#are they trying to make me insane

[catmask]

when u go to write a mentally ill person in ur story you are presented two options. the first option is to write your mental illness realistically as you actually experience it with all the ups and downs and people who are like you will resonate with it and feel seen. except every person who reads instagram infographics on mental health that uses the phrase narcicisst for anyone who does anything that crosses them and unironically call themself a dark empath will call you scary and tell you that youre demonizing mentally ill people

the second option is to lie and write inspiration porn for those people to get hard to

#just kidding the third option is i drive myself insane #trying to find a way to write someone like me in a way i may be respected as a human being #without shaving away the more frightening aspects of my experience or life #challenge level . impossible. i will die. or they will make youtube 3 hour long rant videos about it someday #scratchpost #txt

[verflares]

i thought i felt your shape, but i was wrong. really all i felt was falsely strong, i held on tight and closed my eyes. it was dumb, i had no sense of your size. it was dumb to hold so tight.

#tumblr murked my quality so bad MY GODDDD please click on this i promise i have somewhat of an idea of wht im doing. kinda #anyway i once again have no idea what i was doing here but i did have fun. they make me miserable in the best way possible #im trying to be a bit more experimental both in style and colour... well. half on tht last one (guy who really likes reds and blues) #but im trying out line weight a bit more. hooty hoo. going to try drawing some more practice portraits n stuff soon #link #zelda #loz #botw #zelink #(a smidge bcus im insane. as usual) #princess zelda #zelda botw #link botw #loz fanart #tloz #i add new tags each time. i just like to get silly with it sometimes tbh :] #my art

[deimosatellite]

thriller bark . .

#mentally im still here #imagine the horror zoro was feeling as he saw sanji trying to die in his place. LMAO.. #at that point zoro went ''i cant lose my crew and i CANT lose sanji" #they make me insane #zosan #my art #doodles #idk if i'll ever color/render this i just have been feral again #one piece #one piece spoilers #roronoa zoro #vinsmoke sanji #blackleg sanji

[amanfromnewjersey]

I am going insane about these stoats

(my insta is @trisideseye and that's where I mostly post art. I'm purely posting here bc @quiddie is active on here and I need aabria to know, personally ,how fucked up I am about these stoats)

#burrows end #burrows end spoilers #burrows end tula #tula burrows end #brennan lee mulligan #aabria iyengar #i. abandoned tumblr. i am trying to not use tumblr for any more than following people. i used to post here but i gave up bc i got annoyed #im in physical pain. every ounce of me doesnt want to post my cool art on fuckung tumblr. #tumblr CANNOT be my main social again. I need to give my socials to EMPLOYERS. i want to make art for a JOB #but there are more dimension 20 bitches on tumblr than insta bc its the mentally ill platform #and i need. peiple to understand how fycked up i am abt this stoat mom. #im insane. im insane. im insane. im biting this piece of media im the jugular like i myself am a stoat #and i cant SAY that on instagram the EMPLOYERS will have my ass!!!!!! #anyways. #dimension 20

[cultofthorns]

the myth of the minotaur (danielewski 111)

#ultrakill #minos ultrakill #minotaur ultrakill #i love house of leaves sm the minotaurs inclusion made me go CRAZY #also this was such a deranged piece. to make #intention wise trying to be as geometric in shapes as possible to resemble the fucked up squares in hol #execution wise I WENT THROUGH THREE DIFFERENT RENDERING STYLES TO GET HERE #it made me insane but i can chalk that up to the hol influence #zampano blasted into forgetting how to paint #fishart #1k

[lokimobius]

LOKI S02E01 “Ouroboros”

#loki #mobius #loki laufeyson #mobius m mobius #lokitvedit #lokitvsource #dailyloki #marveledit #dailymarvelstudios #mcuedit #mine #yeah!!!!!!!!!!! #this moment makes me feel insane #the way mobius is constantly holding loki #trying to ground him #i’m !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

[starstuc]

the way dazai expresses genuine gentleness and childlike emotions around chuuya will always make me go insane

#my way to cope from chapter 109 now that the new chapter is right around the corner #in a way dazai expresss childlike emotions with others too but it’s just something in 15 that hit different #they always make me go insane #i hate them with a passion doomed annoyances yaoi is actually doomed #they they are trying to kill each other again #bungou stray dogs #bsd #nakahara chuuya #dazai osamu #bsd manga #bsd chuuya #bsd dazai #soukoku

[victarin]

i fucking love people here you guys see this dinnerplate-faced daycare animatronic and go "what if they were detectives" and you make all this amazing astounding art and writing and concepts and designs like yeah . sure . im going to be normal abt this and im not going to think about the incredible levels of creativity involved im not gointg to think about how much i love seeing beginner artists using the dca as a way to learn new skills in art and character design Im not going to think about how much joy is in all those AUs and how much artists and writers put aspects of whatever they enjoy in those stupid ass clowns to make these incredible inspired stories and artworks absolutely Brimming with love for what they created &how much i love seeing people in the community huddling around those AUs and hyping them up and making More Art from those yeah im normal. whatever

#im a vanilla dca fan but dear lord some of you draw me in like a rat to cheese #fnaf dca #talking #i think early early on in the fandom i saw a post complaining about this #about some dca content being so far from the original concept that it just doesnt make sense #not to be cheesy on main but i think the love that people have for this character is insane and i think that if you make #incredible ass monster sea monster mermaid WHATEVER designs #and at the heart of it all its because of how mch you love the dca #then thats fucking fantastic #this is probably worded really fucking badly maybe i'll try again another time #its 3 am man im going to sleep

[llamagoddessofficial]

"so be sure to forgive him ASAP." (Killer accidentally hurting his SO)

What if you don't forgive him? What if he reaches for you dramatically while pretending to grovel and you flinch? If he notices you're tense and silent, not taking your eyes off him- normally he'd love that, but you aren't looking at him lovingly, or even with fond annoyance.

You're afraid, and it's directed at him.

Killer has an alarmingly one-track mind, when it comes to you. He will continue to pester you, every single spare moment he has, with the same big smile and silly energy and loving aura, as if nothing was wrong. It doesn't matter if you're laughing at his jokes or visibly pulling away from him in terror. He keeps going.

You're still scared? More stupid jokes. More apologies. More gifts. More nudging you with his elbow and saying "hey, watch this," before he does something that makes Dust or Horror regret waking up that morning. More smiling. More casually putting his elbow on your shoulder while he's talking to someone else. He will gnaw away at your fear response to him, piece by piece, until you're desensitised and you can start to love him again.

He's a deranged little persistence hunter, addicted to the way your smile fills the huge hole he carved out of himself. He will never let you go.

#llamagines #i can imagine that after a while if youre still not receptive to him the others might step in #killer's insane overzealous devotion actively makes the other bad sanses nervous for his mental state #killer is silly and harmless and funny - until he isnt #like... they'd work both in trying to get killer to calm down and in trying to get you to warm up to him again #axe and dust would do their best to talk him down from his neurotic //i NEED to make them like me or i'll die// moods to give you some room #and nightmare would talk to you to try and solve some of those ongoing fears

[hiphopcherrrypop]

dey're like his wingmen

#bucchigiri?! #bucchigiri #bucchigiri fanart #matakara asamine #tomoshibi arajin #zabu #komao #idk how to draw any of them #trying to draw anime hair makes me feel like throwing up + also throwing myself in a ditch #help meeee #guys. guys. guys. g #hello my brain. can i hyperfixcate on like anything else #i'm like actually going bonkers insane i'm tweaking #i've had work every day since it aired and im losing it every break i have i just be searching up bucchigiri on every site istg #I FORGOT TO VCOLOR THEIR ARMBANDS 👎 #and i realizing somehow only now i drew komao's skirt too short he is oging to get dress coded i fear #matakara is sooo cute he looks so ouppy #I DIDNT KNOW SENYA WAOULD BE SO SILLY BILLYYYY EITHER #LIKE WHAT R U BEING A CUTIE PATOOTIE MAKING :3 FACES FOR!!! #me actting shocked that an original anime that literally came out 4 days ago doesnt have a million billion fans 😨😱??? #thair heights are messed up my bad whatever #zabu kakeru #sakigake komao

[t00thpasteface]

overt flirtation won't get you anywhere if it's illegible

#alternate caption: freeside's most successful gang leader reads fan mail lying on heart shaped bed like a schoolgirl #for the record i'm not trying to make anyone else ship this i'm just insane about it on my own time for funsies #this is not for those sweet sweet clicks this is for ME and the thriving colony of parasitic worms in my frontal lobe #art #sketch #fallout new vegas #arcade gannon #the king fnv #kingcade

[son1c]

a boscage sonic to go along with my boscage shadow

they exist in the same altered universe, where the overgrown plant life is the result of a science experiment catastrophe. and hey, ““eggman”” is here too! not everyone was able to board the ark and escape the planet way back when, so he’s been helping the remnants of civilization survive down on good ol’ terrafirma.

windthrow acts as an “assistant” of sorts, although he’d never consider himself as such. if his tall, mushroom-headed friend asks for something from the forest, he’ll run out and get it. simple as that.

sometimes he asks for really weird stuff though. and he spends a lot of time in that back room of his, working on... something. but i’m sure it’s nothing to worry about. right?

#sonic #sonic the hedgehog #sth #sonic prime #sonic au #obviously werehog inspired lol #windthrow #scribbles #he's brown because trying to make him blue made me insane. i seriously tried for at least an hour to make it work and it just Wouldn't so #brown and green it isghfghf

[trashworldblog]

also... hot take... but i think expecting to get entertainment for free is actually bad for artists

#ok im leaving now cus this is insane to watch actually #i understand being upset but... as an artist its already insane to rely on advertising rev #youre talking about watcher as if its netflix and its very much is not #if spotify is bad for indie artists i cant help but assume youtube isnt much better #do i know if it will work out? no! i dont work there! #but i will support artists trying their best to make their best work while making a living #because as an artist trying to make a living they inspire me ! and they make good work! and im damn proud of them for making this leap!

[carnivalcarriondiscarded]

thinking about Eddie & hyacinths again

#as you can surmise im Perfectly Normal about it #this man doesnt make me insane at all. nope. #trying out some new coloring and texture and background things... #on a side note. and i say this so lovingly bc theyre my favorite flowers #FUCK DRAWING HYACINTHS ALL MY HOMIES HATE DRAWING HYACINTHS #that was hell on earth. #ANYWAY THIS DUDE IS NEAT I HOPE HE DIES #nah im jesting im Jesting. am i tho #dead or alive i want him to experience unimaginable horrors and then die ten times and come back Normal #bc eddie strikes me as a 'dying would fix them' character #whether its a real death or a perceived death or Youve Been Dead The Whole Time death dont care dont care #i need him dead on the ground for at leeeaaaast five minutes #id be frothing at the fucking mouth. ragh #scribble garnish #welcome home #welcome home puppet show #eddie dear #originally this was gonna be a Very bloody little piece #but then my brain went 'hey. symbolism. what if the blood was flower petals. from hyacinths' #and ohhhh i couldnt pass that up #i wish i did! i would have had a lot more fun drawing a gruesome injury rather than Those Damn Flowers! #i dont know why ive latched onto the hyacinths outside the post office but my brain wont let go #ITS JUST SO SPECIFIC. why why whyyyyyy put that specific flower by this specific guy #especially flowers with Those Meanings and That Myth #*violently shaking the site* WHAT DO YOU MEANNNNNN #ok im getting myself too worked up i need to touch grass or poke the fire

[queer-reader-07]

if i see one more person try to claim aziraphale doesn’t love crowley as much as crowley loves aziraphale i will throw hands.

say it with me: just because they show & express their love for each other differently doesn’t mean one of them loves the other more

#some of y’all will do anything to make aziraphale the bad guy and honestly i’m tired of it #like yes i know anthony “acts of service’’ crowley is out here wearing his love on his sleeve #but if you for one second try to convince me aziraphale did not INVENT heart eyes i don’t know what to say to you #aziraphale is so fucking in love it’s insane #y’all were not paying any attention if you think aziraphale doesn’t love crowley back #i will not tolerate aziraphale slander any longer #aziraphale apologist #anthony j crowley #crowley #aziraphale #aziracrow #ineffable husbands #good omens #ineffable wives

[balleater]

you know what i am so glad that exu calamity gave us insight into vespin chloras's reasoning and everything because now i can confidently say that the guy who kicked off the point in exandria's history that killed 2/3 of the population and fundamentally changed the way the gods interact with the world had more understandable reasoning than ludinus da'leth does.

#critical role #vespin chloras #ludinus da'leth #also do not think this is me saying that vespin's plan was Good by any means #it is the perfect example of wizard hubris #its just that ludinus's plans are so insanely bad and fundamentally flawed #that it makes trying to replace a betrayer god and starting a centuries long divine war seem understandable