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willownwisp · 3 months

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nice legs, daisy dukes.

i. nice legs daisy dukes makes a man go woo woo. (vendetta!leon x fem reader) author's note: like every responsible writer, this is not proofread because i run on my delusions and being thick faced. i write and call it a day. first entry of my valentine's advent, yayyyy! i tried to overcome my intense fear of dialogues because i know i suck at it omg please tell me if i did well, likes are vv appreciated! cw: nsfw. r18, MDNI PLS. fingering in public.

Leon feels like a creep, scratch that. He definitely looks like a creep. He probably looks like a thirty-six year old man waiting for a hot coed, because he is. He pulls out his phone to relieve himself of the slight shame, sends a dry text because he doesn't understand the purpose of an emoji. Never did. In his day, texts used to be enough and it was hot that you could send a coherent text with those small ass phones and even smaller keypad.

He leans against his Ducati looking like a fucking dick with an elaborately decorated box of pastries in hand. You've been eyeing the newly opened pâtisserie from across the street. He can be sweet when he wants to be, because he knows you're obsessed with those "instagrammable" treats. It gets him good boyfriend points because you matter, you're his sweet little bunny. The sweetest.

You're sweet when he sees you from the flood of students exiting the campus gates in your pink mini dress and a matching cardigan, a flood of warmth washes him, in his mind there are compartments. Store the trauma in another space deep inside his brain, and the other space a section of just you, he tucks away the image of you in this mini dress.

It's definitely going in his favorite outfits you wore.

You're sweet when you visibly perk up at the sight of him in all his 5'11 glory, beaming at him as you literally run towards where he stood. God you're just adorable.

"Lovey!"

Your sweet voice cuts through the idle murmur as you stand before him, and Leon looks at you with that soft gaze. You look like a bunny. A giddy one. The ribbons you wore on your hair come to view now that you're near, and the sight of your shapely thighs put him in a spell.

"Bunny, are you surprised?"

He replies with a smug smile.

"Uh-huh!"

You nod with a soft giggle, a faint blush dusting on your cheeks.

"We don't usually have lunch together…"

You add, the smile on your face is practically inextinguishable as you squirm. You're so fucking cute. He thinks before he brings up the box of pastries, presenting it to you like a cat gifting his owner a small trinket. You squeal before throwing your arms around him in a hug.

"Lovey! How did you know I wanted these?"

You ask and he chuckles, of course Leon would know. Who wouldn't when your social media is full of your ravings about the place, but he plays it off cool.

"I just did, bunny. Boyfriend senses and all."

That reply earns him a giggle from you and he's whipped. Your dainty hands grabbing the box as you mouth a small 'thank you' and his arms wrap around your waist. Lifting you up like nothing as he seats you atop his Ducati, like the pretty princess that you are.

"Where are we going, lovey?"

You ask, but the words fall on deaf ears for as soon as Leon had lifted you up in his hands, he's already thinking of ways to feel you, properly. The way your mini dress hikes up your thighs as he looks down to peek at your legs, he hums an acknowledgment to your question, his hands snaking from your waist to your thighs just where your mini dress ends. His thumbs rub lazy circles on your skin , before he lifts his head up to give you a cheeky grin.

"Anywhere bunny. Let's get out of here, yeah?" You nod obediently and he pulls away, giving your head a soft pat as you tell him off to not mess up your hairstyle and he rolls his eyes, takes the time to put your helmet on because he's a gentleman. "Hold on tight bunny." He'd say as you hug him from behind, the whole bike ride was silent as he speeds through traffic, only for the both of you to end up in a deserted park, right at a secluded spot just hidden behind trees and park picnic tables. Leon gets off first, taking off his helmet before turning his attention on you. He takes off yours only to be greeted by your confused face. "Are we having a picnic, lovey?" You ask, and he only gives you a smile before pressing his lips on yours in a sweet kiss. "If that's what my bunny wants." There's a teasing lilt on his voice as his hands wander up to your thighs, his calloused palms rubbing up and down, and you get an inkling that it was not picnic time. "Lovey, don't do that… we're in public…" You tell him off shyly but he only quirks an eyebrow. "It doesn't really matter when we're all alone, yeah?" His voice is husky as he bring his left hand to grip your cheeks gently, his thumb moving to trace the outline of your lips. "We'll be fine bunny." He assures you as the hand that rubs down your thigh inch higher, and higher until the pad of his fingers kisses your clothed pussy.

"I've always taken care of you haven't I?"

You respond with a whine, it's hard to resist when he gets like this. All over you, hands, and close as he possibly can.

"Lovey…"

You call out to him one more time, teetering on the edge of a protest or a plea for him to go on. Leon bits his lips as he rubs your clit slowly, stimulating you before he rains chaste kisses on your face. A kiss on your forehead, a kiss on your cheek, on your cute nose, and a peck on your lips, because you're his baby. He treats you like a ceramic décor, because your precious and fragile.

"Use your words, bunny."

He responds as he slowly feels your cotton panties dampen underneath his fingers, your clit swollen with need and he feels you heating up.

"Lovey, I'm wet…"

You whine again as you squirm beneath him, your grip on the handle of the box tightens up as your free hand claws the leather seat.

"Want me to help you, bunny?"

He coos as he uses his index fingers to tease your clothed pussy, rubbing it up and down the slit as your insides flutter.

"Uh-huh, please lovey."

A satisfied grin eases on his face before he eases his fingers off of which earns him a sad whimper from you and confused look before he shakes his head.

"Suck."

He orders, bringing in his digits to your mouth which you happily oblige to. He grunts as you wet his fingers with an experimental lick, you could taste yourself from his fingertips before your mouth covers his index and middle finger, sucking on it like a lollipop.

The sight sending electricity straight down to Leon's dick as he pulls his fingers out, giving your lips a short kiss ass your reward before his fingers find their way on your inner thighs again, tugging your panties to the side as your pussy kisses his wet fingers.

Leon being the tease that he is, traces your slit, up and down while his thumb presses on your clit as you instinctively spread your legs more to give him room.

"Lovey, don't tease!"

You whine in his ear once more and he chuckles. Two of his thick fingers plunge down your pussy with an embarrassing squelch as you gasp and Leon chuckles.

"She's speaking to me bunny."

He hums happily as his free hand move from your face to your thighs, keeping your pretty legs spread as it should as his fingers thrust in and out of you.

"Lovey…"

You moan, your one eye closes as you watch his hands move, looking down at his busy hands as your slippery pussy gives him enough leverage to slide in and out easily, while his thumb rub on your swollen nub.

"Yeah, bunny? You like that? Can fill you up right, yeah?"

He speaks to you, but you're too dazed to respond as your walls clench around him and he groans. Tipping his head forward to kiss you again, swallowing your moans as you make an "mph" sound as your lips crashes with his. You tilt your head to allow him to deepen the kiss as he slips his tongue inside, tasting your sweet mouth.

"Ah—ah—" You moan as you part, his fingers not letting up. "You like this?" He whispers in your ear, his husky voice making your toes curl. "Getting you off after school with my fingers?"

"Ahh!" You moaned, shoving your hips against his pumping fingers. While his other hand skillfully unbuttons your cardigan's sole closed button before tugging your dress and bra together to reveal your breasts, before proceeding to licking on your nipple. "You're loving this, aren't you?" He rasps, spreading his fingers and pressing his thumb harder on her clit. "Being talked to like this? It gets you off even more, doesn't it, bunny?" He teases you before proceeding to hunch over to suck on your nipples, with his fingers just knuckle deep inside your pussy as your legs lock around his waist, the heels on your sandals digging on his back but he couldn't care less. Your sweet, sweet sounds as he gets you off, your luscious legs around him. God, he could cum from that alone. "Come on, bunny. Talk to your lovey." He teases again, a shit-eating grin on his face as he curls his fingers on that one sweet spot as you throw your head back and your walls clench his fingers in a vice grip. "Fuck, bunny. Can feel you squeezing tight. You're close, bunny?"

He asks but you only respond with a breathless moan as you tremble. He scissors his fingers inside you, alternating between spreading your pussy and curling his fingers and it drives you crazy. He leaves a bite mark around your nipples before he straightens his back to look at your disheveled form. Smirking at the fact that your cardi has slipped off your shoulders and your breasts heaving with your mini dress hiked to your waist.

Looking proud of himself, he captures your lips in a deep kiss as his fingers pump harder, you could hear the salacious squelching at how wet your pussy is.

"Come on bunny, cum for me. Show how much your lovey makes you feel good."

He grunts as his hands grip your cheeks, forehead resting on yours as you tighten up and your body tenses before cumming around his deft fingers with your lips parted in a silent scream.

He slowly halts his fingers, smirking as he brings it to his lips to taste you while you gather yourself. Panting and looking dazed at your older boyfriend who now laps at his fingers coated in your essence like a cat as he groans.

"Did I make you feel good, bunny?"

You nod weakly as your head rests on his chest. He only chuckles. He fixes you up. Tugging down your mini dress and fixing your upper half, buttoning up your cardi again.

"Wanna get lunch now, bunny?"

You look up at him as you slowly gather enough coherence to find that somehow in the middle of your indecency with Leon, the box of pastries had slipped from your fingers and is now a mess on the grass, decorating it with fresh fruit and whipped cream as your face falls and you look up at Leon who now sports a look of… guilt? On his face.

"Leon. Kennedy."

Your voice is dangerously low as you narrow your eyes at him.

"This is your fault!"

You exclaim with a pout as you tug on his leather jacket.

"I was looking forward to eating those! What a waste of food and money! Oh god, I feel so bad!"

Leon soothes you as he smoothens your hair with his hands and he kisses your forehead.

The good thing about being thirty-six and with a shit ton of disposable income is that he can buy you all that you want, it's what he intends to for his sweet, sweet bunny.

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roguerambles · 3 months

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All Morning

Tekken - Jin Kazama x Reader x Hwoarang

Warnings - 18+Only.

Writer's Block still has me in a chokehold, but with Tekken 8 coming SOON, I wanted to try something short and fluffy with these two.

I've said it before, but there is a criminal lack of Tekken x Reader out there and we as a society should rectify this post-haste--

Enjoy the Rambles!

You awoke to the sounds of Jin and Hwoarang fighting.

This was hardly an unusual occurrence, but you had been greatly looking forward to a long, peaceful, lazy morning, and they had promised to behave. You squeezed your eyes shut, desperately trying to will yourself back into slumber--

"You are doing it wrong--"

"Outta the way!"

"Pitiful."

"What'd you say?!"

There was a loud crash as the sound of something in your kitchen smashing on the floor made you wince, and you forced your eyes open, glowering at the ceiling as Jin and Hwoarang continued to hiss at each through the thin walls of your apartment.

One morning...just one....

A thick cloud of irritation quickly rolled over you, obscuring the bright sunshine trickling through your bedroom window. Kicking the blankets off you roughly, you swung your feet off the side of the bed, grumbling under your breath as you marched towards the door.

"I swear if you two have wrecked my kitchen again—”

You shoved the door open and marched across your living room, squinting in the glare of sunlight shining through the bay windows. Jin and Hwoarang’s heads snapped towards you, their eyes wide. The were stood across from each other, a scattered bowl at their feet, their clothes….

…covered in flour.

You stared at Jin and Hwoarang, who both stared back, mutely. You were beginning to think you were still asleep.

It was Jin who spoke first, his voice a low, irritated huff as he stepped around Hwoarang, kneeling down to begin clearing up the shattered bowl on the kitchen floor. “Now look what you’ve done.” He snapped at the red haired man. Hwoarang’s expressed soured as tore his gaze away from you to glower at Jin.

“What did you say?! You sayin this is my fault—”

“Yes.”

“Why I outta--!”

“Are you two making pancakes?”

Both men fell silent once more. You stared at them, then at the cluttered countertop – eggs, mixing bowls, an unholy amount of flour and sugar and strawberry syrup—

“…it was his idea.” Hwoarang grumbled, scowling at a corner of the kitchen that had somehow gravely offended him. Jin shot Hwoarang an irritated glance, while you rubbed your eyes, blinking a few times afterwards at the scene before you.

…yes, definitely not dreaming.

“Do you two even know how to make pancakes?” You asked. Jin gestured towards the countertop, where Hwoarang’s phone sat.

“…Xiaoyu sent us instructions.”

Hwoarang snorted. “Yeah. Instructions. In between all the memes and emojis—”

“They are simple enough to follow, if Hwoarang would listen for once—”

“Eh?! You trying to fight—”

“Why are you making pancakes in the first place?”

Both men fell silent again. Jin stared somewhere above your head, while Hwoarang rubbed the back of his neck. They seemed…bashful.

You folded your arms, realisation beginning to dawn on you, a smile twitching onto your lips. “Guys….”

“We have not had a morning together in some time.” Jin said finally, beginning to look slightly sheepish. “I…thought it would be…nice.”

…God, you adored those beautiful fools.

Smiling, you stepped around the counter, leaning up to softly brush your lips against Jin’s cheek. His eyes widened slightly, the faintest tint of red on his skin. “You’re sweet.” You murmured in his ear. He chuckled slightly, his palm sliding over to your hip.

“Hey.” Hwoarang cut in, lips tugging downwards in a sharp frown, puffing like a bird whose feathers had been thoroughly ruffled. “I helped—”

“Hardly.”

“That’s it, right here, Kazama—”

You laughed, catching Hwoarang’s forearm, tugging him towards you so you could press a kiss to his jawline. He grumbled, glaring at Jin over your head, his arms slipping around your waist. You trailed your fingers over his arm, while your free hand grazed slowly up Jin’s torso.

“So, if this is all for me…” You hummed thoughtfully, and both Jin and Hwoarang paused in their bickering, their heads snapping towards you as you smiled coyly at them. “…does that mean I get to make requests?”

Both men looked at each other, then back at you. “I suppose.” Jin said, stepping closer towards you, his eyes moving over you like a slow caress.

You felt Hwoarang press into your back, his rough hands sliding around your hips, a pleased grin spreading across his handsome face. “I guess.” His voice was low in your ear, wicked promises in his tone. “What is it you want, hmmmm…?”

You already had something in mind.

“You are so cute when you pout, Hwoarang.”

The red head responded by glowering at you from the kitchen, aggressively stirring the large mixing bowl tucked against his arm. The toned muscle of his abdomen flexed and contracted with every movement, and he turned sharply towards the back counter, giving you an uninterrupted view of his broad shoulders, the naked expanse of his back trailing down to narrow hips, his low hanging pants snuggly accentuating his perfectly formed—

“Coffee?”

You tore your eyes away from Hwoarang to get a new, equally pleasing eyeful of a half-naked Jin Kazama holding a fresh mug of coffee under your nose. You made an appreciative sound – not entirely because of the beverage – and accepted it with a smile, while Jin rolled his eyes slightly and headed back towards the kitchen to finish making breakfast. You settled back onto the couch, sipping from your mug as you admired the morning view of two unreasonably gorgeous, half-dressedmen making you pancakes.

“This isn’t what I was thinking of...” Hwoarang grumbled as Jin rejoined him in the kitchen. You smiled brightly and lifted your mug in salute.

“It’s what I was thinking.” You tilted your head, eyes trailing down Jin’s abdomen, shamelessly admiringly the way the sun caressed his flawlessly carved physique, the smooth roll of Hwoarang’s muscles beneath his smooth skin. “Although I confess, reality is better than my imagination…”

“Thank you.” Jin said, his tone dry as paper. His large hands closed around a jar of sugar, tugging the lid off – the muscles of his arms flexed and bulged downright indecently, and you knew you caught the hint of a smile on his lips as he caught your gaze lingering. Hwoarang scoffed, but you caught him tensing slightly as he reached into the cupboard, the muscles in his back flexing deliciously, his sharp gaze catching yours over his shoulder.

You were beginning to contemplate requesting to forget about breakfast entirely, but you reminded yourself to be patient.

The three of you had all morning, after all.

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starsworldd · 10 months

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astro observations pt. 10 ⭐️

only take what resonates + take with a grain of salt <3

✦ whatever sign you have in the 6th house shows what qualities you want to improve on:

saggitarius: knowledge, wisdom, opportunities for yourself

leo: creativity, charisma, garnering attention

capricorn: how you complete goals, responsibilities, ambition

✦ unpopular probably but the stereotype that scorpio risings have (alluring, attractive, mysterious, etc..) leo risings ARE

✦ and speaking of scorpio risings i feel like this placement is a mix between cancer and leo rising

✦ everybody saying that saturn in 2nd house have struggles making salaries or whatever but truth be told this placement is a god damn HUSTLER. saturn is like the glow-up planet so it being in the 2nd house means that once these people know what their values are and how to maintain a good work ethic and emotional stability they become so powerful

✦ people who have their 11th house ruler in the 7th may often find themselves pairing up with a friend instead of being with the friend group

✦ i feel like 8th house neptune’s are the type to really like asmr

✦ 6th house suns are competitive

✦ venus-jupiter aspects (especially trine + sextile) are loved easily by people

✦ aries midheaven people give off hero archetype vibes

✦ astrology is about polarity:

11th house pluto people may often face hate/jealousy/obsession from other people. so how does this placement deal with the pressure? it turns to its opposite house (5th) of fun, creativity, and happiness to transform and and to relieve itself. but they affect each other so when 5th house themes dominate, 11th house themes come in to balance and back and forth and so on…

✦ saggiatrius rising people age well it doesn’t have to just be looks but they maintain an adventurous personality for quite awhile

✦ gemini sun people i find are kind of introverted but when they do speak they connect and execute their thoughts with others well

✦ virgo venus people really like pastel + overly colorful clothes and aesthetics

✦ people who have their 10th house ruler in the 12th have a multitude of careers that they want to pursue

✦ moon in 12th house people have felt hurt by being too nice and forgiving to people

✦ libra and capricorn in the big 6 make someone a leader and easily respected by the masses (also very classy vibes)

✦ aquarius moon people like synthy and spacey type of music (if this makes sense😭)

✦ gemini placements and their use of the MOST RANDOM emojis when they text (they’re like, “hey i just went to the store today✈️✈️✈️” like girl which store the one in australia???)

✦ virgo mars are good cooks

✦ people who have venus in retrograde are really lazy i find

hope you enjoyed!

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stargazing15 · 1 year

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Dad's shirt

Jake x wife reader & daughter

Summary: it was Jake's third father's day and your daughter really loves the gift.

A/N: For those who voted for dad Jake, here you go! I didn't give the reader and Jake's daughter a name, I couldn't decide on a good one

Enjoy!

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"Daddy is going to be home soon, you know what to say to daddy, sweetheart?" You asked you daughter.

"Yes mommy, how long? Not wait!" She still tried to use as less words as possible, a little stubbornness or laziness -you still hadn't figured out which one it was- but most certainly inherent from her father.

"It is I cannot wait, sweetie. I don't know, depends on daddy's boss and if daddy's plane has been nice today. Less than an hour. Okay?" Jake had texted you he was on way right before he left.

"Befo sleep?"

"Before. Of course, he will be here before sleeptime." The moment you said your last words, keys opened the front door.

"DADDY!" And off she was to the hallway.

"Hello little munchkin. You have been good to mommy?"

"The best!" You heard her say proudly.

"Come, come, come." Jake got pulled inside by your much smaller daughter, but with a big and excited smile on her face. Not matter how bad Jake's day might have been, she made sure it was always ending good. Younger Jake never thought he wanted this, but coming home to his loved ones was all he needed to be happy, the medals or mission successes weren't the peak of his happiness anymore.

"Hi baby." Jake gave you a quick peck on the lips.

"Hi sweetest daddy of our wonderful princess."

"Daddy, no looking, I have surprise. And mommy too! Come mommy. No cheating daddy!" Jake had closed his eyes and placed his hand in front of them.

"Look no cheating little munchkin, my eyes are closed. But I can't wait to see your surprise." He encouraged him/her.

"Come mommy." The two of you grabbed the neatly wrapped gift and made your way back to Jake to deliver the gift.

"Okay babe, keep your eyes closed and place your hands in front of you. And you here, stop jumping around for a second, you are going to trip over your own feet."

"No babe, DADDY." You and Jake giggled at her comment while you were laying the gift in his hands.

"Yes yes sweetie, daddy open up your eyes." Jake opened up his eyes and tried his best for the three year old to look as surprised as possible.

"HAPPY DADDY DAY!" She screamed as loud as she possibly could, poor neighbors, and started to jump up and down again. "Open, open!"

"I think you are the one who is most excited, will you help daddy?"

"Yes." Not even a second after Jake's answer she dragged his arm down to her level so she could help. Jake carefully removed the ribbon so your little girl could start destroying the wrapping paper.

Once the paper was removed the excited little one became even more excited, yes that was possible.

"DADDY DADDY LOOK!" Jake got a drawing smacked in his face by a very proud toddler. This made Jake burst out in laughing. The little ball of joy always managed to do something that put a smile on your faces.

"Wow little munchkin, did you make this?"

"YES, by myself!"

"It is really beautiful, I guess this here is mommy and there are you and this is me with my plane?"

"Yes!"

Jake now took the gift in his hand and unfolded it. It was a white t-shirt with the black text 'I'm the coolest dad' on it. In the O's were replaced by emoji's with aviators on. "I'll wear this proudly, who made the choice?"

"Me!" Your daughter said while raising her hand up.

"She has good taste. Clearly from me."

"Dork." You whispered with a smirk.

And then instead of trying it on himself, Jake took the shirt and put it over your daughter's head and lowered it down her little body, until it hit the ground. "It fits you perfectly little munchkin." Loving the the compliment, she kissed her daddy on the cheek and gave him a big hug.

"Mommy, LOOK!"

"Wow sweetie, is that a dress?"

"Noooo, daddy's shirt!" She mocked you, like you just asked her the dumbest question ever. Being miss smarty-pants, was definitely one of the other things she inherited from Jake.

"Come on you two, photoshoot. Let's go outside, the sun is shining. Mom and dad will be there in a second. Can you search for a nice spot?" She immediately ran off to search the sport in the garden.

"Well, beautiful mommy, thank you for the wonderful gift, although I think she might wear it more often than me." Jake said to you while wrapping his arms around your waist and nuzzling his nose in your neck. "I missed you today, I always miss you."

"Missed you too." Jake pulled you in for a kiss and deepened the kiss immediately. God you missed this one-on-one time.

"EEEWWWW, gross!" Your princess stood in the door with her small hands on her hips, being a little toddler-boss. "Photo!"

"Okay, okay, we're coming."

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ziauhh · 2 years

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Void success story part : 2 ♡

Hello motherfuckers 😏

So i shared my void journey in my previous post and you guys loved it so here i am with a part 2 bitches, but this one is gonna be more of my life after Void, also it can be a lil cheesy or intense for some people but i don't give a fuck i am just warning you, so let's go my whores 😭

Okay so it's the day two of me with my desires so i woke up the next morning and was as excited as the day before, again how can i forget to check up my phone so i did and again how can i not get notifications and my BF's sweet good morning message ( i mean best friend, honey it's only the second day don't you get that far ) and i was again drooling over him like he is so hot and handsome 🥵 ( we know it bitch now stfu ) and i also got a notify that i got 50k in my bank like what the actual fuck ! then i realised that i have a motherfucking math exam today but i wasn't scared of it ( like before i used to suck at math ) I hurried up got ready for school, then i told my mom to drop me there but she was like " You are such a lazy ass just go by yourself honey " and i was so confused why is she saying that but then she said go by your car okay do your exam well, then realisation hit me that i have my OWN CAR I KNOW HOW TO DRIVE IT I FUCKING KNOW HOW TO DRIVE ( before i didn't even knew how to start 😭 ) i went to the garage and I WAS TOO STUNNED TO SPEAK it was a BLACK RANGE ROVER i went inside it took a brief view but i don't know why i wasn't feeling nervous or scared i started the car drove it all the way to my School but this time i wasn't the one who was too stunned but my friends they were like " OMG ZEE IS IT YOU, WE THOUGHT IT'S SOME MODEL OR CELEBRITY COMING DANG IT 😱 " Lol they all were staring at me like they never saw me before or am i really a celebrity 👀 hmm whatever i went to my class gave my exam it was easy af like i thought someone already gave me a copy of the question paper and i know all the fucking answers 😭 but when i would take breaks from writting all i found was lots of STARES at me, people weren't giving a shit about their exam they all were busy staring at me ( not trying to do showoff 💅💩 )

OKAY then time skips up to evening i was watching Bridgerton, then my mom ordered me to go buy some groceries OK MA'AM AS YOU SAY 🙂

At the grocery store : I was busy looking for stuffs and then this girl comes to me and starts talking she was so cute and extremely nice but then what she said made me loose my words - " well zee are you umm ...... Straight just because i found you so attractive and forget to tell i am a bi* so ........ ) my face was just like this emoji 😳 wtf what am i suppose to say but then i told her yes i am straight as a board and ran away 😭 she giggled and said bye like tell me wtf was that. yes i manifested being attractive but forgot i manifested being everyones crush EVERYONES FUCKING CRUSH but it was a cute interaction ( omg this bitch, i can't with her )

At night: i went out with my friends for a dinner to a really nice restaurant and found these really fine boys who are from my school they are those hot basketballers every gurl be a slut for, so they noticed me and started waving at me i did the same, then when we were outside the restaurant they came to have a conversation and one of them says " you are looking so hot today zee " i was blushing like a tomato LMFAO then i heard another voice which said " SHE ALWAYS LOOKS HOT, IT'S JUST YOU NEVER NOTICE IT ,BUT I DO " and guess what he was my fucking BF ( boy bestie huh you right 😭 ) this was the first time i say him face to face and i almost fainted bitch he looks much better in person ( will u please shut up 😑 ) i lost my mind their and even my heart ❤️ ( this crazy ass whore )

Yeah that's all happened that day and a lot more every single day, do tell me if you want more of ummm this yk what 🙂

Other things i manifested from void:

Attention 24/7

Confidence 25/8

Ear piercing

Gold earing

Trip to maldives & hawaii this summer

Desire friend group

Driving skills and license

Other skills like - swimming, sports and cooking

Being able to speak different languages

Few beautiful prom dresses

Motivation:

If you say void is easy, then why people struggle getting in ?

- Because honey you made it hard, tell me is it hard for you to breathe or to drink or to walk noooo right because you know it's a part of you, you control it then why you don't think like this about void when yk it's within you, it's a part of you your mind.

How should i clear my mind, when will i know my mind is clear ? Is there any other method to clear mind ?

- you just do a meditation or breathe work and yeah your mind is clear is that even a point to stress on, void is a deep meditative state and to enter it you need to be calm and clear. And what you think if you can't even breathe can you do anything else huh ?

How will i know i am in void ?

- you will know it just trust your mind, when you go to your room yk that you are in your room not in a toilet, when you go to your friends house yk that you are there not on mount everest then why you wouldn't know when you will enter void.

If people went into void and then know they can manifest for others then why don't they manifest for the people who are unable to go into the void ?

- yes ofcourse we can manifest for others but i don't want to make you handicap, Do you take my help to breathe, to drink, to eat or do write those long ass asks...... NOOOO you don't then why you need my help to enter void didn't i told you it's as easy as doing these things then why you need my help. Afterall you are GOD ! GOD never takes help babe !!!

I have been trying to go into void since ages but i can't 😭

- yes you can't because you keep making excuses, you always try to enter void but never do, you think today for sure i will enter the void and wake up in my new reality but when the night comes you think i am too sleepy let me sleep tonight i will enter void later maybe tomorrow or after that, you over complicate things like hell you be asking me how should i clear my mind, shall i sleep on my back or front, what should i affirm, when should i enter, shall i keep my eyes close or open, can i manifest this, can i manifest that 🙄 bitch now really stfu if you guys be asking me all this in my asks they do also ask me ...... can i eat, what should i eat, how can i drink water, can i go to washroom, how to use a toilet paper, how to write my name blah blah blah... Because doing all these daily routine things is as same as void, it's just we realised it now that what void is, rather this void would have been a simple habit like any other.

Plot twist : It still is as easy as anything PERIODT !

Also if you keep making excuses like i have adhd, my house is not quiet, my parents don't allow me to use my phone how should i listen to the meditation, i try to clear my mind but thoughts still come, i try to make my body still but it moves anyways, i got scared, i need a final push etc etc THEN I AM TELLING YOU, Y'ALL WILL DIE LIKE THIS I SWEAR YOU WILL.... NOBODY CAN HELP YOU. YOU HADICAP PIECE OF SHIT YES... YOU, YOU ARE A PIECE OF SHIT DOES THAT HURT YOUR EGO THAT I AIN'T CALLING YOU A GOD BUT A PIECE OF SHIT YES BITCH BECAUSE U DESERVE IT. IF YOU WANT TO BE CALLED A MF GOD THEN DO WHAT GOD DOES STOP MAKING EXCUSES, STOP WASTING TIMES. IF YOU WOULD HAVE INVESTED ALL THIS TIME YOU WASTED WORRYING EXCUSING PROCRASTINATING I BET YOU WOULD HAVE BEEN LIVING YOUR LIFE AND INSTEAD OF YOUR ASKS I WOULD HAVE YOUR SUCCESS STORIES.

" If you still have any self respect left go do what i said and show me your face when you claim yourself as a GOD"

The End ✨

Love, zee

XoXo ♡

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themuse-if · 3 months

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Hey, hey!!🤗

So, I was a little curious about a topic involving NFSW questions, but I wasn't sure if you were okay with that type of question, so no need to answer if you're uncomfortable.

I wanted to know what ROs are like when they are in makeout sessions with Mc, for example: are they more gentle and affectionate or are they more passionate and wild (if you know what I mean🤭😏). And also if possible, could polys routes be included in this scenario? (only if you want, of course)

Bye, bye!!

Hey! I am definitely ok with NSFW questions, romance is a big part of the story after all! I've honestly been waiting for this! I'll be using a scale of 6 emojis for spicy vs sweet levels.😚=sweet 🥵=spicy. Some may be all spice and others all sweet and some could be a mix of the two.

ONLY KEEP READING IF YOU WANT TO BECOME A GIGGLING, SQUEELING MESS! USE YOUR IMAGINATION TO CREATE VIVID SCENES WITH THIS INFORMATION AT YOUR OWN RISK! Then tell me about them in the comments. 😘

Roxanne/Robbie: Ro is definitely one to take the lead. They are a bit rough, MC will have hickeys everywhere from all the biting and sucking. Not only will Ro's lips be all over MC but their hands will too in their hair, on their chest, on their hips guiding MC into a slow deep grind...ok is it hot in here or is it just me. All in all I would say that Ro is down right sinful. 🥵🥵🥵🥵🥵🥵

Joleen/Johnny: Jo is a bit more of a mixed bag the moments leading up to each little make-out session will determine a lot. If MC was throwing heavy signals their way then Jo will take the hint and pin them down ready to get hot and heavy. If MC is being sweeter than cotton candy with little pecks and giggles then Jo will be to, with sweeter more romantic kisses. I would say that Jo likes to feed off of their partners energy and then aim to please. 😚😚😚🥵🥵🥵

Delphine/Desmond: De is naturally a nurturer, but I would say that they have some soft dom tendencies when messing around. They will have the obvious control leading and guiding MC's lips and body, but they will always read off of MC to make sure that they are comfortable. And if MC can handle it then expect them to get a little rough.😚🥵🥵🥵🥵🥵

Rina/Ren: R doesn't have a ton of experience so they will need MC to take the lead at first. Though they may move pretty slow at first after a while they wont be able to get enough of sharing soft and sensual alone time with MC. Study sessions and late night practice will turn into hushed make-out sessions in the dark corners of the library and practice studios. 😚😚😚😚🥵🥵

Everly/Everett: Eve is a performer through and through so you can be sure that they're going to put on a little show for MC. They'll memorize every touch and the sighs they bring out from MC, the same way they memorize lines for a play. They will observe and read MC like a book so that they can give them exactly what they need every time. 😚😚🥵🥵🥵🥵

Karla: Karla knows how to go with the flow. She'll take MC from soft sighs to barely able to catch their breathe, all with a lazy smirk on their face. Karla knows when to build up and take it back down, moving with the rhythm regardless of if there's music playing. 😚😚😚🥵🥵🥵

Faye: Faye may be an edgy cool girl but she really is a softy at heart. She super sweet and adores the little moments between long languid kisses and feather light caresses. Don't be surprised by her looking at MC's every detail with those icy blue eyes. 😚😚😚😚😚🥵

Sebastien: Seb is for lack of a better word, suave. Once he takes off his glasses revealing those deep brown eyes, MC knows they're in for it. MC will be melting from the eye contact alone. And his grip on MC's waist, hips, ass...oh my lord 😳. The rough scrape of his stubble matching the way he holds MC so tight they can't tell were he starts and they begin. 😚😚🥵🥵🥵🥵

Maxine: Max is sugar, spice, and everything nice! They know MC really well and use that to their advantage. They've known MC for longer than they can even remember and their feelings run just as deep. Max craves MC just as much as they cherish them. Everything feel easy and seamless, one second the two are a mess of giggles and the next they're grabbing at each other's clothes. Years of what ifs have built up to the type of passion Max can only share with their best friend. 😚😚😚🥵🥵🥵

Silas: Ah Silas our, friendly and self controlled, Resident Advisor. There's something so sexy about breaking the rules. If Silas is making out with MC, his advisee, then he's all but shattered them. You can expect things to get hot, heavy quickly once he's reached his breaking point, once he's desperate for MC. He'll have MC's back against the wall and make quick work of satisfying both their needs. Maybe he'll take things a bit further than making out, just to get MC out of his system. Then again, maybe he wont be able to stop himself from wanting more than just a one time taste. 😚😚🥵🥵🥵🥵

I'll let you use your imagination for the poly routes given what you've learned about them as individuals. Have fun 🤭🤭🤭

The Rebel Rejects:😚🥵🥵🥵🥵🥵

The Exes (Faye + Karla):😚😚😚😚🥵🥵

#interactive fiction #interactive if #twine if #twine interactive fiction #themuse if #if: themuse #extras

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stellamancer · 2 years

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hamburger emoji (implied katsuki bakugou x reader)

notes: hello, local deku lover here with yet another emotional support bakugou work. not sure why i go into depressive moods and decide ‘i think it’s a fine day to write about bakugou comforting me outta this’ since i go back and look at it and thing ‘wait is this even ic???’ lmao. also completely unedited because lazy lmao.

It’s the world shattering sound of someone banging on your door that wakes you from your hibernation.

You consider for a moment, maybe two, ignoring it. If it’s one of those door to door salespeople or some weirdo Christian missionaries they’ll leave after a few minutes when no one answers. Sure enough, the commotion at your front door grows silent and you start to ease back into dreamland.

Until you hear the click of your lock.

Now you’re wide awake, sitting up straight and wondering what to do next. If you were fully awake and your brain working at full capacity you would know that the only people who would be able to unlock your door are your friends whose fingerprints are registered with your door’s smart lock. However, you’re still half asleep and wondering if you should take an offensive stance or hurl yourself under the bed for protection.

You choose the latter.

“What the hell are you doin’?” Bakugou’s voice is all bewilderment and for a split second you relax knowing the identity of your home invader, but then the fact that it’s him has you scrambling to get all the way underneath the bed frame because Bakugou might be worse than any random person breaking into your apartment.

But you’re too slow, he manages to grab you by an ankle and using his stupid absurd strength he yanks you out from under the bed. When your eyes meet you give him a sheepish smile. “...hi?”

The frown is fixed on his face like a brand. “Well?”

“Well what?” you feign innocence, but it only serves to make him look even more annoyed.

“Cut the crap,” he snaps. “What were ya doin’ down there?”

“Um, well,” you pause, considering your possible explanations before settling on the truth. “I thought someone was breaking in and was trying to hide.”

His eye twitches.

“Anyway, um, what brings you here today? It’s, um, Friday, right?”

Bakugou snorts. “Try Sunday, dumbass.”

You laugh. “Oh. I knew that, I was just testing you.”

That was the wrong thing to say, you realize, as Bakugou glares down at you, teeth glinting in an absolutely terrifying grin. “A test, huh? Then lemme ask you a question: why the hell haven’t you answered your phone for the past two fucking days?”

“Forgot to put it on the charger,” you answer almost instantly, almost perfectly practiced.

He scoffs and reaches into his pocket and pulls out his phone. Bakugou jams his fingers against the screen and a few seconds later you hear your phone ringing somewhere up on the bed. Bakugou is silent, but the smug look on his face says enough.

You look away. “...I just… you know. “

Bakugou doesn’t respond, instead he pulls you up from off the ground. “....you eat yet?”

You open your mouth and he adds, an annoyed afterthought. “And don’t fucking lie about it either.”

“...no.”

He sighs. “...figured. I’m gonna use yer kitchen then. Go taking a fucking shower or something.”

You’re about to protest, but Bakugou eyes you threateningly. “Unless ya want me to wash your back or some shit.”

The look in his eyes makes it clear that he’s not intending to be nice about it if he helps bathe you. Whether that means he’s going to be rough with his scrubbing or his words, you don’t know nor do you want to.

“No, I’m fine!” you squeak, moving to grab some clothes to change into. He watches as you scurry off toward the bathroom.

“If I don’t hear the water running in five minutes, I’m comin’ in to check on ya!” he threatens and you make sure to have it running in three.

Sometime later, when you emerge from the shower, now fresh and clean, you find Bakugou in your kitchen, finely mincing up some vegetables. You eye the bags on the counter and realize he must have gone to the store before coming here.

“So, um,” you hedge. “What…. What are you making?”

“Hamburger steak,” he answers and it’s the first time since he’s got here today that he doesn’t sound agitated. “With some vegetables and shit.”

“...shit?”

Bakugou points the knife threateningly at you. “You know what I mean, idiot.”

“...In Bakugou speak ‘shit’ can mean different things.”

“You know, yer pretty mouthy for someone who hasn’t eaten all damn day.”

“What can I say, it’s a special talent.” You nonchalantly wave your hand.

Bakugou scoffs and lowers the knife. You think for a moment that your fabulous wit may have silenced the beast but then you notice him trade the knife for a spoon. He grabs a container and shovels a small bit of the contents onto a spoon and then thrusts that in your face.

“...what’s this?” you ask, craning your head back to try and get a good look at it.

“Shit.”

“Well if it’s—” He shoves the spoon into your mouth mid-sentence. It seems that right now ‘shit’ is pasta salad. You chew thoughtfully and swallow.

Bakugou looks at you expectantly.

“I’m not that big on pasta salad,” you start, reveling in how his lips turn into a frown. “But yours is pretty good. Not too much mayo.”

He looks satisfied with that and returns to his chopping.

After a minute of watching him you decide to ask your real question. “So, um. Why are you here?”

“...you seriously asking?”

“Uh. Yeah?”

Bakugou scowls. “...don’t be a fucking idiot. It’s only fucking natural to be concerned if some dumbass homebody doesn’t answer their damn phone for a couple days.”

“So you were just checking up on me?”

Bakugou gives you a pointed look before he starts mixing the stuff he was chopping up with what looks like ground meat in a bowl. You watch him in silence as he continues to prep the stuff for the hamburger steak, unsure of what you should say, if anything.

You don’t know if you should apologize for making him worry. He’s a busy guy and he took time to come to your apartment and make you food instead of relaxing at home or doing whatever he does with his free time. But if you apologize, surely he’ll berate you for it. Tell you to at least respond to some of the missed texts you have so people don’t worry.

So instead, you say, “...thanks.”

“...’s nothin’,” he grouches. “Just fuckin’ answer your phone next time.”

“....even if I feel like human garbage?”

“Especially then, idiot. How’s anyone gonna know if you don’t tell anyone?”

“It’s not that easy.”

Bakugou is silent as he shapes the hamburger patties and you take that as him acknowledging your point. A minute passes and after he’s satisfied with the patty in his hands he moves over to the sink and washes his hands. You watch him curiously, noticing that there’s still a fair amount of meat left in the mixing bowl that hasn’t been formed yet. Bakugou dries his hands on a kitchen towel and reaches his hand into his pocket and pulls out his phone again.

Then he shoves the screen in your face. It’s opened to your messages and in the text box is a single emoji.

“If y'feel like shit just send me this,” he instructs.

“A hamburger?” you ask, squinting at it.

“I know what it fucking is,” he growls. “It’s the closest thing to a hamburger steak.”

Fair point. You look beyond the screen to him. “But why?”

Bakugou rolls his eyes like it’s supposed to be obvious. “So I know to come feed you, idiot. You’ll feel less shitty if y'eat.”

“Okay, but why a hamburger…?” You pause, and then ‘correct’ yourself. “Or well, I guess it’s meant to be hamburger steak here.”

“It’s your favorite food, ain’t it?”

You stare at him for a second, contemplating which of the two responses in your head you want to voice. Then, you pick one. “...yeah, yeah it is.”

Bakugou nods and goes back to cooking while you sit and watch, wondering how he knew your favorite food.

And how the answer to that should be obvious.

Though you won’t know for sure if he tells you.

If he ever does.

#bakugou x reader #bakugou x you #bakugo x reader #bakugo x you #nikuniku fics #i need to update my masterlist lmao #it's a pain #uhhhh #sorry if your favorite food is not hamburger steak #to be honest it's not mine either #i saw it in the food vid i watched today #also like #every time i write bkg i'm just like #did i do it okay????#trying very hard to not write him ooc or at least not too ooc lmao

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demonichikikomori · 22 days

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Whatever it is, about this gentleman here, I need you to say it with your whole chest. These Halloween cards are AMAZING…. Easily some of my favorites for savanaclaw..

And yes that includes that stupid cat man Leona, just don’t tell him I said he looks nice cause I’m gonna tell him he looks ugly.

I can’t wait to let the pirates get me booty argggg.

FUUUCCKKKKK MY DEMONS ARE COMING OOOOUUUTTTTTTT!!!!!!!!!!! But in a good and acceptable way. (smug man emoji and human hand pointing at you front facing)

YOU ADMITTED LEONA LOOKS SEXY HERE SOMONE GRAB THE CAMERAS!!!! CONTACT THE PRESS NOW!!!!!!!!!! Kidding, kidding. But for real? I think Ruggie and Leona look extremely attractive in these cards. I think about how insane a tag team with them would be. Would Ruggie take more charge, whispering into Leona's ear about what would be fun for the three of you?

Would Ruggie sit and wait for leadership and direction from the lovable and lazy prince? I use these cards specifically because I like to daydream at work. And it's a long shift. I think that Ruggie and Leona can put their heads together and work hard if they need to or if they want to. They just need the right motivation. And that would be; seeing MC squirm.

I might make a psudeo fake halloween post because I love their costumes so much. But?? Also??? .. I have a pirate AU with Jack included. But I'm a bigger fan of just Leona x MC x Ruggie content. Even though it's so god damn scarce. But you know what they say? You want something good to eat? Grab your chef hat and make it yourself. And I will. While imagining sucking on Ruggie's nipples because his shirt is falling off of him it's too big and you can see his entire chest if you actually pay attention to the card my god-

#ask the devil #↜ᗢ ruggiethethuggie #ruggie bucchi propaganda #leona kingscholar propaganda

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the summer i turned pretty 1x05 review -- if i can't have conrad there's always jere

Belly, I'm sure they gave you a schedule. You knew there was going to be dancing.

Also details like Belly is seemingly fine with Nicole stepping in to be her dance partner during rehearsal but she should feel if not guilty then at least awkward around her so she almost kissed Conrad.

This is why Taylor says that you're self-absorbed and don't care about anyone else, Belly.

Also, it's wild to me that your best friend will have that conversation with you and then you proceed to make a woman's funeral about yourself. Where is the self-reflection?

Like you were all "omg what am I going to text Conrad, what emoji should I put with my text" and you're just ... dancing with Nicole?

And anons want to ask why we hate Belly when we've liked messy teens before? SERENA HAD MORE SHAME. SERENA. And Serena had moments, man, where it was just like, I don't know why you're mad at Blair, you slept with her boyfriend.

"Does Jere take anything seriously?" "Yeah, food and flirting" SOUND JEALOUS, STEVEN

Every time Jeremiah is supposed to be extroverted and fun-loving and charming, I'm just like

Conrad, you MUST know that Nicole would be where Belly is since she was a deb and you took her to the deb ball last summer.

I also like the blatant advertisement for Alexa.

You two are terrible. NICOLE IS RIGHT THERE.

Then Conrad texting Belly and Belly grinning with Nicole right there?

"You think I was just a petty fuck." "You're hotter than he is." She's not wrong. All of these pretty Black women/women of colour (and girls) and these basic to ugly white men (and boys) on TV. It needs to be stopped.

"If Shayla called you right now" -- jealous boyfriends.

Nicole is the one who's being played hot and cold.

Jeremiah telling her to bring him to a Frank Ocean concert knowing that he likes Belly is not fair to her, like in terms of the drama that would cause with Conrad and Belly, I don't care because they're both being terrible but Nicole does not deserve this.

"I mean we grew up together so I always thought of her as this little kid but now ... she's not." a) that sounds way creepier than intended like some Jacob and Renesmee shit b) they honestly should've done more to indicate that he's really seeing her now. Like I obviously know he's supposed to because of all the dialogue around how she's pretty now from everyone else and "omg Belly you look SO hot" in a simple, cutesy floral tank top but I mean if it's going to be Annie and Jeff then be Annie and Jeff.

Of course Annie and Jeff actually had tension

At least be Josh and Cher

COME ON, MAN.

"I'm bummed but I'll be fine" because Belly is terrible.

Cam does not deserve the lyrics to this song he was nothing but NICE to Belly if anything this song should be playing with Cam walking away.

I just find it super lazy to rely on portraying the munchies to show how high they're supposed to be.

Is Jere supposed to be Puck or something?

Lol when your mom puts you in the friendzone with your crush.

"Well I'm sure you got a perfect score" *laughs* oh we're doing racism in this episode. And it was actually done well. Just not when it's antiblackness which isn't surprising

"How come no one ever wants to play with me?" she booped you on the nose bro.

ok finally. something that is ACTUALLY hot and cold. "i'm not waiting for you anymore" does he know she'd been waiting for him?

Also not waiting for him shouldn't then mean making out with Jere.

"What happened to the boy I loved since I was ten" well Belly either he always knew you liked him and ignored it because he didn't see you the same way even when he was idk nicer I guess or he was clueless that you liked him but either way you never had his affection before this.

Also I like how in season 2 Jere was all I USED TO LOOK UP TO YOU EVERYONE ALWAYS THOUGHT YOU WERE BETTER THAN ME IN EVERYTHING and there is literally nothing to suggest any of those dynamics this season.

I can't fuck things up with Belly and treat her like shit but you know who I can do that to? Nicole.

Well if I can't get attention from one brother then I can from the other. "Susannah said when I was born she knew I was destined for one of her boys. I always thought it'd be Conrad" but Jere's the one in front of me so. You didn't think about him at ALL Belly.

It's funny actually watching the pool kiss because it's actually quite short and tame.

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orenjikaraka · 1 year

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Nucifera - ch. 3

Billy Hargrove x reader series

Peeps tags: @strawhatgamergirl @puppybittingotherpuppy

Author’s note: sorry for the long wait but wooo, also I made Jordan Mix, he still looks white but ya know a little slight tan, because he’s white and black, but also I usually have burn out because I have adhd, but here we are, but I hope everyone likes it, oh also I put emoji’s, even though it’s the 80’s.

Chapters: ch.1, ch.2, ch.4

Warnings: blood, a gun :D, cursing, slurs, anxiety and gore

Word count: 6251

Billy’s POV

2 weeks has passed, hospital appointments by hospital appointments, some physical therapy appointments to some police reports from the mall incident, it was roughly disappointing because his doctor told him he has to be in protective custody, which his first internal thought was ‘what a load of fucking bullshit’; feeling internally trap in one setting, feels isolating and rubbish. (Y/n) tried to help by talking to his doctor that it was her fault, it was her idea. But Billy cut it off by saying it’s ok, it’s no biggie, even though his brain was running on screws and wiring that is just going to all fall apart; at the beginning his doctor advised him to exercise, which hurts like he was being stabbed repeatedly, not until (Y/n) gave him some lessons for some easier solutions, a month later got half his weight back, it made him kinda more comfortable to look at himself in the mirror, except that massive hellish scar brings shivers down his spine; doing regular exercises was much easier to operate, even got (Y/n) to sit on his back for when he’s doing push ups; brought some of his confidence back up, but that fucking mind flayer keeps crawling back up in his mind…

Thoughts- no scratch that; nightmares through nightmares sworm through his skull, death; friends dying, you… Billy clenched his eyes shut, frustrated, he’s frustrated that he has these stupid thoughts, ‘stupid nightmares… stupid fuckin thoughts…’

He sighed and looked back at his notebook, it was pages and pages of stupid updates and shity doodles of frustration from past appointments for his physical therapy or just daily check ups, lot of it was lazy scribbles of updates but at least they were readable… just makes it more depressing that he has to write a reminder that he went through so much shit in little time, ‘fuckin doctors…’, he slowly breathed out and layed down on (Y/n)’s soft bed, felt quiet when no one was around, it makes his head hurt thinking about everyone, how Steve fuckin Harrington actually saved his sorry ass, why… why though; I bullied him, mock him till he felt threatened; heh- to rightfully feel like a king on top of his thorn; what did It got me, you lying to me, telling me that my sister wasn’t there, got a decent set of punches at me, and not even giving a hell to check I was ‘really’ ok… heh- I was just following a cuck of a father’s rules and I was a bit worried where she was at, but I know she can handle herself. Billy growled in frustration and threw the notebook across the room. And put his hands on his closed eyes and breathed out…

(Y/n) and Max… (Y/n) and Max… (Y/n) and Maxine…

I don’t even know why you both don’t hate me, everyone just left me in the dark, even my own mother… but nope, (Y/n) was worried sick of me and still cares about me, well I never heard you doubt me before… always there for me when I had my bruises from my father, always…

Always… so perfect…

I hate you- well not hate hate you; but I envy how nice you can be to people and especially me, the only “care” I got in high school was bruises and cigarettes… no one wanted to help my pain. My step sister was afraid to help me and her own mother didn’t even bother, I had no one, absolutely no one…

Until you show up again… more beautiful than before… and have that worried look like you used to have. You got Max to actually talk to me, which— fuck— Darn you for being a god damn angel. Maxine actually vents, talks, and jokes around me because of you; but you also just helped me get my confidence up to talk to my little sister…

He slowly put his hands on his chest and opened his eyes. His thoughts cooled down and he slowly got up and saw where the notebook was at. It was close to the bathroom door. Billy sighed and walked up to it and picked it up. As ragged as it is, he still has to deal with it.

Door creaked

“Hey whatcha doing staring daggers on that notebook again?”

Billy got a little started but then looked back at you.

“Oh just putting my frustrations on stupid things again.”

“So your notebook.”

“Yuppp… but at least it’s that piece of shit then something important…”

“Uh-huh… welp I got you something…”

She walked in with a huge bag behind her back.

“Nice hiding spot. Prez~”

“Oh shut up~ so your birthday has passed not so long ago and I wanted to give you these…”

She brought the bag up front. And opened it a little so he could see what’s inside. It was the dark red jacket and the two shirts, with some protein bars. Billy was confused at first but then realized those clothes really were his, ‘I mean it was pretty obvious…’

“Happy late birthday!”

Billy looked back up at her with a sad smile.

“No one ever actually celebrated my birthday; that’s why I always skipped it.”

She gave a small punch on his shoulder, “well that’s just shity. I'm just better than them!”

Billy gave a small chuckle.

“What do you want to do for your 19th birthday?”

“Just chill here; or work out today.”

“Well that's fine with me, I need to do some chores anyway. Also I'm glad you like the gifted!”

Before she walked off to her chores, she gave a small smile back and walked out of her room. Billy looked back down at the gifts and looked at a pacific one, the jacket, he liked it a lot, so much he hoped that (Y/n) wont think of him as a weirdo for wearing one jacket the whole day or even longer…

‘She’s just so damn cute…’

——- time skip (another mouth has passed) ——-

It was april and it was slightly warm outside, Billy was back at his original weight, which is quite outstanding; i mean all those bulking and working out was all not for nothing, Billy is proud he got all his weight back: the only thing is that he getting more stares then before, people are familiar with his old self, before Billy would hide away and he felt squeamish, but now he gives the death glares back if they looked, they're the ones that get frighten, which is amazing to have that self control back, the only difference is that he has lollipops instead of cigarettes, some girls think its cute, seeing a tough guy have a small soft side, but to billy he felt irritated, so when he goes alone sometimes, he tries to find other ways to deal with his anxiety, like tapping his fingers or shaking his leg or just tapping his foot, it usually doesn't last long, because his stomach twists and turns, anxiety is a bitch, and stupid thoughts of stupid shit will just pop up which made his anxiety worst…

“Grrrmmmm *sigh*” Billy picks another lollipop from his pocket and spits out the lollipop stick from his mouth and it lands in the trash can, and puts his 2nd one in his mouth, ‘mmm blueberry…’ He brought the hose up to his car again, his car hasn't really gone out as much because before his dumb organs would hurt like a bitch in his camaro, but now his body feels completely normal.

Well…

Billy lowered his head, and looked at his chest of his shirt.

“*sigh*”

SMACK

Billy looked up and saw Max on the other side of the car. “Max! What the hell!”

“Hey! I was just helping.”

“So throwing a soaked sponge was your plan.”

“Hey! Its not my fault that you still have anxiety over your scar.”

Billy just growled and put the hose back on his car, Max looked disappointed but sad in the same time, so she walked and grabbed the sponge off the ground, then looked back at Billy.

“Hmm” Billy looked back at Max.

“You know you can talk about some things that’s bothering you, ya know.”

“…”

“I know your going back to your normal self; but don’t hold it in, it just makes your anxiety worse…”

Billy clenched his lollipop stick again, “then what are your thoughts on this disturbing scar…”

Max just gave the most dumbest ‘are you serious’ face of all time and said “I think it looks cool and it makes you more of a badass because you saved a whole lot of people.”

“How-“

“WHAT YOU MEAN HOW! *sigh* Billy if I found it disturbing I wouldn’t be talking to you right now wouldn’t I.”

Billy unclenched his pop and brought the hose to Max.

“HEY!!!”

She threw the sponge at Billy and it hit his chest; Billy just started laughing but not until Max grabbed the hose and faced it at him.

*cough* “DANG IT MAX!” He coughed a little more and started laughing again. “Ok! OK! YOU-“ he picked up Max and put her by his right shoulder. “LET GO! YOU DORK!”

“OH I’M A DORK, last time I checked I was supposed to be the jock in high school!” “WELL YOUR A ADULT SO YOUR NOT IN HIGH SCHOOL ANYMORE! LET GO!”

“Hmmm, I can do this for hours or even days-“ “NO!” Billy just started to laugh again, “fine fine…” Billy put her down and she gave little punches on Billy’s right arm. “You! You! Idiot! You!” “So that’s a ‘I want to be picked up again’” “no!” And she ran on the other side of the car, Billy started laughing again a little and picked up the hose from the ground to finish up the rest of his car.

—-

After the car finished, they both took a break, they both sat on the end of the car. “You know… you're right.” Max looked back at Billy.

“Well- I’m sorry that I was a huge asshole before, I just thought… if I was like that; someone will bark back, bring hate back. In a fucked up way I thought that was comfort; I thought if I was like that, my mother would come schooling me back to how I used to be; but… she never came back…”

“I’m sorry-“

“No, don’t be, it’s ok really; life is not as shity as I thought it would be, ye there’s these stupid assholes that might come back, but… at least I have two people that are… actually there for me; which I thought I was going to be alone- but you know… I was wrong.”

Max gave a soft smile and gave Billy a soft punch on his left arm. “Well… I’m glad that you're alright… but! Rest time is over. You have work- well your first day!”

“*sigh* thanks max for reminding me…”

“Hey! At least it’s the same job.”

“True but-“

“If you're talking about your scar, then just wear dark colors. Or a really thick cotton white shirt.”

Billy just nods and went to change to a black shirt and the rest of his lifeguard belongings.

—- time skip —-

Tap tap tap

From the tapping from his finger to the shaking of his left leg, the anxiety is already erupting and it’s making his chest tight. His knuckles on the stringing wheel turn white. His muscles were tensing up. Billy clenches his teeth on the lollipop stick. The candy in his mouth was cracking, each time he clenched, it crack, crack, crack, felt like two stones clenching together to try to turn into one, but can’t. Because they’re two separate entities, two separate objects but the same counterpart, that can’t be fused together no matter how hard you try…

Crack

That sweet ball of candy broke; pieces that felt like chunks of unsharp glass were spewing through his mouth. Billy growled in frustration, ‘damn this fucking anxiety, it’s eating me apart…’ he reached his hand out to grab another lollipop from the armrest compartment and found none…

‘Fuck- I thought I brought more.’ His hand was searching more around until he found a box of cigarettes, it had two cigarettes left. Billy brought it up and till he stopped at the next red light, he looked at the ciggs, he was tempting but (Y/n) yelling at him tells him otherwise, so he threw them in the back with no hesitation. And continuing to chew his lollipop stick.

‘Can this day get anymore fucked then it is…’

— time skip (noon) —

Billy closed the car door and made sure his shirt was covering his scar. His shirt was clinging to his body, his muscles we’re tensing up, all that stress is making his body hurt already.

‘Fuck, fuck, fuck everything…’

—- flashback - --

“Are you sure, you’ll be ok going out by yourself?”

Billy look at (Y/n) with a smirk.

“Prez, I got this~”

“Mmmhmmm” she looks unsurprised

—- flashback end —

‘Sometimes I need to be smacked in the head…’

Billy walked over to the building and clocked in. Before he was about to walk out to the locker room.

“Hey! You're the new guy right?”

Billy stiffed up then looked back. The woman gasps, “your that one guy saved all those kids from that mall that catches on fire or one of them!”

“I-“ Billy couldn’t think what to say, “so what…”

“So… nevermine, it’s a tough topic is it…”

Billy just looks at her with a ‘oh really, no shit’ face.

“Hehe, well it’s only me and you today! Everyone else called off because it’s April, and somehow it’s hot for this week… also aren’t you going to be sweating in that black shirt, we have some white ones in the back”

“Tch… I’ll be fine…”, Billy walked out, he can hear the girl in the back, yapping that he’s going to have a heatstroke, ‘whatever…’ right when he was at the door for the locker rooms, he felt hesitated, ‘max… and…’ billy sighed and decided to not put his stuff in a locker… and just brought it with him. When he stept out to the pool, not many people were around. Just three chicks in far corner of the pool and a couple kids they were probably watching; wait there old fucking woman looking at her phone; *sigh*.

Billy can feel the stares from the group of women, it made his stomach heaved. He checked his shirt again if any or just smig of his scar was showing, it wasn’t; which brought his mind at ease, he went to the left and walked to the nearest lifeguard and strapped his backpack to the left handle, before he got to the seat side, that other lifeguard from earlier came over.

“You know we have lockers.”

“Oh I know, but did I fucking ask for a reminder.”

“You know, I’m your couch today.”

“And. I’ve worked at a pool before, I don’t need to be told twice. Or as many times, you want, princess.”

The lifeguard looked in rage, but walked off to the other lifeguard station.

Billy couldn’t care less, he just wanted to get paid and leave. Weekly pay is not all bad. Anything that helps you or your family with bills, ‘don’t want to feel like a fucking burden.’ Billy relaxed in his seat but still feel his anxiety in his pores, it’s making his sides hurt, which fuckin sucks not having a lollipop in a while, he tried to message his sides to keep him at bay with his anxiety, but it just made things worse, he squeezed his eyes shut to see if that helped with his stress, but it just made him nauseous. Sweat that was lightly from the sun was getting worse by the second. He tried to focus on anything to make this stupid anxiety cool down, but that just made it worse.

‘Why did I say I was ready…’

—- time skip —-

(Y/n) Pov

‘How the fuck, do you forget your anxiety pops’

(Y/n) just snickers

“Anxiety pops”

She parked her car and checked her phone again to check where to drop these ‘anxiety pops’ at.

Billy’s text message said, “just dropped them off at the office. 🖤”

“Oh, William, you dork using a heart emoji.”

She grabbed the small bag of lollipops, and stepped out of her car, in the little plastic bag, there was only 15 lollipops, while she was walking over, she looked around and saw not much cars today, the pool parking seemed kinda empty, ‘figured it would be a slow day, it is kinda summer break in some schools, so families would go somewhere more entertaining than just some basic bitch pool…’

While she was walking over there, she was checking her phone again just to make sure where to put the bag of lollipops at. When she made it, she saw Billy to her left, she felt bad how stressed he looks, before she could walk in the office, someone firmly grabbed her arm, she looked to her right and saw zacharius, “fuck off dude, don’t you have anything else to do…”

“Ohhhh~, little rabbit wants to go on her merry way~; too bad because I have something to tell ya.”

“So harassing me and being a fucktard is your way of flirting.”

“You're spicy~ for a little rabbit but I need to tell ya something about Billy.”

“Now why would I want to hear that?”

“Well~ I’m not gonna lie to you. But why do a misfit like you want to hangout with an unmanageable asshole like that.” He shook his head up a little, to make it like he’s pointing forward, towards Billy’s direction. This time Billy got down from his lifeguard chair and was talking to the three chicks that were vibing in the pool earlier.

“See… boys never change, they’ll just keep following what there sluggish hearts can take and never look back.”

She looked back, “same goes to you, if you say that.”

“You’re such a biter~, that’s what I like about you~, but princess~, he would only throw you away like the other bitches, he wore out or just couldn’t care less what they think. You're walking on violence. Someone that threatened his sister; had bloody fights for weak individuals that can’t even sock a punch on solid concrete…”

“That’s-“

“That’s what sweetheart~ those chicks will get there brains fucked out; putting all that worked up anxiety to use… with those pretty little fuck toys in use and come home all relaxed so he can go on his next victim…”

(Y/n) looked troubled, which amused him even more.

“Sorry for telling the truth baby girl… but I’m only protecting you in my only fucked up way~”

“So that time at the mall…”

“Oh princess I wasn’t going to hurt you~ I was just faking a threat to keep you as far away from a monster like him…”

She looked back at Billy; he was still flirting and talking to the girls.

She turned back and snatched her hand back; she walked in the office and dropped the bag on the counter and stepped out.

Looked back one last time…

Then left…

——

Billy’s POV

Billy saw a glimpse of (Y/n), but she already got in her car and left…

“Heyyy… hot shot~”

Billy looked back, and gave the three girls a glare, “you know, it shows me how dumb, all of you are, to get easily flirted… you chicks vaginas must be warned out, just how many times u spat.”

One of the girls had a drink of water in a red plastic cup, she swung her hand out in a fast motion and the water hit Billy’s face. Billy was unfazed and had a smug look on his face. The girls looked disappointed and annoyed, so they walked off. Billy couldn’t care less. He looked at miss lifeguard. “Ima take a break!” While he was walking over he got his phone out and texted (Y/n) back.

“Thanks for the pops Prez~ maybe we can watch a movie 🍿 after I clocked out from work. Maybe horror. 🧡🔪🖤”

A couple seconds passed and he saw no ‘seen’ on the bottom. ‘Maybe she’s still driving or doing errands, she usually answers instantly…’ he closed his flip phone; put his phone in his pocket and walked in the office, and grabbed his pops.

—- time skip (night) —

After he got the pops hours ago, he felt much calmer than before, it even made him throw his stuff in his locker and took a quick shower. ‘Who would knew…’, his shift was almost done with just 2 hours left, it was quiet at the pool, the pool closed at 6:30pm, and the other lifeguard lefted at 5:00pm because she told him, at unexpected family problems happened, Billy understood and apologized about before because he was stressed out from not having his “anxiety pills”, she also apologized if she caused anymore stress then he was already feeling before, he told her she was fine, so she rushed to clocked out and ran out. The pool was easy to clean because it was a slow day. So he’ll do the pool last.

Now back to the present; 10:00 pm, Billy was just at the just of it with cleaning the pool. So he sat the end of the pool and got his flip phone out to check his messages again, he checked if he had any new ones from people he knew, some were appointments and some were max texting him little muscle emojis and telling him you got this, then he checked if you seen his message yet, and you haven’t… which got Billy’s heart clenched, ‘is she’s alright…’, he wanted to text you to see if your alright, but he felt nervous, ‘she’s probably been busy all day…’

So he texted Max and asked if they were both alright, Max responded fast and said, “we’re alright, we’re chilling, Hru.”

He texted back; “I’m doing alright, just chilling at the pool waiting to clock out.”

She text back with a little happy face :D, and ended the conversation.

Billy closed his flip phone and put it in his pocket, he lowered his head towards the pool a little and saw his legs in the pool, the pool had a soft light blue glow, it made the large pool water looked like melted crystals, shiny calming glow, it made him wonder if he should go on vacation too. Feeling tired all the time, from so much stress in one setting, makes you want to scream all the stress out. He moved his legs slowly in the water, making him dazed out from the movement of the water…

“I wonder if (Y/n) and Max would want to go on vacation…” he said silently, a meer whisper.

“Sounds fun… Bill…”

Before Billy could turn around, he got shoved in the water.

The water felt cold and refreshing, but his veins felt burning and boiling from someone above, who pushed him in the pool, the silhouette looked familiar, didn’t had the same clothes from last time, but the face was all to familiar, black roughed up hair, tired eyes, that had no rest for weeks, always had that look where he can get any girl with just a smile, but in reality he would just get his dick sniped and bruises like scarlet and violet roses… the devil himself, zacharius.

‘Nope that’s it ima kill him, I swear.’

Billy swimmed to the top and saw zacharius stupid smug face…

“You're a real bitch, ya know that.”

Zacharius stupid smug turned to frustration.

“Shut up, faggot.”

“Would a faggot, fuck you’re ex’s tight pussy, making her pant and moan; her yelling my name instead of yours.”

“SHUT YOUR MOUTH!” Zacharius pick a 9mm out of his pocket, Billy gave him a straight face, he was unfazed, which made Zacharius felt uneasy, but he continued, “I always hated you, when I was with my group of friends, we were having the time of are lives, going on pool parties, getting drunk on late nights, breaking rules so are parents would get pissed off, but most of all my. Girl. You. Took. From. Me…”

Billy kept being silent and listened…

“A blonde cali boy came to school one day, looking like he own the whole damn school, he walked over and started talking to Carol Perkins, Tommy, and the rest of my group of friends, but-“

“But he took your girl…”

“You… she… just stopped, she hugged me less, stopped looking at me, she told me that we weren't a thing anymore. Days passed and each following day, I saw her looking at the same blonde…”

“I fucking hated you from that day, she stopped being around me, she wouldn’t even give me eye contact, it looked like she forgot about me…”

“Well… you know what she told me that day, she told me that you treated her like shit, she said you slammed her tight clit like a pussy, she… *sarcastic snicker* she told me that you fuck like a girl losing her virginity for the first time.”

Zacharius right hand started to cliver, the 9mm slightly shaking left to right in his hand. You can see the anger in his veins, Billy noticed his finger shaking on the trigger. So he moved underwater in seconds-.

Shot

Billy got hit close to his left side of his intestines, it made a hole through his skin, but it still hurts like a bitch, crimson blood slowly spewing in the water, with Billy’s right hand, he put pressure on it. “Mmmmhhggg”, from above he can hear Zach yell “get the fuck up and face me.” Or just plain cursing, Billy just did the opposite and swimmed further in the deep end, so it make his figure hard to shoot.

Shoot

The bullets were close to Billy, but they all missed, suddenly the bullets stopped coming and another figure came, yelling “what the fuck your doing!” It was mumbled but what came from Zach was “Jordan get the fuck out of here!” It was like hearing two kids yelling who gets to be first in the front car seat.

Billy’s right lung was starting to burn, so he swam up, when he got up the service, he pant quietly because Jordan was distracting zacharius, so Billy swimmed slowly to the edge and put his hands on it, he slowly pushed himself up, even though it was a slightly a struggle to get up, his side making him nauseous, his black shirt getting soaked even more from his blood, when Billy got out, his panting was getting heavier, which made zacharius heard him, right before zacharius turned around Jordan grab his hand with his both hands and brought the gun up. “Jordan fuck off!” Even though Jordan was slightly shorter, he still put up a fight, “Zach! You're insane! It’s old fucking news dude just fuckin move on!”

When Billy got the hang of his breathing again, he pushed himself up, rushed up Zach to put a stop to this stupidity, but Jordan couldn’t hold on for long, and Zacharius pushed Jordan back, then pointed the gun back at Billy, Billy stepped back a little.

Jordan spoke up, “Zach come on man, there’s no point in doing this shit anyway.”

“Shut up!”

Billy spoke up, “Zach if it makes you feel any better, that bitch of girlfriend, you had was a stank; we only had a one time stand, and then she looked for some other dude to fuck…”

“That’s not-“

Jordan spoke, “Zach! Its fuckin true and you know it. The whole school knew, come on dude-“

Zacharius looked back at Jordan, in a fast movement, zacharius faced his gun at Jordan, Billy tried to move-

Shot

“AAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHH!!”

The bullet went through his left leg, it pierced through the thin skin, through the cartilage, smoothly going through the bone and out from the other side, hitting the concrete with a metallic sharp thud.

Zacharius stopped; froze up and looked at his friend, his body started to quiver, “Jordan- I- I—“

“WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH YOU!”

Billy just stood in silence, clenching his side, with his right hand, while his left hand clenched in a fist, Billy didn’t know Jordan that long, but seeing someone that you knew from school, just walking just fine moments ago, now on the floor clenching his lower part of your left leg blood on his hands, crimson liquid stained his black jeans making it darker then it already was. Zach dropped his gun and kept stuttering, but Jordan kept screaming and yelling that he bloody attacked him.

Yelling to screaming.

Yelling t screaming

Ye l in to scre m in

Yell scre-

Billy's brain felt like it was about to burst, from just hearing two men screaming, crying, and apologizing. It was becoming more moshed than normal speech…

“Zacharius get the fuck out of here…”

Zach looked back at Billy.

“But-“

“FUCK OFF WILL YOU, YOU TRIED TO KILL ME BECAUSE SOME WHORE THAT DIDNT WANT YOU.” Billy slowly walked up to Zach, he grabbed his collar with his free hand, and spoke “YOU TAKE YOUR GROUP OF FRIENDS IN STUPID AND DANGEROUS SITUATIONS; YOU TRIED TO HURT AND THREATED MY GIRL AND NOW- NOW YOU SHOT YOUR FUCKING FRIEND!!!”

“I—“

“FUCK OFF! WILL YOU!”

Billy shoved him away.

“FUCK OFF AND NEVER COME NEAR HERE EVER AGAIN, DONT COME NEAR ME OR ANY OF YOUR FRIENDS, AND IF I SEE YOU EVEN CLOSE TO MY SISTER AND MY GIRL ILL FUCKING MURK YOU! YOU HEAR ME!”

Zacharius nods and runs off, leaving the gun, leaving his friend, leaving without even looking back…

Billy ran up to Jordan and aided him in the office and patch up his wounds and Jordan’s wounds.

—- time skip ( 1:34 am ) —-

The stitches hurt like a bitch but at least they’re not bleeding.

“Thanks for helping me out Billy…”

“It’s no Problem… I knew police won’t be here fast enough anyway but they’re coming, do… do you think you can speak up for me… I need to get back home, before (Y/n) goes worried because my phone is broken…”

“No- no… you're fine, no worries I can understand how my sister can be when I’m not home at a certain time, well it passed that time.” He chuckled, “my sis, won’t be worried because she’ll know that I’m with the police anyway so…”

Billy chuckled back and stopped leaning on the office counter, “oh I understand, is your sister a cop?”

“She is actually!”

They both cracked up and Billy said his goodbyes and left…

When he got in his car he felt drained again, he felt like another disaster just flew by, like he got struck by bullet through the heart…

‘Ok… let’s get the fuck home…’

—-

While he was speeding down the road he felt like he really fucked up for some reason…

You are not answering his text…

When you dropped his pops in the office, you didn’t even check on him, or at least waved…

You didn’t even reply back or seen- welp can’t know that now because his flip phone is drenched…

“Why choose me…”

“Wait what am I saying…”

He slammed his right hand on the steering wheel, ‘when you walked out, you… looked frustrated…’

“Fuck…”

He boost up his speed to 110 horsepower, but then he slowed his speed, and slowed his fucked up breathing, no one wants to hear a quivering fool…

He popped a red cherry pop in his mouth and continued to drive home…

Your home…

—- time skip —-

When he came home, he felt like he was about to pass out, his stomach was curling, it felt like a demogorgon was eating his insides out, he felt every inch of his hair spiking out, he felt…

Pinned and trapped…

If he stepped in, it’s over, it’s all over…

He held his breath and tried to calm down…

Everything felt like it was about to shatter…

Until…

He heard your voice in his head.

“Well you're wrong in so many ways, that I would call you. Fuckin idiot, if you think I wouldn’t be there for you.”

Billy felt his breathing coming back and felt his muscles stopped tensing up…

Billy just chuckled while shaking his head in a downward ‘no’ motion. And stepped out of the car. While he walked, he was fiddling with his key again, when he got there, he found the correct key and put his key in the key slot and opened the door.

When he stepped inside, he slowly closed the door behind him. The house was dead silent, ‘everyone probably asleep’, so Billy slowly walked inside to not make any noise until he heard (Y/n)’s door opened, his quiet footsteps turn into a little faster swivels to her door, right before he was going to the hallway, she stepped out from the corner of the hallway.

She had tired eyes but she looked unpleased, her arms were crossed, “where have you been?” She had a soft anger in her voice, she couldn’t see the blood stain shirt, because from his side it’s dark, dim, and hard to see his body, his face was slightly dimmed, “I’ve been at work.”

“It's 2:45 am, Billy.”

“Zach-“

“Don’t give me a excuse about zacharius.”

‘What’

“Sweetheart-“

“Don’t call me that” she had venom in her veins. Billy’s muscles was tensing up, “hey… let me-“

“You let me what B, you clocked out 2 hours ago and now your here like nothing happened, not even at least giving me a call!”

“My phone’s dead”

“That’s an excuse…”

Billy clenched his hands, “what’s an excuse! Look!”

He put his right hand in his pocket, and brought it out, it was slightly drenched and won’t turn on.

“You could’ve called me on the office phone or used your coworker’s phone.”

“My coworker left early and also I didn’t want to fuckin call you because you didn’t answer my text or you haven’t seen my text before 10:25 PM-ish after around 10:30 Pm, my phone broke…”

(Y/n) looked at his phone and smacked it off his hand, Billy looked at his hand and back at you confused, “that’s bullshit.”

“And how is it not (Y/n)” his confusion turned into a low growl of frustration.

“You are just the same player that those three girls were looking for…”

Billy felt hurt, “you're thinking I’m going back to my old ways… you-“

“Me what William, You lied to me that you weren’t going back, you lied to me for making a whore out of yourself for flirting over those sluts. you LIED-“

“LIED!” He *chuckled*, “LIED to you about what! Is it a lie that I saved you and Max from my father, IS IT A LIE, that I was there for you at the mall protecting you from that wuss name Zach! HUH, AM I SO MUCH OF A FUCKIN LAIR! THAT I FUCKIN LOVE YOU (Y/N)!”

Her anger just vanished, “shut up-“

“NO, I was at my fucking job, then Zacharius pushed me in the fuckin pool, so my phone got damaged; to make it like I was fuckin ignoring everybody, he tried to kill me, but his bud jordan came along and saved my sorry ass, I got out of the pool. he got shot my Zacharius and i threatened Zach to never come NEAR ME OR HIS FRIENDS, OR MY GIRL AND MY SISTER AGAIN!”

“…”

“Oh and just in case I’m not LYING to you.” Billy pulled his shirt up and showed his stitched up bullet wound and he move to the side to show her it went right through him, he put his shirt back down and looked back at (Y/n), “but I guess if I’m so much of a Manwhore; as you so called i am… I’ll fuckin leave.”

“No— B im-“

“Stop.”

Billy walked passed her, and walked in her room and grabbed his duffle bag and started filling stuff he needs to get the fuck out of there.

“Billy— just wait, I was-“

“STOP.”

“But-“

“STOP WILL YOU. Just stop—“

He got his stuff and walk out of her room, she ran in front of him and tried to stop him.

“Move—“

“No- just listen to me, it’s a misunderstanding— let me-“

“You already explained already, you told me who I am— so fucking move…”

Max stepped out of her room and saw her brother’s distressed face, she couldn’t see (Y/n), but she saw how her body quivers…

“No-“

“Fine I’ll just make myself leave…”

He grabbed her arm, and pulled her out of the way, it wasn't that forceful, but it made her gave up… so for the most part, she moved…

Billy walked up to the door and heard (Y/n)‘a soft sobbing in the background, while max was calling out for Billy.

But he never looked back.

And…

Simply said “I’ll pick you up tomorrow Max…”

And quietly opened the door and closed the door behind him, while never looking back…

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the-ravening · 11 months

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You know I need to ask about Zemo/Torres, Secret Sugar Daddy because I also have a fic with a similar name and I want to know how close ours are to being the same fic because of FCCU chats 😂

We have definitely had this convo before, and our similarly named WIPs are 100% based on the same FCCU chats. If you ever get back into Zemo someday, I would totally love to write this fic together because it was a great idea.

For anyone else who’s wondering (and @zsparz you asked about this too, I’ll be answering yours next), this is a story where Torres is working with SBZ on missions, and picks up a daddy on a sugar baby app as his side hustle. He doesn’t know his sugar daddy’s real identity, and of course, it’s Zemo.

Here, have everything I've written, since it's not much.

Torres mentions to his daddy that his upcoming job is somewhere warm and the next gift he receives is a selection of skimpy speedos, which he makes good use of when their mission gives them the chance to turn one of Zemo’s fancy Mediterranean villas into their safehouse for a few weeks. The place is like something out of a travel guide, with its lush courtyards and outdoor patios and grape-trellis enclosed pool area. While they have a few days to kill, waiting for their contact and running remote surveillance, Zemo spends much of his time lounging poolside, wrapped in one of his many fine silk robes, fruity cocktail in hand, designer sunglasses perched on a slightly sunburned nose. He gives off the air of a man oblivious to his surroundings in his pampered state of leisure, but Torres gets the sense that behind his dark glasses, Zemo is watching him closely as he swims.

He should be weirded out by it. He should feel uneasy, left all alone out here to fend for himself against Sam and Bucky’s adopted terrorist. He knows what kind of man Zemo is, has read his files and details of all he’s done, has spent enough time with him on these missions to understand not to trust half the words that drip off his honeyed tongue. But the truth is, having the older man’s hungry gaze on him is a bit of a turn on. The intense midday sun glints on the water as he does lazy laps around the pool, and he can imagine how it must look rippling over the lean muscles of his back. As he pulls himself up onto the ledge after his swim, rivulets of it sluice down his chest, catching in the dips of his well-defined abs. He’s got a nice golden tan already, just from spending these first afternoons in the sun here, and he can feel Zemo’s eyes linger on him, running down his body appreciatively to settle at the telling bulge of his growing hard-on. It’s titillating having Zemo’s attention on him like this, and the tiny, form-fitting swim shorts don’t hide a thing. He lets Zemo get an eyeful as he slowly towels off, reveling in the thrill of being watched. Not one to miss an opportunity, he makes his way back to his room, still dripping wet and hard, to take some mirror selfies for his daddy in the ensuite bathroom. He’s well practiced at it by now, knows his best angles, turning just so into three-quarter profile to show off his tiny waist and clenching his muscles to get the desired definition. He squeezes a hand over his cock, gives it a few strokes over the speedo to get it nice and plump for the photo, and then snaps a few in quick succession, making sure to emphasize how well he fills out the tiny shorts. Choosing the best shot, admiring how the light and shadow plays over his golden skin, what a fucking meal he looks like with the thick head of his cock threatening to burst out from the waistband of his shorts sitting low on his hips, he sends it off to his daddy with a quick message consisting of a string of eggplant and sweat drop emojis. He doesn’t have to wait long before his phone dings with a reply. I knew you’d look delectable in them, his daddy writes. Stream for me now? Torres throws a glance out the window overlooking the pool to make sure Zemo’s still sitting out there on his lounger, and he is, right where Torres left him. Fortunately, the man seems completely engrossed with something on his phone, so Torres can be fairly certain he won’t be interrupted or overheard, can even make some extra noise while filming for his daddy. He starts up a video call and trails a hand down his chest, over the firm plane of his stomach, slowly inching it down to dip his fingers beneath the stretch of hot pink and neon green lycra where the hefty bulge of his cock is tenting the fabric…

And lest we forget, this is the Torres thirst trap selfie that inspired the fic:

#WIP meme #answered ask #@ex0rin #ravening writes #zemo/torres #I worked on this today just so I'd have more to share and I had SO much fun with it #this is truly the best fic idea it needs to be written at some point

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yunhowifeu · 1 year

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So this is love?

Sorry for the typos,

Also this is my first blog, hope y’all like it.

Word count: 3k+ Warnings: slight smut towards the end Yunho x reader

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I woke up in the morning to a sticky note on the bed next to me it said “good morning, I had to go to work early and I nudged you for you to wake up but you didn’t =( anyways, I’m coming back at 6 so we can go somewhere =), love, your roomy”

“Roomy?”

How cute

Yunho always left sticky notes when he left early and even if he didn’t. When I wake up there’s always a note, when I walk to the kitchen there’s a note, when I walk to the living room there’s a note, there’s even notes I haven’t discovered yet and I know it. They are usually either, reminders, wether they are “there’s no more milk” or “remember to get ready for when I get back to go for ice cream” or even “always remember to keep your head up and most importantly remember that I’m always going to be by your side =)” sometimes they are just doodles or little drawing like a dog, a emoji, a person and more, or sometimes it’s just random like “hiii!” or “Hope your day is amazing” every time I found one I would put it in a small box I have on my nightstand, it’s getting filled quick. Yunho is my roommate and my best friend. I met him in high school and we became pretty close pretty quick but we lost contact for a while, I needed to find a house or atleast a apartment and I didn’t mind sharing as long as they aren’t rude or mean (I got quite the opposite actually) so I went on a website and found a small cute little house and it said there was an extra room and that they could use some company. I thought the house was so comfy and cute so I messaged the owner and signed some papers, next thing you know I’m at the door with a tall man giving me a warm welcoming smile in front of me welcoming me in with a hand gesture. I didn’t really recognize him since he had dyed hair, a different hairstyle, contact lenses with blue, different style, but when he looked me in the eyes after we talked for a while on the couch I remembered that one person who would look into my eyes with such admiration while I talked and that was yunho so I gasped and hugged him.”I thought you would never notice” yunho said with a little giggle. He decided not to say anything because he wanted to see how long it would take me. we got more closer every day. We have been living together for 9 months. 3 months ago we started sleeping in the same bed because we thought we were comfortable enough to do so and sometimes we just wanted to cuddle, some friends have teased us both about it but we don’t really pay much attention and since as long as we are happy we don’t listen to other people’s opinions as harsh as it might sound, but well it’s not like we do other than cuddling, so what can be so wrong with that?

I get in the shower and there’s a note that said “sorry I finished the yellow shampoo you use, yes I used it because the smell reminds me of you and it’s nice” oh umm, at least there was other shampoos, I kept thinking of the fact that he said it would remind him of me and it was nice?? Does he think about me a lot?

After I showered I dry my hair and put some makeup on, then I choose my clothing. I go to the kitchen and saw another note “no more cheese or bread, but don’t worry I’ll bring some when I get back” “aww I wanted to make a sandwich” I said to myself. I decide to just make a small salad, I watched tv for a while, talked on the phone, ate some snacks, then I got bored. All my friends worked today and I usually go for walks or to the gym but today I want it to be a lazy day and what better to wear than an oversized hoodie and some shorts. My skinny jeans and crop top were just uncomfortable. I forgot I didn’t have any oversized hoodies just regular ones. Living with a tall male is always good. Not to mention I can barely reach the cabinets from the kitchen. Not the point. I went to yunho’s room, yes he slept in my room but his clothing were in his room, it’s been a while since I’ve been in his room, nothing has really changed tho, I go to the closet and see a gray hoodie so I try it on and it fits perfect and by perfect I mean it ends a little lower than my bum. I go to my room and change. I then went back to the kitchen to get myself some more coffee, so far I’ve had 4 cups of coffee today. I sat on the couch and got some cookies to go with my coffee and went on social media. I didn’t realize what time it was but a couple of minutes later the door opens and my eyes get wide, I run to my room and take his hoodie off, he didn’t see me because he was trying to get the key out of the key hole which was a little messed up recently. I put on one of my hoodies and secretly trying to put his back where it was he saw me. He giggles at my posture trying to hide from him. “What you got there?” He knew exactly what I had but of course him being the tease he is, he asked while walking towards me. Once he is in front of me he bent to my height, tilted his head and gave me a wide smile, grabbing his hoodie from my hands while his eyes are glued on mine. He straightened up and went to his room, putting the hoodie back. He then patted my head while passing my frozen body. “No hug for me today?” Should I return the energy he is giving off, sure why not?. “No cuz I wanted to wear your hoodie and you took it from me” I said, crossing my arms, walking to the kitchen where he is. I sat on one of the counter stools with him sitting on the other side, right in front of me. “Fine I’ll let you borrow it if you give me a hug that is worth my hoodie” he said with a playful smile. I rolled my eyes jokingly and he said “I guess not” raising his eyebrows. He didn’t notice I got up and stood behind him. I hugged him tight with my arms wrapped around his torso and my head laying on his way bigger back. He didn’t move and we stayed like that for a bit. I tip toed to see over his shoulder and he was blushing and I wanted a closer look because from his big shoulders I barely saw his face, facing down looking at his food. So I walk to where I was previously sitting and once I sat down he got up without saying anything, his face with no expression but a blushing mess. I thought it was adorable. He washed the plate he was previously eating from and I had and idea. Why not back hug him again? How evil of me right? And so I did. This time he just put the plate away and started walking away but I cling on to his back, it felt comfortable after all. We entered his room and without saying anything he just gives me his hoodie, I take it with one hand and with the other still on him, I then wrap my other hand with the hoodie around him. He walked to the couch. “You should let go or I’ll have to sit on you and we both know I’m going to crush your ant body” he said. I quickly let go while he sits and I sit on his lap. “Why so clingy today?” He asked. “You told me to” I answered. “ I said a hug worth not multiple and I didn’t ask you to keep going” he said with a blank face. “You didn’t tell me to stop- I’m sorry, I just- nvm” I said standing up quickly and went to my room. “I didn’t mean it like that!” I heard him say loudly. I knew he didn’t but, what if he was uncomfortable? I just really enjoyed it while he didn’t? How selfish of me. I really shouldn’t make this a big deal and overthink it. I get my hoodie off and put his on appreciating his scent. I lay in bed looking at the blank wall and after a while I feel a pair of hands wrapping it’s way around my torso. “Cutie” he whispered in my ear. I got goosebumps all around my body. He is so close and it’s so warm and comfy. I turn around and looked at him closing his eyes with a smile on his face. I got closer and whispered “I thought we would go somewhere once you got home”. There was no response. I sighed thinking he fell asleep. “Let’s stay like this a little longer please” he said. “No I wanna go now!” I demanded playfully while trying to wiggle out of his hold but he just kept tightening it. I sighed and gave up. “Fine” I said with defeat. Next thing I knew, I see a tall figure...changing!? I sat up quickly without knowing it. He turned around. “Oh you’re awake now” he said, still putting his shirt on. I couldn’t help but stare at his defined abs, and fare skin. “Done staring yet? Come on get ready” he said giggling. His shirt was fully on now but the picture of him with no shirt on is still in my head so I keep staring without noticing it. I didn’t notice when he walked towards me so when I stopped my daydreaming he was right in front of my face almost touching noses. “What are you thinking of?” tilting his head. “You and the fantasies I have about us” wait what- DID I JUST SAY THAT OUT LOUD!? He looked at me with wide eyes. He touched my face and said “I suppose you didn’t mean to say that out loud princess did you?” He knew me so well and the fact that he called me princess- I think I might faint right then and there. “Come on pumpkin, get ready” he smiled. Gosh why did he make me feel this way?? I sighed and got up. He just stood there looking at me. “So are you just going to watch me change?” I asked while slowly lifting his hoodie up revealing my fading abs. He froze still looking at me. “ well well well, look who was teasing me a few seconds ago and now they are doing the exact same thing they teased me about” I raised an eyebrow walking towards him, arms free from the hoodie, revealing my arms and part of my bra. He swallowed and left.

I got out of the room when I was done getting ready and he was on the couch on his phone. I decided to give him a back hug, cuz like-why not? I wrapped my arms around his collar bone and he held my hands in place with his. Still holding my hand he stood up and we walked to the door. He opened the car door for me and let go of my hand then closing the door. He got in and we drove off. There was no actual destination. “Do you wanna just have a late night drive or actually go somewhere?” He broke the silence with the question which I didn’t know what to answer to it. He then grabbed my hand and held it. “Let’s go order a drink and then we can have a drive around the city, yeah?” He asked. I hummed in agreement. We ordered 2 lemonades at a drive thru then left once we paid. Most of the car ride was silent, still holding hands, looking out the window. We made small talk every now and then. I enjoyed it, it was relaxing. “Y/n” he said with his deep voice. When I tell you I was scared I mean it. More like worried but still. The thing is yunho never really called me by my name, he would just say what he needed to say or would call me pet names, but when he did it was serious. Oh gosh. “I think you need to know that I have grown to care for you, deeply” he said gently making the hold on my hand tighter. I didn’t really get what he said, I mean like, what does it mean? I didn’t wanna ask tho since it was a serious moment and I don’t wanna look dumb. I just hummed in agreement. “Sorry, I didn’t mean to make you uncomfortable” he said slowly letting go of my hand but I caught it in time and held it tight. “It’s the opposite, you make me so comfortable whenever I’m around you, I can be myself, and you like me for who I am even tho sometimes I’m dumb and ugly and annoying and weird but you have always been there for me no matter what, even when I push you away, I can go on with a long list of how you make me comfortable but all you need to know is, I’m not this comfortable not even with my own family” I explained. His eyes sparkled with the night light poles while he looked at me. He turned his attention back to the road. He suddenly parked on the side. “I mean- I just can’t stop thinking about you, I can’t bare the thought anymore of being apart from you, everyday I leave to work I leave you a note so you can remember me and smile with that beautiful smile of yours, all my dreams, my desires, it all involves you, and as wrong as it may sound, it’s true, you are everything to me, my heart ached every time you talked with your other guy best friend on the phone, always giggling, bickering and flirting to each other and even worse in person, when we go out in public and you even stare a little too long or even ask a question to a guy, I go nuts inside my head, I can’t bare the thought of you cuddling or even being close with any other guy that isn't me, I’m not so good with my words and words can’t describe everything I want to say, you are quite hyper and energetic sometimes that it gets to the point where it’s annoying but I still love that side of you, your cute laughs, your teasing giggles, it’s too much for me to handle, I don’t know what to do with all these feelings for you, if you don’t feel the same way tho, it’s fine, you know what, just forget everything I just said, let’s just go home and sleep” I was in shock. No way my dream guy, my best friend, my comfort, my warmth, my joy, out of billions of girls, he likes me!?.. Before he started to drive off I grabbed his head and turned it towards me again. I kissed him with no hesitation. He kissed me back, holding my face with his large hands.

From that day on, we started dating, it’s been about a month now. He makes me so happy. He is so much more touchy and clingy now, and I love it so much. He started missing work because “I’ll be crying if I can’t kiss you every 5 minutes and you don’t want me to cry do you now?” Is his excuse every time. Or he will make any ridiculous excuse for us two to stick together like at the mall once I told him “I wanna go to that jewelry store really quick, go buy us a drink while?”

Then he told me he had no money when we clearly bought things previously that day but I gave him my card anyways. He then said “oh funny I actually have mine right here but I think we should go together” I was surprised. “Uhm you might get robbed or somebody might assault you” I would just laugh but agree. Yunho became a blushing mess whenever our friends would point out any hickeys, he would try acting cool most of the time but when he remembers the fact that he was the one who did it or you were the one who did it, he gets so shy, it’s adorable, I usually just giggle and he covers his face awkwardly laughing which makes all of us laugh jokingly. now that I have talked a little about yunhos soft side let’s talk about his “not so soft” side. He once pinned me to a wall started kissing and it turned into bitting lips, tongue dominance war, etc,. I slightly moan because well it felt good and you know what he says? “Ohh you like that baby girl?” I’m sorry what- did I hear that right? Is what I was thinking at the moment but it didn’t stop us from going farther than kissing but anyways, yunho isint so soft and can also get possessive and jealous as hell. He is scary when he gets mad, which isn't often but still is very scary. I do anything possible not to make him mad or disappointed. Back to the soft side, he will get flustered easily with me, touch his hand or rub against his arm, he will blush, lay my hand on his chest, lap or shoulder he will become as red as a tomato it’s unlike when we get intimate, he will become so dominant and won’t blush or feel bad, this boy is the opposite of shy in bed, if you know what I mean. My turn ons are his cherry lips, I would just stare at them all day if I could, his defined abs, his fluffy dyed hair, his length, in everything, ;) he was just so tall and so big compared to me, it turns me on so much, his goofy smile, his glowy sparkly eyes, he is perfect in every shape or form in my eyes. His turn ons are usually whenever I touch him, like anywhere, anytime. He says he really likes my smile. He says he also likes the height difference, he thinks it’s adorable. We get along so well and rarely fight, when we do fight tho we always fix it right away. I’ve never felt this loved and vise bursa.

#yunho x reader #ateez ff #yunho ff #ateez #ateez yunho #imagine yunho #jeong yunho #jeong yunho ff #ateez atiny #ateez imagines

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A/N: The paranormal discussions are completely fictional. Idk anything about the haunted place I chose other than I picked it based off a photo after googling "Haunted Places in Italy" - this is pure laziness on my part, but I rather spend my time writing than researching lol. Hopefully you don't mind, and understand where I'm coming from.

If you know anything about Castello di Poppi, I apologize lol.

I wanted to focus more on banter and having fun, than like.. writing paranormal stuff.

*Leighton's POV*

"Welcome to Italy!" I exclaimed, my arms held up like the shrug emoji, spinning around in bliss.

It felt so good to be back.

The second the plane landed, I instantly got flooded with flashbacks from when I came when I was younger.

"We haven't even left the airport" Sam teased, all four of us making our way to baggage claim.

"But it's Italy!" I grinned, trying to keep up with Sam and Colby's long strides.

"Keep in mind though, they're dragging us to some fucked up haunted place before even letting us explore" Kat reminded, both of us lagging behind them.

"I did not sign up for that" I huffed, knowing I was going to be dragged to some fucked up places.

"Well that's what we get for agreeing to go on vacation with them" She snickered and I sighed, taking my suitcase from Colby.

When we got to our hotel, I had a quick FaceTime call with Gabe, asking how things were going.

It felt nice to see Gemma, even if it was over a screen.

"Is she sleeping well?" I asked, my eyes glancing to my side, Colby reaching behind me.

"She's been alright. I gave in last night and let her sleep in the bed with me"

"But she's sleeping?" I asked again and he nodded.

"Yeah, I mean, she hasn't been all happy and giggly like she was before you left, but we'll be okay"

I sighed, wishing I was there.

"Hey, do you need the bathroom before I shower?" Colby asked, leaning out of the bathroom doorway.

I shook my head, Colby disappearing behind the now closed door.

"You're sharing a hotel room?" Gabe asked, catching my attention.

"Huh? Oh — yeah" I stuttered, moving so I was sitting in the bed now, the door out of view from the phone.

Last thing I need is Colby waltzing out in a towel in the background.

"Are you guys together now?" He questioned and I contemplated what to say.

What should I say?

"Uh... um.. well, we're going slow" I confessed, my lips making a thin line, watching his expression.

There was an awkward silence that filled the air, the muffled sound of Colby's shower being the only sound in the room.

"Are you keeping up with G's naps?" I decided to ask, wanting to move on.

We talked a bit more about Gemma, Gabe telling me about how he thinks she's teething again.

Just as I was about to reply, Colby opened the bathroom door and I saw him standing at the vanity in my prereferral vision.

The water was turned on and I trained my eyes back to the screen Gabe was on.

Right as we were wrapping up our call, Colby walked over to his suitcase, crouching in front of the bed.

"I need to get Gemma down for her nap. Have fun in Italy, and I'll text you when she's up again" Gabe said and I nodded, bidding him goodbye.

"Everything okay?" Colby asked, slipping his jeans up his legs and I couldn't help but snicker when the band of his jeans got caught on his ass.

"That's what you get for having a fat ass" I giggled, Colby pulling the band over his ass, his head turning to look over his shoulder at me, smirking.

He turned around, buttoning his jeans.

"G's okay, right?" He asked again and I nodded.

"Yeah. She's fine"

"That's good" he nodded, grabbing his shirt off the white comforter.

"I like the look of your cross necklace dangling on your chest with just skinny jeans on. You look hot" I complimented, Colby tugging his shirt over his chest, hiding the view that I was just drooling over.

I saw his cheeks flush which made me smile, tossing my phone to the side of me as I propped myself up on my knees, planning to crawl over to him, except I wobbled and almost face planted, catching myself with my hands.

"Shit" I breathed out, my hair falling in front of my face.

I heard Colby laughing as I blew my hair out of my face, propping myself up again, spreading my thighs so my weight was more evenly distributed.

"If you wanted me to see you on all fours, you could at least be facing the other direction" He teased and I flipped him off, listening to him chuckle.

"You're annoying. I just wanted to hug you, and instead I almost fell flat on my face" I huffed, Colby leaning over the bed, his hands resting in front of me near my knees.

"You at least looked cute" He murmured, kissing my cheek before standing upright again.

Once we were both ready, I grabbed Colby's phone off the charger, slipping it into his pocket, giggling when he jumped.

"Jesus Christ" he breathed out, and I giggled, hugging him from behind.

"Your ass looks good in these jeans" I mumbled against his back, pressing a kiss between his shoulder blades before cupping my hand around his left cheek, squeezing a little.

"I would've never picked you out to be an ass kinda girl" He said, turning around so we were facing each other.

I hummed, looping my finger into the loops of his jeans where his belt would go, tugging slightly. I cranked my neck up towards him, puckering my lips.

Colby leaned down, our lips meeting.

I expected it to be short and sweet, so I was quite surprised when he asked for entrance.

I granted him, not even bothering to fight for dominance.

His hands slipped down my waist to my ass, returning the squeeze, copying the double grab that I had done on him moments before.

I laughed in our kiss, Colby moving down to my jaw, his lips moving down towards my collarbone as I giggled, the feather kisses tickling my skin.

He lightly bit the skin above my collarbone causing me to shriek and pull away.

"Colby!" I yelled, laughing as he pulled away from me.

"Hm?" He hummed, acting like he didn't do anything.

"If we're gonna talk about things we like about each other, I like your sweet skin and your squeezable hips" He squeezed my hips gently, my body moving forward, melting into him.

"That is not what you were squeezing a minute ago" I teased, cocking an eyebrow.

"I like all the things I can grab and squeeze" he smirked, his hands dropping to my ass again, squeezing.

"Hey!" I exclaimed, Colby squeezing harder than last time.

"I can't help it that your ass also looks good in these jeans" He kept his smirk and I rolled my eyes, my hands cupping his cheeks.

I kissed him once more before backing away and grabbing my phone off the dresser next to us.

"I guess we both got good jeans" I replied, Colby snickering.

"We need to go meet Sam in the lobby before he comes up here and catches us groping each other" Colby said, slipping the keycard into my leather jacket pocket, the hotel door closing behind us.

He slipped his hand into mine, surprising me.

"We're hand holders now?" I asked, turning to look at him as we made our way towards the elevator.

"Gives me something appropriate to squeeze in public" He remarked, and I felt my ears and cheeks get warm.

To make his point, he squeezed his hand against mine before reaching out to hit the down arrow.

I leaned my head against his shoulder, waiting for the elevator ding.

Once we walked out, Sam's head shot up towards us. "Finally" He said, my cheeks still warm. "Was thinking I was gonna need to send up maintenance" he teased, picking up his backpack off the ground and slinging it over his shoulder.

We had about a two hour drive from our hotel to Castello di Poppi - not counting stopping for food.

Sam and Colby filmed a few things for XPLR Club whilst I played on my phone.

When we arrived, Sam turned on the camera and hit record.

"Look how crazy this place looks!" Sam exclaimed, turning the camera around to film the castle in front of us.

"How you feeling girls?" Colby asked, turning to look at Kat and I.

"Nervous" Kat replied instantly, her hands reaching forward, her hands clutching Sam's seat.

"How about you Leigh?" Sam asked and I shrugged, also feeling nervous, but mainly feeling tired.

Jetlags a bitch.

"Leighton was asleep not even 10 minutes ago" Colby explained to the camera, my instincts kicking in of hiding my face.

"We got off the plane, were in our hotel room for maybe an hour, and then you sat me in this car for two and a half hours... what did you expect?" I asked, all three of them laughing at my misery.

We climbed out of the car, Sam popping open the trunk to grab their bag of equipment.

"What's our guide's name again?" Kat asked Colby, slamming the car door shut.

"Um.. Giovanni and Noemi" He replied, walking over next to me, locking the car. "Are we ready?"

"Do you have the camera?" Sam asked and Colby's eyes widened a little, digging the keys back out of his pocket.

"Shit" he cursed, unlocking the car.

"Way to go Colby!" Kat teased, laughing as Colby grabbed the camera off of the passenger seat.

"My bad" he laughed, locking the car again.

Sam and Kat walked ahead of us, Colby holding his hand out for me to take.

"You sure?" I murmured, walking a little quicker so I was next to him, his hand brushing against the front of my thigh.

"Yeah, why wouldn't I be?" He asked, his head turned back to look at me.

"Because we're filming"

"We're not filming right now"

I was gonna argue with him, but I decided to let it go and grab his hand.

We caught up with Sam and Kat, Colby starting to film the front of the door, Sam starting their bit of knocking on the door.

I went to take my hand out of Colby's since we were filming now, but the second my hand slipped from his, he looked back at me with furrowed eyebrows and a slight head shake.

I expected him to grab my hand again, but instead, he grabbed my wrist and slipped my hand into his back pocket furthest away from me.

I gave him a cheeky squeeze as the door opened, a male now standing in front of us.

In a thick Italian accent, he said "Welcome to Castello di Poppi" startling me and I slipped my hand out of his back pocket.

"Castello is a castle, right?" Sam asked, butchering the word completely which made me chuckle to myself.

Italy was going to be fun.

"Correct" He nodded, opening the door wider and allowing us in.

"You're Geovanni, right?" Colby asked and he nodded.

"Yes sir, Neomi will be here in a minute" He explained, Kat and I looking around at the stone walls surrounding us.

This looked creepy.

It was cool, but it looked like it's seen some shit.

We walked further in, Kat clutching to my arm as we followed the boys.

"So this place was built like..... forever ago, right?" Colby asked, the guide snickering with a nod.

"Yes, 1191" He said and all of our jaws dropped.

"Wooaahh!" Sam and Colby exclaimed.

"It's rumored to be built by Conti Guidi, who was one of the largest feudal families in Casentino" Geovanni explained. "But some things lead to show that it's even older than that"

"So it's just really fucking old" Colby stated, Geovanni laughing and nodding.

He led us up some stairs, explaining a few things here and there about the history and even some paranormal things visitors have claimed to see.

We walked up to a room and Sam yelped, his body jumping backwards. "Holy shit!" He held his hand to chest, all of us confused until we heard a female laugh.

A fair skin, pink haired girl with crystal blue eyes emerged from the darkness.

"You scared the absolute shit out of me!" He exclaimed, the pink haired girl grinning as she stood in the doorway.

"So this is Neomi" Geovanni laughed, mentioning towards her, Neomi waving at us.

"Hi guys!" She grinned and I could tell Sam was about to shit his pants.

"I can't believe you're making me do this" I sighed, tossing my empty sandwich wrapper into the makeshift trash bag we had in the car.

"Wait — this is your first time on our channel" Sam noted, Colby's eyes widening.

"Yeah! 'Cause we didn't post the last one! You've only been on our personal channels! This just got interesting" he grinned, creeping me out.

"Interesting? Interesting how?"

"Don't worry about it!"

"Cole!"

"You'll be fine!" He reassured me and I shook my head, Sam and Colby setting up their camera in front of the castle.

"Alright, you ready?" Sam asked, Colby nodding.

Kat and I stood on either side of the boys, letting them start their intro.

"What's up guys! It's Sam and Colby" Colby started, and I was getting déjà vu to the last time we did this when Kat couldn't stop laughing.

"Today we are at the Castelloh Da Poppy" Sam introduced, and I immediately started laughing, shaking my head.

"That's not even close" I giggled, Colby laughing, realizing how butchered it was.

"Sam can't pronounce this place to save his life" Colby teased the camera.

"We're at another haunted fucking castle" Sam corrected making my giggle again.

"It's Castello di Poppi" I produced, a small American-Italian accent breaking through.

"Mama Mia" Colby spoke in a bad Italian accent, pinching his fingers together and doing the basic American Italian chef movement.

"I can't believe I have two weeks of this shit" I laughed, shaking my head at them.

"Yeah, we landed only a few hours ago, and dragged these losers here" Sam informed, motioning between Kat and I.

"This is Leightons first appearance on our channel" Colby introduced, motioning to me.

I immediately covered my face, embarrassed.

"We're in her homeland" Sam continued and I shook my head.

"Just because my mother is Italian, doesn't make this my homeland"

"You know a bit of Italian don't you?" Sam asked and I sighed, knowing where this was going.

"I know some. It's pretty broken. I haven't been here since I was a kid" I explained, praying we can move forward.

Thankfully, Sam and Colby explained why we were here and finished before packing up their camera.

"Alright, I say we head in, take a look around and then get started" Sam explained, all of us heading towards the front entrance.

"How you feeling?" Colby asked me, hanging back.

I shrugged, "Jetlag is kicking my ass"

"Yeah, we have a long night ahead of us, but if you need a break, let me know. We don't have plans tomorrow, so we can sleep in tomorrow"

"Thank god"

He laughed, wrapping his arm over my shoulder and tugging me closer to him.

"Come on slow pokes!" Sam called out.

He pressed a kiss against my temple before we reached Sam and Kat, shutting the door behind us.

"You know, at some point I'm going to need to pump" I muttered, Colby's chest shaking as he held in his chuckle.

"You're just gonna whip a boob out for the ghosts?" He joked and I jabbed him in the ribs with my elbow.

"My boobs are for you and Gem, if a ghost fucking touches my boobs I swear to god-"

"Mm, I'd totally grope your boobs right now if we were alone" He said and I shook my head, rolling my eyes.

"You and your groping"

"You started it!"

"Yeah but I'm not groping your tits"

"I don't have tits"

"I'd beg a differ sir"

"Why are you two talking about tits?" Kat laughed, hanging back with us as Sam made sure our devices had battery.

"I told Colby at some point I'll need to pump, and he said he wanted to squeeze my tits, so I said I'd squeeze his"

"You're both weird" She laughed and the second Kat turned around, Colby's hands snaked up around me and quickly squeezed my boobs.

"Hey! That hurts ya know!" I scolded, my hands cupping my chest once his dropped.

"They feel pretty full" He said with a smirk and I playfully rolled my eyes, jumping when I heard the music box go off.

"Sam!" I shouted, Sam laughing as he switched it off. "You're all dicks"

"I thought you didn't believe" Sam teased and I crossed my arms over my chest.

"I don't have to believe to be jump scared by a damn music box" I muttered, my beating quicker against my chest.

"Tonight should be fun" He gave me a creepy grin, a shiver running down my spine.

It was a little after midnight and I finished pumping so my boobs weren't murdering me.

Sam and Colby were in the other room explaining what happened here and why it was haunted.

I walked out of the bathroom, heading towards where they all should be.

I used my phone flashlight so I could see, scanning the room as I walked.

I don't have to believe in ghosts to be nervous walking in some unknown castle in a different country when it's pitch black.

I felt a breeze go by me, tugging my jacket closer as I picked up my pace, my bag that held my pump hitting my back as I walked with a purpose.

I honestly felt freezing in here and the animal noises outside were not helping my paranoia.

I reached the boys and Kat, making myself known as I entered.

"It's creepy out there" I said, walking over towards Kat.

"Yeah? Anything spooky happen?" Sam asked and I shrugged.

"I mean, it's fucking cold out there"

"It's not that cold outside though" Colby noted and I shrugged, setting my bag down next to Kat's.

"Your boobs empty?" Kat asked, making me laugh uncomfortably.

"I hope so"

Colby grabbed the camera, turning it towards me, blinding me with the light.

"How much do you love us?" He asked, a weird tone to his voice.

"Not enough to do whatever dumb bullshit you're about to suggest" I raised an eyebrow, testing him.

He grinned and I saw him zoom in on my face, covering my face with my hands.

"Stop it! They don't need to see my pimples and wrinkles!"

"What pimples and wrinkles? You're twenty one" he laughed and I rolled my eyes, peeking through my fingers.

"Having kids does stuff to ya man. I'm aging by the minute"

"I mean, you're not wrong" He chuckled and I glared, dropping my hands to my side.

"What were you going to suggest?"

"Well.. we were thinking.. why don't we start off split up? Sam and I and you and Kat? That way we can do it before we've freaked ourselves out" he suggested.

"Last time we did that, you found out I was pregnant" I pursed my lips, memories flooding my brain.

"Well, hopefully that won't happen this time" He tilted his head, questioning me with his eyes.

I shook my head at him, knowing I was in fact not pregnant.

Somehow Kat and I got stuck with a spirit box and an EMF reader, being abandoned in some dark room down the hall.

"I can't believe they just dipped" She said, our shoulders bumping making me laugh.

"We'll be fine. Are we setting up the camera and sitting, or do you want to walk around?"

"Um... I think if we sit, we have less chances of like.. blaming one another on things you know?" Kat said and I nodded, understanding where she was coming from.

Kat and I sat on the floor, leaning against the wall with the camera sat in front of us, Kat making sure we were in frame.

Last thing we need is to fuck up their footage because we weren't paying attention.

"It's gonna be loud af" She warned, my phone flashlight lighting up the spirit box so we hit the right button.

The annoying static noise started, and I reluctantly turned off my flashlight, clutching my phone and the EMF meter in my hand.

"I really don't want to turn this on" I muttered, knowing I'd have to put my phone away to use the EMF meter.

"They'll give us shit if we don't"

"I mean, if Colby wants to be pissed at me for not using a dumb light up toy, I can very quickly change his mind" I replied with a suggestive tone.

"He and Sam are gonna edit this and hear what you said" She laughed and I shrugged.

"Colby flat out groped me behind y'all. It's too late to be secretive"

"Look at-" the spirit box spat out, startling us.

"Oh shit" I said, forgetting we had a job to do.

"Look at what?" Kat asked, surprising me at how quickly she went into work mode.

"Fucking hell" I cursed, "How are they gonna add the spirit box thing without adding what I just said?"

"You played yourself" She giggled and I glared at the box.

"Do you like to fuck me over?" I asked, Kat gasping before laughing.

"Leighton!" She yelled and I covered my mouth with my hands.

"Fuck!"

"You know who'd like to fuck you over-"

"Katrina I swear to god!"

"How do you address the ghost? Do you just go yo ghostie!" I called out, Kat laughing.

"They're gonna fuck you up" She laughed and I shrugged.

"I'd have to believe to care"

"You're the first to die in a horror movie"

"I mean, yelling yo ghostie into the air isn't scary"

"How many ghosts are here?" Kat asked, the wooshing sound hurting my ears.

"They don't like us" I laughed, my eyes glancing over towards the camera.

"Do you like Leigh and I?" Kat asked and I jabbed her with my elbow.

"Some boys-" the spirit box said, Kat's eyes widening.

"What about the boys?" She asked, my eyes scanning the darkness around me, wishing the camera light was facing the other direction.

Kat went to speak again when we heard a loud bang, both of us jumping.

"Fucking hell!" I yelled, Kat laughing at my reply as she clung to me.

"You're such a sailor" She laughed.

"I know! I'm sorry to anyone watching" I apologized.

"Dude, Sam and Colby are worse" She snickered.

"I definitely swear more than they do. It's a habit I need to break for G" I sighed, knowing I can't be swearing when she starts talking. "Anyway, are we gonna go find out what that bang was?"

"Again, you're the first to die in the horror movie"

"Shut up" I giggled, our laughing stopping immediately when we heard "Stupid bitches" through the spirit box.

"Whose a stupid bitch? Kat and I? 'Cause we know" I teased. "Sam and Colby are gonna watch this back and be like "They were supposed to be scared, not laughing the whole time"

"To be honest, it's hard to be scared when the person you're with isn't scared, you know? Like we aren't feeding off each other, you just don't give a shit"

"It's not that I don't give a shit-" I started, Kat immediately interrupting me.

"You don't give a fuck at all" She laughed and I shrugged with a laugh.

"I mean... I'd be more scared of a person than a ghost. Like you already lost, honey. You're dead. So as far as I'm concerned, I've one upped them already"

"Sam and Colby are a lot scarier than a demon" She joked.

We sat there for a while, getting a few words here and there that didn't make sense.

"I don't get why this is fun. Like I'm just sitting in a dark cold room listening to stupidly loud static, not getting shit... like.. I could be laying in bed right now"

"It's cool when things do happen though. Hopefully tonight will be fun"

"I'm gonna get you" We heard a low male voice say, Kat and I screaming at the change of voice, not expecting it.

"We got them so good!" Sam laughed, Kat holding her hand to her chest.

"Oh my fucking god" I breathed, my own hand clutched to my chest as I leaned forward.

"Did you guys get anything?" Colby asked, his bright ass light shining on my face.

"I fucking hate you" I glared at him.

"It was Sam's idea" Colby laughed, Sam standing proudly behind Colby. Colby mouthed "sorry baby" behind the camera and I shook my head at him.

"We heard you guys laughing, so we had to come raise the ante a bit" Sam grinned at us, Kat and I both glaring at him.

"Way to ruin our fun" She joked.

"Can I try something?" I asked, holding the spirit box in my hand, a bright camera light shined at me.

"Yeah, go ahead" Colby said, surprised I was offering to try something.

"Are you willing to do the headphone thing?" I asked and he nodded, Sam unzipping his backpack.

"So what are you doing?" Sam asked, passing Colby the noise canceling headphones.

"You know back at Hotel Coronado when we did the headphone thing?" I asked, both of them nodding. "I wanna see if we can do that again"

"For everyone who doesn't know, we filmed a video together over a year ago at a hotel with Amanda the Medium where Leighton had an insane experience.. but due to certain circumstances we didn't post it. So this is technically what.. her second investigation?" Colby asked and I nodded.

"Do you want to stay together or split?" Sam asked, Colby and I looking at each other.

"I uh.. do you think we'd have a better chance if we split? Two of us do the headphone thing and two of us do something else somewhere else?" I suggested, Kat's hand almost hitting me as she exclaimed "I'm telling you! She'd be the first to die in a horror movie!" making me laugh.

"How 'bout you don't die" Colby noted and I chuckled, turning to look over at Sam.

"Thoughts?"

They agreed, and Sam asked who I wanted to do it with.

"Well who's better at the headphone thing?"

"You're so cute for saying headphone thing" Colby laughed, "It's called the Estes method"

"Whatever" I laughed, "I don't do this shit"

"Kat and Colby are pretty good at it. Kat doesn't do it as often as Colby though" Sam informed me and I nodded.

"So if I did the... Estes? — method with Colby, you think I'd have a better chance?" I asked and Sam shrugged.

"It's worth a try"

We both split, Sam taking the Rem Pod and some other thing I had never seen before, holding hands with Kat as they departed from us.

"Awe, look how cute" Colby mocked, zooming in on them with the camera.

Colby turned off the camera and grabbed my hand making me laugh.

"Gonna make fun of them and then copy them 5 seconds later?" I joked and he grinned, kissing the top of my head. "Hey!" I scolded, swatting his arm. "You're offly touchy today"

"You started it" He replied, bringing my hand behind my back as he walked me through first.

"What a gentlemen" I rolled my eyes, Colby snickering

"I still have your hand!" He defended himself.

"That's like stabbing someone in the back and being like but I cleaned the knife!"

"Would you've rather been in the back?" He asked, making a point.

I stood around, letting Colby set the camera up, tugging me to stand in front of it with him.

"Alright, so, Leigh and I here are gonna do the Estes method-"

"Don't they know?"

"Did they log in and type YouTube dot com slash Sam and Leigh? No. No they didn't" He replied in a snarky tone.

"What does that have to do with anything?" I giggled, shaking my head at him. "I'm giving Colby away to a good home. I don't want him anymore. There's a reason I moved out" I joked, Colby's jaw dropping.

"Rude!"

"You're being mean to me!"

"Anyway — Leigh and I are gonna do the Estes method and Sam and Kat are doing whatever they're doing. Leighton wants to try something, and we decided that Kat and I are the better candidates for this. Due to Leigh and Kat just doing the spirit box, we decided that we'd split into pairs like this" Colby explained and I started to tune out his rambling.

"God, you really know how to talk don't you" I muttered, turning to look over at him.

"We're Youtuber's, what do you expect?" he laughed and I playfully rolled my eyes, a smile on my face.

Once we were settled, Colby gave me a run over of all the camera buttons including Night Vision.

"What happens if I fuck up?" I questioned, not used to being solely in charge of the operation.

"Then you fuck up"

"Great" I gave him a fake smile and he laughed, the headphones hanging around his neck as he figured out his blindfold.

"Just make sure you hit the record button, and we're fine. Now, are we ready?" He asked and I nodded, forgetting he can't see me.

"Yeah" I verbally replied, Colby nodding as he put his headphones on.

"I forgot how loud this shit is" He muttered, shifting in the chair.

"You could use some hearing loss" I teased, knowing he can't hear me.

"I haven't done this in years" I muttered to myself, trying to figure out how to start. "Okay, a year" I rolled my eyes, knowing Colby was gonna mock me in editing.

"She looks so-" Colby spoke, scaring the shit out of me.

"Talk to me, not at me" I replied instinctively, hating when people would do that.

"I look so what?" I asked, crossing my arms, staring past the bright camera light into the darkness.

"You know, if you don't interact with me, I'll never believe. Is that what you want? Me to leave this place and talk about how shitty it was? About how it was just some stone building with cold stale air and bugs? Or do you want me to leave this place raving about how insane the activity was. How cool it was. How we need to come back"

"I hate..........enough" Colby spoke next to me, his legs spread as he leaned back against the chair, his hands folded in his lap.

"Do you like people talking to you?" I questioned, silently hoping I got clear answers.

I know how much this means to Sam and Colby.

This is their career.

A form of income.

They needed this to go well.

"She doesn't know" Colby said in a monotone, which somehow made it almost spine chilling.

"I don't know what?"

"Do you know me?" I asked, getting flashbacks to when Stephen communicated with us.

"No" Colby said and I nodded slowly, my eyes once again scanning the dark room.

"Okay... would you like to know me?" I asked, looking back over at Colby.

"Won't remember" Colby spoke loudly, making me flinch.

"That's rude. I'll remember you. I'm going to tell you anyway. My name is Leighton"

"Shut up" Colby interrupted and I rolled my eyes.

"No. If I have to hear your bullshit, you have to hear mine" I argued, knowing how ridiculous this was. "I'm not some stupid bitch you can push around because you think you're better than me. What's your name?"

"I don't want to repeat that" Colby announced, alarming me.

"Repeat what? What did you tell him?"

"Leigh, we're done" Colby said, taking the headphones off.

"No! I wanna know what this stupid mofo wants!" I argued, Colby shaking his head at me.

"Leigh, drop it. We need to go find Sam" Colby shook his head, switching the device off.

"Tell me!" I argued.

"Leigh-"

"Colby, equal playing field! Tell me! I was talking to them anyway!" I argued, Colby picking the camera off of the ground. "Please!" I begged, Colby shaking his head.

"I'll tell you when we're all together"

"Colby please! We said no more secrets!"

"It's not a secret, Leighton. I just... I want to protect you, is that so bad?" He snapped his head to look at me and I groaned.

"Protect me from what? Air?!"

"Leighton please, just go with it until we find Sam and Kat. I need to make sure they're okay" he said, scaring me.

"Okay? Okay from what? I thought ghosts can't harm you"

"It's not ghosts I'm afraid of"

"Then what?"

"Leigh-"

"Cole" I replied in the same warning tone, tired of playing his game.

"Demons. I'm afraid of demons"

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Happy 23rd birthday to Katrina!

Written on: September 16th, 19th, September 20th 2022 2022

Published on: September 20th 2022

Word Count: 5318

Part Twenty Six

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