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yuri-is-online · 2 months

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Hey, Yuri, do you think Yuu would ever run the risk of being put in danger by having a romantic relationship with any of the more high-profile members of the cast? I mean, we’ve got royalty, nobility, celebrities, and the very wealthy attending this school. I’ve just been rotating my brain about how these relationships would work out and Yuu is a pretty vulnerable target without NRC’s security. - 🦐

Hmmmmmm. I have a bunch of thoughts about this actually... I tried ranking them from least to most dangerous if that makes sense? But don't read too deeply into the bullet point placements they were mostly just a stream of consciousness thing.

Not that Risky (surprisingly)

Leona- we don't really have details about his brother's marriage, but I don't think his family has been shown to be overly keen on forming alliances with outside countries, the Savannah seems more concerned with itself. I don't think his family would be too fussed with his partner being a magicless person from outerspace, if anything this might be seen as a plus to the councilors that are always mocking Leona behind his back as his partner's lack of royal blood makes him even less fit for the throne. Not to mention Leona himself is more than enough to protect Yuu, he's the only royal at the school without a proper retainer (which you could argue is because no one at home likes him) but I doubt his family would let him do that if he was genuinely in danger.

Rook- he's Rook. His family does sound rather sweet from the very very very little we know about him (he also seems like he was kind of sheltered as a kid, something I should chew on sometime) so I doubt they would allow anything too bad to happen to Yuu.

Vil- his main issue is his contract, the Japanese Idol industry is cut throat and often sees things like bans on relationships as part of the contract. Vil doesn't want to risk his career or reputation, he mentions that he himself is a brand and I can't see him wanting to put that pressure on Yuu if they're not up for it. But... there are also celebrities who have really private personal lives and I sort of get the sense Vil is like that? And I don't think he would be too bothered if Yuu didn't want to be super public, it would certainly make it easier to keep you safe.

Idia- S.T.Y.X. might be a gloomy place but no one knows where it is

Medium Danger (danger is real but can be managed)

Jade and Floyd- we don't actually know what their family does, just that it's probably sketchy and that Mama Leech calls them every day, taught them self defense, and just generally seems to worry about them a lot. The danger is very real under the sea, but I also sort of get the sense that messing with the Leech family is skipping the fuck around and going straight to find out.

Azul- his business is going to make him enemies sooner or later, but at least during school Yuu should be more or less safe. Azul's able to keep on top of the students who mean Yuu harm, and Yuu is able to politely ignore their boyfriend's business (or maybe they have a knack for helping?) When you get older I can see Azul's need for a security team expanding, but he'll have money to get the best.

Riddle- ok so. I don't think his mom would try to kill you. But god she would be such a toxic person to manage. I'm actually working on a (very old) request atm that involves discussing what Riddle's mom might do if she finds Riddle with a partner instead of his studies (which I assume she's paying for) especially during his internship. She'd go full scorched earth and get very confused when Yuu doesn't back off like Trey did.

Huston We Have a Problem

Kalim- the amount of assassination attempts my poor boy has already canonically endured... I imagine there are probably going to be more in his future. I can see Yuu needing their own retainer (which could be a fun concept for an oc) to protect them and test their food. When Grim becomes a great mage I'm sure he could help with that actually, wouldn't that be cute?!

MALLEUS- acceptance of humans is virtually non existence in Briar Valley AND his mother hated humans so much she "blessed" her child to only be loved by fae. We don't actually know how the senate works but I imagine they would lose their ever loving shit if Malleus brought home a human as a friend and now he wants to make them his spouse? No. They say no. Time to show them what an absolute monarchy means I guess.

Assuming Yuu isn't in a relationship with Malleus I could see their friendship actually sort of being a boon to them, especially if Yuu was with Kalim or Azul. Pissing of the merchants is one thing, but the King of the Abyss? No thank you, they'll just take their losses and go.

#<3 asks #twisted wonderland x reader #twst x reader #shrimp annon #it took everything within me to not add rollo to this list because we don't know if his family has money or not woirebtnoiewnrgoiewsmnygpi #lore in the tags for people who read it: i made some ocs for the fyuuture kid au #one of which was a retainer for the al asim family #who worked for a sibling of kailm's and was a friend of yutu's when he came to twisted wonderland

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here-but-forgotten · 2 months

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tolerate losing me. /Valeria/wife!reader.

part one | fight. toxic yuri. emotional not goodness. mentions of infidelity. Alejandro mention. a bit toxic.

this was the only time you were wishing she would ignore you— ever intense eyes peering to meet yours. The kitchen light is off. They’re all off. And she stands there— the woman who used to make your heart flutter like a childhood crush, who pulled you from your pain like a savior, whose eyes used to soften when they met yours like a too perfect love novel,

“you’re losing me.”

You repeat, your eyes at the counter. Her hands resting on the counter. her body leaning forward. The counter separating the two of you. and it was still.

everything was. is. valeria. you. the night. the house. the house she tried to claim was a home. but it wasn’t still like water, not like a safely ignored puddle that floated little leaves like a lake, no. it is like a too-tight sweater that would choke you if you moved wrong, a mouthful off too much food that would choke you, water going down your throat wrong.

“I know, I never give you enough time,” Valeria starts— slow, poisonous, cold— “I know it’s always my fault.”

“I never said it was.”

“You don’t have to say it, you act like it. I know you act like this whole life I’ve given you has been a waste. I know all my time I gave you has been a waste in your eyes. I know I can’t do enough for you.” Snappy. Cruel.

“I know my pain is an imposition,” You murmur.

Your eyes stay on the stone.

“I’ve slaughtered men to give you this— do you think i’ll just let you leave?” her voice cracks, words too rushed to be confident.

“Maybe it would have been more efficient if you married them.”

She breathes in, a sort of shocked sound.

“You’re actually serious?”

“You’re just never here, and when you are, I feel like I’m just a burden, like a chore you don’t look forward to.”

“With you acting like this, you are.”

Your chest twists, like pulling your leg in the wrong direction.

“I wouldn’t have married me either,” You whisper, “And I wish you hadn’t.”

Still. Again. Air thick. Night dark. Eyes locked on stone like it would be something to save you, something to get you out.

You breathe in, a shaky breath, lip trembling,

“I know you don’t understand, and I don’t really expect you to anymore,” You try to keep your voice even, throat scratching.

“You’re right, I don’t understand how you’re acting like such a brat after what I’ve given you. I’ve given you everything you could have wanted— you have money, you’re safe, you can get whatever you want— and you still bitch and whine like I don’t do anything for you.”

Your lip wobbles.

“I just wanted you. I wanted to be yours, and I wanted you to be mine. I just wanted to be your equal. I gave you the best version of me. I tried,”

You breathe in deep, finally gazing at her hands,

“I tried to be your strongest, I tried to be the best little me, I tried to take up as little space, I tried to give you all my empathy,”

You shift on your feet; her empty ring finger is tapping impatiently on the counter,

“I know I loved you. And i convinced myself you loved me. But I don’t think that’s true anymore.”

“I’ve come back in fucking stitches for you.” She hissed, seething.

“Did you tell him that too?”

“I did that for my job—“

“But you lied about that too.”

“I love you and this is what I get,” Valeria lowers her voice, speaking through her teeth.

“How can you say you love me when you haven’t noticed anything wrong?” You ask, voice soft. Small.

That’s how she makes you feel. Made you feel. Small. She takes your being and she crumbles it down until she can fit you in her pocket and forget about you long enough to forget what’s digging into her skin.

“You’re always moody.”

“I mess up and I know that, I don’t know why you can’t admit you mess up sometimes too.”

“I’m not here long enough to need to do that.”

“I know.”

Your heartbeat is the only noise for a while. Beating in your ears. If you had counted the rhythm, maybe you would have known how much time had passed.

“Why?”

“Why what?” Valeria snaps, a little too quickly.

“Why were you with him? What about ‘work’ would need you to be with him?”

“There are things you don’t understand—“

“I fucking know that, that’s why I’m asking,” You snap, a little too quickly, the words leaving you before you had the chance to catch them.

Valeria stops. And normally you would pick your words back up, hide them again, try to tell her you didn’t mean it, yet,

“I don’t know anything about what you do. I know barely anymore about you. I know what you have crafted for me, but that’s it.”

“I’m trying to keep you safe, but if you want to get yourself killed—”

“—I don’t know how fucking your colonel is a part of that—”

“—Then i’ll let you do it.”

Her words fall into place in your head after a moment, your eyes stinging.

“What?”

Valeria is quiet.

“You want me to die?”

“No— I didn’t mean it like that—“

“How else do you mean that?”

Valeria is quiet.

“Why do you even keep me around then? Just to be convenient? Just to be able to have someone to talk at?”

Valeria is quiet.

“Do you just want a toy? To keep around?”

Valeria is quiet.

“You’re losing me and you don’t care to fight for it.”

“I never said that.”

“You don’t have to say that, you act like it.“

Valeria is quiet.

You might just have dealt the final blow.

“I’m only here when you want it. Some days I get two sentences out of you before you go away again. If i’m lucky I get a ‘good night’. I’m lucky if I get to see you on the weekend. But I normally don’t.”

Valeria is quiet.

“You left your phone here. One of them.”

Valeria shifts.

“You seem to be able to talk to everyone except me.”

“It’s not like that—“

“I don’t know how flirting with a man you’re not married to, who is your superior, who you’ve apparently known your whole life, how fucking a man you’re not married to because you asked him to, isn’t like that.”

“Why would you invade my space like that?”

“It’s not invading when you’ve given me explicit permission. I suppose I just found the one that was the worst to find.”

She shifts again, turning away from the counter.

“It was for work.”

Her voice is finally soft. Not commanding. Not booming. Not snapping.

“You can flirt for work but ignore your wife for years?”

“I haven’t been ignoring you.”

“What would you call it then? Not paying me any attention no matter how much I reach for you, no matter how much I beg, no matter how much I strip myself back into the most raw, vulnerable pieces of me, no matter what I do not being good enough for you— what else is that?”

“It’s ignoring you.”

That’s an argument you wish you hadn’t won.

“I knew you had a couple of phones, for work,” you start, moving away from the counter, “But I didn’t know about that grey one.”

Valeria goes still.

“Who is Judith?”

“You’re playing a dangerous game.”

“I’m not too scared. You’ve already killed me.”

Valeria sighs.

“She has nice tits but she’s not who you’re married to. Unless this whole ‘married’ thing was a lie. I might believe you if it was.”

Valeria is quiet.

“Please just fucking say something.”

“I loved you.”

You nod, to yourself. She isn’t looking at you.

“I’m sorry I wasn’t enough to keep around. But I wish you had let me go sooner.”

“you were enough.”

Your lip trembles. Again.

“I don’t believe many of the words coming out of your mouth anymore.”

“Did you tell Alejandro?”

“Who?”

She sighs.

“The man.”

“I wouldn’t know his name. I just found out about it.”

She sighs.

“I don’t appreciate the accusation but, I suppose that type of thing doesn’t matter anymore.”

“I know I talk to you everyday like you need but I do care about you.”

“I find that hard to believe,” You murmur, soft, “I don’t need everyday, I just needed more than twice a month when you’re horny.”

She scoffs, but doesn’t say anything.

Valeria is quiet.

You are quiet.

The house is quiet.

“I need to go out,” Valeria finally says, moving towards the door, “I’m sorry I’m leaving you alone.”

“I’m used to it.”

“I don’t need your snark.”

“That wasn’t snark.”

She stops for a moment, pulling something out of her pocket, resting it on the counter with a soft clink.

“You… I want you to keep this place,” She whispers, her voice wobbling, “And you can burn all my shit. I won’t come back… if you don’t want me to.”

“Okay.”

“That’s it?” Her voice turns towards you, your eyes lost in a corner of the room, “I get ‘okay’?”

“I’ve already done a lot of talking.”

She pauses.

“I suppose you have.”

She steps, pulling the door open silently, slamming it behind her.

A pot on the wall jumps, hitting the wall.

And the house is quiet.

And your heartbeat has softened.

And it is quiet, as usual, but there’s a weight lifted.

You move, walking through the house silently—

“Burn all my shit— you already took it,” You murmur to yourself, finally turning on a light, warm light filling the room. There was nothing of hers left. Nothing that mattered. A pair of socks. An undershirt. A receipt. One of her burner phones. Moving without thought, you pick the phone up; caller id’s in Spanish or code, nothing particular sticking out, only that the man seemed to have had the same fight you just did. There’s a couple of angry voice mails. In Spanish. A mans voice. You hear the name Valeria but don’t listen too hard. A lot of aggressive “¿Que?”’s thrown in there. You put the phone down, looking at the rather dumb caller I.D. “CAV”. One word. All caps.

But you listen. You throw the clothes outside. You throw the receipt in the trash. But you keep that phone. And you watch it. And the pain sets into your chest— hollow and painful, twisting, like an open gash where the blood is only making it worse.

The phone is in terrible condition. Looks like it went through war. The screen is partially shattered, only being held together with a screen protector and a layer of clear tape. Dust. Gun powder, probably.

I don’t know why there would be gun powder. She didn’t make her own bullets. She never filled her own cartridges

You adjust, a moment of.. calm, taking over your mind. Finally. After so long. Just calm. No nagging. No words echoing. Just quiet in your head.

Why would she take her phone into active areas? Can’t you easily track a phone?

You watch the phone, opening it again, the settings set for most tracking permissions.

That’s a stupid decision. A deadly one, really.

You place the phone down. The screen lights up.

I.D.- CAV.

#valeria garza x reader #valeria cod #angst #valeria mw2 #valeria x reader #valeria garza x fem!reader #valeria garza #valeria call of duty #call of duty #modern warfare 2 #cod mw2 #cod #these have been my vent fics #and yes CAV is colonel alejandro vargas #tolerate it.

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kinokoshoujoart · 15 days

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is it really toxic yuri if she doesn’t demand you cut off your fingers for her happiness???

”You have given me gifts over 10,000 times. Congratulations!” haha happy wife happy life…. (my fingers are stumps)

as some of you may or may not have realized i am powerless to the siren call of the ultimate devilish blond Harvest Moon Scum Man, and given that the Japanese version of DS Cute gives you TWO saveslots and TWO hands and the ability to to be in a literal toxic lesbian best friendrriage with ultimate devilish mischievous blonde Harvest Moon Scum Woman i have no choice but to meet all of the Witch Princess’s super reasonable honey do list!!

so one of those fun little non negotiable requests from majo-sama is that you need to give her presents 10,000 times before she’ll even consider marrying you, even if you meet all the marriage requirements!

i don’t mean 10,000 items total— even if you give her a stack of 99 items, it only counts as +1 towards the “items given to witch” counter. you have to give her 10,000 items individually…

in normal gameplay (giving her 1 gift a day, accounting for the holidays when her house is closed) you’ll eventually reach 10,000 gifts!…in your 95th year!

you COULD give her 100 gifts a day every day and knock it out in less than a year, and this was my strategy at first! i quickly realized adding another tedious daily chore to a pile of tedious daily chores slowed the game loop to a crawl and splitting items out was really fucking annoying actually

on the other hand, in 5 IRL hours, you can just get it all done in one visit to her house and never worry about it ever again.

“wow, that sounds like a really great use of my limited time on god’s green earth! how can i too win my future wife’s heart through button mashing my fingers into a pulp?” you ask?

˚✧₊⁎optimized pro gamer technique for breaking your fingers yuri style!!٩(๑❛ᴗ❛๑)۶⁎⁺˳✧༚

you will need

dog (each time you show your pet, this adds +1 to the gift counter the same way a gift would)

the bottom screen should be the map screen (reduces loading time between conversations compared to having your rucksack open)

cast endurance on fingers (wait this is redundant, you saw yuri in the title…)

ideal but not required

sometimes when you enter her house, she’s facing the side and her walk cycle never starts. it’s great if you get this glitch because then you can just stand in place for the entire duration without having to look at the screen, and even like watch a movie or whatever while you do all this, instead of accidentally dropping your dog every time she walks to the other bookshelf

if you’re wondering “wait, doesn’t Witch Princess hate dogs and love cats? why are you showing her your dog?” you are absolutely correct! she yells at you to get that stupid beast away from her every time you show your dog to her! her FP goes down by 3 each time! however, since her response to the dog is shorter than her response to the cat, you end up saving like .6 seconds per conversation, saving over 1.5 hours total, so the dog is what she gets

anyway, in true Karen HM64 tradition, after being repeatedly harassed by having a dog she isn’t fond of shoved in her face ten thousand times in a row for like five hours straight, naturally this makes her want to marry you! who said good old fashioned courtly love is dead?!

* as a small note, if you care enough to keep track and give her an actual gift at the 10th, 100th, 1000th, and 10000th mark, you’ll get 4 of the limited Witch Photos early on, which each give you +1 sweet sweet farm degree points every day… honestly that’s not much, but the pain of being told “your hands are full soooo no reward for you lmaoooo sucks to be you” was too much to bear, so i kept track and used a normal present for the 10th, 100th, 1000th, and 10000th…

#my pony has TWO HANDS and they are both MANGLED!!!#i’m normal about hmds i play hmds in. a normal way #i have a walkthrough that i wrote for my own playthroughs because i like to do things in a certain order #half tempted to post it sometime to see if anyone has more efficient ways of doing things #queue tea pie #bokumono #harvest moon #harvest moon ds cute #harvest moon ds #hmds #hmds cute #witch princess #hmds witch princess

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jjammy-skies · 4 months

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No more "toxic yuri" where it's just two women who argue sometimes or there's some misunderstanding that drove them apart. I want toxic yuri where they have actively tried to kill each other. I want to see scars and trauma, I want them to look at each other, seeing and knowing every way they've left their mark on the other. A rivalry so strong that it literally becomes a burden on their lives. I want to see two people drag each other down to the lowest depths of hell because they know, deep down, that this is the only person who'd dare go there for them. Even if it's out of hate or spite, that person would still go with them. Or maybe for them. A hate so passionate that it starts to tread on worship. I hate you so much I want to dedicate everything I am to you. What am I without our hate? What are we? I will remind you over and over all of your flaws. You will do the same. We make each other stronger, by proxy, but because we can't afford to lose to the other. I will be the only source of consistency in your life, because you know if you have nothing else, you can still hate me. And I'll always hate you. I'll say it like a promise. It's a confession. We will never drift away from each other. Always in each other's orbit, pushing and pulling. Forever we will circle the ring, punching and kicking and never quite pinning the other down. The round never ends, even after our coaches and loved ones try to pull us away from each other. Even after the audience leaves. It's horrible. It's exhausting. But it's still you and me. You consume me. Your venom is so familiar that it gives me withdrawals. It's addicting. You need my bark and I need your bite in equal measures. I need you. You need me.

I mean what. Who said that. Where am I.

#do i even want to tag this #my post #yuri #toxic yuri #wlw #nblw #wlnb #sfw #can i count this as a poem #it feels like a poem to me #theres something wrong with me #its 6AM and i havent slept so here we are #feel free to tag ur blorbos bc i really wanna see who yall could possibly tag as this #sapphic #lesbian

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cherryblossomlion · 22 days

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Toxic Yuri Drabble 3

I'm calling this my Dirtbag AU in my head...

Toxic Yuri Drabble 1

https://www.tumblr.com/cherryblossomlion/746586440721399809/toxic-yuri-drabble?source=share

Toxic Yuri Drabble 2

https://www.tumblr.com/cherryblossomlion/746832642873442304/toxic-yuri-drabble-part-2?source=share

🥃🥃🥃

The rest of the semester spins out like a sunstruck reel of film. It’s spring but feels like summer, the heat trapped in the New York City air, a hot wind tearing down any street that’s straight for more than ten blocks.

Akemi only goes to class when there’s tests. She skims her texts—it’s easy to predict what she’ll be tested on. She’s always found university disappointingly easy, but that’s also the nature of finance. The only reason she doesn’t take more courses to finish faster is so she can postpone having to commit to a job.

Sometimes she thinks about it, that night, that woman, her face in her hands. Thinks about how strong those hands were when she masturbates. How her eyes gleamed like knives.

Taigen is in the periphery like a grain of dirt in her eye. He always manages to be en route to class, or out with Ise and the rest, but he won’t actually do anything. So she just tells him one night, when he meanders outside when she’s smoking, and asks her for a cigarette, that she’s not interested.

“Can I get a cigarette anyway?” he asks.

Akemi raises an eyebrow and throws her pack over to him.

He extracts a cigarette, not gracefully, and asks her for a lighter.

“Do you need me to do everything for you?” she asks, but lights his cigarette for him anyways.

Taigen tosses his hair back. He’s a standard issue handsome guy who is also quite tall, especially compared to Akemi, who is only arguably 5’1”. “I don't make it a habit,” he says, and takes a short pull from the cigarette, testing it out. “Don't you worry about dying?”

“What's to worry about?” she asks. “It's coming one way or another.”

And sometimes it walks right up to you, takes your face in its hands, and then just walks away.

There's a fire escape that looks like it leads onto the roof of the club– Akemi tries it, and when she reaches the roof, she throws her pack of cigarettes down to Taigen.

He brings Ise and her boyfriend, Shinada or Shindo or something. He’s creepy, way too old to still be an undergrad. Akemi has no idea why Ise’s bothering with a guy whose name she doesn't bother to get right– but he always has good drugs.

They stay on the roof until dawn, doing coke and drinking and talking shit and peeing off the roof. Akemi smokes cigarette after cigarette until her pack is empty, and then she takes a pack from Ise’s boyfriend and wordlessly lights one up. He pretends not to notice. She can tell. It makes her think less of Ise.

The rest of the group is shocked to hear Akemi hasn't noticed the missing posters around campus, some frat boy. Akemi shrugs. She doesn't know him.

“He’s in your building,” says Ise, her expression torn between amusement and real horror. “The floor below you. Midori went out with him?”

Akemi pretends to recognize him from an exhaustive description Ise’s boyfriend offers, but it doesn't ring a bell.

“He probably went on a trip somewhere,” says Akemi, unbothered. She's not sure what the big deal is. There's been a shooting last semester, and nobody talks about that.

She looks for the missing posters the next day. They're there, in the cafeteria and the library, but the face in them is still a stranger to her.

#blue eye samurai #mizukemi #akemizu #akemi x mizu #mizu x akemi #fanfic #wlw #akemi blue eye samurai #mizu blue eye samurai

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kerubimcrepin · 2 months

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Episode 51 - High-Temperature Trap (part 3)

They're insane.

Took him long enough. Also, love how Kerubim recognizes him by his evil-ass smile. Do you stare at him smiling a lot, whenever he comes to beat the shit out of you, Keke? Is this ingrained in your memory?

This, too, is doomed toxic platonic brotherly yuri.

"Not my favorite brother" I know that a lot of people interpret this line as him casually dropping the ecaflip demigod lore, because, sure, they have like, 20 brothers, but... 

But considering what we know about the Crepin family from the comic, — I like to think this is Kerubim trying to hurt Atcham by implying that he likes their dead brothers, — whom they barely remember due to those dying when they were like 7, — more than him.

This might be a reach, but it's a funny reach, okay?

It's so nice of him to correct Kerubim on the exact wording of the death threat he usually uses. 🥰

I'm insane. Just so you know. Like I have no comment, other than saying that I am insane. "My dear Kerubim," and "your beloved brother" make me lose my mind.

This is beef between two people who used to be besties. The affection they held for one another is used as a sort of sarcastic ammo. From Atcham's side, with "dear," and "beloved brother," and from Kerubim's side, with "not my favorite brother."

There's a lot to unpack here, and a lot of it was unpacked in previous posts, — but...

Atcham viewing Kerubim's situation when they were kids as better is depressing.

Despite this being a perfect plan to kill Kerubim, even the idea of besting Kerubim in the self-esteem psychic warfare makes him grin. If he can't get rid of him, he will put him in his place.

To Atcham, Kerubim is the egotistical one, obsessed with what other people think of him, — and to Kerubim, Atcham is the psychotic insane menace to society. And neither really stops to think about the fact that they hate the other for the things they do themselves

You just know Atcham is thinking about how narcissistic and mentally ill Kerubim is to be caught in a saw trap like that. Despite being the "so obsessed with Kerubim that he keeps building him saw traps" guy.

Yet again, I'd like to reiterate, that I NEED Kerubim to drop the Atcham lore.

This is what I keep saying about Atcham being edited out of Kerubim's life — and about Atcham probably building other saw traps for him.

Here, Kerubim attempts to reach out and let Indie know that, despite everything, he does like him. Indie's response is that when Kerubim dies, his body will be an awesome to display in his museum.

I already talked at length about how fucked this moment is, in the long Kerubim analysis. God.

I really do think that Kerubim had a lot of warm feelings towards Indie that may not have been entirely reciprocated, which lead to him playing up his own hatred towards Indie.

...And he had to deal with Indie saying this, while the other person he tries to hate but can't quite manage to, was present.

I would say this is worse than going to a battle too.

From Kerubim's point of view, Indie didn't lose because he might have deep, hidden feelings of camaraderie for him. He lost because he was a better person.

While Kerubim proved himself to be exactly who Atcham thinks he is: someone so egotistical that he'd rather die, than be embarrassed.

Drinking tea from a dainty little cup while his evil twin is dying. Freak.

He assumes that everyone is as obsessed with their self-esteem issues and hatred as he and Kerubim are.

Just like it didn't occur to Kerubim to stop giving a damn and prove his brother wrong for once, it didn't occur to Atcham that Indie might not hate Kerubim that much, or care about winning.

You won the war for Indie's heart, Keke, and all it took is a near-death experience and him learning even a bit about your insane familial drama. We are so back.

One of the crack theories I used to have, is that Atcham might have killed indie sometime before the movie, — however, considering he doesn't recognize Lilotte, I think he's just saying shit to be scary here, in hopes Indie changes his mind.

Very eloquent. sdfgsdfgdsfg

#ro liveblogs dofus #dofus #krosmoz #wakfu #ep51 #kerubim crepin #atcham crepin

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olderthannetfic · 10 months

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When people talk about wlw fans being toxic, I think people put the problem on the "shipping", but sometimes I feel like the problem is less on the wlw things more of "writing women is hard" thing. Look, I'm a gay women, but I sometimes avoid certain wlw media because of stuff like "I'm gay because men sucks!" type of political lesbianism, people who screams that once a woman date a woman they are pure lesbian and never ever can be attracted to men (aka what is bi people), or racist bullshit like "Yuri is for men, because western women like me wouldn't like such vulgar sexual thing!". Heck, I don't even touch lesbian manga for a long time because the first one I read was about "Look, see, if you date bi women, they will ended up with another men! Date lesbian,"

But the thing is, this feel less of "wlw shipper" problem more of a part of a bigger problem that some people just cope with misogyny and lesbophobia in a way that is unhealthy, like forcing people/themselves to like "women" or wlw things, thinking anything sexual is wrong that they push puritanism onto themselves or other, etc. It's stuff like painting fujoshi and yumejoshi as misogynist then coming to fujo/yume space to shit on them for liking men sexually instead of "enjoying women".

Though, I do not mean anything like "lesbian toxic! Women bad!" it's more of misogyny and lesbophobia sucks but it kinda shows that some of people need to cope better than forcing others into your own idea of coping. Also, I wish political lesbianism never exists, because goddamn, I still see the trace of it.

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hyp3rfixation-h3ll · 7 months

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alright chat . it's time for "dissecting the inherent tragedy of transformers: botbots and the relationships in them":

toxic doomed yuri edition ( referring to these two ↑ )

(yes, i made this picmix myself 4 this. i have no regrets. also no tl;dr because you guys NEED to read this)

something i want y'all to understand is that it is Not about the idea that spud wasn't loved. he was VERY much loved by everyone, ESPECIALLY burgertron.

the whole point is that he sabotaged himself in the process of ruining someone else's life, someone who valued him and his word above others. he and burgertron BOTH let their ego get in the way of their personal lives, the only difference is that burgertron at least had the dignity to swallow his pride and apologise when it mattered most.

He gave spud a second chance because he loved him. because he recognised that he does deserve redemption, and above all else, he wants spud to know he cares, even if that means he'll never see him again, or they'll never be friends. (Even in light of the "sidekick" comment, i genuinely don't think he held any inherent malice in that statement. even if burgs was an egotist, he still loved him.)

the worst thing burgertron did in their relationship was be unaware, and im sure that despite his ego, he never meant for spud to get hurt. that's why he went out of his way to protect him, when he couldve just stood there and let spud get put on the back of a truck to never be seen again. it would have been easy.

but he didn't. he did the hard thing. the Right thing. he stood up for someone who never did the same for him.

Spud Was Loved. Spud Is loved. and sometimes love isn't going to look pretty, or manifest in holding hands and cuddling, and it isn't all rainbows and sunshine. it can hurt. it can be letting go of someone who you hurt by accident, who you never meant to harm, but it happened anyways because you made the fatal mistake of being oblivious.

And that's what Burgertron did. he let Spud go, because he understood they both needed time to heal on their own terms. regardless of if he's mad at him or not, he does still harbor positive feelings for him, and he stood up for him during times he probably shouldn't have. If he ACTUALLY hated spud, he wouldn't have stuck his neck out for him at bot prom. or believe spud when he was lying through his teeth in the games.

And that's what makes them so tragic. perhaps in another world, another life, they'd have been Actual good friends, who truly stuck by each other. maybe things would have been different.

But we'll never know that now, will we?

#botbots tag 🏪#tf botbots #botbots #transformers botbots #media analysis #character analysis #picmix #gif warning #burgertron #spud muffin #they make me feel SHRIMP emotions you dobt GET IT #they were DOOMED from the start not of their own volition but because of other people deciding what their roles were going to be #and they obviously coped with that in their own very different ways that clashed with one another!!!!!!#but despite all of that burgertron is still WILLING to pick up the pieces if it means spud is going to be ok #because it's not about his ego or fame anymore. it's about how much he loves his friends even if their dynamic is soured #their breakup was messy and awful and resulted in a lot of pain #but he's not going to let his anger get the best of him: he WANTS spud to get better #he wants HIMSELF to get better #i want season 2 so fucking bad holy shit PLEASE #the themes of loss and growth are so important in this show it has just hit me #FUCKKKKKKK #im gonna be insane about this forever

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the-genius-az · 2 days

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It's the fixed post at my largely-ATLA-centric side-blog: @stupidlyqueer

Yes, this child needs and deserves all the love and affection. I like writing her getting lots of it. Nothing better than Azula with three girlfriends to make sure she's always satisfied when it comes to her affection-related needs.

I think Killing Stalking is one of my favorite stories exactly because it's not a BL (and it annoys me when people act as if it is, I mean, it's very clearly a thriller and not a romance story!) I've been reading some GL recently, I'm in the middle of re-reading Her Pet and I heard of a couple GLs that are not as heavy as Killing Stalking, but are also all Toxic Yuri™.

I like some toxic Ty Lee and some Azula that's is much more evil than canon Azula. Azula without mommy issues isn't Azula, it doesn't need to be Ozai... (like, it's almost a trope at this point, what about switching up which parent fucks her up like that?) (Even in the AU where Ursa does everything to keep Azula safe, she still managed to have her mommy issues lol)

I'll check it out! I have lots of AUs in mind.

- Ash 🔥🍌

Thanks for this, Ash!

Nothing better than Azula with three girlfriends to make sure she's always satisfied when it comes to her affection-related needs.

You're right! but I like drama.

Will Azula really accept Mai and Ty Lee back?

I know she wants love and devotion, but she hates traitors, and knowing that they were the cause of her first death will not make her happy with them.

Can we talk more about this Au? I just adopted it, and it's on my mind now.

I like some toxic Ty Lee and some Azula that's is much more evil than canon Azula.

I like toxic Ty Lee, no one talks about how fucking mean she and Mai are, why doesn't anyone notice? They both enjoy screwing others.

I don't particularly like that Azula is a monster, I like that she messes with others and commits crimes sometimes for fun, but I don't like that they make her out to be a sadist/psychopath when she isn't.

Azula without mommy issues isn't Azula, it doesn't need to be Ozai.

Put Ursa instead of Ozai in the Au? I don't know, it would be a script change, but it's new, I like it.

(But I still don't like someone raping Azula.)

Even in the AU where Ursa does everything to keep Azula safe, she still managed to have her mommy issues.

"Do everything possible", obviously! Being with Zuko all the time and ignoring Azula was the best thing he could do for Azula.

#Azula #Mai #Ty Lee #Katara #Ursa #Ozai #Zuko #atla #avatar the last airbender #killing stalking #Au #family issues #mommy issues #Azula is not a monster.#There are fun crimes #don't question them!

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danggirlronpa · 16 days

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can i have some enogiri headcanon?

Enogiri is a ship I always have to think hard about making headcanons for, because unless prompted, I always think about them less in the sense of "a potential relationship with two fully realized characters" and more "I have dropped these two lab rats in a contained area and occasionally throw in a murder implement to see how they react (it's with murder)"

While I don't really subscribe to the idea that Licorne is Junko in disguise, I do think the contrast between Licorne and Kyoko's methods for solving mysteries really highlights some potentially interesting things about the Junko/Kyoko dynamic. Not just Kyoko but detectives in general investigate a crime after the fact, looking into the past. On the other hand, Licorne's detective style of predicting crimes before they occur and Junko's Ultimate Analyst ability are both directed very squarely towards the future, to the point of being almost supernaturally predictive. That contrast slots exactly into their roles in THH by nature of being support/antagonist of a mystery game, with Kyoko taking the lead on discovering what happened in the school vs Junko pushing the students to instead think about how to get out in the future. It's a narrative thread I think you can really futz with.

(Medical horror TW)I think when Kyoko said "what have you done with my body," she was not just talking about amnesia. Junko used Mikan to perform real, invasive surgery while she was unconscious, potentially leaving her with only partially functional use of a limb or with only one lung. Partially it would limit Kyoko's ability to do the athleticism for some of her more intense detective work (thus why we never see her imitating Yui's Six Foot Vertical Leaps). But mostly? I think Junko would just think it's funny. Watching Kyoko despair over sudden chronic pain is exactly the sort of shits and giggles that gets Junko off. She would keep the lung in her control room to fondly look upon. No one is doing toxic yuri quite like Junko Enoshima.

These two absolutely make each other worse, BTW. There's no world where Kyoko and Junko save each other unless a third party is also involved, and even then, it's more likely that anyone they bring in to help will just be dragged down alongside them. Junko makes love notes using entrails and sends Kyoko gifts in the form of tongues she's ripped from her victims' mouths. Kyoko is more interested in investigating why she picked this victim and how exactly she destroyed them than in stopping her from killing the next. They encourage each others worst, most gorey instincts. Sometimes you need a f/f ship where one of them canonically gouges someone's eyes out with a spoon, y'know?

#medical horror tw #gore tw #enogiri #asks #anon #added the extra med horror warning mid-post because im not totally sure if thats the proper tag #headcanons #not dangan girls #kyoko kirigiri #junko enoshima #thh #dr kirigiri #dr3 #sdr2

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liauditore · 7 months

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Hi, I love your art and ive been really enjoying reading all your rambling about characters. Do you have any thoughts about pearl? I dont think she gets talked about nearly enough.

Also, shipping bingo for pearl and cleo?

anon i have so many thoughts about pearl u have no idea

ok uhhhh first off HI UR TOO SWEET???? 😭😭😭😭😭 i never thought so many of you would actually read my unhinged rambles let alone enjoy them LMAO plus my art ok sometimes too ig

i feel like ppl actually give pearl a decent chunk of attention (i would say she gets way more than cleo does) but no amount is too much of pearl for me tbh i always want more so

pearls like uh. the most ever. babygirl. i think scarlet pearl was a bit of a turning point for her but i think she was always.. a little bit messed up. we talk about martyn essentially turning himself into ren's sword in 3L and i think LL pearl and scott have a somewhat similar dynamic, just less in your face about it. <-- thinking about her killing joel for scott multiple times, her essentially donating all her lives to him, etc.

she's a very lonely character i feel like. so the people who she does end up close to she will go insane for, literally being ready for give up her life for them.

if u want me to get hot take-y about it i think that read is why i've never been a big fan of her getting characterized as the crazy ex-girlfriend in fics and such. i always took scott calling her that as his version of events (and slandering her to get the rest of the server on his side), pearl i feel has such a pure devotion and need for love that i cant see her ever really considering romance.

ANYWAY THE SHIP BINGO

soz im a misogynist on this one 😔😔

like every other divorce quartet dynamic i go crazy about it but i don't really "see" anything between these two i guess.

they've always felt kind of detached from eachother to me. like they just can't fundamentally understand one another. pearl is naive but capable of feats way beyond regular people. cleo is all too familiar with the world and endlessly haunted by their own insecurities.

the whole mean girl energy directed at pearl during DL def didn't help their relationship. i like to think that LimL cleo did feel kinda bad about how she treated her? a lot of what cleo does in DL i feel was kind of influenced by scott's behaviour -- i don't think she even really hates pearl (they might even pity her) but she's not gonna be extending a hand out anytime soon either.

but yeah even in another universe where either of them knows how to be normal about their emotions i don't see the possibility for anything more. an apology and return to normal is as good as it's gonna get imo. they're just not close enough.

i also kinda feel that.. idk it's just kind of obligatory? like ppl are clawing and desperate and starving to get some toxic yuri and Trust Me i understand. but idk uh. the ship has to find me yknow. not the other way around. 🙏

#asks #ask games #trafficshipping #pearl/cleo #but yeah talk to me about pearl anytime i love pearl i love pearl i love pearl #trust when i say i wanna like this so bad cus pearlo rlly does feel like a yuri protag to me 😔😔

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catgirljaneway · 3 months

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For the shipping ask game: J7 and B7

Thank you so much for the ask!!

J7 - Ship It

What made you ship it?

The way Kathryn looks at Seven like she's going to eat her and the toxic yuri vibes ❤️ Also the way Kathryn is ready to do the most fucked up shit to keep Seven safe (or just keep seven) love to watch my girl destroy a Timeline

What are your favorite things about the ship?

I love just how weird the dynamic could be/is. Kathryn 'created' Seven and there's so much weird 'loving a god' vibes going on if you know what I mean? And I personally like ships with complicated (sometimes toxic) dynamics. There's just so much going on there? Also, I've unfortunately been deeply in love with a professor of mine for a good year and a half (i know guys.... it's upsetting to me too), and the way I characterize Seven in J7 is sort of that kind of yearning, loving someone who can't really love you back the same way because of the power difference? That's not quite coherent, but I hope you get what I mean.

I just like doomed toxic, co-dependent love stories, especially because i truly believe both of them genuinely care for the other, and also if they got together during the Voyager timeline it would be a terrible burning car of a relationship. I could see with some growth from both of them, a future where they could meet again and it could be good, but I think especially Seven would need lots of time away from Kathryn to be able to find out who she is on her own terms without Kathryn trying to mold her in her image. And Kathryn would need time to learn how to connect to people who she isn't the captain of after the years on Voyager. Also I'm a sucker for reunion after a long time away tropes ngl

Is there an unpopular opinion you have on your ship?

I mean I think my opinion that their relationship wouldn't be healthy in the Voyager era is probably not the most healthy? NGL most of the relationships on Voyager wouldn't be healthy simply because of all the circumstances and the fact they're all batshit insane, but that doesn't mean i don't ship it!

B7 - Ship It

What made you ship it?

Honestly I hadn't even thought about it as a possibility when I did my initial watch of the show. I think it's because I was a very focused B'elanna x Janeway or Janeway x Seven shipper, so I was more focused on their interactions. However, when I joined tumblr and saw all the content people had made about them, it grew on me. Especially once I started recognizing the parallels between them.

What are your favorite things about the ship?

I like that their vibe is this:

Is there an unpopular opinion you have on your ship?

I don't really think so!

#trek thoughts #love j7 but in a i think they're insane way #star trek #voy #asks #ask game #j7 #b7 #janeway #seven #b'elanna

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