#i might delete these posts later

[wearenotjustnumbers2]

Hello, a little rant here. I don't know whether people are becoming insensitive or I'm just taking things very seriously these times, but I beg of you, when I post about an update on the situation in Gaza, or about a lost life or any piece of news that is most likely horrifying and heartbreaking, do not repost or reblog with "yikes" or "real bullshit" or whatever goes in the same line. It just makes it seem so trivial when in fact it's world-shattering. Not to mention the horrible edits I see on Instagram/tiktok.

I literally came across an "Instagram reel" of my friend's UNCLE (who lost three of his kids, and was saying his goodbyes while they were in body bags), it was edited into a reel, with the effects and changing colors and the trending sound of the song "daylight by David kushner". I was speechless.

I know people show their solidarity differently, I know this. Especially through music, I've literally been listening to Samer songs as well as "Telk Qadieah", etc. But the edit I saw was way too much. I don't know how to explain it, because I've seen many reels of Palestinians in Gaza grieving and I thought it's important to share them but this one is different. It was like the edits you'd make for characters from a TV show or movie that died or had a sad storyline.

I don't know, maybe I'm overreacting but I genuinely feel like I'm going crazy. With everything going on and how it seems like some people are living in a parallel world rn.

I hope I don't get misunderstood, I'm not talking about the general clips with sometimes sad songs on them, I'm talking about certain edits the people started to make that are so weird and insensitive. Like the people they're editing aren't real, like they're some entertainment material.

#I'm not good with words honestly i just am tired #i might even delete this later bc i never share personal stuff here but still #text post #gaza #palestine

[sourlemonadez]

My first tumblr post aa throws this unshaded mess at you and runs

#fnaf #fnaf sb #dca #daycare attendant #moondrop #moon fnaf #moon security breach #moon x y/n #moon x self insert #my art #hdbdhwhdbhss #im not used to posting #and i also dont really like my art #but i felt like i could share this #SORRY FOR THE TERRIBLE PROPORTIONS BUT IM FAR TOK LAZY TO FIX #the hearts r so sappy lamsmksjdjd #might delete later tbh #this is very low effort excuse me #lems silly stuff

[riddlerelddir]

that’s where someone has to ask what’s the appeal of being amab transitioning into a woman if you’re already afab (assuming)

oh yeah thats a fair point. i guess i just wanna be both at the same time but not? im gonna be real even though i used to identify as male and then stopped im still to this day very confused about my gender so ive chosen to not think about it at all.

#sorry if i sound really dumb rn #i dont mean to sound like insensitive at all #im in a weird place right now #also idk if its anything but before i started identifying as trans before i basically have no memory of my early childhood #so i only remember i was boy and then i didnt want to be boy anymore #thats how i would explain it #i might delete these posts later

[cloudysfluffs]

he is such a little shit /affectionate

nsfw/kink blogs please dni!

#my art #tickle art #hiii its meeeee posting whatver tk content comes to mind at any given moment :3333333 #mlp tickle #............ #fluttercord #<< might delete that one later #anyway inspired by a convo i had with my bf thank you rocket for making me see the light mwah mwah #Lee!Fluttershy #Ler!Discord #(im howlin at the moon) #((and sleeping in the middle of a summer afternoon))

[marinatedsaltea]

Touch starved

#transformers #transformers animated #tfa #tfa art #tfa doodle #tfa longarm #tfa shockwave #tfa swiftstorm prime #not a ship drawing #might delete later #at least I do not ship them but y'all always like the posts of the two a lot and I don't know if I should be concerned BHAHA— #no this is not shockblurr please calm down y’all—

[hawkfawun]

#light yagami #not berserk #death note #lawlight #sorry I don't have anywhere else to post LOL #might delete later but 4 now #happy birthday light

[rwsdarw]

Always thought Gabe had an intrinsic hatred of black cats and ladybugs

#miraculous fanart #miraculous lb #miraculous ladybug #miraculoustalesofladybugandcatnoir #mlb #gabriel agreste #adrien agreste #chat noir #plagg #miraculous plagg #cat #euthanasia #idk if I should tag that lmao #i love animals #this isn’t great quality sorry #i tried #not my best post #tumblr ruined the quality #might delete later

[cessmaga]

ok but hear me out them actually as a team

tell me if some y'all want to add someone idk

#mortal kombat #mortal kombat legends #mk legends #I haven't watched all of the mk legends movies actually #johnny cage #kenshi takahashi #sonya blade #earthrealm #earthrealm champions idk?? #liu kang #kung lao #ashrah #mortal kombat if it's actually good #ngl I want a tv show something like these #random post #random ass post #might delete later

[solarpunkani]

"Oh no, someone's attracted to the aesthetics of my -punk movement but doesn't know the praxis and history behind it like I do--"

OK. Tell them. Make it a teaching moment. Everyone who's in your movement learned the background from somewhere at some point, maybe this is that point for that person. Give them a jumping off point that they can dive into later.

"Oh but I shouldn't be responsible for teaching baby -punks about the history and the how-tos and--"

OK. Then don't tell them. You don't have to be responsible for teaching people with a budding interest in your group the ins and outs and how-tos. That's fair and valid! It can be a lot of work. Someone else will handle it

"But I'm annoyed that they would try to claim to be part of/be interested in my community without knowing all the details that I know after being in it for months/years/decades, they're dumb, they're posers, they're--"

OK. Then don't engage with them, if it's that bad. Maybe someone else will come around and tell them the history, maybe they'll pick it up on their own, maybe they'll just enjoy the fashion elements for awhile.

"But they shouldn't claim to be part of the -punk community if they don't know the--"

I feel like we have a few options here. People can either talk to them, share the history, share the values, share the praxis. Or they can just chase off anyone who even thinks about dipping a toe in their community, and then wonder why it's dying off later down the line.

I dunno, maybe I'm too naive and patient or whatever. But if people are entering your -punk spaces without knowing The Rundown of what you feel they need to know, maybe being nice about it and informing people instead of immediately assuming stupidity and malicious intent could help you make a new friend. Even the loudest voices in a space had to learn from somewhere, and not everyone has the luxury of being in the space as the History was Happening--whether it's an age thing or a not being aware of the space thing. Or maybe I just don't see what the big deal is behind people hating people who like the aesthetic of something and don't know the behind the scenes history about it yet.

Because I believe in the word 'yet.' No one comes into this world knowing everything about everything, and we're all constantly learning new things. I'm not gonna degrade someone and call them a poser for not knowing what I know. Because if it were me, interested in a scene but getting chased out and called a poser? I wouldn't hit the books and study up, I'd go 'that fuckin sucks, those people sucked' and then avoid anyone and anything having to do with it.

So chase people off and call them posers if you want. But if your community starts dwindling, don't be fucking shocked.

#out of queue #ani rambles #punks and posers #i cant even call this a 4am hot take because its 7pm but like #idk i keep seeing posts about like 'how DARE people think I bought my punk clothes how DARE they not know the how-tos and DIYs' #or 'ugh people only care about the ~aesthetics~ of my movement if you don't know shit get out of here' and like #maybe I'm just a shy ass introverted nerd whos scared of social rejection! but I avoid that shit like the plague #so if someone were to reject me based on not knowing about something I'd never even heard about? something i was JUST getting into? #there's a high chance I'd just scram and never look back. i don't wanna be the one who causes that emotion in someone else #granted this is coming from someone who STILL doesn't know how to make her own patches or worked up the courage to do direct action praxis #outside of offering neighbors to my tomatoes and trying to talk to people about what I'm passionate about #but still imo unless someone's a malicious intentional bad actor i dont see the point in scaring newbies off #thats how movements die imo #i know this is my solarpunk blog but its not a solarpunk specific thing #i think the main post that inspired this was about store-bought versus self-made spiked leather jackets #which honestly just feels petty to me but who knows. #might delete later

[valeriapryanikova]

i've made a spreadsheet full of all secret life stats!

it contains info about everyone's tasks, types and results of said tasks, what life the players were on and amount of hearts they had at the end of the session, on whom they used their /gift, and how they died + there's some extra statistics on other tabs (like number of deaths per session on "life" tab, total hearts lost during the session by all players in "hearts" tab, bar charts for task types / task results / player lives per session, etc.)

i will fucking explode if i dont show it to at least one person someone anyone pls,, anyway bye

#no one cares and i might delete this post later but for now i need the world to know about how i'm Totally Not obsessing over secret life #secret life #life series #trafficblr #traffic smp #mcyt

[bibuck-saved-me]

it’s a selfish thought and arthur knows it because merlin has spent so much time hiding a vital part of his existence, his very being, all because of arthur. so he presses it down into the deepest recesses of himself and focuses on doing everything he can to support merlin, to give merlin the world he deserves. a world where he is free.

but sometimes, when he’s alone in his room surrounded by his endless responsibilities, he will think to himself, i am nothing.

merlin and the old religion hold him as this once and future king, but no matter what they say, he can’t understand why they think any of this is about him. it was never him. everything he’d done, every accomplishment and fight he’d won had never been his to claim. he was a fraud. he was a lonely king with nothing to his name beyond the blood on his hands, the blood staining his every crevice.

he isn’t the once and future king. he doesn’t deserve any of the praise. he is the moon, a piece of rock in the sky that shines only because of the sun. without the sun, the moon is worthless. without the sun, no one would have ever looked at the moon twice.

arthur had never been proud of his mistakes and his inaction when it came to his father’s slaughter, but he had been proud of the things he had done to keep his kingdom and his people safe and healthy and happy. he has fought and fought and fought only to discover he had never even landed a punch. every knockout, every victory he had held up to hide the ugly nothingness of his true, empty self was never his to hold. with the discovery of merlin’s magic, any worthiness he thought he’d earned had slipped through his fingers like sand through a sieve.

merlin is beautiful and powerful. merlin is a god amongst men, a gift given to this world, given to arthur, and for what?

this prophecy for arthur was always about merlin. he carried the weight, he fought and fought and fought and he won, merlin was the one who had carried this kingdom on his back until they reached the safety of the golden era of the current day.

it’s a selfish thought, to be thinking of himself in relation to merlin’s magic when merlin has suffered every single day because of arthur. and yet, in those moments, he can’t help but wonder why he was born at all, why he was named savior of a group of people who would’ve never died if only he had stayed unmade, a whisper of nothingness in his mother’s womb.

his first breath caused a massacre, a genocide, and yet he was given an angel and a title and a prophecy of greatness he could never actually fulfill.

he would never tell merlin about these thoughts he had. merlin would end up feeling guilty somehow, would carry the weight of arthur’s worthlessness even more by taking on the deserved revulsion arthur had for himself.

no, he couldn’t tell merlin about this. merlin would tell him he was wrong, would try to talk him up and fix it. would use that endless kindness to tell arthur endless stories about his own importance. merlin would shine his sunshine on arthur until arthur forgot he was just a lump of rock. he wouldn’t rest until arthur loved himself, until arthur took all the credit for merlin’s own accomplishments again.

no, he would keep this to himself. he would give merlin the attention and love he deserves. this story isn’t actually about arthur pendragon. it never was.

#idk what this is #anyway #sorry #me? projecting? never #also to clarify uh this is obviously not how i feel personally about arthur!! #i love that man i just wanted to explore how the insecurities we see him have in the show would look post magic reveal #merlin #arthur pendragon #bbc merlin #bbc arthur #merthur #it’s hinted at more than anything though #character study #character introspection #might delete later #ficlet #angst

[cloudysfluffs]

kiss kiss!!!! <33333

~kink/nsfw blogs dni please!!!~

#again i do not support viv///ziepop. but i am only so strong #hazbin hotel tickle #tickle art #my art #lee!husk #ler!angel dust #huskerdust #<<< might delete that tag later . out of shame #uhhh idk how else to tag this. ??? #i might post more hh art soon well see. :P #OH OH OH IF UR READING THIS GO FOLLOW @FIZZBOT (if u want) #its my hh/hb reblog/critical blog lol

[broadwayfangirl222]

#hazbin hotel #radiostatic #staticlovetune #long post #this is stupid but I wanted to make it #might delete later

[sammym332]

the dead one. yeah, i havent thought about her in a long time

#what do i need to do to find more angst petrigrof fanfic #i need it i crave it my soul searches for it #anyway its 7am and I havent slept yet #so yeah. not my best one yet but i like it enough to post it #adventure time #at #fionna and cake #fac #adventure time fanart #fionna and cake fanart #fionna and cake spoilers #simon petrikov #simon petrikov fanart #betty grof #petrigrof #art #might delete later

[scruncheduppaper]

okay ngl im kinda mad about that one post about labru cannibalism symbolism being racist or whatever. like its not. why does everyone keep acting like shipping labru or even enjoying kabru in any sort of way is racist or whatever this is literally so dumb. op literally said that he was south asian coded “but ohhh same thing applies” like well that just changes literally everything you brought up oh my godddd if you want more poc in media to be appreciated stop holding everything to the same boring ass fucking morally correct standard. let kabru be a little freaky abt it

“oh you only ship labru because you want laios or whatever you’re making kabru’s only trait as being obsessed with a white guy” 1. why would you assume that. are poc not allowed to be gay anymore. whatever. 2. its the other way i around i want kabru and i kin laios like i like laios but whatever. 3. also i think their relationship is interesting asf like even outside of shipping lr whatever

ofc theres racist dumbfucks out there but in general i think people should be a little bit more lax. like people are so scared of falling into stereotypes and stuff they’re terrified of even approaching making shit about poc. just fucking relaxxxx people oh my god

#dungeon meshi #labru #idk im honestly just ranting idr want this post to get attention i might delete later #anyways kabru <33333 #i might draw him covered in blood later #not caught up w the anime episode yet but i saw screencaps and oh my goddd #i need to see him a little insane #ehdhshshahahwywuduvv

[98chao]

i watched heathers yesterday and i couldnt stop thinking abt how JD and veronica were so shadowpeach

#might delete later #i feel a little too cringe posting this #monkie kid #lego monkie kid #sun wukong #monkey king #six eared macaque #liu er mihou #shadowpeach #my art #ms paint #2023 #1k