#here’s looking at you kid

[mxlfoydraco]

so… @little-shit-soph I read Here’s Looking at You Kid and have Some Feelings about it

#here’s looking at you kid #hlayk #messermoon #blaise zabini #george weasley #gingerbini #george x blaise

[heartofcatsandbooks]

Reading fanfic trying not lose it

“You have to admit, it is quite a coincidence we all ended up making the exact same decisions our parents did. Almost like we were children. Almost like we weren’t making those decisions at all.” -Blaise in Here's Looking at You Kid by MesserMoon

Good sir I was not emotionally prepared to hear that tonight.

#we were children #blaise zabini #george weasley #it wasn’t your fault #emotionally devastating lines #like the implications #I’ll come back to this when I’m stable #messermoon #here’s looking at you kid

[sophsicle]

SOPH

this chapter omg

the mood ring and “I was thinking we could have a picnic.” i’m literally squealing

and draco!! probably one of my favourite characters thus far

i also really like the way you talk about the war and the character’s opinions on it. it’s very… real?

Hello lovely!

Im so happy you liked it!!

Im really enjoying writing Draco so I’m glad he’s just as fun to read as he is to write!

I find Blaise and Pansy to be especially interesting perspectives to have on the war since they technically didn’t join either side, tho clearly their families / friends were more on one side than the other. But I definitely find the process of recovering from something like a war super fascinating to explore. Like how do we pick up the pieces now that we all have to live in civil society again together.

#soph rambles #hlayk #here’s looking at you kid #blaise zabini #pansy parkinson #george weasley #george x blaise

[dessertbird]

Daily Destiel 💙💚

Here’s looking at you kid. 😊😍❤️

#Destiel #deancas #destiel is canon #their love is real #here’s looking at you kid

[duahauuoplanh]

Dù em nhìn thấy điều gì tôi cũng sẽ cạn ly với ánh nhìn đó..

#here’s looking at you kid #son sukku #son seok koo #be melodramatic

[allthingsobrien]

troy can literally wear anything and still look incredible, hot damn

#troy baker #this is a look #i am looking respectfully #i don’t know what he’s wearing #but i absolutely love it #the most beautiful man #heart eyes #here’s looking at you kid #i love this dork

[richardsikens-secretlovechild]

read the most recent chapter of “Here's Looking at You Kid” by MesserMoon today and i am so deeply unwell

first of all Harry just being in full on denial when Draco suggested that ‘J & R’ could’ve been James and Regulus had me laughing and screaming in agony

secondly, Narcissa saying that Draco reminded her of Regulus made me SICK

and the greek references???

here are a few of my notes from random parts of the chapter:

My father doesn’t think so. He doesn’t want his son to be gay.

Fathers can get things wrong sometimes. IN AGONY

Whatever it is that Blaise wants, he wants it big. Overwhelming. Oversaturated. Over the top. As much as Theo used to try to dull it, to make Blaise small, Draco has always suspected there was a part of him that was drawn to that.

To how much Blaise overflows.

How much he bleeds into everything he touches. he is so me when i🤭🫠

It’s weird watching the students passing them by. Weird that they’re here. Going to the same classes he had. Sitting at the same tables. Sleeping in same beds. Weird the way the human experience just gets recycled. They look just like them, sound just like them, act just like them

Maybe somewhere in these halls two boys are falling in love. Without prophecies and violence to tear them apart. Maybe they’re carving their names into the walls. I NEED TO BE SEDATED

All the other Greeks who had survived the brutal sack of Troy

sailed safely home to their wives—except this man alone.

i wanna crash my car🤣into a telephone pole standing on the gas with no seatbelt on🧍🏾

#also i just found out while making this post that there’s no ‘to’ in the title💀 #here’s looking at you kid #choices by messermoon #jegulus #drarry #the hurt choices caused is so strong that i felt it all over again reading this chapter #and i feel it when i connect songs or poems to canon compliant jegulus #and i feel it when i watch edits #it’s just always there and it’s stupid because it’s essentially just words on a screen but god does it have a hold on me #also i adore here’s looking at you kid for introducing me to the idea of george/blaise #it sounded so odd the first time i heard it but god messermoon did such a great job making me love them individually and as a pairing

[marauders76]

I really read chapter 10 of “Here’s Looking at You Kid”, sobbed my eyes out the entire time, ended up with a blistering headache because I sobbed my eyes out the entire time, went to sleep and proceeded to go to work this morning with red, puffy eyes. Anyway, how are y’all handling this fine Sunday?

#here’s looking at you kid #end me plz #choices by messermoon #marauders #marauders era #why why why #why me #im dead

[bli-o]

hey autistic people who get overwhelmed by large groups or noise or conversation or etc etc etc you’re not evil for wanting to leave a family gathering. just so you know.

#additionally hard when you have no diagnosis #people just think im “antisocial” and “rude” #while im over here completely burnt out #because the whole room is talking and the tv is loud and all the lights are on and every kid in the house is shrieking about something #and whoever you came with(looking at you parents) acts like you’re evil and hate your family when you even ask when you’re leaving #autism #actually autistic #autistic #autism spectrum disorder #autistic things #asd #autistic community #undiagnosed autistic #undiagnosed neurodivergent #undiagnosed autism #neurodiversity #neurodivergent #neurodiverse stuff #neurospicy #neurodivergence #neurodivergencies

[mobius-m-mobius]

#my man was NOT subtle 🤣😉

+ bonus: message received 😅

#mobius #loki #lokius #mcuedit #lokiedit #marveledit #loki spoilers #owen wilson #tom hiddleston #one look at loki like well the kids need a stepmom 😂 #running on alarmingly little sleep feeling like i dreamed this entire episode lmao??? #my man don out here smoother than the god of stories you love to see it 😭😭 #probable jet ski salesman of the year got the potential ruler of the multiverse down badder than imaginable we live in the best timeline #don #owenwilsonedit #marvel #dianagifs #loki s2 spoilers

[bakedbeanchan]

Drawing from a mini comic where the timeline is reset but Zuko still has all his memories

Minicomic here

#baked bean originals #I just like drawing sokkas mortified face and then checked out #absolutely humiliated by some fire nation ponytail freak and then your little sister and that stupid bald kid want to befriend him after he #starts lying about how you all were friends in a parallel universe or whatever #that's rough buddy #just realized it looks like zuko's doing some pathetic little thumbs up here #avatar the last airbender #atla #sokka #zuko #katara #aang

[koheletgirl]

#look ik there are more. but they only give you 10 options #also i was afraid of kids coming here and saying stuff like shake it up or whatever #anyway. sorry naked brothers band sorry big time rush sorry unfabulous sorry jonas the tv show #🤎

[sophsicle]

Hi! Not sure if you’ve already done this but could you please drop the links for the HLAYK and KYD playlists? I really love the Choices playlist! :)

Hello lovely!

They’re here 😊😊

#soph rambles #kyd #here’s looking at you kid #hlayk #jegulus fanfiction #george x blaise #george weasley #blaise zabini

[inkskinned]

you were raised in comparison.

it wasn't always obvious (well. except for the times that it was), but you internalized it young. you had to eat what you didn't like, other people are going hungry, and you should be grateful. you had to suck it up and walk on the twisted ankle, it wasn't broken, you were just being a baby. you were never actually suffering, people obviously had it worse than you did.

you had a roof over your head - imagine! with the way you behaved, with how you talked back to your parents? you're lucky they didn't kick you out on your ass. they had friends who had to deal with that. hell, you have friends who had to deal with that. and how dare you imply your father isn't there for you - just because he doesn't ever actually talk to you and just because he's completely emotionally checked out of your life doesn't mean you're not fucking lucky. think about your cousins, who don't even get to speak to their dad. so what if yours has a mean streak; is aggressive and rude. at least you have a father to be rude to you.

you really think you're hurting? you were raised in a home! you had access to clean water! you never so much as came close to experiencing a real problem. sure, okay. you have this "mental illness" thing, but teenagers are always depressed, right. it's a phase, you'll move on with your life.

what do you mean you feel burnt out at work. what do you mean you mean you never "formed healthy coping mechanisms?" we raised you better than that. you were supposed to just shoulder through things. to hold yourself to high expectations. "burning out" is for people with real jobs and real stress. burnout is for people who have sick kids and people who have high-paying jobs and people who are actually experiencing something difficult. recently you almost cried because you couldn't find your fucking car keys. you just have lost your sense of gratitude, and honestly, we're kind of hurt. we tell you we love you, isn't that enough? if you want us to stick around, you need to be better about proving it. you need to shut up about how your mental health is ruined.

it could be worse! what if you were actually experiencing executive dysfunction. if you were really actually sick, would you even be able to look at things on the internet about it? you just spend too much time on webMD. you just like to freak yourself out and feel like you belong to something. you just like playing the victim. this is always how you have been - you've always been so fucking dramatic. you have no idea how good you have it - you're too fucking sensitive.

you were like, maybe too good of a kid. unwilling to make a real fuss. and the whole time - the little points, the little validations - they went unnoticed. it isn't that you were looking for love, specifically - more like you'd just wanted any one person to actually listen. that was all you'd really need. you just needed to be witnessed. it wasn't that you couldn't withstand the burden, but you did want to know that anyone was watching. these days, you are so accustomed to the idea of comparison - you don't even think you belong in your own communities. someone always fits better than you do. you're always the outlier. they made these places safe, and then you go in, and you are just not... quite the same way that would actually-fit.

you watch the little white ocean of your numbness lap at your ankles. the tide has been coming in for a while, you need to do something about it. what you want to do is take a nap. what you want to do is develop some kind of time machine - it's not like you want your life to stop, not completely, but it would really nice if you could just get everything to freeze, just for a little while, just until you're finished resting. but at least you're not the worst you've been. at least you have anything. you're so fucking lucky. do you have any concept of the amount of global suffering?

a little ant dies at the side of your kitchen sink. you look at its strange chitinous body and think - if you could just somehow convince yourself it is enough, it will finally be enough and you can be happy. no changes will have to be made. you just need to remember what you could lose. what is still precious to you.

you can't stop staring at the ant. you could be an ant instead of a person, that is how lucky you are. it's just - you didn't know the name of the ant, did you. it's just - ants spend their whole life working, and never complain. never pull the car over to weep.

it's just - when it died, it curled up into a tight little ball.

something kind of uncomfortable: you do that when you sleep.

#writeblr #warm up #my dad was actively doing bad shit to us and we STILL were told we were lucky . and to a point i do think im lucky #i just think also there's somethin to be said about like. how about we stop using comparison to dismiss ppls individual struggles #yes there are people who have no perspective. for the reference tho having perspective actually made me really unwilling to get help #for what was a serious and debilitating mental health issue. bc i thought i didnt DESERVE IT #and i would rather have 600 ppl who aren't THAT bad get help and get heard and get seen #than make any 1 kid. do the math that i did: look at the world that is dying and the people who are hurting and say #''oh. okay. others have it worse. they are probably better people than i am. i am being unreasonable. i cannot ask for help #i am not good. i am taking too much space. i am not worth saving.'' #bc our WHOLE lives we are taught a scarcity mindset - that you can 'steal' from someone. so that instead of changing a system that doesn't #actually offer fair support to everyone #we put the impetus on the individual to just... demand less. #and here's something - there are probably ppl who think i DIDNT deserve to get help #bc i DID have it better than other people #and something about that is ... so sickening. bc i think all of us in some way at some point WILL need help. #we were supposed to make communities. we were supposed to offer our hands. we were supposed to raise the barn #instead we said: it could be worse. now handle it yourself

[shorelinnes]

han: slbs for @strayklds

#createskz #bystay #melontrack #usersemily #adriblr #dreamytag #meltracks #usersa #thestephtag #forhanji #skz #stray kids #han #*intro:gifs #hehe here you go em <3 #no but he looked so good in this <3 #and the screen time??? #thank you slbs 🫶 I'm still not buying a samsung tho

[renecdote]

do you think Bruce ever lies awake at night thinking about all the things he has taught his kids and how it seemed like a good idea at the time but maybe some of those habits are actually more bad than good

#Dick Grayson #Bruce Wayne #Batman #DC #how many times has alfred told bruce to step back from a case? #to sleep? to eat? to take one moment away from an obsession so it doesn't drag him fully down? #and yeah the thing dick can't leave alone here is looking out for bruce #but it's also the case. the cape. the need to Fix things #dick is all but saying 'I love you' here #but I'm sure bruce is just hearing the echoes of his own obsession in the kids he raised into vigilantism #and I bet it haunts him that he has made them even a little bit like himself #having many feelings about them......