#but i knew many of their spoilers

[redbootsindoriath]

I introduced the Messenger in my last post.  So here’s approximately how things went down for him when I first read the Silmarillion:

Beleg, afterwards, sarcastically: “Wow, good job, Túrin.”

Transcription:

Túrin: “Hey!!” Túrin: “What do you think you’re doing, giving my best friend a death button??  Get out of here!” The Messenger: “Oh actually, since I’m already here, I might as well give you yours as well.”

#beleg #the messenger #túrin #the man the myth the legends #three shinies #my trash #is this actually funny or am i just tired #i'm sorry professor tolkien #heck yeah bromance #forest pennies #/end classification tags #not shown: the dozen other characters i picked as my favorites #but i knew many of their spoilers #beleg and túrin though? #NOPE #but geez y'all this comic took me like twice as long to draw as it should have for its quality level #really the only part of it that i like is beleg's face in the second panel #i am sooooo out of practice with art and i don't know how to get back in practice without turning it into a drag #that's what happens when you take a month off i guess #at least drawgust should get me rolling again #(i hope)

[crazy-fangirl2524]

My biggest flex will always be how I knew Neil was the more feral and dangerous one than Andrew this whole time even before tsc and seeing the entire fandom freaked out makes me want to kiss and hug Nora and just thank her for finally finally showing everyone and I’m not just crazy

#seeing all the post about like omg Neil is so feral?! like brother did you not read aftg did y’all forget aftg is from Neil’s pov #ofc Neil wouldn’t say he’s feral in his own pov tf😭😭😭 #and remember in aftg Neil still has to hide part of himself BECASUE his father and eveyrhhing but now he’s literally free from his biggest #fear and he could do whatever the fuck he wants #Istg the fandom is like the foxes man idk why everyone is so shook #literally cant thank Nora enough for showing everyone finally #Idc if I sound proud or whatever but I fucking knew it this entire time and I have been shouting it for so long like finally #that’s why so many fics annoyed me so much like #I just needed to say this because I finally felt seen and heard andFINALLY LIKE URGH #tsc and aftg supremacy #tsc #tsc spoilers #the sunshine court #the sunshine court spoilers #aftg #all for the game #tfc #the foxhole court #aftg series #aftg fandom #aftg incorrect quotes #neil josten #andrew minyard #andrew joseph minyard #neil abram josten #aftg neil #aftg thoughts #aftg textpost #aftg shitpost #incorrect tfc

[insomniac-dormouse]

He’s fucking beautiful

#look it his eyes!!!!!! #what the fuck #he’s so pretty #I’m a sucker for too many eyes #I’m so happy he’s still here #but what the fuck #why #how #what #im squealing #but huh #I knew it was going to be him that died #I was praying for a subversion #and I guess I got it????? #sir pentious #hazbin hotel #hazbin hotel spoilers #hazbin spoilers

[ineffectualbookseller]

The way Azirphale is underestimated and practically infantalized by heaven is so closely tied to his femininity and I think we should talk about it more because I just want to shout about how relatable the way he's treated in his workplace is as a woman working in a traditionally male field

It's in all the little niggling comments from your boss about personal things that hold no bearing on your work

and the assumption that what you're doing must be simple if it was assigned to you

your work is trivialized

and you get these the placating smiles when you're told plans and proposals are rejected and passed over

or when your complaints are dismissed

and you get more of the same from upper management

it all feels so frustrating and draining but you're at work so all you can do is take a breathe put on that mask and move on with your day

It is all so deteimental to your emotional well being and textually, so much of this is tied to Aziraphale's softness, his gayness - his femininity

The thing about working in an environment and gives you this feeling - of being simultaneously destrought watching your belief in yourself get chipped away but also just so irate becuase you know you don't deserve it - is how it builds. It sinks under your skin and feeds into this indignant dejection until you can have a moment of release - but Azirphale doesn't get to bitch about it over drinks with friends, he doesn't get a lunch break where he can go for a walk and listen to an angry scandi death metal playlist, he doesn't even get the chance to cry about it in the bathroom for 5 minutes before confronting it again

(And I talked a little bit about it in the tags of this beautiful photoset but this all comes into play whenever Crowley dismisses his plans or calls him an idiot. These are purely emotional reactions; I really don't think Crowley means much by it - he respects Aziraphale's opinion and genuinely thinks he's brilliant - but Crowley is so quick to use this terminology when Aziraphale is making a decision Crowley thinks is wrong and he doesn't know how much this hurts Aziraphale. Just like Aziraphale doesn't understand the true impact the Fall had on Crowley, Crowley doesn't understand the ways heaven has been tearing away at Aziraphale's self worth)

Aziraphale has been facing this constant drip of denigration since before the beginning of time and has never released the pressure valve. At this point, he's a bomb waiting to go off

#(I want to note that I am coming at this from my personal experience as a woman #but I know femme neurodivergent and disabled folks of all genders face these same issues) #along similar lines I have tons of feelings about how often Aziraphale hides his hands when talking to other angels #to hide his stimming #and look I try not to tie everything back to explaning why Aziraphale ended s2 the way he did but apparently I can't #its just the juiciest character moment to me #also thinking about how angry Crowley was at Gabriel when he was treated like this once #granted shut up and die already IS the worst thing Gabriel has said to Aziraphale but if Crowley knew how much of this was going on... #aziraphale #good omens #go2 spoilers #good omens meta #Thanks to folks who responded to my tags on that post because you really motivated me to find these screen caps #and finish this post which has been sitting in my drafts for ages #also sorry so many of gabriels faces are funny I cant help that jon hamm is comedy gold - i refuse to let it undermine my point

[sweetvillainjude]

when he says “ily” but cardan once said “It was like being trapped in the dark. I was perhaps not entirely an animal, but neither was I myself. I could not reason. There were only feelings—hatred and terror and the desire to destroy. And you. I knew little else, but I always knew you.”

#I KNEW LITTLE ELSE BUT I ALWAYS KNEW YOU #💔💔💔💔 #sigh #its rough out here #and i could do this for SO many cardan quotes too #jurdan #jude x cardan #cardan greenbriar #the queen of nothing #tfota #the cruel prince #the queen of nothing spoilers

[misfithive]

Fans: wE WaNt a SiMon BreAkdOwn

YRS3: How about we watch simon break down slowly, losing hope bit by bit and progressively crumble a little more every episode until he totally loses his sense of self

#worst part is this was in my drafts before the season started bcs i saw my baby crying so many times i just knew #and somehow it eas even worse than i imagined #and yall who wanted a breakdown still didnt even get your big breakdown moment where hehets comforted LMFAOOO wow #young royals s3 #young royals spoilers #young royals

[beedreamscape]

"Blah blah blah Laerryn's only record in history ever is from Ludinus blah blah blah how tragic blah blah blah history forgot her blah blah blah"

I'M SORRY EXCUSE ME YOU THINK LOQUATIUS SEELIE DID JUST ONE RECORDING TALKING ABOUT LAERRYN??? YOU THINK IT'S JUST THOSE LAST ONES IN HIS LAST 12H OF LIFE???

YOU'LL TRY AND CONVINCE ME HE DIDN'T LEAVE A TRAIL ACROSS EXANDRIA OF HIS LOVE FOR THIS WOMAN!?

YOU THINK NOT EVEN ONE EXANDRIAN HISTORIAN FOUND HIS YEARS OF REPORTING HE DID ACROSS THE PLANET AND YOU THINK NOT ONCE HE MENTIONED THE MOST BEAUTIFUL WOMAN IN THE WORLD HIS IMMEASURABLY BRILLIANT WIFE

LAERRYN WANTED TO BE REMEMBERED AND DAMN IF QUAY DIDN'T MAKE SURE OF THAT

#cr spoilers #loquaerryn #laerryn coramar seelie #loquatius seelie #I REFUSE TO BELIEVE THAT #We knew them for 24h and he spent it with his thoughts wrapped around her #and that was divorced and frustrated at each other and the circumstances #can you imagine that man at the high of his passion #he would've mentioned and praised and shown off this woman at every fucking opportunity #when someone as bright as Loquatius loves u. one cannot remain in shadow #i have so many feelings about this changeling #exu calamity

[waterghostype]

i have so much to say about them not in a good way not in a bad way but a secret third thing way.

#ninjago #lloyd garmadon #ninjago harumi #harumi jade #lloyd ninjago #shonsh #if you want my clear opinion on them #i enjoy them as a fucked up crazy insane tragic doomed angst thing #but as a ship in the actual relationship sense? nope #at least not in the way canon tries to push it #crystalized my behated #though i thought the harumi reveal was really crazy i liked that #i really do have so many thoughts on them and harumi in general #spoiler alert my harumi opinions are biased bc im insane over her #<— lloyd garmadon speaking #jokes aside i love sog/hunted harumi i think the way lloyd is still not over her is really intriguing #and i wish everything after that was executed better #she shouldve stayed dead but im not as mad as i shouldve been at the prospect of her coming back to life #mostly bc i knew beforehand since i spoiled myself so much oops #but like… you had a fire reintroduction and way of reviving her that parallels lloyd in moto #but then they couldnt decide if they wanted harumi to be a villain again or if they wanted to do shippy ship bait #so they tried doing both and failing at both #GOD ugh it makes me so mad #sorry #harumi is my roman empire i cant take it anymore i was so entranced by her immediately #bc once again. i knew she was gonna be evil #but i thought she was gonna be converted not like evil the whole time #so theres that #ignore how the suit in the 2nd drawing is totally inaccurate sorry #ergh

[onconstellationstreetmp3]

#me.txt #killers of the flower moon #spoilers in tags #the para where it lists every guardian & how many people who were their wards & then how many were dead actually made me feel sick #i havent even gotten past that page yet its fucking me up so bad #like ohhhhhhhhhhh everyone thought it ended after hale but really it stayed there forever & no one outside of the osages knew about it caus #all the white people in power were complacent in it #i feel like im processing the whole book through that paragraph its just so. ugh.

[detectiveforfree]

redrawing some of my favs to battle my sadness caused by yj:t seems to be counterproductive, but fuck it i just want more emotions for wally's funeral TToTT

dick's apperance literally broke my heart, cause it only just fucking hit him full force. his best friend is gone. and all those pent up emotions come flooding out

artemis' made me so sad, because she looks so lost and afraid, and I bet she spent most of her time from Antartica up to funeral in a daze

barry literally can't look at the grave, he seeks comfort in iris and im QnQ

bart doesnt cry, because he is no stranger to loosing people he cares about, but he is sad and so tired of it

perdita's words about kid flash/wally being something of a security blanket grabbed me by a throat and won't let go, because with him gone how scared and vulnerable and sad must she feel???

#young justice targets spoilers #young justice targets #young justice #dick grayson #artemis crock #barry allen #bart allen #queen perdita #wally west #ITS HIS FUNERAL THEY ARE SAD AT he is there in spirit #while redraw happened because i was battling my sad. it also happened because... well artists did a wonderful job on the comic&funeral scen #and not to criticize. but. some faces confused me very much. like. what is going on with dicks eyebrows?? artemis just looks very scared #rather than sad. bruce time conner and kaldur look very angy which while in character is also very weird #tempted to redraw bruce later. because ffs he knew wally since he was smol and dick's best bud u cant tell me this man didnt care?? #same with kaldur. more sad than angy. army of roys confuses me because their expressions? are just strange #lanterns being too far away from barry made me sad.( but on another note alfred in bg and dr fate made me really happy ;) #many emotions and thoughts about thefuneral

[shadow-the-crow]

I think i finally understand how the Distortion works. I mean, i don’t think it’s possible to ever fully understand it, and i don’t know the whole picture yet because i don’t know what Helen will be like, but i feel like i’ve just been granted a glimpse at the lovecraftian (as in ineffable) thing that is this being.

It’s not a person and a creature fighting inside one mind. There’s no Michael clawing himself to the surface to express his emotions and get his revenge.

Michael Shelley is dead. The Distortion became Michael. It sounds so simple, yet a least in my opinion it’s hard to fully understand.

I think what provides the best metaphor is a small thing the Distortion says after becoming Helen: "without a proper mind." The Distortion does not have its own mind. It’s only a what, but in order to really exist in this reality, it needs a who. It needs a body, but also a mind.

So if i understand this right, it’s like this: Michael Shelley is dead. His conciousness is not there anymore. And the Distortion got forced into that mind, an empty mind of a dead person. This doesn’t make it human, it’s still able to understand the impossible, it’s still the thing that was created to scare and kill. But in the mind it’s living in… the previous owner’s furniture is still there. It gets the dead person’s memories. It becomes Michael, in the sense that it has to be someone. Its existence got tied to being Michael, although Michael Shelley is dead.

When Michael got "emotional", that wasn’t Michael Shelley coming through. It was the Distortion grappling with the side effects of being someone - of living in a mind with all the memories and the human emotions that a human mind can’t fully turn off, even when the thing inhabiting it isn’t human at all.

The Distortion was Michael in the sense that it was thinking with Michael Shelley’s mind. When it became Helen, its consciousness, its being stayed the same, but it needed to adapt to this new mind. It could see clearer now, realizing that the windows of the previous house had been dirty, realizing that the wirings of the previous mind had driven it to do something that it actually didn’t want to do. The throat of the Spiral itself getting caught in the spiralling of its own, borrowed mind.

#here comes the first michael essay #this is only the start #i've still got so many more thoughts #i hope this makes sense #idk why but i think i get how the distortion feels #being forced to be someone who isn't you at all #like - it doesn't make sense but i get it?? #okay i haven't watched doctor who but maybe it's kinda like being the doctor? #you kinda change personality and become someone else but your true being stays the same? #(as if anyone of us knew what it's like being the doctor any more than we know what it's like being the distortion lol) #tma #michael distortion #tma the distortion #helen distortion #the magnus archives #tma podcast #tma spoilers #tma thoughts #mag 101 #another twist #michael shelley #i just realized i've probably spelled michael wrong in the tags before oops (i know how it's spelled but “micheal” keeps popping up so...) #you know what i'm gonna put the wrong version too for reach #micheal distortion

[opikiquu]

.Aventurine. Aventurine. Boy wh y

#★ arin rambles #★ my art #my best friend finished aventurines boss in 1 try #(i was stuck so i never knew what happened after) #wish she never did #im filled with so much sorrow #THE NOTE. THE NOTE THE NOTE THE NOTE #HE. CARES HE CARES SO M #IM DOOMED #IM TOO LITTLE FOR ALL THIS SADNESS #SO MUCH . TEARS . TOO MANY SAD. WHY. WHYYY MEEEE #The note……… Im never ever gonna drop this ever #Aventurine’s story will haunt me forever #(affectionately) #so good….. but like in a painful way. Like ive been crying for 3 days now #today was the worst offense. MY HEAD HURTS STILL #SAVE ME FROM THIS NIGHTMARE CALLED escape penacony obby! #ill stop rambling now . I need . Rest. Or a ratiorine overdose whichever i find first #i hope my best friends dont see these tags they’ll think im pathetic #And i am. But nobody has to know that #THE NOTE— Okay fine ill stop ILL STOP #hsr penacony spoilers #hsr penacony #penacony #dr ratio x aventurine #dr ratio #aventurine x dr ratio #aventio #ratiorine #hsr aventurine

[holistichiatus]

finally got a good day to get pics of the charms i made for my friends of our operators :] names and who they belong to

top row; Casswyn and Grendel @slimyteeths, Makalii and Ocatavia @grimmble

bottom row; Kemuda and Gauss @sanchomps, Tamrisk and Vauban (mine)

i love this game for bringing me some of the best friends i've ever had <3

#warframe #warframe fanart #operator ocs #warframe spoilers #holistichiatus #charms #others ocs #operator Tam #i was a little lazy and didn't do our full fashions gdfhjg #but i didn't want to try and crunch too many details in and risk them getting put through the shredder #i knew they were a hit when i received death threats <3

[justalittlebluetiefling]

Okay, so Ludinus is a survivor of the fall of Molaesmyr, which happened 585 PD and the Calamity lasted for at least a century and ended with the Divergence and Ludinus is over here talking like he experienced the Calamity. Did he experience the beginning? Was he born during the Calamity? HOW OLD IS HE?!

#what is he doing to magically expand his lifespan #is this some predathos shit or what is going on #i have so many questions #WE KNEW HE WAS OLD BUT PLEASE TELL ME MORE #ludinus da'leth #critical role #bell's hells #cr3e45 #cr spoilers #cr lb

[waywardted]

“Sometimes you meet these people in your life and it's not meant to work out, but they change you for the better. Actually sometimes the strongest love can be someone that you never touch. I think it makes it much more powerful."                 - Cristin Milioti on Once

#ted lasso spoilers #ted lasso #ted x rebecca #rebecca welton #teddy boy #otp: you liven up the place #m*ne #mine: lasso #this reference has always haunted me but there were soooo many other things going on that i was like... naaaaaah #i just don't buy that no one on the creative team knew that they were telling a love story with ted and rebecca and that it would end #in a degree of tragedy #i think jason knew #what i would give to discuss it with him for conservatively three hours

[dawningfairytale]

big red coming out on International TV because he thinks, “you know what would be really fucking funny” is the bi rep i have been looking for

#hsmtmts #high school musical: the musical: the series #or howerever many colons there are #hsmtmts spoilers #big red #bi #bisexual #now that’s what i call relatable coming out content #bc clearly he knew ricky would probably see that clip #so instead of talking to him after talking to ashlyn #he just went: surprise!!!! #redlyn