Yandere!Noah's Ark Circus[Separate] x Reader
Summary: Noah's Ark Circus members[Separate] seem to have a thing for you, but it only gets worse as you don't notice their obvious attempts to court you. What might they do in return?
Notes: I LITERALLY WAS SO EXCITED TO WRITE THIS FOR NO REASON AT ALL. The idea for this was taken from this post, but slightly changed up to fit more general circumstances. [Also because this is Yandere yk] I tried to make sure they all had a lil' sum but writing for this many characters in one post obviously means less content per character. Hopefully I'll get around to the main characters too, like Ciel, Sebastian, and so on.
CW: Yandere, Obsessive tendencies, Possessiveness, Slight mentions of violence[nothing really bad], etc. Read at your own risk!!
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Joker
☆ The 'ringleader' has special tricks up his sleeve just for you. It really couldn't get more obvious to everyone around you when he's leaving gifts outside your tent that range from flowers to clothing and so much more. He'll make sure you acknowledge his tricks and jests during the announcing and performances by making silly inside jokes between the two of you during the show.
☆ Eventually he may start to notice patterns in your behavior when you take his romantic gestures lightly, as nothing more than two close friends. Experimenting to see if his assumptions were correct, he even went as far as kissing you on the cheek before wishing you goodnight after one of his shows.
☆ As he suspected, you only laughed it off and told him goodnight in return. He starts to wonder if the way you keep looking the other way is because you may already have eyes for someone. If even it may seem so, Joker keeps his cool and focuses on improving your view of him. No action will need to be taken if he can simply draw your attention away from other.
☆ If means necessary, he's not hesitant and will slowly push everyone away from you to worm his way into your heart. If it gets to the point where your unmindful habits could be taken as rejection, he may be the type to just outright tell you about his feelings for you. If you still brush it off as some kind of joke, I pray for you because this man will take it to no means end to make you understand his love for you.
Beast
☆ One of the most gorgeous women you'll ever meet, falling for you. Honestly, I'm jealous. Beast is the one who'll communicate her love for you through silent actions, no doubt about it. She'll be your shoulder to cry on, help you with any questions or concerns you have regarding the circus, and you can always come to her with outside troubles as well.
☆ Beast honestly would most likely get upset rather than offended once it hits her that you aren't receiving any of her hints in a romantic context. Maybe she was going about it the wrong way? No, you're just unaware of her feelings towards you. No worries, she can just lay it on a bit thicker so it's within your grasp. After that, how could her love for you still go unnoticed??
☆ If you still manage to get past her flirting however unbothered, she'll probably start looking for outside causes. Could it be that you've got your mind elsewhere? Beast might actually begin to grow self-conscious because of the situation, wondering if you could be judging her for 'flaunting' or 'showing off' her body feature due to her costume. She might even start thinking about changing her main performance outfit.
☆ She may also outright ask you about what you think of her choice of outfit or general body shape saying something along the lines of, "I'm only curious t' know what y' think." In the context that she believes you're thinking of another in a romantic sense however, Beast might get a little pushy with you making sure that you're out of the path of anyone who could be considered a threat.
Dagger
☆ Dagger is literally a whole other story once he's fallen for you. He's very outgoing and honest, not to mention he'll literally serve you compliments on a silver platter for completing even the simplest of tasks. You wore something new today, did your hair differently, got new pair of shoes? He's dying to tell you how great you look, showering you with love and affection.
☆ Is it even possible to stay oblivious to this boy's feelings? He's all over you all the time, craving your praise, attention, literally anything and everything he can get out of you. So how and why on earth would you not acknowledge his efforts to present his feelings for you? It definitely runs through his mind that you could genuinely not feel the same for him.
☆ Honestly, try getting him off of you once he's realized you aren't giving him the attention he wants anymore. Dagger isn't the type to act desperate, but it can surely come off that way at times. He'll even outright bring up this form of, "neglect," you've been giving him. I hope that he doesn't suspect anything between you and another member of the circus, because he'll do anything in his power to keep them away from you.
☆ Dagger often proposes that you both train together, help him out with his act, or even silly little things like eating at the same table together in order to draw you out of any situation involving someone he sees as undeserving of your attention, insisting that you come with. As persistent as he is, he does know his boundaries and won't take it too far, most of the time anyways.
Doll
☆ Doll is an awfully touchy person, and she isn't afraid of showing it. When she's not all dressed up with the main cast, she'll be out and about following you around left and right. This girl could talk for hours without getting bored and proves it when she's with you by literally talking your ear off. Not that you really mind, especially when she's coming up with some new ways to compliment you. Calling you, "alluring," and "incredibly skillful."
☆ She's also very expressive with you, not caring to hide much from you. You'll probably know about how she's a first-tier member long before the sharing secrets phase in a friendship. She also enjoys helping you in every way she can, teaching you tips, tricks, and everything she can about the circus since she's, "more experienced than y'!"
☆ Eventually she comes around to flirting with you shamelessly so, trying to catch your interest. "Lookin' great t'day love," and trust me, it doesn't stop there. Coming around to your disregardful mindset started annoying her though. She'll probably go to Snake or one of the other members in hopes of figuring out what she's doing wrong. "How can't they not see 'm 'n love with 'em?"
☆ If it ever comes to a point where she believes that you may be in love with someone else, she will literally drive herself crazy about it. "Why don't they love m' like that, 'm I doin' somethin' wrong?" She'll pull you along, adamant that you spend more time with her instead of someone who's unimportant. Doll's jealousy is laid out on display for you, and she isn't shy about it either.
Wendy
☆ Spending time with you has become the highlight of her days, and she could go on and on about whatever is on her mind just relaxing and being with you. Wendy fawns over things like your choice in style, your makeup on that given day, honestly anything and everything that is noticeable about you. She's such a sweetheart, caring for you and making sure you've got everything you could ever need.
☆ Wendy is the yandere who might not even realize that her feelings towards you are considered romantic at first, taking her heart's increased pace as simply enjoying time spent with you as her friend. Once she does come to this realization, she's lovestruck and infatuated with you like no other. Honestly her change in behavior would probably be considered a bit concerning by the other members.
☆ If she actually starts flirting or making moves on you and you manage to overlook her signals, she'll automatically go into overthinking mode. It would go something along the lines of, "What 'f they don't find me attractive? D' they think 'f someone else 'ere 's prettier than me??" Peter would probably be the one to notice and calm her down.
☆ In the ensuing days, she'd probably get after anyone who got a little too close to you for her liking. Her main focus would be regaining your full attention, which much to her appeal, would probably be easy given her outgoing nature as your close friend. You can take my word for it when I say this girl isn't letting you go so easily, practically dragging you along with her just for some attention.
Peter
☆ Peter is a little ignorant when it comes to showing his love for you Trying to court you for him is like trying to survive falling into a volcano, it's seemingly impossible. Don't underestimate him though, he does try his hardest for you. If you ever need help with your act, he's there for you. Couldn't grab a bite to eat from the mess tent in time? He'll share with you, just keep your mouth shut about it or he might get embarrassed.
☆ For a while, Peter might be in denial about this little crush of his. After that stage passes however, he goes right into, 'If anyone at all ever hurt them I would take them out with my own two hands.' Not to mention he just might follow you around like a lost puppy, seeking out your attention. Though he'll never say it aloud, he does enjoy your when your attention is completely focused on him and him alone.
☆ Once he realizes that you aren't understanding his hints, - bypassing his love for you - he just gets straight up pissed. What is he doing wrong? Is it because of his condition that you might find him unattractive compared to other circus members?? Bless your soul, if you thought he was clingy before he's not letting go of you now, and anyone who tries to start up a conversation with you is rudely interrupted by a short blonde who isn't having it.
☆ Peter will go off at anyone who tries to speak with you even if it's simply an everyday conversation, no romantic ideals involved. He won't make it seem like the reasoning behind the way he's treating the lower-tier members is his jealousy and possessiveness over you, but some like Wendy might notice him having more sudden outbursts. He'll go as far as physically hurting someone over a harmless compliment about you. In his eyes, he should be the only one telling you such things.
Jumbo
☆ Jumbo's ways of attempting to court you seem the usual, showing off his strengths and starting small talk with you. He enjoys the simple things, like complimenting your skills whenever you do well during practice, or listening to how your day went. Whether you're feeling down in the dumps, or having a wonderful day, he's always there to listen and chat with you.
☆ The silence or calming atmosphere will put him at ease while he simply basks in your presence, even being near or just seeing you after a long day at the circus is enough to put a smile of his face. He cares a lot for you and your well-being, and simply can't imagine a world without you anymore. He may become aware of his feeling much later than he should, and once he does he begins noticing the other things too.
☆ Like how you simply turn your back when he's performing, of course you watch every now and then but you only pay attention to him as much as a good friend should. Jumbo probably starts realizing that you may not feel the same way for him as he does for you, which he simply takes notice of to try harder. Playing the harmonica for you, complimenting your tastes as often as he can, and so on.
☆ Eventually he understands that his efforts are going completely unnoticed in any kind of romantic sense. Could it be someone else has you wrapped around their finger or are you simply oblivious to his methods of courting you? Jumbo definitely seems like a gentle giant, so he probably won't hurt anyone even if they are testing their limits with you. Just a menacing glare from him and they'll know to back off, and he'll only even go that far if they're getting awfully touchy.
Snake
☆ Snake trying to court you is.. practically bound to go south. Well, from his view anyways. He just wants your love and attention, but he's much more closed off than most of the other members which makes it harder to get his feelings through to you. He may absent mindedly gravitate closer to you in public settings, but he still doesn't say very much to you in his own voice.
☆ He prefers to let his snakes talk for him, not often speaking to anyone himself. However, for you, he'll start slowly trying to start small conversations even if they only last moments. Sometimes he even watches you from afar while you're busy training with your act. When you notice him, maybe even flash him that pretty smile of yours, his cheeks will get all flushed and he'll scurry away.
☆ Snake is rather insecure about himself, so he automatically assumes the way you brush off his subtle attempts of flirting with you is because you couldn't be interested in him with his out of the ordinary looks. In addition to that, he's probably not all that offended or upset if you tend to shrug him off just taking it as if he's not good enough.
☆ Although, the other members[especially Doll] may end up offended on his behalf when noticing he the efforts he's putting in for you. He's trying his hardest, isn't he? Snake may be hesitant to step in if the cause of your disinterest in him is the fault of another who's caught your eye. Given his timid nature, I highly doubt he'd go to the extent of acting upon your disinterest in any way besides simply trying even harder for you.
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What are your headcanons if the circus ark members instead of being adopted and raised by baron kelvin were instead raised by Sebastian in the estate ?
Ooooooooooooooo~!
So, I had a AU in the making where the circus members weren't killed but instead told by Sebastian and Ciel they can live/work at the manor instead of prison or death.
This concept sounds fun, need to be tweaked to the canon source though a bit such as timeline, since the Baron Kelvin arc happened in neck breaking pace-
Him seeing the the circus members and takes them in,
He goes to a party around this time and meets the Phantomhive family,
Tries to be friends with Vincent and has a very creepy break down where he believes he's not worthy of being in the life of a child (gags),
The circus members making themselves as a circus performing group of found family,
Phantomhive murders,
Circus,
Ciel gets found,
Kidnappings happened
So for this to work we need to find a way to pin this, aka putting this AU in a place where they stayed in the streets longer (Kelvin not showing up) and Sebastian happens to take them in and then getting Ciel like "Hi this is my master now" or putting it right where he takes them in the same night that shit went down when he and Ciel met.
I'mma do that!
Will this be shippy? Very much yes
It was a stormy night after the demon came to the estate with his new little master, he was in town searching for things he needs to the first officially week of being a butler of a Lord that's the small heir.
When walking the streets he saw them, all huddled and cold...
He brought them back to the manor in which he gave them a bath and open bedroom, planning to explain to Ciel the new faces in the morning
Morning comes and Sebastian explains they'll be servants from here on out and will be trained along side the two learning side by side
Doll, since she's the youngest/the closest to Ciel's age, became somewhat of a personal servant that'll hang out with him and give him the kid interactions he needs to grow while Sebastian and Ciel's tutors helps giving both the teachings of their levels.
As they got older she became a more protective yet kind soul best friend/personal mortal body guard if Sebastian or the other servants are busy
Beast and Wendy are maids
Dagger and Beast help in the kitchen while Peter, Wendy, and Jumbo help out in the gardens/yard work, and Joker helps with Sebastian calling the shots
Beast is referred to as Mally still but Dagger and Joker were given their names by others, Joker being named Joker for a long while for his smiley spirits and Dagger being called Dagger for his fast learning on knife throwing when doing defense.
Doll was named Doll by Joker as the same as the canon
Sebastian hand made the prosthetic
When Finny, Mey-Rin, and Bard were taken in and trained it was a bit easier thanks to these guys being here
Out of everyone, Doll seems to have developed a special soft spot within Sebastian. Some (Ciel) may claim it's cause she's a cat like gentle heart of a human being while others (Sebastian) assume it's cause she's "too good for this sinful world".
They have a sibling/father-daughter bond
Peter and Wendy fawn over Sebastian with Mey-Rin
Doll's free to dress how she wants with the comfort of everyone else around her, same with the other servants, but there are events when many people come to the manor she must wear a typical maid uniform that has some design requested by Sebastian
Nina Hopkins's had a feel day when designing and knowing these guys!
Think this scene but with Beast-
Rest of canon within the manga and I will do them now:
Black Butler Arc:
When Chlaus came to visit he gave them little gifts since they were beside Ciel from the very beginning, he calls Doll "ragazza piuttosto lentigginosa" which means "pretty freckled girl"
They all help Ciel with Funtom things, Doll being the biggest supporter among the entire manor and gets free taste samples guaranteed!
Now, they knew of Lizzy but never had the formal pleasure of meeting her or at least for Joker and Doll's case since they were there for some early meeting shits for a long time, so they were confused when she just randomly showed up
Lizzy dressed them up, need I say more?
When they heard Ciel never learned to dance they were allowed to snicker since by this point they're allowed to
The night when Lizzy came to the manor and threw a ball was the night where Doll, despite the engagement between Lizzy and Ciel, offered to sleep beside Ciel which comforts the two and makes Sebastian happy in a way
Whenever Madam Red and Lau and the other nobles come to the manor to play pool and gossip with Ciel, Doll and Joker are there usually beside him while everyone else does their normal duties with the servants.
One of these meetings Lau drops how close Doll and Sebastian are and how soft the "stoic dark butler" is to her, in which Ciel replies he doesn't see the difference
When Ciel get kidnapped and Sebastian left, Doll was told to come along since (again) she's Ciel's protective af bestie and personal body guard besides Sebastian, Joker being in command until the return
Now since their first month knowing each other Sebastian taught Doll hand to hand combat and knife moves, so she's skilled with blades and is still rather flexible cause lets face it I doubt she just happened to grow flexible in the circus she was already pretty limber
But when it came to Sebastian saving Ciel personally he told her to wait outside no matter the sounds she hear, a normal thing she learned
During the event when Ciel was inviting the orphans from Count Barton's orphanage it was roughly the same except Ciel wasn't the only one who did the chocolate head stealing-
Red Butler Arc:
As the word of Jack the Ripper rises, when Ciel get roped in to the case, the group were split in two investigations within the group. One half being the ones doing researching within the gutters and streets (which was Joker, Beast, and Jumbo) and the other half being the main story (which was Doll, Dagger, Peter, and Wendy)
Doll likes Grelle
When visiting Undertaker, the four couldn't help but feel creeped out somehow with him and how he interacted with him
Peter and Wendy attempted a dirty limerick to make Undertaker laugh
Dagger did his best jokes from Joker which fails
And Doll just failed cause she was nervous
Bro, picture Doll's face when Sebastian jumped out the moving carriage-
With the two halves working together they came up with our Viscount Lord of Druitt, our literal Cult of Dionysus man with no ifs and or buts when it comes to party and sex, Aleister Chamber and found out about the party with rumors of a black market auctions at his place
Doll pretended to be a young man who's engaged to Ciel's undercover persona as Madam Red's niece and Dagger and Beast pretend to be her maid and butler
Ciel's pissy she got to wear pants for this event
At one point they were gonna get cause so Doll pinned Ciel by a wall and made it seem she was going to kiss him to avert gaze, which peeked the interest of Aleister to help before the dance
Despite they're findings being wrong and the many apologizes from Doll, she can't shake the feeling of dread of failing her mission
They were all there during the reveal and were shocked and hurt over it
In a move to save Ciel Joker lifted his arm up costing his prosthetic against Grelle's death scythe
Madam Red was pretty much all of their first mother figures so to see her being a killer and then killed herself hurt
Her past revealed didn't help
They all stayed on the ground with Ciel as Sebastian and her battle it out
Then William showed up-
"Mr Suit ruining the fun. . ." mumbles Doll as she sees him save Grelle
The funeral was hard since it was their first one ever and let's just say they all had a bit of a mental crisis about life and found it nice Ciel made a grave for Mary Jane Kelly, especially Joker who mainly helped this case to find closure of his mother
The aftermath was rather hard for a lot of them, the manor felt cold since unlike his parents Ciel wasn't the only one grieving within the manor
I think Joker gets along best with Francis and she doesn't "fix" his hair unlike the others which annoyed the crap out of Peter
They all stayed behind in the manor as Francis and Ciel have their little hunting contest but Doll joined after Lizzy's begging to join the fun. She agreed and it was kind of a fun bonding think with Sebastian and her
During Ciel's birthday celebration it was just a touch less chaotic since Joker, Beast, Dagger, Jumbo, Peter and Wendy were there
While Sebastian sighs about the cake he made he and Doll shared it
Indian Butler Arc:
Winter is fun in this household I'll say it now
Lots of Doll being the best bestie during the snow
When the assaults and crime happen, Beast tried to tell Sebastian maybe he should try and convince Ciel to step this out since it still hasn't been much time since the Jack the Ripper moment
Despite Ciel's and Sebastian protests, the gang joined him in Lau's den to search for could do this, not wanting to leave them alone after everything
Dagger and Joker and Jumbo were flustered at the girls in Lau's den and Beast did her best not to punch Lau for offering her and Doll wear the dresses
In the East End they drop knowledge of the levels of survival, which gives Sebastian and Ciel a painted picture of what their lives may be like if they didn't save them
None of them have sympathy over the con-mens who tried using the scam on Ciel
Soma ordered Agni to attack, but has a pause on Beast, Doll, and Wendy, and also Peter despite Peter taking offence over that
After Ciel explained what was happening with everyone help of "What the literal hell" and the crisis was averted, they went to the town house
Agni and Soma are there and Doll, Joker, and Dagger (being how I headcanon them being thirsty knowledge nerds) were amazed to hear he's a prince
After Doll pleaded to Ciel they agreed for the two to stay from the cold for the night, which she regretted later when she slept in Ciel's room and Soma gave them that crazy wake up call with him teasing how Ciel has his "brother" sleeping in his bed still hinting at Doll
When hearing about Soma's and Agni's search for Mina, Ciel couldn't help but feel pain
Joker, Doll, and Dagger are more amazed by the statue of Kali
When they kept showing up throughout the entire day with all of Ciel's lessons and stuff, the group found is honestly amusing
Doll and Soma got along faster than the rest which somehow annoys Ciel
Sebastian teased his friend is making a friend her level of social ques
During this someone drops Doll's a girl which makes Soma joke Ciel's a "sly smooth dog" to have her in his bed
He tried telling Doll to undress for Ciel to paint which earned him a little kick from Doll
After Ciel and Soma fenced he fenced with Doll who kicked his butt harder than Ciel in which Sebastian explained to Agni on the side lines he taught her well
Watching the butlers duke it out was fun!
Soma and Doll bond a bit more after than in which he ask why her hair covers her face in which Beast scolded that's rude
Does anyone else think Wendy would have a crush on Agni?
Some respect was raised from Joker when he heard Agni's past, cause he gets it
Agni and Joker relate to their pasts and having a basic sunshine ball who saved them i.e. Doll and Soma
During the dinner when Soma talks more on Mina, Doll somehow finds it so romantic he's doing all this for love despite she's just a maid to others but doesn't really get why she romance was never her thing
They weren't there for the Agni reveal but were told. Doll got Sebastian random ass deer head mask in return
Wendy feels upset and realized her romantic attraction to the butler when she hears his deeds
They all know of Ciel's past, but hearing it again hurts, as it hurts Soma hearing their pasts of being abused and abandoned left and right from everyone until they were saved by Sebastian and Ciel
Curry contest happens, lots of bonding and test tasting of curry
Doll wore a nice dress and Soma gave her one of his golden necklaces he forgot to give her when they became friends, as a thank you gift
Both Ciel and Doll cringe over memories of Aleister and the party
Lots of tears
Joker and them all ind of met Victoria before either in a previous case or when they go to the palace with Sebastian and Ciel who hangs for tea
Circus Arc:
Obviously since this is different cause the ones involved in the circus arc are main characters now, we'll change this!
Baron Kelvin still met the Phantomhive family and gone crazy, while he didn't find the OGs he did take in some orphans from his workhouse and others from the streets that led to the chaos of kidnapping and murder.
After getting word of the circus and leaving Undertaker's, Ciel, Sebastian, Beast, Joker, and Doll head to the circus to watch
Same stuff with the tiger and Sebastian still happened but Beast ran out to him to yell at him more, the tiger got calm when she saw her which peeked the interest of the ring master.
Doll got roped in and so did Joker
After the show Sebastian was called back to get checked up by the circus' doctor and Beast and Doll came with while Joker stayed with Ciel
The ring master express impress with the three, for Sebastian's bravery and skills, Beast's somehow able to tame the usual agro tiger, and Doll's speed and flexibility
They convinced him to let them and the other "recently fired servants" join their circus
Of course Ciel was annoyed they did this without his permission but agreed in the end
Sebastian, Beast, and Doll were basically given the parts of circus members that night
Dagger did some knife throwing
Jumbo proved his strength was no laughing matter
Peter and Wendy did some tight rope walking and tricks
And Joker just got in with simple ease of doing things circus like
Ciel went through his normal trail
Doll and Ciel used the names "Tom" and "Finnian", Doll using "Tom" as a reference to "Tom the Piper's Son", and they use the guise they're brothers as Doll hides her gender
Doll was given the nickname Freckles by the troupes and was given a role of helper and tightrope walker who cross dresses since they had a dress her size
Dagger had to dye his hair that blond style with the black peek to make him look "cooler". It got stuck afterwards
When William appeared again it took Joker and Ciel to hold Doll's hands to not pounce on him
After some tricks Doll and Ciel got a tent their own and Jumbo, Peter, and Wendy share a tent while Joker and Dagger share a tent and Beast gets to share one with some other groups who tend to animals
The shower scene was somewhat different with both Ciel and Doll having a moment of panic in which Ciel quickly came up with a lie that in their previous manor they were forced to bath with others who beat them and cut them for their youth, so in pity the ring master allowed them to use a more isolated yet small shower to share
That was awkward.
Now Doll has seen Ciel's brand in their early years of being friends and staying in the same place when she walked to the bathroom without knocking and saw it which resulted in a yelling from Ciel
The two didn't even look at each other but Doll did rub his back for him and he returned the favor but it was hesitant and fast moved
That night they had a heart to heart talk with each other
Doll grew close with a circus performer named Snake who's a snake charmer/dancer
The night Ciel got a asthma attack Doll stayed by his side no matter what
Thanks to Doll, Soma and Agni, Ciel stayed in the townhouse after arriving back
Ciel left later that night to meet this Baron Kelvin man, making sure none of Joker and them will follow them
When they arrived back they all comfort Ciel's clear sign of distress, which he confessed by the fireplace what happened in grave detail
Phantomhive Manor Murders Arc:
Life back in the Phantomhive manor was fun.
Doll ask and got permission by Ciel to keep calling him "Smile" just not in front of others and he gets to call her "Freckles" in return
The Double Charles show up and Grey actually had a little nerve to flirt on to Beast much to her eye-rolling moves
I'd like to think Joker had a small side plot thought of finding out more on Grimsby Keane cause he had a moment of thinking they're related somehow
Doll is forced to wear dresses-
She and Arthur get along
Beast got plenty of Georg von Siemens harassment
When Georg gets murder, high alert by all
Doll's, Peter's and Wendy's, Jumbo's, and Dagger's alibis are the same which is they were in the billiards room while Beast's and Joker's alibis were cleaning with the servants
Doll was ready to throw hands at Lau's accusation of Ciel
To prove Ciel isn't a murderer they chain him with Arthur in a random room, who to join is Doll per request of Sebastian since she's able to protect both (Grey backed that shit up fast cause of how she fought in the kitchen) and would make a second witness to each person as Arthur and Ciel are both their witnesses of alibi
In the late night Sebastian gives the servants their original orders with him telling Joker to help with every little thing for tomorrow and staying beside Tanaka, Dagger to get some dining sets ready early in the morning, Beast to help Finny with the fire, Peter and Wendy to fix the paintings in the hallway, Jumbo to help the guests and give Doll a pocket watch
That same hour of the night when he gave Ciel a new pillow, he handed a very groggy half asleep Doll a stack of letters and tell her to give them to Joker and the rest some time the next day and rubbed her hair;
This is his gesture with Doll
He also told Doll her letter is hidden in the kitchen
In the morning, Ciel saw Sebastian first out of the three who were locked in a room all night. Bard tried to prevent Doll from seeing but it was too late. . .
Doll falls to her knees wailing, tears burning her face, sobbing more with Ciel's display of disbelief and denial
As Tanaka got the butler pins back, he and Joker take the roles of head servants as Joker realized that's what Sebastian meant the night before
Jumbo gave Doll the pocket watch
The found Patrick's body and Peter is just about done with this shit
When Karl threatened Ciel they all were pretty peeved as everyone would assume
Lau decided to be a dick and ask ciel and Doll what their actual relationship is, implying if Ciel was out of his chains she would easily lie and how odd it was Ciel slept soundly.
He got slapped by Doll which no one scolded her on not even Lau cause he was honestly impressed
They searched the servant's bedrooms with the luggage and Sebastian's room to cancel out suspects
During the search in Sebastian's room Grey asked what was Doll's deal to Ciel;
"That reaction was rough to watch than listening to. I would assumed her body got punched." Said Grey, twiddling with the cat toy he found.
Ciel had a moment to pause, as if picking his words correctly, "The best..." He started, pausing again, "The best was to explain them is family... Upon the second day being my butler Sebastian came back with her in tow of others, claiming to take them in easily. Over the years I watched how he taught her how to read and write, how to cook, how to fight, how to be human. . . In other words their relationship is hard in words of my own...It's a bond I can't ever dare dream of one day breaking... Now that's he's gone...half of her is gone now to..."
Finny and Mey-Rin's rain crying session and Bard's speech is the same but with everyone else
When Doll got back inside she changed into a black dress Sebastian gave her forever ago with the pocket watch attached, making a promise to be strong for Ciel
Jeremy arrived and they all felt something was...odd with him
At one point Doll was helping preparations when Jeremy arrived and told her it isn't healthy to hide her tears in such a state, especially over "some butler". He comforts her as she tells him Sebastian wasn't just nor will never be just "some butler", tucking her hair behind her ear
At another point Joker struggled with his braids and started to tear up just when Jeremy arrived and helped him as Joker vents
Yet another moment in the kitchen he calls Peter and Wendy to help with booze, saying he senses they're the most wisest and doesn't talk to them as children
When the killer got revealed to be a snake, everyone was-
Doll stopped Karl from running out the manor with a cartwheel kick
Doll finally gave the letters to everyone and found her's in the kitchen where it's facing a window that shows a fence Doll used to play on when the guest were leaving
The letter's basically told them all that happened up til Sebastian's "death" truth and all and different words for each person.
Basically confirming their feelings of odd towards Jeremy and the small feelings of familiar when they're near him
They still believed he died, since they don't know he's a demon still, so when he rose from the grave after Finny and Jumbo take his ringing ass coffin out the ground the tackle hug hurts more than hell
Luxury Liner Arc:
Snake is now part of the Phantomhive family and Doll has been his main friend and supporter since day one
Wendy teased Peter a lot about the whole thing with Ran-Mao in Ciel's clothes and he got flustered
April showers are the best with this group~!
Doll and Joker kind of got extra protective since the house murder party, which is why they wound up going on the Campania ship trip with Lizzy and her family, Mey-Rin Finny Tanaka and Bard staying behind
Dagger was about to stay behind due to his low-key-high-key fear of ships
Again, Doll's force to dress in dresses which can't be helped but Sebastian brought her pants and everyone including Snake other outfits
I saw that Doll and Edward were shipped at one point in AO3 tags so that was fun-
Edward has a slight crush on Doll but could never pinpoint it
These are more or less the outfits they wore during the party
Doll and Ciel danced at one point during the party after Ciel overheard Doll getting shit talked about her looks
Basically this trip made Doll realize her deep feelings on Ciel and suffered conflict with it
She followed Ciel and Sebastian when she saw them sneak off and found them wigged up and, having no time to send her away, gave her Sebastian coat and Ciel's extra eye patch to disguise her the best they could
So she saw the corpse thing first hand
As Ronald got the souls and fought Sebastian, Ronald happened to drop he could help inform Doll and her friends their pasts if she helps him defeat Sebastian.
Tempted, but she refused
Doll follows Ciel down to the lower freight to the storage area where they ran into Lizzy and Snake
Doll protected them the best she could with her blades
Meanwhile as bizarre dolls climb up to the main decks, Joker and everyone protected the best they could
While Sebastian informed the Midford family Lizzy's safe, he informed them they need to go for the heads which was easy for Dagger's knife throwing skills and the new wire string weapons Peter and Wendy has now
Jumbo picked up many people to help save them as he stomps on some BD's heads
When the iceberg hits, Joker took a look at the damage and cursed
Beast ripped a big chunk of her dress to wrap a cut on Grey's arm
When the water floods the boiler room, Snake remained with Stoker and Doll as Ciel and Lizzy get stuck on the other side, Doll and Ciel had a moment of having their hand against the door before she left
To prevent slowing them down, Doll quickly strips of her dress and remained in her petticoat and bloomers and corset with Sebastian's coat as her cover up, heels ditched and now a weapon
Joker did he best to protect a lot of the children who were just sadly there, Beast fought along side Grey and Dagger
Peter got a cheek smooched by a very grateful noble woman
When fight the Bizarre Dolls in her area, Doll recalls the simple training from Sebastian and how close she is to Ciel and Sebastian, making a promise to meet with them again
When meeting with them and Lizzy again with Snake, Doll cut her feet against the broken glass hidden in the water in which Snake piggybacked her
Everyone reunites and Joker took over holding Doll
None of them want to leave Sebastian and Ciel behind, especially not Doll since a lot happened when she's gone but Jumbo knocks her out after she was gonna jump out of Joker's hold
When she woke up she was in the life boat with the others, holding Sebastian's pocket watch and Ciel's extra eye patch
When Undertaker stabbed Sebastian and revealed his memories, they were the same but with them in the memories with Sebastian teaching them and helping them.
Memories of Doll crying and running to his room in the middle of night was one of the first during that turn of respect in Ciel's and Sebastian's relationship.
Another was of during a dark night Sebastian finds not only Doll in a sleeping Ciel's bed but everyone else either on the bed or around it asleep
When the two reunited with the others, they got lots of ear fulls and crying hugs from them all.
Sebastian's tackle hug was worst than when he "came back from the dead"
Doll made them promise to never do anything without her again
Dagger swears to never go on a boat again
Peter smugly informs he got "more than a few kisses" from the rescuer ship. Never specified any further
Easter is here at last and Doll finally wore pants to the party
The egg hunt was longer now cause more people
Teams were; Edward and Nina, Mey-Rin and Bard, Snake and Finny, Soma and Agni, The Double Charles, Doll and Joker, Dagger and Beast, Peter and Wendy and Jumbo were a trio, and Ciel and Sebastian
Doll and Joker were the main team to go up against Ciel and Sebastian and the Double Charles
As Ciel tries to get the egg Doll was trying to get it as well using her tricks from life and the circus event while Joker helps Sebastian fight the Double Charles
Phipps decided to name the chick Joker cause he spared so well
Public School Arc:
The night Ciel made plans to attend Weston College, Doll barges in the room revealing she was listening in on this talk
She scolded them for make these plans without her and demanded she go with, saying how she swore to never leave them alone anymore and even threatened if they refuse her she won't ever forgive them
This brings Sebastian some worry, he never had Doll not forgive him before, it sounds like a big threat
So year she's attending
Doll used the name of "Thomas "Tom" Rathbone", using Jeremy Rathbone's name title after both Sebastian and Ciel said it was fine that they "got his permission"
They get assigned to their houses with Ciel in Blue House and Doll in Violet House
Doll had to be very careful in the dorms, with Sebastian informing the school (in the guise as Jeremy Rathbone) that "his son has a medical issue that gets worst if he stays in a dorm packed of people" so she wound up getting a more quiet all-be smaller room
The one time Doll gets to fall Sebastian "Father" and it's a Catholic way-
Doll and Ciel message each other through a note in the confession booth in the church if they can't meet up somehow
Doll met Maurice Cole and there's a connection in a way, maybe cause Doll doesn't fully believe that man is a male
Cheslock: Sup Freckled Face
Doll: Oh hello Scar Face
If it isn't obvious, Cheslock and Doll have a toe to toe relationship of "fuck you", has been since Doll threw a pebble at Cheslock for throwing rocks at Ciel
Doll got transferred to Green House some time after Maurice tricked Ciel, all thanks to Cricket and bullying-
So Doll got along with McMillan in a way and kicked some ass when she caught some bullies bugging the boy.
She grabbed one of their cricket bat and swung dangerously close to the crotch
She got three Ys
This was all caught by Herman Greenhill and him and Gregory Violet did a bit of war to see who'll have this one
Edward had no idea Doll was there in a ruse of a boy identity until he saw her in the dorm
He kept quiet at first but soon pulled her aside and demanded a reason
Doll came up with a lie saying she actually wanted to feel worthy enough to be the best friend of Ciel Phantomhive and worthy of Sebastian's praise by getting a better schooling, her planning on Weston due to her afraid to be away from Ciel and, dare she shall admit, Edward
He decide to help her be comfortable but fueling the lie of Doll having a condition that requires her own room and was invited to the Swan Gazebo after hearing how she saved a student
Maurice made plans to make it Hell for Doll as well which annoys Ciel more and broke him to call upon Soma
And when I mean Hell for Doll I mean arranging someone in Green House who's connected to Maurice to break into Doll's room and tear it apart, even ripping apart her books
This led to Edward sharing a bedroom with her for the while until certain things get repaired
Soma's lie on why Doll is there is cause she just refused to be alone. Not a full lie but eh
Ciel and Doll confronts Maurice on his lies and Maurice reveals he had the art room set up for his goons to attack them, Ciel's ready to fight more cause Doll is roped in on this sick violation
Herman and Edward admires the two for being so protective and strong for each other
As Clayton takes Ciel as his Fang (I'm using a new name for it cause even though it met something else it's a no for me) Edward takes Doll as his Fang.
Some time pass and Doll gets along with the Prefects and the Fangs beside Edward and Cheslock and Doll's room been fixed
Picture gossips within that Gazebo once Doll is added to the mix
Edgar Redmond drops the bomb he sense Doll is in love and pestered who it is, so Doll simply said "I am but it's not meant to be" which Edgar swoons over "forbidden romance"
Doll chilled Cheslock out after the fire
Ciel gets picked for the Blue House team for June 4th and Doll, with Edward backing it up, gets picked for Green House's team
Doll likes looking like a knight for this entrance
When Aleister gets revealed to be Edgar's uncle, Doll gags in secret.
However Aleister recognize Doll! But not from the cruise, but from that ball with the "beautiful robin in pink", in which Edgar teases her saying he "sees her forbidden love was real"
When escaping the teasing Edgar ran into Joker who came and the two kind of...clicked
"Midford! Phantomhive! Permission to dance with your Lady Elizabeth?" Doll called out with a small smirk when Lizzy went to her
Doll gave her the same lie as she told Edward
Cheslock: "I hope to soon kick your ass in cricket Freckle Face."
Doll: "Well I hoe your dreams are as vivid as your music talent when you lose Scar face"
Doll heard about the Red House upset stomach act and was appalled Ciel went that far
Green House vs Blue House is a fun game of "Oh yeah, I'm kicking your ass no strings attached" between Doll and Ciel
Edward made sure no one knew Doll's gender in the changing rooms and game
When Ciel got whacked in the head everyone screamed out, but Doll was a touch louder when she screamed "Smile"
Doll went to the inferiority with Sebastian and Ciel, and as Sebastian left the room for a second the two had a moment where they nearly kissed
Cheslock's face when it's revealed Sebastian's a butler, his prefects are murders, and Doll's a girl;
After the case was closed Doll still writes to Cheslock, Edward, Clayton, and Cheslock
Ciel knows now he may have feelings for Doll
During the London visit Joker got some juggling balls cause Edgar called him "jester" as a humor,
Dagger got new blades,
Beast got a new bag,
Jumbo got books to read,
Peter and Wendy got wine cause ye,
And Doll got a hat with a nice specially made hair pin.
Emerald Witch Arc:
I headcanon Peter has German roots so he was excited
By this point the others know of Doll's crush on Ciel
Joker is still thinking on that pretty blond man he met during the 4th of June
CHLAUS IS BACK
Witches curse? Sounds like something that peeks in interest of the thirsty new knowledge nerds~
The village is cute-
Oh wait it's a bunch of women with weapons
Everyone's in love with Sieglinde's home
I was letting my sister read this whole post cause by this point it has taken me TWO DAYS to write down and she comments how Wolfram is now another person Wendy would have a serious crush on after he addressed her as her actual age and not how she looks
Ciel is still shocked how Sieglinde eats but not too much cause Doll still doesn't eat like how he does
Sieglinde grew attached to Doll fast since she's the first female her age
No one was there when Sieglinde randomly offered a threeway with Sebastian and Ciel
With Finny, Doll was picked to help Ciel after he got effected by the "curse"
Sieglinde and Peter kind of bond over the sense of being stuck with a "curse". I see Peter hating his condition more than Wendy, who more or less accepted it now
She gave him a customized male version of her dress as a thank you
Doll literally bit Sebastian when he was dragging her and Finny out
Joker's hair got cut short while they escaped
Doll and Peter were with Ciel and Sieglinde so they were able to help them switch clothes
Doll got to stab with the hair pin
Sorry it took a while and I'm stopping at the end of Emerald Witch's arc, cause as much as I want to write the Phantom-Five and everything I'm going to take a pause. I wrote this for days and I'm feeling sick guys, plus the arcs to follow are the R!Ciel territory so yeah, I'd like to hear your thoughts while I sleep
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