#fightingpersonalshit

[leo-i-dont-know]

I am so tired of crying everyday when no-one is looking...

#tired #fightingpersonalshit #sad #depressed

[ich-hab-angst-dich-zu-verlieren]

#broken #sad #kaputt #traurig #alone #allein #lonely #einsam #cry #crying #pain #schmerzen #depressive #depression #depressed #fightingpersonalshit

[so-in-human]

fightingpersonalshit

[fightingpersonalshit]

- fightingpersonalshit

#nature #dark #darkness #evening #trees #water #universe #gorgeous #beautiful #grass #winter #bush #color #calm water #sundown

[leo-i-dont-know]

I'm thinking about leaving for real, because living with my transphobic and homophobic patents for long is not an option. And yet I feel so bad, so scared, like I'm betraying them, like I'm doing the worst thing I could do. I don't know what to do. If I should wait even if my mental health gets worse or what to do about it...

#scared #tired #fightingpersonalshit #lgbtq #trauma #toxic household

[owl-soul-blog1]

You can see the pain in my eyes, 

But you still don’t give a damn mother,

You just pile on more.

#fightingpersonalshit #supernatural

[darlinyoullbeookay]

Fightingpersonalshit :)

aw whatta cutie !

send me the URL of someone you think is pretty or handsome & I’ll tag them ! [:

#becoming-myself-again #asks #fightingpersonalshit

[leo-i-dont-know]

Wanting to say sorry for being annoying, but at the same time not wanting to say anything because you may be more annoying...

#tired #fightingpersonalshit #anxious #anxiety #social anxiety

[leo-i-dont-know]

It's getting bad again...

#tired #fightingpersonalshit #sad #grades #depressed

[leo-i-dont-know]

Does someone know how to act like a functional human being?

#fightingpersonalshit #tired #depressed #stressed #anxiety #university #college

[leo-i-dont-know]

Me: yeah, I'm ok.

Also me: writes to a group chat so they don't forget I exist, because I'm stressed with exams and I don't answer, saying that I wish them luck with their exams and their projects. Then after not getting a reply, start stressing over because maybe they are angry with me or they hate me.

Me: ...yep, definitely fine...

#tired #fightingpersonalshit #social anxiety #anxiety #stress #depression

[leo-i-dont-know]

Also when I feel bad I can't talk about it, because when I do I just think that I'm annoying. So I keep everything in my chest until I can't hold it anymore and I break... I break slowly, silently, into the deep mess I created in my mind...

#fightingpersonalshit #tired #depression #anxiety #social anxiety #break

[leo-i-dont-know]

So today I failed an exam, it was not even an important one, but that doesn't matter. And it doesn't matter because since I was a child I've based most of my self-worth on the grades I would get. So when I get a good grade I don't feel happy, I just feel like I did my job. But when I fail, I don't just feel bad, I crumble, I cry, I lose myself again and I feel like I'm useless. And I know it's not normal and God, I wish I didn't feel this way but I do and it hurts so f**king much...

#tired #fightingpersonalshit #self doubt #self worth #depression #anxiety #grades #failing #failure

[leo-i-dont-know]

I hate how the voice in my mind does always tell me that the people I love doesn't really love me, how they don't like my work they just feel forced to say that is pretty or good for some reason. And I hate that everyday when someone tells me they think my writing is ok or whatever I show them, I don't believe them completely.... It breaks my heart

#tired #fightingpersonalshit #sad #depressed #anxiety #social anxiety #depressing thoughts #depressing quotes #broken #heartbreak #self doubt

[leo-i-dont-know]

Whatever this is, does it get easier?

#fightingpersonalshit #tired #song #the maine #life #stress #depressed

[leo-i-dont-know]

Can I stop being awkward and stressed? -_-

#tired #fightingpersonalshit #stressed #awkward