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#i was mad today cuz my college makes me MAD
lucasoliko · 9 months
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Something i might color like actually color eventually.... maybe even render..... idk he's just so pretty i want to draw him forever
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kitasgloves · 6 months
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You're an Inarizaki graduate in a relationship with the SAKUSA KIYOOMI. You were close with the Miya bros, especially Atsumu, and friends with the entire Inarizaki volleyball club. You already had a longtime crush on Sakusa when you watched the practice match between Inarizaki and Itachiyama. You were forever grateful that Atsumu forced you to watch game because you wouldn't be able to have seen Sakusa.
You're working as PR in the MSBY Black Jackals and got reunited with Atsumu (unfortunately). He knows your big fat crush on Sakusa and tries to be your wingman. His plan? He gets you drunk in a party and forces you in a room alone with Sakusa. He claimed it would give you the enough courage to confess.
You confessed but you couldn't remember what Sakusa's reaction was. It ended up with Sakusa taking you to his place because you're incredibly drunk and unable to get home on your own. You woke up to the worst hungover since college and a shirtless Sakusa making breakfast calling you 'darling'.
The rest is history. You and Sakusa have been together for more than two years. Although you two seemed like the ideal couple, there has been frequent verbal fights lately. It mostly had something to do with conflicting schedules and a lot of dates cancelled. Sakusa was a busy athlete and your job as the PR didn't mix well with his hectic schedule.
"This is the fifth time that I have to cancel reservation, Omi!"
"Then just stop making reservations! You know how busy I am so don't get mad that I couldn't make up to our date!"
"You could've at least made an effort to! Or say sorry!"
"We've gone through this over and over again [Name] and I'm getting sick of it"
"So, what? You're sick of me?"
"Maybe I am!"
This argument was different from the previous. You were left stunned as Sakusa breathlessly glared at you, shattering your heart into smithereens. Immediately, your eyes felt wet as you turned around, grabbed your keys, phone, and wallet and stormed out of the apartment. You completely missed the sheer regret that erupted on Sakusa's face.
You called up Atsumu and asked to meet up at Onigiri Miya. When you arrived there and saw the blonde setter, you quickly went in for a hug and sobbed your poor heart out. Atsumu knew you had another fight with your boyfriend since you've been telling him about it for the past few days. It seemed like today, a line was crossed.
Sakusa tried reaching your phone but you have put your phone in airplane mode. Osamu kindly made you your favorite onigiri as you told them about the fight. Of course, the twins took over your side because they've known you for a very long time. You stayed over at Osamu's and had a sleepover with the Miya twins.
The next day, Sakusa was driving all the way to Osamu's place. He has found your whereabouts through his cousin Komori who he got from his teammate, Suna Rintaro. He sucked in a breath and knocked on the door. What he was not expecting was a very serious-faced Atsumu Miya answering the door.
"The hell are ya doin' here?"
"I need to pick up my girlfriend"
"She doesn't wanna be with ya right now"
"That's none of your business, Miya"
Atsumu gives Sakusa a humorless laugh and gives him the most intimidating glare that Sakusa has ever seen from him. Usually, the blonde setter is all smirks and smiles but seeing this death glare from him actually made Sakusa physically shiver.
"Ya made her cry all the way over here sayin' that yer sick of her! Do ya have any idea of the amount of effort she puts in scheduling a dinner fer the both of ya 'cuz she misses ya so much?"
Sakusa was officially speechless as he gulped. He rigidly stands there and gets his well-deserved scolding from Atsumu Miya of all people.
"[Name] means a lot to me 'cuz she's like a sister so if I ever catch her cry 'cuz of you again, I will personally beat yer ass then skin ya alive and give ya some bonus ass whoopin' from Osamu and the entire Inarizaki alumni"
Atsumu warned him. And Sakusa makes sure to keep that in mind. The blonde sighs and finally takes a step aside from the door.
"Go apologize to her and make up, Omi-kun"
Sakusa doesn't need to be told twice as he rushed inside the apartment, not bothering to take off his shoes and pounced at you in the kitchen. You just woke up but you were pleasantly surprised with your boyfriend profusely apologizing to you.
Osamu places a hand on his hip and looked at his twin. Atsumu was smiling as if he didn't just threatened Sakusa earlier.
"What did ya tell him?"
"Oh nothing, just gave him a little warnin' that's all"
Osamu knows Atsumu is a lying piece of shit.
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whore-era · 1 year
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collage!ellie x reader hcs? <3
a/n: im gonna assume u meant college!ellie so HERE IT GOES just for you anon friend <3 sorry for how short it is kfkdkkd
tlou 2 university: college!ellie x reader headcanons <3 18+
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i have a feeling ellie is either a biology major, engineering major, or a physics/astrophysics major (cuz our girl loooves space), meaning she's extremely intelligent and does very well in class!! she's always answering the professor's questions, taking notes, paying attention. when you struggle with any science/math related subjects, she's ALWAYS willing to tutor you. but, this doesn't mean she's just gonna give you the answers, she's gonna make sure you actually learn and study, even using any means possible — like having you strip off a piece of clothing every time you get an answer wrong and making it a fun time for the both of you.
when you have important projects/papers/quizzes/exams to do that day, she'll make sure to send an encouraging message. don't get me wrong, she always does, but on especially important days like these, she'll always make sure to send an extra special one <3 'good morning baby! you're gonna fucking KILL this chemistry exam babe! you worked your ass off and you're gonna do amazing and get the highest score ❤️ i love you my smart girl let me know what you get when you're done' 'ty els <3 i love you most babe ! i'm abt to start talk to u laterrrr 🏃🏻‍♀️'
ellie will always fulfill her girlfriend duties and walk you to and pick you from classes! even tho she's always a tiny bit late because your class was all the way across campus from hers, but she wants to make sure you're protected and safe so she doesn't care either way! and she'll always carry your books for you, making sure you don't strain or 'hurt' yourself (her words not yours). "els, i have two, capable working arms!!" you whine, as she takes the textbook off your hands, "and so? what if you get a muscle spasm? or you sprain your hand?" she retorts, "by a two pound book?" ellie shrugs, "the possibility is never zero, babe."
when ellie has a project or an essay to work on, it'll be a little difficult to reach her as she gets in the zone when she's working. you'll probably send her some texts throughout the day to check in on her, but as the day progresses you'll find yourself worrying and thinking about stopping by her dorm with dinner because you already know she hadn't ate all day from being cooped up in her room typing away:
you - 9:30 am: els! just got out of class!! gnna go get some lunch w jesse :) hope ur doin okay <3
you - 11:45 am: miss u babe hope ur work is coming along great !!!
you - 2:21 pm: havent heard from u......kinda worried....hope u have been eating n staying hydrated missy >:(
you - 5:56 pm: ok i'm On my way! to ur dorm rn w/ dinner i already know u haven't ate yet n ur gonna feel my wrath
you - 5:56 pm: ignore that extremely enthusiastic On my way! it autocorrected im still mad at u
hearing the booming pounding on her door, ellie takes off her earbuds and walks to the door, opening it. to her surprise, you're standing there, take-out in hand, and a grumpy expression gracing your face. "do you know what time it is? have you even ate yet, ellie williams-miller?" ellie grimaces at the sound of her full, government name leaving your lips. "i'm so sorry, babe. i was working all day, i didn't even realize how much time had passed 'til you showed up," ellie mutters, her stomach grumbling on cue. you hand her the take-out from her favorite spot on campus, and she graciously takes it from your hands. "you better be thankful you have a very caring and worrisome girlfriend, els," you say, "i really missed you today." a smile curls on ellie's lips, "i know, baby. here, let me take a little break from my paper, and i'll make it up to you, yeah?"
and that night, ellie was extremely thankful she worked on most of her paper, as she completely disregarded anymore work as she decided she'd rather fulfill her appetite by eating you out instead. leaving her take-out cold and untouched. but hey, she held her part of the deal and indeed made it up to you.
that was also how 5 papers ended up taped up against her dorm-room door, complaining of the 'fucking loud ass moans' the morning after.
"how'd they even know it was us?" ellie queries, reading over the complaints. "oh wait, it says here 'please tell your girlfriend to keep it down. she was screaming your name all night. thank you for reminding us who lives in dorm 114.'" needless to say, you were red as a tomato and it gutted you to leave her dorm, feeling everyone's eyes on you as you walked down the hall.
let me know if yall would like more college!ellie hcs!! <3
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i love it when my mom gets mad at me for trying to tell her that I don't appreciate her basing her idea of MY autism off of stuff she looks up on the internet...literally just told her to ask me if she has a question and she got pissed lol. she got mad cuz he says I 'never let her talk to me about it'
uh, maybe it's because you try to tell me what my autism SHOULD be and make me feel like a freak of nature :) i honestly just give up and let her think what she wants. she's never going to listen to me anyways. she's so fucking vain and she doesn't even realize it.
me: rants to my mom about how college is stressing me out and causing me to not do chores cuz im more worried about my grades
my mom: YOU DIDN'T DO ANY CHORES TODAY!
me who just studied for 6 hours straight and had 2 panic attacks in one day:🧍‍♀️🔫
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shi-daisy · 1 month
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Misery Business
Day 7 for best boy, this week flew by but let's keep giving Tam love! For the final day I chose to make a songfic and drag everyone back t9 their emo era (not mine, I'm still on it!) And also Elain dunking cuz rereading has made me super salty, apologies to the cross shippers. So enjoy modern-college- band AU with Tamcien and Paramore. Hope you like!
@tamlinweek
Tamlin Week 2024- Day 7: Free Day (Songfic)
Misery Business
I'm in the business of misery
Let's take it from the top
She's got a body like an hourglass, it's ticking like a clock
It's a matter of time before we all run out
When I thought he was mine she caught him by the mouth
They were all standing in the middle of the campus with their mouths agape. Daphne had dropped her books, Azalea's tan skin was pale and Tamlin knew he hadn't fainted because Tamarand held him in place despite his shock.
Lucien and Elain were kissing. Not a French kiss but not a chaste one either. Both he and the triplets were nauseous and rushed off before they could be seen.
"I'm calling Dore to pick Tam up!"
"I have agricultural science after this, Lea! I can't skip-" He tried to protest but his younger sister stopped him.
"Tell me you can sit beside Elain without throwing up and I'll let you stay!" His sister said.
Tamlin wouldn't argue with that. Tamarand and Azalea stayed in college while Daphne who was done with class left with him and Dorevan.
The eldest sibling made a detour for chicken wings and ice cream. "Mom and Dad are coming back today business trip in the meantime Mama Ophelia and Mama Asteria will keep us company." He said.
"Mama will help with the broken heart. She's good with words."
Tamlin knew that to be true. Their head housekeeper and her wife had become family to the Evergreens before he was even born, so when they chose to start a family his father had been more than willing to help them, getting him and his brothers triplet half siblings he loved more than anything and two more parents he desperatly wanted to see.
Asteria had the living room ready with cushions and greeted him with a hug. "It's okay, sweetie. It'll be okay."
"Its my fault Mama. I never told him! I can't be mad about this!"
"Darling if there's anything I know well is that things have a way of working themselves out. If this isn't meant for Lucien then in time you'll get the redhead back, and will be able to confess."
He decided to trust Asteria's council.
I waited eight long months
She finally set him free
I told him I couldn't lie he was the only one for me
Two weeks we caught on fire
She's got it out for me
But I wear the biggest smile
In the coming months he was supotive of his best friend turned crush, while he cried on his siblings shoulders. Tamarand and Dorevan left for military service and Azalea soon started residency in another town, which left Daphne and Andras to cheer him up along with the rest of the band.
During practice Ophelia had nearly drowned them in snacks. Nemesis took his place at the drums while Daphne picked up the bass and Andras the keyboard. Only Feyre and Lucien were left.
He was surprised to see his mother also coming down to the basement with them. Bringing tissues and blankets left on their grey sofa.
Feyre was letting Lucien cry on her shoulder and it looked like she'd been in a fight.
"What the fuck happened?" Andras asked.
"Lulu got dumped and I threw hands with my sister." Feyre said with a grin as if her eye wasn't bruised and he didn't catch a long hair stuck in between her nails.
Band practice was canceled and they all focused on comforting Lucien. Rosabella and Ophelia made sure they were cozy and even barred Oisin himself for making a single comment. Tamlin tried not laugh at his father's defeated look and acceptance of the 'pity party' now taking place in the basement.
"Ugh, well that was a waste of eight months and for The Syphons guitarist?! That band has as much charisma as wet paper towel!" Andras ranted as he took a spoonful of cookie dough ice cream and then passed the pint to Feyre.
"Ugh I know! I can't believe their front man is a creep! Man should be in jail, I knew that martini was spiked just from smelling it!" She said. "Like dude, I am not into men and if I was it wouldn't be your manipulative, self centered, entitled ass!"
"Is that why Ness dumped their bass player?" Daphne asked as she took the ice cream.
"Nah, she said the man always prioritized Rhysand over her. Maybe they should get together and leave everyone else alone!"
The group laughed but Tamlin was only half listening to the conversation, his focus was on Lucien. Nemesis had all but fed him his ice cream and soda and tucked him in letting him lean on Tamlin's shoulder.
He was relieved but also so very sad, because despite his dislike for Elain or his wish to have Lucien by his side, Tamlin wanted to see Lucien happy. His tears all felt like a burn.
Two hours later, the others were leaving. Asteria offered to let Lucien spend the night and winked at him as she left.
They stayed still on the basement sofa for a bit. Eventually Lucien spoke.
"How come I can stay with you but Andras can't stay over with Daphne?"
"Because neither of us can get pregnant."
For the first time that night he heard Lucien laugh, and that was all the push needed to not let him be stolen away again.
"Luce. I know it might not be the best time now but I have something important to tell you."
"Oh sure. I always love hearing from you! What is it?"
Tamlin took a breath. "I love you. I been in love with you since we were young. I didn't tell you because I didn't want to ruin our friendship but...I don't want to ever see you slip away again, without saying anything.
You're the only one for me and I love you, but I'll respect any decision you make."
Lucien was surprised for a moment but then he smiled and planted a soft kiss upon his lips. "I never thought I'd hear this from you but it makes me very happy.
The truth is I've realized my feelings for you also go beyond frienship. Elain's been dead set on having me focus on college and the future and despite it being slightly overbearing I obliged. But when she suggested I drop off the band and cut you off as a friend I vehemently refused and nearly broke things off myself. She did it for me and well...even if it was time wasted it still hurt, but not as much as it would hurt if I lost you.
It'll be a while until I'm over it, but it'd like to be with you if you'll have me."
"Always."
The next two weeks were full of dates, band practice, and of course lustful fire. His sweet Lucien was all but glued to him except for classes and while they prepared for auditons he also made time for cuddles and less innocent moments between them. Tamlin couldn't be happier, his grades were even improving.
'Ciaran's gonna think I stole his weed stash while he's wedding planning.' He thought as he put everything away in his lab locker. He hadn't noticed Elain standing beside him, glaring ar him.
Tamlin didn't mind, rather her smiled at her sweetly. "Hello Elain."
Whoa, I never meant to brag
But I got him where I want him now
Whoa, it was never my intention to brag
To steal it all away from you now
But, God, does it feel so good
'Cause I got him where I want him now
And if you could then you know you would
'Cause, God, it just feels so
It just feels so good
"We need to talk about Lucien."
"What about him?"
"You're derailing him!"
"Pardon?"
"Lucien is studying to run his father's business, your constant band practice is derailing him from that!"
He laughed. Tamlin knew Lucien's history and intentions better than the woman before him. He'd heard it from his beloved himself. 'Mother and Beron were force to wed and after they had Nemesis and Eris to get their families off their backs they amicably divorced and wedded who they actually loved, I'm the result of Mama's second marriage.'
Lucien wasn't in need to inherit anything, he was the youngest of the Spellcleaver children and unlike Beron's one track mind and high expectations Helion was a relaxed father and worker. The redhead could do as he pleased and only studied for the sake of a degree. His true goals were the band, just like him, just like the others. Funny how Elain didn't know that.
"You really just wasted his time, huh."
"What?"
"If you knew Lucien like I do, you'd know he's a musician first and businessman second. I have no doubts he could excel there if he wanted to, but Luce told me himself his goal was to play, not to do paperwork.
The only reason you're telling me this is because auditions are next month and you want us to fail against your boyfriend's precious band. Don't you?"
"That is not true! I'm saying this because I care about Lucien and you're dragging him down!"
"Please, you didn't even bother to know him. You just wanted to change him into what your perfect man. But Lucien isn't stupid, and he's certainly not one to chase unhappiness.
You're just livid he's moved on quickly and didn't entertain your bullshit. It's not often a man tells you no, is it flower girl?"
"How dare you?!"
"I'm his partner sweetie, I dare defend him because that's my duty. A duty you never upheld when having said title. Let me tell you, you missed out. There's no better man than him and there's no better revenge that having him live well without you.
So keep on yelling at the void. None of us will listen, much less Luce. We're too busy being happy and getting ready to get signed."
With that he left the lab, putting away his lab coat and letting the hickeys Lucien made be seen without the protective clothes. He knew she glared at him even when his back was turned and he left.
Tamlin Evergreen wasn't one to gloat but he enjoyed this more than he should.
I watched his wildest dreams come true
Not one of them involving you
Just watch my wildest dreams come true
Not one of them involving-
It was a perfect night. No other performance of theirs had been this good, and despite big brown eyes being present in the audience Lucien's gaze only went to his family, their managers Vassa and Jurien, and the talent agent who'd sign them if they won this. However when it came to love songs, Lucien only looked at him. Tamlin reciprocated.
By the end of the night they all wrote their names on a recording contract. Both Lucien and Vassa bounced so much he thought they'd break the floor. Jurian spun Feyre around in a hug and Nemesis was squishing him, Andras, and Daphne into a group cuddle. Once the papers were signed and everything was settled he ran into his beloved's arms. "We did it! I'm so happy!"
"Me too sunshine, me too." Tamlin said.
Whoa, I never meant to brag
But I got him where I want him now
Whoa, it was never my intention to brag
To steal it all away from you now
But, God, does it feel so good
'Cause I got him where I want him now
And if you could then you know you would
'Cause, God, it just feels so
It just feels so good
"Why are the Syphon's still on the waiting area? They got a contract too?" Lucien asked as he and Tamlin walked out of the office and into the hall.
Their rival band was still waiting, an exasperated Cassian slumped onto a sofa while Amren made calls and Azriel and Elain looked tired as hell.
"Nope. Rhysand contested their lost and got into a fistfight with the agent. The others are probably waiting to get a bail for batsy frontman."
Nemesis chuckled. "I know they say to act like rockstars but this is a bit too much. I'll go get the van, wait here. Feyre text Lena before she goes overboard with the celebration party."
"Gotcha! I'll make sure she doesn't go overboard."
"Let her. Tonight's for celebration!" Daphne said while she jumped.
"Hey! Not too much celebration! You're not gonna drink for the next nine months!" Andras tried to reel in his girlfriend.
"No but I'm eating for two!"
Tamlin laughed at the chaos of his friends and band mates, he finally got his dream come true, and beside him was the man he wanted to share it with.
"After we're done with the party, want to up to the roof and stargaze? Lunara's been teaching me how to read zodiac. I feel I predicted our win quite well."
Lucien smiled. "That you did. I'll be happy to oblige you. There's something I must know if you cam predict."
Tamlin tilted his head but nodded, unaware that there was wedding ring in Lucien's pocket intended to be given tonight.
He glancef at their rivals one last time before the honk of the van hurried them to leave. He'd gotten everything he wanted from all rivals, including the romantic. It was so good to finally have the upper hand.
Lucien all but princess carried him as they had one last kiss before heading home.
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m00nryy · 10 months
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W: 🔞
Pei Ming is hosting a party after college graduation, he wanted to have one last young and wild memory before they have to fully become adults and work their asses off to survive this crazy world.
All around people are dancing, drinking and having fun, It's the end of their college lifes, the end of living careless, of partying every weekend not caring to go to class with a hangover on monday, so they have to make the most of it.
Next day will be time for them to become adults, responsible adults, provide for themselves, maybe build families, maybe not, but today it's time to party and enjoy life.
In a more quiet corner Pei Ming, Feng Xin, Xie Lian, Hua Cheng, Mu Qing, Ling Wen and Shi Qingxuan are sitting in a circle playing a cards game.
Beer bottles are scattered all around them and they can barely hear each other through the loud music and chatter of others.
Xl "tell your most embarrassing moment- ooh that's kinda hard"
Mq "haha yeah, cuz you have a lot of those, how can one possibly choose the most embarrassing of them"
Hc "yet they can't never be more embarrassing then your existence alone Mq"
Mq growls in annoyance at Hc's smirk smile. Hc has his arms wrapped around Xl's shoulders, with a smug posture and an air of protectiveness surrounding him.
Xl "Sang Lang!"
Hc only gives Xl a inocente smile and doesn't say anything else.
After Xl's answer the game continues in its previous playful atmosphere for a while.
It's now Mq's turn, he draws the card and falls silent immediately after reading it.
Everyone stares at him waiting in anticipation, but he says nothing.
Sq "c'mon, what does it say? Tell us!!"
Mq clears his throat, eyes fixated on the card, he's unsure if this will end well.
After some more minutes he gathered his courage to read the card out loud.
Mq "place an ice cube in your mouth and make out with the player on your left until the ice cube melts"
Pm "ho ho"
Lw "oh my"
The group try to hide their giggles as everyone stare at the person on Mq's left, who seems like he didn't get it yet, he looked back at them confused.
Fx "what're you all staring at me for?"
Pm "are you dumb? YOU'RE the person on his left"
Now he got it.
He looked at Mq who was looking the other way, and back at the group, with a expression on his face no one could quite figure it out.
He was silent for a minute before managing to say anything.
Fx "I'm not doing that"
He looked at Mq again, yet, this time the other was looking at him too.
Mq "you think I wanna make out with your ugly ass? I'm not doing it either!"
Mq cursed to himself, it could only be his damn luck.
Of course the one on his left would be non other then Fx, his sworn "enemy", the most annoying person ever, the man he hated the most.
They were in the same friend group but never got along, always arguing and driving each other mad, if they were in a room together for more than five minutes a fight would for sure occur between them.
The thing is, it was clear to everyone, but themselves, the extreme sexual tension they were suppressing and disguising as hate for each other.
The group was obviously tired of their endless bickering but no one wanted to meddle in business it wasn't theirs, so they just had to watch as Mq's eyes stared lovingly at Fx when the other was distracted in class every day.
Or Fx who would always take charge of the food in the group gatherings so he could make sure there wasn't anything Mq was allergic to.
It was actually funny to the others how they acted like they hated eachother to the bone but were always contradicting themselves, and they weren't even aware off it.
Part of the group was entertained watching Mq and Fx argue over the dare on the card, they didn't notice the mischievous look Pm and Sq exchanged before speaking.
Pm "you guys ratter drink Xl's special drink as punishment then?"
The boys fell silent, fear immediately could be seen in their eyes.
Before the game started the group agreed in a punishment rule in case a player didn't want to do what their card said, the punishment was to drink a cocktail made by Xl, who was known for somehow being able to turn into poison any drink or food he tried to make.
Fx "do you want us to die? That thing will for sure kill us!"
Sq "it was you who decided on the punishment, now you wanna back out? That's not very honourable of you"
Sq was hiding a devilish smile under his hands as he said this.
Pm "what are you scared of? That you might like it?" He teased.
Fx could feel a gaze upon him from his right side, like if anticipating his answer.
After a couple of minutes not saying anything Fx suddenly grabbed an ice cube from the cooler next to him, surprising the others, still hesitant he moved closer to Mq who looked surprised.
Lw "wait"
Mq was so nervous he screamed internaly, everyone turned to look at Lw expecting an explanation for the sudden protest.
Lw "a make out session between you two is not something I wish to have engraved in my mind -she pointed to a closet next to the spot they were in- do it there"
Fx let out a frustrated grunt. "you must be kidding me"
Hc "for once, I agree, I don't wanna see you two getting horny in front of me, shoo shoo, to the closet you go"
Sq "but don't try to cheat, we will be checking afterwards"
Fx "pervs"
Fx said before taking a new ice cube from the cooler and putting into an empty cup, he looked at Mq for a second before grabbing his hand and dragging him towards the closet trying not to mind the giggles of their friends.
Fx shoved Mq inside the closet and closed the door.
Mq grunted "do you wanna die?!"
Fx "let's... just get this over with "
His voice was weirdly shaky, he sounded nervous, what Mq found quite odd.
The closet was not big and the random stuff scattered all around made the space even more limited.
Fx grabbed the ice cube and tossed the cup to the side, his hands shaking a little, he took the cube up to his mouth and moved closer to Mq, his right knee started pressing between Mq's legs the more close he got and a shiver went up his back.
On the other end Mq's heart was going crazy, beating so fast it could bust out of his chest at any moment.
It felt like Fx was taking an eternity to get to him, his body was growing hotter and hotter at every second, Mq had to act, he grabbed Fx's shirt and pulled him closer.
Their lips finally touched.
The kiss started surprisingly slow, it was soft and hesitant, Mq felt his body tremble when his tongue came in touch with the ice on Fx's mouth, a mixture of hot and cold that was kinda confusing to the brain.
But it didn't take long before the kiss started to get fast and aggressive, Fx's hands grabbed Mq's wrists loosening the grip on his shirt and tightening the hold around his waist instead, he wrapped his on arms around the other's neck pulling him even closer.
They looked so desperate, their mouths parting only when their lungs hurt from the lack of oxygen, they were devouring one another like someone who was starved for a decade had just been given food.
It was a messy, cold, wet, desperate kiss, the little ice cube twirling between their tongues, it was weird, weirdly good.
Water was dripping from the corner of their mouths as the cube melted faster than expected, yet, when it melted completely, they didn't stop, on the contrary, things only got more heated.
Fx stoped the kiss and took a hold of Mq's waist sitting him on top of a pile of plastic boxes, he pulled on Mq's hair and licked the bare skin of his neck, he kissed and sucked on the skin making the other let out a loud moan, their already hard members brushed against eachother and Fx let out a moan as well, his hand falling immediately to the zipper of Mq's pants, the other did the same.
At this moment they weren't thinking about they rivalry, there wasn't time to evaluate their actions, the only thing their wanted was to appease that fire burning inside, that fire that had been burning since a long time but was keep at ease by both of them, and now that it was finally fueled they couldn't control it anymore, at least for today, they'll let the fire consume them.
They masturbated eachother while maintaining their mouths glued together, moaning between kisses.
The air inside the closet was hot, the sound of the music was muffled but it was still loud, shouts of people partying could still be heard outside yet it was like they completely forgot everything around them, at that moment there was only Mq and Fx.
They reached climax together, both panting, legs shaking, heads spinning, they looked at each other, how did it end like this? It was just a game, just a stupid card game, and it managed to break the walls they had built.
Years of represed feelings and desire just came crumbling down like a tower of cards because of a game, a stupid card game.
Mq took off his flannel and cleaned their hands with it, tying it around his waist right after, he pulled up his pants and straightened his hair, so did Fx.
After making sure they looked presentable again Mq grabbed Fx's wrist and was about to drag him out but was stoped.
Fx "wait, what are you doing?"
Mq got closer to Fx's ear "I need you inside of me right now or I might go crazy"
Mq didn't see how hard Fx blused nor allowed any time for him to protest, not that he would've, he opened the door and draged Fx out of that damn closet.
They didn't care about the party that was still going on, they didn't remember what they were doing before stepping into that closet and they also didn't care at this point, they didn't looked around nor acknowledged anyone, so naturally they didn't notice their friends gaze following them as they go up the stairs.
Sq "we lost them"
Pm "hahaha they're totally gonna fuck, about damn time"
Lw "fortunately I locked my room before everyone arrived"
Pm "oh shit, did I locked mine?"
At the other side Xl and Hc were making out with each other, not caring about anything else since a long time.
And since they lost two more soldiers the game wasn't fun anymore so they got up and went to enjoy the party with the others.
This night was the perfect end to the history of their college lifes, just like Pm wanted.
And it was probably the perfect beginning of the rest of their lives for some people.
The end? No
I'm doing a more spicy sequence to this cuz I just couldn't help myself, so expect a part 2 🤭
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My day absolutely sucked today! Firstly my hair looked like ass than NONE of my friends in my class were there so I was a loner is my classes than I had this dutch test (I'm Dutch) but we only had 30 minutes and I really needed to do good because on my last Dutch test i had a 4,8/10. Than I had pysichs (don't know how to spell it) and that felled like 5 hours (thank god for my AirPods. I also goth two grades back both 5,5/10 for the pre exams thing I told you about. BUT my mother is really strict in my school so everything under a 6/10 she sees as failed so I was really scared to tell her about it and also the other two subject I really failed.
Than like a hour ago my mom finds out about my my grades and she got really mad (like you always got good grades when you were younger!) and than my dad also got mad so I cried (in my room hell no I'm gonna cry in front of people) and tomorrow I have another test and I'm scared to fail that one.
And the thing that gets me mad about that is that I'm almost always top of my class but they don't care about that no they only care when I do one bad thing so now if I get a bad grade myself I don't even care about it I just get scared how they will react. And than they tell because I'm so "privileged" they will take away things like my phone and tv.
Sorry for the vent I just wanted to tell all this to people I don't really know and stuff you don't have to post this I don't really care but if you do post it please tell me if I'm overreacting on the last part
you definitely were NOT overreacting in the last part. it honestly seems like ur being pressured by your parents tbh, im so sorry
also, i HATE IT when parents pull the "you always got good grades when you were a younger" bs ughhhhh
there is a VERY big difference between coursework when you were a lil kid and coursework when ur in high school or college (im assuming ur in high school?)
OF COURSE the stuff you're learning is gonna get harder as you move up a grade, OF COURSE, ur grades aren't gonna be the same as it was when you were a lil kid, WE WERE DOING BASIC MATH AND HAD LIKE, FOUR FUCKING SUBJECTS TO FOCUS ON unlike now where our math now has letters and we got 6+ subjects to study and do assignments for (on top of working or other extracurriculars we got).
it irks me so much when they start comparing your school performance from when you were a kid, cuz like duh?? ofc things are gonna change, use ur brain dumbo!!!
i am so sorry that ur stressing out over ur exams and the fact that ur parents aren't making things easier.... i hope this week passes smoothly for you and you can take a break from everything soon 💖
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roguestarsailor · 26 days
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brain dumping [ignore pls]
going to tour studios today (2)
one looks very promising but hes gonna be mad i cant move until june 20
thinking about sending a message to my landlord about leaving (and also have to beg him to send a letter of recommendation to the promising looking studio) but is it too premature?
i followed two of the people i talk most in the design team and THEY DONT WANT TO FOLLOW ME BACK
well one of them specifically accept my follow request BUT DIDNT FOLLOW ME BACK
im so confused and rethinking about our interactions and im like ohh he doesnt like me like a friend he only likes me as a coworker
im feeling sad about this (and i see how many mutual followers who are also our coworkers he follows so!!!) i guess we gotta stay coworkers-- feeling like i read the room wrong & embarrassed!!!
the other one im less pressed about cuz hes technically oversees everything i do?? but he's not technically my manager and sometimes he doesnt act like a managing person and more like a fellow coworker but regardless im actually ok if he doesnt accept cuz i feel like we see each other TOOOOO much
nyc seems so much more fun and im actually excited to go
im so stressed about money like im making no good financial decisions and idk what to do
im looking for jobs just to see what i can do
i need to freelance?? i gotta figure this out; i cannot sustain myself with only one job
which ISNT IT FUCKED THAT I MAKE SIX FIGURES AND I CANT EVEN GET A FUCKEN IN UNIT???? ISNT THAT ABSOLUTELY FUCKED?????
also just the studios i can afford are old as shit and not in the best part of town or i can find slightly better but i'd have to live w roommates..but like those should be CHOICES but right now its like my only options
and it makes me really mad at this city because me, making six figs, can barely find spaces i can afford and i swear i'm not spending frivolously; just using the 30% rule on rent expenses so yeah no shit theres so much homelessness around here!! who the fuck can afford these places????
dont get me started on how everyone thinks homelessness is the problem and NOT a symptom of the issue and i want to fight everyone; like yall think these prices are ok?? yes yall can pay it but SHOULD we??? its not good for ANYONE!!
this roommate search is hella stalling and i think ive made peace w what i have to do (and spend :( )
it'd be only 4 months of aggressive savings to make back what i lost so i am grateful to have padding financially and have a steady job
i wish my roommate moved out in winter so theres more inventory and i could get cheaper rent kljsfdfslkdj
my fucken god what is this city
i should have gone to NYC; i think i might find belonging over there much better
im stress eating; fudge ice cream and two pringles cans this week
this habit is really carried over from college aksdjklasd and i cannot stop it!!!
i should have found a husband instead!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
this fucken place makes me wnat to die
looking for a new career makes me want to dieeeeee
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HEY THERE PEOPLE OF TODAY AND ROBOTS OF TOMORROW! IT'S ME, CLARK! There is a madness deep in the dark catacombs of Castle Clarkenstein. For years these claustrophobic corridors have been the home of the ghoulish giraffe himself, watching as the world passes by. He prefers it this way. It gives him more time alone with the voices. The voices tell him many strange things. Yet they always come back to one: make more monsters! Everyday they tell him this. Everyday he is unable to comply. Hey, being a mad scientist on a budget means he can’t afford the fancy scientific equipment needed to breathe life into newborn abominations. Guy’s gotta afford pizza somehow. Luckily, he has discovered a way of sorts to please the voices. During all those years of watching, Dr. Clarkenstein noticed a particular pattern. Every night during October saw artists posting new pictures based on peculiar prompts. Many of them based on children of the night. While the spotted specter might not be able to craft new zombies, he can sure as heck sketch’m! As such, I provide this friendly warning to you all now: Be afraid. Few people can survive the horrors that are DUDELZ of the Damned!
By that I mean I decided to do my own take on Sketchtober this year just minus the prompts. Anybody gotta problem with that? Tough, cuz I already drew this crap so you might as well check it out.
You know what’s really scary? How we know more about the surface of the moon than we do about Earth's oceans. Centuries of sailing, navigating, and exploring the big blue ball has still garnered very little knowledge of what lies below the waves. Considering what we have discovered though, maybe that’s for the better. For down in the deepest, darkest trenches of the seven seas lives some of the most frightening fish known to man. Blobfish, vampire squid, giant spider crabs, ghost sharks, who knows what else is down there? Polka Shark does. While out searching for a midnight munchie the nutty predator came upon a strange, glowing fish buried deep beneath the sand. Being the sensible sort of creature he was, Polka swam away without giving the glowing fish another thought. And by that I mean of course he ate it. So now he’s a zombie.
For this DUDEL, fans of Polka Shark can breathe a sigh of relief. Much like when Goofy died in 1999’s How to Haunt a House, this is only temporary. It’s also an idea I’ve had for a while. Assuming my memory isn’t faulty, this idea initially took shape back in my days attending CTI, quickly scribbling a zombified shark in the margins of my homework. I ran the sketch by Polka’s original creator Finjix and he got a giggle out of the idea as well. A decade later and I finally got around to sketching the whole idea out properly. My time management skills are rivaled by no one! Still, I think the wait was worth it. My attention to detail has gotten better since my college days, resulting in an undead fish that looks notably more rotten. His flesh is flaking off, black ooze is dripping from his maw, there’s a giant hook stuck in his head, it’s all so gross and I love it! Unlike Striped Starfish. His expression perfectly sums this sketch up. I hope you all enjoy this DUDEL more than he does.
MAY THE GLASSES BE WITH YOU!
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zerobaseonefics · 1 year
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NO CUZ FR IDK ITS LIKE THE 8TH TIME I SEE THE LIPSTICK STAIN THINGY WITH ZB1/BOYS PLANRET TRAINEES👲👲
i hope my family wont come back anytime soon as well but luckily we live almost 1000km apart😋
i wrote the method on the laminated card my therapist gave me!! i basically have it in my pants(?) back pocket and read it whenever any panic attacks occur so i wont forget this method the next time^^ i also told my friends about the jokes etc. and they said that theyre sorry and that they should know that it makes me feel shitty;; they took me to mcdonalds as an apology😋
THANK YOU SO MUCH 🫶🫶!!! also happy late birthday to you<33!! im not sure how long i already know you but im sorry that i didnt tell you the wishes before😔😔
OH AND IM IN SUCH A GOOD MOOD TODAY I DONT EVEN KNOW WHYYYY BUT IM HAPPY THAT IM HAPPY BUT IM ALSO MAD BECAUSE I NEED TO WRITE THIS IN MY NOTES APP BECAUSE EVERYTIME IM WRITING YOU AN ASK TUMBLR JUST CLOSES AND EVERYTHING I WRITE IS DISAPPEARING
and how are you feeling angeeeeel?
~🤍
BRO I DID TWO PARTS ON THAT TREND AND PPL KEPT ON ASKING ME TO CONTINUE AND I SEE SO MANY WORKS REQUESTED WITH THIS ON OTHER BLOGS????? WHATS YALL PROBLEM WITH LIPSTICK STAINS 💀
and omg i am so happy your friends reacted like this 🫡 since idk them i was so scared about them being bad friends and i was really hoping they'll respect you on that!! i'm so glad they did!! hope you enjoyed your lunch hehe <3 AND IT'S SO GOOD TO HEAR ABOUT YOU WITH POSITIVE NEWS LIKE I'M SO HAPPY THAT YOU'RE FEELING GOOD :((((
i'm feeling nice as well hehe!! work and school have been eating me up alive fr but today i spent the day with one of my friend, we ate together and we went to the movies <3 i haven't eat a real meal for days now cuz yk poor college student things 💀 i think i'm full for 2 days now but i'm happy hehe
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goose-diary · 1 year
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feburary 3, 2023
mostly venting.
so for years my plan after highschool was to move in and be roommates with my friend while i went to college, bc we'd live well together and its literally impossible to pay rent where i live without a roommate.
except, this friend told me today that theyre going to the military after they graduate and probably wont be back for four years. so we cant be roommates while im in college
and like, i dont want to be mad and i dont think i am cuz they gave me a good amount of time before we graduate and its not like it was set in stone that we were gonna room, so its fine i just. what the hell am i supposed to do now
my living situation rn is kinda shit, n ive been looking forward to that life so much of living with them, and now im not really sure what to do. i think the only reason im not having a panic attack over it right now is cuz im high
but like, im just terrified of the possibility that id have to stay living at home after highschool because by god do i want out of this house. and like, what if i cant pay for college cuz im too busy paying rent??
im just. ugh
i might be able to move in with a different friend, or i can look into if taking a gap year would make it easier. or i dont fuckin know. i could live with roommates i dont know but that kinda terrifies me
im like, i dunno. i had so much trust in that being the plan that i dont fucking know what to do now. im so frustrated with myself for not having made a plan b sooner.
another opportunity is that my other friend lives in a different state, i could go live with them. i think rent and college is cheaper there, i have to look into it i guess
ugh, im simultaneously happy im high rn cuz its preventing panic and frustrated bc i cant think fully straight or really feel my emotions about this
drinking some tea right now. probably gonna go to sleep once i finish it, or try to.
its also like, this is kinda devastating news for me but my friend is really excited for it, and like i wanna be excited for them too but 1. devastated and 2. honestly i know theyll get benefits but im so worried the military will treat them like shit and spit them out the back end, but what they need is support about it right now so thats what im giving. i can give them advice but i cant tell them not to do smthn with their life if its what they want. its just frustrating and scary. i dunno.
i might post again tmr when im sober and experiencing a more full blow of this info. for now im gonna. sleep.
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oncominggstorm · 1 year
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Below the read more is me venting about a meltdown I had today cuz of work & how I’m struggling to be kind to myself rn
I’ve got this thing for work that I have to do every month, that I always struggle to get myself to do. It’s something that would take most people at least a few days, if not a whole week, to complete. (I, however, usually do the whole adhd “put it off til the last minute & then hyperfocus & get it all done in one day” thing).
Today, tomorrow, and thursday are my last days of work this month, the rest I have off via a combo of holiday time & vacation time. And I have not done this task yet so I HAVE to get it done by Thursday at the latest.
I was planning on doing it today. And for the first time in a LOOOONG time, I actually got a solid 8 hours of sleep last night, I woke up NOT feeling super tired, and I was in a good mood & didn’t have any other aches & pains. So basically, it was the perfect conditions for me to get this done.
But when I tried to start, I just could NOT. I literally could NOT get myself to start. And it led to a massive meltdown, which then turned into a shut down & speech loss episode, which I’m still recovering from.
And I just. Idk. I’m really really struggling to be kind to myself about this. I feel so bad about myself. Like there’s no reason I shouldn’t have been able to get it done. And now I only have TWO days left to get it done. It’s probs gonna be even harder to do tomorrow than it would’ve been today, cuz today I had the very rare combo of enough sleep + no pain or illness, and it’s very unlikely that’ll happen again tomorrow.
And I KNOW that it’s because of executive dysfunction. I KNOW that it’s cuz of my disabilities that I struggle to do this. Intellectually, I know that. But I just can’t help feeling like shit, like I should have been able to do it.
I’ve heard the statistic that 80% of autistic adults with college degrees (which is me) are unemployed and so I know that by managing to keep a job at all I’m beating the odds, but I still can’t help holding myself to neurotypical standards instead, and feeling like I’m not living up to my potential (which I ALREADY sometimes struggle with on the best of days when I CAN get things done, cuz my whole life everyone was expecting me to be a doctor or a lawyer, I was voted most likely to succeed in high school, etc., and then the burn out hit).
Idk it just reallllly sucks and I’m in a really mad place mentally now. And struggling to be kind to myself & listen to my needs. Like there’s part of me that’s STILL thinking I should try to push through this shut down & do the work anyway even though I know that’s a terrible idea & will just make things worse.
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ljpaul95 · 2 years
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Day #3 with this somewhat routine of waking up early. Last night, i was actually really tired from the day of waking up early. I might have slept before 11 but I am not sure. I woke up before my alarm but after that I usually wake up because I didn't allow snooze. I still didn't incorporate reading into my schedule. I love reading but my mind is like "internet, social media" I would rather write than read. I might today then the back of my mind says "they're gna think you're tryna". I'm not gonna lie man, it's itchy season. My hands are dryer than a mf. I should be worried about my hands more than my face. My face is fine for now. I ordered some skin care shit, which is what I didn't think of being excited for. I ordered Jeffree Star cleanser and moisturizer along with JLO face serum. Very pricey to take care of face skin, but I had the money. I might as well try them out. I wanted to try that from Shane's snap. Also wanted to try Rhianna's skin care routine: Fenty Beauty. Shit was only $50 estimate on Amazon. I feel a little irritated from waking up early and how cherry always fucking lick himself when I'm trying to keep in state of mind. I'm almost half way with my drink. That's the thing too; drinking water is what I am doing in the morning and I won't make breakfast until my water is finished. I figured that writing in my tumblr until it is finished along with listening to music, which is a fucking vibe, will keep me to finishing it. It also distracts me from being on my phone which is what I have been doing for almost an hour. My routine is that I try to wake myself up by being on my phone first thing (even if that is considered unhealthy, this morning at least) then using the bathroom, washing my face, brushing my teeth, this doing this. Starting my day off vibing. I don't usually wash my face. I mean, I usually wet it with a paper towel and call it a day. I don't go through with this thoroughly, especially with these products. If I wanted to clean my face, I would wash it with dove soap and I would be fine. I don't know. I'm just trying to be patient, in reality, from receiving my packages. I always expect my shit to get here by the next week or so. I'm not sure when I ordered them, but they're all taking forever. I think I have my shoes in the mail right now with Panruk's shoes. He is gonna love what I got him; the doncic shoes. We're gonna match and his mom was happy that I ordered him ball shoes. Man I am excited and at the same time am mad cuz the little shit BETTER NOT grow :)) I don't like how they grow up fast. I still remember when I first tried to burp the kid and my mom said "you don't need to burp him, he will burp by himself". I bet I am disappointing my writing professors (as if they will care) becuase of how I am writing. Wtf did I learn in college that will change the way that I write? I don't care. There's auto correct and editors and even then, I don't want them to edit my shit. Whatever I write, is from me. Lori Paul. Martin said I have author vibes. My name itself look like an author name. I just realized that I am writing more than yesterday. You can definately tell that I am more than rested than yesterday. When I write, I try to give it my fucking all and not half ass it. Lately, I try not to offend anyone. Before that, I didn't care. I think it is my neck that is feeling pressured cuz when I am sitting that is when my neck hurts. Or shoulders. I'm almost done with my water, so I am gonna vibe. <3 sorry if my writing does not make sense, cuz even I don't know what I am writing. Waking up early does that shit to you :)) good fucking morning!
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1/6 For Frankie
I know when ur home I’m bitchy a lot and it doesn’t seem like I appreciate you but I I love you so much and I get jealous of u a lot cuz I feel like I’ll never be as awesome as u cuz your fucking awesome an I look up to you so much cuz you’ve always been there for me whenever I need anything and I don’t say lotta nice things to you wich I should cuz your my brother and I love you and I know you’d get domed by a train for me and honestly I would take a bullet for you too cuz you mean alot to me. As annoying as it is I low key think it’s incredible for how fucking long you can talk about one topic like that shit takes skill. Also the fact that your cool but also a fucking nerd is a balance that I don’t think I’ll ever have cuz I’m not a geek like u but that’s a good skill and you’ve always been able to form connections with everyone around you no matter what it is wich is lit, and the fact that your gonna be the first one in the family to graduate college is somthing to be really fucking proud of and I’m really proud of you for putting in the work and hours. U should be proud too at least 5% of people drop out of collage u beat the odds. Also I get mad at u a lot when we don’t hang out cuz I love hanging out w/ u cuz ur my big brother yk a lot of times it was just us and when it wasn’t us anymore and u were hanging out with the boys I got mad a lot cuz it felt like my best friend was taken away from me but things are different now we’re older and we can hang out whenever we want wich is nice. But thank you for being a good brother that keeps me on the right path and give me good advice so I don’t make the same mistakes you did. You’ve always protected me from the get and although I hate it I love it. And yk even if Abby wasn’t in the picture I know I’d be fine cuz I have you. But I’m happy we have Abby so you can focus on yourself and your future and make the salesman world your bitch. Your gonna go amazing places Frankie I just know it. I don’t say any of these things to you because I let my Italian pride and stubbornness get in the way but I was listening to feeling Whitney by post Malone and it made me think of the time during quarantine when I was in the mental hospital and you checked in on me and knew I wasn’t good and you just reassured me that everything will work out and I just need to take the opportunity to help myself and after that day I did and my mental health was the best it had ever been. Long story short thank you for the motivation and being a big piece of who I am today I love u spanky and I wouldn’t trade you for the world. 8/30/22
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Giant number of people say it's not massively solid because of soy sauce and it's one of them the other is water chestnuts that's two and it's spaghetti with no rice and that's a third one and a bunch of fruit juice but it didn't do bad so he's trying to make rice and he forgot to but we're working on it this is working progress
So Dan Ratted not himself for turning in Tommy f. And there are few things yesterday and about Trump that Dan was ratting on. He told on Trump's organization and other flying around harassing people and Trump said you're not really up there are you and Dan said not really so Trump got real mad and he started attacking his son and his son got beat up and today Trump is going to court because of what Dan was saying as a subpoenaed witness in the Trump trial you are the one bothering me you still say that thing about Dan hanging so awesome dad said everyone's kind of picking on me and it's backfiring waiting for it to get back fire on CAA he says don't count on it you attack me and you got to pay for it Minnesota is to it you can say no all you want infect yourself with whatever you feel like okay pal that's a dumbest s*** I've ever heard he's smiling and saying I'll get you and stuff like that also it says this this is the most terrible occasion of my life I sat here and I ran it on myself nobody cares about it since I care but you keep on trying to harm me so you have to f*** off other rebels might not cuz it kind of save the Day by incriminating Tommy f and by the way where's my money yeah that's where it is right senior account and it's frozen I heard just now so he wants to get out to try and unfreeze it why are you stealing small money and sticking in your account like some bozo when is the cash it's valuable it says he didn't know
Some of that money was from UMass and the idiot does not have the cash and deposited in the Bank of America right up the street where five guys is in Port Charlotte so it sends money is in the bank and it's funny cuz it's beyond the statue of limitations it's minor crime if a crime at all cuz he's doing it for a habit and the saying if he gets caught with a dollar bill or something from it he's going to get in trouble this is what are you talking about it's a dollar from UMass when you're dealing drugs they would say you'd say how the hell would a dollar get here dealing drugs I said what's the statue of limitations on it I'll say 15 years I said what year was it hv to tell me what year 1986 so what year is it now and say oh it's 2000 something I said yeah well I sold like four people so I can smoke it and we all are smoking together mainly because my roommates try to have it and the second roommate was forcing me to do it and he was continuing to have it of his and mine and 2022 - 1986 officer what's the math on that 36 years I bet you have kids that are younger than that a bunch of them so they look at each other and say this what were you doing up there drinking and drugging and going to school a little bit why what were you doing up there you grabbing prostitutes and taking them to illegal clothing facilities as we know you were this particular cop the idiot Tom Trevino most people call them college students but you tried to justify the disappearances by calling him something else and those records came out today so you're supporting a habit if you haven't noticed it's legalized now and everybody's doing it and it's for what do you call it appetite being around you people tends to make me lose my appetite and the school food wasn't that great and didn't have any money for anything else and it's true too everybody was doing it for the school matter of fact I can't say Sean sky was encouraging me to do it that much or Tom it was just doing it to go to the school food need literally they do it like an hour and a half hour before and they taught me about it and you open up a wound you don't want to cuz I heard you were doing cocaine up there and you got arrested by the state police now cocaine is a class A drug it's also used for bombs and his records of You by the police of you making bombs up there Tommy favino you can still be arrested for that because of your current activities and it can be tied to you cuz you're a domestic terrorist. How long have you known about yada yada yada and so what tell me if you're a moron how long how long have you known about what what is it if your business that's classified DOD information. So Tommy f is backing down and he's saying this I went against every rule every convention did everything I could and nothing worked it says that means some suckers working against me every single one of these idiots breaks the law and you didn't play it right and now you're a law breaker because it could have played it like they're the criminals but you didn't want to cuz you're better than that just like Joe watts is better than wearing proper sneakers. He started to chuckle a little cuz it's really stupid and sounds stupid but that's what he's doing. No it's going to court was going to try and use what you're saying as a defense and he's going to say they're trying to take over Earth now they're trying to start a war and it's true a lot of them are trying to start a war still but he is too and he's a liar and everybody's going to rat on him.
He's going to supreme Court in Washington DC as himself no as Jeff Bridges yes he's going to get crucified
Thor Freya
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weuschoiceheart · 2 years
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hi wow i haven't been on here for a long time lol, but rn i just want to rant and feel comfortable in a space where i feel like i actually belong
tw: negativity, lots of cursing, school drama
so i'm part of two dance clubs at my school, and we're gonna have a major showcase tomorrow, after school. i'm in three different dance groups: choreo, chinese traditional, and a kpop one for Itzy Wannabe. I don't have high expectations for this show because one, it was majorly delayed (the board said it was gonna be in May, now it's a whole ass month later and still no show), two, the board of directors this year are absolute jackass seniors who don't give a fucking shit after getting into college. Meetings are usually canceled or delayed, and the different dance groups themselves get broken up throughout the year as people don't practice and stuff. My Wannabe group was one of the few that was salvaged from the wreckage. I'm the vice president for my choreo group and we're scrambling to get stuff together last minute cuz the board didn't tell us when the show is gonna be until like, two weeks ago??? And me and another girl teamed up to direct traditional because if we hadn't told the president anything, then traditional dancing wouldn't have been on the program this year. They only told us the order we're performing TODAY and we had to do a rehearsal TODAY TOGETHER to prepare. AND GUESS WHAT?? Tomorrow's technically the "last day of school" for us (our school schedule is kinda wack cuz we have separate weeks for tests), the show's starting later than we expected because we need to do another rehearsal beforehand to make sure our show doesn't fall apart, the location is the gym where there's no AC even though tmr's like, 80 degrees, so who's even gonna show up?? Why couldn't they have picked a different day, and be, idk more prepared and responsible, actually communicating with us properly instead of ignoring our emails. I was also supposed to be in the singing division as well, and perform a song with another friend, but the fucking singing coordinator dipped right before auditions LAST YEAR. I have and will continue to hold a grudge against that girl, istfg.
The last straw for my (barely concealed) rage was when I saw the FREAKING PROGRAM. THE PROGRAM THEY WERE GONNA DISTRIBUTE TO THE AUDIENCE. I don't know WHAT they used to make it, but my name was only found for the choreo group. As I mentioned before, I'm part of three fucking dance groups, and my name only got listed for ONE even though i WORKED HARD FOR EVERY SINGLE ONE OF THEM. I bet they only remembered my name for choreo because I'm the vice president for that division, and if i hadn't been, i wouldn't even be credited at all.
and idk about the other groups, but afaik, my name was the only one excluded.
it's like an artist not getting credit for their work even tho they poured their heart and soul into a piece, a songwriter or producer not mentioned even tho they worked just as hard on the song. idc if i'm exaggerating, but i'm so fucking mad rn idek anymore. And I know it's not some stupid mistake because one of my friends EXPLICITLY SENT THE PRESIDENT OF THE BOARD OF DIRECTORS A MESSAGE ABOUT WHO'S IN THE WANNABE DANCE GROUP, AND I- YES, ME- I HELPED MY FRIEND ORGANIZE THE TRADITIONAL DANCE GROUP. I PERFORMED WITH THEM LAST WEEK DURING OUR CULTURAL DAY AT SCHOOL. AM I JUST "CASUALLY FORGOTTEN" THEN?? HOW MESSED UP AND IRRESPONSIBLE CAN YOU BE??
and guess what! the programs are all printed out and neatly folded now so no changes can be made!! everyone will just be wondering who's that weird girl dancing with the rest of the group! does she even belong there?
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