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ilovethebittertaste · 2 months

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Can someone please give me tips on how to stop over eating

I’m not binging I just tend to snack a lot while I’m making my meal

Don’t give me me@nsp0 I hate that shit I just want some advice pls

Be kind🙏🏻🙏🏻

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delicadelittledoll · 3 months

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❝ I am still so naïve. I know pretty much what I like and what I deslike; but, please, don't ask me who I am. A passionate, fragmentary girl, maybe? ❞

— Sylvia Plath

#girlblogging #lana del rey #girlhood is a spectrum #sylvia plath #the unabridged journals of sylvia plath #girl interrupted #sparkle jump rope queen #poem #fix me please #i want to get better #i want to get worse

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novahatesthesun · 16 days

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i miss my life before the ed centre. everything was going so smoothly until they forced me into recovery now i've just been on a downwards spiral for almost a whole year.

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auguste-rlg · 4 months

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what if i relapse 🤭

#i want to get worse #tw sh #tw ed #i wish i could die #on garde la fraise mdrrr

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recovery-nuovame · 11 months

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My meme™️

#mental illness #mental instability #tw sick mention #memes #dank memes #black humor #meme #sad memes #bad memes #depression #i want to feel better #i want to get better #i want to get worse #insecure #insecutiry #failure

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xxvergoldetxx · 3 months

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Anyone else who hates having a cold because you literally have to care for your body and can’t focus on making the mental problems worse?? Like that is so toxic ik but it is what it is

#self destruction #tired all the time #being ill #mentally ill #mental illness #i want to get worse

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anoncannon · 1 year

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Why am I getting better? I don’t want to get better. Getting better leaves no results. I HAVE to get worse. Help me get worse.

#vent #ana trigger #ed disorder #tw swearing #tw ana relapse #tw ana rant #anor3xi4 #ana stuff #i need to lose so much weight #i need to be thin #i want to be thinner #disordered eating thoughts #i want to get worse #help me get worse

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littlbee · 1 year

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i need to get worse. when i go home for break, i need everyone to SEE how sick i am. i need to be thinner. to be frail, breakable. scary.

maybe they’ll take me seriously then.

#4na diary #th1n$po #th!n$p0 #i want to be weightless #i want to get worse #🦋spo #st4rv1ng #a4a #i need to be thin #4narexia #th11n$p0 #th1nsp1r4t10n #4nor3x14 #disordered eating thoughts #an0rexsick

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ilovethebittertaste · 1 month

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Thought about eating something for dinner but then a really skinny girl came on my fyp

I’m not hungry anymore

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delicadelittledoll · 3 months

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❝ I don't know what it is like to not have deep emotions. Even when I feel nothing, I feel it completely. ❞

— Sylvia Plath

#girlblogging #lana del rey #girlhood is a spectrum #sylvia plath #girl interrupted #sparkle jump rope queen #poem #fix me please #i want to get better #i want to get worse

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willows-woes · 1 year

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"things won't change until you decide that you want them to change."

the problem with ppl telling u that is they make it sound like it's as simple as wanting things to change - wanting to get better - that will make it happen

unfortunately it isn't that simple :( it will take time, and it will be painful, and it won't even be a steady line of getting better. There will be wobbles, there will be hurdles, there will be times when all you want to do is give up relax into the comfort of the sadness which you're used to.

there will be times that you think you have given up, and you'll despair you seem to be unsavable, irrecoverably doomed

but thats all part of recovering - ik it seems difficult now, but i promise you're on the right track!

and for what its worth, im rooting for u

i didn't mean it like that. i meant that you can't force someone into recovery -- the only way to get better is if you put in the effort and if you actually want to get better. if you still don't want recovery, if you still find too much comfort in your sadness, nothing will improve.

you can't sit there, waiting for things to get better without doing anything yourself. that was the point of my rant.

and i suppose, inside -- i still want to get worse. i don't want to feel better. i want to get worse until i kill myself, since that's the only realistic-seeming scenario that i can see becoming a reality.

i just want to die.

i want this all to stop. forever.

and in my mind, the only solution to guarantee i'll never be sad again is to never feel anything ever again.

to kill myself.

#tw suicidal ideation #i want to get worse #i seriously do #asks #answered #negative

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sp1derg1rl666 · 16 days

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i wished he showed me he loved me more sometimes, or maybe im just crazy

#this is a girlblog #cant sleep #blogging #girlblog aesthetic #hell is a teenage girl #lol #crying on the floor #i love him #i want to cvt #i want to get worse

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canonkiller · 16 days

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god I fuckign love ocs. my characters. my friend's characters. the characters of mutuals ive never spoken to. the characters of artists ive followed and maybe spoken to a little more. the characters of complete strangers I see in passing and think "aw that's cool". if you have ten fans I am one if you have one fan it is me etc etc. I love you

#please please please never give up on your original stories #because - and this is crucial - i. specifically me. want to see them #so know when it feels like nobody cares about them: i am there. and i am caring #felix saidtheblackhorse you are always on the mind i love yo. get worse #not art

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xxvergoldetxx · 20 days

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I was stupid and ate crisps (160 cals). Skipped lunch but I’m still feeling bad

#skinnyspø #skinnii #skinnnyy #skinnni #i wanna be skinnier #i need to lose so much weight #i wanna lose weight #i want to get worse #losing weight

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