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legendarycareers · 10 months
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the-ineffable-cross · 1 month
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I've finished NAPLAN forever and I'm so happy so take a Good Omens thought:
Hell definitely accredited NAPLAN to Crowley, and he just sat there like "Thanks, man"
They gave him a commendation and everything cause it just fucking sucks that much, and Crowley isn't gonna say that it was the humans who invented it cause extra brownie points, y'know?
(They also think he invented Australia)
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91vaults · 10 months
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I’m wondering what are peoples experience with education? specifically in regards to streaming or segregation (especially if you went to school in Australia)
I think a lot about this topic. I’ve always think the problem is the thing that isn’t talked about is the dissonance between what something should do in theory and how it plays out in real life
in systems that stream kids early the idea is that they can learn at their own pace which is good, but is the reality that your basically stuck there for the rest of you’re schooling? and so your opportunitys later in life are affected at such an early age. And who does that affect most? disadvantaged kids
not to mention the feedback loop of self perception. If kids get the message they can’t do something then they are going to check out.
My own experience wasn’t that dramatic. We didn’t have streaming early on BUT it wasn’t until i went to a fancy private school for high school that things took a turn. (this is just gonna be self indulgent trauma dumping from this point lol)
it might be different now but at the time you had your first 3 years of highscool then your last two years were spent getting what they call an ATAR which is a score out of 100 that determines your university entrance
Now i would be curious if this is more common in private schools than public schools but ATAR results are public and often used as a measure of a schools “quality” not to mention a selling point of schools…especially private schools
So that leads us to this situation. My school did exams in year 10 and probably before that, these exams determined which subjects we were “recommended” i don’t know how this compares other schools
I did poorly in those exams for reason both my fault and out of my control. So I was “not recommend” to sit the exams for uni entrance. What devastated me so much was it was the exact kick up the ass i needed yet I would never have the chance to turn things around. It really was a gut punch
The same thing happened to the daughter of a lady from work shortly after i left school, so she pulled her out of the (fancy private) school and enrolled her in a public one.
I did their vocational track, I am very fuzzy on the details so if i had a plan in mind I might have gotten more out of it but i had no plan because my self perception was shattered and i didn’t know what i wanted to do. The track was just work experince, and work experince sucks, and it sucks for somone who has very bad anxiety and poor social skills. I longed to be back in the classroom.
I don’t want to trash vocational routes or vocational education/training. The best people at my work who can run circles around me do not have degrees. There are many great careers out there and university degrees are probably overrated
that said I don’t think the vocational track really worked for me. I left school depressed and with nothing to show for it. I was totally checked out for the last two years and didn’t care, and still feel bad about the money my parents wasted in school fees, i really wish i had just gotten the fuck out of there and done proper cert, it was even suggested to me but the prospect of not even finishing school was too much to bear.
I know it’s kind of a moot point cause in Aus we have a lot of alerterante pathways to university and i even took one out of school and failed out of a semester of uni (for personal reasons not related to acedemics) but on some level it really affected me, especially after dropping out
I now have a bachelors and work in a well respected feild. I work with people from all kinds of backgrounds so i think i’ve pretty much out all that insecurities to rest
I just think schools should listen to what the students goals are and not shove people aside in the name of test scores. It’s not that Vocational tracks are bad, i think they are good and have a lot of undeserved stigma. But I think people have choices and not have those choices yanked away so early in life.
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mralbertinho · 9 months
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A part of me wants to respond to the many reductive, bad faith, and Just Plain Wrong responses to my post about the Zaslav-Nolan fight but like
I feel bad arguing with kids, y'know?
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hypelms · 12 days
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littleprincessfawn · 1 month
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Well, looks like I'm home-schooling my child.
This isn't an abrupt decision it's the result of a gradual eroding away of my child's ability to function within the school system. Of me considering all the options and working with the school as best as I can. Of reading about how teachers in the Australian education system are burning out at lighting rates, leaving the profession in droves, and choosing to home-educate their own children.
My child can't do school anymore. He just can't. He tried so hard. He's brilliant and not being challenged in maths. He's struggling and not being given help in spelling. Going to school isn't what's best for him and it hasn't been for a few years now.
This is going to be hard. I literally have leukemia.
But it's going to be worth it. It's going to be good for him. I can finally stretch him as far as he can go with his maths skills. I can finally help him 'get' spelling. Because he's been going to school, there hasn't been enough time for me to teach him at home.
The main downside is the lack of social opportunities. So for that I'll find groups, after school activities, coding clubs, chess clubs, for him to join and socialize with. I'll get better myself so I can organize playdates for him.
When your kid explains school using the metaphor of Loki's torture with the water dripping on his head for eternity (that he picked up on YouTube, and which I believe was actually venom, and I told him everything I remembered about that myth, so hey, we're learning more things already) I feel that's a decent indication that the schooling system is not working for them.
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shutterbulky · 3 months
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rimaakter45 · 6 months
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راهنمای جامع تحصیل در استرالیا
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استرالیا به خاطر مناظر خیره کننده، حیات وحش متنوع و شهرهای پر جنب و جوش معروف است که آن را به مقصدی جذاب برای دانشجویان بین المللی تبدیل کرده است. استرالیا با یک سیستم آموزشی در سطح جهانی، یک اقتصاد قوی، و یک ملیله فرهنگی غنی، تجربه منحصر به فردی را برای کسانی که به دنبال ادامه تحصیل هستند، ارائه می دهد. در این مقاله، ما بررسی خواهیم کرد که چرا باید در نظر بگیرید  تحصیل در استرالیا  و یک راهنمای جامع برای کمک به شما در تصمیم گیری آگاهانه ارائه کنید.
1. آموزش در سطح جهانی: استرالیا دارای فهرست قابل توجهی از دانشگاه ها است که به طور مداوم در بین موسسات برتر جهان رتبه بندی شده اند. این دانشگاه ها به دلیل کیفیت آموزش، تحقیقات پیشرفته و روش های نوین تدریس مشهور هستند. مدارک تحصیلی استرالیا در سطح جهانی به رسمیت شناخته می شود و این اطمینان را می دهد که مدارک تحصیلی شما توسط کارفرمایان و مؤسسات در سراسر جهان مورد توجه قرار خواهد گرفت.
2. طیف متنوعی از دوره ها: چه به تجارت، علم، مهندسی، هنر یا هر زمینه دیگری علاقه مند باشید، دانشگاه های استرالیا طیف وسیعی از برنامه ها را برای پاسخگویی به علایق علمی شما ارائه می دهند. انعطاف پذیری در انتخاب رشته به شما این امکان را می دهد که تحصیلات خود را با اهداف و آرزوهای شغلی خاص خود تنظیم کنید.
3. فرصت های تحقیقاتی با کیفیت بالا: استرالیا در زمینه های مختلف تحقیقاتی پیشتاز است و فرصت های زیادی را برای دانشجویان فراهم می کند تا در تحقیقات پیشگامانه شرکت کنند. این کشور تعهدی قوی به نوآوری دارد که در کمک هزینه های تحقیقاتی متعدد، بورسیه های تحصیلی و تسهیلات پیشرفته موجود برای دانشجویان مشهود است.
4. محیط چند فرهنگی: استرالیا یک جامعه چند فرهنگی است که پذیرای دانش آموزان از سراسر جهان است. این تنوع تجربه فرهنگی شما را افزایش می دهد، ارتباطات جهانی را تقویت می کند و افق دید شما را گسترش می دهد. شما این شانس را خواهید داشت که با افراد با پیشینه‌ها و فرهنگ‌های مختلف تعامل داشته باشید و تحصیلات خود را نه تنها از نظر آکادمیک غنی‌تر کنید، بلکه از نظر شخصی نیز رضایت‌بخش باشید.
5. استاندارد بالای زندگی: استرالیا به طور مداوم به عنوان یکی از کشورهای برتر جهان از نظر کیفیت زندگی رتبه بندی می شود. این کشور دارای استاندارد زندگی بالا، سیستم مراقبت های بهداشتی عالی و شبکه ایمنی اجتماعی قوی است. دانشجویان همچنین می توانند از فرصت های کار پاره وقت برای تامین هزینه های خود در طول تحصیل بهره مند شوند.
6. زیبایی طبیعی و ماجراجویی: یکی از جنبه های منحصر به فرد تحصیل در استرالیا، زیبایی طبیعی نفس گیر است. از خانه اپرای نمادین سیدنی گرفته تا دیواره مرجانی بزرگ و دوردست وسیع، فرصت های بی پایانی برای ماجراجویی و اکتشاف در طول سفر تحصیلی شما وجود دارد.
7. ایمنی و امنیت: استرالیا به دلیل ایمنی و نرخ پایین جرم و جنایت شناخته شده است که آن را به مقصدی ایده آل برای دانشجویان بین المللی تبدیل می کند. این کشور تاکید زیادی بر تضمین رفاه ساکنان خود از جمله دانشجویان خارج از کشور دارد.
8. گزینه‌های ویزا: استرالیا گزینه‌های مختلف ویزا را برای دانشجویان بین‌المللی فراهم می‌کند، که هدایت فرآیند مهاجرت را نسبتاً ساده می‌کند. ویزای دانشجویی (زیر کلاس 500) برای پذیرش دانشجویان طراحی شده است و به آنها اجازه می دهد تا به صورت پاره وقت کار کنند و در برخی موارد حتی اعضای خانواده خود را بیاورند.
9. فرصت های کاری: در حین تحصیل در استرالیا، می توانید به صورت پاره وقت (حداکثر 20 ساعت در هفته) در طول سال تحصیلی و تمام وقت در زمان استراحت برنامه ریزی شده کار کنید. این می تواند به شما کمک کند تجربه کاری ارزشمندی کسب کنید، هزینه های زندگی را جبران کنید و شبکه حرفه ای خود را بسازید.
10. فرصت های کاری پس از تحصیل: استرالیا فرصت های کاری پس از تحصیل را به فارغ التحصیلان بین المللی ارائه می دهد. ویزای موقت فارغ التحصیل (زیر کلاس 485) به فارغ التحصیلان واجد شرایط اجازه می دهد تا کار کنند، تجربه کسب کنند و به طور بالقوه به یک گزینه ویزای دائمی تر منتقل شوند.
11. بورسیه ها و کمک های مالی: دانشگاه های استرالیا و دولت طیف وسیعی از بورسیه ها، کمک های مالی و برنامه های کمک مالی را برای دانشجویان بین المللی ارائه می دهند. این فرصت ها می توانند به جبران هزینه های تحصیل و هزینه های زندگی کمک کنند.
12. فرآیند درخواست: برای تحصیل در استرالیا، معمولاً باید چند مرحله کلیدی را دنبال کنید. ابتدا در مورد برنامه ها و دانشگاه هایی که با اهداف شما همسو هستند تحقیق کنید. سپس، درخواست خود را آماده و ارسال کنید، که ممکن است شامل نمرات آزمون استاندارد، ریز نمرات دانشگاهی و بیانیه هدف باشد. پس از پذیرش، می توانید برای ویزای دانشجویی خود اقدام کنید.
13. هزینه زندگی: هزینه زندگی در استرالیا بسته به شهر و سبک زندگی متفاوت است. سیدنی و ملبورن گران تر هستند، در حالی که مناطق منطقه ای مقرون به صرفه تر هستند. بودجه بندی برای اقامت، غذا، حمل و نقل و سایر هزینه ها بسیار مهم است.
14. گزینه های اسکان: استرالیا طیف وسیعی از گزینه های اقامتی را ارائه می دهد، از جمله مسکن در محوطه دانشگاه، آپارتمان های خارج از دانشگاه، اقامت در خانه و مسکن مشترک. انتخاب محل اقامت مناسب به ترجیحات و بودجه شما بستگی دارد.
15. بیمه سلامت: دانشجویان بین المللی ملزم به داشتن پوشش سلامت دانشجویان خارج از کشور (OSHC) در حین تحصیل در استرالیا هستند. OSHC به پوشش هزینه های پزشکی کمک می کند و تضمین می کند که شما به خدمات مراقبت های بهداشتی با کیفیت دسترسی دارید.
16. مقررات کار پاره وقت: دانشجویان بین المللی اجازه دارند در طول تحصیل تا 20 ساعت در هفته کار کنند و در تعطیلات ترم هیچ محدودیتی برای ساعت کاری وجود ندارد. این یک فرصت عالی برای کسب تجربه عملی و حمایت مالی است.
17. سازگاری فرهنگی: انطباق با فرهنگ جدید می تواند چالش برانگیز باشد، اما جامعه دوستانه و فراگیر استرالیا این روند را آسان تر می کند. دانشگاه ها اغلب خدمات پشتیبانی برای کمک به دانشجویان بین المللی برای انتقال و ادغام در زندگی استرالیایی دارند.
18. الزامات زبان: تسلط به زبان انگلیسی برای موفقیت تحصیلی در استرالیا بسیار مهم است. اکثر دانشگاه ها نیاز به اثبات مهارت زبان انگلیسی از طریق آزمون های استاندارد مانند آیلتس یا تافل دارند.
19. مقررات ویزا: درک و رعایت مقررات ویزا حیاتی است. اطمینان حاصل کنید که در مورد شرایط ویزای خود، از جمله محدودیت های کاری و گزینه های پس از تحصیل، مطلع باشید.
20. ارتباط با دانش آموزان دیگر: پیوستن به سازمان ها و باشگاه های دانشجویی می تواند به شما کمک کند با مردم ملاقات کنید، دوستان پیدا کنید و زندگی اجتماعی خود را غنی کنید. این می تواند به ویژه در سازگاری با محیط جدید شما مفید باشد.
در نتیجه، تحصیل در استرالیا ترکیبی منحصر به فرد از برتری علمی، کیفیت بالای زندگی و تجربیات فرهنگی هیجان انگیز را ارائه می دهد. چه به دنبال تحصیل در سطح جهانی باشید، چه خود را در فرهنگ های متنوع غوطه ور کنید یا زیبایی های طبیعی چشمگیر سرزمین داون آندر را کشف کنید، استرالیا مقصدی ایده آل برای دانشجویان بین المللی است. با پیروی از این راهنمای جامع، می توانید سفر خود را آغاز کنید تا فرصت های بی شماری را که تحصیل در استرالیا ارائه می دهد، باز کنید. لطفا به اینجا مراجعه کنید تحصیل در استرالیا  برای اطلاعات بیشتر.
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talentconnectworldwide · 11 months
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ioesstudyabroad · 2 years
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Over USD 11 Million under ‘Maitri’ Scholars Program for Indian Students: Australia
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fatehbaz · 2 years
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In September 2022, the Australian High Court upheld a law that effectively allows “preventative incarceration,” or the imprisonment of people even after their sentence has been served, based on whether or not a court thinks the prisoner might be at risk of committing a future crime.
Indigenous people make up 4% of the population of Western Australia, but 40% of the state’s prisoners are Indigenous.
At Western Australia’s Banksia youth prison, 75% of incarcerated youth are Indigenous.
Australia allows for the imprisonment of children as young as 10 years old.
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Casuarina prison is a sprawling, concrete jungle on the southern outskirts of Perth, Western Australia (WA). It is a maximum-security, adult facility, home to people who may never leave its confines. However, on July 20, the penitentiary “welcomed” a new cohort of prisoners: 17 kids under the age of 18, who had been moved from the Banksia Hill Juvenile Detention Center to Casuarina [...].
When current WA Premier Mark McGowan was elected in 2017, his Labor party promised to lower the rate of Indigenous incarceration in the state, which is the highest in the nation. First Nations people are 16 times more likely to be incarcerated in WA than non-Indigenous people, a number that has only risen despite the promise of the government.
Dr. Hannah McGlade, a Noongar academic and human rights lawyer, isn’t surprised by the state’s failure to uphold its promise. “Our government cares little for Aboriginal lives,” McGlade told The Diplomat. [...]
In the past month, the Australian High Court upheld a law designed to keep the worst offenders in prison indefinitely, even after their sentences have been complete.
Known as the High Risk Serious Offenders Act (HRSOA), the legislation was challenged in Australia’s apex court when Peter Garlett, a 23-year-old Noongar man, was imprisoned after stealing AU$20 and a necklace while pretending to be armed. Despite this being his first adult offense, when his sentence was up, the Western Australian government asked the High Court to keep Garlett, now 28, in prison.
The court agreed, effectively paving the way for preventative incarceration in Australia.
Though five of the seven High Court judges upheld the constitutional validity of the HRSOA, many academics, lawyers, and activists who deal with the lives of First Nations people inside the legal system on a regular basis, note that this will only further trap Indigenous Australians in the carceral system. Garlett had been in near-continuous detention since he was 12, and this became the rationale for keeping him in prison beyond his criminal sentence.
One of the judges even hypothesized that the law could “potentially lead to the imprisonment of one seventh of the entire prison population of Western Australia for offenses that they have not committed.” [...]
“This is a crystal-clear example of an indirectly discriminatory law: one that is not discriminatory in its express terms but is discriminatory in its practical effect.” [...]
Though Indigenous people make up less than 4 percent of the state population, nearly 40 percent of Western Australia’s prison population is Indigenous. That is particularly troubling given the horrific record of Australian prisons. Since the Royal Commission into Aboriginal Deaths in Custody in 1991, over 500 First Nations people have died while imprisoned in Australia. In 2020-2021 alone, 13 prisoners died in custody in WA – five of them Aboriginal.
No custodial or police officer has ever been found criminally responsible for any of these deaths.
The structural forces pushing Indigenous people into Australia’s prisons start early. In the Banksia Hill Juvenile Detention Center, three-quarters of the inmates are Indigenous. Despite its mandate to rehabilitate people for their eventual release, reports show some of the prisoners receiving as little as five hours of education a month. In April, the state’s prison watchdog outlined a series of “cruel, inhumane, and degrading” treatments in the facility’s Intensive Support Unit. Children have reportedly made suicide pacts due to their treatment, with some being kept in isolation for 23 hours a day. [...]
Penglis and McGlade point to the age of imprisonment in Australia being only 10 years old as devastating. [...]
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Text by: Dechlan Brennan. “How Western Australia Criminalizes Indigenous Children.” The Diplomat. 7 October 2022. [Italicized first lines/heading in this post added by me.]
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true-blue-straya · 19 days
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things that do not exist because i have never seen them - a thread
beavers - have you ever seen one of these fuckers before. they're talked about like anything yet they don't actually exist?
squirrels - like beavers, everyone talks about them but nobody has ever seen one before, minus the adhd stereotype
an american-born graduate of the american education system that can pinpoint new zealand on a map - this one is just obvious.
a greggs sausage roll - what is all the hype behind this one colonial fast food chain sausage roll? surely it's not that good, if it even exists. british people who say it does are lying they are not to be trusted.
quails - what the actual fuck is a quail. i've only ever seen their eggs and they come in the same packets as those peppa pig yoghurt coated sultanas. what the fuck is an actual quail
an actual florida man - i know queensland exists but thats the clone of florida in australia what is an actual florida
the 7' tall snake that is rumoured to live somewhere along the nullabor. this one's just a straight up lie, mate.
i will continue this thread in future!
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intersectionalpraxis · 4 months
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"97% of all water in Gaza is not safe for human consumption." with caption below- "Systemic change for collective liberation" -percentage/figure is from the United Nations [@/ theslowfactory on X. 01/08/24.]
"On 28 July 2010, through Resolution 64/292, the United Nations General Assembly explicitly recognized the human right to water and sanitation and acknowledged that clean drinking water and sanitation are essential to the realisation of all human rights. The Resolution calls upon States and international organisations to provide financial resources, help capacity-building and technology transfer to help countries, in particular developing countries, to provide safe, clean, accessible and affordable drinking water and sanitation for all." "In November 2002, the Committee on Economic, Social and Cultural Rights adopted General Comment No. 15 on the right to water. Article I.1 states that "The human right to water is indispensable for leading a life in human dignity. It is a prerequisite for the realization of other human rights". Comment No. 15 also defined the right to water as the right of everyone to sufficient, safe, acceptable and physically accessible and affordable water for personal and domestic uses." "Sufficient. The water supply for each person must be sufficient and continuous for personal and domestic uses. These uses ordinarily include drinking, personal sanitation, washing of clothes, food preparation, personal and household hygiene. According to the World Health Organization (WHO), between 50 and 100 litres of water per person per day are needed to ensure that most basic needs are met and few health concerns arise." "Safe. The water required for each personal or domestic use must be safe, therefore free from micro-organisms, chemical substances and radiological hazards that constitute a threat to a person's health. Measures of drinking-water safety are usually defined by national and/or local standards for drinking-water quality. The World Health Organization (WHO) Guidelines for drinking-water quality provide a basis for the development of national standards that, if properly implemented, will ensure the safety of drinking-water." "Acceptable. Water should be of an acceptable colour, odour and taste for each personal or domestic use. [...] All water facilities and services must be culturally appropriate and sensitive to gender, lifecycle and privacy requirements." "Physically accessible. Everyone has the right to a water and sanitation service that is physically accessible within, or in the immediate vicinity of the household, educational institution, workplace or health institution. According to WHO, the water source has to be within 1,000 metres of the home and collection time should not exceed 30 minutes." "Affordable. Water, and water facilities and services, must be affordable for all. The United Nations Development Programme (UNDP) suggests that water costs should not exceed 3 per cent of household income."
Outlined by the United Nations very CLEARLY -yet Gaza, like Tigray and Sudan, and nearly a billion people concentrated in specific spaces in the world are SUFFERING because of rampant inaction of western imperialistic governments and figurehead organizations. This IS a massive human rights violation -the IOF is DEPRIVING Palestinian people of basic necessities and is starving them... it's absolutely stunning to me that something like this isn't front page on ALL major news sources. If this was somewhere in Europe or Australia or Canada then there would be international outcry -97%!!! Despicable.
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Sorry for the ask, but I’ve seen you retweeting and reblogging some ways to support Palestine but I’m not from the US so is there any way I can generally help?
Like I know about the click website, but that’s about as far as my knowledge of ways to help goes,,,
Hello anon :) the US isn't the only coloniser supporting Israel at this time, and if you live in Canada, the UK, or Australia, this is a great resource to help you send letters to your local officials.
Another way you can help is to simply remain educated about the genocide of Palestine and Israel's history of colonialism and segregation. I think it's also good to reach out to those who still think this conflict is 'too complex' and don't engage with it outside of mainstream news sources. The media these days is predominantly on the side of the oppressors, and I think it's good to remain patient and spread knowledge about the truth of the situation.
I say that with a few qualifiers though - if you're ever in a space where doing so would directly threaten your safety, you don't have a responsiblity to put yourself in danger. It's not cowardly to pick your battles. And while I personally have talked to a few Zionists, just to gain some insight into the kind of propaganda/talking points they like to bring out, I don't think you should approach that discussion with the goal that you'll definitely get through to them. Israel's dehumanisation of Palestine is decades in the making, and there are systems in place that ensure certain Jewish people grow up with hating Palestinians being ingrained in their identity.
Spread the word, remain hopeful and vigilant, and believe wholeheartedly in the possibility of Palestinian freedom.
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Goodbye, Goodbye // Jake Seresin
-> A Terms of Endearment Blurb
Summary: Jake & Amilia have been trying for a year, when they do fall pregnant it leads to a much bigger discovery and an even bigger heart heartbreak.
Warnings: Pregnancy journey. Pregnancy talk. Miscarriage. Ovarian Cancer. Jake Seresin x OC reader. PLEASE READE THE WARNINGS
Word Count: 4.2k
Author Note: Day Twenty One of Whumptober. Prompt I chose: Near Death Experience. Thank you to @ailesswhumptober for the prompt list.
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The love between Jake Seresin and Amilia Fisher was as fierce as love could be. It was no secret to anyone around them that they had a love that burned so deep and so profound that they would forever and always be each other’s end game. Each other's soul mates. For all that they had been through and worked on, new love grew in the form of healed wounds and new trust. 
They had, for what it was worth—survived The Great War. 
“I can’t keep doing this.” Amilia sighed as she crawled into bed beside her husband with yet another negative pregnancy test. “It’s been twelve months of constant let downs.” She frowned at the stupid plastic first response she knew she shouldn’t buy but kept repurchasing anyway. “I don’t know what’s wrong with me, but I can’t keep doing this to myself Jake.” 
Amilia laid her head on Jake's shoulder as he sat up in their bed. The two of them had been trying for one whole year. One whole year of negative pregnancy tests. One whole year old preconception vitamins. One whole year of sperm health tables. One whole year of tips and tricks Amilia’s Flo app had given her. One whole year of prime positions and menstrual cycle tracking and temperature monitoring and diet changes. 
One whole year of nothing by failed attempts and broken hearts. 
“I know, and hey—I know we’re both on the same page about wanting this.” Jake cooed as he took the negative test from his wife’s hand. “But maybe it just isn’t our time?” 
“So do we keep trying or do we go see a fertility specialist and try to figure out what’s going on?” They had been told to try and convince naturally for twelve consecutive months before reaching out to a specialist. That was the recommendation. But with every month that passed them by, Amilia grew more and more frustrated and concerned that something could be wrong. 
“I think we keep trying, but do that in tandem with talking to a specialist.” Jake cooed. “I love you, I want this yeah?” 
“I want this too—so bad.” Amilia could feel her bottom lip quivering. She wanted to be a mother so badly, she wanted to give Jake the chance to be a dad. He was already the best uncle to Odette and Riley, even if he was halfway across the world three months at a time. “I just don't know if I can't handle another negative test, my body is literally designed to have children and I can't even get a stupid fertilised egg to embed in me.” Jake had to laugh sympathetically as Amilia snuggled into his side with a huff. She was doing her best, he knew that.
“For all we know it could be me who's shooting blanks.” He reminded her. “We’ll talk to someone who can help us alright, but for now, let's just appreciate the time we have together before kiddos and prams and family passes and all the sleepless nights we’ll surely have.” 
“I know you're frustrated.” Amilia mumbled into Jake's side. His tan torso was hot to the touch, her walking talking furnace. “You don't have to be the optimistic one all the time.” 
“Trust me–” Jake admitted in the low light of their bedroom the two shared in Townsville, Australia. ”I am, but I'm not frustrated with you.” Jake felt like he had to make that clear as clear could be. “I think I'm just frustrated that we’re kinda told that if you have sex you get pregnant and die.” It was an over exaggeration of the poor sex education system, but Jake pretty much nailed it. “And now that we’re trying, it just sucks that it hasn't happened the way I always thought it would.” 
“Makes me jealous of Fe for getting pregnant so easily.” Amilia felt awful saying it, but she knew her husband wouldn't spill her horrid thoughts. “Riley was a thought and then she was real in the span of a year and Nicky well, we both know Nicky was a little oopsie baby, our children, if we keep going at this rate will have sixty five year old parents in their teens.” 
“How do people do it.'' Jake sighed as he sunk a little lower into the bed and pulled his wife into his chest. “Oopsie babies, I mean–I just don't get it, how do you not know?” 
“We’re horrible people aren't we?” Amilia chuckled to herself as she curled into her husband. They were ready for the next big phase in life, but something was holding them back from stepping into parenthood. Some divine intervention that was telling them now wasn't their time. But my god did they both want it just as bad as each other. 
“Hmm, maybe.” Jake kissed Amilias shoulder softly as he revelled in the scent of her body wash. “But no one needs to know, and all those people out there getting pregnant the first time round? They’re just overachievers.” 
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Amilias period was four days late. She initially didn't think much of it because she knew when she got stressed it messed with her cycle, but something deep inside her was telling her to take just one more test. Something was telling her that if she took just one more, that it would be the positive she had been praying for. 
“If you’re fucking with me man I’m gonna be pissed.” She wasn’t a religious person, but Amilia believed that there was something bigger than herself out there. So as the little stick sat upside down on the counter of her bathroom vanity—she spoke to whatever the hell that bigger idea was. “I’m serious, I can’t take it.” 
The timer felt obnoxious, but Amilia jumped as the silence in her bathroom was broken by the set standard alarm her phone rang with. Three entire minutes had passed and she was standing on the edge of a cliff she knew that she’d jump off if that  plastic stick was negative. She couldn’t do it anymore, it was torture. 
“Alright, fuck it.” She groaned as she reached out to check the pregnancy test. To Amelia's surprise though it wasn’t what she had originally been expecting. “Oh my god—“ It was positive. Her first positive. “No fucking way.” Two very pink very clear very there lines were looking back at Amilia as she cupped a hand over her mouth and crouched down. Her knees felt weak, she had to remind herself to breathe or else she was going to pass out from the pure joy that was pulsing through her veins. 
“Holy shit, I’m pregnant!” Amilia had thought about all the different ways she could have told her husband that they were expecting, she even had one of those ‘Hi Daddy’ newborn onesie tucked away somewhere deep in their closet for a rainy day. But as her feet hit the pavement of the Townville Naval base, Amilia made a B-line for the administration building to get herself a visitors pass. 
“Your wife’s looking for you.” Gucci told Jake as he caught up with him in one of the hallways. “She’s in G building.” 
“Oz is on base?” Jake replied with caution lacing his words. 
“I just saw her, she asked if I saw you to send you her way.” Jake wasn’t about to stick around and play twenty one questions with his wingman. He let his feet carry him over to G building where he’d been told his wife was looking for him. Jake's locker was in G building, so was the canteen he frequented and the rec room he liked the most—so it was only natural for Amilia to assume that would be the easiest place to start. 
“Oz?” Jake cooed as he rounded a particular corner and saw the back of his wife’s head. “What are you doing here? Are you alright? What’s wrong?” 
Without question or any explanation, Amilia ran towards her husband with a smile so bright and a laugh so full of joy that it nearly knocked Jake to the ground. She jumped into his unexpecting arms that were quick to catch her as her legs wrapped around his wide but muscular frame. 
“Babe!?” 
“I’m pregnant!” Two words, it took just two words for Jake Seresins heart to implode in his chest. “We’re pregnant Jake we fucking did it!” 
“You’re pregnant?” Jake never thought his heart could get any bigger, but he knew in that very moment his heart grew—it imploded and grew back twice the size it originally was to cater for the little life the two of them had created. “Are—are you sure?” 
Amilia Fisher couldn’t be sure until she had a blood test done, but when the ten pregnancy test she took all from different brands came up as fat as fuck positives—she knew they couldn’t be lying. She was pregnant. 
“I’m sure, I’m so sure Jake, we’re gonna be parents!” 
Jake sat his wife back down on the ground but he never let her go. He kissed her with enough passion and love to have her heart fluttering inside her chest and her lungs burning with desire. His hands cupped her flushed with heat cheeks so she couldn’t pull away—and through the entire embrace, Amilia couldn’t stop smiling against her husband's lips. 
“Holy shit we’re pregnant!” Jake let his forehead settle against his wife’s. “Oz, I love you so very much.”
“We’re gonna have a baby Seresin.” Amilia laughed as she ran the pad of her thumb across Jake's cheek. “Us, you and me, with a baby.” 
“Half you half me huh.” Jaked cooed, he was over the moon. Amilia widened her eyes in response before she laughed, they were having the baby they had dreamed of having. 
“Oh god what a combo—“ 
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“You’ll need to make an appointment with an OBGYN for an ultrasound at around six to eight weeks.” With a single blood test, the pregnancy that Jake and Amilia had been waiting for had been officially confirmed. “But congratulations, you are very much pregnant, Mrs Seresin.” 
“You hear that Oz?” Jake cooed as he squeezed Amilias hand in the doctor's office. “Very pregnant.” 
The two were keeping everything on the downlow, Amilia, albeit very excited and full of joy to finally experience her biggest wish—wanted to wait till she was out of the first trimester until her and Jake started telling the people closer to them. However, that didn’t stop Jake from telling you, his closest friend, his sister, his person. 
“Amilias pregnant!?” You shouted down the phone. “Oh my god congratulations! How far along is she?” 
“Uh—we just left the doctors office like five minutes ago, four weeks?” Jake looked over to where his wife sat in the passenger's seat, beaming at your reaction over the loudspeaker. “She’s here with me.” 
“Oz! You’re pregnant oh my god!” You wanted to cry, Jake was going to be an amazing dad and Amilia was going to be the best mum. That kid was already so loved at conception. “I’m so happy for the two of you, I’m gonna have to tell Rooster you know that right?”
“I never thought this day would actually come but yeah, we’re pregnant.” Amilia reached out for her husband's hand before he brought it up to his lips. “And yeah, that’s fine, but don’t tell the cowboy alright I wanna tell Rhett myself.” 
“So he can tell you that you’re an idiot?” You laughed as you sat in the livingroom at midnight, feeding little Nicky. Bradley was on a mission which left you outnumbered three to one. 
“Yeah, but I know he cares.” Amilia and Rhett Abbott were quite close for two people who pretended like they couldn’t stand one another. 
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The happiness didn’t last for very long. Seven weeks into Amilias first and what would ultimately be last, something went wrong. The kitchen was buzzing with music as she chopped up a quick garden salad to go with dinner, sausages Jake was cooking on the barbecue. She hadn’t changed out of her pyjamas all day, and had barely gotten out of bed. But as six o’clock rolled around on Saturday afternoon, Amilia felt a little more like herself and hoisted herself up. 
“Almost finished with these bad boys.” Jake called out over his shoulder through the window that led back into the kitchen, he could see his wife, the love of his life in the corner of his eye. “How’s that salad looking?” 
“Diced and chopped daddio—“ Amilia teased as she flicked the rest of the cherry tomatoes off the chopping board into the bowl. “I’ve just gotta add the—“ Oh, that didn’t feel good. 
“Add the what babe?” Jake thought he just didn’t hear what Amilia had said, he thought he had just missed the tail end of her sentence, but she’d stopped mid sentence at the feeling of her lower abdomen cramping, like a bad period pain. “Oz?” Jake frowned as he cut the gas and took the sausages off the hot plate. 
“The cheese.” Amilia clenched her jaw as she tried to breathe through the pain, it only got worse with every breath she took. “I just have to add the—Ahh!” It felt like someone had stabbed a hot knife into her and had begun to drag the aerated edge across her body. “Ahh—“
“Amilia!” Jake had all but forgotten the tray of sausages he was carrying in when he saw his wife on the floor in a heap, curling into herself to try and stop the pain. “Hey, what’s wrong, hey—?” 
Breathe, in out, in out. She was fine. 
“Babe I can’t help if you don’t te—“ The blood told Jake all he needed to know before Amilia could even begin to get her words out. “Oh god—no.” 
“Jake—“ Her husband's name was the only thing Amilia could will herself to speak as she saw the blood between her legs, seeping into her pyjama pants. The same pyjama pants she’d been in all day because she just hadn’t felt well. “I’m fine, we’re okay, we’re fine, we’re, aaahh—!” 
Everyone needs just one person in their lives who say things like ‘You got this’ ‘I believe in you’ and ‘You will find courage and energy in yourself that you normally wouldn’t have had before.’
But more importantly, that person needs to also say the things that no one wants to hear. And if things were to go wrong? They would be there in the mud for whatever reason. 
Jake was that person for Amilia Fisher-Seresin. He had the ability to say something’s wrong when she couldn’t bring herself to believe it. 
“Honey, I think we need to get you up to the hospital.” He had the ability to worry, to care and understand that something was horribly wrong and that there shouldn’t be this much blood or this much pain when it came to implantation bleeding and spotting. Amilia was having what Jake could only assume to be a miscarriage and all he could do in that moment was put his own feelings of grief and sorrow aside to help the only woman he’d ever truly loved. “It’s alright, I’ve got you.” 
“No no no no no—“ Amilia cried as she bawled her fists into the cotton of Jake's t-shirt before her tears strained the white fabric. He could smell the iron in the air. “Jake—“ She sobbed. “Our baby, somethings wrong.” 
“Let me take you to the emergency room sweetheart.” Jake had to hold his own tears back, this wasn’t what he pictured would happen when Amilia had told them they were gonna have a baby together. “Please? I have to make sure you’re alright baby, your bleeding and—“ Jake knew he had to say it. “You are what’s important right now, you and your health baby because I can lose that baby, I can deal with that grief but I can’t lose you both alright.” Jake felt his wife’s heart shattering as she screamed into his embrace right there on the kitchen floor. “I can’t lose you both alright so I need you to let me get you some help.” 
Jake thought he was a pretty tough guy, but as his wife cried in his arms bleeding as she lost their baby on the kitchen floor, he knew he wasn’t strong enough to handle this without a support system. He needed you. He needed your strength and resistance and your determination and strength to get through this. He needed you to hold him up because his knees felt weak but he had to get up. He needed to be there for his wife through everything. 
“I’m sorry—“ Amilia sobbed as Jake carried her out to the car koala style. He was going to be covered in blood but that didn’t matter. Nothing else mattered besides getting Amilia the care she needed. “I’m so sorry.” 
“You haven’t done anything wrong sweetheart.” Jake cooed. “Not a damn thing.” 
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“We had to give her a sedative in order to examine your wife, Mr. Seresin.” Time was a fickle thing, it was neither here nor there. “She’s asleep, but for what’s it worth she’s incredibly lucky to be alive right now.” Jake could feel his phone ringing in his back pocket—you had been calling non-stop for updates ever since Amilia was taken back for an ultrasound to confirm what everyone already believed to be a miscarriage. 
But he’d never remember just how he ended up standing outside his wife’s hospital room in oncology just four hours after he’d brought her into the emergency room. Jake hadn’t even had a chance to change his shirt. 
“It’s critical—if we don’t get in there and operate soon, it’s hard to tell how much time she’ll actually have.” The Doctor didn’t sound like he was making any sense, Jake couldn’t process anything he was telling him. This didn’t make sense, none of it did. 
“Ovarian cancer?” Jake tried to wrap his head around how his wife, how Amilia, could have ovarian cancer. “I don’t understand.” 
“It’s aggressive, from the scans alone I’d say critical.” Again, nothing Doctor Thomas was saying made any sense to Jake. “Mr. Seresin, has your wife ever experienced any pain during intercourse? Painful cramps outside her normal period or—“ 
“Not that I’m aware of, no.” Jake knew Amilia like the back of his own hand, so the news of her diagnosis on the back of losing their child was far too much for him to handle. “What does she need? Treatment wise?”
“I can't say for certain without exploring her reproductive system more closely but if the ovaries are too far gone, we’re recommending a full hysterectomy.” Jake's brain was trying its best to compute all the little bits of information being given to him as he watched Amilia sleep. She looked as peaceful as she could be. “If the cancer is as aggressive as we believe it to be, if we leave behind any viable tissue it could spread–the miscarriage was a direct result of the tumours constricting her reproductive organs, it's a miracle she was able to convince to begin with.” 
“We’d been trying for a year–” Jake explained softly, his entire world was crashing around him. All that he knew, all that he hoped for in the future was crumbling. “We had an appointment with a fertility specialist the month she fell pregnant, we never ended up going because we ended up pregnant.” 
“I'm very sorry for your loss–” Doctor Thomas sympathised as he placed his hand on Jake's shoulder. The mullet kinda took away from the seriousness of his tone. “But I truly believe the miscarriage your wife suffered saved her life.” It was a take Jake never thought he’d have on such a horrid situation. “It would have killed her, she’s a very lucky woman, the blood she lost wasn't just from the miscarriage but from one of the worst ovarian torsions I’ve ever seen.” 
There was so much blood, far too much blood for Jake to ever forget. He grew up on a farm, his uncle owned an abitur, he knew that humans held a lot of blood but when you physically see that much blood coming from someone you love it's hard to comprehend the magnitude of the destruction until after the fact.  
“Your wife is scheduled for surgery earlier tomorrow morning, it's after visiting hours but given the circumstances i've already organised for a cot to be bright up so you can stay with her.” 
“If you can't save her life without the hysterectomy, I want you to do it.” Jake nodded as he let a few stray tears fall down his cheeks. “Yeah–yeah if it's all or nothing just do it.” He pressed his lips into a fine line to try and stop his bottom lip from quivering. “But if there's even a slither of hope that you don't have to, please–just try and give her a chance, she wants to be a mum so bad.” 
“I understand Mr. Seresin.” Doctor Thomas replied. “This isn't my first rodeo.” 
“Unlucky for you.” Jake tried to chuckle as he crossed his arms over his chest. “It's mine.” 
“Everyone I ever meet for these types of cases is their first, and if I can offer one piece of advice I’d say that there are other ways to be parents, adoption, foster care.” Doctor Thomas knew by the gaze in Jake's eyes that he was mentally checking out of the conversation. “Go be with your wife, i'll be by in the morning for post ops.” 
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By the time Amilia was coming to in her groggy and drugged out state, Jake had already had a good cry in the dark. The hospital room was dimly lit, Jake didn't want his wife to wake up to the harsh fluorescent lights. Hell he didn't want her to wake up in general. He wanted her to stay sleeping peacefully forever, blissfully unaware of the horrors that awaited her when she woke. 
“Hey there Oz.” Jake cooed as he brushed Amilias hair from her face. “I've got you baby, I'm here.” It felt like time had stood still since she first screamed out in pain in the kitchen. Jake knew when he got home that ants would be everywhere from the sausages that had fallen from the tray he carried in and the salad you never put away. “Shhh i've got you Amilia, I’m here.” 
“I lost our baby.” Amilia hadn’t even opened her eyes properly and she was already incredibly aware of the heaviness in her chest. The grief she felt inside her soul. “Jake–I lost our baby.” 
“It's not your fault sweetheart.” Jake sat as close as he possibly could to his wife's bedside. “We lost our baby, I know, I know and it hurts, it hurts so much but Amilia, it's not so simple.” Jake had been dreading having this conversation, he didn't know how to tell his wife she was going in for surgery. That she was sick, that she had ovarian cancer and that they may have to perform a full hysterectomy just to save her life. “The doctors figured out why it took us so long to conceive.” 
“It's me, isn't it.” It broke Jake's heart to nod, but that didn't mean he thought his wife was broken. “What's wrong with me?” 
“You uh–” Jake couldn't stop himself from sobbing as he stood to climb into the hospital bed to hold his wife. “You're okay, that's the main thing okay, and you're gonna be fine once the surgery is over and I'm gonna be by your side through everything.” 
“I just lost our baby, I don't think I'll ever be alright again.” 
“You didn't lose our baby sweetheart, you have ovarian cancer–that's what caused the miscarriage, that's what, that's what stopped us from conceiving earlier.” Jake explained as simply and as slowly as possible as he held Amilia close to him and kissed her forehead. “Losing our baby saved your life.” 
“Jake, I don't have cancer.” Amilia scoffed as she shrugged him off. “Why would you even say that right now?” Jake was caught between a rock and a hard place, he didn't know what to do or what to say. “What are you even talking about right now?” That's when it hit, Jake physically saw the moment Amilia was able to process what he had said. “Oh–” Her shoulders slumped as she settled back into him. “Oh no, no no no no I can't, I can't, I don't–” 
“Shhh.” Jake cooed as he wrapped his wife back into his arms. “I'm here, I've got you, you're okay.” For everything the two had been through this was certainly about to be their biggest battle, but Jake Seresin was adamant that he would be there every step of the way. “Our baby saved your life, and I'll never be able to thank them enough.” 
“How bad is it?” Amilia sobbed into Jake's chest. “The cancer? And be honest Jake, please dont lie to me.” 
“It's bad enough.” Jake sobbed as he held Amilia closer than he ever had before. “I'm just grateful you're alive.” 
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