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mumbledramblings · 2 months
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listening to "already gone" by autoheart and honestly:
vash leaving his s/o because of his guilt complex and, instead of them angrily chasing him down and making him see reason, they're just understanding about it and let him leave. like, "i know your trauma you wont talk about makes you feel undeserving of love and companionship, and i can't force you to heal before you're ready to, no matter how much i want you to stay."
like vash is moping in the desert by himself after successfully sneaking off and maybe he hears his mayfly singing it to him through the radio, because that's the only way they can hope to reach him through his self-loathing.
i think that would make him cry (or as close as he'd let himself), more than anything.
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rratpak · 7 months
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"If you gotta kill, kill. If you gotta burn it all to the ground then let it burn."
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hello there!
I'd like to ask how you got the inspiration for Identity Crisis.
thank you!!!
Hiya!
I partially write in order to vent any frustrations with irl issues I'm experiencing, so almost all my stories' themes correlate with something I'm struggling to process at the time of publishing in my personal life (ie. Grief, issues with discernment of personal identity, complex relationship with chronic/mental illness, familial communication issues, etc.). I don't always realize this when I'm in the process of writing, as the parallels aren't usually immediately obvious or direct, but with almost every work I've produced I'll end up looking back at some point and go. Ah. That emotionally/thematically mirrors the point in my life I was at while writing it exactly. Interesting.
I wrote identity crisis during my first semester of college. I won't go into all the parallels bc that'd be hella boring and tmi, but the actual plot of the work was definitely secondary to the themes I was attempting to approach with it/the ways it emotionally interacted with my real world experiences. I wanted a work that would allow for exploration of the identity/independence/family/social/health/etc. issues I was experiencing and the plot of identity crisis fit the bill.
The idea came to me stressed as hell at 3am the night before a big paper was due, and I wrote it down in my notes app thinking it might make for some good angst. There wasn't really much thought to it other than the desire to write something personally relatable involving my favorite characters, though I do really love to play with the mental aspect of ofa for the obvious thematic implications it carries.
Sorry if this was unhelpful lol, I don't think my motivations for writing are very similar to most writers' on a conscious level, so this probably isn't what you were asking for. Regardless, I think it's always helpful to explore themes and experiences relevant to your own life; it's probably the primary thing that motivates my writing
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tae-shimura-is-my-wife · 10 months
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Being honest if bk//dk was a f/m ship it wouldn't be less popular, literally go to any fandom of any form of media, which dynamic the most popular f/m ship in the fandom has?
My guys Bkugou is the most popular character of the franchise and he's full of simps, imagine the amount of fangirls who would self insert in fem!Izuku. Not just that, but Bkugou is a handsome, strong, arrogant boy, who can't live without interacting with a shy, docile and sensible girl... this is literally the bad boy x good girl trope + guy who keeps bothering the girl because he loves her trope (in fandoms mind).
Yes it would get a louder backlash, but y'all really understimate how fandoms get a pass to attractive toxic guys, especially when they're fan favorites.
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jiangwanyinscatmom · 2 years
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I'm still flabbergasted that talking about the canonical abuse Jiang Cheng exhibits towards Wei Wuxian is now considered "character hate" and to think about his fans....
(Laughs in liking him as he is)
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frozenhi-chews · 2 years
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Ya know what? Screw it
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I'm back in freaking [business!] With a meme.
I've always kinda been a self ship blog so I'm tryna get over my nervousness and share this. I spent a while on it and am proud of it, even tho it's a MEME!!
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seafoodenjoyer · 2 years
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amytabbycat · 2 years
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Hello SU fandom, I’m returning to this show after all this time to burn y’all’s eyes with more of my self-insert garbage. There really should be more self-insert content with everyone’s favorite sunshine boi main protag. So here’s a self-insert fusion design! I might do more with them in the future, who knows.
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Meet Esteven. They’re a funky dweeb that radiates big Theater Kid energy mixed with underlying anxiety. Basically Brian David Gilbert if you want a close real example comparison. They’re super big on music but primarily main piano. Very flexible, but clumsy, and can be rather “spider-like” at times.
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feshsticks · 1 year
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lmao recently everything I'm writing is progressively just turning into a self-bullying project and i think there is something wrong with me
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htub · 2 years
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I'm constantly inbetween "post all my weird shit on main who's gonna judge me? God? I see no god here" and "oh no i can't say this what if the internet people think i'm cringe". By inbetween mean i experience both simultaneously. Somehow.
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8um8le · 5 months
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Hello, I love your stuff and adore the thought of an average joe y/n being best friends with or dating three giant robot assassins! It's so great and whether it's romantic or (my personal fav) platonic, it's adorable!
I just keep picturing in my mind certain moments like: the three coming back from some assassination to a domestic movie night because y/n came over for a visit. Sun's having a bad day with his shadow self/intrusive thoughts and y/n just helps distract him with cuddles and youtube food videos. Bot's feeling chaotic and needs help with a prank, y/n is there and so down to help spread some mischief. Moon's feeling a little reckless and does something dumb that has y/n fretting and reminding him to take care of himself. Y/n sneaking over one day to make breakfast for the boys and feeling embarrassed when they remember that, technically, the boys don't eat but they eat it anyways because y/n made it for them!
Moments with average joe y/n feel like a nice reprieve, a moment of normalcy and domesticity in the boys chaotic life. A happy, sweet balance :D
As you can see, I have so many thoughts on this! I'm so sorry for this long rant XD
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Oughhh yess I am guilty of imagining my insert being average joe Y/N in sc wahhh
These 3 could never really experience a “normal” mundane life, ever since the beginning. Sun and Moon were trashed tiny bots, not like they could get up and get a normal 9-5. 8ot got close to it with Vision, but we know what happened with that.
In this case Y/N is there to re-introduce humanity in a more serene positive light compared to what their brutal full time job has to offer. It’s mostly shallow people, greed and overall chaos. Even the part-time daycare job reminds them that even the youth can be subjected to repeat their parents mistakes, since the place is only for those who can afford to toss their kids in there.
They’re so used to be being surrounded by snobby people, but Y/N reminds them, there is definitely still good in people living in this city.
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cherrycherryking · 1 year
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Wally x gardener puppet? Idk the concept to me seems cute,,,,
the concept is SO cute!! I know it was just supossed to be wally x reader but i looove concepts for welcom home characters!! like, how would you interact with the neighboorhood? what stuff would you teach?
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wally darling x gen!reader (platonic or romantic!) + drawings
Gardener Puppet Reader
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✧You're a puppet like Wally or Julie! Your little house is mostly took over by the garden behind it, and most of your segments take place in your work table.
✧You talk about...well, plants! Easy ways to start kids on gardening with plants like beans or herbs. Your segments crossover to recycling and all things around taking care of the planet.
✧For this reasons you would often appear with Frank when it got to talking about insects or more technicalities about plants like bees or their life cycle! With arts and crafts to reuse trash Julie and Wally would accompany you :)
✧When not in your house you could be seen taking care of the flowers around the neighborhood, stocking food on Howdy's store or bringing fresh produce for Poppy's baking segments!
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✧Look!! Its You!!! (or just an outfit idea)
✧Only gray so you can decide the color palette. I also thought it would be funny for you to be a scarecrow but that i leave up to you.
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✧As said before, Wally would appear in your segments about recycled projects
✧I like to think that Wally is really good at all types of paintings but not so much with arts and crafts.
✧Everytime hes your co-host the camera will be looking at you doing an explanation of the steps, cut to wally and:
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✧Home has pretty white flowers outside, so you take care of them :) A good couple of episodes start with Wally looking out the windows or getting out of Home and saying finding you there!!
✧One day you decided to gift your friends some pretty plants, and for Wally you decided on an Aloe.
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✧He's so so happy with the gift!! He promises to take good care of it.
✧It was nothing really, Wally has always been a dear person to you. He was so calm and smooth and charming that you couldn't help but want to hang around him all of the time.
✧And it seemed he thought the same about you,
✧Your patience with his mess ups, your sweet words of encouragement, the care you took of Home so its flowers and bushes were always healthy made his heart melt!
✧That's why he looked so sad when you opened the door after you heard his knocking.
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✧"I am so sorry y/n, the plant you gifted me died :("
✧He kept apologizing but you stopped him, telling Wally it was okay! It wasn't yours but his, and you didnt felt angry or anything.
✧"Aren't you mad at me?" "No, of course not! If anything, i'm more curious about how it got like that..."
✧You gave Wally an Aloe plant on purpose. He was a little uhhhh lost some times! head empty, so you choose a plant that would do just fine with little care.
✧But it seem he took too much care of the Aloe. It got like this thanks to overwatering.
"Its okay" you told him, holding his face on your hands. "You just worried too much for the little guy."
"Oh- haha, I ruined because I overdid it?"
"C'mon! You didn't ruined it. Lets go to the back, i'm pretty sure we can still save the aloe. This time i'm going to give you a better guide to take care of it."
His gaze softened, leaning his head to one of your hands. "That sounds nice..."
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can you tell how excited i got with this? can you tell?!?!?! it was so fun omg
PLEASE!! pleasepleaseplease send me more asks about ideas for you all self insert! tell me if you want a puppet or like a human costar like sesame street.
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emlovslennon · 3 months
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omgg last night I dreamed about supeeer cute soft dom george being very affectionate and giving making love to reader making her forget all her insecurities whispering in her ear a lot of worship, it's my first request and don't speak English very well but I'm here hehe love ya!
GUYS IM ALIVE HOLY FUCK BALLS !!! Anyway HEHEHHEHE evil laughter back to my mischievousness (mental illness). Also I LOVE YOU TOO
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Era: 1965 cuz i feel like it
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Audible moan.
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You had been feeling extremely insecure ever since you got back from the opening of the the Beatles new movie, “Help!” You saw how in the newspapers they were saying incredibly cruel things about you, especially about how tight your black dress was when you wore it to the premiere. It was, “Name the Beatles wife with the worst taste?” Or “That dress certainly doesn’t look flattering on her!” Like it was some joke. You felt tears brim your eyes just thinking about it. You’d constantly look in the mirror and pinch at your stomach and thighs, you just couldn’t understand why you couldn’t be as beautiful as Jane or Maureen or Cynthia.
“Love, I’m back! Love? What’s wrong?” George said, he had just gotten back from a meeting about an upcoming album, so he unfortunately couldn’t take you along since it was a private meeting, not a public one. You were laying on your shared bed crying, with a newspaper at your side. The one that completely wrecked your self esteem. George caught on and picked up, in complete anger, he ripped the newspaper up and threw it in the trash.
“Absolute bloody rubbish! I hate those damn newspapers, y/n, come ‘ere love.” He said, quite angry, but gentle once he called your name. He couldn’t believe someone could say that about his wife. He thought you were the most beautiful woman he had ever laid eyes on. How could anyone not agree? They must be blind.
“Love, don’t listen to those bloody bastards, you are the most beautiful and lovely woman I ever laid eyes and have ever met. If they don’t believe that, then they must not have eyes.” He whispers in your ear, playing with your hair. Your tears at this point subsided and you looked up at him, he gave you a grin and kissed your forehead. You know this probably wasn’t the best timing, but you just couldn’t resist when he looks at you with nothing but pure love in his eyes.
“George, could you maybe show me how beautiful I am?” You say quietly, George winks at you in a joking manner and wiggles his eyebrows which make you giggle. George slowly positioned you to get you to lay on your back while he slowly got on top of you.
“I mean it when I say you look stunning in anything.” He whispers, playing with the hem of your black night gown, it was short and only went down to almost the end of your inner thighs. He looked at you for permission and you nodded, as he slowly lifted up your night gown, leaving completely exposed. You usually didn’t bother with under garments when you were going to sleep, you just didn’t feel the need for it.
“You amaze me every time, y’know that?” He praised, as his hands went to your breasts as he pulled you into a passionate kiss, leaving you breathless. George lifted himself up to take off his black long sleeve shirt and the pair of black pants he wore with it, as he went back down to kiss your neck, he hand slowly wandered down to your core, lightly rubbing causing you to whimper. George grinned at the sound, George loved nothing more than when you made noises for him, he doesn’t even really care when it comes to him getting off it’s just as long as you do he’s good.
“Can I?” He asks, his fingers nearing and circling your hole, you nod frantically as he giggles at your reaction, he slowly inserts two fingers into you. You bite your lip and throw your head back into the pillows with the intrusion. But you couldn’t lie, his fingers do wonders. He slowly thrusts them in and out as he watches you whimper and moan, he usually never goes fast unless you tell him to, he’s just never really been that kind of person. Whereas someone like John is the complete opposite.
“F-faster, George!” You moan out, causing George to kiss and suck on your neck harder than he did before as he went faster, your juices starting to seep down to the sheets as the noises coming from your core begin to echo through out the room. You felt the tightness and heat in your belly about to burst and you knew that only meant one thing.
“George-I’m-“ you couldn’t even finish your sentence as you felt as if you were sitting stars as your orgasm hit. George never wanted to admit it, but he absolutely adored when you orgasm your a shaking and moaning mess for him, you look absolutely wrecked just from his fingers.
“Are you ready? Do you need a minute?” He asks, one thing to note about George, is that he is huge on consent, he would never, ever, do something that you didn’t like or something that he thought could hurt you. It would break him into a million pieces if that happened.
“Yes, please!” You say shakily, George nods as he kissed your forehead, slowly lining himself up and entering you.
“You’re always so good for me, always. No one could ever compare.” He whispers lovingly, kissing your earlobe as he slowly thrusts in and out of you.
“Your noises are to die for, you are to die for, i can’t get enough of you.” George loved praising you during sex, he always took pride in doing so.
“G-George, please.” You whisper, George looks up at you, with a questioning face.
“Please, faster! Please!” You moaned out, George gave you a smile and kissed your cheek as he went faster, but not too fast, just slightly faster than the pace he was going. You moan out as he brings his fingers down to your clit and rubs circles round it, making your legs shake. You could feel your orgasm getting closer and creeping up on you like it was the grim reaper.
“George! Im gonna cum, please!” You cried out, all the worry, sadness, and insecurities you were experiencing early had completely disappeared. They were nowhere to be found. George always managed to make your worries and fears go away, it’s like he was magic. But to be fair, he pretty much was.
“Aw, come on pretty girl, cum on me, go on.” George groaned, feeling his own orgasm creep up on him, and before you know it, it wasn’t before too long both of you came together. You were shaking and moaning for quite a bit even after he pulled out and kissed your face all over. George laid on his side and brought the covers over both of you.
“Did that make you feel any better?” George asked, his hand holding yours, you look up at him with a smile.
“What was I upset about again?”
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THIS WAS KINDA CHEESY BUT WOOOOAH I LOVED IT
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genericpuff · 2 months
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I just got into the anti/critical LO community last week (don’t plan on changing my pfp because I think the older LO art is cute and it matches my username), but anyways, reading through this reminded me of a Harry Potter critique video I once watched, where one of the points that was brought up against HP is that there’s no bad actions, just bad people, and that really summarizes something with LO lately. Like, if in S1 Minthe broke into Persephone’s place, trashed it, and told her to stay away from her man, the comments would be full of people calling Minthe an evil bitch and encouraging Persephone to turn her into a plant already, but when Persephone does literally the same thing to Leuce, it’s #girlboss and Persephone getting into some light mischief after being on struggle street.
obv this is like weeks later because i'm slow af at responding to my asks, and for that I say-
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It's true though, the double standards run rampant in LO's narrative and, by extension, its fanbase. It's even more disheartening to see it happen with Leuce of all people, like you can at least sorta get away with the whole "other woman" trope with Minthe to a certain extent because her whole character in the myths was being the literal other woman (LO botches it by making Minthe the other woman in her own relationship) but Leuce... Leuce was Hades' first wife. Like, Rachel and this narrative she's spun are so allergic to any other woman existing in Hades' periphery that they can't even leave his dead wife alone, they have to drag her through the mud too just to make Persephone more "perfect" for him. When by all means, they could have just, idk, left her out of the comic completely?
That's the kind of shit that makes me stand by my argument that LO writes about Greek myth like it hates it for existing (and why it's so much more disrespectful than other retellings that get creative with how they depict the source material) because it's just flat out disrespectful to some of these characters and their roles in the original stories, all for the sake of the self-insert power fantasy (╥﹏╥)
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queenaryastark · 4 months
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Someone needs to explain to Stansas that terms have meanings and they can't just be thrown around at random to mean what they want them to. Newest example of this: Calling Arya and Lyanna pick-me girls because... they don't like them and they want Sansa and Dornish!Sansa (they erroneously refer to this OC they created as Elia Martell) to have more importance in the story.
So, what is a pick-me girl? It's a girl or woman who is desperate for male approval and validation, often at the expense of other women. They'll change themselves to fit a particular man's preference and trash other women to boost themselves up.
In short, Stansas are essentially acting like pick-me girls on a fan level by trashing other female characters to make their self-inserts look better. Meanwhile, Arya and Lyanna are never shown behaving that way. Ironically, we actually see Sansa behaving like a pick-me first when she lies to make Joffrey like her:
“I hate riding,” Sansa said fervently. “All it does is get you soiled and dusty and sore.” -- Arya 1.5, AGOT
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Joffrey reflected a moment. “We could go riding.”
“Oh, I love riding,” Sansa said. -- Arya 1.5, AGOT
Like a true pick-me, she lies about her preferences to fit what Joff wants. Arya naturally likes horseback riding rather than it being something she does to fit with someone else's preference. If anything, it's used against her as she's bullied over it.
Also, Sansa later trashes Arya to the queen and council specifically so she can marry Joffrey:
“I’m not like Arya,” Sansa blurted. “She has the traitor’s blood, not me. I’m good, ask Septa Mordane, she’ll tell you, I only want to be Joffrey’s loyal and loving wife.” -- Sociopath Throws Family Under Bus For Boy She Likes, AGOT
"I'm not like Arya," or did she say, "I'm not like the other girls"? She does something similar in her mind to Jeyne Poole earlier in the novel by presenting herself as superior because she's not like her:
Jeyne covered her eyes whenever a man fell, like a frightened little girl, but Sansa was made of sterner stuff. A great lady knew how to behave at tournaments. Even Septa Mordane noted her composure and nodded in approval. -- Who's Who of Westeros Info Dump, AGOT
Weak girls have emotional responses to witnessing violence, but not Sansa. She's not like them lol
So, if one were to apply the concept of the pick-me girl - a woman who trashes other women to uplift themselves and changes themselves to gain male approval -- it would be Sansa. Trying to misapply that term on Arya and Lyanna only proves that the person misusing the term has no clue what it means. GRRM wrote Arya as feminist while Sansa, her foil, was created as the opposite of her, meaning she's sexist.
I swear, the misuse of pick-me has become the new "Not like the other girls" in this fandom. These terms weren't initially intended to demonize women for NOT fitting patriarchal ideals. It's the opposite. The terms are pointing out the ways the misogynistic women (ex. Sansa and Stansas) will trash other women by insulting other women who are different from them as a way of validating themselves.
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suiana · 10 months
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I love your inspired by Tomie yandere bf so bad!!! Can I ask what he will do if the reader won't play along just because he's pretty? I want to self insert bc I wouldn't excuse murder even if I find this guy HELLA attractive and would be creeped out if someone was stalking me 😩 (sorry if its too much to ask)
Love you non the less 💕
Your new "🤏🍷" anon
he'd be UPSET. bro would be >:( 25/8 AND HED THROW TANTRUMS
yandere! boyfriend x gn reader
"what?! what do you mean you hate it?!"
"...you're acting like a child. why would I enjoy you hurting others?"
"because they hurt you! why can't you see I'm just getting revenge for you?! I do this because I love you!"
it's the nth time this week that your boyfriend was throwing a tantrum. this time, it was about you not appreciating his 'acts of punishment' towards those who hurt you. you know, it wasn't as bad as compared to the other times he did something like this but you couldn't stand him using your name for something like this.
your boyfriend was a obsessive, jealous and possessive guy. really, he'd have the head of anyone who tried to take you from him and he wouldn't have any remorse! because he loves you that much that he can't care less about the lives of others. to him, they're all trash. worthless flies meant to be used and discarded.
even moreso the people who show interest in you. those people aren't even meant to be used! just thrown away like trash! and that was exactly what he did towards the girl who asked for your number.
"she didn't even do anything wrong."
"she dared to ask for your number! your! number!"
you sighed, shaking your head as your boyfriend started complaining about how she didn't even deserve to have a glance in your direction. honestly! he was so damn clingy and possessive at times that you wished he'd just shut up. it didn't matter that he was attractive. he was hurting others just simply because of his obsession.
and that's not even the worst of it! he had even stalked you! broke into your house and was being a total creep and criminal! but of course... he used his beauty to his advantage. who would believe such a handsome and beautiful guy like him did such a thing, hm? and he was your boyfriend too! why would your boyfriend do such a thing? you're just being delusional.
to be honest you couldn't keep up with his behaviour. it was exhausting. but you couldn't even break up with him if you wanted to. because whenever you tried, something horrible would happen. accidents, bank account freezing, his fans attempting to murder you... you'd be better off just staying with him.
"can't you see? I'm just trying to protect and love you, darling..."
you kept quiet.
oh well. there was no escape from him. he'd always be there for you whether you liked it or not. so, you decided to push aside the nagging guilt and have some rest. it was already late at night after all.
"...let's just sleep already."
he smiled.
"good job darling! let's go~!"
you should've never had met him.
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