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Koner please.

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A/n: Yes I love this. He barely has any dialogue. So I can add whatever I want. This is a long one. So make some time. Or save it for later. Whatever you want. Kay love ya bye.

Warnings: I was wondering. Do I still need to do this? Because of the community label thing. Hmm let me know. 18+ smut for the sake of smut but more towards the end, language, violence, torture, death, sexual implications, drinking, suggested rape(but didn't happen) and as always not proof and no word count.

Summary: Years of pain, years of torture, years of pinning after the one you most definitely can't have. Would he know what was true love if it was staring him right in the face? Probably not.

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Since children you have been friends. Together when you were born. Together when we're just little ones. Together now as you both came to age and so close to be wed. Not to each other though. Koner and you have been living a life of servitude. You, a lady in waiting to Lady Sansa Stark. Koner, a member of Winterfells guard. It was a lonely life, one that you wouldn't have chosen for yourself. But you had your father and you had Koner. It was never lonely for Koner though. Being a strapping young soldier he was very popular with the ladies. Taking a tavern wench or two. But now his sights were now set on the new arrival. The Lady Mary. A wretched woman you now have to serve as a handmaid to. It seems as if every night Koner was sneaking into her chambers, while you kept him out of trouble with your father. You were quite annoyed with him. How could he choose a married woman over you? You have been his best mate all his life but he never saw you. Never saw how much you cared or how much you loved him. Sure you weren't the prettiest maid in Winterfell, or the thinnest. You were blessed with many curves and thighs that touched. Maybe that is why he was just your friend. Or maybe it was because of the extra fabric you needed for your dresses. Or possibly it was because he saw you as a sister. Either way your love was not known or returned.

One cold night you were summoned to Lady Mary's chambers on the south side of the castle. You lived on the North side with your father and with kroner just across the way. Walking across the courtyard during one of the coldest nights in Winterfell, you ran into ser Koner.

" What the hell are you doing out here? Where is your cloak?"

You rolled your eyes. " Nice to see you too."

" It's freezing out here."

"Please we're Northerners, this cold is nothing. Besides your beloved asked for me."

" Mary? What for?"

" No idea. She's really needy that one."

" Needy for this cock." Koner cackled grabbing his equipment.

"You're disgusting."

He smirked. "Here take my cloak."

You raised your hand in refusal. "No thank you. I'm not in the mood for a lashing tonight"

Koner furrowed his brow. "Why would you get a lashing?"

" Well you see, your mistress is very obsessed with you"

" Well yeah who wouldn't be?" He ogled at you

"Me."

" Oh common love. Just admit you love me." He took off his cloak and wrapped it around you. You tried to protest, but he wasn't having it. "Just to the door."

"Right. Just to the door. You know you need to be careful Koner. I can't protect you if her husband comes."

"I don't need protection. Besides he's old and decrepit, he wouldn't set foot in Winterfell."

" Let's hope not." You finally approached the entrance of the south end.

"Now get inside before you catch a death of a cold."

"Do not tell me what to do."

He rolled his eyes. "You're the worst... Please my love. Will you please go inside? I need my best mate to be alive and well."

" That's better. You better hurry. Father will have your head of you're not at your post." You pulled off his cloak and wrapped it around him. You left your hand on his chest for just a moment. His heat radiating through his armor made you feel flushed.

" What's the matter?"

You looked up into his beautiful dark eyes pulling your hand away.

" Uhh just be careful. The dire wolves are on the hunt tonight. Wouldn't want them to mistake you for a fawn, with how big your eyes are tonight."

" I will be love. Now hurry. Can't keep my girl waiting." He gave you a hug and tugged your hair lightly before he took his leave.

You looked at him fondly wishing you were his.

If you only knew the burden I carry in my heart for you.

You took a deep breath and went inside.

You approached the chamber door and knocked. It swung open immediately.

" M'lady." You bowed

" Thank goodness." Mary said. "What took you so long? Is your weight slowing you down?"

" I'm sorry m'lady."

" Well, are you just going to stand there or are you coming in?"

You nodded and followed her. Closing the door behind you.

" Right I need you to change the linens. Poor Kony made such a mess. After, run me a bath."

" Yes m'lady."

" And make it quick. You know the dire wolves love fat maids."

You could have made the bath water scolding hot. So hot that it could burn her skin right off for that comment. But then you would probably be hanged. Instead you found the roughest, itches bedding you could find in hopes she would sleep awful that night. Tired of her snarky words, you had planned on asking Sansa to return to her favor.

...

"I HATE HER FATHER! SHE REPULSES ME! SHE'S A FUCKIN MONSTER." You went into the small kitchen screaming your head off. Not noticing Koner at the table stuffing his face as usual.

" Whoa now! That's no way for a lady to talk." Koner smirk with a mouth full of eggs and bread.

Your eyes flashed with anger. " Oh piss off!"

"Oh common love. She's not a monster."

" Fuck you! I was speaking to my father."

"I was speaking to my father" Koner mocking you.

" I will end you. And I will make it look like a bloody accident." You threatened pointing your finger at him.

" That's enough you two. It's too early for such nonsense.... You bicker like you're married already."

" What!?" You and Koner said at the same time

" Yeah. Isn't that what's going on between you two. Aren't you courting my daughter?"

" What?! Absolutely not. She's basically family."

Right like a sister. You thought

You didn't respond to your father's question.

" Well that's good to hear. I was wondering when you were going to ask for my permission."

" No need to worry about me sir. I love your daughter. But I have my eye on a sweet one." Koner gave you a wink and a grin.

You rolled your eyes and pushed his head lightly.

" A'right you two. I have business to attend to. Koner, stop annoying my daughter. Sweetheart, don't kill your best friend and be nice."

" No promises" you said giving your father a hug before he left.

You turned back to your mate. He was giving you a cheeky grin with so much food in his cheeks. He looked so cute.

You moved closer to him and narrowed your eyes. " I hate you so much you know that."

His eyes widened and he chewed slowly. You stared at him for a moment before the look on his face made you smile.

" Oh you tease. I really thought you hated me." He said pulling you onto his lap.

Your smile instantly faded and went into a frown.

" No Koner. Stop it. I'm too heavy." You tried to get off but he held you firmly.

His brows moved down and closer together. " What are you talking about? You're not heavy at all."

" Don't lie to me."

" Hey! I do not lie. You're perfect. If my heart hadn't already been taken, you and I would probably be married by default."

" Thank you. You really know how to charm a woman." You looked into his eyes and leaned back. "Hold on....Lady Mary has your heart?"

" Well no. Not really. It's not like I love her. She's just a good fuck."

" Good... you deserve better."

He tilted his head and smirked. " And who might that be? Wait- what's that?"

You looked around trying to find what he was talking about.

" No that smell. " He pointed his nose in the air and sniffed. " It's you."

You turned back to face him. He moved his head only inches away from your neck and took a deep breath in. It made a heat grow in your stomach.

" Is- is it off putting?"

He put his hand on the back of your neck and pulled you so close you could feel him breathing you in. Your eyes roll back at his grip on you and your heart was racing.

" No. Not at all. It smells heavenly. What is it?" He was still holding onto you.

" umm it's a new wash I made." you swallowed. " Honey oats, milk with a touch of vanilla."

He hummed into your neck. "Could I have some? For Mary. I hate the smell of lavender. That's all she has."

All the feelings you were having were gone in an instant. You pulled out his grasp and went to wrap up a bar in parchment paper and twine. Nearly crying. But you tried your best to mask your heartache. Once you were finished you handed it to him.

Koner took the package and couldn't help looking at the scars on your hands. He remembered when you got them. He was training to be a guard and he hadn't eaten in 3 days. You had stolen a tray of meat pies and a large pitcher of ale for him. The head cook Martha normally wouldn't have cared if you took things. But those were made special for king Roberts visit. You didn't know that and Martha had whipped your hands until you were all bloody and bruised. You always did things like that. Always getting hurt or disciplined for him. He never asked you to do that for him. But you did. With you saying that they would be easier on you because of who your father was. And that you were a woman. Which was true. If he told Martha it was him who took the pies, he wouldn't have hands. But he loved you for that. You guys have been so close for years and he really did feel like you were his family. You and your father took him in when his parents were killed in the Invasion Of The Ironborn. He hated Theon Greyjoy ever since. He believed that Ramsey Bolton gave him what he deserved. But after saving Lady Sansa from the bastard, Koner respected Theon. Country, duty, and honor were very important to Koner. So Theon going through all that and still fought for Wintefell was commendable. He would be happy fighting side by side. He was thankful for you and your family. The care that you and your father showed him was heartwarming and he loved you both.

After handing Koner the soap, you went to get yourself a cup of tea.

" So what happened last night?" He asked, finishing his breakfast.

"Ugh! She had me cleaning up the sheets. Full of Koner babies." You faked a shiver to give him the idea that you didn't want your bedding to have his love staining them. But you did. You wanted to have all his babies. " And she had me relieve her of your buried seed."

Koner's jaw dropped in disbelief. "You touched her....down..down there?"

" Yes" you hissed.

" What the fuck?!"

" I know. That's why I'm going to speak with Sansa to see if I may return to her court."

"Right... You won't tell her about me and Mary?"

"No you idiot. Do you understand that they will kill you if they find out about you two."

" Yes I know. Just checking."

" Don't you know by now that I would never put you in danger?" You gave him a sorrowful look. " You also don't want to have a child out of wedlock."

He stood up and came to hug you. " I know love. Thanks for that. Thank you for everything. I should have never came in her. You're right. It was a stupid mistake. And I'm so sorry you had to do that. I promise to never do that again."

You held him breathing his scent. He smelled of a fire and a salty musk. You loved it. You always liked his scent. It was so intoxicating. " You better not or I'll have Ghost rip you to shreds."

" So malicious this morning." He moved his head from the top of your head to look down at you.

Still in his long arms you looked up meeting his eyes. "When it comes to you love. I can be quite discourteous. You bring out the best in me."

He snorted. "And you me." He gave you a quick peck on the forehead."

" Go get some sleep. I'll have supper ready for when you wake."

" Ahhh yes. Custard filled pastries for dessert?" He practically drooled on you.

" Yes Koner." You didn't mean to sound annoyed. But thankfully he was too tired to notice.

He gave you one last squeeze and tugged your hair softly before heading to bed. As soon as you heard the door close you started talking to yourself in a whisper.

"Why do you do things like that to me? Why do you hold me like that? Smell me like that. Don't you know how much it hurts me?"

You cleaned up the mess your father and Koner made and finally sat to have a bit of porridge. Once finished you went out to request an audience with Lady Stark. She wasn't available until later on in the evening, so you went to the kitchens to get ingredients for supper. Including Martha's famous custard pastries. They were Koner's favorite since he was little. Ever since the lashing Martha gave you, you never stole anything from her again. Whatever it was you needed, all you would have to do is ask and she was more than happy to give it to you.

...

Today was perfect. You had the day off and you planned on knitting a pair of gloves for your father and Koner. So while supper was cooking you sewed. You did your best to not wake Koner down the hall. Being as quiet as a mouse, you tipped toe around getting Koner's lunch ready and readying your father a plate. It was getting dark and Koner got in the bath you had ready for him. You had started warming up clean bath water for your father. A few minutes later, your father came when you and Koner were leaving. You said you would return shortly and your father nodded.

You guys walked together, constantly bumping each other until you were at the main hall.

"Say hello to Sansa for me."

You nodded and watched him leave to his post.

Seven protect him.

...

Sansa was talking to Arya when you walked in. You didn't hear what they were saying but you didn't care. You never cared for sticking your nose into anyone's business. You waited patiently until Arya left giving you a smile. You used to babysit her when she was little. But she was all grown up now and very beautiful. And just a bit scary.

" Y/n. Please. Come to the fire. It's getting cold." Sansa waved for you to join her behind the head of the table in front of the huge fire place.

" Yes m'lady." You said giving her a curtsy.

"Please. How many times have I asked you to call me Sansa? We grew up together. Just because I have a new title doesn't mean we are no longer friends."

You nodded and pulled up a seat facing her.

"So you came to talk about the request for your hand?"

" What?! What request?" Your voice came out in its highest octave. You cleared your throat. " Sorry"

She laughed. " No, don't be Sorry. I just thought you knew."

"Knew what?"

"Henk asked your father for your hand."

Your mouth dropped open and you held your breath.

" No don't worry. He said no."

" Oh thank the seven." You praised finding air again.

" ahh but. He did come here and asked me to arrange a marriage."

"Sansa please! N-no I don't-"

" See worrying again... I said no as well." She smiled

" Thank you. . I would rather fling myself off the wall than marry that idiot."

" Yeah he really is an idiot isn't he? But umm do you have someone in mind? I don't want to arrange any marriages under my watch. I know what it's like. And I swore I would never allow it. Every woman should have a voice in who she spends her life with."

" Thank you. And I agree completely"

" So Koner then?"

You blushed. " Uhh no."

" Seriously?! I'm honestly surprised by that. I thought you guys would be at your fifth child already."

You chuckled nervously. "No no. We're just friends."

She slanted her eyes at you. "Well what about Gendry or Podrick? Gendry has the muscle. And Podrick I hear is well-endowed."

" Sansa?!"

" What? Both are equally handsome."

" Yes. But gossips are saying Gendry is in love with Arya. And Podrick is a knight. Both of them are out of my class."

"Screw class. Besides you're a lady in wait. You're part of my court so you're free to choose whomever."

" Sansa...I don't think I'm ready for that just yet "

" Oh I'm sorry I just assumed. No no. That's fine as well."

" Thank you."

"Just let me know when you are ready and we will plan the ceremony together."

" Thank you Sansa. That means the world to me."

" No need for thanks. That's what friends do for each other, repel the undesirable." She giggled

" Speaking of undesirables...Lady Mary."

" Oh ugh. Right. Number one undesirable."

" Sansa may I please speak freely?"

" Of course."

" I hate that woman. She's gross and mean. She constantly makes comments about my weight. And I just cannot stand her. I asked for an audience because I would like to return to your court."

" She pokes at your weight? What a bitch. I'm going to have to bring her manners or lack there of with her husband."

" I need distance. Or I might just leave a candle too close to the curtains in her chambers."

" Well no don't do that. But she will be gone soon."

"That's what everyone keeps saying. But here she is. 6 months later."

" She really has over stayed her welcome hasn't she?"

" By 6 months!"

You stared at each other and started to laugh.

" I've missed you."

You smiled. "Missed you too.....but may I please be free of her?"

" I'm sorry. She specifically requested you. And we need her to be happy. Or she will tell her husband to pull his banner men from the war. And we cannot afford to lose any more men."

You nodded in defeat.

" But I promise you. She will be leaving here shortly. There was a raven for her, calling her back south. Her husband seems to be on his death bed. And they need her right away."

" Oh thank the seven. ..but what if she returns?"

" Then I will find another to cater to her."

" Thank you Sansa. Thank you so much."

"Anything for my closet friend."

...

The conversation went on longer than you expected and it was already dark. You were walking back home when you saw Koner patrolling. You waved to each other and you turned home.

Your heart leaped at his smile. Your knees weakened when he gazed upon you.

Koner please see me. See my love

You heard shouting coming from behind the door of your home. You reached for the handle when the door swung open. Familiar faces ran past you. (Other captains in arms.) You saw your father getting dressed.

" What is it? Are we being attacked?" You were suddenly out of breath.

He looked up at you. "No! Where were you?! Were you with him?!" He sounded very angry.

" With who?"

"Koner. That son of a bitch wasn't at his post."

" What? Yes he was. I just saw him. He was on patrol."

" WHERE?!"

You jumped at his voice. " In-in the north courtyard."

" He's been missing for over 3 hours. And no one can find him."

You backed away in fear of your father. "He was just patrolling."

" No he abandoned his post."

You saw your father grabbed his sword off the mantle. He mumbled under his breath. He was trying to protect you from his words. But you heard him.

" You know the penalty for oath breaking."

" NO!" You screamed blocking the doorway.

" Move now!"

" No please you can't!" You begged

He pulled you by your elbows towards him. "It has to be done."

" No please. He's family."

"I'm sorry. I'll make it as painless as possible." He sighed pushed you to the side and walked out.

What could you do to stop him? He was going to kill Koner. It was an awful thought. But you needed to save him. Your friend. Your love.

You ran after your father. "He was with me!" You stopped and fell to your knees. " Koner was with me."

Your father stopped in his tracks. "Where were you?" He said coldly

"In-in the stables."

He turned around and looked at you with such anger and disgust. " Get up! And go inside! I will handle this."

You shook your head. " Please father don't ...don't."

He came over and pulled you to your feet. " I will not harm him. Now go inside."

You looked down at his sword.

" Here put it back. Now GO!"

He handed you his sword. It was almost too heavy to carry. He turned and walked away.

You felt like you couldn't breathe and you were shaking uncontrollably. It seemed like hours before he returned. You were pacing the small living quarters when the door opened. Koner was standing there with your father behind him. He pushed him into the room, shutting the door behind them.

Koner had a busted lip. As soon as you saw that you went to him.

" You said you weren't going to hurt him!" You shouted trying to clean off the blood.

" It wasn't me. It was the others holding him until I got there."

Koner didn't look at you and tried to pull away.

" Stop it. Let me clean it." You ordered. Pulling him to sit down while you grabbed a wash cloth.

He relaxed and allowed you to continue. You cupped his chin to make him meet your gaze. His eyes were glossed over. It was as if he was gone.

" Go on boy." Your father said through his teeth.

You looked back and forth between Koner's big dark eyes.

"Y/n. I'm sorry for all of this. I never meant for any of this to happen. But if you will still have me. I would like you to be my wife."

" WHAT?!" you dropped your hands and stepped back.

Koner stood up and went towards you. " Please love. I want to be your husband."

"NO!"

"Yes child. This is the only way." Your father said.

"NO! He has a choice. He can be sent to the wall."

" That isn't a choice. He broke an oath. That would make him a traitor. All traitors found in Winterfell will be put to death. This is the only way he lives. You are my daughter. And if you love him I will not take him away from you."

" It's ok love. I want this. I want us to be together." Koner said softly moving closer.

You shook your head as his eyes pleaded with you.

"What is it going to be?" Your fathers voice broke your concentration.

You looked at your father, then back to Koner. He grabbed your hands and placed a small kiss on them.

" Please love. We can be together now."

Your heart sank and you started to cry. You nodded "yes. I will be your wife."

" It's settled. You will be married in a fort-night." Your father pulled Koner by the shoulder and pushed him outside.

" I'm going to bed. You ought to as well."

"Yes father"

You waited until you heard his door close before you hurried after Koner.

Stepping out into the cold air you ran right into his chest. You took a step back. When you made eye contact, he embraced you. You held him as tightly as he held you. You felt a kiss on the crown of your head.

" I'm so sorry love. I don't know what happened. Time just slipped away."

" How could you do that? I told you to be careful."

" I know. I'm an idiot."

He held you so close you could hear his heart racing.

" I'm sorry. I -I had to say something. I had to. My father-"

" I know. It's a'right."

" I thought I lost you." You sobbed into his chest.

"Never. I love you so much. You keep saving me. I can't believe I got so lucky having a friend like you."

Right. Friend.

" That's my job. I love you too."

A few seconds went by and Koner pulled back a bit. " Do you think Sansa can help us? To help stop this marriage."

You knew that the way this happened was wrong. But you couldn't help yourself from becoming upset.

Your heart broke. "I will speak to her."

"Thank you, love."

...

The following morning you were summoned to the main hall. You were standing in front of Sansa. She looked incredibly upset.

" I'm so sorry M'lady."

She held up her hand to quiet you. " Why did you lie?"

"I-I don't ....I can't"

" Where was he?" She asked in a tone that showed you why she was in the position she was in.

You just shook your head. You couldn't tell her. Or else his head would be on the chopping block.

She looked annoyed. " Do you want this?"

"I-"

" I know you love him. I've always known. And I know you would do anything for him. But your father asked me to arrange it. I have no choice."

" Please Sansa. He doesn't love me. I...I can't marry someone who doesn't love me back....Could you please make an exception? Just this once. "

" You are willing to go to the Silent Sisters?"

" Yes. Yes of course."

" He would still die though."

" What?! Why?!"

"Because oathbreakers die."

"But Sansa-"

" No! There are only two options. Marry or he dies. I know it's not much of a choice. But it's all you have. I will not force you to marry so choose."

" He doesn't love me. He never will."

" Are you sure about that?"

" Yes."

" Then you choose death.... Guard!"

" NO PLEASE! I WILL MARRY. I WILL MARRY HIM" you sobbed.

Sansa knew that you would happily lay down your life for his. But you also would never tell him how much you cared for him. So she devised a plan. He was going to know. And he would have no choice but to love you. If she would threaten to take you away. Maybe he will see that he loves you just as much.

" Guard. Take Y/n to get cleaned up. Wake Koner. I need to speak with him."

"Yes M'lady. Right away."

You looked as Sansa with so much worry.

" I will give you both the choice. And after I speak with him, you will return and give your answers at the same time. If they do not match, then it is settled."

The guard ushered you away. Koner came just a little while later.

"Lady Stark."

" Koner! Have you defiled my lady in waiting?"

"I-"

" You idiot!"

" I.. I'm sorry."

" You should be. You two have given me no choice. You must marry."

" Please I...we can't. I'm not in love with her."

" Do you understand what you have done?"

" Please M'lady. Send me to the wall. I'll take that oath."

" Is that what you want? You want y/n to be hanged?!"

" WHAT?!"

" You spoiled my lady in waiting. And unless you marry she will be hanged."

"Why?!"

" Because the Silent Sisters will not take her. And I will not have a whore in my court."

" She's not a-"

"Enough! Choose! Marry her and grow to love her. Or have her hang. Guard. Bring her back."

How could he say no? How could he not make that sacrifice for you? You always did for him. Now he could finally start to repay you. Maybe he could love you. It was the least he could do. He would not lose you to a stupid lie. A lie you told to protect him.

Koner watches as you enter the hall, with bloodshot eyes and bags. You must have not slept all night. You came to him and he held you. He moved a strand of hair and tucked it behind your ear. He kissed you on the cheek.

" You a'right love?"

" Yes." You responded. Your voice just about a whisper. " I'm sorry. I tried."

" No it's okay. I know you did."

Sansa interrupted the small moment you two had.

" What is your decision? Will you wed?"

Koner didn't look away from you and neither did you.

"Will you marry me love?" He asked in his sweetest loving voice.

"Yes... Will you be my husband?" You spoke ever so softly.

"Nothing would make me happier." He really did mean that. If he had to marry anyone, why not his best friend.

Sansa could hear the conversation you two were having, and she knew her plan was successful.

" What will it be?" She asked again.

You both nodded and said yes in unionson.

"Perfect. Now kiss."

Your head snapped to her and you could feel Koner's hair on the side of your face.

Koner hung his head at Sansa's request. Of course she would want that.

Sansa gave you a smirk and nodded.

You whispered. " Let's be quick about it."

"I don't think that would satisfy our Lady." He pulled your face back to his by your chin. " Let's give her a show."

You closed your eyes wishing for this not to be the reason you shared your first kiss with Koner. But things never seemed to work in your favor.

You felt his rough hand touching your face as gently as he could. Finally setting it on the side of your neck.

He looked at you with such sadness. He hated the thought that he was going to be your first kiss. You deserved so much better than this. With someone who was worthy of it. He already ruined your future and he wasn't going to ruin another thing for you. He was going to kiss you with all the love he could find. His love for his parents, the love he had for the red wine from the south and custard pastries, his love of sex. The love he had for you and your father. He would pour every ounce of all the love he has ever known into this kiss. In hopes that it would be enough for you. He saw your large bosoms rise and fall with anticipation or nervousness. He didn't know. He slowly leaned his head down to meet your lips.

When his lips touch yours his heart stops. Time seemed to slow. He never felt this way. He first felt his cock twitch. But then he felt a warmth fill his face and chest. As the kiss deepened he didn't want to stop. What was this? It can't be. Had he finally felt something that he thought he would never truly find?

Finally the kiss you've been waiting so long for. The one you would have done anything for. The world disappeared. Everything went silent. You pulled him closer by his collar and stood up on your toes to have better access. You could feel his hands moved to hold your waist tighter and impossibly closer. You were so excited. Because now Koner was to be yours. And you were never gonna let him go. Even if his love for you was that of a friend. You would do everything in your power to be a good wife for him.

It was Arya who cleared her throat that finally broke you two apart. Koner kept one of his hands on the small of your back and the other by his side. He was in shock. That kiss was not what he expected.

You face Arya. You were about to bow and call her m'lady. But she held out her hand.

"Don't call me a lady. And no need to bow." She put a hand on Koner and your shoulder. Smiling happily. " I like this. Seems like a good match."

" Th-thank you." Koner replied.

He couldn't stop looking at you. Though you looked so tired and sad. All he could think about was how beautiful you were. Have you always been and he just chose to see past it?

" Right. Koner, get some rest. And y/n, tell your father I will acknowledge this betrothal. And the date is set."

You both bowed and left. Sansa smirked as Arya came to her.

" It's about time don't you think?"

Sansa smirked. " You're telling me."

" Was that your handy work Sansa?"

" Whatever do you mean?"

They both laughed.

" Alright. So...about Little finger."

...

The moment you stepped outside you felt a wave of regret and sorrow. That kiss meant everything to you. And you couldn't help but feel so sad that you knew Koner would never love you the same.

You walked in silence and could feel him staring at you.

" You ok love?"

All you could do was nod. Your heart was broken and it took everything you had to not cry. When you got to your quarters you gave Koner a hug and quickly went inside. Finally alone, everything you bottled up came spewing out. Your heart hurt so much that it felt like you were dying. You wished that this pain would stop. A while later you waited for your father to give him the good news.

Koner wanted to say something. Anything after the audience with Sansa. But he couldn't. His heart broke for you. But at the same time it was like the Seven gave him clarity. He knew that you were saddened by everything he has done in the past day. Your quietness and your failure to return his gaze hurt him. How all you had since last night was a look of worrying and a hint of tears in your eyes. And what seemed like a permanent frown. All he wanted was to see you happy again. He promised himself he was going to be a good husband to you. No matter what. He just needed to work out what this new found light was all about. But he promised to see you smile again. If it was the last thing he did.

...

He went to sleep that afternoon to rest up before his watch. But he couldn't sleep. He kept waking from night terrors. Seeing you walking to the gallows. Or seeing you hanging from the castle wall. He got up in the early hours of the evening. He had planned to talk to Lady Mary to let her know what was going on prior to work.

He was down the hallway when he heard moaning. He was close enough to know it was coming from Lady Mary's chambers. From the sounds, it seemed like someone was fucking. He crept closer to try and hear better. That's when he noticed it wasn't moaning. It was whimpering and quiet screams. Like someone was covering their mouth.

" Henk, show the fat whore what happens when she fucks my Kony. Take her. She's open to any and everyone. And if you scream y/n I will cut out your tongue."

Koner's heart sank and he felt his soul leave his body. He pushed open the door and was petrified. The smell of burning flesh hit him first. The sight of you was unnerving. He saw Henk hovering over your back. Your dress was hiked up and most of the fabric was torn. The parts of your back he could see was covered in slashes. When you looked up to him, Your face was bloody and bruised. Your hand was covering your mouth. When he finally saw your eyes, he died inside. You were reaching for him. Before he could comprehend what was happening he was on Henk beating the shit out of him. Blinded by such rage.

"KONY! STOP!"

Lady Mary went to try and pull him off, but he pushed her away. He was going to kill Henk. This man had just raped you. He was beating his face to a pulp when he he went for his sword.

"K-kon-er..."

Your broken voice put a halt on his swing. When he looked over to you, you were curled in a ball on your side, hugging yourself. He got off of Henk dropping his sword and went to your side. Your arms had so many cuts, he didn't know where he could touch you without hurting you more. He did his best to pull you into his lap.

You were still hugging yourself with your eyes closed with your body trembling and you were gasping for air. Your arms fell when you passed out. That's when all the blood drained from Koner's face. He now knew where the smell was coming from. You had a 'W' double brand on your exposed chest. It was as if you moved during the first burn that whoever did it had to do it again.

" Isn't it just perfect. 'W' was meant for Wintefell. But for her it stands for whore." Mary sneered

" Why?" His voice broke. "WHY?!"

" Why? Are you that stupid? It was because of you. Do you really think you can fuck her and then live happily ever after?"

" WHAT?! IT WAS A LIE. SHE LIED."

" Please you can't deny it now. You guys are betrothed. Why would she lie?"

" TO SAVE US! TO SAVE ME!"

Mary narrowed her eyes. " What does that mean?"

" Her father found out I wasn't at my post last night. WHY WASN'T I AT MY POST MARY?!"

"I-I" she stuttered.

"BECAUSE I WAS WITH YOU!"

You opened your eyes from him shouting. You looked at him with a small smile before closing them again.

" Her Father was going to behead me for abandoning my watch. And she lied saying she was with me in order for me to receive mercy. He father spared my life if I were to marry her."

Lady Mary gasped and ran to your side across from him.

" How could you do this to her? No one deserves this."

" I'm so so sorry. Here let me help." Mary reached out to touch you.

"NO! DON'T YOU DARE! DON'T YOU DARE TOUCH HER!"

" Please Kony...let me help."

"No! You have done enough!"

He took off his cloak and tucked you in it as best as he could.

"Common love. Wake up. Let's get you out of here"

You opened your eyes again.

" That's it. Common. To your feet."

He pulled you up as gently as possible. Your knees were weak and you barely could stand. He threw your arm over his shoulders and positioned himself under you as a prop.

"Kony." Mary called out. But he didn't stop

He was half caring and half dragging you out the entrance. It was already pitch black outside. Only small torches lit the walls. Your legs gave and you pulled him down with you.

" I'm..I'm sorry..I can't...it hurts.." you were out of breath.

Koner kneeled down next to you. " No it's not your fault....here let me take off my armor. Then I can-"

"No- don't say it. You can't carry me."

" At least let-"

" What's going on here?"

Koner looked up and saw Tormund Giantsbane.

" What happened to her?" Tormund kneeled down next to you as well. " FUCK! She will die if we don't get her help."

Tormund looked over Koner and grunted. He put his arms under you and lifted you with such ease.

"Common boy. Lead the way."

Koner nodded and started jogging to Martha's. Finally at her chamber door, he was out of breath. He keeled over grabbing his knees and hung his head.

Tormund was right behind him. He was fine. Totally fine. Tormund pound at the door with his foot.

" H-how?...are...are you... so strong?"

"Milk boy!" His kicked the door again. "straight from the bulls teet."

Koner lifted his head with his brows becoming one. "From the bulls teet?"

" Yeah! You have to get it straight from the source." Tormund kicked the door as hard as he could

"What the-" Koner stopped mid question when he heard a small laugh coming from you. He thought he imagined it. But you whimpered right after.

" WHAT IN THE 7 DO YOU WANT?!-" Martha shouted while opening her door. But she paused when she saw you. Martha looked right at Koner. " What have you done now?!"

Martha pulled in Tormund and motioned him to lay you down. He did so gently. Koner followed behind

" What do you need? Whatever it is, I'll get it." Koner's eyes were filled with tears that he could not hold back.

Martha looked you over and made sure to keep your modesty intact from the wildling and Koner. "We will need the milk of the poppy, and essences of night shade for after."

Tormund grunted and started digging through his fur cloak. He pulled out a small vile. " erm milk of the poppy."

Martha glared at him.

"What? I found it." Tormund grinned

Martha ignored him." We will also need hot clean water and as many bandages you can get me."

The guys left and Martha lifted your head so that you could drink some of the medicine.

" Stupid girl! When will enough be enough? Is your love for him worth dying for?"

"Yes" you groaned while passing out.

The guys return with everything martha needed. Once handing it to her she kicked both of them out.

" Are you gonna tell me what happened boy?"

Koner looked at Tormund. "It's better if you don't know. Thank you for helping us."

Tormund grinned and tossed him a water skin. " I couldn't find a bull but I found a sheep. Should work. You need to grow boy! No way you can lift your woman with those scrawny arms." He said hitting him on the arm

"Right."

Tormund left and Koner waited until he had to leave. He heard you muffled screams and all he could do was cry. He didn't want to go. He wanted to be with you. But all of this was happening because of him. He couldn't do anything to jeopardize his future with you. He didn't really understand what he was feeling. All he knew was that he wanted to hold you and protect you.

...

In the early morning hours Lady Mary found him on his patrol.

" Please Kony talked to me."

" There is nothing to say." He didn't look at her

" Please I'm leave soon. And I have to make this right."

He was so angry but he knew he needed her. He had written out a note requesting for you to join her on her travels. You really weren't going but your father couldn't see you that way. So in order to give you time to heal it had to be done.

" I need you to sign this." He pulled out the note and handed it to her.

" What? She's not coming with me."

" Just sign it. No one can see her that way."

" Then where is she going to stay."

" Why do you care?"

"Please Kony don't be angry with me." She said while grabbing his cock.

" Sign the fuckin note." He said pulling her hand away.

" What are you going to do for me?" She smirk

He hated her. But he had to do this for you.

" Sign it...and I'll fuck you."

"Here?"

" Yes here. But you have to sign it."

She turned him around to use his back as support. He pulled out a quill and travel ink and gave it to her. She wrote quickly and handed it back.

He snatched it and put it in his breast pocket. " Get on your knees."

She did so. He untied his trousers and pulled out his raging hard on. " Open your mouth."

She did so and he shoved his cock in. Fucking her mouth until she choked. She was trying to pull away to breath but he wasn't going to let her. He hoped she would just die choking. But when she didn't he lifted her and turned he around lifting her dress. He pounded into her so hard she screamed. He pulled her hair bringing her head up.

" I fuckin hate you." He said into her ear.

She moaned as she came close to her release. He thrusted as hard as he could to get her there. And after a moment her loose walls clenched around him. As soon as she was finished he pushed her off of him.

" Oh Kony I love you."

He didn't say anything as he fixed himself.

" I will be back soon. I don't want to miss the wedding."

" There won't be one for a while now."

" Well send me a raven. And I will be here." She kissed him on the cheek and took her leave.

He wished her party would be ransacked on the road by the Lannisters men. He prayed to the 7 she would be killed. He went to the edge of the wall and threw up. He was so disgusted with himself. The rest of his watch he thought about you. He shouldn't have fucked her. But he had to.

In the morning he went to Martha's chamber. She was just heading to the kitchens. He handed her the message to give to your father. He decided to stay with you. When he finally saw you, you were cleaned up and were sleeping. He took off his leather armor and boots. He climbed into the large bed and watched you. He wanted to hold you, but he was afraid.

" You should have let me die." He whispered. He watched you until he fell asleep.

...

You were asleep for days. You had woken up a few times when he was gone. But every morning he would lay next to you. He missed your voice and your smile. He wanted to look in your beautiful eyes and talk like before. Fight like before. His missed you.

A week later he had the day off. He had just come from picking you some wild flowers. You were sitting up on the bed reading. When your eyes met he smiled. But you didn't smile back. Your face was no longer swollen but the bruises still remain. He set down the flowers and sat next to you.

"y/n"

"Koner"

"I'm so sorry my love"

You closed the book and laid it down. You rest your head on his shoulder.

" When can I go outside?"

" Soon"

You slightly nodded. " I would like to rest now."

"A"right" he was upset that you barely spoken. He understood why you were so apprehensive. But he wished you would just talk to him.

He was about to leave when you grabbed his his hand. He turned to look at you.

"Stay?"

"Umm yes of course."

He laid down with you. You pulled his arm under your head and laid on his chest. This was the first time you have ever done this. His heart began to race. He tried to not move, just in case.

" When will we be married?" You asked in a sweet soft tone

" I-when would you like to?"

" as soon as I'm healed properly."

He agreed. "Whatever you would like."

"Thank you."

You adjusted yourself getting closer to him.

" I love you Koner." You whispered before you fell asleep.

He got this weird feeling in the pit of his stomach. " I love you too."

...

It was a beautiful night a month later when Koner was standing in front of the weirwood tree. Snow covered the ground with a few red leaves on top. Torches lit the aisle. He was dressed in his best. He was joined by Bran, Sansa, Arya, John Snow, and queen Daenerys. There were a handful of other commoners that you two were closet too. Normally such wedding ceremonies were for nobility, but Sansa and Martha had planned this for you.

You were stand with your father in one of the most beautiful dress he has ever seen. A long flowing white dress with a matching cloak and flowered embroidery all over the corset. Your hair was pinned up with 3 winter roses. He didn't know if it was the dress that made you look irresistible or if it was you who made the dress look exquisite. Either way you were magnificent.

" We don't have time for this John." Daenerys said in a hush tone.

" Common Danny. There's always time for love."

Daenerys gave him a thin smile. " But they are just commoners."

" They are family." Arya interject. Giving Daenerys a scowl.

" We know them well and they are like family. Unlike some." Sansa sneered.

"Guys that's enough. She's coming." John nodded towards the end of the aisle.

It was quite obvious the sisters didn't care for Daenerys. And they could have a go. But it was a wedding. Your wedding. They all needed to be on their best behavior.

While you were doing your bridal march you were squeezing your fathers arm. He looked at you and you looked absolutely terrified. He wanted to take you home but this needed to be done.

"Who comes before the old gods tree tonight?" Bran, who was officiating the ceremony asked.

As you stopped at the altar as your father answered.

" Y/n... She comes to beg the blessings of the gods. Who comes to claim her?"

" I Koner, guards men of the house Stark. Who gives her?" He said stepping forward towards you.

" Donnis, captain of the guards of house Stark. Father of the betrothed."

Your father took your hand and placed it into Koners. You hadn't looked at him at all. You both kneeled in front of the weirwood tree and said a few prayers. After you both got back to your feet.

"Y/n, do you take this man?"

You looked at Bran. And said a nervous" yes"

"Koner, do you take this woman?"

" I do"

" Turn and face one another."

You did. As you looked deeply into Koner's eyes your anxiousness faded. He smiled so lovingly down at you. You held out your interwoven hands and Sansa came with a large blue ribbon wrapping it around your hands into a knot.

"Let this knot indicate the strength of your love and be a symbol of your unity from this day forward."

"He is mine and I am his" you said your vows.

"She is mine and I am hers." Koner followed after you.

Then together. "You are mine, and I am yours, from this day until the end of my days."

Sansa untied you and you kneeled. Koner bent down to take off your bridal cloak. Handing it to Martha and grabbed his cloak. He dawned it on you as a symbol of protection over his new bride. He offered you his hand to help you stand up.

"With this kiss, I pledge my love." Koner proclaimed as he leaned down to kiss you sweetly.

...

The feast was filled with laughter and dancing. All were so happy but you. Koner watched you all night and not once did you smile. You hadn't laughed or partook in any of the festivities. Besides poking at your meal, you weren't really participating in much. You danced a bit with him but never looked at him. He was overwhelmed by his thoughts of you. Ever since the first kiss, something changed in him. Then when you were beaten and your innocence was so forcefully taken. He knew he loved you. He knew he would die for you. He realized there was no one like you. The comfortability you two shared was unmatched to anyone he has ever been with. He always found you to be beautiful and smart. But it wasn't until after the first kiss that he never wanted someone more. You had always been his world. But just then he realized he could never be apart from you.

But when your demnor shifted he felt like he lost his one true love. He lost track of his drinking throughout the feast. He was drinking his hurt away. Did you really not want to be his wife? Was how he felt about you now, not reciprocated? He thought that maybe you could return his love one day. But tonight was the bedding ceremony and he was nervous. Would you allow him to venture down there after what happened? Would you even like it? All these questions floated in his head as he poured ale after ale.

The feast whined to an end and you were carted off by a few handmaidens to his bed chamber. After what seemed like hours he stood up from the head table and stumbled a bit. A few of his mates surrounded him and were tugging at his armor pushing him toward his chamber. The air was filled with laughs and vulgarity. Once he was standing in front of his door he was swaying. He was now only in his braies and tunic. Someone opened the door and pushed him in. Almost falling he caught himself. He turned towards the door and closed it, locking it behind him. He could still hear the others on the other side shouting suggestions. He laughed and turned to the room. You were standing by the fire in your chemise with your back to him. He fumbled around taking off his tunic and positioning himself on the thin palliasse. He threw his head back onto the pillow and sighed. He heard you sigh as well and he propped himself up to look at you.

You unraveled your hair, shaking it slightly to loosen it. You turned and slowly walked to the foot of the bed. Eyes on the ground you untied the string of your smock. He could make out your breast through the slightly sheer fabric. When you finished pulling the thin string he was able to see the middle of your chest with just a hint of your large bosoms. He looked at you intently. In aww of your comely body.

You pulled the cloth off your shoulders and let the garment fall to the floor. Your bare beautiful curvy body was a sight. He felt his length erect immensely at your alluring thighs. He eyed you as you went to the available space next to him. As you laid there he turned to look at you. The room began to spin slightly. He took off his braies. He didn't notice that you had your eyes shut the whole time he was in you. He came quickly and rolled off. He really couldn't think straight. All he could do was fall asleep.

...

In the morning he woke up with a piercing headache. He looked over and you weren't there. He pulled the quilt he had on him back and sat up. He rubbed the back of his neck. He was trying to remember the night before. But he couldn't. When he sat up he saw dried blood at the base of his cock. He turned to look at the bed. The linens had a small stain where you had laid. He was confused. Did he hurt you that bad last night? Wait no he knew exactly where that came from. But how? He thought Henk penetrated you. He tried to think back. When he was on top of Henk punching him, he remembered that his trousers were still on. He got dressed as quickly as he could to find you.

He searched the castle grounds, the kitchens, the stables, and the market place. But to no avail. He went to your father's quarters and was told that you were in your bed chamber.

He knocked before letting himself in. You were in bed fast asleep. He went to you and laid facing you. He looked you over and saw finger print bruises on your wrist. You had bite marks on your neck. He moved a strand of loose hair behind your ear. Besides the marks he left you, you looked absolutely stunning. He kissed your forehead and said he loved you and promised to never be so rough with you again.

Koner took you so rough last night. It was as if he was some wild animal in heat. You had never pictured your innocence to be taken that way. It hurt so bad. But at least it was over as quickly as it started. You had always pictured Koner being so gentle and caring. But he didn't even kiss you and that broke your heart. You left when he fell asleep. You went to wash up when you saw the blood. At first you thought it was your bleeds but it didn't last long. You remember a conversation you had with Martha the day before the wedding. That when you lay with a man for the first time you would bleed. You worried if Koner would no longer want you after he saw that. So instead of going back to his bed, you slept in yours. You were so incredibly tired from all that had happened in the past few days that all you wanted to do was rest.

You cried yourself to sleep. Wishing for your friend back. Wishing for your Koner.

When you woke you found Koner snuggled up next to you. You smiled. After everything he still wanted to sleep with you. You haven't decided to live in his quarters yet. But you had hoped he would ask. Sure you knew that obviously a husband and wife should live together. However, so many things were out of your control that at the very least Koner and you would make that decision without influence.

You went to the kitchens to find food for yourself and Koner. Martha was in there with a few maids readying supper.

" Hello dear. Done already? We thought you wouldn't be out of that room for weeks." Martha teased

You gave her a smile. " I umm we need some food and water."

" Of course you do. You need to build up your strength again."

You smiled shyly as Martha filled a basket with dried meats, cheese, grapes, and bread. She set a large pitcher of water next to the basket.

"How was he?" She asked

Your smiled faded and you hesitated to answer. " Umm fine. Martha, how do I make him happy? Possibly last longer?"

She laughed." Oh darling. Just be a good wife. Do as he says, and stay silent. Don't resist him unless he seems to like it. Let him fill you with his seed as often as he wants. Bare his sons. As for prolonging his release. Ask him softly to switch positions. This will give him a moment to draw back. As soon as you feel his body tensed, stop. He will coerce you to continue, but just kiss him to distract his need to release. After a moment then move until you reach yours. But do not stop until he follows you."

You bit your lip and nodded. " Thank you."

She beamed at you and pushed the basket and pitcher towards you.

You went back and didn't see Koner. You went to his quarters and knocked. When he opened the door his frown turned. He seemed so happy to see you. He stepped back to let you enter. You went to his small table and placed what you brought down. When you turned to him he was sitting on a chair next to the fire. He looked bewildered.

You went to him and kissed him on his forehead. When he looked at you his eyes were filled with guilt. You had no clue what to do. So you started removing your robe and he was staggered. You went for your garment but he stopped you.

" No. Please stop."

You coward away. Did he not want you?

" No. No. Don't do that. Please my love talked to me."

But you didn't. You stood quiet while looking at the floor.

" Y/n, why are you being this way? Who is this timid creature before me?" He stood up and came to you. "Where are you?"

" I-I just want to be a good wife." Your voice was filled with doubt.

"You do not need to fuck me to be a good wife....I just want you back. I miss your smiles and you laugh. I want us to go back to what we were. Joking and arguing. I miss you."

"Is that what would make you happy?"

"Yes my love. But what is it that you want? What will make you happy?"

" Your....your love."

He cupped your face. " You have it. You have my heart....I adore you. I have not known love like this. But I love you. It came without warning. But I do....I love you."

You could not believe what you were hearing. Was this true? If it was, when did it begin? Your thoughts were distracted by a loving kiss. Your hands moved around his waist pulling him closer. Once you broke to catch a breath you whispered.

" I have loved you with all my heart for so long. Please do not trick me. I could not bare it. I cannot live this life without you by my side. Without your truest most honest love, I will parish into nothing."

"Oh my love. You have me. Do with my heart as you please. Because it's yours... Forever."

"Just love me...that's all I asked of you."

He pulled you to the bed and kissed you gently. You helped him out of his clothing as he rid you of yours. His lips only left yours to breath. Your gaze was full of affection and wanting. He surveyed you entirely. His heart fell when his eyes met the bruises and teeth marks.

"What is it?" You pulled his chin up to peer into his large dark doe like eyes.

He felt himself becoming tearful as he bore into your beautiful kind eyes.

" I never meant to hurt you...I promise. I will never harm you again."

You lifted to lay a kiss on his cheek. " I want you to do what you want with me. I am yours."

" And I am yours. But what would you want me to do? How should we do this? What is it that you would like?"

" I...I don't know."

He swallowed before he spoke. " Is there anything that I've done that excites you?"

You averted your gaze.

" No look at me."

You did and nervously chewed your cheek.

" Tell me my love."

" I like when you...when you kiss my neck."

" Like this?"

You let out a small moan when he kissed you tenderly.

" I like when your hand caress my skin"

He smiled into your neck. He ghosted his touch over shoulder down to your breasts. Slowly rubbing circles around your bud. It becoming hard as he flicked it. You arched your back at the feeling.

" What else?" He cooed into the slope of your neck. Leaving a trail of moistened kisses.

" I...I don't know....what have others liked?"

He lifted his head. " It doesn't matter what others like. Not every woman likes the same thing."

" Oh umm then I'm not sure."

He smiled. " Then we shall see what it is that makes you wet."

You sighed and licked your lips. " Okay." Your voice was sweet and soft.

As the night went on, Koner found that you liked when he tugged your hair slightly. That you liked when he pressed lazy circles around your clit. How you loved when he praised you. It was clear to him that you liked when he took your tits into his mouth. How he could make you cum with just one finger. You were clenching so tight that it hadn't allowed him to put in another. Your inexperience excited him. You were so perfect. He didn't want to ruin the night by just laying with you. So he focused on your pleasure until the early morning hours. He lost count on how many orgasms you had. He made a mess on the bedding from just touching and kissing you. He wanted to make love but you were completely exhausted.

As you slept he held you. He was completely and utterly in love with you. You were his and only his.

In the afternoon you woke up and took a bath together. He was washing your feet and remembered the time you were children. It was pouring out and he convinced you to go out and play. Your father just bought you a new pair of leather boots and a dress. You had muddy them up pretty bad. When you went home your father whipped the bottom of your feet so bad that you couldn't walk for a week. Leaving scars. You had scars on the back of your legs and bottom from when he stole a horse. You had taken the blame for it and instead of him being lashed your father punished you. You always did things like that for him. Always being reprimanded for his fuck ups. Everyone thought it was you who was the troubled one. But not once did you falter. Not once did you give him up. He should have known that you loved him then. How you've always loved him. You were there the whole time and he never saw you. But now he did and he swore that he would repay you for all of it with his undying love.

His eyes water at the sight of the brand on your chest. He's tears escaped when he saw all the scars on your back. You never deserved all that pain, all that torture. And he swore he would enact his revenge. What exactly, he didn't know. But someone was going to die. He would make sure of it.

After you two ate lunch together by the fire place. He held your hand the entire time. Stealing kisses between bites. He had a patrol tonight so he rested as much as he could. You laid with him until he fell asleep. Making use of the time, you knitted and read. After a while you left to your chambers and began packing.

When Koner came back in the morning you were asleep. He took off his armor and breeches. He climbed into bed and got under the quilt. He had a smile when he saw that you were also naked. With your back towards him, he moved your hair to access your shoulder. He left soft kisses there. You stirred a bit and your skin raised under his lips. He pressed his core against your warm soft bottom holding onto your hip. His fingers dug into the meat and pulled you closer.

You were still sleeping, but your soft moans made him impossibly hard. He continued kissing the slope of your neck down to your shoulder blades. Grinding his hips. He moved his hand that was on your hip to lift your leg over his thigh. Your body leaned back slightly so that your back was resting on his chest. His fingers slipped through your slick folds. He nipped at your neck leaving soothing kisses after. The moment he touched your nub you woke. You lean your head back to his and let out the sweetest moan he has ever heard. You rested one hand on his thin hip and the other was gripping the linens. He felt a small drop escaping the tip of he cock and he continued to push harder against your bum. He split your folds making a V shape with his fingers. Your whimpers gave him all the encouragement he needed to slip into you. Your shivering warmth hugged him. He was slow at first but as you rocked your hips faster he pumped at a steady pace letting you find your release. His arousal was shouting at him to take you. He didn't want to spend another moment without your flesh wrapped around him. But he wanted, no needed for you to cum. You were close by the sound of your breathing picking up and stopped rocking your hips. You arched your back as you came. He pulled away once your breath normalized.

You turned on your back pulling him closer to kiss you.

" Please Koner. Please I need to feel you."

He groaned at your begging. He got on top of you, positioning his tip at your entrance. Stroking it up and down collecting your wetness.

Your body was tense from anticipation. But when he pushed in slowly, your body gave into the pleasure. As his cock deepened inside you, he planted a kiss on your mouth. His tongue finding yours. You gasped into his mouth when he hit a soft pillowy spot. He lifted his head to see if you were ok. Normally he would keep going because he knows that sound better than anyone. But you, he cared for, you he loved.

" No no. Please don't stop. I like it." You whimpered

"Yeah?" He asked while pulling out half way and before you could answer he pushed in again. Getting the same gasp out of you.

"Oh fuck" he groaned as he picked up his pace. " Yes that's my girl...you're doing so well."

Your breathless moans and his grunts filled the room. He put his arm under your lower back lifting you slightly so he could fuck up into you. He smashed that sweet spot over and over again. Your tight walls bared down on him coaxing his cum. Unbearable bliss rose in him, unthinkable bliss fell on him as he felt this build growing. Causing tension in his body. He burst into you, with a rough cry that seemed to come from the bottom of his feet. He felt your juices mixed with his as he pumped the last of his load into you. Your body trembled as your orgasm came to a halt.

He laid on top of you after. Your body molding to his. All soft and warm he fell asleep. You smiled from such joy. This was right. You two were meant to be.

Waking up with him still on you. You giggled.

" I love you Koner." You said caressing his back.

...

Mornings after were just as sweet. Making love before he went to sleep was now the only way he could get a restful slumber. It giving you the energy for your day ahead. On days where you had off together, were days you never left the confines of his bed chamber. After a month you had withheld sex from him until he taught you how to use a sword properly. Of course he refused but his need for your body overruled his protests. You were terrible at first. Practicing in the courtyard. Once you were comfortable the wooden swords were replaced with real ones. But then it was as if you had started all over again. The sword was heavier than you expected. So lifting it was a grueling task. Hands full of blisters you prevailed.

One evening you and Koner were in the barn practicing.

" You're going easy on me Koner. What? Too much of a pussy to fight me?"

" No. Not at all. You're just too precious. Don't want to make you cry when you yield."

" You should know that I would never yield." You said as you swung.

He captured your blade with his. Pulling you by your cloak towards him. He tried to kiss you but you tripped him. Now flat on his back you stood over him with your sword to his chin.

" Yield." You said with a smirk.

He chuckled and put his hands under his head.

" Yield Koner. If you do. I will have my way with you."

He licked his lips and raised a brow. " I yield my love. I yield."

You tossed the sword aside and began to undress. Koner doing the same. You straddle him as he sat up to kiss you. Holding on to your neck as his lips moved down your chest. You lifted to your knees lowering yourself over him, impaling your body on his throbbing cock, taking him in so delightfully slowly that he thought the tension might break him. Your cunt gripped him so tightly it was almost painful. Then, abruptly, you forced yourself down into his lap, with a small yelp of pain and he was in you, all of him, buried deep in your clenching warmth. You pushed him down leaning over him, using his chest as support. He rubbed circles around your clit as he did his best to fuck up into you when you came crashing down searching for your orgasm. He closed his eyes as you rode him with restraint, not wanting to cum just yet. Your rocking became faster and faster when he hit the spot you craved. His body tenses as he felt you cum on him. Your walls drew out his love as they convulsed around him. He was completely drained from the days you withheld from him. He made you promise to never do that again.

Another month had gone by and you were pregnant. The joy that brought him was beyond anything that he ever felt before. But that joy was soon gone when Lady Mary decided to come back to Wintefell.

She had come in secret and ordered her own personal guard and Henk to take you. When Koner couldn't find you at home he went out looking for you. Once he got word of where you were he ran there. He kicked open the door to see you on your knees crying with your mouth gagged and with Henk holding a dagger to your throat.

" WHAT THE FUCK? LET HER GO!" He tried to run to you but Mary's words stopped him.

" You go near her and Henk will cut her throat."

He was lost and flustered. Why was this happening? He looked at a Lady Mary who had such hatred in her eyes for you.

" So not only have you married the whore, but impregnate the cow. And you didn't even think about telling me."

" WHY DO YOU CARE? SHE'S MY WIFE. LET HER GO!"

She walked to him slowly "Why?! I'll tell you why! You are MINE Kony!"

" I am NOT!" He spat not looking away from you. " Let her go Mary! Please...I beg you...let her go."

" Oh I will let her go." Her words seemed like a signal for Henk to cut you.

Koner screamed when he saw the blood drip down. He tried to step forward but a guard pulled him back.

Mary stood in front of him blocking his view of you. " I have a proposition for you... I will not have him slit her throat...if you renounce your love for her. Seek an annulment and take me as your wife. Then I will send her away to one of my many cabins to live out her days. Unharmed and provided for."

" And if I say no?"

"Well then... Henk will cut out your child from her belly and you will watch her bleed to death. Then he will throw your child into the fire. You...will be free from them. Either way you will be mine."

He could kill her and the guard, but there was no way he could find to get to you fast enough. His eyes filled with tears of a mixture of hate and love behind them. His hate for everyone in the room but you. The love he felt was for his family that he was trying so hard to keep ahold of.

" What say you Kony?"

He trembled. Hands clenched into fists as tears streamed down his face.

Mary knew what he would choose before she even gave him an option. So she moved out of his line of sight. He cried harder when saw you on your hands and knees. One hand was holding your belly.

He walked slowly to you and kneeled down lifting your chin. He looked deeply into your eyes and wiped his tears away. He put on a brave face to have Mary believe every word.

" The only reason you are alive right now is because of the child growing inside of you. The only reason we were ever together was because of you! I have never hated anyone more than I hate you! It is because of you and your father did we have to marry. I should have let you hang....did you know that? Did you know Sansa said I could have gone to the night's watch? But if I did, you would be hanged. I did you a kindness that day in the main hall. Now my debt has been repaid. I do not wish to be your husband anymore. I never wanted to be. "

He could hear Lady Mary cackling. As he looked at you he knew that you believed him. He tried to get you to see he was lying. But you look away from him sobbing.

Koner's words pierce your heart. You had worried about this before you were wed. But he said and did things that made you feel that he truly loved you. But it was all based on a decision. To settle a debt. How could he? He was your best friend. How could he make love to you and say those things? Were you so blinded by your love for him to not see him truly. It wasn't until you were put in a carriage heading south that you looked back. He was holding on to Lady Mary like he held on to you. Your world shattered into a million pieces that night. You wanted to die. You wished he would have just let you die. But now, now you have to live. Live for your unborn child. A child that you knew in your heart was conceived out of love. Whether or not he loved you.

Koner fought the urge to not run after you. Mary kept him firm in her arms. She tried to kiss him but there were watch men all around.

" Would you like to know where she is heading my love?"

"Doesn't matter. She does not matter." He said coldly.

Marry giggled. "Come see me tonight during your watch. I miss your cock" she grabbed his dick.

He wanted to choke her and watch the light fade from her eyes. Wanting to end hers and Henks pathetic existence. He was about to open his mouth when he heard the call. The time came. The white walkers were coming.

Everyone interrupted into madness. Mary held onto tighter as everyone dissipated from view. When it was finally clear he pushed Mary slightly.

" Where did you send her?"

She looked confused and didn't answer. He pulled her hair roughly holding her in place.

"WHERE?!"

" You stupid boy! I will never-" she gasped as Koner impaled her with his sword. Lifting her off the ground. Tossing her. He put his foot on her stomach to get leverage to pull out his sword.

As she laid there spitting up blood he could only make out one word she said.

" South"

He then cut off her head and went to find Sansa.

...

" Permission to speak Lady Sansa."

" What is it!? Have you taken y/n to the crypts?"

He explained everything and asked if he could leave to find you. But she refused.

" The castle is being surrounded as we speak. You won't make it out there alone. Besides we need you here."

"Sansa please!"

" No if she is going south she will be safe. Stay and fight for your country. Do not throw the life she saved away. She wouldn't have wanted that."

As much as he hated not going after you. He needed to stay. Before he left to go to the front gate he asked one last question.

"Was her life ever in danger?"

Sansa smiled. " Would it change how you feel about her?"

"Nothing could."

" No Koner. Her life has always been hers. And so was yours."

" So her being hanged was a lie?"

Sansa sighed. " It was a lie to get you to see your true feelings for her. To see the love that was always there. Everyone saw it but you. And now you would risk everything for her. Just how she has done for you... From the meat pies to a stolen horse."

Koner was shook. He didn't know Sansa knew about those things.

Sansa smiled. " Y/n is my closest friend. She has told me everything. Since you both were children she has loved you. Even with your hateful and cruel words. I know she will always love you."

Tears filled his eyes once more. He had hope that was true.

...

After what seemed like a loss, Daenerys and her dragon saved Wintefell. But the war was not over. Koner marched with the battalion to Kings Landing. Almost mortally wounded, Koner was taken to a maester to help him recover. He had lost an arm and his torso was terribly scared from dragons fire.

He searched for 3 years for you. But he hadn't given up. He returned to Wintefell to seek aid from your father only to find that he died of necrotizing fasciitis. He went to look for Henk as well to end him when he found out that he was killed by Nymeria when he tried to flee from march to Kings Landing. Martha found him at the front gate as he was preparing to leave again. She carried a message from Sansa. He took it from her and read the 3 words

'The Grassy Vale'

He knew that place. It was controlled by the House Tyrell of Highgarden. It was a 3 month ride. He said his goodbyes to Martha and rode off

...

You were hanging laundry while your son and daughter played in the grassy field next to the small cottage. You smiled at their laughter. The years were long and hard. Mothering 2 little ones was a difficult task. But you did the best you could

All of a sudden it became quiet. You instantly worried. Your hand was on a small knife you found when you heard a male voice speaking to your children. You rounded the corner and came to a skidded stop.

"Hello my love."

"Koner?"

"I have come for you and our children."

You dropped the knife. Standing there in disbelief. You have heard of the battle in Wintefell and the taking of Kings Landing. You had come to believe that he was dead. But you were obviously wrong.

" Why have you come for us? We are perfectly happy here."

His heart sank. Did you really believe what he said all those years ago?

" I have come for my wife. The love of my life. I have been searching for you for 3 years. 3 agonizing years without you and our children. I want my family home, with me. Come back to me my love."

" No tricks?" You voice was soft but weary

He came to you and put his hand on your hair tugging it slightly.

" No tricks."

You hesitated at first. But his eyes told you the truth. He in fact came for you and your children.

You threw your arms around his neck and hugged him ever so tightly.

"Mummy? Who is he?" Your son asked.

You pulled away and wiped your tears. Holding out your hand for him to come to you.

" S, this man is your father." You looked at Koner. " This is Donnis."

Koner kneeled down and smiled at his son. Giving him a hug. " And who might you be?" He asked his daughter.

She ran and hid behind you. Peaking out just a little.

" This is Kira. She's a bit shy." You said bending down and lifted her up. " Darling, no need to be scared. This man is your father. And he's come to take us home."

She looked at you and her eyes went wide. " Winterfell?"

You nodded and she smiled. Kira wanted to be put down. Once her little feet hit the ground she ran to Koner and hugged him.

Tears filled his eyes. Now his heart was completely. He was whole again.

" Common my loves. It's supper time.

...

The children were bathed and put to bed. You found Koner in the bath. Noticing he was having trouble. You went to him and grabbed the wash cloth and began cleaning him. Your heart sank seeing he's battle scars.

He noticed you were being extremely careful around where his arm used to be.

" I am but half a man now. But I still love you."

...

You met his gaze. " I do not see half a man...I see my husband...my Koner...even with your thin face and beard. You are still there." You cupped his cheek. " I will love you and I always will."

Koner nodded and pulled you to meet his forehead. " I am so sorry for all the things I have said and done...never in my life have I felt anything but love for you...I am truly sorry you had to raise these two beautiful children on your own...I vow to never again have you doubt my love for you or them."

" Koner." You pulled away and surprised him by climbing in the tub. " You broke my heart. But I have mended it with all my happiest memories of us..."

You leaned in and kissed his cheek. He cupped your face after. Wanting so badly to kiss those beautiful lips of yours. Then you stood up and climbed out. Holding your hand out for him.

You lead him to the bed and stripped out of your wet clothing. Seeing you made is stomach flutter. You were so beautiful. You went to lay down and he climbed in with you. He held himself up as best as he could. Trying to stroke your hair. You lifted up and met his lips with yours. Slowly you pushed him into the mattress and climbed on him. Guiding him in you.

" k-koner." You whimpered.

"My love."

You made such sweet love to him. That he thought that had died and went to heaven. As you laid beside you whispered.

" Take me home...take us home."

He nodded and kissed your head. " I will my love."

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Pairings: Joseph Quinn x Plus size reader Bill Skarsgard x Plus size reader

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A/N: So I didn’t plan on making a part 2 to this request but I received a very good idea from @generouspuppypuppy thank you so much for it. I hope you like it. and @salenorona23 I’m sorry I added a little bit more to this story.

Warnings: 18+ slight smut, language, infidelity, broken marriage, and not proof read and no word count.

Summary: Everything was perfect. You married Bill and you still maintained your friendship with Joe. But everything was about to change.

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The wedding was beautiful and your reception was amazing. You had never danced that much in your life. Let alone smile like that either. But out of all the dances there was just one that burned into your memory. The one you danced with Quinn. Black by Pearl Jam played and Quinn twirled you. You smiled coming back to him.

" You look so beautiful love."

" You don't look so bad yourself." You grinned and rested your head on his chest.

" I'm so glad you came Quinn. I couldn't have done this without you."

" I would not miss this for the world love."

You lifted your head to meet his gaze. His beautiful eyes were glossed over.

" I love you Quinn." You whispered and kissed his cheek then went back to rest your head on his chest.

" I love you too." He swallowed the lump that was now in his throat as he rocked you back and forth. "I know you'll be a star in somebody else's sky"

" Hmm?"

" Oh it's just lyrics." He whispered.

"May I cut in."

Joe turned to find Bill holding out his hand. Joe put your hand in his and let you go. He excused himself and went to stand off to the side. He watched as you danced with your new husband.

He tried to smile at the happy couple, but all he could muster was a half hearted one. The love of his life was now with hers.

...

After the honeymoon you returned to find your home was sold and you had moved in with Bill. He didn't even ask you and that was the first major fight you had. You thought maybe it was your hormones that caused you to be so upset. So you forgave him. Then when he stopped coming to checkups with you and it put a wedge there.

You called Quinn to talk about it.

" I don't know Quinn. I just feel like it's really important for him to be there you know."

" Yes love. But he's a very busy man. I can understand why he couldn't make the time to go with you."

" Would you miss the appointments if you were him?"

" I ummm. No. I-I wouldn't."

" See!"

" Love that's just because I'm not working on much right now." He lied. He knew damn well whatever he was doing he would not have missed a single thing.

" Maybe I'm just overthinking this."

" Probably. It will be fine. I promise."

" Thanks Quinn. Love you."

" Love you too."

He hung up and contemplated texting Bill 'What the hell?' but he decided against it. It wasn't his place. But he would always have a bag packed for when you needed him.

...

You were 5 and half months pregnant now and Bill was being very distant. You thought maybe it was because you were as big as a whale. So you decided to do something out of the ordinary. He hasn't touched you in a month. So you bought a black lace see thru nighty. You got dressed and put on a large over-coat on with black flats.

He was working on his next project. It chapter 3. You went to the set to surprise in his trailer. You were laying on his couch trying to find a good position. But it was really hard to find one. Your tummy was making it really hard to look sexy. But if he loved you he wouldn't mind that you were getting huge.

You had to go pee so bad after a few minutes. So you got up and went. That's when you heard the door open and close. You smiled and tried to wipe quickly but yeah it was hard. That's when you heard moaning. You instantly felt your heart race. You got up, belly first and pulled up your panties. You didn't flush because you were worried that whoever it was, they would know you were there. You opened the door a little and your heart fell to your ass.

It was Bill and some skinny blonde making out. It was getting way out of hand and you couldn't keep watching. You closed the door quietly and sat on the toilet holding your mouth. You silently cried for what seemed like forever. How could he do this to you. You stayed hidden listening to their moans. And all you wanted to do was leave. But you were practically naked and the window was way too small to climb out of.

You heard Bill's phone go off and he grunted. You couldn't really hear what he said but you knew they had stopped. So once they were both gone you rushed to put on your coat and went home. You were so distraught that you found yourself packing a bag and grabbing your passport. You ordered an Uber and you were gone. You didn't know exactly where you were going when you got to the airport.

You had debate going to your parents but they would just tell you to work it out with Bill. The only other place you could think of going to was in London. Yeah that's the place. He would be the only one who would listen. And tell you the honest truth.

So you bought a ticket and left. 19 hours later you were standing in front of his building. You had turned off your phone not wanting to talk to anyone. You just knew you would be pummeled by texts and calls. Sure an almost 6 months pregnant lady just up and disappeared for nearly 24 hours sure would have everyone in an uproar.

But it is what it is. You were here and now you felt okay. You looked over the call list and saw the one you were looking for. You pressed the button next to the name Anthony Francis. You smiled at it. He used his middle names to hide himself.

" Hello?"

" Quinn."

"Y/N?!"

" Quinn, let me up. It's raining pretty bad."

" FUCK! YEAH! COME UP."

You smiled and he buzzed you in. You walked to the elevator and waited for the lift. When the doors opened Joe was standing there. When you saw him you knew this was exactly where you needed to be. He looked worried when he came and embraced you.

" Love what on earth are you doing here? I've been trying to call you."

" Hey to you too."

He pulled away and instinctually grabbed your stomach. " Hi. Is the baby okay?"

" Yes Quinn the baby is fine. Umm can we go up? I'm soaked."

" Of-of course come on love."

He took your bag and purse and led you into the lift with his hand on your lower back. When you got into his loft he helped you out of your coat. He showed you to the bathroom so you changed. When you came out he was waiting by the door.

" Oh Quinn I'm so happy to see you."

" Love come here."

You went to him and wrapped your arms around his neck. He had been so worried that something happened to you. He held you for a long time because he didn't want to let you go. And you seemed like you didn't want to either. After a while he led you to the couch holding your hand. He waited for you to tell him why you were there.

" Bill cheated on me. I don't know with who but he did....He sold my house so I have no where to go. And my parents would just tell me to work things out and I don't want to....Quinn... is it me? Did I make him cheat?"

" Absolutely not! You didn't do anything wrong." He said hugging you again as you cried.

" I'm sorry I came here I know I shouldn't have."

" No! You always have a home here with me. You stay here for as long as you need."

" What about your roommate?"

"He uhh he's gone. He's out of the country for a while."

" Are you sure? I can get a hotel and figure out what we are gonna do." You grabbed your tummy.

" No. You will not stay in some hotel room. You can have my room."

"No Quinn I can't do that. The couch is just fine."

" Absolutely not! You will take my room and that's that."

You looked at him. He was really what you needed right now. " Quinn I'm kinda tired."

" Say no more. C'mon."

He stood up and helped you to your feet. He led you to his room and pulled back the blanket. You got in and laid on your side. He gave you a kiss on your head.

" Rest now love."

He was about to leave when you grabbed his wrist.

" Lay with me?"

He smiled softly and laid behind you spooning you, holding your belly. When he heard you cry he moved closer and held you tighter.

" It's ok love. I'm here. I will take care of you. I'll always be here for both of you."

" I love you Quinn." You sniffled.

" I love you too."

...

Days after you finally talked to Bill and decided on a divorce. He had no excuse for why he broke your heart. He begged and cried but you had to be strong for you and the baby.

Joe was there for everything. He even bought baby books. He signed you up for Lamaze classes and went with you to every single one. He was at every check up and all the parenting class with you. For two months it was just you, him and the baby. And he would not have it any other way.

He said he didn't want to miss a thing. And he planned on keeping that promise. However, he had to go to Germany for a con. He didn't want to go but he had to. He FaceTimed you in the morning and in the evenings just to check up on you and the baby.

You were scrolling the internet and saw a few pictures and a couple of videos of him. He always looked so sweet when he talked. You missed him more than you cared to admit. But your feelings for him never went away.

You spent every night he was gone crying. You wished that you had gone with him that day. You wished you were carrying his child instead of Bill's. But you weren't. How could Joe want to be with you now?

2 weeks went by and Joe returned. He had made a decision to ask you to marry him. Before he went home he picked up his grandmothers ring from the jeweler. But when he got back to his loft you were groaning.

You were just about to call him but you had a severe contraction. You were keeling over in the kitchen holding on to the counter.

" Love?" Joe came in and rushed to you.

" J-Joe... The baby's coming."

" No. No. It's too soon." He put his hand on your back.

" y-yeah. But... He's come- coming."

" Right! Okay. Let's go. I'll get your bag."

You walked towards the door after the contraction passed and Joe came running.

You smiled. " can you drive?"

" Yeah. Yeah. I'm good." He helped you out and into his car. " we're having a baby love."

You started to cry. He said we.

...

You were up walking around the hospital room. Your contractions were 5 minutes apart. Joe was following you pushing the monitor that was connected to you around. He rubbed your back through every one.

You were in the hospital for 13 hours before you were almost ready to push. Joe held your hand and you looked at him crying.

" It's okay love. You're going to do just fine." He stroked your hair.

" I'm scared." You whimpered.

" I know. It's okay. I'm here. Just hold my hand."

"Alright Mrs. Skarsgard. It's almost time to push."

" It's Quinn now." Joe corrected the doctor.

" Wh-what?"

Joe looked at you and gave you a gentle kiss resting his forehead on yours after. " I know this isn't the right way to do this. And I wanted to make it special. But, Marry me....marry me my love."

" Joe..I'm having a baby."

" Yes. Our-"

" Okay Mrs Quinn. Push."

...

7 weeks later you and Joe were so busy with the baby that you guys didn't have time to talk about what he asked you. You had put a deposit down on a loft not too far from his. You didn't tell him yet but you knew you had to leave. His roommate was supposed to be back soon. And you didn't want to overstay your welcome.

But Joe found your lease one night looking for a new shirt for you. Because the baby had thrown up all over you. When he came out into the living room he had it in hand and watched you put Noah in his bassinet.

" What is this?" He said holding up the lease.

You turned around and your eyes widened.

" I.." you sighed " I'm sorry. I was going to tell you."

" So you're moving out?"

You looked back at Noah and put on the baby monitor. You grabbed the other and led Joe into his bedroom.

" your roommates coming back. And he's not gonna want a baby around."

" But. Aren't we together? I don't understand?"

You sat down on his bed. " I..umm...I didn't know we were together. We've never even talked about it."

Joe put down the lease and came to you. " I asked you to marry me. I'm sure that meant we were together."

" I just thought. I thought it was just in the moment. All the emotions and stuff."

He went to his dresser and pulled out something. He came back and kneeled in front of you. " I've held onto this for a very long time."

He opened the little black box revealing a gorgeous diamond ring.

" You know how I feel about you. How I have always felt since that football game. I still am madly in love with you."

" But Noah."

" I know Bill won't care for it. But if you let me. I will be the best father I can be. Because he is my son. And I want you to be my wife."

You tugged at your bottom lip and looked at Noah in the monitor. A second went by and you looked back to Joe.

You always wanted him to look at you like that. With nothing but love. You pictured what your life would be like being with him for so long. And now that it was a possibility you were scared. Scared because you already lost him once. And you never wanted to lose him again.

" I love you with all my heart Joseph...I would love nothing more than to be your wife."

He gave you the biggest smile he could conjure. And you just melted. He took out the ring and placed it on your dainty finger. You were surprised when it fit perfectly.

" I had measured your finger while you were sleeping one night." He confessed.

You pulled him for a sweet kiss. This time was much better than the first. He took the baby monitor out of your hand and moved it to his bedside table. He came and lifted you to your feet as he kissed you again.

You wrapped your arms around his neck as he pulled you closer. His hands went for the hem of your shirt. You raised your arms and let him undress you. He clasped your bra as you helped him out of his clothes.

He gently laid you down on the bed and kissed his way down. Your hands found his hair. He kissed around your chest and took one breast into his mouth. You looked down worried that he would taste your milk. He let go of your nipple and smiled.

" Did you just?"

He chuckled. " Now I see why Noah loves them so much."

You giggled and shook your head. His hands went for the elastic of your sweats and slowly took them off with your panties. He kissed your exposed thighs until he completely took off your bottoms. He nestled himself between your legs and hovered over your face.

" You're so beautiful my love."

He made passionate love to you over and over again until you were both spent. Being with you was exactly where he was meant to be. Where he was always meant to be. Now you guys could finally be together.

...

A few months had gone by and Joe moved in with you and Noah into a beautiful 3 bedroom loft. You guys had gotten married in a small chapel Joe used to go to when he was younger. Though the wedding was small everyone who was important to both of you was there. It was so perfect that you couldn't dream of a better one.

Late one night you woke up to feed Noah. After he was full you put him back into bed. You went to the kitchen and craved vanilla ice cream with fresh strawberries. You did a little happy dance after the first bite. You heard a soft laugh and turned around.

Joe was standing just outside the kitchen looking at you through heavy eyes.

" Sorry baby. Did I wake you?"

He came behind you and hugged you. " No. It's Noah's feeding time. I'm always awake."

You kissed the side of his face that you could reach.

" Mmm ice cream with strawberries? My babies are hungry huh?"

" uh huh. She wanted ice cream." You smiled as he rubbed your tummy.

" is that right little one? Do you mind sharing with daddy?"

You laughed as he talked to your unborn child. You turned around in his arms and brought a spoon full to his mouth. You kissed him after. Tasting the sweetness.

" I love you Quinn."

He chuckled. Kissing all over your face.

" I love you too baby."

...

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