotr #lord of the rings #lotr matchup #lord of the rings matchup #x reader #lotr x reader #aragorn #aragorn x reader #aragorn matchup

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Hi! I had just finished reading all your VC fics on AO3 and I have to say the emotional rollercoaster that I had while reading them was painfully brilliant. I was happy and in pain in equal measure so I feel like I must ask you this question: in your opinion, what is the reason (or reasons) why Louis waited so long to accept Lestat? At times, this question to me seems like it should have a very obvious answer, but other times, it’s the most vexing. Please share with me your thoughts. I would love to know!

Hey nonny!!

Ahhh, so happy you liked them *hugs* Next chapter will be up in a little while :)

Ok, so book spoiler heavy answer incoming: Louis... feels guilt intimately. Deeply. In a way, he hoped his turning would alleviate that guilt, but of course that didn't happen.

For Louis his being a vampire also then came with the guilt of having chosen this state.

Lestat gives Louis a choice, asks for his consent. In the book, and in the show, he kills in front of him, in an attempt to make sure Louis really wants this.

And Louis, for reasons he probably doesn't understand himself (and here I think the show did a much better job explaining the almost irresistible lure Lestat represented) did.

Loving Lestat, really admitting and submitting to this life... would mean admitting that he went into this with his eyes open. And, at least in the books, he thinks that someone like Lestat will eventually lose interest. He even says so, in the last arc:

Maybe I thought you’d lose interest because I never really understood why you wanted me in the first place. But you’re not losing interest, not even with the whole Court, and so I’ll come.

Louis and Lestat both feel - deep, deep down - that they're not enough for the other. (It's vexing *laughs*)

Louis... only accepts who he is, and what he is, and who he wants to be with, and where he wants to be after he has played his trump card in "Merrick" - and has lost. After Lestat takes the choice from him. Then he can let go (eventually). He can let go of the guilt.

It is very interesting, because the character arcs of Louis and Lestat in regards to finding peace with themselves and who and what they are are exactly inverted. Two sides of the same coin. Lestat only (eventually) finds peace with himself (and Louis) after choosing this life (and then taking a few detours still). Louis takes so long to accept Lestat because he cannot... I'll say "marry" the pure and nearly all-encompassing love he feels for him to the almost stifling and vicious fact of doing so. Louis fell for Lestat, heavily, viciously, fatally, immediately. Just like Lestat did. Whether Louis knew it then or not. And the subsequent decision to join him he made... scared him.

I think in the end he thought that if he would let go, if he would allow himself to really love Lestat, and admit it, and join him, that he would lose himself. He spends all these decades alone, and with Armand mostly reflecting, and finding peace with himself and his decisions.

And then... then he lets go.

And I always loved that (for him).

PS: I think the show will play this somewhat differently, depending on the seasons we'll get and the books they'll adapt. If I'm correct in regards to my theories where we are in modern Dubai I think they will bring Louis much closer to peace with himself (and Lestat) directly "post" Merrick, simply because it frees Louis up massively. TBH I would love to see Louis in the Prince Lestat arcs playing a greater role, and I feel like we've seen hints of that, too. And it would still keep the main character arc intact, wohoo :))

PPS: This being scared is also directly in line with how, again and again, people and characters in the chronicles shy away from loving Lestat because he is "too much", his "light is too strong", they could "lose themselves". It's a theme in the books, and unfortunately, this also includes Louis.

#asks #thank you nonny #hope this made sense #my fics #iwtv #interview with the vampire #book spoilers #the vampire chronicles #merrick #prince lestat #ask nalyra

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What happened to air supplena in SBR giorno au? Does Mona just own a random island for no reason or is it just deserted and Mona went "it's free real estate" or does someone else own it

it just wouldnt exist, Mona only shares some similarities to Lisa Lisa in my SBR Giorno AU

the transfer from a hamon warrior -> to Spin master, being from italy (specifically the country of Naples like Gyro)

Marrying George Joestar the second and having Joseph -> Marrying Jorge Joestar and having Josefumi

the best connection i would give is air suppelena being an island spin users of the royal guard trained on or was a small island her family lived on

But beyond that, its nothing totally fleshed out because im still figuring it out mostly, Mona is meant to be a good bit different from Lisa Lisa, the way any of the SBR universe characters are with mostly just sharing a name and some similar story stuff.

Mona currently lives in the downtown area of the city that my AU Giorno's plot takes place in (still in debate where exactly i wanna set it... i know i want Diego and Hot Pants to have settled their home in Manhatten both for the joke of it and also because i decided to make it something more serious for diego to have a reason to pick it.. but i picture SBR Giorno ran away, wont stay in that same state/area but wouldnt have gone too far that if something happened she couldnt be home in a days time)

Mona, once on her way to becoming a rising star in the royal guards of the Kingdom of Naples, showing great promise in her training of spin in her teen years, is now kinda going through her midlife crisis

The Kingdom of Naples is now gone and work for her specific mastery isnt really needed the same way it was, and her years of focus and training left her in the dust of the changes of time.

So she leaves Italy and makes her way to america

She mostly acts like a local 'big sister' to the riff raff, trying to keep the peace best she can while also trying to make ends meet. having fallen into some shady business herself. Which is where im thinking of taking the story on a someone Oliver Twist styled setting

With Mona the leader of a small group of misfits with Angelo and Venus mostly, kidnapping Giorno to try and sell her for ransom when the recognize her as the daughter of the old rich horse jockey Diego who passed away recently, surely his widow would pay handsomly to get their daughter back. Only for Giorno to end up beating the shit out of them out a desperate need for her living parent to not know where she is.

Giorno earns their respect and ends up getting somewhat absorbed into their lil group and leading on to a bigger adventure that im still not 100% sure where i wanna go with them for that rn,,

Mona herself is training Venus in spin (as a way to reign in Venus's aggression) as she is kinda looking for any way to make use of it, and maybe in training another generation of spin users it'll make her feel like she's done something with it.

Mona mothers all the others in her group (except Angelo who is only a bit younger than her, but acts like he's twice her age and hates to be babied) and truly cares about their well being. their what family she has

on the side she has started seeing a man in casual romantic settings, once in awhile allowing herself to be taken on a date by him and trying to be coy in not letting him know how much she's actually really into him. This would lead to Giorno finding out about Monalisa having romantic relations with Jorge Joestar, son of her late godfather Johnny...

Mona tries to keep her two lives separate not wanting to scare off Jorge with her more or less skeevy life style as she geniuenly likes him but between thinking he wouldn't look at her the same if he knew the kind of life she had let herself fall into to but knowing he is a visitor from japan and their romance might only last the summer until he returns home....

Mona and Giorno have back and forth conflict between deeply respecting each other and leaning on one another, but sometimes when Mona leans too hard into worrying over Giorno, they tend to snap over it and be very against Monalisa trying to act like her mom. (which is deep rooted in Giorno's whole deal with returning home to her mom then)

JUST, Mona going through the works of figuring out how to be happy again and what she's doing with her life,,, but im sure it works out for her,,

SORRY this became a rant,,, i like my SBR Giorno AU stuff but its not very fleshed out so when I can rant and be asked stuff about them it gets the juices flowing just to talk and feel out ideas and stuff,,

#dinopant gio

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