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hoffnungswolke · 9 months

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I've never heard silence quite this loud

#ncisedit #ncis #gibbs x sloane #slibbs #mine #this was living in my brain for forever #now it's out #I don't know how to make fun and happy edits #it's always pain and suffering

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tangledinink · 8 months

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if I have to deal with it!!!! THEY have to deal with it!!!!

[ the gemini ]

#typically they both have very impressive pain tolerances but not even they are immune to the almighty power of Cramps #it doesnt help that it is always a BATTLE to convince either of them to take any painkillers #whichever one is suffering (tm) the other always gets super protective over. rest of the family typically steers clear. for everyones safet #gemini au #tw menstruation #cw menstruation #menstruation #kinda #close enough anyway #rottmnt #rottmnt au #rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles #rise of the tmnt #tmnt #tmnt 2k18 #tmnt 2018 #rottmnt separated au #rottmnt disaster twins #rise disaster twins #fidgetwing #usually they camp out in their bedroom but donnie wanted to play video games ; _ ;#so couch den #leo hisses at anyone who dares come too close #LIKE UHM EXCUSE YOU??? DONNIE IS CLEARLY TRYING TO SLEEP. FUCK OFF. ; _ ;

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watercubebee · 3 months

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old (september)

New(?)

From that meme that says "draw x chara as close as possible and in ur style" so....

#watch me suffer the millions stages of pain #i dislike....going to more realistic...auguaguaguagua #and it is because im always like AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA #faces......are difficult #also i was a bit bored so...why not try again i guess...akjdbvjkbadv #dream of the endless #the sandman #awua

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qualityrain · 10 months

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you put a stop to that sweet, sweet fairytale kingdom

that is the distorted world where i

met you

shuake week day 1: fairtytales / reunion / secret relationship

#hiiii all my stuff for shuake week is so out of point do NOT MIND IT #our light lives so rent free in my head i start crying everytime im always in pain #idk that that is where i met you is so……….intimate idk LOL #also i will never draw a background again this made me lose braincells i was suffering for like 10 hours #shuake #shuakeweek2023 #p5r #jokers hair took 3 years off my life #akechi goro #persona 5 protagonist #my art #doodle #doodles

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archonfurina · 2 months

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@flurrina asked: pairings - neuvillette/furina or cloud/tifa

#it's so symbolic that neuvillette always closes his eyes when furina is in pain #when they talked about the knave and she begged him to come with her bc she was scared after the assassination attempt #and then in the trial when she was begging people to believe her and they all turned away #and you know. the entire 400 years they ruled together #i love this ship but god did he do her dirty #it had to happen that way but she's suffered enough #genshin impact #genshinedit #neuvillette #furina #neuvifuri #focallette #gamingedit #mine #this or that

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imaybe5tupid · 6 days

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Why bother? (Why bother?) It's gonna hurt me. (It's gonna hurt me.) It's gonna kill when- (Why bother!) -You desert me! (Gonna hurt me!)

Set after Nightmare. Laios is reminiscing and contemplating.

#laishuro #laios touden #i make a lot of jokes on here since part of the fun of this blog for me is limiting myself to only expressing ideas via drawings #as much as I can to try to see what I can try to convey in the limited time I have to draw each day which is sometimes like 15minutes #but laios idea of who shuro was to him and who he continues to be and how it ties into his own feelings of self worth and self hatred #not to mention being so thoroughly defined by having never been indulged before by the men in his life #are so compelling to me #and then of course you mix in toshiros own mind prisons #and their established dynamic of him begrudgingly putting up with him because he feels he has to and bc hes cursed with obedience #whilst laios genuinely thinks shuro does it because he likes it and likes laios because why else would anyone act like that #when everyone else in his life has not hesitated to Let Him Know #this is what is so fun about relationships like this��forever passing by each other’s true feelings like ships in the night #and on toshiros side umineko said it best People are riddles. They want someone else to solve their riddle #they live life wanting someone to solve the riddle that they are #the most difficult riddle in the world #without love the truth cannot be seen sighhhh many such cases #sometimes i get embarassed how deep i get for some of the characters in this series it really is that deep sometimes but not always #but WHATEVER #i never even engaged in or was interested in shipping the several years i read dunmeshi EXCEPT laishuro lol #which i sadistically wanted to stay one sided and miserable forever. I rarely get fed such genuinely fraught dynamics as their one in manga #so i became obsessed #and walked through the desert alone for 40 years and then checked in as anime started airing that other people ship this and gaf #and decided to unleash the jokes and ideas that my like 2 friend who like anime previously suffered alone as though they were jesus christ #now tho as much as I still enjoy tragedy and pain and emotional suffering I’ve let love and peace and requited fulfilled yaoi into my life #with laishuro. and its great!#my comics

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vanhelsingapologist · 25 days

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pardon me, baby, but who’s the mystery girl?

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disappeared for a millennia and decided to draw my lost cause to ease me back into art. Emilia… though ye be but a backup character… the woman that you are… Kubrick stare them all, girl..

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bossybigeyes · 2 months

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#the terror #the terror amc #james fitzjames #tobias menzies #HE’S BEEN RUBBING THAT EYE SINCE EPISODE 5 I am unable to stop myself yelling at anyone unfortunate enough to watch this show with me #screencaps from kissthemgoodbye dot net as always #pain pain pain and suffering #cw: gore #gore tw

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cindercrows · 1 year

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My other Baxter shitposts:

1. 2. 3. 4. 5.

#i'm replaying the baxter dlc #pain and suffering <3 #baxter ward #our life beginnings & always #our life: beginnings & always #our life baxter #olba #i'm sending a friend that doesm't play the game screenshots and she just goes 'this guy is a red flag' 'he is the bane of my existence'#she will want to strangle him when we get to the waterfront scene in step 4

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dramashii · 10 months

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Celebrate? We haven't seen each other in 10 years. I have been looking for you for 10 years.

MYSTERIOUS LOTUS CASEBOOK (2023) | Ep 32

#mysterious lotus casebook #dailyasiandramas #asiandramasource #dramasource #cdramasource #cdramaedit #cdramanet #cdrama #asiandrama #cheng yi #k:mysterious lotus casebook #he's amazing at crying scenes #the switch from pain to sadness to disappointment to anger #cheng yi slays as usual in the acting department #but why is all his characters always suffering #can't he play a lead in a romcom or something #plsss

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heich0e · 1 month

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sometimes i listen to 'the view between villages' and i wonder if oikawa feels resentment when he goes home to japan

#he steps foot in miyagi and all the sudden he's 17 again #he feels the phantom ache of the growing pains he used to get when he hit his growth spurt in first year #remembers the way his uniform blazer smelled when his mom had just washed it #can hear the sound of the bell at seijoh that rang between classes #and he gets a terrible sick feeling in his stomach #because more than anything he remembers the optimism he had about the future and what was in store for him #and he's happy now in argentina. he is. genuinely.#but he also loves his home more than anything #and there will always be a part of him that can never forgive the fact that he had to leave it just to follow his dream #basically i encourage you to listen to 01:47 onward of the view between villages and suffer with me

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mettywiththenotes · 1 month

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Ngl Mic's reaction is giving me Nana vibes. The whole grief of their situations being brought up and wanting so desperately for it to end already, to choose the easy way out just so it stops hurting

Nana going from crying because Izuku wanted to save Tomura and feeling grateful to then shouting at Izuku to kill him already. Mic going from "if you aren't Shirakumo fade away but if you are come back to us" to then grabbing Kurogiri by his clothes ready to punch him and yelling about how he shouldn't have given him the benefit of the doubt

I think it's also shown in the way Mic lists things that dehumanise Kurogiri too. "He's not crying, it's just the rain" "he has no tear ducts, he's a noumu" It's so clear he wants this to be over already

Same thing happened with Nana and Tomura. The vestiges too. They kept saying how he is destruction incarnate, how it's too late for him, how he's a "thing" "not human", just like Tomura said himself

Mic and Nana just let themselves think that way because it's the easy way out. They put a lid on their feelings, and in the final war arc it's like the lids got ripped off and it's all coming out now

That's why I think Aizawa and Izuku sort of parallel here. They wonder about their supposed enemies. "Why didn't he get rid of us? Why didn't he kill us when he could have?" Aizawa asks, physically reaching out to Kurogiri. "I have to ask why he can't let go of that sad lonely past of his!" Izuku says, also attempting to reach out to Tomura in his own way

"That's where their origins lie" Aizawa says as he thinks back to those school days. And Izuku was in Tomura's mind, literally at the center of his "origin"

Even though it's painful for Nana, Tomura and Mic, Aizawa and Izuku press on anyway because they can't help but wonder whether things can change. If things don't have to be this way

#thats the vibe i get anyway #idk im speculating but #its weird how its taken me till now to realize mic's way of thinking is a little like nana's #in that they both suffer from the past being brought up #so much so that its like they'd rather squash any reminders of it because as i said its too painful #they want it to come back and be healed but at the same time dealing with it is just. too much #bnha #bnha 420 #bnha manga spoilers #bnha spoilers #present mic #hizashi yamada #nana shimura #izuku midoriya #aizawa shouta #mettys posts #metty posts #rambling rambling always rambling

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mikothemushroom · 8 months

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Some Jon and Martin doodles

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aaronwhorechner · 3 months

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aaron "if anything happens to her, i will destroy you, you can count on that" hotchner

#cm rewatch #cm 6x18 #hotchniss #i always want to skip this episode in rewatches and never do #i love pain and suffering #and wanting to punch derek morgan in the weiner

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daveyfvckingjacobs · 25 days

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if I see one more person not understanding the significance of the imbalance between edwin and simons experiences in hell I might lose it

#this is mostly a joke but also #the severe difference is the point #edwin wasn’t being punished for wrongdoing #he was sacrificed and so was always going to suffer greatly automatically #whereas simons intentions were never to cause real harm and his punishment fits that #he wanted to scare and it was cruel he never intended for edwin to die so isn’t being punished for that #also again: edwin was SACRIFICED #the nature of their experiences in hell are totally different #edwin paine #dead boy detectives #dead boy detective agency

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thestarstoasun · 2 months

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Will and Naomi Solace don't normally celebrate Easter considering the whole she slept with a Greek god, had a demigod child but could only tell her small-town religious family that she had a one nightstand and got pregnant thing. She had been told they still loved her but was still publicly shamed and shunned until she got famous for her music.

Will didn't think his grandparents, uncles, or aunts deserved his mom in their lives after what they put her through, but he figured if she could forgive them, he could too. Except they didn't know he was bisexual. They didn't know about Nico. Will had been all too willing to tell his sweet, loving, adoring mother about his boyfriend. He made sure Nico knew when he first brought it up that there was no rush, and just like when it came to everything, he was willing to wait forever. (Nico had actually stared at him in disbelief, and with the oh-so-noticeable red splashing across his pale skin muttered a quiet, "Idiota". Will didn't need to be fluent in Italian to know /that one/, even when he first heard it.)

Introducing Nico to his mother was a mistake, not because of any homophobia or monster attacks, but just how much they both love to embarrass him. His mother shares stories and shows pictures (which Will panics about because technology and demigods don't mix well) of a much younger and embarrassing Will, and by the look in Nico's eyes Will knows he is never living it down. In return, his mother learns of his embarrassing flirting in the middle of a war.

The memory was nice now, a year and a half later, especially since Will was currently on the verge of an entire mental breakdown. Being back in Texas had that effect on him. At camp, he locked away all panic, grief, loss, suffering in order to run the infirmary and be strong for his siblings, but here, he had no infirmary and no siblings. He could honestly care less of what these people thought of him - Lee's opinion had mattered, Michael's opinion had mattered, His mama's opinion matters, Nico's feelings and opinion matters. Hades, he cares more for Apollo's opinion than these people, and he was still struggling with his own complicated feelings towards his father - not that they ever showed outwardly.

Will was more worried that these people that shared blood with him would shame his and Nico's relationship and upset his boyfriend. Nico had suffered so much pain and suffering already, especially when it came to his sexuality and accepting that there wasn't anything wrong with himself for loving boys. Will was so proud of how far Nico had come and felt sick to his stomach at being an indirect cause of a relapse.

"You worry too much," The words sounded so beautiful that they must have been spoken by an angel. (They weren't, they were spoken by none other than Nico Di Angelo, but what can he say, he is Apollo's son. It is in his nature to be dramatic at least sometimes.)

"I don't think I worry enough. I mean, there is jus' so much that could go wrong. Mama-" Will shot Nico, who was failing to hide a wide smile, a curious expression unknowingly tilting his head slightly to the right. "What's so amusin' about this?"

"I think I finally understand what Lou Ellen meant when she called you a dog." Will stared blankly absolutely stunned out of his panic, his lips formed a small pout that was absolutely not adorable. Nico got up from where he sat comfortably on Will's bed and wrapped his arms around his boyfriend's waist, resting his head on Will's shoulder. "Breathe. I'm already prepared to ditch this dinner and shadow-travel us both and your mother out somewhere nice at the slightest sign of trouble. Catholic guilt is a bitch, but I am done letting it, Gods, or anyone control my life."

Will felt both relieved and worried. Nico had learned so much about his boundaries with his powers over the last year, but it didn't mean Will didn't worry. "Is that why-?"

"Yes, that is why I slept so much today, il mio sole. Even before we left camp you were doing that nervous thing where you wrap bandages around your wrist. I figured something was bothering you and it had to do with our vacation. You love your mom, so it was obviously this dinner. I'm from the 30s, not an idiot, William, amore mio."

Will couldn't help but gently remove Nico's arm's from around him and sweep the boy off his feet. This frustrating, self-destructive, annoyingly attractive, smartass paid way too much attention to a simple healer such as himself, but Will couldn't imagine his life without Nico in it anymore. The half-hearted glare he received filled him with so much warmth and made him smile so wide it hurt, which in turn caused Nico to turn away to hide the slight upturn of his own lips.

#I honestly wrote this to cope with how awful my easter was #Should I continue this? Suffering and pain is always fun ig #will solace has daddy issues #its not canon #I just know that he does #will solace #nico di angelo #solangelo #pjo #heroes of olympus #the sun and the star #percy jackon and the olympians #naomi solace #riordanverse #trials of apollo

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