#i love my angsty catboy

[danielhowell]

DAN AND PHIL AND CATS 2024

Hello furry friends.

It is true. The sequel to the fabled canine calendar is here.. and this time we're feline fine! (i am so sorry)

Presenting - the Dan and Phil and Cats 2024 Calendar

Taking the strong theme of 80's awkward family photos and the world's ugliest sweaters to the next level - this is a full 12 month calendar each with its own dreamy retro concept photo, accompanied by a cute kitty (or two!). 

Why not mark August with Soft-prom Dan and Phil?

Or celebrate spooky season with angsty vampire Dan and Phil?

This may be the single best thing we've ever created in our lives. The sheer power of the aesthetic is only matched by the aura of cats, that honestly were only there to be stroked, sleep and eat and barely acknowledged our existence.

If you want to see the making of the calendar we uploaded a BTS vlog here: https://youtu.be/ZBzitn5_OUg

Shoutout to our brilliant artist photographer Linda Blacker.

BUT THAT'S NOT ALL - in case you wanted something to keep you warm we also have the:

Legalise Catboys Sweater

A soft grey sweater featuring Dan and Phil as Catboys working at a café. A political slogan, a rallying cry. What does this message mean? Whatever the world needs it to.

And yes, if Americans buy it from the US shop it will incorrectly be spelled Legalize. You strange United Z'ers Z'ing up our language.

The Dan and Phil and Cats 2024 Calendar, and LegaliZZZE Catboys Sweater are available right now!

Worldwide: http://danandphilshop.com USA: http://us.danandphilshop.com

Thank you for all of your support in this comeback era of DAPG, together we are truly healing the world and the miscellaneous trauma of the last few years and the vibes are at an all time high. We hope you are all excited for the festive season! My what content awaits.

Love Dan and Phil

#dan and phil #catboys #cats #content

[the-jester-doc]

Drew some au hypers, some may be familiar but others not so much ^^

(Labels under the cut)

‘Giantper’ yo soy big what can I say

Bird forum!Hijinks —literally just a bird (loud)

Hyperaware, you know him, you probably hate him, we all have em, who needs em! /ref

Harper— okay he doesn’t count cause he’s from TBF but I kin him and our names are super similar so I also drew him

Vessel— that one au where hijinks is a god and hyper is his chosen vessel. Also hijinks and Jota are enemies, and Hyper and Jay are roommates lmao

Hyper— it me. It me as hell. With my shit ass haircolor rn. Peaks I can’t wait for this to grow out so I’m blonde again lol

1/3jesus!hyper —from the Bible 2, it’s Hyper! Son of GFuel the god of the internet, one third of Jesus alongside king and lithograph Hinata, local catboy star dragon, he’s stuck in a time loop! I am. SO stuck in a time loop.

Just Anton —wait this is just Anton this isn’t hyper this definitely isn’t just-hyper-active who is this why is Anton here

iom!hyper —it loves three things and three things only. Best Buy, it’s husband, and their cat-turned-human-boy son in no particular order (read: best buy first, family second)

Bird forum!Hyper — in the daytime, hes a clown. Just a normal clown, with a normal life. But he’s got a secret. That no one knows yet. He has a bird! The bird’s absurd! It acts like a turd cause it’s so loud! Yeah that damn bird! He’ll always be heard! Hyper is loosing his damn mind!

[[ if you don’t know which one that is I am disappointed. ]]

Invert!Hyper —everything about him is backwards! He made hijinks to be an outlet for the confusing and overwhelming emotions that he gained along with his sentience.

Phobia!Hyper —a hypothetical ‘Hyper if he was Jay’s oc’ edgy, angsty, and ready to kick ass. Beloved ever.

The redpink haze —I am foggy. That is a visual representation of the fog part of that.

Hyplanet —they are all currently on that-one-au-where-I’m-not-even-giant-anymore-I’m-just-literally-a-planet! Hyper.

#digital art #insert oc #oc au #oc art #hijinks art #artists on tumblr

[midnights-dragon]

Oh I love these, they are so much fun! Thank you @enigma-the-mysterious for tagging me in this!! I ended up marking off like every single one of them whoops

A few things I wanted to add on to, for fun. I used to do roleplay on a Wings of Fire fandom site, it was genuinely so much fun LMFAO- literally it was so fun for 12-year-old me to just go on there and pretend to be an angsty brooding IceWing/RainWing hybrid named Sunfrost

Researching before writing is the BEST in my opinion, especially when you find something super interesting and fall down a rabbit hole lol.

More random confessions that no one asked for: I used to have a wattpad account and I would read exclusively Loki x Tony Stark content until 4 in the morning at 13 years old on my kindle fire

Aaaand I have not written while drunk but I have written while high and I will not be elaborating

Tags (no pressure whatsoever ofc!!) - @kowalskiology101 @just-a-music-and-poetry-lover @ace-catboy-ryuuzaki @sarcastictissy @i-like-pink-lolzz @destroya2005 @intothefandomverse @piniatafullofblood and here's the blank version

#ao3 #tag game #ask game #tumblr game #tag games #thanks for the tag! #writing #writing meme #writer #writer meme #writer bingo #bingo

[genderqueeradrien]

hello. miraculpis ladybug fanficiton . your favorites. give ?

hi omg yes !!! i accidentally deleted all my ao3 history the other day so there were a couple i couldnt find ;-; but here r some fics ive been brainrotting over recently ^__^

rocking the cat-eyes by buggachat . genderfluid adrien & Overly Supportive marinette. made me very happy. thyere so stupid <3 /positive

drowning (in plain sight) by buggachat (again) . ppl find out adrien is a senti and he Disappears. chat noir is being an asshole. marinette is desperately trying to find him. i DID cry. what if a catboy was sooo mentally ill. lots of angst also hurt/comfort

perfectly platonic (...unless?) by frostedpuffs . im OBSESSED with this fic it takes up at least 80% of my brainpower. what if two people were best friends and also stupidly in love with each other and also stupid.

if i could free myself (if only i could, if only i could, if only) by 2ndtolastrow . NONBINARY MARINETTE !!!!! this was one of the first fics i read for ml iirc i opened ao3 after watching one of the marino episodes like "surely SOMEONE has transed her gender". and they had <3

one in a million by fridayonmymind . WAOUGHGH!!! chat noir is so kittycatcore :} read while giggling and kicking my feet etc

sewing sentiments by frostedpuffs . I LOVE THIS FIC SO MUCH i went to joann fabrics the other day and spent the whole time like man... a fabric store... just like from marinette dupain-cheng's place of employment in sewing sentiments by frostedpuffs. RLY GOOD FIC i liked it lots. very fluffy but also angsty the "adrien agreste needs a hug" tag did NOT lie

hearth by asukiess . oh my god this fic .. made me INSANE. its so good im so obsessed with it . adrien characterstudy-ish fic abt him learning what home is & learning that he deserves one. go here immediately

slowly fading (from my misery) by wehadabondingmoment . more adrien angst :') warning for gabriel's a+ parenting. what if gabriel's orders when he uses the amok affected chat noir as well. what if a catboy was so sad but at least he had his buggirlfriend :(<3

#ask #bookshelf

[necromeowncy]

Twenty Questions for Fic Writers

I've been tagged by @pewterkat ! Thank you for tagging me! :D

How many works do you have on Ao3? Currently at 23! 22 for Final Fantasy XIV and 1 original work.

What's your total Ao3 word count? 182,581 at the moment! But I have thousands upon thousands more in WIPs that I should probably post at some point. lol

What fandoms do you write for? Mostly Final Fantasy XIV for the WoL x G'raha ship, but I'd love to publish some Karlach/Tav fics at some point for Baldur's Gate 3. (I have a high elf wizard that's in love with her.)

What are your top 5 fics by Kudos? 1. Heat - a heat fic. Pure smut. Very horny. 2. Delights - a collection of short kink fics. Also very horny. 3. Fantasies - a visual novel about sexual fantasies. 4. Here at Memory's End - the first wolgraha fic I've ever written. Slowburn love story from ARR to the end of Endwalker. 5. Reflections - A collection of shorter fics that fit in with Aedric & G'raha's story, as well as other MSQ characters. (Some of my best prose is in here, in my opinion!)

Do you reply to comments? I do! Sometimes it takes me several days/weeks/months, but I always try to. Sometimes social batteries are low and it takes me a bit, but I read and appreciate every single one, and go back and read comments all the time to feel loved.

What's the fic you wrote with the angstiest ending? My Lightwarden AU, Unrequited. It's a bad end to Shadowbringers in which Aedric turns into a Lightwarden. It's angsty, but also supreme monsterfucker. I went full-blast monsterfucker on this one. Still a favorite to this day.

What's the fic you wrote with the happiest ending? Hm. Most of them? lol. I am a romance/fluff/erotica writer. They all have happy endings.

Do you get hate on fics? Not really on fics themselves, but on social media. I just block though. *shrugs*

Do you write smut? If so, what kind? Oh honey. Yes. (That's an understatement.) I seem to specialize in "soft nerds who are into BDSM/kink". I love soft service dom/sub who learns to let go and enjoy. I love the desperately horny. I love the enthusiastic consent. I love soul mates who fuck each other as if every breath, every touch, every movement of body against body is proof that they are here. That they are together. That they are loved and safe. One of my favorite fics I've ever written is Verdancy, an introduction of sorts of Aedric & G'raha's dom/sub BDSM journey. Though the most on-brand quintessential Aedric & G'raha smut is definitely Bibliophilia, in which the two nerds fuck in a library.

Do you write crossovers? What's the craziest one you've ever written? I do not write crossovers, but I wouldn't be opposed to it! I'm not sure which crossover though lol

Have you ever had a fic stolen? Not to my knowledge.

Have you ever had a fic translated? Not to my knowledge, but I'd be 100% okay with it if I'm asked first!

Have you ever co-written a fic before? In a way? I have a small WIP with my friend (he doesn't have an XIV Tumblr, but he's on AO3 as Indasha) in which our two WoLs and G'raha are bound together as the three Fates. So a bit of a poly ship. (Gee, Aedric, how come you get two catboys? lol) My friends and I had a vaguely Greek Gods AU. If people want, I can post snippets and screenshots from it? Just send me an ask if interested, I guess haha

What's your all-time favorite ship? Seeing as how this is my XIV/writing blog, it's very obviously WoL x G'raha Tia. 🥺 They mean so much to me.

What's a WIP you want to finish, but doubt you ever will? I intend to finish every single of my WIPs, and I never consider them abandoned. Ever. Instead, I'll give a preview of what I'm currently working on, when I have time to write lately: - Vampire AU (we all know this lol) - A fic about shibari/bondage called Vermilion. G'raha ties Aedric up. G'raha POV. - His Inflorescence, part 2. I'm over halfway done.

What are your writing strengths? I think my strengths are showing moments of intimacy and vulnerability. People have told me I'm good at combining the horny with the soft, too.

What are your writing weaknesses? Writing scenes with more than two characters lol Also, dialog. I always feel like I'm horrible at it.

Thoughts on writing dialogue in another language for a fic? I speak French, but don't know where that would ever come up in my fics? (Maybe Ishgardian curse words lol)

First fandom you wrote for? Oh boy. When I was 17 years old, I wrote two fanfics for Axis Powers Hetalia. I liked Sweden/Finland. I'm no longer in that fandom, but they're still a very cute ship to me, even after 13 years.

Favorite fic you've ever written? While I love most of my fics, Hunger, my Vampire AU, is my favorite of all time for many reasons. It's the first fic in which I wrote an original plot that's not influenced by canon events at all. It's going to be the length of a novel, when finished, most likely. Once it's done, I may stick it back into the writing soup and let it simmer and see if an original novel comes out of it. Who knows.

If you read this far, consider yourself tagged! :D Especially if we are mutuals.

#hoo boy this took me 2 hours to write somehow XD #this was very fun #thank you so much for the tag!! #tag game #writing #fic writing #fanfiction #ffxiv fanfiction

[t2r-secret-acc]

Rating all Htp characters cuz i saw someone else do it

Big D: 12738283849229/10, silly guy, cares abt his family, whorish grandpa

Marckus: 9/10, love him more than anything, marckus does no wrong, bro bagged catboy fiance, hes winning at life, love his angsty side

Kitten: 9/10, supportive fiance, loves his family, the most sane of all of em, MEOW!!, badass lowkey

Door: 7/10, doesnt leave as much as am impression on me and marckus and kitten but love him still nonetheless, love his bond with his son, kinda scary and morbid at times, love how he comforts and cares for marckus

Boy: 6/10, dont get mad at me i love the silly guy but kid characters dont leave much of a mark on me, i love the potential for this character tho, funny guy, he shot a bitch

Pyotr: 8.5/10, god love the way he was written, insane dude, terrible guy but so WELL WRITTEN, love how determined he was, love how fucked up he was, feet… 😞… god the feet…

Shitbeard: CREAM CRACKERS/10… k but no frl 7/10, love how connected to his humanity was…. bro missed being a human more than anything… made me sad lowkey to see him go

Apeboy: 6.5/10, funny guy, larper, loved how he looked up to pyotr, love how he turned on shitbeard IMMEDIATELY (earned a giggle out of me)

Kevin: 9/10, LOVE MY LOUD WIZARD MAN, BRO LIKES POPPYSEED BAGELS!! HES SO FUNNY, love how hes the only person who can call big d out for his bullshit, he gave guy balls falls off disease

Guy Chapman: 12/10, man love this silly british ghoul more than anything, his voice rlly does so much for his character, love how he has kids but is lowkey an addict (its fuckin terrible but funny the way kevin calls him out for it)

#hunter the parenting #htp marckus #htp kitten #htp door #htp pyotr #htp boy #htp big d #htp kevin #htp

[mrssimply]

Fic Advent Prompt Masterpost

It occured to me as I received the first prompts that having an idea of what the other prompts are would be helpful to make sure they are diverse enough, and also maybe to inspire others! So here are the prompts so far.

(I kept the prompts anonymous for now)

1st : Johnny/Male!V/Kerry for prompt “Two of the people in the relationship have accidentally done something hurtful to the remaining person. How do they apologize or make up for it?” It can contain NSFW or not, I don’t mind. It can take whatever tone you prefer, angsty hurt or wholesome hurt. S’il vous plait

2nd: angsty fic on Kerry overdozing with pills/drugs accidentally and either it has just the consequences of Ker being weird or almost dying, you decide :"D I'd love to see V's reaction at that. Could also be someone trying to specifically remove Kerry or make him an easy target!

3rd: kerry/dino post (their) divorce/breakup squabbling?? they just seem like the friendly/combative type of exes

4th: smut in the M/M pairing of [my] choice involving pee kink of some kind cause you got me good with that golden shower you wrote a while back and I need more

5th : purely horny V simping over Johnny's silver hand and suddenly finding that he seems to have a kink on it (huge bottom shit) you can change either of their genitals if you want :3 if choking happens i'll be kissin ur toes

6th : Johnny/V/Kerry and sexual comedy? Just ridiculous or stupid situations happening to them before, during or after having sex. Anything that might be embarrassing and funny to look back on.

7th : snowflakes that stick to my nose and eyelashes aka the winter weather date [Kerr/V] + ice skating?

8th : Kerry/Dino - If the "A slipping backstage to congratulate B" trope is too oblivious/already asked, I was also thinking of the "A calling B in the middle of the night" trope! (Both NSFW and SFW are alright, I'll let you pick who's A and who's B between these two!)

9th: All I need is some panam/male!v other than that have fun with it. There’s just not enough for those two

10th : For the advent prompts, and keeping it in theme with xmas, how about Johnny/Kerry spending their first xmas together? It can get spicy or not, your choice :)

11th : For the advent fics request: male v/Kerry or male v/ johnny (or the ot3!) and consensual somnophilia? the actual kink negotiation part of it can be either included or handwaved/assumed to have already taken place. bonus points if the one sleeping is in the middle of a sex dream only to wake up and realize their dreams have come true.

12th: The perfect present for a man who has everything: V and Johnny put their heads together to try and figure out what to get a guy who seemingly has it all [silverVdyne]

13th: Kerry/V/Panam threesome : Panam is a fan, Kerry can be really petty and V doesn't have the courage to tell them he's seeing the other. Too bad the cat got out, and now they're both angry at V.

14th: Sex pollen or truth serum [silverVdyne]

15th: Flowershop AU with Kerry/V

16th: Kerry adopts a stray [Catboy!Johnny - Silverdyne]

17th: Slice of life with the 3 boys [silverVdyne]

18th: Johnny decides to put an end to Kerry's never ending string of asshole boyfriends. He wants to be roughened up? Fine, Johnny can do that, better than them [BDSM Silverdyne]

19th: Coffee shop AU : Johnny Silverhand is a baker extraordinaire like Cedric Grolet. He would be on top of the bakery world if he didn't spend so much time terrorising his apprentices, and fucking his best friend in the kitchen.

20th: Is it worse to have sex with an angel or a demon? [SilverVdyne]

21th: The Sandman AU

22th: A little bit of shibari . Johnny has to be a good boy all tied up and has to watch V and Kerry before he is allowed to cum

23th: UWMA JxKerxV spending their Christmas Eve together (NSFW is fine obviously)

24th: Surprise! [I'm part polish, and in poland we celebrate the xmas eve more than the 25th so I'll go until that day only, and I've chosen this prompt myself ;)]

The list is now COMPLETE, though to be perfectly honest in completed it with some ideas i really wanted to try and unfinished projects in my WIP folder :D

Thank you all for your help!

#cyberpunk 2077 #cp2077 #male v #johnny silverhand #kerry eurodyne #silverdyne #Kerry x V #Johnny x V #Panam x V #my writing #prompt advent calendar #xmas related

[justonemorechapternicercy]

WIP tag game

Rules: Post the names of all the files in your WIP folder, regardless of how non-descriptive or ridiculous. Let people send you an ask with the title that most intrigues them and then post a little snippet of it or tell them something about it! And then tag as many people as you have WIPs (or as many peeps as you want, really- ‘tis just for fun!)

I was tagged by @achillesmonochrome @caffeinated-croissant and @ashilrak Thank you, guys! ❤️❤️❤️

I’m tagging @takaraphoenix (I tried to find if you did this already or not, but I couldn’t find it, so...), @viperwrites and anybody who wants to do it! I don’t want to pressure anybody, so I’m not tagging more people, but if you feel the urge to do this, but don’t dare to do it because you weren’t tagged, this is your opportunity! 💕

As you may notice, I don’t really have titles, they are basically descriptions of what’s in the document, because otherwise I would never know what the hell is in them. Also, gathering all of my WIPs together is pretty depressing, because there are soooooo many, never decreasing, always just increasing, and some of these will probably go nowhere 😅

30 days challenge

Anonym texting

Carnevale fi Venezia

Coffee shop AU

Kissing Bandit

Percy Jackson is a stress baker

secret admirer

time loop

American-Italian family adopting Percy

Angsty Nicercy Halloween

Bathing Nicercy

Camp bicycle

Drabbles

Grover/Percy for [redacted]

Kidfic

Kronos/Percy

Love Life 7.1

Lukercy previous life

Lukercy high school au

Lukercy slow burn 4

Luktaercy tutor for [redacted]

Mirrorverse

Nicercy daddy kink

Nicercy daddy kink almost done

Nicercy paramedic

Nicercy proposal

Olympus College Crushes

Omega Percy courting

PDILFSWeek2022

Perachel drawing

Percy fantasy

Percy Jackson pirate fic

Percy Jackson-Addams

Percy the son of M&P

Percy/Hera CONTINUE!!!

Scar Lukercy

Siren Percy

Solstice gift

Stolls/Percy

In ginocchio da te

The runaway merman 1

The runaway merman 2

Warlock Percy & catboy familiar

Who decides who lives, who dies

Willercy mutual

Yandere Nico

Percy in big clothes

Space Australia Nicercy

Clarisse x Chris x Percy NSFW

Vampire Nico

 Yeah. Thats... A lot. And it's only my PJO WIPs. Oops.

#fanfiction ask game #percy jackson #my wips

[atiny-piratequeen]

That’s really fascinating!! Are there certain childhood characters from all those different animes that you automatically translate or envision when writing a member?

Also do you prefer angst, fluff or smut? I enjoy an angsty fic that runs me over every now and again. But for the most part, I like seeing fics of the older members being overprotective of their youngers, those angst fics where the ending leaves you nothing but sighing in content. How bout you?

OH HERE WE GO

Before i start nerding out-

I def prefer smut with a good plot lead up. I feel my best smut works are the ones that actually have something behind them other than just jumping into booty bumpin. Aside from that i do enjoy angst but its mostly in these fantastical settings where everyone's grinding and doing their best and it pays off. I cant sit through angsty fics that have no light at the end of the tunnel perse *wheeze* i definitely love fics where characters are protective over their loved ones and are willing to swing for them, *chef kiss*

As for the character archetypes i gravitate to specifically with the teezers? (Imma put it under the cut bc im about to be a fucking nerd

Hongjoong the Protagonist(tm) that has a rough life growing up in some way shape or form and we usually pick up with him coming to terms with a newfound power dynamic. Very good boy. Underestimate him and you die. The moment i read this ask i thought of Atsushi from Bungo stray dogs so here we are

Seonghwa is a tricky one because i dont think of one character. He's got the tall dark handome mystery of Sebastian, but hes also an absolute goofball and while I do tend to write him leaning into the leader or right hand man role, he comes with this quiet "i wont hesitate, bitch" vibe when i write him

Yunho,,,baby boy's got the "loyal best boy" trope. I write Yunho a lot like Yamamoto from KHR. He's the boy next door, but he's probably the most capable man most of the others know and hes a general all around ace. He's another one i like to write as one people shouldnt sleep on because Yunho is always at the top 5 of the "fuck around and find out" list when angry in my fics.

Yeosang. My beloved. My baby. Absolute sweetie pie. He's Hinata. Hands down I write him like Hinata. Tons of untapped potential that'll be realized once he comes out of his shell. 10/10 will put in pocket

I write WooSan pretty similar to how they are on stage. Dynamic, feed well off of each other. I cant think of an exact character for Woo but for San its 10000% Hans Humpty from Rokka no Yuusha because stabby catboy

Mingi, and im talking exclusively AtT Mingi kinda has been giving me a cynical tanjiro aura recently. Hes been delt a shit hand and he's still gonna work towards saving you know who but hes definitely..tired. mans needs a cupcake.

As for jongho. I have entirely too many characters mix matched into him. Hes got a bit of everything but since ive been clearly leaning towards AtT when describing how i write them, i might as well finish by saying jongho and whiro are the only ones i write who are CONSTANTLY ready for a fight. Absolutely feral. Apeshit. Go big or go home. And ive been saying it for years but i see Grimmjow everytime i write Whiro and Jongho fighting so absolutely him

#if we wanna be technical the king is literally twins with sukuna but lets not go there #asks #little lazuli #fic asks #i went off into a tangent im sorry this is all over the place but i really appreciate you asking 🥺💖 i got so excited #att spoilers #kinda

[carcharsaur]

posting this here because I hate typing on twitter (¯▿¯)

with aymeric it was moment 1 as soon as he was even being mentioned and then the first actual meeting with him I lost my damn mind. which is extra funny because my wol back then was a vastly diff char than my “main” wol now but the parts that fit with him perfectly are the parts that became kozu. and thus it is written. (caranar/aymeric still has some spice too because of the heretic with the blood of the father of dragons some catholic guilty pleasures shit but I don’t actually ship them it’s just fun. if that makes any fucking sense) urianger was a sleeper cell where in ARR I was like “oh he’s weird I like him :)” and then over the course of HW patches and SB I realized his potential for deviousness and they brought the cryptid factor out and I was in love with him. and funny enough that’s when kozu celluar divisioned out of caranar into his own char (he was a miqo then though lol) AND THEN SHB HAPPENED and it was fucking over for me even though I adore his stupid goggles baldcap having ARR ass. stupid cryptic angsty elf ass

and then caranar and estinien (and sidurgu) didn’t click until late SB when he was finally developed into the version of himself I run with now and how good the SB dragoon (and drk) quests were and realizing that estinien is just a tsundere with how he was hovering over the wol but not admitting it to himself like the fucking ghimlyt dark shit brooooo. cmon

and then g’raha and kozu I didn’t even fully consider the potential of until laaate into SHB patches because it took me forever to connect viera kozu backstory to g’raha’s whole Thing. and then with g’raha and caranar I literally didn’t think about him after crystal tower I thought his ass wasn’t coming back though the eureka mentions of him made me go aww :( and then the pre-shb speculation started and I went catboy mode. though I love g’raha/meteor/wol in general with caranar specifically I’m not sure how to categorize him still tbh but caranar is definitely soft on him/fond of him because he’s also The Self Sacrifice Guy

#caranar #l'kozu #these are just the main ones too cause there's 2436425663486 side chars I like their dynamic with but haven't fleshed out at all bcs AUGUHEG

[bigxrig]

Hey I'm late to ask about wips but if you still want I'd love to hear about

Meet ugly

And also I'm always interested in more crumbs about

Another Friday Night AU!

If you wanna share <3

Hii!!! Better late than never, right? lol

I don't know if you saw but I posted this link in the WCC discord and then triple dog dared everyone to write what prompt they got. I got awkward catboy manpain. My idea is to have hybrid cat Harry meet Louis in a very...meet ugly kind of way, hence the title. Manpain actually means emotional trauma or angst experienced by a man, especially over things pertaining to his male role or identity. I am going to do a play on that idea and the differences between being a hybrid and a human in a very silly and awkward way...hopefully

I love talking about another friday night, I'm so glad you asked. The last few chapters I have written have been pretty angsty and reveal a little bit too much of the plot. I do have a little snippet I can share involving Lennon's parents.

Her dad has been complaining about the work the city is doing two streets over making the traffic on their street worse. Her mom wouldn’t stop talking about the gossip from The Rainbow Family sect, which she joined years ago, which only made Lennon worry more. 

“Mom.” Lennon sighed as she pinched the bridge of her nose. “So wait, you said Jebediah is asking you all for money to do what?”

“His name is Jeremiah, Lennon and you could show some respect. He is a leader.”

Lennon literally bit her tongue to stop herself from saying something she wouldn’t regret but that would cause another fight. “Okay, so Jeremiah is asking for money for what?”

“Oh, to start a new Gathering for the south. He says that the only Gathering right now is in Colorado and I have to agree. It’s hard for those of us down south to get out there.”

“Okay, so he wants to host a Gathering down south and he wants the…group to pay for it?”

“Not totally, of course. Just to help fund it. He says once more people see what we are doing, it’ll pick up and more people on the outside will join.”

On the outside, Lennon mouthed despite being alone. This wasn’t the first time her mom used alienating language when talking about The Rainbow Family. Lennon saw it for what it was: a cult. As normal for members of cults, her mom didn’t see it that way. She thought the group she found nearly thirty years ago was pristine, something she could connect to and something that was going to change the world if people would give it a chance. 

She refused to acknowledge the harm it had caused their family and how nothing had changed for the positive in the nearly thirty years she had been a part of it. Lennon wasn't sure when exactly Jeremiah became a "leader". All she knew was ever since he showed up, her mom had been giving more money than ever before. Lennon would need to make sure her siblings were aware of this and safeguarded their money better. 

#i hope you do the generator and write for it! #it's very lowkey with no pressure #im having a good time tinkering with it #thank you for asking!

[necrobarbie]

46,48,68,73,85,88 aaaannd 94 lmao sorry if these are a lot a;osdighasdgo

46 Character you’d be best friends with?

roxy i think! similar interests and she reminds me of my own bff. nice balance of silly and serious. i like hanging out with social bubbly people even if i myself tend to be withdrawn and grumpy lmao

48 Zodiac troll? Are you happy with them?

dear sweet precious nepeta. i too am an autistic catboy so i'm pretty happy with her, even if her story was cut pretty short! she had a lot of potential that never got to see the light but that just leaves more room for fandom to expand on so /waves hand

68 & 85 - answered !

73 Meteor trip headcanons?

my headcanons are always more flowy than stuck in stone but off the top of my head i love rose being angsty about her mom, trying for hours to alchemize something resembling alcohol enough to get her drunk and hazy so she can quiet her internal thoughts for once in her life, just alone in a dark room on the meteor and not knowing how to reach out for help from her friends

also a lighter headcanon: trolls don't just let anyone cut their hair bc sharp things, vulnerable neck, etc but kanaya lets rose start trimming her hair after a few months, pre-retcon gamzee and karkat trim each others hair but post-retcon they don't, and terezi doesnt let anyone cut her hair partly bc she just doesnt care about how it looks

88 Favorite Homestuck fics?

also answered but for a fellow gamkar enthusiast i will add:

Pale as Arena Sand by CurlicueCal and LaughingStones (pale serendipity!!)

River in Itself by anonymous (post canon gamzee focused, in progress, not super fluffy if that's what you prefer but a great gamzee voice imo and maybe theyll be able to pick up the pieces?)

94 What would your strife specibus be?

so i have this fancy little letter opener i got from an antique store years ago that i rush to use for even the most mundance mail and i would love to just get stabby with in a game. letteropenerkind

#no worries on it being a lot i love to talk lmaooo #asks

[wellwhatisnttaken]

O K

Here’s my official WEBTOON rec list. Ive read all of these and they are top tier.

1. <The Remarried Empress> https://www.webtoons.com/en/fantasy/the-remarried-empress/list?title_no=2135

The remarried empress. Its just so good. There’s political drama, there’s romance, there’s just something for everyone. Just give it a shot.

2. <The Croaking> https://www.webtoons.com/en/fantasy/the-croaking/list?title_no=1494

Where people are part bird and have wings, but thats the least interesting thing about these characters. Grumpy and sunshine boyfriends trope, lots of political tension and class/race discrimination situations. (Also this authors Patreon has some HAWT nsfw stuff)

3. <Be My Villain> https://www.webtoons.com/en/romance/be-my-villain/list?title_no=2728

Boy falls in love with his fathers (he’s got 2 dads and they’re married and i love them) nemesis who is a supervillain.,. Or is he ??? Very good.

4. <Batman: Wayne Family Adventures> https://www.webtoons.com/en/slice-of-life/batman-wayne-family-adventures/list?title_no=3180

O B V I O U S L Y

5. <Castle Swimmer> https://www.webtoons.com/en/fantasy/castle-swimmer/list?title_no=1499

Fish boys fall in love. A surprisingly thoughtful and honest look at trauma, complicated relationships with your mom, with tremendous representation of physical and mental disabilities, strong, well written fat characters, as well as lgbtq+ characters (aside from the main paring). The art is stunning, and the story is so beautifully written. Ongoing.

6. <Morgana and Oz> https://www.webtoons.com/en/fantasy/morgana-and-oz/list?title_no=2964

Witch girl and vampire catboy fall in love against all odds. Beautiful art. A meet ugly that quickly turns into “i would literally die for you”. Theres a hot uncle involved. Its all very wonderful and whimsical and dramatic. Also the fashion is so good i want their wardrobes. Ongoing

Thats it for now!

[hollowisthyname]

🖊 Everest!

ah! you have stumbled upon a character who I can decisively call my absolute least-developed character of the group, who doesn't actually really have a place in my main universe, and who I still have many ideas about and love :]

[this one probably won't be as long as the first but just in case, infodump under the cut]

so basically he's a catboy

I'm so sorry bc this isn't even how the character started out?? a lot of the stuff I do with these characters is just. make aus of a story that doesn't actually exist yet. the ones I have currently are: human au (pretty standard, mainly created for the designs), Lavka-is-a-ghost-who's-bound-to-Marcel-for-reasons-unknown au (way weirder, based on a song, I have one scene for it), and "human"-protagonists-transported-to-magic-world au, which is where Everest comes in.

now normally when I come up with this stuff it's centered around Marcel, who was my first real oc so kinda the protagonist by default. this one, however, was based on Onyx! I have no idea why! but I decided they needed a partner in crime and also I wanted to make a new character, so.... Everest was born.

my first idea was just. emo nerd. I don't really have any characters like that and I needed smth to offset Onyx's relentless extrovert energy, so I came up with this kid with glasses, hair over one eye, slightly creepy. then somewhere along the way, I came up with the astounding, revolutionary, never-been-done-before idea of..... catboy

but it actually makes sense I promise!! lemme explain

my original idea for Everest was already very catlike. he creeps people out- and this is kind of intentional on his part- because he always looks like he can see. everything. he's just in the background observing shit and you don't notice he's there until you see him out of the corner of your eye watching you or smth else intently but with next to no expression on his face. it's fucking terrifying. and I say this is catlike bc he's watching from a distance and it definitely seems like he knows exactly what's going on at all times but he hardly ever interacts with people he doesn't already know. someone comes up to him to make small talk and he just narrows his eyes and slinks away.

also physical description bc I totally didn't forget to do it earlier:

he's got like white/platinum hair with bright blue strips that's about shoulder level and just kinda. hangs there. his bangs go over his right eye ALWAYS and it pisses him off (especially bc it gets in the way of his glasses) but the only thing that works to keep it out of his face is like hairclips and that ruins his AestheticTM so he tolerates it. he's about 5'8, so many of my characters are tall, his left eye is yellow and his right one is blue. his skin is p light. he wears glasses, they're thin gold circles and I like them very much. most of his clothes are like.... i dunno, old-timey, victorian-era? basically what you would imagine a vampire wearing.

his relationship to Onyx is very opposites-attract. he's quiet and reserved, they're energetic and flirty. he's vampire-esque, they're alt/punk. he's tall, they're short. etc. I think the main reason they became friends in the first place was that Onyx just.... didn't notice his whole "creep people out from the shadows" thing. they just waltzed up to him one day and decided to become friends, and managed it despite him being less than eager to get to know people (they're definitely friends now though, Onyx is the only person Everest like fully trusts honestly). they're like. peak autism/adhd solidarity. Onyx talks for hours on end and Everest just listens without saying a word and they both love it.

my like ~twist~ for the story is kinda the reveal that at least Everest and also possibly Onyx aren't totally human? Everest has his cat traits obviously, and the original Onyx is a ghost but I don't think that's what I'm gonna do for this one. maybe selkie or nine-tailed-fox bc my mythology is always Convoluted and Bullshit but it's v fun to take a bunch of myths and smash them together lmao

that's basically all I have on him but it's a lot more than I thought so yay!! I'm gonna come up with more stuff for him bc he doesn't really have a backstory yet so I gotta do that

also, bonus moodboard I made for him a couple months ago!! I'm actually v happy with it I think it captures his vibes p well :]

#ranger rambles #icarus infodumps #oc infodumps #i finished two of these in one day i am a god /j #also i feel like everest's pronouns aren't just he/him #but they/them and she/her also don't feel right #so until i can find some fitting neos he/him it is #i love my angsty catboy

[shameboree]

please rec more fics that will absolutely destroy me 🙏

okay disclaimer i am so picky that i quit most angst fic bc i have VERY PARTICULAR needs and also i x out if it is too Grimdark bc i prefer canon typical goofery where the kiddos still manage to land in the DESPAIR ZONE. you were the brightest of us is def my absolute top hurtful gutting miseryfic to injure urself w but here are some other angsty things even if theyre not on that level

postcards from io OBVIOUSLY

a fight that you were born to lose

i fucking LOVE THIS FIC!!! focuses on adrien and his deteriorating relationship w gabriel who is in a freefall toilet spiral AND THEN the aftermath of the hawkmoth reveal. this fic is so good and i treasure it

i shall never know that second death

this is suuuch a good grief fic. marinette sacrifices her memories so they can kick gabes ass and then from then on has to move forward w her life past the incomplete picture of the girl she used to be while everyone else also has to grieve n let go of the marinette who knew them. BITTERSWEET ENDING leaves u a little hurty still

when you werent mine to lose

chat noir gets dead and marinette is willing to take DRASTIC MEASURES to save her catboy eurydice while also being sad

technical difficulties

kicks over a fucking table YEARS LATER IM STILL OBSESSED W THIS FIC THAT WILL NEVER BE FINISHED!!! AAAAAAAH!!!!!!!! right off the bat ladybug is forced to detransform in front of nino and thus begins marinette and nino having a pretty good time relying on each other and being friends while adrien is having definitely NOT a good time completely alone and not entirely successfully repressing a bunch of anger and resentment over feeling cut out (i cant believe this fic predicted adriens canon char arc). theres marichat (OPTIMAL) and also chat outright menacing nino near the end of whats written. i love this fic.

forget me not

adrien and marinettes unhealthy depression meltdowns after the Final Battle cucks them out of a reveal and leaves them without their miraculouses. CRAIGLIST MISSED CONNECTIONS!! dumb idiots being sad and coping in just awful ways but it all ends up fine (they go to the BONE ZONE as a heads up)

the way i loved you

MARICHAT ANGST ft adrien being such a dumbass and just totally fucking things up bc he doesnt know how to use his two braincells, as is good and right

adrien and the terrible, horrible, no good, very bad day

oneshot w a feel good resolution so not super heavy on angst tbh. its a classic accidental public reveal fic that focuses on the alienating emotional fallout in the immediate aftermath

when the morning comes

post hawkmoth reveal fallout but from TOM DUPAINS POV!!! best dad picks up the pieces of the shit bad dad fucked all the way up and tries to help adrien puzzle them back together and i looooove the way he handles it

realizing that i love fic where adrien in particular is having a bad time. hm.

#miraculous ladybug #fic rec #i have so many fics saved.... #and YET i still cant find that one w the line abt sick marinette having the blanket draped over her shoulders like a cape!!! bullshit

[bonny-kookoo]

Delicate (JJK x Reader) 🐾💜☁️🔞

🧶Pairing: Jeon Jungkook x Reader

🧶Genre: hybrid!AU, Tsundere (slightly), Fluff, a bit of Angst, smut

🧶Warnings: Jungkook is a brat, Catboy!Jungkook, He basically hates everyone but his kitten, HUman! Reader, Wet dream, masturbation, big dick! Kook but whats new, Sweet reader, Spanking (and not on her butt if you know what I mean), Rough handjob (fem. Rec), doggy style, Desperate koo, overstimulation, forced orgasm, multiple orgasm, slightly angsty moment, but nothing bad lol, confessions, basically owner/Hybrid to lovers lol

🧶Summary: Jungkook does whatever he wants, whenever he wants. Changing for you might be harder than he initially thought- but maybe he doesn't even need to. Maybe you'll love him just for who he actually is.

Jungkook was a maine coon hybrid. He's been at the shelter for years now, adopted just to be returned a week later, every time. He's got serious additude problems, thinks way too highly of himself, is just overall too much to handle. He knows that. But that doesn't mean he wants to change.

No, he actually actively decides to be a dick. Simply irritating others is like some sort of game for him, feeding his ego to no ends whenever someone gives up on him. It's like he's winning.

Jungkook loves winning.

It all however, changes as soon as he spots you. You're small, and not in a sense of short- no, you actually look like a doll to him. So delicate, so adorable, Jungkook can't help but stare with wide, green cateyes. His pupils are contracted as if you're too bringt for them to handle, yet its only the amount of sudden emotions that's making them look like that. As soon as you turn around, spotting him, smiling at him, they widen like the moon itself; making the cat-hybrid next to him wave a hand in front of his face, since he completely blocked out the fact that the older hybrid was talking to him. He irritatedly swishes his hand away, ears now perked up as his fluffy tail twitches every second or so. He can hear your voice, soft and sweet, and he's whipped already.

Jungkook wants you.

He stands up suddenly, completely dismissing the hybrid that he'd conversed with earlier, as he walks over to you, who's standing in front of another area filled with dog hybrids. He scrunches his nose in disgust; you don't need one of those mutts, you need him. He stops a footstep away from you, and the worker sighes as you look up at the hybrid. "Oh, thats Jungkook-" he explains. "He's one of our problem cases, so I wouldn't really reccomend him for you." He explains, and Jungkooks brows furrow. Who the fuck does he think he is, calling him a problem case? He knows its true, but that doesn't mean he can just say that out loud to anyone, especially not you. How's he supposed to gain your trust now?

You smile, now visibly a little intimitated. Jungkook knows why, knows that his physique is pretty much yelling strength and confidence. He suddenly gets an idea, and decides to try it out. No hurt in playing around a little.

So he lets his ears droop, and slowly walks back towards the corner of the room, simply sitting down there before flopping to his side, huffing out a breath as if exhausted. He hoped it works, otherwise he's pulling this stunt without reason, making a fool of himself for nothing. But it seems as if it works, slowly, because he can spot your now slightly worried eyes watching him as the worker leads you along, to meet some other dog hybrids. He knows he's got you. He just has to wait.

Jungkook loves taking naps.

And this time, it helped time pass by easily, as he suddenly smells your fabric softener again, as he can hear the worker try and talk you out of it. He can feel you behind him as he'd rolled around on his spot to face the wall, and he visibly shudders as your hand touches his tail. He turns around slowly, tired eyes spotting you squatting down close to his back, as he sits up. He looks at you curiously, and you suddenly smile, leaning your head slightly to the side, your earrings dangling prettily from your ears as he can't look away. You're even prettier up close and personal like this. "So, you're Jungkook?" You ask, and he forgets to answer for a moment, nods after he notices the awkward silence, as he blushes. You giggle, and sit down properly, obviously intending to get to know him more.

Good.

He sits properly as well, not saying anything, as you ask away. "They said you're quite the troublemaker." You amusedly state, and Jungkook suddenly has the urge to roll his eyes. He doesn't however, knowing all his acting would've been for nothing if he slipped now. So he simply looks down, his ears slightly bend backwards as he scratches his neck. "But I think you're just a bit rough around the edges." You explain, and his eyes move, looking at you as you continue. "Like a diamond, you know? They need to be handled carefully, and then they turn into the prettiest things." You say, and he already decides he loves your voice. He carefully answers.

"You think so?"

He can see the surprise in your face, it's to be expected. His tone doesn't fit his current act at all, but he can't change that. But you smile, nodding, and he internally sighs at that, at the fact that you simply accepted that. "Look-" You suddenly say, pulling out your phone and showing him a balcony, with pretty flowers blooming. You swipe, and it shows what he assumes is your apartment. It's small, he notices, but for some reason it looks more inviting than any place he'd ever been to. It looks cozy, well taken care of, and a tad bit unruled; it looks like a home. His eyes sparkle with actual genuine interest. "We could put some blankets here, the sun shines there nicely throughout the day, so you could take some awesome naps there-" You explain, and his ears perk into your direction at that. "Oh, and during the summer you can always stay on the balcony- its really nice there when its hot you know? The cool breeze is nice." You say, and suddenly notice how he's looking at you, expecting something. "I mean-" You stutter suddenly, locking your phone and growing a bit shy at him being so close to you. You have to admit; he's really handsome. "Only if you want to come with me, that is." You ask, and he suddenly nods.

Jungkook would love to come home with you.

That was a year ago, and your home slowly became his own home as well, more perfect than those photos could ever convey.

As you walk around the apartment, he notices how you carry some of your own stuff into another room- smaller than the original bedroom. At his confused glance, you scratch the back of your neck, right where he knows your scent is strongest, and he gets the urge to bury his nose into the spot. "Oh! I just uhm.. last night you slept in front of my door, so I thought you may want to change rooms? You're bigger than me, so you need more space, i think?" You say, and he shakes his head with a soft smile, walking up to you and stopping you in your tracks.

"N-No.. Actually, I wanted to ask you something." He wonders, now not looking at you anymore, as you look up at his eyes. "I uhm.." He starts, swallowing some saliva to finally get the words out. "I was wondering if I could sleep in your room."

Its quiet for a moment, and he grows anxious at this, thinking that he had just overstepped some boundary he didn't know of yet. "Like- I mean, I get lonely during the night, and you said once that you need to hug something to sleep well and maybe you could hug me and we would safe costs for heating because two people are warmer than just one and-" He rambles on, and you put your hands on his shoulders, making him shut up in the midst of talking. Your touch does that to him, most of the time. It's like magic, addicting, and he can't help but swallow again, now however not because of fear.

"You should've said something sooner, silly!" You say, reaching up to scratch his ear, which involuntarily makes him purr as he presses against your hand. "Of course you can. Don't worry so much, kookie." You say, and he smiles at this, happy that he was finally closer to you.

Jungkook is such a sweet cat, in your eyes. He's gentle, always so ready to help you with whatever problem you have, lending you a hand with household chores; he's truly the perfect hybrid at your side.

So, so sweet.

Scratch that.

Jungkook was currently eyeing your best friend down, ears pinned back while his fluffy tail was standing tall, agression clear in his entire posture. "Wow, ok. What's with him?" Yoongi asks, unsure on what exactly was going on. Maybe it was Hoesok's scent on him that agitated him? But he couldn't know for sure. Instead of you however, Jungkook answered in his low voice, clearly offended by something. He doesn't klnow why this always happens.

"Don't talk like I'm not here, asshole." He spits out, and your eyes widen. Jungkook was such a sweet guy around you, it was hard to imagine this was actually happening time and time again. He was watching Yoongi with careful eyes, pupils contracted to slits as his greenish eyes pin the older man down with their stare. He's cautious, and you don't quite know about what, until Yoongi makes the mistake of reaching out for you.

Before so much as his fingertips can reach you, Jungkook has already jumped from his spot, shoving the shorter man back with so much force he almost falls into the small coffee table behind him. "Jungkook!" You exclaim scandalized, as he turns around at your tone of voice. Looking at your posture, taking in your scent, he can sense immediately that you're scared, confused, and he hates it. "Apologize." You demand, and Jungkook shakes his head, unwavering, before you sigh out, pointing towards the bedroom door. "Then get inside. And don't come out until I say so." You say, and his ears pin themselves back again, however his shoulders slump down as well, visibly deflating. He's actually sorry now- but it's too late to force himself to apologize to Yoongi; that intruder who's clearly here to claim territory. "Now." You say, and Jungkook suddenly breaks eye contact with you, letting himself be defeated for the first time since he was adopted.

For some reason, your voice hangs heavy on his muscles, heavier than any collar ever hung around his neck.

He hates this. He hates that he has to give up the fight to this complete stranger just because you said so; yet he can't will himself to go against your will. He wants to stay, he wants to be good, but he cant help but grow hostile with another guy in the same apartment as you. It's as if he's giving you up, and that's definitely not what he wants to do. But its ultimately whats happening.

And he hates it.

Jungkook isn't a sweet kitty. He's an untamed tiger, just simply agreeing on living with you, and that has become very apparent these months. He likes to pick on you, and loves to make a mess. There's nothing left of the oh so sweet and caring catboy you adopted a year ago, but it somehow doesn't bother you. You know that he was eager to get out of the shelter, and that he had been pretending for long enough.

This was Jungkooks true nature, and you were okay with that.

He was a bit of a brat, throwing down objects placed by you whenever you weren't home, simply to show you his unhappiness about that fact. He knew that you had to work, but that didn't mean that he liked it.

He also had a major enemy now.

Seokjin across the street, Namjoons prized silver labrador hybrid, or so he calls him. He's handsome, you have to admit, but Jungkook can't see anything visually appealing about the mutt. He hates him with a passion, and its quite possibly because of his very flirty nature, especially towards you. Jungkook wasn't talented in that department, he rather enjoyed picking on you than complimenting you. Compliments got boring after a while. Calling you shorty and watching you struggle to reach the highest shelf would never get old to him, however.

He likes to call Seokjin a rat for his grey features, just to see him get all offended, and he doesn't care much that you always scold him for it. He likes to do whatever he wants, whenever he wants, and he's been testing you long enough to somehow know when the fun is over. He'd never intentionally hurt you, emotionally nor physically, but that doesn't mean he can't pick on you now and then.

Its his own way of showing affection. You just don't quite get it, it seems.

Its when you leave for a late night business gathering to celebrate the company's anniversary that he breaks. He simply pretends to be asleep as he waits for you to leave, simply peeking at your dress though almost closed eyes, and he wishes he didn't do it. Your scent is driving him crazy already, yet you were always careful to cover up around him, seemingly conscious about him and the fact that he is, apart from his cat side, still a young man. He wont ever be able to burn that image of your perfect legs in that perfect little dress out of his mind now that he's seen it. And its the kiss you place on his cheek that pushes him over the edge, makes him struggle to stay composed until he can hear the front door close shut.

He whines out, turning around on the bed as he buries his face into the sheets, into the spot that's usually occupied by your form. It still smells like you; not like you when you try to use perfume, which he hates, but your unmasked smell he absolutely loves. It fills his senses, makes him squirm on the mattress as he turns, bunching the sheets between his legs as he begins to hump into nothing, the friction of the bed sheets enough to rile him up as he bites the pillow your head usually rests on. He can see it in front of him vividly like a dream he's experiencing right in that moment. You, laid out underneath him, his teeth not clamping down on fabric but your delicate skin, making such wonderful noises as he takes you like the good and sweet girl you are for him. How enticingly you would mewl, arching your back as he guides his leaking cock inside you, stretching you out as his hands would hold you close, keep you upright so you wont just smash onto the mattress onto your face. He curses as he picks up his pace, simple movement not enough anymore as his hand reaches down, frustratingly palming his impatient erection hidden underneath his sweatpants as his dream continues, showing him how you would say his name, breathlessly, as you would look over your shoulder.

Then it shifts, as his mind is suddenly focusing on your face. Would you be into giving him head? Oh god, if you would, he knows he wouldn't be able to last; with your innocent eyes, kneeled in front of him, so eagerly taking his cock he couldn't help but cum inside your throat. And he knows you would be such a good kitten, you would swallow him down prettily, and he would praise you so good. "Hnng, fuck..!" He exclaims, as he writhes on top of the sheets, messing everything up, but he doesn't care.

He never really thought about that weird missionary position humans liked, but he could actually see the appeal of it, if he was doing it with you. To be able to see every change of your features, how your soft lips would part in pleasure as he fills you up like you should be, oh it would be a sight for him to see. His eyes squeeze shut as he turns his head, groaning loudly as he almost sobs brokenly into the pillow, feeling his release stain the fabric of his sweats uncomfortably. But he doesn't care, as he sniffles, breathing heavily before he chuckles.

"Fuck, I'm pathetic."

Can hybrids outgrow their owners?

It certainly feels like it. Jungkook has been growing more and more distant to you, and you feel as if its your own fault. You must've done something wrong, you assume, as he distances himself more and more not only from you, but everyone else as well. He doesn't pick up a fight with Seokjin anymore, hell, he even let Yoongi inside yesterday. And you try to push back your tears as you walk inside the living room, where he's currently sitting, watching the window, tail lazily swaying softly. Maybe the apartment really was too small for him- you've head your neighborly lady complain recently about that when she saw him through the window. Maybe you weren't the right person for him.

"Jungkookie?" You carefully ask, as you see his tail twitch, a sign that he noticed you. "We need to talk." You start, and he gets up, ready to leave the room.

"Well I don't want to though, your bad." He responds, and you reach for his hand, as he whips his head around, ready to bite an answer out, but he spots something in your gaze that makes him stop in his tracks.

"We need to.. I can't- I can't make that decision for you, we need to talk about where you wanna go." His brows furrow as he tries to figure out what you're implying, a weird feeling in his gut telling him that it's something he wont like at all. "I want you to be happy, even if its not with me kookie." You sigh out, and he connects the dots, suddenly realizing what you're saying.

"Ho- wait no no-" His eyes widen, and you look at him as he shakes his head at you, suddenly defensive. "You want to give me away?!" He barks out, bushy tail behind him angrily whipping from one side to the other. "I don't want to! You said this is my home, you can't make me leave!" He spits at you, and you grow confused.

"But-" You start. "You've been so uncomfortable around me Kook, it's okay if you don't want to live with me anymore, really. Namjoon said that sometimes Hybrids outgrow their owners-" You say, but Jungkooks eyes glint angrily.

"Namjoon doesn't know shit!" He yells, and you shut up at that. "I don't want to go, I won't ever go!" He finalizes, and you are on your last leg. He's completely confusing you at this point.

"Then tell me what I'm supposed to do! You're clearly not comfortable around me anymore, what am I supposed to do?!" You yell back, voice by far not as strong as his, but it riles him up enough that he snaps.

"There's nothing you can do about my fucking hormones giving me wet dreams about you like a teenager!" He says, and your eyes widen, making his ears grow red in shame. "There, I said it. Want me to spell it out? I want to fuck you, there you go!" He says, throwing his hands in the air for good measure as he breathes heavily, giving both of you a moment to process his confession. He suddenly grows more quiet, more calm, his voice in no way as harsh and loud as before. "No.. no that's not right." He admits, and comes to conclusion that its now or never. "I want to hold you at night like a lover does, not just a hybrid and his owner. I want you to see me as a partner, not just as a pet." he states, gaze falling downwards as his ears flop to the sides, tail unmoving behind him.

"I never saw you as just a pet, Koo." You say, and he perks up at that, as you walk closer to him, hugging him closely, as he stands a bit awkwardly, before deciding to hug you back. "I didn't want to take advantage of you." You say, and he grows hopeful.

"Does that mean you.. like me like that?" He asks, and you nod into his chest.

Making him grin like an idiot.

Its after this moment that things slowly change a bit. He's still picking on you whenever he can, but he's also being awfully suggestive ever since your talk. Its like he wants to know what runs your gears more clearly these days, as he's making sure to flaunt his post workout body every now and then just to see you turn red at the sight.

He loves how he makes you shy.

Its you however, who breaks him first.

The day he can't keep his hands off of you is the day the spider in your shower decided to jump down on you, scaring the life out of your body as you screach in horror, fleeing the scene in nothing but a towel as you safe yourself into the bedroom, where Jungkook had been taking a nap before hearing your scream. He's ready to laugh at you, until he notices the towel barely hanging onto what you hold against your chest, skin still slightly damp as only your hair is still dry. He can't help himself anymore. "Hm.. how about I get your mind off of that scary little insect?" He humms from behind you, and you open your mouth to retort a snappy remark, but you don't get that far.

He's already behind you, his legs placing themselves next to yours on the bed as he hooks his own over yours, spreading your legs for him as he takes the bits of towel out of your hands, making it fall to the sides, revealing your body to him, at last. He can't help but lick his lips at the sight he gets from over your shoulder, purring loudly as he licks at your neck, finally getting a taste of you; and it's energizing, like a drug, making a shiver run through his spine as his tail twitches behind him in pleasure. You gasp out loud as he bites down, hand reaching between your legs to move his middle and ring finger inside your already wettening center, making him groan. "So ready.." He muses, loving the sounds you make, as he obnoxious noise of squelching from the wettness between your legs with every movement of his fingers fills the room. You struggle to close your legs at the sensation, but he doesn't let you; instead gently hitting your cunt as if to put you back into place, while he groans. "Bad girl. This is mine, isn't it?" He asks, and you can't answer for a moment. "This-" He says, his hand forcefully coming down onto your pussy again, as you squeal from it. "Is mine, isn't it?" He asks again, and you nod over and over again, making him smile. "That's right. And I do what I want with it." He says, before he pumps his fingers in and out at a relentless pace, uncaring of the mess he's making as you squirm and mewl in his lap. He loves this, loves how the sounds he imagined you making can't ever compare to what he's currently hearing. He has to take you.

He removes his hand, undressing himself impatiently as he turns you over for him, behind presented to him as he licks his lips again. "So pretty." He praises, and pumps his length once, twice, before he enters your smooth center, already feeling as if he's in heaven. "I promise I-" He starts, but has to moan out as you clench around him particularly hard. "I promise I'll be gentle next time-" He says, before his palms find your breasts, kneading them in his palms as he kisses along your spine. "But I need you." He whines out, making you huff out a breath as you look over your shoulder, just like he imagined. "Fuck!" He presses out, skin against skin one of the many sounds apart from your heavy breathing and shared sounds of pleasure inside the room, spider long forgotten as you suddenly arch your back into him. "My kitten's gonna cum? Hm?" He asks, and a cute moan is all he gets- all he needs, as you try to get up a bit more, making him push your neck into the pillows below, careful to let you breath as your cheek is what meets the fabric below, his other hand brushing away your hair lovingly, so that he can watch you come undone. "So sweet, so submissive.." He humms out, as he dips down, your back against his chest as he kisses underneath your earlobe, amusement clear in his voice. "Such a cute little whore for me, my sweetest princess, so beautiful.." He praises, and you moan out obscenely as you come, his pace never stopping once. "You're gonna have to-" He says, moving more desperately now to reach his own peak. "You're gonna have to take it baby." He presses out, holding your hips as he forces them onto him with more strength, making you whine in overstimulation. "Almost there- there we go-" He exclaims, uncaringly rubbing your clit between your legs as you shiver violently underneath him, second orgasm hitting you so quickly that your body can't seem to prepare itself as you feel wetness escape you, making him groan loudly. "What a good girl, look at that- ah!" He exclaims, pushing himself as deep as he can as you feel him spurt his load inside you, finally stopping, finally calming down.

"Jungkook?" You ask out of breath, as he simply holds you close, still buried inside of you, falling to the side as he buries his nose in between the crook of your neck.

"Hmm.. no, lets stay like that.." He humms sleepily, and you simply close your eyes, agreeing to his statement.

Jungkook is not a sweet cat- but he certainly has his moments.

"Kitten?" He asks, as he notices you being weirdly quiet next to him on the couch, now noticing the tears on your cheeks. "You're such a crybaby!" He laughs, as he wipes away your tears with his sweater sleeve, making you pout.

"Not fair." You mumble out, and he simply chuckles, placing a kiss ontop of your nose.

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