#csa implied

[it-never-gets-better]

MY BODY TURNED INTO A CORPSE WHEN YOU TOUCHED IT VIOLENTLY.

#actuallymentallyill #actuallytraumatized #sa vent #complex ptsd #sa awareness #actually ptsd #physical abuse #sa survivor #tw csa #csa implied

[hey-hamlet]

--

Overhaul crouched down, tilting his face up with a single gloved hand.

“I could remake you, you know.” His voice was soft, silk over steel.

“Would it be a mercy, to have a body once more untouched, to be clean again? Or would it just hurt more when you got forced back into the muck where you belonged?”

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dont praise the all mighty: blindspot

#my art #dont praise the all mighty #bnha #csa implied #csa tw #overhaul #midoriya izuku #i tried lining it but it just looked so much worse #so! messy sketch it is #blindspot fic #drawing fanart for your own fic is valid ill die on that hill

[infinite-trauma]

i can feel their hands on me

touching

laughing as they exhibitionize me for their perverted enjoyment

i feel weird inside

please stop i'm just a kid please

#csa tw #csa implied #csa vent #ask to tag

[oopsallsyscourse]

This post is going to be very trauma focused and will be discussing in system littles and consent when it comes to sexual acts. If this is a trigger or just too uncomfortable to read, feel free to pass on this one.

Ok, take two. About a month ago, we received an ask in response to this post.

So the ask went something like this?

"Feel free to delete this, but how can littles consent? Isn't it weird for someone to be attracted to a child part? How can they communicate their needs properly?"

Full disclaimer, not every little can and should consent. It's up the individual system whether it is a safe and healthy option for them.

Ok, answer time now.

Hi, I'm Peter. I have a small subsystem with me and a little, which I consider part of me. That little regularly engages in sexual acts with our partner system. This has been an increasingly healing process for dealing with trauma. We, as a system, have decided this is healthier for our system as a whole, as well as our little.

Now, how did we determine if this specific little could consent? Well, first, do they know what sex is? Because you can't consent to something you don't fully understand. Unfortunately, this particular little has sexual trauma, and because of that, he knows what it is. Next, would said little be negatively impacted by participating in sexual acts? Not all littles who hold sexual trauma should be participating. It can be a form of self-harm and reenacting trauma. From there, we had to determine if this particular little would benefit from this. Would it help process trauma and work towards general healing; for this little and the system as a whole. And for us, all of these were true.

Now, to the real meat of the discussion. "Isn't it weird to be attracted to a child part?"

Number 1, you have to remember that littles are not actual children. My partner isn’t attracted to a child; the attraction is physical to my body and to that parts personality, which isn’t that of a literal child.

Question number 2, "How would they communicate their needs properly?"

Easy. Communication. Again, littles are not actual children. Some can communicate just as well as any adult part. Others may need another system member to communicate their needs and boundaries.

It was very important for us to do this with someone we trusted fully; our partner system. Someone who would make frequent check-ins and would fully understand if a break or even a full stop was needed. Someone who both understood and respected our boundaries.

To wrap things up, it's important to remember that consent is an ongoing discussion. What's true at one time may not be true in another. It's important to evaluate whether things are still healthy and healing, for the system member and the system.

And for us it has been and continues to be.

#syscourse #csa implied #littles and consent #peter #forgive me on spelling and grammar and shit this was a bitch and a half to write #let alone twice

[angel-on-the-cutting-room-floor]

#;mywebs #web weaving #poetry #prose #poem #tw sa implied #csa implied #rape survivor

[traumatoonz]

"...You went way too far, Miss Lopez."

#south park #eric cartman #csa implied

[qissociation]

when i die i will haunt you for eternity, i'll make sure to never let you feel safe, just like you did to me.

#† venting. 🪓 #vent tw #tw vent #vent #ventcore #venting #psychological trauma #traumatized child #actually traumatized #trauma #implied csa #csa implied #tw csa implied #tw csa vent #tw csa #csa victim #csa survivor

[it-never-gets-better]

NO ONE GETS IT. NO ONE KNOWS HOW IT FEELS LIVING IN THIS BODY.

#actuallymentallyill #actuallytraumatized #sa vent #complex ptsd #sa awareness #actually ptsd #physical abuse #sa survivor #tw csa #csa implied

[ashtonisrottting]

you stole me from myself. tell me how do I forget that? how do I forgive myself for allowing that?

#vent #abuse #csa vent #csa implied #sa implied #tw #trigger warning

[vomitvampyre]

Collage I made about splitting alters in childhood

#tw #tw csa #csa implied #dissociative identity disorder #complex dissociative disorder #other specified dissociative disorder #did osdd #did system #ptsd #cptsd #complex trauma #csa vent #cptsd vent #traumacore #trauma art #trauma vent #ventcore #actuallyabused #csa survivor

[small-but-mightyy]

#my art #my words #vent art #dpdr art #dissociation #complex trauma #traumatic childhood #childhood trauma #actuallyabused #actually traumatized #actually borderline #childhood neglect #traumacore #ventcore #manipulation #gaslighting #mentally ill #csa implied #physicalabuse #emotional invalidation #abusive parent #ptsd #bpd #osdd did #cptsd

[loona-not-toona]

Why am I not allowed to be here?

Why am I not allowed to be alive?

Why am I not allowed to exist? To breathe? To think, feel, be?

Why am I not allowed to be comfortable, to wear clothes, to say no, to defend myself, to cry?

They discarded me. I only existed on the outside for a few hours of to***re before I was "killed" and blocked from front for a decade. So why are the programming messages so strong for me?

Is it the connection to the other DKs? Am I feeling all of our failed programming at once?

Was it really that bad?

#lurch.txt #ramcoa #tbmc #hc did #cult survivor #Csa implied #tw programming

[traumatoonz]

💔

#south park #eric cartman #liane cartman #csa implied

[paradoxesofgalaxies]

Memories of my father follow me like ghosts

I catch a scent of him in the air and my whole being recoils in disgust as my eyes quickly scan the room for a figure that isn't there.

A certain laugh and I can hear his voice dripping with mockery. Words of the past echoing through the present. An inescapable phantom always lurking behind me.

The horrifying visions of him that plague my nights.

Memories of my father follow me like a ghost

If only that's all he were

#galactic gab #vent poem #kinda #father tw #csa implied #trauma stuff #ghosts tw #ask to tag

[monochrome-clown]

Sorry about posting this.

#vent #William's tag #Exotrauma #Sa implied #csa implied #Sa mention #Csa mention

[ihatethiswebsite77]

So I watched T.M.I. and it was a hilarious episode, I just had one question...

What the heck was happening during that physical exam to make Cartman think they were even measuring the size of their wieners???

#Like huh?? #He even says “you wanna measure my pp fine but don't put me on blast” #like why would he think that's just a normal thing that happens during an exam #and why would he first think that was the thing they posted if they weren't even measuring it??? #usually i would call this train of thought a reach #but this show puts cartman in way too many of these kinds of situations that it's not even a that surprising for this to be a possibility #eric cartman #sp cartman #cartman #csa implied