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#and that cloud storage shit I do not care HOW the world changes you are never going to talk me into storing important stuff on some
insomniamamma · 3 years
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“Surf City Goodness”: Ezra x F!reader w/Cee
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A/n: This is the same AU as “Ferris Wheels Are for Old People” and “Liminal” but you don’t have to read those to read this one. Ezra loses his arm in an automobile accident which kills his brother, Damon and orphans his niece, Cee. Reader lives across the street from Ezra and they’ve been friendly for sometime but now it’s something more. Set after  “Ferris Wheels Are For Old People” This is for @autumnleaves1991-blog​ and @clydesducktape​ ‘s Writer Wednesday.
Warnings: Language. Mentions of sex. Mentions of drug abuse.  Mentions of traumatic injury/surgical scars. Mentions of Reader’s ex.  Cee needs her own warning, but mostly this is just fluff. Ez and Cee and Reader enjoy a trip to the beach. I will include some songs from Cee’s playlist at the end.
          Iggy Pop's voice warbles out of the speakers. "I wanna go to the beach, I don't care if it's decadent, I don't know where my spirit went, but that's alright..."          "This seems a bit bleak, Birdie," says Ezra.          "Quit your griping, you'll get your surf city goodness soon enough," says Cee and grins. Part of the deal they've worked out is that Cee gets to pick the music for any road trip longer than two hours, otherwise it's NPR until the signal fades and then whatever classic rock they can pick up. The three of you are crammed in the cab of Ezra's battered Ford Ranger. Cee is the smallest so she sits in the middle. The truck's bed is full of gear, air mattresses and sleeping bags and towels, a cooler filled with food and another filled with beer. I don't know what conditions we'll find exactly, Ez told you, We haven't been back here in some time.          "If there's spiders I'm sleeping in the truck," you said and Ezra smiled, and pressed his remaining hand over his heart.          "Never fear, Sunshine, I will protect your from our arachnid friends."
         "Hey Sunshine!" Ezra calls from his front porch. You look up from your laptop to see Ezra and Cee laden with grocery bags.          "Hey, Ez, you need a hand?" He smirks. This is an old joke between the two of you. When Ezra first came home, with Cee and without his arm, they were unloading Cee and Damon's things, bags and boxes and you, without thought had asked if he needed a hand, it just came out and you'd clapped your hands to your mouth, and then spluttered, I'm so sorry I didn't mean--and Ezra laughed, of course I need a hand. I'm down to just the one.          "Always," he says. You loop the plastic bags over your arms, sweating packages laden with ground beef and bratwursts and chicken thighs.          "You all having a party?"          "We're going to the beach," says Cee. "You should come with us. It'll be fun."            "Jesus, Cee," he mutters and then collects himself and smiles, "I had meant to ask you before this one jumped the gun-"          "It's fine. Really."          "You still working remotely?" asks Ezra.          "For now. There's some talk about keeping my department remote."          "Good thing or bad thing?"          "Good thing," you say, "I like working in my pajamas."          "Good thing because you could come with us," says Ezra.          "Ez--"          "I'm dead serious," he says, "Cee's got a four day weekend. We've got decent internet. Damon saw to that before...well, before. Mind you, this will probably be something of a working vacation. Ma's house has stood empty sometime. Damon used to keep it up but..." Ezra trails off. It's a small town. Damon's drug problems were more or less public knowledge. You think of the files you still need to edit, but for once you're ahead of the game. None of that is due until midway through next week. You've got some wiggle room if things go south.          "Yeah? Yeah, fuck it. I'm coming with." Ezra smiles wide, revealing his dimples. And that's how you end up in the cab of Ezra's beat-to-shit truck listening to Cee's fun and somewhat baffling playlist.
         "Talk to me, baby,I'm goin' blind from this sweet, sweet craving, whoa-oh, Let's lose our minds and go fucking crazy, I-I-I-I-I keep on hopin' we'll eat cake by the ocean..."          "Is this a parody?" Asks Ezra, "Like a Weird Al Yankovic thing?"          "No," says Cee, "It's an actual song. One of the Jonas brothers did it."          "Someone greenlit and recorded this on purpose."          "Yep."          "A song. About eating cake on a beach." Cee gives you a sly look.          "It's a metaphor, Ez," she says, "They're eating something but it's not cake." You have to hold in a laugh, watching the gears in Ezra's brain grind, watching his eyes go big.          "Ohmygod! Cee!" Cee cackles and you snort laughter. "You are fifteen years old! You are a minor child! You should not be going there! You should not even know that there exists!" Ezra's cheeks go red. Cee is wheezing, eyes screwed shut with laughter, her own cheeks flaming, "You. Should see. Your face," she says.          "It's not funny!"          "Oh, it's funny," you say, "She got you good."          "Come on, Ez," says Cee, "You think I can't recognize a poorly veiled sexual reference when I hear one? It doesn't take a genius--"          "You are a terror," says Ezra, and Cee grins, proud of the title, "And you--" he arcs and eyebrow in your direction--"Are not helping matters." You give him your brightest smile.          "What can I say? I thought it was just a song about some goofballs eating cake by the ocean." He huffs, but you can see the smirk creeping up his cheek as he drives.
         The house at the end of the driveway is small, a cottage really, single storied and built up on stilts like the others around it, painted a faded robin's egg blue with white trim. The garage is underneath the house, room enough for one car and next to it is a room built to shelter the water heater and plumbing. A wooden staircase snakes up to a deck that wraps the entire structure. Sea grass sprouts in clumps from the sand. It's hot inside, a stale heat, and the first thing you do is open all the windows.          "I think there's a couple box fans in the storage space," says Ezra, "I'll go fetch them."          The back deck overlooks the ocean, pale expanse of sand and the gentle lap of blue-green sea, a wooden staircase reaches down to the sand below. The day is bright and hot and shot through with high cirrus clouds. You and Ezra have stripped the sheets from the beds and popped them in the washer, loaded the dishwasher, put fans in the windows.          "This is cleaner than I expected," says Ezra, "Maybe Damon cared more than I gave him credit for." Ezra's face clouds. You take his hand, squeeze his fingers in yours. You know little about Damon other than the town gossip and what Ezra himself has told you. You don't understand the convolutions of their relationship, you just know that Damon is a slow-healing wound, and that it does Ezra no good to pick at it. You tug at him.          "C'mon. Let's get changed. Cee's already got her suit on."
         "Turn around, Birdie, let me get your back." Cee rolls her eyes but does as she's asked. Ezra sprays sunscreen across her bony shoulders and rubs it in.          "I found a boogie board under the deck," says Cee, "And some toys from when I was real small. I found those floaty things you all used to put on my arms, remember those?"          "I do," says Ezra, "Damon chucked you into the surf without so much as a by-your-leave. It scared the hell out of Ma but you laughed like it was the funniest thing in the world. You're good to go, Little Bird."          "Thanks, Ez." And she's down the stairs, heading towards the surf.          "Your turn, Sunshine," he says and you turn your back to him. He presses a kiss against the juncture of your neck and shoulder, that one place that makes you squirm and shiver, right on the line between erogenous and ticklish.          "Menace--" you say and then squawk when the cold spray hits you, soothed by the passage of his calloused palm across your shoulders, gently gripping the nape of your neck, and you lean back against him briefly, relishing his solidity, his warmth, his hand rests lightly on your hip.          "Let me get your back," you say. Ezra turns his back to you and shucks out of his t-shirt. He's already ditched his prosthetic arm. Don't know how seaworthy it is, he'd said, as expensive as it was I don't care to find out. You shake the can of sunscreen and blast him with it.          "Christ! That's cold!"          "We gotta make sure Cee reapplies after a couple hours," you say, smoothing your hands over his broad back, relishing the slide of his tanned skin beneath your palms, "She'll burn to a crisp otherwise." You press your fingers into the tight muscles of his neck and he makes a contented sound like a purr in his chest.          "You're always so tense right here," you say and dig your fingers in, feeling the thrumming muscles loosen somewhat under your touch. Ezra leans back into you as you did to him moments ago, your arms snake around his shoulders, tuck your face against the side of his neck. This thing with you and Ezra is soft and languid and you're not sure how to define it. This is not the fevered, clawed territory of young lovers, the sort of push and pull you had with your ex, the idea that love had to keep proving itself somehow. With Ezra there is nothing to prove. He seems content to ride this gentle wave, to let things play out in their own time.          "Turn around," you murmur against his skin, "Not done with you yet."          "Now, I am perfectly capable of applying--" he starts, but you see his eyes drop, and know it for what it is. You've known Ezra for a while. The two of you were always friendly, since you moved in across the street from him. Ezra before was even more exuberant, had a swagger about him, confidence in his own skin that is only just now trying starting to return. Ezra before would preen under your gaze if he caught you looking at him while he repainted his deck or put down mulch in his garden, Ezra now shrinks from your eyes. You can see the self-doubt seep in. The worry about his scars, that the loss of his arm makes him less, somehow.          "I know," you say, "Maybe I just want an excuse to get handsy." He arcs an eyebrow at you, that brief flash of doubt replaced with his more familiar smug smirk.          "Well, have at it, by all means," he says. You spray him with the sunscreen and start rubbing it in, smoothing over his freckled shoulders, down his upper arms, mindful of the tender skin at the end of his stump, the dips of his clavicles, his broad chest, littered in angry pink scars that shout in contrast to the rest of his skin. Punched indentations along his ribs where they'd stuck in tubes to drain the air and blood out of his collapsed lungs. You work your way down along his soft belly and back up his sides, a hissed intake of breathe and you stop.          "Does that hurt?"          "Nah. Tickles."          "Mmm-hmmm. I'll have to remember that so I can use it to my advantage later."          "Oh and I'm the menace," he says, his arm curls low around your hip, pulling you nearly flush with him, and you complete the motion, wrapping your arms around him and pulling him tight against you, your chin notched over his shoulder. Cee is creeping up the stairs with a battered plastic bucket in her hands. She shoots you a grin and you know exactly what she has in mind. You back up a little, cup Ezra's stubbled cheeks in your hands and kiss the tip of his nose.          "Surprise," you say and take a big step back. There's just time enough for that little furrow to start between his brows and then Cee dowses him, a whole bucket of seawater poured directly over his head. He splutters. His eyes go big and round. Cee is doubled over laughing.          "Oh," he says, blinking salt water out of his eyes, "Oh that's it. Today's the day, Cee! I am going to drown you!"          "Gotta catch me first, old man!" says Cee and pelts down the beach. You run after them, their bright laughter peals through the warm summer air. Ezra grabs Cee and dunks her into an oncoming wave. She emerges splashing great fans into Ezra's face.          "It is only proper that I took my vengeance," says Ezra, holding his hands out to deflect the spray.          "I don't think the Geneva conventions apply here, you douche-canoe," says Cee.          "Oi! That language--" This is your opening. You grab Ezra around his waist and push off backward into the oncoming wave, pulling him down with you. The two of you come back up, coughing and laughing, arms slung around each other. There's no shadow in Ezra's eyes now, you press your lips to his, the waves roll over you, the tide dragging at your bodies while you and him remain still. Press of your lips to his, your tongue licks out and tastes salt on his lips and he opens for you, his hand cupping the back of your head, guiding you against him, his tongue stroking against yours, no battle for dominance, this, just the plush heat of his mouth, the heave of your chests when you finally break apart, waist deep in the ocean.          "I--" says Ezra and Cee's splash hits at face level.          "Gotcha!" she crows, and starts running.          "You miserable little rat!" He hollers, chasing her through the surf. You stand hip deep in the water and laugh. You're not sure what you and Ezra are to each other. Lovers? Friends? Family? Whatever it this is, it feels right and good. It feels like being home.
A/n: Here is a sampling of Cee’s beach trip playlist:
“I Want To Go To The Beach” by Iggy Pop
“Telstar” by The Tornados
“Cake By The Ocean” by DNCE
“Rockaway Beach” by The Ramones
“Misirlou” by Dick Dale and his Del-Tones
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kiirokero · 3 years
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Redamancy (OT7)
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Redamancy: The act of loving the one who loves you; a love returned in full.
Part of the Protect the Village! Oneshot Series.
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Pairing: BTS x Reader (Yes, all seven,)
Genre/Warnings: fluff, a bit of angst, strangers to friends to lovers, a lot of mediocre humour, 
Note: The multiverse in this world just got more complicated. But I did it!
Summary: Seven men, all from different walks of life. Then there’s you, their best friend. Nothing good ever comes from loving those close to you a little too much, that’s what you think. Apparently they have another idea.
Word Count: ~12k
UNEDITED please forgive my illiterate ass. Might edit it at a later date. 
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It started with Jimin. 
     Having just moved to the village, you were just barely on your own two feet. You thought moving to the small town full of, what? 200 people? Would be enough to give you that cottage lifestyle you always wanted. Away from others, on your own, nothing but you and the forest. Of course, living in seclusion wouldn’t be as amazing as the stories make it out to be. You knew this, so you settled on moving to a small village. 
      You grew up in the city all your life. And you hated it. You hated the sickly smell of trash and cigarettes. You hated the constant buzz of people no matter the hour of the day. You absolutely despised the people who lived there too. You never thought people could get so narcissistic. Yeah, there were friendly people there, but the selfish and rude ones drowned them out. 
     So because of your less-than stellar experience with people, you didn’t plan on making many friends. Maybe becoming acquaintances with the lady who walked her dog every day or being on a first name basis with the barista at the local coffee shop. You planned to keep to yourself. Stay confined to your house and small garden, work from home. But the universe, or a stubborn blonde-haired delivery boy, had other plans. 
Because it started with Jimin. 
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     Today was like any other day in the oddly cheery village. The sun was out, there wasn’t a cloud in sight, and it was way too hot for you. “Ugh,” You groaned, flopping face first on your dusty couch that was fresh out of storage. You felt like you were sweating off pounds of your body fat. You were sticky and uncomfortable. But that wasn’t even the worst part of the day.
      It was only the third day of moving into your new cottage, and you were already done with it. You’ve sneezed more times than you could count, your muscles were begging for mercy, and the movers broke your bookshelf. You swear you could kill a man. Now you had a box full of books and no bookshelf to organize them on. 
      Sure, maybe it wasn’t as serious as you were making it out to be, but adding on all the additional stresses from the past week, it felt like someone just kicked your cat. Not that you have a cat... But the point was made. You were on the verge of a breaking point. 
     Reluctantly, you went to your bedroom and opened your laptop, searching the internet for a new bookshelf. You tried to lift your spirits by telling yourself that you could get one that matches your mahogany coffee table, but one look at the price tag quickly brought you back down. “This better be an heirloom for my great-grandchildren,” You grumbled, going to checkout and typing in your credit card information. 
      The new bookshelf showed up in 2 days. You would think that would be enough time to get your shit together, but it wasn’t. The past 2 days made you even more stressed as you found important things were either missing or hidden deep in odd boxes they had no business being in. Now you're not a sentimental person, not a lot of items you own hold much sentiment to you. But if there’s one item you treasure dearly, it’d be your mother's necklace. 
      It was an old silver necklace that wound around a small teal stone. The chain was chunky and a bit rusty. Though it wasn’t falling apart, just old. It was a centuries old heirloom. Your mother said it used to be painted gold, but that was when your great-great grandmother had it. How she knew that? You didn’t know, you never asked either. Your mom was always just an oddball. 
      But that wasn’t what caught people’s attention the most. It was the teal stone itself. It was an unnatural shape. It looked like it was split in 2 pieces down the middle, almost looking like a pair of doors. They were trapezoids laid on their sides, wider edges together. You asked your mom why they were carved into such a shape, but she always said the same thing. “Honey, the stone isn’t carved, it’s natural. You’ll understand one day.”
To this day, you still don’t understand. 
      And now you never would, because the priceless family treasure was missing. You could practically hear your mother tsking from her grave as she watches you upturn everything in your apartment looking for it. You were currently bending yourself in half, peering under the couch, when the doorbell suddenly rang. You jumped, bumping your head on the coffee table. “Ow...” You groaned, standing up to answer the door. 
      Opening the door, you saw a blonde man standing on your porch with a large box standing upright next to him. “Hello! I have a package for, um... Y/n?” He said with a smile. “That’s me,” You chuckled, trying your best to at least look like you had your life together. “Is that... Heavy?” You asked cautiously, intimidated by the box that was almost as tall as the man in front of you. 
      “Yeah... A little bit... Would you like me to take it in for you?” He offered, to which you graciously accepted. “You can just put it by the tv stand,” You said. He gave you a determined nod, carrying the box over to the living room while you snuck away to the kitchen to get him a bottle of water. It was a hot day; it was the least you could do. 
      “Hey, um, is this yours?” He asked you as you walked back to the living room. In his hand was the silver necklace you were painstakingly searching for. “Oh! Yes! Thank you, where’d you find it?” You asked, quirking your brow. “It was peeking out from under the tv stand, and I don’t think you meant to put it there,” He chuckled, his eyes upturning into crescents. You couldn’t help but thinking that it was cute. 
      You held the necklace to your chest, basking in the sense of relief it gave you. “Yeah, I was looking everywhere for it. Odd that it was in such a visible place,” Your browns knitted together as you asked yourself how you missed it. You almost upturned the entire house looking for it. “Mystery solved!” The blonde man chuckled, “I’m Jimin by the way. I couldn’t help but notice all the boxes... Did you just move here?” Jimin asked, expression showing nothing but friendly curiosity. 
     You sighed, looking around at the mess that was your house currently. “Is it that obvious?” You joked, causing Jimin to chuckle. “Well, welcome to Bangtan! Not many people move out here.” He pointed out. You shrugged, “It seems nice out here. Peaceful,” Jimin gave you a soft, kind smile, one which you reciprocated. “I hope you like it here,”
     As soon as he left, you’d quickly unclasped the necklace and put it on, vowing to never take it off again. It was the only thing you had left of your mother. You didn’t care if you weren’t a jewelry person; you were now.
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It started with Jimin. 
     After that day, you would see him often. Whether he was zipping around main street, delivering inventory to the various shops, or he was bringing you a package. You once asked him if he’s the only delivery personnel in the whole village, worrying that whoever was employing him was running him ragged. “No, but we have our designated areas in the village. I deliver for main street and the forest houses. Aka the houses that boarder the forest... Aka you!” Was his explanation. 
      Besides the occasional run-ins, you and Jimin never really hung out. Until he came bouncing up to your doorstep, asking if you wanted to go to the arcade with him on his day off. You almost said no. Well, you said no... But Jimin practically begged you to come, so you gave in... Eventually. So, one Sunday afternoon, you got dressed and went to the arcade that Jimin was so excited about. 
He showed up, but he wasn’t alone. 
Because next it was Taehyung. 
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      It was a nice day. Perfect temperature, lovely breeze, clear skies. You would’ve loved to sit in your garden, enjoying a nice glass of lemonade, but no. Here you were outside of an admittedly pretty, arcade. Waiting for Jimin to show up so you could kick his ass at some air hockey. 
      You picked at the invisible lint on your jeans. Tapping your shoes against the concrete. You don’t know why you dressed nicer than you usually do. Maybe it was because Jimin always saw you in sweatshirts and sweatpants and you wanted to prove that you weren’t the humanized version of a dust bunny. Maybe it was because he always looks like he walked off a runway, even in his work uniform. But now you're regretting it. Your jeans are a bit too tight because you haven’t gone clothes shopping in a while and your black shirt was attracting the heat of the sun. 
      “Y/n!!!” A voice yelled, and you instantly knew it was Jimin. Looking at the end of the street, your suspicions were confirmed when you saw his blonde hair flowing in the wind as he ran to you. It was odd to see him dressed in day clothes, but it was a welcome change. He had on light washed jeans and a plain white shirt hidden underneath a denim jacket. It was a simple look, but he rocked it. 
      He stopped in front of you, hands on his knees, gasping for air. “I wasn’t going anywhere.” You chuckled, patting his head patronizingly. “I huff was just puff excited to see you.” He choked out, taking a few more deep breaths before sitting upright again. You felt your cheeks heat up at his enthusiasm to see you, but you shrugged it off. “Well, you coming?” You asked, pointing your thumb towards the building behind you. “Taehyung’s not here yet.” Jimin said, nonchalantly. 
      You tilted your head, Taehyung? “Who’s Taehyung?” You asked, poking Jimin’s side. “He’s one of my friends! Best baker in town! Well... Only baker in town, but still. He has the day off too, I thought it would be nice for you to meet him,” He shrugged, “Is that okay?” His tone was a worried one, as if he was just now realizing that you could be uncomfortable with meeting others, but you just sighed. “It’s fine, Jimin. If he’s friends with you, I’m sure he’s pretty cool,” You said, and Jimin’s eyes lit up. 
      The two of you continued to talk about random things. What you did yesterday, your plans for the coming week... Jimin was currently telling you the story about one of his other friends being attacked by a giant squirrel when a deep voice called his name. “Jiminie!” The two of you turned to see a man waving at Jimin from the end of the street, jogging over to meet up with you. 
      You could tell that this man was a bit taller than Jimin, but not by much. He had short, light brown hair, like a honey blonde color, that almost reached his eyes. He had slightly tanned skin that seemed to glow in the sun and a boxy smile that showcased his perfect teeth. You wondered if all of Jimin’s friends were model level attractive. 
      The man, who you assumed was Taehyung, and Jimin hugged each other once they got close enough. It was a short but sweet one, and you could tell that they’ve known each other for a long time. “Tae, this is Y/n! Y/n, this is Taehyung!” Jimin introduced the two of you, and you gave him a friendly bow. “Nice to meet you! Jimin’s been blabbering on all the time about you,” Taehyung snickered, earning an elbow to the arm from Jimin. 
     “Oh, really? Only good things, I hope,” You raised an eyebrow towards Jimin, and he raised his hands in defense. “Only good things! Only good,” He chuckled, and you nodded your head in satisfaction. “It’s nice to meet you too. Taehyung,” You smiled, turning your attention back to the man next to Jimin. “Alright! Game time!” Jimin clapped, racing inside the arcade with Taehyung hot on his tail. You snorted at their actions, following after them. 
      When the 3 of you paid for your tokens, you instantly agreed on going right to the air hockey table. “Okay so... Tae and I will face off with each other, then the winner plays you, is that alright?” Jimin asked, looking between you and Taehyung. Taehyung nodded while you gave him a thumbs up. 
      The two of them went to opposite sides of the table, putting in their tokens and grabbing the strikers. “You're going down,” Jimin threatened, glaring at the man in front of him. “Jimin, you’re about as frightening as a newborn puppy,” Taehyung snickered, earning an exaggerated gasp from the blonde. “Asshole,” He murmured to himself, picking up the puck and starting the game. 
      To say watching Jimin and Taehyung play was funny, is an understatement. Every time Taehyung scored a point, Jimin would whine louder and every time Jimin would score, Taehyung would start the game as quickly as possible, cutting off Jimin’s little victory dance. “Come on, Jimin!” You encouraged, looking at the 3-point difference on the overhead scoreboard. “It’s only three points!”
      Jimin tried, maybe a little too hard, but ended up losing in the end. Jimin pouted, his lower lip protruding exaggeratedly. He came over and laid his forehead on your shoulder, whining to you about Taehyung being a try-hard jerk. You just chuckled, giving his back a light pat as you gently pushed him off and went up to the table. 
      “You ready?” Taehyung asked after you put your tokens in. You nodded, waiting for him to start the game. Immediately, Taehyung hit the puck hard and fast, the plastic disc ricocheting off the sides in a zig-zag pattern. It was too fast for you to properly stop it from going right into your goal. Taehyung laughed from the other side of the table, holding his stomach as he bent over, wheezing. 
      You looked at him, unimpressed, snatching the puck from the space under the table. “You looked so helpless,” He wheezed, and you quickly put down the puck and hit it right into Taehyung’s goal, making the score even. “Oh no, you looked so helpless,” You snickered, mockingly. Setting off a competitive fire between you and Taehyung. 
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After Jimin it was Taehyung. 
      That day was full of laughs and friendly insults thrown back and forth in the heat of a competitive moment. After you won that air hockey game, Taehyung challenged you to everything after that. “I bet I can score higher on this!” or “I bet you can’t beat that,” To which you proved him wrong about 50% of the time, Jimin being your cheerleader for every game. Besides DDR. Nobody dares to go against Jimin on DDR. Unless it’s Hoseok. 
      But your interactions with Taehyung and Jimin didn’t stop there. Now Jimin felt more comfortable inviting you out, usually to Taehyung’s bakery, so you could get to know each other better. Sometimes you’d even go to Taehyung’s bakery (Aptly named “Kim’s Confections”) on your own, just to talk to him as he made his stock for the next day. 
     Jimin and Taehyung said they had other friends that would love to meet you, but they were just busy, so it would take time. They also told you that 2 were on a business trip and wouldn’t be back for another week while another was swamped with work and the others were just shy. You didn’t mind much; you’d meet them when you met them. 
Which apparently was soon.
Because then it was Namjoon. 
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      It was a nice day out today. It was slightly overcast and there was a cool breeze blowing through. Perfect for you. Not so perfect to the sunshine people of Bangtan. Nobody was out and about today like usual. People were treating a slightly dim day like it was snowing. It was amusing to you. When you first got here, you’ve never seen so many sunny days before. It was disorienting. The chilly day was a blissful blessing. 
      But going out on a lovely day was only fun when other people were out on that lovely day. Despite your previous woes, you actually wanted to get to know the community that lived in Bangtan. Jimin said that they didn’t get many outsiders, but everyone here was delightful to you. There was even this old lady how gave you a Snickers! A whole Snickers!
      Instead of letting the lack of people get you down though, you opted to go on one of the nature paths that went through the forest that surrounds the village. Putting on a pair of jeans and a jacket, you grabbed your small backpack off the counter and headed straight for the forest that was behind your house. 
     When Jimin said you lived in a “forest house,” He really wasn’t wrong, the tree line was only a 2-minute walk from your backdoor. You love the fact that you can look out your window and see the wildlife running around, even if some of them look oddly larger than normal. But that was probably just your imagination. 
      Stepping onto a well-worn path, you began your walk. Listening to the songs of the birds and breathing in the earthy smell that surrounded you, it was like heaven. Maybe it was because you lived in the city for most of your life, but you really felt drawn to this place. The vibrant green trees, the lively wildlife, the calm atmosphere. It was all so... Nice.
     The way the wind blew through the trees, rustling the leaves in a peaceful harmony, made pleasant shivers run down your spine. You would playfully wave at the squirrels and birds that you encountered on your path, and they would oddly look back at you, making you chuckle. “Cuties,” You whispered to yourself, your shoes crunching against the dried fallen leaves that covered the path. 
      About 20 minutes into your walk, however, you felt goosebumps rise on your skin. Like a second sense you weren’t aware about. Curiously, you stopped, looking around the empty forest. Nothing but trees, fauna, and flora as far as the eye could see. But it was also deathly quiet. You didn’t notice before, too trapped in your own thoughts, but the birds stopped chirping, like the entire forest had gone still. 
      Shivers ran their way up your spine, and you didn’t dare move a muscle. Suddenly the once refreshing forest air turned dry and suffocating, and it felt colder than before. The rustling of leaves caught your attention, and you whipped around in search of the source. Nothing moved as it went silent again. Scared, you started walking down the path again, eager to get away. 
      You could hear your heart pounding in your ears as your palms became sweaty from tightly clutching onto your bag. But then the rustling came again, this time it was closer. You whimpered, picking up your speed into a brisk walk to a jog, the rustling still following you. You took the risk of looking behind you, and what you saw made you gasp. There behind you was a grey wolf, briskly following you like it had all the time in the world. It wasn’t necessarily threatening you in any way, but it was a wolf, and all you were thinking about was getting away. 
     You broke out into a run, trying to get as far away from the animal as you could. You logically knew that it could easily run faster than you, but you were running on pure adrenalin at this point. Well, you were. Until you slammed face first into what felt like a brick wall. You fell backwards with a thump, groaning at the shock of pain that ran up your ankle. 
    “Oh! I’m sorry!” A deep voice apologized, kneeling next to you. All thoughts of the animal chasing you vanished from your mind when you looked up to see a tan, muscular man. He had sandy blonde hair that was swept to the side and chestnut brown eyes that were filled with worry. His grey shirt was tight, leaving little to the imagination. He was very well built. “Hello? Oh no, did you hit your head?” His voice spoke up again, waving his hand in front of your face. 
    You blinked a couple of times before lightly shaking your head. “No- I’m okay,” You answered, and the man let out a sigh of relief. “That’s good, can you stand up?” He asked, you tried to stand up, but a piercing, sweltering heat shot its way up your ankle and you groaned in pain. “I think I twisted my ankle...” You whimpered, bringing one of your hands down to support it. 
      “Oh no, um... Think Namjoon think...” The man, who you presumed to be the Namjoon he was referring to, paced back and forth in front of you. You brought your backpack around in front of you, looking through it until you pulled out the mini first aid kit you carried. You opened up the small plastic box and got out the bandage wrap that came with it. “Um, can you help me wrap my ankle?” You spoke up, getting the worried man’s attention. “Y-Yeah!” He nodded, kneeling in front of you. 
     “I’m so sorry... Um, I can, uh... Carry you back to my home? I think I have an ice pack in the freezer,” He offered while he wrapped the bandage snuggly against your ankle... You raised your eyebrow suspiciously, not quite trusting the random woodsman you just met. 
      He caught on to what you were thinking, quickly holding his hands up and smiling awkwardly. “I promise I won’t do anything! And if I make you uncomfortable, you can like... Punch me or something,” He said, and you relented, knowing that he was likely your only way out of this forest since you seemed to have strayed off the beaten path. 
“I’m Namjoon, by the way,” He smiled, revealing a pair of deep-set dimples.
“Nice to meet you, I’m Y/n,” 
     After Namjoon wrapped up your ankle, he picked you up bridal style (After getting your permission) and carried you back to civilization. You made small talk along the way. Namjoon told you that he was the town’s mechanic and he lived in an apartment that was above his shop. You told him that you were new in town and you worked as a translator. 
      Soon, you arrived at a small store that looked very much like a smaller version of AutoZone. Namjoon carefully carried you up the stairs and set you down on his living room couch. “I’ll go get that ice pack,” He said, giving you a soft smile as he disappeared into what you assumed to be the kitchen. 
    You ignored the blush that made its way onto the tips of your ears, searching through your bag until you found your phone. Opening your messages with Jimin. 
Hey. I know I said I’d meet up with you later but I kinda messed up my ankle...
Chim: What?! How?
I went on a nature hike and ran face first into this dude Namjoon
Chim: Namjoon? The mechanic?
Yeah, he brought me back to his house and is treating it. Seems super worried. Chill guy though!
Chim: Sounds like Joon. Stay there, okay? I’ll meet you there. I’ll bring Tae too.
You know him?
Chim: He’s the guy I told you about, the one that knocked over the can display.
Oh yeah! lol
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After Taehyung it was Namjoon.
      After you texted Jimin about your predicament, him and Taehyung showed up to gage how bad it really was. In reality, it wasn’t that awful. You only had to wear a brace for 3 days and stay far away from Namjoon’s clumsy tendencies for another 2. 
      Namjoon was surprised at first to find out that you knew the two men, and then they enthusiastically informed him that you were the Y/n that they’ve been telling everyone about. You don’t know if it was more embarrassing for you to find out you're a regular conversation topic, or for Namjoon who didn’t connect the dots earlier. Maybe it was both. 
     But besides your rocky first impressions. You and Namjoon bonded quickly. But instead of bonding over competition like Taehyung or frequent meetings like Jimin... The two of you bonded when you found out his love for books, especially old classics. It was only 2 days after your initial meeting. Jimin and Taehyung were busy, and you didn’t feel like being alone, so you visited Namjoon. (Much to his surprise)
      You were keeping him company in the garage while he worked on a car when you referenced a scene from “The Odyssey,” Namjoon had shot his head up and looked at you wide eyed, asking if you were a fan of literature. When you said yes, he couldn’t help but talk animatedly about his favorites as you playfully indulged him. Not minding one bit. 
      The two of you frequently met up to talk about books. Whether it be a debate about whether “To Kill a Mockingbird” Should be as hyped up as it is or deep philosophical conversations about the meaning of “Where’d You Go, Bernadette?” But there was one day when you visited him that he asked if you wanted to go shopping with him. 
Which is how you ended up in a grocery store with cans rolling around on the floor. 
Then you met Hoseok.
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      “Shopping?” You asked incredulously as you watched Namjoon emerge from his room with a fresh set of clothes on. “Yeah! It could be fun! Also, Jimin begged me to go with him and I don’t want to go through that alone,” He blurted out, and you laughed, hiding your face in the arm of his couch. 
      Namjoon huffed at your amusement, whining out a “Please?” That you just couldn’t exist. You sighed, getting up from the couch and slipping on your shoes. “Let’s go then, you know how Jimin gets,” Namjoon quickly followed suit, not wanting to deal with a nagging Jimin alone. “You’re right, let’s go!” He rushed, and you giggled, following him out the door. 
      It was another sunny day in Bangtan, meaning more people were out and about. You smiled as people on the street waved at you, becoming more used to your presence in the town. “How different is the city life to this?” Namjoon asked from beside you, hands stuffed in the pockets of his leather jacket. “Much different. People would usually bump into you, then sneer at you like it was your fault,” You snorted, earning a wide-eyed look from the man beside you.
    “People were that rude?” He asked, exasperated. “Yep,” You nodded, finding his distaste for people he’s never met somewhat amusing. Namjoon scoffed, mumbling a “Dumb people,” Under his breath, causing you to chuckle. “Namjoon, there's no need to get so worked up about it,” You poked his shoulder. Namjoon looked at you with pursed lips, “Nobody should be mean to a person like you,” He declared, looking at you with deep intensity. 
    “Guys!” A voice called, breaking through the moment you and Namjoon were having. You cleared your throat, wiping your sweaty palms on your jeans before looking up at Jimin. He was standing in front of the grocery store you often frequented. “Hey,” You greeted once the two of you got close enough. Jimin engulfed you in a hug, squeezing you tight, and you couldn’t help the giggled that bubbled their way up and out of your throat. But you missed the look of jealousy that crossed Namjoon’s face. 
      Once Jimin let go, he gave both of you and a cheeky smile. “So... I know Hoseok technically banned Namjoon from here after last time... But! Today is the day they restock the junk food” Jimin exclaimed, enthusiasm painted on his face. You forgot that living in such a secluded town meant that things like brand-named food went out of stock and stayed like that for longer than you were used to. It was one of the downsides to living here, but like, one out of five.
      “Hoseok? You mean the manager that seems to avoid me like the plague?” You asked, earning a sympathetic look from both of the men. You’re heard about Hoseok plenty of times from Jimin, Taehyung, AND Namjoon. You’ve even seen the dude when you shopped here sometimes, but he always hid away in the backroom when he noticed your presence. Not coming out until you were gone.
    You were convinced that Hoseok didn’t like you for whatever reason, but everyone told you it was just him. He was shy at first, then the loudest person you’d ever meet. “Y/n...” Jimin whined, and you playfully rolled your eyes. “Yeah. yeah. He doesn't have some sort of weird vendetta against me, I get it,” You groaned, walking past both of them. “Let’s just go, yeah?” You pressed, looking over your shoulder at the both of them. 
    The two of them looked at each other, then back at you before they followed you into the store. Jimin quickly took the lead as he guided you and Namjoon towards the candy and chips section of the small mart. “Ah, it’s beautiful,” Jimin sighed, grabbing a pack of spicy potato chips. “It’s unhealthy,” Namjoon mocking him, mimicking Jimin’s dreamy sigh.
    Jimin whipped around to glare at the taller man, not caring that Namjoon had to look down to maintain eye contact with him. “Look, not everyone eats leaves like you Joon,” Jimin hmphed, turning back to the shelf. You snickered, earning an exaggerated gasp from Namjoon. “I’m offended, Y/n,” He said, and you chuckled harder. 
    “That’s it, come here,” Namjoon threatened, reaching out for you to which you immediately turned and ran away. You say run, but it was more like a jog. You and Namjoon were laughing with each other while he tried to catch you. “Weak sauce, Namjoon,” You teased from the opposite end of the aisle from him. “You wound me,” He chuckled, lunging at you yet again. 
    But this time, you narrowly dodged his grasp. You jumped out of the way quickly enough for him to miss you, but he wasn’t quick enough to stop himself from running headfirst into a display of cans. How ironic. The cans sounded a huge crash as they fell to the floor in conjunction, Namjoon falling with them. He let out a groan of pain as he landed on a can, one of them hitting him on the head. 
    You let out a pained hiss, almost feeling the headache incoming. “Are you okay?” You asked, kneeling beside him. This situation feeling familiar before. “Yeah... I’m good,” Namjoon whimpered out, wincing at the pain in his back. Suddenly, the two of you heard rapid footsteps approaching you. “You idiots,” Jimin sighed, kneeling on the opposite side of Namjoon. “This is why Hobi banned you,” Jimin flicked Namjoon’s nose, the elder letting out a choked “Ack” sound. 
     Soon, you and Jimin helped Namjoon back up to his feet, the taller man resting a hand on his back for support. “Of course it was you, Joon,” A new voice spoke up, sounding amused. The three of you focused your attention on the approaching man coming down on of the isles, his eyes trained on Namjoon. 
     He was taller than Jimin but shorter than Namjoon, somewhere in between. He had brunette hair in a mocha-like shade that was a similar hairstyle to Taehyung. He had deep brown eyes and heart-shaped lips that were upturned into a slight smile. You recognized him as Hoseok, the store manager who avoided you like you had a flu and he was immunocompromised. 
    “Well... This situation seems familiar,” Namjoon chuckled, wincing when he realized that made his back hurt worse. “Yes, it is,” Hoseok sighed, looking at the dented and disorganized cans that were scattered on the floor. “Sorry about the mess,” You spoke up, Hoseok’s eyes finally registering on you. He seemed to freeze up, a nervous smile plastered on his face. 
    “It’s fine!” He said a bit too enthusiastically. Jimin snickered from the other side of Namjoon, giving Hoseok a teasing smirk. “Hobi! This is Y/n! The girl I’ve told you so much about!” Jimin smiled, and Hoseok’s cheeks reddened as he avoided eye contact with you. “Nice to meet you,” He coughed out. “You’ve seen me before... I’m not exactly shopping for food anywhere else,” You pointed out. 
     Hoseok looked up to you for a brief second before looking back down at his shoes. “Yeah! Yeah... Sorry you’re just, new,” He nervously chuckled. “I get it, I’ve heard not many people come to Bangtan. You just don’t hate me, right?” You asked cautiously, not knowing what you would do if the answer was yes. “No! I don’t hate you; I swear.” Hoseok cleared his throat, fiddling with his fingers. 
     “What Hoseok is trying to say is he doesn’t know how to approach new people. Like I’ve been telling you,” Jimin interrupted, giving you a “I told you so,” Look. “Whatever Jimin. But um, Hoseok? Could you do me a favor?” You asked, turning your attention back on the brunette. “Hmm?” Hoseok hummed, urging you to continue. “Could you take my place supporting Namjoon? He’s heavy...” You chuckled. Getting a laugh from Jimin, a complaint from Namjoon, and a soft smile of agreement from Hoseok. 
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After Namjoon it was Hoseok. 
     When all of you arrived back at Namjoon’s apartment and threw him on the floor, you and Hoseok made quick work of getting him an ice pack and medicine. You got Namjoon comfy on the couch with some blankets and pillows, an ice pack on his back, while Hoseok got him some water to swallow the pills he gave him. 
     Namjoon fell asleep shortly after he took the medicine. Whether he was already tired or the pills knocked him out, it didn’t matter; he was out like a light. All three of you chuckled at the snoring man, even if he sounded like a train in the distance, you thought he was cute. Jimin eventually had to clock into work, giving you a wink as he waved goodbye and rushed out the door. Leaving just you, Hoseok, and a sleeping Namjoon. 
    At first, the air between you and Hoseok was quite stale. The two of you exchanging basic words of pleasantries to keep an awkward silence at bay. But “How old are you?” and “Where are you from?” can only get you so far. So when the conversation died down, Hoseok suggested that you should put on a movie. 
    You didn’t pin Hoseok to be a superhero nerd, but he totally was. If his simping over Spiderman was anything to go off of. You weren’t necessarily a Marvel or DC guru, but you let Hoseok talk your ear off once he got comfortable. 
    Jimin wasn’t wrong when he said Hoseok was shy at first, then the loudest person you would ever meet. Because after a few minutes into the movie, he couldn’t hold in his excited soliloquy anymore. Once he got more comfortable in your presence, he would make comments here and there on what was happening and eventually you joined in, asking questions about anything you were lost on. 
    Hoseok was very sweet about your lack of knowledge about the universe and even offered to switch to an earlier movie in that confusing connected universe. That kicked off an entire movie marathon of Hoseok explaining everything to you and you intently listening, genuinely interested in the weird, bizarre world of super heros. You even picked your favorite out of the enormous bunch. Ironically, it was Spiderman... He’s just so lovable. You couldn’t help it, he was too charming. 
    Eventually, after 3 hours of a lesson on superheros and some villains, Namjoon woke up, still sore, but better. He even joined you on your marathon, mostly because he didn’t want to get up from the couch, but he did pay attention! You, Namjoon, and Hoseok laughed, talked, and bickered over the lore and more trivial things for hours, but it was all in good fun. “You’re cool, Hoseok,” You remember telling the brunette. Hoseok sought out to be a friend you could have endless amounts of fun with after that. 
But the eventful day didn’t end there!
Because then Seokjin burst through the door.
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      “Okay so... You’re telling me that there’s this ex-surgeon turned mystical time lord, and that’s canon?” You asked Hoseok incredulously, the brunette trying not to laugh at your disbelieving attitude. Because in this world radioactive spiders, literal gods of thunder, and a whole, invisible kingdom named Wakanda exists... But no! Time lords are too much! “Yes, Y/n. Doctor Strange is canon,” Hoseok chuckled. 
     You furrowed your brow, leaning back into the couch more and (unintentionally) leaning into Namjoon more. He doesn’t mind though, you’re warm. “What are like... The rules of this world? Things like time manipulation opens up a whole new can of worms,” You pointed out. Hoseok shrugged, popping a piece of popcorn into his mouth. “I try not to like about the logistics. I mean, it’s superheros Y/n! Not exactly a philosophical conversation starter about the possibility of multiple timelines and aliens.” 
     Namjoon chuckled as you nodded, seeing his point. “It’s like those fantasy books you like to read, Y/n,” Namjoon said. “I guess I can see your point. Guess I’ll have to discuss the possibility of a multiverse with someone else,” You playfully sighed. Hoseok snorted, opening his mouth to say something before Namjoon’s front door burst open violently. 
     “Joon! You are so dead!” A masculine voice shouted. You shrunk into the couch while Hoseok and Namjoon looked towards the source of the ruckus. “Jin? What are you-” Namjoon speaks up, only to be cut off by this “Jin” person. “Oh you know why I’m here! You were supposed to help me organize files tonight!” The unfamiliar voice complained, and you slowly looked over the back of the couch. 
     Standing in the doorway was a man about as tall as Hoseok, dressed in a pristine grey suit with a green tie. He had dark brown hair that looked almost black in the low light of Namjoon’s apartment in a similar hairstyle to Taehyung. He had thin-rimmed circular glasses that enhanced his pretty brown eyes, that were currently wrinkled in annoyance. He was strikingly handsome with his plump lips and smooth-looking skin. You were seriously wondering what was in the water at Bangtan that made all these men seriously attractive. 
    Namjoon gasped, sitting up to get a better look at Jin, swallowing the wince as the pain from earlier in the day hasn’t quite dissipated yet. “I’m so sorry! It slipped my mind... I kinda... Got occupied,” Namjoon scratched the back of his neck nervously. Jin quirked a brown, still not acknowledging your presence even if you were right next to Namjoon. “What?” Jin asked, crossing his arms. “I... Ran into a can display,” Namjoon muttered out, looking down at his hands. 
     “Before you say anything. Yes, he did it again,” Hoseok spoke up, giving Namjoon a cheeky smirk. “But he got hurt this time,” Jin looked Namjoon up and down, taking in the bump on his forehead and disheveled appearance, finally letting out a sigh. “Alright just, text me next time, okay?” Jin said. Namjoon nodded giving him a thumbs up before he turned to you. 
    “Oh! Jin, this is Y/n.” Namjoon smiled. Jin’s head now turned to look at you, his eyes widening. “Y/n? Oh yeah! The girl you texted me about!” Jin walked closer to you, holding out one of his hands. You awkwardly took it, giving it a shake before Jin smiled. “I’m Seokjin. But please call me Jin because Seokjin makes me feel old and like I’m back at work.” He declared, and you chuckled at his practiced introduction. “Nice to meet you, Jin,” You replied, giving him a smile. 
    Jin’s attention then focused on the mess of junk food that sat on the coffee table, his upper lip furling in disdain. “Have you guys eaten any real food yet?” He asked, looking at all three of you briefly before he started cleaning up the mess. “No... And stop cleaning. It’s my apartment, I’ll get it,” Namjoon whined, only to get brushed off with a “You say that every time. What would you do without me?”
    Jin continued to clean while you watched him and Namjoon bicker back and forth, turning to Hoseok for some sort of escape from how awkward you felt. Hoseok noticed your uncomfortable aura and chuckled. “it’s fine, they bicker like that all the time.” That made you feel a bit better. Knowing that you weren’t witnessing a rivalry go down right in front of you. 
     “You guys stay there and I’ll cook something that will actually give you nutrients, okay?” Jin called from the kitchen, but you quickly spoke up. “Oh no, you don’t have to count me in! I’ll just head home,” You said, standing up. jin quickly tutted you like a scolding mother with a “Nonsense! It’s nothing, really. Besides, I want to get to know you. What better way of doing that then over dinner?” You looked towards Namjoon and Hoseok, both of them shaking their heads, silently saying “There’s no use in arguing”
    You surrendered, sitting back down on the couch. You missed the smile that crossed Jin’s face when he saw you give in, declaring to himself that he’d make an extra tasty meal. You, Hoseok, and Namjoon continued to watch Doctor Strange while Jin clanged around in the kitchen. The scent of what seemed to be bulgogi wafting through the air. 
    Soon, Jin called all of you over for dinner, Hoseok helping Namjoon to the dining room while you helped Jin set the table. Once you all sat down, everyone grabbed their bits of food, the three of them putting more food on your plate when they thought your plate was too empty. Using the excuse of “Leftovers are a hassle,” to subtly shrug off their doting over you. 
    After the first initial bites of food were on everyone’s stomachs, Jin piped up to ask you questions about yourself, offering information and embarrassing stories about him and his friend in return. It was easy to talk to Jin, his dad jokes and open personality meant that you felt it was easy to open up to him. Never once did he make a face of judgement or disgust at anything you said and it made you feel welcomed. (Not that the other didn’t make you feel welcomed, it was just that Jin was easy to talk to,)
    “I love your necklace, by the way. Where’d you get it?” Jin asked, pointing to the old family heirloom that still hung around your neck. “It’s an heirloom, I have no idea where it came from,” You chuckled, fidgeting with the cool, teal stone. “Well, it’s beautiful. Seems oddly familiar too,” He commented, getting nods of agreement from Hoseok and Namjoon. You shrugged, stuffing the last bit of meat into your mouth. “Thank you for dinner. Jin,” You smiled. 
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After Hoseok it was Seokjin.
    That night you went home with a full stomach and new contacts in your phone. All the boys you met so far sending you a goodnight text. Some filled with emojis, others declaring that you should hang out with them more. It made you feel all warm and gushy inside. The prospect of having friends that cared about you enough to send you goodnight texts was a dream a few months ago. Now you could send goodnight texts back. 
    The chirping of crickets and rustling of leaves narrated the walk back to your tiny cottage. Now that you were alone, you thought back to when you met Namjoon. That grey wolf you were chasing seemed to suddenly disappear once you bumped into him. Namjoon is tall. Maybe that scared it off? You didn’t know, who knows about the behaviors of wolves? Nature nerds. So probably Namjoon.
     Then again, it didn’t seem aggressive, just curious. What if it saw you and got curious? Just wanting to see what you were all about. That made you feel somewhat guilty. You probably scared the poor thing by breaking out into a sprint. That didn’t mean you’d walk up to one the next time you see one, but it just meant you’d probably be a bit less anxious. 
    And you were right, the next time you saw one you were very calm. Whether that was because the wolf was surprisingly domestic or it was the man you found petting it that made all sense of danger blank from your mind. But the calm wind that blew through his hair as he looked you up and down was something you’d remember forever. Because now, in the strangest way...
Yoongi entered your life.
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      You decided to try a nature day again. A run in with a wolf and one sprained ankle isn’t going to stop you from admiring the beauty that is the forest of Bangtan. You were either brave or stupid. Probably a bit of both. Nonetheless, you grabbed your bag, slipped on your sneakers, and set off into the woods with a new sense of determination. 
    You don’t know what your end goal is; you didn’t plan that far ahead. All you cared about was appreciating nature, alone, with no interruptions. Today was a hotter day than before. The skies with nothing but blue as the sun beat down on the world below it. Luckily, the forest had a good canopy of trees to block you from being directly hit by the sun's rays. 
    It was another calming day of birds chirping and small animals scurrying about, no ominous rustling this time, just you and the odd animals of Bangtan forest. You kept up the joke of waving to the animals that would stop and stare at you, some of them taking a few steps closer, some of them tilting their heads, but none of them running away. It made you feel like a forest fairy that could talk to them, even if that was a ridiculous idea. 
    This time you were able to venture deeper into the forest, the trees getting thicker, and the animals seemed to get bigger. Not paranormally so, but enough to notice. “They probably just eat better deeper in the forest,” You observed aloud, continuing your walk as you stopped occasionally to smell the wildflowers that lined the path. 
     While you were busy admiring and smelling what looked to be chicory, a bump against your leg caused you to look down. Down at your feet was a large squirrel. The critter looked up at you with big beady eyes, its small hands holding an acorn. “Aww, hello!” You cooed, not moving in fear of startling the fuzzy creature. It ran laps around your feet a couple of times before stopping, looking back up at you once again. 
    You quirked your head to the side, chuckling at the squirrel's odd behavior. It did that routine a couple more times before you moved, taking a step back onto the path. The squirrel turned and ran a few feet down the path, turning around to look at you once again. The two of you stared at each other before it came back, circling your feet then heading down the path at the spot it was previously in. 
    Curious, you walked towards the squirrel. The fluff ball kept goes a few feet down the path every time you caught up to it, waiting for you before it continued that routine. You questioned yourself whether you were really blindly following a squirrel in hopes of it leading you somewhere important, but you just felt like you had to. 
     Soon the squirrel detoured off the beaten path, turning to look at you from the thick brush. “I’m not moving off the path, little guy,” You said, drawing this goose chase to a close when you felt like it could possibly endanger you. The squirrel didn’t let up though, it just went back to circling and bumping your legs, it’s eyes silently pleading with you. 
    Sighing, you decided that if it stayed straight, then you would follow it, thinking that it would be easy to turn around if this was really useless. The squirrel continued to lead you through the forest, staying on its own straight path before the forest opened up into a clearing. 
     The grass was a vibrant green and there was a thick oak tree standing on a hill, just slightly off center. But it wasn’t the odd natural phenomenon that caught your attention. It was the man and the wolf that were sitting under the tree. The squirrels bumped against your leg again, trying to get you to walk toward them, but you refused, slightly nervous. 
    But the wolf didn’t seem to give you a choice as it spotted you and bolted right towards you. You felt your heart jump to your throat as you tripped on your own feet, falling backwards on the ground. You prepared for pain. A bite. A scratch. Anything. But you only got the cold wet touch of its nose while it sniffed you and the soft tickle of its fur when it rubbed its head against your head. 
     Slowly, you lifted your hand up and the wolf took the liberty of putting its head under it. You pet the large animal with wide eyes, not noticing that the man from before had gotten up and walked towards you. The wolf curled up next to you, whining whenever you stopped petting it. “He’s a baby,” A sleepy voice spoke up beside you. 
     You whipped your head up to see a man with brass blonde hair and brown eyes. He seemed about as tall as Jimin, and he had a flower sticking out of his pocket. His face was stoic, looking at you with subtle curiosity. “W-What?” You asked, still a bit blown away by the sequence of events that just played out. “Holly, the wolf you’re petting,” He said, pointing down to the wolf that was now asleep. 
    “O-Oh... Yeah,” You said, perplexed, looking down at the sleeping canine. The man sat down next to you, petting Holly alongside with you. “You’re not from around here, are you?” He asked, looking you right in the eye. “Not really... I just moved here... I’m Y/n,” You answered. “I know. The others like to talk about you,” He shrugged, catching you off guard. “I’m Yoongi,”
    Ah, you’ve heard about Yoongi. The others described him as a quiet, old man, and you could see what they mean. Yoongi looked like the kind of person that knew all of life’s secrets but wouldn’t tell you because you “Didn’t ask,” He had an aura of mystery around him, but everyone else insisted he was a kind soul who you could tell all your problems to and he’d instantly make it better. 
“They really talk about me that much?” You chuckled, shaking your head. 
“Yeah, I’ve been excited to meet you,” He said, sounding very unexcited, but you believed him anyway.
“Have you been too busy to?” 
“No, I had to wait for the right time,”
     You tilted your head, furrowing your eyebrows. “The right time?” You asked. “I knew we’d meet, eventually. You’ll meet everyone eventually,” He responded cryptically, and you decided to drop the subject. The two of you sat together in silence, but it was a comfortable one. Neither of you felt to need to talk over the chirping birds or snoring Holly. 
You didn’t quite notice how Yoongi kept stealing glances at your necklace or the hopeful gummy smile that crossed his face. 
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After Seokjin it was Yoongi. 
    After that day, Yoongi would invite you over to his flower shop more, insisting that you take a flower home every time you left. The two of you didn’t hang out as often alone as you did with Jimin or Namjoon, but you still became friends. Whenever you were upset, Yoongi would walk with you to that clearing, sitting with you under the tree while Holly rested his head on your lap. 
    The docile wolf used to weird you out, even if Yoongi explained that all the animals in the forest were friendly. You just couldn’t understand that an apex predator could shrug you off and even demand cuddles from you, but Holly was a sweetie, so you didn’t complain. Yoongi would often say weird and bizarre things, most of them very cryptic, but you learned it was normal and everyone just went along with it. 
    Yoongi would often ask about your necklace and your family. Asking where you got it, where your family was from, if they’ve even been to Bangtan. It was a bit odd, but you just chalked it up to Yoongi wanting to know more about you and your weird looking necklace. Besides, it’s not like the two of you didn’t have fun together.
    Sometimes he would sit and talk to Namjoon with you, he’d bake together with you and Jin, get dragged along to the arcade with Jimin and Taehyung, or put up with you weekly movie nights with Hoseok. Yoongi became a friend too, never failing to be a rock for you to lean on or a shoulder to cry on, and he didn’t seem to mind. Not one bit. He even soothed your worries about the youngest of the bunch not liking you. 
Cause then you finally met Jeongguk.
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    “Are you saying you don’t like my cream puffs?” Jin gasped, pointing his spatula at the 5 of you currently lounging in Namjoon’s living room. Yoongi shrugged and Jimin stuck his tongue out in disgust, earning another gasp from Jin. “Don’t worry Jin! I like them,” You spoke up, giving the elder a smile. “Thank you, Y/n. You’re the only one I can rely on,” He playfully sighed, getting an eye roll from both Namjoon and Hoseok. 
    You watched Jin move around the kitchen for a few more minutes, “Why are you baking so much?” You asked. Jin lifted his head to look at you, giving you a small smile. “Gukkie’s coming home from the academy!” He exclaimed excitedly. After hanging out with all of them for more that a month, you came to realize that “Jeongguk” “Guk” and “Gukkie” was the same person. “The academy?” You questioned. 
     “Yeah! He had to go for his yearly training, but some seniors asked him to help train the rookies, so he stayed. He’s coming home today!” Jin continued his ministrations as you let out an “ohh” understanding why you’ve heard so much about Jeongguk but he never seemed to be around, even if Yoongi said him, Jimin, and Taehyung used to go to the arcade often. 
     You let out a sigh, laying your head down on top of Taehyung’s lap, closing your eyes. You failed to see the red that painted Taehyung’s face or the way he looked up to everyone else to see if they were seeing what he was seeing. They were. And you all wished they were Taehyung right now. Hoseok pouted, Jimin gave Taehyung a sly smirk. The eldest looking at your tired form with soft worry. They knew you had a long night; it was written all over your face. 
    You don’t know when you drifted off to sleep, but you were awoken with a start. The sound of happy cheers pulled you out of the sleep realm, Taehyung running his hand through your hair to ground you. You looked up with dreary eyes, burying your face into Taehyung’s stomach in an attempt to hang onto the threads of sleep that were slowly slipping through your fingers. 
     “Sorry,” Taehyung whispered to you, feeling his heart pound against his ribcage at how cute you looked. But his efforts of lulling you back to dream land were thwarted and Jimin dragged you off the couch, rambling something about Guk and backs. You didn’t know, you could barely stand at this point. 
     “Guk! Meet Y/n!” Jimin chipped while you rubbed the sleep out of your eyes. You opened your eyes to see a tall man with brown hair like Jins. He had brown eyes like the others, but his skin was tan like Namjoon’s, a little lighter, probably because of working out in the sun. 
    He gave you a shy smile that showed off his bunny like teeth. “H-Hello,” He stuttered out, the tips of his ears reddening. “Hi, nice to finally meet you,” You smiled sleepily, leaning your head on Jimin’s shoulder for support. “You too... You’re very pretty,” He chuckled out nervously, his bluntness caught you off guard. “Thank you,” You giggled, cheeks heating up before he got whisked away by his hyungs so they could catch up. 
    Jin stuffed Jeongguk full of the food he made while Jimin and Taehyung pulled him into annoying Yoongi. It was amusing to watch how well he reintegrated into their group, like he wasn’t gone for 3 months. The boys fit together so easily and naturally, like a perfect ecosystem in play. You wondered if you could get to that point with them. 
    Jeongguk was obviously influenced by his hyungs a lot. He had the love for superheros like Hoseok, the mischief of Jimin and Taehyung. He was physically built like Namjoon put had a soft nature like Yoongi, The only influence that wasn’t overtly obvious was Jin, but you could see the subtle caregiver tendencies like putting extra food on Yoongi’s plate. 
    All 8 of you talked over dinner, everyone else trying to push Jeongguk to talk to you. Which you did. Jeongguk told you about his time as a police officer and some of the odd stories that came along with it. The others occasionally butting in to embarrass him. 
    By the end of the night, Jeongguk and you had gotten to know each other well, with the help of the other, as all 8 of you feel asleep in Namjoon’s living room. Infinity War playing on the tv. You laid on Jeongguk’s shoulder and he laid his head on top of yours; the others cooing at the two of you. 
That was 2 years ago.
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     It was a normal day in Bangtan. Sunny, clear skies, and a whole lot of ruckus. The boys decided to visit you for the day, saying that they needed a day to hangout with everyone together. You didn’t mind though; you were more than used to the impromptu visits that any (or all) of them would make to your house. 
    Jimin, Tae, and Guk were sat in your living room playing a game of Mario Kart while Yoongi and Jin helped you make dinner. Hobi and Joon talking to the three of you while they sat around your kitchen island. “Alright, Hobi. Time lords were right on the line. Purple alien dilf? Crossing it,” You laughed, cutting up some radish for the kimchi Jin planned to make with you tomorrow. 
    Hoseok gasped, while Namjoon wheezed with his forehead on the counter. “Okay I’ve heard a lot of things about Thanos. Purple alien dilf is a new one,” He cackled, his lips stretching into the heart-shaped smile that make your face hot. “She’s not wrong,” Yoongi shrugged, throwing some beef into an already prepped pan. “Just because she’s right doesn’t mean she should say it!” Guk called from the living room, obviously hearing every word that was spoken despite him being in another room. 
    You giggled, offering a piece of carrot to Hoseok and one to Namjoon when he whined about you picking favorites. In these past 2 years you’ve grown to really care about the boys who slipped into your life so abruptly, some more oddly than others. (Cough. Yoongi.) But they all just stayed. Every day you would learn more about all of them and they would learn more about you. I mean, you wouldn’t have guessed that Jin loved stuffed animals. But he does. 
    The only problem that came with leaning more about them was slowly turning that care into admiration. What you're trying to avoid saying is the word “love” because you refuse to let yourself feel something that could be detrimental to the carefully crafted friend dynamic all of you have built. But deep down you knew that what you felt for them was anything but platonic. 
   Friends don’t want to cuddle with each other under the stars. Friends don’t look at each other's lips and think about how soft they’d be against your own. Friends don’t think about living in a house together and eventually growing old while you watch your kids carry on your legacy. Friends don’t do or think about that. 
    However, it’s not that you have a crush on one of them. It’s all of them. That’s what confuses you and makes you push your feelings away. How was that possible? Loving all of them? How was is possible to think about getting morning kisses from both Jin and Joon? Was is weird to think about holding hands with both Jimin and Jeongguk while you went to go meet up with Taehyung for a quadruple date? What would they say if they found out you thought about having a picnic out at that clearing with Yoongi, Hoseok, and Holly by your side under the tree while the others play around? The possibility of them being grossed out by you was scary. So you suppressed your emotions.
     You ignored the way you would shiver when their skin brushed yours. You suppress the dreamy sighs every time you got stuck in a daydream. You forced a smile whenever jealously would bubble up in your stomach at the sight of other happy couples, wishing you could have what they have, but with all of your best friends. 
    “Our 2 year anniversary is tomorrow,” Yoongi spoke up randomly, very in character for him. “Random,” Hoseok snorted. “2 year anniversary?” Yoongi nodded, not taking his attention off of the cooking meat. “2 years since Y/n became our friend. We should celebrate,” Yoongi suggested, getting hums of agreement from the rest of the boys. “Wait a minute, I met you all on different days. Except Hobi and Jin. So technically there’s no date to pinpoint,” You pointed out. 
    But Yoongi merely chuckled, turning to you with a gummy smile. “I’m saying that the day you met Guk is the day that we all became friends,” Yoongi declared. “I don’t see why not,” Taehyung spoke up from behind you suddenly, wrapping his arms around your waist. You had to swallow the squeal that threatened to spill out of your mouth. “Maybe we can go to that clearing you and Yoongi are always seeking off to,” Guk said. 
    There was no room for arguments apparently since all of them eagerly agreed and they even gave you puppy eyes so you physically couldn’t say no. Soon enough, Yoongi and Jin switched to prepping food for tomorrow while Hoseok and Guk went to Hoseok’s mart to get some snacks. Namjoon pulled you away from the kitchen with the excuse, “We need to pick books to read tomorrow,” which made you playfully roll your eyes since Namjoon has raided your book collection 2 times already. 
    But you indulged them, letting them do their own things for tomorrow until eventually nightfall came and they had to go home. “We’ll pick you up and 8!” Hoseok called to you as they walked down your driveway. You watched them go from the doorway, heart in your throat as you thought about how amazing they were. 
    The youngest were always willing to cheer you up whenever you needed it. Yoongi was a shoulder to cry on. Namjoon and Jin were overprotective caregiver types that made your heart swoon. Hoseok could always whisk you away from stress and worries by distracting your overactive brain with silly movies and late night rendezvous star gazing. You wanted to cross that line between lovers and friends so bad. But you couldn’t. Because it was all or nothing and you’d never choose. 
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    “Holly!” You cheered as the 8 of you broke through the tree line into the familiar clearing where the cheerful wolf was waiting for you. He always seemed to be waiting for you. Holly tackled you onto the ground, nuzzling his head into the crook of your neck before he got up and playfully jumped around you. 
“I still can’t believe you domesticated a wolf, Yoongi,” Jin commented.
“I didn’t,” 
    At this point everyone learned to shrug off Yoongi’s weird speech blips, filing them down as “Random Yoongi Things,” in your brains. Soon, a blanket was set up underneath the sturdy oak tree, you and Yoongi laying down on it, basking in the sun rays that peaked through the leaves. Jeongguk and Taehyung were playing with Holly while Namjoon read and the other three ate, the atmosphere one of comfort and content. 
     “You’ve been thinking about something recently,” Yoongi spoke up from beside you, turning his head to look at you. “You know everything, don’t you, Yoongs?” You snickered. continuing to watch the clouds blow by. “I’m serious Y/n. You seem... resistant. Are we making you uncomfortable or something?” He asked, looking at you with slight worry. “No... It’s not you,” You sighed, turning to look back at Yoongi. 
“Is it work? You know Jin told you about overworking yourself,”
“Nono, please don’t get eomma Jin over here,” You laughed, getting a chuckle from Yoongi.
“Then what’s up? You know you can talk to me about anything.”
    Anything? You thought. How am I supposed to admit to you that I’m in love with seven men when I can barely admit that to myself? You wanted to keep your mouth shut. You wanted to turn away and change the subject to the cloud shaped like a pizza roll, but you were trapped in the sparkling brown of Yoongi’s mocha eyes.
    Just as you opened your mouth, a giggly Jimin tackled you. He hugged you close, hiding you away from everyone else. “Chim!” You giggled, trying your best to wiggle out of his grasp. Soon, Jeongguk and Taehyung joined in on the dog pile, making sure not to crush you but also not afraid to wrestle you a little bit. “Hey! Cut it out! You’ll hurt her!” Jin spoke up in his eomma voice, successfully getting them to stop. 
    Your earlier conversation with Yoongi is forgotten as all 7 of them pass you around for a day full of them. You play with Holly and the youngest, then Namjoon sits and reads with you, Jin makes sure you eat, why you take a quick power nap on Hoseok’s lap, missing the very serious conversation they had with each other. 
“But what if your wrong Yoongi? What is she doesn’t want to be with all of us,” Jeongguk whined.
“She does, I can feel it,”
     “Yoongi, we’re your best friends and you do have freakishly good intuition. But Jeongguk’s right, What if you’re wrong and she leaves?” Hoseok sighed, petting your hair unconsciously. “Trust me, it has to turn out like this,” Yoongi declared. “Or what? The world will end? Yoongi, sometimes I wish you’d speak less like a story narrator,” Taehyung snorted, earning an eye roll. 
“Okay so, we all decided to man up and ask, problem is, how do we do that?” Namjoon questioned, an awkward silence following after.
“We just... Ask...” Jin suggested.
“Brilliant plan Jin. 10/10.” Jimin said sarcastically. 
“I’m serious! What if we sit her down and just talk out our feelings?”
“That could work, alright that’s the plan,” Namjoon settled, the rest of them nodding and planning what they wanted to say in their minds. 
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    You rubbed the sleep out of your eyes, looking at the men who were lined up, sitting next to each other in front of you. “Okay, so. What’s going on?” You sleepily drawled, letting out a yawn. “We have something to tell you,” Namjoon choked out, fiddling with his hands. “Alright, go on,” You pressed, giving them your undivided attention. 
    Nobody spoke up, all of them either avoiding eye contact or finding the blanket really interesting. Suddenly they all blurted something out at the same time, looking at each other before trying again and doing the same things a second time. “Oh for goodness sake,” Yoongi groaned, lurching forward to connect his lips with yours.
    You gasped, eyes wide as the feeling of Yoongi’s soft lips clashed with yours. Your eyes eventually fell closed as you savored the feeling of Yoongi’s tongue dancing with your own, him sucking in your bottom lip, giving it a bite as you let out a small whimper. Your body felt feverish as your mind turned into slush. Nothing but the smack of your tongues and the warmth of his plush lips filled your thoughts as everything was solely just Yoongi. 
    “Yoongi! We were supposed to talk, not show!” Jimin complained, tugging at Yoongi’s sweatshirt. Yoongi reluctantly pulled away, giving you a chance to gasp for air, eyes lidded as both Yoongi and Jimin looked down at you with admiration in their eyes. “W-Wha..?” You gasped out, mind still struggling to pull itself back from the depths of passion. 
    Namjoon pushed them both to the side and he cupped your face in his hands. You leaned into his touch, looking up at him with flushed cheeks and swollen lips. “What we wanted to say was... We... We really like you. All of us. All seven. And I know it’s not the most traditional thing ever but we really want to be with you, all of us.” Namjoon spluttered out, trying his best to get his point across.
“How do you feel about seven boyfriends?” Jin asked over his shoulder.
     “Sounds like heaven,” You sighed, feeling like a weight had been lifted off of your shoulders. All of them broke out in smiles, pulling you into a big group hug full of kisses and sweet words that promised to take care of you and be the best boyfriends they could be. Soon, the enthusiastic hug settled more into a cuddle, all of you eventually laying down on the blanket, looking at the setting sun. 
      You slowly felt sleep clawing at your body, the eventful day mixed with the secure warmth of the cacoon the boys wrapped you in. “Does this mean we can hold hands, kiss, and cuddle now?” You spoke up hopefully. “Absolutely” Hoseok sighed, pulling you closer to him. “Um... Y/n?” Jin spoke up. “Hmm?” You hummed with your eyes closed. “Is... Is that normal?” He asked and you opened your eyes to see him pointing down at your necklace. Which was now glowing. 
From that day your life got a lot weirder.
And Yoongi made a lot more sense.
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Ch 28- Crossbones
Summary: The Avengers uncover the identity of the mysterious Crossbones and mount a mission to apprehend him in Lagos.
Warnings: Bad language, Smut! (NSFW, Under 18s) Bad Language words.
Pairing: Steve Rogers x OFC Katie Stark
A/N: NEW BANNER ALERT @angrybirdcr​ has made a DOOZY for the Civil War part of the Story.
Disclaimer: This is a pure work of fiction and classified as 18+. Please respect this and do not read if you are underage. I do not own any characters in this series bar Katie Stark and the other OCs. By reading beyond this point you understand and accept the terms of this disclaimer.
Chapter 27
Stark Spangled Banner Masterlist // Main Masterlist
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January 2016
“Are you sure this isn’t a team call?” Katie asked Steve, watching as he picked up his shield.
“No.” He shook his head firmly as they walked down the corridor.  “We don’t even know if he will be there.”
“But…”
“Katie, stop!” Steve chuckled, pushing the door open to enter the hangar. “We’ll be fine. This is intelligence gathering, I’ve no intention of heading straight off after this guy, not until we find out what his play is.”
“His play is arms trading.” Nat interjected dryly as she appeared at the side of the jet.
“Which we are going to gather intelligence on.” Steve looked at her sternly “Nothing more.”
Katie bit her lip, she wasn’t convinced.
“We’ll be fine.” Steve continued, putting both his hands on her shoulders before he deftly changed the subject. “Don’t you have an interview to be getting ready for?”
He watched as the gentle smile spread across her face, a surge of pride flooding his system. She’d recently found out that the author of one of the books SIP had published last year had worked their way onto the Pulitzer Nominee list for fiction. The book itself held a plot centred around a War Veteran and the letters he wrote to his girl back home, and she’d roped Steve into helping the author keep it as factually correct as possible, something he had found strangely nostalgic yet enjoyable. Upon publishing it had flown off the shelves, the original five hundred copies went within three hours causing a mad scramble for a second run and downloads had been off the scale. Other than the Thrombey book they had published, it was their biggest seller to date, shifting almost half a million copies in a month, and with a foreword from Steve Rogers, critics had raved about how poignant it was.
Whilst it hadn’t won the prize, simply being a nominee was an honour in itself according to Katie. The Publicists at SIP had arranged for the author to be interviewed in a few newspapers and magazines along with one of them also requesting Katie, to discuss the launch of her new charity The March Foundation, which would sit alongside Tony and Pepper’s latest initiative- The September Foundation, but instead of focusing on inventors and science, it would instead be centred around authors and the arts.
The name was a play on words, not only being another month to compliment Tony’s, but also to honour both the War Based fiction that had inspired it and the man who had saved her life as March was the month of Bucky’s birth. A decision that had really touched Steve.
She took a deep breath and sighed, as she eyed Natasha heading up the ramp into the jet.
“Just be careful…”
“I’m always careful.” Steve kissed her gently.
“Liar.” She mumbled against his lips. He grinned and pulled back, pecking her mouth once more before he started up the ramp. He paused at the top and turned to face her. “We’ll be back late tonight. Don’t wait up.”
“I won’t!” she teased.
He flashed her another smile and then he hit the button and the ramp started to close. A loud siren told Katie that the hangar door was opening and that was her cue to leave. She headed back over to the steps at the side, leading up to the mezzanine, and as she watched through the window she saw the jet fly out of the side and over the frosty compound grounds. It up through the clouds and gone from sight before she had reached the double doors at the top.
The base was a hive of activity already, despite it being little after seven am. Katie was heading for an hour or so in the gym before her day began properly. She stuck her Bluetooth headphones in, selected the usual work out play-list and began to run on the treadmill, slowly at first to ease herself in- she was a little bit stiff and sore from her sparring session with Natasha yesterday. Nat had really upped the ante on Katie over the last month or so, which was good as Katie was now pretty much on a par with her when it came hand to hand, something Steve had been completely astonished to see after walking in on the two women just as his wife floored Natasha with a well-placed leg swipe the red head didn’t see coming. 
Forty minutes later, Katie swapped to the rower to finish off, and was approximately half way through the three-kilometre distance when her music cut off and the screen to the right of the machine switched over from the play-list to a visual of Rhodey.
“Hey Kiddo,” He smiled as she stopped rowing to look at him. “Sorry to interrupt, but we’ve had a sensor trip on the outer perimeter of the facility.”
“You send someone out there?” She frowned, catching her breath as she picked up the bottle of water that was to her right.
“Yeah, Sam is currently out there looking for it, just thought, well seeing as Cap and Nat are out, you’re technically the one in charge so…”  
She let out a snort as she swallowed a mouth full of her drink.  Being third in command was something she didn’t really care for, knowing full well it was Steve’s way giving her some kind of authority over simply being the Captain’s Wife, but she’d accepted the gesture simply because he’d been so excited when he had asked her she couldn’t refuse.
“Okay, I’ll go and check it out. “
Standing up she left the gym and moved quickly to the armoury, grabbing a gun, a coms piece and a fleece jacket before quickly making her way outside.
“What’s going on up there, Sam?” Rhodey spoke in her ear as she walked into the cold air, spotting Sam circling above.
“I’m at the location of the sensor trip, but I’m not seeing anything.” He said. “Oh, hang on…”
“What is it?” Katie asked, watching him as he circled above her.
“Roof top…”
“Gimme a lift?” 
Sam swooped down from the clear, winter sky and she grabbed his arm as he effortlessly pulled her up, dropping them both onto the flat roof of one of the buildings.
“I can see you.” Sam called out loudly as they landed.
Katie frowned, as she didn’t know what Sam was talking about until out of nowhere a man in a red and silver suit, with an insect like helmet suddenly appeared. Katie cocked her gun and aimed it at him.
“Who the hell are you?” she questioned. As they watched the man started to awkwardly introduce himself to Sam, his mask lifted to reveal a shaky smile as he waved.
“Hi, I’m Scott. I know who you are, obviously, you’re Katie Stark, I mean Rogers…” Scott started trying to hold back his enthusiasm and motioning towards Sam and Katie with a chuckle. "I’m a big fan.”
"Appreciate it. But like the lady asked, who the hell are you?” Sam echoed Katie’s earlier sentiments.
“I’m Ant-Man.” Scott or Ant-Man answered confidently. Sam and Katie shared an incredulous look and Katie mouthed the name back to him and he shrugged. Katie lowered her gun slightly.
“Wanna tell me what you want?” She questioned Ant-Man as the man tried to explain why the two Avengers hadn’t heard of him.
Scott pointed towards a building to their left, maintaining eye contact with Katie as he spoke “I was hoping I could grab a piece of technology. Just for a few days, then I’d return it. I need it to, uh, save the world- you know how that is.”
“Yeah, we know exactly how that is,” Sam said to Scott and Katie felt her mouth twitching into a grin.
“What piece of technology, and what do you mean saving the world?” she asked.
“I’d love to tell you but Hank Pym said never to trust a Stark.” The man called Scott, or Ant-Man was almost apologetic. “Even though you’re technically a Rogers now.”
Katie frowned, she’d never heard of a Hank Pym before, but that was irrelevant now. Sam gave a sigh besides her and stepped forwards.
“We’ve located the breach.” he spoke “Bringing him in…”
“I’m really sorry about this.” Scott rushed out and as Sam reached out to him he vanished.
“What the…” Katie spun round and felt something hit her, hard in the back. She fell forward onto the gravelled surface of the roof before rolling onto her back, gun raised again just in time to see Sam flying backwards off the edge, tumbling through the air and grappling with something whilst flying over the lawns of the facility.
Katie could do nothing but stand and watch from her vantage point as Sam continued to wrestle with, then shoot at the man who could shrink and grow seemingly at will. And if she was completely honest, it was kind of entertaining to watch.
“This guy would actually be pretty useful.” Katie mused into the coms, trying but failing to hide the amusement in her voice “Are you recording this? For future, recruitment purposes obviously.”
“All over it.” Rhodey responded, a slight chuckle punctuating his confirmation.
It was when the two men crashed into the storage unit that Ant-Man had wanted to break into in the first place that she started to get concerned.
“Err do we have cameras in there?” she questioned Rhodey.
“Uh… negative.” Rhodey answered after a short pause.
“Shit.” Running to the side of the roof she scaled down the metal ladder at the side, dropping the last eight feet or so, landing gently before she ran towards the storage building. At that point Sam came crashing backwards through the metal door and Katie flung her arms up to shield her face from the debris before glancing up. Sam’s flight pattern was jerky and off and he was gripping at his pack on his back.
“He’s in my pack!” Sam shouted before he landed hard in the dirt and with a groan, pulled himself into a standing position, yanking off his goggles.
“You okay?” Katie asked as she ran over to him.
“Yeah, fine…” He sighed before he looked at her. “You know, it’s really important to me that Cap never finds out about this.”
Katie grinned and the pair of them scouted around but to no avail, there was no sign of Ant-Man, or Scott anywhere. Katie instructed Rhodey to get the door fixed and lock it down again and said she would speak to Tony to find out what was in there. Sam was luckily not hurt, just a slight bruising to his pride so Katie left him at the lab with Lawson to look at making the repairs to his pack before she headed off to get changed.
*****
Steve and Natasha landed in Sadove, Crimea and were instantly greeted by the man who was leading the investigation into the raid on the local police station. The last three out of six hits the guy had made had been on small, local outfits with less resistance than the other places he had hit but that was hardly surprising. The former SHIELD base he had hit in Mexico had been heavily guarded, which made Steve think that he had perhaps suffered losses to his team which was making him rethink his strategy. As Natasha chatted to the man in his local language, Steve hung back before the man nodded to Natasha and strode towards him.
“Captain Rogers.” he said, English thick with accent “Inspector Chernov.”
Steve shook the man’s hand “Pleasure to meet you in person Inspector.”
“So you are interested in the man who raided our local station?” “He’s been on our radar for a while.” Steve said, choosing his words carefully “But we don’t have much to go on.” “Well, I’m not sure we can help but I can take you down there and you can see for yourself.” Steve nodded. “That would be great, thanks.”
It wasn’t a long drive, and once they arrived Steve and Natasha were allowed to wander round the scene undisturbed, providing they didn’t interfere with the police and teams already swamping the area. Their search showed them nothing new and they moved to watching the CCTV which the Authorities had refused to send them. They could have hacked into it, but Steve was keen to keep the tentatively growing communication lines with Crimea and Russia as amicable as possible, especially in the light of Sokovia. The Avengers were not a political party, so by remaining respectful of their requests to meet only in person he hoped it went someway to proving they were here to help and had no ulterior motives.
As such they sat in the mobile control centre, scanning the CCTV. Steve watched the footage and sighed.
“This isn’t HYDRA.” Nat concluded and Steve agreed.
“I know, it’s not their MO. This guy is too haphazard.” Steve pondered. “Just wondering why, considering how well organised he is, he is leaving so much devastation behind.”
“Minimum effort leaving maximum casualties.” Natasha said, watching the footage “He simply doesn’t care who he takes out.” “Well he’s hardly gonna care about that if he’s dealing black market arms.” Steve sighed.
They watched the footage some more and Steve held his hand up to Natasha to play it at normal speed when they reached the bit where the key perps were on screen.
“What’s he doing?” He frowned, looking at Crossbones. The man was stood in the middle of the room, looking around.
“He’s scanning for Cameras.” Nat answered as they both watched. 
There was something familiar about the way the man walked and held himself, but Steve couldn’t quite place it. As they continued the footage, Crossbones located the camera they were watching through and looked directly up at it, pulling his mask up a little to reveal his mouth, clearly saying something.
“Can you enhance that?” Steve asked. Natasha tapped at it.
It zoomed in on the man and Natasha spoke “looks like something about it being personal…”
She held her phone up to the footage and then pressed something, and the phone spoke to her in a robotic voice.
“Big Guy…I just want you to know, this aint personal.” Steve’s gut clenched. The last time he had heard those words were in an elevator in the Triskelion.
“Rogers?” Natasha looked at him, noticing the nerve which was twitching in his jaw “What is it? Does that mean something to you?”
“In a fashion.” He turned to face her. “It’s Rumlow.”
****** The interviews went well and once the photos etc were done Katie and Tony retreated to the living area of the Tower for a well-earned drink as they put the final touches of their tour together. They were to start visiting various Universities across the US to roll out their foundation grants. To ease them both in gently, the first University they were going to was Columbia, so not far from home. Tony and Pepper would be presenting and discussing to students within the School of Engineering and Applied Sciences and Katie in the School of the Arts for Students on the Writing Programme.
Their chatter moved from work to Tony asking how the Compound was going, and Katie remembered the events of that morning.
“You ever heard of a bloke called Hank Pym?” she asked suddenly.
Tony paused for a moment, frowning at her sudden change of subject, but something stirred in his mind. “The name rings a bell, hang on…FRIDAY, search all files reference Hank Pym.” He instructed, tapping at something on his tablet.
After a few seconds something flashed up in the corner of the screen.
“Yeah, here you go.” He pressed another button causing the image to reflect in front of them as a hologram. “He worked with Dad and SHIELD on a programme called Project GOLIATH.”
“What the hell was that?” Katie asked, taking a pull from her bottle.
“A research programme into some kind of Nano particle.” Tony said as the pair of them simultaneously ran through the information on the screen.
“Ahhhh.” Katie nodded, “makes sense…” “What does?”
Katie explained about the encounter with Scott and Tony gave a hum of agreement. 
“That could actually be kinda useful.”
“I know.” she agreed “But he vanished after he got whatever he wanted. Any thoughts on what it could be?”
“That facility holds a load of crap that was Dad’s” Tony said simply “Could be anything.”
“Well, nothing we could see was missing, but it might be worth you taking a look.” she suggested.
He shrugged “I can do, but there was nothing remotely dangerous in there. Was just a load of old signal jammers and code breakers we don’t really need anymore.”
“Well, I did try and ask what him what it was he wanted, you know, on account of him saying he was saving the world, maybe we could have helped with that, being the Avengers and all, but he simply turned round and said ‘Hank Pym told me never to trust a Stark’.”
She drained her bottle of beer as Tony did the same and he stood up, taking the empties to retrieve 2 more from the fridge.
“Clearly one of many in the long line of people dad pissed off.” Tony rolled his eyes as he popped the lids, before he sighed “I’m actually surprised no one tried to kill him before, you know, he rammed their car into a tree.”
Katie looked at her brother and swallowed. Tony had no idea how close to the truth he was.
“Sorry.” he slid the beer across the bar, mistaking her guilty silence for one of upset “That was out of order.”
“For all his faults I don’t think Dad was a bad man.” Katie spoke quietly “And he did love us.”
“I know.” Tony nodded, squeezing her hand.
She stayed for another drink and then headed home. She had checked in with Sam before heading back to their apartment and she was settled on the couch with a glass of wine when Steve called.
“Hey Soldier.” she said, smiling at the screen as she flicked the phone to project the image in front of her, muting the TV.
“Hey Darlin’.” He smiled back
“So, how was it?” she asked
“Well we got the intel.” 
“Solid?”
“Pretty solid yeah.” Natasha spoke, appearing by his side. “We think we know who he is anyway.” “Who?”
Steve sighed. “It’s Rumlow.” “What?” Katie spluttered into her wine glass. “Are you sure?”
“Oh pretty sure.” Steve nodded. “He left me a clear message.”
“Steve recognised him on the Video so I ran a crosscheck.” Nat picked up. “Turns out he was listed as severely injured and was taken to the hospital. After that, our trail runs cold.” 
“Until now.” Katie sighed.
“We’ve also got a list of his associates, some known faces he’s been seen with.” Steve shrugged “So we’re putting out an alert.”
“Doesn’t give us much to go on though.” Katie rubbed at her temples.
“When have we ever had much to go on?” Natasha asked and Katie shrugged
“Fair point.” she conceded as Natasha moved off out of sight.
“So how has your day been?” Katie looked back at Steve as he spoke.
“Not bad actually.” she said, “Interviews went well, oh, and we had a bit of an incident at base before.” “Incident?” he frowned, “What kind of incident?”
“Attempted break in, nothing major.”
“Everyone ok?”
“Yeah, honestly it was no big deal, I’ll fill you in on when you get home. For the rest of the day once the interviews were done Tony and I drank beer.”
“Sounds pretty productive.” Steve raised an eyebrow, smile playing on his lips.
“Beer is always productive.” Katie informed him and he chuckled.
“We’ll be airborne in thirty minutes and then we should be home in about four hours.” He said, as Katie looked at her watch. It was almost 8:30 pm. 
“Alright, I’ll see you soon.”
“Love you.”
“And you.” She blew him a kiss and cut the call with a yawn. She was tired. Really tired, so she headed off for a bath. After soaking and listening to music for forty minutes she dried off and shoved on one of Steve’s T-shirts before climbing into bed and laying there for a moment, flicking through the TV channels. She settled on an episode of Family Guy and snuggled down into the large bed, wrapping herself in the soft covers. It always felt odd sleeping without Steve being there. Sometimes she quite enjoyed being able to starfish in the middle of the Emperor sized bed but tonight she wasn’t enjoying being alone.
****
Steve was whacked when they arrived home. Bidding good night to Natasha, instead of changing in the armoury he headed straight back and let himself into their quarters. Crossing the hallway he made his way into the bedroom he paused, a gentle smile spreading on his face. Illuminated in the light from the hallway he could see Katie was curled up in the middle of the bed, using his pillow as a hugging buddy. He quietly crossed the room and perched on the bed, stripping off his boots and uniform top. He paused slightly as Katie stirred and he turned to look at her, gently brushing her hair of her face. He glanced down at the freckles he knew by memory, long thick lashes, soft pink lips, that familiar Stark nose…she looked so peaceful asleep.
She stirred again, and that nose he adored wrinkled in the way it did when she was waking up and she cracked an eye open before her face split into a smile at the sight of her husband.
“Hey.”
“Hey, baby girl.” He smiled, his hand cupping her cheek. “Sorry, didn’t mean to wake you”
“It’s Okay.” She yawned, leaning into his touch.
“Did I tell you how beautiful you are?” He asked, and through the tiny sliver of light coming from the hallway Katie could see his eyes were full of their usual warmth.
“I don’t think you did today, no.”
“Well in that case, you’re beautiful” He smiled and she chuckled slightly as he dropped a soft kiss on her head. “I’m gonna take a shower and then I’ll be right with you.”
She watched him appreciatively as he stood up and pulled his compression-shirt over his head, leaving him bare form the waist up as he headed into the en-suite. For a moment she was tempted to join him, but then decided against it, laying back onto her side, dozing.
It wasn’t long before the bed dipped and she felt him slide under the covers next to her. She turned over to snuggle up into the crook of his shoulder, her head laying on his chest.
“So, you wanna tell what the incident was today?” he asked, his right hand reaching up to play with the strands of her hair that fell over her shoulder.
“Oh yeah.” she grinned before she launched into an explanation about Scott-slash-Ant Man. He fell silent for a moment but in the end came to the same conclusion as Tony had, there was nothing in there that was dangerous so they just needed to remain vigilant.
“Yeah, well Sam seemed to be taking vigilant to the extreme as he’s already been on the phone to numerous contracts, trying to track him down.” she said “I think he’s a bit annoyed the guy basically kicked his ass. Rhodey caught it all on video but Sam told me never to tell you about it. He’s taken it quite personally.” “I’m not surprised, he had his ass kicked.” Steve sniggered. “Where do I get a copy of the CCTV?”
Katie grinned, “I have it on my phone, Rhodey sent it to me.”
“Play it.” he instructed.
“What now?” “Yes, right now.” he nodded, moving so he was sat up, jolting her off his chest.
“No Sam will kill me!” she laughed, propping herself up on her elbow
“Screw Sam!” he snorted “He plays those damned Phys Ed videos every chance he gets.”
“That’s true.” Katie pondered “Ok, hang on…”
She turned, reaching over for the phone and the TV remote. Blinking at the sudden light, once her eyes were accustomed to the change she pressed a few buttons on her phone and beamed the footage to the TV on the wall. She had to admit, it looked even funnier from the video play back than it had when she had been there.
Steve let out a huge, genuine laugh, his head thrown back, banging against the headboard, arm clutched across his chest as he laughed, and laughed.
“I’m so showing that at our next briefing.” he said, wiping tears of mirth from his eyes.
“You can’t…” “Oh, I can!”
****
The next morning the pair of them made their way to the briefing room both munching on a piece of toast and each carrying a mug of coffee. It was early, before 8, but Steve wanted the team to be prepared. Everyone filed into the room along with some good humoured grumbling about the time before they dropped into their preferred seats and looked to the front of the room.
“I know it’s early and I’m sorry…” Steve held his hands up, looking round at the team assembled in front of him “But this is important.”
“More important than sleep?” Sam yawned.
Steve ignored him. “Alright, here’s what we already know.”  Steve began to explain how they believed Rumlow to be Crossbones, the masked man who had been causing a whole lot of chaos in the wake of what happened at the Triskelion. Katie knew he was annoyed at himself for not realising he had survived sooner, but even if they had, they’d so much going on, not to mention Ultron had been a much bigger threat in the immediate future
"He’s been targeting former SHIELD labs and police stations all over the country and selling products on the black market.” Natasha spoke.
“Police stations?” Katie asked.
“We think he suffered heavy losses at the raid prior to the last three, so he’s going for easier targets whilst he regroups.” Natasha answered.
“Still no intel on who his buyers are?” Wanda asked.
“No.” Steve shook his head, “He seems to have become an independent terrorist, and doesn’t appear to be working for anyone”
“Our recon yesterday told us that Rumlow seems to be operating with this guy.” Natasha explained as the photos flashed up “He’s known as the Black Mamba…” “Black Mamba?” Wanda deadpanned. “Cross Bones and Black Mamba?”
“NATO has every available pair of eyes out looking for them.”  Steve ignored Wanda and looked at Rhodey.
“Soon as they break cover, we’ll know.” Rhodey nodded
“So then what?” Sam frowned
“More recon?” Katie asked
Steve looked at his wife and nodded. “Possibly, but for now we need to let intelligence do their job. But be prepared, when we get a lead I want to be ready to go.”
There were mumbles around the room and Steve let the team lead the discussion. Sam commented on the crap code names again, causing Wanda to laugh. Katie suggested they should compile a detailed profile on Rumlow, see if they could find a pattern to his behaviour, nodding to Vision. the AI had a knack for it as did Katie, so Steve and Natasha nodded, both agreeing it was a good idea.
“We need to be vigilant.” Steve instructed. “Keep our eyes open for anything that’s out of the ordinary.” He caught Katie’s eye, a wicked smirk crossed his face and she shook her head smiling as he continued “Speaking of which…FRIDAY, play the video”
“Certainly Captain Rogers.” The pictures of Rumlow and Black Mamba disappeared from the screen and suddenly the footage of Sam spiralling through the air started to play. The room started to snigger as Sam looked at Katie who held her hands up in an “it wasn’t me!” gesture.
“Oh come on Man!” He groaned as the room gleefully watched the film, laughter ringing round the room.
******
The next four months ticked by with no further information on Rumlow. They pulled together a potted history which tracked the hospital he had been in, when he had escaped (the local authorities had been searching for him for ages since he threatened his nurse upon waking before violently breaking out) his movements since (ones they knew about and some they hadn’t) but it didn’t give them anything new.
Katie and Tony were buried deeply in their Foundation work, which was taking up a lot of Katie’s time so she wasn’t as close to the investigations as she could have been. Steve was fine with that though, the further away she was from Rumlow frankly the better, but he still made sure she was involved with what they had found and she attended the briefings as best she could when she wasn’t travelling the country. Steve’s chest burst with pride every time he saw his girl on the news, in papers, as the press seemed to be lavishing praise upon the siblings for what they were doing. 
Then, one day in the middle of May, they struck gold when one of the Facial Recognition Alerts they had set up pinged to Black Mamba being spotted in a Lagos, Nigeria. As a result Steve had scrambled them all to attention as soon as he could, which was four am. But there were no complaints about the time, not when they knew this could be their chance to bring him in. They all pitched round the screen as Steve and Natasha identified the local police station that they suspected of him hitting, given where the FR had pinged several times.
“We think they are scoping this area.” Nat said, drawing a red circle round a part of the town.
Katie moved the screen with her fingers, enlarging the aerial shots as she looked at them, her analytical brain going ten to the dozen.
“Layout looks pretty standard.” she said, scanning the map, frowning slightly. Something was nagging at her. And as she looked, she realised what it was.
“What is it?” Steve asked, recognising the tone of her voice and frown on her face.
“The Science Institute.” She nodded towards the screen. “Big white building at the end of the road.”
“Biological weapons are big on the black market.” Sam cottoned on, nodding slightly.
“Yeah but his recent previous hits and our pattern analysis don’t give us any reason to believe that’s what he’s going to be aiming for.” Nat suggested
“You said yourself that you suspected he was going for easier targets whilst he regrouped.” Katie bit her lip. “What if he has?”
“We have to assume Rumlow will go for the police station, it’s the best intel we have.” Steve looked at her and he noticed the expression on Katie’s face as she crossed her arms and opened her mouth to argue. “But we should be vigilant, keep alert.”
She exchanged a glance with Sam, who simply shrugged
“We do this with stealth.” Steve continued, “I want us on the ground and out of sight, we need to catch him with as little fuss or danger to civilians as possible”
"Yeah, and with that in mind Viz you may need to sit this one out.” Nat tossed out and Vision nodded deprecatingly
“We’re still working on him blending in.” Wanda added.
“Same for you too Rhodey.” Steve looked at him “We need someone back here, we could be gone a few days.”
Rhodey nodded. “No problem Cap.” “Get what you need. Wheels up in twenty.” Steve dismissed everyone who immediately went their separate ways to prepare for the upcoming mission leaving Katie, Natasha and Steve alone
“You think she’s ready?” Natasha looked at Steve, nodding to Wanda. He took a deep breath, staring at the door through which she had just left with Vision.
“You say she’s been training hard.” He spoke after a moments pause, looking at Nat.
“Yeah, she has but her powers are still largely impacted by her emotions.”
“Aren’t everyone’s?” Katie asked. “I mean I’m angry or upset I fight harder, as you know.” “Yeah but,” Nat sighed “It isn’t the same, she can do a lot of damage.”
“We have the bare bones of a team as it is.” Steve shook his head and Katie looked down, feeling slightly guilty. She had discussed this with Steve, she wasn’t going. The Stark Foundation Tour had another few visits to Universities this week. Steve spotted the look on her face and he gently nudged her arm “That’s not a criticism honey…” “I know…” she bit her lip. Maybe she should postpone…
“Throw in the fact that this is the first full team mission we’ve had since Ultron and I don’t see any choice but to take Wanda” Steve shrugged, ending the conversation.
Nat took a deep breath and nodded “You’re right. And maybe being in an actual mission environment might help her gain some control, I mean practice makes perfect.”
“You trying to convince me or yourself?” he asked, eyeing her
“Both.” she drawled, heading out of the door.
Katie took a deep breath as Steve turned to her. “You best go.” she smiled softly. Steve bit his lip before he pulled her into an embrace, kissing her softly.
“I’ll call as soon as I can.” He promised, pressing his forehead to hers.
“Stay safe, please.” She whispered as he kissed the tip of her nose and hurried out of the door.
Once he was gone, Katie sank onto a chair, her head in her hands. She was torn, really torn. For the last year or so, post Ultron, they’d had a pretty quiet time of it, mopping up any stray Hydra operatives that strolled into their patch. But this, this was big. Was the Foundation really more important than putting a halt to whatever shitty plan Rumlow was trying to pull off? She was still an Avenger after all, she’d never quit that, and would never quit that.
She’d always be Supernova, whether she wanted to be or not.
“I’m gonna regret this.” She groaned to herself as she jumped up, and headed after the rest of the team.
*****
Steve, at first, had tried to argue against her coming but when Natasha had pointed out they could do with the support he had relented and the team had been bolstered by Supernova’s return to active duty.
Their support staff had done a great job on such a short time, and rented the group a four bedroomed apartment overlooking the street the Police Station was on. It wasn’t fancy, but it was the last place anyone would think would house Avengers. They spent their first day setting up a command centre, with coms links back to base and the next morning they began their recon.
The first two days were completely uneventful. No sign of Rumlow or any of his associates. Nat was the expert at covert ops and so she took the lead, directing them to all the right places coaching Wanda along the way and Steve was pleasantly surprised to see how well the younger girl took to the task, blending in with the locals. Katie took to observing from up high with Sam, her attention on the Biological Institute, unable to shake the nagging feeling she had about the place. She hadn’t mentioned it since their brief a few days ago, but Steve knew when she had an idea in her head she wouldn’t rest so he left her to it. Between them they had the area covered, which was good enough.
On the evening of the fourth day Wanda, Sam and Natasha headed out for a little undercover work in the bars at night, “So you guys can have a little undercover activity of your own” Sam teasingly stated, patting Steve on the back as he left, drawing an exasperated sigh from the Soldier. Nevertheless, the door had hardly clicked shut before Steve had his wife pinned up against a wall, hands wandering all over her body, lips and teeth clashing, her hand fisting in the slightly longer strands of hair at the top of his head as they’d furiously taken advantage of their first time alone in days.
The next morning Katie woke at about five-forty-five am and rolled over only to find the bed empty besides her. Steve could never rest when they were in the middle of a case like this. The clothes they had shed and left scattered all over the floor the night before were now folded and placed on top of the dresser, and she had to smile. Even now he was a total neat freak. Knowing full well where he would be she climbed out of the bed, pulled on Steve’s T-shirt and a pair of shorts before making her way into the dark corridor. She stopped in the doorway of the small dining room which was functioning as a makeshift office and sure enough, there he was, the lamp softly illuminated his handsome face as he flicked through a file, crease evident between his brows.
“Soldier, you’re up so early.” She said gently. Steve had heard her coming of course. Smiling softly, as he was always pleased to see her, he turned to face her as she crossed the room.
“Yeah, sorry, I woke about half an hour ago and couldn’t get back to sleep.”
“You know, I get that you’re fed up of just waiting but sitting here re-reading all this isn’t going to help you know.” Katie sighed, taking the file off him and dropping it onto the wooden table, before she perched on the edge.
“I know, it’s just so goddamned frustrating.” Steve ran his hand over his face. After pondering for a moment Katie stood up and walked behind the chair and placed her hands on his shoulders. He let out a groan of satisfaction and leaned back in his seat as she kneaded the muscles with her hands. She found a particularly bad spot just under his shoulder blade and began to push harder with her thumb. Steve, unable to decide if it was pleasurable or painful, made a little noise which was half way between the two.
“God your shoulders are so knotty.” Katie mused and he left out a breath through his nose moving his head to the side.
“Yeah well, I did a lot of exercise last night.” He quipped back as her hands continued to work at his shoulders.
“I’ll say.” She grinned. “You know that thing you did with your mouth is actually illegal in several countries.” “Good job we live in the land of the free.” His voice was low as he fully relaxed under her touch.  Katie carried on working at his muscles in silence for a moment, happy to let him bliss out. 
“So… answer me a question?” She spoke after a short while, rousing him a little, and he hummed, unable to bring himself to be bothered to talk.
“If you couldn’t sleep why didn’t you wake me to help you?” Her voice was loaded as she leaned forward to wind her arms around his neck, running her hands up and down his chest from behind. Steve loved it when she touched him like that which was why he pouted slightly when she pulled away, but the pout didn’t last long and a smirk crossed his face as Katie walked round to the front of his chair
“And how, exactly, would you have done that?” His hands moved to rest on her hips as she lowered herself so that she was straddling him. She slid one of her hands around the back of his head to tangle in his hair the other settling on his chest.
“Reckon I can think of a few ways.”  She smirked slyly before using her hand in his hair to pull him forward and connect their lips. Steve kissed her back immediately as one hand crept up the back of her top, the other on the side of her thigh, sliding up her shorts.
“Sleepy yet?” She murmured.
“Not exactly the word I would use.” Steve raised an eyebrow.
She grinned and then began to rock her hips on top of him grinding down on his growing hardness and he sighed slightly, kissing her harder as she pushed down again. With an automatic reaction he raised his hips, rocking up to meet her and this time she groaned as she could feel the friction of their clothes grinding against her clit. His hands were now firmly holding her hips underneath her, no, his top, and he sat forward so his mouth could cover the spot under her ear that drove her wild. With a soft sigh she titled her head to the side as he trailed kisses across her jaw until his mouth met her lips again. His hands reached down to grasp the hem of her top and he had just begun to slide it upwards when they were interrupted by a raspy voice.
“I thought all the making out fully clothed supposedly stopped when you reached the age of seventeen.” Natasha scoffed from the doorway. Katie looked up over Steve’s shoulder as he sighed, dropping his head onto her chest, letting out a groan of frustration.
“Don’t you know how to knock?” Katie sighed.
“Don’t you know how to lock a door?” She retorted, dryly.
“I take it this isn’t a social call?” Steve’s voice was muffled as he spoke into his wife’s chest, not bothering to move his head. Katie chuckled a little, her hand running through his hair.
“Half and half.” Natasha arched an eyebrow, “Unsociable hour it maybe but Wanda’s already up and wants breakfast, she was going to head out to the local bakery but I thought it might be an idea to start the re-con early.”
Steve’s head looked up to Katie’s as she shifted off his lap and straightened out her clothing and hair. Steve glanced down at his crotch and Katie raised an eyebrow slightly as he stood up and adjusted his sweats in an attempt to hide his slowly ebbing arousal before he turned to face the red head.
“Well, you’re the expert in this covert stuff.” He raised his brow. “What have you got in mind?”
*****
“All right, what do you see?” Steve was coaxing Wanda, as ever, to observe her surroundings, see and hear everything, on the job training he supposed you could call it.
Meanwhile, Katie glanced down from the rooftop on which Sam and her were currently stood, her scanners doing their usual work. No weapons spotted yet.
“Standard beat cops. Small station. Quiet street. It’s a good target” Wanda’s voice came through the ear piece Steve was wearing.
“There’s an ATM in the South Corner.” he replied “which means….”
“Cameras” Wanda said instantly.
“Both cross streets are one way.” He carried on
“So, compromised escape routes.”
“Means our guy doesn’t care about being seen, he isn’t afraid to make a mess on the way out.” Steve concluded. “You see that Range Rover halfway up the block?”
“Yeah, the red one? It’s cute”
“It’s also bulletproof,” Katie cut in as FRIDAY completed a scan on the vehicle “Which means private security…”
“Which means more guns, which means more headaches for somebody. Probably us” Nat finished
“You guys know I can move things with my mind, right? “ Wanda replied
“Looking over your shoulder needs to become second nature.” Natasha continued
“Anybody ever tell you you’re a little paranoid?” Sam asked and Katie turned to look at him, retracting her face plate to give him a grin.
“Not to my face. Why? Did you hear something?” the exchange continued.
“Eyes on target, folks” Steve spoke firmly with an air of authority, bringing them back to the job in hand. “This is the best lead we’ve had on Rumlow in six months. I don’t want to lose him.”
“If he sees us coming that won’t be a problem. He kind of hates us.” Sam replied
As Steve watched he noticed that a garbage truck was slowly pushing its way through traffic, with no regard to pedestrians or other vehicles. He frowned and kept his eyes on it as it continued to gather momentum as it went.  
“Sam, Katie…see that garbage truck? Tag it.”
Sam’s small drone launched, swooping down to scan the vehicle as Katie instructed FRIDAY to do the same.
“Give me X-ray.” Sam spoke. There was a pause before he gave a little moan. “That truck’s loaded for max weight.”
“And the driver’s armed.” Katie concluded.
And in that second it dawned on Steve that his wife had been right all along. The Institute was the target after all.
“It’s a battering ram.” Katie’s voice mumbled on the coms, clearly having realised the same thing he had, and with that Steve turned from the window, running for the door.
“Go, now!” He yelled into his coms as he sprinted down the stairs. “There not hitting the station…” “The institute…” Sam spoke as Steve burst onto the street looking up in time to see Falcon and Supernova spiralling into the air.
And once more the fight was on.
**** Chapter 29 Part 1
**Original Posting**
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I would like to hear your Zowens headcanons and I will in turn share a few of mine with you.
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Ok, so I posted a list a couple weeks back that contained most of mine but I have added a few more in here in the meantime.
So, combined from that list and the new one, here goes...
Headcanons behind cut.
it’s a fine line between love and hate and they’ve been tap dancing on that line for so long it’s been trampled to oblivion
Kevin likes to think he doesn't need Sami in his life and that he would be just fine without him. He especially likes to forcefully repress all memories of the time between Sami's call-up and his own when he was proven painfully wrong.
Sami is loyal to a bloody fault and it’s why he keeps coming back for more.
Kevin is a huge grump. He has always been a grump and he will always be a grump even when he's trying to be nice. The only time he isn’t a grump is when Sami manages to chip away at his shell long enough to let Kev’s heart pour out and, when it does, it only pours out onto Sami.
The exception to this rule is when his heart is pouring out about Sami which is what led to heartfelt promos about missing his best friend and regretting his life choices.
As mithen put it, “Unbridled Obsession”. Fight Forever is in reference to exclusively THEM. Nobody else has or will ever matter.
The sheer magnitude of cosmic OOMPH surrounding them… I once described them as “A yin and yang yo-yo, spinning around each other endlessly while oscillating back and forth between friend and foe and being controlled by the red string of fate.”
Kevin struggles endlessly with his feelings about Sami. His brain and his heart can never seem to agree on where they stand but, in the end, his heart always wins be it for better or worse.
Meanwhile, Sami figured this shit out ages ago and lives in eternal wait for his better half to get it together. This is, again, why he always comes back.
The reason Sami has it figured out was because, despite his better judgement, he fell in love with Kevin almost immediately and decided he would wait as long as it took for Kevin to come around. He's still waiting and, even with his recent turn for the crazy, there's a part of him that he's tried so damn hard to destroy (and failed) that's still waiting.
However, despite figuring out his own feelings and wanting Kevin to reciprocate, Sami is damn near clueless when it comes to receiving the signals from Kevin about it. When the day comes that Sami figures out that Kevin does indeed love him back it will have involved a bullhorn, three billboards, half a dozen hallmark cards, a shouting match, bite marks, a punch in the face, copious amounts of aggressive kissing, and possibly a marriage proposal.
If cheap motel rooms had mouths, our guys would have filed a TON of NDAs by this point. What happens on the road, stays on the road.
That said, if said walls did have mouths and word got out, both Sami and Kevin would claim it meant nothing and was just a product of too much free testosterone and adrenaline in a small space (with only one bed).
They would both be lying.
You always hurt the one you love. [gestures at that recent backstage photograph of Sami’s back]
“I Love You” has no meaning at this point. They’ve said it so many times it’s just part of the script. “J'taime” on the other hand...
The aggressive cheek kissing was a compromise with Vince that replaced Kevin's desired lip locking. Little does Vince know that lip locking is second on their list of "romantic gestures" and that touching foreheads is infinitely more intimate to them.
On a related note, It’s not biting it’s a possessive kiss with teeth and it's number three on the list.
Kevin, for all his grumpiness, looks like an angel while he sleeps.
Sami, meanwhile, looks like an idiot and Kevin finds it both endearing and hilarious and has a ton of photos on his phone which he’s assured Sami he’s deleted (but hasn’t).
The shared selfies we've seen of Happy!Keven and Confused!Sami are just a small sample of the ones he's taken. It's one of Kevin's favorite pastimes to snap photos of Sami off guard and it pisses Sami off to no end. (Kevin doesn't care, he still has them all saved multiple places on his phone and cloud storage, to prevent Sami from breaking into his phone and deleting them.)
Speaking of breaking into phones, they've both given up on device security between the two of them. It doesn't matter what they change their passwords or swipe-locks to, they know each other too damn well for it to work. They've just come to an agreement to respect each others stuff as much as possible.
"As much as possible" does not include refraining from going on each other's social media accounts and going on blocking sprees.
Kevin did indeed stun L*gan P*ul because he hurt Sami and would do so again a million times if he had the chance. Nobody does that to Sami Zayn.
Nobody except Kevin Owens, of course.
Both men have foul mouths but for Kevin, it’s just words. He weaves cuss words in and out of his sentences like friggin punctuation marks. The only time they mean anything is when he gets into the sacre.
Sami, meanwhile, tends to go more for exclamations. He doesn’t pepper his speech with swearwords but, when he’s excited, he’ll go for the biguns in a heartbeat (see his MFER cry over his IC Title Win)
Sami has a penchant for petnames and nicknames. He's been known to full-name Kevin when he's pissed and when he is most angry, he doesn't bother using a name at all. Meanwhile, When Kevin is feeling kind towards Sami, he has a similar thing going on but it usually just involves spewing insults (that may or may not be meant affectionately).
Re: Above - “Idiot (affectionate)”, “Shithead (romantic)”, “Dumbass (soulmate)” and so on.
Kevin Owens has learned to appreciate a good Gyro for the sole purpose that it’s about the only thing he can stand on the menu of the Greek Cafés Sami always used to drag him too.
Kevin is a burger addict. One of the easiest ways to gain his affection is gifting him with a perfectly cooked bacon cheesburger.
One time, one dark, DARK day, he let Sami get the food from the burger joint. He was horrified to discover (immediately, upon the first bite) that Sami had gotten him an impossible burger to try and convince him they tasted the same. Kevin was not happy at ALL and Sami was forced to clean up the mess in the car while Kevin went and got a real cheesburger.
One of the biggest reasons they have remained close for so long is that, long ago, they both decided that the car radio remains OFF. Anything else leads to screaming matches and possibly auto accidents.
If those ridiculous Hallmark movies my mom watches are correct and there is such a thing as a Godwink, then the Montreal Screwjob was God winking so damn hard he nearly blinded himself in one eye.
Kevin secretly loves both Sami’s long hair and his dancing but the world will end before he ever admits either.
Similarly, Sami finds it adorable how Kevin's beard is starting to turn grey but knows better than to say word one about it.
Both men are bi but Kevin is way, WAY more bi than Sami. Like, Sami is straight with a side of Kevinsexual. Kevin is much more… open in his attractions; his heart belongs to Sami but he has never been afraid to mess around with other men as well.
Due to Sami's otherwise straight nature, he's managed to do a really good job lately of convincing himself that he never cared about Kevin in the first place and that his hatred is well placed... you know, like a liar.
Kevin Owens Steen is too violent for his own good. Violence is his primary means of communication and it's how he expresses himself in all things. This is a big reason that he is so hurtful towards Sami, even when he is trying to help him. He doesn't know anything else. There is a reason so many of his kisses come with teeth (as mentioned above).
This is also why... um... er... in the times where they did hook up, Kevin was the one in control. He would never willingly let Sami pin him in the ring why the hell would he let Sami pin him... uh... elsewhere.
That said, if there were anyone who Kevin would be open to a change in position with, it would be Sami. As long as Sami knows full well who's driving the car, Kevin's up for relinquishing control of the radio for a night.
Overall, Kevin Owens and Sami Zayn are both the best and worst things to happen to each other. The best because, for better or for worse, they drive each other to put their all in everything. They bring out the star in each other time and time again and neither one of them would have ever made it to the stage without the other.
They are the worst thing to happen to each other because... well, have you MET them? Enough said.
Sorry this list is so long. I have a ton of thoughts about these two and if I don't wrap this up now, the list will only get longer.
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Nikah: February
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Nikah: noun, Arabic, meaning the contract of marriage.
Bucky marries Peter’s former tutor because her student visa’s about to expire and the government isn’t granting her a green card. Can she find a way to permanent residence by marriage, and if so, will it be at the cost of their hearts?
Pairing: Bucky Barnes x Reader
Warnings: Like, two curse words. Mentions of stress and nightmares.
A/N: Written under the Arranged/Accidental Marriage trope for @mermaidxatxheart​ ‘s writing challenge. Thank you for reading and commenting!
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Their one month anniversary is spent in an indoor storage unit in Brooklyn, where they work on moving her things from her old apartment to the one they share together. Between her studies and work, and his hectic job, this is the first weekend that neither of them have prior engagements on. This task has been much delayed and is long overdue. It wouldn't have been necessary at all if she hadn't turned down his offer to pay the rent she doesn't want to spare for a place she isn't living in. Hence the van they rented to dump everything in the storage unit, and are now extracting required items from.
At least there's some form of temperature control, Bucky thinks, picking up a plastic cover for the couch. Their movement isn't inhibited by the thick coats demanded by a New York winter. Instead, he's wearing a grey cable-knit sweater that's fraying at the hem. She's standing by the shelves at the back wall, her cashmere-clad form hunched over a box of ornaments, weighing one in each hand like a balancing scale, lip between her teeth. By now, Bucky knows that means she's distracted - a tell of emotional absence. Her mind is somewhere else.
He tucks the plastic wrap around the bottom of the couch and clears his throat as he approaches her. The phantom pain if the accidental fist he received to his stomach the first and last time he unwittingly snuck up in her echoes through his abdomen. There had been apologies for days, right up until he had to leave for that ten-day mission in Columbia. She blinks once and snaps out of her trance, faces him, still holding the two pieces of decoration.
"You can bring them all if you like. Don't have to choose," He tells her, nodding to her full hands, and tucking his own in the pockets of his black jeans.
"No, there were already too many for my place alone. I'm not dumping it all on you," she shakes her head. Bucky thinks she's confused. Probably about why she's feeling so much lighter, why the stormcloud named "green card" seems to be stalling. The manual labor, the menial task should help get her mind off things, relieve the mental burden a little. She puts a miniature clay pot back in the box, leaving an intricately carved building.
"What is it?" Bucky asks, looking at the structure cradled in her palm. 
"The Badshahi Mosque in Lahore," She replies, running her hands in mesmerizing patterns across the polished surfaces of the carving. 
"It's beautiful." His eyes roam over the domes and towers, the arched entrance. She chuckles.
"You should see the real thing. Life sized. This is just the main building," She tells him, face coming alive. "When you enter the gates, there's a gigantic courtyard you cross before going inside. Marble arches, Mughal frescoes, floral motifs, it's all breathtaking."
"Are all mosques like that?" 
"In size? No. Not in detail and decoration either, I guess. This one is a lot fancier than most, but there are some features all mosques have in common. Like the domes that represent the vault of Heaven, and minarets where the call to prayer is given from," She explains, brushing past him to put the model in the box of things meant to be to his home. It's still half empty.
"Call to prayer. Azaan, right? The one you've set for your alarm for prayer?" He picks up a sealed box by the entryway and puts it on a shelf. 
"It's an app. Uses the azaan to let me know when it's time. The times change according to the length of the day. Apps are easier than changing the phone alarm all the time." Navigating the minefield of stuff, she opens the duct tape to close the decorations box. Just as she's about to cut off an end, her phone rings from somewhere in the room.
"Shit," She mutters, and he takes over the tape, fingers grazing hers as they switch places. She scrambles, almost tripping over a cricket bat leaning against a dining chair before locating the offending device in a flowerpot. 
“اسلام وعلیکم، ماما” 
She greets breathlessly, fake enthusiasm oozing. Bucky doesn't blame her. Work's been tough, and neither of them have been getting much sleep with the restless nights they've been having. The first few days after a long mission are painful, and his subconscious likes to torture him with nightmares. She's patient, though. Began keeping a glass of water on the nightstand, wouldn't let him move to the sofa in the middle of the night when he didn't want to disturb her. She's kind, kinder than she has any reason to he after how cruel the world has been to her. Because in addition to the tension of concluding her doctorate, and then dealing with his nightly episodes, she's coping with the stress of the green card.
"ماما، میں نے کہا بھی تھا کہ یہ خبریں نہیں پڑھنی چاہئیں۔ سب جھوٹ ہے۔"
I told you not to read those articles. It's all fake. She shoots a worried glance his way. After her family found out about the marriage, they had to design some sort of scheme to prevent them from interfering or being upset. Lie of choice - Bucky Barnes is Muslim. The press hasn't been fed this fallacy, but they've been hounding them for weeks - Is Bucky Barnes a secret Muslim? (Fox News), Bucky Barnes proves himself a traitor (Infowars), Bucky Barnes defies Islamophobia (CNN). Bucky doesn't like any of them, and it's bound to get worse after they find out about the application they submitted for permanent residence based on marriage. 
They applied for it yesterday, when they had decided that a month is enough time to convince people that their marriage is not fraudulent. Bucky considers the headlines they'll come up with when they'll inevitably find out, thinks about how worried she was about ruining his public image the first time they met. 
"You know what the media will say, right?" She asks over her elaichi tea in a booth tucked in the back of his favorite café. 
"I can imagine," He answers, drawing circles in his cappuccino with the stirring stick. The cream design on top is long gone. 
"Then why are you doing this?" She wants to know.
"Because you have the right to stay. And Parker would be devastated," He adds honestly. No use beating around the bush.
"Why you, though? Did the Avengers have some kind of meeting about Peter's long face and you drew the short straw?"
"Sam's too high profile, and everyone else is either too young or too taken."
"Of course, yeah, that makes sense," She concedes, taking a sip. He drains his cup. "I'm sorry- I didn't mean- I just don't want you to feel obligated to do this. Nobody's forcing you. If you don't want to, I'll figure something else out," She rambles in quick succession, all nervous hand gestures and non-existent eye contact, looking anxious and embarrassed.
"It's okay. I want to. Besides, it'll get me away from the Compound. Sam's always goin' on about being more involved, and don't get me wrong, I'm happy to do the work, I really am. The job is important, but I don't want to live in it, you know? Need a change of pace, to get away," he tells her, trying to make it sound like she's helping him as much as he is her. And she is. He may not look it, but he's tired. Happy to do the work, loves the job, but doesn't want to live for it. 
Her cup comes down on the saucer with a clink, and he realizes she's finished her drink, and they've discussed everything there is to be discussed: living arrangements, finances, her studies, his job, Peter. 
As they leave the café, she's a step ahead of him, and he rushes to open the door. She thanks him and he nods; together they step out into the slushy, snowy streets. Christmas is a week away, decorations out in full force. The twinkling fairy lights from the shopfront windows reflect in her irises, brightly contrasting with the midnight brush strokes that are her eyelashes. Her breath is released in clouds from her lipbalm-coated mouth, and the word winter wonderland has never felt more appropriate. 
The memory of their first meeting floats in his eyes as he begins separating the items whose fate is her to be determined by their owner, still on the phone. She calls her family every other day, and they're close. The guilt tears at her, he sees it every day, sees it now, in the way she's scratching her nails against her legs when he walks past to get to another container. All the while, the Urdu he's learning touches of plays in the background.
"جی، ماما، وہ بہت اچھا ہے۔ آپ بالکل فکر نہ کریں۔" 
Yes… he's very nice. Don't worry. 
"ہاں، میرا خیال بھی رکھتا ہے۔"
Yes, he takes care of me, she's telling her mother, and Bucky hides his grin behind a pile of books. 
"اللہ حافظ۔"
She bids farewell and ends the call with a sigh, just as he exits the van.
"Everything alright?" He asks, hands on hips. She nods, tucks her phone in her pocket and goes to the area he's calling no-man's land. Kneeling down, she moves the cricket bat into a box of things destined for his apartment.
"Yeah, the usual." Sorts through a few more things.
"What do you want to do with the flowerpots?" He asks, pointing to the empty pits her phone had disappeared into earlier. She turns towards him on her knee and huffs, tries to blow a lock of hair out of her face.
"I don't know why I have those. My thumb is as green as Trump's environmental policies," she mumbles, getting up to place them in a corner. They take one each, and another ten minutes of work awards them with the end of their assignment.
Bucky opens the passenger door while she locks the storage cell, and they leave the facility. The day's work - a tangible accomplishment - has cheered her up, and he wants to resurrect the ghost of a smile on her face
"I want pizza," He tells here, straight face.
"O… kay? We can have pizza, she says hesitantly. He never demands anything of her, so she's wondering where he's going with the framing of the wish.
"Do you have a favorite pizzeria?" 
"There's a place in Astoria that-"
"Astoria? Queens? No. No, no, no. Brooklyn has the best pizza, come one," He deadpans, turning on the blinker, eyes flicking over to see her cross her arms playfully.
"I refute that."
"Alright, Astoria it is," He sighs pretend-reluctantly, rolling his eyes. She pokes her tongue out at him, and then laughs. The sound warms his blood, and he forgets the February chill and all thoughts of food as the melody rings out. When he returns to his senses, all he can think is, he's in so much fucking trouble.
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A/n: Long time, no see. God, life has been a mess since the last fic I wrote. I know I don’t owe an explanation but I think I’ll give you guys one later because some shit that happened to me is shit that some of y’all need to hear. ANYWAY, I’m back now! Hopefully I’ll be more active on here. And yeah.
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Axl Rose x Reader
Summary: Being  Broadway actress was all Y/n ever dreamed of. The lights and the thousands of eyes on her was a dream come true. But not all dreams are meant to be. Traveling the country to find her new dream, she stumbled upon the destructive leader singer of a rock band. She didn’t know it, but he had a lot to do with her knew dream. If only their reputations didn’t get in the way of it.
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Warnings: None
The crowd cheered as the cast took their final bow. Flowers weren’t thrown on the stage like in the movies, everyone was tired. The night had been long and the audience wanted to venture back to their beds. As good as the show was, everyone wanted to be anywhere else. Before the cast could straighten, velvet red curtains danced across the stage, signaling the end of the show. 
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  Y/n breathed a sigh of relief, brushing a loose curl out of her face. The corset that had been restricting her would finally come off and her hair would be able to flow freely. 
Normally, she never complained. No one else but herself forced her onto the stage. Everything, the lights, the costumes, the acting, the singing, that was all what she had been dreaming of. She was the one that worked her way to that point. To be standing in the middle of the stage with all eyes on her. It was a dream come true.
But dreams change…
It was hard to pinpoint the exact moment in time when she wanted to start over, but it wasn’t hard for her to tell that her old dream was dead. There came a point when being on stage singing in ridiculous costumes made her feel like a fool. She no longer was the queen watching the jester dance. Instead, she was the jester dancing and singing for the queen. She no longer felt like the broadway star that everyone made her out to be. Y/n felt more and more like a puppet, doing what she was told to do. 
“What are you gonna do now that the shows over?” her costar, Cindy, asked as they stripped off their oversized dresses.
Y/n shrugged. “Beats me.”
Cindy shook her head. “Would’ve thought you’d already have another show planned out. I’m going to go to London for a couple of months, maybe try out for a show there.”
That sounded like a good plan. Once the idea had crossed Y/n’s mind to pick up and move to London. The shows there were just as grand as those on Broadway, if not bigger. The fame she would come across by doing that, oh Lord, it would be a dream. 
“I think I’m going to travel around a bit. See what feels right.”
“What about everything you have here? Your apartment, your stuff?” Cindy asked.
“Well,” she thought for a moment. “I think I’m gonna invest in a car, a fast one. I’m thinking red or black. And I’m going to sell all my furniture. What I wish to keep I’ll keep in storage. I’ll have to pick through my clothes. All my big fancy dresses will probably be sold. I’ll only keep what I can fit comfortably in the car and what I’ll wear.”
“What makes you think this is a good idea?”
Y/n shrugged, grabbing a towel to get the makeup off her face. “I don’t know.”
Cindy scoffed, “Don’t die because of you’re foolish idea, Y/n. That would be a horrible way to go.”
Y/n rolled her eyes as Cindy walked away.
It did seem foolish, she had to admit. Rash, unplanned and unprepared. But her gut was telling her that it was time to leave New York. The big city wasn’t the place for her, not anymore. She needed the open road and unexplored cities. She needed clean air and a different way of life. She needed everything that New York couldn’t offer her. Everything that she pretended to be when she stood on the stage. What Y/n needed was to find herself, not who everyone wanted her to be. 
She needed to find who her heart believed she was. 
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It didn’t take long for Y/n to clear her apartment out and sell everything that needed to be gone. Everything was in good shape, almost brand new, as she was never home to use anything. It was hard for her to part with some of her dresses, but she knew better than to think that she would ever use them again. The life she once had was no more. 
All of her belongings consisted of a shoebox full of pictures, letters, and notebooks, a couple pairs of shoes, a suitcase packed full of shirts, pants, dresses, and whatever other clothing she decided she needed. Another suitcase had books and sheet music. The last thing Y/n packed into the black 1965 Mustang, that she’d bought off a horder in Buffalo, was her guitar. Cindy told her it wasn’t worth bringing, but it was hard to part with. That was what made her want to pursue theater. 
Throughout her childhood, Y/n had been told that music and theater weren’t worth pursuing. They were only hobbies to be enjoyed at home. Suzi Quatro and The Runaways proved to her that what she wanted was worth pursuing. No dream was too small with rock stars as role models. 
Y/n shut the trunk of the car and made her way to the driver’s seat, twirling the keys around her finger as she went. Sliding in she, smiled to herself at everything around her. This was her freedom. 
She started the car, feeling the roar of the engine under her fingers that landed on the steering wheel. Turning the radio on, “Black Betty” by Ram Jam filled the cab. Y/n couldn’t help but sit there for a minute. She knew this was what she was meant to do. This trip would change her for the better, she knew it. Or it would leave an everlasting impression on her. Either were what she was looking for. 
“Here we go.”
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It had been a few months since Y/n had started her trip. Going up and down the east coast had been fun. She stopped in Flordia for a week and learned to surf. As much as she thought it would cure her fear of the ocean, it did no such thing. It didn’t help that everyone there went on and on about sharks in the area. She also stopped in North Carolina to watch NASCAR. That was an experience she wasn’t likely to forget.
Fast cars and the wind in her hair was a feeling she loved. It was an odd feeling of freedom that she hadn’t know to exist. 
Though the east coast was a delight, there was more to the U.S. than that. So, as manifest destiny allowed, she headed west. And that is how she ended up in Los Vegas.
It wasn’t her intent to go to Sin City, but that’s where she was forced to stop when her engine started acting up. She was told her car would take a few days to be repaired as a part had to be ordered. So, she was left to find some means of entertainment.
That is what lead to Y/n walking around the city with no set destination.
She window-shopped, sometimes going into stores to look at dress or shoes. Every once in a while she came across a bar and decided to get a taste for it. None of them were anything fancy. A haze of smoke obstructed her vision in each that she entered. The crowds in them were all different. Some had men in suits and ties, just looking for a place to kick back for a while. Others had half-naked women and men that looked rough around the edges. 
Y/n came across a shop that caught her eye. There was something about it, the rough exterior, that made her open the door and browse around. She wasn’t sure what she was looking for, everything was ripped and ragged, but she’d find it. 
“Oh, now this is it,” she smiled and grabbed a leather jacket off a rack. 
Something about the item spoke to her and she had to have it. 
Y/n had decided along the Flordia-Georgia border that this trip was all about what felt right. If there wasn’t a good feeling behind doing it than it wasn’t meant to be done. Life does work in mysterious ways, she’d determined, with added effort, of course. So, what was meant to be would be. 
Three hours had passed since purchasing the jacket. It was now 7 o’clock at night and she still hadn’t found a place to stay, not that she was looking. Pulling out a pack of cigarette she’d bought earlier, she pulled one out of the pack and lite it. She put it to her lips and took a drag, watching the smoke flutter past her,  before spotting yet another bar. It didn’t look much better than any of the others she’d visited, but with nowhere to go, it really didn’t matter.
Y/n crossed the street, watching as people danced around her, all in their own little worlds. The only thing that had come out of being stuck in Los Vegas was that she learned that the world was full of people who were happy doing their own thing. 
Those were her people.
They didn’t seem to have a care in the world, any clock to worry about, as they walked around. That’s how Y/n had always wanted things to be. Calm and relaxing. But that wasn’t how her life had turned out. It dawned on her that it took money and zero stress to be at that level. 
She pulled the door open to be met by a cloud of smoke that hovered over everything. Everyone she saw had a cigarette in hand. It was good to know she wouldn’t have to put her’s out. Walking up to the bar, she slide onto a barstool and let her eyes wander. 
There was a group of three older men in a corner both that all looked like bikers. Their hair looked like the wind had got the better of it, tossing it around. A man and woman sat on the far end of the bar. Y/n didn’t have to look long to see there were hearts in their eyes. She didn’t get far in her observations before a loud ruckus pulled her attention away. Around a pool table, at the far end of the room, stood five men, by how they were acting some would call them boys. 
Y/n rolled her eyes. They looked ridiculous with their hair teased up and messy. And they wore all sorts of colors. Each one of them had a different array of colors, some clashed and some didn’t. But she couldn’t judge, she’d worn worse. 
Turning away from them, she caught the bartender’s attention and ordered a drink. Y/n had a feeling it was going to be a long night. 
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She was a few drinks in, the world was only spinning slightly. It was a good thing that she stayed away from vodka. With that in her glass, she knew she would likely be on the floor. 
There were too many times, after shows, that she would order vodka and have no recollection as to what had happened the next morning. That only became a problem when she’d done a few things that ended up in the paper. Her manager didn’t want her to ruin her reputation, so vodka went out the window.
Y/n was just starting to wonder if it was a good time to leave. She was almost done with her drink and she knew if the bartender came back she would order another and that wasn’t what she wanted. Before she could move though, someone slide into the seat next to her. 
“What’s a girl like you doing here by yourself?” A rough voice asked her.
She couldn’t help but chuckle. A girl like herself? Like what? She didn’t look like any girl that was expected to be anywhere else. Y/n had stripped herself of what had held her to that standard. She was a nobody just like everybody else. 
There was no reputation to uphold where she was. 
Turning to face the person, she was shocked to see it was one of the men from the pool table. From this proximity, she saw how red his hair was and how it turned gold under the light. It was probably the liquor running through her blood, but for a second, the mess of a man looked like an angel. Shaking her head, the image went away. “0h, you know,” she drawled. “Just wishing life would work out for me,” she said dramatically. 
Moments like that, when around complete strangers, Y/n found it fun to slip into characters. No one would know the difference. She could be anyone she wanted. She could be a seamstress from Paris, a duchess from England, a professor from Harvard. The world was whatever she made it as long as she had an audience. 
“Life’s not going your way?” The ginger laughed. “Not the only one.”
“I’m well aware. But the world is what you make it. It only sucks when you think it does.”
“Is that so?”
“I assume.”
The ginger nodded, looking around the bar. His friends, at least Y/n assumed so, had taken a seat at a booth and were too engrossed in conversation to pay him any mind. 
“What brought you over here?” Y/n asked, wondering why he left his friends to sit next to her. She didn’t look like the girl worth ditching friends for.
He shrugged, “Who wouldn’t want to sit next to a beautiful girl?”
Y/n couldn’t help but scoff. That line had been used on her countless times at the bars she’d go to after her shows. “Is that the best you’ve got?”
The man laughed, “ Oh, that certainly isn’t the best I’ve got. But I can’t give that away for free, you know?”
“Yeah, yeah, I know.”
“I’m Axl,” he extended his hand out to her.
She grasped it, “Y/n.”
Axl smiled, “I like that name.” 
Y/n didn’t know why, but that there was something about Axl that made her want to sit next to him for hours and do nothing but talk. They hadn’t even exchanged many words so she wasn’t sure where the feeling came from. They were simply doing what strangers in bars do, try and make each other less lonely. 
As if fate were trying to prevent anything more, Y/n turned to see the clock on the wall. It was late, way too late for her to want to stay out any longer. There were a few places she wanted to visit before her car was fixed and if she woke up early there would be just enough hours in the day to do everything. Though she had no place to stay, there was a hotel around the corner that had to have at least one open room. 
“Oh, god. It’s late. I really should be going.” Y/n stood from the bar and placed enough cash on the table to cover her tab. “I’m sorry, Axl.”
He waved it off, almost like he expected an ending like this. “Do you think I’ll ever see you again?”
Y/n smiled, “ I think you just might.”
Before slipping out of the bar she waved back at the ginger, she had a gut feeling that Axl would cross her path again. If the cards worked out in her favor, she would at least see him one more time.
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atc74 · 4 years
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The Storm
Square(s) Filled: The best is yet to come for @as-the-saying-goes-bingo​
Warnings: Angst, Chuck being a dick, break-ups, mentions of kidnapping and torture (s12 throwback), SLIGHT S15 SPOILERS
Summary: At one time, Chuck was the love of her life, now Y/N is fed up with his crap and decides to go toe to toe with him. 
Pairing: Chuck x Reader (past), Reader x ?
Word Count: 1728
Written for: This started off as a request from @idabbleincrazy​ for my 1k notes celebration:  Could u do #13 with Chuck? (Perhaps set after s14?) Congrats on 1k notes!!! “Fuck, I wish I could give you one more kiss, to feel your warmth, to see you smile… I miss you so much,” So post s14 got me thinking and this is what happened. 
Beta’d by: @amanda-teaches​ thank you for everything you do for me and for being a pretty awesome friend. 
A/N: S15 SPOILERS I have a theory and am testing it here. Not really, but you know what I mean. Chuck is all powerful, but there is only one being powerful enough to match him. While I don’t care all that much for Amara, I see her playing a bigger role this season and I pray to sweet baby Jesus that her character gets a little more depth than s11. 
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Y/N wandered around Harlan high school. She should be helping contain the ghosts or helping Sam and Dean find a solution, but she couldn't find it in her to give a damn right now. She finally found a quiet room, the nurse's office. She took a seat on one of the cots and laid down. She couldn’t even believe the shitstorm they were in, all because of Chuck. Her boyfriend Chuck, but she was pretty sure that ended when he took off for worlds unknown with his sister to repair their relationship. If it hadn’t ended then, it surely would have when Sam shot him. 
The worst part about it was he never even said goodbye. Never told her he loved her one last time. She didn’t even get one last kiss from him. You know the one. The last kiss that says I’ll miss you and I’ll always love you but I just can’t be with you. 
The sun had started to sink below the horizon, setting the room alight with a warm pinkish glow. Y/N closed her eyes, praying she could get some rest. Rest from the end of the world and rest from her heartache. 
“Hey, there you are. I was looking for you,” Chuck pushed his way past the stacks of boxes in the store room she had decided to organize. 
“You’re God, babe. You knew exactly where I was,” she chuckled. 
“Yeah, but I also sensed you needed some alone time. I didn’t want to intrude. I promised I’d stay out of your head and I’m keeping that promise,” Chuck acknowledged, taking a seat next to her on the floor. “What are you doing in here?” 
“Trying to keep my mind off the end of the world, again,” she scoffed, pulling another box in front of her. 
“We’ll find a way to stop her,” he promised, pressing a kiss to her cheek. 
Y/N laid her head on his shoulder, and he wrapped his arms around her. His strength was zapped after the fight with Amara. “What if we can’t? We’re all going to die.” She sniffed, wiping her nose with her sleeve. 
“At least we’ll be together,” he reasoned, resting his head on top of hers. “What do you say we get you out of this mess and to bed? It’s almost two in the morning.” 
“Shit, I didn’t think I’d been in here that long. I need a shower first. I’m covered in dust and cobwebs,” she informed him. She took his offered hand, and they left the storage room. 
“Can I join you?” he asked, almost hesitantly. 
“I’d like that,” she whispered her reply, kissing him sweetly as they reached her room. “No singing though.” 
“You love it when I sing,” Chuck protested.
“Yes, I do. But it’s two in the morning, babe,” Y/N pointed out. 
“Right,” he nodded. “No singing.” 
After grabbing a change of clothes, Y/N led Chuck to the shower room, softly shutting and locking the door behind them. She doubted either of the brothers would be looking to shower this late, but stranger things have happened when they’re stressed and can’t sleep. Y/N removed her dust covered flannel and shrugged off her boots. Fatigue had seeped into her bones, and she felt it acutely as she stripped off the remaining articles as Chuck did the same. 
Y/N flipped on the shower and stepped under the already warm spray. Chuck followed, watching silently as she wet her hair. “You’re beautiful.” 
She blushed slightly under his gaze. “Thank you.” Y/N turned her back to him, grabbing her shampoo off the shelf, only for him to take it from her. 
“Let me.” 
She stepped back as his hands spread the lightly scented shampoo through her locks. She generally appreciated his hands at any given moment, but at that moment, she hummed contentedly as he massaged her scalp. “That feels nice.” 
“I’ve just started,” he chuckled. “Turn and rinse.” 
He ran his long fingers through the strands, rinsing the suds down the drain. He reached for her body wash and poured a generous amount in his palm. His hands drifted over her skin as he washed her. While there was nothing sexual about his ministrations, she still found it sensual, the way he touched her. He was always there to take care of her, even in the simplest of ways. Since their early days when he was simply Chuck, the drunk prophet. 
Y/N returned the favor for him and soon they were toweled off, dressed in night clothes and in bed. “It’s odd, this feeling.” 
“What’s that, babe?” she asked sleepily, draping her arm across his waist, his around her shoulders, cradling her head on his shoulder. 
“Not being able to just snap my fingers and do something,” he admitted. “I feel so weak, so useless.”  
“You’re not weak, Chuck. You’ve taken a hit, yeah, but we’re going to fix this,” Y/N reassured him. She shifted her body until she was straddling her lover. “Let me take care of you.” 
Whispers of pleasure and declarations of love bounced off the cold tile walls as she took her time, pushing them both over the edge. Wrapped safely in the cocoon of his love, she drifted off to a restful sleep for the first time in weeks. 
~*~
She woke in a cold sweat, tears streaming down her face and into her hairline, Dean gently shaking her shoulders. “Y/N, wake up. It’s just a bad dream.” 
“Yeah. Bad dream,” she agreed, wiping her face dry. “Let’s get back to it.” The problem was she never had a chance to grieve the loss of their love. Sam had been kidnapped and tortured by the British bitch and Mary Winchester had returned from the dead. They never had a moment of rest. She never had a moment of rest. Never took care of herself. She was always hunting or taking care of Sam and Dean. Now they needed to save the world. Again. 
~*~
Y/N turned up her face at the storm that raged overhead, like the fire inside her. It had been one mini-apocalypse after another, and she was done. She was done with Chuck fucking with their lives. She was done with him putting the nightmaric visions in Sam’s head. How many times had he seen Dean die by his own hand in the last few months? How many times had Sam died at the hand of his brother? How many times had they killed her? She was done. 
“What the fuck do you want with us?” she roared into the storm. “Quit being a fucking coward and show yourself! Come and face me you piece of shit!” 
“Is that any way to talk to God?” his voice carried over the wind whipping around her. 
“When he’s acting like a toddler, yeah. A diva? Yep. My dickbag ex that left me hanging for years while he was galavanting around the fucking universe bonding with his sister? Abso-fucking-lutely!” Y/N bellowed as she faced him. 
“You always were sexy when you got mad,” he chuckled, a look of nostalgia clouding his features. 
“You haven’t experienced my wrath,” she challenged. 
“Fuck, I wish I could give you one more kiss, to feel your warmth, to see you smile… I miss you so much,” Chuck professed, taking a few steps closer to her, the storm calming around them. 
“Yeah, well, I’m pretty sure the statute of limitations hasn’t expired on your bullshit. You should have thought about that before you left me high and dry without even so much as a note,” Y/N cursed. “I’m so fucking done with this act. End this now and let us go. We’re not going to play your fucking games anymore!” 
“The final chapters are just starting, Y/N. And yes, my love, you will play along. I haven’t finished your ending yet. You play nice and I’ll save you,” Chuck revealed. 
“You think I’ll just give up on Sam and Dean? For you? Why, because you’re God?” Y/N thundered.  
“Because we have a history,” he remarked. 
“It’s that history that will eventually be your undoing, God,” she spat. “I’d lay down my life for them before I ever go with you. They were there for me when you walked out. They’ve been there for me every step of the way. They were there before you, and they’ll be there long after we’re done with you.” 
“Because I wrote it that way! Don’t you see?” He snickered. “I made you indispensable to them and them to you. I’ve made you so co-dependent on one another that you will gladly sacrifice yourself for them, but would they do the same for you?” 
“Without question,” she answered. 
“We’ll see about that,” Chuck grinned wickedly, the storm gaining strength once more. 
“No, brother. It’s over,” Amara called out over the booming thunder, illuminated by the storm and her power. 
Chuck backed away, only to be restrained by that power. Amara stretched out her arms, gaining further intensity, levitating over her brother. She placed her hand over his heart, her palm glowing red as she transferred the Mark to him.
He cowered from her touch, and his screams rent the air before he fell to his knees on the soaked earth. “What have you done?” 
“Turnabout is fair play, Chuck. Let’s see how you like being locked inside a cage for a couple of millenia,” Amara mused, returning to the ground beside him. The storm dissipated and the sun broke through the clouds. 
“You should know better than to mess with a Winchester, Chuck,” Sam clucked, wrapping his arm around Y/N’s waist. “You okay, honey?” 
“Never better, babe. The best is yet to come,” Y/N placed her left hand on his cheek, pulling him in for a kiss, her silver ring glinting in the sunshine. She turned back to Chuck on his knees at her feet. “Think about that when you’re rotting in your cage.” 
In the blink of an eye, Amara and Chuck were gone, leaving Sam and Y/N alone. 
“Feel better?” Sam asked her.
“It’s over. With Amara’s help, we saved the world again, and I got my closure,” Y/N smiled up her husband as they walked toward their new life together. “So yeah, I’m good.”
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kyouxa · 5 years
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Diabolik lovers Chaos Lineage: Carla Tsukinami (Story 09)
In terms of the gameplay: The black choices lead up to a bad ending, the white choices lead up to a good ending. Please no reposting onto other sites, ask me before translating this into another language too! I’m an amateur translator, but I hope you do enjoy it anyway!♡
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Place: Violet mansion — entrance hall
Subaru: Shit, why am I being the one who needs to clean up.
Yui: I'm sorry, that was the only thing that came to my mind...
Carla: I can‘t help it. It would make them suspicious if the three of us were in the same room.
Don‘t be like that and share actions. To that end, it’s the best to make you clean as a punishment.
Subaru: So, why aren’t you helping cleaning it!? Why are you just standing there?
Carla: I’m watching you so you don’t drop your work. Such a construction would have been...
Subaru: Thats why, it would have been nice to say to everyone that it’s cleaning duty.
Carla: Then why aren’t you thinking about working harder to get done soon?
Subaru: Damn... ! You seriously make me frustrated!
Yui: W-Well, uhm... For everyone else, I also want them to get their memories back.
Why aren’t we trying to talk with them, in a meeting maybe?
Subaru: ... Well, I don‘t think that they would believe us, if we suddenly told them about their lost memories.
Yui: Probably, it might be better to keep it as a secret for now.
(I set up this cleaning, so we could talk about our future plans without making anyone suspicious...)
(Honestly, I don't hate cleaning once in awhile)
Subaru: So? When will we go to that church which you said is suspicious?
Carla: That’s what I’m thinking about. If we move badly, we‘ll be attacked by members from other houses.
Once, I've been attacked by the Orange members. There is a high possibility that they’ll move again.
Yui: Certainly, Laito-kun’s out on his daily reconnaissance, right?
Carla: Yes. We need to wait for a time when we can say surely that there is no movement.
Subaru: That means we basically have no plan...
Carla: I just carry out things very carefully. Obviously, I also want to escape from this weird world as soon as possible.
Besides, in the Orange mansion... there’s someone I still need.
Yui: Ngh...
(Shin-kun ... we have to recover his memories too)
(Subaru-kun is completly different from Shin-kun who also is a founder, but how can we make him remember?)
Carla: Anyway, let's wait for the reconnaissance report today.
Subaru: Ah, idiot! Don't start walking around! There’s a bucket with water somewh—!
Carla: Hm?
Yui: Hey what!?
Place: Violet mansion — bathroom
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Carla: ... I was careless. It‘s my fault that bucket fell down, you‘re completely soaked wet now.
Yui: No, this is all right. I’ll just take a shower, I will be completely refreshed after that.
(I thought that before, but Carla-san is in general, not really good at cleaning...)
(I think I can get used to it if I give it time, but the fact that he’s not good at cleaning and maybe other things... is really cute)
Carla: You should also clean the places you can’t reach. I’ll stay here to help you with it.
Yui: Eh!? It's alright. It‘s just a bath, I can clean my own body by myself!
Carla: There’s no need to be ashamed. Besides, I also got some water on my own clothes.
If you already take a bath, I‘m sure it wouldn‘t be a problem if I joined you in there?
Yui: Uhm, because there are other people in this house we can’t do this! We need to avoid actions which stand out!
(There was nobody interrupting us in the demon world, but now there are people around.... I'm somehow embarrassed)
Carla: You‘re face makes it clear for me... I‘ll leave you alone, but only this time.
However, when you finished your bath, come straight to my room. I‘ll wait there.
Yui: Huh? Y-Yes...
(I wonder what he wants?)
Place: Violet mansion — Carla's bedroom
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Yui: No way, I didn't expect something like this to happen ....
(Carla-san, he really is brushing and drying my hair...)
Carla: It was me who made you wet in the first place. Let me do this for you now, to make you feel good.
Yui: But, Carla-san’s already nice to me, and you didn’t even took a shower for yourself yet, right?
Carla: That’s not a matter of concern.
Yui: Also, to say that...
(But, I do feel good. Why is it so good to have your head being touched by the one you like?)
Carla: Do you think, your body is warm enough already?
Yui: Yes, thank you.
Carla: It looks like that. Your face is kinda red. It matches the colors on your neck...
...mwah...
Yui: Hey what!?
W-Why did you kiss me?
Carla: Maybe because your blood flow is getting thicker, the smell of your blood is way too intense.
Right now, I just want to put my fangs in your skin...
Yui: Ahh...
(I-It’s tickling... it’s a weak stimulus, but I missed it)
(I-I honestly think, I’m getting completely comfortable with Carla-san sucking my blood, I might start loving it...)
Carla: I finished brushing your hair. If you are in a good mood, would you mind if I continue sucking your blood?
Yui: Carla-san... why are you suddenly asking for my permission to take my blood?
Carla: I just wanted to ask you for today. However, as long as I receive your love I‘m fine.
Yui: (I really do look pretty after he brushed my hair like that... I don‘t want my hair to get sloppy again...)
(Oh ... by the way)
Carla-san, did I change your bandages after rising out of the bath acceptable?
Carla: Did you divert the brave of the topic? Do you really think that you can get away changing it?
Yui: No, I'm not. I won't run away ... I just wondered if I've rolled it up properly.
Carla: The wound seems to be already closing. I won‘t need bandages anymore so it doesn’t matter.
Yui: Does that mean, you didn‘t do anything about your injuries?
That’s not good, just in case you should continue wearing bandages.
Carla: I said that it is unnecessary.
Yui: (T-That‘s right. He’s acting like a child again...)
Choices
1) — scold (black)
2) — worried (white) ♡ ♡ ♡
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— scold
Yui: I can’t just leave you alone while being injured, do you want to make everyone worried like that?
Besides, if you don’t look after it, Carla-san won’t be at ease if you become ill again, right?
Carla: ...You are, recently coming to threaten me way more often.
Yui: That’s wrong. I'm just worried about your health.
— worried ♡
Yui: Sometimes even a few injuries lead to severely worse wounds. You shouldn’t take off your guard.
Carla-san’s body is not a normal one in the first place. Please don’t hesitate to ask me for help.
Carla: You have a brave character .... I got a good understanding which makes the part to argue with you difficult.
More than that, how did you learn to act like that...
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Yui: Then I will redress the bandages for you, but promise me to take care of yourself.
Carla: …It can’t be helped. The medical products are in the storage of the house.
Yui: Thank you! Well then, I'll go get them.
Carla: Wait. I’ll go with you.
Yui: There’s no need to, I'll be back soon!
Carla: ... Good grief. I’ll probably never get to understand that woman.
Place: Violet mansion — Storage
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Yui: Bandages, uh... here! Was there anything else that I needed?
Oh, there is a first aid suitcase. I'm going to bring this with me too.
(After all, I'm glad I can also do something for his health)
(It seems that I was not the only one who was left alone until a little while ago—)
(If you tasted such loneliness, your heart is pretty light like a cloud now)
(Carla-san and Subaru-kun’s memories have returned. I won’t be alone anymore)
(And, we know that the cause of this situation is likely to be in the church)
If everything goes well, we might be able to escape from here.
I don’t want... to reduce more days which I used to spent with Carla-san and Shin-kun in the demon world.
*breaking sound*
Yui: Uh... ngh!?
Wait what!?
(W-Where, am I... !?)
??? : — Eve
Yui: Ngh, that voice. I heard it in the church before ...
??? : Oh, so you do remember our first meeting. My name is Socrates. I'm the creator of this box garden you’re in.
Yui: Box... garden... ? Creator... !?
After all, it was you who made this space!?
Socrates: That's right. I wanted to give it a try and made up this place for a certain experiment.
Yui: Did you, also make our memories go crazy and shut us up in here... ?
Socrates: I did.
Yui: Why... why, this is, such a horrible situation!
Socrates: Horrible?
Yui: Planting false memories, they are all fighting their own brothers because of it!
Even if, life is bothersome sometimes... Why did you do this to us!?
Socrates: I needed to do it.
This space you’re currently in was created by magic. Supplied magic powers are going through the church as you predicted.
As long as there is the church, this space garden will continue to exist forever.
I won’t hesitate to leave once this experiment is over.
Yui: What exactly, is the experiment about?
Socrates: It wouldn’t be fair to just talk about it now. The experiment wouldn’t continue, like I predicted it would if I did tell you.
Yui: Do you have any intention of returning us to our original place right now?
Socrates: Whenever we see the end of the experiment we will release all of you.
Yui: ...Ngh
(Honestly, I have no idea what I’m supposed to do in such a situation. But... )
(Everyone suffers, because of this experiment and this person. Everyone is fighting without a meaning)
I... I can’t understand your experiment neither your ideas...
But I swear, we’ll definitely get out of this space!
Socrates: So you really will choose this option. But, is that really the right choice to make?
Yui: ... What does that mean?
Socrates: This box garden, is completely deviating from the normal flow of time.
In other words, it is the same as the time has stopped for this world.
Yui: The time, it stopped ...?
Socrates: Exactly. For example, even diseases that touched the body are stopping its progression.
Yui: ...Ngh, that’s...
(That means Endzeit— Carla-san’s disease couldn’t continue getting worse because of this space?)
Socrates: That man, was a survivor of the founder. However, he seems to be affected by a certain sickness.
It will only be temporary that his symptoms have settled down. If you leave, you’ll lead him to death.
Yui: Such... !
(Carla-san is suffering from Endzeit which took away his whole family’s life already)
(But, if the time really stops in this space, does that really mean Carla-san is released from this disease...?)
Socrates: Choose it wise, Eve. Do you want to continue to live in this paradise, or do you want to get expelled from here?
I’ll be here, continuing to watch the experiment—
Yui: Please wait. Just who are you... !?
Socrates: This is useless to ask for. You mustn’t tell anyone about this for now—
*returns to storage*
Yui: He returned me back here...
(The person, who created this box garden)
(Certainly, is it true what he told me about the time in this world?)
I shouldn’t, tell anyone what just happened for now...
If it’s true what he said, Carla-san’s disease really won’t progress at all.
But, even after I heard that, Carla-san would—
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Socrates words, they are still confusing me.
Getting out of this box garden, is something my beloved Carla-san wants — but is that really the best for him?
If we’d stay here, Carla-wan would be free from his sickness.
But, Carla-san who is a proud founder, wouldn’t agree to twist his fate with the use of others hands.
I can't even answer myself right now, should I get out of this garden or stay?
With my intricately intertwined feelings, I ended up holding a heavy secret that I can’t tell anyone—
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deviationdivine · 5 years
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Blue Blush (Connor!Prompt Request)
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TLDR: Connor’s having one of those days at the DPD that just culminates in him winding up naked...
Word Count: 2,837
TW: Fluffy Boy Connor, Language, Suggestive Themes
A/N:Follower/Reader Appreciation Drabble | Prompt: “Nothing to see here.” “Um, you’re fucking naked!” - @sammyreh request! Here we go! My main man Connor’s back with more fluff to cure my chronic angst. Thanks for participating baby! 
How lovely you look today. Any day will be beneficial to his visual component analyzing each detail for memory storage. Already he has seen you first entering DPD but that does not stop him wanting to be around you approximately twenty-four hours a day, seven days a week, four weeks in a month and-
Calculations drop out of range the closer you come. Realizing that he fell into distraction reminds him of what Hank calls it. The lieutenant says he is ‘whipped’ but Connor is unsure if you would partake in the sexual gratification of S&M. Whips appear to be quite popular in the area.
A flood of information filters in his scanners. Oh. That is not what the lieutenant meant.
Wiping out a flood of sexual content he automatically steps forward with a cup of coffee brewed specifically to your preferences. “Good morning, Love.”
“Good morning, Detective.”
Your greeting is airy with a wisp of mischief. Catching him off guard is rare. After all he will hear a pin drop with that supersonic hearing. It isn’t so much surprise but confusion settling into his cute face. Then he plays off your formal address all too cleverly.
“We are much more than colleagues now, Y/N.” The android admonishes teasingly, offering the hot beverage to you. “In fact, I do believe we are dating.”
Is that so? You laugh at the little joke. Breezing past his lips husky and endearing; your body leans into his chest acting as a harmonious magnet. Tangling fingers around silky tie pulls him down just enough but directing him isn’t necessary.
Connor places a sweet kiss that quickly transforms in a sultry tango to your lips. Wanting to curve fingers with the shape of your face, cradling, claiming you as his, he does remind himself of current priority. This is work. He does not wish to cause an uncomfortable climate. Most have no opinion about this new relationship the two of you have begun.
Hank obviously rolled eyes when Connor first admitted. Actually, it was not in disgust. The lieutenant thought it was “about time they worked it the fuck out” in his usual unpleasant terms.
There is a nudge of doubt still weighing through his system. Even as you come to hold a place for him in your rapturous human heart; Connor imagines if he did not become deviant.
Never will he doubt you or these feelings. He doubts how good he truly is for someone like you. Someone who is a lively spark in this world, making him feel further human. If he may hold, protect you forever that will be enough. Even if you decide to move away from this connection for your sake as a human dating an android; Connor drops his gaze. Being free with thoughts and decisions empties his mind for only his internal voice to ruminate. At times being alone is not best for a deviant.
“Connor? Are you OK?”
Stroking his cheek draws him up in a snap. Indicator flickers in a call sign interrupting this pleasant sensation reserved only for him. He reserves for you as well. As long as you want to be with him perhaps that is enough. To hold a moment tenderly expecting an end or his days of struggle eclipse logic too severely. 
He is more adaptable than this. Having something precious to lose makes the android surge with an entire new string of emotions.
Maybe he should ask Hank. On second thought, let’s not ask Hank.  
Connor smiles now. Appeasing worry is part of his programming. He is meant to integrate in an amiable way. He still follows patterns of protocol but more so out of choice. An unmistakable need to make you happy fills him with purpose.
“I just received an emergency call,” Connor breathes against your hand. Tiny peck of the android’s bottom lip grazes palm where you continue to offer a soothing caress. Tasting the natural chemicals held within your body spiking for every touch and affectionate fondle of skin. 
“It seems I will be out in the field earlier today. And – Hank is late.”
Anderson is late? Shocking! You smirk. “Well, that’s on him,” you chide. “But still… I’d like you having backup. Do you want me to-?”
“No, Y/N.” Connor is quick to shut down the suggestion. He knows of the astonishing capability you possess. There is more at stake.
Arguing won’t change his mind. He’s pretty good at making his own decisions. It makes you happy to see him not tied down to code or orders. He’s also pretty good at this coffee thing. Sipping it now creates a warm spread.
“Mmm,” purring approval gets him going. 
Lusty clouds dot caramel cocoa, those same eclipses you notice each time kissing turns into heavy petting. Connor lets go of his pristine, intelligent personage while loving you. He takes breath away. Can only dream of how it will be when you two have sex. “Exact amount of cream. Connor, if you weren’t a detective you’d make a delectably hot barista.”
“Hey, hey, hey! Take your lovey dovey shit outside!”
Wrenching back from Connor’s warm, loving space is a good opportunity to roll eyes in disgust. You blatantly ignore the obnoxious entrance of Reed. “Be careful,” a little whisper floods your feelings. They always were like this for Connor but knowing he’s yours? It adds extra uneasiness.
He does not seem to be worried at all. That smile can light up the earth. He warms you like the sun.
“Androids are capable of avoiding unnecessary injury to biocomponents, Love. My model makes me quite effective.” Connor pulls at the threads holding your blissful laughter at bay. Poking gently, hoping to spill splendorous sound tinkling like china glass. Whenever you laugh the metal melts a bit more around his artificial heart.
You bless him with a diminutive giggle. All is right within his world then. It means everything he desires now. Deviancy opens gates, unleashing his true self. He-he wants to hold this forever along with your perfect form in his arms until the end of time.
“Gonna keep eye fucking or do your job tin can?!”
Connor’s smile snaps into a line. Drawing fingers against your waist as a silent disengagement and promise to remain safe, the prototype detective walks out of break room on a clear path to Gavin Reed.
The human detective yawns not worried. He snorts at the droid. “The fuck you looking at?”
“Opening your mouth to Detective Y/L/N will need proper adjustment,” Connor explains smoothly. “Would you like me to assist you, Detective Reed?”
Any jokes Gavin had on loop don’t make it past this plastic asshole’s balls. Getting in his face he must have a big pair of gonads! “Don’t think I haven’t forgotten your stunt in the evidence room motherfucker!”
“I’m sorry,” the prototype snipes sarcastically. “I suppose this concludes our bromance then.”
“You motherless piece of shit!”
Unfazed by the varying degrees of dirt that escapes Reed’s mouth, Connor takes a page out of Hank’s book as the lieutenant would say: “Do go fuck yourself, Detective Reed. I believe that will solve all of your problems.”
Gavin is too stunned to even harp back. That’s a first! Goddamn android saunters off like he’s some hot shot too. Anderson taught him this shit! He knows it! Well…he’ll get this prick back. Today.
“Uh, Connor?” Chris Miller’s eyebrows rise at the android. Coming in slopped up in mud and – that better be mud! “What happened to you?”
“I had a minor accident.” Explaining crisply, Connor’s perturbed affectation is due to his constant gathering of humanity. More simply put: he is pissed off. Holding up his arms did not lessen the entirety of this ruination. His jacket is completely soiled. 
“Just minor?” the officer snorts, returning to computer. “Wait til Hank sees this.” 
Ignoring Officer Miller’s amusement puts Connor on a path for locker room. A swift move that Gavin takes notice of. Removing feet off desk, Reed gets up casually before taking off in the same direction. Whistling on the way downstairs echoes in stairwell but Gavin shuts up by the time that prick could be in earshot. 
Jacket, jeans completely caked in mud, dirty liquid already seeps through white shirt. Jumping a fence into several pedestrians did not end well despite calculations. The thief in question decided to use collateral damage to slow his pursuit. Connor fell face first in a giant puddle of soggy dirt from last night’s rain shower. 
The android strips dirty clothing. Resting shoes atop bench they are remarkably unscathed. Obtaining a locker for himself is both beneficial and rewarding. He never imagined much need for it being an android. Hank was right this time. 
Connor smirks. Stepping out of aisle to enter shower stall he needs to rinse splatters of dirt from synthetic skin. 
Reed takes a peek now seeing the coast clear. “Let’s see you get out of here naked plastic prick.” Gavin proceeds to gather up the droids clothes intent on humiliating the bastard. This will stick it to him on a lesser note but he’ll sit back and laugh his ass off all the same. 
“What the hell did he fall in?!” Gavin holds the muddy pile away from himself. If he gets anything on this jacket he’ll kill somebody. 
      Wet tousled hair smoothes in a comb beneath Connor’s fingers returning to locker. He freezes, running a searchable scan. Where are his clothes? 
“Connor!?” 
Jolting around at your frantic voice floods indicator scarlet. Priming himself to jump into action and protect he steels his fluid stance. You are alone. There is no sign of any distress besides your rising heart rate. Oh.
The android peers down assessing his current absence of clothing. “Nothing to see here.”
Nothing to see? How about broad shoulders ripe for finger digging, clavicles made for flush kisses and a muscle toned body stark naked in the DPD locker room? Connor is absolutely wow. No, really. This is…what??? 
“Um, you’re fucking naked!” 
Raising eyebrows at your language does remind him of Hank. The android remains standing without sense to hide anything about his state of undress. Simply he gazes at you fondly and free of inhibitions. Obviously this is far too intimate. Even in a relationship your embarrassment is palpable. “Are you all right, Y/N?”
A breath escapes in poor answer. Frankly there is nothing to say without making a fool of yourself. It shouldn’t be this nerve wracking. After all you two have been together but not this far yet. 
Connor cocks his head with a tiny smile. Obviously it does not bother him. However, he does not wish for you to feel uncomfortable. “I apologize. Would you like me-?” 
“Connor.” Pressing a palm to his chest stills the entire world. Bare and chiseled just as his sharp cheekbones, sculpted jaw he is a beautiful statue. He’s an ancient work born out of Greece. Tall perfection making you weak in the knees fully clothed. Without you need to start fanning yourself before passing out. 
Keeping eyes up is difficult. You swallow. 
Your touch melts him into you, eyelids drifting in a flutter. His eyelashes are like snow kissing against yours when he leans in to overtake lips. Right now he quietly stands absorbing closeness. Somehow you think this vulnerability eases him and how can you complain?
Cyberlife be praised. They were good for something at least. You giggle. Reaching up to cup his face pulls his head to meet your level. 
Connor’s lips mimic yours touching softly at first. Arms thread to the warm curves of your body. Pulling you flush produces a shared groan into your mouths. His LED is ablaze, frame shuddering pleasurably into your figure. 
Ohhh. You can feel him pressing fully into your groin. 
“Connor.” Bracing hands against the android’s bare chest establishes more. This type of intimacy is new. Wanting it is a personal truth but down in the locker room of the DPD? 
“I realize we have not had this opportunity. Removing our clothes for one another.”
“No,” you agree quiet. “We-we haven’t.” 
“Does it bother you?” Worry replaces lust in your android lover. “If so I will-”
“Connor, nothing in the world involving you would ever make me uncomfortable. Besides, I love what I see.” 
The android grins crookedly. Sweeping you close to show you everything he will offer. His back collides with lockers allowing you power over him. It is a silent turn on for the android known for dominating in combat. 
Tender kisses raining over your lips as stardust. Connor is a star. He’s your star. Glowing forever in your heart and this is the only thing. 
“My Heart,” he whispers into the sweet crook of neck. His tongue traces skin tasting what he loves most in this world. 
A dangerous shiver causes a soft moan to slip. Tracing fingertips down his perfect torso creates a light shade of blue. Shimmering in a blush to synthetic skin, you gasp, smiling up at him. 
“What the fuck!” Reed nearly throws up finding you pressed up against that plastic shithead. Like he needs to see a human and android fucking! 
Wrenching back from your boyfriend leaves a serious problem. It’s pretty obvious since there’s nothing in the locker. You sneer already suspecting! “Get the hell out, Gavin! Better yet. Get Connor’s clothes you asshole!” 
The detective snorts. Crossing arms over his chest, he takes one good look at this fucking shit and doesn’t bother hiding disgust. Fucking androids. Now they’re over here stealing humans for themselves. What a joke. 
“Didn’t take the plastic prick’s shit.” Reed denies but pulls off a cocky smile. Let’s see you prove it. “What? You gotta problem with your robo boy’s package? Ain’t got one?” 
Connor sidesteps from behind you without care. He throws a hot glare onto the human.
“Ah, fuck!” Gavin turns his head. “You son of a bitch! I didn’t need to see your dick!” 
“Certainly were interested enough to bring it up though.” You sneer at the idiot. Can somebody fire this scumbag? “Does that answer your question? Oh, that’s right. You’re embarrassed. Because my boyfriend is obviously way bigger than your teeny pencil dick.” 
Honestly, you know this boy is nice. You saw with your own eyes. Accidentally but knowing what’s in store for later is nice. Better than nice. 
“What the fuck did you…?”
Connor moves in front of you purposely aware of Detective Reed’s disgust. That is why the android smiles.
Gavin throws in the towel. “Jesus Christ! Go ahead and fuck him down here if you want. I’m out!”
Saying there isn’t satisfaction in Reed squirming like the scummy worm he is would be lying. You did enjoy watching him lose it. The filthy comment out of his mouth is so expected at this point nothing phases. Not even Connor still naked as the day he was created. This vantage gives you a direct view of his toned ass. Talk about sculpted perfection.
“Connor.” Calling for him to turn around, averting eyes to save your life, you reach to snag onto his forearm. Bringing the nude android towards lockers the idea is simple. “Um, wait here. And I’ll find where that jackass took your clothes.”
“Y/N, wait.”
Catching onto your waist stills everything. His voice is uneven. Checking his LED it’s not crimson but amber. What is he thinking?
“Then you do not mind seeing all of me.” Hesitation poisons his statement. Part of him does not want the truth. If you do not believe he is worth you- “As this. As my true self?”
A gentle smile answers in place of words. What can be said that is good enough? He is everything in your world. Can that be enough? Of course it is. Love is whatever you want it to be. This is what you want it to be.
“I know your true self. This.” You rub fingers across his chest. Beneath synthetic skin it’s easy to know what he is but that is what you love. All of him no matter what others see.
You indulge firm hands resting on hips. Thankfully deviancy means being bolder. He’s still a cinnamon roll though. Cinnamon roll that can kill you but still fits. “I only see you, Connor. Skin, no skin why should that mean anything? When I love you?”
The android is flooded with readings. Listening, analyzing each hastened beat of heart radiating out of you. Those beats are erratically for – him.
Connor’s smile transcends beyond that cheap grimace that used to twist his mouth. This is bright. Vibrant in humanity, dimples and pride knowing he can have what he wants.
“My Heart,” he pledges an oath. “I love you too.”
That pet name is going to make you drop. Who knew androids could be this romantic? You clear your throat, pointing down but keeping eyes on his. “Want to put that away now?”
“Oh. Obviously.”
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Chimer Latrai | Civitrecce | Several Nights Prior
You hesitate before you knock on her door.
The building you’re standing in one of the many identical hallways of is very uniform for Civitrecce. Ask any troll to think of the tech city, and they’d probably imagine a tall gray hivestem just like this one, fifty floors tall with struts on the outside to balance it in the winds and roosts for flying lusii to roost on.
There are gardens around its outside balconies too, strung with netting to keep out the aforementioned flying lusii. Each lowblood is allowed to grow a certain amount of their own food. A lot of places don’t even permit such things (god forbid lowbloods be too self-sufficient) but given Civitrecce’s population and the financial strain of imports from the surrounding valleys, it was finally allowed about seventy sweeps ago.
Still, you saw what must’ve been a highblood’s raptor lusus swoop down on one, tear through its netting with what looked like metal-covered talons and wreck it, not even eating anything it destroyed. You wish you’d been in range to throw your trident, but it was at least ten floors up. Plus an incident is the last thing you need right now, though you grit your fangs at your own helplessness and the far worse loss to whatever poor troll is the victim. Probably just one of way too many this has happened to.
The troll you’re about to visit is a victim in her way, but like no other.
You’ve searched for any mention of someone else hatched like her in your many sweeps - any whisper that she wasn’t an anomaly - but you’ve never found anything definitive.
The door opens before you can knock on it.
Tabula Raisaa is a slight maroon, a foot shorter than you and a bit thinner. Her hair only comes to an inch or so past her ears, and her eyes are psiionic white, but were it not for the luminous glow, one would almost think they belonged to a ghost.
Her face is a copy of yours.
Or really, yours is a copy of hers.
“Heeeeeey...” You say, all your planned starts to the conversation going up in a cloud of smoke.
She raises a finger in a “wait” gesture and walks back inside.
You peer in after her, eyes wide with curiosity.
Her hiveblock is small, but...cozy, you suppose. There are notebooks everywhere, open and closed, old and new. A battered laptop is open on a table with a strong-smelling cup of coffee beside it, steaming gently. Strings of lights are strewn across the ceiling and walls. A white meowbeast - not a lusus, you think - dozes curled up on an old maroon couch with threadbare patches.
“Nice setup you got here. Didn’t know you were one for pets.”
A black dog with orange eyes snapping and snarling, trying to take your place.
You wince at the memory. One upside of dealing with Tabula: at least she has no recall feature.
Though...she seems to recognize you. How is that possible? You were ready to explain everything, now that she doesn’t have Cherie’s power sustaining her memory.
“I could be culled for not having a lusus.” she replies from a room you can’t see, tone sharp. 
Sharp? Tabula’s always dull, emotionless...
The girl who walks back in is anything but, arms crossed as she looks at you with distaste.
“I felt disdain was appropriate for you, so I drank some.” She says, chin up. 
Your fins ripple up and down in confusion.
“You can store emotions now? Also, what’d I do.”
Tactfully you don’t remind her that she once tried to kill you, and also she was on Cherie’s side last time.
At least they don’t seem to have done anything to her. 
She laughs, an eerie enough sound that your skin prickles a little. It’s like she learned how from recordings which...is about right.
“Can I sit down at least?”
“Why not?” She says, shrugging. “You’ve imposed yourself on me in every other way.”
Rolling your eyes, you plunk down near the meowbeast, which opens a sleepy yellow eye at you and then ignores you entirely.
“Look, I’m not expecting you to be jazzed about me, but I came here to make sure you were safe, okay? Cherie has popped up again and they talked about you in their usual creepy way, so I’m trying to be responsible toward you for once. Be a pal and don’t give me shit.”
“You’ve seen me, I’m safe. Since you’re still here, you want something from me, as if you haven’t taken everything I was entitled to already.”
She’s not being fair.
That’s your first thought, yet she’s not wrong. Chimera’s selfishness created you, not that you asked for that. Cherie claims Tabula is hollow, incapable of individuality, but just because she’s different doesn’t mean she’s not a person. 
For over four hundred sweeps she was a voice in your head, watching you live the life she should’ve had.
You exhale deeply. Just because you didn’t mean for her to suffer doesn’t mean you’re not the reason why.
Plus, though it stings, she’s not entirely wrong.
“Yes.” You admit. “But that was a recent thing, like, an hour ago. I originally came here to see if you were safe and ask you some questions. And if you don’t want me to, I won’t bring it up. Plus, it’s for a friend, not me.”
She takes out a vial from her sylladex - you see it flash golden - and drinks it down. 
“For a friend! That makes it better, doesn’t it? How you assume I’d help you. What do I get in return?”
Amusement enters her tone, the hard edge of disdain still pointed beneath it.
“I can pay you, or give you a favor. Also, how are you storing those? How do you even remember me?”
“Magic, Chimer!” She sings, entirely amused now as she twirls in place, her gray skirt swirling. “Magic, psi, and technology combined. Did you think you were the only one with all the tricks? Oh - but you gave it up. Silly girl!”
Disdainful Tabula suddenly seems a lot more appealing.
“Coooool. Okay, so, what do you remember about Cherie’s goals, if anything? Did they ever talk about their past, or how they felt about the spectrum?”
“Why should I care? They weren’t very funny.” she says, yawning, but then a watch on her wrist beeps and she downs another vial, this one gray. She calms, and sits on the floor, cross-legged.
“You haven’t asked me about myself in the whole time you’ve been here. I’m nothing but information to you.”
Her voice is even, non-judgmental. 
Perhaps that’s why your fists clench as you inhale deeply, fins pressed down.
“What should I ask you, Tabula? What could I ask you? I barely understand you, and god, I should, but I don’t. I owe you everything, and you don’t owe me shit. There’s no way I can ever pay you back, and I hate it. I hate that you tried to fucking kill me and I can’t say that makes us square, because I know what you went through. I hate that you stood with the person who imprisoned me and I can’t say that makes us square either, because you literally had no choice, and none of it would’ve happened if you’d gotten my life.”
It’s hard to glean an expression from those white eyes, but she drinks another vial. 
It’s fuchsia.
“Accepting you don’t understand me is something.” She says. “Cherie pretended to. I can’t remember everything, especially after I took the implants they gave me out, but I remember that much.”
You blink.
“Why’d you take them out? Didn’t they...I mean, didn’t you have to find a new way to hold onto stuff? Judging from obvious context clues here, you still can’t sustain an emotional state, no offense.”
“I don’t feel like taking offense.” She says, still calm. “I can’t take amusement again or I’ll get distracted, even though I just made a funny joke. The feelings consume me.”
What do you even say to that? To the girl forced to depend on others to react to the world around her? To know if she’d had your life, she wouldn’t be this way?
“That’s rough, buddy.”
Nailed it.
She gets up and flips through notebooks, doing this for a few minutes until she gets the one she wants and reads aloud.
“The storage and stabilization implants have control units in them. Must take them out so Cherie can’t get to me. Coloth tech, I think.”
Your lip curls in disgust.
“They walked up to me acting like they were all invested in lowblood rights, knowing damn well I was there when they tried their little timeline BS. Now this too?”
An idea hits and you sit up straight.
“Tabula, if I recorded your testimony, I could use it to - ”
“No.”
“Uh?”
“I don’t care about taking down Cherie.”
“Whhhhyyyyy?”
“They’re not my problem.”
“They’re gonna be all of Civitrecce’s problem if they get enough power. Whatever they want, it’s obviously not lowblood rights, and I doubt it’s an ice cream party.”
She looks at you with a gaze you feel scopes all your thoughts out, every plan and idea you’ve ever had.
“I can only hold so much at once, but I know what a maroon’s word is worth against a cobalt. No matter what Cherie does, things are already bad here for lowbloods. I’ve seen suffering tonight. I’m sure I see it every night.”
A sigh, long and drawn out, flows from you as your shoulders slump. She’s right, and it reminds you how removed you are and will always be from the problem. 
No matter how what you change, highbloods can do whatever they want. They won’t respect lowbloods unless it costs them to not. They’ll shove them in helms, tear up their food with lusii, use them for their plans.
Meanwhile you remain as untouchable as when you slammed Cherie into that floor. 
Tabula would die for so much as slapping a blueblood. If she was lucky.
With a brush of your hand you slide your hair out of the way as you lean back on the couch that really isn’t big enough to fit you, your legs sprawled out on her floor.
“Yeah. Thanks for being straight with me, though.”
Her white eyes blink, and her ears flick. 
“I don’t care enough to lie to you.”
“Still.”
In a world of endless politics and the pain in the ass that’s Cherie, it’s nice to have someone be blunt, no matter how frustrating it is at times. 
She downs another vial as her watch beeps again, this one more a bluish gray.
“If you want my help, my price is your happiness. A whole night’s worth of happiness, of everything you have and love. I think it would be especially strong coming from you.”
She walks over and you double take in shock as she sits in your lap.
A slender, warm hand lightly runs a thumb across your right fin, and you shudder slightly.
“Don’t forget; you came from me. You owe me.”
Do you have any right to find her creepy? 
You do anyway, but still, you nod.
As both of you know so well, a deal’s a deal.
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35 Mistakes You Will Regret Making Today, Tomorrow, And The Next Day
1. Take your days off, take your sick leave, and most of all save up money and take your vacations. Companies want you to think you are invaluable to them but in the end they will let you go and forget you as soon as you are gone.
2. Keep a close eye on your relationship with substances. Many of you will have serious problems with them and won’t realize until you’re in very deep.
3. Always watch how your love interest treats other people. The day will inevitably come when that person will treat you the same way.
4. Don’t waste time being “anti.” I spent a lot of time in high school looking down on people’s choices of music, movies, hobbies, friends, etc. I said things like, “They only like it because it’s popular. This thing I’M into is clearly better.”
I was a bit of a dick and later I realized it’s ok to let people enjoy things that I don’t. I wasted a lot of opportunities to learn new things and make new friends because of that attitude and I regret it a lot.
5. Avoid staying in a job where you’re totally bored or hate facing it every day.
Some people stick with it endlessly because “it takes too much effort to find something new” (or because they believe an alternative will probably be no better in the long run than where they are).
6. Take risks young, before you have kids, because then you are taking a risk on your family too. Plus risks are super fun and empowering when all the consequence is on you! After kids then the exhilaration becomes guilt. Not as enjoyable.
7. Triple redundancy… back up ALL your photos, videos etc, I lost about a year of photos which included a couple of big life events, mostly I backed up but got sloppy.
Cloud storage is very cheap but don’t rely on just that, put it on a hard drive as well and a few other places.
Also for those who are a little older check all those old DVD/CDs you burnt as they’re degrading and data is being lost.
8. Don’t date someone because you are lonely. Date someone because you see a future with them.
9. Not forgiving my best friend for something really minor. I stopped talking to her, even though she apologized a million times. Now, I don’t even know where she is anymore. She was a really good friend, and I was an asshole.
10. Don’t eat out of boredom or to make yourself feel better when you’re down. A slice or two of pizza on occasion is OK; a whole pizza, not so much. Also, go easy on the sugary drinks and alcohol.
11. Not breaking up with a guy immediately after he hits you for the first time. I’m sorry doesn’t press the reset button.
12. Do not lie to your S/O. They’re supposed to be your best friend. If you lie, trust will break down, the relationship will start to suck, and then you will end it due to their seemingly unwarranted paranoia, or they will end it because they cannot trust you.
13. Don’t self harm, or do drugs. If you have a crush and it’s obvious they don’t like you back, get over it. If you think you or a friend may have depression or any other mental disorders, please get help. If you’re thinking about suicide, DO. NOT. DO. IT.
14. Marriage and children are not for everyone. It’s bliss for some people. It’s absolute carnage for others.
One glove does not fit everyone. If you are happy and content being with yourself. Accept it, enjoy it. Don’t let the world let you take on a responsibility that has no expiration date.
15. When you get cheated on, don’t try to fix it and give a person another chance, just leave. It will hurt and it may seem that what i am saying is pointless but you will thank me soon and also after you get cheated on. Work on yourself first before looking for another one because if you rush it you are more likely to fail.
16. Not putting effort and the focus that was required for school. Yes, I’ve ended up doing extremely well for myself within a few years after high school. But I sure as hell wish I actually paid attention. I thought it was cool and fun to just hangout with a bunch of losers who would smoke weed all day and accomplish nothing. Late into senior year is when I made the change, although late on the school part. I began finding new people that were purely dedicated. It rubbed off on me, and now I can say that I’m glad I had a moment of true realization.
17. Love is a two way street. Not realizing that lead to many, many relationships that should have ended but didn’t because of the fear of being alone. On a related note, the fear of being alone is both real and powerful.
18. Don’t marry the wrong person. And don’t marry the wrong person’s family. That’s right, when you marry someone, you also marry their family. When I married, we lived hundreds of miles from her family, so I didn’t know them well. Things changed, and we were living within 5 miles of her family. Disaster struck.
19. Don’t show loyalty where it isn’t deserved, that applies to people, brands, companies you work for.
20. Don’t put too much thought into what people think about you. Just be a good person and have good intentions and realize that you can’t please everyone.
21. Don’t associate with those that don’t have your best interests at heart when it matters.
That usually becomes quite evident when you do something that they don’t like, they start to pick holes with everything to try and manipulate you back, or they just generally aren’t there when you need help.
22. Learn to communicate effectively. Seriously. You’ll lose good people from your life if you can’t do it right, so learn.
23. Credit cards are not free money. You may need one to build credit but be careful how much you use it, and pay it off every month. It’s so easy to charge “just this one little thing” over and over until the card is maxed out.
24. Take care of what you have before it becomes what you had.
25. Working in a family-owned business (as an outsider) can go really fucking south. You will get the silent treatment, in the worst-case scenario I’ve experienced. There will be loads of clique behavior and just the general vibe of “if we weren’t shorthanded, we’d have kept it in the family”. In general, there will always be underlying tension and loads of unprofessional behavior. I’m personally never doing it again, if I can help it.
26. Brushing your teeth might seem minor but if you don’t holy shit its finna come hit like a truck. And also makes finding a soulmate a whole lot easier.
27. If your grandparents/older relatives are alive and well, spend some time with them, call them to say hi, just check in with them. When they are gone you’re going to be the one left with regret, not them.
28. If the group of people you’re hanging around at school (or elsewhere) always make fun of you in a “joking” way, stop hanging out with them. If everybody gets their share, then it’s alright but if you’re the butt of every joke then it’s not really friendship. You’re just a lightning conductor for all their insecurities. Have some self-respect.
29. If you are pregnant and think something is wrong, please, please, PLEASE find a doctor who will listen. My last pregnancy, I was in excruciating pain, losing weight and wasn’t hungry. My OBs brushed off my concerns, just saying every pregnancy is different. I was in the ER twice with upper abdominal pain. Neither time did they check my son. I had undiagnosed HELLP Syndrome. Because the doctors wouldn’t listen, my son died. You know your body. Don’t let doctors ignore you.
30. Read your insurance policies. Know what’s in there and if you have enough or too much coverage.
31. If things come easy to you and you can pass all your classes in high school on tests alone, don’t. Do the homework, even if it’s just tedious busywork. Keep all your handouts organized and neat. Do projects and papers step by step. Once you hit college (especially in upper level stem classes) you’ll regret not having made those habits earlier. High school isn’t about learning material as much as it is teaching you HOW to learn material.
32. For the love of everything that is good, don’t ever take up smoking. Doesn’t matter how good that nicotine rush feels, sooner or later you’ll end up regretting it, and quitting is… well, a bitch.
33. Don’t ever think you still have some “fun time” left and avoid your responsibilities. It’s a slippery slope.
Like, it starts by thinking “oh, I got a few more hours before I have to worry about that report” and gradually turns into “I’m only 21, what’s the deal if I need one more semester to finish school?”. And then you wake up one day and realize you’re 24, all your friends have graduated and you’re still jerking off.
34. When picking a career it’s best to focus on what you’re actually good at than something that just sounds more interesting. Regrets have been made.
35. Follow your intuition. We are animals that have been taught to ignore our instincts. Following my instincts has save my life before.
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BNHA self insert AU
Nani the heck is this? Read here!
Chapter 8: They call me Mother
What happened during the in between time of move in day and the 1st day of second term? Total. Fuckery….This is the last chapter in what happened in those 11 days.
It’s day 7 and it’s a very important day! Robo-dog is going to be activated for the first time. I wake up very excited to start my day that I didn’t care about the dumb shit happening behind me in the boy’s bathroom while I did my routine. I played Japan by Famous Dex ft Keith Ape and Verbal and danced while waiting for my detox mud mask to finish drying. 
“Woah Palma-san contain your ass!” said Kirishima.
“Oh sorry yall! I’m just so excited for today! My project is ready for activation and test run. My group mates just finished it last night and asked me to come over after breakfast.”
“Project? must be pretty important if you’re this excited.” said Sato drying his hair.
Iida walks in shirtless and he’s peeling and a bit red.
“Oh dear you really are burnt Tenya” I said cringing at the sight of the skin flakes on his shoulders.
“Yea I don’t understand! I was wearing sunscreen and everything!” he said aggressively chopping “are my precautions just a joke to the sun!”
I start wheeze laughing “I can’t believe you’re cursing the sun!” I said as I wiped my tears “never thought I’d see the day were you curse the space orb!”
All the boys stop and stare at me laughing so hard that I was in tears. They all thought it was the most genuine thing to ever see a girl do.
“Here, I have something that will help” I say as I take out 2 bottles of product out of my personal care caddy “This is aloe vera body wash and this is cooling aloe vera gel. Put on the gel after showering with the body wash to stop the peeling and reduce the redness. It has a neutral scent so you won’t smell feminine or anything.”
Iida looks at the products and uses them in his morning shower. When he got out, Ita already left the bathroom.
“Now that Palma-san is gone, way to go Iida!” said Kaminari “You and her are finally getting causal with the first names, proud of you big guy!”
“We’ve been on first name basis for months now, it’s just how she likes to be addressed.” retorted Iida.
“Ok but what’s with the whole lending products?” Sero said with a sly look.
“She just knows how to soothe a sunburn! she’s a very knowledgable person.”
“Just the other day I asked her how do I get rid of a bruise and she told me to stop being a little bitch and suck it up. No advice or remedy prepared and handed to me.” said Midoriya 
“Yeah I was there! I high fived her and laughed, she’s so funny!” said Bakugo with a smile.
“Well...”
“JUST ADMIT IT! She’s showing you care and favoritism because she likes you” exploded Kirishima “what are you waiting for Iida-kun? Claim your girl!”
“I’m working on it Kirishima! I already set the day and have the note ready but..”
“But what?!” said the boys in the bathroom.
“I’m just afraid that she’ll say no and I ruined the good thing we had together. She’s still hurting over the life she left behind.”
Meanwhile, I was happily getting dressed and drinking my coffee. Everyone at this point knows why I’m so happy and excited and wished me luck before heading out.
“Ok, You two ready?” asked Jin, putting on his safety googles.
“Ready!” Mimi and I say, also putting on safety googles.
“Term 1 project: Robo-dog, ready for initial activation!” Jin dramatically says as he flips the switch on in the robot’s mouth.
The small robot started to twitch it’s nose and tail before opening it’s eyes. They glowed brightly for a few seconds then dimmed to a soft glow.
“Hello, are you my creators?” spoke the robot.
“Oh my goodness! Yes, yes we are your creators! I’m Jin Matsui! I made your frame and intelligence.”
“I’m Mimi Oleshin, I made your extendable features.”
“And I’m Itati Palma, I designed you and made your fur coat, after my beloved pet, Mr. Muffins” I said tearing up because I miss my sweet little muffin.
“Oh! then is my name Mr. Muffins?” 
We look at each other, Jin spoke up “Is that what you want to be called?”
“Yes! Because Itati looked nostalgic when they talked to me, I want to be Mr. Muffins 2.0″
“If that’s what you want, then so be it. Happy birthday Mr. Muffins 2.0 and welcome to the world.” Jin said as he held our hands like a proud father.
“Thank you Jin, what is my purpose?”
“We created you to be a security dog for the homes and families of working Heroes. You are made for security and comfort along with the potential to be a personal tasker.” said Mimi.
“We built you with weaponry and expendable arms to protect and assist. Your data and any saved information gets sent to us via cloud storage. And while we created you, we aren’t done perfecting you so we may add more commands, settings and weaponry over time.” I said.
“Do you have any questions for us Mr. Muffins?” asked Jin
“Yes, am I first of my kind?”
“yes you are, but we hope to make another in the future.”
“Who am I assigned to protect?”
We look at each other, this robot really through us in a loop with this one.
“Who do you want to protect, out of the three of us?” asked Jin.
“I can’t say, maybe all of you. Since you’re a family unit. Jin is the paternal figure, Itati the maternal figure and Mimi the neutral figure.
We start to tear up because we didn’t really think of it that way but we felt very unified. We decided to take turns with testing out the robo-dog, starting with me because I was in different dorms. Therefore, I can test out the security features better than the other two. I teleport Muffin 2.0 and I to the hero dorms to introduce him to the others, I had to have some fun with it!
“Oh you’re back! how did it go?” asked Shoji.
“EVEN BETTER THAN I THOUGHT! I want to introduce yall to him!”
Everyone gathered around and saw the very life-like dog, wagging it’s tail at my feet.
“AH! SO CUTE!” squealed the girls and Koda.
“Yall, this is my term-1 project, Robo-Dog. We designed him to be a home security device for the homes and families of working Heroes.”
“This little thing is supposed to protect a house?” said Bakugo scornfully “Looks like one good kick and the intruder has it’s way.”
“Actually, I’m too heavy to be kicked over. I weight 86 pounds” said the robot.
“Did that thing just talk!?” screamed Mineta
“Yup! This puppy is built with artificial intelligence. Why don’t you introduce yourself to everyone?” I asked the robot.
“Gladly! Hello, my name is Mr. Muffins 2.0 and today is my birthday. I am assigned to protect my creators and I am the first of my kind.”
Everyone was floored with how well it spoke. Kirishima looked uneasy.
“Question for the creator, What if it turns against you and kills you?”
“Well I guess I’ll let it kill me because look at his little cute face!” I said petting it’s head “My groupmates and I are going to take turns testing out it’s features before the term starts. And before you ask, yes I have full permission to have this robot in our dorms.”
Everyone went about their day as I played around with the commands in my room. 2 days pass and the hero course goes to take their licensing exam. Not to my surprise, Bakugo and Todoroki didn’t pass and we all teased them that a lizard did better than them. The events of the Midoriya and Bakugo fight unfolded and the opening ceremony started. I was in block formation with my small class. Even though we didn’t need to, we wanted to look more distinguished by being in formation and having group chants when we see other departments to flex on them. I spot Mirio, Nejire and Amajiki, I remembered our little run in and my suspicion of them snooping into my file, I hatch a plan to go investigate. I find Midnight in the staff room with Nezu after the ceremony.
“Hello Midnight, principal Nezu.”
“Oh Itati! What a pleasant surprise, come in!”
“Thank you, I wanted to talk to you about something I have a strong suspicion in.”
“Oh? What or who does it involve?” asked Nezu.
“It involves my school file information and these 3 upperclassmen that have been seeking me out for the most of term 1.”
“3 upperclassmen? Do you know their names?” asked Midnight
“Yes actually, Togata Mirio, Hado Nejire and Tamaki Amajiki.”
“Those 3? actually, now that I recall, Nejire and Amajiki sometimes help out in the records office during their free period.” said Nezu.
“That’s right! but why are they targeting her? She’s just a first year and her file is incomplete. It only has her country, briefing of her asylum, quirk catagories, program, last name and list of languages spoken on the cover page. Everything else after is test scores and medical records.” listed Midnight.
“What could they get from that to seek her out?” said Nezu in deep thought.
“I’ve overheard them in passing that they want to convince me to become a hero because of my rumored abilities and the information about me ‘saving’ my school from a gang attack. They think I’m at my free will to change programs but I really feel like I’m getting cornered because they finally did a few days ago when I went on a personal shopping day.”
“What did they do?” Midnight asked a little worried.
I told them what happened and what question they asked me and how I answered them.
“That is unsettling but I am glad you didn’t give them the full truth to protect yourself and gave them the slip to get to the dorms safely.” Nezu said proudly
“Thank you and that’s all that’s happened so far, if anything else happens I will let you know.”
“But what about your file?” asked Midnight as I stood up to leave.
“keep it incomplete until they graduate, if they try to see it anytime after that, its a federal crime.”
“That’s possible but that also means you can’t move into the correct dorms until then.” said Nezu.
“then so be it, I just don’t want them to know more about me.”
I leave and walk out of the building thinking how I was going handle all this? Then I hear somebody calling me from behind me.
“PALMA-CHAN! PALMA-CHAN! OVER HERE!” it was Nejire, f u c k
“OH hi!” I said turning around. I see the other 2 boys were with her, triple f u c k.
“Come spend time with us! We’re going to get takoyaki!” she said jumping excitedly.
FUCK THEY GOT ME WITH THE FOOD BRIBE! “Um ok! teleporting over!” I thought I might have some fun with this if I can stretch the truth and throw them off.
“Wow thats fast!” said Mirio “Hi Palma-san, its been awhile.”
“Umm hi your hair looks- g-good today” said Amajiki looking down “and your socks are cute, pink is your color.”
I get flushed and the other 2 noticed, Nejire gets a look in her eye that I don’t understand.
“Yea you’re such a cute one! don’t you think so, Mirio?” she said stressing the last part.
“uhh yeah I agree hehe” he said blushing and giving Nejire a ‘cut it out!’ look.
“Come on lets go get some food! I’m starving!” she said grabbing my hand.
We get to the place and I get to be alone with Amajiki as the other 2 ordered, he looked like he was gonna pass out.
“are you ok?”
“I’m-finee” he said shakily “I just get nervous around people I don’t know well, especially somebody as cute as you.”
I tried to change the subject because I was NOT about to be involved in a fucking love triangle with upperclassmen, FUCK. THAT!
“Oh hehehe, sooooo what is your quirk? if you don’t mind me asking?”
“oh it’s Manifest, I can copy the ability of anything I eat as long as it’s in my digestive system.”
“That sounds so interesting!” I said as the other two came back with the food.
“Yea, watch this” he said eating a takoyaki “oh jeez its kinda hot.” But then after he swallows it, his hand turned into a cluster of tentacles.
“Oh my goodness! thats so cool! may I- touch it?” I said oogling at the sight.
“Um sure” he said letting me trace the tentacles with my finger. He gets flushed as I gently touch his transformed hand. I get a sinister idea, I want to test out this quirk for myself, so goal of today is to copy the quirk and take it to the dorms to see what I can transform into. Only thing is to find a way to touch his face without it looking weird. 
“Oh sorry, I’ve lingered too long on your hand hehehe” I said as I retracted my hands from his.
“Mirio has a cool quirk too” Nejire said as she took a bite of food.
“It’s not that cool but I have Permeate, I can phase through anything, watch.” he said as he phased his hand through the table we were seated at.
“AH! that’s wicked! I like it.” I said thinking, that’s a quirk I want to test out too but I need to get close enough to these boys without getting found out or catch feelings. “may I- put my hand through yours?”
“sure! here.” he said holding his hand out so I can phase my hand through.
“He can do that with his whole body too! But at the end he’s naked because he phases right through his clothes!” said Nejire not knowing how embarrassing that fact really is.
“Nejire! you’re embarrassing me! she didn’t need to know that” Mirio said blushing hard.
We had good conversation and I was think on how I was going to touch his face or what reason I was going to put in to have me touch his face. Suddenly I felt the wind pick up and some leaves and small debris were being pushed by the wind. There was my excuse! If I could discreetly levitate a leaf onto his face while the wind was blowing, I have means to touch his face! I barely got it right and I got a slightly damp leaf of his face.
“Oh Amajiki-san, here let me...” I said as I reached over and brushed the leaf off and wiping the dampness with my thumb with my hand resting on his jaw. I looked at his eyes and he started trembling.
“Oh um thanks Palma-san” he said diverting his gaze away. 
“The wind is picking up pretty quick, we should get going” said Mirio standing up.
I say my goodbyes and teleported out. Meanwhile the 3rd years were walking home and trying to figure out what I told them.
“She seems to be opening up to us!” said Amajiki “told you inviting her to some food was a good idea!”
“Yea! Did you see how handsy she was getting with you two?!” Nejire said stirring the pot “she seems to like you Amajiki-kun”
“What! no, she’s just being nice” he responded “she likes Mirio from the way she look at him when he talks.”
“You really think so Amajiki? Because I was thinking maybe I ask her to be my girlfriend.” said Mirio confidently.
“For real Mirio?! You’re going to ask her?!” Nejire screamed with a twinkle in her eye.
“Yes! I really like her and maybe having me as her boyfriend will convince her to become a hero too!” said Mirio pumping his fist “next time I see her, I will ask her and make her feel special!”
Meanwhile, I was at the dorms eating random things to see how the quirk works. I tested it out and I can maintain the quirk for 4 hours but after it wears off, going to the toilet is awkward and disgusting. I go to bed hoping I don’t need to get my stomach pumped because I ate weird shit. School starts and we presented Muffin 2.0, we got the best grade in the class. Diya sensei asked us to present it to the board later in the term, we agreed. We got into blade work in weapons class, Jin is surprisingly really good at using blades. 
-Hero 1-A classroom, before I arrive-
“She’s going to arrive any second now! How are you feeling Iida-kun?” asked Kaminari.
“I’m getting very nervous.” said Iida as he took out a medium sized box out of his bag with shaky hands.
“You can do it Iida-kun! Theres no way she’ll say no!” said Uraraka.
“Ok, I can do this!” he said getting up and making the slow and shaky walk to her desk. Everyone is waiting in suspense because it’s less than a minute until class starts and Palma-san hasn’t arrived yet and Iida is still making his way to her desk. Before he could reach to her desk, Aizawa started class and he ran back to his seat. 
“Ok class lets get started, we have some upperclassmen coming in to talk about the internships I mentioned yesterday.” He said as the 3 upperclassmen walk in. Before they could introduced themselves, I teleport in.
“OOF SORRY I’M LATE I-” I say in a panic as I pan to the 3 upperclassmen and think F U C K they know that I’m one hero class now.
“Perfect timing Miss Palma, please have a seat” said Aizawa “why don’t you introduce yourselves?”
The 3 upperclassmen introduced themselves and the girls turned to me when they heard Mirio’s name. Their expressions were a mix of shock and amazement that one of the BIG 3 was my person of interest. When they mentioned that they wanted to demonstrate their abilities on the class, I raised my hand,
“Yes Miss Palma?” asked Aizawa.
“Since I’m not under the hero course rubric to be in an internship, may I opt out of this activity?”
“Yes you may opt out, you may be excused.” said Aizawa as he wrote up an excuse slip for me.
“Thank you sensei, have fun everybody! Remember the finishing moves we practiced!” I said getting up and heading toward the door.
“Palma-chan! Join us for lunch in the patio later!” said Nejire.
“Oh uh alright, see you then!” I said as I walked down the hall to the workrooms so I can tinker with Muffin 2.0 some more. When it was lunch time I told Mimi and Jin what’s going down and they’re on lookout for me, just in case. I get to the patio and see just Mirio and I get uneasy and wonder where are the other 2.
“Oh Palma-san, there you are.” said Mirio as he turned to face me.
“Hi, where are the other 2?” I ask.
“They had to do something internship related, but let’s enjoy lunch together!”
“Um ok” I said sitting at the stone table under the shade “how was your demonstration?”
“It went great! Everyone got a little roughed up but they got the point I was making.”
“oh cool, some of things the hero course does seem really interesting” I said opening my container of fruit salad “but it seems everyone in 1-A is still a bit too underdeveloped to upkeep with these exams and trials.”
“Aizawa mentioned you are demolishing your classmates in spars and strategy tests” he said taking a bite of food “it’s so interesting to see an already powerful student that’ll make a promising hero.”
We have more hero conversation but it’s all praising my power and reasons to be one. I don’t show interest but I could tell he was trying to tell me something else.
“Hey Palma-san, quick question”
“yea?”
“You don’t happen to have a person of interest do you?”
Oh jeez what the fuck is he getting at?! “I do but it’s silly, I know they’ll never see me more than a friend.”
“So you’re single? Why would anybody not ask you out or confess?! You’re like the perfect girl.” he said blushing a bit and diverting his gaze.
Oh shit, I have entered the infatuation zone “Oh I don’t know about all that! I like to think I’m pretty decent.”
“I going to say it! Palma-san” he outbursts as he stood and did a parallel bow with his hand out “will you go out with me with the intention of being my girlfriend.”
Oh what the hell?! I think, If I say yes, I can copy his quirk and practice it and master it for however long we stay together because there is NO WAY we’re lasting longer than 5 months, thats just the dating rule. “Oh Mirio! so suddenly! I-” I say as surprised as I could.
“Please Palma-san, you’ve captured my heart with your beauty and power. I would be honored to have you has my girlfriend and I’ll be your knight and protect you!”
Oh jeez what a load of crap! I want to gag! “Then yes” I said carefully putting my hand on his “I accept this courtship.”
He looks up and gets happy that I said yes, he then sits next to me for the rest of lunch. He walks me to my wing and exchanged numbers. Mimi and Jin elbow and tease me on my acting in the patio, they know that I only said yes for the clout and quirk copying. It’s after school and I get a text from Mirio,
[Hey Palma-san, it’s Mirio :) would you like to walk home with me?]
I scream internally because that’s some cute shit, but I still don’t feel bad for just saying yes for non-love reasons.
[Sure :3 Meet me near the parking lot. See you soon!]
I turn to Mimi and Jin and show them the texts.
“Ahhh! I’m so jealous that you managed to get yourself a man with status!” squealed Mimi.
“At least it’s not that glasses weirdo, he caused you so much stress!” said Jin as he wave commands Muffin 2.0 to follow him.
We get to the front door of the school and I spot Mirio, I say wish me luck as they portal away to the dorms. I teleport to Mirio to start the walk home.
“I can walk you all the way home, I don’t mind walking 5 miles as long as your by my side.” 
“Oh you’re too sweet! I actually live in dorms with the hero class.” I explained the shortened version of the situation.
“Oh I see and you usually teleport to and from school huh?” he said realizing things “how is dorming with boys then?”
“It’s a bit annoying but I made myself clear that I wasn’t a piece of meat to stare at when I use the bathroom in the morning. They always want to sit with them during meals and down time and talk about boy things.”
“If I were there, you would never get bothered.” he said putting his arm around me.
I blush and we just talk about upcoming events and that we should go together to some of them. We get to the dorms and I turn to face him and he does the bow again.
“Thank you for saying yes Palma-san! I hope you have a nice evening!”
“Oh you don’t have to bow to me!” I said lifting his head up with a gentle hand and caressing his cheek “text me when you get home safely, ok?”
“Y-yes! um, bye! see you tomorrow!” he said as he walked away completely flushed.
I teleport in and hope nobody saw me with Mirio. I see everyone still in uniform laid out on the commons room, looking pretty roughed up.
“Oh my god! yall look like you got ran over by a bus!” I said dropping my things and running over to see the damage. They looked pretty bad so I levitated all of  them to their rooms and made dinner. It was the least I could do but I also wanted to try out the quirk in private so they couldn’t bother me. They come out of their rooms to eat, I made them a healthy orange chicken with carrots and green beans and plenty of rice.
“That smells divine! Did you cook this Palma-san?” asked Hagakure.
“Yes I did and there’s plenty for everyone! so dig in yall.” I said taking off my apron.
“The chicken is the perfect amount of tangy and savory! And these veggies are perfectly seasoned!” said Kirishima with a mouthful of food.
“So delicious! Thanks mom” said Sero not thinking what he was saying, but it was too late, everyone heard him call me mom.
“Did you just call me mom? Just for that, yall wash ya own dishes.” I said walking to my room and hearing all the groans and teasing.
I get to my room and start to control the quirk, it wasn’t as uncontrollable as I thought. With this first round, I could maintain it for one hour before I get exhausted. Meanwhile, down the hall in Ojiro’s room, the boys are plotting.
“Iida-kun you coward! Today was the day and you blew it!” said Kaminari.
“The day isn’t over! He can still knock on her door and ask!” said Shoji.
“You know her! She doesn’t like to be disturbed after 8pm.” retorted Todoroki.
“Guys forget all that! Did you see that Mirio guy eyeing her up in class?!” snidely remarked Mineta “he was basically looking at her he knows her.”
“Shut up Mineta he wasn’t looking at her like that!” spoke up Tokoyami.
“BUT did you see how that girl asked her to join them for lunch?! I looked out to the patio and it was only Mirio there with Palma-san!” said Mineta trying to get Iida to reacting.
“I’ll just try again in a few days.” said Iida, ignoring everyone’s input.
“NO ASK HER TOMORROW!” yelled everyone in the room. 
Fast forward to thursday and somehow, everyone knows about me and Mirio being together. We both didn’t care but wonder how people found out. Either way, we just kept doing our thing.
“Hey what are you doing saturday?” I asked on our walk home.
“Hmm I have to do something with my dad in the morning but I have the rest of the late afternoon and evening free.”
“Oh cool! I was wondering if you wanted to go to a party with me, it’s held at a third year intel’s house and they’re having a bonfire.”
“I haven’t been to a causal party before, I might go.”
“Oh ok let me know if you want to go so I can send you the address.”
“Is this your first party?”
“Oh heavens no, even back in America I was getting invited to parties. This party is my 5th party I’ve gone to this school year.”
Mirio starts to overthink when I said that. Was I a popular girl? Was I pity invite? What do I do to get invited again and again? He drops me off at the dorms and goes home. I get greeted by all the girls swarming me.
“I CAN’T BELIEVE YOU’RE DATING MIRIO!” they all say in shock. I was unfazed.
“Yea, we’ve been talking a lot since knowing their name but really yall, it’s not a huge deal.”
“But what about Iid-” Mina started but Uraraka and Momo covered their mouth because they didn’t want me to find out what happened. Meanwhile, in the boy’s side, in Shoji’s room.
“Bro he’s not getting up, poor thing.” said Kirishima as they look at a face down Iida on the floor.
“Tch, we warned him that he was going to lose her to somebody else if he didn’t say anything. But way to go Palma-san for dating the number 1 student of the school!” said Bakugo, twisting the knife.
“Kacchan! but it’s true, we did warn you Iida-kun.” Midoriya said gently as he put a blanket on him.
“I have destroyed the thing Iida-san” said Todoroki “I can’t believe you wrote an entire essay to her and she didn’t even get a chance to read it!”
“Come on Iida-kun you have to eat something, here’s some peeled apple and canned orange juice, your favorite.” said Tokoyami holding out the items.
“I’m not hungry, my heart ache is making me immobile” said Iida weakly “just leave me here to perish or until tomorrow for school.” 
“Ok lover boy, how are you going to get over her?” said Aoyama “or are you going to win her back?”
“I wouldn’t dare interfere with her happiness, if he makes her happy then I have to respect that” Iida said as he rolled on his side “I made a promise to her that I’d be sweet and considerate of her feelings and decisions. I just didn’t think she’d be kissing random boys and date upperclassmen.”  
The boys just left him to his moping. The air of sadness lingered on him into the next day. Even I noticed but everyone I’ve asked about it said to not worry about it, so I didn’t. Day of the party comes and I get real excited and did all my chores with visible excitement.
“Palma-san is Mirio going with you?” asked Jiro.
“I’m not even sure, he hasn’t responded to me if he was gonna go” I said while styling my hair.
“Then why are you getting all dressed up?” asked Momo.
“Because I want to, weather or not Mirio comes, I’m going to have fun with my classmates and upperclassmen in my department.”
“I wish I was cool enough to get invited to parties” pouted Mina “and have a boyfriend, you’re so lucky!”
Then I get a text, it’s from Mirio
[Hey can you send me the address to the party, Nejire convinced me to go]
“Ah! he’s going!” I squealed and the girls all squealed and jumped around in my room.
I finish getting ready and I head to the kitchen to chug some water because I know I was gonna be drinking and took the precaution.
“Woah Palma-san you’re lookin’ good” said Kaminari “Mirio is one lucky guy.”
“I don’t think Mirio will be able to keep his hands to himself tonight! Tell me Palma-san, are you going to come back with love marks?” Bakugo asked trying to provoke Iida that was trying not to say anything.
“Mayhaps or mayhaps he’s gonna have them, yall will see tomorrow.” I say before teleporting out.
At the party, everything was pretty chill and Mirio comes a bit late.
“Sorry I’m late, I didn’t know what to wear.” he said nervously.
“Oh don’t worry about your outfit! you look fine, come to the yard! We just lit the fire pit.” I said dragging him to the backyard. We sit with the others around the fire and we talk about dumb shit. Mirio doesn’t talk but has his arm around me as he listens to me talk. Mimi and Jin look at me from the kitchen window and signal me to make a move already. I give them the ‘let me work my magic!’ look and I turn to Mirio to start the magic
“Hey you want to go to the tree over there? I’m feeling too toasty here.”
“Oh sure, here let me help you up.”
I look at Mimi and Jin and they give me the thumbs up because they know what’s gonna happen next.
“Ok so I HAVE to ask, is it true that you get completely naked when you use your quirk? Everyone in 1-A told me they saw your dick and whole ass.”
“They told you?!” he said as he turned red “but yea, I get naked and it’s a bit embarrassing when everyone sees but I try my best to not show too much of my privates.”
“show me” I said so serious and boldly even I was surprised “please?”
“Um ok, it’s only fair.” he said as he looked around to see if anybody was looking and activated his quirk. I saw as his clothes just fell right through him and just stared right at his junk. I couldn’t believe it but I wasn’t going to do anything lewd or sexual. The goal of the night was to kiss him, so I worked up something to go in for the kiss.
“They really do just fall off” I said trying not to look at his junk again “turn around, I wanna see how muscular is your butt.” And this boy does a full spin for me and I just knew he was getting into it. Now for phase 2, keep it pg 13.
“I’ve been working hard for my muscles, want to feel?”
“yes but can you put your pants on? Just trying to be respectful”
“Oh right hehe I forgot” he said as he put his pants on quickly “here get close and feel.”
I didn’t care for the muscles, I just let my hand run until he gave into his temptation to kiss me. Mission successful! He even let a nice mark on me. As the night progressed, I started drinking a bit more and he had to leave since it was nearing midnight. I didn’t remember him leaving or what happened after a certain point but I woke up on the couch in his hoodie. I checked my phone and I have a text from him, when he got home safely.
[Just got home safe. I left some cash in the pocket of the hoodie so you can get a latte in the morning before heading to the dorms. Take care, see you later 💟]
What a sweetheart, I check the pocket and there was enough cash to get myself 2 large lattes and a bitch teleported into the commons room, double fisting 2 large lattes.
“Good morning Palma-san! I see you’re in the best mood” said Sero “Is that Mirio’s hoodie?”
“Yea hehe” I said with so much satisfaction “I don’t remember what happened before he left so my classmates told me he put his hoodie on me and kissed me good bye. In the morning I woke up and he sent me a text saying he left some cash in the pocket so I can buy myself coffee before I head to the dorms.”
“What a gentleman” Bakugo said with a smirk “but show us the damage!”
I took off the hoodie and all the boys hollered at the sight of me with the mix of hickeys, light scratch marks and a bite mark on my ear. I go to the bathroom to freshen up and the boys let me have my privacy as I took a well deserved bath. I had everything where I want them and these next few weeks are going to be interesting.
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Go’s Story - A Prequel
Back when I was running the Feng Shui game that precedes the setting outlined in this blog, when we go to the end I wanted to do something special for the players. They got pretty attached to Go Hideki, an NPC that served as their driver, and their characters’ entry point into the Secret War. So, in addition to giving them CD copies of a soundtrack/mixtape for the campaign (I might still have a copy, if I find it I’ll take a picture), I wrote a short script (page wise, it’d be about an hour on TV w/commercial breaks) detailing how Go got involved in the whole mess. Since Feng Shui’s based on action films, I thought it was a neat meta way to present the world to them. I’ll be posting it up here over the course of the next couple of days.
I forwent a lot of exposition and explanations for certain details I would’ve otherwise because the players already knew them from the game itself, or their knowledge of Feng Shui (although I did do some character sketch write-ups in case someone wanted to try their hand at drawing the cast). I wrote out camera instructions because there’s no one trying to film this thing, and it was for my friends, not a director. You’ll get to see how I treated the future juncture compared to how the book. Also I wrote this five or six years ago. There’s stuff about this that I’d change if I were to tackle it again, but it’s something that I enjoyed working on at the time. Let me know what you think.
              INT. THE JUNKYARD - NIGHT
              Surrounded by piles of electronic refuse and dimmed
              watchtowers, GO HIDEKI sits in an old rusted folding chair,
              KAR FAI and THE PROFESSOR standing in front of him.
                                  THE PROFESSOR
                        We'll help you along as we can.
                        We're limited in our resources
                        above ground of course...
              She stops short, unable to find her words.
                                  KAR FAI
                        We can get you back on your feet,
                        Go.
                                                             CUT TO:
              EXT. THE BEACH - MORNING
              GO and LAUREN lean on the hood of his car, Lauren settling
              contentedly into his embrace as he holds her from behind.  
                                  THE PROFESSOR
                            (V.O.)
                        It's probably best that at least
                        for a time, you stay here in the
                        Netherworld as we don't have much
                        in the way of safehouses on the
                        surface.
              He puts his lips close to her ear and whispers something that
              earns a bright smile.  She turns away from the tide to face
              him.
                                  THE PROFESSOR
                            (V.O.)
                        Anything you want or need, Kar Fai
                        and I will do our best to provide
                        for you.
              The two melt into each other as their lips touch.
                                  GO
                            (V.O.)
                        My life...
                                                             CUT TO:
              INT. THE JUNKYARD - NIGHT
              The Professor and Kar Fai each give Go a unique look.  The
              Professor confused, Kar Fai crestfallen.
                                  THE PROFESSOR
                        I'm sorry?
                                  GO
                        You're going to help me get my life
                        back.
                                                             CUT TO:
              EXT. SUBMETRO SPEEDWAY - NIGHT
              Go walks through a veritable circus: Jalopies like something
              out of Wacky Races with colorful drivers to match, bleachers
              that look like a mosh pit and jury-rigged spotlights
              illuminating the whole mess.
                                  GO
                            (V.O.)
                        The Professor set me up with a
                        car...
              He stops in front of a Frankenstein's monster of a vehicle,
              like a cross between the Popemobile and a luge sled with nary
              a hard angle in sight.  
                                  GO
                            (V.O.)
                        Found the nearest gate to 2056, and
                        it started from there.
                                  DETECTIVE CORKER
                            (V.O.)
                        Actually, I was more curious about
                        what got you there in the first
                        place.
              Go settles (somewhat) into the contraption and is greeted by
              a small spherical robot that is set into the dashboard.  Blue
              lights in its "eyes" pulsate in time with its speech
              patterns.
                                  LU-SID
                        Good evening Mr. Hideki, I am the
                        locomotion, umbrage and safety
                        initiative drive.
                        You may refer to me as LU-SID.
                        Adjusting driver's seat cushions.
              If not for the automatic seatbelts, Go's uncomfortable
              fidgeting in his seat might've been a full fledged jump.
                                  GO
                            (V.O.)
                        You'll forgive me if I didn't think
                        to tell the cop about how I used to
                        do crime...
              CLOSE UP
              Go takes a breath and squeezes the steering wheel, brow
              furrowed.
                                                        DISSOLVE TO:
              EXT. SWEDISH HOLDINGS COMPANY - DAY
              Go's behind the wheel of a decidedly more mundane vehicle,
              adjusting his rear view mirror.
                                  GO
                            (V.O.)
                          ...but you know most of it.
                        Drove for a crew of thieves, had a
                        good run until things went south.
                        'Course, when an old man asks you
                        to steal a diamond that's a
                        reservoir for centuries worth of
                        chi energy so that a worldwide
                        group of conspirators can't use it
                        to opress the poor, you figure
                        you're probably on the cusp of a
                        downturn.
              Just as he starts to notice red and blue lights in his
              mirror, Go's passenger door opens.
              A dapper young gentleman hops in, admiring a newly pilfered
              diamond the size of a baseball before flashing Go a million
              dollar smile.
                                  LENNY
                        Home, James.
              Go chuckles and speeds off, three police cruisers pulling up
              from behind.  Before they give chase, all three have their
              engine blocks punctured...
                                                      SPEED TILT UP:
              The monstrosity responsible is lifted from its tripod one
              handed by MICHAEL, the other hand lifting to his earpiece.
                                  MICHAEL
                        The rear's clear, the boys got
                        daylight?
                                  LAUREN
                            (O.S.)
                        Green lights all the way to The
                        Pit, you're cleared to move, B.A.
                                                             CUT TO:
              INT. THE PIT - CONTINUOUS
              Lauren sits on the floor of a spartan storage facility, dimly
              lit by the blue glow of a laptop.
                                  LAUREN
                        You copy, Murdock?
                                  GO
                            (O.S)
                        Got it.
                                  LENNY
                            (O.S)
                        What, no cute callsign for me?
              EXT. DOWNTOWN L.A. - CONTINUOUS
              Go weaves effortlessly through traffic, finding a steady
              pathway through the sea of vehicles on the road.  Police
              cruisers attempting to intercept at cross streets are caught
              in the jam.
                                  LAUREN
                            (O.S)
                        Forgive me, Face, I'm a little busy
                        at the moment.
                                  LENNY
                        Face, huh?  Guess I know what that
                        makes you then.
                                  LAUREN
                            (O.S.)
                        Well, I do love it when a plan
                        comes together.  I'll have the van
                        running when you get here.
              The sedan abruptly makes a wide turn into a small parking
              garage, sliding perfectly into a space.  Go and Lenny run to
              a kiosk in the lot as cop cars barrel toward the entrance.
                                                             CUT TO:
              ECU - A FINGER SLAMMING DOWN AN 'ENTER' KEY
              Less than a second later, police cruiser tries to drive
              through and is sunken half way into the ground in a cloud of
              sand.
              INT. THE PIT - CONTINUOUS
              Lauren shuts her notebook and stands to face the boys as the
              descend from an elevator.  
                                  LENNY
                        There is a distinct lack of van
                        here.
              She simply smirks and pushes a button on a nearby wall to
              reveal a utility van, idling in a tunnel.
                                  GO
                        God, that's sexy.  Let's move.
                                  LAUREN
                        Shotgun!
              She cheerily grasps Go's hand and practically skips to the
              van, Lenny following behind.  By the time the cops are
              spilling into The Pit, the trio is already deep into the
              tunnel.
                                                             CUT TO:
              EXT. NETHERWORLD CAVERNS - NIGHT
              While dozens of vehicles jockey for position all around him,
              Go navigates the precarious twists and turns of the caverns
              at break-neck speed.
                                  GO
                        So where am I going, Prof?
              A staticky image of The Professor is projected onto the
              windshield.
                                  THE PROFESSOR
                        I'm nailing down the exact location
                        of the gate, LU-SID will tell you
                        when I have it.  From there you'll
                        be in 2056.
                                  GO
                        From there?
                                  THE PROFESSOR
                        I'll be able to lock onto the
                        device you need so long as you keep
                        LU-SID with you.  Get it, then get
                        back here so I can re-configure it.
                        Anything else?
              Just as LU-SID's eyes pulse in time to its announcement of
              the nearest jumpgate being 800 yards straight ahead, Go
              notices a pair of motorcycles in his rear view.  
              One of the leather and spike clad riders (we'll call him
              Hawk) grimaces and levels a sawed-off shotgun at Go's
              windshield dome.
                                  GO
                        How impact resistant is this glass?
                                  THE PROFESSOR
                        Umm, it should withstand most
                        highspeed crashes and small arms
                        fire. Are you being attacked?
                                  GO
                        Nothing I can't hand-
              The stock of the shotgun opens up and a mechanism attaches a
              small RPG to each barrel.
                                  GO
                        Shit.
              Go wrenches the steering wheel hard when the RPGs are sent
              his way, and the car spins in place while simultaneously
              banking right.  
              The first narrowly misses the car as Go curves just out of
              its reach.  The second explodes as it skims the dome,
              splashing glass in every direction.
              LU-SID's eyes change from blue to red as he warns of a
              malfunction with the vehicle's climate control.
              Animal lines up with a similar weapon, but his stock opens up
              to reveal a harpoon/grappling hook contraption.  
              Go drives in reverse to face the pair, not even looking as he
              avoids the falling debris from the first RPG.
              Hawk closes in, unsheathing a massive machete.  Animal fires
              and Go ducks, literally, speeding underneath the harpoon
              line. The hook digs into the cavern wall and Hawk gets
              clotheslined as he tries to make the jump from his bike to
              Go.
              The track becomes increasingly treacherous slalom of falling
              rocks on the cavern floor.  After a few near misses, Go slams
              a button on the dash.
                                  LU-SID
                        Spider treads activated.
              In a flash, Go's driving along the cavern walls.  Animal
              responds by pulling a Calico pistol and trailing after Go
              with automatic gunfire.
              LU-SID announces that the gate is less than 200 yards ahead,
              but as Go finally rights himself to face forward, all he sees
              is a wall of rocks from a cave-in.  Animal takes careful aim
              as Go turns further up the wall, onto the ceiling.
              Go grits his teeth and speeds up.
              Animal follows suit, keeping his aim steady.  
                                  LU-SID
                        Temporal doorway reached.
              Go looks down to see that the cavern floor ends where the
              doorway he's looking for begins.  With Animal still taking
              aim, Go keeps one foot on the gas and takes his hands off the
              wheel.
              With his car speeding toward a crash, Go yanks his seatbelt
              off and plucks LU-SID out of its housing.
              Dedicated, Animal doesn't cease his aiming to take note of
              things like the slight incline at the end of the cavern floor
              that vaults him up as Go falls.  The force from the two
              vehicles colliding sends Go flying through the portal.
              EXT. THE BEACH(NETHERWORLD) - DAY
              Go sits on the hood of an Audi S6 Plus, a few bullet holes
              and scratches along its exterior but it certainly fared
              better than his race vehicle.  Similarly, Go looks a little
              scratched and bruised, but he carries it with a lazy (or
              weary) charm.
              He deftly twirls a zippo between his fingers while watching
              Detective Corker pace in front of him.  He tries to match
              Go's lackadaisical demeanor but his interest in Go's tale
              betrays it.
                                  DETECTIVE CORKER
                        But you don't go trying to turn
                        back time just because of a score
                        turning out bad, right?  It's like
                        gambling for you guys, you take the
                        beat and go home.  S'what I've
                        always been told.
              The Detective offers a cigarette, which Go waves away with
              his right hand, an absolute monster of a handgun held loosely
              in its grip.
                                  GO
                        The whole good cop schtick leads me
                        to believe your questioning's not
                        just out of idle curiosity.
                                  DETECTIVE CORKER
                        Cop instincts aside, you're in the
                        middle of fucking nowhere, in the
                        Netherworld, hand cannon the size
                        of all outdoors in your mitts,
                        looking like you're about to cash
                        out. Call it compassion for my
                        fellow man.
                                  GO
                        Sure...well, to further string
                        along your gambling analogy, when
                        the stakes get high enough for a
                        player they can go two ways.  Cash
                        out and go home, or you put up
                        everything you've got for a last
                        push to win.  
              Corker arches an eyebrow at that, lighting his own cigarette.
                                  DETECTIVE CORKER
                        So how high were they, Go?
                                  GO
                        You read all the files, Detective.
                                                             CUT TO:
              EXT. SUBURBAN NEIGHBORHOOD - MORNING
              An idyllic picture of American Surburbia...if not for the
              swarm of police and SWAT vehicles converging onto a modest
              split-level home.
                                                             CUT TO:
              INT. BROADNAX RESIDENCE - MORNING
              Michael hurries his two kids out of the kitchen while his
              wife frantically turns out the lights.  The pair lock eyes
              knowingly before Michael takes a breath and steps out into a
              sea of red and blue lights.
                                  GO
                            (V.O.)
                        You know how close we all were.
                                                             CUT TO:
              EXT. CITY STREET - MORNING
              Go stops at a red light on a decidedly barren street.  He
              cranes his head upward to spy a helicopter above, and just as
              the light turns green he's surrounded by black and whites.
                                  GO
                            (V.O.)
                        And you know who the only one not
                        to end up in the Case Closed
                        portion of your file was.
                                                             CUT TO:
              EXT. L.A. COUNTY JAIL - DAY
              The midday sun beats down on the jail as Go exits.  He
              squints out at the parking lot and adjusts his watch,
              waiting.
                                  DETECTIVE CORKER
                            (V.O)
                        So go pay him back, right?  A lot
                        simpler.
              A small coupe pulls up in the driveway and its passenger side
              window rolls down.  LAUREN sits in the driver's seat and
              offers Go a small smile.
              Go can only give an uneasy smile in return, running a hand
              through his hair as he walks toward the car.
                                  GO
                            (V.O.)
                        Revenge wasn't good enough.
              Just as Go reaches out for the door, the car EXPLODES,
              lifting him off his feet.  Employees rush out to help him to
              his feet, but end up having to hold him back from running out
              to the wreckage.
                                                        DISSOLVE TO:
              EXT. THE BEACH(UNDERWORLD) - DAY
              The Detective frowns, making another offer of a cigarette.
              To answer, Go snaps his lighter shut and tucks it away.
                                  DETECTIVE CORKER
                  ��     Helluva undertaking, s'all I'm
                        sayin'. So you're in 2056, what
                        for?
                                  GO
                        There was a device the Architects
                        developed using energy from diamond
                        the crew and I nicked.
              EXT. RECLAMATION CENTER - DAY
              The site of the SWEDISH HOLDINGS COMPANY is much different in
              the year 2056.  The building is now smaller by a few stories,
              and none of the identifying architecture from 1996.  It's all
              a smooth, featureless polymer.  
              Surrounding it is a bland, featureless gray expanse.  The
              street has no traffic marks, there are no road signs or
              billboards. The sky itself is an unnaturally flat gray, with
              no variation in its hue.
              Go spills out of a trash receptacle across the street,
              wreckage and refuse following in his wake.  Just as he starts
              to sit up, LU-SID hums to life, blue lights emanating from
              Go's jacket pocket.
                                  LU-SID
                        Device located.
              Go blinks as a decidedly contemporary looking vehicle rolls
              by, the Audi from The Beach, sans scratches and bullet holes.
              It stops outside the Reclamation Center and its driver, a
              hulking behemoth of a man encased in a bulky exoskeleton,
              exits. There are pipes and valves that connect the various
              panels and plates to his body, and viscous fluids ooze
              through them.
                                  GO
                            (V.O.)
                        It harnessed the raw chi in the
                        stone into like...an energy bomb.
                        Closest thing I could think of is
                        an EMP, but for chi sites, and it's
                        permanent.
              The driver waves a hand over a section of the seemingly
              smooth wall and a door-sized panel recedes, then slides
              aside. He steps inside and Go climbs to his feet with a look
              on his face approaching relief.
              Before Go takes a step, the driver exits the building and
              retrieves a package from the backseat, activating the keyless
              entry before shutting the door.  On cue with the driver re
              entering the building, LU-SID announces that the device is
              out of range.
              The relief on Go's face quickly turns to a furrowed brow and
              mouthed curse words.  
                                  DETECTIVE CORKER
                            (V.O.)
                        So you figured you'd grab it
                        and...?
              Once the driver goes back inside, Go takes a deep breath and
              steels himself.  He takes another moment to dust himself off,
              then heads for what he thinks might be the front door.  Much
              to his surprise, after passing a hand over the wall
              tentatively, the door recedes.
                                                             CUT TO:
              EXT. THE BEACH(UNDERWORLD) - DAY
                                  GO
                        Lenny sold us out to the Ascended.
                        Given that the Ascended's greatest
                        strength is just how much chi real
                        estate they hold, that's what they
                        probably rewarded him with.
                                  DETECTIVE CORKER
                        But with the kinda cards the
                        Ascended hold...they could've
                        bought him off with money, or
                        something way less valuable...
                                  GO
                        ...but Lenny, to his credit, is a
                        smart guy.  If he was able to
                        figure out just how big the
                        Ascended was, he's gonna make a
                        gamble. In either case, the
                        Professor and Kar Fai kept
                        explaining to me how wrong the
                        whole going back in time to kill
                        Hitler idea is.  You really wanna
                        change history, you change how and
                        where chi flows.
              Corker regards Go thoughfully for a moment before chuckling
              out a breath of cigarette smoke.
                                  DETECTIVE CORKER
                        Pretty lateral thinkin' for a fella
                        who notes 'reckless driving' as an
                        occupational necessity and carries
                        a piece that could punch a hole in
                        God.
              Go smirks down at the Automag as though he's just realized
              how big it is.
                                  GO
                        Man, I've never even fired this
                        thing at an actual person before.
                                                             CUT TO:
              INT. RECLIMATION CENTER - DAY
              The entire building is brightly lit, with no light bulbs in
              sight: The walls themselves are luminescent.
              Inside is just as spartan as out and Go marches through row
              after row of nothing dead-eyed workers slavishly typing away
              at computer terminals, holding aforementioned Automag at his
              side.
                                  DETECTIVE CORKER
                            (V.O.)
                        So what'dya carry it around for?
                        Scare factor?
              Separated from the data entry bank by a guard rail, Go spots
              a receiving area ahead of him where the behemoth sits at a
              desk in front of one of the workers, going over paperwork.
                                  GO
                            (V.O.)
                        Honestly? 'Cause it's heavy.
              One hand vaults Go over the guardrail, the other rains blow
              after blow from the handle of the Automag onto the behemoth's
              head.
                                                             CUT TO:
              EXT. DOWNTOWN L.A.(2056) - DAY
              What was once eerily calm is now absolute bedlam, all
              centered on Go's newly acquired Audi.  Spherical droids chase
              him from the air, while hovercars close in on him from the
              rear like silver bullets.
              Bullets. Lasers.  RPGs.  Flak bursts.  All manner of strange
              ballistic munitions come flying Go's way, and none of them
              can manage to find purchase as he weaves in and out of impact
              range.
                                  LU-SID
                        Temporal doorway up ahead.
              Two roads run parallel alongside the one Go's being chased
              down, and all three lead to a single platform.  Normally the
              platform would travel along a track to the doorway -- a huge
              ring in the sky, suspended in place by small anti-gravity
              gyroscopes -- but it sits dormant at the end of the road as
              warning klaxxons sound.
              Go looks to his right and sees two more hovercars speeding
              toward the intersection.  Still at full speed, Go sticks his
              gun out of the window and begins firing.
              The contrast between Go's masterful driving and his shooting
              skills could not be more stark as he gets closer and closer
              to the end of the line with each missed shot.  
              By bullet four he's cut the wheel and is drifting sideways to
              buy himself time.  Five and six graze the top of a hovercar.
              With the seventh, the slide locks open and a bullet slams
              into the hovercar's propulsion system.
              It drops and skids along the ground, wedging into the space
              between the road's edge and the platform at an angle.  The
              Audi slides up the trapped hovercar and goes airborne,
              eventually slamming down onto the rails of the track.
              The car does a tightrope act, sending sparks everywhere as he
              slides sideways through the gate into...
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              EXT. SUBMETRO SPEEDWAY - NIGHT
              The Audi screams out of the caverns and crosses the
              finishline of the Powercharger to a chorus of cheers,
              gunshots and sirens.
              A horde of scavengers converging on the vehicle are quickly
              turned into scattering bowling pins as Go lays on the horn
              and barrels through whoever still wants to try their luck.
                                  DETECTIVE CORKER
                            (V.O.)
                        So you secured the device, then
                        what?
                                                             CUT TO:
              EXT. THE BEACH(UNDERWORLD) - DAY
              Go tucks the pistol away and stands, walking to the water's
              edge.
                                  GO
                        From there I needed to find a
                        target, so I got down to doing
                        legwork. For the record, you guys
                        have a tougher job than I gave you
                        credit for.
                                                             CUT TO:
To be continued in the next post...
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Summary:
Just days after Balem returned to his adult self, Jupiter is thrown head-first into another adventure - one she, frankly, really doesn't have the energy for. But when has the universe ever taken her desires into account? Mysteries, promises, and desperate moves forward; bees, splices, and awkward family dinners. It's enough to make even her seasoned head spin.
...which doesn't even include the chance to play at 'Mother' once more. Only question is: will Jupiter take it?
(DIRECT SEQUEL TO "ROCK THE CRADLE")
Fandom: Jupiter Ascending 
Words: 9,779 so far 
Warnings: Will eventually mention previous neglect/abuse of children
Pairings: Jupiter/Caine 
Where to Read it: Below the cut or on AO3 (AO3 recommended for formatting) 
Chapter Six
“This went from ‘kind of cool’ to ‘seriously annoying’... oh, twenty minutes ago?”
Jupiter irritatingly swatted at another cloud of bees (careful not to actually hurt them) as they made a desperate dive to try and burrow into her hair. Another batch was settling in all the crooks of her body (collarbone, beneath her chin, in the hollow of the backs of her knees), while still others seemed to seek actual skin contact, bypassing her already covered arms and legs to flit up beneath her shirt. Jupiter grit her teeth at the feeling of foreign bodies crawling everything, stupidly glad that her skinny jeans didn’t allow them to burrow anywhere else.
“Enough of you,” Caine growled, mimicking her swat with a lot less patience. Jupiter caught his hand and brought it into her lap instead.
“It’s fine,” and no sooner had she sighed it than the bees were back, landing wherever they could and taking whatever she was willing to give. Jupiter wondered if she looked somehow regal like this—or if she was just a cheap monster out of some low-budget horror flick.
Kiza’s expression suggested the latter. Her phone click-click-clicked as it took a million, horrible photos. No way was she buying her a better phone. This girl did not need more storage space.
Jupiter thought about pointing out the obvious though, that there was no photo album to fill anymore. Or there was, but it was gone, and she doubted Balem wanted her to send updates. The mere thought of him painstakingly adding pages to the back of the book and gluing in new photos was so ridiculous it had Jupiter releasing a slightly hysterical laugh.
Kiza slowly lowered her phone. “You okay?”
“Not really.”
“Yeah. Yeah I feel that.”
The whole party was largely off kilter and a massive swarm of bees invading the living room was only part of the problem. Jupiter was high-strung of course, and Caine had a tendency to follow her in all things, even emotions. Same with Kiza and Stinger now that she thought about it, some hereditary loyalty rising to the surface as they honed in on their queen, and okay, shit, was everyone in a bad mood just because she was?
Three pairs of eyes stared at her intently. Huh. Maybe “I feel that” was less a common phrase and more a literal expression of truth. Jupiter mustered up a smile.
“Whoooo’s gonna explain what’s going oooon?” she sang.
Stinger sighed, throwing up his hands. He obviously needed to do something with them though, and without a weapon to point at a concrete enemy he just ended up fiddling with everything in reach: the throw draped across the couch Jupiter sat on, the edge of his shirt, a pencil he’d stuck haphazardly behind his ear. In the end Stinger settled on pouring her another cup of coffee even though Jupiter had barely touched the first.
That done he spread his arms. Whole strings of bees followed the movement.
“You’re more equipped to answer that than I am, Your Majesty. You say you were visited by a fox splice?”
Caine nodded. “One sent by Kalique. You think there’s a connection?”
Kiza snorted. “Between her suddenly changing the game and an attack on our house? Absolutely. Though what the hell would she want with our honey?”
“Nothing,” but Stinger’s hands made fists just thinking about it. “She has the resources to pull off a theft like that of course, she could hire any group she’d like, but why the hell would she want to? There’s no commercial value to it—at least not compared to her own vast wealth—and as for personal reasons...” he trailed off, shaking his head. “It makes no sense.”
Jupiter scoffed. “When has anything involving Kalique ever made sense?”
“The fact that she’s actually the most logical and methodical of the three is kinda sad. And by ‘sad’ I mean hilarious.” Kiza dodged Jupiter’s whack to the head.
“You didn’t hear anything?” she pressed. “Earlier?”
“Nope. Slept in, did my chores, went to do more chores outside—” Kiza sent a nasty glare her dad’s way. Stinger challenged it stiffly—”finally got to the hives out back, called you, and discovered... that.” ‘That’ was clearly the missing honey, though Kiza made the absence sound like a foul addition instead. Like an enemy. Or no, something that grew. A cancer.
Jupiter felt Caine shifting on the couch beside her. She gave his hand another squeeze and was relieved to feel him doing the same.
“We’ll figure it out,” she said. “I promise. And not to make light of that situation, but...can we focus on one emergency at a time?”
“Dinner,” Caine said solemnly.
“Politics,” Stinger countered.
“Food,” Kiza finished. “Wasted. Which I am very happy to eat for you anyway.”
“You’re welcome to the steaks,” Jupiter sighed, like she didn’t already know that Kiza had squirreled them away for a late night snack sometime. The girl’s appetite was easily the most alien thing about her. “You’ll all come then?”
Stinger’s hand settled on her shoulder. “Don’t be foolish, Your Majesty. Where you go, we follow.”
She actually wanted to say something appropriately thankful in response, but the movement was—once again—ruined by a flash from Kiza and an exaggerated “Awww.” She raised her phone in the air as Jupiter rubbed at her eyes.
“I like this one,” Kiza announced.
“Good for you,” Stinger said. “Caine. With me. I won’t be going into another Entitled’s lair blind. Not again. Kiza? Entertain your Queen.”
“Sir, yes sir,” she said and as the two boys went off to discuss super cool space weaponry she threw herself onto the couch beside Jupiter. A massive cloud of bees rose up like a wave.
Jupiter carefully extracted a bee that had gotten caught in the belt loop of her jeans. “Can you make them go away?”
“I’ve tried.” Kiza actually sounded apologetic about it. “They’re really... just...” she blew out a slow breath. “They need this right now.”
“...and so do you,” Jupiter said, realizing the words were true as soon as she’d said them. Kiza was pressed shoulder-to-shoulder with Jupiter, much like how the bees themselves were seeking her touch. If Jupiter focused, she could feel the lightest tremble running through Kiza’s body. She lifted an arm and settled it around Kiza’s back. The younger girl nestled there, vulnerable.
“It probably seems stupid to you,” she muttered, face now pressed into the fabric of Jupiter’s shirt. “Just honey, yeah? Got plenty of that. And sure, sure the bees themselves are fine, which is the important thing, but... it’s an invasion, you know? Someone was here. In our home. They took something that didn’t belong to them!” Kiza was trembling harder now and it had little to do with disquiet. “Ugh. I sound like dad. I know he’s super mad too, even if he’s better at controlling it. I’m a second generation splice. I love our bees, alright? But even I’m not connected to the spirit like he is.”
Jupiter’s fingers had found their way into Kiza’s hair. She paused there before resuming her slow, soothing movements. “Spirit?”
Kiza hummed. “It’s not really a religion, like you have here on Earth. You gotta remember its all tied up in our biology too. It’s more that we understand all the layers.”
“Like onions,” Jupiter intoned and was relieved when Kiza shoved her lightly.
“Don’t quote Shrek at me. But yes, layers. Or—or connections. Like how one bee isn’t just a bee. They’re part of a hive, an ecosystem; they’re connected to you and to me. It’s the same with honey. It’s not just a food source, it’s something they made. It’s exploration and life and they always create more than they need so we can have some too and—” Kiza drew in a massive breath. “It’s just important, okay?”
“Okay,” Jupiter agreed. She sometimes forgot just how young Kiza was, not only compared to her but their group at large, everyone either in a genetically enhanced middle age or outright ancient. Kiza was the little sister Jupiter had never, but who she was thrilled to have now that she was here.
She also felt a little like a daughter.
Jupiter twisted her earring.
“Good talk,” she said, because Jupiter was nothing if not awkward when it came to heart-to-hearts. There was a little part of her mind that whispered, ‘I love dogs’ and she firmly stuffed it into the deepest, darkest pit she could conjure up. “So… whatcha got there?”
Still curled against Jupiter, Kiza had her phone out again, though for once it wasn’t pointing and clicking. It looked like she was online, though what website needed such a violently blue background, Jupiter didn’t know. She shooed a bunch of bees out of the way to get a better view. Kiza helped by tilting the screen.
“Tumblr,” she said, like that explained anything at all.
“Tumbling?”
“Tumblr. Don’t you ever waste your life online?”
Jupiter considered. “Yes, but you’re talking to the girl who grew up in a poor, super large family that always monopolized the one desktop. Also, excuse you, but I’ve been busy. Saving the world? Or did you forget?”
To Jupiter’s horror, an unexpectedly evil grin stretched across Kiza’s face. “Oh, I didn’t forget, Your Majesty. I documented it.”
“You—wait what?”
Over the next mind-boggling ten minutes Jupiter got a crash course in current social media, complete with the distinction between those parts of the website that humans had access too, and the sprawling, galaxy-wide network that catered to everyone else. Scrolling through pictures, news articles, and GIFs of funny cats was one thing, finding out that Kiza had been blogging about Queen Jupiter on the equivalent of Space Facebook was something else.
“You’ve made me kind of famous,” Kiza said, sounding infuriatingly smug about it. “My follower count skyrocketed when I started posting these pics. I mean sure, we get the stupid anon or two, but pretty much everyone else is supportive. They want to know you, Your Majesty. It’s the classic rags to riches story, plus you’re the first Entitled in, what? Ever, who isn’t a dick? You should totally start your own blog. Provided I help, of course.”
“Oh my god,” Jupiter whispered. Her finger felt numb as she scrolled through an endless stream of stories, questions, and, yes, pictures of her. Most of them were candid, shot when Jupiter had been otherwise engaged. There was one of her upside down on her bed upstairs, a half-piece of toast dangling from her mouth. She couldn’t even remember when she’d done that, let alone how Kiza could have gotten a pic without her noticing. The ones of her and Caine were particularly popular, at least according to the number of ‘notes’ each one had. Jupiter was torn between flattered and mortally embarrassed.
She scrolled down further and found a picture of her holding Balem. Jupiter snapped her hand back.
“You’d be good at it too,” Kiza was saying, oblivious. “You’re pretty, famous, and rich, the trifecta for getting a good following. Plus half of what you say is basically shit-posting, so.”
“Kiza—”
“I can—”
Whoom.
Too late for talk: at that moment a massive crash sounded from somewhere outside; too short to be an earthquake, not quite large enough for an explosion. Still, it knocked Kiza back into Jupiter’s shoulder, the both of them slipping halfway off the couch and their cloud of bees scattering with worry. The two filled coffee cups splattered onto the carpet. The throw fell down across their backs. Jupiter ended up jarring her hip and watched as Caine and Stinger store sideways into the room.
What now? was her first and completely justified thought.
Jupiter pushed up quickly, righting the boys in her vision. They looked ready to take on a whole army together. Which tended to happen when you carried whole armloads of weapons into the room.
“What the fuck?” Stinger growled. He’d already hefted something large and glowing blue over his shoulder, marching towards the door. Caine stopped only long enough to pull Jupiter to her feet.
“My thoughts exactly,” she grimaced.
“You’re okay?”
“Fine, fine. Do we know what—?”
Whoom! Again, but closer and with a bit more... solidity. This time Jupiter felt the foundations of the house shake.
“Oh, but it’s never boring with you, Your Majesty,” Kiza breathed. Jupiter watched with a mixture of disbelief and respect as she began composing a new post.
“We’re talking about this later,” she said and grabbed them both by the arm.
Careful of what they might find, Jupiter, Caine, and Kiza followed Stinger out of the house.
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inked-convulsion · 7 years
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Part 3
Mark seemed to be in a pissy mood the next morning - she was woken by him banging everything around as he prepped for work. She usually got to sleep in a couple more hours before she had to get up, so this wake up call was not welcome... at all.
Disgruntled, she pushed herself up, partially fearing for another full day of cold wars and pissy accusations. He continued banging things, occasionally heaving deep sighs and giving her the side eye. This could go two ways: he either wanted her to ask what's wrong, or she was supposed to know what she had done wrong to provoke his wrath. And since she didn't know what the hell happened, given the pleasant dinner and sex the night before, she timidly asked what was wrong.
He heaved a deep sigh, lighting a cigarette in the middle of the bedroom (and getting the ashes everywhere for her to clean later), then gave her a stoic stare as he leaned against the frame of the door, his eyebrow slightly arched as though daring her to ask another stupid question. About 5 seconds which seemed like an eternity later, he took another puff and heaved another sigh punctuated with smoke, then started his little interrogation.
"Why is there a text from Brian in your phone?" he asked, in an almost threatening tone.
Her mind started to scramble.
What text? When? And how the fuck did he know?
She weighed her response carefully, resisting the urge to grab her phone and find that dang message. What she was most concerned about was, "did you go through my phone?"
"Why would you get a text so early in the morning?" he retorted, immediately recoiling into defense mode. "If you're not doing anything suspicious, why couldn't the text come at a later time?"
"What text when?!"
Her careful front was crumbling quickly into a puddle of frantic defense, guilt, and fear. She scrambled to her phone, then checked the aforementioned text.
"hey, some new teas came in today, want some?"
As if it could crumble even more, her shoulders felt so heavy. The immense disbelief that he was picking a fight with her over a question about tea was overwhelming. Among the many things that she and Brian could relate to were teas, and he had a knack of purchasing some interesting tea variations every now and then, and he would routinely reserve a few bags of each for her when every shipment arrived.
"You're upset..." she managed to croak, holding back sobs, "for this?"
"If he had nothing for you," he started to rage, waving the cigarette about and sprinkling ash over the sheets, "why would he need to text you if you wanted tea? What do you do over sharing tea? He couldn't have just left it at your desk at work? Or asked in the office chat? Why personal messaging? What have you been doing behind my back that he has to be so sneaky?"
She was in tears. "Because he's a friend who also likes tea! Because you get pissy if I respond to only his message in the office chat and if I don't reply to others'! Because I told him not to randomly leave teabags on my desk 'cause I don't want them to lose their flavor and I don't have suitable containers! And who the fuck gave you the right to go through my messages?"
"Why are you so defensive?" he accused. "If we're a real couple and you've nothing to hide, why are you upset that I went through your phone? My phone has always been open for you to go through. How many times have I told you that these guys want nothing but your body, and I can bet more than 100% that he faps to your pictures."
"Can you stop generalizing that every single man in the world are soulless sex machines?" she said in between sobs after he had stopped for another puff, flicking the cigarette butt into the bathroom and lighting another. "It's too early in the morning for this..."
"And not too early for him to text you?" he asked again, skeptically.
"Look," her impatience and anger was reaching a boiling point, "I didn't ask for him to text me on my phone. If you wanna know why the fuck he texted me on my fucking phone, then you ask him yourself. I don't fucking know. And this is about fucking TEA, for chrissake! And if you really were cheating, I wouldn't be able to find out by just scrolling your phone, can I? And even couples need personal space, I want someone to open my soul to, yes, but on my terms and not having them fucking flipping through my phone!"
"Why do you need personal space? I thought it was all or nothing..." he said, looking hurt.
"Because, I'm a fucking human. I already live with you, any time other than work, I'm spending all my time with you. How often do I go home to visit my family?"
"I told you to go home to visit them, you just didn't want to," he added loudly.
"And what happened during that time? I reply you a couple of minutes late then you start moping that I'm not giving you enough attention. I try to include you into the conversation by telling you what we talked about then you start talking shit about my family. Do you think I'd still put myself through that stress of having to be constantly stuck to my phone when things around me are happening?"
He changed the topic.
"Then tell me honestly," he said, flicking the other cigarette butt, "do you really feel nothing for him?"
He looked into her eyes as if he could see her true intentions in them, and sometimes she was actually afraid that he could.
"We're colleagues who are also friends. Why? Do you actually want something to happen between us?" she questioned, challenging his stare.
"Good," he concluded, "and I'm late for work."
Without another word, he just walked out. The day hadn't even started and she was already exhausted. Ash littered most of the bedroom, the cats starting to meow for breakfast. That encounter itself took up another hour of her already-short slumber, and with great dread she heaved herself out of bed and reached for the vacuum.
She was scrubbing the floors when a strange feeling started welling inside of her.
An impulse, if you will.
After putting the sheets in the washer, she started rummaging through the cupboards for boxes, bags, or anything that could hold large volumes. After gathering it all on the floor of the kitchen, she remembered something. Responding to Brian's text, she told him she won't be coming in for work. She then went through the house like a hurricane, wearing nothing but a tattered tee and her panties and blasting pop music.
The cats got a double portion of canned food, and while they nommed away delightfully, she purged the house of every single thing that Mark owned and stacked them beside the pile of boxes. It was decent pile of clothes, sundries, and useless accessories and gadgets, mostly already covered in a layer of grime and dust because he never bothered with cleaning, but was adamant that she didn't touch any of his belongings to avoid her "spoiling" them.
After replying Brian's questioning text with a cheeky response, she arranged to have all the locks of the house changed. She was running purely on adrenaline for now, both in fear that she will definitely die if she went through with this, and the excitement of finally taking charge of her life. She received the food (cheap but good beef noodles from that Chinese place 5 minutes away), pre-warned the cats about touching her food, then sat down beside the pile of purged belongings and started to sort through them. Anything that was his and not paid for by her, she put into a box.
Only 75% of the stuff made it into the box, including those that she decided to include out of goodwill, which were mostly clothes.
The other 25% percent, she sorted into donation, reselling, and trash piles, then put them into respective marked boxes.
She took the donation items and trash out on the way to do some grocery shopping for a dinner that she actually enjoyed for once. She occasionally felt pangs of guilt and fear of doing such a shitty thing, but she shook it off with the justification that he deserved every ounce of not paying for almost anything for the past couple of years. Heck, even the apartment was bought under her name.
As the cats lazed around in the early afternoon rays of sun filtering in through the windows, she started preparing for her dinner. She had turned off the music, savoring the sounds of food being prepared in the kitchen, the knife against the cutting board, the pop of a seasoning shaker lid, the clank of measuring equipment against the kitchen counter. All of this punctuated by the occasional sound of a car passing by, the periodic rumble of school buses and children screaming "bye"s and "see you tomorrow"s to each other, followed by the gentle clunking of the school bag that she could hear through the thin walls, soft conversations about their day being shared that travelled through the open windows.
She washed her hands and leaned on the kitchen counter facing the living after sticking her marinading meat into the fridge. The cats were taking full advantage of the suns rays before they would inevitably give way to dark clouds and thunderstorms later in the day - one of them lying with its face resting on its paw and its legs splayed out behind him; while the other was less elegant and had all fours in the air, its face the definition of ecstasy. She drank this in slowly - it's been a while since she last had the interest to be amused by her cats' antics. The one with its belly up stretched a little, cocking its head to one side, heaved a contented sigh and continued snoozing.
Then there was a sudden knock on the door. She froze. Her mind started racing, fearing that he may have come home early. She frantically thought of any excuse that she could use to explain why all his belongings were out of their storage. A few seconds later, the knock came again. Convincing herself it can't be him because he would have his keys, she put on a pair of shorts before opening the door. Through the peep hole - the locksmith.
She collapsed onto the floor in giggles, then caught her breath and opened the door. He looked middle-aged, slightly disgruntled, and barked orders to his assistant, a scrawny teenagar who desperately tried not to fuck up anything. She told him what she wanted done, and without question, he went to work, but not before he spotted the cats and approached them to pet them, a little smile forming on his face.
Much drilling, dismantling, and key assignments later, they left, the old man now cheery after a couple of beers and a lot of feline cuddling that she offered. The teen assistant also seemed quite pleased and amused that his mentor was so easily won over by cats.
She did a little more cleaning, took a shower, and tried texting Brian if he wanted dinner. She couldn't bring herself to throw herself onto another man just yet, regardless. She already felt cheap and used, to fall into his open embrace now would only verify her desperation for affection and security.
Remembering that she would like to take up cross-stitching again, she Googled the best place for affordable handicraft materials in town, then waited.
Carefully taking all that she needed in her tote, she put on a comfortable outfit, then placed the box with Mark's belongings right at the door about 15 minutes before he was due to be home. It was a Monday, and he usually restricted the bar visits to all other days except today. The cats were caged, just in case, then she drove her car out and parked it in the public lot some distance away from the apartment. She walked back to the park opposite the apartment door and waited behind some neatly pruned bushes.
This would either give her the best gratification, or she will literally die because of this. TBC
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Lifted Barricades
For Ash’s 2k Writing Challenge
Prompt: Star Gazing
So, this is my first real attempt at writing of any kind. I chose not to go the romantic reader x Negan route since I’m assuming most people opted for that. I actually enjoyed writing this, and I have @flames-bring-a-ton-of-ash to thank for that. I’ve been meaning to start writing so here it is. 
I did write Negan in a different light than what he is usually written as, so I’m not sure how well I was able to portray him how I intended. Feedback, good and bad, is welcomed always. 
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She hadn't been planning to be out in the middle of nowhere during the shit-storm of the century, but the universe and its allies seemed to have different plans for her. She especially hadn't been planning to end up stuck in the middle of nowhere with her boss. Negan was a force to be reckon with and his history of mood swings did little to ease her concerns and apprehension. She tolerated the guy but she had never had a full out conversation with him, nor had she ever been on the receiving end of his wrath. Despite the fact, the tension in her shoulders remained.
She had initially planned to go out alone in hopes of making her trip quicker and ensure that she only had to worry about herself and not her partner. Not that Negan couldn’t take care of himself but with him around she was overthinking all her moves and it was exhausting. She cared very little of what Negan thought of her, but she did value her life so she didn’t want to set him off in any way.
The trip was meant to be quick and the cloudless sky had deceived her into believing it might even be refreshing. She was in urgent need of a part for the rewiring she was doing to the storage building which had used up all the juice left in its backup generator. She was the only well qualified electrician so really, even if she hadn't wanted to, she had to go out there and face the rot-infested world for a goddamn conduit bender. There wasn’t much equipment she had at hand, most of it having to be hand-made or stolen from buildings they scavenged. She couldn’t understand how Negan could request electrically wired fences when they barely had the equipment to fix a generator.
But anyways, here they were, pummeling through the rain, panting out ice cold breaths while their only form of transportation was stuck in a muddled mess. 
"Over there!" She shouts as she eyes a rundown gas station that looks as if it's about to topple over.
They run as fast as they can without slipping, their boots sounding louder with the wet concrete roads, and she inwardly cringes. She knows walkers couldn’t possibly hear it from so far away, but what can she say, she's become paranoid.
They reach the door and find it locked-- of course they wouldn’t have any luck now. But she drops to her knees anyways, trying to ignore the droplets of water that fight to slide into her eyes as she pulls out her makeshift lock pick kit. She jerks as the wind blows the rain against her face, the water feeling like small paper cuts over her exposed skin. 
"Where the hell d'you get that?"
She smirks as she gets the door to open and they walk inside, Negan locking it behind him as she contemplates what to do with her now drenched attire. The weight of it working with gravity to pull her down. 
"So? Where'd you get that nice little fucking contraption?"
"I made it. You should see how much scraps of metal and shit are left over in abandoned buildings," she shrugs, chucking her coat that now weighs twice its weight on a crooked rack.
"You're quite the vulture, huh?" He teases and it feels good. Not because she likes the attention from her hot-as-shit boss but because they're bonding. And that leads to friendship. And that means she doesn’t have to feel so tense around him. It's tiring.
"I'm resourceful, not a goddamn loon who collects trash,"
He only smirks and hops over the counter to snatch one of those ugly tourist shirts that say "I love America" and "I'm a Certified Bikini Inspector". He removes his black shirt and uses the former of the two to dry himself, flipping the other shirt inside out and puts it on.
She stops staring and removes her favorite shirt, a simple white t-shirt with the NASA logo over her breast. It fits a little too snug for her liking but she deals with it. She reaches over the counter for one of the black t-shirts that has a huge happy face plastered on the front of it.
"You sure you don’t wanna take off that bra? I'm sure it's fucking soaked," he asks, making her look up to find him leaning back against the other side of the counter, that usual smirk on full display.
"It is. But I wouldn’t want to give you blue balls," she teases and he lets out a barking laugh that makes her remember where they are and how exposed they are with the ceiling-to-floor glass windows.
She moves to look for some flashlights from their bags as she notices the sun is starting to set, although it might as well already be night from the darkness casting over them. The clouds have hidden the sun and have yet to disperse, but she has a feeling it's gonna be a while before the rain lets up. And just as she thinks that, a loud clap of thunder rumbles around them.
Great.
She hands Negan a flashlight as she sets hers on the counter to remove her uncomfortably wet jeans. Any other time she would have kept them on and dealt with the gross wet feeling, but the black shirt was just big enough to cover her down to her lower thighs. She just has to pretend she’s wearing a dress.
She lets her wet hair out of its now loose bun and decides to let it air dry, ruffling it as she hangs her pants next to her coat and shirt to let them dry as much as they can. 
"I thought you didn’t want to give me blue balls?"
Her head jerks to see Negan standing on the opposite wall of where she had last seen him. He was walking around the small station, looking for anything useful to take back home. Seeming to come up empty-handed he stood there, watching her with an expression she can’t catch given the darkness.
She only rolls her eyes and shakes her head.
"We don't know how long we're gonna be stuck here and I don’t particularly like the feeling of sitting in wet clothes. Have you tried the walkie again?"
Negan wants keep teasing about her choice of clothing, or lack of, but she might end up deciding to put on some clothes. He doesn’t quite like the idea of that though.
"It's fucking dead, the piece of shit. We'll just wait the storm out and head back first thing in the morning.”
She nods and moves to grab a bunch of shirts that still hang from the racks, going to make a cushion on the floor to make it bearable to sleep on. Negan watches, settling for his pack as a pillow and that’s that. She lays her makeshift bed next to him but moves towards the windows to take first watch.
The sun has set and the only light that is offered is from the full moon that looks extra big that night, just barely out of reach. She notices the few stars that twinkle dimly in comparison to the moon. She revels in the fact that they are even visible out here, even if they aren't in the city, it was pretty rare to get a view like this one. Before the rise of the dead no one seemed to notice the absence of the stars in the sky, but now she has a chance to appreciate it in all its beauty.
A figure moves in her peripheral and takes the seat on the floor next to her, his back leaning against the shelf behind the two of them. They sit in silence, simply taking in the darkness in front of them, not enough light casted to see beyond the first two rows of trees, so whatever lurks is unseen. Above that stark dark is the nearly black sky that contrasts the twinkling lights it holds.
Negan was never one for stargazing, hell, he thought that was some girly, pussy shit. But he had to admit that in that moment it did some to calm him and clear his head of all the nasty thoughts running in there. His one setting to everyone was always either mad or arrogant. His emotions were never that simple, however, and he grew more and more tired of putting up appearances every day. Sometimes he would wonder if he could just take a break and feel for just a little bit. He wondered what that would lead to and what the aftermath would be and then he shut those thoughts out. He knew once he let himself break apart, even if he said it was for just a minute, it would become a common occurrence and his people would notice. So, for now, he had to pummel through his duty as the motherfucking leader and savior of his people and ignore his body and mind's pleas to stop and catch his breath.
She sat next to him thinking about what it would be like if miracles existed. A cure would be found and everyone would go back to their past lives, except they wouldn’t. People would have to adjust back to being normal, but how could they when the goddamn apocalypse has been real for nearly two years. Good people have been forced to kill and murder in order to survive, learn skills that only thieves and criminal used to know of. Families have been ripped apart and betrayals have left relationships in shambles. In reality, most lives would be better off if things didn’t change back to normal. This is the new normal.
"You should get some sleep. I have first watch,"
He looks back at her and stares for just a second before he turns back to look out the windows.
"I'm in charge, sweetheart. I call the fucking shots,"
"You don’t always have to,"
He thinks she's saying it to be stubborn but when he looks over at her once again, he notices her expression is solemn and he can't help but wonder if she knows exactly what he's thinking. If she notices just how tired he really is and how much he wishes he could sleep with both eyes closed for once.
"Wake me up when it's my turn," he mutters before moving back to his spot with his pack as a pillow. 
For once Negan felt an odd, unfamiliar feeling of safety at the hands of someone other than himself. Now, he wasn’t going to put his life in the hands of another, let alone a woman whom he knows nothing about. 
But, he felt she could offer him solace of another kind, and for once that didn’t involve sex, which surprised him and angered him. He didn’t want to go soft and say he wanted a friend, but really that’s all he wanted. And he wanted her to be that for him. He had a variety of women waiting for him back home, hundreds of people worshiping at his feet, but no true friends. The thought pulled him back to those dark thoughts that had been roaming in his head and he gave himself up to sleep, dreams of a different life conjuring in his subconscious. One where he wasn’t so burdened. 
She sat there, ass numb as time passed, not quite letting herself be engulfed by the pull of sleep. She couldn’t bring herself to wake him as he let out light snores, seeming to be in deep slumber. Her lips twitched at the thought of him dreaming up different scenarios, probably ones that didn’t include the zombie apocalypse or the Sanctuary. So, even after the storm calmed and the sun rose once again, she let him continue to sleep unbothered. 
This is meant to be a one part-er but I actually have some thoughts for this...
Tagging: @negans-network @flames-bring-a-ton-of-ash
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