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mymhameme · 1 year

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Old habits die hard. They got used to first come first serve while on the run.

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lylahammar · 5 days

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IT'S FALIGON DAY BABYYYYYY I'VE BEEN DREAMING OF THIS DAY SINCE 2018 WE'RE POPPIN MASSIVE BOTTLES 🥳🎉🐉🍾🍻🔥

#these are all meant to be transparent but tumblr isn't allowing that oh well lol #it's yesterday when I'm scheduling this and god I'm so excited for the episode #it's really good right guys I know it will be #man I envy you future people getting to see the episode today #I still got one more sleep till faligon 😩#anyways I'm rly proud of these hope u like 💖#dungeon meshi #delicious in dungeon #dungeon meshi spoilers #delicious in dungeon spoilers #oh man I won't have to tag spoilers on faligon anymore after today how exciting #my art #falin touden #falin dungeon meshi #chimera falin #faligon

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b4kuch1n · 8 months

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one string is all that I need

#Hatsune Miku #VOCALOID #or rather #piapro characters #Hatsune Miku Single String Ver.#<- yep that's the fan module I made for fun last year #the thing is. only half a month to go until it's mid autumn. and every year I try to draw something for the occasion #I just. started early this year... for some reason......#well I mostly just wanna draw Her lmao. because the pokemon/miku voltage stuff is still being released and Im feelin the effect #and this year's magical miral design is so fuckign good.... thank u to miku artists. especially LAM and rella #as is always the case with this module the instrument/weapon (lol) she uses is a heavily stylized đàn bầu!#and I just realized while drawing this and looking at the ref sheets that I never detailed the pluck lmao #to be fair. usually its just like a piece of. anything #commonly bamboo or bone or plastic. shaped into a longish fingernail shape. its really the way u hold it that matters iirc #but yeah I spruced up the OG design for the instrument in this one lol. this is actually like my original vision I think #I really wanted to make that thing beast shaped. but I Just figured out how to properly stylize it when I designed the module #and! I did say this on stream but I am genuinely very proud of that design! that was genuinely big brain of me! so #future instrument variants will still probably base heavily on that general shape and principles lol. I'm playin in this space its MY muck #also I switched the number on her coat from 39 to 01 bc it's more on theme thats really it. nothin else to remark on there lol #and! once again based the dragon head on the lý dynasty dragon rather than later iterations. thats why the nose fin and no whiskers #and the metal nozzle is kinda supposed to call to mind a temple bell. not super sure i got that across well #but the rim design IS historical! I thiiiink early lê dynasty. just on ceramics instead of on bronze lmao #anyways thats it. I had fun colorin this one! kicked my ass a bit but I think I hashed it out mostly okay #have a good night lads! thank u mid autumn moon cakes for being bad to eat and sponsoring my late night drawin. and remember:#u only need one. but never say having more doesn't make it easier

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iraprince · 2 months

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Hiii, i love your stuff and kinda from a distance really look up at you for, in my perception, being able to express yourself without giving a fuck. Thats sick dude, Im so so afraid, of absolutely everything, its nice to think like i might grow into someone less apologetic of my existence. Nice to see people just being yknow

hey, thank you, this is really really nice. the secret that is probably not a secret is that i am also deeply afraid a lot of the time lmao -- but less than i used to be, and in ways that feel less stifling and self-suffocating, if that makes sense.

like, it used to be "i'm scared that if i express myself the way i want to, everyone will find me obnoxious, so let's just sand those edges down to be safe" -- now my fears are more like "now that i'm expressing myself in a way that feels natural and real, i'm afraid that it's all stupid/vapid/not worthwhile or meaningful" (<- specifically abt my art) or "i'm happy that i talk and act the way i want to now, but what if it makes me impossible to befriend," etc etc etc. which still feels bad and puts me in a funk a lot of the time but at least it's a fear that comes After/in reaction to doing stuff, rather than a fear that STOPS me from doing stuff, you know? like, it's evolved into a kind of fear that's less in my way.

anyway. i believe you'll experience something like this, because wanting to grow is the first step of growing. the fact that u hope or wish for something different means you're already on your way. to fewer fucks!! or at least distributing the fucks u give in a way that serves u better

#stuff like accepting that i'm reserved and i'm not very accessible via messages.#or that my online tone isn't very bubbly and it's weird and uncomfortable to force it.#i stop letting fears about that shape my behavior ('i'll look mean or snotty so let's force markers of Friendliness to avoid that!!') -#- and instead act the way i want to and then trade it in for new fears that come After the action.#also a good reminder to give urself is that if ur fear is abt how other ppl perceive u (as 90% of mine is personally)#u really... can't actually control that. and being very very anxious abt it all the time is usually ur brain throwing a tantrum abt not--#--having that control. bc it is understandably very scary that u don't have that control #as much as it sucks + is terrifying the truth is the only thing u can do is ask urself 'am i behaving in a way that i'm proud of'#'am i behaving in a way that's in alignment w my values + what i think is important'#bc if the answer to that is yes and somebody hates u or is deeply offended by ur existence anyway. well. literally not ur problem #but obv being at peace w that is way way easier said than done + requires tons of practice and will take. probably. years. which is fine #i am stuck with myself. i can either contort myself forever trying to be someone everyone will like and find totally nonthreatening and-#inoffensive and in the process exhaust myself totally and never feel safe or natural myself. OR #i can say okay. so i am a kind of prickly guy with stern and drab speech patterns and close to no social energy. and i think i can still be #-sexy and fun this way. and it is up to other ppl to figure out if they can agree w me on that #ANYWAY enough rambling for now. just another one of those things i think abt a lot so i have a lot of ready-made sentences abt it in mind

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mokutone · 2 years

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Where the majority of pages before were in red hues, this is all green and blue and teal, cool colors.

Over the entirety of the page, there is a drawing of Tenzō, naked and loosely coiled in black cords, just as he was in canon flashbacks to his time in Orochimaru's lab. His hair rises from his head as if floating. His expression is neutral. He appears to be the same age as he was in the red pages.

Tenzō's head dominate's panel one. His hair obscures a lot of the panel behind him, but we see a close image of ninja sandals on a tree branch. "The mission went impossibly smoothly," Tenzō recounts. "I only got injured because we were accosted during our return journey."

Tenzō's torsō rests over panel two. Behind him, to the left, his mokuton branches bind an enemy shinobi to a tree. To the right, Rabbit-Taichō is crouched on a branch and hand-signals at a different Tenzō, one which is fully dressed in his Anbu kit. Tenzō watches, his own hands poised in a seal. The Tenzō whose body stretches over the page continues, "They were rogue shinobi from the Hidden Rivers. But the mission itself was just gathering intel with Rabit-Taichō, from a lab just east of the border." Much like the black cords, the tails of the speech balloons weave and wrap around Tenzō's body.

The third panel is split by Tenzō's body. On the left, there's a single panel in the red hues of Kakashi's room. On the right, there are rows of lit, fluid-filled tanks. "A Lab?" Kakashi asks, looking uneasy, on his guard. "Yes," Tenzō's speech balloons reply. "An old one. Former hideout, but now truly civilian."

Tenzō's legs dangle over the fourth panel. Behind his legs, Tenzō and Rabbit-Taichō observe a fish as it swims in a tank. "The lab was conducting experiments on the chakra natures of non-summoned fish," Tenzō says.

"We deemed it safe after ten days of study, and several infiltrations."

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#my art #naruto #comics #yamato #yamato tenzo #tenzō #kakashi #i'm really proud of this page #i think it drives home that while he's carrying on a conversation with kakashi he's like. absolutely not present #and additionally it was aesthetically fun to use the gutters of the panels to cut up and physically disconnect parts of tenzō's body #actually in general this page was just really fun to draw and the first one i went to color lol #also a reminder: this is Not a shippy comic. u cannot get further away from romance than this comic.#caring about somebody or trying to help them through a panic attack. esp somebody you're marginally in charge of. is not a romantic act #kakashi is literally doing mental health triage and hes struggling w/ it hardcore despite trying his best #theres intimacy and vulnerability and trust here but none of those things are inherently romantic

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zukkaoru · 4 months

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i think. everyone should stop reading my most popular fics that aren't really that good and start reading the ones with 18 kudos that are significantly better

#this is about (just wanna be) somebody i'm proud of #yes i had fun writing it. but it's REALLY NOT THAT GOOD #also i cannot stress this enough: that fic was a fluke #it's NOT a good example of what i write. guys i'm so much better at the angsty character study fics #i promise i actually can get proper characterization. i had to sacrifice some of that for the light-hearted stupid cheesy premise #alas #no one in fandom actually cares about characterization #ngl sometimes i even wonder what the point of writing stuff in-character is if the flat #'characters reduced to a single trait that they may or may not even possess'#fics will ALWAYS end up being more popular than the ones with good characterization #anyway i know why the 18 kudos one is so low. it's the mcd tag. AND it's a gen fic centered around a character no one cares about #i wasn't expecting that one to do well #but it does suck that like. my most popular fics will never actually be my best ones #it's the same with bsd but THAT'S a whole other story #that's the phenomenon of everyone reducing bsd to the skk show and not giving the time of day to fics centered around anyone else #do u guys realize there are SO many other INCREDIBLE characters and dynamics????#like i was doing that bsd fic rec event on twt and almost all of the fics recced were skk #meanwhile i was searching for anything NOT skk bc idk other ships and characters deserve appreciation too??#and i don't even read much skk bc it's so hard to find anything that's. like. ACTUALLY good.#anyway. i don't actually care if you read somebody i'm proud of #but i hate that that's like. one of my most popular fics by a longshot #i have stuff that is so much better that people won't even glance at bc it's not tagged with the most popular m/m ship in the fandom #hello grace here

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burstingsunrise · 2 months

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in pieces

pairing: cake rating: teen words: 4865

He needs to leave. Go somewhere, change the scenery. He doesn’t want to, because he’s a goddamn mess who shouldn’t be let loose in public. If anyone saw him in this state he’d dissolve, but he can’t stomach even trying to pretend he feels normal right now either. Paste on a pleasant smile and make polite small talk? He’d rather peel his fingernails off one at a time.

#this is not a new fic #i posted it last month on ao3 just never on tumblr #bc literally what's the point anymore #but aria wanted to reblog it and team left a really lovely comment on it today #and i decided u know what i'm proud of this one #so here it is #it's kind of depressing sorry #cake fic #5sos fic #this is a thing i did

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lucky-numberme · 11 months

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what if we smooched on top of your gay porn manuscript?? haha jk jk. unless?? 👀👀

Queer Book Draw Challenge 8/20 The Gentleman's Book of Vices by Jess Everlee

[ID: an illustration of Miles and Charlie embracing colored in soft pinks and purples and blues. Charlie is perched on a desk, hand lifted to Miles' face as he leans in for a kiss. Miles is seated in the chair and leans in as well. One of Miles' hands is on Charlie's thigh and the other is gripped demandingly on his cravat, pulling him closer. From the desk, a pile of manuscript papers spills around them. End ID]

COMMISSIONS OPEN

#Lucky Continues To Be Mentally Unwell About Wallpaper Patterns 2 Victorian Boogaloo #I'm really proud of the color in this one ngl y'all #also I made a new shading brush and this was its first test run and I'm real pleased with the results!!#if u use artflow and want some new shading brushes hmu and I'll send them your way #gentleman's book of vices #lucky lovers of london #jess everlee #queer book draw challenge #little museum #queer romance #queer books #book art #book fanart #historical romance #queer romance novel #gay romance #pride #pride books

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cowardlycowboys · 4 months

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man who needed therapy tells daughter that they need therapy and should just get over what happened as a child

#omg kiera no one cares #i appreciate it and being told i was loved since birth but like....spent years really showing the opposite man #also the way you acted and the things you did shows you also didn't get over anything that happened to you #like thank u for apologizing (again) thanks for saying you love and are proud of me but like i wanted this so much more as a child then now #i forgive you!! i understand you see you in me and think im so smart and talented so you push and that you also took out frustrations and #shit on us (mostly me and my mom) i forgive you and I'm trying to work through it!!!#but do not trap me in a car to do this again cause i don't like these things just being sprung on me

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theweightofyesterday-if · 10 months

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Just some tiny snippets since I've been neglecting y'all lately ♥︎

#The kid doesnt really sound like one but I'm working on it #disclaimer: belva is the title that humans will mostly use to refer to u. but u will be able to choose ur name dw #and i think the most interesting thing will be seeing your Belvas' different thoughts on their title. Some will 100% love it and be proud #some will be reminded of their past actions every time they hear it #some will be like “belva is something that I no longer am and no longer relate to”#some will be straight up embarrassed by hearing it; like a teen who grew out of their awkward phase #etc . So I can't wait for the demo to come out and to hear how everybody's MC is #interactive fiction #the weight of yesterday #if wip

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astrxealis · 7 months

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btw to filipino moots im gna be an arenean B) or iskolar ng bayan who knows!

#⋯ ꒰ა starry thoughts ໒꒱ *·˚#my only choices for college r the big 4 personally i'm so sorrey ... but minus ust tbh bcs i rlly dont want to be a thomasian LOL #IT'S JUST REALLY PERSONAL i don't like the culture of ust & etc . i have my reasons. dlsu is ok but ateneo or up is my Dream #may be a surprise but i've always been a straight a student and real smart :3 even in anything to do w filipino #but that is the one thing that drags my grades (slightly) down ..... but my math is so exemplary and i get perfect computer anything always #bs cs future major hereee but since i want ateneo i'm going for dual degree cs bs-dgdd #yeehaw i never talk abt really real life stuff like this but this is still okey #one day u might get a face revea but only for my eyes bcs im sorta obsessed w and unfortunately think im really cute. so #ANYWAY !!!!! excited for college tbh. scared. but yes!#i havent finished my admu app but it is due friday i am so crazy LMFAOOOOOOO but i have recos alr <3 yay <33 #rlly confident in myself but i want to be careful and really get what i desevre. gna do my best and try to get top 15% AND MAYBE even 200 #but that one specifically is sorta crazy but tbf i could achieve it if i study a bit more :P so ya #it's amazing bcs ... english is literally second nature to me BUT i am and have always been amazing at math & sci #always been a math kid and sci kid AND art kid AND eng kid and music too and computer #idk. just proud of myself. i love me lol #there's a lot to it but no need to get into specifics :3 im just happy w myself yay!

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lottiezilla · 9 months

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Summary:

Lottie didn’t know Laura Lee had jumped. Didn’t know Laura Lee was falling from the plane. Didn’t know that the explosion and smoke cloud covered her descent. Didn’t know that her back hit the water and fire licked her face. Didn’t know that Laura Lee was floating and then sinking, sinking, drowning. Lottie didn’t know until she felt like she was drowning, too. or Laura Lee survives the plane explosion, which means everything is going to change. The wilderness wanted a sacrfice and now it's lost two. AU canon divergence that explores what might've happened had Laura Lee lived and how her influence might effect Lottie and the Wilderness they worship.

Chapters: 3/?

Relationships: Laura Lee/Lottie Matthews, Shauna Shipman/Jackie Taylor, Vanessa "Van" Palmer/Taissa Turner, Akilah/Mari (Yellowjackets), Minor or Background Relationship(s)

Characters: Lottie Matthews, Laura Lee (Yellowjackets), Shauna Shipman, Jackie Taylor (Yellowjackets), Natalie Scatorccio, Misty Quigley, Taissa Turner, Van Palmer, Akilah (Yellowjackets), Mari (Yellowjackets)

Additional Tags: I'll tag more characters later but ya know, for now, Angst, Laura Lee Lives (Yellowjackets), which also means, Jackie Taylor Lives (Yellowjackets), Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence, listen i'm going off what jane widdop said, that if laura lee lives, then so does jackie, So here we are

#yellowjackets #yellowjackets fanfic #lottielee #shaunajackie #lottie matthews #laura lee #persephone in the garden #look i'm just.....REALLY proud of this one okay #so i will promote it till the end of time #pls read it ;--;#if ur in love w/the idea of laura lee living #and experiecing all the horrors #and slowly twisting her faith in god into a faith in the wilderness well #here u go!#eat up #just like laura lee will at the bacchanal :)

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soggypotatoes · 7 months

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the problem with turning up to uni all colourful in overalls and pigtails is that everyone thinks im 18

im 27, i just have the fashion sense of a clown and my neck is sweaty

#ed mumbles #people r like what high school did u go to :)#and then when i mention the other degrees ive studied theyre like ?#also being older is crazy #why am i one of the Vocal Ones in class this is so weird #ive always been the dead quiet hiding one #now im speaking up so much it's wild #also my uni is so queer hahahh #multiple nb lecturers/tutors and everyone has pronouns under their name #it's nice.. i've never seen that before!#i'm just really trying to settle into this new person i've apparently become when i wasn't looking #this person who speaks up in class discussions and answers questions and finishes assessments early without even panicking about them #my first assessment due can be in any medium so i wrote a comic abt tertiary study when you have adhd #i'm proud of it ngl!#just have to finish inking it

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byanyan · 3 months

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do u ever write a line of dialogue that ur just so proud of

#bonus: do u ever write a line of dialogue that ur so proud of even tho it's dumb & ur not sure anyone else will get WHY ur so happy w it #I had one of those today. I get those very now & then with byan #every* now & then #usually they're ones I personally find really funny or ones where I can HEAR the line delivery #the latter of which I never know if it lands w anyone else but at least I know what I was going for #I'm still thinking about it hours later man idk it's not even significant but it's one of those ones #where it kinda just feels like byan encapsulated in a way??? idk #ftr it was a dumb lil silly one. it's usually a dumb lil silly one that I enjoy a lot with them.#━━ ˟ ⊰ ✰ ooc ⋮ don’t @ me.

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bi-shop · 2 years

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wrong timing

#fnaf #fnaf sb #fnaf vanessa #fnaf vanny #not really bi-shop #glitchtrap: lmao u on ur own 4 this one *leaves*#i'm not really proud with the lighting and background for this one #i think one of the things i don't like about the comic endings is that i don't have much background references #but hey i hope the idea and composition is interesting enough :^)

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georgetheblob-art · 2 years

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I was very lucky to be able to go with my friends to see stray kids this summer, and I wanted to try to paint from the blurry little pictures I took with my phone

the result is about 1000 paintings of felix and a changbin that got swept in along the way 🐥🖤🎶

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