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dallieart · 10 months

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Long post incoming! I wanted to share my thoughts about the Hololive EN Connect the World concert I went to last night.

overall, the concert was fun and amazing and I had a really good time. it was great being surrounded by other fans. it's like being in a comfy swarm of strangers that are somehow also your friends. it's surreal.

I was sitting waaaaaay in the back, so while I got a clear view of the entire stage, the giant screen felt small. they weren't Hatsune Miku style holograms as I had thought. but I will say that this was the only negative thing I have to say.

it really felt like yet were actually looking at us and hearing us. the only awkward one was Kiara, who had quiet pauses at the end of her sentences 🥲 still love you, Kiwawa!

hopefully it was audible, but after Fauna's performances, dudes would yell "I love you, Fauna!" "I love you, Fauna!" and I tagged on at the end "I also love you, Fauna!!"

this happened 2 or 3 times lol 😂 I wanted Fauna to know that she has female fans, too!!!!!! 💚

fans are great. While waiting for a ride back to the hotel, I spotted a squad wearing Deadbeat shirts and I yelled, "Let's go, Deadbeats!" and they all cheered really loud!! My Calli nui high fived another one! it was a special moment lol

Calli was amazing as always. I'm glad she got to use her guitar scythe. wanted, wasted is such a hype song, I wished I knew the lyrics better to sing along! 🩷

I'm so glad Kiara sang SPARKS. I've recently started getting more into her music, but I've always admired her as a dancer. the song was so hype, I was bouncing out of my seat. just such a good song. 🧡

Ame had improved SO MUCH since her debut. absolutely amazing. ChikuTaku is an insanely fun song. I was singing along. Such a stark contrast to her purin song at 3rd fes. she was really moving and singing, she feels like an idol 💛

Gura did great as always. looking forward to the song when it officially comes out. Gura fans are always so hype, it was great 🩵

Ina did amazing on Ghost. she's another one who's singing has improved and become so much more confident since her debut. and the takodachis are nuts as always. but so much fun.

they were so hype, they jumped the gun on Ina's call and response lol. just way too much excitement!!!! 💜

I can't believe Kronii wasn't at 100% because of her jaw??? because she did freaking amazing. I love her singing voice. such a legend. her dancing was so good, too, I did not expect her to shake it so much on that stage. just amazing. 💙

Mumei took me by surprise. I knew she was a good singer, but she really delivered the emotion of the song. just wonderful. 🤎

Bae was incredible as the opening singer. she freaking delivered. dancing, singing, her performance was amazing. I loved that she encouraged everyone to sing along with the end of the song. what a way to start, just blowing it out of the park. ❤️

Fauna!!! my dear kirin...she was amazing. her singing and dancing have improved SO MUCH since she debuted, it blew me away. even since 4th fes she's just improving exponentially. She was so cute, it warmed my heart and soul. I ALSO LOVE YOU, FAUNA!!! 💚

finally, Irys was every bit the idol that you'd expect. Amazing performances, I really liked her song choices. You're not alone. 💗

The guest performances were also great, as expected from the jp senpai and ID girls are all so cracked. I was hoping they'd sing more with the EN girls and maybe get some shuffle units in there, but I'm also satisfied with what they all sang.

I was worried about what they'd do for Council's unit song, Rise, in regards to Sana's lines. but I'm very happy with how they handled it.

everyone singing Sana's final "for eternity" together felt very poignant. hit me right in the kokoro, as it always does.

the audience chanting for an encore was funny because we chanted for so long we got tired and started to lose hope...and then BANG. Encore song.

that little video of everyone's 3D journey almost got me. tears did well up. 🥹

Hololive EN forever! 🩷🧡💛🩵💜💙🤎❤️💚💗🪐

#hololive en #holoENConnect #Hololive EN Connect the World #mori calliope #ceres fauna #hololive myth #hololive council #illustrated diary #blog post #deadbeat #idk what else to put here just that i love hololive en

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lemonberyy · 5 months

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while im here actually. art dump

bloodswap human Calliope, one with makeup and one without. because i CAN suckers. isn't she silly? And a little ominous? A touch murder-y?

this one is her cherubic design! i put a lot of thought into the references i can make with her outfit. Namely though, I wanted to kind of make it look like a complete mish-mash of several inspirations from LE, haute couture, alt callie, and a few other bloodswap designs I'm familiar with. She's the LADY OF SPACE! Referred to as Her Grace of Space. The Goddess of Vast Light. She isn't exactly going to be subdued in her look. She wants everyone to look upon her with immediate recognition, and following it will be fear.

This one I JUST finished. Like last night at eleven pm just finished. Rendering my beloathed... This is inspired by song lyrics from Circle With Me by Spiritbox and Cyberhex by Motionless In White. I really like the idea of the imagery of Callie consuming the Green Sun. It's striking!

this is calamity in fantasystuck. she in fact compl abhors this dress . No cheek nonsense because TECHNICALLY she's dragonborn but i cannot draw dragons. I have one setting. It's cherubim.

this one is from a post canon au. i have a bazillion words as to how caliborn is on earth c it's all headcanon but it's all good and silly and he is Short and she is Tall (i also have a bazillion words for why Callie is able to start maturing properly post canon)

you know what, past me? this is my post! im gonna put all two-bazillion words on here actually. what am i thinking hehe? my post is a place for my words. silly joan!

So, for why Caliborn is on Earth-C. I honestly had fun rationalising this one!

For one, Caliborn is very, very cold. Another thing is that- I don't think cherubim were meant to go into black holes. I'm pretty sure that, while yes they mate near them, I don't think they fall in. It's something I feel is just something that doesn't happen. So cal being trapped within one is notable. But, we aren't talking about Caliborn being trapped! We're talking about him getting out.

Honestly if he were to tell it, he'd say he "FOUGHT TO GET OUT." or something. But the truth is he fractures,* his young body is rejected and he falls out. He retains only the passive effects of his godtier, like an understanding of timelines and being able to traverse them. But he has no control in this state.

*What do I mean by this? I basically think that he and le are seperate entities. In a lot of ways they literally are! Le is a combination of several souls and abilities and powers. He kinda reminds me of how the Condesce can learn all caste abilities. Caliborn has the abilities and knowledge of several godtiers including his own complete mastery of time. So, when Caliborn falls out and onto Earth-C, it's just a fraction of his soul and body. He's young again because it's a portion of his (falsely) mature body and he's very weak because it's only a portion of his soul. The rest is in the black hole. And due to some fuckery, he can feel it too. It's cold. He's constantly dizzy and disoriented. He is especially unnerved by this because cherubim are... this incredible species. He feels sick without context for what illness feels like. It's a pretty terrible experience for him but he's at least well enough to still be terrible to everyone.

Now for Callie. Honestly this is one is more simple. Her life ring fills her body with the very force of life! She may not have predominated, but she is full to bursting of more than enough energy for her body to age correctly. She can grow wings, become much taller, and toned. She doesn't really understand it yet but she really likes walks and runs because it's her body telling her to exercise and maintain her muscle mass.

alt callie...... 🥰 that's all send tweet

this is a magical girl au. one with her soul gem and one without. i have a bazillion words on all the symbolism here actually. For one I made her wish to be beautiful, which is why her face and everything is very Pretty and Sculpted and Lovely. Secondly though. Her soul gem, the space symbol in her birthmark, is a whole thing. She thinks her birth mark is a blemish on her looks, and seeing it not only A) remain after her wish and B) be her weakest point in a battle felt kinda like a slap in the face. (However it couldn't be erased because she Does like it. She just doesn't quite realise that). ALSO the space-looking symbol behind her? It's not Space! It's void, but she's FILLING IN THE SPACE... it's also Roxy's pink! They r soon to be dating... fills the void in her heart? Eh? Eeh?

anyways. uhhh homestuck cherubim are ok i guess

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chicleeblair · 4 months

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Dawn of Redeeming Grace [19/23]

Title: Chapter 19: Need You Now || FFN

Rating: NC-17/Explicit

Pairings: Meredith Grey/Derek Shepherd

Six weeks after Derek left to take the NIH job, Meredith is ready to use the holidays to prove she has this working mom thing on lock. Sure, he neglected to tell her he'd be bringing a guest, but whatever, 'Tis the season for truces. Even Ellis Grey took the day off. But with every moment of family togetherness, a return to the trenches seems more impossible. Can a few days of peace put their relationship back on track, or has she fallen for the illusion of a snow-globe, destined to either settle or shatter?

Dawn of Redeeming Grace|| FFN

Yes, I did arrange to post Mer/Der sex on Christmas on purpose!

But this chapter doesn't start there. Like in Ch3, it’s Mer putting Bailey to bed, just being a mom. Derek could go in there again; give himself. As much time as possible with his tiny humans, but he lets her have that one-on-one time. Because she’s canonically bad at remembering idioms, I figured that might transfer to songs she doesn’t make a point of knowing.

And lyric replacement is something I like doing, and this is a fun fic. Derek being befuddled about the increasingly less secret relationship. It’s the disappointing thing that we didn’t see more of his adolescence—or Mer’s for that matter. One patient From junior high

I didn’t realize how q often I’d given Meredith sex issues until this, but I have individual justifications for each—Derek’s death, medications, stuff in the fic you don’t know, having been in twisted relationships—but also I think because Derek is her longest term partner, and she is (in canon) one of only two women he’s slept with since eleven years of Addison. They have very different pasts and experiences. It’s also a big thing that Meredith needs to know they have more than the sex. From asking if he picked her because he’d seen her naked

I read a lot into her “no sex” rule in early s3; she’s making her normal way of doing things “bad” even though it’s how they met. But she needs to see she’s not just the whore at the bar—even though she isn’t wholly the girl at the bar either. And she can’t say any of that, which is why Derek pushes. Sex is a huge part of how they communicate, and I bet, though we don’t know, she holds back. Either way and everything goes under the rug.

In this case, it’s a similar situation. They had the truth sex—like prom sex—Before a major upheaval. When he came home for Zola’s birthday, Meredith sees it as shore leave. They need to talk, but mostly they need to be on the same wavelength. For them, that’s sex. Derek refusing her is a humiliating, heartbreaking, and terrifying. To him, it’s a whirlwind visit; he knows what they need, but he’s more stressed than he anticipated over the job, he let her down already—all in Ch 6—That leaves Meredith in a state q line she was in s2 when she remember their last pre-Addison kiss. Except, she’s not struggling everywhere. Work, kids, friendships. Things are mostly okay, although I’m sure shepherding Callie through divorce makes more afraid she’ll lose her Shepherd (it’s Christmas, sue me.)

Everything’s good. Her hang-up is on one thing, Derek. And she’s not just mad, she’s scared.

I wanted her to get past this in a way that seemed right for them, and I think the mutual masturbatuon is sort of a reset. It’s not about trust, but it’s vulnerability, and associating each other with positive feelings, and love. In a way it’s practice for him going back to D.C. and found this a on opposite phone lines—but it’s also a reminder that doing things alone doesn’t mean she is alone.

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splatteryacid · 1 year

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OMGGG I SAW UR POST ABOUT the song I recommended (hehe) for the playlist and I’m so glad you like it 😭 I think about it so much too!!

I definitely agree that there is just something about that line! It’s the perfect amount of smug mixed with genuine care. She views herself as the rational and smart one of their duo, and I think that not only feeds into her ego a bit but it also makes her feel like she needs to protect Callie in some way.

I just think the song is so.. them… the lyrics make me think of Marie but the music in the background kind of repeats this simple little melody that kind of drones on. it reminds me of Callie’s hypnotism.

You seem so cool!! I should really make a sideblog to interact with the hotaao community.. I have ideas, thoughts, etc. I’ve even written some stuff that I’m planning to post on ao3 hehe

Omg I'm so glad you saw the post! I really appreciate the recommendation ;o

I love that, it really is. It's just that bit of acting like she knows better, and being bitter and hurt at the same time but still conveying how much she cares... It's so perfect. I also think it sounds like a demo track, and the simplicity of the repeating melody might be her just getting her thoughts out on paper/ into song form. And she's been so caught up in thought and worry that that's all she can manage 🥺

And omg awww thank you so much..... you definitely have my support in making a blog! It's like one of the best decisions I've ever made lol, I love the little community we have here. And I can't wait to read your stuff!

Thank you so much for the message 🦑

#splatteryasks

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noteyogurt55 · 2 years

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thegreatobsesso · 3 years

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Word Find Tag Game

Thank you for the tag, @drippingmoon! My words this time are: cunning, sharp, wise and prudent

(I realized I could make things a lot clearer by posting the POV above the snippets, so I’m gonna start doing that :D)

cunning (Didn’t have O.o That always shocks me when it happens) Smart Callie POV

“Oh!” Grace exclaimed, pulling away from her. “That’s alright. Angela knows. Headmaster Bennett said it was okay to tell her.”

God, what a dumb shit. Telling Grace was bad enough, and then he goes and tells her it’s okay to tell all her friends? One more item for her mental tally of things to yell at him about. “He’s such an idiot,” she huffed.

“That’s a mean thing to say,” Grace stated. “He’s not an idiot. I think he’s very smart, actually.”

“Then why don’t you start a fan club?” she said distractedly, turning her head at a noise. The patrolling guard walked past the archway at the end of the hall and disappeared again.

sharp Simon POV

“Are you scared of Callie Ray?” asked a girl sitting at his feet. She was very young, couldn’t be more than twelve or thirteen. These kids, Delaney’s youngest, weren’t even born when Peter was killed.

“No,” he said. “And you shouldn’t be, either. I know everyone’s talking about it on the news and that can be scary, but we’re safe here.”

“What was she like?” another asked. “You knew her, right?” This girl sat in the back, and had been quiet up until now. She watched him with sharp eyes, toying with a button on her suspenders.

“I did,” he said. “She was a person, like anybody else, and there’s not much to tell.” He waited a moment, letting the statement breathe before asking if anybody else had been to the remodeled observatory since it opened back up.

wise Callie POV

Delphinia Delaney: all that power and too wise to use it. Too strong to bend reality the way she’d like to see it. Too good to save the ones she loved just for herself.

prudent (Ha! the only mention I have is very silly.) Callie POV

“This is Jen, with Prudential Security,” Riley chirped into the burner phone. “Calling to alert you of a scheduled outage. Service may be intermittent tonight between the hours of midnight to six AM. Yes,” she confirmed, glancing at Callie. “Routine maintenance. There may be no loss in service, or it’s possible you’ll experience minor service interruptions while the servers reboot. Full service to be restored by six AM tomorrow morning.”

In the silence that followed, the administration assistant she had on the line clicked a few keys and indicated their understanding.

“Yes, thank you,” she said, allowing herself a sigh of relief. “Have a nice day.”

“Doubt it,” Callie said gleefully as she hung up.

No-obligation tagging @itstimetowrite, @winterandwords, @afoolandathief, @blindthewind and @sleepy-night-child and anyone else who wants to play with the words: shine, shade, trust, and life :D

(My new favorite thing is choosing the new words based on the lyrics to whatever song I am listening to at the moment. Good stuff, highly recommend 💯)

#tag game #my writing #my wip #writing #writeblr #original novel

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awful-roffle-archive · 2 years

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hi that post about whats a typical bathroom like in your setting got me Thinking and i. made a blurb. maybe ill develop more off it someday maybe i wont.

The light flickers on as Calypso steps into the room, a bright white light fading in as her eyes adjust. Various text flickers to life on the bathroom mirror above the sink, along with many, many notifications she had missed in her sleep. "Good m-" A voice from the mirror begins, only to have a hand shoved up in its direction as Calypso stumbles across the room towards the toilet. She wasn't awake enough to tolerate... anything. Not yet.

"...You have received seven missed calls from Kylen, approximately one-hundred and fourteen unread messages in 'Pineapple Sinclair', one unread communication request from Desiree, and you have 38.5 different tasks on your to-do list for the day." Larry continues, only to get a very stern glare from Callie as she stands up again and moves over to the mirror.

"What'd Des want?" She mutters as she pushes a button on the wall, unlocking a drawer sliding out with her toothbrush and various toiletries.

"Unclear. Her request just says she needs your presence as soon as possible." The mirror quips.

"Fuck." Calypso curses and lets the toothpaste drop onto her brush before shoving it into her mouth.

"Would you like to continue your wakeup routine?" Larry questions, only to get a vague 'Mmh.' in response. A moving symbol reminiscent of a heartbeat appears on the mirror as music fades in - more specifically, the RVQW station. It wasn't her favorite, but it had the strongest signal in her district. Something vaguely rock-sounding begins playing, though the vocals sound much like a dying cat being struck by a chainsaw.

Calypso groans as she spits into the sink, tossing her toothbrush back into the drawer.

"Are there even lyrics to this song?"

"It seems so. According to the songwriter, it's a song meant to provoke deep thinking about love and our time on the planet."

"It WHAT?" Callie rolls her eyes, stripping off her clothes to climb into the shower. There wasn't much fumbling needed to get the shower's temperature to the right spot - it was always kept right where she needed it. She was very much a fan of hot water over cold. "This is the opposite of thought provoking. It's.... I don't know. I feel like it's tearing my thoughts apart, actually."

That provokes a chuckle from Larry. Who knew that guy had a sense of humor?

As soon as she finishes her shower, she steps out and grabs the neatly prepared towel for her by the door - drying herself off and squeezing the excess water from her hair. She thinks to herself while she moves to the bedroom, grabbing her uniform of the day and pulling it on. Long sleeves, long pants, clunky boots. It wasn't exactly flattering in the slightest.

"Okay, talk to me. Missed calls - anything important? If I ask you to read out that group chat we're going to be here all day."

"Kylen left no further updates on requested calls."

"You know you can just say it's a voicemail, right? It's called a voicemail. Voice message, whatever."

"Yes. Kylen sent no voicemails."

"Yeah, I got that. Let Kylen know I'll respond later too. Busy morning." "Understood." Larry quips in affirmation from the intercom, letting out a beeping sound before his more portable form rolls out from a charging station near the bed. He was rather small and dome shaped, most notably featuring a little top hat and a bow tie button on his chest.

Calypso grins as she spots him, quickly tying her hair up into a bun. "Ready, buddy?"

Larry beeps excitedly and waves his arms in response. She digs her bag out from under the bed, throwing it open before gently placing him inside. He was smaller than most Arobots were - small enough to be carried around at least. He could easily follow alongside her but it was better he didn't get lost in the crowds. Making sure she had the rest of her belongings she snaps her fingers together, slinging the bag over her shoulders before heading out the door.

Several doors down, around a right corner, then a left corner, and a few more corners after that, was Calypso's favorite breakfast place. It wasn't truly breakfast foods, there were plenty of those in Enbridge, but Stacy always made the best all-in-one bowls. Callie liked the fruit based one the best. It was sweet and tangy - perfect for days she wasn't planning on working out being the first task of the day.

By the time she arrives, her bowl is already sitting on the counter with Stacy leaning on top of it with a wide smile.

"Busy day?"

"Always. Thanks, Stace." Callie smiles and swipes her card through the slot. Larry peeks out over Callie's shoulder, waving his arm over towards the shop keep.

"Oh hey buddy! Glad to see you're still kicking." She returns the wave, getting a happy set of beeps in reply as Larry settles back into his spot.

"Gotta run - call me later though, okay?"

"Deal. You have to tell me how it goes with Orion! You aren't going to skip out again, are you?"

"I don't know, I have things to do-"

"Cal."

"Okay, okay. Promise. I have to run. Talk to you later." Callie waves, taking off down the path. She'd skip over a few barriers and banisters in the way, ones you definitely weren't supposed to leap over; shortcuts were shortcuts, and she was going to run late. ...Maybe not late, but this path was more fun. She needed fun.

#my ocs #calypso #who is kylen who is stacy... idk but they exist in the enbridge lore #frozen over #worldbuilding

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dearestpartnerofgreatness · 3 years

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Author Interview Tag!

@shrinkthisviolet, thanks for tagging me! :)

Name: I don’t want to post my real name but you can call me A, lol.

Fandoms: Most often involved in the ATLA & Tangled fandom, although I’ve written for Hunger Games, Victorious, Wynonna Earp, and The Fosters in the past. Would be open to writing Miraculous Ladybug, Jane Austen novels, Anne of Green Gables/Anne with an E and for various Asian dramas in the future.

Where you post: I’m @eleonorastay on ao3!

Most popular one-shot: nedovtipa, the aftermath of the Bade breakup/an explanation for Beck’s character change in seasons 3 & 4 of Victorious

Most popular multi-chapter fic: shadows & steel, my Maiko Arranged Marriage AU fic. Still wild to me that so many people are liking it!

Favorite story you’ve written so far: Either shadows & steel, or Blossoming Jealousy, my Tangled fic about Rapunzel working through the change in dynamic between her and Eugene when Lance is added to the mix.

Fic you were nervous to post: A Little Drunk, which is a Galeanna fic I wrote when I was younger (before I had an ao3 account). My first and only M-rated fic, which...I’m not really an M-rated type of writer, lol. I often worry about it romanticizing a toxic relationship or being inappropriate for the fandom/characters it’s for. I have some ideas for continuing it but it still makes me nervous.

How you choose your titles: Song lyrics/titles, or words that sound poetic to me.

Do you outline: For chapter fics, YES. For shadows & steel, I have story notes on my phone + my laptop, and post-its next to my bed filled with dialogue snippets, as well as two timelines: one to keep track of how the overall story follows the same timeline as the episodes in the series, and one specifically for Mai’s journey.

Complete: Other than the aforementioned Bade and Tangled fics:

Wake Me Up - The evolution of Dolls waking up Wynonna. (Wynonna Earp)

Make You Miss Me and Take It Out On Me, two Wyatt/Callie-themed fics (The Fosters)

In-progress:

shadows & steel -- I PROMISE THE LAST TWO CHAPTERS WILL BE UP SOON. I live in America so the pandemic is raging plus I work two (and a half) jobs + am moving in two weeks, so a lot is going on rn.

a fanfic for Switched, a Japanese drama on Netflix that has zero content even though it’s so good

a Tangled Season 2 AU where Eugene is held captive (I randomly wrote the last chapter but nothing else??? Like a fool????)

Coming soon/not yet started:

bruise belies the break, a Suki-centric chapter fic set 1 year after the war about Suki working through her trauma. Will feature Sukka, a LOT of Suki/Team Avatar friendship, a Kyoshi-themed festival, cute Maiko and Kataang moments, discussions of Ty Lee and Mai’s complicity, Sokka trying to figure out his place in the world, and probably a million tagged/cited references to y’all here on Tumblr who have taught me or inspired me! (Probably rated T for trauma-related themes fyi)

currently untitled Kataang chapter fic (!!!) set 8 years after the war. A trip to the Northern Water Tribe brings up a series of questions, concerns, compromises, and conflicts for Aang and Katara about what the future of their relationship holds, especially what building an inter-nation family would mean for them. Will feature Sukka and Maiko living their best married lives, Toph living her best unmarried life, explorations of Air Nation and Water Nation culture, and some fun surprises. (Probably rated T--yes the characters are older and most of them are married but will be 100% sfw because that is how we roll)

Upcoming story that you’re most excited to write:

Probably bruise belies the break--I LOVE Suki and I am so excited to start delving into her storyline!

Tagging: @savethelastdan

#atla #avatar #a:tla #avatar the last airbender #eleonorastay #maiko #tangled #kataang #suki #sukka #avatar fanfiction #atla fanfic #a:tla fanfiction #author interview #author interview tag #wyallie #ask game #tag game

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spookyrobbins · 3 years

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Guess who’s most likely to say to/think about these song lyrics about the others. (Calzona edition)

1.) “She’s just a lady and I’m just a line without a hook” (Ricky Montgomery - Line without a hook)

2.) “I wanna love me the way you love me. For all my pretty and my ugly too, I’d love to see me from your point of view” (Ariana Grande - pov)

3.) “You’re still my favorite girl, better trust me when I tell you there ain’t no one else more beautiful in this damn world” (Rex Orange County - Best Friend)

4.) “I heard that you moved somewhere far away, Is your number the same as before? Our memories on my screen, two lovers in this mystic dream. Baby come back to me, come back to me. It kills me to see you leave.” (Tom Misch - Movie)

5.) “Of all the ones that begged to stay, I'm still longing for you. Of all the ones that cried their way, I'm still waiting on you. Maybe we're taking all the risks for something that is real, cause maybe the greatest love of all is who the eyes can't see.” (Pamungkas - To the bone)

6.) “You’re in my veins, and I can not get you out” (Andrew Belle - In my veins)

7.) “But I miss screaming and fighting and kissing in the rain. It’s 2:00 a.m. and I'm cursing your name. So in love that you act insane, and that's the way I loved you!” (Taylor Swift - the way i loved you)

8.) “Before I met her, she turns my grey skies to blue. As I held her in my arms, I saw sunshine suddenly my world becomes so bright. I guess when God had her made, every little thing went right” (Paolo Sandejas - My girl)

9.) “Everywhere that I go, everywhere that I be, if you were not surrounding me with your energy, I don’t wanna be there. Any place that I can’t feel you, I just wanna be near you. Yes, I’m a mess, but I’m blessed to be stuck with you” (Daniel Caesar - Blessed)

10.) “I never get bored of lookin' at you 'cause every time I see somethin' new. Like the scar on your spine, you fell off your roof when you were nine. You've lived a life before me. I don’t ever wanna leave, I’ll watch you sleep and listen to your breathe” (girl in red - watch your sleep)

🎮 anon

1.) “She’s just a lady and I’m just a line without a hook” (Ricky Montgomery - Line without a hook)

arizona !! let's be real arizona's a bit insecure and she thinks callie deserves so much and she's always worried that she's not enough

2.) “I wanna love me the way you love me. For all my pretty and my ugly too, I’d love to see me from your point of view” (Ariana Grande - pov)

callie, especially early on in their relationship

that was post-george, post-erica and callie was so uncertain of herself and yet arizona looked at her like she put the stars in the sky

because arizona has always been so enamoured with callie and she's miraculous and wonderful and everything

3.) “You’re still my favorite girl, better trust me when I tell you there ain’t no one else more beautiful in this damn world” (Rex Orange County - Best Friend)

arizona and her general vibe about callie

you can literally hear her say "you're still my favourite, calliope" and then smile that smile she always has for callie

omg arizona when callie and sofia move

and she is just so, so very alone and she misses her family, but that isn't her family anymore, sofia is her family and callie is with penny and everything hurts

callie, strong callie post-divorce vibes

6.) “You’re in my veins, and I can not get you out” (Andrew Belle - In my veins)

callie post-divorce again !!

i mean, c'mon, when bailey asked her who she saw, it sure wasn't penny

but she desperately needed it to not be arizona because they were divorced and arizona didn't care any more so callie shouldn't either but god, she still loved arizona and she hated it

this feels very cursed for calzona tbh

but arizona

again, callie early in their relationship

but also post-plane crash at some point, arizona

arizona !! she just wants to always be around callie !! she loves her so much !!

callie, who we know already watches arizona sleep

but she loves to count arizona's freckles and watch the way her eyelashes move while she's dreaming and how arizona always reaches out for her, trying to pull her closer

#🎮anon #ask games #no post on sundays

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thefloorisbalaclava · 4 years

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Everywhere - Chapter 8

Pairing: Javier Peña x Female reader

Warnings: none

A/N: The song for this chapter is Love That Burns by Fleetwood Mac (some lyrics at the end). I appreciate how many people reached out and asked when this chapter would be out. I’m sorry it took me a little longer to post this chapter I just felt a little discouraged after the lack of feedback and reaction to the last chapter. I had to fall in love with my story all over again and I did :)

Summary: You and Javier enjoy long-awaited reconciliation after weeks of avoiding and pretending not to like each other. You’re able to tell him how you feel but it’s not so easy for him.

Tags: @longitud-de-onda @pascalisthepunkest @misslolasworld @aeryntheofficial @ah-callie @mrsparknuts @loki-098 @theringostarfanclub @huliabitch @thinemineours @flapjacques @opheliaelysia

"Sorry I'm late!" you yelled as you ran into the office nearly crashing into Steve.

"Whoa there! Slow down." He looked at you and pointed to your face. "What's with the shades?"

"Uh...I didn't sleep well. My eyes are all...puffy." It was mostly the truth. They didn't have to know you were up most of the night crying.

"Oh...we all saw you leave with Carrillo last night," one of the men joked and some others laughed.

"Fuck off," you shot back dropping your stuff on your desk.

"Nah man...she couldn't have gotten laid or she wouldn't be in such a bitchy mood," the man continued.

"Okay, that's it…" You stormed over to where he was sitting but Steve stopped you just before you reached him. "Move Murphy."

"No. Get over here." He grabbed your arm and led you out of the office then pulled you into a part of the hall where you couldn't be seen before snatching your sunglasses off.

"No! Dammit Steve!" You looked down at the floor then to the end of the hall. You looked everywhere but at him.

"Have you been crying?" he asked and you snatched your glasses back from him.

"I don't wanna talk about it."

"If this is about Javi-"

"Why does everyone always think it's about him?!" Your voice cracked on the last word.

"Uh...because of how you just reacted to hearing his name."

You took a few deep breaths and choked back a sob. "That obvious, huh?"

"Are you gonna be able to work this closely with him again?" He put his hands on your shoulders as you slipped your sunglasses back on.

"Yeah. I can do this." When you walked back into the office Javier was there and you could feel how tense everyone became. You went to your desk and sat down feeling Javier's eyes on you the entire time.

"This came in," Javier said, handing you a sheet of paper.

"Thanks." You took it from him without actually looking at him.

"What's with the sunglasses?" he asked, sitting on the end on your desk.

"I-"

"Hungover," Steve answered before you could and you smiled down at your desk. Thank God for him.

"She didn't even drink that much." That asshole was talking again. "Unless she and Carrillo had a nightcap."

"You know what," you started, "Maybe we did but it's none of your fucking business. You can go fuck yourself since we all know that's the only way you're getting any!"

Steve chuckled then held his hand up and you gave him a high five. You had to have a backbone working in a job like this and you couldn't be afraid to show it. This is a man's world… the song echoed in your mind. But it would be nothing, nothing without a woman or a girl…

You hadn't noticed how Javier's mood changed after hearing that you and Carrillo may have spent the night together. It wasn't true but how was he to know. The fact that you wouldn't even look at him hurt even more though. All he wanted was to make you smile even if just for a fleeting moment. He just wanted something that showed him that you didn't hate him.

"Agent Peña," you called and he stood quickly making his way over to your desk.

"Yeah?"

You finally took your sunglasses off and looked at him before rubbing your face and sighing. "We can't keep doing this."

"Uh...doing what?"

"Whether we like it or not we have to work together and I'd rather things be a little less tense between us. A lot less tense actually. We're professionals, right?"

"Right." He put both hands on your desk and leaned in. "What do we do about it?"

"Talk I guess."

"Okay, well, I think a good start would be you calling me Javier again. No more of that Agent Peña bullshit." He raised his eyebrows, waiting for your reply.

"Fine. Javier it is."

"What else?" he asked but just then the office door opened and he stood up straight.

"We'll talk later," you said then looked past him to see who came in. "Colonel...hey."

"Carrillo." Javier shook Horacio's hand quickly then walked away. He pretended to be busy with something as he listened in on your conversation. He hated how the smile never left your face as you talked to Carrillo. Granted, it was a beautiful smile, but it wasn't for him therefore he hated it.

It hadn't been a long conversation but your smile lasted long after Horacio had left. You finally looked over at Javier who was being a little too aggressive about stapling a few sheets of paper.

"Piece of shit!" he grumbled. You quietly stood and walked over. He did a double take when he noticed you standing in front of him.

"Give it to me." You held your hand out for the stapler, easily unjamming it and handing it back. "There." His fingers brushed against yours as he took the stapler back and time seemed to slow down. You noticed how his eyes trailed over your form and you remembered just how much this man had seen. His hands had explored your body once, his lips had been on yours, you two had almost…

"Anyone want lunch?" Steve walked in, startling you and walked back to your desk quickly. When you looked at Javier he was still looking at you.

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Later that day, you took a nice, long bath and began making dinner for yourself. You always seemed to cook too much but at least it meant you would have leftovers.

You washed your hands off then poured yourself a glass of wine before putting some music on. It would be some time before the food was ready so you decided to go out and look at the sunset. You loved the colors. If you had been a little more aware of your surroundings, you would have heard the car pulling up, but you swayed to the music and practically floated to the door. You opened it to find Javier standing there with his fist raised ready to knock.

"Shit!" The wine glass nearly slipped from your hand as you jumped at the sudden appearance of Javier. "Jesus…what in the world?"

"Sorry," he started. He looked at the flowing dress you wore and smelled the food you were cooking. "You, uh, expecting someone?" he asked.

"What? No. You scared the shit out of me, Javi!" It had been some time since you addressed him that way.

"Well, you're all dressed up and…"

"It's nice spoiling yourself sometimes," you told him. "You wanna come in?" He nodded and walked inside, taking in everything around him.

"What the hell do you do with so much space?" he asked.

"I don't use all of it," you shouted from the kitchen. "Can I get you something? Beer, wine, water…"

"Beer's fine." He took off his jacket and sat at the table. Your steps faltered slightly as you walked out to bring him his beer. It was that damn pink shirt.

"Here you go." You handed him the beer then sat in the chair across from his. Not too close. Never again.

"Thanks."

"Who did you think I was expecting?" you asked.

Javier drank some of the beer and wiped his mouth with the back of his hand. "What?"

"You asked if I was expecting someone. Carrillo, right?"

"Look, I know it's none of my damn business. I just-"

"I'm not sleeping with him, Javier."

"You're not?" He put the beer down and stopped holding his breath as you shook your head.

"We're close. He's a good friend and that's it. Anything more would be complicated." You played with the material of your dress. "I know all too well the result of letting your feelings get the best of you." You looked at Javier and he nodded slowly.

"The other night...you said you could've loved me but in your letter you said you did love me." He waited for your answer. "You said we needed to talk. We might as well talk about the toughest shit first."

"Javier, let me ask you something first: do you love me?" You could tell he wasn't expecting the question. "You see, not easy is it? Imagine loving someone who doesn't love you."

He played with the label on the beer bottle as he spoke. "You deserve better…"

"Yeah, I do," you admitted, "But my heart doesn't seem to think so."

Javier scoffed and shook his head. "You're not like any woman I've ever known."

"Is that a good or bad thing?"

"Good," he confessed.

"Uh...you hungry?" You stood and walked to the kitchen.

"I could eat." He had followed you and was standing in the doorway. You struggled a bit with getting the dish out of the oven and he moved to help you.

"Oh...um...gracias."

He smiled at your use of Spanish. "De nada."

Standing on your tiptoes, you tried grabbing the plates. "This is what I get for letting Carrillo help me. He put them too high." Suddenly Javier moved behind you and lifted you by the waist. You gasped in surprise and at the sudden closeness. "Thank you," you whispered.

"Of course." His hands were still at your waist, his thumbs rubbing you comfortingly. Even through your dress you could feel the heat or his hands.

"Javier," you sighed and closed your eyes. You felt yourself pressing against him and heard the trembling breath he let out against the back of your neck. His hands wandered down your thighs and squeezed. This had to stop. Stop him now.

"Tell me to stop," he said quietly. "Tell me."

You turned to face him though it was hard in the little space he left you between him and the kitchen counter. His lips were so close to yours and you knew that if you let him kiss you this night would end in a way that would complicate things beyond repair.

"Stop," you breathed and put your forehead to his chest. "God knows I don't want you to but…" You raised your head to look at him again. "...until you're able to say those three words to me and mean them, I'm off limits."

"Off limits…" he repeated, backing away from you to lean on the wall.

"Yeah. I almost gave myself to you once in the heat of the moment but...I'm a little less naive now."

"Wanting to give yourself to me is naive?" he asked.

"It is. Especially when I know that you still...do what you do. I won't be just another notch in your bedpost." You turned back to the food and began putting some on a plate for him. "Here." You handed the plate to him without even looking. You didn't move again until he walked away. You made your own plate then joined him at the table.

You ate quietly and avoided his gaze until he slammed his fork down making clang loudly against the plate. Was he really that upset over you not wanting to sleep with him?

"Can you just...look at me?" he asked, taking you by surprise. "I need you to look at me."

You swallowed the food in your mouth then looked up slowly. "I'm looking…"

"Good. Thank you. That's all I wanted."

"What?"

"I can't stand when you don't look at me or talk to me, okay? Those days when you did everything in your power to avoid me were some of the hardest days for me. I can't fucking deal with the fact that I'm not even good enough for you to look at."

"Javier…"

"I have eyes on me all the time. The government's, the cartel's, the…", he hesitated, "...women, but I don't feel a thing until you look at me. When you look at me I feel like...like I matter."

You reached out and put your hand on his. "You do matter."

"To you?" he asked.

"Yeah, to me." You smiled despite the tears in your eyes. "How could you not matter to me, Javier? I fucking love you, fool that I am." You squeezed his hand. "Now eat."

He brushed his thumb over your knuckles before pulling his hand away and eating again. You weren't sure if the fact that he couldn't bear you not looking at him was a different way of saying he loved you but it was something. Maybe it was the Javier Peña way of saying 'I love you' but you still needed to be sure. You still needed to hear those words.

He looked at you and smiled and your heart fluttered. This man could break your heart a thousand different ways and you'd still find a way to love him.

Too many times I've given too much Baby, give me your love in return Too many times I've given too much Baby, give me your love in return Give me your mind and your heart But please don't leave me with a love that burns

And don't use me as your fool 'Cause my heart can't stand another lie Please don't use me, don't use me as your fool Baby, 'cause my heart can't stand another lie And if you can't love me tomorrow Please leave me now in my room to cry

#Javier Peña #Javier Peña x reader #Narcos #Pedro Pascal #headcanon

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therewillbnoexplanation · 3 years

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fic writer interview

thank you @ninemagicks and @snowybank for tagging me!

name: calli

fandoms: mostly carry on. i still have a marvel blog, but i’m not very active on it anymore. i used to write a ton of captain america stuff, but that time has passed. i do have an indie/alt music sideblog which is a fun time, but i mostly chill here.

where you post: on AO3 (where you will see the remnants of my captain america days)

most popular one-shot: my little halloween fic that was basically me dipping my toes into this fandom is currently the most popular. although, i haven’t written that much yet. despite loving this book for the last five years (i feel old), i never really engaged in the fandom until this past october.

most popular multi-chapter: seeing as i have only one multi-chapter for carry on right now, that would be Sing Me to Sleep. if we consider all my work on ao3, then it would be Pictures of People Taking Pictures, a stucky (steve rogers/bucky barnes) fic i wrote in 2017 for a reverse big bang. it was loads of fun to write, and the artist i was paired with is so talented!

fic you were nervous to post: definitely the halloween fic i was talking about earlier. i hadn’t read carry on in a few months or read a lot of fic at that point, so i was really worried about getting the characters right (and even remembering important plot points).

how do you choose your titles: almost always song lyrics. partly because i suck at titles, but also partly because i love finding ties between music and books. it’s always been one of my favorite things to do, so i really enjoy finding a song with lyrics or a mood that fit the fic.

do you outline: sometimes. usually my outlines are a very long run on sentence about what i want to happen, which gets abandoned once i actually start writing. whenever i stop writing, i leave a rambling comment on my document about where i want it to go next, and refer to that.

complete: if we count each of my countdown prompts as separate works, then 15.

do you take prompts: i haven’t yet, but i’d certainly like to! i am horrible at having original ideas, so drop an ask if you want me to write something lol

in progress: my last few days of the carry on countdown. i’m also about to start a songfic based on taylor swift’s “ivy,” which will be a victorian au.

coming soon: my snowflake exchange fic, which i’m both nervous and excited to share! i also have two more countdown entries coming.

i’m sorry if any of you have already been tagged, but here we go: @sharing-a-room-with-an-open-fire @seducing-a-vampire @mageicalwishes @nightimedreamersworld

#it me #tag games #not carry on #writing #breaking the fourth wall

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officialcliomuse · 3 years

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UNGODLY HOUR DELUXE EDITION

In advance of their upcoming world tour, The Muses release the Ungodly Hours Deluxe Edition album. Along with the album they released Sweet Melody as a single, dropping a music video to go along with the song as well.

Underneath the read more is a breakdown of all the songs added to the deluxe edition of the album - along with links to the song and explanations of which girls wrote it and why.

reggaeton lento. w. calliope muse, clio muse, chip skylark & skip sparkypants. // ten months into attempting to finish his new album, chip skylark finds himself in a precarious situation. a deadline fast approaching and not a single concrete idea to show his label. chip turns to the muses for help, hoping to sit in on one of their writing sessions in an effort to feel re-motivated about the work he does or at the very least pick up some tips on how to write a song. in the end, chip contributed very little to the writing process, following the girls lead on a large majority of it. skip joins for a few writing sessions as well, goths boys offering little more than translating English lyrics into Spanish for the girls and rearrangement.

attention w. calliope muse & clio muse // it’s rare for clio muse to ever have a moment where she sits down and evaluates her life and emotions. but it does happen on occasion. and writing attention was one of those times. it’s after one of the many fights with danny fenton that results in the two going a few days without talking to each other that clio gets a little bit wine drunk and writes the first draft of the song - unloading all of her feelings and reasonings for why she behaves the way she does around her current boyfriend. how she’d rather be in a rocky, mess of a relationship than be single. how so long as she’s getting any type of attention it’s better than him leaving and clio being left on her own. it’s not polished by any means but it’s a start. clio originally had no intentions of going further with it, but upon reading it over the next morning when she was more sober she realized that it wasn’t too bad of a song and went to calli to fix it up. it’s slightly embarrassing, being so open with her sister like that - and at first she almost doesn’t even want it on the album, but in the end her desire to have another writing credit on the deluxe edition wins out over the potential embarrassment of being so vulnerable in front of all their fans - and danny, who she bans from ever listening to the song if he can help it.

sweet melody. w. calliope muse & clio muse // six months - that’s how long clio muse was in a relationship with gaston legume - one of the longest she had ever been in at the time and one that she thought was going well. it was the first time she’d felt so sure in her feelings for someone else. he was older and got on her nerves almost all of the time, but he was handsome and charming - and really what more could she have asked for? well, loyalty to start with. for the last three months of their relationship gaston had been cheating left and right on clio, something she had seen warning signs of but every time she brought it up he denied them and lied until she dropped it, believing that she must just be overthinking things. until the day she caught him and realized that all those red flags over the past months had been real. though it’s been a year, clio’s still pissed off every time she so much as thinks about the man. and when she finds out her little sister’s best friend has also been cheated on by gaston, she can no longer sit back and do nothing. after helping the two destroy his car and writing a song with penny proud about it, clio goes home, grabs calli, and they write another song - sweet melody. it’s a song expressing the way she felt played and used - written in the best way either of them know how to describe it, musical metaphors.

forgive me. w. clio muse & penelope proud // act first and ask for forgiveness later. after the devastating blow of learning that she was being cheated on by gaston legume, an angry penny turned to her best friend teri and her sister clio, another victim of gaston's infidelity. rather than lament about broken hearts and lost love, the girls decided to put the power back in their own hands. they refused to let their self-worth plummet because of one man that was unworthy of their love and attention to begin with, taking their anger and turning it into action. baseball bats smashed the pristine finish of his red ferrari as laughter filled the still night air, empowerment and control washing over them with every blow to his prized possession. before the high could wear off, the girls sat down and penned out a message to gaston, their words crystal clear: forgive me for taking my power back and rediscovering my self-worth. forgive me for no longer letting you have the control. forgive me acts as an anthem for the fans, reminding them to take control; don't waste your time waiting for permission.

motive. w. calliope muse, melpomene muse & penelope proud // the muses utilize airy ethereal harmonies on the house influenced track in an effort to make a fun dance track out of subject matter that’s hardly meant to be light. in the early stages of knowing benny, mel finds herself struggling with the sane trust issues that have plagued all her relationships before, only now a thousand times worse. the decision to feature penny on the track is almost immediate. friendship with the sisters aside, the muses unanimously showed an interest in working with penny once she started posting new music on social media.

positions. w. calliope muse & melpomene muse. // promises never kept, that’s the story behind positions. as things with benny slowly started becoming more serious, mel found that she once again was shutting down and refusing to even entertain the idea of confronting her feelings. when benny confessed his own feelings mel reacted the way she always does — avoidance. after reflection and a lot of venting to layla and rex, mel turns to the one thing she’s always had, art. she takes special care in building the song from the ground up, spending more hours on compositing and production than she usually does (which is saying a lot because she often hides away in the studio for an entire day). mel’s thought process is that if she can’t tell Benny her feelings, she can present them to him in a song, and if that’s the case it has to be perfect. in the end, she panics and never shared the song with benny. ultimately deciding it’s much easier to not fall down the same old trap doors of love that she always does. but, there’s still truth to those lyrics even now; her love is infinite and there’s very little she wouldn’t do for Benny.

motivate. w. calliope muse & thalia muse. // motivate is very much inspired by thalia's low drama, party girl lifestyle. Its no secret thalia is very confident in her own skin and comfortable being single. She actually prefers it that way but, in this song she's inspired by her friends with benefits relationship with Adam Bete and how it makes her feel. The relationship between the two originally began after bonding over the loss of their fathers. made it clear they were only in it for a physical connection. One that makes her feel good.

rendezvous. w. thalia muse. // inspired by her past relationship with nick wilde, rendevous is about how neglectful he was in their relationship. Getting any kind of attention from him was hard. In this song thalia talks about how shes just trying to spend some time with him. A recent hook up brought everything back up which she channels into the song. Shes not trying to rekindle their paat relationship but just have some fun. He just needs to name the time and place.

#AYEEE HERE WE GOOOO #getting ready for their tour !!!#also thank u treyc for the graphic <3 #{ like a beacon in the cold dark night // musings }#{ goddesses of the arts and proclaimers of heroes // clio x the muses }

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