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siriusheadspace · 4 years

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august - sirius black x muggle!reader

Warnings: I guess it's a bit angsty? But it's also cute, summer love fluff, so idk

Pairing: Sirius Black x Muggle!Reader

Summary: You meet a cute boy in your summer job. You share secrets and live a beautiful summer love, but will you still see each other once school starts again? Inspired by "august", by Taylor Swift.

A/N: Thank you so so so so much for liking my last fic, illicit affairs! I guess I'll have to create a master list here lol. This one's a bit less gloomy and there's *sequel potential*, so please tell me if that's something you'd be interested in! Also, should I open requests? Do you guys have any? lol. I'm taking too long in this A/N, so lemme shut up. Enjoy the fic!

Words: 3.5k ish

Salt air And the rust on your door I never needed anything more

You were chewing the pen cap while at an especially tedious English Literature class. A head full of luscious black hair poked through the door, and you jumped in your chair, thinking for a second it could be the person you missed the most. But, of course, it was just a girl asking the teacher to make a class announcement. You tuned out immediately and let the memories flood through your mind. It was just the beginning of summer and your first day at an ice cream parlor in the middle of London. It was a funny neighbourhood - you didn't know why, but it always had a couple of people wearing the weirdest outfits, like weird flowy capes and tunics. But that wasn't really important - you just wanted to make a little money of your own this summer, and the ice cream gig was supposed to be easy. You quickly found out it wasn't as easy as it should be, since the owner decided to leave you to be cashier and server from the start, leaving you alone on your first day after little training. You were stressed, trying to guess if the ice cream machine was supposed to be that noisy or if you already broke it after only a few customers, when someone got in. Sirius regretted everything about spending the summer with his family. He was fifteen going on sixteen and decided to spend most of his days roaming through London, looking for a way to have a halfway decent summer, sending letters to his friends every day. He was about to go spend the day at the Diagon Alley, but he figured he could actually try to see different stuff for the day. Muggle stuff. Perhaps get a couple of new posters for his bedroom? That would piss off his mother. He smiled at the thought. But it was too damn hot for the beginning of summer, and he definitely wore too much black for his comfort under the scolding, rare sunshine. His locks of dark hair were starting to get wet with sweat, and he decided to put his muggle money to good use when he went by an ice cream parlor. He was pleasantly surprised to be greeted by one of the most beautiful girls he'd ever seen, her hair in a lazy, long braid, her skin tanned and glowing, and her brows frowned as if she was bothered to see him. And you'd never forget how pleasantly surprised you were to see the tall guy that just went inside the store. You'd never be able to forget the way that there was something else about him - he was gorgeous, his long strides revealing from far away how tall he was, his hair pulled back in a makeshift bun - but there was just more, an aura that made him magnetic; magic, you first though instinctively, but shook the thought. Charisma, perhaps. But you'd soon found out it was his own particular mix of both. The bell started ringing and pulled you away from your memories.

Whispers Of "Are you sure?" "Never have I ever before"

While you walked through the corridor, you felt the rush of excitement you'd always feel when you remembered you knew a secret, one so special no one would believe you, even if you told them. "You must know something about me, doll", he said, cuddling with you on your bed in the middle of the afternoon, your parents still away at work. You ended up quitting the job pretty quickly after your first day, but you were making good use of your free afternoons. "What, babe?", you said, and you felt his smirk against the top of your head, where his lips were, him breathing in your scent. You liked to use gauche pet names as much as he did. "That you're not the smartest, since it's very stupid for us to cuddle in the middle of a hot afternoon? Or that you're actually really smart, but just enjoy being around me anyway?", you joked. "How very funny of you. I am actually kind of smart, I swear", he said, jokingly, but you felt him tense up as he started talking again. "It's sort of a serious thing, actually", he said. "A… Sirius thing, you mean?", you joked again, but he brushed it off with a quick laugh. "You would know if you'd let me finish speaking", he said, and you waited. He got up and seemed nervous, not sure what to do with his hands. You never saw him like this. "Do you know how you always ask me how do I do a few things? Like, how did I fix the vase I broke the first time I came here so perfectly?" he asked, and you nodded. "You said you got another one", you squinted your eyes, trying to guess where he was going. "On the same day? Y/N, I want to be close to you, to be truthful to you. And I can't do that if you don't know about such a huge part of my life", he said. "I have… certain… habilities. And my family does, too. And my friends, as well. The school I go to… Everyone has these abilities", he completed, and pulled out a stick from his backpack. No, not a stick - not by the way he held it, with purpose. You looked for the right word in your head. A wand. "Can I trust you with the biggest secret humanity has?", he asked, and you nodded. "You can trust me with anything and everything", you said. And nothing was ever the same.

But I can see us Lost in the memory August slipped away into a moment in time

You missed him so much your entire body ached; the feeling of his callous fingertips against your cheeks, the pressure of lips on yours, how his tongue felt against yours, his laughter tickling your skin… You had to stop thinking about him. It was no good and absolutely useless. It was good while it lasted, but it was over. Still, walking home, you couldn't stop thinking about how it was once you were in on the secret, how he'd do magic in front of you, how he would tell you all about Hogwarts, about his friends… And you knew back then that there wasn't a place for you in that world.

'Cause it was never mine And I can see us twisted in bedsheets August sipped away Like a bottle of wine 'Cause you were never mine

You could remember the warm nights you spent together, once your parents decided to spend a weekend away, visiting friends or your grandparents, and how you had to pretend to be sleeping over a friend's house while you had Sirius over. You would meet at a pub, and he'd charm someone into selling you beers, so you would drink together, just enough to feel buzzed. Sirius loved teasing you. He would start by just brushing his knee against yours, but as the alcohol got to the both of you, he would get bolder, running his fingers up and down your thigh under your flimsy summer dress, whispering sweet nothings against your ear, kissing your neck. You felt so much joy, basking in his attention and his carresses. The walk to your house would always take longer than it should. He was the most sociable creature, making quick friends with everyone that grabbed his eye. He would help an old lady carry her groceries to her apartment, completely out of your way back home, while charming her; there was the time where he joined a deep conversation about bikes with a guy that had one, this huge black Harley Davidson, convincing the guy to let the two of you, clearly tipsy teenagers, to have a ride on it. It took Sirius five minutes to figure out the basics of riding that bike and convincing you to join him. "Don't you trust me, baby?", he pouted, and you gave him a quick peck - you couldn't resist his pouts and pleading. "Not with that bike, I don't", you said, watching him already seated at the bike as if it belonged to him. He looked the part, his muggle (the word always bothered you) clothes made him look like the hot, moody guitar player in a rock band, the wind flowing from his side making his hair fly in front of his face. "Then take a little risk", he chuckled, pulling you closer to him. "You can use it as an excuse to feel my abs", he said, and it was your turn to laugh. "Ok, I'm sold", you sighed dramatically, and sat behind him, your hands creeping under his shirt for a moment when you wrapped your arms around him. The speed was more intoxicating than the few beers you had, the wind whipping your exposed skin, the noise violent on your ears, the warmth that came from Sirius' back being the only thing that made you feel safe. Once you gave the bike back to its owner and were back on your foot, you would still take your time on the way there, Sirius listening to stories about your friends, the books you were reading, the movies you were watching - you promised to take him to the movies, shocked to hear that he never set foot on a movie theater. And sometimes, since you would take that long on your way home just to tease each other, he would push a loose strand of hair behind your ear and pull you in for a kiss, your back quickly meeting whatever wall was closer and spending a few minutes against the texture of the tiles while Sirius gave you long, slow kisses, trying to make the most of the night. Once you got home, you would barely have the focus necessary to find the keys and open the door, and Sirius oftenly used magic to make your life easier. "Alohomora", he said, opening the door soon after, and you chuckled. "You sound so hot when you speak fake latin", you said, and he laughed while he followed you inside, quicky going back to kissing you while you tried to guide him to your bedroom. On those nights, after he was fast asleep, his smug expression erased out of his face by sleep, you never thought about how it would be between the two of you once summer was over.

Your back Beneath the sun Wishing I could write my name on it

One week, you decided you would both spend a couple days in Brighton Beach, counting every penny that you had so you could afford two nights in the middle of the week in a cheap bungalow. Sirius had exchanged magical money for muggle money and it wasn't as hard as you thought it would be to get the amount necessary. "Well, my family sucks, but at least my allowance is halfway decent", he smirked, but the smile didn't get to his eyes. "It does help that muggle money is so devalued. Shouldn't you guys complain with your prime minister, or something?", he said, expecting you to go along in the joke as you usually would. But he touched on a subject that you felt it was taboo: he never talked about his family. You knew something was wrong - all the time you spent together was outside or in your house, and he never seemed too keen in having to go back to his parents place. "Is this the moment where you tell me more about your family?", you asked, and he sighed. "It didn't go unnoticed that you felt more comfortable to tell me about actual magic before taking me to meet your mom", you joked, but he knew you meant it. "Oh, Y/N… You could never meet my family. They'd never be able to appreciate you", he told you, and then went on to explain how there's a side of the wizarding world that despises muggles, that values purity of blood before anything else, and it killed you inside, a bit. That you were right in that gut feeling that you tried to ignore. He was too good for you. You didn't belong together. There was a whole part of his society that focused on that. And his family was totally on that side. But you avoided thinking about that in those two blissful nights away. You were close before, but that routine - waking up together, cooking breakfast for each other, seeing him getting letters from his friends delivered by owls that came inside the kitchen of the bungalow as if that was normal. He bought a polaroid in the beggining of summer and tried to adapt it to take magical pictures - according to them, they were supposed to move - but it didn't work. Still, you documented those days in normal polaroids, from candids of him drinking tea in the morning to pictures of you at the beach, and he sent one of you two together to his closest friends, and your heart ached at the thought of part of his world being even the least bit accepting of you. You'd trace random patterns on the skin on his back while he tried to tan, writing your name on him and hoping there would always be a part of him that belonged to you, that would be able to return to you once you were apart, like you did with your favorite toys when you were a kid. A childish desire to keep him with you. You loved your nights out, holding hands while going on rides that were probably unsafe and operated by other teenagers, convincing Sirius to try to win you prizes, and actually getting him a teddy bear - you were a better shot. And he would try to do magic discreetly when you asked him to cook or clean something, and you messed with him for cheating on those chores. It felt like you could absolutely live together forever, making that little bungalow home for those magical hours. You even held his wand, felt the texture of the wood against your fingertips, noticed how it was well used, the parts of it where you could see that his hands touched more oftenly, the worn wood reminding you how he was a part of something that you could only imagine for way longer than he was part of your life and your world. But he soon joked that you were "taking too long playing with his wrong wand", and you'd laugh and kiss him and forget your concerns.

Will you call when you're back at school? I remember thinking I had you

You felt the nervousness as the summer approached its inescapable end. As Sirius went out to buy school supplies one afternoon, you couldn't escape the anxiety caused by the uncertainty surrounding your relationship. You just spent the most amazing few months of your life with this guy you absolutely Loved, with a capital L, and you weren't even sure you'd meet again after a few days. You didn't know his address and you couldn't send letters there anyway. You had no idea how to send a letter to Hogwarts. Once you met him at a park near wherever he would buy supplies for a magic school, with him excited to show you what he got and hear about your day, you were already unable to hide the change in your mood. "What's wrong, sweetheart? I was just talking about you with James and..." he said, and he noticed he chose the wrong words when you winced at him. "So you can't even introduce me to your friends that are supposed to be tolerant that you're dating a muggle?", you asked, trying to sound mean, but he could hear how much you were hurting under the façade of anger. "It's not like that, Y/N. There's too many people from Hogwarts there now, people that don't like me or my friends and despise, hum, people like you, and it would be dangerous for you if they knew they could hurt me by messing with you", he explained, but it didn't soothe the pain in your chest. "What is it gonna be like once you're not here, Sirius? Is there a way for us to even talk? I don't own a magic owl, and I don't think the postman is going to able to find Hogwarts", you said, spiteful. "Do you even want to continue this, us? Or are you going to be with people your friends and family can actually know about and meet, that can defend themselves instead of just being a source of weakness for you?", you asked, your voice trembling, all the thoughts you avoided for months taking space and energy, growing inside of you and blurting out. "Y/N..." Sirius started, but you were done for the day. You got up and went home.

But I can see us Lost in the memory August slipped away into a moment in time 'Cause it was never mine

You liked being with him too much to waste your last few days together, so you accepted his apologies for not taking you to meet his friends or more of his life, but you couldn't help but notice that he didn't have plans to do what he apologized for not doing. Still, you enjoyed your last few days, the picnics under the last few sunny days of the year, taking him to the movies to watch silly horror movies that Sirius fell in love with, making out with him under the soft movie lights that reflected beautifully on his gray eyes.

And I can see us twisted in bedsheets August sipped away Like a bottle of wine 'Cause you were never mine

The last night you had together made you nervous. Sirius had prepared himself to go straight from your house back to the station, hiding his luggage on your parents garage and climbing to your window. You drank wine you stole from your parents cabinet and talked in a low voice the entire night - you thought that was what you'd miss the most, just being near him and listening to his voice, to the varying inflections, to the fancy words thats would slip and denounce him as someone from a rich family, to his excitement at the perspective of being back with his friends, and to the low energy tone that followed once he said how much he would miss you. "Hey, I figured out how to keep in touch", he said, a coy smile creeping on his lips. "But I need to know at what time do you get home from school", he completed, and you quirked up a brow. He explained that his owl would bring you a letter from him and wait for you to answer with one of your own, since you didn't have another way of getting to him. You were happy that he found a solution, but it didn't go unnoticed, again, that it seemed like a simple solution that maybe he though about before, but wasn't sure he wanted to go through with you. Also, you'd always be at his mercy and will, having no way of contacting him besides when he wanted to hear from you. But at least there was a way, a chance…

Back when we were still changing for the better Wanting was enough For me, it was enough To live for the hope…

The next morning, he woke you up at dawn with a quick kiss and said goodbye, promising to contact you again. That was three weeks ago. I mean, you couldn't really blame him. He was beautiful, talented, smart, and everyone knew summer loves weren't forever. He was probably met by a swarm of beautiful witches that would do everything for him. It would be easy to forget about you, your normal, common life. But you felt resentment towards him. He could've just been honest, you thought. He shouldn't have given you hope. He should've been honest about your intentions. He shouldn't have made you act like a fool everytime your classes came to an end, always running home and looking for an owl in the sky, only to be greeted by the emptyness of your silent house. You were getting tired of feeling angry, though. It tarnished your beautiful memories of a perfect summer. You just had to say goodbye to your hopes of getting to see Sirius again, to hear his perfect laughter, always laughing with you and never at you, the ringing in your ear that would send a shiver through your back, or that you'd never feel the silky perfection of his hair tangled between your fingers again… You were trying to come to terms with that, distracted, once you got home. There was an owl on the front window, standing on the window sill. Your heart skipped a beat.

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sleepyfoxfanworks · 3 years

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Got tagged by a bunch of people for this. Sorry it took so long!

List the first lines of your last 20 stories (if you have less than 20, just list them all). See if there are any patterns. Choose your favorite opening line. Then tag 10 of your favorite authors!

20. It had been a pipe dream, anyway. She knows that. They’re at war, have been for years, and there is no time for anything so sentimental. -- The End of Everything, Naruto, a sort of prologue to a multi-chapter fic, to be published for KakaSaku Month.

19. Sakura was desperate. After two weeks of couch surfing at Sasuke and Naruto’s apartment, she had had enough. She loved her boys, but Naruto was terrible about personal space and Sasuke was just...Sasuke, and together they were a disaster and she was going to wring their necks. -- Shut Up and Dance, Naruto, ShiSaku modern AU multi-chapter to be published for ShiSaku weekend.

18. Sakura went into labor at an ungodly hour, her hands holding Kakashi’s in a death grip that made his bones crack. -- Beautiful With You, Naruto, KakaSaku oneshot in the Here’s To Us series, 400 follower giveaway prize.

17. The summons came right as Shisui sat down to eat dinner. He looked longingly at his plate and sighed, shoveling as much as he could in his mouth before the phone blinked angrily at him again. The screen lit for just a moment, but it was long enough for him to see a message from Hokage Tower with a crow emoji. ANBU then. -- And So We Burn, Naruto, KakaSakuShi multi-chapter in the Souls On Fire series.

16. “I’m gonna catch you, Uchiha Shisui!”

Shisui paused on a tree branch and crouched down to look at the fuming academy student who glared up at him from the ground below. Her long pink hair was tangled with tiny sticks and leaves, and she had dirt smudges on her clothes and skin from her mad run through the training ground, but the fire in her jade green eyes was brighter than the sun. -- Catch Me If You Can, Naruto, ShiSaku one-shot for ShiSaku Day 2021.

15. The universe was determined to hate her. First, the Fourth Shinobi War, a homicidal goddess, reincarnated kages, and now… Now she couldn’t go home because it was gone. Crushed to rubble during the battle, her parents inside.

She stared at the wreckage, gaze focused on nothing and everything at once. She could see what had been, overlapping how it was now. The small family home with the cheerful blue shutters and the neat garden was now a pile of rubble. Some of the bricks were stained with blood, and she knew that it was probably from her parents but she couldn’t conceptualize it without breaking down. -- All That I Am Living For, Naruto, Team 7 gen fic with some NaruSaku oneshot in the Here’s To Us series.

14. The first time Haruno Sakura took his breath away was the day he made the mistake of letting her hit him during a friendly spar. -- Leave Me Breathless, Naruto, ShiSaku oneshot.

13. Haruno Sakura was grateful for coffee. And for clear skies and uneventful days and genin teams finally learning how not to fall out of trees. Right now though, she was most thankful for coffee. -- Familiar Taste of Poison, Naruto, KakaSaku multi-chapter in the Here’s To Us series.

12. “I want you to teach me the oiroke no jutsu.”

Wide blue eyes stared at her incredulously as Sakura threw back another shot of tequila and slammed the cup on the bar. When he stared at her open mouthed for too long, she leaned against the bar and poked his cheek. “I’m serious, Naruto. Teach me.”

Naruto blinked at her and then huffed a laugh. “Seriously?”

Her grin was lazy and just a bit tipsy, but she wasn’t drunk. Neither was he, and she was one hundred percent serious. “Seriously.” -- Bringing Sexy Back, Naruto, Team 7 gen fic in the Here’s To Us series.

11. “Sakura-chan, you’re a girl.”

Sakura turned her head and regarded Naruto with apprehension. He had matured over the years, but sometimes… Sometimes she wondered if he had actually grown up at all. -- Questions Redux, Naruto, KakaSaku oneshot.

10. Sakura tugged the blanket tighter over her shivering body, adjusting it further when she pulled her knees up to her chest in an attempt to trap even more body heat. It wasn’t the most comfortable position, but it offered warmth and that was her main concern. Not that it would help much. She was always cold at night and no matter what position she contorted her body into, or how tightly she pulled the blankets over her, she always awoke shivering and sore. -- Space Heater, Naruto, Team 7 gen oneshot.

9. “Can I put them in now?”

“Is the water boiling yet?”

“No…”

“Then not yet.” Sakura didn’t bother turning around as she finished chopping carrots for the salad brushing them into the bowl with a kunai. “Can you hand me the dressing?” -- How About Now, Naruto, KakaSaku oneshot.

8. Kakashi had always been an enigma. It was difficult to tell what the jounin was thinking, although if you got an answer out of him you knew it was the truth, because he never lied. His approach to questions was not to tell you the exact answer to your question. Rather, he would say something equally true and related enough to change the subject or provide an answer, just not quite the one you were looking for. -- Knowing You, Naruto, KakaSaku oneshot.

7. Naruto was thrilled when one of his best friends announced that her unborn child was craving ramen. Sakura had only mentioned it because she knew that if she didn’t and he found out that she had visited Ichiraku without him she would never hear the end of it, and she hadn’t spent time with him in several weeks because of their increasingly busy schedules. She missed him. Not that she would tell him that because he might crow it from the rooftops. -- The Making of a Legend, Naruto, Team 7 gen oneshot.

6. It was a very strange occurrence for Echizen Ryouma to be the first of the regulars to reach the locker room in the morning. Ryouma valued his sleep over most anything (save tennis, Ponta and Karupin), and getting him out of bed was a job in itself, but somehow he had managed. His mannerisms hadn’t changed much over the past three years, and he would still sleep in if it weren’t for a particular incentive that got him up earlier in the morning. -- Pre-game, Prince of Tennis, RyoFuji oneshot.

5. Haruno Sakura arched her back, smiling when she heard several pops from her spine. The boat ride home was relaxing with the gentle rocking on the waves, but the wooden plank she sat on was killing her back and hips. The mission had been long, but she couldn’t say she hadn’t enjoyed it. It had been years since Team Seven had all been together again. Now, all jounin – with Sasuke, Naruto and Kakashi occasionally working as Anbu – it became increasingly rare for them all to be paired together for a mission. -- Questions, Naruto, KakaSaku oneshot.

4. You had promised to live a mortal life and now, with your hair gray and brittle and your skin paper thin, you are dying. You led a healthy, peaceful life with your beloved and the other vampires in the mansion, working for most of it as a gardener and occasional errand runner, but it has been more than sixty years and you are tired. -- One Good Turn, Ikemen Vampire, oneshot.

3. Aella should have known Sebastian was up to something when he sent her to wake Napoleon Bonaparte. The tiny uptick of his lips, the gleam in his eyes, and the glances from the others when they saw her taking the stairs was enough of a clue. No one said a word, but she felt their eyes on her as she walked past. Intrigued, she didn’t say a word until she reached the ex-emperor’s door, knocking smartly and calling his name out of politeness. Sebastian had warned her that it was difficult to wake him, but she didn’t want to be rude. As she had been told, there was no reply, and so after a murmured “excuse me” she let herself in. -- Wake Up Service, Ikemen Vampire, Napoleon/OC, oneshot.

2. I’m nervous to start this interview. I’ve been a fan of Given since their first show, and now, 4 years later, they’re bigger than ever. Given had an explosive beginning, and their popularity has grown over the years to become one of the most popular bands in Japan. I’m honored to be interviewing them, both as a lover of music and also as a fan. -- Given Today, Given, RitsuMafu and KajiHaru oneshot.

1. It had only taken a few days for Captain Hook, dashing rapscallion that he was, to get sick of sleeping in a room at Granny's and begin searching for a ship. The stillness of a bed on dry land was strange, leading to many sleepless nights full of tossing and turning before he gave up and went hunting for a sea-faring vessel that would suit his needs. Unfortunately, Storybrooke was not the best place to look for such things. Boats were scarce, and none of them were up to his usual standards. -- Captain’s Log, Once Upon a Time, CaptainSwan oneshot collection.

In conclusion... I have no idea, omg.

Tagging whoever wants to do this. 💜💜

#tag you're it #sleepy fox talks #sleepy fox writes

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maatryoshkaa · 5 years

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Stray Kids as Roommates | Thread

some roommates-to-lovers fluff coming at you!

Bang Chan

You guys are the pair that n e v e r sleep

Turned his room into a home studio; probably would have thrown out his bed and turned his room into an office if you hadn’t stopped him

You often fall asleep to the sound of his humming and tracks muffled through your bedroom wall

You see the most of him during exam season, while pulling all nighters

He’s always in the kitchen making his 14th cup of coffee when you get up to go to the bathroom at 3 am

Lots of deep, meaningful conversations over late night snacks

You swear you’ve heard him talking to his Goku figurines during the unearthly hours of the morning

You’re the only one Chan lets ruffle his fluffy dandelion bedhead in the morning

Takes care of you more than he takes care of himself

Always asks you how your day went when you get home and insists on listening even when he’s been awake for over 48 hours

Always there to give you advice and comfort you when you’re feeling down! A living breathing mental health hotline

Walked into your room when you were studying for finals at 2am

You were in your pajamas, hair a mess and eyes barely open

And that was when Bang Chan decided he was in love with you

Ah, the couple with matching bags under their eyes.

☽ Read the rest of the boys under this cut!

Woojin

Fried chicken takeout for dinner is a big Friday night thing

Kind of like a big moral support teddy bear, his hugs are the greatest

You steal half his closet in the winter because his hoodies are the comfiest

Literally the dad of your household

Checks up on your health and how you’re doing every now and then

Pushes you to finish your work and makes sure you’re not procrastinating

Honestly, your grades are soaring thanks to him

Helps you with homework

Your parents love him

Always saves and brings you good things to eat

Tucks you in at night when you can’t sleep nyahh i’m soft

And a couple times, when you wake up shaking from nightmares, homesickness or stress, he’s always there to comfort you, lying there until you fall asleep again.

“Woojin?”

“Yeah? Shh, don’t worry, I’m here.”

You always sit outside the bathroom and listen to him sing in the shower

Until he suddenly opened the door in nothing but a towel and you couldn’t face him for weeks

He thought your furiously blushing face was the cutest thing he’d ever seen and teased you about it,

Until you finally kissed him to make him shut up

Hint: it worked wonders.

Minho

Saturday night dance battles are a t h i n g

Doesn’t do any chores unless he notices you’re feeling tired

Tried to cook once and probably accidentally gave the both of you food poisoning

Remember when he cooked rice cakes in the unwashed metal pan I’m--

Likes you a lot more than he lets on

Like, you’d mention craving a certain food or not having saved up enough money for something, and voila, the next day it’d be sitting on the kitchen table.

“What? It was on sale, just lying around. Don’t think too much of it.”

Clowns you for every little thing, but the moment he hears someone make fun of you, it’s on sight

Bicker like an old married couple, lots of back and forth catfights

Evenings falling asleep on the sofa, both tipsy and giggling while his two cats snuggle up around you

Arguing over who the cats love more

Endless crackhead antics; the neighbours probably hate you

Insists on walking his cats around the apartment complex, when in reality he just wants to spend more time with you

Everyone already knows you’re basically dating but you’re both too stubborn to admit it

Probably hooked up once or twice, or more than once or twice ;)

Changbin

Honestly when you first got him as your roommate, you were terrified

Because this 5’6 ball of dark is intimidating as frick

Realized how soft he really was when he whipped out his Munchlax plushie

Petty arguments with him are impossible because he speaks so fast

So you just let him win

Makes you kill the spider

Always manages to convince you to watch horror movies at 1 am

Probably as an excuse to have you in his arms if you get scared ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°) he thinks he’s slick

Perfected the “stretch and put his arm around your shoulder” move

Made a special playlist for everything you do together: good vibes for breakfast, upbeat jams when doing the chores together, chill indie mixes for cozy evenings in doing work

Insists on helping you around the house

Bringing you fresh ice coffee, cookies, and convenience store hauls whenever he gets off work

“B-but the Peperos were on a buy one get one free sale 👉👈”

Suggests playing the pocky/pepero kiss game to which you smack him in response

But you end up giving him a quick peck anyways, and he freezes, stunned

You run off, face red, Changbin chasing after to you with a wicked grin

“What was that? Is that buy one get one, too, because I want another oneeee!”

Hyunjin

The chillest roommate, but when he gets hyper oh m y

I ain’t gettin no sleep cos of y’all, y’all not gettin sleep cos of me

You have to wake him on the weekends because this boy would sleep until the evening

You want to let him rest, though, since he’s always out and working so late ;(

Secretly takes so many candid, soft pictures of you and saves them as his wallpaper

Loves to take you shopping and dress the both of you in matching #OOTDs

Hypes you the heck up

“She’s sister snatched today! Skin glowing, outfit on point -- oh look at that SMILE! Do the thing again -- oh my gosh. You’re killing it, y/n!”

Gives you fashion advice and beauty tips, although you keep bugging him for his skincare routine cuz damn

Probably share skincare products

Always do face masks together but fail at keeping them on because the two of you keep laughing at the stupidest things

Sometimes he has to put you to bed when he comes home late, and you’ve fallen asleep on the couch waiting for him to get back

Can’t resist kissing your forehead sometimes when tucking you in

At moments like these, he finds himself wishing for a sliver of a chance that you might feel the same way he has

He’s honestly so damn obvious though, getting you matching “roommate” things when he goes out -- plushies that remind him of you, little snacks when you’re down, cute accessories, you name it

This boy also forgets that he talks in his sleep -- and is very hard to wake up

So one morning, you’re leaning over his bed, about to shake him awake, and hear him mumble

“y/n, y/n, y/n...i like you sooo much...what do i do?”

You nearly choke on your toast, effectively waking the boy up, and he stares at you, half-awake and mortified.

“What? Did I--did I say something in my sleep?”

The smug, blushing smile spreading over your face is enough to send him diving back under the covers as you begin to tease him

Jisung

So comfortable to be around, he’s basically your best friend from day 1

Except for the fact that he’s so. Damn. LOUD

Noise complaints filed from the neighbours, the landlord, the neighbour’s dog, you name it

Another soft bean whose bedhead you love to ruffle

I mean have you seen My Pace dance practice? That boys mane has a mind of its own--

Brings you lots of cakes and pastries from cute bakeries when you’re stressed

A responsible boi™ ! always helps you out around the house.

Grocery shopping together? What a concept

Except he piles the cart with chips and snacks when he thinks you’re not looking

Lots of late nights binging movies on Netflix

This boy loves moves

But he loves them even more when he watches them with you ;D

Afterwards, you’re both too lazy and comfortable to move, so you end up falling asleep cuddled up against each other

Always runs away and hides when you ask to see his songs

You find scraps of hastily scribbled lyrics and ideas strewn around the house all the time

Little phrases like “i think i love you” and “my heart beats impossibly fast when i’m with you”

So you manage to collect enough to bring them to him and tease him about it

Jisung gets all quiet, though, instead of whining like he usually does, and you quickly apologise, thinking you’ve gone too far

You reassure him his writing is amazing

“It’s not that.”

He finally looks you in the eye, the intensity of his stare making your heart stop for a moment.

“They’re about you.”

Oh, how the turn tables.

Felix

i hate him sm, blease

Why did you even agree to room with him

Rooming with Felix is a one way trip to insanity -- we going ✈️✈️ acid trip

You can hear him yelling yeets and yeehaws when he plays Fortnite while you do your homework, and you swear you’re t h i s close to putting his head straight through his screen

Video game marathons when you’re not busy though, you have to admit, are the bomb

Probably convinced you to make TikToks with him

Makes you do all the viral challenges, including the couple trends

Honestly the most fun guy to be around ever

Your daily dose of memes and sugar

Knows when to be down to earth and serious, though!

Gives the best massages when you’re overworked and runs you a bath, promptly ordering your favourite takeout and making sure to feed you

Building pillow forts together on rainy days and snow days, and having sleepovers!

Binging vine compilations together during said sleepovers

Sending each other memes at 1 am when you’re both simultaneously procrastinating on homework

You basically became a couple without really going through the confession stage; it just sort of happened

“Hey, ‘lix?”

“Yeah, what’s up?”

“I think I kinda like you.”

A sideways smirk. “Well, yeah, you’ve dealt with me for this long.”

The best-friends couple: soulmates, and, more importantly, partners in crime vine

Seungmin

Sweetest roommate!! Honestly you feel bad for even asking him to do chores

Has a bit of an evil side, though

One second he’s flashing you an angelic smile, the next he’s roasting you for your selfie skills on your recent Instagram post

You make one (1) complaint about the living room being messy, next thing you know you wake up and it’s spick and span

Cooks?? Really hecking well?

Sometimes you wonder if you signed up for a roommate or a housekeeper

Your apartment is so clean

Taking evening strolls together after dinner and taking pictures at the park

Walks you to and from work/school like a little puppy, and gets anxious if you’re late coming home

Doesn’t know how to show how much he cares about you and gets frustrated with himself

So he indulges in the little things, like packing you cute little lunches with sticky notes on the containers

Little notes around the house on days he stays out working late, like make sure you’re eating! And don’t sleep too late!

Honestly, you fell for him the moment he first smiled at you

Once, he was working overtime nonstop, and you didn’t get to see him for over two weeks

When he finally came home on time, you couldn’t help tackling him in a big bear hug

After he got over his initial heartbeat racing a thousand miles per hour, he dropped his head into the crook of your neck, hugging you back tightly

No words were needed, you missed each other’s presence so much, it seemed to say itself

I love you, and I missed you.

Jeongin

Is this boy even old enough to rent out a room? He is babie

So incredibly shy when he first meets you, but warms up quickly

Owns animal-printed pajamas and onesies

You both had a mini celebration when he got his braces off, complete with banana milk and animal crackers

You are both babie

An early bird, always wakes up before you

You wake up to him shaking you and laughing at your scrunched up face

“Wake uuppp, y/n, you’re going to be so late!”

“Ergghhhh.”

Can’t clean to save his life; always ends up breaking something or knocking things over

So he’s in charge of doing the laundry

Had a fat mental breakdown when he realised that meant your underwear

Your apartment is littered with figurines and plushies that both of you collect and don’t have the heart to clean out

“Jeongin, where are y----” you stop. “Why are you lying face down on the ground?”

“...we’re out of banana milk.”

Another hidden evil bean who clowns you for everything you do once he warms up to you

Baby boy!Jeongin switches to Savage!Jeongin in a matter of seconds

Also makes you kill the spider

Helps you cook, but only if you tell him how to do everything or he’ll freak out

Putting mukbang channels on the TV while eating together and watching in comfortable silence

Loves watching you eat and has a million derpy pictures of you saved on his phone

Poor boy has no idea how to tell you he’s falling head over heels with you

Accidentally blurts out “I like you” during a screaming contest

Lots, I mean LOTS of awkward laughing as Jeongin feels his face heat up, watching yours do the same

The longest moment passes, and Jeongin is getting ready to disassociate when you’re finally able to open your mouth and scream back,

“I like you, too!”

Baby boy found his soulmate.

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General Randomness What's the weather like right now? It’s very bright and sunny out, but January is typically one of the colder days of the year so I’m not feeling uncomfortable right now. It’s the perfectly chilly temperature I would have liked to have all year long. What are you currently sitting on? I am sitting on a chair at our dining table, which is usually where I take surveys. How many times have you brushed your teeth today? Just once.

When did you get up? I’ve been up since 8, but didn’t get out of bed until 10.

Have you been in a vehicle for more than 45 minutes today? I haven’t been in a car at all today cos I’ve only stayed home. Angela invited me to go out for some drinks but I didn’t feel like drinking or being out today, so I’ve been home the whole time.

Where is your best friend? I think Angela is at home but I’m sure she’s getting ready to go out for the aforementioned ^ drinking. I’m not sure where Gab is. How many days until Christmas? Oh wow, barely missed it, chief. There are 355ish days left, I’m guessing? Have you kissed someone today? Nope. Is your mom over 50? No, and she still has a year to go. How old were you 7 years ago? I was technically 14, but was about to turn 15 in a few months. Do you know what 'C'est la vie' means? Yep. In Gen Z lingo, it essentially means, ‘it be like that sometimes’ lmao. Do you usually take showers or baths? Showers, because we don’t have bathtubs and also because I find it much more efficient anyway. I only take baths when I’m out of town, in a fancy hotel, and want to pamper myself with bubbles and fancy body wash. What kind of bottoms are you wearing right now? I’m wearing shorts just meant for the home.

Are you wearing anything red? Yes, the pair of shorts I just talked about. What was the name of your first pet? I didn’t keep track of my first goldfish’s name but a good guess would be Goldie. I wasn’t a very creative kid, so I wouldn’t be surprised if that turned out to be right. Do you live in an apartment? Nope. I’ve been living with my parents under their roof. What color is the floor in the room you're in? Cream-ish. What was the most irritating thing to happen to you today? My thesis professor being a headache to talk to. I am genuinely baffled at how she was able to secure a very high position in my university’s administration, considering how erratic she can get. How do you feel about your most recent ex? She’s great. Do you wish at 11:11? No. Do you wish on shooting stars? I would, if they often visited on this side of the world. But they don’t, so. Do you wish on dandelions? No. There aren’t a lot where I live. Are you drinking anything right now? Mmm no, not at the moment. I finished my coffee a little while ago and while I want to make a second cup to keep myself awake, I have an early morning tomorrow so I’d want to sleep early tonight. It’s back to work for me, ugh. About how tall is your father? Not too tall. He’s like, 5′5 or 5′6. How old is your oldest living grandparent? I only know the age of one grandparent, and that’s my 73 year old maternal grandmother. I don’t get to see my paternal grandparents a lot cos they live quite far, so with that comes my insufficient knowledge about them. Do you know anyone who has lived to be 100+? Gab’s great-grandmother, but she passed away last November. Have you had your birthday yet this year? Nope. There’s been a mere three days into the year, so very few people would already have had their birthdays hahaha. Do you read your horoscope on a regular basis? No. You do you, but I was never a fan. It’s also a pet peeve when people use their star sign as excuses for their shitty behavior. “Sorry I acted up, I’m a Scorpio,” “I hate everybody because I’m an Aquarius,” “I ghosted them because I’m a Cancer” no it’s because you’re a bitch, Karen. Do you like the color yellow? I hate it a bit less than green (my least favorite color) only because I love the song Yellow by Coldplay and because mustard yellow isn’t that bad of a color. Are you an aunt or uncle? If my friends start having kids soon, then I’ll be an aunt. Why is your best friend your best friend? They both understand my weirdness and all my quirks and never made me feel like I was being judged. What is your hair like at the moment? Tbh it matches my top pretty well so as frizzy as my hair is at the moment, it still looks good with the tank top I have on lolol. How many times have you donated blood this year? Zero. I’m scared of needles, and even if I get over that phobia I wouldn’t be able to donate anyway because I’m underweight. Are you wearing any jewelry? No, not right now. Are you a video-gamer? I wouldn’t call myself that. I play GTA just to be a law-abiding citizen and not actually do the missions lol, I get tired of playing The Sims after ten minutes, and I only play a handful of Nintendo games. Who got married at the last wedding you went to? My mom’s brother and his then-fiancee, now one of my favorite aunts except for the facts that she’s a hardcore Duterte supporter and Marcos apologist. Do you like Chinese food? Yep, it’s one of my favorite cuisines. How far is the nearest Walmart? I can’t walk nor drive to it, that’s for sure. Have you ever been a designated driver? I’m always DD by default because I’m the only one among my friends who has a car other than JM, who also has a (much bigger) car but is terribly low-tolerance and will absolutely pass out. I get tipsy easily as well, but I sober up real quick and always make sure I’m 100% back to reality by the time I drive. Which means that I typically have to stop drinking earlier than the rest of my friends, but so long as that means I get to take everyone back home safe, it’s okay with me. What is something that always brings tears to your eyes? My mom yelling at me. Who is your 20th phone contact? My contacts aren’t numbered thus I’m too lazy to count manually. Do you have any plans to get a tattoo? It’s not completely off the table, but I’ve definitely toned down my original plans of getting tattoo sleeves and getting myself generally covered a la CM Punk (and I have to tell ya, I’m so glad I grew out of that phase). These days I prefer to have small tattoos to memorialize significant people or events, and some of my plans include my dog’s pawprint and a plate of nachos. Or a new piercing? Probably not. What would your name be if your last name was the color of your shirt? Brown. If you could find out how you would die, would you want to know? Yes. I hate the unknown and would rather be certain, no matter how ugly or nasty the certainty holds. Do you make your bed regularly? Every morning. Do you look forward to the weekend? NO. I have a 2-day meeting for my 2-day weekend. I am so dreading it. I just want to stay a lazy couch blob for another week. How much do you know about the mechanics of cars? I know how to turn a car on, go forward, reverse, brake, and open my gas tank... and that’s about it. Has anyone ever told you you should be a model? Model and beauty queen, yeah. How old was your mom when she had you? She was 26, but was turning 27 that year. Do rainy days get you down? No. I thrive on rainy days lmao. Who is the artist/band you're listening to at the moment? No music keeping me company at the moment. Do you ever take aspirin when you 'feel a headache coming on'? Not aspirin but I take a Biogesic. I dunno if those two or the same thing or not. Is there a calendar in the room you're in? Nope. Do you prefer to be in a relationship or be single? I’ve been seeing a person for technically six years, so now I prefer a relationship after being accustomed to having one for so long. If you're single, do you wish you were in a relationship? Have you ever had your heart broken? Sure. Do you live within an hour of the beach? No. I’m very far away from the beach :( How do you like your steak? Rare or medium-rare. Were you born in the 1980s? I was not. A Few Firsts What was the first sound you heard when you woke up? I woke up to the sound of my mom calling me on my phone. I was half-asleep and didn’t feel like answering, so I muted it and went back to sleep. I feel guilty now that I remember, but she didn’t call back or text me so it probably wasn’t a big deal. Who was your first best friend? It was a girl named Kaye from kinder. We were good friends for like two years, and then we got sorted to different sections in Prep and drifted apart after that. Who was your first boyfriend/girlfriend? I’ve said her name so many times on these surveys already. Y’all know. Who was your first date to a formal dance? I haaaateeeeed the idea of asking guys out and being in a relationship for most of high school, so I made sure I only asked my cousin for my prom. How bad was your first break up? Pretty messed up. There was a lot of tension and resentment and confusion in the beginning. Throw in my grandfather’s sudden death and me taking the UPCAT, and you have my mental health completely rattled! What was your first favorite movie? High School Musical, for sure. How old were you when you had your first kiss? 16. What was your first trip to the emergency room for? My platelet count was really low, I was in danger of getting dengue, and had to stay the night at the hospital. Then there was sticking the IV onto my wrist, upon which I made a complete scene in the emergency room and thrashed and kicked around while my (very frail) grandma (sorry, Lola) tried to hold me down with a lot of patients watching lol. Where was the first place you went today? The kitchen. Who was the first person you saw? My sister, I think. What was the first thing you thought about when you woke up? I wondered why my mom called, realized I was too sleepy to care, and went back to bed. Do you remember the first time you spent the night away from home? Yupppp. I was in third grade, my club had an overnight camping thingy as its culmination activity, and it was the first time ever that I was allowed to spend the night somewhere else. I remember being around a campfire, roasting marshmallows for the first time, having to share a sleeping mat with Katreen, and her kicking me in her sleep.

Where was your first big vacation to? Boracay. What was your first job? None yet. I’ll make sure to update you by the end of the year. What was the first thing you had to drink today? Coffee.

Some Lasts Where was the location of your last kiss? My girlfriend’s car, when she dropped me back at my place. How old was the last person you kissed? 21. What was the last movie you rented? I’ve never experienced renting a movie, which definitely confirms my status as a Gen Z kid lmao. But I can tell you that the last movie I watched was Knives Out. Where was the last place you went? Other than around my house, we went to church last Tuesday night for New Year’s Eve mass. What was the last restaurant you went to? Yabu. Who was the last person to call you? My mom, this morning. Who was the last non-relative you spoke in person to? Gabie. What was the last thing you bought? I got dinner from Yabu, haha. When was the last time you drove more than an hour somewhere? December 14th. That evening was INSANE. It was Saturday + Christmas traffic, and it took me two hours to travel from Antipolo to Rita’s place in Makati. JM and I drove separately cos we were a big group - his drive took FOUR hours. Why did you last get angry? My thesis prof was doing us so fucking dirty and I couldn’t do anything about it. What color was the last vehicle you rode in? Blue-green. How long ago was your last birthday? NIne months. When did it last rain? It drizzled a little bit yesterday. What was the age difference between you and your most recent ex? A month and a half. When was the last time you used a dictionary? Maybe an hour ago for a word I used in a past survey lol. Mini iPod Shuffle: Don't Cheat, Use Whatever Song Comes Up, No Matter How Ridiculous (I have several playlists, so I’ll just use the Spotify-curated playlist made for Gab’s account called Your Top Songs 2019 hahahaha) My love song: Love song - Lana Del Rey (Wow.) My fight song: Swim Against the Tide - The Japanese House My break-up song: New Light - John Mayer The song for when I'm sad: Money - Leikeli47 The song for when I'm angry: Constant Conversations - Passion Pit My song to have sex to: Bad Girls - Tennis The song about my ex: Just the Same But Brand New - St. Vincent The song about my best friend: Juice - LIZZO The song about my crush: Seventeen - no rome My 'feel good' song: Venice Bitch - Lana Del Rey The theme song of my life: Formation - Beyoncé I literally know four of these songs, which I’ve since bolded just so y’all know that I have no idea what the other seven songs are and if they make sense with the situations at hand. Gab clearly uses her account more than I do, which should be the case anyway lmfaoooooo.

#survey #surveys

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genre: angst, romance, university! au, mentions of sex characters: reader and Jiwon (Bobby), Ikon, others word count: 1855 summary: Jiwon doesn’t get attached and Y/n knew that.

Part 1 I only say the truth

Jiwon was a fuckboy. And you knew that.

It's been almost two years since Y/n moved to the apartment. When she arrived, Hanbin, Yuji and Jiwon already lived there and she took the place of another friend of them that went on a exchange program. At the beginning she was afraid she would feel outcasted but they welcomed her warmly and with time, all four became very close.

Hanbin was gentle and focused but was always trying to put up a bad boy facet that (almost) everyone believed in. Yuji was was sloppy, lazy and unpretentious in the most adorable way possible. Everything she did seemed to be a path to disaster but her charisma would always win. And Jiwon was transparent as a glass. He was sweet but at the same time, ruthless. He seemed quiet at first glance but his ability to relate to others was immense. He loved his friends, that was clear. But in addition, he was extremely devious and confident, traits that some hated and others loved. In the case of girls, it was the latest.

Jiwon was a fuckboy. Y/n knew it and every girl at the campus also knew it but for some illogical reason beyond her comprehension, they would still get involved with him. He wasn't a complete jerk that prevented people from liking him or being his friend. He'd always let his intentions clear and be brutally honest about everything, never getting attached to anyone while attaching himself to everyone. He was the type of guy that Y/n would usually find to be a jerk but maybe for knowing him in completely different circumstances, she was found of him.

"Good morning" a voice came from her back. When she looked, it was a complete stranger with a sweet smile, "good morning" she responded, having absolutely no idea who she was but pretty much knowing she's with Jiwon. A minute later, Jiwon comes out and gives his good mornings while displaying a shy smile to Y/n, that gave one in return.

"I'll be leaving now. Call me?" she smiled to him, gesturing a phone.

"Sure" Jiwon responded while opening the door.

"Is that coffee I see?" he asked.

"Yes, do you want some?" Y/n offered.

"Thank you" he flashed his bunny teeth and Y/n giggled while shaking her head for his cynicism about the situation. After that She quickly left to uni and promised that she'd go watch him play at night.

Each one of them had their own routine. Y/n went to her classes in the morning and in the afternoon she worked at the archiving department from University. Hanbin had a part-time job in the morning, classes in his afternoons and took the nights to compose or go to musical events in the city. Jiwon studied in the mornings and worked in a record store until late nights, playing twice a week at the campus radio as a DJ. And finally, Yuji, that was already graduated, worked in a office all day and took her nights and weekends to sleep, see her boyfriend and go clubbing.

This semester was incredibly dull to Y/n. The classes weren't exciting and everybody was super busy, barely being able to meet. Surprisingly her dull job at the University's library was quite exciting as unlikely as that might seem.

Drowning in books and documents all afternoon was strangely therapeutic to her. All her daily stress was unleashed in the solitude of the enormous file-room, the little laptop, scanner, and headphones that accompanied her since the beginning of the year.

After leaving work, she headed to the store that Jiwon worked. There was Hanbin, Yuji, and other of his close friends. Friday's on "Radio 3" had become one of the hottest spots in the city. The parties were practically infested with college students for it's proximity to the campus and the youthful but vintage vibe of the place.

Y/n was probably the shyest of the four and despite loving the company of her friends and getting a little tipsy at the end of the week, staying 6 hours grinding at a club was not her first choice. But Jiwon played at least once a month and she tried to show up some times.

Jiwon was very good at it and while his own productions were going a little slower because of work and school, he paid his bills by playing the music of others and his and Hanbin productions. Besides being best soul friends, Hanbin and Jiwon shared their love for music, and both, in their own way, ran after their dreams.

Arriving there, Yuji welcomed her with a tipsy smile, handling a beer in her hand,

"Hey love" she exclaimed

"Hey" Y/n responded

"Tired?"

"Pretty much" she chuckled putting the beer away and grabbing a bottle of water at the bar.

"Just stay for a while and then go home."

"Yeah, that's what I'm going to do. Let me say hello to Jiwon" she said and turned around.

"Ok, go there hottie"

"Haha ok" Y/n responded laughing to her drunk friend.

"You're specially hot these days" her friend responded with a silly smile.

"Yuji, control yourself, your boyfriend is right there" she pointed to her boyfriend while he waved backed, laughing.

"I can't!" her friend gestured putting her hands on her heart.

She pulled away from her friend and headed for the cabin to give Jiwon a shy wave, which he returned with a smile.

"You came!"

"I always do"

"Only when forced"

"True" she giggled. "But hey, at least I come every other month, stop being demanding"

"Ok, you're right, it's a honor already"

"Are you thirsty, DJ?" both laughed of how corny that sounded.

"Yes, please." He said while grabbing the water of her hand.

Y/n intentions of staying only a little became a little different as the night go on and she felt like dancing and staying a bit more.

1 am. "Damn I need to go home" Y/n said out loud.

"Already?" Hanbin asked while dancing with Yuji.

"Yeah, I'm super tired. I'm gonna say goodbye to Jiwon. Bye, loves"

They waved back.

"Jiwon, I'm leaving now, see you tomorrow!"

"Hey wait, I'm leaving too. The other DJ will take over"

"Do you want me to wait you?"

"Yes, It'll only take a few minutes."

Y/n stood outside for 5 minutes when Jiwon came out and they started to walk towards the bus stop.

"Sorry, I was exhausted."

"It's fine, I'm dead" he laughed with his visible tiredness. "These last weeks have been brutal with the midterms and work but I can't stop playing here, it's the only way I have to share my music"

"You're not paid for playing?"

"No. The owner pays me for my work at the radio, as a cashier, to clean the floor, anyways...but playing is the bonus I have, a opportunity. So even when I'm dead, I play."

"That's good because your set is amazing"

"You don't have to please me, Y/n" he gave a small smile.

"No, I mean it. You're great, both your remixes as your own productions. Don't stop believing" she said while she signed the bus to stop. He gave a coy, thankful smile and both entered the bus and sat at the second to last row of benches.

"And you, what have you been doing?"

"Oh no, my life is not as exciting as yours"

"How's that, what your life has that is not interesting?"

"Everything!" she laughed. "I only study and go to work at the library in the afternoons"

"You don't like it there?"

"To be honest, I love there haha. But it's far from being a crowded club or dreams of being a artist or anything slightly exciting"

"I think everyone has a dream, a path. And if...uhm...-"

"Archiving"

"Archiving is what you like then archiving is exciting because you are exciting"

"Stop it, now who needs to try to please me is you. Not even the famous and coveted Dj Bobby saying that archiving is cool is gonna make archiving cool"

"Maybe?"

"No"

Both giggled loudly.

He cleared his throat and asked "but what do you mean with coveted?"

"That was the word you decided to remember?"

"Yes, explain yourself"

"What do you mean explain myself? You're the sensation among a lot of the girls at the campus and you know that very well"

He gave a cocky smirk.

"I just think it's unfair for you to be talking about me when you barely comment about your love life"

"What love life?" she giggled while Jiwon stared at her in confusion.

"That's right, while I admit my indiscretion you are so private I almost don't see any of your love conquests"

"Conquests? Jiwon, my love life is as agitated as hers" she stated while pointing at a old lady that was sitting in the first few seats of the bus that looked like she was at least 90 years-old.

"You don't know, maybe she's living the best life. It's 1 am after all"

"Oh my god, you're right, I'm even worse" both laughed uncontrollably earning some bothered looks in the bus.

"But really" he resumed "I find it very hard to believe in that"

"Why?"

"Well, how can I say this"

"What?"

"That's our bus top"

She got confused until she realized their bus stop has indeed arrived. Both walked in silence for two minutes towards their home until she got curious.

"What were saying?"

"Nothing"

"Tell me!"

"It's nothing"

"C'moooon"

"I was gonna say that I find it hard to believe that you don't have a love life when you're that hot"

"Jiwon!" she exclaimed while laughing.

"What? You wanted to know" he backed while also laughing.

"Stop messing with me"

"What do you messing with you, girl?"

"I'm not hot"

"You're very hot, gorgeous, A++ so stop being shy about it or I'll keep going" he warned.

She laughed, embarrassed, while both entered the empty apartment.

"That's what you say to all girls?" she mocked him.

"I'm not that lazy and girls don't fall for that, Y/n"

"Sorry" she said, embarrassed by her own statement.

"I usually invite them to see me play, then I take them to the bus stop, we chat and then I compliment them" he spoke while having the most vicious look in his eyes.

Y/n never saw him looking like that to her before.

"Jerk" she murmured while soft smiling. Her hands were getting strangely cold and her heart started to pound. She then rested her body against the kitchen counter and looked again at his eyes. It was pure lust. Her stomach was on fire, she wasn't even trying to understand what was going on.

"Are those compliments usually true?"

He smirked, slowly walking in her direction "I only say the truth"

She slightly bite her lips and softly murmured "I doubt it"

"Don't doubt me" he said while getting too close. Both bodies connected and in a snap of fingers, they began to kiss uncontrollably. It didn't take long until those desperate kisses on the kitchen migrated to his bedroom.

Thank you for reading!

#ikon scenarios #ikon imagine #ikon angst #jiwon angst #jiwon imagine #jiwon scenario #bobby scenario #bobby imagine #bobby angst #ikon

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lordsicheng · 6 years

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Crush du Jour: Pt. 4

Ong Seongwoo x OC

g: schmoop, fluff, slight angst

summary: after graduating college, you decided to go on a break for a few months. you then suddenly realize you’ve been rather lazy on doing anything so you decided to enroll in a class that helps you learn on making some of the more popular desserts and pastries in french cuisine, only to find out you’re gonna be paired up with one of the most attractive students in the room.

w!: profanity, suggestive language and actions

“Okay, spill.” Daniel said as he put both of your coffee cups on the table as he sat down from across you

“Spill what? The coffee all over the table?” you crossed your arms and smiled sarcastically

“Y/n, I’m trying to help you.” he sighed as he grabbed his coffee cup and took a sip

“Fine. I’m only telling you since you saw shit earlier. Promise not to tell anyone?” you raised a brow

“Try me.” he nodded as he put his coffee cup back on the table

“Alright. Me and Seongwoo… kind of had a fling…” you clicked your tongue once and paused, making Daniel rest his elbows on the table while he clasped his hands and put is chin on them

“You don’t say?” Daniel said, voice sounding sarcastically surprised

“You’re not helping!” you whined

“Continue.” he nodded and chuckled

“Uh, yeah. So… let’s just say, something almost happened. And I chickened out.” you said as you grabbed your coffee cup and drank a bit of your coffee, not doing any eye contact with Daniel

“That’s it?” Daniel raised a brow as he leaned back on the chair

“That’s pretty much it.” you pursed your lips as you put back your coffee cup on the table

“Well now that you told me ‘everything’ apparently, it seems like it’s all your fault.” he chuckled and shrugged

“Are men always blaming us for shit we didn’t mean to do?” you furrowed your brows in annoyance

“You weren’t specific. I know there’s more to what happened.” Daniel grinned and crossed his arms

“Ugh, fine. I hate men.” you gave a stink eye as you looked at him and to the side

“Anyways, I left because I thought it wasn’t right. Or maybe I wasn’t ready, I don’t know.” you pouted and shrugged, wiping your almost sweaty palms on your skirt

“You should’ve told him you weren’t ready.” Daniel said worriedly

“I didn’t tell him, but I did it through action. I guess he didn’t handle it well.” you sighed as you scratched the side of your head with your finger

“So what are you planning to do, then?” he asked, leaning on the table a bit to listen to you properly

“I don’t know. I mean, I’ve already broken what we had and it’s hard to repair I suppose. I just wanna get even with him because what he did earlier made him look like an asshole.” you clicked your tongue a few times as you looked at Daniel

“Well he seems like an asshole to let you go that easily.” he shook his head and leaned back on the chair again

“Thank you!” you let out a sigh of relief before you continued

“I wanna do something that makes him think, ‘oh I shouldn’t have been an ass towards her’ or ‘I shouldn’t have tried to fuck her whilst being tipsy’ or some sort.” you grabbed your coffee cup and sipped on your coffee

“TMI.” Daniel raised a brow and chuckled

“Sorry.” you coughed a bit from drinking your coffee as you put it back on the table

“Anyways, you could just talk to him properly?” he suggested

“As if he’s gonna properly pay attention to me after what happened earlier.”

“Well, think of something to do that could get his attention?” Daniel said as he looked at his phone for a bit

“What? Make it seem like I’m dating someone else and rub it in his face?” you shook your head as you looked away, making Daniel get an idea and smirk as he turned to look at you

“Hmm.” he nodded

“What?” you raised a brow

“You know.” he grinned and nodded again, making you realize that he knew what you meant

“No way.” you widened your eyes in surprise

“Worth a try?” he chuckled

“Daniel, no.”

“Y/n, yes.”

Seongwoo tapped his foot impatiently as he sat on his sofa, looking at his phone on the coffee table as if he was expecting a call

“You better not call, y/n. Or even text. I’m not answering either way.” he muttered as he grabbed his phone and turned it to silent and put it back on the table, crossing his arms as he turned his head to look away, slowly side eyeing the phone again

“Maybe I should turn on vibrate in case someone else calls.” he thought, slowly grabbing his phone again to turn on vibrate before putting it back on the table again and looking away again, this time not side eyeing

“Not today. Never.” he mumbled, after a while becoming hopeless and letting out a loud sigh

“Ah, come on!” he whined as he facepalmed, his phone suddenly vibrating before he grabbed it immediately and answered the call, clearing his throat before he could speak

“Hello?” he said in a low, stern tone

“Seongwoo, it’s Chanhee. We need to plan on the renovations for the restaurant next week.” one of the managers at Seongwoo’s dad’s restaurant said, making Seongwoo roll his eyes and facepalm again

“Right, dad told me. I’ll be there in ten.” Seongwoo sighed as he dropped the call and scratched his head

“Damn it. What if she called while I was handling another call?”

Because Daniel didn’t want to make you even more upset about the Seongwoo incident, he decided to go and walk the streets with you. You, on the other hand, didn’t really have any plans and just decided to look around the blocks to try and go shopping, but nothing just caught your eye from all the stores you passed

“Don’t you have any plans on buying things?” Daniel asked as he tapped your shoulder

“I wanna buy something, but… there’s literally nothing I can think of.” you grunted

“There’s a LINE store nearby?” Daniel grinned and pointed to the store just a few steps away

“I’m not interested in those things.” you sighed

“Come on, let’s just go in. I’ll buy you a plushie.” he chuckled as he walked faster first

“What am I gonna do with the plushie?” you furrowed your brows and clicked your tongue once

“Think of it as a gift, since we’re ‘fake’ dating for you to get Seongwoo back.” he nodded and smiled

“But I never had him?”

“Do you want a plushie or not?” Daniel tilted his head in curiosity

“Fine.” you rolled your eyes and sighed as you followed him inside the store

For some reason, you liked how Daniel was very nice and helpful in getting your mind off of Seongwoo for a bit. He made you laugh while picking out some line character plushies, often imitating a character’s expression and sometimes babbling as if he knew what the characters are usually like. He was also suggesting even the most random items at the store to you, making you even wonder twice if you needed anything he suggested

“But Seongwoo, if we changed the wallpaper we’re gonna have to change a lot of the furniture.” Chanhee, one of the managers at the restaurant, said as he followed Seongwoo around

“Well we need to work on it by tomorrow so it’ll be done by the weekend. Unless we have to call dad for him to get here and do things himself all over again?” Seongwoo said as he crossed his arms and turned to look at Chanhee

“Seongwoo, you do know it’ll take more than a week to change everything here.” Chanhee sighed

“Then let’s start by tonight.” Seongwoo smiled sarcastically as he turned and walked away, making Chanhee roll his eyes as he turned the other way

Seongwoo walked towards the counter to check on the inventory, often glancing at the window to see if the weather was becoming gloomy. Suddenly he paused for a while, jaw dropping a bit as he saw you and Daniel pass by the restaurant. Your arm was completely looped with Daniel’s, and you were both laughing as you passed since Daniel was laughing at how he almost slipped inside the store, making you giggle as well

“What the fuck?” Seongwoo mumbled as he tried to get out of the counter

“Seongwoo, your dad’s on the phone.” Chanhee said as he put his phone next to Seongwoo, making Seongwoo look at him and sigh as he grabbed the phone and walked away

After finally getting a grip on the plan, you confidently walked towards the studio. You noticed not a lot of students were inside, but you weren’t surprised to even see Seongwoo on your own counter holding his phone in one hand and writing down some notes on the other. You put your bag on the counter and immediately grabbed the apron from one of the lower cupboards, not even looking at Seongwoo even though he gave you a couple of side eyes

“Tomorrow’s finals.” Seongwoo muttered as he didn’t budge from his position

“Yeah, so?” you said with a bit of attitude, almost making Seongwoo flustered

“So? We haven’t even planned on what we’re really gonna make for finals.” Seongwoo sighed as he continued writing notes

“Like I said, let’s just have different stuff to work on. I’ll do my own recipe, you do yours.” you put your bag under the counter and stood back up to tie your hair

“Heeeey baby.” Daniel suddenly appeared, hugging you from behind and giving you a peck on the cheek, almost catching you off guard

“My… love?” you giggled as you turned your head to look at him, making Seongwoo face you both a bit while you and Daniel weren’t looking

“I missed you.” Daniel rested his chin on your shoulder and pouted, Seongwoo almost in fumes

“We were together yesterday. How could you miss me that fast?” you grinned while turning fully to Daniel and cupped his face with your hands

“Maybe I’m too into you. You’re addictive.” Daniel chuckled, making you widen your eyes and grin awkwardly as you mouthed ‘don’t overdo it’

“Oh, right. Gotta get back to my counter. See you later, babe.” Daniel kissed your cheek again before he looked at Seongwoo and gave a nod, then left immediately

“You just became friends yesterday and suddenly you’re together today? How pathetic.” Seongwoo rolled his eyes as he grumbled, looking back on his notes

“I sense jealousy?” you smirked and raised a brow to look at him

“Me? Jealous? Please.” Seongwoo chuckled, rolling his eyes again

“You keep rolling your eyes in disgust. Shows you’re jealous.” you teased, making him look at you with obvious jealousy in his eyes

“I don’t care whoever else you fuck with or whatever, because nothing ever happened between us.” he shook his head mockingly and gave a smug, but what he said actually made your heart break into a ton of pieces

“Of course, nothing.” you said faintly and nodded, suddenly feeling tears falling from your eyes as you turned away and looked down on your own notes this time. Seongwoo kind of felt sorry for saying that, but because he already did, he couldn’t take it back even though he wanted to

“Y/n…?” he whispered as he leaned a bit closer and reached out his hand

“What?” you looked at him annoyingly, your eyes almost very watery, but Seongwoo sighed as he pulled back his hand, biting his upper lip a bit as he looked away

Because you obviously didn’t want to cry nor see Seongwoo, you walked out to the backroom where the ingredients from all students were usually placed when not used. You were holding your notebook to make sure and check all the stuff you needed, immediately going towards the cabinet where yours and Seongwoo were located

“Jerk.” you mumbled as you looked at Seongwoo’s name next to yours, opening your notebook to check if you had enough ingredients

“Cream… white sugar… vanilla…” you mumbled while checking your cabinet and looking at your notes

“Ah, what is that?” you furrowed your brows as you looked at this can that was by the edge of the cabinet. You forgot the cabinet was so high up and you couldn’t find one ingredient you needed. What’s worse was that you couldn’t even find any small ladders or chairs around, and Seongwoo was usually the one who had to reach up for you since you couldn’t reach the edge of the cupboard

“Hng, damn it.” you shook your head as you tiptoed to get a can of cream, but you knew you were failing. Suddenly, someone with a tall stature walked up behind you to grab it for you, chuckling as he grabbed it easily and gave it to you

“You’re lucky you’re tall, Daniel.” you gave a stink eye as you sighed

“Was I good?” Daniel grinned, resting his arm on the cabinet next to you, but you both didn’t realize Seongwoo walked inside quietly and observed both of you from across the room

“Too good.” you winked, making Daniel laugh in embarrassment

“Can’t wait for tomorrow, honestly.” Daniel put his arm on your shoulders, and Seongwoo suddenly felt the need to barge in so he cleared his throat, making you and Daniel look at him in surprise

“Oh, didn’t see you there.” Daniel nodded and gave a small smile

“I wanted to talk to y/n, but she seems busy.” Seongwoo forced a small smile back, turning as he walked out of the room

“He looks hurt.” Daniel whispered

“He should be.” you pouted

“Hey y/n?” Daniel called as he turned to look at you

“What?” you looked back, and he suddenly looked at you and kissed your lips for a while, pulling back after a few seconds before realizing what he had done

“Uhh…” you looked at him blankly

“Yeah…” Daniel nodded as he thought deeply of the kiss

“Nope.” you both said in unison, laughing in the end as you both walked out of the room

“Can’t believe there was no spark in the kiss” Daniel shook his head

“That was so weird, Daniel. Don’t do it again.” you rolled your eyes and chuckled

“I got curious.” he shrugged, letting you out of the room before he did himself

As you both walked out of the backroom, you noticed Seongwoo and his belongings weren’t at the counter anymore. You felt kind of apologetic over what you did in front of him, but you also wanted him to get a taste of his own medicine

“Looks like he walked out.” Daniel said as he looked at you, and you felt your heart sink because you knew you hurt Seongwoo

“I think I’m gonna head out too.” you sighed, looking back at Daniel

“You sure? I can drop you off at your place?” Daniel offered

“It’s fine. Thanks, Daniel. I’ll call you later?” you smiled, walking towards the counter as you began to clean up your stuff. Daniel just smiled and nodded as he walked to his own counter, where his partner waited for him

“Where were you?”

“Checking up some ingredients. Looks like we’re complete with what we need for tomorrow. Say, let’s head out early?”

You arrived your home groggily as you walked inside, throwing your bag to the side and realizing your mom is running around the living room as she had her luggage to the side of the sofa

“Mom?” you called out as you sat on the sofa

“Sweetie, you’re home! Sorry I didn’t realize, but I have to leave for the trip in three hours.” your mom said as she looked at the mirror and fixed her makeup

“I thought you weren’t gonna leave until tomorrow?” you crossed your arms in confusion

“There’s gonna be a storm tonight, so you better stay home until it’s gone. Good thing I did the groceries this morning and I rebooked my flight in a jiffy. Or else I wouldn’t have gotten myself a tall glass of Mai Tai!” she chuckled, but you didn’t really feel like taking in her excitement as you just looked at her and nodded

“Y/n, you know I need to leave. I’ve planned this trip with my girls since four months ago to unwind. If your father were here, he won’t let me go.” your mom sat next to you as she swiped a few strands of hair from your face, giving a loving smile

“It’s fine, mom. You deserve a break.” you smiled back

“Good thing your father was still here when you graduated.” she continued to caress your hair

“Yeah. I miss him.” you nodded and put your head on her shoulder, her giving you a small peck on your temple as you looked at the window and realized the clouds were settling

“The weather’s about to get gloomy, you should get going mom or else you’re gonna have to face traffic.” you told her worriedly as you looked at her

��Don’t worry, Sungkyu is gonna come with her car and pick me up.” your mom assured

“When?” you asked, at the same time hearing a couple of honks from a car outside your home

“Now.” she giggled as she stood up and grabbed her luggage to go to the front door

“Don’t forget to buy me a cute little souvenir!” you cheerily said as you walked her to the front door and opened it for her as she walked out

“I’ll call every night to check up on you. It’s only five days.” your mom grinned

“Nah, I can take care of myself now, mom. Please, just enjoy. Don’t worry about me, I don’t have plans at all and I’m just gonna stay home most of the time.” you said as you led her out of the house and waved

“No parties!” she called out

“I’m buying liquor later!” you joked as you replied back

“Y/n!” she gasped

“I’m kidding! Go! You’re gonna be late!” you waved your hand as she went inside the car, also waving to Mrs. Kim who was driving the car as they drove away in a hurry. You smiled and looked at them drive away, slowly turning to go back inside your house

“Must be fun to go old and still be hip.” you chuckled to yourself as you closed the door behind you

Seongwoo was feeling more down than usual while at work, helping the others at the restaurant his dad owned and left him to manage for a few months while he was away. He wasn’t as lively of a worker as before, even some of the employees noticed he wasn’t really feeling the day

“Seongwoo, if you’re sick you can take the rest of the day off, you know.” Chanhee said as he looked at Seongwoo worriedly

“I’m fine, just had a bad day at class today. Anyways, I heard there’s a storm coming up, so we’re closing an hour early so everyone can get home safe. I’ll close.” Seongwoo gave a small smile as he cleaned up the counter and put the menus away

“You sure?” Chanhee asked

“Yes. I live just two blocks away, so I don’t really have a long drive.” Seongwoo smiled

Before he knew it, it was already closing time a few hours later. He let the other employees leave early right after the last customers stayed over and continued to clean up. Chanhee, who was a little worried because of Seongwoo, stayed until he was done cleaning the kitchen area and putting the chairs away

“Chanhee, you can go.” Seongwoo said as he carried some chairs to the side

“Seongwoo, it’s pouring outside.” Chanhee sighed

“Chanhee, my dad left me this responsibility and I don’t want to upset him and disappoint him. So please, I’m alright and I can finish up everything.” Seongwoo assured

“Okay. I’ll go now.” Chanhee nodded as he quickly put on a hat and walked outside the front door, noticing a young man run towards the shaded area of the entrance

“Um, excuse me. We’re closed.” Chanhee told the young man

“No, it’s alright. I’m only here for the shade since the rain’s kind of pouring hard.” he smiled

“Ah, I see. Have a good night!” Chanhee said as he ran off to his car

“You too!” the young man called back, looking at Chanhee drive away fast to the main road

Seongwoo was done cleaning up the whole area and checked his phone to see no calls, nor new messages. He sighed and began to walk to the counter and get his stuff before walking out of the entrance and turning off the main lights, where he realized the rain was pouring too hard that he doesn’t have the energy to run towards his car that was parked at the other side of the road. He noticed the young man stand from the side of the shade, realizing it was Daniel. Daniel soon turned also and saw Seongwoo, confused on what to do before he could just smile and gave a nod, which Seongwoo also did the same

“Rain’s pretty rough.” Seongwoo said as he looked at the road

“I know.” Daniel nodded again, ensuing silence for a while as they only heard some cars pass by and the sound of the rain falling

“She seems happy.” Seongwoo suddenly broke the silence, to which Daniel looked at him

“She’s…” Daniel suddenly paused, hearing his phone ring as he saw a call from you. He looked at Seongwoo before answering your call

“Hey.” Daniel said as soon as he answered

“Where are you? Are you home safe?” you asked through the other line, Seongwoo able to hear your voice from the phone

“Uh, I’m on my way home now. Traffic looks horrible, so I’ll call you later?”

“Alright, take care.” you said as you dropped the call, on the sofa while watching a movie and eating some popcorn since you didn’t bother on making proper dinner

Daniel and Seongwoo just stood there awkwardly as they waited for the rain to slow down a bit before they could leave. Seongwoo was often glancing at Daniel, because he kind of admitted on being jealous and even compared to himself to Daniel. And it hurt his pride knowing that you chose Daniel over him, but he didn’t know what exactly the truth of it was

“Does she take care of you well?” Seongwoo suddenly asked, making Daniel become taken aback as he looked at Seongwoo

“She’s great.” Daniel smiled

“She seems to care a lot about you since she called.” Seongwoo forced a small smile and looked down, making Daniel let out a deep sigh

“Seongwoo, she loves you.” Daniel suddenly blurted out and Seongwoo looked at him confusedly

“But you’re dating?” Seongwoo said in confusion

“Okay, here’s the deal. We faked the whole dating thing in front of you earlier because of what you did other than what happened yesterday. Now, she didn’t say in detail what you exactly did, and I’m sorry, but you sounded like a jerk.” Daniel crossed his arms, making Seongwoo look down again in guilt

“But you know what, regardless of that, her feelings for you are just the same after all this time. It could sound wrong, but she only used me to get back at you. I don’t mind that at all, but if you love her as much as she does to you, you should go back to her. She’s crazy about you, and I am pretty sure you are as well to her.” Daniel said as he walked nearer to Seongwoo and put his arm on his shoulder

“C-can you tell I’m… really into her?” Seongwoo looked at Daniel again, looking as if all of his guilt was written on his face

“Go to her. If you love her, you’ll sacrifice shit for her.” Daniel said as he pat Seongwoo’s shoulder a couple of times

“What about you?” Seongwoo asked

“What about me? Dude, I have all the time I could have. This isn’t even about me. Now, go. Or you’ll be too late again.” Daniel gave a nod of approval to Seongwoo, but Seongwoo just stood there speechless

“Go!” Daniel chuckled as he pushed Seongwoo, and he ran towards the other side of the road and to his car, immediately starting the engine. He lowered his car window to look at Daniel

“What about you? I’ll drop you off!” Seongwoo shouted from the other side of the road

“Don’t worry! I can run to Eastwood Heights in a rush!” Daniel yelled back

“Wait, we’re neighbors?” Seongwoo furrowed his brows in surprise

“Go!” Daniel laughed as he waved Seongwoo off, and he drove away as he waved back, leaving Daniel as he prepared himself to run past the rain

“Ah, I love a happy ending.” he shook his head as he looked to the sides to find a shortcut, running off into the distance to get to his own home

You were just on the sofa again, already finishing two movies as you realized you didn’t like popcorn at all and regretted making it in the first place. You looked at the box and saw that you got a bland one, and you hated bland stuff. You stood up and walked to the kitchen and tried to look for food, but it required you to cook and you didn’t even want to in the first place

“Mom, come home.” you whined, closing the refrigerator and walking towards the living room, plopping yourself on top of the sofa bed. You suddenly heard a couple of rings from your doorbell, scrunching your face as you raised your head and wondered who it was

“Who is it?” you called out, but there was no answer

“At this weather, really?” you grunted as you groggily stood up and walked to the front door, looking at the body mirror nearby and realizing you were just in your pajama pants and a tank top, not even caring to wear a bra

“Too lazy to get a bra but whatever.” you pursed your lips and nodded, eventually shaking your head as you realized someone was behind your front door

You opened it immediately and saw a man, all wet from the rain, standing in front of you as he panted from running. You scanned him from up and down before you could cross your arms, raising a brow after you realized he had been waiting for a little bit too long outside

“What are you doing here?” you asked, scanning him one more time

“I’m… here… to apologize.” he let out a deep breath, feeling a bit of weight getting off his shoulders

“For what?” you bit your bottom lip

“For everything. For me trying to lead you on when you weren’t ready, for being selfish, for being a whiny baby…” Seongwoo looked down, and slowly looked back at you again

“For letting you go.” he finally admitted

“I see.” you nodded, and you both suddenly became quiet. Seongwoo felt a few drips of water from the roof fall on his back, and he looked at you before he sighed

“I’m getting wet.” Seongwoo mumbled

“Mhmm, that’s the point.” you slowly smirked, making Seongwoo give a slight smug as you pulled him by his shirt closer to you and he kissed you, much more passionately than before as he ran his free hand through your hair and the other on your lower back, suddenly feeling something different as he slowly pulled back and looked down on you

“What?” you raised a brow, grinning

“Are you alone?” Seongwoo asked as he looked at each sides of the room by the door

“Mom’s away for five days.” you bit your bottom lip, making Seongwoo raise his head a bit and chuckle

“And… you’re not wearing a bra…” Seongwoo raised his brows as he realized he had a view of your cleavage from your tank top, making you blush a bit

“Whoops.” you held in your laughter of embarrassment, but Seongwoo kissed your forehead to assure you it was fine

“We don’t have to be in a rush, y/n.” Seongwoo smiled

“This isn’t rushed. The timing’s perfect.” you whispered as you leaned closer to his ear, making him feel tingles down his spine from your voice as you moved away

“God, I missed you.” he snickered as he raised your legs and wrapped them on his waist, making you squeal from his swift and sudden movement and shortly chuckling as he carried you inside the house before closing the front door behind him.

#wanna one #wannaone #ong seongwoo #ong seongwu #wanna one imagines #wanna one scenarios #wanna one reactions #ong seongwoo imagines #ong seongwoo scenarios #kang daniel #finally this is dONE

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bringmetolife-pwff · 3 years

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Part One : Chapter Twenty-Seven - More Drama

It was finally the weekend.

Meaning that Evelyn could relax. A new year had passed and it was now January 2008. There was something that Evelyn just loved. Being able to do whatever she wanted and be able to relax or enjoy time with her friends and family. She loved being able to be lazy too and sleep in on days she wasn't working.

She was enjoying a nice cuppa hot rose tea until her mobile vibrated.

The Sorting Hat group chat

Ginny (Beatrice): do you girls want to go to the club tonight? Let loose. . .

Hermione (Eugenie): Yes please!!! By the way who made me Hermione?

Fleur (Evelyn): I'm in. And I'm assuming Bea did?

Ginny: yes, yes and yes! Meet you all at Raffles tonight at 9?

Fleur: see you girls then mind if I add someone to the group?

Ginny: go for it. the more the better.

Fleur added Ivy to the group chat.

Fleur changed Ivy to Angelina.

Angelina (Ivy): what the bloody hell is this and why is your name Fleur and mine Anglina, Evelyn?

Fleur: Harry Potter, duh. And we are all meeting up tomorrow night at 9 at Raffles.

Angelina: whose we?

Ginny: oh yes, hi. *emoji waving* i'm beatrice (will's cousin)

Hermione: and i'm the other cousin Eugenie. so you in?

Angelina: Hell yes.

Evelyn had decided to go out to the club with Beatrice, Eugenie and Ivy all having a girls night out. It had been a while since she let loose with no consequences. She was looking forward to tonight. Eve changed into a short mini dress that was red and the sleeves were off the shoulders pairing it with her black heels and wearing bolder makeup. William was now back with the military and she was okay with that as long as he was safe.

They still wrote each other letters and she kept them all in a keep sake box as she would send him boxes of his favourite things along with bits and bobs that he didn't know he would love.

"Is she that daft? What the bloody hell is she doin' here?" Ivy said her with her Scottish accent stronger since she was slightly tipsy.

"What are you going on about?" Eugenie asked searching through the crowd of people before her eyes landed on the blonde who Ivy was glaring at.

Ivy hit it off with Eugenie and Beatrice instantly just as Evelyn thought she would. That was the main reason for inviting her along with the rest of them. Eugenie squinted her eyes as she looked at the platinum blonde woman that was only a few feet away from them and laughing with a group a girls.

"Shut up! Is that?"

"Mhm," she told the brunette with an attitude.

Evelyn was sipping on her cosmopolitan and dancing with Beatrice as they were laughing and having a good time. All of a sudden she feels someone's drink being spilled on her and ice going through her dress making her let out a gasp from the cold. Her once wavy blonde hair now a total mess due to drink and Bea's mouth is hung open in surprise and appalled at who could do that to Evelyn. Surely it had to be by accident?

"You bitch," Evelyn looked at who used to be her blonde best friend.

"Oops, sorry. It slipped?" Blair said but Evelyn knew the truth and so did Blair.

"Wait, Evelyn," Beatrice tried calming the blonde down before an even worse scene was caused.

"It slipped?" Evelyn yelled over the loud music. "It slipped my arse. You did it on purpose just like you slept with my ex-fiance on purpose."

"I don't understand what happened," Evelyn had to shout over the loud music. "You were my best friend and then you did something really shady by sleeping with my ex-fiance and you did it behind my back! What changed? Did you both not have more respect then to at least tell me then hide it from me until I found out for myself?"

"You started sleeping with Jake behind my back! I was only doing what you did to me and then I fell in love with Liam."

"Woah, woah, woah. I don't know what the bloody hell you keep going on about me sleeping with Jake. That never happened."

"Oh please, Evelyn. Quit lying. Just admit that you did what you did and all will be forgiven."

"There's nothing to forgive because nothing happened," Evelyn cried out annoyed that she had to keep on repeating it. "It's like talking to a brick wall," she told Beatrice and began to laugh at the audacity that Blair was saying.

Suddenly it clicked with Beatrice. This was the blonde that Evelyn had told them about. This was the blonde who had been best friends with her since primary school and betrayed her.

"I think it's best if you leave now," Beatrice told the blonde to which she scoffed.

"And who are you? The Queen? I don't have to take orders from you."

"I may not be the Queen but I am her grandchild and I know for a fact that she wouldn't want a bitch like you in the same place as my best friend. So we can either do it the easy way of you leaving willingly or I can have security come and force you out. Your pick."

"I was just leaving anyway but oh Evelyn one more thing," she smiled a sickly sweet smile at her and stuck her left hand out to face her. "Do you like my ring? Liam proposed a couple of weeks ago. Shame you couldn't be there."

On her ring finger for the left hand sat a beautiful yellow sixteen-carat emerald diamond engagement ring.

"Hey, Blair?" Evelyn called out to her ex-best friend and she turned around fast to look at her ex-best friend. "I'm happy for you because at least Liam has someone now who probably actually loves him. I don't know what happened between us but you were my best friend so I hope you're happy."

Blair left with a smirk even though you could see a hint of sadness in her eyes but as fast as it was there was as fast as it went.

"Come on you," Beatrice locked arms with Evelyn. "Let's get you cleaned up and looking a little more presentable."

"I think my dress is ruined."

"Well, we can fix the rest of you."

Evelyn nodded her head and allowed Beatrice to stir them in the direction of the washroom. Thankfully, there was no one in here and everyone else was out there dancing, mingling and drinking. Bea grabbed a kitchen roll and wet it with water from the sink before wiping off the alcohol from Evelyn's face. They used the hand dryer in the washroom to dry her slightly damp hair.

"I think this is as best as I'm going to look," Evelyn frowned. "I'm sorry, I had no idea that she was going to be here."

"You, my dear friend, have nothing to apologise for. I am sorry that you had someone like her as a friend. Why would you be nice to her still though even after she tossed her drink at you and showed off her new diamond ring to your ex-fiance? If I were you I would be a complete bitch to her so that makes you a way nicer person."

Evelyn laughed and shook her head.

"I'm just over it," Eve shrugged her shoulders. "I have a man who I love and made me realise that I probably never did love Liam. I just loved the idea of him and us but its nothing like what I have with William. It's been almost half a year so I just wish she would get over her pettiness."

"Did you just say you love my cousin?"

"Out of all of the things I said that's the one thing you got out of it? Unbelievable," she let out a laugh.

"What? Can you blame me? So have you guys said it to each other yet?"

"No," she frowned slightly.

"Why? You guys are perfect for each other! I've never seen my cousin look at another girl the way he looks and acts around you. Even before you guys were official you were official."

"I don't know. I feel like we aren't on a time line, you know? Besides, it's always nerve-racking saying it first. I just want to make sure I'm completely right about him because my last relationship wasn't exactly stellar."

"I respect and understand that. I thought things were Dave were going great until one day they weren't. I mean we dated for ten years but he didn't want to get married so I broke up with him. The next guy I date I want him to be my last because I don't know how much more heartbreak I can go through."

"Well, one thing I do know is that you deserve nothing but the best because you are the best. But don't tell Eugenie I said that because I love her too," she said causing the other blonde to laugh.

"Don't worry I won't. Besides we all already know I'm granny's favourite anyway," she laughed again causing Eve to as well. "In all honesty though I am so glad that my cousin found you. I couldn't imagine someone else for him other than you. I hope I find that kind of love some day."

"You will because you deserve it."

They hugged each other and walked out as Evelyn was in a better mood than she was when they came in the washroom. The music was blaring and the girls were in a much better mood than when Blair confronted her.

"Are you all righ'?" Ivy asked Eve to which she nodded her head.

"Yeah, now I am. My dress is still soaked but we tried the best we could. Right Bea?"

"Yeah," she smiled sheepishly at them. "Would guys want to get out of this rubbish place? I love it here but Blair being here kind of ruined it for me. What do you say about going back to my place and having a girls night and Evie could get freshened up there?"

"Please," Eugenie said drunkenly making the girls go into a fit of giggles. "Lets."

"You heard the woman," Ivy said with a thick Scottish accent. "Let's go."

The girls left and whilst they were leaving they hadn't thought of the bloody paparazzi being outside. Unfortunately the whole incident with Blair really set them off and it didn't help that Eugenie was drunk.

"You girls look beautiful tonight," the girls kept their heads down and a hand over their eyes as they were walking out, Eugenie was more so stumbling but Evelyn helped steady her - not wanting her to fall.

"You look like a disaster happened, Evelyn! We saw Blair Taylor walk out not too long ago. Did you run into her?"

"I don't know you both put up with the bloody paparazzi," Evelyn told the Royal sisters as she came out the washroom with freshly cleaned pyjamas thanks to Beatrice. "I've had to deal with them my whole life but not like that."

"We don't," Eugenie told them, feeling partially better after drinking loads of water and having a pain pill to help with the headache that might occur tomorrow morning. "We hate them just as much as the rest of you but we can't do anything about it. Granny says it's apart of our life so we might as well get used to it but it's hard."

"Well, unlike you lot, I'm not used to it," Ivy told the girls. "So are we goin' ta talk 'bout them all nigh' or watch Mean Girls?"

"Watch Mean Girls?" Evelyn asked making sure it was alright with the rest of them to which they nodded their heads.

so who saw that coming with Blair and Evelyn? I mean it had to happen at some point.

Why don't you think Blair believes Evelyn?

I go back to work on Tuesday so I wanted to get this up for you all :). I was watching the new Hallmark movie Taking a Shot at Love which was SO good and now watching One Winter Proposal. Anyone else watch Hallmark, especially the Christmas movies? I also watch the Hallmark Mystery channel too.

Hope you all are doing well and happy new year!

also please check out my other books and like and comment if you like them (it would mean a lot) :

- into the woods (paul lahote fanfic) twilight

- winter solstice (sam uley fanfic twilight

- austria (mark sloan fanfic) grey's anatomy

- honeydukes (bill weasley fanfic) harry potter

- ever since la (chris evans fanfic)

- papillon (nate archibald fanfic) gossip girl

- fated (cedric diggory fanfic) harry potter

- mvp (julian edelman fanfic) nfl

also if you are curious this is Blair's engagement ring (which is J Lo's) if you were wondering the inspiration behind it. vv

#bringmetolife-pwff prince William princewilliamfanfic britishroyalfamily prince harry kate middleton romance fanfiction

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warmau · 7 years

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can i request a ten, taeyong, and haechan neighbour au?? hehe i really love your writing a lot

ten’s birthday is next week, so here’s a kind of early gift to all you ten stans!!and of course, taeyong and haechan stans~（´・｀）♡find mark + jaehyun (here)

Ten

definitely,,,,,, loud

he throws parties on the weekends and practices guitar on the weekdays while also getting REALLY R E A L L Y into nba 2k17,,,,,,

especially if johnny comes over like the two of them cannot shuttup and neighbors always have to go over and be like “quiet down” and johnny apologizes while ten just sneers and is like “YEAH JOHNNY WHY ARE YOU SO LOUD” and johnny is like “i swear once this door is closed-”

but he’s FUN,,,,,like there is not denying that he’s an entertaining, amusing, and great person like why else would his apartment be basically filled to the brim with people who he probably doesn’t even know all that well

yeah the snacks,,,,,but also like?? ten makes great jokes, he’s good at making everyone feel comfortable, and his dancing: a+

he’s the whole package,,,,,,,,,even though his place is a mess monday morning and he has to practically beg taeyong and jaehyun to come over and help him clean

and he once tried to ask hansol and hansol was like “you brought this on yourself lolololol” and the proceeded to hang up on him whenever ten tried to call him back (real friends are like this tbh)

speaking of which ten has ,,,,, like no idea how to keep his things organized,,,,,,,,because he has so much stuff like every time he leaves his house he’s wearing a brand new outfit

and everyone is like bro you spend way too much money on clothes,,,,,why do you need so much and ten is like Firstly: it’s fashion you Wouldn’t Get It,,,,,,,,secondly someone stole some of my pants from my last party ok leave it alone

but his apartment itself is pretty cool, like somehow he got mark to ask renjun to come over and paint on his wall and it turned out really cool and ten’s the type to have fancy stuff for no reason like did you really need to buy a lamp that looks like a chandelier and ten is like yeah i did bye

cute lil secret: he keeps letters from his parents back in thailand in a shoebox in his locked closet so it’s safe because it’s the one thing he refuses to lose,,,,,,,,,,,

but you know ten if not because you have to listen to the music he blasts at each of his parties and him yell at his friends when they play games but also,,,,,,,,,on multiple occasions

ten has come to you for help

with many,,,,,,,,,,different,,,,,,,,thing

one of the most common is he always ends up needing a place to crash for the night because someone else fell asleep in his bed,,,,,,and his couch,,,,,,,,and on his floor. then there was the time he woke up with his head in a bowl of uneaten ramen and the noodles had gotten stuck in his ear piercings and you had to get them out while ten cried about how gross that was,,,,,and of course the most famous: ten gets tipsy and Emotional and you,,,,,,,well

you listen to him

mind you in the morning when he’s all better ten is just like “hEY thanks for letting me cry and ,,,,,,,,, stuff let’s never talk about this again!!!!”

and you feel bad because ,,,,,,,lmao you’re just his neighbor who also knows his deepest insecurities and fears and it’s like????? you never have the heart to get mad at him for knocking on your door at 2 am

but also,,,,,,you like then ten that is open with his feelings. the ten that cuddles into your arm face first and mumbles that you’re so sweet to him, so kind

but when ten,,,,,,is being his loud, fun self he’s not exactly that person

until you end up being the one in need of help,,,,,knocking on ten’s door at some odd hour and he opens it, shocked to see you and you’re like

“where is your alcohol stash,,,,,,,,give it it to me” and ten slows you down by catching you around the waist and he’s like “are you o-?” and you’re like NOPE IM NOT ,,,,,,give me,,,,,,,,,the,,,,,,,,drinks

but ten isn’t letting you go and he’s like “sit down, tell me whats up” and you grumble that it doesn’t matter, trying to hide behind your hair a bit so he can’t see that you had been crying

but ten just shakes his head and he’s like “c’mon,,,,,i know you listen to me when i come sobbing over to you,,,,,,tell me what it is”

and you’re like “ten,,,,,,,,,,,do you even see me as a friend? or am i just the closest person near you when you have to complain?”

and it’s quiet and ten kind of looks at you, but then he gently pokes the center of your forehead and he’s like “of course you’re my friend,,,,,,to be honest,,,,,,,ive always thought of you as more than that. to me,,,,like i want,,,,,,,want you to be more than a friend but,,,,,,,i know you don’t feel that way so i just wanted to be close to you,,,,,,,,”

and for the first time you’re hearing ten stutter over his words (when he’s not drunk) and you’re like “wait wait wait stop”

and you put your finger to his lips and he’s like ??? and you’re like

“you want me to be more than your friend?” and ten is like ,,,,,,,, “how,,,,,,,,,well,,,,,,let me say it like this it’s hard not to fall for the person who pulled ramen out of my earrings for me.”

and you’re blinking a bit, completely forgetting the thing that made you upset because wait. is ten confessing??????

and you’re like “so you like me?” and he’s like “yes, i like you. i thought bothering you all the time made that obvious”

and you’re like aljfkddkskre it didnt,,,,,,and ten is like “huh, did you also not hear when johnny screamed ‘GO CONFESS TO THE PERSON NEXT DOOR THAT YOU’RE IN LOVE WITH THEM YOU IDIOT’???”

and you’re like holy shit no i missed that too

and ten is like,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,how

Taeyong

the model neighbor

as in he looks like an actual model, and is also super clean and quiet and ??? just very overly polite like he just wants people to like him ya know?????

he’s barely home because he’s always over at his friends houses doing their chores because they never want to,,,,,,like when taeyong explained that you have to change your bedsheets at least every three weeks ten dam near had a heart attack because he was like “ive been sleeping on just my mattress for the past 7 months” and taeyong was like HOW ARE YOU A PERSON

taeyong loves cute stationary, and cute mugs, and owns an apron with little kitten embroidered on the side and those hanging plants that he decorated his bedroom with and idk he’s got like,,,,,,a clock that looks like a sunflower

like taeyong,,,,,,,,is just a boy who loves things that make his apartment more adorable and clean

owns every cleaning product imaginable and dedicated a whole closet to them

the type to have labels on all his cupboards and shelves and you open his refrigerator and everything is labeled it’s like,,,,,,how does he have the damn nerve to do this

also: uses coasters for his drink because he gets anxious about drinks spilling onto his rug

but yeah other than that,,,,he’s kinda awkward around most people,,,,but he does his best to smile and come off sweet

and you’ve seen him,,,,,,lugging home like three different brands of detergent and a new mop every week and you’re like huh so he’s super,,,,,,like,,,,,,,into cleaning

which you’re like is fine but you,,,,,after only recently moving in,,,,hasn’t even unpacked half your things yet and everytime your friends from your original hometown call you’re like (—: im an adult. my apartment is nice and sparkly and im doing fine

(this is a lie. you’ve been living off fast-food and half your stuff is still in boxes)

which is why when your best friend says she’ll be visiting tomorrow you’re like HOLD UP

and you know just the person to go a solicit help from. taeyong

and when you knock on his door he’s like surprised because you two have never held a solid conversation

and he is like “oh hello, i know we’ve never properly-”

and you’re like “you have 309458 mops right. you got a duster,,,,,,thing,,,,,,,,right”

and he’s like “feather duster?” and you’re like YEAH THAT,,,,,,,listen i need help now

and when you explain that you (being the lazy person we ALL are) didn’t unpack or clean or do anything and your friend is coming tomorrow and you don’t want to look like a Failure of an Adult in front of her,,,,,,,well taeyong kind of looks at you and is like

“,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,fine ill get the swivel sweeper”

and you guys spend like 7 hours getting your things unpacked and taeyong is really good at like????? decorating and he’s like “OH i have the peRFECT thing”

and he runs over to his place and comes back holding this cute like paper weight in the shape of like a giraffe and he puts it on your desk and you’re like “,,,,,,,,,,what is that” and he’s like “are you really an adult?”

but he helps you a lot and it’s kind of fun, he has like,,,,,,,,a really nice laugh you made a pun about like cleaning and he almost fell over laughing it was really,,,,,,,,,,cute

and once you’re done you’re like how should i thank you

and he’s like “it’s fine, you don’t have to!!”

and you’re like,,,,,,,,,,but i should but he’s like really no it’s nothing

but even after he leaves,,,,,,you’re like this is mean he worked so hard for me

and it bugs you, even after you friend comes over and is like WOW this place is so clean im impressed

that you end up going out and buying one of those cute little home humidifiers and you’re like “this seems taeyong-ish”

and you knock on his door again and he’s like “oh!!! do you need to borrow my mo-” and you’re like “here!!!!!! it’s a small gift,,,,,,but i thought you might like it,,,,,,,,,,,,,”

and he looks down at the bag and he gets super duper red and he’s like “i,,,,,,,,i can’t accept this,,,,,,,it’s too much,,,,,,”

and you’re like ashofvd you spent SIX HOURS cleaning my house for me pleASE

and finally you manage to get taeyong to take the gift and you’re like “anyway,,,,,,,,,,seriously thank you”

and taeyong kind of hesitates but he’s like

“do you,,,,,,,,,,,,wanna come inside,,,,,,,,,i don’t usually let people over but,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,”

and you’re like huh oh sure!!! and ok his house looks like a palace there isn’t any dirt anywhere

and when he makes you a cup of tea there’s like little cute bears on the mug and you’re looking at the cup and at taeyong’s beautiful face and you

can’t help but giggle and he’s going red again like,,,,,,,am i funny?? are you laughing at me??

and you’re like “no no no you’re just so,,,,,,,,,,much cuter than i expected!!”

and taeyong damn near falls over,,,,,,,you called him CUTE?!?!?! and you’re like “i didn’t think someone so chic would be into little cute animals” and taeyong is like im not,,,,,,chic,,,,,,,,plus animals are so,,,,,adorable right

and you’re like omg taeyong you i should have gotten you a big stuffed bear and he’s like aGHDSd no,,,,,,i love what you got me don’t worry about it

and he’s so cute getting nervous and staring at his lap,,,,,,,you can’t help but wanna lean over and like kiss his face but you don’t

even though tbh taeyong is like,,,,,,,,,i wouldn’t mind being kissed by them,,,,,,,,like in his head LOL

Haechan

thought he was old enough to be totally fine living alone. and he is,,,,,,,except he goes over to everyones house for his meals and got mark’s netflix password so he didn’t have to pay for it himself

how many times has yuta lent him his nintendo ds? like 32424234

jaehyun is convinced haechan took his ricecooker,,,,,,,,,but he has no way to prove it except that haechan was like “nooo hyung i got this at the mall on sale i promise!!!!” and jaehyun is like “then where did mine disappear to?” and haechan is like thats your problem,,,,so,,,,,,

but it’s ok because everyone adores him because if he wants something all he has to do is be a cute kid and bam! he gets it

and although he’s a little trickster, and sometimes his hyungs fall into his traps. he shows that he cares for them too

and especially for his friends that are younger, like when chenle and jisung come over to hangout haechan will literally be like “if you stay past 10. you have to sleepover. im not letting you go out in the dark.”

and he knows how taeyong hates messes so he brought coasters just for him and he always has snacks that he knows mark likes

like YES he can be a bit of ,,,,,,,,,,, a devil but he’s a sweetheart too

his apartment isn’t full of too many toys or anything he actually has a pretty mature taste

and if anything he just really likes having a space for him to write and think clearly because to me, haechan is really creative and so he’d like a big desk with post-its and books full of ideas,,,,he just comes off that way

but he’d have some like cute joke stuff like a really bad photo of johnny framed and on his bookshelf or something LOL

also idk why,,,,,,but haechan seems like he’d have a dog,,,,,like a corgi,,,,,or a beagle,,,,,,,,,

anyway you’re really close with haechan because you love love love teasing doyoung and mark and jaehyun

you guys kind of bonded over pulling harmless pranks together

and so for ten’s upcoming birthday you and him decided to make cookies but to fill some up with hot sauce or wasabi just to see ten run around the room arms flailing

but as you know,,,,,,doing anything with haechan can’t be a calm and clean process

halfway through you try to feed him some vanilla extract saying it’s melted white chocolate and he tries to get some icing on the side of your face

but it’s all fun and games like,,,,,,,you love being in each others company because you guys never get sick of being silly

until someone (probably haechan) ends up spilling some of the eggs on the floor and neither of you notice

until you slip on your way to the oven and go tumbling backwards

and you’re like haechan!!!!!! look out!!!!!

but he’s like throwing down the flour he’s holding to outstretch his arms and catch you

but it just ends up with both of you on the floor, covered in the eggs and sugar and flour

and you’re leaning against haechan whose hit his arm on the counter coming down

and you’re like “are you ok????” and haechan is like “no i think im bleeding”

and he puts his hand up and you see some red and you’re like HAECHAN oh my god im so sO SOrry let me get a bandage omg do you not have any here let me rip some off this tissue -

and then out of nowhere he starts to laugh and you’re like ??????? and he’s like “it’s just some red icing, im fine!!!”

and you sit there on the floor, and frown and you’re like “you scared me!!!!! i thought you were hurt,,,,if i had hurt you i don’t know what i-”

and haechan can see the sadness in your eyes and automatically his smile falls

and he’s like “im sorry, it was a dumb joke why are you so worried about me anyway, you know im indestructible!”

and you know he’s playing around but you still take his wrist and turn his arm to make sure he isn’t hiding that he might be really hurt

and you’re like “im glad you’re ok,,,,,,,,,,,,”

and haechan looks at you, still holding his arm and he’s like

“wait,,,,,,,,,,,,,did you get all worried about me like that because maybe,,,,,,,”

and you look up wide eyes and you’re like “UH”

and haechan is like snapping his fingers like “YOU LIKE ME?”

and you’re ike UHHHHHH WHAT SHUT UP NO WAY

but haechan is like mimicking your voice and he’s like “you scared me!!!” but then he reaches out and pulls you toward him into a hug

and he’s like “seriously, you could have just told me because i like you too!!!!!!”

and you’re like haECHAN don’t be playing some kind of joke on me-

and he’s like “this isn’t a joke, i promise, for real this time.”

and you can’t help but blush and be like “we’re covered in eggs let’s not hug-” but haechan just pushes you closer because like c’mon he totally would

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kissmymongoose · 5 years

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So far, so good on adons temp. No school for him though, because he hasnt been fever free for 24 hours yet. Gwen has a class party today, which i wish i could have come to. Im hoping our car will be back to normal by this weekend, same with our coughs. Id Like to go to the park this weekend for swimming, but if any of us have so much as a sniffle, we arent going! I'm definitely not risking something like pneumonia just for a day of swimming.

Im having a really good time with the Sims 2 for GBA. It was my least played on the gba, because i lost my cartridge, then had to play by emulator, then I accidentally broke my laptop screen, so yeah. Very very excited to play through it again, i only remember the key aspects of the game, so going through each episode has been really fun. I like exploring games lol.

Only thing I gotta worry about today is laundry really, and tomorrow i have to buy the kids' yearbooks. My cousin is coming by in an hour or 2 to get gwen and adons old highchair. Im so glad someone else can get some use from it, and that i can get it the fuck outta my house! Its been residing under our kitchen table for quite a while now! She has 1yo. twins, 2 step kids, and 2 elementary age kids of her own. She is kicking ass too! I am so proud of her, I want to help her out as often as possible, but her and her fiance have got it 😁 shes come a long way from where she was and i am very proud of the parent she has become. She deserves a lot of happiness and love.

Mybiological mother.

I mean. Egg donor. Called yesterday and we got into a disagreement. I made the mistake of mentioning it to my brother last night, while he was a bit tipsy. I got him all up in his feelings on accident. We rode to the store, and I got him home safely. We talked for a while, but unfortunately I had to try to hurry. I was suppposed to grab a slab of bacon from my granny and come home and cook. I ended up hanging out with him around 2 hours. We have had a lot of emotional trauma from that bitch, and he really needed to talk to someone who understood. I was glad to talk with him, but in the end I still had to get home to cook, so i got momma She (the one who raised us, our real momma) to come to his house and stay a bit. I love my brother very much, and i want him to be able to get through it the way i have had to. He deserves some closure and peace on the subject, and he's wont be able to achieve that until he fully understands his own feelings and emotions.

Anyway. Gonna hang out with my little man today, check out the garden, and be relatively lazy.

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thotragnar0k · 6 years

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i’ve been occasionally vague in my tags recently (don’t know if anyone actually reads them when i do add them but anyway) and I figured i should probably explain myself.

this past month of august has been really hard for all the good things that have happened in it. i’ve been feeling really upset about my body, my eating habits and my lifestyle, and while i thought being at home wasn’t helping, i was wrong (for reasons that will be explained in this super long post - i am so sorry people who don’t care about me).

i’ve never been happy with my weight. friends of mine have probably noticed that i put myself down a lot - saying self-deprecating things like I’m ugly and one such thing today i’m nowhere near pretty enough to a) marry rich and b) have a sugar daddy (you don’t need context here) - and it’s a problem i am subconsciously trying to fix.

but as i was saying, my body and i have never been on good terms. i think that my curves are in all the wrong places, and i feel like i’m in that gross in-between where no clothes look good on me, and I don’t have the right proportions for my tall (5′7-5′8) body.

i celebrated my 20th birthday this year, twice technically. Once a few days before with my friends and another the weekend of with my family. Firstly the night out with my friends. Sidenote: I’m not a ‘night out’ kind of girl. I don’t really like to get hammered. I will, I just won’t drink so much that I’ll throw up - mostly because I’m lazy and down want to have to clean. But as we were all at home, I figured fuck it, lets go out-out. Sometimes you just need to go out and get drunk with some friends.

three things happened that night that made me hate myself. three things, I don’t think I’ve actually told my friends (both of which are on tumblr and may see this if i don’t mass reblog other things immediately after it), or if i have I’ve played it off.

the first thing: my choice of outfit. again body issues. and lack of night out clothing. i don’t own any jeans that actually sit on my waist. i have high waisted jeans but unfortunately they always slip down to my hips (under my muffin top). my friends looked gorgeous. i felt like i stood out, but in a really bad way. sure the dress i wore was nice, but it wasn’t anything like the outfits they were wearing; jeans and a fancy top.

the second thing: dancing on a bar in coyote ugly. i did it because, you only dance on a bar once and they were doing it. i can’t dance. i have zero rhythm in this body. dancing on a bar did nothing to help my self confidence. i felt like everybody was watching me and judging me and it made me want to disappear into my bed and never leave it again.

and the third thing, also happening in coyote ugly; riding a rodeo bull. sure i’d love to say that i was too drunk to care. but i wasn’t. i was tipsy sure, but not too drunk. the thing that made me hate myself during this section of the night out - i couldn’t even get on the bull. my thick ass thighs kept sticking to the seat of the bull and my weak arms couldn’t pull my fat ass up. Sure I got up eventually, but the embarrassment of not being able to get on a rodeo bull was enough to completely slam dunk my self esteem into a trash can and into a bottomless pit. so that was fantastic.

concerning the weekend with my family; i found myself crying in the bathroom silently before we went to cardiff because i wanted to dress up nice because we were going to a nice steakhouse, but my problems with my body just made me want to hide under a big baggy jumper.

and i did. i found my biggest, baggiest jumper and i hid in it, because I couldn’t stand to see my disgusting body in something vaguely form fitting. no one commented on it, no one cared, but i did. and to be honest, i think it ruined my birthday.

and thats so sad, that such a small insignificant thing could ruin a while day. but it did. and to me it didn’t feel like a small, insignificant thing. it felt like a huge weight on my shoulder, drowning me completely. it also impacted my relationship with my boyfriend. he noticed that i haven’t been texting him as much as i usually do (not that im crazy, i just like to know how his day is going) and when we were conversing I was barely responding and being quite distant. and i hate it that that’s a thing i do; isolating myself to deal with my problems. i’m better now. i talk to him as much as i used to do, if not slightly less because i have nothing to do at the moment and there’s no point texting him for a cuddle because i’m not anywhere near each other for that instant gratification.

there have been many a night this summer where i have depersonalised (link here for those who want to know more) because of these issues, and its so hard to pull myself out of that floaty feeling. I’m better at it now than I used to be, but it’s still so hard.

i’ve had so many things i need to do in preparation for third year of uni but these episodes of depersonalisation have really stood in the way of actually doing that. i’ve got photos of a mutual that i need to retouch and send back to her but i can’t pick up the energy to sit at my laptop and do that work because i feel disconnected to part of my body.

and knowing she’ll read this, she’ll say just send them over to me un-edited; but the nit-picky, perfectionist part of my brain refuses to let me do that. i can’t send them to you because these aren’t perfect. they aren’t right. i can’t send them because this stray hair is out of place or this photo isn’t quite correctly exposed and sure, it seems trivial but it isn’t to me.

i went to a convention this past weekend; asylum steampunk in lincoln. i was helping my mum sell her books, occasionally assisting a photographer and his team, and running around taking photos. it was an odd convention; i felt as though i’d both done a lot and nothing at the same time. usually i feel so tired after a multiple day convention that i need a four day nap to catch up. but i was actually okay.

i learned a lot about myself at that convention. firstly, i oddly like talking to people and selling books. sure it’s hella tiring for just sitting behind a stall and occasionally selling a product. but chatting to people was actually really nice. my family tend to stick to ourselves. for welsh people (y’know that stereotype that welsh people never shut up) we don’t tend to socialise much, and networking is not our strongest asset.

the other thing i, well i guess i re-learned; photographing people at conventions for fun is actually fun. For the past three or four conventions i’ve been to - comic, gaming and steampunk - i’ve always been thinking about how i can use the photos as a series for university. but this time; i wasn’t thinking about that. i wasn’t caring if the background was any good, or if the lighting was perfect. i was just taking the photos. and it was so relaxing and fun. it wasn’t work.

for three of the four days we were at that convention, i got into the spirit and i dressed up for it. One of the outfits, that was sort of like a steampunk-y mechanic was a wide-full leg jumpsuit that my mum and i made together a few weeks before. i tracked half of my journey of that on twitter, (the bits i did, the cutting the fabric etc - my mum actually sewed the whole thing together- though i did give her a shoutout on twitter for all her hardwork). I actually really enjoyed wearing that outfit (mostly because the pockets were s o b i g), for the other two days i went slightly more piratey, wearing striped brown and black l=pants and a flowey striped white shirt one day and a light lace skirt and off the shoulder top on the other. that skirt, i don’t know why i don’t wear it more often (aside from the fact it doesn’t fit any outfits i have and i’ll look like an idiot wearing it anywhere other than a convention) because i think i look so good in it (baring in mind the lack of body positivity i have, this is a big deal).

the other thing that i’ve been doing this summer is i’ve been getting into make-up and even fashion i guess, trying to learn how to do that stuff (man it’s hard, why didn’t i start earlier). make-ups not so much of a problem in what i’m about to talk about, but watching fashion videos on youtube is rather annoying when you’re an average to slightly above average weight. I’ve not found (until today, the videos i’m watching right now as i write this) any youtubers that are fashion related that are anywhere near the shape/weight that i am. They’re either super skinny waifs who can fit into anything they want (and like that one i saw, saying that a size fourteen is a great size for oversized clothing - bitch please, stop) or plus size and self confident with those curves in the right places and much bigger than i can relate to. not that there’s a problem with either, there’s just not as much representation for the ‘average’ person. there probably is and i just haven’t found it (currently watching lucy wood) and i need to look better into it. i can guarantee that is definitely the case. but still i’d love youtube to recommend those youtubers to me please.

something that i did realise from the steampunk weekend was that i was so busy ‘working’ if you can call it that, that i forgot to eat the crap that i usually eat during the day, and i guess i forgot to drink water (which is not a good thing, drink water kids). but the main thing is not eating crap all day, paired with the amount of walking i did that weekend (almost 30,000 steps over four days) has actually made me lose half a stone since the last time i weighed myself at the end of july. (so i’m very pleased about this)

so sure, while third year is going to be so, so stressful, i’m making steps towards feeling better about myself and making sure i do 5-10 thousand steps a day and not eat as much crap as i usually do, but most importantly; learning to love myself and my body.

oh my god this post is so long. i’m so sorry anyone who reads all this.

tl,dr: the month of august has been depressing, body issues galore and i’m probably being ridiculous but i’m trying to get better.

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